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http://JooTube.TV Prayer services concluding Sukkah week on Hoshana Rabah with Nathan Dakar, Rabbi Moshe Parry, Moshav's Yehudah Solomon, Jeff ("Sausager") Rohatiner, Heshy Rosenwasser visits from NYC to relieve Yehudah..
On Tuesday, February 3, 2015, an ORA staff member spotted Yechiel Friedman davening at a minyan in Yeshiva University. Yechiel Friedman has refused to issue his wife a Jewish divorce (Get) for nearly 18 years, and the Beth Din of America has issued a ruling that Yechiel is obligated to issue his wife a Get. Jewish law forbids including such an individual in minyan. Watch as Yechiel is thrown out of the minyan by the ORA staff member due to his abusive refusal to issue his wife a Get. To learn more about the case, visit: http://www.getora.org/yechiel-friedman.
http://JooTube.TV If it were after sundown, we couldn't film this. Thanks to summertime and early davening - watch, learn, and be inspired.
From the new, free album "Soul Like Khan" by Soul Khan. Download the free album here! http://soulkhan.com/music/ And don't forget to check out Soul Khan at: ...
January 3rd 2015 at the Clarion Hotel in Secaucus NJ we had the privilege to have Yehuda Green inspire us with this beautiful rendition of Havdala...apologies for the grainy quality
Recorded June 11, 1995 Speakers include Rabbi Meir Fund, Rabbi Joel Dinerstein, Stuart Blander, Jonathan Roller, Elisa Linsky, Rochelle Rifkin, Arthur Bankoff, Tony Benjamin
In honor of Yom Ha-Atzmaut, Israel Indepence Day, Lenny Solomon performed at B'nai Jacob before a packed house. His funny and wonderful performance made it a...
From the free album, Soul Like Khan: http://bit.ly/soulikekhan http://twitter.com/soulkhan http://facebook.com/soulkhan http://soulkhan.com For collaboration...
Staged Reading of Women's Minyan produced by Mira Tzur@ One Circle Productions.
Fred Rubin wrote an episode of "Alice" in 1978.
Our phenomenal year at Nachshon Minyan! Watch in HD!
http://JooTube.TV Moshav Band tribute to Rabbi Shlomo Carlebach benefit for the Happy Minyan at Morry's Fireplace, Dec 29, 2012.
Soulful modern Orthodox Jewish Sukkot prayer worship with lulav and etrog. Led by Jeff Rohatiner with guest Chazzan Yehuda Greene. Torah reading service, led by Chazzan Lazar Wax, 39-year veteran from NYC. The seventh day of the Jewish holiday of Sukkot, 21st day of Tishrei, is known as Hoshana Rabbah (Aramaic: הוֹשַׁעְנָא רַבָּא, "Great Hoshana/Supplication"). This day is marked by a special synagogue service, the Hoshana Rabbah, in which seven circuits are made by the worshippers with their lulav and etrog, while the congregation recites Hoshanot. It is customary for the scrolls of the Torah to be removed from the ark during this procession. In a few communities a shofar is sounded after each circuit. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hoshana_Rabbah Five willow branches At the conclusion of a number of Piyyutim (liturgical poems), five willow branches are beaten on the ground or other surface to symbolize the elimination of sin. This is also symbolic as a prayer for rain and success in agriculture. According to the Kabbalah, beating the ground with the five willow branches is done to "Sweeten the Five Severities". There is no blessing said for this ritual, but the Aramaic expression "chabit, chabit velah barich" is chanted. This happens to be the oldest known Jewish custom (or Minhag) in Orthodox Judaism. "It was customary to make one procession around the altar on each day of Sukkot, and seven on the seventh day" [Sukkah 4:5]. The priests carried the palm branches or willows in their hands. The entire ceremony is to demonstrate rejoicing and gratitude for a blessed and fruitful year. Moreover, it serves to tear down the iron wall that separates us from our Father in Heaven, as the wall of Jericho was encompassed "and the wall fell down flat" (Joshua 6). Furthermore, the seven circuits correspond to the seven words in the verse Erhatz benikayon kappay, va'asovevah et mizbahakha Hashem - "I wash my hands in purity and circle around Your altar, O Lord" (Psalms 26:6). Each "hoshana" is done in honor of a patriarch. Abraham Isaac Jacob Moses (the most important Hebrew prophet) Aaron (Moses's brother, the first Kohen Gadol, or High Priest) Joseph (the three Patriarchs and Jacob's most famous son) David (the most important king of Israel)
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http://JooTube.TV How the Happy Minyan (hosted at Bnai David Judea for the Hoshana Rabbah service) celebrates. Rabbi Moshe Parry, Nathan Dakar, Jonah Light, and guest David Osterman.
A small taste of the Happy Minyan of Los Angeles.
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Rabbi Leo Dee of Radlett United Synagogue discusses why and when a Minyan (10 men) is required for prayer.
As an incentive for participating in our summer night seder program, these lucky guys where treated to a trip of a lifetime......to learn more about Minyan Shelanu please visit our website at www.MinyanShelanu.org
Festive Purim Seudah & Costume Party with Happy Minyan Chevra & fellow Yiddens Carlebach Style...mamish gevault!
Produced for The Happy Minyan Gala, August 25, 2013 by Howard Reichman, Lisa Tofler and Jill Moray Reichman.
Interview with Women's Minyan playwright Naomi Ragen and director Tovah Feldshuh produced by Mira Tzur @One Circle Productions.
Rimpler, a paramedic by trade and congregant at Flatbush Minyan on Avenue H, has been parking the ...
New York Post 2015-03-29Of course, after a couple of plagues Pharaoh said, "Alright already! Take a minyan and go do your thing."
Huffington Post 2015-03-23Without the 10 Jewish adults needed for a quorum known as a minyan, men and women gather around a ...
Detroit news 2015-03-20Without the 10 Jewish adults needed for a quorum known as a minyan, men and women gather around a ...
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Fox News 2015-03-15Without the 10 Jewish adults needed for a quorum known as a minyan, men and women gather around a ...
The State 2015-03-15... Day Sacrifice" following the 9 AM Shacharit minyan at the Young Israel of Lawrence-Cedarhurst.
noodls 2015-03-10They are members of the "Minyan Club." A minyan in Judaism is a 10-man prayer group ... Minyan club ...
The Miami Herald 2015-03-03(Source: OU - Orthodox Union ) ... The OU member synagogue is located at 111 Irving Place ... Like this article? ... distributed by ... ou.
noodls 2015-03-02... and Sunday from 1 to 4 PM Minyan services will be at the home Thursday at 8 PM and Saturday at 8 PM.
Newsday 2015-02-26... featuring a catered Chinese buffet dinner followed by the film Minyan in Kaifeng, at 7 PM Feb.
Tampabay.com 2015-01-28pm ... rr. com ... A catered Chinese buffet dinner will be served, followed by the movie Minyan in Kaifeng, narrated by Leonard Nimoy.
Tampabay.com 2015-01-28Bishop Walter H ... I can attest to that ... Dr ... ) ... Thursday morning Minyan at 8 AM; Friday Shabbat service is at 7:30
The Miami Herald 2015-01-06A minyan (Hebrew: מִנְיָן lit. to count, number; pl. מִניָנִים minyanim) in Judaism refers to the quorum of ten Jewish adults required for certain religious obligations. According to many non-Orthodox streams of Judaism, adult females count in the minyan.
The most common activity requiring a minyan is public prayer. Accordingly, the term minyan in contemporary Judaism has taken on the secondary meaning of referring to a prayer service.
The source for the requirement of minyan is recorded in the Talmud. The word minyan itself comes from the Hebrew root maneh מנה meaning to count or to number. The word is related to the Aramaic word mene, numbered, appearing in the writing on the wall in Daniel 5:25.
Babylonian Talmud
The Babylonian Talmud (Megillah 23b) derives the requirement of a minyan of ten for Kiddush Hashem and Devarim she-Bikdusha, "matters of sanctity", by combining three scriptural verses using the rule of gezerah shavah:
The word "midst" in the verse:
also appears in the verse:
The term "congregation" is also used in another verse that describes the ten spies who brought back a negative report of the Land of Israel:
Shlock Rock is an independent Jewish rock band, put together in December 1985, and officially founded in 1986, and led by, singer Lenny Solomon, which parodies popular secular songs, substituting new, religious-themed lyrics for the music. To date they have released 32 albums. Shlock Rock continues to record albums and perform live as of 2010, and to date has sold more than 200,000 CD’s, tapes and DVDs in the contemporary Jewish Rock arena. Their music is a mix of pop-rock song parodies and original rock songs in English and Hebrew. The purpose of the band is to spread Jewish pride, identity and awareness throughout the Jewish community, for Jewish continuity. Solomon and Shlock Rock tour around the world, playing at concerts, schools, and Jewish events.
According to Soloman, in December 1985, Lenny and the band "rented the 39th Street Music studio in New York for two weeks from midnight to 8:00am as it was the only time slot they could afford." Their first album "Schlock Rock" - (Note: With a C)[citation needed] titled "Learning is Good" was released in January 1986.
Well tragedy's appealing
Disaster an addiction
Waiting for the good in everything
While the world keeps feeling
There's safety in this distance
This painting, entertainment
Waiting for the good in everything
While the world keeps feeling
Cause distance
With these problems
I'm not a failure now
Anxiety's misleading
It's kosher, yet revealing
Waiting for the good in everything
While the world keeps feeling
And shine a light down on this
And shine a light down on everyone and everything we see
While the world keeps feeling
This distance
With these problems
I'm not a failure now
You wonder why
And realize what we're made of
Afraid of
Failing
Failing now
In spite of this
I'm not a failure now
In light of this
I'm not a failure
As life hangs beside me
I gather all that I can
You were never one for confrontation
But now it all lies in your hands
All in your hands
All in your hands
All in your hands
All in your hands
Your hands
Your...
Who'll be there to tell
Me how stupid I am?
Who'll be there to tell
Me how stupid I am?
Who'll be there to tell
Me how stupid I am?
Who'll be there to tell
Me how stupid I am?
Who will keep me from lashing out? (lashing out!)
Anxiety chokes me like razor wire (razor wire!)
Who will keep me from lashing out? (lashing out!)
Anxiety chokes me like razor wire (razor wire!)
Now it's
All in
Your hands (all in your hands!)
Now it's
All in
Your hands (all in your hands!)
Now it's
All in
Your hands (all in your hands!)
(Your hands...)
Now it's
All in
Your hands (all in your hands!)
(Your hands...)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
(Razor wire!)
murders and motives for me, your alibis and witness won't mean a thing.
Try something different today, kill yourself then tell me my love is fake.
They say you love more when they die,
well if you're still dead and I'm still sad it won't help a thing.
To the point where I can't sleep, or even think again, I'm dead
Should have though this trough. Should have ran this by you.
I'am going through the steps for your death.
Knife fights and stab wounds for me, put up a fight and you'll see what I mean.
this is not the way I'd like to be.
Take your car and run me down and put me in my place if I kill you and you kill me,
we'll take a picture, think how romantic it will be.
To the point where we won't sleep or even live again. In love we are dead.
I have sadness,I'd rather have nothing. I have nothing. All I have is nothing.
That's just the way things go for me.
When I try hard I fall and falling you is like ripping out your ribs and holding them for you.
I'm not that half bad, it's hard for me to prove that.
Even though I feel I have nothing, I still have you with my nothing.
This afternoon I burned my eyes out of my head, but from what I read I'm fine...or dead
Now I understand just what was said..I never did.
Last night I died. Songs droned in fives, and in awkward times it creeps down my spine.
Now I understand just what was meant when it was said that I was dead.
And she sang these things only to me.
The only one who understands what she means and dreams.
We're completely streamed at the seams, she looks through me and begins to speak...
now you see, lost. now you know, lost.
when the hell did one goddamn thing go right in my life but you.
you said you weren't sure, you said you were scared
well guess what I was scared too.
we're glued to the hips, we're tied neck to neck,
our hands bond staples through the knuckles please.
it's a lifetime to wait.
now that we have each other now, security.
it's a lifetime to wait.
We're the same.
We're the same way.
Dreaming, dreaming
To reward the devil.
Let him know who you are.
And you reuse excuses.
Let him know who you are.. dreaming again.
You, you're so damn sure.
If you're so sure, well you're dreaming again.
Let him know who you are.
Too late tonight, I'm gone
And you're miles ahead, and I'm lost.
Throughout this darkened scene,
clear skies are what I dream.
The light resides in lines,
offset in different times.
And I'm blinded by a sea
of this strange memory.
Frames change and I'm still lost.
scene stills lay still in this fog,
And I try only to,
see straight into, through you.
Your eyes become so bare, round, eager empty stare.
And I'm blinded by a sea of this strange memory.
And I am... and I see. it's just me.
And I drift quietly, through the trees.
My mind separates from my body.
Days late and I'm not around now. I don't care.
Dreamscapes, escape all my thoughts. Awake.
I dream of a fate I cannot, escape now, it's too late.
Time dies in straight lines. Waiting, and I can't take anything,
I try to believe everything, but I can't.
Follow me again, out from everything.
she said you think nothing's wrong, well there is
I'm scared, I'm not really scared, well i am.
What's mine, what's mine is now yours, I promise.
I can't live this live now.
I don't need it, if i can't see it.
I don't need it, don't want to believe it.
I can't, i will not believe what they say.
They said all we have is two and one half years before all we have will die.
I can't, no i will not live this life now.
Trust your own love.
staring at the sun, wondering what I've done wrong.
after all this time it still carries on,
after everything is on and gone,
I'm just waiting for that one day,
and all this happened in one day.
It's easier not so easy.
and it all just fades to grey.
try and close my eyes
I find too many times trapped inside my mind,
thoughts of running out and away seem to stay,
but in a different way,
it's easier not so easy.
it all just fades away.
and all this happened in one day and it all just fades away,
I'm trapped inside my haze,
waiting for the day...
we shed tears for lives we don't even know.
we spent two years too long fighting the wrong things.
Who's to say the way I am
it's not to blame I'm hating love
Let's be tragic, let's be sad
these eyes can't seem to see the way I am
All for love And all for love
You wait, wait too long and all for love
Cry and solve
while you wait for him
This kind of love won't last it never did
What if this it never happen
What if we never see the light of day
What if this it never happened
what if we never met at all
All for love And all for love
You wait too long and all for love
You wait too long
All for love And all for love
You wait, wait too long and all for love
What if this it never happen
What if we never see the light of day
What if this it never happened
what if we never met at all
We'll sew these eyes
You'll peel them back
We'll frame these words, Oh dear
I just need some time
And you've earned the right
you've earned the right to know
I need this time away
You need to feel that
And fool yourself,
surprise your friends
and raise a toast to everything
we once had and I'm still
afraid to be alone
And you found me out
and I need this time to breathe
and give me space
I'll give you need?
In time we'll sort this out
I keep this secret safe with me
and I know you want it out
Kill yourself, surprise your friends
and raise a toast to everything
we once had, we once had.
i wish i was here.
all this white light's gone black and no one's here to see.
i wish i could scream "stop this awkward confusion"
and let me be.
my system to keep wishing. my system could work.
black ink has the cure.
feel good knowing your solution if forgotten in a year.
i'll wait just to never really have to decide.
cause it's our goddamn right to live
yet it's still not our choice to die.
my system could work.
but it's all i can do to breathe is wait.
my system to keep wishing. my system could work.
why do i? why do i try? my system could work.
where do we go on from here?
it's been so long, so hard
so what do we have to show except for ourselves?
I won't forget
please don't forget
I must strive to be ourselves
august 1961 stole
the taste of freedom
the life i used to know
16 long years to wait and wonder
did she make it? safely make it? is she still alive?
if she's still breathing then i'm still waiting.
no hope in love.
scream at the thought, it's not ok
and you dream of the day that she'll be here.
i still remember the last note you sent.
eight simple words said
"no hope in love, no hope in waiting"
no hope in hell that i'll stop waiting, that i'll stop loving you.
if you still loved him, you'd wait for him.
no hope in love.
scream at the thought, it's not ok
and you dream of the day she'll be here.
and your last dying wish would be to see her one last time
when the wall came down.
scream at the thought.
no hope.
scream at the last thing you said.
there's no hope in love it's just inside your head.
all this time
we wait on this shallow line
for a martyr to save our lives when you can't.
a warning sign
a lack in reaction time
mixed with a war to fight keeps us here.
the tide is in
it's time we all learn to swim
these rooftops won't save our lives and nor did you.
everything's all right.
nothing's ok. we've been lied to. we're so frail
you can pray, scream out his name
while they all keep sinking away.
a hope a cure
reminds me this seems absurd to stay
and find who you swore to save, well you can't
let us in, let us in we can't find shelter in time.
life is all we have.
cause everything's alright. just keep on saying...
nothing's ok. we've been lied to. we're so frail
you can pray, scream out his name
while they all keep sinking.
all this time's gone by, the taste of revenge.
a blood thirsty grin, it's all ok.
nothing's ok.
sing loud - sing louder - sing to feel - sing for everyone
please sing loud - sing louder - sing to heal - sing for everyone
sing for life sing for choices
sing for everyone without voices
sing for...
love - laughter - everyone here and after.
fear - hatred - everyone less than sacred.
life - choices - everyone without voices.
you can pray while they all keep sinking away.
a hero won't come in time. a martyr won't save our lives.
he can't.
he said, "we're all dead"
in ten years it would appear
these prophecies we should have feared
cause now they're here
(stop this all)
as seasons fade there's not much to say
except that he was right
continue through to the next decade
it's fallen
please help me...help me find a way...a way
out...out...with a soft, quiet shock...
now what is to be seen?
as cold water and wind collapse and fade
all that we have made
(stop this all)
as seasons fade there's not much to say
except that he was right
continue through to the next decade
it's fallen
please help me...help me find a way...a way out
with a soft, a quiet shock
we can escape...peacefully
so be afraid...cause there's no way...
to stop this all...stop this all...
throw away...all your faith...
there's nothing...there's nothing left to say
and there is no...i know there is no other way out...
Fade out the stress and lack of confidence now
Fade in all that I have been again somehow
I get lost in these thoughts and speak so quietly
I've drowned myself out
High above these thoughts and no I'm not unhappy now
It's just a state of mind I've translated into sound
And in this time...I will decide...and analyze why...
I think this through...too many times...and realize I'm/I'll...
Write this song...to think it through...too many times I...
I await this...lie awake too many times I...
Will analyze...and pre-decide...this state of mind...
I relate this...come to face this state of mind...
If I feel this way I'll get drowned in the weight of it all
If it's too late I'll be drowned in the weight of it all
I need to escape or get drowned in the weight of it all
I can't explain... drowned in the weight of it all
If feelings change I can rise up and face
These strange way s that my mind sometimes takes
Thoughts sway this way and out of my head...she said...
She said it...she said it all
You're too uptight...your perspective is off
She said it all...or something like that
Oh I know I get drowned in the weight of it all
It feels so small to get drowned in the weight of it all
Relax, calm down and just listen close to the sound
Of her voice, a comfortable place I have found
What would your lover say...drowned in the weight of it all...
east side west side where do I stand when you walk in.
did you forget me, I wasn't gone that long,
you may think I was, you weren't thinking at all.
I won't let you just stand and walk away.
I'm sorry that I'm not sorry,
because it's the love of my life and the life that I love.
phase in fade out, where do I stand when you walk in.
did you forget me, I wasn't gone that long,
you may think I was, you weren't thinking at all.
I'm sorry that I'm not sorry,
because it's the love of my life and the life that I love.
why you out of everyone.
And now you will know, what you will say,
let it be known, you do what you say...
You say what you know.
I get confuse that me is me and you is you,
if that's the way it is supposed to be, when we are together.
I wish I was there for you when he died
I know now. You stay when you stay and go when you go.
If that's the way it is supposed to be.
I try, but some times things get hard...
When we are together. I wish I was there for you when he died.
When that's the way it is supposed to be.
I hate this part of me. I will hate myself, I realiza hapiness dies when I'm not with you.
You said you want it.
You said you need it.
What you don't know is I know,
That you can't get it.
You said you know me.
You know nothing at all.
You said you hate me,
Well believe me I hate you too.
Stop stand down wait,
I don't want to go.
Send me somewhere warm.
Stop stand down wait,
I don't want to go.
We want it all.
They try to stop you from dreaming.
They're there to make your life hell.
Just try to stop me from dreaming believing.
Are you really happy?
Ask yourself this time.
Are you really happy with who you are right now?
You said you want it
You said you'll dream, you wanna be
You still can't bring yourself to try
You want to die
And you want more
All these things still left unsaid
All these people you want dead
Well they watch you, they're haunting you
Go on kid, don't let them stop you
The door's still locked but I'm here listening
You said you'll dream you wanna be
But you won't try
You'll try you'll fail you'll wanna see
How you'll never be
Wait, but you won't try
Wait, but you won't die
I can't take this any further
You've got some suggestions? I'm listening
My insistence speaking loud
We must whisper they might hear
We'll just rip off all their ears
And stab their eyes out
While they're not watching
Go on kid, don't let them stop you (don't let them stop you)
We'll bust this door down then they'll listen
I'm weak I'm not where I wanna be
But I won't try
I'll try I'll fail I wanna see
How you'll never be
Wait, but you wont try
Wait, but I wont die
I'm strong I'm where I wanna be
And I wont try
You'll try, you'll fail, you'll wanna see
How you'll never be here
Wait, but I wont try
Wait, I no longer wanna die
I'm not sure what's worse
The waiting or the waiting room
"You're next sir" becomes a cruel taunt to you
recycled air, the smell of sleep and disinfectant
Your god is a two door elavator
Do they even cure you
(CUT ME OPEN DRUG ME)
Or is it just to humour us before we die
(REPAIR ALL MY DEFECTS)
If Only we could heal ourselves
We wouldn't.. need to be hooked up to these machines
Whoa whoa whoa...
Let's redefine (6x)
What it means to heal
Do they even cure you
(CUT ME OPEN DRUG ME)
Or is it just to humour us before we die
(REPAIR ALL MY DEFECTS)
If Only we could heal ourselves
We wouldn't.. need to be hooked up to these machines
Whoa whoa whoa...
Now...This ones on you, and I won't let it die...I won't let go again.
Goddamn this whole thing.
I remember being happy.
And I said,
That you must do what is right.
And I know,
You must do what's best for you.
And I said,
That we must do what is right.
In our hearts, we must carry on.
No...I'm not afraid of being here,
I'm scared of feeling alone again.
Goddamn everything.
I remember feeling happy.
I wait to see, this will die and when it does I will be dead.
Wait to see, this will die and when it does I'm dead.
I hate to have to say goodbye.
Think of one moment you can call the happiest moment of your life... it's gone
For me the thought that keeps playing over...over and over and over.
Is the day that I realized you were gone.
I can't believe this had to happen,
Please tell me why this had to happen to someone so strong.
I wish I could go back to see her, spend time with her.
But I can't...instead I'm left with sadness.
Sitting here watching you, sitting here watching me, sitting here watching you melt away.
For me the thought that keeps playing over...over and over and over and over again.
These thoughts are like poison to me.
Stay if you can.
Why can't I pretend that you're still here with us now, please stay with us now.
I can't stop these thoughts of you drifting away.
Cause I'm waiting, for something and if that something is to realize.
I'm waiting for something that is too real.
Wait...smile do something.
hey how are you,
i think i might explode,
i found a box, which said "open and choose",
you'll find 2 notes,
1 says "you might succeed",
the other reads, "you'll ruin everything"
you want them to like all the things you've said,
you're still talking backwards and off your head,
been running in circles for way too long,
i hope your corporation dies.
i'm sorry for thinking,
sorry for what's been said,
i watched them all,
while they burned it down
you want them to like all the things you've said,
you're still talking backwards and off your head,
been running in circles for way too long,
i hope your corporation dies.
you want them to like all the things you've said,
you're still talking backwards and off your head,
been running in circles for way too long,
i hope your corporation dies.
i hope it dies,
And you draw back, when you noticed me standing there.
You can feel it, that I need it.
And you draw back, when you noticed me standing there.
We can see it, that you wanted me to...
Say hey, hey wait.
And you draw back, when you noticed me standing there.
I can feel it, that you need it.
And you draw back, when I noticed you standing there.
I can see it, that you wanted me to.
Say hey, hey wait.
Cause we all know
This means nothing
And if you want me back just say you want me back and I'll stay.
There are no more secrets anymore.
Fade out the stress and lack of confidence now
Fade in all that I have been again somehow
I get lost in these thoughts and speak so quietly
I've drowned myself out
High above these thoughts and no I'm not unhappy now
It's just a state of mind I've translated into sound
And in this time...I will decide...and analyze why...
I think this through...too many times...and realize I'm/I'll...
Write this song...to think it through...too many times I...
I await this...lie awake too many times I...
Will analyze...and pre-decide...this state of mind...
I relate this...come to face this state of mind...
If I feel this way I'll get drowned in the weight of it all
If it's too late I'll be drowned in the weight of it all
I need to escape or get drowned in the weight of it all
I can't explain... drowned in the weight of it all
If feelings change I can rise up and face
These strange ways that my mind sometimes takes
Thoughts sway this way and out of my head...she said...
She said it...she said it all
You're too uptight...your perspective is off
She said it all...or something like that
Oh I know I get drowned in the weight of it all
It feels so small to get drowned in the weight of it all
Relax, calm down and just listen close to the sound
Of her voice, a comfortable place I have found
It's me against the world
At least inside my head
It goes by so fast
But I cannot stop the time
Independent
Dependent on myself
To my mind in its own state of confession
Lost, up against the wall
In this time i'll show
Everyone that now on my own I am reborn.
Frustration falls down
With the lies of impossibility
It makes it so hard to breath
Can I get away from this place?
In time to see my face again
No time to think about it
No way to get around it.
Wait...we'll have to wait our turn.
We'll have to fall in line.
Follow, live, love and die.
If we're all the same, get born, grow, married and die.
We all hate long good byes.
So don't bother and just die.
End it now.
If we're all the same,
Where did we come from...and why are we here.
What do we do when it all dies and we're all left here...all alone.
We always lose signt of everything.
Wait...we'll have to accept the change.
Even though we're all still the same.
Follow, live, love and die.
I have a mission, I have a goal that's why,
I'd rather live now then die knowing we only have one chance.
We have one chance, one life, one death, one time to smile.
One time to try, one time to die, one time to smile.
We all die one at a time.
Screw you and die I hope you burn.
You think you're worth more than you earned.
You're nothing, you're worthless, except for these verses.
Out with the new in with the old.
Honesty makes you do the strangest things like act angry.
It's your life, your move, your chance to make good of the bad.
Can't hide the fact that you still lied to us, you lied to them.
Put the past behind, make it good there's one more thing to say.
Say it...
Two years is a long time to pretend.
Now we start again.
We've got to stay until the end.
We've got to say it.
NO, somehow you somehow knew.
You said, you said you might be leaving.
You must be crazy, you'll live to one hundred and one.
Somehow you somehow knew.
You said you might be leaving.
I won't say goodbye, and I refuse to watch you die.
I won't forget.
You said you'll know.
You said, you said you'll go.
You must be crazy, to die is no cure at all.
Please don't go.
What you said, and it won't take too long.
If what you said was true, you said was true.
I won't say goodbye, and I refuse to watch you die.
Cause if you scream do something, please scream do something.
I won't say goodbye... I won't forget.
Please do something... scream do something.
In your dreams you don't need it, in your dreams you can't use it.
ahhh
I took everything you said
ahhh
Harder than we should
Are we wanting more than to try to sell you out?
Are you one? you one? you one?
He's trying to say we can't
Yes I can!
And you can't have all that you want
Yes I can!
And when your wrong I'm still not right
And throw it back against the wall
You asked me how
And what if I resent you now?
And what if I can't trust in anything you say?
You trying to say we can't?
Yes I can!
You can't have all that you want
Yes I can!
And when your wrong I'm still not right
Let's start again
Replace it
Let's start again
Erase it
So move along and face it
You trying to say we can't?
Yes I can!
You can't have all that you want
Yes I can!
Where's my love? It's fallen and I'm bound to it
Where's my heart? It stopped, then why am I still here?
Something's missing
Wrong...gone? Would you say it's too late?
Say something now. Say something's wrong. Say sorry.
Wrong...gone? Would you stay? It's your fate.
Something's missing
Wait this out...a promise kept ends suddenly
Close my eyes...relax, lay back and try to breathe
Decide my fate
Is it too late?
To change it all
And mend mistakes
As if I would have such thoughts
And scream so loud for all it's not
Don't say you're sorry cause sorry means something is wrong
Don't say you're sorry...don't say you're sorry now
A thickened plot
So mentally shot
Another broken heart
All these things to add to my despair
I wish I knew
Answers to everything
I could see myself
From a distance so far away
Thinking what has gone wrong
Sensing by the sad dull look on that boy's face
I wish I could help myself
I wish I could help some way
Not understand at all anything
Everything has been a lie
I wish I knew
You always were exceptional
Superficial, but exceptional
Cutting truths into half truths
The other half just begs to be found out
Just like a television special
You're dramatic and artificial
You really do bring it on yourself
So disregard everyone else
You play your riskful life so well it hurts so good sometimes
We've been notorious right from the start
Notorious for losing streaks and broken hearts
If I'm going down, if I'm going down, I'm taking you with me
It's a little unfair, but I don't hear you complaining
This is sick, yeah its so disgusting
Like an accident you won't ever stop watching
I'm passing signs on the way to my funeral
Warning signs become redundant and typical
No, I won't go, I want to stay here with you
No, I won't go, I want to stay here with you...
Now say what you need, don't hesitate make that call.
If you need help scream "HEY YOU", quietly one more time "hey you".
Dreams they don't help, but they do stop the hurt for now.
I guess we will have to figure this one out...
It's the passing of America
Hold on, sing these words out loud
The saddest truest song you've ever heard
And lets be back tonight and do what you know's not right
She looked at me, don't look at her
And trouble will find you one day soon
Back against the wall
It's time to realize who is she?
Who are they?
Who am I?
One day soon I'll realize your never dead until the day you die
Hold on, find the ? stop now
Theres nothing you can do, I feel I'm full of lies
Distractions ?
I fool myself again
I'll ? some changes for the day
? and looks for me to say
And trouble will find you one day soon
Back against the wall
It's time to realize who is she?
Who are they?
Who am I?
One day soon I'll realize your never dead until the day you die
You say to yourself that theres no one really here
You say to yourself you can forget
Our eyes are made of glass
Our hearts are filled with smoke
One day I'll realize
You'll find those evil thoughts to ?
For once I'm here to be the evil
One day soon
Back against the wall
it's time to realize who is she?
Who are they?
Who am I?
One day soon I'll realize I've fooled myself and
One day soon
A bitter evil one
Time to realize who is she?
Who are they?
Who am I?
Everything's changing
Can't wait to see you when you die
Everything's changing
Can't wait to see you when you die
And with things changing
So much, so fast, so once, so while
And I'm still waiting to see you
When you die alone
And wait for nothing now
Sit alone and wait to die (to die)
Nothing changes...
So stop, so still, so cut and dry
I'm still waiting to say the truth that I can't wait to watch you die
I know you heard me say it now a million times
To say die alone and wait for nothing now
Wait! That's just not right!
To sit alone and wait for you to see that I have nothing left to say (to say)
To sit alone and wait for you to say (to say)
To sit alone and wait for you to say (to say)
To see that I have nothing left to say (to say)
Y-e-a-h
Summer's almost here...
Y-e-a-h
Summer's almost here...
Y-e-a-h
(I can't wait till you die)
Summer's almost here...
Almost here...
Wake up! Summer's almost here
Wake up! Summer's almost here
Wake up! Summer's almost here
(I can't wait till you die)
Wake up! Summer's almost here
You said you'll dream, you wanna be
you still can't bring yourself to try
you want to die
and you want more of these things still left unsaid
all these people you once heard
while they watch you, they're hunting you
go on kid, don't let them stop you
the door's still locked but I'm here listening
you said you'll dream you wanna be
and you won't try
you try you'll fail you'll wanna see
how you'll never be
wait, but you won't try
wait, but you won't die
I can't take this any further
you got some suggestions? I'm listening
is this speaking loud?, we must whisper they might hear
we'll just rip off all their ears
and stab their eyes out, while their not watching
go on kid, don't let them stop you (don't let them stop you)
we'll bust this door down then they'll listen
I'm weak. I'm not where I want to be
and I won't try
I tried I failed I wanna see
how I'll never be
wait, but I won't try
wait, but I won't die
and you, oh, smile and wonder
and you, oh, bleed and blister
you won't know, won't know
you won't know, won't know
and you go on a lifetime
and you go on a lifetime
you won't know for a lifetime
you won't know for a lifetime
you won't know
Now I'm strong I'm where I wanna be
and I wanna try
they'll try, they'll fail, they'll wanna see
how they'll never be
wait, but I wanna try
You said you'll dream, you wanna be
you still can't bring yourself to try
you want to die
and you want more of these things to help them set
all these people you once had
while they watch you, they're haunting you
go on kid, don't let them stop you
the door's still locked but I'm here listening
you said you'll dream you wanna be
and you won't try
you try you'll fail you'll wanna see
how you'll never be
wait, but you won't try
wait, but you won't die
I can't take this any further
you got some suggestions? I'm listening
is this speaking loud?, we must whisper they might hear
we'll just rip off all their ears
and stab their eyes out, while their not watching
go on kid, don't let them stop you (don't let them stop you)
we'll bust this door down then they'll listen
I'm weak. I'm numb when I wanna be
but I won't try
I tried I failed I wanna see
how I'll never be
wait, but I wont try
wait, but I wont die
I'm strong I'm where I wanna be
but I won't try
they'll try, they'll fail, they'll wanna see
how they'll hurt me
wait, but I won't try
please drag me away from this, I just don't want to go.
and I'm taking in everything and just want to know.
I've lost all direction and reason and seem so low
To everyone everytime, only if they'd know.
NO, I will lay down dead here.
this feeling takes over again and it's over soon.
I'm driving away from this and still it looms.
It seeps into everything and can empty you.
No, I will lay down dead here.
Sincerity empties me and all I see is a realization of how it's always been.
Just take me away because it seems so bad.
Please end on this day, so I won't feel bad... again.
you said that I'd never really forget this time
I want to break my legs just so I won't forget to be nice to you.
Think about jumping backwards into a pool of salt and knives, now that's real pain
I am not me.
Not like your heartbreaks and tears.
I can't believe that was me.
I am not me.
I used to say, "I can't let me be who I am" I am not me.
I am alone with you.
I'll stay alone with you.
If nothing meant nothing, then why did it hurt you so much?
Let's try this theory of nothing means nothing.
I want to break my legs just so I won't forget to be nice to you.
I am scared as I can be, to where I can't breathe.
I am lonely as I can be,
lonely as I will let me be here alone with you.
With you.
I wished too hard, too much, too fast. I can't believe in...
And it hurt too much, and stopped me just right where I was.
I am lonely as I can be
lonely as I will let me be here alone with you.
With you
I have been searching so long
For your mystery
My feelings are strong,
Baby,can’t u see,
I’m all that u need,
I’m all that u want,
Please believe me.
You are the answer
for what I looking for
And now I’m so sure
you’re the final score.
I’m all that u need,
I’m all that u want,
Please enjoy me.
Oh so no matter what you may think?
I’ve got to give you all my heart,
Babe, it’s real love.
Don’t tear it apart.
Oh, can’t you see,
That you are my real love
So let’s set our passion free.
And now am singing this song
And I will conquer you.
You got to be sure
my emotion is true.
I’m all that u need,
I’m all that u want,
Please believe me.
I’ll break your will to resist
And soon you will give up
Break down on your knees
When you will be kissed.
I’m all that u need,
I’m all that u want,
Please enjoy me.
I remember the night. We danced with rain.
It felt so cold. Till we cached that vibe.
The fire in your eyes, make me loose control.
My frozen heart was melting away.
Moments that we won't forget. Relight the flame of love.
Moments that changed my life. Made me the man I am.
The Moments we shared.
Do you remember, the day at the beach?
Being more than a friend, making love in the sand.
The wind was playing the melody of love.
All heaven was singing our song of love.
My frozen heart was melting away.
Moments that we won't forget. Relight the flame of love.
Moments that changed my life. Made me the man I am.
LET ME OUT
Looking deep in your eyes, feeling the touch of your lips.
When I think about it girl I'm start praying, it hurt's so bad.
So many times we've talked about our lifes and about endless love.
It's this love forever and are u sure and tell me are you serious.
I'm stucking between gray walls, cuz they keeping me in,
I wanna breake out and fly away,
but no chance, they cut my wings.
My Hearts reaching out for you girl, but u can't hear my cry
Tell me when they will let me out.
Don't wanna go back, no no no no, I wan't.
In a far off place, I'm hearig you're gonna left me now
and I'm nervous, you're fading away, so slowly, and it's so cruel.
I will run and follow you, but the gutter won't let me out.
Now you're so far away and I don't know how far.
I'm stucking between gray walls, cuz they keeping me in,
I wanna breake out and fly away,
but no chance, they cut my wings.
My Hearts reaching out for you girl, but u can't hear my cry
Tell me when they will let me out.
Imagine how this world could be
Whitout anger and pain.
Imagine how we could be
Whitout heavy rain.
Searching fort he finer things in life
We forgot our dreams.
Shooting arrows of hate
And were about to go insane.
We must start to treat each other better
Cause we can!
You must hear the voice inside your soul.
Must try to give the best you can.
Walking hand in hand with my sister and brothers
And with the mamas and papas.
Finaly you will see,
That everyone’s agree.
We have the gift to shout it out loud.
If you want to say something
Stand up don’t be shy and speak.
To those who listen,
To those who believe in,
To those who‘s praying every night and day,
From this day on,
I promise dear God I’m living for you.
We must start to threat other better
Cause we can!
You must hear the voice inside your soul.
Must try to give the best you can.
Walking hand in hand with my sister and brothers
And with the mamas and papas
Finaly you will see,
Waking up everyday just ain't the same
I can't reach for you when you're so far away
Dealing with this pain I got myself to blame
I know I should stop thinking you're coming back this way
If you could see lately the way I carry on
With different chicks out every night from bar to bar
You're probably thinking I've already moved on
But right now I'm missing you hard
If you stayed wouldn't be acting this way
Out here tryna fill your space
Feel like our love was in vain, if you stayed
If you stayed wouldn't be missing your face
Hoping you're thinking about me
Cause I know you can't be replaced
I'd be ok, if you stayed
Tryna break the habit of making mistakes
I'm dialing your number when it should be erased
When I'm hating you now [?]
Still when I try to lay down, see visions of your face
If you could hear the thoughts that I carry around
I used to feel my heartbeat now it's slowing down
And I know you're thinking I'm just a fool
Cause I don't wanna see you with another dude, girl
If you stayed wouldn't be acting this way
Out here tryna fill your space
Feel like our love was in vain, if you stayed
If you stayed wouldn't be missing your face
Hoping you're thinking about me
Cause I know you can't be replaced
I'd be ok, if you stayed
Come back to me, I have no pride
You're all I need, I won't survive
I can't deny, you made my life
You took my heart away and you left me baby
I don't understand, why can't we have another chance
See you making plans to spend it with another man
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
If you stayed wouldn't be acting this way
Out here tryna fill your space
Feel like our love was in vain, if you stayed
If you stayed wouldn't be missing your face
Hoping you're thinking about me
Cause I know you can't be replaced
I'd be ok, if you stayed
Work nine to five, get home surprised.
Another bil, another day, just another strife.
They just won’t stop talking all you got,
Til there’s nothing left and nothing left in the pot.
Sometimes I don’t feel like I wanna,
To make it through the night or through the day,
But one thing I know,
That I won’t let it go
I can see throug the smoke
I hold my breath and grab the rope.
If you‘re tired of life, if you’re tired of pain
And you hit rock bottom and nothing will change
You gotta believe that, you gotta believe that,
It’s gonna get better, it’s gonna get better
And you hit rock bottom, you can’t take no more
You gotta believe that, you gotta believed that
It’s gonna get better, it’s gonna get better.
I wake up at night stil trying to fight
The negative mentality that rules my life
Have some regrets just can’t forget
Mistakes and bad relations wait a minute not finish yet.
There’s one thing to note, just can’t let it go
You may not always win but in the end the fight made you grow.
Gotta grab the rope gotta bump trough the smoke,
Walking on the beach together
The wind is playing in your hair.
I get aware, Baby, you and me.
We are really close to perfect.
Feel the rhytm oft he heet.
Lay down in the burning sand
You, I understand
When our passion grows
Listen to my words
Don’t need nothing else but you.
Girl, you make me crazy
Every time that you’re around
Girl, you make me crazy
It’s time to feel good and to be, to be free
Girl, you make me crazy
Every time that you’re around
Girl, you make me crazy
It is time to feel good and to be, to be free.
Take a bath in fresh cool water
Pearly drops caress your skin.
You’re like a sin
More that I can beer.
You look nothing less than perfect.
Synchronicity of two hearts
Makes this day a unique day
Let’s start to play
Anything wou want
Listen to my words