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Sebastian, a novice in a post-apocalyptic Brazilian monastery, prepares to be ordained while struggling with intense doubts. Before priesthood, he must confess his greatest secrets: his rape as a child and the passion he has for another monk. He turns to penance and martyrdom to relieve his guilt.
Plot
Sebastian, a novice in a post-apocalyptic Brazilian monastery, prepares to be ordained while struggling with intense doubts. Before priesthood, he must confess his greatest secrets: his rape as a child and the passion he has for another monk. He turns to penance and martyrdom to relieve his guilt.
Plot
Sebastian, a novice in a post-apocalyptic Brazilian monastery, prepares to be ordained while struggling with intense doubts. Before priesthood, he must confess his greatest secrets: his rape as a child and the passion he has for another monk. He turns to penance and martyrdom to relieve his guilt.
Plot
Sebastian, a novice in a post-apocalyptic Brazilian monastery, prepares to be ordained while struggling with intense doubts. Before priesthood, he must confess his greatest secrets: his rape as a child and the passion he has for another monk. He turns to penance and martyrdom to relieve his guilt.
Plot
Sebastian, a novice in a post-apocalyptic Brazilian monastery, prepares to be ordained while struggling with intense doubts. Before priesthood, he must confess his greatest secrets: his rape as a child and the passion he has for another monk. He turns to penance and martyrdom to relieve his guilt.
Plot
Sebastian, a novice in a post-apocalyptic Brazilian monastery, prepares to be ordained while struggling with intense doubts. Before priesthood, he must confess his greatest secrets: his rape as a child and the passion he has for another monk. He turns to penance and martyrdom to relieve his guilt.
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A young photographer Thun and his girlfriend Jane discover mysterious shadows in their photographs after fleeing the scene of an accident. As they investigate the phenomenon, they find other photographs contain similar supernatural images, that Thun's best friends are being haunted as well, and Jane discovers that her boyfriend has not told her everything. It soon becomes clear that you can not escape your past.
Keywords: asian-horror, blood, boyfriend-girlfriend-relationship, camera, car-accident, carried-on-shoulders, college, college-graduation, corpse, cremation
The most terrifying images are the ones that are real.
Tun: [Tun is working in the dark room when someone walks beside him and stands there. He does not look up]::Tun: Jane? You're early.::Tun: [Telephone rings outside, Tun goes to answer it] Hello?::Jane: Tun. Its Jane. I'm going to be a little late today.
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"The Offering" is a short drama about the progression and the passing of life. Without dialogue and music, the story centers on the evolution of love and friendship between a Japanese monk and the young novice who has come into his life, from their initial encounter to their final parting. In rejecting his own faith and drowning in self-doubts, the novice leaves his life of unfulfilled potentials. The passing of life is demarcated by the progression of seasons. The only force that propels the narrative forward is the poetic seasonal variations in nature. The passing of life, in this film, is as natural a progression as the passing of seasons. The offering that passes repeatedly between the two men is metaphorical for love and affection, which, like life itself, are the most fragile yet powerful and tenuous link between any two human beings, at any point in any lifetime. Through the universal experience of death and of mourning, this elegiac meditation affirms the acceptance and the respect for what life, and nature, have to offer, regardless of the ideological and cultural differences that separate all of us.
Keywords: asian, buddhist-monk, gay-interest, independent-film, japanese, mourning, seasons, spirituality, suicide
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In Tibet's Changtang region, nomads harvest salt to buy barley. A clan prepares four of its men for an annual trek to Lake Tsento, where they rake salt from shoals into piles, then into bags, and onto their yaks to return, 90-days in all. After picking an auspicious day to depart, they feast, sing, tell stories, and race horses. Women are forbidden on this sacred trip. All is ritualized: Margen cooks, Pargen prepares burnt offerings and distributes meat, Zopon cares for the caravan of 160 yaks, Bopsa bends his strong back to arduous work. To each other they speak the secret language of saltmen; they pray and observe exemplary behavior. The goddess of the lake smiles upon them.
Keywords: chinese, mythological, nomad, salt, tibet
Forgive the silence but your reasoning is fought
This is the only thing you know but you're not making sense at all
You could end this now if you would just let go
Of the things that keep you safe, that keep you covered from the sun
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
Let's get this straight before you're gone
So I can say the things I feel
Will you hear me out this time?
Or will I talk to the same wall?
Cause god knows you're not this way
You're just held down by all the things that you've been through
So here's your chance
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
Let's break the silence with one word
A word to say you're sorry
I think that's all I need to hear
Cause you've been holding back so long
It's never easy when you're on your own
Everything you're searching for is here
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind (make you feel alive)
Your drugs are the only thing that make you feel, make you feel alive
You're only safe when you're running from me
You're only sane when you're speaking your mind
I wanna say so much
but I don't want you to leave
I wanna touch your heart with mine
I want you to know I'm on your side
and it's easy to pretend,that everything's alright
it's not easy to let go
of the things you thought you'd always know
just don't run away tonight
don't leave..believe me
there's so much more than this, so much more than this
don't leave..believe me
there's a voice calling out your name, calling out your name until you're..
and everyone said so much
without saying anything
emtpy words fill the air
and it's hard to tell who really cares
and it's easy to pretend that everything's alright
it's not easy to let go of the things you thought you'd always know
it's time to walk with open eyes
and don't leave..believe me
there's so much more than this, so much more than this
and don't leave, believe me
there's a voice calling out your name, calling out your name until you're... gone
just don't let it slip away, until you're gone
there's no promise of tomorrow..till you're gone
and will I say my final words just to watch you walk away and not return?
and don't leave...belive me
there's so much more than this, so much more than this
don't leave..believe me
there's a voice calling out your name, calling out your name
and don't leave, believe me
there's so much more than this, so much more than this
don't leave..believe me
there's a voice calling out your name, calling out your name
and don't leave..believe me...
taste in the. taste but to drown in tide. boxed in a crate. blue in the water. you formed a sign. i'm not your savior. go find yourself reasons. a face to time to watch a show. cold in your arm. your face is a lie. cold in your love. so cold you're right
I can feel you here tonight
Everything here makes me think of you
You're all around me now
And everything I see tells a story of where we've been
This could be all I need
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
(Cause you're not here)
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Cause you're not standing next to me
And I don't see it in your eyes anymore
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
I could see you standing up the road
And my chest feels like caving in
I chase you all night if I could
Cause these eyes are running dry
They tell the story of where I've been
The things I know could do me in
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
(Cause you're not here)
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Cause you're not standing next to me
And I don't see it in your eyes anymore
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Cause I know I did everything I could and now you're gone
Now you're gone
And I hope you're in a better place
It's not the same without you here
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Cause you're not here
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Cause you're not standing next to me
And I don't see it in your eyes anymore
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
(Do you remember? Do you remember?)
(Do you remember? Do you remember?)
(Do you remember? Do you remember?)
I give up, I'm staring at these four walls again
with this paper in pen in hand
and I don't think I have what it takes
I fall down, just like the stars from the sky
I hit the ground with blood shot eyes
I see everything in black and white tonight
maybe maybe I'm a fraud and I don't have anything at all
and I'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that I can't sing or comprehend
I'm just a lie
this is my last breath
my last decleration
and I can't do this on my own
you hold me in your hands
you have me right where you want me
and I'm not fighting
maybe maybe I'm a fraud and I dont have anything at all
and I'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that I can't sing or comprehend
I'm just a lie
and I've taken everything from you with nothing in return
and I'm trying, I'm dying, to make things right
I dont want this space anymore..
anymore
maybe maybe I'm a fraud and I don't have anything at all
and I'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that I can't sing or comprehend
Breathe in deep and let me know
Let me know what you've been thinking
Cause you've been screaming out my name and now your
Losing sleep and letting go
And you don't have the answers (answers)
To help you through this time
And now you're leaving me behind
Do you think that you don't need this anymore?
Would you throw it all away?
Just to see yourself stand tall
Cause you've been dying (dying)
Now you're lying to save yourself
There's a reason why you feel this way
You're always holding out on the things that matter most
The things that make you who you are
Do you really think you need to know where this will end?
Will it change a single thing?
Do you feel better now?
Cause now you're leaving me behind
Do you think that you don't need this anymore?
Would you throw it all away?
Just to see yourself stand tall
Cause you've been dying (dying)
Now you're lying to save yourself
Save yourself
You've been dying (dying)
Now you're lying to save yourself
Don't you wish everything could be this easy (easy)
Everything is fine
Don't you wish everything could be this easy (easy)
Everything is fine and now you're leaving me behind
Do you think that you don't need this anymore?
Would you throw it all away?
Just to see yourself stand tall
Cause you've been dying (dying)
Now you're lying to save yourself
Save yourself
You've been dying (dying)
I'm falling apart
And I hope you got the news
Cause you're the only cure
I need an extra dose tonight
We're oceans apart...
I'm thinking of you and I know
The space is hard for you
You said it's getting hard to breathe
And there's nothing I can do
So let's just break away, break away from all of this
You said you need to stay, need to stay, I need you here with me tonight
Cause time stands still when you're around
You can make the stars call out your name
You can make the ocean waves calm
Cause time stands still when you're around
And every thought of you gives me hope to see this through another day
I'm lying awake tonight
These days go by so slow
Your picture staring down at me
It's singing me to sleep
You are the sweetest thing (sweetest thing) I've ever seen
You make all the gray fade away, you bring color to my life
Cause time stands still when you're around
You can make the stars call out your name
You can make the ocean waves calm
Cause time stands still when you're around
And every thought of you gives me hope to see this through another day
And you're so beautiful and I'm coming clean
This is more than I can take and when I sleep
I dream of you
So don't let go
Cause I'm holding on to every thought of you
Cause time stands still when you're around
You can make the stars call out your name
You can make the ocean waves calm
Cause time stands still when you're around
I've had you on my mind a lot these days
I just can't let you go
It's been so long since I have seen your face (it'll never get old)
Wherever did I go?
Cause I don't want to disappoint you
Cause I don't want to let you down again
Just give me one more chance to see you
Just give me one more breath to breathe with you
Give me one more day
Give me one last try
Give me one more chance
I'll use it right for you
For you
Where everyone has gone and you are all that's left
That's where I want to be
So many things get in the way
And hold me back from you
This time I want things right
Cause I don't want to disappoint you
Cause I don't want to let you down again
Just give me one more chance to see you
Just give me one more breath to breathe with you
Give me one more day
Give me one last try
Give me one more chance
I'll use it right for you
For you
So many times I run and try, to get away from you
So afraid of what you see in me
So many things I want to say, but there locked up inside
And only you have the key
Just give me one more chance to see you
Just give me one more breath to breathe with you
Give me one more day (one more day)
Give me one last try (one last try)
Give me one more chance (last try)
I'll use it right for you (for you)
desolate, empty, distracted, and wrong
the people we love are the people we hurt
backwards and needy change
we take what we can
but never giving anything
and harsh words get old but never stop cutting
through your soul is bleeding
through thick and thin
through better for worse
these words are still somewhat rehearsed
if i could say anything now
just three words i can't leave out
all alone in the world
when you're sitting here next to me
forget what you wanted, its not about you
you made the choice, so its your job to see it through
divide the shoing finding someone new
its not the answer to your problems
the problem is you
if i could say anything now
just three words i can't leave out
all alone in the world
when you're sitting here next to me
you're not hopeless
i see so much more in you than you see in yourself
things can get better if you only let me in
its time to surrender
if i could say anything now
just three words i can't leave out
all alone in the world
The tension in this room could kill us all
We're tearing down these walls
And all the things that keep us trapt inside
I think it's starting to sink in
You always know what to say to get to me
To get under my skin
Walk away
Let it go
Let it all come down and bring you to your knees
There's nothing left here to save us now
There's only so much more that this can take
Did you plan on fading out?
Did we light this fire just to watch it burn?
You're a lie, you made it clear you're moving on
It's alright, it's clear now we'll make it through this time
Walk away
Let it go
Let it all come down and bring you to your knees
There's nothing left here to save us now
You're the only one that's left to mend
Take it out on me
I think you've held on long enough
You said you'd always be there till the end
But don't count on me, you're not the one, we're moving on
Walk away
Let it go
Let it all come down and bring you to your knees
There's nothing left here to save us now
Walk away
Let it go
Let it all come down and bring you to your knees
Sunlight breaks over moonlit skies
This day comes too life
This cold air that I breathe is fatal
And theres no comfort here
Your the same but I have changed
But you wait for me still
I got your letter it said you'd never leave
And you'd forgive me
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And I will scream for you forever
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And will you wait for me to get there
Forget all those times that I was wrong
I know I let you down everyday (please forgive me)
But still your there waiting
For me to come home to you
To be with you
No matter how far I run away
Your wings protect me
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And I will scream for you forever
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And will you wait for me to get there
Inside, my heart you are beating / You're beating
(I know we'll see a better day
If I stay with you forever
Stay with you forever)
Inside, my heart you are speaking / You're speaking to me tonight
(I know that theres another way
Will you wait for me to get there
Wait for me to get there)
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And I will scream for you forever
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And will you wait for me to get there
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And I will scream for you forever
And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days
And will you wait for me to get there
I will sing, I will scream
Will you wait for me to get there
(And I will sing for you forever
For the rest of my days)
I will sing, I will scream
Let's take this slow
To see just where we went wrong
We're falling apart
And somehow you never knew just what you were
So listen when I say
You were the only one
You always were but now we stand alone
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
We're running on fumes
I wish I could see you now
Your smell's all around
I wish you never left at all
And I don't know how to put this into words
They way that it felt
To come home into this room without you here
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
I'm sorry for all the times you cried
My words could never save you
You think you found me out but I know
The truth of it is
The only lie I ever told you was that I wanted you to go
I hope you see that this was more than just a lie
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
Whoa....
Whoa....
This is the way it used to be
This is the way you used to run to me
Before you let it go
You let me go
These were the things you used to say
These were the things you said would never change
Before you let it go
You let me go
We're so far gone
We left it all behind
Slowly finding out...
This is the end
This is the worst
This is the fallout
These are the things we need to say to make this right
Can we find our way home?
This is the end
This is the worst
This is the fallout
These are the things we need to change to make this right
Will we find our way home?
This is the way it used to be
I never saw you walk away from me
Before you let it go
You let me go
These were the things you held on to
This is the way you used to see things through
Before you let it go
You let me go
We're so far gone
We left it all behind
Slowly finding out...
This can't go on
Everything we had is gone
I think it's safe to say...
This is the end
This is the worst
This is the fallout
These are the things we need to say to make this right
Can we find our way home?
This is the end
This is the worst
This is the fallout
These are the things we need to change to make this right
Will we find our way home?
You're all I need
We're losing speed
This can't go on
You're all I see
So speak to me
Am I losing you?
This can't go on
Everything we had is gone
I think it's safe to say
This is the end
This is the worst
This is the fallout
These are the things we need to say to make this right
Can we find our way home?
This is the end
This is the worst
This is the fallout
These are the things we need to change to make this right
Will we find our way home?
This is the end
This is the end
Instrumental
This isn't fair you said that everything went wrong
Because of me, you don't see my heart..?
You said I stole you heart from you and I'm given it back right now
So when you're gone there's nothing left of you and me
I'm going crazy
This time I walk away, in time it will be okay
I'm gonna see this though
Somethings will never change
The things you say should be locked away
Never see the light of day
So don't hold your breath for me
Cause I'm not coming back
I'll never sing for you again
You've dug your hole too deep to ever
Crawl back out again
Your tongue will make your grave tonight
I'm going crazy
This time I walk away, in time it will be okay
I'm gonna see this through
Somethings will never chage the things you say should be locked away
I don't think I could take this
And this is the last time I am writing you
And this is the last time I am writing you
And this is the last time I am writing you
I always think of you when it's to late
When everything is upside down
You never let me go
You wait patiently
Sometimes I think that I will never learn
Sometimes I think that you should just throw me away
Just let me go and fall apart
You're always holding on
You never put me down
And when I can't go on
You're still right there to hold my hand
So tell me, so tell me why
You never leave my side
So tell me, so tell me why
It doesn't matter where I go
You're just a step behind
You're always there just giving me a reason
A reason to believe
I can't remember the last time I was here
I know it's been to long
But sometimes things are hard to face
You never left me alone
When I was turning 'round you keep on coming
It's things like this that gets me
You got to me
So tell me, so tell me why
You never leave my side
So tell me, so tell me why
It doesn't matter where I go
You're just a step behind
You're always there just giving me a reason
A reason to believe
Believe
You've given me a reason
Don't let go
You've gone to far
Don't let go
Sometimes I think that I will never learn (Don't let go)
When I was turning 'round you keep on coming (You've gone to far)
It's things like this that gets me (Don't let go)
You got to me
So tell me, so tell me why
You never leave my side
So tell me, so tell me why
It doesn't matter where I go
You're just a step behind
You're always there just giving me a reason
A reason to believe
Believe
It's been a long time since I've heard your voice
Can you hear
Speech equipped to judge
I've said a lot of things
But words don't flow through me
like I'd like them to
I'm on a search for forgiveness has been waiting
It's about time someone said something
To break the ice
Let's start this over
If I could change anything at all
I'd want you here with me tonight
I'd take back those things that I said
Things will never be the same
There's an uneasy silence
I've ruined a good thing
Just think back
Do you see us starting over?
If I could change anything at all
I'd want you here with me tonight
I'd take back those things that I said
You're not making things any easier
It's about time someone made an effort
In the end,
Lets see what happens
And in the end
Well, let's see what happens
If I could change anything at all
I'd want you here with me tonight
I'd take back those things that I said
Walking along this sidewalk
I begin to ruminate
Because the van across the street recalls of a memory
Of your van and the miles we had
Driving across the world
And all the way back again
Lets say tonight
We'll do it again
All the things that we'd swear we'd do
Well, heres your chance
Heres your chance
[x2]
Walking along this sidewalk
I begin to ruminate
Because the van across the street recalls of a memory
Of your van and the miles we had
Driving across the world
And all the way back again
In this parking lot where we would hang
We've got these Jones in our hands
A symbol of simplicity
That make us happy enjoying one another's company
It's all we need
Lets say tonight
We'll do it again
All the things that we'd swear we'd do
Well, heres your chance
Heres your chance
I spent some time alone without you
Just to see what I had left behind
I tried to take away the pain
From all the times and all the years I felt let down
But all I saw was you
And when I felt like giving up you said
Oh no
Just keep on running
Oh no
You can give up this time
We all fall down
No matter who you are
You will feel lonely
To say the least and know that
if you're looking for a cure to this life
You won't find it
No you won't find it alone
I took some time to figure out myself
But only found that I was just more lost than when I started
About the time I hit my knees was when you came
Just like the times before
And when it all came down you were knocking at my door
Oh no
Just keep on running
Oh no
You can't give up this time
We all fall down
No matter who you are
You will feel lonely
To say the least and know that
if you're looking for a cure to this life
You won't find it
No you won't find it alone
And even when I can't see past the place I'm in
I know that you are there
I know you'll raise me up again
Oh no
Just keep on running
Oh no
You can't give up this time
We all fall down
No matter who you are
You will feel lonely
To say the least and know that
if you're looking for a cure to this life
You won't find it
You watch me from a distance
you close your eyes you turn your back on me
you seem to be the only one with your life together
why don't you come on over
and see whats going on (still don't know anything)
just take the time (to see what we're all about)
so much more than you can see
don't tell me what's good for me
don't say that i'm wasting my time
i hear you in the distance
does it feel good to say the things you say (about me)
and you are still the only one who thinks you're something special
why don't you come on over
and see whats going on (still don't know anything)
just take the time (to see what we're all about)
so much more than you can see
don't tell me what's good for me
don't say that i'm wasting my time
cause you don't know anything
anything at all
don't tell me what's good for me
The air is freezing
The cold weather's coming
My favorite season
Soon the clouds will cover the sky
But for now when I look up,
I see a world, so beautiful
So different from where I am
Where's my song of inspiration?
It makes me feel,
Like running away
I'll take you with me, I'll take you with me
It makes me feel,
Like my life could be so much better
But that's what dreams were meant for
I can see you breathing
The light fixture's up on the rooftop shining
The next breath you take
Breath in deeply
Now hold it there, and close your eyes
Just dream
Can you see the people living your dream?
It makes me feel,
Like running away
I'll take you with me, I'll take you with me
It makes me feel,
Like my life could be so much better
But that's what dreams were meant for
Some people say
That dreams are what keep you going
What happens to those
Whose dreams that seem so far away
Show me the way
It makes me feel,
Like running away
I'll take you with me, I'll take you with me
It makes me feel,
Like my life could be so much better
But that's what dreams were meant for
This is all inside
The words that you never hear
This is not goodbye
I'm leaving that to you
So temporary
Now it's on your head
If you want to see anything
It's all you
I'm done with this
Is this what you call relationships
My emotion is dead
These efforts can't be useless
My emotions are faded
This is all so temporary
[x2]
My emotion is dead
These efforts can't be useless
My emotions are faded
This is all so temporary
I'll just sit back and suffer as time flies by
How can you pull the speck from my face
With that plank in your eye
You're screaming loud
But you can't hear yourself
You're hard inside
You're words are lies
And there is nothing left to believe
I'd sit here a bit longer
If it would do me some good
Would you spit on me time and again yeah
I'm sure you would
[x2]
Maybe a day out in the sun
Would melt your cold heart
But I wouldn't try
I'm sure you'd die
Maybe a day out in the sun
Would melt your cold heart
But I wouldn't try
I'm sure you'd die
Drowning in the puddle that remains
I'd sit here a bit longer
If it would do me some good
Would you spit on me time and again yeah
I'm sure you would
Maybe a day out in the sun
Would melt your cold heart
But I wouldn't try
I'm sure you'd die
Drowning in the puddle that remains
I need grace
I was really never listening
Though the sound of your voice I just cannot ignore
And I've been dancing in the dark with emptiness
I think you found my weakness
A sly of hand, one look and I'm a mess
There's always something in the way
Stand back and watch me fall
Just like a house of cards I will come down and down again
Down and down again
Stand back and watch me fall
Just like a house of cards I will come down and down again
But you deal me again
I need a second chance just like before
Cause I've always aimed to please myself as I shove you out the door
And I know your name has risen on my heart
I know I don't deserve you
Every choice I make tears us apart
But you still remain the same
Stand back and watch me fall
Just like a house of cards I will come down and down again
Down and down again
Stand back and watch me fall
Just like a house of cards I will come down and down again
But you deal me again
I need grace
You always give it away, give it away
You always bring me back to life when I hit the floor
Stand back and watch me fall
Just like a house of cards I will come down and down again
Down and down again
Stand back and watch me fall
Just like a house of cards I will come down and down again
But you deal me again
I give up, I'm staring at these four walls again
with this paper in pen in hand
and I don't think I have what it takes
I fall down, just like the stars from the sky
I hit the ground with blood shot eyes
I see everything in black and white tonight
maybe maybe I'm a fraud and I don't have anything at all
and I'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that I can't sing or comprehend
I'm just a lie
this is my last breath
my last decleration
and I can't do this on my own
you hold me in your hands
you have me right where you want me
and I'm not fighting
maybe maybe I'm a fraud and I dont have anything at all
and I'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that I can't sing or comprehend
I'm just a lie
and I've taken everything from you with nothing in return
and I'm trying, I'm dying, to make things right
I dont want this space anymore..
anymore
maybe maybe I'm a fraud and I don't have anything at all
and I'm nothing nothing without you, you write songs that I can't sing or comprehend
I'm just a lie
So now
What's it gonna be?
Either you or me
One's got to decide
I can take the consequences
The future's changing
I feel my stomach turn
I'm sorry, I really am
Do you want me to be happy?
(what do u want)
I'm sorry, I really am
(I just wish you could see this my way)
Do you want me to be happy?
All my life
I've been told that
I've got something special
(Don't give up)
On what you really want
I want to take these words
and make this work [x3]
All my life
I've been told that
I've got something special
(Don't give up)
On what you really want
Are you with me?
Say you're with me
Are you with me?
Please say you're with me
All my life
I've been told that
I've got something special
(Don't give up)
Let's take this slow
To see just where we went wrong
We're falling apart
And somehow you never knew just what you were
So listen when I say
You were the only one
You always were but now we stand alone
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
We're running on fumes
I wish I could see you now
Your smell's all around
I wish you never left at all
And I don't know how to put this into words
They way that it felt
To come home into this room without you here
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
I'm sorry for all the times you cried
My words could never save you
You think you found me out but I know
The truth of it is
The only lie I ever told you was that I wanted you to go
I hope you see that this was more than just a lie
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
What have we become
This was all we needed
And now we're busting at the seems
What have we become
You were all I needed
And now this engine's out of steam
Whoa....
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
And I know...
I know the things that you've been through
You've built these walls so high around you
You need to know that it's alright to let go
Let it all go and let me in
Let me in
Don't walk away
Don't run from me
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
And I know, I know
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
And I know
I see the panic in your eyes
I know it keeps you up at night
You think they're all against you
You're holding onto giving in
You think you're on your own
Stop trying to hide from me
Don't walk away
Everything clears up in time you'll see
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
And I know, I know
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
And I know
That this is everything we need
You're talking in your sleep
All your pieces have been falling out
You think this is a game we play
There's so much more to life than searching
Don't be so sad, you're almost there
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
And I know, I know
This is what you've been waiting for all your life
And you're asking me for more
Stay awake
Don't move a muscle or you will surely fall behind
Your mistakes
They want to tear you apart
I want to give you something you can use to make it out of here alive
Something real
Yeah, we've always walked outside the lines
And now you're wearing down
You only hear what brings you down
And all these voices in my head
They play over and over again
Another day they got the best of me
I always let them
And all these voices in my head
They play over and over again
Another day they got the best of me
When will it end?
Your escapes
They only bury the guilt you keep so deep inside of you
You hide your face from everyone cause you can't see what's past you in the mirror
You will always lie awake at night until you face the lies
That live inside your mind
If you only saw you through my eyes,
This would be over
And all these voices in my head
They play over and over again
Another day they got the best of me
I always let them
And all these voices in my head
They play over and over again
Another day they got the best of me
When will it end?
And I'm not listening
Because I'm breaking from this cell
But I'm still questioning all the things you've said
All these voices in my head
They play over and over again
Another day they got the best of me
I always let them
And all these voices in my head
They play over and over again
Another day they got the best of me
When will it end?
Speak to me alone
And tell me everything that's on your mind
This could change everything
And I can't let this go (let this go)
You've been holding this for quite some time (Will you wait for me?)
So tell me everything
(Are we over now?)
Are we losing steam?
(Has the clock run out on us?)
Have we been through this, been through this before?
So should we end this now or let this song go on forever?
This could last all night
So let's just end this now
Everything comes down tonight
Tonight
You've been breaking down
And everything you thought you knew you're questioning
You don't know anything
And I could help you if you'd only let me hold you
I'd keep you safe from harm
Will you stop running and just spread your wings and fly?
(Are we over now?)
Are we losing steam?
(Has the clock run out on us?)
Have we been through this, been through this before?
So should we end this now or let this song go on forever?
This could last all night
So let's just end this now
Everything comes down tonight
Tonight
Oh angel
Sing to me a serenade to end this
Oh angel (Are we over now? Are we losing steam?)
Sing to me a serenade to end this misery
(You've been breaking down, just spread your wings and fly)
Misery
So should we end this now or let this song go on forever?
This could last all night
So let's just end this now
Everything comes down tonight
All alone and without you this is me
So caught up in my own head
That I can't see whatt your working in me
I don't wanna miss this I can't go on without you
And now your crying out to me and you try to get to me
You try to get to me..
This is me..this is me..
I don't want to hold back, anything
This is me..this is me..
Now that you can see, tell me what you think
So as we walk along side by side
I couldnt think of anything better
You were always in my heart and on my mind
And now that things are different
And I will feel alright if I just let you in
There's nothing holding me back...
I forget when you said, "It's so hard!"
Here I go...
And I understand what you meant when you said
This doesnt matter
This is me..this is me..
I don't want to hold back anything
This is me..this is me..
Now that you can see, tell me what you think
Don't walk away this is not the time I thought that
I'd let yo know I'm here and I'm with you
Don't walk away this is not the time I thought that I'd let you know I'm here and I'm with you
I'm feeling this momet so perfect I can't wait to tell you..just how I feel tonight
This is me..this is me..
I don't want to hold back anything
This is me this is me
Now that you can see, tell me what you think
This is me this is me
I don't want to hold back anything
This is me this is me