No one wants to think that their friends have gone to
shit, so they just turned their back on me, cause they
don't want to float and feel all the fuck alone. They
don't want to live like me. She didn't want to float with
this crazy tongue. She didn't want to live like me...
everyone is nothing. No one wants to think their friends
have gone to shit, so they just turned their back on me.
Cause they don't want to float and feel all the fuck
alone, they don't want to live like me. Everyone is
nothing. I'm trying not to blink and be by myself again.
She thought she flew alone mm, but there I was.
She thought she flew alone.
In the middle of the flight when we were alone, in the
middle of the flight when we were alone, she must have
been wrong ....she thought she flew alone, she thought
she flew alone.
There I was!
She thought she flew alone but there I was, she thought
she flew alone.
You won't see me, I'm gone.
No wonder, no wonder the happiness dropped out from
under.
I'm sorry about the rain and snow.
I left her in a hotel alone in blue and yellow
Switzerland.
They're right up to our shoulder blades.
They look at us as throwaways.
I'm resting by the window, dressed in little drops of
red, but then the silence filled the creases and I almost
lost my head. It's a thousand yards of tongues a thousand
yards of cheeks in every word I've said. I'm walking very
near the edge of something beautiful, but I turn away
instead, but my honesty or my fingers from here on out my
honesty or my fingers from here on out. I'm resting by
the window, dressed in little drops of red, but then the
silence filled the creases and I turned away instead, but
No one saw the way you changed.
Lately you've been sounding strange.
Who said that I was not involved.
Your boyfriend is half evolved
You're speaking like you usually do,
I'm listening in parables.
Your speaking like you usually do,
I'm listening in lines
You're arms point out like soft coral,
reflections of a white graveyard,
you crackle if I touch you hard.
Do I look as if I want to stay ?
Ill save you with my frozen arms,
Ill save you with my frozen arms,
Ill save you with my frozen arms
You're speaking like you usually do
I'm listening in parables.
You're speaking like you usually do
I'm not ashamed of what we were, I love the waiting.
Every song is always pure, I love the waiting
{ It's like I swim in sound and the way it feels means
everything for me }
I'm not afraid of where I'll go, I love the waiting.
I tried to stay inside alone, I love the waiting.
{ It's like I swim in sound and the way it feels means
everything for me }
......it's our way and our way is right.
......it's our way and our way is right.
{ And it's like I swim in sound, it's like I swim in
sound and the way it feels means everything for me }
Waiting for nighttime and sexual union, waiting for
vision, waiting for light, waiting for freedom and sexual
She sits alone waiting for suggestions.
He's so nervous avoiding all the questions.
His lips are dry, her heart is gently pounding.
Don't you know exactly what they're thinking
---- Hit me ----
He's acting shy looking for an answer.
Come on honey let's spend the night together.
Now hold on a minute before we go much further.
Give me a dime so I can call my mother.
They catch a cab to his high rise apartment.
At last he can show her exactly what his heart meant
---- Hit me ----
They wake at dawn 'cos all the birds are singing.
Two total strangers but that ain't what they're thinking.
Outside it's cold, it's misty and it's raining.
They got each other neither one's complaining.
He say's I'm sorry but I'm out of milk and coffee. Never
mind sugar we can watch the early movie
Geneva was just like you'd expect it
Full of radiance
Full of low lights and sad girls
I'm not alone when I'm without you
I'm not alone when I'm without you
{You want someone to hold you}
It's the right age
{And say you're not alone}
It's the right age
{You are not alone}
It's the right age
My life is just like when you left it
Full of rain
Filled with low lights and sad girls
I'm not alone when I'm without you
{You want someone to hold you}
It's the right age
{And say you're not alone}
It's the right age
{Well you are not alone}
It's the right age
But in the south
In the south the ocean fuses
And you dream in little ripples
I'm not alone when I'm without you
I'm not alone when I'm without you
Fool, you left the camels bleeding... bleeding, waiting
for me in the scorching hot sun.
Warm.
You're swelling like a thumb... dying.
Fool, my legs are torn and scratched and needing...
needing needing the help of your soft sticky hands.
Warm.
They watch us with their syrup slow eyes.
Warm.
Just pretend you don't see their bleeding brown warm
She spoke to me in rhythms, every move a picture.
I notice things that no one wants to see. I could hardly
stand to listen. She's shimmering like an eardrum.
I'm seeing things that no one wants to see. I'll leave
you, I'll leave you, that's alright, just more time for
me. You want to know my predictions?
Dark blue right up through you.
I'm seeing things that no one wants to see. The infamy
precedes me, it's shimmering like an eardrum.
I notice things that no one wants to see. I'll leave you,
We've had to expect much less.
I don't know the half.
We bend ourselves to the eyes.
I had to expect much less.
You don't know the half.
Chandra fucked my loneliness away, at least for a minute
or two, lemonade.
I just fucked my loneliness away, it helped me for a
minute or two, a lemonade.
I just beat my loneliness away, it helped me for a minute
or two, a lemonade.
She is another way to feed that slow.
Chandra fucked my loneliness away, at least for a minute
or two, a lemonade.
I just fucked my loneliness away, it helped me for a
minute or two, a lemonade.
I just beat my loneliness away nothing else left here to
I am dust.
I live like bees.
I bite like wasps.
I love the way you watch me.
I crawl the floors.
I bleed like lakes.
I'll tear the hands that touch me.
I cannot see you anymore.
All I see now is water.
I feel so old, I look so bad.
I think that God forgot me.
Don't say a word I'm almost there.
I love the way you watch me.
This room is full of blank stares, eels on the balconies
and when they scream like hawks, man I listen patiently.
There's too much dust in the air, this little room is
killing me. But I'm not feeling any less alone. I'm not
feeling any less alone. She spoke through the holes in
her hands, foreign words that frightened me and my scars
make you clean, you're duller than I'll ever be. I spoke
through the holes in my hands but you won't even look at
This style of living the more I think, the more I think
this means out.
This style of living the more I think, the more I think
this means it.
No more drowning and the answer, see how my silence
leaks...
see how my fingers have folded, folded and crumble when
speak.
I see my life as a sonic tone, I never thought it would
deepen, but you don't care for me and I don't care now
When the sea needs blood and I speak insane.
When I live you die and you love the pain but the scars
on my legs still hold me down so I sleep in the mud and I
live underground.
The abuse I take the abuse I give, it makes you good and
it makes you live so I burn in disguise and I burn in
your head you're living a lie when you live without care.
Nobody sees me and nobody cares that I stink in disguise
and I love you in pairs of the coldest day in the coldest
You'll leave me, what do you mean?
Where the hell will you go?
I thought I owned you. In the winter time I'm not alone.
She feels just like a bird.
She thought I owned her, but I'm sleeping with somebody
else, lying to somebody new.
I thought I owned you? I'm flooded out with energy,
energy and deceit. I thought I owned her?
Holy hands and Holy feet, why the hell would we meet? She
thought I owned her, but I'm sleeping with somebody else,
No Camilia... Your no fool you need me. Poison is the
wind swell.
Maybe I could love the three of you.
Last thing I need from you is another heartless lay, but
who am I, who am I to notice.
Twenty-two is outside, inside your all pink. Hallways
filled with windows.
Maybe I could love the three of you.
No Camilia, your no fool you need me. Poison is the wind
swell.
I am so full of anger I don't even need to eat.
I've got so much fucking juice man eating speed warm,
thick and sweet.
And I wish I was a rich man, I'd steal that little girl's
steep soul.
And I wish I wasn't so fucked and had a little more
control.
You look at me like I don't mean it.
You look at me like I don't care.
You look at me like I've got horns and a tail.
You look at me like I'm nowhere.
I am so full of anger I don't even need to eat.
I've got so much fucking juice man eating speed warm,
thick and sweet.
I've got so much fucking flow.
I've got so much fucking grace.
If you try to step up to me I'll have to put you in your
Since I stood you on your head and told you you don't
know the way I feel and you don't see the things I see.
Well, you've been walking home alone and shaking
weightless like a sparrow bone.
You know my mind is like water and I'm silver like eels
and I am better left all alone.
But water's a lie and I am a liar can you see this yet?
I was born and bred hard as stone smooth like kerosene
aching and soaking wet.
Gasoline night time, silver eyes promise you thousands of
sour lies, grey like eels.
Since I stood you on your head and told you, you don't
know the way I feel and you don't see the things I see.
Well I've been watching your eyes for some sign of
betrayal, a certain courage I thought you might find, a
little curl of your lips, a little shudder of a wing a
It's very simple, we live like centipedes and die like
wasps.
When it's all over we lived like wasps and died in herds.
Wait, stop, wait just hold on a minute.
Six years ago I was driving home from your house.
Now it's fire filled hallways and tears from each finger.
I've counted the years, I am six different people now.
Valentine, you move your hands like you were wearing
mine. All of your hearts are as smooth as shutters.
You're as supple to me as a warm little ball of milk.
Still, your first compromise was the very first flaw.
You won't feel nothing, I'll feel it for us all.
Valentine, you move your hands like you were wearing
You always fall asleep, every single night as beautiful
as filtered light.
Let your eyes close and dream with all your might, help
me keep a good boy tight.
{ Nobody wants to let go }
You turned around to wave,
"I wish you wouldn't go so soon"
all the time you spend with me spread out across my room
helps to keep us both in tune
{ Nobody wants to let go, nobody wants to let go.....
This is the skin that holds all of us in and keeps us
from blowing apart }
You always fall asleep, every single night as beautiful
as filtered light sometimes just the thought of it and
sometimes just the sight helps to keep me ultra-lite
Nobody wants to let go, nobody wants to let go, nobody
wants to let go...... This is the skin that holds all of
us in and keeps us from blowing apart it holds all of us
in and keeps us from blowing apart, holds all of us in
and keeps us from blowing apart, hold all of us in and
We've all been up for days, and I've been splitting sound
chewing pills out on the street and we all are as thin as
clouds but all the people out here have drowned all
hearts and drowned all hands they're half way out and
they're half way down that leaves them... needing. We
want each others tongues, all the right liquids mixing
now your eyes are big as lemons, sweet young fingers and
warm sweet mouths, but all the people out here are moving
every ways at once they're too far past and they're too
I am dark blue, I'm my own death and locusts and dogs
love me. We've got the same arms, they've got the same
thoughts. I feel them below and above me, so don't you
fail, I'm sweetness. Don't you say, I'm sweetness. I'm
tanglement and high pitched movement, tanglement. The
movements are silk. I wear my brown eyes like two warm
trophies and locusts and dogs love me. I am dark blue and
I'm my own death, sweetness. We've got the same arms.
They've got the same eyes. I feel them below and above
It's like I saw through the deep red of your heart beats.
The seeds in the language, it seems like we never see.
You're wrapped in dark skin.
You sparkle with larceny. This is enlightenment, you are
the lamb. This is enlightenment, you are the lamb.
Kiss, Kiss. I never noticed that you turned your
shoulders down.
No, you're not dying, you feel like the ocean now. It's
more than quiet, it's more than you'll allow.
This is enlightenment, you are the lamb. Kiss, Kiss.
It's like I saw through the deep red of your heart beats.
You're wrapped in dark skin. You sparkle with larceny.
I don't want.
I don't need.
You are strange; you are strange.
You need it.
You want it.
We have folded.
Oh my God, it's only ever you here again but I just
thought I'd go out with a little bit more style.
Oh my God, it's only ever you here to save the world.
I just want you to leave me alone for a while.
Strangely folded.
I don't want.
I don't need.
You are strange; you are strange.
You need it.
You want it.
We have folded.
Do you think I'm gone? Most of this would pleasure you
alone.
It's that I can't even see, there's midnight behind my
eyelids.
No ones home, and I'll lie to everyone, not even my
lovers will see what's wrong.
All my skin is drenched in light, that's what's wrong. I
died in a fire, I died in a fire.
It's already done. I've got ideas I'd never put in word,
but you sparkle when I speak.
How can I resist it, your alone. And I'll lie to
everyone, not even my lovers will see what's wrong.
All my skin is drenched in light. That's what's wrong. I
I will nail you up on the wall I won't let you down. I
will nail you up on the wall four feet off the ground. I
will nail you up on the wall I know I am gone. I will
Can't you see you don't want to mess with me you don't
want to know me.
Can't you see you don't want to screw on me you don't
want to see me.
Can't you see you don't want to mess with me you don't
want to know me.
I bleed myself to sleep again tonight.
So sour you, so sour me.
We can redefine what it's like to lose, it's unbelievable
the way the collective mind moves.
You can feel the masses undeniable force, the heart
hardly matters in this golden year before us.
All the hardened faces all the ghostly eyes, everyone I
know is a slave for life.
When I prey to god for it to blow apart I would go to bed
with a broken heart
{ ha ha }
We can redefine what it's like to lose it's unbelievable
the way the collective mind moves.
If you free yourself you can't come back because this is
the drowning and the drowning is black
Steps are getting smaller now they are only shadows they
don't fail... they don't fail. Steps are getting smaller
now they are almost Spanish, they don't fail... they
don't fail. I saw despair but you don't need it. I showed
you signs, didn't I? I told you stark has landed on me. I
took the steps that no ones sees. Steps are getting
smaller now, they are only shadows, they don't fail...
they don't fail. Steps are getting smaller now, they are
almost Spanish, they don't fail... they don't fail, but I
saw despair but you don't need it. I showed you signs,
You used to think you were smarter than me....you were
smarter. You used to think you were harder than me,
harder.
I was so sharp I resisted for years. They were so smart.
They were so smart that they brought us to tears. I was
so sharp.
It's snowing again in both of our heads lets sit here and
watch it fall. It's snowing again in both of our heads
lets stay here and watch it fall.
You used to think that you were smarter than me....you
were smarter. You used to think that you were harder than
me, harder.
I'm walking through the streets with a streamlined
version of you I wonder which is beautiful the chorus or
the splitting light. I wonder this without you here I
wonder it with all my might.
You used to think you were smarter than me.....you were
smarter. You used to think you were smarter than me....
You were smarter. You used to think you were smarter than
Left alone, all I need is to be left alone, but you can't
wait though.
I've become someone else's nightmare, for ten years that
I left overwhelmed, that my own soul had quickly been
forgotten and my patience grows thinner, as does all my
time.
Left alone, all I need is to be left alone, but you can't
In the deepest part of my ruby red heart bristles like
urchin grow, this is the person you chose..... your
dream.
No no this is the person you chose { And those who are
closest don't see with their heartbeat, they see with
their tongues.
Those who are closest don't see with their heartbeat,
they see with their tongues }
In the deepest part where I'm all ruby red, inversion is
all there was ....if that doesn't mean I should leave,
what does?
It's the end of the raining, the end of the raining,
nothing stopped but the dullness, all the dullness. All
my enemies they can see in the dark, in the dark they see
double I swear, I don't need this trouble. It's the end
of the raining, the end of the raining and your hands
fluttering on. They're moving slow like some wicked
Not what I expected, it's quick and unforgiving, but it's
the only ride... it's the only ride. Not what I expected,
it's quick and unforgiving, it's the only ride... it's
the only ride, but it's all car crashes and stingray
spines, that's what's become of my life. You're not
listening, I thought I lost it, I'm worried to the
bone... it's all car crashes and stingray spines that's
where my thinking goes... one easy piece...easy
Ten thousand sins let my whole life begin and left me
with so much to be.
Ten thousand lies put a hole in my eyes it's a cold day
when me can reach me.
Pain is me you're my last pure dream.
Four thousand heroes they died on the cold roads they
swam among their doubts for too long.
You hear six thousand faces scream from different places
and you too would be twice as gone.
The voltage sailed, with pure hindsight,
was the best thing to own, you can burn through a crowded
room, but you'll never feel sorry again.
We could say that I've broken through,
left ear failure, I would say that I died alone and I'll
You never look at me anymore, you never lie to me
anymore, you never bleed on me anymore, you never lie to
me anymore, you never wait for me anymore, you never
Narrow and nothingness, I'm too goddamn young to look
like this and I'm fucking scaring myself bad and all
these fits of anger make me burn. Sorrows but timeless
she spills red and warm like anyone of us, but when she's
flushed, we all take two steps back, cause all those fits
of anger make her burn. Narrow and nothingness, I'm too
goddamn young to look like this and I'm fucking scaring
In 1923 they took my daughter away from me.
Her name was sorrow.
Her name was fear.
You're everything you used to be.
Everything's the same.
Blood like a river blood like rain.
Why are you constantly leaving today?
Why are you constantly bleeding today?
Why are you constantly bleeding?
Why am I only left needing?
What controls the plague?
The low hum, the low hum.
Angles are the flashbulb burst.
Tiny little shivers of rain.
If you look high enough you'll see us.
Her skin is dipped in atoms.
I'll never look at her the same.
It comes down to beautiful fingers that speak for
themselves.
They talk to me.
You come off like a little dream.... see.
The way you look is pretty goddamn clean.
I love your smile and the way you seem, you come off like
a little dream.
Perfectness I understand what you always want me to be.
You come off like a little dream.... see.
I need to touch my little sweet Perrine, the both of us
would make a brilliant team.
You come off like a little dream, you come off like a
Blind faith line crush are we hurting anyone under us? If
I seem to seem all right, if I tear across the nine, if I
climb up on the wall it's not the end at all.
If you've seen all of my lies, if you bled across the
sky, if you swallowed too much rain and you shivered in
your shame.
Blind faith line crush are we just hurting anyone under
If I seem to seem all right, if I tear into the night, if
I slide up on the wall it's not the end at all is it?
It's getting harder to resist, I'm pulling powder from
the walls, guess we all have wicked friends. But it's the
piles and piles of pepper on the shadows and the eyelids,
it's the blindness of my close friends and the days and
the days of nothing. It's the days and the days of
nothing. It's getting harder to come back from living
lighter than a leaf. It's getting harder to depend on me.
Oh, but you leave me no choices, no body no voices. You
leave me no choice, I'm fucked and far away. You leave me
no choices, no body, no voices. Don't you know I left
myself these piles and piles of pepper on the shadows and
the eyelids. It's the blindness of my close friends and
the days and the days of nothing. But you leave me no
choices, no body no voices, you leave me no choice. I'm
fucked and far away, you leave me no choices, no body no
voices. Don't you know I left myself here... don't you
South east Tyger river is swollen and all the divers were
left there to die, swimming in circles like lizards under
blackened and swollen skies.
They're nothing but cold little demons; they're nothing
but scared little mice.
They're nothing but cold little demons, swimming back and
forth under the ice.
I called to tell you I am drowning.
I called to say that I am drowned.
The dirt around my feet can whisper.
The dirt around here screams out loud.
See.
The people that I know won't touch me; they stay as far
as they can be.
I guess they think that they can't trust me, and I can't
kill what I can't see.
See.
South east Tyger river is swollen and all the divers were
left there to die, swimming in circles like lizards under
blackened and swollen skies.
They're nothing but cold little demons; they're nothing
but cold little mice.
They're nothing but sad little demons, swimming back and
forth under the ice.
Comeback Thursday... Thursday.
Want to see a storm?
And it must sting living lean like an olive and it must
sting when you don't trust your own sight, and you must
think that there's no one else as alone as you are, and
you must know for once in your life you're right.
And I will be relentless.
-secret words-
It's too long but I caught it, it's too nice but I
breathe, it's too easy but I now know the mud has dried I
never lied and I turned my back to leave.
It's alive and I need it, you're too deep and I sink,
it's too late now to change it, I turn my head and lick
my heart and I hope to god... I think.
She died during a thunderstorm, on the darkest morning in
years, and I was ruined and undone and left raining like
a leaf.
It was fourteen degrees below on a screeching March 23.
Don't look me in the eyes now, there ain't nothing in
there to see.
Jet black, slick and wide and glued to the walls.
Last night the whole of hell came down to bathe and dine
with us and I met the strangest woman with skin that
smelled like rust.
She said "I've been in a crowd of thousands and each one
had eyes like you.
Yes, I've been in front of millions and they all had eyes
like you.
