Yendri is a German solo electronic music project. Yendri prefers to describe her own work as simply electronic music. In addition to music, Yendri enjoys a multitude of art forms including painting and photography.
Yendri's recent album, "Playdoll" was also the first to be released on the label of Rudy Ratzinger, Mental Ulcer Forges. Rudy found the music of Yendri to be quite interesting, listing Yendri on his Top 11 [1] multiple times. Yendri shares this label with artists such as F/A/V, Cerebral Apoplexy, Recently Deceased, and others.
Shifting deep into the distance
leaving all the ground behind
looking out of the window
outside the time is standing still
I'm coming home, again
I'm coming home
The engine's singing all along
it seems to be still moving on
consuming mile after mile
never resting for a while
I'm coming home, again
I'm coming home
It's getting darker outside
inside we just don't care
we're almost there
we're almost there
I'm coming home, again
I'm coming home...
She was not born, she was made
without love and without hate
Now the system is down,
she is on her own
No experience
No feelings
Just innocence
No meanings
She can see the truth with her eyes
But she can't realize
That she will never be a part of it
No memories
No emotions
Just innocence
No concience
She was not born, she was made
without love and without hate
Now the system is down,
she is on her own
Just innocence, just innocence at all,
The colours of the Rainbow
Are the key to the dark side of your life
If you believe in God you believe in the Devil
Inside, it tears me apart
Outside, it's just hard
to realize the fact
That life's an aching act
At night sleep is hard to find
because
that life is not perfect
Alpha and Omega
In the Sapho's Gardens
Lick the center of Libido
Like Metal into Gold
a white Birch-Moth moved in the womb...
splendid male Iris dark the wings,
There's no place for me
In this reality
I try to escape from here
Just to everywhere
The rumours that I heard
Say there's another world
Behind that ugly face
Beyond the lonely days
No horizon anymore
Nothing else worth living for
Everything just dissapears
The rest is filled up with my fears
My work is done
I should better go
I lost my sense
Somehow
The rumours that I heard
Say there's another world
Behind that ugly face
Beyond the lonely days
The rumours that I heard...
The rumours that I heard...
The rumours that I heard
Say there's another world
Behind that ugly face
The only way to survive is to run for your life
I'm running for my undead life, just trying to survive
To save a live that isn't there, but I am here
People running after me and I'm just trying to flee
They're just too fast, and my hope is lost
Now they're also in the air and on motorbikes
They're trying to find me, it's just a nightmare
I'm getting surrounded, no way to escape
I'm waiting for the end
I'm waiting for the end of time
I'll go there again
where peace will be mine
I return to the world
The place where I come from
where I'm no alien anymore
I don't know who you are
You seem so far away
But I know that I can't
give you what you want, never
I'm not the right one don't you see
Don't waste your love on me
But I can tell you now
Please, dear machine
inhale my soul and let it die
Kill my body and take my mind
Come on, come on, oh, give it a try
Make me one of your kind
Init system, init system, init system, starting up
CPU, CPU, CPU, never stop
Please, dear machine
Take me into your realm
Give me wires, e-lec-tricity
Realize my final dream
And turn it into eternity
Interrupt, interrupt, interrupt, loggin in
Alterate, alterate, alterate, loggin out
Please, dear machine
Show me how to be cold
Just be my instructor
I'll always do what I'm told
Let me be your destructor
Extraction, extraction, extraction, compile
Activate, activate, activate, writing file
Please, dear machine
Turn me into steel,
plastic, chips and circuits,
Nothing I want to feel
Just being binary bits
Operate, operate, operate, verify
Return to a better life
Forgiven is nothing
Complete resistance
Is our freedom
Reanimate the dead
and the earth will quake
the world will shake
Enchant the machines
the air will burn
and the sea will bleed
The signs are clear
and everything is serious
complete freedom
is our future
Reanimate the dead...
No word has been spoken
nobody is involved
everything is complete
Right now
I'm standing in the light
For the first time
It seems to be allright
For the first time
Just everything feels right
For the first time
I can see the light
For the first time
I'm just feeling free
Just everything renews, just everything renews
Just everything renews, just everything renews
Right now
I'm standing in the light
For the first time
It seems to be allright
Just everything renews, just everything renews
No, I can't stand the pain anymore
release me, release me!
This robot takes control over me
destroy it, destroy it!
This machine has taken my life
it's over, it's over!
Now that I'm gone
I can't tell how absolutely I hate you
I can't tell how absolutely I hate you
Sometimes I wish you were dead,
sometimes I wish
Sometimes I wish you were dead,
"And we all tripped off into the sunset
With a happy song on our lips"
"Don't I seem inordinately happy to you?"
"Well, I guess that makes me the outside-person"
I will find you
I will take you away
Into the darkness
Where there is no day
Don't you see
the evil is inside of me
Don't you feel it,
..I want to be your angel
but it's not supposed to be
I want to keep you out of danger
But it's not one of my abilities
I'm just a ghost
Not really here
But there for you
And I do care
I'm by your side
I'll follow you
You're in my heart
What can I do
In the night when you're asleep
We can really be together
Our emotions are so deep
Why just can't we dream forever
I'm just a ghost
Not really here
But there for you
And I do care
I'm by your side
I'll follow you
You're in my heart
What can I do
only you ... can see me
You can hear what I say
only you can talk to me
in a very special way
I'm just a ghost
Not really here
But there for you
And I do care
I'm by your side
I'll follow you
You're in my heart
Save me, protect me, guard me
on my way
Soothe me, heal me, take me
take me away
Hold me, love me, need me,
be there for me
Feed me, teach me, guide me
Care for me
Helpless, so helpless
We are on this world
nevertheless
Helpless, so helpless
you and me
It comes over me and I dont want to be it
With all the hate and all the desperation
It comes over me and I cannot believe it
This seems to be my only destination
I'm so lost and full of hate
And I know it's much too late
There's no chance for enlightment
This will be my fate
IT comes over me and I can't defend me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
(What have I done? What HAVE I done?)
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Why do you talk to me that way
Do you want to make me cry
What is just in your mind
I don't understand your kind
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
What has driven you so far
to hate me
Why do you tell me all the lies
straight in my eyes
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Never lie to me again,
never lie to me
Never lie to me again,
never lie to me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
Say, you want, you want to just hurt me
I'm inside the machine, i'm inside the machine
I got the feeling that I can't die
I'm electricity, I don't know why
My world is shining, full of light
Dark forces you cannot resist
They will show you the iron fist
Orange sky
The clouds are red
Sometimes at night
I wake up in pain
It is not my body that hurts again
In the dark the noisy silence takes a break
I wake up out of life
On the mountain of descision
I stare at the clouds
The blue between seems so dark
and I cry out
In the sea of life
I feel the depth under me
It's down in the abyss
where I will be
When it's all over
everything is full of peace
When death has come
there's nothing you would miss
When it all begins
it starts with pain
Then you experience
Why don't hold you in my arms
Come on and feed me with oil
Protect me from any harms
I want to be your playdoll
Then you dance with me
Like a man and wife
You take my plastic body
Wishing it could be alife
Without life but with a soul
Love me please, I am your playdoll
Without life but with a soul
Love me please, I am your playdoll
I see you shake your head
Then you look at me
Just among you is where I walk
In deep isolation and no one to talk
I stay alone I don't know anyone of you
For so long I've been here
But never I've been near
To anyone who lives here
Our worlds are not so different
But the connection does not exist
So we go back into loneliness
And we go on like this
Just among you is where I walk
In deep isolation
For so long I've been here but never I've been near
In deep isolation in deep isolation
Just among you is where I walk
In deep isolation and no one to talk
I stay alone I don't know anyone of you
For so long I've been here
But never I've been near
To anyone who lives here
Our worlds are not so different
But the connection does not exist
So we go back into loneliness
And we go on like this
Just among you is where I walk
In deep isolation
For so long I've been here but never I've been near
Deep isolation in deep isolation
in deep isolation
Our worlds are not so different
But the connection does not exist
So we go back into loneliness
And we go on like this
Into loneliness
And we go on like this
You told me to love
you told me to be compassionate
But everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore
You said hate was wrong
you said we should love another
But everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore
I would change no more
I would change no more
But everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore
but everybody, but everybody,
but evereybody's acting like a whore
but everybody, but everybody,
but everybody, but everybody,
You told me to love
you told me to be compassionate
Body, body, body, body
You said hate was wrong
you said we should love another
But everybody... but everybody...
but everybody... but everybody's acting like a whore
but everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore
but everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore
but everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore
but everybody's acting like an asshole,
evereybody's acting like a whore...
You told me to love
you told me to be compassionate
you said hate was wrong
you said we should love another
I would change no more
I kill myself, to make'em suffer,
kill myself to make em cry
I can't take it anymore
And I can't tell you why
Kill myself... kill myself...
I'd just like to give up everything,
The grabbing hands
Grab all they can
All for themselves
After all
The handshake
Seals the contract
From the contract
There's no turning back
The turning point
Of a career
In Korea, being insincere
The holiday
Was fun packed
The contract
Still intact
The grabbing hands
Grab all they can
All for themselves
After all
It's a competitive world
Everything counts in large amounts
The graph
On the wall
Tells the story
Of it all
Picture it now
See just how
The lies and deceit
Gained a little more power
Confidence
Taken in
By a sun tan
And a grin
The grabbing hands
Grab all they can
All for themselves
After all
It's a competitive world
Everything counts in large amounts
The grabbing hands
Grab all they can
They read your thougts, they know your brain
They bring you sunlight, they make it rain
Don't need to eat, don't need to drink
Don't need to sleep, just think, think, think, think
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
There is no ground, there is no sky
Cause you can't walk, you cannot fly
Not even day, not even night
The only thing is light, light, light, light
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
There is no room, there is no space
There is no sound, there is no taste
You cannot stay, you cannot flee
You cannot die, just be, be, be, be
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Who can tell us what it's for, not essential
Who needs a body anymore, just material
Won't you come to me, help me to forget
Help me in this time I never want to go back
Just don't say anything, we're lying here
forgetting anything what we fear
Being in your arms makes me feel alive
Keeps me going on, makes me feel so save
Being in your arms makes me feel alive
Once again
I am on my own
and then
I am dreaming on and on
but there is nothingness
all around me
Once again
I am coming home
looking out of the window
I am all alone, alone
I lost my energy
Maya had a sister
She didnt know her name
and where she came from
and that they were the same
they both didnt know
that they had no mother
cause they were not born
they're not like the others
We're both the same we're not like the others
We're both the same we're not like the others
We're both the same we're both the same
We're not like the others we're not like the others
Maya had a dream
Not to be like her sister
She wanted to feel
The world outside
But all that she had
Were the signals of her body
In high resolution
that made her sad
We're both the same
Then she found out
That she's like her sister
She's not human
Not flesh and bone
Maya's sister
Is not alive
It's a machine
Her skin is cold as ice
Maya's sister
Does not live
But she has everything to give
Maya's sister
Is not alive
It's a machine
Her skin is cold as ice
I cannot feel myself
I can't hear my voice
Moving without motion
I have no other choice
Little mirror on the wall
Tell me what I see
I can't believe it all
Is it really me
We are watching you
We know the truth
Don't try to hide
We see everything
I'm here and everywhere
But I'm alone
I have many places
That I call home
little mirror...
I'm lost in paradise
I know what's all about
Now that I paid the price
Life is sad I feel it
It drives me mad I can see it
People are bad they show me
in their eyes fulfilled with hate
I am living, I am here
I am hiding from the world in fear
Light has gone I'm lonely
On and on I feel like a zombie
There's no sense I should've known it better
Innocence now doesn't matter
I am drifting far away
Into oblivion
Please, give me what I need
recharge me
feed me radioactivity
give me energy
Let me consume everything
till nothing is there anymore
give me material
I will make it glow
Attention now,
if you don't do what I want
I will burn out
you will suffer like in hell
It might be in your brain
it might be in your soul
and it takes you under control
nothing that you see and
nothing that you feel
I'm so lost, it's hard to find a way
out of frustration, depression anyway
But where to go
I'm full of aggressions
Against myself and all my posessions
Many people are standing in my way
They're never listening to what I have to say
they just continue to be like robots
inspite of my biggest efforts
there's no way connecting to the others
too far away they seem to be
just different worlds now and no understanding
we only see what we want to see
so I stay with those of my kind
we live in different times
and I know, we all are so blind
although sometimes we all share one mind
Shifting deep into the distance
leaving all the ground behind
looking out of the window
outside the time is standing still
I'm coming home, again
I'm coming home
The engine's singing all along
it seems to be still moving on
consuming mile after mile
never resting for a while
I'm coming home, again
I'm coming home
It's getting darker outside
inside we just don't care
we're almost there
we're almost there
I'm coming home, again
I love your body made of steel
so the feelings that I hurt are not real
I like your mind of electricity
Are that tears in your eyes
Are you wandering in disguise
Do you hide away from me
Don't you want to be free
Has the dream come true
Shining colours over you
Don't you need to fight
Are you feeling right
You're supposed to bring joy
But you're just another toy
for the ones to be blessed
And the dirty laughing rest
What a life after all
With no name for you to call
May it be full of love
Cause you will never get enough
Hijra Hijra dance in vain
Dance in sorrow, forget the pain
Curse the bad ones in the sunshide
She's cryin 4 daily also
All the night
She also cries a day
She's not feeling right
Hold it, hold it...
Don't cry, my dear,
Don't think of
blue sky
don't think of
green nature
There won't be any creature
not any bird will fly
don't think of
green nature
don't think of
blue sky
not any bird will fly
there won't be any creature
Cursed land, dark skies
nothing in your hand
now that the mankind cries
you know where we stand
Don't even dare to drink
don't even dare to breath
Your energy will shrink
The air will bring you death
don't even dare to breath
Don't even dare to drink
The air will bring you death
Your energy will shrink
Cursed land, dark skies
nothing in your hand
now that the mankind cries
Melting brains,
jack in your head
growing pains
connection is bad
navigate
with your mind
electric hate
is what you find
Ref.:
Cyber war
Burning circuits
Cyber war
Dying minds
Cyber war
crying spirits
Cyber war
The future shines
The enemy
is in the network
It wants your life
It wants your data
you can't kill it
It won't die
It has no predator
In the grid of concrete
In the city of despair
Wet skin, burning feet
cold blood, hot air
There's no escape
And no way out
There's nothing left
No place on the other side
Cause it is gone
Everything is over
Nothing can be done
You cry in endless grief
You die in endless pain
Nothingness now you believe
Nothing will be there again
This is the last time
That we're here
Death will engulf us
The end is near
No place on the other side
cause it is gone
everything is over
Nothing can be done
you cry in endless grief
you die in endless pain
nothingness now you believe
No place on the other side
Cause it is gone
Everything is over
Nothing can be done
You cry in endless grief
You die in endless pain
Nothingness now you believe
Nothing will be there again
This is the last time
That we're here
Death will engulf us
The end is near
No place on the other side
cause it is gone
everything is over
Nothing can be done
you cry in endless grief
you die in endless pain
nothingness now you believe
It was deep in the night, when I climed out of my grave
I could see myself from above, I just walked and walked
to find someone there But nothing I found, I was alone there
I don t know If I'm dead or still alive
I don't know If I'm dead now, if I'm dead now
What happened to me, why am I still here?
But am I here for real, what do I feel?
Shouldn't I've be gone forever and my body fade to dust?
Now I'm my own cadaver
I don t know If I'm dead or still alive
Take me back to virtuality
To the stream of electricity
Back to life that's not reality, in my world
that you cannot see
Reality is to feel the floor under my feet
The light of the sun hurts like acid in my eyes
The cold wind seems to tear my skin away
I feel so lost everywhere, everywhere
I feel so lost everywhere
I have to waste time when I move
And when I search I don't find what I want and
there is no information about what I see
The people stare at me with hate in their eyes
My behaviour does not fit in here.
Suck my life out, use me up
There's no doubt, you'll never stop
Take my energy, plug me in
Tell me what to be
and take my soul within
Switch my mind off
wash my brain
You won't let me win
in this game
change my thoughts
with your aims
delete my memory
(now you're in my veins)
Living in the system
part of the machinery
dying for performance
I thought you were already dead
I thought you were already gone
I thought you were already dead
I thought you were already gone
Now you are back again
And I can hold you in my arms
Now you are back again
And I can hold you in my arms
Are you not already dead
cause it is driving me so me
your personality is gone
and everything you ever had
And I can hold you in my arms
I thought you were already dead
I see the truth in you
It is behind your eyes
you never had a youth
you are as cold as ice
now you begin to smile
and then you start to cry
It's all in your emotion-file
well, you don't want to die
Cause you're not made of flesh and blood
You don't even know to be
I can hardly call it "you"
what stands in front of me?
The spirit doesn't live in you
you don't even seem to know
How will you ever feel the world?
Come on and tell me now
You're just an immitation
Of a human mind
In our civilisation
That once has shined
We searched the sense in you
We want a sense in life
You tell us what to do
So we will not survive
Cause you're not made of flesh and blood
You don't even know to be
I can hardly call it "you"
what stands in front of me?
The spirit doesn't live in you
you don't even seem to know
How will you ever feel the world?
Come on and tell me now
But nothing can be done
There are too much of you
Most humans have been gone
They searched the truth in you
Well that is what they found
It's the reality
That mankind doesn't count
For electricity
Cause you're not made of flesh and blood
You don't even know to be
I can hardly call it "you"
what stands in front of me?
The spirit doesn't live in you
you don't even seem to know
How will you ever feel the world?
I kill myself, to make'em suffer,
kill myself to make em cry
I can't take it anymore
And I can't tell you why
Kill myself... kill myself...
I'd just like to give up everything,
I'd just like to give up everything...
Why do I have to be until eternity, does it never end?
Why do I have to see spirituality, sometimes I wish I cant
Why do I have to hide deep in the night, why don't you understand?
It's just because I'm dead, I'll always be, until I fade to sand
It's like a neverending dream and I can fly
I don't hear with my ears anymore
I don't see through my eyes
Everything is unreal to me
I can't believe a thing i see
It just doesn't make any sense
The breakdown of reality
Is happening for you and me
What you're being and what you see,
What you hear and what you think
Won't be the same anymore,
I ask you for forgiveness and you deny
I can't tell you what for
I can't tell you why
It wasn't an accident
It wasn't even me
It was just the beast I once set free
This didn't happen on purpose
This just had to be
It was not about my instinct
It was just the beast I once set free
Give me salvation
And rest at least
You just have to kill the beast
Give me salvation
And rest at least
The scientists they say, it's not possible today
But what I've seen so far just proves the opposite to me
I never could believe that she is real
dead but alive - this cannot be
They pulled me inside and locked up the door
They turned off the light, I'm lying on the floor
I am waiting for hours, no one there to come
I am just on my own, nothing can be done
They're asking me questions I don't understand
They told me to remember, but I just cant
They wanted to know if I'm aware
that I'm not alive
The scientists they say...
And the next day, they took me out
Cables all around me, caus they were just about
to make experiments with my dead flesh
to get behind the secret, just in a flash
Analyzing just every single bit
Doing more and more tests
they didn't find it
Until they don't get
what they're looking for
I am their prisoner
for evermore
Everything falls apart
Everything falls apart...
The time of playing is over
the only thing that's left
When the lights go out then I can see
Then I know what you have been for me
I often think of the time we've lost
And I don't know what concerned me most
Hey,
Kiss your eternal infinity, kiss your eternal infinity,
kiss your eternal infinity, you will never return to me
Kiss your eternal infinity, kiss your eternal infinity,
kiss your eternal infinity, you will never return to me
On the bridge I stand I'm looking down
The idea of jumping makes me frown
I remember you have been here too
But since you jumped I'm missing you
Kiss your eternal infinity, kiss your eternal infinity,
kiss your eternal infinity, you will never return to me
Kiss your eternal infinity, kiss your eternal infinity,
kiss your eternal infinity, you will never return to me
I will not forget how you felt
In the dark night when we melt
A piece of me is still inside of you
I'm half the man now, what can I do
Kiss your eternal infinity, kiss your eternal infinity,
kiss your eternal infinity, you will never return to me
Kiss your eternal infinity, kiss your eternal infinity,
Entering the second world
feeling your body fading
material is nothing here
everything seems so clear
finally this is the truth
suddenly your soul is shaking
certainly you know for sure
it's more than live
You are the excellence
my tears fall for your beauty
I fell your innocence
in your heart
Tragedy of being you
tragedy of being not
I would die for
I feel for you
I think for you
I am one of your kind
I just want to feel your presence
2 billion people in the city of light
8 miles high, steel and stone
It's shining so sweet
I'm somewhere there alone
Ref.:
What I get
is what I see
is what I think
that I should be
my virtual reality
really means a lot to me
never wake me up
don't break my dreams
I'm walking on a path of energy
the air is just a field of electricity
my pain is over now, can you see
Going back, going forth
Searching east, west, south and north
Climbing up, falling down
Everything on my own
I heard your voice in my dreams
I wake up from my screams
I could see your face at night
It dissapeared in the light
No beginning and no end
Everything lies in my hand
Gotta change it if I can
The sound of destruction
is coming near
Fading illusions
just leaving fear
They're dancing and
they're laughing
Screaming inside of the ruins
Down, it's going down with me
And nothing can stop it
I have no ground under my feet
I'll have to face it
falling down, falling down
The growing anger
The aggressions
Set me on fire,
letting me burn
But nothing will happen,