Well You're damned if you do
You're damned if you don't
Catch 22
You're so Very close, Yet so far
You gave your best shot
Still no cigar
Working your fingers down to the bone
Running with sinners, your life's just on loan
Catch 22
They say you can
They say that you can't
Catch 22
The Limits the sky
But they lock you inside
You're livin' a lie
You'll never know why
Workin' your fingers down to the bone
Running with sinners, your life's just a loan
Catch 22
Catch 22
You think you will win
But you always lose
Catch 22
They think they're so strong
They think they are so wise
You know they are wrong
They tread on thin ice
Working your fingers down to the bone
Running with sinners
Your life is just a loan
Catch 22
Catch 22
You think you will win, but you always lose
Catch 22
They think thet are so strong
They think they are so wise
You know they are wrong
They tread on thin ice
Workin' you fingers, down to the bone
Running with Sinners, Your life is just a loan
Catch 22
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Seat backs and tray tables must be in the upright and locked position
during the take-off and landing
All carry-on luggage must be stowed in an over-head compartment or
under the seat in front of you
Waiting on a ticket
'Cause you're looking for the ride
You're feeling on top
'Cause you're flying through the sky
You wanna have your cake
And you wanna eat it too
Everybody's always pointing fingers at you
You're damned if you do
You're damned if you don't
We're always doing all the things
That we say we won't
[CHORUS:]
Here we go
We're riding on a whim
Connecting with a rendezvous
Here we go
We're jumping off the wings
We're going round in circles
It's a catch-22
Yes, we're flying round in circles
It's a catch-22
yes, were rocking round in circles
It's the catch-22
[SPOKEN:]
If you are seated in an emergency exit aisle and feel as though you are
unable
Or unwilling to assist in case of an emergency, please notify a flight
attendant immediately
All eletrical equipment, including cell phones, 2-way pagers, portable
CD players, laptops, etc.
Should remain in the off position until the pilot notifies us that we
areat a safe flying altitude of 10,000 ft.
Looking from the outside
You're always looking in
You think you fixed the problem
'Til it comes right back again
And life seems like a trap
You're trying to get out
You're searching for you cheese
'Cause you feel like mighty mouse
You're damned if you don't
You're damned if you do
You've seen all the signs
But you haven't got a clue
[CHORUS]
You are in, you are in
You are in, you are in
You are in for the ride
Of your life
[CHORUS]
[SPOKEN:]
We realize you had many choices and on behalf of all of us at Pink
Airlines we'd like to thank you for flying with us
We hope you have a wonderful stay wherever your destination may be
And remember, be careful when retrieving your items as during the
flight they may have shifted and might fall on you
Or your neighbor's head and knock you the fuck out
If I seem nervous will you show me what to do
And does the world deserve us, application rushing through
A long time coming, yes it's been a long time coming
And my loving you is a place where I surrender
In my heart it's not hard to do
And all my worldly goods I give to you
We close our eyes and chase away the sorry things
You make it easy for me life is but a dream
Cried on your shoulder
Dove into the great blue yonder
And my loving you is a place where I surrender
Touch my heart, it's not hard to do
And all my worldly goods I give to you
Loving you, is a place where I surrender
In my heart
No catch twenty-two
And all my worldly goods I give to you
No misdemeanor, theres a ring upon my finger
And my loving you is a place where I surrender
In my heart
It's not hard to do
And all my worldly goods I give to you
Loving you, is a place where I surrender
Touch my heart
No catch 22
And all my worldly goods I give to you
Loving you is a place where I surrender
In my heart
It's not hard to do
They’ll get you when you’re young
Teach you how to be a man
(Stand up!)
Romanticizing
(Bigger and better!)
But it’s never enough, is it?
And you’re damned if you do
And you’re damned if you don’t
Let’s celebrate anyway
What you do what you do
What you do what you do
What you do what you do
What you do
And do it for me too…
Once you come to accept
The vague sense of defeat
Eating away inside
You’re a pig in a pen waiting
To face the knife
Dead Dead Dead
And you’re damned if you do
And you’re damned if you don’t
Let’s celebrate anyway
What you do what you do
What you do what you do
What you do what you do
What you do
And do it for me too…
We don’t need another hero
Not another fool that you can drain and tear to shreds
Oh strip him down
Sell him back to that
From which he came
Ever so embarrassing
Someone to connect the pieces
Someone who will speak his mind
Someone who will carry what we’re all afraid to really say
How infuriating and obscene
Apologetic in absurdum
A farmer on a tractor plowin' in the field
Doin' all he can to increase the yield
But the more he raises
The more the price goes down
Over at the factory
Workin' on the line
You do a good job
And never fall behind
So your quota goes up
Every time you turn around
Well it ain't nothing new
It's called a Catch-22
Heads they win, tails you lose
It's all the same either way you choose
You're damned if you don't and even if you do
It's still the Catch-22
Tell a man you love him
He starts backin' up
Tell him you don't
And he's a lovesick pup
You try to get together
And watch it fall apart
Hey, I've been there too
What a Catch-22!
Heads they win, tails you lose
It's all the same either way you choose
You're damned if you don't and even if you do
It's still a Catch-22
Heads they win, tails you lose
It's all the same either way you choose
You're damned if you don't and even if you do
It's a Catch-22
Oh, it's a Catch-22
No matter what you do
Woooo woooo woooo
Am I supposed to be feelin this way? Yeahh...
[Verse 1:]
I tried to play the tough guy
And say that wasn't my thing
But everytime u around,
U take my breath away
I never felt like this
These feelings, I can't ignore
But u don't belong to me
So baby I can explore
Ya touch, & ya hugs, & kiss... girl
Ya love, & ya want, & ya tenderness
And I know that I'll never be yours truely cus...
[Chorus:]
U belong to him, girl
And he is my bestfriend girl
Tell me what am I feeling girl?
Is it catch 22, the way I lose [x2]
[Verse 2:]
Now what if I bought u purses, swept u off ya feet
And told u all these sweet things baby
And wut if he wasn't my friend
Would we be together then?
What am I sayin?
I wouldn't dare jeopardize you and he, over me
No, but I'm missin your touch, & ya hugs, & ya kisses baby
Ya love, & ya want, & ya tenderness
And I know that I will never be yours truely cus...
[Chorus:]
U belong to him, girl
And he is my bestfriend girl
Tell me what am I feeling girl?
Is it catch 22, the way I lose [x2]
Baby I can't (I can't) stop it
Cus u are always on my mind
Need to cool it
Before I lose a friend of mine.
Take a chill pill forreal.
U & him are doin fine
So fine, that baby I can't hate.
I can't stop it
Cus u are always on my mind
Need to cool it
Before I lose a friend of mine.
Take a chill pill forreal.
U & him are doin fine
So fine cus...
[Chorus:]
U belong to him, girl
And he is my bestfriend girl
Tell me what am I feeling girl?
Is it catch 22, the way I lose
I read you like an autograph...you love the spotlight
You shoot me like a photograph...you get me uptight
You're gunnin' for me every day...go straight for the heart
Say you want me--you push me away...say it tears you apart
You're on the inside...I'm on the outside
Don't matter whose side...you take the other side
I can see you walkin' down the aisle...you're thinkin' long-range
I've seen you work the miracle mile for loose change
You can have it anyway you want...your fancy dinners in the restaurants
Even though they leave you hungry inside, it's a free ride
You show your bad side...it's so undignified
Get off your back-side...you're talkin' suicide
Go and be what you wanna be
Sink your time and your hooks in me
You can hold me down--take me 'round and 'round and 'round
You catch me when I'm 'bout to fall...but you leave me there
What really matters doesn't matter at all...you don't care
It's hard to figure in your life...it's a roundabout
You're makin' it so hard to give in...but you won't let me out
You take the right side...I'm on the wrong side
[Prelude]
Man, my life man. Catch it whether I don't, catch it whether I do
So it really don't matter. Know what I'm sayin'?
[Chorus]
Catch twenty
Catch twenty, catch twenty-two
Twenty-two, twenty, twenty-two
[4x]
[Verse 1]
I'm comin' out slippery as a trout
Here is my handle here is my spout
Fresh brand new born baby on the planet
Almost aborted taken for granted
Sticky from the womb
And I feel doom
After the scrub
I can't feel no love
Doctor says get the fix 'cause my body's throwin' fits
Even thought I don't know what it is I need a hit
Every thing's shakin'. Why can't I stop?
Don't warm me up no bottle, spark me up a rock
Almost evicted, blood vessels constricted
I just got here and I'm addicted
Live or die what should I do?
Lord help me I'm in a catch 22
[Chorus]
[3x]
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I survived
And at the age of five
My mommy's off crack
Said she ain't goin' back
And from the looks of it you would think I got it made
Ever since mommy married Reverend Kinkade
But even at this age I feel the sickest kind of gloom
'Cause each and every night he keeps sneakin' in my room
Touchin' me and feelin' me I wanna ring the bell
But he says if I tell then I'ma go to hell
And Lord I don't wanna go to hell I wanna be with you
I'm in a catch 22
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
No, I never told, and now I'm 18 years old
Sometimes chill sometimes bold
Girls say Uh, check him out he kinda fly
And I can't relate no matter how hard I try
I'm afraid ever since Reverend Kinkade
I don't understand how I'm made
Something's gone wrong in my head - I wish I was dead
The cuts on my wrist bled
I guess that stuff about God ain't true
'Cause why would he leave me in a catch 22
[Chorus]
[Verse 4]
Yo kid ya gotta live to get fed up
You got's to come head up
And just don't let up
I know life's been bangin', boomin', hittin'
You can't catch a break so your thinkin' 'bout quittin'
But listen, the life lesson is in launchin' out into the deep
Yo you gotta keep fishin'. Theres one who controls who you are and be
Which is a slight definition of the Almighty
But don't get it twisted, He's faithful and cares
And won't allow you to go through more than you can bear
But with all your temptation, He'll give you an escape
So whether you've been molested or whether you've been raped
Or born in the ghetto in a cold water flat
Blind, or deaf, handi- or capped
Hold on deliverance is nigh
'Cause you can get you piece of the pie
In the 'twinkling of an eye'
And God can't lie, it's a test, a plan
So will you still hold on when you can't understand?
Will you hold on so that God can get the glory?
You'll get the reward - He'll tell the story
About a person that had a hard life
The stress and the strife
And nothin' went right
And so much pain, didn't know what to do...
But still serve God despite the catch 22
[Chorus]
[Tonic Extended Chorus:]
Indeed for real
We tryin'a say, catch 22, catch, catch 22
You catch it if you don't, you catch it if you do
Catch 22, catch, catch 22, but the catch 22 ain't true. Ya!
Catch 22, catch, catch 22, you catch it if you don't, you catch it if you do
Catch 22, catch, catch 22, but the catch 22 ain't true - for real. Word life
To my man Tubb, thanks for the phat track
Ain't nothin like poppin the brains on a Corvette
With your pet in the passenger seat
Ass at your feet, askin if you can pass her the weed
(Faster please) California masterpiece
Recorded partially in New York
With a blue spark on a purple plant and I worked your aunt
(She loved it) primarily under the circumstance
Don't be mad, I was bad, she was better, sweaty palms
But I bet her and she told your moms and wrote a letter
Now they comin back to get off of the curb
because I swerved on her (beat it bitch!)
I ain't never been shit, that's what my mommy said
Now they callin to check to see if I took the gun from under my bed
She don't trust me, I don't trust me, my psychiatrist don't trust me
And I ain't called 'em back, I hope the cops don't come and bust me
I'm feelin lusty and my purple video tape is trusty
But I can't go to sleep with lotion on because I might get musty
I ride motorcycles and crash 'em on purpose
into a crowd of bystanders so my insurance policy won't be worthless
[Chorus]
Now quit that bitch shit, we gon' fuck you up mayne
We gon' fuck you up mayne, now get the fuck outta Dodge
Catch 22 Lyrics
It ain't gon' work mayne, we gon' fuck you up mayne
We gon' fuck you up mayne, don't make me pull the pump out the garage
And posse up mayne, we gon' fuck you up mayne
We gon' fuck you up mayne, you must be high on that sherm
But you gon' learn mayne, we gon' fuck you up mayne
We gon' fuck you up - WE GON' FUCK YOU UP!
[DJ Quik]
Bridget Bridget Bridget was a girl that I knew
But she's a dumb hoe, and baldheaded like DJ Pooh
Her saggy body tried to crash the party like Mobb Deep
With her elephant feet
I got a whole lot to say but it won't come out
Probably because I got this 38 in my mouth
And I'm pissed, I'm 'bout to nut up, fuck you nigga shut up
Like Mausberg, I'll leave your chest burnin on the curb
Hennessy to XO, crashed in the Lex-o
I make the bridge flex 'til these bitch niggaz let go
And I'm upset because I'm all alone
Homies don't play by the rules, fuck 'em then I'm glad they gone
Pluck 'em out the flowerpot, flush and make they shower hot
Blister and scour, I'm pistol-whippin with power, make 'em holla like chicks
Out in L.A. ain't nuttin good to talk about
Except dead homies, and how in '82 we had all the money
That's Freeway Rick and that C.I.A. shit
22 years later, it's just some ol' player hater shit
How many gangs can kill people under the age of 12
Get snitched on and go to jail, for another 22 years
And who gets recognized for pouring out the beer
And how many young blacks drink and smoke to cover they fear
It's fucked up
[Chorus]
[DJ Quik]
I made my momma a promise that I would make it home honest
She knew that there were no problems cause she could see right through it
She know I'm deeper than half of these niggaz, flyer than most of 'em
And that's as clear as you can see from off in your coast
And you niggaz don't understand these 16 bars from within
If being dope is an abomination then I am a sin
Cause I'm fly like the wind, and I'm high to the end
My enemies are my used-to-be friends, where do I begin
It's a sesspool of stress, you cowards drink from the well
Got no energy for haters, you suckers can't give me hell
Cause you whack and you stale, and you act like you bail
You talk that shit 'til you gotta prove shit, get smacked when you fail
In the midst of it all I'm just persistin to ball
While these haters tumble and stumble and bumble and fall
I'm the key to cut your meter off, I'll blow what you worth
And befo' anything else on this earth - YOU'LL GET FUCKED UP!
Whats gangsta, in my humble opinion, whats gangsta is knowledge, spilled out on the track
Tell me who are we really when we don't know our history, what good is the church for when you cannot trust the priest,
guess the lies are easier to swallow than it is to face the truth but the struggles of tomorrow are the same ones as the past.
Wishing I could prophecy, or perhaps just fade away for brand new better day so until my dying day
Living life like a catch 22 (yea ... yea yea)
For every step I try to take yet they wanna push me back (yea ... yea yea)
I aint worried about it see, cause I can handle that (yea ... yea yea)
If the sidewalk could speak it would tell you how (blood is thick)?
while little girls were playing double dutch and look outs were guiding the police,
While they restored the projects (why) for the inside to remain the same,
(why) cause if it looks brand new to me and you we won't feel the need for change, its got me pasing back and forth on concrete,
Wishing I could prophecy, or perhaps just fade away so until my dying day
This one is for (my profess)? that don died way to soon in the same block with the cracked rocks and another closed down school.
For all the precious babies with fathers locked down with fake crime, for the sleep walking and blind chilling on (ice slain by the mind)?
(69 Boyz)
I had this doll named Red so dope I eat
I had this nymph named Kim a little sexy freak
bout 5 feet tall so sweet and petite
looking good enough to eat from her head to her feet
she grew up on the beach never hip to the game
and fell in love with Red cuz he sold cocaine
you know the kind of nothing went to catholic school
and did the opposite of what her mamma told her to do
me and my darlin we was dance too close
played part wanna ball together for coach roach
we hit the same nymphs and wrote the same room
and both graduated from the same high school
both went into the game I left and he stayed
but while I'm screwing record labels trying to get paid
Red now came up and got it made in the shade
with 6 birds a week from N-C today
a brand new house that was extra suite
a Hummer, a Benz, and a Lexus coupe
around to his crib all times a night
on the beach clean watching Tyson fight
with his nymph serving drinks in her niglajay
I meet everytime Red looked away
and that there was grounds to leave
cuz playa rule number 3 is never disrespect a man mades squeeze
now Red gets some beef and has a break camp
I thinking that we both about to get fair
but he was like dawg stay and watch the fight
cuz I don't even know if Ima make it home tonight
cuz he had this other nymph he was going to hit
plus he kinda wanted me to babysit
and make sure face stakes ain't invade his place
lay a lady down flat and make her open the safe
he did, Tyson wants to hit his decision
Keel came in stood in front of the television
and I don't know what bun she put
but it's with the t.v. to a cd or Angela Wanbush
now Red in his hummer bumping Master P
while his nymph at the crib going after me
I wish that his girl ain't loves me so much
and that my dawg can't trust me so much
that where I would feel bad hiting his store
on his white leather sofa that he brought from home
but I did it and now that I did it I felt doom
went and took a shower in a guest bathroom
got out the shower put on my clothes
and on the still half bottle on her nose
acting all hype for I was all flossing
I had the miny van back up off me
ran to his room the safe was wide open
Kim right behind me hollering I'm open
you ain't gonna tell me cuz he'll be hurt
if he found out that his man squeeze did it to the work
besides tell on me Ima tell on you
and all the freaky stuff that you made me do
now I'm dead in the middle of a catch 22
tell me what would you do, what would you do, what would you do
Nobody knows what I go through, indecisions made me passive
They say I want my cake and I wanna eat it too
Less satisfied if I don't, consequences when I do
These lessons, they lead me on my way
But when company is tempting me, I'm turned around
But I might wanna go that way
(Don't wanna go that way)
Well, it's catch 22
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
Yes, it's catch 22
(Catch 22)
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
(Damned if I do)
And how many times does it take to learn just one thing
'Cause I keep ending up here?
And I'm not a scientist so I just keep on praying that I won't
Keep getting the same results each day
And I said that I can't be with you
But when you turn away I pull back your hands to stay
(Your hands to stay)
So many days turn to years that brought us here
And we shied through time without too many tears
But we still made decisions, creatin' divisions
So many contradictions, why didn't we listen?
Well, it's a catch 22
(Catch 22)
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
(Damned if I do)
Yes, it's a catch 22
(Catch 22)
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
'Cause when I see you looking at her
I can't stand it, my eyes can't conceive
You gave her the smile you gave to me
I love you selfishly and I can feel so strongly
Oh, how you throw me but still you know me
Oh, you know me
But it's a catch 22
(Catch 22)
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
Yes, it's a catch 22
(Catch 22)
I'm damned if I don't, damned if I do
(Damned if I do)
Oh, it's a catch 22
(Catch 22)
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
(Damned if I do)
Yes, it's a catch 22
We Were Broke So We Passed The Hat Again
we Sat And Waited For A Chance To Say
you Know The Time When We Were Together
then
the Little Trips That We Would Like To Play
a "no-no" Is What You Said To Me
you're Doing Something Thought You'd Never Do
it Ain't Right Cause Time-bombs Were Set For Us
here We Go, Lies And Truths
so Who You Lean On Is Who You Has To Pay
it'll Come Back To You In The Same Old Way
you're Waiting For Them, They're Waitin' For You
the Catch 22, It'll Never Change
we Wanna Pay The Dime To Get Away
we Goin' Up And Down, It's What We Want
i'm So Loaded Now I Can't See Straight
we'll Fuck It Up Until We're Satisfied
i Believe That Time Repeats Itself
we Make It Up In The Middle Of The Night
it's Kinda Cool For Now It's Workin' Right
but More Than Not It Will Take A Dive
so Who You Lean On Is Who You Has To Pay
it'll Come Back To You In The Same Old Way
you're Waiting For Them, They're Waitin' For You
the Catch 22, It'll Never Change
i'm The Bait You Called The Sucker Too
i'm Gettin' Ready Just To Fly The Coop
you Said Sometimes That Thing That Hurt
ain't Nothin', It Ain't Nothin'
i Believe That Time Repeats Itself
we Make It Up In The Middle Of The Night
it's Kinda Cool For Now It's Workin' Right
You never remember where you're from, You got no idea what you done
You came to me with your problems in your hands, and I promised to give you everything I am
You're a living reaction with a brain, Got no feelings cause they cause you pain
Pain spelled out is the title of guilt, It burns out the rotten core of the life you built
[Chorus]
{You bastard, you bastard, you don't do nothing that's not for you
You bastard, you bastard, You're a catch 22}
You been wondering whether I'm alive or dead, and I've been living with your hole in my head
It's the rhythm of the way we live, Born to destroy all we give
You're a living reaction with a brain, Got no feelings cause they cause you pain
Pain spelled out is the title of guilt, It burns out the rotten core of the life you built
[Part 1 - ...As Twilight Descends]
[ verse 1 ]
In your darkest hour of need
Bleeding innocense lies
Searching for serenity
Where even death may come to die
[ chorus ]
Spread your wings and fly away
Soaring high above all your yesterdays
[ verse 2 ]
Angels wings soak all I bleed
it's raining red as they fly
Staining the world forever
As bleeding innocense lies
[ chorus ]
[ solo ]
Darkness divinity
Endless infinity
Let our journey begin
....As twilight descends
[Part 2 - The Otherside]
Welcome to the otherside
Make yourself comfortable
Lay down and die
[ verse 1 ]
Welcome to lifes CATCH 22
The more you run the more it comes undone
What a tangled web you weave my friend
Buried bones can come back to haunt you again
[ chorus ]
The otherside of twilight The otherside of twilight
Father time is laughing precious years you're wasting
Fucking ignorant
[ verse 2 ]
I welcome you to the minds eye view
As twilight descends then the trip begins
What a twisted game you play my friend
When checkmate is close you start all over again
[ chorus ]
[ solo ]
[ bridge ]
You will never be the same
Once you have seen the pain
Falling from the sky
Angels wings soak all I bleed
As they wait for death to die
Such a lonely space in time
[ solo ]
[ repeat 1st verse ]
[ chorus ]
[Part 3 - Face Your Fate (The Calling)]
Somethings calling to us from the otherside
Tempting us to reach out to the electric sky
Visions of hope and glory through mystic light
Is this the ending to our story
As we fade into..........The night
Face your fear face your fate
Heaven can wait until it's over
Hear the call take it all before it's too late
Nows the time to face your fate
Answer the calling and face your fate
Answer the calling and face your fate now
Darkness divinity endless infinity
Drift into oblivion another space in time
Lose yourself inside the madness
Darkness is divine
Twisting and turning time is burning your soul
Twisting and turning time is taking its toll
Face your fate its coming for you
Face your fate its calling to you
Somethings calling to us
Close your eyes real tight
underneath the city lights
You can hear the noise below your room
Take a real deep breath
get those feelings off your chest
Work it out
and wake up in each others arms
Underneath its never over
(looking back over my shoulder)
Looking back over my shoulder
(underneath its never over)
I always said that we would meet again
when we were ten years older
Close your eyes real tight
underneath the city lights
You can hear the noise below your room
Take a real deep breath
get those feelings off your chest
Work it out
and wake up in each others arms
Underneath its never over
(looking back over my shoulder)
Looking back over my shoulder
(underneath its never over)
I always said that we would meet again
Before the dawn is when it seems most cold.
But as sure as the sun rises in the east, we know that
the stream of evolution is a constant flow,
and the current evolution says that I should really go.
Don't you know that every seed wants to grow?
We can't stay underground forever.
They can cut us off as soon as we begin to show.
What they don't know is that the roots still grow.
When the roots pop up... [repeat]
They can try with all of their might to push us down to the ground,
but I know we'll be all right (right?)
They mean to break my spirit through this exile,
but I can use this time to further refine and fortify my style.
The world that we're all living in is in need of a plan for the brotherhood of man.
So I'm off and running fast as I can, and the antidote I'm bringing is the pen in my hand.
We're finally doing all the things we were meant for!
Sad is the man who drinks with himself
To fog up the day that precedes
From sad then to happy from happy to bitter
That bitter old man is me
Hey, drink it all away
(Hey)
I said hey, drink it all away
(Hey)
And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky
And sleep all alone tonight
1 for my headaches, 2 for the road
3 for my family and 4 for the show
5 for my sorrows, 6 for my wrongs
7 to hell with this song
Hey, drink it all away
(Hey)
I said hey, drink it all away
(Hey)
And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky
And sleep all alone tonight
Well, everyone feels the need to belong
Everyone feels the need for a cause
The forces of nature are naturally sure
Song: Straight Forward
No right turn
No left turn
No return
It's my turn now
No right turn
No wrong turn
Now you've turn back and
I've turned around
Inside out and upside down
My feet can't seem to touch the ground
My feet can't seem to find the ground
I'm at that point now in my life
Where all I've said and all I've done
Doesn't seem to be enough
At least thats what she said
Hey get off my back
I'm living for the moment cuz I'm thinking that's all I've got
Hey get off my back
I'm living for the moment cuz I'm thinking that's all I have
This picture
I painted
Has faded long ago with age
As I lie here patiently
You never change
I turned the page
Inside out and upside down
My feet can't seem to touch the ground
My feet can't seem to find the ground
I'm at that point now in my life
Where all I've said and all I've done
Doesn't seem to be enough
At leats thats what she said
Hey get off my back
I'm living for the moment cuz I'm thinking that's all I've got
Hey get off my back
I'm living for the moment cuz I'm thinking that's all I have
Hey... brand new day and Im feelin ok
Hey... Coolie Ranx and catch 22
Got to back up from all these punks
See us everyday and they talk junk
She was the best that ive ever had
now shes gone and im feelin sad
Hey have you seen her
tell me have you seen her
Hey get off my back
im livin for the moment cause im thinking its all i got
hey get off my back
Evilution devilution
Revolution screaming metals on it's way
And there's hell to pay
[ verse 1 ]
I can hear the screams of hate
Echoes of retribution
I can see the country's fate
Legions of revolution
[ pre-chorus ]
We all have one voice
Scream out for change
For change
[ chorus ]
Betrayal
Betrayed our trust
Lies that shine in time turn to rust
Betrayal of the masses
[ verse 2 ]
I can see them standing there
Writing the constitution
All for one and none for all
Seems to be their solution
[ pre-ch ]
[ chorus ]
[ solo ]
[ repeat 1st verse ]
[ pre-ch ]
Hardships faced. We've been disgraced.
Our plans for the land are degraded by menacing hands.
But history's compelling us, telling us to do it all again.
As far as I can see, everything that we had believed
is more true now than ever before.
If the truth be known, we would do it all again.
We got low, down in Mexico.
It seems so far after having been so close.
We got low, down in Mexico.
We lost everything except the things that matter most.
Bureaucracy and hypocrisy are contagious and make us all victims eventually.
You can take my life from me, but we will do it all again.
The seeds of truth will grow.
The people will know of the visions that we have endeavored to show.
And like the river we will flow.
We Will do it all again.
Faceless men who represent no idea or purpose intend
to prevent revolution though revolution,
but we could do it all again.
Even when I die, I hope you won't cry,
for my life has been happily spent in the struggle...
Close your eyes real tight
underneath the city lights
You can't hear the noise below your room
take a real deep breath
get those feelings off your chest
We'll Work it out and wake up in each others arms
Underneath its never over
looking back over my shoulder
looking back over my shoulder
underneath its never over
we always said we'd meet again
when we were ten years older
I hadn't thought about her in a while
until she showed up in a dream i had
laying listless in a bed
with a string of broken hearts
hanging from her fingers
I said, "lets take a drive with a pack of camel lights
into the middle of nowhere and talk about our lives
hear me say, listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out
chin up chin up till it touches the moon, sad and forsaken one
its you i'm talking to
You can't take it back?
You can't take it back?
Thats bullshit
I took it and crushed it and painted it black
I swallowed the match
its burning at my insides
hear me say, listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out
chin up chin up till it touches the moon, sad and forsaken one
its you i'm talking to
Close your eyes real tight
underneath the city lights
You can't hear the noise below your room
take a real deep breath
get those feelings off your chest
We'll work it out and wake up in each others arms
Underneath its never over
looking back over my shoulder
looking back over my shoulder
underneath its never over
we always said we'd meet again
when we were ten years older
listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up. Silence, Can't let it go, got to get it out
listen up, silence, can't let it go, got to get it out
chin up chin up till it touches the moon, sad and forsaken one
[ t.j. berry ]
i see a light that s shinin'
through the darkness far away
[ pre-chorus ]
its in the corner of my mind
its for the sake of all mankind
[ chorus ]
like the eagle flies away
to return again someday
never lose hope in your dreams
stand up and tell' em what you mean
i hear the voices callin'
you must find a better way
[ pre-chorus ]
[ chorus ]
never lose hope in your dreams
remember things ain't always what they seem
like the eagle flies away
I love you.
I miss you.
Forgive me my ineptilude.
And I will change my attitude.
I'm whinning and pining for sweet embraces never known.
A harvest from a seed unsown.
Time is on my side and I understand my life.
Make a choice to move onward.
But I admit I can't commit and I will not decide.
Dim light shines brightly in pitch black.
Bright enough to find my own way back.
Push forward or you might lose your chances.
Or take less with me.
Regress with me.
And savor true romance.
Broken homes as far as the eye can see.
Bird's eye view: An ocean surrounded by
cubicles and fast food restaurants with nothing
but standard utility vehicles and smog in-between.
No one knows who is in control but underneath
them lies a bottomless pit. Everyone clings to
the sides and they use one another to reach the
crown of it. It's getting oh so dark in here now.
He's grabbing at my ankles. I'm grabbing at his.
Don't let go! Until all that's left of dreams of Venus.
The appendix of a system that doesn't need us.
One machine tells the other not to feed us.
They only want more. We only want more.
We're all getting nowhere confused.
Which way is up? Which way is down? I'm falling down.
I wonder which moment I decided to care?
Decided to wear the burdens of thousands of years.
We all live life like the sun and the moon
fucking in the afternoon.
The light it doesn't get through but it gets by.
One machine tells the other not to feed them.
They only want more. We only want more. Just let go.
10:00 I was gonna write a letter but at 1:00 is when I opened up my eyes. 3:00 turned into 5:00. I watched the day pass me by. 6:00 I was changing through the channels. And at 8:00 the stationary called my name. 9:00 the time I stopped impossible that day I didn't speak. Dear loving friend I meant to write shoudl've but the time just wasn't right. Some things I'd rather leave unsaid and I'm sorry that I did. So here's a letter that I never sent with all the words I never said. I never wanted you to leave but you left said I never wanna hold you back but I want to hold you back. Sincerely yours.
Went to the corner of second and main and there was someone there who mentioned that they hoped that it would rain forever, forever, so they could drown in peace. Went down to the hodskin p.l. but there was nobody to answer when I rang the doorbell forever, forever so now I'm sad all the time. Sick and sad again. Sometimes I'd like the rain to end. Sick and sad again. Sometimes I'd like to stand on my own two feet. Today was the day but she threw it all away and I could never understand 'cause she was never one to play by the rules of the game her and me we're so the same I try so hard and I never give in and I am never satisifed until the day that I win agaisnt them but I don't care I'll follow her to anywhere.
here i am alone again the box in my closet is my only friend but i never let that bother me because i got myself and i set myself free im alone when im with everybody else like a book i've read about a million times well i know what i will read and i know what i will find no need to go on but i go on anyway and when im satisfied i ask you why'd you go away? ...hey stop it i dont want it anymore
Run run run all you do is fucking run but you'll never run away from yourself. I know it's hard but you've been then before and you know you're gonna be there again. I don't care what the stars may say because they always feed their bullshit to me. It's kind of sad how you lost what you had and you're never gonna have it again and so I say:
Hey Sergio, it's getting kinda hot in here. Every other day you don't care what they say because they always leave you two steps behind. You try to smile and it lasts for awhile but they always send you back to the start. Eenie meenie miney mo they shoot down everyone you know and then they leave you there all alone. You wish they'd stop but they never give up and you know deep inside that you're stuck and so I say: Hey Sergio, it's getting kinda hot in here.
I don't want to barge in on your secrey see dependency see it means nothing to me I don't want to hear about your problems and I don't want to listen to your apathy see You're not like me see You mean nothing to me All your cash doesn't make you any greener.
I don't need anyone to tell me what to feel. I don't need anyone to hate the world with me. Day in, day out It's not that bad. I worry and I worry but you'll never have to worry again, you'll never be alone. In my room with a bucket full of phlegm I don't need a music scene to tell me who I am I should have got a warning should have came a year ago should I sent her a birthday card? My conscience tells me no.
Staring out the window of somebody's pickup truck well I never mind the boredom cause I use it for a crutch just to get me to that plae its a different state of sane and everytime I try to change I always end up quite the same thinking back to happier days when everyone was ignorant and all the kids behaved but me and my friends and the ice cream man that was our existance that was our clan this one goes out to the friends I never had: hey I don't understand but I'd like to anyway hey I don't understand but I like it anyway hey I don't understand but I like you anyway hey I don't understand Shelter in the city we decided to go in and I gave a man some money to buy herion but the homeless man returned and he gave me back a dime he said, "put it in your sock my friend and save it for another time" but: lessons are learned and later unlearned if he knew then what he knows now well he could rule the world but I'm not one to judge what happened yesterday cause I got me I got myself my future is at stake this one goes out to...
I'm leaving here today. I'm gonna go real far away from here. I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met in high school. But she's not gonna get away this time. I'm gonna keep her by my side. Not gonna lose my grip on you. I'm gonna somehow make it through this time. Not gonna fuck up like I did back then. Maybe I'll even fall in love again.
And when I try to make things right. I always seem to lose the fight. Can't seem to hold on to my life. So I go on through the pain. That's why I'm leaving here today. Won't make it any other way. Cigarettes & sleep are the only things that keep me from losing my mind maybe in time you'll know that. Without you I am nothing I have always acted blind. I'm never coming home because you left me all alone last night and you never even showed up in the morning. And so I try to find a way to hold it in. I guess you win this time. Good friends are hard to find. [Repeat Chorus]
We come on the sloop John B My grandfather and me Around Nassau town we did roam Drinking all night Got into a fight Well I feel so broke up I want to go home So hoist up the John B's sail See how the mainsail sets Call for the Captain ashore Let me go home, let me go home I wanna go home, yeah yeah Well I feel so broke up I wanna go home The first mate he got drunk And broke in the Cap'n's trunk The constable had to come and take him away Sheriff John Stone Why don't you leave me alone, yeah yeah Well I feel so broke up I wanna go home So hoist up the John B's sail See how the mainsail sets Call for the Captain ashore Let me go home, let me go home I wanna go home, let me go home Why don't you let me go home (Hoist up the John B's sail) Hoist up the John B I feel so broke up I wanna go home Let me go home The poor cook he caught the fits And threw away all my grits And then he took and he ate up all of my corn Let me go home Why don't they let me go home This is the worst trip I've ever been on So hoist up the John B's sail See how the mainsail sets Call for the Captain ashore Let me go home, let me go home I wanna go home, let me go home Why don't you let me go home
Pick you up in the suburbs tomorrow. We won't tell, they won't follow. Pack your bags, and put all your trust in me. Never had a gun to his head, that's what he said, that's why I shot him dead, with the vengance that his daughter fed. I've always been a sucker for a brown eyed, punk rock girl, and for her I'd shoot the world.
Shoot him down. Shoot him down for all the nightmares. Shoot him down. What goes around will come around. Shoot him down. your father is also your pain. I love you and for us I'll shoot him down.No remorse. We've got no time to look back. The cop is on our trail and we're driving in a Topaz. Stuck in no-man's land, between the body and mind. "Drop your gun!... Put your hands behind your head!" Turn around, pop a clip, hit him in his chest. Home free, and we're headed for the border. Spending time in Mexico, Tijuana. Drown our shame then start our lives again, in California.
Next thing I know, I'm all alone in a motel. No explanation, no letter goodbye. I can't promise much, but I do promise this. I promise to find you. So I can remind you. I loved you and for us I shot him down.
Well, hello. How are you? Won't you pull up a chair? Won't you tell me your story because I really do care about talking away. Here's to me, to you, to us, to everything, I hope it never falls apart. We're talking away. Well you look so fine, and you seem so kind, and I've got to say that i'm having a good time dancing away. Here's to me, to you, to us, to everything, I hope it never falls apart. We're dancing away. Could things get any better now? If they can, I cannot see how, but as the time goes by, you stop and sigh. You stop and sigh and then you wonder why. I can't stop this feeling, as i'm walking away, and I could never understand half the things you'd say, as we're walking away. Goodbye to me, to you, to us, to everything, because it fell apart, as we're walking away. Things weren't better then. You felt that you had to pretend. But as the time goes by, you stop & sigh. You stop and sigh and then you wonder why.
I just said I love you to a girl I haven't seen since December, I remember, she was close enough to me. Now I'm growing up and throwing 'round some words to reassure, that I'll always love her, because I loved her once before. And I don't care cuz I'm backed into a corner, and lifen's not fair, so I'm breakin' all the rules. Day by day don't walk away. "you've got a good thing going on," I tell myself it's like throw it all away or stick around. Around away with it I don't wanna stay with it. Pass it on. Be strong, hold on, not long ago and every day is the same thing, tomorrow is the same thing. I hold my head in my hand.
Everything that I do, everything that I say, everything that I am, everything seems so wrong. Am I dramatic or am I empathizing with myself? If it's selfish, I don't want it, but I know it too damn well to forget it. Forget it. I don't want it anymore, and I just said I love you to a girl I loved before.
He wakes up sad again, wonders when the rain will end She'll act like she don't care cause to her it's just a game ...that he plays I'm a super I'm a nothing I'm a no one going nowhere going fast but I don't care All the times he said he would she never really understood what he said or what he meant he won't forget what wasn't said He'll find himself alone standing in the rain.
Saw it on the television, heard it on the radio. This in truth, is not yet the end. Bus station, it's 4 a.m. Took a taxi to the city. Matt Ball left. Looking too familiar and I don't know how to feel. Not a penny in my pocket. I'm a stranger. Wanna get home. Spare some change, sir? Wanna get back home. Wanna get back home. 40 miles across the Hudson. Those train tracks. Get back. Can you smile? Here's another joke. Have you got another smoke? I'm broke. Sounds good, but I don't know.
I don't know but it sure sounds good to me. I don't care because I still don't know. The way it is, the way it was, the way it's supposed to be. I don't know but it sure sounds good to me. I heard this city never sleeps. I heard this city never sleeps, but its eyes are half-closed. Not a passerby. Babycry. I suppose, that I'm selfish. Stuck and I don't give a fuck. Twenty one. Morning comes. I've heard and had enough. I have no friends It hurts so much to be alone. I wish this night would fucking end. I close my eyes and dream of home.
I wish this night would fucking end. I close my eyes and dream of home.
One year ago today, I tossed away, a quarter that I should've saved. I faked a farwell fantasy and misbehaved. I never made an effort. My conscience went. After all the time I spent. The dollars that I dropped on you, I thought you'd say you miss me too. So here I am, a friend, the end, I meant to disregard that birthday card, nailed upon your wall he sent. I meant to turn my eyes from everything. I shouldn't see. An oath I took, you kissed my cheek. Cried yourself to sleep, but never would you admit to me.
I always laughed when you laughed. Cried when you cried. Danced when you danced. I lied. San Francisco payphone. So far from home. So many friends, and I'm alone. I faked a farewell fantasy. I lied. You bother me. My conscience gone. This conversation's dragging on. There was once upon atime when you would miss me too. So here I am, a friend, the end, I meant to disregard that birthday card, nailed upon your wall he sent. I meant to turn my eyes from everything. Never made a promise. An oath I took, I kissed your cheek. Cried myself to sleep, I won't admit that you see.
I got no cash, got no girl, but I got the world in the palm of my hand and I don't care if you care or if you understand because i'm a little kid and I've got little problems and I don't give a shit if you don't understand because: I got me. That's all I need. And I live comfortably, and I sleep peacefully. I give up. I don't want to hear, I don't want to be near you or your friends and your dime a dozen miseries. I don't care if you care about the way you wear your hair or your shoes or your idiot attitude. Don't stop because I want to hear your problems. Don't you stop because I want to help you solve them. Don't stop.
Point the blame picture frame Playing by the rules that's why you're losing the game. I think I heard it through the walls in the bathroom stalls, or maybe in my yesteryears hanging out in the halls. We've got the rhythm wrong It sounds just like a Phish song. "Please her with a tweezer, I'll stick it in the freezer." So, brother say what you want. I never know what you want from me. I'm moving up, moving on. So, say goodbye because I won't say goodbye to you.
Point the blame picture frame Playing by the rules that's why you're losing the game. Point the blame, windowframe. Losing because you're playing by the rules of the game.
Somebody said it once before but I'm really not too sure. Who it was, and where it was, and why I'm so insecure. We've got the rhythm wrong. It sounds just like a Dead song. "Nothing left to do but smile, smile, smile, smile." So brother say what you want. I never know what you want from me. I'm moving up, moving on. So, say goodbye because I won't say goodbye to you.
One Love! One Heart! Let's get together and feel all right. Hear the children cryin' (One Love!); Hear the children cryin' (One Heart!), Sayin': give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right; Sayin': let's get together and feel all right. Wo wo-wo wo-wo! Let them all pass all their dirty remarks (One Love!); There is one question I'd really love to ask (One Heart!): Is there a place for the hopeless sinner, Who has hurt all mankind just to save his own beliefs? One Love! What about the one heart? One Heart! What about - ? Let's get together and feel all right As it was in the beginning (One Love!); So shall it be in the end (One Heart!), All right! Give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right; Let's get together and feel all right. One more thing! Let's get together to fight this Holy Armageddon (One Love!), So when the Man comes there will be no, no doom (One Song!). Have pity on those whose chances grows t'inner; There ain't no hiding place from the Father of Creation. Sayin': One Love! What about the One Heart? (One Heart!) What about the - ? Let's get together and feel all right. I'm pleadin' to mankind! (One Love!); Oh, Lord! (One Heart) Wo-ooh! Give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right; Let's get together and feel all right. Give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right; Let's get together and feel all right.
I still remember that night it was the fourth of July It's still engraved in my mind and I'm not suprised. Gang wars no guns hand to hand. You're black I'm white he's purple but I still don't undestand. I'm going to be alright I'm going to be okay everything is going to be fine back off. I want to be alone I want to think it out and I'm thinking that I want to go home. Look who's laughing now. I'll pull it off somehow. As I passed her by I could see her cry and I'll never forget the look that was in her eye and the music you know it played on & and on & on so won't somebody tap her on the shoulder tell her life goes on. 3 years 2 months 1 week 4 days I'm always counting down because there ain't no easier way trust me you know that I tried and if I said it was easy then you know that I told a lie. I'm going to be alright I'm going to be just fine. One down five billion to go. Am I the next in line and do I really want to know?
Hmmm C22 These punk motherfuckers now a hip hop crew? Naw, we just having some fun. A little somethin' we wanna get done. Anyone say a word, better shut your mouth biotch. We'll kick your punk ass to the curb Sit your stupid ass on the couch And nod your head to something new Feel it? Na? Fuck you, we do We're on a mission, to beef with anyone who fucks with our ambition So check it and give a listen and let me explain Yo E-rock bring back that instrumental refrain.
Seven different members, meaning seven different names, meaning seven different mouths speaking seven different ways All common goals reamin Still pigeon-holed status quo sucks cuz I haven't changed.
No love for the roadie?
Yo man, you're the roadie, you don't... seven members, seven members, that's it. That's all you got.
Eight! Eight!
Lick a shot-shot. Boom 5 4 3 2 1 wanna make you jump up, it's like a clean cut Slicing through the track with a machete Ready set go A Derringer cover Cover me, cover you I'll take it slow and easy, indiscreetly, I'm completely numb Come come Surburban ragamuffin with a dancehall twist, I'm saying I'm saying I'm saying nothing This Shot a licka say it again kick it and come back for one I'm running I'm running I'm running I'm running It takes some time It's like a dream come true I'm in heaven again We're right here jumping with you Once again again, once once again again
Yo man, I work.
Dude, you don't work.
I work.
Yo, so let me come in real slow. Like 1, 2, I bet you thought you knew about the style we present, so intense cutting through with precision never watered down but you're bound to drizound coming around your town rocking a crowd with the sweetest sound you ever heard fool there aren't no other You wanna talk shit I have your running for your mother Coming in quick you little bitch Throwing a brick up in your window to get your affection So pay attention, learn your lesson on this whole next session When I grip the mic I spit my shit like a veteran Wait stop the beat a second Now bring it back again Catch 22 has come to bump your party and get you jumping and keep it bumping Nah forget about the bump, I'm gonna go and blaze it up
YoI'm saying that's not right.
Step back punk you ain't got no place here...
I'm the one they call Perm so listen learn Gonna make you twist and turn with this beat that I kick it South River, Trax East Fuck with me you'll be deceased 6 foot underground is where you'll be to say the least East Coast Pride until I decide I come in strong gonna bust you in the eye My piece of pie is all I'm looking for Gotta get the door I came to let you know All I rock is eckou Yo what up Bean (Yo what up bro) So let me finish this up quick cuz shit be getting thick So let me go out nice and slick Perm signing off so hand me my sticks I'm not down with this motherfucking microphone shit.
Yo dude, uh, you gonna sing the chorus?
No dude I don't like singing the chorus.
Just sing the hook.
No, no, dude.
Try that.
No, I really don't... check it. Peace.
You'd better recognize man, that ain't right.
Yo bump that man and get behind that table and sell that t-shirt.
It's eight, I said eight, yo.
Na, I don't think so. It's seven.
Whatever, dude.
It's the P-a-t-r-i-c-k with the t-h-c m d-m- a So listen while I wreck it Then listen to the record Check it wait another second this won't take all day I'm the dank natty dread deep banana head Making a six string sing is hard done than said Cuz saying it and doing it just ain't the same They're like fire and rain It's like night and day But at night or day in the AM or the PM You know I'm hitting TM I call 'em like I see 'em So rewind the rhyme stick it in your eye and let the old school open your mind one time
Yo I ?? represent.
No you ain't busting no rhymes, man. The only thing thing busting is your ass if you don't sell those records & tapes, kid.
I do my work.
You ladies better run for cover, cuz I'm the lyrical lover I stimulate and penetrate you like no other I'm a hip-hop transformer, a sexual performer Best get out of my way Cuz I'm turning the corner So let me start with my present I'm the phat Illmont resident, getting more play than our current president Ladies start the bump Let's get the bass to thump I'm Ian and I'm calling out the motherfucking chumps Cuz I'm badder than Darth Vader I'm called the Terminator Lyrically you all know that I'm the dominator You're not ready for me and all that I bring cuz I float like a butterfly and sting like a bee So now you all know it's true that the C22 crew is coming for you with a beat that's brand new That's right cuz I'm the big smooth and you be feeling my groove Yeah I'm the motherfucker showing Jordan his moves.
Yo I'm not saying it again, I want props.
Yo you best step away from the mic before I get Ike Turner on your ass.
Aw fuck You wanna get jumped chump punk? Come press your luck by our whole crew we all stone you, own you, for a while you just wasn't looking But what you gonna do? (Whoo, is that Mingus over there?) Yeah you hear me talking Spitting out the candy for your ears Move your rears to this Ghetto booty shaking Taking it all and yo raking the dough in ho And me and my boys in 22 you just don't know we be pimping in the clubs with my man Jeff singing reggae dub with Perm, TM, Ian, and KG, Kirk E. Fresh, me I'm Mingus and our boy J-E.
Merch guys and roadies around the world this is your time so grab your girl It's time to show you what we do We're not your little tools TDE is down for me as I kick it old school. East coast Jersey represent don't fuck with me cuz you can't repent What you say will come back to you If you doubt me just test my crew Don't break my trust cuz I'm no fool and you starting rumors doesn't make you cool Just a punk ass bitch with too much time and until you talked shit everything was fine But now it's too late what's said is said, You're getting fucked up this is the end. Biotch.
Neverending story but the lesson went untold. She knew it all along if she just could take control of the situation. Investigation. Try to tell the story even though she couldn't take it. Was it suicide? Why did she have to pull the trigger? Was it burning her inside? Or did she have an itchy finger? Can't shake that picture. It's not the way I want to miss her. I can't believe that all the memories just fade away.
Next thing I know, I'm a cult. I'm trying to get the hell out but Mephisto ain't no motherfucking joke. I could choke, but instead I clear the smoke. Take a step back try to clear my head and find myself again. I don't need your help because you're not my fucking friend! Blind man stood by the road and he cried. Blind stood by the road and he cried. Blind man stood by the road and he cried. He was lost without her. He couldn't move on. He tried to find salvation with a needle in his arm. He can't feel it. He's fucking numb. He asked for my help. I told him, "You're the only one who can save yourself. You've got to grip real tight. The battle's half won if you make it through the night." Neverending story. Never seems to bore me. I go to sleep at night just to dream it all away.
Not long ago in my high school days I watched a girl from so far away But everytime she passed me by I turned my head away and quietly sighed. And when she walked by her hair would dance, a secret tango that only I could understand and if she asked for the time of day I'd look her in the eyes and quietly say: Kristina Kristina Do you have any clue who I am? (hell no) So listen up because I'll tell you once and I'll explain myself the best that I can. Kristina Kristina You don't know me so I'll have to persist. You don't know me so I'll have to persist. I'm kind of shy so don't wonder why Kristina she don't know I exist. From class to class I followed her, but I swore I'd leave her undisturbed and if she ever stopped by and turned around I got so nervous and I stared at the ground. And then one day in photography I foud a contact print that I could not believe and there she was staring back at me so I took her home so quietly. 1.17.98 it's been a day that I've come to hate. As I walked into the video store there she stood as my jaw fell to the floor. Tapping her toe, waiting in line, with a movie and some other guy Why did I bother? Why did I care? About this girl named Kristina Behr? Kristina Kristina You'll never get to know who I am. This is goodbye so please don't cry and I'll let you down as softly as I can. Kristina Kristina another name to cross off my list. In another life it could have been nice but Kristina she won't know what she missed.
It was the summer of '95 (so what?!), in the backyard, shaving the old plies. Feeling so strong, something went wrong. Straight into my finger, what a stinger, it was so long. I still remember that day, like the day that I said that I swear, "I'll never hurt myself again", but it seems that I'm deemed to be wrong, to be wrong, to be wrong. So i've got to keep holding on... they always played a slow song. When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk, with a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest.. Singing "my, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die by the end of the night." I still remember when we were young and fragile then. No one gave a shit about us because times were tougher then. Feeling so good, cruising the hood; straight into the real world, rich kids never understood. But I don't care. I can fade away to anywhere. Don't stop because you might get dropped and if you do who's going to pick you up. Well I won't... they always played a slow song.
It takes some time you look at me you don't like what you see i don't like who i am i can change, i can change it takes some time in your factory if there's a recipe just tell me what to do and i'll slowly rearrange it takes some time so bare with me you're always there with me looking in the mirror it's much clearer now, i hear ya now echoes in my ear i can change but do i want to? nevermind...everytime...what you say...when you want it find myself inside myself and no one else can find it for me find myself all by myself and no one else can find it for me It takes some time too much time with you i don't know what to do taking time is wasting time and i'm not wasting away mine someone is telling me, yelling and selling me to their whole crew rendez-vous it takes some time so don't bother me you don't like what you see looking in the mirror it's much clearer now i hear myself echoes in my ears i can change but i don't want to fine the way i am i can change but choose not to it takes some time but watch is gone and all my clocks are wrong so, i don't have the time to change i can't change for you or anyone i think i'm enough fun the way that i am and i'm finding new friends and i'm not gonna not gonna change who i am Find myself inside...
i dont need no stupid reasons to go around always treating everyone with impunityim better than you/ im better than you think take it easy im better off this way i dont ever get to feeling for you cant you see that i dont give a shit about you/im better than you/im better than you think
You say that you don't know me and you couldn't if you tried and your ignorance amazes me with every single lie. You say one thing and mean it then but then you can't decide. I would like to know. What did I do to earn your disrespect? An overrated importance of superior intellect. The words I say are not as big but does that mean a thing. I guess that I'll just stop. Trying to impress.
I look at you and wonder what you're thinking. And what you say when I turn my back to you. Your arrogance powers your ego. You say that I don't know you but I've tried and tried and tried and I don't know what you're thinking when you look into my eyes. Is it positive or is it negative the trend. And it's funny the way you thought of me when I thought that we were friends. I'm glad it all worked out. The way I knew it would. I'm glad that I can stop. Trying to impress. [Repeat Chorus]
It could've been different if I sang the song so long ago, and now I'm feeling like I'm stuck in slow motion again. But all I've got is time. Running around in circles, just to find that peace of mind. And you know I'm gonna get what's mine. I've lost touch, too much sympathy. Follow me, don't bother me. Fragments of each sentence representing anything I think. And still I try to smile, and still I try to laugh. And still I'll never change, I'm stuck here studying the past. So count me in. No, count me out, because it happened again.
It could've been. Should've been. Would've been different. It could've been.
It could've been different if the frgaments of each sentence were reminiscent of a sing-along song I sang so long ago. And still I try to smile, and still I try to laugh, just to find that peace of mind. And you know I'm gonna get what's mine. So count me in. No, count me out, because it happended again.
She falls fast asleep, in her Glassboro apartment, dreaming of what she wants to be. So she just organizes photographs she's taken in this year that's past, loves nothing more, adores her memories. Does she miss any kiss, that I placed upon her lips. Does she have a photograph of me at all? That day she walked away. I turned my head and didn't pay attention, said California is my final fall. Last time I saw her was the first time that I saw her cry. She had a boyfriend and a tattoo of a butterfly. Biology, photography ambition, was enough for her to leave me. I swore I'd find on the other side. Bloomfield Ave. I'm sick of pickin' through the dumpster. A meal. I hold a gun but I can't feel it to my head, hum a song, say goodnight, it's all wrong. It's alright. I close my eyes and take a bite, bite, bite. Close my eyes and take a bite, bite, bite. Close my eyes and take a bit.
Another thing I should've said, light another cigarette, another thing I left behind ashes to ashes we all fall down. I'm homeless on the west, she's on the east. I only wish that I could see her one more time. To remind her that I love her and I shot him down. Now she's in that crazy town again. Hitchhike my way across the states. I'm banging on the door. She's passed out on the floor. Sawed off shotgun by her side, no one heard her cry. My tears roll down the wood of our old neighborhood. I saw her through the window but I didn't have the strength to knock it down. Down. Down. Didn't have the strength to knock it down. Down. Down. Didn't have the strength to knock it down.
She was diagnosed on a Friday, the kids were almost home, the kids were on their way back home from school, lying face down in the gutter of unaccomplished dreams and broken memories of things to come, "Sorry ma'am, I really am. I had to break the news. I had to make the phone call to tell you that you're due, you know where, I'll tell you when, and I suggest you start living these next three weeks, the best way that you can." Every night for three long weeks, she'd roam the hallways half asleep and as the footsteps fade away in my mind, I could swear, I could swear, I heard her say: Don't wait for me, I've got a lot to do I've got a lot to be and in the end maybe I'll see you there. Lost her strength on a saturday. Spent the day in bed. Yeah, I'm fine, it's just the flu she said with a smile, but when they turned their backs, the tears would flow. She knew she only had a while to live to breathe to see to be to bleed to stand on her own two weakened feet "and so I pray everyday: don't take my mother away" and in the end maybe i'll see you there. You know i'll see you there and in the end i'll see you there.
Another fucking day, it's still a nine to five, I swear. I don't want to reach the top. I don't want to be a millionare. I know that it may sound crazy, but it's driving me insane. Staring out the window of another fucking train.
We're walking arm to arm. I won't follow. Arm to arm. I won't lead. Arm to arm. Beside me until tomorrow. Arm to arm. You're walking arm to arm with me. I'm feeling kind of homesick when I smell the old pine tree. I felt you in the breeze, I close my eyes, it's not so easy for me. Once or twice, three times a charm. We were walking arm to arm. I wanted that for so damn long, but now it's gone. I've never been so wrong. Drop me a line. Tell me everything that I've been missing. Won't you drop me a line. Tell me where you're gonna be when I get home. 2000 years more won't end this war, my brother. Half empty, half full. You're pushing, I'm pulling. Back in '96, sometimes I sit and reminisce. Took the train to Hoboken, I didn't know it then, but that is when I found my place outisde this so-called structured life. Married to my only love and music is my wife.
Bye bye Miss American Pie. I drove my Chevy to the levy but the levy was dry. The good old boys were drinking whiskey and rye. Singing this will be the day that I die. This will be the day that I die.
Cemetery break the stone Mom was right, shoulda stayed at home Seems like all the good old days are gone Back and forth and side to side A lonely boy, a mans disguise Another silhouette against the sky Overcome the obstacle of animosity Take me to my old back yard, security and family When all is said and all is done Iüm not the only one When all is said and all is done Take it all for granted, I donüt mind its all been handed down to me But ill give it back someday Once upon a time a tale, began on a television now I watch it slowly spin away Overcome the obstacle of animosity Take me to my old back yard, security and family When all is said and all is done Iüm not the only one When all is said and all is done Clean the slate, turn the page Lonely boy has paved the way Mom was right, I should have stayed at home When all is said and all is done Iüm not the only one When all is said and all is done Iüm not the only one When all is said and all is done Iüm not the only one When all is said and all is done seems like all the good old days are gone
Well I know I shouldn't care but I do & I don't and I always crack a smile when I see your punk rock clothes and you try try but you never fit in and you're never going to so pack it up pack it in, so there Steve took three or four Heather took more. She lit a cigarrette and they're walkin out the door with a semi automatic and a ski mask on they look to one another and they say to themselves "what fun". Well I never want to bother and I never want to hover over his or her affairs because that's not fair and it seems to me that you're running out of time and it seems to me like you're never going to do what's right Jack dropped 21, Jill 22. The look in his eye said "Brother what are you going to do with a 9mm and a three piece suit?" they look to one another and say "hey motherfucker, who's the fool?"
You, you try, you try to get by. "You're never going to pull it off", "You shouldn't even try" "You're a wet cigarette", "You're always second best", but they're never going to give a shit about anybody but themselves. You fight for them to realize; there's more to life, there's more to you, there's more than meets the eye. And when you're done, the battle's been won. You sit back, you smile and this is what you hum, you hum: ....12341234.... The years go by, the time it does fly. Every single second is a moment in time that passes oh, so quick and it seems like nothing, but when you're looking back, well it amounts to everything. I've got myself. I've got my friends. I've got my little family, but that's not where it ends. This one goes out to you, it goes out to everyone. It's in the name of honesty because life has just begun. .... 12341234.... Look around little brother, Can you tell me what you see? You're a big boy now, so take responsibility. You never had it hard, but now it's getting tough, so you whine, whine, whine and you say you've had enough. You say i'm full of shit That i'm a hypocrite I shouldn't talk, when i can't take the advice that i give? Well maybe you're right, but open your eyes: the main difference here is that i try, try.
I'm back, I'm back
What you think about that?
I'm back, I'm back
To show you what you lack
I've read every page
From front to back
And memorized
Each and every stack
Can you see scratch of friends
I found a new tactic
For stabbin you in the back
For the way you've acted
OMG did you see
How shitty she can be
OMG I disagree whole heartedly
Messages leaving dirty deeds
Or so it seems
You are only my personal
Dopamine
You are everything I see
I'm the catch 22 with a birds eye view
And for a smart girl, you're good at stupid
Yeah he does it just to do it
Don't bother lying when it's already been proven
If all it takes is usual
A constant life of push and pull
And I don't think that I'll ever be full
No I don't wonder
About the places I will go
No I don't wonder
About the places I don't know
And if you tax for me
For a lack of loyalty
I believe, that you would be
Richer than this whole
God damn greedy control
I have fought the law
And the law won
Doesn't every dog know I wonder just what I've done
Now try and catch me while I'm on the run
I'm the catch 22 with a birds eye view
And for a smart girl, you're good at stupid
Yeah he does it just to do it
Don't bother lying when it's already been proven
I'm the catch 22 with a birds eye view
And for a smart girl, you're good at stupid
Yeah he does it just to do it
Don't bother lying when it's already been proven
S. E. L. F. R. E. S. P. E. C. T.
Self respect is what she was lacking
S. E. L. F. E. S. T. Double E. M.
Self esteem is what she needs from them
Stupid is as stupid does
You never saw how bad it was
And that's why I am here because
To show you how bad it was
I'm gonna save you from
The things that you've done
Don't sweat the battle 'cause
It's already been one
I'm the catch 22 with a birds eye view
And for a smart girl, you're good at stupid
Yeah he does it just to do it
Don't bother lying when it's already been proven
I'm the catch 22 with a birds eye view
And for a smart girl, you're good at stupid
Yeah he does it just to do it
Don't bother lying when it's already been proven
I'm the catch 22 with a birds eye view
And for a smart girl, you're good at stupid
Yeah he does it just to do it
I looks outside and see that everything is perfect
Except for me I'll always be the one who sits and stares
And now it's killing me, it's just killing me
I feel so empty inside
'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes
I feel so empty inside
And it's killing me
I look outside and see that everything is different
You'll never see inside of me, inside just who I am
And now and then you're just my friend,
Someone I could talk to
And it's killing me, it's just killing me
I feel so empty inside
'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes
I feel so empty inside
And it's killing me
I--I'm outside and looking in
I look into your eyes and see that you are perfect
Except for me, except for me
I feel so empty inside
'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes
I feel so empty inside
I feel so
I feel so
You will have the faith
And you will have the power
And you all shall kneel down before me
I am the new god
Touch my hand and I shall save your soul
This is the church of blood
And the baptism by fire
[ verse 1]
In my dreams
God speaks to me
And you all shall be damned
If you don't believe
This is what he speaks
How can you be so weak
And he's laughing all the while
As he pulls your leash
[ chorus 1 ]
Form your own opinion
Don't you buy that shit
Now the preacher thinks
His church is my t.v. set
[ verse 2 ]
69 miles to jonestown
Wacos on the way
Sell your soul to mind control
Operation obey
So let it be written
So let it be done
So many religions
There can only be one
[ chorus 2 ]
Form your own opinion
Under one good god
Now the preacher thinks
I can't see through his facade
[ solo ]
[ repeat 1st verse ]
If I could stay mad enough maybe
I'd leave but you have to understand this runs
twenty-two years deep. Everyone wants it all.
Everyone needs a place. You can destroy or you can create.
All I know is all that I know and
I know we all just beguile the time.
But it all catches up and it's all so fucked up.
Only time will tell. Common ground
can't be found from atop a hill looking down.
Look around. Take me to sleep. Put me to weep.
Can't you see that you've given your souls up for keeps?
We send in poor people to fight other poor people.
We send in our brothers and sisters and daughters and sons.
There is no difference. We send in to kill while
we sit on our asses and watch green screens infotain
all day long. It hits like a ton of feathers.
You're lost again
[ verse 1 ]
Try to keep your head above the water
Better take a deep breath cause it aint over yet
Your lies harder to swallow
Better take a good look at the fishermans hook
[ chorus ]
All this time you've been lost
All this time you've been lost
You're lost again You're lost again
You're lost again You're lost again
[ verse 2 ]
Try to work your way out of the darkness
Try to see the light burning in the night
Your eyes could see tomorrow
Open them up wide you dont even try
[ chorus ] [ bridge ]
[ verse 3 ]
Try to find your way out of the darkness
You stumbled then you fell
In a darkened world you dwell
Your life is in front of you
You just sit and stare and watch it vanish in thin air
So I submit you've failed us twice.
Once is for your brothers.
One is for your brothers and the second's for your sons.
Isolation, mis-education; and for very clever there is looming liquidation.
You put the light of Socialism high up on a shelf
and in effect prevented it from spreading somewhere else.
What have you done? What do you say top those who've died along the way?
Should you tell them that they've died in vain?
Now is when we should all be moving forward, but instead you're falling back.
Don't stop now when we're almost up the mountain, though the view here mighty seem nice.
Expatriate one hundred and then shoot a thousand more.
Expel the opposition to your centrist Thermidor!
The rudeness and disloyalty about which Lenin spoke (says wrote in song)
When you build a world
Made out of lies
The fortress of shame
Crumbles in time
[ verse 1]
Turn my back and you're cutting on me
Face to face it's a different story
How ya doin' how have you been
I just laugh at your two faced grin
[ pre-chorus ]
These eyes are open wide
They've seen it all
I know how to play the game
It's all the same
It don't take long
To see through the slime
[ chorus ]
I - I can see
Through your lies
Underneath
Lies and deciet
Betrayal and shame
Underneath
It seems you're all the same
[ verse 2 ]
No guts no goddamn glory
You stand and shake man I got no worries
Time after time you watch your bridges burn
I don't think you'll ever fucking learn
[ pre-chorus ]
[ chorus ]
When you base your life
On deciet and lies
The dust you kick
Will end up in your own eyes
[ solo ]
[ t.j. berry ]
with a promise and a prayer
and a sparkle in his eye
he goes to work everyday
but he's barely getting by
and at the end of the week
without a dollar to his name
he gets ready for the next
to get up and do the same
[ chorus ]
day in day out
same old song and dance
same shit different day
and his wife wears the pants
disgruntled
with a picture of his kids
and a gun held to his head
he thanks god for a life
that is soon to become dead
and at the end of the note
it says you know my time has come
i don't want this anymore
and i feel my life is done
life is done
with a promise and a prayer
and sparkle in her eye
she goes to work everyday
but she's barely getting by
and at the end of the week
without a dollar to her name
she gets ready for the next
to get up and do the same
do the same
[ verse 1 ]
Wounds that will not heal
Cover the scars of the tortured soul
Like broken machinery
Rusted and in the rain cannot be the same
[ bridge ]
I am damaged inside
I am burning inside
The hands of time keep on turning
And it's burning my eyes
[ pre-chorus ]
Love has no meaning to those who have never loved
Dreaming decieving phantasmagoria
[ chorus ]
I am damaged I am damaged I am damaged
Just another slave to the system
In this dying world
[ verse 2 ]
All that time reveals
Stare at the scars till you're goin' blind
Like broken machinery
Rusted and sitting there far beyond repair
[ bridge ]
[ pre-ch ]
[ chorus ]
[ solo ]
[ pre-ch ]
[ t.j. berry ]
i see the truth stuck between your teeth
i see the way it's gonna be
never really never really cared for you
never really never really cares for you
sittin on the sidewalk
listenin to the small talk
countin the lies-as the shit gets deep
never really cared for you
you never really cared for me
bet your ass i wont lose no sleep
[ chorus ]
spitting
spitting nails
spitting
spitting nails
you ate from the stupid plate
and licked it clean
you have more faces
than ive ever seen
i know the feeling
i know the feeling so well
i know that time will
i now that time will always tell
sittin on the side street
cussin at the concrete
sayin all the things that your mamma don't like
remember what your mamma said
brush your teeth and go to bad
and 2 wrongs don't make a right
Mostly I'm an optimist,
bore my bad news and still persist
goin on about my problems say,
what's wrong with our world today?
It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money,
and keep on going without a doubt.
I never thought I would make it this far,
stumbling between every nightclub and bar.
Every time I seem to catch my big break,
the man call me up says there's been a mistake.
Who can I count on? What can I count on?
Where should I turn to? Why should I be with you?
It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money,
and keep on going without a doubt.
The good times playin, sayin life is good,
it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out.
From day to day I could get so depressed,
but I've never paid someone to be oppressed
in my life when shit hits the fan,
I simply sit back and follow the plan.
It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money,
and keep on going without a doubt.
The good times playin, sayin life is good,
it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out.
Who can I count on? What can I count on?
Where should I turn to? Why should I be with you?
It may sound funny, but I'd give you all my money,
and keep on going without a doubt.
The good times playin, sayin life is good,
it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out.
The good times playin, sayin life is good,
it could be better, don't you dare go ahead and give out.
Who can I count on? What can I count on?
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
I can feel the world's desire as its heart is set afire.
Let it burn as it beats and we'll never be defeated.
If we say that it will happen and we know that it will happen,
it will happen just the same. And we'll be here to lead it.
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
If the government can't fight it they will only try to hide it;
But we're looking in their eyes, through their moderate disguises.
Let the new will of the people overcome this evil.
The stage is set for battle as the curtain slowly rises.
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
Anyone can be another flower on the wall.
Stay true to principle and give your all for all!
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going for the rest of our lives.
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
We could keep this party going...
Today is the day for tomorrow and then some.
[ t.j. berry ]
never ending noones bending
something has to give
one last chance to breed your death
for one last chance to live
your filthy need to feed the greed
done reared its ugly head
the path youve taken has been forsaken-so dont you dare to tread
[ chorus ]
lost all hope
such a shame
all this shit
went down the drain
irritated fucking frustrated
its building up inside
you dont have to say ive been betrayed-i see it in your eyes
the wrecking ball is gonna fall
the hatred bell shall ring
dont face your fear
you better stand clear
when the sledgehammer swings
[ t.j. berry ]
tell ya what you re gonna say-think
tell ya what you re gonna feel-for
tell ya what is real-yourself
tell ya what you re gonna see-think
tell ya what you re gonna be-for
you re nothin-yourself
stand up straight boy and act like a man
you aint but i am
things that i start i always see through
you don't but i do
runnin round in circles like a dog chasin his tail
i swear to god man it fuckin never fails
when it rains you know it always pours
the hungry wolves are howlin at your door
tell ya what you re gonna say-think
tell ya what you re gonna do-for
tell ya who is who-yourself
tell ya that you re goin blind-think
tellya what you re gonna find-for
yeah nothin-yourself
searchin for light when you re lost in the dark
man you re way off the mark
lookin for love when you hate yourself
just stand up and yell
freedoms never free it's the american way
step back and see at the end of the day
double taxed yeah were double fucked
is there such thing as an honest buck---dirty fuckin money------
[ chorus ]
think for yourself
you know what you should do
think for yourself
you know that it's so true
don't let em persuade you to do
anything you don't wanna do
you can be your own person too
just be sure not to confuse
confidence for arrogance
cause in the end it all makes sense
you gotta gotta think for yourself
tell ya what you re gonna see-think
tell ya what you re gonna say-for
tell ya to go away-yourself
tell ya what you re gonna know-think
tell ya where you re gonna go-for
nowhere-yorself
stand up straight boy and act like a man
stop pissin in the fan
hold your head up and look em in the eye
say i'll do it till i die
runnin round in circles like a dog chasin his tail
varietys the spice of life don't let it go stale
don't beat around the bush man cut to the core
god gave you a brain but do you know what it's for?
[ t.j. berry ]
sittin on the guilt step
love and hate -regret
hate and spite -mindset
should ve seen it comin before
thinkin bout the last time
never be a next time
never thought youd cross the line
[ chorus ]
i have seen the writings n the wall
i will watch as your castles fall
down----------------down
fuckin with myself
dreamin bou money wealth
livin in the poor house
should ve seen it comin before
thinkin bout the last time
never be a next time
never thought youd cross the line
[Intro]
I don't understand, why
See it' s burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this, is coming to an end
And it's better for me to, let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time comin
But we done been fell apart
I really wanna work this out
But I don't think it's gonna change-e
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurtin' baby, I ain't happy baby
'Cause there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know, gotta let it go
'Cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta Let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same
Find myself
Callin'her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
And all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I knew I made a mistake
Now it's too late
Now she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo-ooh
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty eleven days, umpteen hours
I'm'a be burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to but you know
Gotta let it go 'cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, you gon learn, you go burn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted 'cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted 'cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (cry)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
Too many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to,
But you know gotta let it go 'cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
She wanted me to tell you to leave.
She wanted me to let you know that you don't understand her, she just needs some time to breathe.
She couldn't have told you better herself cuz she was in love with somebody else.
I don't know why I had to be the messenger boy.
I guess that somebody was me.
Don't know what you got till it's gone.
Don't know what you did so wrong.
Don't know what you got till it's gone.
Don't know why you did it so wrong.
She wanted me to tell her my fears.
She wanted me to let it all go.
I don't know why I said it. I just can't trust anyone, I knew she was true.
I never liked the sound of being alone much.
Just one touch to help with the coldness.
Persuasion was a trait the she held in her hand when she took mine, and I understood then.
Don't know what you got till it's gone.
Don't know what you did so wrong.
Don't know what you got till it's gone.
Don't know why you did it so wrong.
and I did you wrong.
You said I was just like him, but that's where you're wrong.
He never wrote you a love song.
It seemed like no sooner than I got my feet on the ground, the words slipped away.
and baby, I hear you.
know what you're saying and I feel it too.
You've got something I've never had.
The kind of love I can sing about
A hero was part of a movement from the not so distant past,
He and others like him felt the world was changing fast,
So they embarked on a journey with their very best intentions,
And thought that what began with them would never find an end.
Ready set go it's easy you know,
It's easy to get wrapped up in the madness,
Ready or not it's all that they go,
and so it goes
Suspend your disbelief in revolution,
Their solutions were a way for them to change the world they lived in
The rich stay rich, the poor got even poorer
And the world engulfed in war only added to the horror
Unlike the more moderated movements that proceeded theirs,
They were absolutely unconcerned with splitting heads,
They fought for the rights and belief that they might even change the human race,
But global revolution never seemed to show its face
Ready set go it's easy you know,
It's easy to get wrapped up in the madness,
Ready or not it's all that they go,
and so it goes
Suspend your disbelief in revolution,
Their solutions were a way for them to change the world they lived in
The rich stay rich, the poor got even poorer
[ t.j. berry ]
i see the world in color
i see in black and white
blood red is spilling over
i see it day and night
[ pre-chorus ]
you don't like what you see
take a look at what you'll be
[ chorus ]
if you follow into tomorrow
time reveals all
i see this wicked world
i see just what will be
ultra-perversion of reality
[pre-chorus ] [ chorus ]
hello is there anybody out there? please tell me why
the good die before their time
but evil never dies
What a sick twisted world we are livin' in
Kill / marry / f**k where do I begin
I gotta hear the sounds and I gotta hear it loud
To drown out the world that tries to keep me down
I'm gettin' higher
[ chorus ]
Power in the streets
Power in every eye they meet
Nothing but hypocrites
Before they take my music away
Blood on the
Blood on the bricks
[ verse 2 ]
Preacher dont like what I say
I told you once there's hell to pay
Let me hear heaven and nature sing
So far I dont hear anything
But I feel the fire
[ chorus ]
[ solo ]
You said you'd always be there for me, you said you'd always be in my life.
But now, oh now your chasing dragons instead.
You told me I was chasing the moon,
I should have listened up but I'm a fool,
a fool tangled up in your web.
All for the taste of wine stained lips, 200 miles just to get my fix,
it shouldn't be, it shouldn't be
Your bringing me down and I need to get some sleep.
9 miles to happiness,
I know because I've been there before.
9 miles to happiness,
I've got something to live for.
Please tell me old friend, did you find what your looking for?
I'd like to tell you that without you, I'm so happy I could die.
All for the taste of wine stained lips, 200 miles just to get my fix,
it shouldn't be, it shouldn't be
Your bringing me down and I need to get some sleep.
9 miles to happiness,
I know because I've been there before.
9 miles to happiness,
I've got something to live for.
9 miles to happiness,
I know because I've been there before.
9 miles to happiness,
I've got something to live for.
It seems that I can't count all the roads that I've been down.
I seems that I can't count all the towns
that I've drown in and burned to the ground.
Oh what a find when I found this place.
All full of style and second hand love so incredibly cheap.
I stayed for nine months and I stayed for nine weeks.
9 miles to happiness,
I know because I've been there before.
9 miles to happiness,
I've got something to live for.
9 miles to happiness,
I know because I've been there before.
9 miles to happiness,
[ t.j. berry ]
all you want to be
is what you are so you can't see
nothing ventured nothing gained
a still small man is all that remains of you
all you want to see
is what you see so you can't be
something stronger something you cant
all that remains is a still small man
i set my sights on the bigger picture
[ t.j. berry ]
1 a.m. and all ain't well
just goes to show lord you just can't tell
i need someone to ease my pain
soothe my soul and erase your name
i see your face lookin back at me
i guess i'll see it endlessly
[ chorus ]
if i cry would you wipe away my tears?
if i stumble would you break my fall?
if i"m scared would you take away my fears?
if i scream would you hear me call?
3 a.m. and all aint well
just goes to show lord you just can't tell
i"m sitting here in a silent stare
and reaching out to empty air
i see the way it's gonna be
etched inside a sorrowful scream
[ chorus ]
its me again and i still aint well
just goes to show lord you just can't tell
i"m sitting here in this angry chair
still reaching out to empty air
i see the way it's gonna be
A hero was part of a movement from the not so distant past,
He and others like him felt the world was changing fast,
So they embarked on a journey with their very best intentions,
And thought that what began with them would never find an end.
Ready set go it's easy you know,
It's easy to get wrapped up in the madness,
Ready or not it's all that they go,
and so it goes
Suspend your disbelief in revolution,
Their solutions were a way for them to change the world they lived in
The rich stay rich, the poor got even poorer
And the world engulfed in war only added to the horror
Unlike the more moderated movements that proceeded theirs,
They were absolutely unconcerned with splitting heads,
They fought for the rights and belief that they might even change the human race,
But global revolution never seemed to show its face
Ready set go it's easy you know,
It's easy to get wrapped up in the madness,
Ready or not it's all that they go,
and so it goes
Suspend your disbelief in revolution,
Their solutions were a way for them to change the world they lived in
The rich stay rich, the poor got even poorer
[ t.j. berry ]
throw all your pride along the wayside
gonna hit you now from your blindside
cast reflection upon what you think is real
cast reflection upon the way you feel
no one sees the hammer coming down
stop the vicious circle from going round
save your breath cause you can't save the world
the weight upon your shouldrs
is crushing down
[ chorus ]
stare into the looking glass of life - and see your
re - re - reflection
throw all your hate out the window
forget your pain and then just let it flow
on and off out and in then up again
step back and take a look at where you ve been
if you could if you would you know you should
stand in the places where your heroes stood
here it is in your face you re in the race
push em back and put them in their place
[ chorus ]
six feet is all you have to be
That dripping faucet is killing me but i can't move.
Im still asleep and thinking of those dreamy hollow nights.
Who were they to say what was wrong or right?
We knew we had something then. What its like to be young.
What its like to have something so strong.
Go ahead and ask me how long I can keep this up.
Oh yeah, I though forever. Divine was I inside and out.
Imagination and creative wealth
but all the time a stranger to myself.
What its like to be young.
What its like to have somethign so strong.
So inoccent, so confident, a sugar-coated
essence kissed by a grain of salt.
Regression to ignorance sounds
like bliss to me but Im looking back.
This time I'll find my own.
I've played this tune so many times i know
I'll find my way back home.
Divine am I inside and out
A man came by this evening, dancing like a puppet on his strings.
He spoke of engineering. It's obvious he'd never built a thing.
I had to smile and think a while.
I finally shook my head and said,
"Men like you can't build your peace."
His personality, while charming, still betrayed an air of confidence
inconsistent with criminal political dissent.
I had to smile and think awhile.
I finally shook my head and said,
"Men like you can't fake your peace."
A man came by this evening, we spoke about my future in this place.
He asked if the party and the opposition could ever reconcile.
I had to smile and think awhile.
I finally shook my head and said,
(Anderson, Howe)
High vibration go on
To the sun, oh let my heart dreaming
Past a mortal as me.
Where can I be?
Wish the sun to stand still.
Reaching out to touch our own being
Past a mortal as we
Here we can be
We can be here,
Be here now.
Here we can be.
AWAKEN SUNS HIGH STREAM THRU AWAKEN
GENTLE STRONG DREAMS BEGIN HERE AWAKEN
MASS .)(. MASS
TOUCH STAR, SONG, AGE, LESS TOUCHING
Workings of man
Set to ply out historical life.
Reregaining the flower of the fruit of his tree.
All awakening, all restoring you.
Workings of man, crying out from the fires set aflame.
By his blindness to see that the warmth of his being
Is promised for his seeing, his reaching so clearly.
Workings of man
Driven far from the path.
Rereleased in inhibitions
So that all is left for you
all is left for you
all is left for you
all this left for you now.
Master of things. Master of light.
Songs cast alight on you. All pure chance.
Hark thru dark ties. As exists cross divided.
That tunnel us out of sane existence. In all encircling mode.
In challenge as direct. Oh closely guided plan.
As eyes see young stars assemble. Awaken in our heart.
Master of soul. Master of time.
Set to touch. Setting sail.
All impenetrable youth. Over all of our lands.
Ask away. And as we look.
That thought be contact. Forever closer.
With all that's clear. Shall we now bid.
Be honest with yourself. Farewell, farewell.
There's no doubt, no doubt.
High vibration go on
To the sun, oh let my heart dreaming
Past a mortal as me.
Where can I be?
Wish the sun to stand still.
Reaching out to touch our own being
Past a mortal as we
Here we can be
We can be here.
Like the time I ran away
And turned around
And you were standing close to me.
Like the time I ran away
And turned around
(Two, Three, Four)
Why would a man who believed in no god
Sacrifice all he had
To kill or be killed in pursuit of a cause
Was the fate that called to him
And you can say he might be crazy
And some can't understand
That a life spent doing less than all you can would be a waste
There's only one way to truly succeed
And it's not through intervention
To influence the minds of the rest of mankind
Will best serve your intentions
And you can say he might be crazy
And some can't understand
That a life spent doing less than all you can would be a waste
If you just can't make the world what you want
At least you can make yourself
An example for others to learn from and see
The future for themselves...
And you can say he might be crazy
And some can't understand
please go away.
won't you leave me alone?
i'm just so drunk and miserable.
you started with me,
you started with me.
(2x)
what's it gonna be?
what are ya gonna say
to set it all off?
it doesn't take much
these days, my dear.
you started with me,
you started with me.
it started with you,
you started with me.
it started with you.
it started with you,
it ends with me.
wait and see.
hey, look!
what's that sound?
everybody look what's goin' down.
it started with you,
it started with you.
you're so quick to forget
all the things that was said.
over and over again in my head.
it started with you,
it started with you.
it started with you,
you started with me.
it started with you.
it started with you,
it ends with me.
wait, and see.
things could've been easier
if it was all so much slower.
don't you think?
you think too much,
and you know too much.
i'm gonna have to kill you now.
take all your letters and postcards and pictures
and burn 'em and flush it,
forget it, i've forgotten.
i'll see you in hell!
reiterating
the blatantly obvious
throw me a curve,
be spontanious.
(2x)
i don't wanna play this game,
go home.
[ t.j. berry ]
what are we gonna do with the kids these days
drunk at 13 by 11 they re laid
think it has to do with society
shaping their opinion of what their morals should be
[ chorus ]
no hope-no trust no guidance at all
you wont believe what her kids just saw
no hope-no trust no guidance from them
mommys in bed with daddys best friend------its dysfunctional
what are we gonna do with the vilence you say
lock em up quick and send em away
but it never seems to work out like that you see
smack em on the wrist and set em free
[ chorus ]
no hope-no trust no guidance at all
sandpaper justice rubs me raw
no hope-no trust no guidance from them
say the right things and the laws get bent------its dysfunctional
cant you see the state were in today
living life in total disarray
no one seems to have the answers for
love that gets treated like a whore
---one shot at glory---mother fucker
the judge sits there and he wonders why
the crime rates up and the innocent die
who in the fuck is the system for?
if lady justice was real
Sad is the man who drinks with himself
To forget the day that precedes
From sad then to happy
From happy to bitter
That bitter old man is me
Hey (hey), drink it all away
I said hey (hey), drink it all away
And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky
And sleep all alone tonight
One for my headaches, 2 for the road
3 for my family and 4 for the show
5 for my sorrows, 6 for my wrongs
7 to hell with this song
Hey (hey), drink it all away
I said hey (hey), drink it all away
And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky
And sleep all alone tonight
Well everyone feels the need to belong
Everyone feels the need for a cause
The forces of nature are naturally strong
But where's the effect? where's the effect?
Hey (hey), drink it all away
I said hey (hey), drink it all away
Hey (hey), drink it all away
I said hey (hey), drink it all away
And I dance for the light of the stars in the sky
And sleep all alone tonight
Yeah, I dance for the light of the stars in the sky
Some may want to say that were killers
But we do what we must
And we feel we are just
Cutting off the head of the imperial serpent
Taking back the land for the hands
That have worked it.
Critics cry of bloody days
But people still die anyway
The ones who understand their roles
Can help us save the world
History has afforded us this opportune occasion
To form a new foundation
You must first tear down the walls
Some may want to say that were heartless
That were staking our claim for political gain.
But they don't see the power we've harnessed.
With the masses united
It's pointless to fight it.
Critics cry of bloody days
But people still die anyway
The ones who understand their roles
Can help us save the world
History has afforded us this opportune occasion
To form a new foundation
You must first tear down the walls
Critics cry of bloody days
But people still die anyway
The ones who understand their roles
Can help us save the world
History has afforded us this opportune occasion
To form a new foundation
He wakes up sad again
And he wonders when the rain will end
Well she'll act like she don't care
'Cause to her it's just a game that he plays
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care, but I don't care
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care, but I don't care
Well all the times he said he would
She never really understood what he said or what he meant
I won't forget what wasn't said
He'll find himself alone standing in the rain
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care, but I don't care
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care, but I don't care
He wakes up sad again
And he wonders when the rain will end
She'll act like she don't care
'Cause to her it's just a game that he plays, yeah
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care, but I don't care
Well all the times he said he would
She never really understood what he said or what he meant
I won't forget what wasn't said
He'll find himself alone standing in the rain, yeah yeah yeah
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
But I don't care
I'm a super, I'm a nothing
I'm a no one going nowhere fast
Goodbye my friend and mentor, we'll never see a man quite like you again.
In an age of revolution, restitution we sought
You were the spark we were the fuel and we burned bright as the sun.
Those were the days we could have fought anyone anywhere on anything,
and after all these years how could we try, should we try to follow someone else?
I can see the shadows on the foothills east of here;
stormy clouds and thunder in my heart.
We're on this train to nowhere and I don't know if we'll make it back again
because the fire's burning low and the wind is blowing mighty cold.
We're on this train to nowhere and I don't know if we'll make it back again
because the fire's burning low and the wind is blowing mighty cold.
Push push push until we get just what we want, we always
push push push 'til we can get them what they need
We can take the lives of others so that all may truly live,
but the will to truly live. is something I can't give to them.
I can see the shadows on the foothills east of here;
stormy clouds and thunder in my heart.
We're on this train to nowhere and I don't know if we'll make it back again
because the fire's burning low and the wind is blowing mighty cold.
We're on this train to nowhere and I don't know if we'll make it back again
because the fire's burning low and the wind is blowing mighty cold.
Staring at the pieces of my dim reflection as I look into this Black Sea of atrophy
I just got the message of your passing from the man who digs our-
They are digging graves for all our dreams and it seems that they are digging by the clock
I can feel the old corruption peering from the crack, and I don't know if we can fight it back again.
I can see the shadows on the foothills east of here;
stormy clouds and thunder in my heart.
We're on this train to nowhere and I don't know if we'll make it back again
because the fire's burning low and the wind is blowing mighty cold.
We're on this train to nowhere and I don't know if we'll make it back again
Wrong: The whole set of lyrics
[Verse 1]
Come on in and take a load off.
Pour yourself up a drink and we can talk.
Has it really been that long?
How did we get so old?
What's the problem man?
You seem a little cold.
Let's take a walk.
I don't care where we end up.
We'll have a rap about nothing and never shut up.
I can rhyme up with up when i damn well please and it's no bother.
I'll end this verse with ease.
I can't believe you're still mad a bout that.
I can't believe your still living in the past.
I can't believe you haven't figured out that... Figured out that...[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Life is obnoxious.
This I know.
When did you get so serious?
How did you get so cold?
[Verse 2]
Come on in and take a load off.
Pour yourself up a drink and leak it out the top.
Has it really been that long?
How did we get so old?
What's the problem man?
You seem a little cold.
I can't believe you're still mad a bout that.
I can't believe your still living in the past.
I can't believe you haven't figured out that... Figured out that...[Chorus]
I miss you more than you'd ever let you know
Don't forget how we got here
We've built this on the backs of the unrewarded
They saved their sacrifice and died a fruitless death
So with my dying breath I beseech you, soldiers
Don't lose your nerve as you get older
The battle that you fight today is the most important
Though their numbers seemed so strong that winter afternoon
Before the end they all stood on their own
Don't make the mistake of ideological compromises
Consensus won't do you justice
Your passion for your cause does all the talking
Men without conscience will deceive your mind
But not your heart – unless you let them
The struggle will go on as long as you keep fighting
Just don't forget how we got here
Don't forget how we got here
We've built this on the backs of the unrewarded
They saved their sacrifice and died a fruitless death
So with my dying breath I beseech you, soldiers
Don't lose your nerve as you get older
The battle that you fight today is the most important
The Decembrists' struggle of so many years ago
was a battle to convince themselves the cause they chose was worthy of their blood
When faced with odds they didn't like they stood and paused in indecision
Our hearts and dreams sank faster than the sun
Men without conscience will deceive your mind
But not your heart – unless you let them
The struggle will go on as long as you keep fighting
Just don't forget how we got here
Don't forget how we got here
We've built this on the backs of the unrewarded
They saved their sacrifice and died a fruitless death
So with my dying breath I beseech you, soldiers
Don't lose your nerve as you get older
The battle that you fight today is the most important
Men without conscience will deceive your mind
But not your heart – unless you let them
The struggle will go on as long as you keep fighting
Sister sweet sister can you wash away my sins?
Sister sweet sister can you make me pure again?
Sister sweet sister can you take away my pain?
Can you make me pure again?
[ verse 1 ]
Violated no respect for human life
Stupid and senseless
Random acts of violence
Look into the eyes of a mother of a murdered child
Is nothing truly pure?
Not only did her child die
So did a part of her
[ chorus ]
Innocense lost
Hear the cleansing water run
Screaming you're not dreaming
Bad blood through and through
Wicked from the womb
[ verse 2 ]
Persecuted just for the color of your skin
Guilty of being white
Reverse racism
The onlt time we're equal is when we die
Is nothing truly fair?
The only things in life we are guarenteed
Death and taxes the powers that be
[ chorus ] [ solo ]
[ verse 3 ]
The visions faded it's the blind leading the blind
Freedom's never free
Where's the heaven that we seek
Take a look around and tell me what you see
Is nothing sacred? You tell me
Open up your eyes and read between the lies
The truth is still stuck in their teeth
[ t.j. berry ]
welcome to the real world
life aint fair
one moment you have your dreams
then they disappear
slipped through your fingers
into the sands of time
next thing you know
you turn the page
its the final line
raise your weary head and carry on
for a brand new day has just begun
don't just watch your dreams as they drift (away)
tell me what do you see as you sift
through the sands of time
welcome to the real world
life can be hard
you gotta search from within
to find out who you are
try to find the courage
to face the day
next thing you know
there you are
you re on your way
wipe the sleep my son out from your eyes
and take a look into the morning sky
a brave new world awaits you there
[ t.j. berry ]
i know i know what i feel
i see i see what is real
cant pull the wool over my eyes
i see right through all their fuckin lies- lies - lies
[ chorus ]
systems corroding
from the inside
chemicals are floating
up to the sky
skies of black
i hear i hear what they say
i know it doesnt go away
cant pay for what they ve already done
one day youll die just from the sun
die / sun
[ chorus ]
i get the message-i see the signs
i know its coming its just a matter of time
black clouds that roll on by
spell out judgement day
noone can save us now
its far too late
no way
i know i know what i feel
i see i see what is real
cant pay for what they ve already done
polluted minds the death of everyone
There is a consequence coming on in here. That you were
wrong by feeling with the fear. Cause I don't wanna fit
in to represent bullshit. To keep the box bummed we
must keep things rolling. The sun is shining through
the waves of the fans. Jumping through the shuffle
cause I sure don't want it man. I want peace, I want a
little ease and the girls and me (heavy breathing).
I missed all the ... just rub off the dish. But that's
kinda hard cause I've got the chin. I'm just moving on
around the witness and the cop. I'm doing this and
that, but what's it all about. And I don't know you
telling me completely. Cause I want it all in your
mother see G. Turn me down just because I wanna know.
The whole situation uh-how it goes.
I stop bombs. Stop and know which way you have to go.
Really doesn't matter 'cause I'm on a roll. I saw the
people driving, talking to the phone. Calling, talking
each other to the bone. I do the dew and it's a force
all the time. You decide for the peace of your mind. So
we cannot think about the situation. That you got
yourself in a vibration.
I'm gonna get some help (Another middle station, like a
vibration)
I'm gonna get some help (Do you need 'cause I need the
spill G)
I'm gonna get some help (Imagination that causes
sensation)
I'm gonna get some help (Here we go in the system
elite)
I want it and I want it 'til I can't get more.
Worthless nations are what I can't stand for. Really
doesn't matter motherfucker what'cha do. They'll put
you in a situation Catch 22. (Woo-ooh) I don't let the
motherfuckers let you in cause when you come out you'll
be worse than you'll ever been. They make me feel it,
they make me yawn. But god help those who help
themselves.
And when I do things the same all around. And when the
words are in it universe is down. And I don't know
cause I ain't no rocket scientist. I thought you know I
cannot fuck that shit. Imagination is a far way up.
This galaxy's another object of a dove. I like to weigh
down to the bottom of the zoo. But this is not cool
cause the truth is true.
I'm gonna get some help. x7
(Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh)
It's a strange sensation
When you see your face and
Look into your eyes
But you don't recognize them
It's hard to explain it
When you read your name and
See your love, your words and new arrangements
So open up my head and tell me what I'm needing
Yeah, follow me to bed and tell me what I'm dreaming
It's so bizarre, I know I'm saying things I never said
Whatever's next
Positive and negative can only attract
And I'm caught in a trap
And I'm helpless (I'm helpless)
You need me and I need you
So what can I do?
I, I just want the truth
But I'm caught in a catch 22
(Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh)
Idle conversation is a dangerous occupation
Casual remarks can leave you broken-hearted
Even when you're bleeding
Can't bite the hand that feeds you
Who knows, who believes in what they're reading?
Positive and negative can only attract
And I'm caught in a trap
And I'm helpless (I'm helpless)
You need me and I need you
So what can I do?
I, I just want the truth
But I'm caught in a catch 22
(Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
I'm caught in a catch 22)
So open up my head and tell me what I'm needing
Yeah, follow me to bed and tell me what I'm dreaming
It's so bizarre, I know I'm saying things I never said
Whatever's next
Positive and negative can only attract
And I'm caught in a trap
And I'm helpless (I'm helpless)
You need me and I need you
So what can I do?
I, I just want the truth
But I'm caught in a catch 22
Positive and negative can only attract
And I'm caught in a trap
And I'm helpless (I'm helpless)
You need me and I need you
So what can I do?
I, I just want the truth
But I'm caught in a catch 22
Here I am, confused, wondering if I am sane
Can't remember pleasure, I'm buried in pain
Innocence, long gone, lost in a turbulent past
Images racing, I'll go out in a blast
No way to get out of this mission
I'm on a short road to my perdition
Tonight my life will end in flames
I know I'm craze therefore I'm sane
I can't remember how it used to be
This day, my life is over, 'cause I have found my way
Catch 22 is my fate
Whatever I may think and whatever I might see
I am caught in this eternity
And all that I have dreamt since the day that I was born
Will be washed away by the storm
Shattering images controlling me
Morbid thoughts of a future scene
Growing rage is burning in my soul
Let's get your hands cause you'll do it so good
Girl please let go of it?
Look in to my eyes and say that you don't want no more of it
All the clothes are on the floor cause you know just how I do
When it comes down to you girl I'm acting like a fool
Now I see what move never show the bad step
Cause it seems never make good enough
Hey no more girl ooh
Got you make all this on my
I guess you're acting solo got your bags in your bag
I guess you're giving you
I thought I really have you to you through me a clue
Guess the blues it's like catch 22
What;s just happend to
It remind me I just lost eveything
But I promis to
..that we knew
But this will come true, come true, come true, come true, come true, come true
Girl now we knew, we knew, we knew
Yeah I got the blue searching and going through it
Baby, baby come and tell me one word
And I know I see 'em
So wake up I can be a nigga each and every day
I try to find it but my .. try to hide it
How ever you're my best friend
And I know I got to do it girl I don't
That will make tears all over my
Guess you'll make it solo
got your bags in your bag
I guess you're giving you
I thought I really have you to you through me a clue
Guess the blues it's like catch 22
What;s just happend to
It remind me I just lost eveything
But I promis to
..that we knew
But this will come true, come true, come true, come true, come true, come true
Girl now we knew, we knew, we knew
Girl I got the blues cause we know we'll do it
Catch 22, I'm going away every thing I ever know
[Intro:]
Hello? Wahgwan babe I'm in studio, I beg you phone me back around 11 but make sure you txt me before you phone me cause the other half init. Ite babe, ite bye babe, Bye.
[Chorus: x2]
So, So what you wanna do?
I just want it to be me and you
I got a man but I'm pretty feeling you
I'm just caught up in a Catch 22
[Double S:]
I know you got a man and that
But babes that's nothing I can handle that
Cause fame don't faze you, you keep me cool
Even thoe your nothing like a fan and that
You let me meet your fam and that
Smart girl with your life you got plans and that
And it was bait there was bare mixed messages
Even before we began and that
But now, we stay on the phone all night
Conversating till the morning light
And if your man phones in the middle
Babes I'll wait, I don't mind holding the line
Nah I'm a let the future decide
Even thoe right now I'm the ting on the side
I know it's me you wanna be beside
Cause you keep on asking
[Chorus x2]
[Shocka:]
You got a man but I'm feeling you
I got a plan of stealing you
This ain't just words I mean it to
There must be a way we can see this through
I don't have time cause I'm always in the studio
And all your friends see's it to
Their just judging me by cover
They need to open the book and read it through
Cause my heart is actually with you
But music's distracting me to
Cause I'm tryna make you my girl
And take the Stryder path it's a catch 22
So I'm gonna keep this chatting on mute
I got alot of action to do
But before I start
I got 1 question for you
[Chorus x2]
[Vertex:]
I like her and I like her 2
Got myself caught in a Catch 22
1 of them likes going out I'm sure
And the other like me indoors with her locked in
Watching, afew movies
Till we fall asleep to the goonies
My outgoing chick wants the cinema
Lunch at 2 and then hit the theatre
At first when I thought that 2 can run
I never knew my heart only had room for 1
We would have a 1 to 1
Had enough of me coming to the drum for fun
And whenever they asked I kept bluffing
Saying straight it's me or nothing
It felt like I was taking a vote
I choked and said to em' both, look
[Intro:]
Feels like I'm gone' lose either way if, I can't do this.
[Hook:]
I got the best of both worlds and I don't know what to do, being the both of ya'll's girl and I can't choose. I don't wanna lose him, I don't wanna lose you, feels like I'm caught in a - caught in a catch 22
[Verse 1:]
You give me strength, stability anything I want you do for me. Momma loves you Daddy does to but still, that's not all I need. When I'm with him, I experience a passion that' so intense. My girls say I should enjoy, still I need so much more than this. His personality, brings out something in me. That makes me smile but all the while it's temporary. You motivate me to reach the stars, supportive of me I know you are and we could go so far still I can't choose.
[Hook:]
I got the best of both worlds and I don't know what to do, being the both of ya'll's girl and I can't choose. I don't wanna lose him, I don't wanna lose you, feels like I'm caught in a - caught in a catch 22
[Verse 2:]
Sometimes I can't eat, at night I can't sleep, the situation is stressing me. On my mind, who will I decide which one of you will I leave. I don't wanna hurt nobody, but I'll hurt everybody, If I don't choose somebody soon. It's just that the best of you is what's missing in him. And what I like in him is what you've been lacking. It so hard to decide, I wish I could combine, the two of you into one and I'd be done, but in the meantime.
[Hook:]
I got the best of both worlds and I don't know what to do, being the both of ya'll's girl and I can't choose. I don't wanna lose him, I don't wanna lose you, feels like I'm caught in a - caught in a catch 22
[Bridge:]
Feels like I"m gone lose either way if I don't choose today, feels like I'm, gone lose if I don't choose still I can't do this.
[Rap: Brisco]
All I ever wanted was this
But I can't choose who I wanna be with
She so cool, she so fine
She like goose, and she like wine
But I like both, both of 'em hot
It ain't which one, it's which one NOT
Ask myself what should I do, 'cause all this mess go be confused.
I want my cake and eat it too
I call this a catch 22
Now ya'll know just how I feel, I'm just trying to keep it real
In lust and in love with two people
Mama told me these girls are lethal
Follow your heart boy and always be true
Now good God, singing the blues, who will I choose
[Change:]
Feels like I'm
Feels like I'm
Feels like I'm caught in a catch
[Hook:]
Trouble in the streets means trouble in the home
Trouble in the home means nowhere to go
There's nothing to show for all the work
That has been done
Catch 22
You've been caught
What do you do
You mess up when it's going fine
So what's there to do in your spare time
It's up to you if you do the crime
But if you're caught you pay the fine
[J-Zone]
hahah
another day
another fucked up situation
how did I get myself up in this shit
oh my name?
shit, let me tell you a story hold up
[J-Zone]
My name is Dan Quayle but on the low that's the alias
You see I'm on the run cause I could go to jail for this
crime I committed not worthy of forgiveness
In a snaffoo dealin with this young missuss
Met her at a party both a hundred proof plastered
Easy to game, I tapped it
Even when we came back sober
Every other week I stopped over but I went out like a rover
Cause I never pulled the sheet over my meat
Raw dog like a sushi dish word to the crucifix
Pullin out quick in the mix ain't save me
Phone call 2am "I'm havin your baby"
"enough to make a nigga go craazy"
She trapped me
As for college ain't no help from Pataki
cause with a kid I ain't makin no deposits
And the mr? hangin from the closet
Nah those keep the wrinkles out the shirt that she gave me
No abortion? fuck that I'm goin for the baby
"man you goin to hell"
with a gasoline bomber
Laugh at everytime in my life I seen drama
And I hear my kid call my name daily "daddy"
Now I'm on the run from the law cause if they bag me
Her pops is big time in the prison
"phone check fool"
Her brother is a ex marine sleepin with a tek machine
Thinkin with the cock missile had to go and risk it
Now I got a family after me with biscuits
and dyin of my conscious god damn it's the worst
Just a matter of time so my mother bought a hearst
I'm in the middle of some shit, Damn
"a very difficult situation"
"you done fucked up you know that don't you? you know what I'm sayin"
"I said, I, no. I, I thought"
"I'm sayin that you done fucked up now you know that don't you? hehe"
"ah uh.yeah. I"
"you know you done fucked up don't you"
"you know it don't you hehe. you know you done fucked up?"
"I'm through"
"tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do"
[J-Zone]
Give up on life, break north and sniff glue
Just don't know
[Huggy Bear]
I woke up bright & early just to see my PO
He took my pee from me asked me am I working? said no
Said I had 1 week to find employment or he'll violate me
Convict of a felony with a criminal justice degree that's my irony
By the 7th interview of the week I'm feeling bleak
Beggin just to shovel shit in heaps
but when you check yes on the application to the felon question
got a better chance of finding work in Nicaragua during a depression
Hopped on a bus cause my license is suspended
Missed my next interview, the bus got rear ended
This bitch started givin birth
Told her count to 10 in reverse, I watch ER
that shit didn't work
I'm at the employment agency with the vagrants
lookin for some fucking type of vacancy
Step up to the desk the clerk says "let me see, do you have skills?
Do you know word perfect? do you know Lotus?"
um... no ma'am but I know Otis
Dismissed quick, my situation's lookin hopeless
Tried out at ChipNDale's as a stripper
they told me "Drink some Creatine and come back next year thicker"
Now if I don't find work they will send me up the river
Can't even landscape it's the dead of winter
Even got this by pack marked in the Foodmart
Huggy Bear can't even get work as a random shopping cart
7 days and nights slavin, skippin to probation
The PO asked me what is my vocation?
Pulled out a cassette tape and smacked him in the face with it
I'm employed by the Craft Connection and fuck you
Called up Adub for copies of my check stubs
I often thought I'd catch a lift,
To a better place and time,
Where money's not a problem,
Love stories work out fine.
Now I wander through our past
(future's been and gone),
I wander
I can touch the sky,
With you, I'll never die.
Take my Dear John letter,
Better read than dead.
True that I was blinded,
Still too easily led.
Love you and then leave you
Isn't that a crime?
I still wander
I can touch the sky
There are two doors facing your wayOne can lead to ruin
and the other betrayal
Taste this tension in the air
In the wrong state of mind and beyond all repair
Although your mind and heart is racing
The time has come and you're tired of waiting
Nerves are shot, in case you forgot
Take a deep breath cause all this you're going through
We're trapped in a doorless room
Our choices are either stand alone, take the fall
In the name of truth or lose your dignity
It's a Catch 22
In these times, everyone's guilty of crimes
A day doesn't pass where you surrender your trust,
Abandon your youth; Every situation we lose
It's a catch 22
You can look but there's no way out
In these times you know exactly what you're about
So the goal is make it out alive
Live to fight another day if you just take a dive
Although your heart is pounding hard
You're on the edge, keep on your guard
No time to take a break, each nerve is shaking
Losing your mind you forget what you always knew
We're trapped in a doorless room
Our choices are either stand alone, take the fall
In the name of truth or lose your dignity
It's a Catch 22
In these times, everyone's guilty of crimes
A day doesn't pass where you surrender your trust,
Abandon your youth; Every situation we lose
It's a catch 22
Although your mind and heart is racing
The time has come and you're tired of waiting
Nerves are shot, in case you forgot
Take a deep breath cause all this you're going through
We're trapped in a doorless room
Our choices are either stand alone, take the fall
In the name of truth or lose your dignity
It's a Catch 22
In these times, everyone's guilty of crimes
A day doesn't pass where you surrender your trust,
Abandon your youth; Every situation we lose