Fear the Void
Plot
Leonato (Clark Gregg), the governor of Messina, is visited by his friend Don Pedro (Reed Diamond) who is returning from a victorious campaign against his rebellious brother Don John (Sean Maher). Accompanying Don Pedro are two of his officers: Benedick (Alexis Denisof) and Claudio (Fran Kranz). While in Messina, Claudio falls for Leonato's daughter Hero (Jillian Morgese), while Benedick verbally spars with Beatrice (Amy Acker), the governor's niece. The budding love between Claudio and Hero prompts Don Pedro to arrange with Leonato for a marriage. In the days leading up to the ceremony, Don Pedro, with the help of Leonato, Claudio and Hero, attempts to sport with Benedick and Beatrice in an effort to trick the two into falling in love. Meanwhile, the villainous Don John, with the help of his allies Conrade (Riki Lindhome) and Borachio (Spencer Treat Clark), plots against the happy couple, using his own form of trickery to try to destroy the marriage before it begins. A series of comic and tragic events may continue to keep the two couples from truly finding happiness, but then again perhaps love may prevail.
Keywords: based-on-play, bridal-veil, eavesdropping, flashlight, four-word-title, shakespeare's-much-ado-about-nothing, snorkel, swimming-pool
Shakespeare knows how to throw a party.
Plot
"The Three Bilinguals" is a quirky character driven dramedy about a Mexican, a Cuban and a Puerto Rican who meet at the reading of their father's will. The story is about "success, love, family values, diversity and acceptance". These are qualities so important they bring the film to life. Juan Zapatero, the three bilingual's Spanish father is a "naughty" ladies man who travels the world making and selling shoes. As he gets older he finally opens his own shoe company but longs to bring his estranged children back into his life. Unfortunately this doesn't happen... Juan dies of a heart attack. The children, now all grown up, live in major cities: Los Angeles, Miami and New York. We learn that they've all inherited their father's sex drive and deep appreciation for shoes. Julio works at an upscale shoe boutique and is an artist. Jessica has a foot fetish and is a shoe junkie. Jacinto is a drag performer aka Miss "Diagnozed La Kweer" who loves to show off his shoes. They later meet their stepmom Josephine, an eccentric Caucasian woman at the reading of the will. Josephine, who was out of town getting plastic surgery learns that her beloved husband of many years dies of a heart attack. The two never had children together. As stated in Juan's will, "his three children must all live together in harmony for one full year with Josephine before they can claim their inheritance that includes their share of the estate worth millions and their father's shoe empire in a bold attempt to unite his family.
Shoes, Sex & Español
Plot
"The Three Bilinguals" is a quirky character driven dramedy about a Mexican, a Cuban and a Puerto Rican who meet at the reading of their father's will. The story is about "success, love, family values, diversity and acceptance". These are qualities so important they bring the film to life. Juan Zapatero, the three bilingual's Spanish father is a "naughty" ladies man who travels the world making and selling shoes. As he gets older he finally opens his own shoe company but longs to bring his estranged children back into his life. Unfortunately this doesn't happen... Juan dies of a heart attack. The children, now all grown up, live in major cities: Los Angeles, Miami and New York. We learn that they've all inherited their father's sex drive and deep appreciation for shoes. Julio works at an upscale shoe boutique and is an artist. Jessica has a foot fetish and is a shoe junkie. Jacinto is a drag performer aka Miss "Diagnozed La Kweer" who loves to show off his shoes. They later meet their stepmom Josephine, an eccentric Caucasian woman at the reading of the will. Josephine, who was out of town getting plastic surgery learns that her beloved husband of many years dies of a heart attack. The two never had children together. As stated in Juan's will, "his three children must all live together in harmony for one full year with Josephine before they can claim their inheritance that includes their share of the estate worth millions and their father's shoe empire in a bold attempt to unite his family.
Shoes, Sex & Español
Plot
"The Three Bilinguals" is a quirky character driven dramedy about a Mexican, a Cuban and a Puerto Rican who meet at the reading of their father's will. The story is about "success, love, family values, diversity and acceptance". These are qualities so important they bring the film to life. Juan Zapatero, the three bilingual's Spanish father is a "naughty" ladies man who travels the world making and selling shoes. As he gets older he finally opens his own shoe company but longs to bring his estranged children back into his life. Unfortunately this doesn't happen... Juan dies of a heart attack. The children, now all grown up, live in major cities: Los Angeles, Miami and New York. We learn that they've all inherited their father's sex drive and deep appreciation for shoes. Julio works at an upscale shoe boutique and is an artist. Jessica has a foot fetish and is a shoe junkie. Jacinto is a drag performer aka Miss "Diagnozed La Kweer" who loves to show off his shoes. They later meet their stepmom Josephine, an eccentric Caucasian woman at the reading of the will. Josephine, who was out of town getting plastic surgery learns that her beloved husband of many years dies of a heart attack. The two never had children together. As stated in Juan's will, "his three children must all live together in harmony for one full year with Josephine before they can claim their inheritance that includes their share of the estate worth millions and their father's shoe empire in a bold attempt to unite his family.
Shoes, Sex & Español
Plot
"The Three Bilinguals" is a quirky character driven dramedy about a Mexican, a Cuban and a Puerto Rican who meet at the reading of their father's will. The story is about "success, love, family values, diversity and acceptance". These are qualities so important they bring the film to life. Juan Zapatero, the three bilingual's Spanish father is a "naughty" ladies man who travels the world making and selling shoes. As he gets older he finally opens his own shoe company but longs to bring his estranged children back into his life. Unfortunately this doesn't happen... Juan dies of a heart attack. The children, now all grown up, live in major cities: Los Angeles, Miami and New York. We learn that they've all inherited their father's sex drive and deep appreciation for shoes. Julio works at an upscale shoe boutique and is an artist. Jessica has a foot fetish and is a shoe junkie. Jacinto is a drag performer aka Miss "Diagnozed La Kweer" who loves to show off his shoes. They later meet their stepmom Josephine, an eccentric Caucasian woman at the reading of the will. Josephine, who was out of town getting plastic surgery learns that her beloved husband of many years dies of a heart attack. The two never had children together. As stated in Juan's will, "his three children must all live together in harmony for one full year with Josephine before they can claim their inheritance that includes their share of the estate worth millions and their father's shoe empire in a bold attempt to unite his family.
Shoes, Sex & Español
Plot
"The Three Bilinguals" is a quirky character driven dramedy about a Mexican, a Cuban and a Puerto Rican who meet at the reading of their father's will. The story is about "success, love, family values, diversity and acceptance". These are qualities so important they bring the film to life. Juan Zapatero, the three bilingual's Spanish father is a "naughty" ladies man who travels the world making and selling shoes. As he gets older he finally opens his own shoe company but longs to bring his estranged children back into his life. Unfortunately this doesn't happen... Juan dies of a heart attack. The children, now all grown up, live in major cities: Los Angeles, Miami and New York. We learn that they've all inherited their father's sex drive and deep appreciation for shoes. Julio works at an upscale shoe boutique and is an artist. Jessica has a foot fetish and is a shoe junkie. Jacinto is a drag performer aka Miss "Diagnozed La Kweer" who loves to show off his shoes. They later meet their stepmom Josephine, an eccentric Caucasian woman at the reading of the will. Josephine, who was out of town getting plastic surgery learns that her beloved husband of many years dies of a heart attack. The two never had children together. As stated in Juan's will, "his three children must all live together in harmony for one full year with Josephine before they can claim their inheritance that includes their share of the estate worth millions and their father's shoe empire in a bold attempt to unite his family.
Shoes, Sex & Español
Plot
A female Secret Service agent goes against protocol to save the U.S. president from an assassination attempt. She is reassigned to protect the president's daughter, which she considers a demotion. When the first daughter is kidnapped during a hiking trip, the agent and a river guide go to rescue her.
Keywords: abuse, adolescent, agent, american, boat, boy, dancing, daughter, diving, embarrassment
A wake is the region of recirculating flow immediately behind a moving or stationary solid body, caused by the flow of surrounding fluid around the body.
In fluid dynamics, a wake is the region of disturbed flow (usually turbulent) downstream of a solid body moving through a fluid, caused by the flow of the fluid around the body. In incompressible fluids (liquids) such as water, a bow wake is created when a watercraft moves through the medium; as the medium cannot be compressed, it must be displaced instead, resulting in a wave. As with all wave forms, it spreads outward from the source until its energy is overcome or lost, usually by friction or dispersion.
The formation of these waves in liquids is analogous to the generation of shockwaves in compressible flow, such as those generated by rockets and aircraft traveling supersonic through air (see also Lighthill equation). The non-dimensional parameter of interest is the Froude number.
For a blunt body in subsonic external flow, for example the Apollo or Orion capsules during descent and landing, the wake is massively separated and behind the body is a reverse flow region where the flow is moving toward the body. This phenomenon is often observed in wind tunnel testing of aircraft, and is especially important when parachute systems are involved, because unless the parachute lines extend the canopy beyond the reverse flow region, the chute can fail to inflate and thus collapse. Parachutes deployed into wakes suffer dynamic pressure deficits which reduce their expected drag forces. High-fidelity computational fluid dynamics simulations are often undertaken to model wake flows, although such modeling has uncertainties associated with turbulence modeling (for example RANS versus LES implementations), in addition to unsteady flow effects. Example applications include rocket stage separation and aircraft store separation.
Calvin Cordozar Broadus, Jr. (born October 20, 1971), better known by his stage name Snoop Dogg (formerly known as Snoop Doggy Dogg), is an American rapper, record producer, and actor. Snoop is best known as a rapper in the West Coast hip hop scene, and for being one of Dr. Dre's most notable protégés. Snoop Dogg was a Crip gang member while in high school. Shortly after graduation, he was arrested for cocaine possession and spent six months in Wayside County Jail. His music career began in 1992 after his release when he was discovered by Dr. Dre. He collaborated on several tracks on Dre's solo debut, The Chronic and on the titular theme song to the film Deep Cover.
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Justin S. Rhodes (born March 26, 1972) is an American neuroscientist and a professor in the Department of Psychology at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. He is affiliated with the Neuroscience Program, Program of Ecology, Evolution, & Conservation Biology, Institute for Genomic Biology, and the Neurotech group at Beckman Institute. After receiving a Bachelors of Science in biology at Stanford University, Rhodes went on to purse a PhD in Zoology. Under the supervision of Theodore Garland, Jr., he obtained his PhD in 2002 from University of Wisconsin-Madison. After completing a postdoctoral fellowship at Oregon Health & Science University, he held a position as an instructor at Lewis & Clark College for a year before accepting a full-time faculty position in 2005 in the biological division of the Department of Psychology at the University of Illinois. He is an emerging scientist in the field of neuroscience with research interests in exercise-induced hippocampal neurogenesis, neural circuitry involved in addictive behaviors, and brain plasticity in clownfish.
Cameron Jibril Thomaz (born September 8, 1987), better known by the stage name Wiz Khalifa, is an American rapper. He released his debut album, Show and Prove, in 2006, and signed to Warner Bros. Records in 2007. His Eurodance-influenced single, "Say Yeah", received urban radio airplay, charting on the Rhythmic Top 40 and Hot Rap Tracks charts in 2008. Khalifa parted with Warner Bros. and released his second album, Deal or No Deal, in November 2009. He released the mixtape Kush and Orange Juice as a free download in April 2010; he then signed with Atlantic Records. He is also well known for his debut single for Atlantic, "Black and Yellow", which peaked at number 1 on the Billboard Hot 100. His debut album for the label, Rolling Papers, was released on March 29, 2011.
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Aloe Blacc (born Egbert Nathaniel Dawkins III; January 7, 1979) is an American soul singer, rapper and musician. He is married to Australian rapper Maya Jupiter.
Blacc was born in Orange County, California to Panamanian parents. He began his music career in 1995 as a rapper in the hip hop duo Emanon with producer Exile.
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In 2003, Blacc signed with Stones Throw Records and began a solo career. On July 11, 2006, he released his first LP album, Shine Through, on CD, vinyl record and online (on the Stones Throw website).
He then toured across Europe and the U.S. with Emanon, while working on his second solo album.
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Should I have a taste of this
Start and crush your nails
And start all over again
Could this all just be a dream
If I should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
Yeah
Maybe this time I can do it all wrong
Without my foot in my mouth
Without that blind in my sight
Could this all just be a dream
If i should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
Yeah
Oh, oh
Too scared to lose the one
I tried so hard for
Too scared to lose the one
I never had
Nobodies right if everybodies wrong
You can't see white if you won't see black
Empty shell
Shallow skull
Your fight lost
There's no other way
I'm held back
Wake
I'm held back
But i'm awake
The body sleeps as the mind destroys
I'm not you
Never-will
I'm not you
Never be free
I'm held back
Lay your fear on the line and Wake Up!
Now solitude of will has held you still against that wall, Device of former self you cannot help but to disown.
(WAKE UP)
Don't come crying for help when the Fire surrounds you, When desperation calls you will not ply
Don't follow the mass into an endless grave!
You've heard that final main, now
(WAKE)
Now lay your fear on the line and Wake Up!
My quest is, unholy tears
Throw your panic aside and let go!
They bring to light your fears.
The gravity of death is on your breath,
It dwells inside.
Hold fast to your distraction, feeding paralyze your time.
(WAKE UP)
Don't come crying for help when the Fire surrounds you.
When desperation calls you will not ply
Don't follow the mass into an endless grave!
You've heard that final main, now
(WAKE)
Now lay your fear on the line and Wake Up!
My quest is, unholy tears
Throw your panic aside and let go!
They bring to light your fears.
Hold your breath, between the silence, I won't buy your self-reliance!
So don't come crying for help when the Fire surrounds you, when desperation calls you will not ply
Don't follow the mass into an endless grave!
You've heard that final main, now
(WAKE)
Now lay your fear on the line and Wake Up!
My quest is, unholy tears
Throw your panic aside and let go
hachigatsu itsuka doyoubi sora ni kumo wa naku
biru no saijou kai kara kizukeba wakare wo tsugete
hachigatsu mikka mokuyoubi boku no kokoro ni kizu ga
roku do me no kizu zutazuta ni nari subete kowarete shimae subete
deatte hajimete kizuita jibun no orokasa wo
hito wo shinjirarenai mama hito wo kizukete iru to
naze mata boku wa kimi no koto wo korizu ni ai suru no
koushite boku wa ai suru koto wo wasurerarenai you da
demo
shinjiru koto wa shiawaku kizukarenai you ni
hitori de naite ita kimi ni wakaranu you
kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo ima dake wa kimi dake wo ai shite itakatta
wasureyou to shita toki mo aru kedo ima wa dakishimetai
shinjiru koto ga shiawaku kimi no kako wo shitta
wasurerarenai no wa kimi no kata na no ni
kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo kimi dake wo chikara tsuyoku dakishimerarenai
hachigatsu itsuka hareta kumo no nai sora no naka de
mou saigo da ne jimen ni hirogaru jibun wo mitsume
I waited for you watching you sleep;
machines were beating for you.
Dolled up in white, wrapped in tubes;
you wore them so gracefully.
Angels and demons were fighting for you;
your maidens do your bidding.
If you wake, mine will be the first eyes you see.
Hopeless cathedrals, blankets and needles.
Angels in top hats, cups full of blood.
Everything happened so fast.
I can't recall the road, the rain,
the bag, the blood, the splash.
Tell me every thing's fine, tell me that she's alright.
But she's not. I see you now, only in pieces.
Janie, can you hear my prayers hit the ceiling?
And can you tell me if my words have meaning?
Can you tell me what my hope is to look like?
You'll never find another.
you'll never find another end.
Hopeless cathedrals, blankets and needles.
Angels in top hats, cups full of blood
Dreams are for dreaming, buckets for bleeding.
Sometimes at night
I wake up in pain
It is not my body that hurts again
In the dark the noisy silence takes a break
I wake up out of life
Transcribed by Gerrit (webmaster@endor.org
Tell me what I need to hear
And I'll believe you
We've been doing this for years
And it shows
I don't care what people say
All I want to do is wake you
When I wake you
I know when we smell the same
It's official
I know you can guess my thoughts
Before me
I don't care what people say
All I want to do is wake you
When I wake you
When I wake you
I'd never knew how to love
Before I met you
We've been doing this for years
And it shows
I don't care what people say
All I want to do is wake you
When I wake you
All I want to do is wake you
All I want to do is wake you
All I want to do is wake you
All I want to do is wake you
I thought that you knew it all
Well you've seen it ten times before.
I thought that you had it down
With both your feet on the ground.
I love slow ... slow but deep.
Feigned affections wash over me.
Dream on my dear
And renounce temporal obligations.
Dream on my dear
It's a sleep from which you may not awaken.
You build me up then you knock me down.
You play the fool while I play the clown.
We keep time to the beat of an old slave drum.
You raise my hopes then you raise the odds
You tell me that I dream too much
Now I'm serving time in disillusionment.
I don't believe you anymore ... I don't believe you.
I thought that I knew it all
I'd seen all the signs before.
I thought that you were the one
In darkness my heart was won.
You build me up then you knock me down.
You play the fool while I play the clown.
We keep time to the beat of an old slave drum.
You raise my hopes then you raise the odds
You tell me that I dream too much
Now I'm serving time in a domestic graveyard.
I don't believe you anymore ... I don't believe you.
Never let it be said I was untrue
I never found a home inside of you.
Never let it be said I was untrue
I gave you all my time.
I gave you what was mine
I gave you what was mine
but there's nothing wrong with you
just 'cos you're leaving all this behind
it's alright if you do it to me
I'm a paralytic
I need a chalk outline to lie down in
you know one wound just wants to turn into another
it's alright if you do it to me
I gave you what was mine
but we are not alike
there's nothing wrong with you
just 'cos you leave a few things behind
left lying in the wake
left lying in the wake
the space around us disappears it’s getting hard to
breathe, the clockwork machine creeps; a shade of
gray covers the ever-moving crowd of corpses. hate,
greed and fear, the cause. it drained your soul away
and stored it on a rack, so don’t you want to take it
back? and all the hopeless ones are crying out, don’t
mind, you’re definitely blind – with eyes shut and
arms open, feel the spray of the ocean; i can hear
myself breathing and i love to feel alive. i’m falling,
i’m free, in the wake of a dream. i’m proud of giving
up all my pride, for the promise of new life. beware
your dreams or swallow it all, rise or fall; the earth is
bigger than i am, but neither blue nor round, evolve a
new theory! i’m sure you’re still a part of the human
race, boy without a face! – with eyes shut and arms
open, feel the spray of the ocean. can you hear
yourself breathing? don’t you love to feel alive? go
falling, be free, in the wake of a dream.
Leave my kitchen
Leave my bedroom
Leave my fire
Take out all the gaming sets
That no one hired
Break up all the boats
Still tied up on the key
And the year is over now
And all the children kissed
When the bough breaks
And the cradle is down
I will wake and sing
Cover me with finest linen
Every morning
Bring me perfumes and tobacco
Every morning
Bathe my feet in Texan oils
And hold me down
And the year is over now
And all the children kissed
Strap the anchors to my neck
And bathe with me
When the bough breaks
And the cradle is down
I will wake and sing
Jump from wall to wall
On photographs of home
In the wheatfield feeding beasts
Have lost their barn
Place them shaking on the table
Show them steel
And the year is over now
And all the children kissed
Store the relics
Mend the cracks
And hide the wheel
When the bough breaks
And the cradle is down
I will wake and sing
Dance on every wire here
Find little doll
As you danced in other beds
Before the fall
Take the wings from airplanes
And set them loose
The carpenter has shown his skill
And proved his use
And the year is over now
And all the children kissed
Strap the anchors to my neck
And bathe with me
When the bough breaks
And the cradle is down
I will wake and sing
You're stumbling
Wake
Yeah, you motherfucker, stumble
Wake
You're stumbling
Wake
Yeah, you motherfucker, stumble
Yeah, my region's mine so I'm living of hatred
You didn't suffer as long as she was running away and away and away
You motherfucker, stumble
The Art Of Suffering
And give this world
Of all suffering
My eyes see you're unpure
Of the unsaid
If I walk away
To my own proud space
What would you do for me?
What would you do?
And if I corrode
And if I corrode away
What would you do for me?
What could you do for me?
And give my life a shame
I'm so fucking proud
I can't believe the things I've done to myself
I can't believe the things you've done to me
And if I corrode
And if I corrode away
What would you do for me?
What could you do for me?
Away
How do you feel?
Away
How do you feel?
Empty... crawling again, yeah!
Broken in shame
Away
How do you feel?
Away
How do you feel?
Alone, I'll sit with your worry stone
The grass still feathered with snow
I'll ache my chest with your spirit's weight
Travail
And now, with frost in your eyes, you still feel fine
You swear you don't mind the itch all the time
From dawn until dusk, I sleep on the cusp
I rot in the vines
I wait for the day I've sung all my songs away
The day I lift my spirit's weight
The day I've sung all my songs away
The day I drown in my own wake
Alone, you clutch to your worry stone
The pass has filled up with snow
You ache your chest with my spirit's weight
Travail, travail
And now, with nothing but pride, you still keep dry
You shut both your eyes to remember your mind
From dawn until dusk, I sift through the dust
I tumble through time
I wait for the day I've set all my bones to fray
The day I lift my spirit's weight
The day I've sung all my songs away
With the door closed, shades dawn, the world shrinks.
Let's open up those blinds.
But someone has to sweep the floor, pick up her dirty clothes.
That job's not mine.
Now that everyone's an enemy, my heart sinks.
Let's put away those claws.
I don't blame them for their curtain-calls because I pulled the rope.
I wanna call them back out for appaluse.
Spring and Thompson on the first of May is horrible.
We hid in the catacombs.
So now I'm sleeping next to mousetraps, in a bed of all our clothes,
while I hope that she won't come home.
It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones
than to show my skin,
because the hardest thing is never to repent for someone else,
it's letting people in.
Well you can come inside, unlock the doors, take off your shoes.
But this might take all night,
to explain to you I would have walked out those sliding doors,
but the timing never seemed right.
When your helicopter came and tried to lift me out,
I put its rope around my neck.
And after that you didn't bother with the airlift or the rescue
- you knew just what to expect.
That with the door closed, shades drawn, we're dead enough.
They don't open from outside.
And someone has to speak with their teeth behind their tongue,
to never let that right be denied.
We can't rely on photographs and visitation time,
but I just don't know where to begin.
I wanna bust down the door, if you're willing to forgive.
I've got the keys,
I'm letting people in.
Don't be scared to speak,
don't speak with someone's tooth,
don't bargain when you're weak,
don't take that sharp abuse.
Some patients can't be saved,
but that burden's not on you.
Verse 1
Ruby's smiling not because she's happy, but cause she's planning her escape,
Ruby's smiling to make sure you feel comfortable inside your smiling world
behind your smiling tape
Chorus
Ruby take us to the Promised Land,
Ruby you are Moses with a different band
Speak the truth girl so the slaves will understand
We'll find our real smiles hidden in the desert sand.
Verse 2
No one suspects her no one can see a difference,
because she smiles the way you taught her, candy-coated.
She can play you better than you ever could play her but its boring she's kind
of bloated;
and sometimes she finds she will play herself now that is dangerous that is
lying.
That is lying.
So she is leaving she is taking everything, she's not coming back, no she's not
coming back.
Verse 3
We've seen this smile before on Lillith's as she slammed the door.
Left Adam standing in the Garden of Eden he had a hard-on
and was ready for breeding, she didn't want but he couldn't hear.
She said, Cook your own meals and have a wank my dear.
And now I see the end
And everything is gone
As I begin to move
As I begin to see
And all I want to do
Is be in here with you
And all I want from you
Is to see your face
You will wake me
And now I see this life
As it begins to shine
And I begin to see
Just what's inside of me
Now I wait here broken
Waiting to see you
Sixteen years and You're still on my mind.
I know You hear me.
I fall awake, and You're so far away.
I need You to be near me.
Come back for me.
Quiet I'll wait.
Will You find me here,
Underneath the raging sea?
I won't breathe.
I see You.
I'm so afraid.
But I reach out.
You never changed.
Pull me in, don't let me drown.
This will not be easy, You'll have to hold me down.
Tie me up, don't let me run.
Because another day without You
is another lifeless one.
Caught in the waves, oh Lord.
In this endless ocean of people.
And I will wait for You
underneath the lights alive.
And I won't blink.
I see You.
I'm so afraid.
But I reach out.
Pull me in, don't let me drown.
This will not be easy, You'll have to hold me down.
Tie me up, don't let me run.
Because another day without You
is another lifeless one.
I'm so cold.
And I'm so afraid.
But I reach out, oh I reach out.
I reach out...
[x2]
Pull me in, don't let me drown.
This will not be easy, You'll have to hold me down.
Tie me up, don't let me run.
Because another day without You
Wake up no one's home
looks like no one's home for the supper time
better pick up the phone
I know you're home
thinking back all those years
we wasted away with our tears
hoping one day you'll be here in my arms
and the radio plays our song...
Ashes, ashes we all down
sooner or later we all fall down
Ashes, ashes we all fall down...
Outside no sun shining
Outside no one playing our song
in the distance a wind is breathing
in the distance a wind is breathing your name
and every dream I have of you
it's so pure, yes it's so pure
and every tear I shed for you
they're crystal clear
yes they're crystal clear
Standing here all alone
hoping, wishing you'll hear my echo
and on, and on, and on, and on
Never apart we were the pair
Never apart we could not spare
just for an instance you were my Juliet
and the radio plays our song...
Outside no sun shining
Outside no one playing our song
in the distance an angel's breathing
in the distance I am screaming your name
And I'm the man who stands before you
who tells you you're not alone
no , you're not alone
and every tear I shed for you
they're crystal clear
no rea$on to wound me again
i'm much too tired of pleading
i'm bleeding for you
$till you cut me!
four $ea$on$ poignant with change
blind and deafer than dead
what you crave i$ to $tay the $ame
$top and li$ten to me!
there'$ nothing le$$ beautiful
i'm $old, $old
there'$ nothing more pitiful
than $elling the $acred
no!
twi$ted ambition feeding your power
my pain
but i've been bought with a price
and no one can take that away
no, not from me!
there'$ nothing le$$ wonderful
you're $old, $old
there'$ nothing more $ini$ter
than $elling your brother
there'$ nothing more pititful
than $elling the $acred
than $elling your brother
than $elling your Saviour
no!
I saw ten people die
before I was ten years old
and I knew how to cry
before I was ever born
wake alive alive
wake alive alive
sweetheart, I know these car wrecks are nearly genetic
sweetheart, I know these hands have been shaking for generations
and they shake and shake and shake and shake
sweetheart I know these suicides are always genetic
sweetheart I know we have to travel to the reservation
for the wake
and wake and wake and wake
and all these wakes for the dead are putting the living to sleep
I can’t bury my grief
unless I bury my fear
I can’t bury my fear
before I bury my friend
wake alive alive
wake alive alive
sweetheart, I know these car wrecks are nearly genetic
sweetheart, I know these hands have been shaking for generations
and they shake and shake and shake and shake
sweetheart I know these suicides are always genetic
sweetheart I know we have to travel to the reservation
for the wake
and wake and wake and wake
and sweetheart all these wakes for the dead are putting the living to sleep
and I think it’s time for us to find a way
and I think it’s time for us to find a way
and I think it’s time for us to find a way
and I think it’s time for us to find a way
yea, I think it’s time
for us to find a way
to wake up
to wake up
to wake up
Mind detonation
Dream that solution
And it will come to your realm
Danger closing in
As you take a step backwards
Almost breaking your neck
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Peel your opponents
Make them suffer for your mistakes
Mindless wrecking progress
Tear down your roof and you feel the sunshine
Mindless wrecking progress
Warming like it never did before
Corridor ending
Make up your mind
And turn to direction you always wanted
Leave it behind
Walk into the woods
Stuff your head to the ground
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Peel your opponents
Make then suffer for your mistakes
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Mindless wrecking progress
Tear down your roof and you feel the sunshine
Mindless wrecking progress
Mind detonation
Dream that solution
And it will come to your realm
Danger closing in
As you take a step backwards
Almost breaking your neck
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Peel your opponents
Make them suffer for your mistakes
Mindless wrecking progress
Tear down your roof and you feel the sunshine
Mindless wrecking progress
Warming like it never did before
Corridor ending
Make up your mind
And turn to direction you always wanted
Leave it behind
Walk into the woods
Stuff your head to the ground
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Peel your opponents
Make then suffer for your mistakes
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Mindless wrecking progress
Tear down your roof and you feel the sunshine
Mindless wrecking progress
well in this place of depravation
in a world of despair
it's hard to sell the conception
so tell me
where's your nazarene?
tall tales of death and horror
exotic witches brewed
can you feel this aggravation
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
blessed are those who speak the word
and damn the few who refuse to choose
can you feel this aggravation
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
the king of kings
the nazarene
can you save our glass menagerie
where's your savior
[jesus]
can you stop this depression
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
tall tales of death and horror
exotic witches brewed
can you feel this aggravation
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
the king of kings
the nazarene
can you save our glass menagerie
This a page from my diary
The 15th day of November
This a page from my diary
What happened that day?
I don't remember
But I do remember when
I wrote these words and then
And then reread them
Slowly to myself
Without emotion
And although the feelings changed
The words still sound the same
O Pamela
Tell everyone
Hang my head in shame
Take your name in vain
O Pamela
O Pamela
I have no soul
I'm as cold as December
Maybe twice as cold
And I'm as white as the snow
Because of my age
But my hand was shaking
As I wrote this page
And although the feelings changed
The words still sound the same
O Pamela
Tell everyone
Hang my head in shame
Take your name in vain
O Pamela
O Pamela you have everything
Everything you bargained for
Everything you worked for
Everything you would have killed for
Tell everyone
Take everything
O Pamela
Open the door - I'll let the rain pour in
And first thing in the morning the telephone rings
Pamela says 'Oh look at the time'
Believe me, that's the last thing on my mind
Will you take a walk with me in the sunshine?
O Pamela - before it's too late
Will you take a walk with me by the ocean?
O Pamela - before it's too late
Yes before it's too late
O Pamela
Tell everyone
Hang my head in shame
Take your name in vain
O Pamela
O Pamela you have everything
Everything you bargained for
Everything you worked for
Everything you would have killed for
Kill everyone
Kill everything
Heal my wounds
Handle with care
Leave me be - Just another dying day in this galaxy
Realised that I'm just one of gods creations
Another soul in this world-illusion
Beneath this darkest death division
Want to leave it behind and die tomorrow
[chorus]
Fading the light is lost
Into hiding - This place is crossed
Dividing to this befouled galaxy
Touched the never and dispised all the living
This is the blind-alley among the being
Seen the never - Your eyes are proven to be wrong
Can't you hear the song of the dying world - that lives no longer?
With the spiral of death hanging over me
I'm no longer me - Just too blind to see
That there is no truth inside of this mist
And nothing lives - They rather dismiss
Here is my advice to you
Think about all that you do
If you don't like what you see
You only have to tell me
But I don't know what to do
Why should I listen to you?
If you could see what I see
You wouldn't listen to me
Are you really so hard in your heart?
But I don't know what to do
Why should I listen to you?
If you could see what I see
You wouldn't listen to me
Are you really so hard?
Are you really so hard in your heart?
It shines upon our town
And everybody says
I want to, I want to
But when the angels come round
They'll stamp us into the ground
So how can I say
I want to grow some wings to fly away
(I want to run away hey)
Are you really so hard?
Are you really so hard in your heart?
And so it goes the deadly game
It never ends the squirrel-wheel of death is here
Forcefeeded end when life begins
It's planted in our skin too deep to be seen
Like sickest revenge in this world we depend
We suck life out of it
Like blind leading the blind we head for the end
Like machines of hate we breed death
Again I flee from my realm
The silent screams that I scream
The pain is piercing my skin
How can I wake from this dream
How can I see tomorrow
If I know my life is gone
Shivering cold - insanity
My life floats towards insanity
So load your gun with empty shells
Aim in the middle of eyes - Search for yourself
Blind leading the blind
We're at the end
To see the tortured souls beyond eternal..
And so you flee from realm again
So young, so pure, so soon it ends
It ends..
Load your rage
Aim for the head
To see the tortured souls beyond eternal
Leave the insanity
Head for humanity
We have said our final words again
Again..
Welcome how are you feeling today?
What did you do yesterday?
Another life slipped away
Howcome murder one is all you think of
Is that all you dream of
Seeing lives pass away
[chorus]
So this is the day when all life ends
The frustrations nest where all is stuck between
Withdraw - do you remember anything?
You're creating agony
Haunting until they are dead
Hold on cause you have reached this far
And further would be stardom
Your self-created hell
[chorus]
So this is the day when all life ends
The frustrations nest where all is stuck between
Why now? - You could have reached the stars
Why did you have to give up?
You know you have to pay
You feel it's choking on your neck
It's squeezing - You can't take a breath
The price you have to pay
Mind distortion
Sorcered potion
Souls encounter
Light embrace me
Dark redeems me
Laws deceat
When has the darkness begun
Why does my life exists? Why the brains do guide me?
My soul deploited - The scorn is earned...
Heading towards
Walking backwards
It's surreal - you think?
Last in foodchain
Passed the deadline
I'm leaving behind
Live from leftouts
Waiting for blackout
Voices surround
Mind distortion
Sorcered potion
Souls encounter
[chorus]
I let the foolish people guide me
I'm not the strongest man
When you can't see me
when you can't feel me
I'm all around in here
Don't let it change your life today
Don't let it plant the fear of god in me
Burns my body - Bleeding
Scorns me from inside out
And those thousand faces
Memories that I hide
Feel it carving the surface
Drilling through your mind
And it make you sceptic
Voices that I hide
It's running in your veins
The poisonous - The bottom-close
You see it when you're awake
You sense it while you're asleep
It's whispering your name
It haunts your head - It never sleeps
You wonder if it's real - The neverending pain
Piercing through my brain
Scorching through my mind
Never realised
What you've done inside
well in this place of depravation
in a world of despair
it's hard to sell the conception
so tell me
where's your nazarene?
tall tales of death and horror
exotic witches brewed
can you feel this aggravation
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
blessed are those who speak the word
and damn the few who refuse to choose
can you feel this aggravation
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
the king of kings
the nazarene
can you save our glass menagerie
where's your savior
[jesus]
can you stop this depression
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
tall tales of death and horror
exotic witches brewed
can you feel this aggravation
where's your nazarene?
nazarene
the king of kings
the nazarene
can you save our glass menagerie
where's your savior?
This is a page from my diary
The fifteen day of November
This is a page from my diary
What happened that day
I don't remember
But I do remember when
I wrote these words and then
And then reread them
Slowly to myself
Without emotion
And although the feelings changed
The words still sound the same
O Pamela
Tell everyone
Hang my head in shame
Take your name in vain
O Pamela
O Pamela
I have no soul
I'm as cold as December
Maybe twice as cold
And I'm as white as the snow
Because of my age
But my hand was shaking
As I wrote this page
And although the feelings changed
The words still sound the same
O Pamela
Tell everyone
Hang my head in shame
Take your name in vain
O Pamela
O Pamela you have everything
Everything you bargained for
Everything you worked for
Everything you would have killed for
Take everything
Open the door
I'll let the rain pour in
And first thing in the morning
The telephone rings
Pamela says
'Oh look at the time'
Believe me, that's the last thing on my mind
Will you take a walk with me in the sunshine
O Pamela, before it's too late
Will you take a walk with me by the ocean
O Pamela, before it's too late
Mind detonation
Dream that solution
And it will come to your realm
Danger closing in
As you take a step backwards
Almost breaking your neck
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Peel your opponents
Make them suffer for your mistakes
Mindless wrecking progress
Tear down your roof and you feel the sunshine
Mindless wrecking progress
Warming like it never did before
Corridor ending
Make up your mind
And turn to direction you always wanted
Leave it behind
Walk into the woods
Stuff your head to the ground
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Peel your opponents
Make then suffer for your mistakes
Light up the flames
Light up your everything
Look behind
Strafe on left
Mindless wrecking progress
Tear down your roof and you feel the sunshine
Mindless wrecking progress
Again you see me me walking here
Nobody near just you and me
In my own nest - Frustrations nest
So you came - You came into my life
So you peeled me - Debarked this tree
That you could see under my skin
Look far ahead - I am not here
Just an illusion made of hate
[chorus]
Cought in the life again
No-one but you can see
I'm cought in this hell-wheel of life again
Cought in the world of lies
Nothing but death in my eyes
I'm cought and i cant find the way out
As we're stuck into this world of fire
Nobody can hear my endless desires
I'm all alone there's nobody in here
Nobody can save me from myself
Hard to be
Hard to see
Body beaten - Life became your tomb
You lost your grip - You're walking with
The herd of sheep
Crawling
Suffering
Life left you to oblivion
You wanted this - You beg for this
It's now in your hands
[chorus]
It's what you want now when you scream my name
Oh how you wish for things to be the same
This is no more than the end
Again you lost your control...
While awake point your hate
Killing clich© - Again you reap
It's in the eyes of victims passed;
'This is the end'
Bloodred eyes
Hollow mind
Were waiting for your arrival
Crystallize - Bring the light
Breed the seed of hate!
As we're heading for the world-oblivion, gathering to same
As we're waiting for the end that's surely making its way
Underneath the skin there are splinters of dead men
Pieces of dead souls which are heading towards dead-end
[chorus]
If you stare to its eyes they look back
And reflecting all its rage
These are the eyes of the end
Redeeming all that's left
Exposing souls to the poison-mass the deadly choice of grace
Waving goodbyes to eternity and passing by the grief
The world is staring to eternal darkness and to the eyes of death
Waving goodbyes to eternity and passing by the grief
Slowly watch you die the suicidal mind of mine
Nevermore to breath the same air
When you are close to the ground and you see the falling star
The final stage of my existing rage - of my distorted faith
Staring towards utopia - Another dying breed
My soul is pierced and the road is filled with hate
Final sunset making its way
I feel it pinching my skin with a needle so thin
This is the picture of my painful realm
And when I see the dawn of a new day rise
I can barely breath - I'm no longer me
It's just an emblem of reflections
Of the darkness that grows inside me
Just the killing reality
See it drowns my time - As i die
[chorus]
Cause I am here just to be with you
Nobody near..
Cause I am yours just to be with you
Nobody near...
And it has begun to drag me so deep down
That I can't even remember where I was
And when I think of my days in the place I dwell
I see nothing but pain everyday
Revenge in a state of madness
Madness is a state of happiness
The voices are your guiding light
Call it whatever you may want to
You didn't meant to step on another's toes
Whatever happens
You didn't meant to step on no toes
Whatever happens
You didn't meant to hurt them
Step on those hoes
Head for the closet
Take the sharpest object
Handle it carefully
Now place it on your wrist
Repeat it
Repeat it
Do you see the dark-red flowing?
Slash it until you see your self-portrait in a memorial service
Damn this I keep on breathing
They promised that this will help me
Through the bad days and through everyday
This void
Descriped as salvation
Handholding me
Through these hours
Whatever happens
You didn't meant to step on no toes
Whatever happens
You didn't meant to hurt them
Step on those hoes
Head for the closet
Take the sharpest object
Handle it carefully
Now place it on your wrist
Repeat it
Repeat it
Do you see the dark-red flowing?
Slash it until you see your self-portrait in a memorial service
Whatever happens
You didn't meant to step on no toes
Whatever happens
You didn't meant to hurt them
Step on those hoes
Head for the closet
Take the sharpest object
Handle it carefully
Now place it on your wrist
Repeat it
Repeat it
Do you see the dark-red flowing?
I deny and questionize my being
Exhaling all the living
Pour it down the drain
I'm a rambler where near-dead herds take their place
Whenever they suffer
Death pays the piper
Rising and descending
Pain is neverending
Get used to deal with it
Riding on a ridge - Making excuses till i flip
Cannot flee this slow motion story
Revealing all in me
Ripping hearts in two
Im just a puppet that can be thrown away
Whenever i suffer
Death pays the piper
[chorus]
Do you recognize this masterpiece - A catastrophy in our hearts
A soft and tender work of art - A human heart
Have I felt this way before?
Last will transcripted..
Glory killed - Hours marked with days
The art of suicide
By my weary side
Cannot connect these feelings with the stoned life
Whenever I suffer
Death pays the piper
Nocturnal shades are calling
screaming unknown sin
though i see i still
fall in pain again
the sirens never cease
to call me to the gate
i'm on the edge arms outstretched
push me before it's too late
(chorus)~now i lay me down to sleep
pray the lord my soul to keep
if i die before i wake
i'll be a happy man this time (2x)
seclusion, delusion
this madness washes clean
your love, my illusion
your sanctity obscene
your lies, alibies
the countless beds a fest
the illness cutting deep
unchain this foolish beast
(chorus)(instrumental)(chorus)
seclusion, delusion
this madness washes clean
your love, my illusion
your sanctity obscene
the sirens never cease
to call me to the gate
i'm on the edge arms outstretched
push me before it's too late
i'm only as hopeless as you say i am,
here's to good health and bad addictions
just leave me to be on my own, you should be proud
The atmosphere has just bent into dark.
In this deep silence, we share a loss, in a truthful
sadness.
Fully aware that we aren’t prepared for the desolation we
foresee.
Our awkward presence, entrance.
And this immaculate building.
I can’t belong in this impeccable mourning suite.
The discomfort we feel stresses the reason of our
presence here.
And you rest.
You don’t appear so peaceful.
I am trying to accept this variation of you within my
glowing memories.
Adieu, dear friend.
Our profound respect to everything you are.