Dallas ( /ˈdæləs/) is the third-largest city in the state of Texas and the ninth-largest in the United States. The Dallas-Fort Worth metroplex is the largest metropolitan area in the South and fourth-largest metropolitan area in the United States. Divided between Collin, Dallas, Denton, Kaufman, and Rockwall counties, the city had a population of 1,197,816 in 2010, according to the United States Census Bureau.
The city is the largest economic center of the 12-county Dallas–Fort Worth–Arlington metropolitan area (the DFW MSA) that according to the March 2010 U.S. Census Bureau release, had a population of 6,371,773. The metroplex economy is the sixth largest in the United States, with a 2010 gross metropolitan product of $374 billion.
Dallas was founded in 1841 and was formally incorporated as a city in February 1856. The city's economy is primarily based on banking, commerce, telecommunications, computer technology, energy, healthcare and medical research, transportation and logistics. The city is home to the third largest concentration of Fortune 500 companies in the nation. Located in North Texas and a major city in the American South, Dallas is the main core of the largest inland metropolitan area in the United States that lacks any navigable link to the sea.
Paradise Lost is an epic poem in blank verse by the 17th-century English poet John Milton. It was originally published in 1667 in ten books, with a total of over ten thousand individual lines of verse. A second edition followed in 1674, changed into twelve books (in the manner of the division of Virgil's Aeneid) with minor revisions throughout and a note on the versification.
The poem concerns the Biblical story of the Fall of Man: the temptation of Adam and Eve by the fallen angel Satan and their expulsion from the Garden of Eden. Milton's purpose, stated in Book I, is to "justify the ways of God to men."Paradise Lost is often considered one of the greatest literary works in the English language.
As previously noted, the poem is separated into twelve "books" or sections, and the lengths of each book varies greatly (the longest being Book IX, with 1,189 lines, and the shortest Book VII, having 640). In the second edition, each book was preceded by a summary titled "The Argument". The poem follows the epic tradition of starting in medias res (Latin for in the midst of things), the background story being recounted later.
Symphony X /ˌsɪmfəni ˈɛks/ is an American progressive metal band from Middletown, New Jersey. Founded in 1994 by guitarist Michael Romeo, their albums The Divine Wings of Tragedy and V: The New Mythology Suite have given the band considerable attention within the progressive metal community. They also have achieved more commercial success with the 2007 album Paradise Lost; the band's 2011 album Iconoclast is the highest chart position and the most first-week sales in the band's history.
In early 1994 Michael Romeo (ex-Phantom's Opera, ex-Gemini) recorded a studio album entitled The Dark Chapter, which featured himself and keyboard player Michael Pinnella. The tape attracted a fair share of attention, particularly in Japan. He then recruited bassist Thomas Miller, drummer Jason Rullo, and vocalist Rod Tyler. Their self-titled debut album was recorded in the same year, and released to a positive reception in Japan by the now-extinct record company Zero Corporation Label. The band's second studio album, The Damnation Game, followed six months later. Singer Rod Tyler had left the band by then and was replaced by current singer Russell Allen.
Wretched will, host of pleasure surreal
Closed the room where the last is buried
Rise or fall at your master's request
You're unable to accept redemption
I don't know about a true belief here
With the "lost" it's the same as always
All I want is the same, a true belief
You can't wait to become a memory
With the "weak" it's the same as always
Stand confused lack of comprehension,
Re-aroused by a thought of madness
And I know that the truth is always right
But it's time to search for lies
You're the one I try to save
But the blood spills from your veins
Call counting time till the end
Death's wicked smile never fails
The curse is cast, you've lost the past
Forevermore, a candle burns here no more
I don't know about a century of life
When the love of generations die
I can see no good in taking your own life
When any moment death calls...
forget these barriers ingrained inside. when will we understand that little separates on another. tangled emotions. obscene contradictions. an underlying fear. blatant actions of unseen effort. blatant acts of unseen nature. look away from our lost. stripped naked; pierced by the cold of our shallow thoughts. this is our tragedy. can't we understand? wounded hearts. wounded. why?
It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight
It twists me from inside
Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed
What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free
The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me
From within, worn away
Find, by mind, abusive ways
Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape)
Create the obscene, you can set me free
Sense predicts the scorn
The hour of peace is gone
The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be
Burning me... burning me
Worn fools that prey
On a faith filled day
Laughter stays, out of my way
I can take one day to achieve my goal then it starts again
In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don`t deliver
I never needed forever feeling low cause they break me down cannot fake this frown
I never took offence I never swore in advance
But I´ll break you down with my poison mouth again
I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion
It`s certain way that I`m feeling host to a new deception...
Locked inside this peaceful tomb
Entwined on seas of endless bliss
The painless...
Strength is released
The horror passes through our eyes
Diversions cast upon our souls
The meek shall inherit our fears
Stray from this tranquil place
Guarded by all fear
Submit now to this curse
In out plight for existence
Reach the sky not falling down
Sunlight shines in heaven
Stray from this tranquil place
I find when I´m all alone that I feel so ashamed
Cause all my pride is gone
Say what you never can resist
Say what you never would to believe
give what you never want to show
Give what you never would receive
A time when I`m all alone & I`m breathing afraid
Cause all my pride is gone
Elate the tears I create how completely inane
Cause all my pride is gone
Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass cause...
Cause all my pride is gone
(1) Claws of death, grip my life
Empty my mind
My knowledge is deceased
Mindless and dumb, instinct gone.
(2) Running in circles
Not knowing where my fate lies...
(3) Blinding, running through the eternal maze
Surrounded by people the same
Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above...
Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away?
(4) Feelings disappear
Your eyes stare blank
Another world to greet
Life now ends...
the sense required is all too vague
within my faculties, building me
this awesome presence longs to see
the times i've fallen
the times i've failed
and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain
the sense acquired is all too grave
with less than one percent left in me
this awesome prison locked and sealed
for times i've borrowed, for times i've failed
and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain
and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain
and i've never heard a whisper
and i'd never speak of pain
two worlds are the same tomorrow
to all i seem inane
within the hour it finds me
how come with you it takes so long?
so long, so long
and if you're slipping out of sanity
I reveal, you're not the fool that feels it strong
what it takes to make you go
holding the hands that shake me
it's just the rules you're reading wrong
oh so wrong
and if you're careless with hostility
I reveal, you're not the fool that gets it wrong
what it takes to make you go
within the hour it finds me
how come with you it takes so long?
so long, so long
and if you're slipping out of sanity
I reveal, and like a fool I feel it strong
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave
The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon
Hearts beating...
I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe
A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind
Hearts beating...
Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind
Hearts beating for the last time
More than this
A certain divide ask yourself why
More than this
Turn back in time wondering why
Then you'll see, tears won't wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain
All of this
Thoughts that unite long been denied
All of this
Anger ignites a lasting goodbye
Then you'll see, tears won't wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain
Can't you see tears won't wash out the rage?
Memories of the years that started the pain
All that's lost never found, remains of all this...
Never crossed are the ones that see
Taken to the ground, because you're honest
Stripped and bound for your honesty
It's in your heart, it's in your soul
It's in your own reality
It's in your heart, it's in your soul
Never disguise all the tears that I've cried
I took a trip inside I'm weary
Lay injustice on your head
It's in your heart, it's in my soul in your own reality
It's in my heart it's in your soul...
You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried
We all betray despite the theories
But I'm not conscious of the things I did
It's in your heart, it's in my soul, in your own reality
It's in my heart it's in your soul...
You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried
You believe that control has freed
You'd love to be so far away
It's not a long way to go it's gonna end in your pain
Greet open handed stranger
Create the turmoil, you're not sane
I want the last one to go the embers will revive
So stay
You want to live a lifetime each and every day
You've struggled before, I swear to do it again
You've told it before till I, until I'm weakened and sore
Seek hallowed land
You'd love to see right through my veins
The pale reflection tells all, predomination's sustain
Crawl over land or mountain in sight the ultimate escape
A silhouette subsiding enticed unable to relate
You want to live a lifetime each and every day
You've beckoned before, you'll never do it again
You've prayed before who are the prayers for
Seek hallowed land
Begone the fools that lead me - I need to know
Accept reclining spirit I need to endure
You try to live a lifetime each and every day
It's worth fighting for
Failing now I wonder, turn the other way
Fading down to under
Don't let me dream at all, don't let me sleep
Don't let me dream at all, there's something that's a part of me
Must never be revealed, a rushing that just starts in me
It's never to be seen
It's worth fighting for
Fading down to under, turn the other way
Afraid and down I wander, damned & disobeyed
There's something that just starts in me,
It never can redeem
THERE'S NO PROVOCATION THERE'S NO SENSE OF FEAR
THERE'S NO ADAPTATION THERE'S NO SORROW
BUT MAYBE WHEN YOU'RE DEAD I CAN HATE YOU
WITHOUT LIMATIONS WITHOUT BITTER YEARS
WITHOUT ANNIHILATION THERE'S NO RESOLVE
BUT MAYBE WHEN YOU'RE DEAD I CAN HATE YOU
THERE'S NO PROVOCATION THERE'S NO SENSING TEARS
THERE'S NO LITIGATION THERE'S NO PRODUCT
BUT MAYBE WHEN YOU'RE DEAD I CAN HATE YOU
into what should not be done, into what was left undone
the way you fall onto your knees
into what should not be done, into what was left undone revealing
the fortune from your pleas
but I can't take it back, cos his soul keeps searching for more
but I can't take it back, any soul would cry out for more
Denying our restlessness
Frustrations tension eludes
The past was clean
Where thoughts were mild
The present day horrors alive
Slowly passing timeless horrors
Lives within all fear
The mourning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fall
The light is dim before us
Shadows appear and fall
A barrage of savage ways
Only the darkness can filter through
Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fall
Lives within all fear
The mourning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
I don't owe anything
I don't owe anyone
Shoot pride for all it's worth
I don't belong
In a situation now
That I could not repair
I assert myself to sleep
Show others that I've cared
How cold is this poor life
Lay ashes at my grave
If it takes me away from you
A subtle gesture
I don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
I don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
I don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
This is erased I promise not a trace
This is erased I promise no delay not a trace
Feel So Low Some Days
And Only I Can Taste
Resent Security
Obscuring All I See
In My Mind
In My Mouth
In My Soul
Only You Provide These Symptoms That I Show
I Could Go Out In Style
Go Back From Where I Came
But Luck Sees To Us All
And Rarely Plays The Game
We've Seen It All Through Many Years Of Lonesome Hell
Back To A Place Where We All Terminate
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave
The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon
Hearts beating...
I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe
A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind
Hearts beating...
Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind
Hearts beating for the last time
The peace you cannot find
Underneath the new born sun,
Man and beast rejoice as one,
They cast aside their age-old kings,
Smash their chains and spread their wings.
Their seed corrupt, their lies undone.
The final fall - man s will be done.
They torch the sky and rape the land,
And plead for truth with blood-stained hands.
Mark their reign with greed and fear,
As justice calls to deafened ears,
Their twisted dreams bring forth the day.
A world of ash, and slow decay.
Underneath the blackened sun,
The final battle fought and won.
Mankind claims their just reward,
And chaos sounds the final chord.
This arduous task was performed
murder more or less,
the anger rages
blame your loneliness,
blame your situation
the essence is how
much pleasure allowed
solution is stealing
the times that you try,
so many must die,
their loss so appealing
murder more or less
the sense engages
blame unwillingness
blame your complications
the essence is how,
much pleasure allowed,
solution is stealing
times that you try
so many must die
their loss appealing
is it too much to say?
never again, never again
is it too much to say?
take my hand,
hurray for the winters come...
cease my plans
excuse me from the scenes of old
i can meet you there? , i just don't care
on this new years day
with no celebration from me
understand
there's comfort with the wealth of gold
increase demands
release me from the scenes of old
i can't make it clear you just won't hear
on this new years day
there's no celebration from me
i could see you there? , we just don't care
on this new years day
without hesitation
there's no celebration from me
Feel So Low Some Days
And Only I Can Taste
Resent Security
Obscuring All I See
In My Mind
In My Mouth
In My Soul
Only You Provide These Symptoms That I Show
I Could Go Out In Style
Go Back From Where I Came
But Luck Sees To Us All
And Rarely Plays The Game
We've Seen It All Through Many Years Of Lonesome Hell
Back To A Place Where We All Terminate
Locked inside this peaceful tomb
Entwined on seas of endless bliss
The painless...
Strength is released
The horror passes through our eyes
Diversion cast upon our souls
The meek shall inherit our tears
Stray from this tranquil place
Guarded by all fear
Submit now to this curse
In our plight for existence
Reach the sky not falling down
Sunlight shines in heaven
Stray from this tranquil place
my life is not too whole
its understanding why
I take when I owe
I can't explain
but it seems like its going wrong again
and it feels like its going wrong again
my life is oh so cold
misunderstanding now
it seems that I'm slow
its seems obscene
but you steal and you're on the run again
and you steal and you're on the run again
without the strength to hold
onto what's sinking
I'll pretend its all show
I can reveal
but it seems like its going wrong again
and it feels like its going wrong again
but it seems like its going wrong again
Once solemn, the things I'm leaving alone
Once solemn, the looks that turn one to stone
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the panic inside
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the take promises
Your powers electrify me
Your prowess repels apathy
Your imagine can turn your soul to stone
Can't find another way
Can't find the words to say...
Unchaining the things that's holding me down
And it's frustrating, the pressure's getting me down
And it's trying to live with a bad decision every day
It's a fever that's eating away in search of a fast release
Your powers electrify me
Devour the one that's guilty
Your imagine can turn a soul to stone
Can't find another way
Can't find the words to say...
Your powers electrify me
Devour the one that's guilty
Your prowess repels apathy
I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born
And I'm lying through the night
My solemn end
And a cold touch of death
Takes my hand
The only way... the only way
Well, I'm fighting for my life
And I'm wasting away the time I've got left
The only way... the only way
Hearing you talk is a waste of silence
I can't bare... I no longer care
I no longer care... no longer care
I create the cross that I must wear
And I am flying to my plight successfully
The only way...
Turning around to an empty space
I cried despair... I no longer care
I no longer care... I no longer care
Feelings... Feelings of remorse
Now locked away, another day, to live again
Feeling the pressure high
but you say its all over, you're down by the water
there something's you can't conceal,
it's the same old show,
maybe you don't know,
go and find some reasons to live...
always a mistake i'm selfless,
always a mistake i feel,
but there's many times when you seem so shallow,
there's many times when you're without worth
but you say it's all over, you're down by the water,
they're something's you can't conceal,
it's the same old show,
maybe you don't know,
go and find some reasons to live...
there are different ways to hear this,
there are different ways to learn,
and there maybe years when you're lost in darkness
maybe years when you're incomplete
but you say its all over, you're down by the water,
there something's you can't conceal,
it's the same old show,
maybe you don't know,
So watch my chest heave as this last breath leaves me
I am trying to be what you're dying to see
I feel like, fuck man, can't take this anymore, this heart break
This is life that's so thankless, how could he just forsake us?
Racist he makes us hate us
He gave us nothing but no trust, and I am so fucked up
So let this gun bond us, let's hide by this lust
And once we are just dust, he'll know that he loved us
Let it all burn, I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?
Just let me burn, it's what I deserve
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?
So take me and make me, weakened and save me
This hate that you gave me keeps saying the same thing
To sing when you hurt and to sing when you cry
To sing when you live and to sing when you die
And here at the end, at the end of the hurt
All the pain ain't the same when it's your turn to burn
We're the heart for the heartless, the thoughts for the thoughtless
The lies for the honest, we're the gods of the godless
Let it all burn, I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?
Just let me burn, it's what I deserve
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?
So cry three tears for me
When it's all gone, sing me this song
So cry three tears for me
When it's all gone, when it's all gone
I cannot stand who I am, I'm this man
With this blood on my hands, in this blood I am damned
So watch my wings burn as they burn in the fire
Don't scatter the ashes, no need for the choir
Let it all burn, I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?
Just let me burn, it's what I deserve
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?
This hate that you gave me keeps saying
Just let me burn, just let me burn
This hate that you gave me keeps saying
Just let me burn, just let me burn
Burn, now burn, just let me
I speak of people whose game is disguise
The myth of flavour appears with no sign
'Cause I see it coming, just like a long lost friend
A temple of rubble, the low and blind betray
Inane the pleasures that leave a sorry state
You're told of treasures, indulgence cannot wait
But wait for tomorrow and steal some sanity
Insane thoughts are borrowed, unable to repay them back
As I now fall... fall into deprivation
Fall... fallen there's still tomorrow
Love hides the things you'll never know
A lack of reason that makes a mortal man
Untold the treason, the past where it began
'Cause I see horror, horror to think about
Insane thoughts are borrowed, unable to repay them back
As I see the blood, blood on the hands of reason
Blood, bloody the hands that lead me
In the cold misty Morning
gleaming rays awake the dawn
Here I stand - a Stranger in this land
does your conscience betray you?
falling from grace - feel the Sun on my face
does desire still hold true?
Mistyfied by the beauty - does the hunter pity
his prey? Under starless skies all Love must die
and fade away
Take my hand - Devine or Damned - Make a stand
Seize the day
Yours or mine - Damned of Divine
Draw the line - come what may...
Looking down from Ethereal Skies
Silent crystalline tears I cry
For all must say their last goodbye - to Paradise
Has my yearning been silenced
by angelic skin of white?
Love conquers all, though Heavens fall
This fateful night
Yours or mine - Damned of Divine
Draw the line - serpentine...
Love is a tragedy
all that I have, all that I'll ever need
is right here inside
Let the winds of freedom be my guide
Looking down from Ethereal Skies
Silent crystalline tears I cry
For all must say their last goodbye - to Paradise
...so I've cheated and I've lied
been the victim of foolish pride
and I've begged and I've crawled
and I've battled and bleed for it all
now I savor the downfall.... of paradise
Looking down from Ethereal Skies
Silent crystalline tears I cry
For all must say their last goodbye - to Paradise
Looking down from Ethereal Skies
Silent crystalline tears I cry
(You don't scare me just to hesitate sometimes)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate very safe)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate soon)
(Soon)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate real soon)
(Soon)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate soon)
(You don't scare me...soon...)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate sooner at dawn)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate very safe)
(You don't scare me just to hesitate...soon...)
On and on it rains
On and on no shelter
On and on it rains
The sun has gone forever
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
On and on abstain
All the more suppression
On and off with strain
All the more deception
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
There's no mistake
Plea denied, lying remains
Fear so restrained
Plea denied, lying insane
Pray for the day
Your sentence awaits
Inside your senses awake
Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die
Free from regret
Redefine darkened intent
Blood drawn and drained
Weakened I'm worthless in chains
Tears from the brave
Your senses awake
The final elegy waits
Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die
Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die
Hold on, first light
In amidst the madness
That only tears into myself
The mists of sadness
It turns into my hell
Burns into the frail
All this speak of death
My honesty in death
Modesty until the end
Honesty in death
In amidst the anguish
My only prayers are to myself
Resist the discressions
Its clemency compels
Turning not to face
Only speak of death
My honesty in death
Honesty adorns the end
Modesty's intent
My honesty in death
Modesty until the end
Honesty in death
My honesty in death
Honesty adorns the end
Nature
I've never shown so much redemption
I've never shown
Crawl through the mist to the masses
Born through sadness
Endeavored far too long with this
I'm past this now
Your reach is far too long
Drawn to the freedom of action
Sworn compassion
Been severed far too long from this
I'm past this now
Failure
I've never shown so much intention
I've never known
Scorn a resist that surpasses
Fortunes absence
Been severed far too long from this
It's fractured now
Your reach is far too long
Your reach is far too long
And all I've got is frailty to release
Time waits for no one
Your show won't save me from the past
Dissolved dreaming it could last
I've never shown
Your reach is far too long
Your reach is far too long
And all I've got is frailty to release
In the name of Satan
We'll acheive our goal
With the blessings of Hades
We'll outlive our role
Through the power of Hellfire
We will gather our strength
With the blood of mere mortals
Our thirst will be quenched
In the name of Satan
Great things can be done
Through the lore of the demons
Satan's song can be sung
Gather around my Legions
For in time you'll see
Mortals screaming for mercy
World war three
Hail Satanas
In nomine Deinochous
Satanas Lucifre excelsis
In the name of Satan
We'll take what we need
Fucking damnation
Let your heart bleed
Sensing the distaster
So we'll blame our hate
Hell bore Satan's child
To use you as our bait
Hear infernal legions plead
As Satan sings his songs of war
As I see mortal corpses rise
Into the abyss
I care not for the whore
I shall destroy the priests
Bound in chains and demned in Hell
I shall n'er release their souls
Blindness as we consider our fate
Within our mortal wake
The will of one astray
To prevail my sins at Gods gate
At Gods gate
Digress as we consider and fail
Forlorn this empty cage
As treachery invades
You consider the tears and disengage
Disengage
Tear me down and break me I remain
I've never seen the love and confidence
To believe the faith & never speak again
Forever seething throes of opulence
To release the pain and never breathe again
Can you release the pain and never speak again
Tear me down and break me I remain
At Gods gate
I'm, I'm in a picture with you
You just seem to know
I am a liar I am a fake
In truth
You don't need to know
I turn at the laughter
As you proceed to show
I am a dead man, I'm a mistake
It's true
Do I need to know
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
In all I've shown
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
In all I've shown
Cross me again, all hope defeated again
Hold on we all strive
We ascend from a world we all try
I am a liar I am a fake
In truth
Do I need to know?
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
In all I've shown
In all I've shown
(In all I've shown)
We adapt to pain
In the hour we'll fight until the grave
As darkness sets on dead cells
Crawling rise, to which they fell
The dead sing out for my soul
Before they hide in their own hell
In this we dwell
We are trapped in blame, in a tower of spite
Until the darkness strikes the death knell
Paralysed bewitch the spell
The dead sing out for my soul
A torment thrives this dismal shell
It's deaths intention
We pass through the certain awaits
Upholding the pleasures at hand
God given traits
Living with scars
Through bleak accession
We task through disaster we face
In fear of rejection we stand
God given grace
To live again
Taken by the ones we force
Without a solitary reason
It's like solace from the shade
Don't see it any other way
It's deaths inception we must take
With dark intention
A passing the certain awaits
With holding pleasures
At hand all that gods given drained
Living with scars
Living with scars
Taken by the ones we force
Without a solitary reason
Taken by the ones we cross
It's like a solace from the shade
Without a solitary reason
Feel the will to try
Adapting all the time
Feel the wealth inside
For the last one...
For the last one...
Hear my last words
This my last regret
Hear my last words
This my last regret
Kill the will to die
In a sense it all seemed right
Dreaming darkness lies
Oh the last ones...
Freedom is denied
For the last ones...
Hear my last words
This my last regret
Hear my last words
breathing life, as true as honest work
breathing life, a truth for all its worth
you want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to roll inside that shell you call a mind
breathing life, as frail as insincere
breathing life, too cold to shed a tear
you want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sets inside of me
I want to breathe the air, like I was meant to on ordinary days
you want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that I'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sets inside of me
And for one second, I lost my head
And for one second, I wished you were dead
And for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me.
And for one second, I lost my breath
And for one second, I cherish that you said
And for one second, it seemed that I was here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me.
And for one second, I understand
And for one second, my life was in your hands
And for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me.
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head...
i hold on tight for this mortal ride
rest my head 'til the mornings coming down on me
i realise my own sacrifice
rest my head before somebody's going out...
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head...
pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep
awake despite, another mortal night
rest my head, for the sun is shining down on me
i realise try to synchronize
rest my head or somebody's going down
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head...
pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep
trying to make things work
trying to make things right
trying to make things work
Come taste a century of hatred
Free from the sanity of them
Is there something, that you see in all of them
Non-believer, a time will come, but when?
All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands,
Spare the trouble you feel, save a breath for your next
Spit on the laws that I made for you
Betray the treasures within hearts
Is there something in death that you think reflects your life?
Come taste the loss that I feel, challenge paradise
All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands,
Save the trouble you feel, a treasure with no price
Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contempt and sins priorities...
To crush good fortune to its knees
Morning...
Morning's calm, inside I cry
This painful live has raped my mind
Take me down, slow release
From sorrow's penetration
Morning...
Life is there for me
Hell is there for me
Sunlight greets my open wounds
Morning's light reflects the doom
My soul is free, it lives again
To roam alone in darkness
Morning...
I've cried for god
And I've cried for you
I pray that in the end your sense will break though
Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contest my sins priorities
for the end, the time I'm feeling host
and I'm turning it around for you
lord I feel I tried much more than most
and I've done the things I wanted to
it's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
you don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances again...
for that very sign to leave this world
and I'm turning it around for you
on the edge of life it seems so low
and you've done the things you wanted to...
it's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
and the more that I believe in the less that I'm receiving instead...
it's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
you don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances again...
it's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
i live behind the perfect mask
erase the rule forever
i live behind the perfect mask
unleash the truth forever
i live behind the perfect mask
too late gonna live at last
i live behind the perfect mask
too late gonna live at last
i live behind the perfect mask
erase the truth forever
i live behind the perfect mask
only the true endevour
help me... i dare say theres no other way
help me... i dare say theres no other way to go
wanton fallacy again
merciless until the end
recognise my heart is there
Claws of death, grips my life
Empty my mind and my knowledge is deceased
Mindless and dumb, instinct gone.
Running in circles
Not knowing where my fate lies...
Blinding, running through the eternal maze
Surrounded by people the same
Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above...
Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away?
Feelings disappear
Your eyes stare blank
Another world to greet
I've fallen down there once before
I've fallen down there once before
I'm always down there rest assured
I'm always down there rest assured
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Calling out to end disgrace
Calling out for death's embrace
All around seems so obscure
All around seems less than pure
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Getting over the madness
Getting over the strain
Getting over the madness
Getting over the strain
Getting over the madness
Kneel on the ground and pray to the Lord
But will he hear your prayers
Will hear your call,
As you sit in the church
And the madman speaks...
Listen with awe at the lies he'll preach.
Only the mindless... will listen and obey
World wide wars... are caused by this uproar...
Pray... to... rest... your conscience - for the sins you have done...
Where is your god now as you're dying alone
Brutal wounds cut deep
No miracles to heal
Watch your life now fade
He's not there to help you die...
Raised upon repulsive lies
From the time we were born
Driven into heads, holy laws...
Cast into a circle of preaching vomit
All decent holy people
Their conscience free
Massive neurosis and impending doom
Innocence, beneath this sorry veil I see `you have'
Plenitude, the sweetness of a new born child
Its lost deserted reverence
For my life and the stars creation
For my life it's the same rejection
Lost in life, I'll blame it all on you
Loss of hope, failing situation
Readapt, death is life's temptation
Dying slow, I'll blame it all on you
Resurrect, the harsh tones of our self contempt recall
Fail to breathe, in sight no normal state of mind
In time the hour will fail to chime
i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?
see me shaking never making
all my life and there is no other way
'til i'm old enough and hit the ground,
never choose, because i'm here just to lose,
besides a win would just release,
and maybe solve my minor problems
don't wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause i'm taking all the things
that prevent me from knowing the truth
don't wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause although my mind is breaking
my existence makes a channel for the pain
i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?
see me taking never giving all my life
and there is no other way
till im old enough and hit the ground
i only lose cause i never did choose and all the loneliness
that's there is just the core of all my problems
don't wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause im taking all the things
that prevent me from knowing the truth
don't wanna seek, i wont make a demand,
cause although my mind is breaking
my existence makes a channel for the pain
(its a channel for the pain, its a channel for the pain,
its a channel for the pain!)
i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?
i live all alone, i wonder why?
Staring down into the depths
Subconscious has taken my life
Breathing this foul and dank air
Eyes cannot penetrate the light
No room to panic or move
I pray my death will come soon.
My sorrows are breeding on my fear.
The tombs of 1000 lie near,
Soon to diminish am I?
Lying here, minutes from my death
The nausea breeds on my fear
Calling to the victims of fate
The dead cannot answer my calls.
My body falls to the depths
And darkness has engraved my mind...
No visions or solution
Gagged for air, deeper below I sink...
Staring down into the depths
Subconscious has taken my life
Breathing this foul and dank air
Eyes cannot penetrate the light
No room to panic or move
I pray my death will come soon.
My sorrows are breeding on my fear.
The tombs of 1000 lie near,
Soon to diminish am I?
Lying here, minutes from my death
The nausea breeds on my fear
Calling to the victims of fate
The dead cannot answer my calls.
My body falls to the depths
And darkness has engraved my mind...
No visions or solution
You'll see the blood, blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll in it together
You'll see the blood, blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll in it together tonight.
What unruly life is like what is fabled wisdom like?
This indulgent grace is spinning
round and leaving all bahind knowledge
Limits you besides claming
you're so sure by vibes
In this frozen climate the temperature
should bring you down to rights.
Beauty, purity inside twisted madness filth and vice
Death is not selective the darker
shroud will fall on all despite
Recklessness, the fault in mind anger,
laughter can't provide try to turn a
blind eye
The wasting pain one trip you cannot buy...
You'll see the blood - blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll in it together
You'll see the blood - blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll in it together tonight
That unruly life is like what is fabled wisdom like?
This indulgent grace is spinning round and leaving all behind
Knowledge limits you besides claiming you're so sure by vibes
In this frozen climate the temperature should bring you down
To rights beauty, purity inside
Twisted madness filth and vice death is not selective
The darker shroud will fall on all despite recklessness
The fault in mind anger laughter can't provide
Try to turn a blind eye the wasting pain
I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken
I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken
I've seen it many times
prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
prey for that day when your feet could walk on different soil
you've felt an omen...
"oh another" I've heard this many times
when I speak, silence
so assured that you could find... I seek it more
prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
prey for that day when your feet could walk on different soil
I can't see much truth in what's being spoken
I can't see much hope in what lays broken
prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
prey for that day when your feet could walk on different soil
prey for that day when you'll leave behind the grey
prey for that day, and that night you came
As I die
Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... The love has crippled you
Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise
As I die
Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue
Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool
Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die
Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harms way until I can decide
leaving as the wind blows,
i recall, i needed control
pain leaves harsh remains,
throughout the day
leaving as our lives close,
i recall, i needed control
learning from the sorrow,
i confess, i need some control
laughter heals the spirit for a while
life may seem of interest, for a while
another day and the guilt is gone
another day will stress the weak and the strong
just a memory that we've become,
I have taken without warning when the day has just begun...
a summers day and my blood runs cold
I can hear you in the morning
as I'm reaching out to haunt you
a summers day and my blood runs cold
you will never hear me calling
as I'm reaching to destroy you
another day won't ease the sorrow
another day will help frustration
to grow all the pictures and the face of hope
It's all I want
Clear my mistakes
All adhere to the first disgrace
Caress all with this agony
In dreams I have tried
Don't look back on disaster
Ask your questions in time
Despite the hate are you afraid
All consumed by a surging grace
I've buried all with this agony tears I have cried
Don't look back on disaster
Is there a place and a time
When all your dreams that just break apart you fall apart it seems
Another ending you'd make the start embrace the heart be free
Hail to the bitterness
In your hands I'm trying flight
I can't die
In your hands I'm trying.
In your hands I'm trying flight
I can't die,
I'm flying in the cold breeze every night
Spare me all the strife
My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died?
Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise...
Have you no direction?
I just sense pretentious signs...
In your sighs
Have you no direction?
I just sense the pretentious signs
In your highs...
I hear the same old stories every night
Spare me all the strife
My desires never tire
But would it feel much better if I died?
Petty highs get me by
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen
Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back
Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...
Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...
Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness
Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen
Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back
Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...
Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...
Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness
Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
Like I am, in awe who makes
Like I am, in awe who saves
Life's golden themes unmade
Life's golden dreams where I live for the hour
And sentimental rage
And all these things are made
Will all these things remain?
Blind hours we all embrace
Blind hours we're all replaced
Life's golden years abstained
Life's golden years where I lived for a passion
The melancholic days
And all these things are made
I am the one, to which you'll go
You are the one, from which I'll run...
Fading to grey, the wanton pray
You'll find shelter, I'll find none
I'll leave you pointless life undone
Breathing your days, my anguish stays
Fate of my face, I've seen your face
I turn and run, you'll have no place
Time is the father, in my corrupt mind
Pain, echoes, in the silent sky...
In agony we are now twisted unblessed
We must strive, repulsed by the false
Harmony, blinded by truth
That eyes can't hope to see
Foolish man must die
For the sins that he creates
Forgive Lord - we must be weak
Remove the weight of sin, release harmony
Resist the throes of his embrace
There's something in the air that greets me
There's something in the air
I don't know where I belong
Or where does it go from here
See my dreams
They're not like anyone's, anyone's
There's something in your stare that greets me
There's something in your stare
That tells me where I belong
And where it all goes from here
I don't know where I belong
Or where it all goes from here
See my dreams
They're not like anyone's, anyone's
There's something in the air that greets me
There's something in the air
I don't know where I went wrong
Or where does it go from here
See my dreams
I am the one, to which you'll go
You are the one, from which I'll run...
Fading to grey, the wanton pray
You'll find shelter, I'll find none
I'll leave you pointless life undone
Breathing your days, my anguish stays
Fate of my face, I've seen your face
I turn and run, you'll have no place
Time is the father, in my corrupt mind
Pain, echoes, in the silent sky...
Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning brains
An empty grasp - a threat to all those sane.
The daggers poised
For shallow minds
Unheard laughs...
Disrupting all mankind
This rotting misery
The beggars are all gathered
No others rule supreme...
Rotting misery
Clouded realities
Brought before us
Their pointless lives
As all their faith is lost
Morbid existence
Of these poor souls
I step off the train
I'm walkin' down your street again
And past your door
But you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
And now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
Could you be dead?
You always were two steps ahead
Of ev'ryone
We'd walk behind while you would run
I look up at your house
And I can almost hear you shout, down to me
Where I always used to be
I step off the train
I'm walkin' down your street again
Past your door
I guess you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
And now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning breains
An empty grasp - A threat to all those sane
The daggers poised
For shallow minds
Unheard laughs...
Disrupting all mankind
This rotting misery
The beggars are all gathered...
No others rule supreme...
Rotting misery
Clouded reality's
Brought before us
Their pointless lives
As all their faith is lost
Morbid existence
Of these poor souls
Now must die to exist no more
Seasons of sun won`t suffice
But for you my guarding light
I´d walk around this earth
A though the streets are paved with gold
I´d collect it to be sold
I`m bringing this on myself
But I feel for you
Will you show you`re sane
In your mouthie a loaded gun
Pull the trigger have you won
Let`s see how you can do
It`s the darker days you dread
All the hurtful things I said
It seems I´m nothing
But I feel for you
You get high, with your destructive instinct
You get high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You're trying it more, but you will never break me
Cause you presume, the winner is you but that's not true,
So say just words to me, unreal what your hate's providing,
Say just words to me, your talk is always contradiction
Say just words to me, you won't feel the warmth of friends around you
Say just words to me, is it true that there is worth inside
So say just words to me
Your desires, all the worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there's fire burning,
I'll show you the way a pleasure that's for the talking,
You're trying it more but you won't get satisfaction
Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true
Never seen such doubt
Never seen without
Forever seemed so right
Understand I try
Endeavour rests inane
Takes us once again...
Somewhere in the air
Somewhere in the air
The world can see a reason I believe
The words deceive the reason I believe
Heaven seemed so right
Understanding lies
Hail the fallen grade
Praise lamented shade
Somewhere in the air
Somewhere in the air
The world can see a reason I believe
The words deceive the reason I believe
I believe
The world can see a reason I believe
So you want to show
The only way you've known
A truth for all who see
Set me down, Oh set me down
On hallowed ground again
Wear me down in prayer confounded
Shadow my torment
It's dead it's over all too slow
Can't you see you're my worst enemy?
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree
Set me down, Oh lay me down
On ravaged ground again
Lay me down, embrace me now
My prelude to descent
It's dead it's over all too slow
Can't you see you're my worst enemy?
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree
We never run the same way
We never run the same...
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree
It's over all too slow
Never saw the light against the world
Never seen a truth in all I've heard
Never for the Damned
Never for the Damned
Flawless, life just revealed as a chain of events you delay
Lawless, life the ordeal with no thread of intention retained
Heaven or denial again I learn
Heresy the truce for all who burn
Never for the Damned
Never for the Damned
Distress, throw out the dreams which you cry in defence of and pray
Only, rise if the reason determines you cling for the sake
Never there again...
Never lose pretend...
Ascend and fall for me...
We are foe
Self esteems low
Set me free...
Flawless
We are foe
Self esteems low
Set me free...
Flawless
We are foe
Self esteems low
I'm leaving on the five train
Don't ask me when I'm coming back again
I reckon it's only a matter of time
Before the law kick in the door
Mother I'm running out of change,
But I had to phone to let you know
They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me alive
Mother I killed someone
It wasn't that I hated him
You see, he was trying to stop me
But he found out
I'd go the whole way
They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me
I can't tell you how I feel
Maybe you don't wanna know
Maybe, maybe
But anyway: I love you so
They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me
You belong, don't look back,
No excuses...
When you're down, face the crowd,
So illusive...
To be the same is always there for me
To feel constrained is always there for me
Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I'm blind
When you're strong, have no doubts
So elusive...
When your thoughts face the shroud
Unobtrusive...
To be the same is always there for me
To feel constrained is always there for me
Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I'm blind
Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I'm blind
The seeds we never sow
Sedative god
Oh sedative god
Oh sedative god
Oh The seeds we never sow
Sedative god
Right way, there's a wrong way
Oh sedative god
And there's no way
Oh sedative god
And all the time I've wasted searching, you pretend
You never realised how close we're to the end
I'm here like sunshine
I'm here just sometimes
I never dreamed of life so jaded through contempt
As all deception ceases progress through resent
I'm here like sunshine
I'm here just sometimes
Let all the hatred go, silent in heart
Let all the hatred go, silent in heart
I'm here like sunshine
Slow the art of fear
Writhe against the fading
In these sheltered years
I escape from this cruel world
Chose to domineer
Thrive against all failing
Are these wretched tears
Just remains of my ruined worth
You'll never save me again....
Reanimate me again...
Into the grave
With all the symptoms you create
Into the fray
With all the sickness you'll remain
You'll never save me again....
The end untold desire
Night reveals unearthly ways I felt
failing lives abruptive games I felt
Gripped to life, you must resign all pride
Saved from this and use your darker side
Is your trust in god abandoned now
Silently, we're doomed
Silently, we're doomed
The end untold desire
Rage of fear inside and not fear you
They show my faith expire the truth
Waiting for the darker side to greet me
For our saviour could not deny
All born the same
All born the same
You won't hear the truth
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You invent the proof
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You won't hear the truth
Born a failure
Could not deny
All born the same
All born the same
You won't hear the truth
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You invent the proof
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You won't hear the truth
For our saviour could not deny
You won't hear the truth
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You invent the proof
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
Into a depth of haze, I'll see you dead
The colossal rains flow like the breeze
A sheltered scenery as the arms outstretch for me
You'll never walk again
(in a sorry sea of pale sound uplifting here,
dark waters flow free through archways of silent dreams)
Brought back from centuries, creations seen
the colossal rains mortal spirits drained
Can this be real, what the frozen rains reveal
You'll never walk again
(hear cries, way out of reach and shallow the silver breathes,
Set you heart at a pace no one could follow
Until it's right in the face no one would swallow
We the subtle damned, refuse to follow
And we are determined to control
So many hours in the day in which you'll suffer
The saviour you delegate just basks in power
We the subtle damned, refuse to follow
And we are determined to control
We've lost it all
We breed contempt
With years to go a wealth of debt
A simple retreat
I need time I know
I need time I know
but it's too late
your time I don't need
I've the mission for you
can you see it through
resist what I say
accept what I do...
you'll see
mourning the loss is just pain to one self
numbered days are few
the lies promised to you
are a good way
of keeping it all
collapsed is our bond
I pretend to respond
no love for the lost...
no love for the lost...
you'll see
Lying here alone and cold
And I'm waiting for the dawn
Laughter at my every move
As if crippled by my thoughts
And I'm burning cold, burning cold
You prevail in the end
(Unlike your god's obscenity)
Hating the disgrace
(Of a child's insanity)
I'm taken all the more
And I'll take all that I see
You'll do it all for me (is this the end - it cannot be)
All the more, you feed off my rejection
All the more, I tear your soul in two
Lonely are my tears of pain
And I'm punished by their cause
I'll rest on my burning throne
A release I move towards is eternal sleep
And I'm burning cold
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
Away
All the more, I battle through the heartache[
I am oppressed by lack of power
Holding on until the end
Helping me tread on your life
Life is the game, strengthen my anger
Reshape the misguided times
See me then, die, fate has control of us all
Blemish the quest of all
Create the dread
Waiting in line, lost in your prayer
Lost in your insanity
It seems to be real
Soothing the pain that you feel
Can't find the key to destiny
Life is your quest, erase your quest
Your Christ is failing you, like poison running through
Does god know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth
While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn
The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see
Lord, smile at me
My ashes have scattered the plains
They won't return again...
Lord stare at me
Wait here for me to rise, rise again...
Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed
Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest
Struggle with emotion
Fell the pain burn deep
Within our nerves
The mourning of lost life
Commands our action night and day
The foul realism is unleashed
Upon the Earth we'll bleed
Banish all fond memories
As the Lord Beckons us to judgement
Degeneration is close at hand
The mortality coil is weaker
The pain is close to heart
Now leave the real world to your God
The kindness of deaths grasp
A sea of twisted shapes
Seek salvage from this carnage
Frustration deep inside
Writhe in utmost rage
A tortuous embrace is embedded in their minds
As hands from above grasp
Emptiness they find.
Paralysed from neck down
Like fluid drinks
Pressures increase on flesh
Excruciating pain...
These mindless thoughtless fools
Corrupted in mind
Crying out for the death
Innocence they find...
The silence looms before us,
Free of trouble and strife
While bodies pile in hundreds,
Free from the gift of life.
Drown in misery
Deadly inner sense
This place of doom
a sacred shrine
eternal punishment for all time
Originally performed by Atomic Rooster
Lock the door, switch the lights
You'll be so afraid tonight
Hide away from the past
Count the nightlights that you have
Start to scream, shout for help
There is no one by your side
To forget what he has done
Seems so hard to carry on
living life today
when tomorrow brings this trail of desperate thoughts
living so afraid
when tomorrow brings this trail of simple thoughts
give in for one day
face the absolute that things won't go your way
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
when they all seem to be much deeper than before
living for today
when tomorrow brings this trail of damaged thoughts
living for today
until the afternoon reactions take their course
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
when they all seem to be much deeper than before
anger so deep and anger so alive
anger so deep and anger so alive
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
when they all seem to be much deeper than before
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
I bide my time on these lonely nights
But it's always on my mind
Seems a shame cause it's so inane
But it's always on my mind
The lessons that we've learned
The lessons that are waiting
All the sins I've done
All the lives were taking
All the time that I've set aside
But it's always on my mind
Ill awake, I acquire and take
But there's something I can't find
The years that I've spent cold
Are years that I've being wasting
All the sins that I've done
All the time I've taken
All the sins we've learned
All the sin that's waiting
Lessons that we've heard
Promises I'm breaking
A fallen time that's bygone
A crude elite that's from a distant zone
You turn a blind eye on what's `brave'
You don't know if it's the truth you told
Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones
Hold back desire for danger
A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn
I see the man who lives and breathes corruption
Into a circle that you call your own
Don't run away, from the pain.
A claim that you deal with
A power game, from within.
Impossible for you to see this
Laid down the laws of deceit
The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go
Into the ashes of a tortured world
Only in mind's eye can you see a light
Harmony breaks, dark awakes, in old eyes - the trouble feel it
Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgement hearing
Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones
All remains of the glowing embers
Take the pact, hide the fuel that's gathered here
Pale in view, a fool resigns and taken over
Skin you pride, it's stripped and taken from you
Buried deep are the souls that are waiting for you
For you and only you, you may attempt to proceed
The sharpest point is aimed at you
Where the pain strikes is clear...
Regret, refrain, I can no longer bear it
Rising ages increase elusive cures
A moral life sacrificed, greed's taken over
Ride to take and the craving's buried deeper
Reaching out grasping arms that are waiting for you
For you and only you, you may attempt to proceed
The sharpest point is aimed at you
Where the pain strikes is clear...
Like a fever, fever - inside of me
Like a fever, fever - inside of me
Stand fast, faithful one
See the moon and not the sun but I...
All I need is a simple reminder
Breakdown frail affairs
Turn from the elusive stares but I...
All I need is a simple reminder
Guilt is feeding, feeding, inside I'm cold
In depth grasp the chains
Struggle as the waters gain but I...
All I need is a simple reminder
Observe the formation
Fight until the battle's won but I...
All I need is a simple reminder
There's no rule to say you'll cry alone
Just find the strength to help you carry the load
Reverse the frown and let the power surge
But when alone you cannot resist the urge
Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying
Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying
Hold on face to face
Damaged by the sad disgrace but I...
All I need is a simple reminder
Twisting the knife in vain
End the grief hut who will gain but I...
Pain... is what we are waiting for
Lying deep in comfort, I awake now
I cannot believe this tale
I cannot believe the echoes... or your petty lies
Take away our world, thrown into the stars
Take away our world, worship all that's ours
Cry at echoes in your heart
Lying in the ocean until the end of time
Solitude embracing us
Suicide our hearts embrace
Life and death become the race
Take away the our world, hold it to the sky
Take away the our world, pity your demise
Array of fear, controls me now
And I cry - in dark despair
Take me away
Take away our world
Take me away
This your only grace.
The art of conversation,
Regarding common sense.
As merely an infliction,
Divided we stand
Divided we stand
Maybe you're content.
Relying on religion,
You steal without consent.
Just consummates my theory,
Divided we stand
Divided we stand
Divided we'll stand.
Regardless we'll fall.
How subtle the words we've come to know,
Divided we stand.
Determined to fall.
Just like this hollow world that sleeps inside of me................
Divided we stand
Divided we stand
In living with a fear of chance
The chance of fears the only reason you're awake,
We decrease in size when burdened with you mind,
But you know escape is to run
In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion maybe you'll disappear
Recall the past when you were strong
Those distant days it seems are now forever gone,
You'll increase desire to wander and retire,
As a withered hand grips tight through fear
The cold caressing rains
The reaping arms of silence, evolve for us to see
Overruled by a lack of patience, it's untold
That's the secret that has made us
Constructive powers flow desire
The last intense degree
Scratching at the surface, for all of us to hear
Gather round, the secrets that you know
And the speech that makes blood flow
Blame desire, you'll blame revenge
Standing at the solemn shores
Where blessed fools are born
Happiness is wasted, wasted blood and tears
Re-abuse infiltration. it's untold
Raping life from other nations
The ritual explosive fires
Rewarding enemies
Shells of empty faces, crying to be free
Dying free, the spirits gather round
While the soul lays underground
People say, I'm in the way
People say, never betray
Oh, when I've gone, when I've gone
You'll turn to me when I've gone, when I've gone
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I don't belong, belong
Every day humiliate
Every way solemn in trait
Oh, when I've gone, when I've gone
You'll turn the key when I've gone, don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I would belong, belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation, I don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
To remain pessimistic found, in this hour of distress
Till decayed, derelict down
In this shower of pretence
Desire profane
You never see again
As horizons end
Ever to descend
As horizons end
Ever to descend
You retain a desolated frown
In this hour of distress
You invade the decadent crowd
In a shadow of pretence
Desire profane
You never see again
The light of day it seems to be enslaved
As horizons end
Ever to descend
As horizons end
All This Was
All this was the cause
All this was because you rose
All that's moved across
Was meaningless you show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
We account for cost
As we wander through the lows
Learn we live with loss
And feelings we don't show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
Said you could
Believe you could
I'd wandered far astray
Forever yield the doorway to my pain
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
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[Instrumental]
FEEL SO LOW SOME DAYS
AND ONLY I CAN TASTE
RESENT SECURITY
OBSCURING ALL I SEE
IN MY MIND
IN MY MOUTH
IN MY SOUL
ONLY YOU PROVIDE THESE SYMPTOMS THAT I SHOW
I COULD GO OUT IN STYLE
GO BACK FROM WHERE I CAME
BUT LUCK SEES TO US ALL
AND RARELY PLAYS THE GAME
WE'VE SEEN IT ALL THROUGH MANY YEARS OF LONESOME HELL
BACK TO A PLACE WHERE WE ALL TERMINATE
Shhhhh.. be quiet now, be still my darling
I can see you lying there in your bed
Even know you're ?only in my head
I'm so far away X6
And if you could see what I can see
And if you could hear me now baby
And I can tell you this paradise is lost
Flowers blossom in stone in this place I'm livin lost
I'm so far away X3
And what I think I'm trying to say is
I can't help thinking about you
And I can't help thinking about every one in you
I can't help thinking about you
And I can't help thinking about every one in you
Do you remember old times my friend
Who knows good old times
You seem so distant now
From these days of mine
I can see you clearly now
Joking and drinking wine
Even know it's only in my mind
And if you could see me now
And if you could hear me now my friend
I can tell you this paradise is lost
Flowers blossom in stone in this (soons ?)
I can I'll be coming home
I'm so far away X3
And what I guess I'm trying to say is
I can't help thinking about you
And I can't help thinking about every one in you
I can't help thinking about you
And I can't help thinking about every one in you
I wonder what you're doing now
And whatever you're doing now
I hope you're alright
Do you remember that night ?
That night seems?so far away X3
And I could see what I can see
And its only me that can hear me
And I'm the only one in those
Paradises lost flowers blossoms in stone (stolen?)
From B-More Careful to The Chocolate City
Where not so pretty chicks often act sadity.
Tiny cats carry gats, attitudes is shitty.
In the streets they form black committees.
It's simply the call of the wild. The young black child's
in danger; They can't seem to manage their anger.
Unborns is aborted with hangers
Little shorties goin' insane givin' brain to strangers.
Can't seem to change this. The man has arranged this.
Oblivious to it all, we livin' in chambers.
No hope, my man's grandmama sells dope.
Mad drama, the only way she knows how to cope.
Yesterday little Susi got sprayed up in kindergarten.
Now she'll never see the first grade.
That's real! Tell me if you feel what I say.
It's ill when juvenilles kill to get paid.
And mothers suffer and slave to save for another grave.
That's why they pray when their kids misbehave.
Until the day when the jakes take'em away
They gotta pay for the mistakes they made.
[Chorus:]
We're in this paradise lost to sacrifice cause
It's war and the streets show no remorse
It's war mad drama plus more in store
They catch bodies just to keep the score...
We're still locked in this paradise lost to sacrifice cause
It's war and the streets show no remorse
It's war mad drama plus more in store
They catch bodies just to keep the score! [x2]
The art of war documents crime rhyme sequels
lions & weasels Quoting signs of evil, man-kinds and peoples.
Street-Cats got nine lives to bleed through
Fiends giving brain for french-fries and needles!
Plus any challenge these minds find is lethal
They teach little kids to blame the tribes of Hebrew.
Neglected, you could say it's lack of perspective
But I knew Gina, Ishmael has shot for a necklace!
He got knocked driving a stolen Lexus
At the same confines Po-Po infested
It's 25 to life, a soldier's reflection
Its old soul mirrors an unspoken death-wish!
Inmates offered a sort of protection
Until his ass got moved to the HIV-section!
Now, that's real in these fields of sorrow
If parents misbehave, their children follow!
They squared 41 shots to kill Diallo,
And it's 40 shots too much for me to swallow,
Let's, build our boroughs and seal tomorrow
Sending out messages in Olde English bottles. What...
This reprisal search for words
Analyse what it's worth
Set the stars ablaze from earth
In thoughts sublime we immerse
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
From a certain pointing light
Beneath black skies I search for words
Hell relies on what is worse
Heaven lies on sullen earth
Fall then rise
Fall then birth
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
Another fear
Another fear I can't see
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
From a certain point in life
Is there something wrong?
Nothing I sense no belong
Another fear
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
From a certain point in life
All blown away
You say you'll never run away
Centuries, born to break my weary soul
Sanctioning, scorn to break my dearest foes
To rip the face off this
Reaching out I lost control
This soul in shame
All I can take
Who holds the blame
All that I've wasted
Sent to rest, scorn to break my weary soul
Sufferance, force to break my dearest goals
To rid disgrace from this
A loss of mind is lost control
To raise the gate, ever so elated
Erase the day ever so disdained
This soul in shame
All I can take
Who holds the blame
All that I've wasted
Descent awaits never you'll restrain this
Honor stay! Repentance to the grave.
With a prayer incest. Intentions not sustained.
Am I dreaming?
A sinner soon to die.
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide. Crucify!
Dying flame. Sweetness is so scrace.
Without its carry glass, I regret not to change.
Am I dreaming?
Consenting you deny.
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide. Crucify!
Crucify!
Am I dreaming?
A sinner soon to die.
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide. Crucify!
Crucify!
For eternity, you're my sentence.
faced with shame,
i accept a will that that's long departed
phased with games,
i resent a world i once regarded
but now it seems the changes must be made...
celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love
celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love
laced with shame,
i reject a thrill that's so misguided
faith in flames,
i'm exempt to blame that's so demanded
but now it seems that changes have been made.....
celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love
celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love
a simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
a simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
a simple lie....
It's the same again. The truth is not too plain
No matter where you start
It's the same again. Refusal not to blame
For anything you are
An insane attempt a dire loser's discontent
Like arrows in the dark
Ending through changes everything changes
In the shade again, a truce too much to take
Endeavour night & day
It's the same again. A truth's too much to take.
Innocent, no matter what they say
All the blame again the truth is not too plain
What matters falls apart impart
Ending through changes everything changes
In the shade again, a truce too much to take
Endeavour night & day
Refrain from the way we were
Slain the invincible
Changed are the ways of man
Fortitude to face the path
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to see it fail
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to seek despair
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Tears for a hopeless case
Outside is still so vague
Frayed the landscapes of old
Cleared the indelible
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to see it fail
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to seek despair
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Cannot sleep through darkened skies
Cannot dream until it's over
Cannot sleep through darkened skies
Cannot dream until it's over
Vanquish the pain
Don't want to see it fail
(Faith divides us - Death unites us)
Vanquish the pain
As creation reaches high
Generations we deny
Never again believe me...
Faded questioning remorse
Eases suffering and loss
Never again believe me...
Never again believe me...
We alone, the fallen children
Contemplating this resent
Understanding this contempt
Sorry to say it's easy
Frail the essence of denial
I return to face this trial
Never again believe me...
Never again believe me...
We alone, the fallen children
Can't save me like the others tried
Don't fail me as the others die
We alone, the fallen children
Lies divided me I wonder
Cries enlighten me I wonder
Light has guided me I'm stronger
To escape to where dearly intended dwell
Never seen the light, I don't know where to escape
From that fear of impending hell
Now I've seen the light, my soul laid bare
To forsake that fear of impending hell
Life denying need my hunger
Paralysing dreams I wander
Life has binded me I'm stronger
To escape from the tears of a last farewell
The party's over you never could believe
I am the lord of the fallen
The ultimate rebel from paradise
A philosopher free thinking breed
The sovereign of anarchy
Legionaries of every tribe
This is where we dwell
A place of eternal dusk
We are the dignitaries of hell
Here we shall rule
Even though it isn't hell
I will retake
My lost paradise
Into the garden of Eden
As a serpent I come to tempt
I offer you to taste the fruit
From the tree of knowledge
I make you a demigod
I give you my thoughts
I want to make sure that you will be
A rebellion to the trinity
Here we shall rule
Even though it isn't hell
I will retake
My lost paradise
Fallen into the abyss of fire
Your beliefs shadow everyday
Never again
Live and breathe, shelter and restrain
Never again
Never wanted loss
My ever needing soul
Never wanted blood
You conceive tragedies innate
Never again
Feel so revived
You redeem fallacy remains
Never again
Fear so in mind
Never wanting loss
Never need control
Never wanting love
Could there be, something that your world depends on in me...
Never wanted loss
My ever needing soul
Never wanted blood
Could there be, something that your world depends on in me...
It's all I want
Clear my mistakes
All adhere to the first disgrace
Caress all with this agony
In dreams I have tried
Don't look back on disaster
Ask your questions in time
Despite the hate are you afraid
All consumed by a surging grace
I've buried all with this agony tears I have cried
Don't look back on disaster
Is there a place and a time
When all your dreams that just break apart you fall apart it seems
Another ending you'd make the start embrace the heart be free
"Understand procedure
Understand war
Understand rules, regulations
I don't understand sorry"
You must feel frustration
'cause you mind feels such temptation
And your ways appear a total lack of faith
You may feel elation
At your body's re-creation
And that joy you need, restricted by one thought
Are you forever - loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - pale, regarded as a waste of time
High times are courageous
But in truth they suit no purpose
Induced, reduced, unable and afraid...
Can you feel rejection
And a lack of motivation
And the joy you need restricted and delayed
Are you forever - loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - pale, regarded as a waste of time
A mass of breathing souls
For times are desolate
Passing judgement on my sentence
As I perceive my dying day
Give me a promise.
The word I will never hear
Sympathies forging, stalling in me
I'm closing all the doors
While my frown remains
Until I reach my golden haven
I'll let the sadness pass my way
Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man
My halo's fading with all the sin I deal
Have I been banished, `a forgery'
Sear, the tender feeling as my solar glow dies
And I'm waiting for my sweet hell
You'll wait for `your' hell, I wish you hell...
In time the hate corrodes
Our brains are desolate
And this prison which we serve in
Will be a witness to our pains
Now I'm defeated
Brake are my wings
Kneeled is my soul
I cry tears of blood
Close in cosmic void
I can feel my hate grow
Down in fire and ice
Only up again
I will fly so higher
'till touch the stars
Wounded is my body
Scar is my soul
But stronger is my spirit
I will rise again
I'll gaze into space now
'till take the stars
The Almighty has broken our wings
And destroyed our shields,
But we are not completely defeat:
We'll rise, shoulder swords against his angel
And will have our Kingdom in the Heaven
And our freedom as the stars in sky.
Better to reign in Hell than serve in Heaven"
In Cosmic Void I lie"
I'll have my vengeance
I'll defeat God
I'll will rise up on His Throne
And I'll hold His old Kingdom
As Demon in Hell and Angel in Heaven
I'll hold my reign in peace or blood:
Fight for me brothers, together we will win
A new order will come,
With our victory.
Total war for reign
Total war for peace
Down in fire I descend
And up in sky I take my soul:
My spirit fly over snow-covered plain
And on shining landscape
Is the time for all mankind to rise and fight this war"
But my soul is tremble
In front of might of God,
Weak appear my spirit
Beneath Universal Force.
I won't fall in darkness
But never I'll may win.
I cuoldn't surrender
And so I have fought"
Close in cosmic void
I can feel my hate grow
Down in fire and ice
Only up again
I will fly so higher
'till touch the stars
Wounded is my body
Scar is my soul
But stronger is my spirit
I will rise again
I'll gaze into space now
'till take the stars
I must fight against His sons
And I had to fall: war will be done
Sacrifice my soul to evil forces
Take their powers
We'll become stronger,
We'll destroy our enemies:
We'll make a desert called peace.
Our swords will call their names,
It's orchestrated by another hand
Believe inferior dreams that I am
Orchestrated, I don't understand
Believe increasing in me that I am
If only we could see and live the dream
If only we could still believe the dream
Forever after
Forever after maybe, sing
Forever after
Without frustration, with no master plan
With nothing left of the dream that began
If only we could see and live the dream
If only we could still believe the dream
Forever after
Forever after maybe, sing
Forever after
Forever after
Forever after maybe, sing
Forever after
If only we could see and live the dream
If only we could still believe the dream
Frailty, frailty
Say, you love me till I get back
Forever after
Forever after maybe, sing
Forever after
Forever after
Forever after maybe, sing
Forever after
If only we could see and live this dream
It's In My Heart; It's In Your Soul,
You Choose To Judge,
Is That Your Role?
Don't Analyse Or Complicate,
You'll Critisise, You Can't Relate...
And Now You Want Some Understanding.
What's My Point Of View?
[Chorus]
Then I'll Just Fade Away
When I Hear All Your Lies I Choke
Then I'll Just Fade Away
Suffering From The Times You Spoke I Fade
Regarding More? Just Seems Much Less.
So Cynical You Must Confess.
I'm Dying Here, Completely Blind
Your Will To Live- Just Dampens Mine,
And Now You Want Some Understanding...
What's My Point Of View?
[Chorus]
Sickened by the feeling within
Laughing at my pain
Forget the lies, live the reality
Eager waiting for a chance to indulge
In this sinful perversion
I have crown weak now
God may forgive and save
Our "precocious souls"
Lift the curse from us
Embrace all distorted thoughts
Indoctrinating sins
In this our Earth the love is lost
As disruption begins
Madness as the soils of the Earth
Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave here
Emotion has withered away
Out burnt out love has decayed
Obsessed to leave the earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth
Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
Cry at all that remains
"Chosen words" fail to sustain
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd
Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
Are we lost forever more
Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
It's in my heart; it's in your soul,
You choose to judge,
Is that your role?
Don't analyse or complicate,
You'll critisise, you can't relate...
And now you want some understanding.
What's my point of view?
-chorus-
Then I'll just fade away
When I hear all your lies I choke
Then I'll just fade away
Suffering from the times you spoke I fade
Regarding more? just seems much less.
So cynical you must confess.
I'm dying here, completely blind
Your will to live- just dampens mine,
And now you want some understanding...
What's my point of view?
-chorus-
i don't owe anything
i don't owe anyone
shoot pride for all its worth
i don't belong
in a situation now
that i could not repair
i assert myself to sleep
show others that i've cared
how cold is this poor life
lay ashes at my grave
if it takes me away from you
a subtle gesture
i don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
i don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
i don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
i don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
this is erased i promise not a trace
this is erased i promise not a trace no delay
Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave
Here emotion has withered away
Our burnt out love has decayed
Obsessed to leave the Earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth
Now our righteous fathers weep
As the great eternal sleep
Are me born to pass away
Cry at all that remains
Chosen words fail to substance
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd
Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
How many times can I pass this by?
On and on regardless
How many times must I gratify?
On and on regardless
How many times must I have this trial?
On and on in darkness
It's the question of life
It's a quest for a sign
A side you'll never know
It's a question of life
It's a quest for a sign
A side you'll never know
How many times must I pacify
On and on regardless
How many times, how sullen the smile
All consuming sadness
Open your eyes for the last time
Find a way in darkness
It's the question of life
It's a quest for a sign
A side you'll never know
It's a question of life
It's a quest for a sign
A side you'll never know
How many times can I pass this by?
On and on regardless
How many times can I multiply?
On and on regardless
It's the question of life
It's a quest for a sign
A side you'll never know
It's a question of life
It's a quest for a sign
It's 4 a.m. and I'm back in Hell
Where I belong, I guess I love to be
Well you're not here
Hey, what the fuck can I do?
You brought redemption and I pissed it all away
1,000 lifetimes, when I pushed this flaw
I live this way, at what chance I've got
To be forgiven, but the fucker fooled me
Into thinking I was doing it the right way
You kept on trying but I couldn't see that
Now I'm counting the cost
Hell, I was too fucked up to ever believe it
And now my paradise is lost
Fucked up with evil, that's what I am
I guess again, that's what I'll always be
Yeah, fuck I want it, no girl, I need it
'Cause he kept his deal with me
But you brought me something
I've never seen before
A light so bright, but I was blinded
Well, I forgot the deal I made
Thought I could give you what you wanted from me
I know that you kept on trying but I couldn't see that
And now I'm counting the cost
I was too fucked up to ever believe it
And now my paradise is lost
So, now I'm back in Hell and I'm burning
We made a deal and I'll let you be
But I'll always know as I go on sinning
That you're out there and you're free of me
Originally performed by Stillborn
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm the saviour of your sisterhood
stretched thing, held in leash for daddy
clench the thong now honey clench it good
shadow blue, the shadow of the ox whip
whistling through the dark and kiss my poor child
slashed sister, kneel before your daddy
and squeeze now honey swallow my pride
'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you are my favourite nightmare
nude thing, 'o the nude so naked
mummy's little girl a long way from home
all by herself, on a southern highway
now you're the princess of my leather dome
'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm your daddy you're my flesh and blood
shadow black, the shadow of the razor
Like a pill
Like a pill these dreams
Like a pill
Kill almost everything
Like a drop in the ocean
Life's a drop in the ocean
Like a pill it's all the same
Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
For all who tried
Overkill, Overkill it seems
Overkill, Feeding off all extremes
Loyalty through emotion
Cruelty kills devotion
Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
Accept the pain, as all our fears subside (our fears subside)
Like a pill
Like a pill these dreams
Like a pill
It's all the same, it's all the same
Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
Accept the pain, as spirits purify (purify)
instumental
On and on it rains
On and on no shelter
On and on it rains
The sun has gone forever
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
On and on abstain
All the more suppression
On and off with strain
All the more deception
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind
Fear this more (the more) than the hands of man's (disgrace)
It crushes forth (resenting) conquest its plan
Don't look back, will I ever see you face again?
The domination (is in all) Imagination (space)
Caress endlessly (until we) inflame the soul...
Fading to return what's borrowed, devoting rights to me
I see a summer of winters merging gracefully
Don't look back, will we ever see you face again
Don't look back, will I hear the weeping words again
Faithless unrest, only the end we can see
Fading distress all innocence we conceive
Faithless martyrs now at the end we only pretend we can see
Fading darker now at the end the death you intended will be
Haze at sunset
On this surrendered frontier
Frayed and unblessed
Only a yearning through tears
Fading numbers knowing the chance throws light on this endless ordeal
Taking from us now at the end
A depth of repentance revealed
Faithless father now at the end pretend I can see
For a glory ascends, surrounds us
For a glory ascends, devours us
For the glorious end
Predatory intent devours us
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight
Of the night upon my back
you cannot believe
The pain that I've seen
Crawling of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
I'm hurt now, don't turn your back
Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist,
Insinuate what's gone
your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain resentless
Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts
With words and all ecstasy
Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold the others
Your hand in mine
Fear this more (the more) than the hands of man's (disgrace)
It crushes forth (resenting) conquest its plan
Don't look back, will I ever see you face again?
The domination (is in all) Imagination (space)
Caress endlessly (until we) inflame the soul...
Fading to return what's borrowed, devoting rights to me
I see a summer of winters merging gracefully
Don't look back, will we ever see you face again
ACCEPT THIS BITTER PAIN
ACCEPT THIS BITTER PAIN
THERE'S TOO MANY SEASONS HAVE CHANGED
THERE'S TOO MANY REASONS TO CHANGE
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE
WHEN ID GONE?
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE TO BREAKDOWN
WHEN ID GONE?
YOUR WRATH HAS BEING UNCHAINED
YOUR WRATH HAS BEING UNCHAINED
THERE'S TOO MANY FEELING ESTRANGED
THERE'S TOO MANY LEAVING THE STAGE
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE
WHEN ID GONE?
AND WHEN DID YOU DECIDE TO BREAKDOWN
WHEN ID GONE?
Originally performed by Sisters Of Mercy
And in the summer when the clouds show through
I might go the same way too if
You and I could talk together
Well what am I supposed to do with
You and I would walk together
Then with always close around and
Now you gaze toward the doorway
When the weather comes falling down
And when the rain comes down
Would you choose to walk or stay
Would you choose to walk
Would you choose to stay
Would you
Walk walk walk walk walk away
Though when the day is nearly
Through I might see the same way too if
You would name the things
That bring you down on me so I could say it's
Not quite true if you don't really
Know or understand the circumstance
Behind then I might clear your
All that's lost never found, remains of all this...
Never crossed are the ones that see
Taken to the ground, because you're honest
Stripped and bound for your honesty
It's in your heart, it's in your soul
It's in your own reality
It's in your heart, it's in your soul
Never disguise all the tears that I've cried
I took a trip inside I'm weary
Lay injustice on your head
It's in your heart, it's in my soul in your own reality
It's in my heart it's in your soul...
You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried
We all betray despite the theories
But I'm not conscious of the things I did
It's in your heart, it's in my soul, in your own reality
It's in my heart it's in your soul...
You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried
You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried
In this autumn rain
We're blessed with autumn skies (autumn skies)
I'm doing it for myself
Not somebody else
I'm doing it for myself
Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
Crying out your name
Something wrong but beautiful, so beautiful
In this awesome rage
Rejecting compromise (compromise)
Undoing it for myself
Not somebody else
Undoing for myself
Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
Crying out your name
Something wrong but beautiful, so beautiful
Like the dead fade away
Life a debt... fade away
Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
Crying out your name
Something wrong but beautiful, so beautiful
Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
I am the one, to which you'll go
You are the one, from which I'll run...
Fading to grey, the wanton pray
You'll find shelter, I'll find none
I'll leave your pointless life undone
Breaking your days, my anguish stays
Fate of my laughter, the loss of your sight
Hating the vicious lies, I will revel insane
I see your face, I've seen your face
I turn and run, you'll have no place
Time is the father, in my corrupt mind
Pain, echoes, in the silent sky...
Remember life now?
Denying our restlessness
Frustrations tension eludes
The past was clean
Where thoughts were mild
The present day horrors alive
Slowly passing timeless horrors
Lives within all tears
The mourning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fail
The light is dim before us
Shadows appear and fall
A barrage of savage ways
I am the son
and the heir
of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
of nothing in particular
you shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
just like everybody else does
I am the son
and the heir
of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
of nothing in particular
you shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
just like everybody else does
there's a club if you'd like to go
you could meet somebody who really loves you
so you go, and you stand on your own
and you leave on your own
and you go home, and you cry
and you want to die
when you say it's gonna happen "now"
well, when exactly do you mean?
see I've already waited too long
and all my hope is gone
you shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
hear your soothing comfort loud
one knows it's not too quiet
all consuming circumstance
can lead to our dysfunction
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
oh its much too late for you to aim, you only miss
say you'll pay the consequence
and though we all can't see it
time will challenge your defence
alive but you can't feel it
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
oh its much too late for you to aim, you only miss
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
the need to know gives a strange reaction
the need to know kills my soul, my passion
when will I know, just how far this goes
I feel the glow of a man whose tasted loss
fail each time, strong in mind
turn each page that you wrote
now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair
the safe release bears no threat or danger
the tide is weak, but may welcome strangers
this joy it seems maybe just a dream
a soul unclean, like a man whose tasted woe
fail each time, strong in mind
harbour tales of your woe
now and then you'll see me there always pale with despair
fail each time, strong in mind
turn each page that you wrote
A spiral movement, the ultimate mystery
Will you show... will you show who you are?
It's the truth that untrue suspicion is spreading like a disease
Do you know if it is real?
Voices appear inside my brain
Their need to set me free
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong
Encourage the madness they welcome impurity
I don't know... I don't know... who I am!
Fallen blind to the cruel hysteria that's constantly challenging
Me, all alone... all alone... can't be real
Voices approve I can't relate
Their need to celebrate
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong
Voices approve, the quest begins
Fuel for the shadowkings
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong
You aren`t what I love
You aren`t what I need
You aren`t what I love
You aren`t what I need
What I need
No, don´t let them take me down there
Don`t let them take me down there
Don`t let them take me down there
Don`t let them take me down
You aren`t what I love
You aren`t what I see
You hate from above
You become what I need
All alone beside myself
All alone beside myself
And I've troubles on my mind
And I've reached the depths of life
And I hear that deaths alright
Still I'll wait for you to try
When the dreams have been and gone
And the torment has begun
My emotions run
Can't get by with what I've got
Always dwell on what I've lost
Just a loaded gun
A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life
On the floor I crawl and writhe
As the day turns into night
I remove myself from sight
And I reached the depths alright
And I hear deaths part of life
Still I wish that you would try
When a dream has been and gone
And the torment has begun
The rejections done
I get by with what I've got
Always aware of what I've lost
Just a loaded gun
A symbol of my life, a symbol of my life
Nothing more, nothing more to say to me
you have a history of holding back
a certain sweetness that I lack
sensitive till the day of the final strike
hatred coming on from greater heights
won't you stay away
I'll pass away a different day
won't you stay away
don't hold it against me...
looking down on a rogue this lonely frame
it's predictable the killing game
the sickness knows not what feels right
you gotta hold on to what feels right
won't you stay away
I'll pass away a different day
won't you stay away
together it's impossible
together it's impossible
I see blood on the robe
expel at cost
i've looked for valuation
return what's lost
ive thrived on agitation
i live in fear
fear of my contradiction
free my eyes of fire
greed, my heart desires
im free this way
no love is lost
no love of condescending
who do i trust?
trusting or just pretending
maybe its wrong.
maybe im speculating
free my eyes of fire
greed, my heart desired
im free this way
the path i cross
is strewn with alterations
all at a loss
bargain infatuation
why did i try?
cause it's so complicated
i free my eyes of fire
greed, my heart desired
It's late an I'm drunk and my stomach
sounds like the hot water pipes in the attic room,
and who'd have though the sky could hold
so much snow inside of it just to let it go.
The stars may shine and the moon
may be blue, but what comes,
comes from you?
I was meant to take you there
We could pack our bags and be
on our way.
Hold on to your childlike fears
all your worries, tantrums, tears
I don't need to know
The stars may shine and the moon
may be blue, but what comes,
comes from you?
So don't turn around
'cause that's paradise lost.
Don't turn away,
mersey rose.
Nothing good could last forever.
No, don't turn around
'cause that's paradise lost.
The very place
that we chose.
Only dreams could last forever.
Hold it now,
there is something you should know
I was never turn away from you
My intentions are clear,
that's the only truth.
My only wish is never to lose.
So don't turn around
'cause that's paradise lost.
Don't turn away,
mersey rose.
Nothing good could last forever.
And don't turn around
'cause that's paradise lost.
The very place
that we chose.
Only dreams could last forever.
Don't turn around.
Don't turn away,
mersey rose.
Only dreams could last forever
Don't turn around.
Don't turn away,
mersey rose.
Only dreams could last forever
Don't turn around,
'cause that's paradise lost.
Only dreams could last forever.
Don't turn away,
this paradise lost.
Nothing good could last forever.
They say spirit always stays
They're all the same
These days experience decays
They all became, they're all the same
Agonizing together
Like you know me, you must know me
All the tears I've endeavored
You must owe me, you must owe me
They say will it all away
They're all the same
These days certainty is pain
They all became, they're all the same
Agonizing together
Like you know me, you must know me
All the tears I've endeavored
You must owe me, you must owe me
They all became, they're all the same
Sympathizing together
Like you know me, you must know me
Live a life of surrender
I could not care less for on,
So many things tales of your distress
And what tomorrow brings alluring
You on sight I'd harbour my delight
You could not care
For what tune sorrows sings
In this battle of ages
A breath of fire would light your pilot
Are you soul courageous
A breath of life would make you maybe see...
You bring me to the ground
Victory's in vain unless one knows the score
Inner peace reclines in place the bitter scorn
Spirit maketh man always at hand
Array of fortunate life.
But could you live through the fight?
No you couldn't...
All these years of sheltered emotion,
All these years I've seen no devotion from you.
I could offer honesty,
If everyday offered something real.
Decay of fortune and might.
But would you stand up and fight?
No you wouldn't...
All these years without any notion and
All these years I've seen no devotion from you.
what this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
all of my life is changing
you're the enemy, you're the enemy, I fear
all of my life is changing, always some rearranging
so much is lost, so much disharmony
so much is lost, no voice of sympathy
my identity, my identity, is not real
all of my life is changing
all of my lies you're facing
so much is lost, so much disharmony
so much is lost, no voice of sympathy
what this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
all of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted
so much is lost, so much disharmony
so much is lost, no voice of sympathy
so much is lost, so much disharmony
You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face
Mother will never understand
Why you had to leave
But the answers you seek
Will never be found at home
The love that you need
Will never be found at home
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Pushed around and kicked around
Always a lonely boy
You were the one
That they'd talk about around town
As they put you down
And as hard as they would try
They'd hurt to make you cry
But you never cried to them
Just to your soul
No, you never cried to them
Just to your soul
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy
Cry, boy, cry
Cry, boy
Cry, boy, cry
You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away
[Instrumental]
Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning brains
An empty grasp - a threat to all those sane.
The daggers poised
For shallow minds
Unheard laughs...
Disrupting all mankind
This rotting misery
(Chorus)
The beggars are all gathered
No others rule supreme...
Rotting misery
Clouded realities
Brought before us
Their pointless lives
As all their faith is lost
Morbid existence
Of these poor souls
Now must die to exist no more
(Chorus)
Across the desert sands I watch a caravan
And dream it could take me to you
As the east wind blows
I shiver to my bones
Cos all I can think of is you
I still feel you here
The memories are clear
So don't go forgetting my love
How we learned to be free
How we dreamed the same dream
Now nothings what it seems
Paradise lost is a place without you
In the shadow of love there's no room with a view
Walking alone on the sand
Wish you were here again here again
Wishing you were here again
I watch the sun go down and head back into town
The same way I used to with you
Up and down these streets
The music sounds so sweet
But it always reminds me of you
I still feel you here the memories so clear
So don't go forgetting my love
How we learned to be free
How we shared everything
Until you come back to me
Paradise lost is a place without you
In the shadow of love theres no room with a view
Walking alone on the sand
Wish you were here again here again
Wishing you were here again
Do you remember
Laying here with me
Do you remember
The way we used to be
Paradise lost is a place without you
In the shadow of love theres no room with a view
Walking alone on the sand
Wish you were here again here again
Wishing you were here again
Paradise lost is a place without you
In the shadow of love theres no room with a view
Walking alone on the sand
Wish you were here again
I wish you were here again
And Tell me baby
My body falls to the depths
And darkness has engraved my mind
Blurred visions...
My hands grasp for solutions
Gagged for air...
Deeper below I sink...
Pressure on my lungs
As the water fills my mouth
Writhing as the liquid chokes
Unheard cries, darkest depths
Waters rage above...
While below I suffocate
The terror od slowly drowning
My screams remain unheard...
I lie in a watery grave
Is it too much to ask to be saved
Now my bodies drained of life
Rise to the surface motionless
Paler than white, minds lost sense
thrown upon the distant shore
After submerged, life is no more
Dragged to the darkness
Breathless & silent
Gloomy shore I lie...
In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all, able to think, flex my limbs
Talk and socialize, live my life...
No future, an obscenity,
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up,
And the curse has left my soul
Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger, why?
Not allowed to make decisions,
quest for power to the born again
and pray for silence for the hurt again
eradication of the tortured man
configuration of the lonely bleeding
the gods are praying for our souls again
the willing conquest of our souls again
the wicked rule the one who dares to cross
accept the pain and simply count the losses
feed my fear
feed my fear
through the madness with a surge of strength
turn a blind eye and say the rest
at close of fear destroy a weak defense
you can't survive the pain of constant grieving
feed my fear
feed my fear
obsession clings to life that holds no hope
the fluid making life will cease to flow
eradication of the lonely man
Aware Of Some, Aware Of Nothing More,
I Have No Faith I Cannot Settle Scores,
You Hope Some Day, I'll Move Out Of The Dark,
Your Wishes Fail 'Cause I Am Nothing...
Slave To It All Once Again I Fear,
Slave To It All Are The Ones Most Dear,
Thrilling You All With My Tales Not Real,
You Believe In Them Time After Time...
On Hopeless Days I Sit And Justify,
A Wholesome Life, Of Which I'm So Deprived,
I Hope And Pray, That I Won't Stay Around,
Too Long To Stain, 'Cause I Am Nothing...
Hope Someday?
Coming back today, the pounding thoughts relay
It's a time that's for myself
I'm laying low, strife is gaining slow
A kind of anguish, I don't need...
When I see you frown, hurt will put me down
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
That I can see a light shining
Will you make it slow, pure evil makes it slow
I know you're brandishing the sign
Dare I take a chance? In this circumstance
Or will I leave without a hope
When you seal my fate sorrow turns to hate
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
That I can see a light shining
What one man makes is there for one to take
A single handed fall from grace
Hearts beating just, beating till the last
A draining feeling's all that I know
When I see you frown, it becomes my frown
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
feared and loathed besides...
it's such a tragedy
I've seen all others try
it ends in misery
could you stand back and take this all in
before it's too late?
fragrant your remarks
you offered sympathy
read between the lines?
the dream is honesty
could you stand back and take this all in
before it's too late? now,
could you stand back and set this soul free
before it's too late?
dealt the loosing hand
no need for jealousy
as our worlds collapse
who will the saviours be?
could you stand back and take this all in
before it's too late? now,
could you stand back and set this soul free
Opaque the dissident establishment
That we all suffer
Refill the porous shell with words that mean so many things
Words mean so many things
The feeling can't avoid you
Stoking the fires of absence
Loss and anguish long departed
Adjust to changes re-arranging, burns in many ways
Words mean so many things
Breathing here, and the air is clear
Changes of which I could foresee
Violence caressing, impending distress
As my body lay sleeping eternally bleeding, and...
Shallow despair, broken years cannot repair
Summoned here, and all must see the hypocrisy
Peel back the face, the sorry mind, a vacant space
Born deprived, the moods expired in reality
A fantasy, based on harmony
A victim released accordingly
Scatter the ashes, remains of life's passages,
Mocking the meaningless, joys of the empty, and...
Mighty and proud, reaching up to touch the shroud
Tangled here, and far beyond from atrocity
Frozen and cold, bleak the memories of old
resent a sense of feeding, demanding bleeding
unhinged a savage seeks a quest
hollow hearts, rapid beating
the pulse is high its never ceasing
this cannot be a false pretence
as people arise I feel it
stone cold, a passive disease, no chance of healing
you'll wonder if this is the end
the void submit to pass through
fear the eyes staring at you
a time of unrivalled despair
as people arrive I feel their stare
you lived a life in chains
your master could not save
you'll lose the grasp of gain
no method to your rage
you die a death each day
for some it seems to stay that way
channels to feed your hate
lying there for you to take
a place where fools attend
Always, Sometimes, Always Seems To Be
Chaos, Crisis, Always Feeds Off Me,
Then You'll Get Carried Away,
The Trauma Is All Too Real.
And Ohh Too Much, It's In My Soul Don't Let It Show
And Ohh Too Much, It's In My Head Don't Let It Grow Again
As I'm Walking I'm Breathless, I'd Welcome Clarity
My Final Excitement Was Failing To Agree
Then You'll Get Carried Away
The Drama Is All Too Near...
And Ooh Too Much, It's In My Soul Don't Let It Show And Ooh, Too
Much, It's In My Head Don't Let It Grow Again
(Chorus Repeated....)
If I could save you from hell, and help you break those chains
I'd take you out the rain and I would place no blame
You saw the world change, and it was you that was the same
And you did anything and everything you could to kill the pain
You sat completely cold in toss dying of an overdose
Your mother held the rosary, the Father, Son and Holy Ghost
And after all of this, everyone was there for you
And even though you lost hope, I always said a pray for you
May not seem fair to you, you had to see your brother die
But every time you smile, know he's smiling from the other side
And God knows I tried to get you to understand
But you and your foolish pride turned away my helping hand
And out of this raw deal, I learned that faith is for real
And you can't play God, and some scars will never heal
I learned that life is short, and you can't change anybody
You've gotta save yourself, cause you can't save everybody
I wonder what you're gonna say, when the game's all over
I wonder what you're gonna say, when the game's all over
You see, times moves on, and young men grow older
You see, times moves on, and young men grow older
And without God, your empty heart will only grow colder
And without God, your empty heart will only grow colder
But wise words fall on deaf ears, and cold shoulders
But wise words fall on deaf ears, and cold shoulders
If I had the patience of Job and the innocence of Jesus
Then I'd spend a million years with you just picking up the pieces
I'd stay through every season and I'd hold you to my chest
And we'd be one with our breath, with a love sure as death
I'd put you in that dress, and finally give you chance to use it
I'd sing you silly songs, and you could dance to the music
Nah, I would never abuse it, I'd always be your home
And I would give you my name, and take your pain for my own
And you would never be alone, whenever trouble comes around
(Boo, I'm right here) A single tear would never touch the ground
I'd tear your fears down, and say you found salvation
And I'd build you a kingdom on a solid foundation
It can't rain forever, it only takes time
The night has to end, and let the bright day shine
We could have drank whine all day, and watched our garden grow
It could have been tomorrow too, we didn't have that far to go
I hate to see you cry, but I love it when you cry for me
I hate to see you cry, but I love it when you cry for me
I told you life is comedy, you gotta love the irony
I told you life is comedy, you gotta love the irony
Just know, I'll always be a part of you, you'll always be a part of me
Just know, I'll always be a part of you, you'll always be a part of me
But no matter how much I believe, I gotta leave all apologies
No matter how much I believe, I gotta leave all apologies
Sub sanity, the one jewel in every broken family
Has everything to gain, has aid to everything for vanity
I'll always sing with you, sharing the last of my chips
I don't have much, but giving all I have, makes me rich
And something to believe in, while I try to keep you smiling
To humble beginnings, sad endings and new horizons
And what we learned turned to grief, the knowledge lead to sorrow
But the way it is today it doesn't have to be tomorrow
And thank you for the cigarettes, and walking in the rain with me
I'll reimburse you fully when they finally give my change to me
Madness look at this, the beauty of it all amazes me
Sometimes you got me cornering, this wandering is aimlessly
They give the prays to me, but I just wanna pack and go
Walk like I don't have a home, acting like I have to roam
And leave the ninety-nine and look for the one
And simply not come back home until I'm done
Just chase in the wind, trying hard to stay high
Just chase in the wind, trying hard to stay high
I pray for a place in the sun, and all I got was grey skies
I pray for a place in the sun, and all I got was grey skies
Cause in Eden, I try to break even with the great wives
In Eden, I try to break even with the great wives
And lost it all to my paradise and rolled snake eyes
As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sun
Travel through the uncaring skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
Is it just the darkness that greets our pleas?
Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide
My body possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life
As I try to speak my voice...
No physical pain you will feel
Is this mental insanity real?
No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul
Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all I can think
In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all...
i'm sent for elimination
to where i cannot know, but i'm lost without a chance in hell
and i'm lost with doubts i can avoid this come feel the fire burn i'll slowly drift away
a victim of the future my mind and soul decayed
isolate
i'm sent for eradication
by whom i cannot know, but i'm lost without a chance in hell
i'm the last one out i can't avoid this
exposed to fire but i'll burn another way
a victim of the future i embrace the tourniquet
isolate
lead us all to pastures green
to search and learn
from ones i cannot be
lead us all to harmony
to search and learn
You get high, with your destructive instinct
You get high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You're trying it more, but you will never break me
Cause you presume, the winner is you but that's not true,
So say just words to me, unreal what your hate's providing,
Say just words to me, your talk is always contradiction
Say just words to me, you won't feel the warmth of friends around you
Say just words to me, is it true that there is worth inside
So say just words to me
Your desires, all the worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there's fire burning,
I'll show you the way a pleasure that's for the talking,
You're trying it more but you won't get satisfaction
Cause you presume the winner is you but that's not true
So say just words to me
I'm self-obsessed
Wrong words I said
It's clear that some things aren't worth really trying
So let it go, let it be
Then we'll talk and I can
Dream you're not here
Persevere, I could live without this
The one you'd like to go
Is taken much too slow
You're not impressed
Wrong words I said
A mere subject of your self-indulgence
So let it go, let it be
Shall we to talk about it
My misery is when you breathe
There's no doubt about it
It's not without it's consequence
It's not without it's joy
Sell it to myself
Sell it to myself
Then sell it to the world
It's not without belligerence
It's not without a ploy
Sell it to myself
Sell it to myself
Then sell it to the world
It thrives in one fraternity
And slowly will destroy
Sell it to myself
Sell it to myself
Then sell it to the world
The fire is gone, a time to search and then replace
I'll never know just how the blind can lead the way
They search for faith,
it shows the way... it leads the way
The distant smile, banished denial, no more denial
Are you the one who tries to send me to the grave
I cannot know who deals resent who deals the pain
Weak search for faith
A path to take, you tread in vain
A spiral movement, the ultimate mystery
Will you show... will you show who you are?
It's the truth that untrue suspicion is spreading like a disease
Do you know if it is real?
Voices appear inside my brain
Their need to set me free
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong
Encourage the madness they welcome impurity
I don't know... I don't know... who I am!
Fallen blind to the cruel hysteria that's constantly challenging
Me, all alone... all alone... can't be real
Voices approve I can't relate
Their need to celebrate
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong
Voices approve, the quest begins
Fuel for the shadowkings
Onward they lead before the dawn
The sullen man before me turns a head and demonstrates
The power of a weak mind can't conceal or captivate
It's lost in a bleak scope of fragmented ways
Eternal non-events occur throughout its poor days
You're lost forever unable to see yourself
The thoughts arising, there's no disguising where you've been...
Reveal to me, your mind's identity
You'll pay, pay for the feelings that you feed me
Don't hold on to what you call a life...
Anger compels a force of weakness or fear
I'll promise no forgiveness for the rest of my years
A negative release, subliminal urge
Unwise declining, grey thoughts reviving all the way...
Your fallen prey, a loser pays
You'll pay, pay for the feelings that you feed me
Stare at the dark foreboding walls
I turn and look away
The fear it haunts me while I sleep
Now as life is torn apart
The walls they lead the way
This tortured journey
Almost at the end...
Look at time upon the skies
I turn apart and look away
The truth it haunts me
Too easy to explain
Too easy to explain
Oh, what you'll never talk about
Too easy to explain
Oh, but you'll never see the light behind an open door
Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me
Too easy to refrain
What you'll never talk about
Too easy to refrain
But you'll never see the light behind an open door
See the light behind an open door
Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me
On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time, we learn
I'd never want it so
Too easy to explain
But you'll never
Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me
On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time, we learn
I'd never want it so
On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time, we learn
I'd never want it so
After all wars
We lie, as shelter falls
The world is but Hell
A place darkened out by time
Submit to the fall
Live in peace for years
Turn back the hands of time
Light shines before
As lives are torn
Morals slow decline
We'll live in cold fear
Until we lay dead
Silent our please
scared i'm gonna trip my fingers
these fingers stuck in your third eye
as i gotcha paralyzed your heart venture
bad tidings residing in liberal
until nightfall i might crawl outta the shadows in your sleep
cuz my wristbone's connected to the hand bone's connected to the
jizz nasty i can never let it walk on by
why do i feel so high when it strikes mid-knight in shining armor
cybernetic snake charmer
all you can get
your sweat glands and pores in your skin
release spores from within leviathan
can't hang unless you swing by the neck
untempered instrumentals got you smooth
as thinking continental cruise
your core bruise until your spine and
press rewind too many times
and catch several shurikens
to your mind and soul as i swallow it whole
i see you grippin on
cybertron optimist call me crypticon
synchro on quartz tryin to thwart the uppending doom
croonin like coyotes at the moon
when its almost high noon niggaz swoon like ninjas
unite west coast avengers
drift fine swollen member
sparkling crackling
tackling stacked assailants
medievel magicians practice under heavy surveillance
the ultimate quartet indestructable unpredictable
symbolic sorcerers collaborate with one trick to pull
the trick is to focus
make millions from swollen billions
seek the weak and destroy
soldiers controlling civilians
deploy the daredevil dimension
competition cringes
they couldn't get open if they came equipped with hinges
addicted to dope injected by swollen syringes
this flame thrower singes and burns you to a crisp of ashes
i'm ill suffer from constant hot flashes
bad rock annihlates violator retaliates
vertibreaker will mutilate
ghost causing sirens
hands of hostility strangling evil tyrants
who worship the power plant i've seen many strange things
protect the sacred circle and beware of the changelings
move the masses changing your acetone mono
we're high tech phonos slash ??
labyrinth spreading chaotic activity
wide open door frivolling away like cumulus clouds
your a black rose lost in my black flag
motel strange corridors
with the only sensor receptacles receiving technical difficulties
mics philiac ??
no gimmicks
a patch over your left eye
while the venomous
serum leaks in your heart print
indent a paragraph and the message is sent
transparent sentiments
that are radioactive
and leave a fritz like apocalypse
leaving the former ??
attempt your consciousness like triplets
back to back to back like ???
in a foreign country we still excavate doves
isolate you to a torture
merchants in my village
remains of no life just cold breezes and past souls
mistaking fake saviors
blessed in his own castle
now its just relics left back ??
and the color is tinted
enter the uncensored sensor of lord magenta
a member of mensa doctor mind bender
middle earth fabric tearer like ??
my crushed velvet cape drags through the quicksand
and long last and scribe masters with poisonous penmanship
summer equinoxes and winter solstices shift liquid land
i lift my crooked hands and orchestrate
the blatent containment of force so florescent
youre surely asking for your melting pot
to be a meeting spot
for contaminate contestants
even nostradamus couldn't predict these Nosferatus
it's deep in the mind
so slick by design
i'll end up the same way maybe
don't hold on to pride
you'll lose if you try
you'll end up the same way someday
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
can't feel it inside
how long can it hide
you'll end up the same way maybe
redemption denied
as life passes by
i'll end up the same way someday
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
gets deeper inside
so strong the divide
i'll end up the same way maybe
don't loose an insight
abuse till you die
we'll all end the same way someday
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
You'll never know the pain that I fear
You'll never known the pain that I fear
You've never felt the shame
And so inside of me
You'll never know the pain
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
You never seem ashamed, of what I see
You've never been afraid, without me
You've never been afraid
You're who I want to be
You've never been afraid
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Another day
I'm lifeless, ordinary
Another day
I'm lifeless, ordinary
You'll never know the pain that I fear
You'll never known the pain
Sanctimonious you
You're who I really want to be
Sanctimonious you
You crack me up
Make me laugh
Make me cry
Enjoy each moment
Of this precious time
The world keeps saying
Be patient with love
No stress to break us
Where would we be now?
And I don't want to fall
With you in my arms
If paradise is lost
Where to now?
Nobody's listening
Nobody knows
How much we're missing
Down below
And I don't want to fall
With you in my arms
My love for you right now
Is all that you need
I want to wake with you
Not just in my mind
I want to talk to you
In the sunshine
You don't want to fall
With me in your arms
Your love for me right now
Is all you can give
And I don't wanna die
With regrets in my life
Best to let it go
Fair Roseanna your vagrancy's a familiar tale
Fraught with danger the lives you led were judged profane
Hatred enfolds us
Inculcates the minds with it's heresy
Laymen enfold us
Clemency arrives to set you free
Faith
Although Xavier has prayed
That life-giving waters may rain
Down on the souls of man
To cure them of their ways
These were the sins of Xavier's past
Hung like jewels in the forest of veils
Deep in the heart where the mysteries emerge
Eve bears the stigma of original sin
Freedom so hard when we are all bound by laws
Etched in the seam of nature's own hand
Unseen by all those who fail in their pursuit of faith
Although Xavier has prayed
That life-giving waters may rain
Down on the souls of man
To cure them of their ways
And as the night turns into day
Will the sun illuminate your way
Or will the nightmares come home to stay
Xavier's love lies in chains
These were the sins of Xavier's past
Hung like jewels in the forest of veils
see the hands that wave their last goodbye
talk with friends of god sometimes
you'll see its not that simple any more somehow
don't say its not that simple any more somehow
save your weak demands for one who cares
no more can I fake this
you'll see its not that simple anymore somehow
don't say its not that simple anymore somehow
fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say
faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game
see the hands that wave their last goodbye
talk with friends of god sometimes
you'll see its not that simple any more somehow
don't say its not that simple any more somehow
fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say
faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game
fear demands its say, it's where I've failed, its sad to say
Approaching a silence, a blur of subsidence
Time may heal all troubles, is that what I've found?
Joy entices all, until death's lonely shroud
But I know it's forever...
Praying for a change
Our lives leading onwards, the essence is stronger
Memories of the drifting further away I must doubt that where
There's will there's a way...
But I know it's forever
there's two arms you could break
how low can you descend
approach the subject kindly
you've chosen to defend
those tears are not for real
they're falling on command
a harsh decision maybe
you're living on remand
your mind is thinking madness
much more you could not take
before you fall on bad days
and lower your defence as always...
suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness
my stomach tends to fold
when I speak of your name
accept that you're regretful
accept that you're not safe
your life is contradiction
a life that's bruised and torn
I've chosen toleration
you've chosen to dismiss as always
suddenly demanding, the truth is always worse when you are sober
suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness
suddenly demanding, choosing not to feed on all this sadness
And all I ever want is never
And though I struggle with the pain
And all I ever want is severed
So that you...
So you must respect the shamed
Saviour above never came
Saviour above never came
Regarding all the pain a pleasure
And though the struggle seems insane
There is no worth in your endeavour
So that you...
So you must accept the rage
Saviour above never came
Saviour above never came
And I'm saddened the way you go
Sad in the way, beneath
Saviour above never came
Love fails to die
Remain survive
It feeds off life
Weary frustration it's not enough
I'm pleading with the Solitary one
In this temptation we're without blood
I'm weakened by a solitary one
Redemption lies
In blood-filled eyes
Weary frustration it's not enough
I'm pleading with the Solitary one
In this damnation we're without blood
washed out your simple world,
but it seems to reappear,
without, your simple words,
you cannot interfere
and now its so absurd what you're saying to me now
your worlds pretending
you're saying to me now
your worlds pretending
you're saying to me now
your worlds pretending
and for your "so called" friends
they always seemed so dear
but when it all got worse
they seemed to disappear
and now its so absurd what you're saying to me now
your worlds pretending
you're saying to me now
your worlds pretending
you're saying to me now
You're breaking a chain
Lying until you can erase the past
Born with a look of deceit
Praying that all the bitter guilt's defeated
Born...
Stand on your own, killed from behind
Fools are blind, unwilling to accept, decline...
You'll turn a blind eye...
Bought by a sickening man
The weakened gather as fast as they can
"Whore" is what the people roar
From fear of rejection.
You'll come back for more
Strong, don't see that love has ceased
In the end, only death can release...
Stand on your own, killed from behind
Erased by the words, consuming desolate
In death in remorse, in this we celebrate
Theories from another world, from another failure
We don't adhere to fascination
Weary, fall on mother earth, call your other saviour
We don't adhere to fascination
Drained by the voice in which we tolerate
Rejection restores resistance provocates
Theories from another world, from another failure
We don't adhere to fascination
Weary, fall on mother earth, call your other saviour
Ascending from your fallen past
Life it's the same
Attending to a loneliness
For you, never
Through channels of uncertainty
A rise of denial
This sadness is positioning
As Fortunes snares lay me down
In a dream despite
The air we breathe, serenity
Grip the dead hands of the last
Detritus invades
Indefinite the consequence
For you endeavor to
Aggravate uncertainty
A rise of denial
This passion won't forgive
And ill fortune tears you down
All that's been ignites
Suppressing me, serenity
All that's been ignites
[Originally performed by Sisters Of Mercy]
And in the summer when the clouds show through
I might go the same way too if
You and I could talk together
Well what am I supposed to do with
You and I would walk together
Then with always close around and
Now you gaze toward the doorway
When the weather comes falling down
And when the rain comes down
Would you choose to walk or stay
Would you choose to walk
Would you choose to stay
Would you
Walk walk walk walk walk away
Though when the day is nearly
Through I might see the same way too if
You would name the things
That bring you down on me so I could say it's
Not quite true if you don't really
Know or understand the circumstance
Behind then I might clear your
Mind and you won't have to go so
Why can't you say sorrow
Why can't you say think I believe
Thou must not steal borrow
Why must you steal things I receive?
Why can't you say sorrow
Why can't you say think I believe
Why must you steal borrow
Always conceal cling to belief
Damaged this way hollowed
Living the lie that you can't take
Damaged maintained solemn
Living for rules you only break
How can you say?
The enemy is thrown into the sadness,
For the enemy there's only pain and sadness then death
How can you say?
Sorrow
The enemy is thrown into the sadness,
We spend a lifetime
In death we trade
Until it's over
Manipulate the ones who stay
Guarded and secret
Stalking a world in which I'm new
Sorely deceitful
In all that is so abused
For the universal dream, born to understand
For the universal need, born to understand
Repenting lifestyles
In death we train
Until it's over
Eliminate the ones who stay
Guarded and secret
Another world in which I grew
Sorely deceitful
In all that is so abused
For the universal dream, born to understand
For the universal need, born to understand
Manipulate the ones who say
Save me
Manipulate the ones who stay
Incriminate me
Guarded and secret
Stuck in a world in which I'm new
Sorely deceitful
Ground below, just save me from it all
Ground below, embrace me
Dark the soul that saves me, you save from
With all your faith, the more we take away
In a daydream all along, such fragile words
A daydream all along fragile worth
It escapes me, all alone, my tainted soul
It escapes me, all control, Tragic Idol
Dark the soul, such frailty and self control
The more we take, the more you fade away
In a daydream all along, such fragile words
In a daydream all along, fragile worth
It escapes me, all alone, my tainted soul
It escapes me, all control
Ground below, just save me
Ground below, embrace me
Long ago you saved, saved me from it all
Your darkened soul embraced me
Gave me such resolve
Long ago you saved, saved me from it all
Your darkened soul embraced me
It escapes me, all alone, my tainted soul
It escapes me, all control, Tragic Idol
Tragic Idol
So determined to enslave
A pain we long disdained
Seem determined to embrace
We are all the same
So conceal the night & day
Afraid of what's portrayed
Breathing deprivations wake
We're all inane
Until the dawn lifts
Only stare into the darkness
The days will blur
The darkest days, days will seem so clear
Announce your turn
Today we turn to the deceased
So determined to explain
Those tortured steps invade
Your sole integrity betrayed
We're all the same
Until the dawn lifts
Drifting out of sight
Fade into the night
Drifting out of sight
Lure me from the light
These are the things that you can't receive
This and all things you cant achieve
Through the silence you'll be deceived
In this your hour of make believe
Tripping out excites
Lonely is my life
Hate is out of sight
Waiting to ignite
These are the things that you can't receive
This and all things you cant achieve
Through the silence you'll be deceived
In this your hour of make believe
We've got the things that you wanna see
Got a right to show you how I feel
Got a right, the truth I can't conceal
Gotta lie to show you some appeal
Gotta lie to cherish all that's real
Sun fades in some way
Enter tragedy
Some where there's some way
Like all you ever dreamed
Got a mind to show you how I feel
Criticize the smallest of ordeals
Gotta try to show you how to fear
Gotta try to make you disappear
Sun fades in some way
Enter tragedy
Some where there's some way
Like all you ever dreamed
Sun fading
Sun fading
Sun fading
Sun fades in some way
Enter tragedy
Some where there's some way
Like all you ever dreamed
Sun fading
Sun fading
All this was the cause
All this was because you rose
All that's moved across
Was meaningless you show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
We account for cost
As we wander through the lows
Learn to live with loss
And feelings we don't show
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you show me
Said you could
Believe you could
I'd wandered far astray
Forever yield the doorway to my pain
All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
It’s a struggle with a failures frown
And it erashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave
The time you’re looking at through the door
And think to walk right trough
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon
Hearts beatingHearts beating 6x
I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe
A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It’s a sad on state of mind
Hearts beatingFor the last time
Solo
Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating still a state of mind
Hearts beatingHearts beating
Hearts beating for the last time
I need it the most, most subtle
Unnecessary trouble.
Abusing too much, regardless
The smallest taste is harmless
So look at me now
So look at me now
So eager to say, it's "nothing"
The lifestyle that you're offering...
A promise of hope has shattered
But does it really matter?
So look at me now
So look at me now
With alluring honesty
It seems my only crutch,
My acquired profanity
It seems to be. it seems to be too much
So look at me now
So look at me now
Wish it all away; it's all the same to you
Living eternally is all you wish to do
And if I said that you'll come down
You'll remain...
And if I said you must come down
You'll remain¡
Villain or a saint it's all a game to me
Laughing in the face of it all
I swear you've always been
And if I said that you'll come down
You'll remain...
And if I said you must come down
You'll remain...
And if I said that you seem lonely again
Cause your speaking too much, but your efforts in vein
And I think that you'll lose your mind someday
Why don't you leave this alone?
Why don't you leave this alone?
Wish it all away; it's all the same to you
Laughing eternally is all you seem to do
And if I said that you'll come down
You'll remain...
And if I said you must come down
Through the searching lights that weave and darts
Comes the stranger that cares not for your heart
The pain of living life this way must take its toll on you some day
Your jaded eyes can see embarrassment or harm
The frail skin that bleeds emotionally on guard
All lowest forms of life are pounding you inside
Your hollow cold display your tires masquerade
Let the image that you present entice
Unlike the mirror that shows the strains of vice
(Instrumental)
wipe away the pouring rain
it's too late to feel again
what it takes to be born
what it takes when the last has fallen
what I see is depravity within us all
what it takes to be born
what it takes when the last has fallen
what it is this the despondency within us all
maybe I'm already dead
or maybe I'm still alive
draining spirit, the soul and my body of pride
I can see through it all
it's too late when the end is calling
can't relate to the stranger inside of you
stranger inside of you
stranger inside of you
what it takes to be born
what it takes when the last has fallen
what I see is depravity within us all
there's no sense in the truth
there's no will when the world is falling
you may need some honest words to heal
you may need some honest words, so ill say them...
oh lord knows why...
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
you may have fortune enough to breathe
you may feel that that's enough, so lets pray then...
oh lord knows why
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I choose to fear rejection that's my way...
do you think you'll live forever, a goal at any cost
you control your prize endeavor a game in which you've lost...
live to breathe new life forever blinded by the cause
if you think you'll live forever the games already lost
its so cold... many years to go
its so cold... many years to go
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I struggle with ill fortune that's my way
cause I'm made of the same as your made
if I choose to fear rejection that's my way...
Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view
Pale the four walls surround
Have I madness in my eyes?
While mortals watch the day
Our fear will pave the way
Hidden until the end
See a room of crimson
Nothing I have seen before
Coldness wrapped around me
Struggle not for hell is here
While tyrants close the doors
Each one will know the score
Sorrow takes it all
Saved the sick of life's bliss
Charity of utmost guilt
Fear the blinded temper
It has lied it's way to you...
While mortals watch the day
And light has turned to grey
What lies up ahead
Light shines into your eyes
That I'm blinded by, your eyes
Mortal throughout the days
Until we're saved...
Turning to black
I can't see through this
No option from turning away
We will see another day
You live for times of solace
Within a sign there's a promise
Don't lose all faith cause
You shake at night it's in
The art of the process
In another rhyme beyond this place
The healing's fast enough...
Done a thousand times a thousand ways
Until you've had enough
...It's mercy you're asking for
Cheating life by taking more
It's mercy you're asking for
Take my life or give me more...
The loss of prize possessions
To cure the mind's obsession
Could trade your soul for that
Normal life elite to all objections...
See beyond all tears and broken years
Your senses giving up
Lose all confidence at your expense
sit alone and celebrate good times of change
sit alone anticipate great times of change
but their all washed away with laughter
as we wait to perish, turn to ashes
things we've all gone through...
sit alone and celebrate good times of change
sit alone annihilate all words of praise
when it all seems to spell disaster...
words of wisdom have no meaning
in all honesty
its just fiction, your religion
no apology
there's no concealing the things that I do
there's no concealing the things that I choose
sit alone and celebrate good times of change
sit alone anticipate great times of change
but their all washed away with laughter
words of wisdom have no meaning
in all honesty
your religions contradiction
but you cannot see
words of wisdom add frustration
to our agony
constant knowing, always showing
I lay in the darkest room,
The door is locked, at chains I grasp...
The chill runs through my bones
In panic I grief. Oh please help me die...
The walls close in on my existence
Unreal illusions re-appear
Darkness increases still...
Frozen illusion
I lay in the darkest room
As images appear once more...
The chill runs through my bones