Smalltown (2014)

Actors

• Erick Betancourt (actor)
• Andre Boudreau (actor)
• Mark Carter (actor)
• Bobby Casey (actor)
• Alan Cochran (actor)
• Dan Dawson (actor)
• John Dziadosz (actor)
• Eric Eastman (actor)
• Mark Fogarty (actor)
• Joe Fitzpatrick Henry (actor)
• Jeff Hodge (actor)
• Jonathan Jacobs (actor)
• Roark Loedy (actor)
• Michael Reed (actor)
• Jon Audette (actor)

Genres

• Thriller

Vulgar (2000)

Actors

• Tobias Carroll (actor)
• Chris J. Cullen (actor)
• Michael DeNigris (actor)
• Bob Farley (actor)
• Walter Flanagan (actor)
• Don Gentile (actor)
• David Gilbert (actor)
• Aaron Hakeem (actor)
• Brian Hartsgrove (actor)
• Robert Hawk (actor)
• Bryan Johnson (actor)
• Darin Johnson (actor)
• Edgar Johnson (actor)
• Erik Johnson (actor)
• Jeff Anderson (actor)

Genres

• Crime
• Drama
• Thriller

Taglines:

Everybody loves a clown... some more than others.

Quotes:

Will Carlson: I'm... I'm a party clown for kids.

Ed Fanelli: All right, ass on the bed now. [in William's face] If I gotta tell you again, the wind is gonna be whistlin' Dixie through a hole in your face, you fuck. Me and you are goin' to bed together, that's a fact. I'm gonna make hate to you.

Will Carlson: Shine bumbers if you want. I'm sure you'll make a killing. But that's how it all starts - crappy job here, crappy job there. Next thing you know, you're living on the dole, wondering where your life went. Your problem - zero patience.::Syd Gilbert: You're right. I should make MY living dancing around like a mongoloid on a bad acid-trip for a bunch of spoiled little dickheads.

Syd Gilbert: I'm gonna be flyin' solo soon. I got a job.::Will Carlson: Where?::Syd Gilbert: Tuott the Basehead hooked me up at "Suds 'N' Stuff" over the weekend.::Will Carlson: Watch yourself on that corporate ladder...::Syd Gilbert: Listen to this bull. Is that YOUR limo I saw parked outside? Driving around in that little shitbox...::Will Carlson: Hey! That shitbox totes YOUR ass to-and-fro.

Martan Ingram: First of all, it's not a "what", it's a WHO. And HE is making a big splash, orca-style.

Ed Fanelli: Oh, that's it. I'm out of here. I'm gonna go see my boys. We're going bowling tonight. League Champs, I might ad.::Jenny: Oh, I could care. You know, do they even HAVE social lives? I have never seen two grown men so obsessed with hanging out with their father, instead to trying to get dates or attempting to meet women.::Ed Fanelli: Well, maybe that's what we're doing when we go out, ever think of that?::Jenny: Please. Who would possibly be interested in YOU? I can't believe I was for that one fleeting moment.::Ed Fanelli: Oh, yeah? You know, that front door hasn't moved.

Will Carlson: Oh, I'm sorry. I must have the wrong place.::Ed Fanelli: Not if you're ready to get down. [Will is knocked to the floor] Looks like you are.

Martan Ingram: How'd you like to be a part of one of the biggest milestones in children's television?::Gillian: Well, frankly, Marty, I'd love it. Kinda missed my window, wouldn't you say? I mean, "Sesame Street" has been on the air for some time.::Martan Ingram: I'm talking about a NOW show. I'm talking about Flappy.::Gillian: OK, first of all, what's a "Flappy?"::Martan Ingram: First of all, it's not a "what", it's a WHO. And HE is making a big splash, orca-style.

Wilma Carlson: You know what you are, William? A whole lot of nothing.

Ed Fanelli: [lights his blowtorch] THIS is how I kiss... and I'm gonna kiss YOU all over...

Robo Force: The Revenge of Nazgar (1984)

Actors

• Michael Bell (actor)
• Rodger Bumpass (actor)
• Arthur Burghardt (actor)
• Arthur Burghardt (actor)
• Peter Cullen (actor)
• Peter Cullen (actor)
• Ron Feinberg (actor)
• David Mendenhall (actor)
• Robert Ridgely (actor)
• Neil Ross (actor)
• John Stephenson (actor)
• Alan Young (actor)
• B.J. Ward (actress)
• Michael Hack (producer)
• Larry Huber (producer)

Genres

• Action
• Animation
• Sci-Fi

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Running Out - Valkyrie
• Apocalypse Unsealed - Valkyrie
• Hadal - Velcra
• White Knuckle Mountains - Velcra
• War Is Peace - Velcra
• Solar Red - Velcra
• Quick And Dirty - Velcra
• Made To Fail - Velcra
• The Big Sleep - Velcra
• Water Is Getting High - Velcra
• Big Brother - Velcra
• Our Will Against Their Will - Velcra
• My Law - Velcra
• Wonderland Sunrise - Velcra
• Test Animals - Velcra
• Alive - Velcra
• The Bong Song - Velcra
• I Can't Tell The Sun From The Moon - Velcra
• Dusk Becomes A Dawn - Velcra
• Higher State Of Truth - Velcra
• Really Free - Velcra
• Removed - Velcra
• Hotel Alcatraz - Velcra
• Corruption - Velcra
• Sevenglory - Velcra
• Tension - Velcra
• Memory Loss - Velcra
• Not Against Me - Velcra
• Can't Stop The Fighting - Velcra
• New Recruit - Velcra
• Shine For Me - Velcra
• For My Loneliness I Pay - Velcra

Riding out tonight - I'm leaving
I'm not part of this game
Forget this race of a life you're leading
I won't become just the same
You would try to control my mind
And dictate all my life
But I won't believe in all your lies
I'll leave them all behind
I'm running out - before it's too late
I won't get caught in this mess
Seeking a place to live in freedom
I cannot live like the rest
You can try to ignore everything
Pretend that nothing's wrong
But I can't give up and lose control

The end of days has come and gone
The apocalypse unsealed
In the ancient Persian land
The truth has been revealed
The prophecy has been fulfilled
To revive our sacred Earth
Humankind must now return
To its noble birth
Chaos reigns in a land destroyed
Now there's nowhere left to go
Mount Carmel has come to life
Flowers of springtime grow
Armageddon is now at hand
The horsemen ride in four
Baha'u'llah is calling us

You're invited to a feast of you life. There's no tomorrow
Keep the wine flowing, keep the dice rolling. Don't think about your fate.
How can anyone be ready when that moment is on hand?
Cold and dark is the night when I stare into the unknown
On the day we fall. No remorse. As we sink into depravity.
Tears, sweat and blood, these dreams were built to last
Once a proud sight now they die before our eyes
How can anyone be ready when that moment is on hand?
Cold and dark is the night when I stare into the unknown
On the day we fall. No remorse. As we sink into depravity.
You and me. Dust and leaves
In the breeze that keeps on blowing enddlessly.

Strangers, the faces have changed
But lovers, I still remember
The deep black noise, the crossing roads, the soft blue rivers
The purple hills, the faint explosions, echo cosmic shivers
I'll leave the sadness behind, I'm killing the doubt from my mind
I know I'm strong enough, I keep telling myself
I'll leave the sadness behind, I'm killing the doubt from my mind
I must be strong enough
But now I know that there's
No way we can change the past
No way we can make peace last.
There's no way we control the future
We can, we can make peace last.
That there's no way we could change
The great escape, the soothing rain, the misty winding highways
The warm round curves, a million miles in the endless burning universe
(No way)
I want to hear what you hear, I want to see what you see
Synchronised, collective minds our faces lose their meaning
I'll leave the questions behind. I'm killing the doubt from my mind,
I know I'm strong enough, I keep telling myself
I'll leave the questions behind. I'm killing the doubt from my mind,
I must be strong enough
But now I know that there's
no way we can change the past
No way we can make peace last.
That there's no way we control the future
We can, we can make peace last.
But now I know there's no way
White knuckle mountains

The prophecies came true
I witness the living proof
The world becomes as described in the fiction
The empty eyes stare at me
He's telling me war is peace
The course of events fits the description
The race has begun counting 3-2-1
The race has begun counting 3-2-1
I'm not a star in your flag
But I'm expected to stand
For the blood thirsty cause of your forces
I cannot stay outside
There is no middle ground
No one can prevent things from changing
The battle has begun counting 3-2-1
The battle has begun counting 3-2-1
Are you ready?
So run for your lives when it comes
We hail you dressed in rage
Cause only the insane will equate
Integrity with pain
Annihilate to liberate
Call your dogs of war
To account for
The hate, the disgrace you will now face
Cause we don't believe in the hype
about the land of the free
Where justice can be bought
Count zero
The signal is black and white
The evil personified
I'm looking at a face of catastrophy
The terror is unified
My vote is bought with the sight
Of the innocent cries
We've gotta make it right!
The race has begun counting 3-2-1
The race has begun counting 3-2-1
I know I gotta do
What's right for me and you
I won't give up the hope, no
The dove has been shot down
The flowers stomped to the ground
But will always remain idealistic
The battle has begun counting 3-2-1
The battle has begun counting 3-2-1
I'm ready
So run for your lives when it comes
We hail you dressed in rage
Cause only the insane will equate
Integrity with pain
Annihilate to liberate
Call your dogs of war
To account for
The hate, the disgrace you will now face
Cause we don't believe in the hype
about the land of the free
Where justice can be bought
Count, count zero
What's right for me and you
What's right for me and you
What's right for me and you
What's right for me and you

Time sewed us together with stiches through our scars
Depending on one another
Siamese twins with a single heart, we are
Little waves softly
Keep melting under my feet
Little waves softly
Replace the air that I breathe
Take a look at my heart
It's so empty and dark
Have a listen to my soul
It's so quiet and cold
Your embraces were not enough to change me
Your touch didn't bring me back to life
I never seem to lack inspiration
When I need another explanation
Brick by brick we built this tower of illusion
But instead of completion it has come tumbling down
Don't wait for too long
Don't leave the light on
Cause I won't return back home
And each day we'll learn to forget
Bit by bit with every breath
Where do I end and the world starts?
It's all in our hands
All I'm looking for
I gotta find it on my own
Cause I've been building my plan b all these years
I don't remember anymore where the lead is
Important to ensure there is no room for mistakes
In the process I lost all substance
Didn't wanna live for regret
Be happy to settle with anything that's left
Bit by bit I begin to realise that all I need is to believe in what I feel
Alone I stand alone I fall from this day on

The devil made me do it
We were sitting around in a ghost town watching the paint dry
We were sitting around in a ghost town watching the paint dry
I said, I wanna play with the big boys
I said, I wanna play with big toys
Ahaa
You've got the cash
Well I've got a plan
You've got the right friends
And I've got a killer plan
Devil makes work for the idle dumbs
(I've got a plan)
Let's make a bomb!
Let's blow the place up down to the very foundations!
Let's make a bomb!
Let's blow the place up, do it quick and dirty!
Never too ritch
Never too thin
Never too young
And never ever perfect
I said, I wanna play with the big boys
I said, I wanna play with big toys
Devil makes work for the idle dumbs
(I've got a plan)
Let's make a bomb!
Let's blow the place up down to the very foundations!
Let's make a bomb!
Let's blow the place up, do it quick and dirty!
Devil makes work for the idle dumbs
Should have done it yourself
Cause you only made things worse
Let's make a bomb!
Let's blow the place up down to the very foundations!
Let's make a bomb!
Let's blow the place up, do it quick and dirty!

I wanna hold you
Breath your smile and pass away
My life is a cold tune
Carving in the air
And I know
My dreams won't carry me forever, no
But we weren't meant to fail
A shade of god
Say a prayer
Beguiled
All of my values
I have sold out to this day
It burns me like a moth to a flame
And I know
My faith won't carry me forever, no
But we weren't made to fail
A shade of god
Say a prayer
Beguiled
I saw her coming from a two-headed star
Covered in flowers pure at heart
Holding my spirit in a golden egg
Black turns to blue

I was in the car and you were driving.
I was in the car and I told you everything.
The good attemps, the big offences, ground principles in the rear view mirror
My big mouth, stormy horizon, your hot blood in the rear view window
I'm losing myself, you speed
I'm losing myself, you speed
I'm losing myself, you speed
I'm losing myself, you speed
Silent question marks convinced in your breath
Unwanted options going through my head
The big sleep has leather seats and rain on the windshield
No, we had to do what we did. At the wrong time in the wrong place
Waiting in vain for someone else. In vain for someone else
Waiting in vain for someone else to show the way
I was in the car and you were driving.
I was in the car I told you everything
The small deaths, the small miracles. New requests brought us in here
the unnamed road ahead who knows may lead us nowhere
I'm losing myself, you speed
I'm losing myself, you speed
I'm losing myself, you speed
I'm losing myself, you speed
I can hear your going through my head
The big sleep has leather seats and rain on the windshield
No, we had to do what we did. At the wrong time in the wrong place
Waiting in vain for someone else. In vain for someone else to show the way
No, we had to do what we did. At the wrong time in the wrong place
Waiting in vain for someone else. In vain for someone else
Waiting in vain for someone else to show the way

I hear their laugh through the door
The little orphan in the hall
The figures dance on the floor
She's peeking in the corridor
Did everything I could
Poor little poor girl
I always played by the rules
Covered up in dirt
Truth or dare?
Are you scared, yet?
I'll hold on to this little strand of hope
And know
One day I'll have a home to go
But now the water is getting high
I'm wading in my own demise
Ten feet to the sunshine
No other way out
The only way to save me
Is to do as they say, please
I've got to find it
I've got to find it
Fumbling in the dark
I can hear nothing but my heart
Beating in my mouth
Thumping in my ears
I wish I wasn't away
Blood rushing out of my ears
Tiny little gems
Light up the cave
I'm saved
Many promises were told
What made you think its so?
The roads paved with gold
Your defence won't hold
I tried to be bold
Boo-hoo boo-hoo
The story unfolds
Who lied, who died?
All alone
Down in the hole I go
I'll hold on to this little strand of hope
And know
One day I'll have a home to go
But now the water is getting high
I'm wading in my own demise
Ten feet to the sunshine
No other way out
The only way to save me
Is to do as they say, please
I've got to find it
Please let me find it
Fumbling in the dark
I can hear nothing but my heart
Beating in my mouth
Thumping in my ears
I wish I wasn't away
Blood rushing out of my ears
Tiny little gems
Light up the cave
I'm saved

Oh yeah my big brother, lets take good care of each other
I know your motivation is working for a good cause
Along the way you're saving us all from a lot of problems
Still your words sound like ethnic cleansing
The crowds shout in ideological frenzy
Experts preaching of a disease
they've only encountered in their world of theories
So pick out an experimental child
and mark him for the rest of his life
What you end up with is creating a misfit
Not saved from the wrong path
but turned into an outcast
Oh yeah my big brother,
carrying me on your strong shoulders
Protecting me, providing me my private shelter
Preventing crime and keeping the scum
away from our streets
So silence that ugly voice of these punks
that are outlaws by choice
Creating my own destruction will teach me the
consequences of disobedience
Committing a crime never means what you agree
is a personal freedom
A modern witch hunt performing another political stunt
My resurrection, the flame is strong inside of me
Spread the infection, my voice is straight and clear
I won't fake just to make you listen to my view on things
I won't make the world your way
I won't bow before your condemning
eyes to have you on my side
I won't fake just to make you listen to my view on things

Not as small as they think
No one's property
We're not here to please
We don't owe them anything
Noble is our cause
Justice our reward
I say upon my honor
The battle cannot be lost
Misleadingly it may seem
That their opponent is weak and feeble
but underneath
We have the willpower of steel
The insight, the heart and
the stomach of a king
It's our will against their will
It's our steel against their steel
And shortly
You will see how we separate
the men from the vermins
With your valor on the field
With your concord amongst your peers
We will claim a famous victory
Over the enemies of our righteous people
We are the righteous people
We are not here for disport
Defend our realm our home
And I think foul scorn
Of the invadors of our borders
Fear no sacrifice
Protect our kingdom's life
I lay down for my God
Live and die amongst you all
We're a diamond perfected under pressure
I assure you, we'll make our tyrants fearful
Even with our blood and guts in the dust
We'll continue to pursue what we feel that we must
It's our will against their will
It's our steel against their steel
And shortly
You will see how we separate the men from the vermin
With your valor on the field
With your concord amongst your peers
We will claim a famous victory
Over the enemies of our righteous people
We are the righteous people
Noble is our cause
Justice our reward

I'm struggling in a good-girl-straight jacket
Time has come to say that's it
If I spend my life waiting for tomorrow
I'll wake up one day and it's over
No-one's gonna come to deliver the goods
Do it yourself is the clue
It takes courage to follow your heart
But as far as I'm concerned it's free of charge
So tell me, who's stopping you what's on your way
Other people's wishes to obey
Is your purpose to make them feel okay
Now who's to blame
I'll stand behind every word I say
And I don't really care if you see me fail
I'll make my own miracles
With bare hands I build my own paradise
This is my law, this is my system, this is my force,
my state, my mission
This is my way, this is my vision
And the voice inside my head says
Let the pressure
Let all the pressure out
Obey your pleasures
Follow your deepest pleasures
The things you treasure
Sacrifice the things you treasure
Life's a creation I wanna look back.
My criteria for good life doesn't originate from materia
So if you're looking for someone to call naive
You can stop searching have a look at me
I say all we need is already here but what it means
Is for your own eyes to see
I'm not intimidated by threats
I'll fight for the right to decide for myself
Cause if you need a scapegoat you're sure to find one
Rock the boat or you won't get nothing done
Discard and start from scratch
Unafraid to leave or turn back
Been wrong as many times as I've been right
I've lost the faith but never gave up the fight
Consequences, schmonsequences
I'll bang my head on the wall till it crumbles
This is my law, this is my system,
this is my force, my state, my mission
This is my way, this is my vision
And the voice inside my head says
Let the pressure
Let all the pressure out
Obey your pleasures
Follow your deepest pleasures
The things you treasure
Sacrifice the things you treasure

Hey, do you wanna play?
I'll show you a game that will blow you away
Take a leap of faith
So few are brave enough to go that way
Don't be afraid
Everyday is a sunny one here
Let's celebrate
As we dance on the graves of the mundane
Sun, moon and stars
Will guide our paths
Our faith no longer hangs around the
necks of the men who killed the Christ
See all the damage they have done
Our work has only just begun
Against hypocracy
What do you say when I give you
Free love?
Free drugs?
Free thought?
Freedom?
Hey, do you wanna go
Down the rabbit hole
That so few of us knows of?
Where reason is a rubber ball
That bounces of our walls
Don't look so appalled
We' re all a bit bit crazy you know
Madness is the reward
When you've mastered the art of free fall
We are so proud to be the ones
Who killed the giants of the past
Fear is the gunpowder our history feeds to us
See all the damage it has done
Our work has only just begun
To crush decency
What do you say when I give you
Free love?
Free drugs?
Free thought?

1- Listen
2- Remember
3- Repeat
4- Till the day you die
You've got to know all the ways of the world
How to eat, where to sleep, complete your education
Respect the ones demanding your attention
Arrive on time, walk in line, shut your mouth
Mystify inspiration and learn to know
what's a stupid question
Remember to listen to what you've been told
Now difficult decisions you're beginning to avoid
Release your nature
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like when you just let go
What does it mean to survive?
Test animals just try to find their way out
Don't act like you were born
To make a living
1- Listen
2- Remember
3- Repeat
Repeat
So you're spending all this time in order to find
All the important things that now are shaping your life
So you can sit back, spending your days
Gaining weight, staying awake watching the prime time premiere
One by one you forget what you've done
But some mother theresa won't allow you to die
Your mind says goodbye, you're body's still alive
so tell me why
Was it all worth the fight?
Release your nature
This is what it feels like
This is what it feels like when you just let go
What does it mean to survive?
Test animals just try to find their way out
Don't act like you were born
To make a living
What does it take to survive?
Test animals will never find their way out
Some things can't be taught
I saw her coming from a two-headed star
Covered in flowers pure at heart
Holding my spirit in a golden egg
Black turns to blue

Tell me who you are, have you thought about it?
Yeah, of course you have now its time to deal with it
Spoilt sheltered overfed kid
You believe you're free standing on your own two feet
But you're chained to your possessions
Too content to change and take part in the action
Instant gratification for the cynical child of the welfare nationAll all that you should dare is so far away and to get there you have to
Break the day, to change your ways to throw away all you are today
Don't want to help you out
Cause every morning kills me
As long as I wake up with you by my side
As long as we're alike
No matter what the distance
My sun won't rise
You're a cartoon cut-out of the things that you mock
Incapable of thinking out of the box
Never opening your mouth unless so requested
Straight A student with no skills to protest
Blinded by pride thinking you're so smart
Your thoughts and deeds lightyears apart
I thought you were the leader, feeder of minds
Boldly marching on to the new frontiers
But you're nothing but a beaurecrat
With a sense of power
Slave to the rules and the office hours
Labourer without the vision
Namedropper in the hopes of gaining recognition
Don't want to help you out
Cause every morning kills me
As long as I wake up with you by my side
As long as we're alike
No matter what the distance
My sun won't rise

You're my weakness
Little secret
I surrender to your kiss
Existence without you
Is a quiet solitude
Without these moments I'm hollow
An aching flame I have inside
Only your soothing can cool down
When the lights are out
When the city's silent the curtains go down
In your name I vow
Timeless grains of sand
Smell of distant lands
I drift away in your hands
Cleanse my impurities
Erase my memories
I lose myself and am born again
You are my sweetest obsession
I breathe away my distractions
When the lights are out
When the city's silent the curtains go down
I vow
Behind the hidden doors
On my hands and knees I am pleading for more
I'm yours

Lock yourself behind an iron gate
To keep the intruders off your way
Sleep with a rifle in your bed
But still your screams keep you awake
'The madman's hiding in the night'
Searching for you
'The thieves are approaching your house'
Always out of sight
'The murderer's on the loose tonight'
Waiting for you
'Defend your piece of paradise'
Playtime's over
I can't tell the sun from the moon
All work and no play at all
Made Jack a dull little boy
Don't let the strangers know your name
Their smiling teeth have disappeared
Don't take the shortcut by the lake
Their eyes are following your way
'The madman's hiding in the night'
Storm is rising
'The thieves are approaching your house'
Shadows growing tall
'The murderer's on the loose tonight'
Hands are colder
'Defend your piece of paradise'
Playtime's over
I can't tell the sun from the moon
All work and no play at all
Made Jack a dull little boy
Here come a candle to light you to bed

Staring through the window. Dusk becomes a dawn.
For hours and hours I go on
Thoughts have escaped me, Walking circles in the night
Quietly I sing forgotten lullabies
Gently getting used to the night
Learning to live with what I can't leave behind.
Learning to live with what I've got
So good that I have known you, loved you, held you before we had to go.
Staring through the window. Dusk becomes a dawn.
Sometimes I feel your whispers in my ears.
They never knew the love that we shared was true
Oh, but a man is made of violence. Sadly! Sadly! Violence! Violence!
Oh but a man is made of suffering (suffering)
Someones misfortune is always to die. Someones misfortune is a lie
So good that I could hold you. Good that I could love you for a while

The world is full of beauty.
But I've got only one thing on my mind
The world is full of beauty
I have a problem, it's burning a hole in my pocket
Lose, lose everything no matter how much I've got
One little kiss never hurt nobody.
One little sip to wake up the hunger.
And now I starve. And now I starve.
Devotion is an open wound
Revenge a higher state of truth (2x)
Oh, what a problem. Gasping for my breath yet I,
can't think of a single reason to stop stop stop
One stab but straight to the heart.
One little sting tore me apart.
And now I starve. And now I starve.
And now I starve.
Devotion is an open wound

I see you walk
Stumble and fall
You look just like me
Something inside
Something you hide
That paralyzes your mind
Believe it or not
Everything that you got is not because of you
You've got to see and you've got to believe
There's nothing you can do, but he can
Come just as you are
If you could see what's inside of me
Then you'd know what it takes to be
Reaching out for what you cannot see
Well, are you really free?
It's easy to see
It's bigger than me
Just look where I've come from
If you want the truth
Stop looking to you
Cause you'll never see it through, but he can
Come just as you are
It's not enough to say that you love
And not go through with it
You've got to see it's bigger than me
There's nothing you can do without Him
If you could see what's inside of me
Than you'd know what it takes to be

Put your hand in mine my little girl
Out of the January hallway turn
Walk on the sun with me my little girl
Watch the shadows burn out of this world
Unarmed, the enemy is white and smiling
Lulling, I forgot to defend
Master of persuasion in the name of reason
Stretched my lifeline, stole the apple of my eye
To think that there's no other way was such a big mistake
I pay it every day cause it's getting under my skin
You told me there's no other way but you were wrong
Now it's getting under my skin
And I can't go on
Just the two of us my little girl
Lost in the corridors of this cruel world
Daddy's tired now my little girl
No sign of home no matter where we turn
Vaporised, this dead deserted paradise
Is crumbling under my feet
Like my flesh and blood reduced to ash and dust
Burn marks reminding me of all I've lost
You told me it's alright
I hope you can stop this bleeding
Bubbling under my skin
I hear the devil within

Throw the stick and I'll run to pick it
Blindly believing the win-win deal is real
Still, all I'm dealing with is my own greed
Deceiving me
I wait for reward like a good corporate whore
Hungry for more, wanting it all
Well, no more
I don't recognise myself anymore
I've shouted till my throat is sore
Don't care who wins and who don't
The game's no longer on
Catch me!
Never, never can
Chase me!
Never, never
Grab me!
Never, never can
Face me!
Never, never
So it continues on and on
Bigger, faster, louder more and more
This race can never be won
Time being the only thing I can't afford
My soul is not for sale
I spit out the bait
Cause it's never too late
To check the time and date
To quit the chase
Rearrange the ways I operate
Clashing, irrational
My point of view may be out of fashion
But this protest comes with passion
Catch me!
Never, never can
Chase me!
Never, never
Grab me!
Never, never can
Face me!
Never, never
Fire, fire burn it down!
Fire, fire to the ground!
Unpredictable
Can't be controlled
My mind is not imprisoned anymore
I don't know where to go
Or what happens next
I'm perplexed
You seem vexed
No stress, we passed the test
This was never about excess
Nevertheless, I won't give up yet
I haven't run out of dreams
Never seazed to believe
And anxiously wait and see
What the future brings
Not again will I feel inside me
Deflated, empty
Now I speak, now I make the rules
Proudly carry my views like the family jewels
I won't justify my moves
Cause I'm immune
When I've got nothing to lose
Fire, fire burn it down!

Subject: Chaos Grin
Status: Mercenary
Have no fear, no feelings
Followers or leader
Guided by instinct
Fed by insecurity
Smell the sweet scent of opportunity
On my right sleeve
I carry
The signs of my ancestory
My left cheek still bleeding the kisses of my enemies
Availability
To the highest bidder is never cheap
Disposability
I have no use for long term loyalty
I'm their heroine
An answer to their prayers
Care and safety
From what they've done
What they've become
I'm their heroine
In a world of make-believe
I'll sort out everything
That they have done that they've become
And I know you know it
Subject: Chaos Grin
Status: Mercenary
Have no fear, no feelings
Followers or leader
Guided by instinct
Fed by insecurity
Smell the sweet scent of opportunity
See these leeches
Vein creatures
Treacherous dreamers
Arse lickers,
Power worshippers
Behaving like sheep
They are my prize pigs
My special treats
My favourite love buddies
Junkies, freaks
I sell them dreams
And milk them till they bleed
I'm their heroine
An answer to their prayers
Care and safety
From what they've done
What they've become
I'm their heroine
In a world of make-believe
I'll sort out everything
That they have done that they've become
And I know you know it
Dear God, what have I done today
I tried to behave

I love to seek you in the morning
I love the way you change my mind
I love to feel your awesome presence
You're everything in my life
I feel the way you move me
Your love comes crashing through me
I love you more now than I ever have before
I feel the way you move me
Your love comes crashing through me
I love you more now than I ever have before
I am falling down before you
I'm hanging on your every word
I surrender all I'm holding

Another ancient ceremony
Meaning long forgotten
Endless limerick, my entanglement
One eye one vision, one first impression
So rescue, fulfil the trivial
Go through the deep black hole
In the eye of unknown
Hit the final goal
Ascension
Beat me up when I crawl
Bring me down when I fall
Hit the final blow
And kill this tension
Go, tell me more, take me anywhere
From this fear that I can't go on
I don't know how to be more free
Please, help me let myself go
Broken promises only will serve to clarify
My hunger, growing stronger
Take the liberty to intensify this
One way, one mission, one last collision
High fever, cold desolation
Go through the deep black hole
In the eye of unknown
Hit the final goal
Ascension
Beat me up when I crawl
Bring me down when I fall
Hit the final blow
And kill this tension
Go, tell me more, take me anywhere
From this fear that I can't go on
I don't know how to be more free
Please, help me let myself go
One day my fear will turn to courage
One day my pride will be rewarded
One day my faith is all that matters

The first time you feel like your standing on your own totally naked
I wanted to be a house wife for a little while and get all that out of my system,
And then, well, I knew that there was something missing'
Unrealistic, paper bag insulation
Dirty laundry, in daylight
I'm torn in two
Smugglers, burglars
Pushed back the limitations
Healthy, envy
Disappointment raffle
Finish their meal and grow bigger
The core cools down and gets thicker
Demolition setback, time will tell
If to live our lives is to burn in hell
Lighthouse gaze, peephole information
Life insurance, instant transformation
Contemplation
Suffocate the ripe the faint
World war programme
Pocket size solution
What a perfect life, we lied
In a naked light we hide
Sacrificed in an unknown land
The flowers died in our hands
"Then you know I kinda... you know showed everybody"
What a perfect life, we lied
In a naked light we hide
Sacrificed in an unknown land
The flowers died in our hands
Finish their meal and grow bigger
The core cools down and gets thicker
Demolition setback, time will tell

Migraine in chaos of deep paranoia
It's too hard to get over
The reptiles inside of my head keep me sober
My veins are on fire, my breath getting colder
Every kick, every trip I do, every lazy
smoke filled afternoon
It can't be used against me
Every childhood trauma lifted off my shoulders
It can't be used against me
Stench and stagnation, dehydrated tension
It's too much to mention
My weakest desires are wrapped up in violence
The words of objection still echo in silence
Every kick, every trip I do,
every lazy smoke filled afternoon
It can't be used against me
Every childhood trauma lifted off my shoulders
It can't be used against me
I've circled around in this sea of objections
Overcoming rejection
Like a cold steel knife it turns
Velvet acid lips it burns
Freezing up expression twisted
Rosy cheeks the skin gets blistered

Following the road of a pitiful disaster
Fighting through the crowd
Guiding my way it's forever going faster
Lifting me off the ground
The only one to believe
Loose the grip and you can't stop sliding
The only one to believe
Restrain myself but I can't stop fighting
Who will know how long you will be fine
Turn around I'm right behind
Now the journey's all complete
What you once drained out of me
I've come to claim back and you'll see
Whatever it is whoever it was that brought you down into this world
Won't really mean that much cause you won't be able ever to recall
All along the days are growing darker
Holding on to this sound
Leaving behind all the bitter disappointment
This sorrow will never be found
Grinning eyes that deny
You're never known to be what you're showing
Ringing words that defy

The answer out there, is blowing me away
(The only)
Warning!
Take a minute and stop
Hear the approaching distant sound
Rumbling, tumbling, coming right to ya
Every day, closer
Warning!
There's no way out
Closer to breaking, coming apart and now I'm
Rumbling, tumbling, coming right down at
Every day, closer
Tell me!
What went wrong
Cause I fear no thing as all alone within
For too long for too lost far I've gone
Come, hop on board I said now
The word is is out
The world's on fire temperature's rising
All the pressure waiting to come out
Better get the hell out!
Bang!
We're back on track
Bang bang!
We're back on the map
Bang bang bang!
Right back on track
The answer out there, is blowing me away
And now!
What do we do?
Walk away never looking back again no
(Yeah yeah!)
This is not the time
(Get out get out!)
This is no the place
So embrace
A reconsideration
It's a going, creeping realisation
Rumbling, tumbling, going right through us,
(Through us, through us)
We want you, we want you, we want you as a new recruit
Bang!
We're back on track
Bang bang!
We're back on the map
Bang bang bang!
Right back on track

I'm the hug no-one ever gave you
The sweetest kiss for open wounds
I'm the sign that shows you direction
The guiding star that leads you home
Shine, child shine for me
You only shine for me
I lead you, I feed you, I captured your features
From now on you shine for me
I warn you, I own you, I'll find out your hideout
From now on you shine for me
I'm the hound that guards all your secrets
Calm and brave before the storm
I'm the rhyme that soothes your nightmares
The healing hand wiping off your fears
Shine, child shine for me
You only shine for me
I lead you, I feed you, I captured your features
From now on you shine for me
I warn you, I own you, I'll find out your hideout
From now on you shine for me
I'm the slap from your loving fathers hand
A mindless order you can't understand
I'm the pleasure that causes a lethal addiction
Craving turned into a destructive conviction
I'm the friend who betrayed your trust
The sentence that proved the world is unjust
I'm the rumour that spreads when your lacking defence

You keep me company when I get lonely
I have a reason to wake up in the morning
In my friends' eyes I begin to look different
In the sun I'm the center of attention
Pay pay pay
For my vanity I
Pay pay pay
For my loneliness I
Pay pay pay
For the trust I betrayed
Pay pay
Blue pill - Morning
White pill - Lady luck is smiling
Green pill - Evening
Red pill - I'm already dreaming
Golden shoes and a pretty little red dress
I'm dancing with the loved ones of the past days
In your presence I wanna do my best
For a while I feel that I still count for something
Pay pay pay
With my sanity I
Pay pay pay
With my dignity I
Pay pay pay
For the love that I crave
Pay pay
Blue pill - Morning
White pill - Lady luck is smiling
Green pill - Evening
Red pill - I'm already dreaming
Pay pay
Pay pay
Pay pay
With my dignity I
Pay pay pay
For the love that I crave
Pay pay