A suicide attack is a type of attack in which the attacker expects or intends to die in the process.
A group of suicide squads were used by the Indian Chera rulers to resist Chola invasions to their state from 11th century. These warriors were known as the "chavers". Later, these suicide squads rendered service as police, volunteer troop and fighting squads in the region. Now their primary duty was to assist local rulers in battles and skirmishes. The rulers of the state of Valluvanad is known to have deployed a number of suicide squads against the ruler of Calicut.
In the late 17th century Qing official Yu Yonghe recorded that injured Dutch soldiers fighting against Koxinga's forces for control of Taiwan in 1661 would use gunpowder to blow up both themselves and their opponents rather than be taken prisoner. However, the Chinese observer may have confused such suicidal tactics with the standard Dutch military practice of undermining and blowing up positions recently overrun by the enemy which almost cost Koxinga his life during the siege.
leading everything along
never far from being wrong
nevermind these things at all
it's nothing
couldn't find a way to you
seems that's all I ever do
turning up black and blue
rewarded
all the static we all left
wait until the time has come
figure that's where time comes from
leaving all my senses numb
is heaven
lifted up the fay to seen
anything could never be
anything but play to me
in order
take it back for them to keep
fallen into something deep
not that I had made that leap
annointed
where have all the wishes gone
now that all of that is done
wish I would've won
hey heute ist wieder einer der verdammten tage
die ich kaum ertrage und mich ständig selber frage
warum mich all diese gefühle plagen die ich nicht
kannte oder nur vom hörensagen denn bisher
rannte Ich durch meine welt und war der könig
doch alles was mir gefällt ist mir jetzt zu wenig
alles was mich kickte von dem ich nie genug kriegte
lass ich lieber sein denn ich fühl mich allein
du fühlst dich nicht nur allein mann du bist es
drum laß das gejammer sein denn so ist es
nun mal auf dieser weit auch wenns dir nicht gefällt
schaust du deinen eigenen film und bist dein eigener held
ja mann irgendwie hast du ja recht und trotzdem gehts mir schlecht
echt beschissen denn ich möchte mal wissen
welcher film auf dieser welt einen oskar erhält
in dem die weibliche hauptrolle fehlt
denn sie ist weg
und ich bin wieder allein allein
sie ist weg
davor wars schöner allein zu sein
ich raff es nicht ab was ist daran achlimm
dass ich jetzt nicht mehr der man für sie bin
da sitz ich und kack mich zu und beginn
zu denken dass Ich keine andere find
die eine ist weg na und
war sie fur dich nicht nur mittel zum zweck und grund
sich hinter ihr zu verstecken andere abzuchecken war tabu
und jetzt kommst du
hm wie gesagt es ist krass daß ich dachte ich verpass
was wenn ich die Finger von den andern lass
was ich machte denn ich dachte dieseb Spass
gibst du dir wenn du die eine nicht mehr hast und jetzt was
jetzt ist sie weg und ich versteck mich kläglich
hab keine lust auf andere also leck mich
sie ist weg
und ich bin wieder allein allein
sie ist weg
davor wars schöner allein zu sein
ich erinner mich wir waren beide verdammt cool
doch innerlich raffte ich spinner ich null
denn wann immer ich dachte ich tu alles für sie
war was immer ich machte für mich irgendwie
mit dieser philosophie fuhr ich einwandfrei
sorgenfrei an ihr vorbei
schätze bin ein bißchen hochgeflogen ungelogen
und hab sie dabei mit mir selbst betrogen
kluge worte was hinterher weiß man immer mehr
doch so sehr ich mich auch dagegen wehr
bleibt es schwer aber wahr
ich bin leer denn sie ist nicht da klar
jaja wunderbar tolle rede mann
hört ich dich nicht mal sagen dich lässt jede ran
und jetzt schau dich an wo bist du hingekommen
ich sags dir sie ist weg und hat mich mitgenommen
jetzt ist sie weg
und ich bin wieder allein allein
sie Ist weg
My beautiful black piece of chocolate
My beautiful black piece of chocolate
My beautiful black piece of chocolate
That's right this one going out for my sistas, yeah
Put your hands up in the air
Put your hands up
Just a little something to let you know how much I love you, baby
Sista
Chocolate caramel
One of a kind as well
Sista
I don't want to come off too aggressively
If you got a minute
Just sit and talk to me
I just wanna know what's on your mind (what's on your mind, what's on your mind, baby)
Cos I figure
These niggas don't spend enough quality time
We all about the hustle
We forget about thine
Beautiful loveliness
Ladies
Holla if you here me now
I like your natural hair
Mama you're naturally fine
Naturally my
Mother of the earth, yeah
And if you need it I got it
Cos I am a black man
Don't you forget that I've been with you since birth
My sista
Sista
I'm calling your name
Sista
I wanna make a lil love exchange
For all your pain
Sista
Sista
You did all you could do
Sista
You're tired and weary
I know I'ma make it better for you
My sista
Sista
You gotta be the best thing about this life
I bless the damn day you become my wife
You always on my side, if I'm wrong or right
Can you picture (can you picture, baby)
Check in the mail every week on time
Ain't no bill collectors calling your line
Pass them over here, girl
What's yours is mine
Give me a kiss baby
I love ya natural attitude
It's naturally fly
Naturally I fit
Naturally inside your
Love below is my natural high
And naturally I want you to ride
My sista
Sista
I'm calling your name
Sista
I wanna make a lil love exchange
For all your pain
Sista
Sista
You did all you could do
Sista
You're tired and weary
I'ma make it better for you
My sista
I hear you crying, screaming
Why it gotta be so hard?
Just wanna tell you
That I
Hold you in the highest regard
Going out to my sistas on welfare
TQ cares
If don't nobody else care
I'm your brother
And if you didn't know it
I love ya
You beautiful black piece of chocolate lovely
Sista
I'm calling your name
Sista
I wanna make a lil love exchange
For all your pain
Sista
Sista
You did all you could do
Sista
You're tired and weary
I'ma make it better for you
My sista
Sista
I'm calling your name
Sista
I wanna make a lil love exchange
For all your pain
Sista
Sista
You did all you could do
Sista
You're tired and weary
I'ma make it better for you
My sista
Yeah, yeah, yeah
TQ cares baby
TQ cares baby
Sista
There's a McDonald's in the desert and a flag on the
moon
and gonna shoot billboards into space pretty soon
so that when I stare up into the smoggy night sky
I can see the golden arches floating way up high
there's two miles of mylar drifting aimlessly in space
I'll just sit there with one more blank stare on my face
and I'll just ignore it like everything else
'cause I'm just to damned busy always thinking about
myself
There's a place in the desert where the sand stretches out
and the wind keeps on crying "won't you get the fuck out"
all the white people came with their porsches and pools
to elect some celebrity to make all the rules
there's a shopping center standing on a burial ground now
there's a hamburger stand where you can eat a sacred
it's a half a pound slab and it's juicy and meaty
and the billboard makers whine and complain about
grafitti.
There's a barge full of garbage floating in the harbor
there's a cementary full of our heroes and martyrs
and our road is paved with the beast of intentions
there's an answering machine answering at suicide
prevention
but at least someones listening sooner or later
so that they can report back that I am a traitor
for defacing all your billboards with a suicide tag
you make me feel unreal
you're hallucinatory
i'm insatiable
you make me nauseous and hot
you're inflammatory
i'm inflammable
i don't want another love match
but you gave me an itch i can't scratch
you make me believe i can fly from the 11th storey
so tell me, can i call this love?
or call it ecstasy?
what's happening to me?
stir up my blood
fuck reality
render me xstatic
teach me how to see by giving me shades
help me reverse the laws of gravity
render me xstatic
help me change my mind
and cut off any braids
cut off my braids
release me
increase me
xstatic
little hands beat as hard as my heart
except when i miss you
and i'm down and out
over and over i hit the floor
wishing to kiss you
it's the same old pout
you got me hooked from the start
and you tore right into my heart
now i'm free to do what i want