I always searched for an answer for my convictions
A troubled mind at 15 demonic visions
I saw you rape dand beaten
Who the hell is this monster that surounds my brain
I try to make some sense of this, try to break the mold
Divination
A power I wish I did not have now
I wake with sweat and bood scars of you dad choke
I wake from this nightmare to find it's the truth
Tell me now father what did we do
I'll never understand your actions...never speak to you
Don't try and correct your mistakes never trust in you
Ever want to commit murder
Feel the rush as you kill
Looking into dead eyes
Collecting their last thoughts
Sometimes I feel no remorse
Sometimes I want a taste
Why am I so different
Than those who can just do it
I want to change what I've become
But I can't kill the urge
But I can't kill the urge
You are now mine forever
Walk with me one last time
You'll walk with me one last time
I feel you embracing
You wish it would end
I feel life for the first
Time I ever have
You cannot fuck with me
Like you have in the past
This time I will stop you
Dead in your fucking tracks
Your eyes close away
As I feel salvation
Now you pray
Light, the final vision
Your eyes are blank
I want to commit murder
Feel the rush as I kill
Looking into your eyes
Collecting your last thoughts
I never feel remorse
Now I want is taste
I know I'm not different
Then those who can just do it
I want to change what I've become
But I can't kill the urge
I can't kill the urge
You are now mine forever
This one is called: Satan's Wizard
Make some noise
Where the bitches at?
Woah...satan's wizard...satan
The wizard is coming for you
He is the wizard
Alright!
(?)
(?)
He is the wizard
Satan's wizard
Satan's wizard
Satan's wizard
Satan's Wizard!
Satan's wizard, baby
Fucking the (?)
(?)
He is (?)
Satan
Satan's Wizard
The wizard
Thank you very much, Cleveland
Sorry I could not (?) tonite
How is everybody feelin'?
What does everybody think of Chimaira?
I felt so alone
You left feeling so empty and needing
Can't see the glitter in you
You called me all the time
Hiding behind your lies materialistic
Go away
You don't know what it's like to be dead inside
You called him a friend to help you get through it
I see your true face now
Well my tears are gone, I am happy now
Thanks for making it clear
Go away
You don't know what it's like to be dead inside
I am dead to you
You take my heart and used it as a tool
I wish that this would just go away
You can't find love you can't cry tears
And you won't be crying alone
How many times can it change
How long will I be restrained
It's appalling to think that
All my time seems to be wasted
Will it stop or is it inly beginning
Here on the inside
My life is not over
I'm down again
Fake smiles surround me all day
No more can I tolerate
These excuses or all this
Constant pressure overloading
As I lay this all to rest
Shadows appear reminding me
Of all things left unsaid by me
Maybe one day you'll believe
That I will crawl
I will crawl on broken knees
It's beyond what you really
need
Forcing it all out of you
Will I make your life complete
Come Clean
Am I the sorrow
that you won't reap
Am I the secret
that you can't keep
Well I won't stop
until I'm complete
And I won't stop
until you believe
Explode
Clear the way, the new king has arrived
To take your place while I've got you on your knees
I always had this vision of who I'd become
A powerful giant who could rule with ease
And who would
Bring the truth
I will bring the truth
Your time is up - there's no chance left for you
Bring the truth
I will bring the truth
Your time is up as I end it for you
Was it me or were you just afraid
When you promised me nothing but a throne
When time comes you will hide the fact
That you will only be one way
A fake liar
You can try to hide
It will all come back to you
You shatter dreams before they're fully dreamt
You're a pig and should die
I would feel no remorse
I honestly absolutely fucking hate you
Hate you
You can't change this
The only thing you have to remember is
Bury my dreams... I will bury you
Face to face, no time to waste
This is the time for revenge
Your claim to fame of crushing dreams
Your control has no hold on me, has no hold on me
I hate the way, you have no shame
You act like nothing's happened
It's time to rise, the final fight
This is the last time
I will not fail again, I will not let you win
Fuck your power trip
I'll throw away the wasted days
The chance for revenge
My claim to fame ended in vain
This was the last time
I will not fail again, I will not let you win
Fuck your power trip, I will not fail again
I will not let you win, fuck your power trip
You are the one who's forsaken us all
Nothing has changed so together we fall
I am the one who's led us to believe
You can't change me
I will not fail again, I will not let you win
Fuck your power trip, I will not fail again
I will not let you win, fuck your power trip
Closing comments made you wonder
What was the start of it all
Hunting to find the answers
Unavailing attempts to be me
Did we distract you
Did we prevent you
Did we bore you
Did we stop you
And I'm
Betayed by you
Won't be overlooked by you
Betayed
Betayed
Hoped you were thinking of redemption
Found out you erased the memories
Erased the thought of me
How can I believe this untrue
I know I'm not insane
The rage has overcome
No more will I shun
These thoughts I've had
This lie I've lived
I let them put the blame on me
Engulfed in hate
Retaliate
You can't conceal these thoughts
You can't disguise this rage
You have
Overstepped
Your boundaries
Now I've got
I've got your back against the wall
Forever trapped
Staring though the eyes of a criminal
A broken home
Left alone
An excuse you used
Don't bullshit me
Save all the breath that you can breathe
Engulfed in flames
Incinerate
You can't conceal my thoughts
And you can't disguise my hate
Dark room opens
No light for years
No way to find out
How long has it been
Screams heard from a distance
The shredding sounds of pain
Looking for reasons
Slowly becoming insane
Four eyes staring
Such evil eyes
Picturing them
No longer alive
Accidental
Unintentional
Years ago
There was loss of control
Constant horrific nightmares
Life turned into a deadly maze
The haunting sounds play on
No more bruised feelings
Can it shine through this
Will it ever shine
The pictures in the gold room
No light
Can be this bright
Death is only a way
Desire and temptation
I lost you
False hope and rejection
Revenge and repercussion
Rejection, revenge, false hope
Repercussion fade to extinction
No way to explain
The blame has to be given
A wrongful accusation
Only stirs the rage
A fire that cannot be put out
Can only enjoy the insanity
To become the nightmares
Will end the dreams
Cold winter chills
No escape
Will this ever end
This is the final maze
My scabs are almost picked
Slowly growing into this
Feelings I just can't let go
I am such a bore that you need that much more
Go back that way and see what you get from me then
Nothing at all
My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Face my past I can't let go
I see them in the jel
Laughing at me it is hell
Nothing can stop this torture
Fake my way through life
Call on my wife
Went back that way and I saw just what I was worth
Nothing at all
My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Face my past I can't let go
Images still in my head of you dead
I wish I could take them away instead
I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss
Will anything ever be the same?
I wish I could imagine you happy
A life of ecstasy that would be good enough to stop the pain that lingers
In my heart I know I would be content
It's your forced life...It's your forced life...doesn't it feel the same to you?
I sit and wonder
While you ponder of pathetic items that bring you happiness
Those things that put a smile to your face
Are the things that kill me inside
I know deep down you have a good heart
But why am I never included in all of this?
I take you in...rise you up, yet my soul stays untouched?
Nothing ever changes in your mind
Nothing ever changes
Stick your hate to me
A slave to my thoughts daily
I finally lost my craving
Need this to end real soon
You come then you go away
No way I can make it through this
Can you feel my heart fade away?
Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
Feeling I can't figure me out
I'd try but I'm not allowed
Where do I go from here now?
My friends can't explain this to me
When I see you I don't see me
I feel I'll never gain
Your affection is a must to me
But reflections of past life won't let me be
Right now all hope is lost
Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
Feeling I can't figure me out
I'd try but I'm not allowed
Where do I go from here now?
Save some for me
I feel as if I have been dreaming
I am confused as to how I got here
One minute
I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death
Then there was you
You opened me to a different light
The path you lead me down was priceless
With one quick glance it was stripped from me
I was so ashamed I never let you be you
I have been puking with regret
I found myself again
And although we were apart
I managed to move on
Something was still missing
I made me sick
Far to familiar
I needed you once again, maybe now I can change
The venom inside.
Turned me into the enemy
Turned into what I hate
My apathy got the best of me
Blood boiled and lost my way
I never thought I'd be the one to blame
Have to live with constant shame
Everything that I put inside
Just to feel numb
I tried to escape
push it away
tried to hide
The venom inside
This was nothing but moral abuse
Guess I just needed something new
What could I gain from solitude?
Or acting like a fool?
I tried to escape
push it away
tried to hide
The venom inside
I tried to escape
push it away
tried to hide
The venom inside
Disconnected, Apathetic
It's so pathetic to be this frantic
I needed help! I needed help!
Like methadone for an addict
I tried to escape
push it away
tried to hide
Her eyes opened after that terrible night
Would she ever be the same?
A revelation of her own demise
No one left but herself to blame
Her silence only fueled the flame
And now the angels have lost their wings
In daddy's playground, nothing is what it seems
This was the last time that he'd see her
That he'd touch her
That he'd make his little girl scream out loud
I'm gonna pound you into oblivion
I will make you fucking bleed
There is no escaping me
This is your destiny
I'm gonna pound you into oblivion
I will make you fucking bleed
There is no escaping me
This is your destiny
He came to her through the window again
The fan blowing to hide the noise
No hesitation from the devil inside
Everyone he touched was destroyed
His madness only fueled the flame
And now the angels have lost their wings
In daddy's playground, nothing is what it seems
This was the last time that he'd see her
That he'd touch her
That he'd make his little girl scream out loud
I'm gonna pound you into oblivion
I will make you fucking bleed
There is no escaping me
This is your destiny
Time to walk with me
Time to walk with me
Time to die
Let me take you somewhere secluded
Where only the trees can see
If I can't have you, no one will
Didn't you know, it was always me?
Your flame now burned out
You were daddy's little girl
Your flame now burned out
Oh I'm that sick I see it that way
I'd rather be dead then have you stay
You pretend that it's OK
Right now it's my time to take
Feeding off my hate today
Feeding off the lives I waste
Now it's time to change my ways
Now it's time to erase my name
Can't see my face
You can't see my face now
Pass out of existence
Gone
Disgusted by your presence now
I wonder what it would be like if you were down
Could you cope? Could you really cope?
Could you hope? Or would you sit and wait for me?
Seeking for my placement now
Seeking for my placement now
Now it's time to change my ways
Now it's time to erase my name
Can't see my face
You can't see my face now
Pass out of existence
When I close my eyes
I see myself dead
I know you want it this way don't you?
When I close my eyes
I see myself
I gave up trying
No use in lying
Another broken promise
Another bond demolished, demolished
Will I ever give a fuck
About anyone or anything?
Day by day, live in denial
The needle is reality
Weightless, painless
Numbness, shameless
Weightless, painless
Numbness, shameless
Lying on the floor
I don't even care
Feeling so useless
Only one thing will fix this
Veins are flowing with my solution
Picturing death for inspiration
Set me free, oh, what a feeling as it enters my skin
Taking me back before the life filled with sin
Weightless, painless
Numbness, shameless
Weightless, painless
Numbness, shameless
I'll show the world I'm the hand of God
I'll give you everything you need
I'll make all your dreams come true
I'll take away all your misery
I'll answer all your prayers
I'll fill you with hope
I'll feed you when you're hungry
I'll be the one to help you cope
Weightless, painless
Numbness, shameless
Weightless, painless
Numbness, shameless
You are God's most beautiful creation
From the moment i set my eyes upon you
I knew i wanted to be near
To feel your arms wrap around me
And to share myself with you
Would be nothing but ecstasy
Knowing you will make me whole again(-L)
Then she said No
I cried out to help you
My friend who does nothing
I watched you high i watched you low
Never falling to far
I am glad to have been here
To help you get through her I know i didn't fulfill,
but i helped somehow
I'll take your pain
Create with me
Chim was a way for you to breathe
I hope it was enough
To help you through this war called love
Take our hand
Before you leave
One more time, reaching our dreams
We feel incomplete
I know one day
You'll solve that mystery
And make them feel
The way you did me
Lend a hand, AE
free at last
finally tasting happiness
five years of hell for nothing
trapped inside the minds of failures
a wise man once said
that which does not kill us makes us stronger
thought we were dead
so are we now invincible?
determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2)
final straw
underlying ignorance
consumed by greed and hate
Kept under the feet of Tyrants
reality kicked in
raced against time just to start all over
treated like shit
pushed aside and expendable
determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2)
we have become so god damn powerful (x6)
all the beatings you gave us, we will use them against you(x2)
determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2)
free at last
finally tasting happiness
Ready to explode
The pressure buries me
The poison takes control
I drop down to my knees
I scream
Get this invader out of me
I need help this is killing me
I’m blinded by the thought of tomorrow
I’m drowning in this ocean of sorrow
I need to leave it all behind
I think I’m losing my mind
Trembling
My hands start to shake
The sweat drips down
Can’t look in the mirror
This face is unfamiliar
Temple throbbing
Panicked I start to scream
Is there anyone out there that can help me?
What do you expect from me
Will I ever be what you want me to be
Will I ever live up to your standards
Will you always look down on me
Maybe I'm not who you are
Maybe I want to be myself
Live the lifeI've always dreamed about
This is not your path to choose
Yes I taste it
Yes I breathe it
Yes I hate it
Yes I feel strain from
Our separation
This is my life, this is my life
My Cleansation
Our separation
This is my life, this is my life
It'd not yours anymore
Why did you insits on ruling
Why did you try and control
Why didn't you ever listen to me
Ignored me like a dog
Maybe I'm glad we're apart
Maybe I'm glad we don't speak
anymore
I feel better now
You can't understand I still have a lot to say
To you, a fortune nothing has left no time or place
My life , upon my life there will always be lies
No more, I won't believe in this hypocrisy
You are, parasitic bottom feeder
All you maggots you're one in the same, you all make me sick
Guilty, especially you who justify your rational lives
Killing, you're killing in the name of God almighty
Cowards and crooks
Surrounded by liars, killers and haters
Cowards and crooks
Surrounded by liars, killers and haters
Cowards and crooks
Surrounded by liars, killers and haters
Cowards and crooks
I'm surrounded by filth
Army of me, it lives in us all
Army of me, it will avenge me
Army of me, it lives in us all
Army of me, it will avenge me
It will avenge me
Cowards and crooks
Surrounded by liars, killers and haters
Cowards and crooks
Surrounded by liars, killers and haters
Cowards and crooks
Surrounded by liars, killers and haters
Cowards and crooks
I'm surrounded by filth
Army of me, it lives in us all
Army of me, it will avenge me
Army of me, it lives in us all
Welcome to your end of days
Are you ready to die?
One more swing
Bloodletting
There’s no place left for you to hide
Your world is now over and no one can save you
Ambition has been laid to waste
This gift and creation are plagued with disease
Fury and grief are displaced
No way to prepare for the end
Blood will be shed
Final farewell
This is the age of hell
Heading towards insanity
Scandalous demise
Sacrifice is imminent
The smell of death breathes new life
The structure is cracking from rot and decay
The faces will all look dismayed
No type of prevention, no chance to discover just what could have been the
Bones have been broken and teeth have been cracked
Walking disaster, headed straight for death
There is no way to get out alive
This temple has fallen for good
Will there be a chance to rebuild it all
Do you believe in me
Enough to sacrifice?
Do you believe in me
Enough to end your life?
Do you believe in me
Enough to kill for me?
Do you believe in me
Enough to die for me?
Come on and join me
Grab my hand
Together, we will feast
On the blood of the weak
Empire, destroying dignity
Empire, destroying humanity
Empire, destroying dignity
Empire, destroying humanity
When you walk the path
You will discover a world undreamed of
Your suffering will be legendary
Do you believe?
Do you believe in suffering?
Do you believe in me
Enough to slay your brother?
Do you believe in me
Enough to betray your family?
Come on and join me
Grab my hand
Together, we will feast
On the blood of the weak
Empire, destroying dignity
Empire, destroying humanity
Empire, destroying dignity
Empire, destroying humanity
When you walk the path
Your feelings won't betray you
When you walk the path
Your agony will elate you
Empire, destroying dignity
Empire, destroying humanity
Empire, destroying dignity
Empire, destroying humanity, destroying humanity
Empire
Clockwork I hear the sound of the bell
The more I push the more I forget
I’m in the mood to lose myself
The more I push the closer I get
I started off small
But you knew it wouldn’t stay that way
I’ve tripled the amount three times over
Don’t know where it’s taking me
Every day I fly just a little higher
I want to float forever
And leave this world behind
I traveled long and windy roads
The more I see the more I fear
There’s only one thing in this world
That makes everything crystal clear
I’ll keep the earth below
Black heart, dead soul
Apathy and misery
Loss of control
Any of the above would describe me
I hate being inhuman
All I do is fuck everything up
Someone just please put a gun to my head
I just don't care anymore
I'm broken, tired and sore
I just don't care anymore
From my black heart
Faceless humans
Just want to get inside me
Shut down long ago
Not even the closest know me
Like a leper, everything I touch
Rots, dies, then turns to dust
Everyone should just stay away from me
I just don't care anymore
I'm broken, tired and sore
I just don't care anymore
From my black heart
I just don't care anymore
I'm broken, tired and sore
I just don't care anymore
From my black heart
I am the one breaks all
This misery you call your life
I am the one who will carry you
To an altar of joy
Follow me
Flee from this
Except nothing but the best
I will hide all your pain
Resort to the unknown with
Silence
The way I will keep
Silence From letting you flee
You are the one who changed me
To a quivering mess
You are the one who stopped me
From doing all I can
Now's your time
Let me in Let me in your functioning mind
I will hide all your pain
Resort to the unknown with
Silence
The way I will keep
Silence From letting you flee
I feel your stench
So warm I'm home
Let me stay
And feel you more
I come
All over now
Where do I go from here
Leave me behind
Never again bitch don't even try
Stay awake to decide
Are you coming back?
Is this my sanity?
I can't forgive
Oh is it the same to me?
I can't take your place
I'll never see you, never flee from me
Severed
Lost lies in the house I bring
I can't fucking see
I can never pull your self from me
I can't focus
Libertine my "said to be"
I will never save you
Wait...today is not the same
Pull up your car you're home from the night on the town
Could not find anyone to go home with to show off your insecurity
So you put your "I love you face" back on
When you are this way you think you are God
But the people around you are destroyed
Coming home getting off by killing who you love
I hope you end up in a body bag
Walk up to your room to be with your lover
Although they don't share your desire
That night frustrated and intoxicated
You need to leech onto another
When you are this way you think you are God
But the people around you are destroyed
Coming home getting off by killing who you love
I hope you end up in a body bag
Pretend you are the king
One day this will all come back to you
Crawling back up from the floor now
I look above me and there you are
I see your smiling face so pure, its gold
Reaching your hand out to touch mine
Perhaps all I needed was your smile
A nice compliment or two
Where were you a few weeks ago?
When I was wanting to die
I felt so worthless
But you saved me
Watching me almost fall under
You were with him I was with her
Wanting each other more then life
A kiss away from being perfect
Cry out you're watching over me and I can't be with you
All I wanted was to end me, now to be in love with two
I hate my thoughts now
I'll leave her alone to live in bliss
Your my savior, my dream come true
Trying to figure out a way
I'll lick your wounds, I'll heal your sores
I can never face my past
Not together I felt so sick inside
Death will come very soon
I tear as we drift away
Late night comes are you home?
No you're not
You're out with urge to satisfy yourself
it's your vicious plot
Looking back I realize that it's my fault
I'm not around so your love comes to a halt
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Every time I trust you I lose in the end
I feel disgust in myself
I love how you can call me and pretend you're innocent
While I'm out here trying to better myself
You're a pig when it comes to my emotions
You drown me in your wake because you have no devotion
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
You preach to me as if it matters
Never worrying about yourself
Or the wrong you've done
Think you know the way
Want me to follow you
Selfish lies you're set out to prove
So what if you had your faith
You should realize
Realize that you're already dead
You fall
You fall face down at the sight of youself
No one to pick you up
Look what our lives have become
I steal from you as if it matters
No remorse to me
Or the shame to come
Thought I knew the way
Never followed you
No more time to lose, does it bother you
So what if I had my faith
You should realize
Realize that you're already dead
I fall
I fall face down at the sight of youself
No one to pick me up
Look what our lives have become
And that's why hell
In this present darkness
I fall upon broken knees
Crawl through weight depression haunted by and unborn ghos
tI'll never know your fears
Never see me in your eyes
Curse the one that stole your name from
Me this is the monster that they create from second of your conception
Minutes leading to death sentence will shackle me and turn eyes red
I will constantly endure the pain of your creation
How can I lie awake grace
How can I lie awake my love
Will stay dead in this present darkness
Explode
Clear the way the new king has arrived
To take your place while I've got you on your
knees
I always had this vision of who I'd become
A powerful giant who could rule with ease
And who would
Bring the truth
I will bring the truth
Your time is up-there's no chance left for you
Bring the truth
I will bring the truth
Your time is up as I end it for you
Was it me or were you just afraid
When you promised me nothing but a throne
When time comes you will hide the fact
That you will only be one way
A fake liar
You can try to hide
It will all come back to you
You shatter dreams before they're fully dreamt
You're a pig and should die
I would feel no remorse
I honestly absolutely fucking hate you
Hate you
You can't change this
The only thing you have to remember is
She has done so many things, it's so surreal
She has seen so many things, it's so unreal
She has been almost everywhere and tasted everything
She has been a dream since birth who could conquer everything
Everything
Night after night after every single night
She never gave up
Fight after fight after motherfucking fight
She came out on top
One rule, one way of life
Only the strong survive
Never back down, never back down
Destroying everything
Never back down, never back down
Destroying everything
Blood, all the blood, every single drop of blood
She sucks it up
Breath, every breath, every single damn breath
She screams with love
One rule, one way of life
Only the strong survive
Never back down, never back down
Destroying everything
Never back down, never back down
Destroying everything
Nobody in this world will ever stop her
Nobody in this world can even touch her
Everybody in this world will want to be her
Everybody in this world just needs to see her
She's everything
And she'll destroy the world
Never back down, never back down
Never back down, never back down
Never back down, never back down
Never back down, never back down
Never back down, never back down
Destroying everything
Never back down, never back down
Fall into my hole
I keep seeking
Is there anything left to consume now?
I wish I were happy living in
Living in your perfect world
You were never understanding enough
You were never supportive of me
Now I run away from you
Now I hide all this pain
Can you taste my tears on you?
Now where do I see myself?
Stagnation from my own selfish thoughts
Should I work to achieve my goals or should I work to leave you be or
should I work to keep you home?
You were never understanding enough
You were never supportive of me
Now I run away from you
Now I hide all this pain
Can you taste my tears on you?
May guns rise to kill me
I have told you things need to change
You never listened or came to my aid
The vicious cycle has not changed
My times spent rearranged
Mother fuck it all, I can't stand this
Remember what I said
Everyone makes me sick
Well nothing has changed
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
The vicious cycle still remains
Constant cluster fuck, bloodstains
Ignorance, you kill for God
Expression not allowed
You fucked it up
With your mother fucking games
Remember when I said, "I was so ashamed"
Well, nothing has changed
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
You have to
Pick and choose your fights
You have to
Come out of this alive
I have told you things need to change
You never listened, never came to my aid
The vicious cycle still not changed
My judgment fades away
You'll never change me
Remember we are through
I am staying here to betray all of you
And nothing will change
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate everyone
I hate and I hate
Dark room open
No light for years
No way to find out
How long has it been
Screams heard from a distance
The shredding sounds of pain
Looking for reasons
Slowly becoming insane
For eyes staring
Such evil eyes
Picturing them
No longer alive
Accidental
Unintentional
Years ago
There was lose of control
Constant horrific nightmares
Life turned into a deadly maze
The haunting sounds play on
No more bruised feelings
Can it shine through this
Will it ever shine
The pictures in the gold room
No Light
Can be this bright
Death is only a way
Desire and temptation
I lost you
False hope and rejection
Revenge and repercussion
Rejection, revenge, false hope
Repercussion false to extinction
No way to explain
The blame has to be given
A wrongful accusation
Only stirs the rage
A fire that cannot be put out
Can only enjoy the insanity
To become the nightmares
Will end the dreams
Cold winter chills
No escape
Will this ever end
Face I am nothing face
Complete by sarcastic tastes
What a waste I think I'd rather die
Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life
Always situations I can never hide
Crying tears of anger, hate
Depressed I never know the me, never know what to do
Slit pour out the life a bottle of the "vive"
A desperate cry for something else to justify
I'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to grey
Numb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to grey
Plastic always drastic
A vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic
I know somewhere out there someone cares
Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds as they think it's time repair
These scars will never clear
I'll never be the same little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane
I might have tried before...but I locked the door
Now I need a reason to unlock it
I'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to grey
Numb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to grey
Cutting and popping
I know I'm not the definition of your model I'm always dropping
Lying and crying
I rarely find the relevance in always competing or trying...
I take dying
I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did
Cold
Face black another shadow of innocence tainted
Gave back all the lights and glitter
Wrong track again and again is stings
Wish you all could feel like this
12 is for the reason of regret
9 is for the pain that I'm caused
Will strife ever cease? Someday...
Fuck this mind that is made to hate
Complete the task of humility
Restrained from who they want me to be
That's what they want me to be
That is not quite good enough for me
Fuck you and your thoughts on me
Fuck you and your thoughts of me
Fuck you how can I not be me
Fuck you I will never let you take me
I will never be that good little one
I can never see what is so good about life
I can never change just who I am,
just what it is I think I am doing
My hands fell down now I know I failed
You were not there to pick up the waste of this pathetic tale
Maybe I should just end all this right here
Would you like that?
Maybe you could cope knowing that you all have succeeded
I am staying here to betray all of you
Never failing me again
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly can you see it ooze?
I'm going to save me
My eyes turn the color jade
I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room walls white with black shades
Oh how would red look?
The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?
I need it
I want to be where you are
Oh, it's opening time
Down on fascination street
So let's cut the conversation
And get out for a bit
Because I feel it all fading and paling
And I'm begging
To drag you down with me
To kick the last nail in
Yeah, I like you in that
Like I like you to scream
But if you open your mouth
Then I can't be responsible
For quite what goes in
Or to care what comes out
So just pull on your hair
Just pull on your pout
And let's move to the beat
Like we know that it's over
If you slip going under
Slip over my shoulder
So just pull on your face
Just pull on your feet
And let's hit opening time
Down on fascination street
So pull on your hair
Pull on your pout
Cut the conversation
Just open your mouth
Pull on your face
Pull on your feet
And let's hit opening time
I thought I knew you
My dream had come true
Look back, don't crack
Your stares are empty now
I am still here I won't crack
It's all coming back
My thoughts of the fading you
Reach through, make you
Mold myself for two
I cry for the bleeding...whore
Loss of feeling now I take the pain
So it's all right now I'm still a justified hole in your eyes
A pupil never a master
A crumble of dirt to the land
Take the blood right out of my hands as you
Realize it's your blood
Blood
My eyes see noones empty face
I see a second coming of the land I was born with the fear of love
You made that fear a dream
Goddless
I see me reaching for the sun
Try forever to
Reach the sky
I'm empty
Can't find you I am still here
It's all coming back
My thoughts of the fading you
Reach through, make you
Mold myself for two I cry for the bleeding...whore
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