So scared, I’ve been here some time before.
Don’t care what happened so long ago.
“Compare and despair” advice that you gave to me.
Seems to be fair. Let it freely be but
You know I can’t just roll on over and turn out the light.
You know it’s like a bed of nails trying to rest on a fight.
Open to this love! Babe you know I care.
Wont you be my honey bear, richer than a billionaire?
Open to this love, a gift from above!
It’s not about who’s wrong or right, just take the darkness out of
tonight.
Persevere and endear. Life begins after fear.
Doubt and you’re out. Let the soul beauty out.
I know we can grow. We’ve done it since we’ve been here.
We must let go. Love is truly dear.
Obsessing in perfection only tears us apart.
Never mind that attitude. Let’s focus on our heart.
Open to this love…
You know I won’t live a life of promises unmet.
You know I won’t live a life of despair and regret.
It seems that I thought fear was my enemy.
Now I can see how it’s been teaching me
How to be more vulnerable so I can lay out my gold
And rest in silver lining ‘cause love has no need to hold.
Open to this love…
Both strong, both weak, we’ve been playing hide ‘n seek.
Afraid of being wrong, this can go on for too long.
It’s an instant decision with compassion precision,
Let go of all you know and be one in the heart flow.
The present is the present, depending on intention.
Take the dare and be aware of how deeply you do care.
Believe and conceive and surely you’ll receive.
Feel the joy even cry. There are no reasons why.
In my mind I see liquid
Honey
Caressing each fold of my skin
Its soothing compassion
Lovingly rolling
Guides me to where I begin
The sweetness tells me of days when I was a child
I would lie, as I do now
Nowhere
Chlorophyll hairs swaying with the breeze
Clouds sit on my eyelashes
Dew drops rest to kiss flowers
Time travels in circular ways
Spiraling home through the vertical hour.
Body and space are one
Alone we form the seas we make
Where we can find the seas within
And flow with ship-like clouds
Across these lidded spheres
In my mind I see
Soothing compassion
Day one, life is fun
Day two, I am new
Day three, I am me
Day four, I adore
Day five, I’m alive
Day six, create the mix
Day seven, I’m in heaven
Day eight, I co-create
Day nine, feeling fine
Day ten, do it all over again!
I am open, ready and willing (I am)
To be completely restructured (I am)
Around the positive possibilities
Of being me (I am)
I am open, ready, willing to be
Completely restructured
Around the positive possibilities
Of being me
“Go Jon!”
“I am open, ready, willing to be…”
“Here, sing through the telephone!”
“I am open ready willing to be…”
In-stalation – in stars-elation
Inspiration – in the spirit-nation
In the vocalization – an invocation
To resource the source of the force to endorse
I am.
I am open, ready, willing to be
Completely restructured
Around the positive possibilities
Of being me
No need to be afraid. I’ve been betrayed, but that was yesterday.
Today doesn’t have to be the same cause I can change my ways.
I had a wounded child personality debt. I did forget to collect my
regrets.
I had placed all my little bets in a sticky net that I could not accept.
They were part of me I wanted to hide so I didn’t have to feel.
But the longer I have hidden them the bigger they have grown to be so
that I could see
That the love that is all around is also in me,
Is also in me
It’s time to start fresh and new
My love is fresh for you,
Fresh and true. How about you?
Do you want fresh too?
I called you into my life to remind me of what I’d forgotten of.
The things that I thought were just you I was part of too. We are not
two.
The love that I thought was so dear was grasping love through a rear
view mirror.
I can do just anything if I am willing to be all of who I am
You can be just as you are if that is what you really want to be
Cause what you choose is what you are, becomes your reality
So why not choose fresh?
It’s time to start fresh and new…
Ils faisaient partie de moi que je ne voulais plus sentir.
Mais plus j’ai voulu les nier, plus ils se sont développés
Car l’amour autour de moi est aussi au fond de moi.
Il fallait que je voie cet amour en moi.
It’s a little girl fantasy:
“Will you marry me, complete me,
Make my life whole?
Will you take good care of me?
Save me, turn my lead into gold?”
This little girl fantasy is on TV,
In magazines at the corner store.
My daddies told me I had to be
The woman’s way, sweet virgin saint or unconscious whore
Cinderella, you’re looking for a fella
To make ya whole, don’t ya know?
Cinderella, you are stellar!
Don’t ya know? Don’t ya know? You ought to know!
Cinderella, Cindereeeeeelle!
Cinder, Cinderella-ha-ha-ha!
You’re stellar! Ya don’t need a fella!
Cinder, Cinderella-ha-ha-ha!
You’re stellar! Ya don’t need a fella!
Oh no, don’t ya know?
This little girl fantasy is a legacy,
Pre-antiquity from times of old.
My mommies did the same as me
Let patriarchy turn their souls stone cold
Cinderella, you’re looking for a fella
To make ya whole, don’t ya know?
Cinderella, you are stellar! Don’t ya know? You ought to know!
Cinderella, Cindereeeeeelle!
Cinder, Cinderella-ha-ha-ha!...
Well, I don’t need your glass slipper.
I like my shoe just fine thanks.
Have you noticed how beautiful my soul is?
Cinderella, you’re stellar! Ya don’t need a fella!
Cinder, Cinderella-ha-ha-ha!...
Cinderella-la-la-la-la-la
Bonjours mademoiselle petite fleur! Ça va bien aujourd’hui? (Fun, fun,
fun sun! Flowers!)
Sguardo! I fiori sono cosi bei!
Die Blumen sind schon, sehr schon!
Las flores son hermosas!
In the beginning and always, there are flowers many flowers.
And from them come all of life and all of life is love.
Flowers, life-giving flowers, flowers called love!
I am a flower
Love is a flower
Life is a flower
I’m a flower!
(Flower love – love life – yah!)
From them come all of life and all of life is love.
Flowers, life-giving flowers, flowers called love!
I am a flower…
Each day, flowers open, delicate petals sing
(Bonjours mademoiselle petite fleur! Ça va bien aujourd’hui? Oui, ça va
très bien merci!)
Each day, flowers open (Bonjours soleil!) to receive the sun
Sguardo! I fiori sono cosi bei!
Die Blumen sind schon, sehr schon!
Bonjours mademoiselle petitie fleur! Ça va bien aujourd’hui?
Oui, ça va très bien merci!
I am a flower…
“May those frightened cease to be afraid. (Old message, received today
12:37pm). May those bound be free. May the powerless find power and
may people think of befriending one another. May the children, the
aged, the unprotected, be guarded by beneficent celestials, and may
they quickly attain Buddhahood.” 1
“Om Namaha Shivaya…Barukh atah Adonai…”
“O Great Spirit of our Ancestors, I raise my pipe to you and to Mother
Earth. Give us the wisdom to teach our children to love, to respect, to
be kind to each other….”2
“Kyrie eleison. Christe eleison”…"il-la paç-çan min beesha. Mid-til...”3
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delete this message press three.)
“…peace. Do thou also incline towards peace?”
“Jesus Christ! Oh my God! Lordy, lordy! Good God!”
“Om Bhur Bhuva Svaha…”4
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previous message, press five.)
911-1-L-O-V-E, 911-G-O-D
Anybody there? Are you listening? I’m ready to download. I’m ready.
I’m here. Calling God. Are you listening? I’m ready. I am here.
“Peace. Oh Lordy Lordy Lordy!”
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account press star.)
(Dialing) What a minute what am I doing? I’m calling God? That’s crazy!
Well, maybe it’s not such a bad idea. What’s the harm in trying?
(dialing) Hi God? This is Rhonda Rose calling from planet Earth, but you
probably know that already. Just in case you’re listening, I thought I’d
let you know that we could really use your help down here. A lot of
people seem to be suffering. The air is more polluted than ever. Clean
drinking water is scarce. People are hungry, hungry for food yah, but
also very much hungry for love. So hungry in fact that there seems to
be an epidemic, a disease called greed eating people’s souls. It is like
people have forgotten who they are and why they are here on the
planet, driven by an energy of wanting, wanting, wanting, living with
short-term vision, looking out only for number one. People’s inner
world seems polluted so our outer world is polluted. God, without self-
love, how can we feel real love for one another?
We could really use your help down here so please send love. Thanks.
(Ring) Hello?
“Hello. This is God. We have heard your call and we feel your heart. Life
is to love and love is life. Be love. Be loved. Wanting is not love. Love is
to witness unfolding. Love is beyond wanting. Love is free, is free…”
911-1-L-O-V-E, 911-G-O-D
1 Buddhist prayer for peace
2 Native American prayer for peace
3 The Lord’s Prayer in Aramaic
Taking the time that you feel you need to allow your body to settle
Sensing the points of contact that your body has with the ground
“Where does my body touch the floor and where does it not quite yet
release?”
Breathing in, “I am drawing my awareness into my body on the inhale
And on the exhale, letting go”
Breathing in, belly rises, and exhale belly back
Allowing your whole body to begin to release into the ground
Breathe to be
Breathe
And gently drawing your awareness to the crown of your head,
Allowing the scalp to broaden, eyes rest back with an inward gaze.
The cheeks, jaw release.
Follow your awareness down the spine,
Listening for the impulse to move that arises from within the body.
Developing greater spaciousness and ease into the body.
Each exhale, letting go.
Breathe to be
Breathe. Be
Letting go…
Breathe
Letting go
Breathe
Breathe
Letting go
Breathe
Desire weaves her bliss serene
Watch life’s fabric unravel
As the dance, the dance begins
Stars! Skin!
Stars! Feel how they do tumble,
They tumble down from the great, open void
The light slips and shines and seeps into my spine.
It animates my cells with the voice of angels.
My body being hum and two become one
In my warm, moist skin
Sanctified skin
Breathe it all
Into my sanctified skin
My body is my temple. I play inside.
It is so peaceful and even quite sublime.
I am an earthly traveler making peace with my tribe.
I wear this human spacesuit where spirit can find
The light that shines within
Sanctified skin
My body is no sin
Sanctified skin
I celebrate my sanctified skin
Love emanates through my sanctified skin
Life gyrates behind sanctified skin
I breathe it all in…and life begins!
Stars! Sanctified! Skin!
Stars! Feel how they do tumble,
They tumble down from the great open void
Man and woman love in swaying dancing rhythm, in surrender
Ride and dive deep within
Through sanctified skin
My body is no sin
Sanctified skin
I celebrate my sanctified skin
Love emanates thru my sanctified skin
Life gyrates behind sanctified skin
I don’t want to feel trapped by you
Waiting to unlock the things I want to do.
Waiting, alone, as though you should come
To fill me up, take me home, all good deeds done
Pretty prince!
Oh save me!
Wont you?
Schoolgirl stories of sugar and spice
Silky shirts, lovely locks, oh must be so nice.
Pursed lips hiding behind rigid smiles.
The gloss across these lonely eyes is a frightened child calling
Pretty prince!
Oh save me!
Well I was told when I was six years old that I never could be free
‘Cause God on high, a big man in the sky, was watching down over me.
As a girl I grew up scared of doing things I would’ve shared,
But I didn’t dare with that man upstairs watching down over me.
Eight years ago I almost died, I went over to the other side,
But I did not find that big old guy watching down over me. I found
that…
All I see is a part of me.
As I love myself, I love all things equally.
If I want peace in the world, I know it begins with me (2x)
‘Cause life is a precious place to be!
When I came back, I was terrified of the very fact of being alive.
I felt so vulnerable, potentially alone.
In a great cosmic sea of oceanic mystery, who is me? What’s reality?
Who would I find that would understand the other side where all was
inter-linked perfectly?
But I was not alone ‘cause all I see is a part of me.
As I love myself, I love all things equally.
If I want peace in the world, I know it begins with me (2x)
‘Cause life is a precious place to be!
Hey you out there wanna be aware?
There’s no need to be so scared, when all that you see is a part of you.
That helplessness you feel is not really real. It’s a strangely distorted
view.
Why not spend some time to find your inner peace of mind, ‘cause no
one’s watching down over you?
You are so free. It’s beyond what you can physically see.
As you love yourself, you love all things equally.
If I want peace in the world, I know it begins with me (2x)
You and me used to be so shy
I didn't dare look you in the eyes
And now we bite each other's nose
And now we rip each other's clothe
I'm your body addict
You're my body addict
I love you you love me
you love me I love you
I love you
You and me it's like a house on fire
People say we look pretty good together
I never thought you'd be my lover
though I hoped many times more than I remember
I'm your body addict
You're my body addict
i love you you love me
you love me I love you
I love you
You and me it's like a house on fire
People say we look pretty good together
I never thought you'd be my lover
As soon as you switch off your television
you'll wake from a world of cheap illusion,
It's too late for action
The job you took for granted is history
Your boyfriend is drafted to the same butchery
you saw on television.
WHAT DID YOU EXPECT? WHAT DID YOU EXPECT?
As soon as you switch off your television
you'll wake to the strange impression
the world is running into fascism
Now you'd like to stand up & fight
but all the rights you took for granted
This is the ABC of a perfect harmony
One two three, you can count on me
For five six, if you give me sex
Seven eight nine for every night
THE A.B.C. of L.O.V.E.
A,B,C, you can talk to me
D,E,F, I'm not dumb and deaf
G,H,I, only you and I
THE A.B.C. of L.O.V.E.
One two three, be wild and free
Four five six, don't play me no tricks
Seven eight nine baby you're mine
THE A.B.C. of L.O.V.E.
One two three, be wild and free
Four five six, don't play me no tricks
Seven eight nine baby you're mine
Love is not all an act
For a start listen to that tract
Necessary daily contact
No lack of tact
Division of tasks
No right to strike
Respect that
Lovers contract, contract
Lovers contract, contract
Lovers contract
Do you wanna respect that?
Love is not all an act
stick to the fact
necessary nightly contact
no lack of heart
division of tasks
no right to retract
Respect that
Lovers contract, contract
Lovers contract, contract
Lovers contract
Do you wanna respect that?
Contract, Do you wanna respect that?
Contract, Do you wanna respect that?
for my part, it looks like
a suicide pact, you wanna sign that?
you fucking start
I'm not supposed to be your doll
I'm not supposed to be your dog
I'm just supposed to be your GOD
I'm not supposed to be your mum
I'm not supposed to be your drug
I'm just supposed to be your GOD
Grand unified theory
don't work for people like you and me.
Grand unified theory
don't work for people like you and me.
Science don't have an answer,
science don't have a clue.
Science don't have an answer,
Take a look at your boyfriend, baby
Cause he ain't treating you right
Stop wasting all of your time now, baby
You should be living your life
He says he loves you more
Than money and alcohol
But that seems like a thing that your lover would say
That boy is hurting you
And he's making a fool of you
And deep down you know it too
I have a feeling you'll see it through
And take a look at yourself now, baby
He's been telling you lies
Don't throw away your life now, baby
Why don't you open your eyes
He says he loves you more
Than money and alcohol
But that seems like a thing that your lover would say
That boy is hurting you
And he's making a fool of you
And deep down you know it too
I have a feeling you'll see it through
That boy is hurting you
And he's making a fool of you
And deep down you know it too
I have a feeling you'll see it through
I think it's gotta be you and me
The kind of love that's meant to be
I think it's gotta be you and me
You're undercover
My secret lover
You're what I need
My bullet's in the gun
You're undercover
My secret lover
You're what I need
My bullet's in the gun
I met you at the club no further comment
I said baby let's go back to your apartment
And girl take off your dress let's make this place a
mess
It feels so good, so tell me why should i confess?
You're undercover
My secret lover
You're what I need
My bullet's in the gun
You're undercover
My secret lover
You're what I need
My bullet's in the gun
Man, i'm a man machine
Check out my style cause i'm going real wild
I'm plugging in keyboards one at the time
And then i gotta song, gotta a song in no time
I can't wait for you to turn the lights off
This is something that i don't want to get out of
And i keep thinking of the love that we could share
So what's a boy like me supposed to do without you
You're undercover
My secret lover
You're what I need
My bullet's in the gun
You're undercover
My secret lover
You're what I need
Uh, come on let me be with you
You got me in the groove
So come on, i got to be with you
We've got nothing to lose
I wanna take you to a fancy bar
Everyone around me knows you're a star
Well i got the hook and you got the look
You are my favorite melody but i'm just a line in your
book
There's killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Uh, come on let me be with you
You got me in the groove
So come on, i got to be with you
We've got nothing to lose
There's killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Someone told me you play hard to get
I see it in the way you light your cigarette
I know your way but please don't turn me down
Cause you're the best piece of ass that i know in this
town
There's killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Uh, come on let me be with you
You got me in the groove
So come on, i got to be with you
We've got nothing to lose
There's killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Uh, come on let me be with you
You got me in the groove
So come on, i got to be with you
We've got nothing to lose
Killer on the dancefloor
There's killer on the dancefloor
Killer on the dancefloor
Girl every time you get me undressed
You move away and make me confess my
Love for you
You got my heart so why should i hide it
You say you want it to so why fight it
Like you do
Uh, you twist it and turn it
Uh, you twist it and burn it
Uh, you slash it and burn it
And then you crucify my heart
You crucify my heart
You crucify my heart
You crucify my heart
I know i could be waiting forever
Your love will keep me hanging and never let me know
You put a nail right into my heart
And i'm gonna have to make a new start and let you go
Uh, you twist it and turn it
Uh, you twist it and burn it
Uh, you slash it and burn it
And then you crucify my heart
You crucify my heart
You crucify my heart
You crucify my heart
You got it burning
Once upon a time
Someone introduced me to
The kind of girl i wish i never knew
And now our time is overdue
We got some breaking up to do
Do you really want me?
Or am i just another lover?
It's not the time for me and you
Do you really want me?
And can you do without my loving?
We got some breaking up to do
Or am i just another lover?
It's not the time for me and you
We got some breaking up to do
And then a couple of days ago
Someone told me stories that
You had been wasting all my precious time
And now i'll have to leave it all behind
We got some breaking up to do
Do you really want me?
Or am i just another lover?
It's not the time for me and you
Do you really want me?
And can you do without my loving?
We got some breaking up to do
Or am i just another lover?
We got some breaking up to do
Different town
You got me spinning round and round and round
Another time
You'll catch me falling down and down and down
God I've been so low
You picked me up when I fell into ...
You've got to help me breathe
Need someone to help me breathe
And if I found you're someone I know
You're all I know
I look around, you're everywhere I go
Still all alone
Think that I've gone numb
Without the chance to let you into ...
You've got to help me breathe
Need someone to help me breathe
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
Different town
You got me spinning round and round and round
Another time
You'll catch me falling down and down and down
God I've been so low
You picked me up when I fell into ...
You've got to help me breathe
Need someone to help me breathe
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
We used to tell them and we
Used to show them about the way it is
Now that there's only me
Left holding onto might-have-beens
We used to tell them and we
Used to show them about the way it is
Now that there's only me
Left holding onto might-have-beens
We used to tell them and we
Used to show them about the way it is
Now that there's only me
Left holding onto might-have-beens
God, I've been so low
You picked me up when I fell into ...
You've got to help me breathe
Need someone to help me breathe
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
You're so far, regret
You're so far, regret
You're so far, regret
You're so far, regret
'Cause you're so far and I regret
But I won't forget what's gone
I won't forget and I regret
And I regret ...
And I regret ...
Are you listening?
'Cause that'd make a change
You're always talking
Messing round with my brains
Get it (?) but I've no tomorrow
Deep inside I'm full of sorrow
And guess who's not listening
I'm taken in
Taken in
Taken by the way you made me feel like a loser
Taken in
I'm taken in
Taken in
Taken by the way you made me feel like a loser
Taken in
I'm taken in
Have you noticed it?
The criticism's through
I'm tired of talking
You're always on about you
Take it back now, feel it hurting
Take it back 'cause you're deserving
And guess who's not listening
I'm taken in
Taken in
Taken by the way you made me feel like a loser
Taken in
I'm taken in
Taken in
Taken by the way you made me feel like a loser
Taken in
I'm taken in
And sometimes
When I found out you're not the one I got into
And in time
When I found out you won't change
And sometimes
When I found out you're not the one I got into
And in time
When I found out you won't change
And sometimes
When I found out you're not the one I got into
And in time
When I found out you won't change
And sometimes
When I found out you're not the one I got into
And in time
When I found out
You won't change (You won't change)
Taken in
Taken by the way you made me feel like a loser
Taken in
I'm taken in
Taken in
Taken by the way you made me feel like a loser
Taken in
I'm taken in
If I could be you
I'd see right through
Tomorrow, I'd change my ways
I hear you speaking, tell everything
Yesterday
I thought you, you were my friend
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
Blow it up, I'm dismissing your ego
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
Blow it up, I'm dismissing your ego
What if I've been through
And came to say
No vision
I'd change today
You heard me stealing, kept my feelings
And words I say
Left to you, when you were my friend
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
Blow it up, I'm dismissing your ego
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
Blow it up, I'm dismissing your ego
So put the pressure on real slow
And I'm dismissing your ego
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
Blow it up, I'm dismissing your ego
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
Blow it up, I'm dismissing your ego
Turn it up, put the pressure on real slow
I've been kept in by this means for me to hate
Living quietly 'till sometimes my temper breaks
I'm accused, insensitive and at times I hurt
Can't you see, I've been kept in and now I'm rolling in my own dirt
Left alone and isolated, am I to blame?
Can't you see, I've been kept in but you're still
Bursting through every vein
And now I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I've been kept inside, now all my life remains
Take it quietly 'till sometimes my tension breaks
I'm accused, insensitive and at times I hurt
Can't you see, I've been kept in and now I'm rolling in my own dirt
Want it back, 'cause desperation feels so bold
Pick me up, when I'm down so far with
Everything leaves me cold (Everything, leaves me cold)
And now I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
To realise how much you matter
You left me out in the cold (You left me)
So natural, but how was I to know? (So lonely)
Super-fanciful (Come catch me)
You left me out in the cold (You left me)
So natural, but how was I to know? (So lonely)
Come catch me
You left me out in the cold (You left me)
So natural, but how was I to know? (So lonely)
Super-fanciful (Come catch me)
But you left me out in the cold (You left me)
So natural, but how was I to know? (So lonely)
Come catch me
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
I'm out in the cold, my life
It's time for you to realise
How much you matter
To realise
I don't have to tell you things are bad
Everybody knows things are bad
It's a depression
Everybody's out of work, or scared of losing their job
I want you to get mad!
All I know is that first, you've got to get mad!
You've got to say: 'I'm a human being, god damn it!
My life has value!...
So, I want you to get up now
I want all of you to get up out of your chairs
I want you to get up right now and go to the window
Open it and stick your head out and yell
'I'm as mad as hell and I'm not going to take this any
more!...
No ordinary life (life [?x])
No ordinary life
I have been working day and night
With friday on my mind
Refuse to give it up
Time after time
In my weekend paradise
My dreams will come alive
I'm fighting for my right
Time after time
I'm out of control
I'm letting it go
Addicted to music
And I want it all
So what the fuck?
I just wanna get high
It's like ecstasy
No ordinary life (life [?x]) [3x]
[2x]
No ordinary life (life [?x]) [3x]
All together now
Let's get this thing started
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Bashing all around
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Show me what you got
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Bashing all around
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Hardstyle baby
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Bashing all around
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Hardstyle baby
All together now
Let's get this thing started
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Bashing all around
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Hardstyle baby
All together now
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Bashing all around
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Show me what you got
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Bashing all around
Hardstyle beats
Banging in your ear
Booming underground
Wie aus Stein sitzt du da
auf meinem Bett und ich trau mich kaum
dir in die Augen zu sehen.
Du drehst dir'n Wolf in dein Haar
und beschweigst mich unter Tränen.
Es trifft wieder mal Dich.
Du fragst mich warum, ich weis es nicht.
Tut mir leid ich kann nicht anders
und ich will mich auch nicht mehr dagegen wehren.
Es wird Zeit ich kann nicht anders
dass ist alles was ich sagen kann
und es gibt kein bess'ren Weg es zu erklären.
Es tut mir leid.
Ich wünscht' ich könnt dir erzählen
dass es niemanden andren gibt
Doch ich sag's lieber jetzt
Es würd' dich schlimmer noch quälen
wenn ein andrer dich verletzt.
Es trifft wieder mal Dich.
Du fragst mich warum, was weis denn ich.
Tut mir leid ich kann nicht anders
Und ich will mich auch nicht mehr dagegen wehren.
Es wird Zeit ich kann nicht anders
Dass ist alles was ich sagen kann
Und es gibt kein bess'ren Weg es zu erklären.
Ganz egal was du sagst, ganz egal was du fühlst
ich hab gar keine Wahl.
Und je öfter du fragst
wer es diesesmal ist
desto schlimmer die Qual.
Es tut mir leid.
Es tut mir leid ich kann nicht anders
und ich will mich auch nicht mehr dagegen wehren.
Es wird Zeit ich kann nicht anders
dass ist alles was ich sagen kann
und es gibt kein bess'ren Weg
es gibt kein bess'ren Weg es zu erklären.
Es tut mir leid.
Deeeooh!
There are so many black nights
Where all can be erased
Disappearing acts like illusions
They lie at the bottom of the ocean
Sealed in plastic graves
Never to be found
My tools
Their blood
My tools
Their blood
Blood!!!!
I carry the blackest secret
Covered up by the inccocent facade
Somestimes the mask gets so heavy
The way
The blood
Gets splattered
I analyze this all day long
To cover up my thirst for death
[Chorus:]
The victims that I claim are
The filth that crawls in the night
In dire need of cleansing
My needle paralyzing limbs
The black fall over their eyes
In plastic wrap they meet their fate
Yiiii!
Can't help this feeding inside me
My code's been burned in my head
The way I run this murder machine
I feel it boiling inside me
The need to take another life
Tonight they'll feel this siuffering
[Chorus:]
The victims that I claim are
The filth that crawls in the night
In dire need of cleansing
My needle paralyzing limbs
The black fall over their eyes
The wounds i have, are ripped up scars
Penetrate with words, it hurts us all
Unseen since birth, like all dead stars
Allways forgotten, its my fall
(chorus)
Surreal dimension, inside my soul
It's me (but) i will never show
For some i've lied, while the angels cried
I'll forever be the hollow
The pain inside, feels so unreal
Chaos and (its) beuty, never fear
You have never seen, a child alone
Never fade in, forever fade out
Never born a sin
Never let them in
Never ever follow
Forever hollow
(chorus)
Surreal dimension, inside my soul
It's me (but) i will never show
For some i've lied, while the angels cried
A drained out soul of a hollow child
As nothingness embrace
Embrace my soul
A nightmares dream, is to hear me scream
As darkness gathers, i loose my feathers
The darkened silhouette, a sketch of death
The mutual chaos, for a mentally dranged
(chorus)
Surreal dimension, inside my soul
It's me (but) i will never show
For some i've lied, while the angels cried
Everything is lost inside this shadow
Ripping at my soul
Tear apart this fabric
The imprint to a shining star
That I have left
Freezing in this cold
Darkess, the wave of emotion comes
[Chorus:]
Hold on
Empty up this heartache
What I have done
Hold on
Please, don't give up on me now
All that has been built
And all that brought to time
Will you leave this all behind
Behind!
Shed the tear of sorrow
The blackened liquid pain
From the eyes so lifeless
Down the face of hate!
[Solo - Tranemyr/Bergquist]
[Chorus:]
Hold on
Empty up this heartache
What I have done
Hold on
Please, don't give up on me now
It came from the wayside
A shadow spread across this world
Breathing a demon
The colossus no longer sleeps
A silent killer
To take the role of man kind
A rapture coming
To bring a model of perfection
They came to the surface
Breeding like flies and maggots
Airborne serpents
Implanting this infestation!
[Chorus:]
I feel it coming from within
Ripping its way out of me
The blood that courses through these veins
No longer my own
Infection spreads all inside me
The cells regenerate
Killing off all life left in here
An empty shell to desecrate!
A vast landscape
To bring forth this apocalypse
An army of desolate
War machines that came to obliterate!
[Chorus:]
I feel it coming from within
Ripping its way out of me
The blood that courses through these veins
No longer my own
Infection spreads all inside me
The cells regenerate
Killing off all life left in here
An empty shell to desecrate!
[Solo - Tranemyr]
The time is running out
Mutation has taken its hold!
So take hold all that is left
Resurrect the soldiers
We stand ready to defend
Perfection designed
[Chorus:]
I feel it coming from within
Ripping its way out of me
The blood that courses through theses veins
No longer my own
Infection spread all inside me
The cells regenerate
Killing off all life left in here
Breathe in all despair
Exhale the life inside
So many grey days
Covering up all the black nights
The world pauses around me
And all i see is you
As the stars fall from the sky
Reflecting all around you
Cover up all the sadness
Open up all this hate and rage
The fire burns inside my eyes's blood
Begin to boil in my veins
How is it that you control my every move
Guiding my heart and soul within
I feel helpless when it comes to you
So much is lost because of you
The world pauses around me
And all i see is you
As the stars fall from the sky
Reflecting all around you
I can't break these chains
No matter how hard i try
These images stay
Even though it hurts inside
Why is this so hard to let go
Only hearthache comes from you
Gave my blood so many times
The scars that bleed will never heal
So this is how it's to end
Once more on my knees again
The darkness covers the sky
And my eyes close once again
The world pauses around me
And all i see is you
As the stars fall from the sky
Reflecting all around you
As this world fades
The sky begins to fall
The blood stops
Flowing to the heart
The iris change
From green to white
As the body dies
Yaaoow!
So loud this ringing in my head
Carried through the flat line signal
The shacking limps so hard to breathe
Collapsing lungs the heart failure
The black sets in - dilate this moment
The ision narrowing - as white walls bleed
A cry to freedom but know one hearts
The lips are sewn together
Thought bringing - daylight dreams
A sky so pale and somber
[Chorus:]
I feel it coming - suffocate
The air that breathes in me
Forever drowning - daylight dies
And break this suffering
I open my eyes
To a place
That I will not
Remember tomorrow
The dreams are cruel - lost in this moment
My God I can't escape - no sign
The damage done - I'm so disgusted
Why can't they just let me be? - no sign
So many visions of this world
Is it all just in my head
The tears that fall have turned to ice
The cold is sinking in
[Chorus:]
I feel it coming - suffocate
The air that breathes in me
Forever drowning - daylight dies
And break this suffering
All that I ever wanted
Was to take away all this pain
But now that all is broken
Shattered all that will ever be!
[Solo - Bergquist]
The black sets in - dilate this moment
And leave this all behind - no sign
Vision narrowing - as white walls bleed
To reveal the other side - no sign
[Chorus:]
I feel it coming - suffocate
The air that breathes in me
Forever drowning - daylight dies
It's a short time we live
If you think about how long we're dead
Drenched in darkness
An eternity underground
Where white worms share the spoils
Of our putrid miserable carcass
Choose the wrong road again
Hoping this was it
You showed the door for me
Then you swallowed the key
It's time to break the chains
Release your demons
It's time to breach the walls
And face your fears
A wretched soul
With profound suffering
With profound suffering
A total wreck
Blending deep despair
Blending deep despair
How did it come to this
(you made me)
Feel like the zero of the... day
After just one kiss
I am the zero of the day
With all that come of this
After everything that's gone
This cannot be undone
The suffering remains the same
Deccaying thought close in steal
The breath from my lungs
The eyes roll back into my
Into my head!
How did it come to this
(you made me)
Feel like the zero of the... day
After just one kiss
I am the zero of the day
Feels like someone is wearing my crown
Just plain simply tearing me down
And now i am i fated to rot and wither
Even as i breathe
A wretched soul
With profound suffering
With profound suffering
A total wreck
Blending deep despair
Blending deep despair
How did it come to this
(you made me)
Feel like the zero of the... day
After just one kiss
Light dims in a dark room
And sends this chill deep inside of me
Cover the shades of light again
And bury your dead
Say all the prayers of the lost
And the weakening
Believe the lies that you've been told
The blind lead the blind
Fall down onto your knees again
And worship the lie
Offer up your fate to them
Denounce your freedom
Align with the enemy
And now that all have left this place
An empty wasteland
How now can you save face
With blood on your hands
So close your eyes
And start to pray to someone up on high
And slit your wrists along the way
To the other side
To the other side
Cover the shades of dark again
And bury the damned
Say all the prayers to the lost
And the night we see
Deny the lies that you have told
And take this all inside
Rise to your feet again
And breathe the light
How strong do you think you are
Can you hold this inside your heart
And now that all have left this place
An empty wasteland
How now can you save face
With blood on your hands
So close your eyes
And start to pray to someone up on high
And slit your wrists along the way
To the other side
And now that all have left this place
An empty wasteland
How now can you save face
With blood on your hands
So close your eyes
And start to pray to someone up on high
I feel this hatred
Ripping through me
Once more inside
Taking control of
The thoughts that fill my mind
So breathe the free air
Once more tonight
And take in the surroundings
Focus your eyes
On the target
Patient for the right time
[Chorus:]
The deceiving lie
(The lies)
It ends tonight
(The lies)
Stalking him slowly
I can see him breathe
In this cold December night
Planning my pattern
Of assassination
Waiting for the right time
[Chorus:]
The deceiving lie
(The lies)
It ends tonight
(The lies)
I feel this is Just
For all the pain you have caused
The both of you dust
Your breath tonight will be your last
My heart is lost
My body filled with the anger of this
Deceiving trust
Forever broken now you will see
[Solo - Bergquist]
My sanity slipping
What am I doing
Is this worth my life
My fists are shaking
My thoughts racing
As I hold this knife
I watch them slowly
From the outside
In the shadows I wait in silence
Is this the right thing
Can I move on
Must I go through with this
[Chorus:]
The deceiving lie
(The lies)
I can end this tonight
Every day it's the same
A drop of light fades away
From a sky
A list of names
To take away all these things
The air to help you breathe
And far away
The innocent
For all the knifes, you drive in me
The veins that bleed, stay awake
So at the end of the day
I lay here, sleeping again
For all the times that you speak
Words like bullets and teeth
Pierce the skin
And stitch them all in
Darkness seems to set in
Run, take cover from this
The storm
She brought upon you
The anger will take
The glass heart will break
Collapsing, breaking, gone
You shatter all that will be
Let go of all that's living
And steal my gift of breathing
I bid you farewell
For all the knifes, you drive in me
The veins that bleed, stay awake
So at the end of the day
Created from a single cell
Brought to the world to give you hell
Entangled in an infants dwell
But almost ready to break the shell
Inseminated chromosomes
Will it be X or Y
Manipulated mithocondries
Will they ever try to fly
chorus:
I wonder what a life will be worth
when clones inherit our big blue earth
Future predicted, Perfect genes
And born with a silverspoon in mouth at birth
An innocent embryo
Raised in an organ orchard
Laboratory evolution
Fertilized demonic DNA
Biological, Diabolical, A flawless breed
Infernal offspring, Grown from the perfect seed
Armageddon, The result of scientific greed
Will you find the achilles' heel and make it bleed
An elite replica
Growing tissue in a tube
The devil doll will break the shell
Oh these are twisted times
So many twisted minds
It's in everyone's interest
To make profit from the weak
Welcome to the modern day freak show
A disease broadcast over the world
All that counts is a pretty facade
(come on)
Join the follower's parade
Television creating consuming clones
Brainwashed surgery slaves
So many self destructive clowns
Controlled by corporate ideals
When the ending credits fade
We all participate in the masquerade
True beauty man made
Deviations lost under the blade
Plastic yet fantastic
Seems to be the new way
Anorectic puppets
Starved beyond recognition
Thick or thin
Wonder who will win
We all live in a lie
There's more than meets the eye
So many wrists slit cut out just to fit
When results are judged by looks
It's time for an extreme world makeover
With a glimpse into the crystal ball
I see gods hordes of angels fall
Surrounded with inverted icons
I rip the feathers from wings so white
The house of god is standing tall
Unaware of its fall
Come on soldiers hear my call
Bring the torches for the wooden wall
Trapped in fire, I burn the holy whore
A divine candle, Screaming for more
Holy havoc, Rotten to the core
I´m infernal, Posessed by gore
With a glipse into the crystal ball
I see gods whores the angels fall
Surrounded with inverted icons
I rip the feathers from wings so white
Burn at the stake to redeem your crime
Chapelsmoke makes the daylight grey
You fold your hands and hide
You force yourself into a silent pray
(chorus)
At the center of the circle with lines in shape
A seance in the five-point star
I predict eternal bloodbath
This is my decleration of war
Holy target
I burn the book of lies
I hunt the heavens
While Jesus cries
His precious angels
Falling like flies
(Gods) Judgement is coming
From the surface of the earth
Obey the goat
Caress the holy race
Sell your souls
Forget the pearly gates
Christian carnage
Hate fills my eyes
Salvation Satan