Pulapaka Susheela (born November 13, 1935 in Andhra Pradesh) is an Indian playback singer. A recipient of 5 National Awards and numerous state awards, Susheela is widely acclaimed as a singer and is well known for her mellifluous vocal performances for thousands of film songs across South Indian languages. She is also considered to be one of the rich voiced singers whose pronunciation of the syllables to be more clear and precise in any of the languages she sung. In a career spanning more than four decades, she has recorded numerous songs in various Indian languages including Telugu, Tamil, Malayalam, Kannada, Hindi, Bengali, Oriya, Sanskrit, Tulu, Badaga. She has also sung for Sinhalese films.
She is the daughter of Pulapaka Mukunda Rao a leading advocate in Vizianagaram.Noted banker Pulapaka Seethapathi Rao , managing director of State Bank of Hyderabad ,is her fathers younger brother.She is married to Mohan Rao; they have a son named Jayakrishna and two granddaughters named Jayashree and Subashree. Her daughter-in-law, Sandhya Jayakrishna, is a singer who debuted with A. R. Rahman in Iruvar.
P.S. I ain't never comin' back, I ain't never comin' back here again
it's over we're through
don't ask someone to change, don't ask someone to change
again until you know what you want them to change into
backed up against the wall, somehow you're still shining through
And by the way, I'm so sorry that I let you down
By the way, it's true
but anyway, someone's always gonna let you down
if not me, then who?
P.S. I'm so sorry that I let you down again
I'm so sorry that I let you down...
This is gonna haunt your dreams,
this is gonna haunt your dreams when you sleep to me
Don't ask someone to change, don't ask someone to change
until you want to around that mirror back on your own face
Backed up against the wall, somehow you're still shining through
And by the way, I'm so sorry that I let you down
By the way, it's true
but anyway, someone's always gonna let you down
anyway, if not me, then who?
P.S. I'm so sorry that I let you down again
I'm so sorry that I let you down
P.S. I'm so sorry that I let you down again
You're a weapon of devotion
Keep the faithful entertained
You're a lover of attention
Found a way to pawn the soul
Disposition may be fetching
But the world moves on and leaves you far behind
I hear you, I hear you, whispering such gorgeous stories
I see you, I see you, trying to break free
You liar, you liar, you can't live the dreams you're spinning
You liar, love to be deceived
You're falling, you're falling, falling from your god-like distance
You're fashion, just fashion, fashion doesn't keep
You're sour, so sour, all is hope and trust is misplaced
You're sour, now you are alone
Walking on fire, feel the way the world's inclining
Walking on fire, hate to deceive
Walking on fire, now the world will keep its distance
Walking on fire, you rather than me
My son says, dear father, what did you do when the world turned over
Keep spinning, keep spinning, send us off to sleep
You liar, you liar, all your words are just dust in moonshine
You liar, love to be deceived
Walking on fire, found a place away from humans
Walking on fire, hate to deceive
Walking on fire, now the world will keep its distance
Walking on fire, you rather than me
My big sister is best of all sisters in the world.
She says enjoying of the life is the main thing.
I agree with her.
She's standing by me when I've got hard times,
I like about her precense.
Even if I fight with her sometimes it's pretty easy to make friends.
I'm sorry about all, I make apology.
I contess that I was wrong.
You have your reasons to get angry to me,
but if you won't be I'm asking you to be my friend.
My big sister is the foolest, dummest girl I've ever seen.
She is so selfish, irritating, don't you see what I mean.
She is a target of my hate 'n' hate is growing every day.
I will get rid of her 'n' price won't matter, I will find the way.
My big sister is the best of all the sisters in the world.
She says enjoying of the life is the main thing. I agree with her.
She's standing by me when I've got hard times, I like about her presence.
Even if I fight with her sometimes its pretty easy to make friends.
I'm sorry about all, I make apologies. I confess that I was wrong.
You have your reasons to be angry to me, but if you won't be I'm asking you to be my friend.
My big sister is the foolest, dummest girl I've ever seen, yeah!
She is so selfish, irritating, don't you see what I mean?
She is the target of my hate 'n' hate is growing every day.
I will get rid of her 'n' price won't matter, I will find the way.
I'm sorry about all, I make apologies. I confess that I was wrong.
Her heart bleeds
It is a basis for your heartfelt hunger so gaze
At the page at the faces of nameless...
You're alone again
And this distortion is an apt replacement for
An unquenchable desire for more
More pages strewn across this sickening floor
I can't look at any of this
If they saw what those eyes have seen
Oh how her heart it would bleed
If she only knew those abusive roots
And how the children would weep
If they only saw what those eyes have seen
It always keeps us longer than we wanted to stay
It always takes us further than we wanted to go
But you don't seem to mind at the time
Begging to be set free...from what we were meant to be
Innocence
It's inside you and your soul is longing, yearning
Pleading to be set free
Within your eyes, within my eyes, within our eyes
There could never be a more complete perversion of what we
were meant to be
And with all that is in me I hate this
As we're sinking inside this ever-feeding illness
We are all quite silent
In my defense the sky isn't getting any clearer
and day-by-day I'm finding place in myself
that were best left under lock and key.
and sometimes it seems
there's happiness for everyone but me.
so how do you take this when someone says to your face
"why can't you believe that anyone cares about you"
I care about you
If I could stack my doubts or spend the time to sort
them out
I would be climbing till I couldn't breathe
and the pressure always gets to me.
The more I look around I see that even though it seems,
There's happiness for everyone but me.
Everyone but me.
We're all just kids, scared and flawed
clinging to the legs of all the good inside we've lost
or thought there was but never was at all
so carry on, because someday we'll leave this place behind.
and you will let me go, just like a balloon.
I hope you watch me float away into the atmosphere
I'll be waiving till I'm out of site
I know I couldn't make things right
But I know that you're drifting towards a better life, with better times.
[Instrumental]
I can't make real life
as good as television.
One she wants and one she will,
and I can't pick a position.
I set the VCR to recome, rewind and fast-forward.
I cut out the bad parts,
I don't want to watch anything that hurts
anything more
I can't build real love out of paper cuts and plastic,
couldn't decide what to give,
so I left you the facts and that's it.
Now you know what's in me,
and how to go from girl to steel.
I set the VCR to recome, rewind and fast-forward.
I cut out the bad parts,
I dont want to watch anything that hurts
You found this morning a note at your door
In which I told you to see me no more
There's really not much I have to say
So I think it's better to end it this way
If I knew how I'd make it through
(Make it through)
But I'm afraid it's up to you
(Up to you)
There's not much more that I can do
I've always tried to comfort you
P.S.
Got one more thing to tell you
P.S.
There's one thing you should know
P.S.
Just one more thing to tell you
P.S.
That I still love you so
I'm writing you this letter
So I feel a little better
'Cause there's no use to go on
I know to you it doesn't matter
But I'm writing you this letter
So you'd feel that you were wrong
So I hope you understand
And if you'd give a helping hand
We'll still be going strong
So take care
And beware
[Guy] Yo we gotta get outta here, what's taking you so long?
[Jean] Alright alright I'm coming, I just wanna send out
[Guy] C'mon
[Jean] I just wanna send a couple emails, just gimme a second, I'll be like 5 minutes
[Guy] Alright
[Verse 1]
Whats up vicky
Man I cant believe you wrote to me
The last time that I saw you
You even spoke
Remember on 8th street
Chillin' with Peter and he was all this my girl wanna meet her?
That shit was bugged right
Anyway...hummhumm damn is been a long time
I see you're still artistic, talented
Vicky listen
I did some foul shit to you
Even though it's passed
I vow to you apologies a thousand times
How could you, even look me in the eye then
You're a bigger person then I ever was
Or at least I'm trying
I should of never touched 'em
We should of never crushed and
Then straight lied to your face about it
No trace of blushing
But I was young and stupid
Shooting all crooked and keep it fucking up a friendship
For some ass, should of never pursued it
Just wanted to thank you for understanding and reaching out
Love Jean, holla back at your homie, peace, I'm out
[Chorus]
P.S. just had to get this offa my chest
I hope you're well, I really wish you the best
And as you can tell i've done alot of growing up
And time goes fast and no sign of slowing up
So if its any consolation karma got me bad
And anything I did wrong I wish I never had
I hope that all this drama we can leave in the past
Please feel free to write back
[Verse 2]
Hey marshall
I pray to god this is your email
Or else someone is gonna read alot of details
I hope you're doing well, matter a fact I know that you are
Probably married, pickett fence, kids, well, best regards
You always had it in you
Motivated, studious, impervious to outside influences that can ruin it
Anyways listen
I tried to reach out before
On the first record number 8, fuck it
It was hardly in stores, 2 days still
I bet you moved far from us
It was a long time ago, about five summers
I just wanted to say I'm sorry, sorry for cheating
Sorry I wasnt honest, it wasnt a good reason
You probably dont care but I still mean it
Still put it in the air and hope that you feel that I'm being sincere
You didnt deserve a broken heart
And I wish you the world
Love Jean, scream later at your girl
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
Dear Jean
I see you're doing big things
Congratulations hey I even saw that big ring
Who would of thunk it huh? L-O-L
You even seem content
I notice that you're more focus
Drinking less is well
Anyways its been too many months having henny days
I think is plenty grave, plus you get your penny saved up
And say what?!? second album
Whatever happened to the thought of edging rapping
Still living in Manhattan?
Side tracking note, just on the low
All apologies, I used to hate your fucking guts
Please pardon me, tried to kill you more than once
I've acted horribly, and all my pessemism towards your life
Still bothers me
But you're a big girl now
You've fought and made it through
Best of luck homie
And everything I say is true
XOXO space smiley face dot dot dot comma much love, Hugh
[Chorus]
Ah cap locks, delete
[Chorus]
And send
[Guy] C'mon we gotta go, what's taking you so long?
[Jean] Alright I'm done, I dont bother you when you're writing emails
[Guy] Damn, yo we go through this all the time, c'mon girl
[Jean] Im doin business
[Guy] Alright alright
[Jean] Not really
[Guy] Come on come on
[Jean] You didnt know that
[Guy] Yea the cab's downstairs, c'mon
[Jean] Alright alright, c'mon c'mon
Oh hey, umm on an end note Jean Grae would like to send a special thanks to
Will, JoJo, Family and apple martinis for making this presentation possible
Thanks guys (clapping)....guys...yayyy woooo ready, colin we did it, woohoo
Oh my dearest
What words describe
Which feeling grows inside my heart
Oh the sunset comes
And a perfect glowing sun still shines inside
Many miles you're far away
Could this passion lead the way
Lead you safely in my arms
Been through fire and kiss and glass
All this time seems like a blink
Something spoken something missed
Could forever be the truth
Or just never in advance
My desire and your green eyes
Fit to me like summer skies
Come together in the end
Never gone never forget
Oh the autumn
When will you see the falling leaves
My falling eyes
Oh the nightfall
[Verse 1]
We all went home
To search ourselves
There's no one left
To feed us now
We all want more
Then what we have
Just pick me up
And let me down
[Chorus]
State your reason for cushioning your fall
I call it treason please share with me your thoughts
[Verse 2]
I've learned to find my place to hide
My circus of rust and lies
We take it down these holy ties
Just run away and follow blind
[Bridge]
Do you enter lives
Without knocking or warning
Do you count the lives
And pace the night til' morning
We all went home
To search ourselves
There's no one left
To feed us now
We all want more
Then what we have
Just pick me up
And let me down
State your reason for cushioning your fall
I call it treason please share with me your thoughts
I've learned to find my place to hide
My circus of rust and lies
We take it down these holy ties
Just run away and follow blind
Do you enter lives
Without knocking or warning
Do you count the lives
I feel the scent of your skin,
the softness of your hair
I sense the shape of your lips
but to touch them
I don't dare
You're like a bubble
One false move
and it's no longer there
A moment of weakness
and I will never see again
all the beauty hidden behind
that sweet Russian name
Your weapon's the smile you wear
You use it with such flair
But even though I'm tempted to
I'll never touch it
I swear
It's like a secret
One wrong word
Her heart bleeds
It is a basis for your heartfelt hunger
So gaze at the page at the faces of nameless...
You're alone again
And this distortion is an apt replacement
for an unquenchable desire for more
More pages strewn across this sickening floor
I can't look at any of this
If they saw what those eyes have seen
Oh how her heart it would bleed
If she only knew those abusive roots
And how the children would weep
If they only saw what those eyes have seen
It always keeps us longer than we wanted to stay
It always takes us further than we wanted to go
But you don't seem to mind at the time
Begging to be set free...from what we were meant to be
Innocence
It's inside you and your soul is longing, yearning
Pleading to be set free
Within your eyes, within my eyes, within our eyes
There could never be a more complete perversion
of what we were meant to be
And with all that is in me I hate this
As we're sinking inside this ever-feeding illness
We are all quite silent
Sitting still
Vain... It's all I see.
You see the lights and smile
And sweep the stains of me.
Veiled... Put out of sight.
So no one sees my smile.
I sheathe my blood red fangs.
The wishes that you hoped to draw me near,
Are nothing but another kind of suicide,
The final act you've always yearned to see,
It's me, it's me...
For all the times your torrents brought me down,
For all the priceless moments that we used to share,
For all the things you knew I couldn't bear,
Please die – goodbye...
Please let me spoil
Let me degenerate
Wipe out the stars above
I am the spiteful core...
Please let me spoil
Let me degenerate
Entwine your heart within
Let's drink another sin...
Vain... It's all I see.
You see the lights and smile
And sweep the stains of me.
Veiled... Put out of sight.
So no one sees my smile.
Dear Jenny,
I know the miles have separated
kept you far away from me
and I'm sorry, because I know
that you deserve so much
more than I can give you
so for now I'll try to write you
everything I could not say
you're the reason for the smile
that sits on my face
you're the reason
I can be happy on the rainiest of
days
you make me want to be
more then I had ever been
before
you make me so much more
Dear Jenny,
this is the second time that I
have tried
to tell you how I feel
it seems my words keep falling
short
of what my heart is trying to let
you know
so for now I'll try to write you
everything I could not say
you're the reason for the smile
that sits on my face
you're the reason
I can be happy on the rainiest of
days
you make me want to be
more then I had ever been
before
you make me so much more
and ps, just incase I failed to tell
you this before
I love you
and ps, just incase I failed to tell
you this before
I love you
you're the reason for the smile
that sits on my face
Turn the light off
And file these thoughts away for a day
Turn the light off
He files his thoughts away for a day
Take our time off
Better to hear the way that you say
Take our time off
Better to hear the way that you say
She read his fortune
Two years and you're free upon completion
"I'll try my hardest
Just don't confuse me with my confessions"
The final season
He hoped for a crowd at his reception
He weighed his options
And left them behind for no good reason
I'm not changing these thoughts at all
The way that we answer the things that we’re told
No i'm not changing these thoughts at all
The way that we answer the things that we’re told
So turn the light off
I'll end with a perfect splash. Today