Rehab for the soul
Plot
Ryan is fresh out of rehab. Rich and Alissa are on their way. "The High Road" is a satirical look at what happens when a loosely-screwed and heavily deluded young Hollywood couple reunite with their now sober friend, and we discover that a prickly dose of reality might just be the hardest pill to swallow.
Daniel Alan Mays (born 31 March 1978) is a British actor.
Born the third of four boys, Mays was raised in Buckhurst Hill, Essex, by his electrician father and bank cashier mother. He attended the Italia Conti Academy of Theatre Arts before going on to win a place at The Royal Academy of Dramatic Art.
After graduating from RADA in 2000, Mays soon started appearing in a number of supporting roles ranging from a bit part in the BBC soap opera EastEnders in 2000 to playing a pilot in Jerry Bruckheimer's big-budget Pearl Harbor (2001). He was cast in the Mike Leigh film All or Nothing (2002) as Jason, a thug who abused his girlfriend, and also appeared in Leigh's next project, Vera Drake (2004), in which he played Sid, the protagonist's son. His performances for Leigh resulted in further offers of work.
One of Mays's most notable early roles was in the improvised BBC drama Rehab. Directed by acclaimed film maker Antonia Bird, Rehab was a drama about life inside a drug rehabilitation facility. He starred as Adam, a young heroin addict released from prison and sent directly to rehab. For his performance Mays was awarded the Best Actor award at the Palmare-Reims Television Festival in 2003.
(Ohio, Ohio, Ohio)
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no,
Yes I've been bad but when I come back you'll know know
know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go
I'd rather be at home with ray
I ain't got seventy days
Cuz there's nothing
There's nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from mr hathaway
I didn't get a lot in class
But it don't come in a shot glass
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no,
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know
know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go
The man said 'why do you think you here'
I said 'I got no idea'
'I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near'
He said 'I just think your depressed,
This me "Yeah, baby, and the rest"
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no,
Yes I've been bad but when I come back you'll know know
know...
I don't never wanna drink again
I just ooooh I just need a friend
I'm not gonna spend ten weeks
Have everyone think I'm on the mend
It's not just my pride
It's just til these tears have dried
They tried to make me go to rehab, but I said 'no no
Yes I've been bad, but when I come back you'll know
know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
Baby, baby, when we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden, when you left
I didn't know how to follow, it's like a shot
That spun me around and now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow
And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like I believe
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
Damn, ain't it crazy when your love slams?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself over you
And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like I believe
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, now gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Now ladies, gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, now gimme that
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking
I should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like I believe
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know know
I ain't got the time
And if my daddy thinks I'm fine
You tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go, go, go
I'd rather be at home with Ray
I ain't got seventy days
Cos there's nothing, nothing you can't teach me
That I can't learn from Mr Hathaway
I didn't get a lot in class
But I know it don't come in a shot glass
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know know
I don't got the time
And if my daddy thinks I'm fine
You tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go, go, go
The man said why you think you here?
I said I got no idea
I'm gonna, gonna lose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near
He said I just think you're depressed
Yes me, baby, and the rest
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know know
I don't got the time
And if my daddy thinks I'm fine
You tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go, go, go
I don't ever want to drink again
I just, ooh I just need a friend
I'm not gonna spend ten weeks
And have everyone think I've gone mad
And it's not just my pride
It's just til these tears have dried
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know know
I ain't got the time
And if my daddy thinks I'm fine
They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go
I'd rather be at home with Ray
I ain't got seventeen days
'Cause there's nothing, there's nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from Mr. Hathaway
I didn't get a lot in class
But I know we don't come in a shot glass
They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go
The man said, "Why do you think you here?"
I said, "I got no idea"
I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near
He said, "I just think you're depressed
Kiss me, yeah baby and go rest"
They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I don't ever wanna drink again
I just, ooh, I just need a friend
I'm not gonna spend ten weeks
Have everyone think I'm on the mend
And it's not just my pride
It's just 'til these tears have dried
They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
For far too long the practice of psychiatry
Has prospered on mending society's wrong
To cure a freak who don't belong
It's all a bunch of lies
Rooted at shuffling addictions around
Distorting people's minds
Complicating from those divine
Tell me what's the problem, I have a cure for you
There's nothing a prescription can undo
You must sit and trust me, I can feel your pain
Correcting the lithium deficiency
In your brain with pills
You're mad all the time
Sedated, now you'll be fine
Getting stoned, getting stoned
'Cause I'm distorted from taking drugs
Designed to help me regain my mind
To rid the depression, I periodically endure
I'm not right, but was better than when I came here
Through getting stoned
I perceive all the injections
The scars that remain
The needle tracks that stain the veins
Rehab is a joke to me
A strung out junkie needs to be set free
Methadone clinics just won't help
How do you rehabilitate a serial killer
Who longs to kill, but is addicted to brutal sex?
That's a sick addition in itself
How do you cure obesity?
A transient drunk? Anaclisis?
Manic depressive psychosis?
Over-active sex drives?
Anorexia nervosa? Control freaks?
Self-destructive humans? World hunger?
Living here in torment
It's disturbing
It's quite contagious
You'll diagnose
Born deficient, comatose
I'm a special doctor
You don't know me
As long as I get my money
I've got a degree In worldly nothings
Fine upstanding yuppie
But I care only for cash
For far too long
Authority made them strong
Rehabilitation does not work
Because crime is high
Rape has gone up
So has the tension
While psychiatrists get rich
Feeding on the nation's insecurites
Performing mental blasphemy as they please
A prescription will set you free or taint your soul
Will false hope
Rehab is for quitters
Who's right to say
What is wrong or right?
Desire consumes you are what you are
And no one can change that stupid fact
Molester or strung out on crack
Rehab can only change
Those who will be changed
It shifts the color of addiction
To something of the same
Making the monkey go away
Replacing him with a chimp
Can't stop thinking
About those cigarettes
Crawl beneath the skin
Like the man who tried to quit shooting after 25 years
Decided to put the needle down
And found he could no longer live
So he tried a little bit
No longer exists
[At the police station I was told ‘Prison? or rehabilitation?’
I said it really didn’t matter, so I chose the latter
And after 47 days with electrodes in my head, I was nearly dead
Then they said I was fine
So I went outside, within five minutes contemplated another taxi ride,
back to the place where I used to score before.
I guess rehabilitation goes walking out the door]
Some say the only way to ease the pain is getting down to pray
No method, no guru, no teacher for me
I've got no faith in no fantasy
One drink too many, one line too long
So many mornings already gone wrong
Been so long, I've been feeling so blind
Deep down in the dark, dark night
CHORUS
Sometime the light don't shine
That's the time we gotta open our eyes
Sometime the light don’t shine
You and me, baby, gonna get rehabilitated
Hey, hey, I went down to N.A.
Business was a-bouncing like back in the day
Hypocrites hiding habits all over town
Popstars gushing 'bout the faith they’ve found
Left me so cold, I walked out in the rain
Waited all day for that midnight train
Been so long, I've been feeling so blind
I'm gonna blow away the blues tonight
CHORUS
R, is for recovering in mah sumptuous retreat on the hill
E, is how I enable you to cure all your ills
H, is for the hurt and heartache that I’m gonna help you lose
A, assessment successful
long day lay me low.
lay me low.
head burning drunk.
I don't need none
that's right man I'm fine
but what I've got to know,
is have I wasted time?
My eyes are blind
to almost everything you see.
and I'm drowning through sorrow
- you recognize me -
be me for a change (fucked)
under the silk,
in a box of pine,
and that's dying -
not a single other life
ever will have felt my price
is it worth the risk to be revived?
and I'm dying, I'm hollow
- It won't deny me -
be me for a change (fucked)
on the last day
they'll take it all away
on and outta my mind
gimme some medicine...
and I'm drowning through sorrow
- it won't deny me -
be me for a change (fucked)
yeah, one more time...
I strike up a full sprint with the day the planet
Turns to ashes breathing down my neck hellish degrees
And armageddon summer running with sleestacks with weed
Stacks and the get yours mentality
Suppress fear grind
Gears weakness is opportunity
Saditty bitch pass I
Read her mind it says scum I'm a fruitcake I want it
All or be a vagabond a product of babylon
Slave of
Technology shaking off thoughts of incest and sodomy
Inside of me I gotta be normal can't
No chance me and
Confusion got a romance I pass an ambulance could be
An omen I don't believe in superstition but I better
Look and listen
Hope it ain't a premonition
Chronically stricken with tension invention of evil
Deceitful people living regally got it illegally but
They gather beneath the steeple treat your like your
Not equal and I'm abnormal
I wonder turmoil anger
Lightning thunder
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all losing our minds
We are, We are, We are
99.9 percent deceptive is humanity
One becomes
Deceptive when one becomes deceived be hyper
Protective very selective
Although it's easier to
Hide behind weed I'm not blinded by greed part of a
Dying breed
Believe they got a bead on your seed the
Web is very tangled I'm living strangled
Lies from
Every angle brainwashed like highschool coaches
I'm a
Monkey among poachers bait, snares, and boobytraps my
Mind is doing laps I need a map, maybe even a
Destination perhaps
But the wild women and wine neon
Dollar signs calling from the far reaches of my mind at
5 o'clock every payday-mayday,mayday- I take a swallow
Then two by ten the false courage and pride have fully
Kicked in
Look at how the little mouse runs inside
The wheel I don't wanna feel the fear of failing
Puff
The coffin nail and its impaling my lungs
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all loosing our minds
We are, We are, We are
Are you scared to death and do you count your breath
What's really going don't got much time left
The next
Second is now and now was just then
And I'll never
Get that moment back again
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all loosing our minds
Do Do do do do do do-do-do. Do-do-do. Do do do. Do do do Do-do-do Repeat 2x (laugh)
I am the everything the all knowing
The omnipotent one
I watch the fields I do not feel
I circumnavigate everyone
I am the scarecrow, alone and disconnected
You stare right past me undetected
I am only here when you expect it
And feel a sadness undescribable
I hange here motionless holding a bible
No revival
I died and became apathy
Then married vacancy
Then moved my children to the tundra of complacency
I do not exist in your world
I've burned the bridges, I've cut the life line
Now all I have left is my mind
Which judges all of you
Analyzes your dumb philosophies
Inwonderment of how you all have ruined your ecology
But you do not hear for I am to you only but nothingness
And I can't understand why I'm the only one that feels like this
It's all piss, I flee
Out of all the people that have left me
The one I miss most, is me
I am the scarecrow and I am so alone
And I've seen thirty years of down time
The face of a clown, a stick for a spine
From a grandiose small town mind
And crows fly all around mine
They shit on my shoulder
I got no voice, no mobility
I get older, heated but colder
No yield in my field, f**k my opinion
I stare at your houses in the distance
Silent persistence at night windows glisten
I got nothing to say cause no one would listen anyway
So I remain against the grain
I've seen sunny days with rain
Busted knuckles and pain and never complained
Dirt is my domain, my view is plain
But I'm invisible, sound mystical
Not really, the days are dry the evening chilly
The only one who understands is little Billy when he's lonely
Make me feel something, make me worth a damn
Make me new again, make me a f**kin' man
Seen the rise and fall the high and low the come and go
And if you knew what I know, sometimes one does not reap what he
sews
The wind blows, the moon glows the water flows
The rain turns to snow, and the ground is froze
And only God knows why that's the way it goes
An excess rules everything I do
So tell me how can I be more like you
Cause all of this don't seem to bother you
So tell me how can I be more like you
The lights are on but nobody's home
If I'm mad, well them my mouth foam
Cover my transportation in chrome
Under the sky dome
Pegasus flown over my skeletal features
But an opaque anatomy is all I'll ever be
For none to see
A numb teacher holding a counseling position
Posture remaining unchristian
Slouchin' down so low I'm missing
Caverns and taverns is where I sought my refuge
Stood in the foyer of the brothel meshing with sin
Grippin' a bottle
How many times I sat up in the night sky
Craving to die, wanting to fly
Knowing this was all a lie
The succubus French kissed me in the orafice
Complex as Oedipus left in my mouth a taste of distrust
Lust for flesh & bone, but ain't no angels in dust
Ain't no heroines in opium, word up I scoped 'em
There ain't no answers this is all random evolution
Best check the chemicals in your solution
You might be prostitutin'
An excess rules everything I do
So tell me how can I be more like you
Cause all of this don't seem to bother you
So tell me how can I be more like you
Why is everything so technical, got me thinkin' mechanical
Puffi' on those botanicals, every second so critical
Board with the human language
Anguish, beats on my mental, fuckin' with chemicals
Sick as the appetites of cannibals
Far away they shoot a laser from a computer
It ricochets off a satellite panel
To a missile silo in Cuba
Eyes behold catastrophe
Forseen by Nostradamus, the prophets peep the millennium
Age of the broken promise
More religions than park pigeons
The poor envy the rich and
Monetary decisions make pessimistic the vision
It's like the whole planet went off the deep end
While I was sleepin'
Men be leapin off ledges, when there women leave for the weekend
The human mind's an asylum, dialin' help lines repeatedly
Pushin' garbage down and putting more in so greedily
In the head of irate Babylonians
Everything is what it is, even when it's not
An excess rules everything I do
So tell me how can I be more like you
Cause all of this don't seem to bother you
I'm all messed up
I walk these time zones
Never know where I am
Am I chasing a dream or a milestone
I try to live up to these
Who do they think I am
I got two ladies back at the house
And that's where I wish I was
But no use complaining
Got to keep it entertaining
And never let em' hear you fuss
So when I talk about the road
I talk about livin'
Talk about good times
Talk about givin'
All you got
Every night to the rhythm
Until it takes you back home
So when I talk about the road
I talk about livin'
Talk about good times
Talk about givin'
All you got
Every night to the rhythm
Until it takes you back home
Can't slow down
Even if I want to
Sorry if it sounds like a job
But I bet I wouldn't be this tired
If I worked a 9 to 5
There's been some good
And there's been some bad
In every choice I've chose
But no use complainin'
Gotta keep it entertainin'
Twenty more shows to go
So when I talk about the road
I talk about livin'
Talk about good times
Talk about givin'
All you got
Every night to the rhythm
Until it takes you back home
So when I talk about the road
I talk about livin'
Talk about good times
Talk about givin'
All you got
Every night to the rhythm
Until it takes you back home
Normalitys' no friend of mine
Sometimes reality can blow my mind
So I put on a smile just to pay the bills
And I tell em' to keep it real
So when I talk about the road
I talk about livin'
Talk about good times
Talk about givin'
All you got
Every night to the rhythm
Until it takes you back home
So when I talk about the road
I talk about livin'
Talk about good times
Talk about givin'
All you got
Every night to the rhythm
This will be my last tattoo
To cover the memory of someone I thought I'd always need
Cover her name with a smoking gun
Make it hurt as much as possible and make it bleed
Just can't take it no more feelin' numb
Woke up face on the floor I was dumb
Cut me all the way to the core morning comes
Time to get busy forgetting again
Tired of going out my mind
Looking for something I won't find
How could I have been so blind
This is a load of crap
It figures she would win
But I'll learn to feel again
Bear down hard when you fill it in
Give me the pain I'll grit my teeth in
This will be my last tattoo
To cover the memory of someone I thought I'd always need
Cover her name with a smoking gun
Make it hurt as much as possible and make it bleed
You know when I woke up this morning she was long good gone
I thought she heard me say she was my vertebrae my back bone
But bone the dawn feels wrong, the night ain't right
The phone ain't on and she broke out last night
Left a note sayin' she won't hang on, she just can't fight
I know she's with Brock Scott, that jock with blonde locks
That blocks shots, guess I'm just not that hot
Mailbox for cocks
Let him bust your rear cuz you don't trust my rap career
But need I point out our bank account with a large amount
You left in the bank you skank, what you think
I'm a take this loot and buy some ink
You can take that shit you talkin' with you walkin' hooker
This will be my last tattoo
To cover the memory of someone I thought I'd always need
Cover her name with a smoking gun
Make it hurt as much as possible and make it bleed
Her face is still in my brain kill her name
I'm still dealing with pain what a shame
Heart still wearing a stain I'm to blame
Little bitty guilty's crawling all over my soul
I can't believe this shit
Said I caused the things she did
Bear down hard when you fill it in
Give me the pain I'll grit my teeth in
This will be my last tattoo
To cover the memory of someone I thought I'd always need
Cover her name with a smoking gun
(feat. Denny aka "Steaknife")
I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie
I'm feelin' that funny feelin' again within walkin' me to the kitchen
For that early morning gin drink it in till my thoughts they become clear
Dress my naked ass and head the fuck up outta here fightin' traffic
The hot sun be causin' havoc ass stuck to the seaat window cracked can't see passed it the liquor store I just passed it
Lookin' back I gotta turn around
I can't stop thinkin' exactly that u-turn the past I leave behind for the ill bumpin' two busted six by nines
And I feel this day to be a good one of plenty even if I'm thirsty and my pockets are empty
I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie
Come from a long line of alcoholics livin' from toilet to toilet you call it
I'm callin' hotlines swervin' all over yellow lines drinkin' moonshine
Damn was that a stop sign
I ain't doin' good but I'll be fine danno where's that cheap wine
Drunk since 9 guzzlin' boones farm
Trying to stop my shakin' arm
I'm here to stumble the earth and forewarn
7 weeks since I had had shower I black out like you pulled the plug on Georgia Power Southern discomfort baby
Seein' pink elephants on down the freeway the proof on the bottle 180 runnin' out of Loochiey
And I won't survive if you don't let me borrow another five I'm a do it anyway if I'm alive
I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie
Spent my last money on a pabst blue ribbon I be gulpin never sippin
Cuz I have to booted out the crib and that's cool
Lone as I have brew face flush stare at a lush I might bust you in the gums
I gotta problemo my life's too up tempo but yo I'm just simple man whose mind is crippled man it all started at a party
and I was only 15 now I can kill a fifth of Bacardi and I drink and pass out wake up ass out and start again
I been to AA but hey hey gimme the bottle 12 steppers actin like they never took a swallow
[Hook: (fade)]
I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
[Hook:]
I got my hat tilted sideways and brand new shoes
I got my Alpine bumpin' rattlin' my rear view
Lookin' at the world behind me make it bump bump bump
Turn it up another notch and watch it pump pump pump
Let it punch you in your chest then kick you in your back
When it's time rewind it back make it bump bump bump
It can get your leg to rockin' make it pump pump pump
Blister your transistor make it thump thump thump
Black tree silhouetted against an orange sky
Cool breeze on a country road I'm ten feet high
I'm just about to take another step up above
Real world got me kinda fed up above
I got places to go and folks I know that are waiting for me to arrive.
A Warner Robins state of mind is what it is if you ain't heard
We too broke to drink and too drunk to work
All day smokin' herb a tad bit disturbed
Yes sir absurd, don't know when the curse occurred
But we're scarred livin' harder than hell on wheels
Retarded oxycottin poppin' swappin' powder for pills
And if we want it we steal, we might be pawning your drill
If it's on you will get a soup bone to the grill
[Hook:]
I got my hat tilted sideways and brand new shoes
I got my Alpine bumpin' rattlin' my rear view
Lookin' at the world behind me make it bump bump bump
Turn it up another notch and watch it pump pump pump
Let it punch you in your chest feel it seepin' in your back
When it's time rewind it back make it bump bump bump
It can get your leg to rockin' make it pump pump pump
Blister your transistor make it thump thump thump
Black tree silhouetted against an orange sky
Cool breeze on a country road I'm ten feet high
I'm just about to take another step up ohh
Real world got me kinda fed up ohh
I got places to go and folks I know that are waiting for me to arrive.
We addicted but intelligent live the criminal element
Coke is so American show it stops the arrogant hos
Constantly staring at you, ain't no comparing the flow
Make sure you stare in the hole before you answer the door
Be sure you rappin' in code the folks are tappin' the phone
My boy Jeff Mack put a cap in his dome
That's how it happens back home
I made that tap now he's gone
We're all a little paranoid I got the hell on
[Hook:]
I got my hat tilted sideways and brand new shoes
I got my Alpine bumpin' rattlin' my rear view
Lookin' at the world behind me make it bump bump bump
Turn it up another notch and watch it pump pump pump
Let it punch you in your chest feel it seepin' in your back
When it's time rewind it back make it bump bump bump
It can get your leg to rockin' make it pump pump pump
Blister your transistor make it thump thump thump
Black tree silhouetted against an orange sky
Cool breeze on a country road I'm ten feet high
I'm just about to take another step up ohh
Real world got me kinda fed up ohh
I've tried it all twice or more
Told the lies and hit the floor
Broken down, what is real?
Hoping, doubt try to kill
Each other in the war that's in
My head I hurt from all my sins
Grin and bare the pain and angst
Sort thru all my brain's complaints
Ain't enough I need some help
What's it like to be myself
Hands are shaky, fuse is short
Starin' at the news report
To ignore the sound is hard
Bankrupt with a credit card
House I live in is a mess
Sqwermin in my flesh
What do you want from me?
I have given all I can
I don't know what it's gonna take
Can you make me understand?
What do you want from me?
Is it just no use to try?
I don't know what it's gonna take
Because I've no more tears to cry
Got no dough to pay the bills
Sanity ran for the hills
Sorta feels like comin' down
Comin' down, comin' down
Lightnin' flashing, poorin' rain
My reflection says you're in pain
You're insane, can't explain
Why I tend to think these things
Demons with there horns and fangs
Steal from you then call you names
Planes and trains, automobiles
Same thing as a bag of pills
Make it strong and make it fast
Ain't no way to make it last
Down and out, sick and tired
I wallow in the mire
What do you want from me?
I have given all I can
I don't know what it's gonna take
Can you make me understand?
What do you want from me?
Is it just no use to try?
I don't know what it's gonna take
Because I've no more tears to cry
Workin' hard may leave you broke
Gotta learn to steal from folks
Baseball, hot dogs, apple pie
Chevrolet not zenith skies
Sky's are full of poison air
Family photo, comb your hair
Wear a smile, wear a tie
Lie and don't be camera shy
Damn if I could be like you
I'd make the same mistakes you do
Murder people over seas
For the need to feed your greed
Nothing's free, a price was paid
With a rocket propelled grenade
Morning's purple, day is gray
Just wanted to say hey
What do you want from me?
I have given all I can
I don't know what it's gonna take
Can you make me understand?
What do you want from me?
Is it just no use to try?
I don't know what it's gonna take
Because I've no more tears to cry
What do you want from me?
I have given all I can
I don't know what it's gonna take
Can you make me understand?
What do you want from me?
Is it just no use to try?
I don't know what it's gonna take
Because I've no
Are you scared to death and do you count your breath
what's really going don't got much time left
the next
second is now and now was just then
and i'll never
get that moment back again
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all loosing our minds
you say i'm narsacistic and coldhearted well,
ya maybe but i don't give a damn about you
this much is true, my visions blurry
and my thoughts are hazy baby,
i know i'm stupid so i must be smarter than you.
(chorous)
keep your advice leave me alone
and (don't rattle my cage!)
just let me wallow in my own
shit (don't rattle my cage!)
i'm known to bite the hand that feeds me
so (don't rattle my cage!)
i'm boxed in, drawn out everybody starin' at me
(don't rattle my cage!)
do i look like i wanna be baller
like i care about the globe
my life's a commode i like my depression
a la mode on tha rode get off my back
about my health i like disease
i still be around when all ya'll feedin'trees i don't want your speech
or your sound advice
don't like people who seem nice
talkin' in my head like a family of lice
just let me wallow in my rage don't clean up
my droppings and don't rattle my cage.
(chorous)
tell all these hoes to leave me alone
i'm just so tight they just yeaah,
i don't want these hoes tell them to go away.
(chorous)
ya you know i'm narsasictic and colhearted well,
ya maybe but i don't give a damn about you
this much is true, my visions blurry
and my thoughts are hazy baby,
i know i'm stupid so i must be smarter than you.
We live like there ain't no tomorrow
No regrets, no time for the sorrow
Keep movin one foot in front of the other
We all looking for something Hey, hey, hey
I'm in the center lane on a freeway
My radiator blown on a 100 degree day
And I'm more in a hurry than I was before
And once again the whole world is in my way
So this is earth and I'm stuck here
Where profanity pours from faces like mine
And the only thing that we're sure of is
Is we're runnin out of money, patience and time
One step forward and two steps back
And we're wishin for a future, reminiscing on a flashback
Chasin a dream, hopin it exists
And we're grittin our teeth and clinchin our fists
We live like there ain't no tomorrow
No regrets, no time for the sorrow
Keep movin one foot in front of the other
We all looking for something Hey, hey, hey
Am I crazy, maybe. my brain be gravy
Insane the days we have witnessed lately
It pains my greatly someone could hate me
Maybe they were lied to as babies too
Can't see logic, we camouflage it
Technology allows us to dip and dodge it
Wit magic gadgets, wires and magnets
We're standin stagnant and thinking backwards
A whole of bunch of nothing is in our way?
We live like there ain't no tomorrow
No regrets, no time for the sorrow
Keep movin one foot in front of the other
Satisfaction is power over everything and I'm powerless
Gluttony hasn't gone out of style since the fall of man
We scratch and claw we steal and kill ambitions caused
When one can't forget the magnitude of his fist high
And I'm thinkin' again
Trying to unravel the mystery of existing so perplexing
I'm not missing anything
I don't think
Constantly listening and looking and feeling and I'm still
Just as lost as a human can be
And I'm thinkin' again
All I can do is let it happen to me
And I'm thinkin' again
I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
Looking for things to do to pass the time between birth
And becoming part of the earth
Working playing and laying staring comparing
That over there to this
I'm blaming those in charge cuz after all there's nothing else to do
Money pays for things that don't really belong to you
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
A velvet tablecloth a pack of viceroys a bottle of gin
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
A deck of cards playing solitaire birds everywhere in a park on a bench
I smell of an aweful stench
I am a loser and I'm all alone I sit in the bathroom and thump my bone
I got 25 cents to my name a bag of laundry who's to blame
I haven't worked in 16 days
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
And I'm thinkin' again
Dizzy
I'm so dizzy, my head is spinnin'
Like a whirlpool, it never ends
And it's you, girl, makin' it spin
You're makin' me dizzy
First time that I saw you, girl, I knew that I just had to make you mine
But it's so hard to talk to you with fellas hangin' round you all the time
I want you for my sweet pet
But you keep playin' hard to get
Goin' around in circles all the time
Dizzy
I'm so dizzy, my head is spinnin'
Like a whirlpool, it never ends
And it's you, girl, makin' it spin
You're makin' me dizzy
I finally got to talk to you and I told you just exactly how I felt
Then I held you close to me and kissed you and my heart began to melt
Girl, you've got control of me
'Cause I'm so dizzy I can't see
I need to call a doctor for some help
Dizzy
I'm so dizzy, my head is spinnin'
Like a whirlpool, it never ends
And it's you, girl, makin' it spin
You're makin' me dizzy
My head is spinnin'
Like a whirlpool, it never ends
And it's you, girl, makin' it spin
You're makin' me dizzy
Oh, I'm so dizzy
You're makin' me dizzy
Bar tender I really did it this time
Broke my parole to have a good time
When I got home it was 6 a.m.
The door was locked so I kicked it in
She was trippin' on the bills
I think she was high on some pills
She threw my shit out into the yard
Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard
And in my drunkin' stuper
I did what I should of never done
Now I'm sittin' here talking to you
Drunk and on the run
I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She broke my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away
You know mo I'll probably get ten years
So just give me beers til they get here
Yeah I know the sun is comin' up
And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up
But I'm trying to drown my soul
I'm tired of this life on a dirt road
And everythang that I love is gone
And I'm tired of hangin' on
She got me sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away
I guess it's meant to be
Romance is misery
So much for memories
And now I'm headed to the Penitentiary
See me on T.V.
The next cop series
I am a danger
I guess I should've done something about my anger
But I'll never learn
Real things I don't concern
I pour kerosene on everything I love and watch it burn
I know it's my fault
But I wasn't happy it was over
She through a fit so I crashed that piece of shit nova
And now I'm goin' back again
Back to the pen to see my friends
And when we all pile out that county van
They'll ask me where I've been
I've been at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
When I was twelve, while checking the mail
I was admiring the car of the man next door
And thinking to myself, man, one of these days
I'm gonna have me a house like that with a big, red door
And his yard was mowed, and his grass was green
And the driveway was edged and all the shrubs were trimmed so perfectly
I had a crush on his wife and I played ball with his son
I pondered how much money he made, went inside and turned the TV on
And he was laying in an overflowing bathtub of red water
The first and the last time he ever relaxed
And they said, he had a smile on his face
His final offer, the steam on the mirror said
One more thing to say
I was watching TV, having one of mom's famous rice crispy treats
Watching Tom and Jerry, I heard a car horn beep
I ran to the window, his wife and son were home
With bags of stuff they had got at the mall
I went in my room and got my glove and ball
I leapt off the stairs, and asked his son could he play
And his son looked at his wife and his wife told his son I guess it'll be okay
And that beautiful woman, she walked in that beautiful house
When I realized I forgot my hat, I said I'll be back and turned around
And he was laying in an overflowing bathtub of red water
The first and the last time he ever relaxed
And they said, he had a smile on his face
His final offer, the steam on the mirror said
One more thing to say
There was screaming and there was crying
There was sirens, I thought I was dreamin
And the sun was shining, it was a beautiful day
His wife was talking to an officer
Through the noise I heard her say
And he was laying in an overflowing bathtub of red water
The first and the last time he ever relaxed
And they said, he had a smile on his face
His final offer, the steam on the mirror said
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
Seen her at the corner shop
Sun dress dirty flip flops
Hand full of lollipops
Listenin' to hip hop
She knows everyone that comes around her grows
Waling down a dirt road
Blowin' open doors
And I know better but I keep getting heated
Jonsey want'a front
Don't want her baby getting treated
In the wrong way
But I gotta come along
Been a long day so put it in a song say
And I saw her at the fruit stand
And she smiled as if to say
I know that you are watching
When Ms. Jones jerked her away, my cutie
Waved from the car window
With one finger and a grin
And as the car got smaller all I could think about was sin
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
Even though I'm grown
Got it for this little bitty full blown
But Ms. Jones got her in the home
I'm alone
With her Polaroid in my hand
I try to hide the fact that I live in a trash can, man
How she got me in the zone
Called up to her house but somebody hung up the phone
Dial tone and I'm hinding in the grass
All up in her yard just to get a look at her ass dawn
I know she's too young for me
Yo, she asked me to the fair
I wish she would ignore me
Hard to pretend not to stare
My friends all say she's skanky
But I dig her armpit hair
And when I get my license
I'm gonna ask her to a picnic, yeah
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
Innocence and beauty
Such a deadly combination
Innocence and beauty
Such a deadly combination
Finally pulled her from the gridlock
Climax to the plot
Took her to see Kid Rock
Touched her on her wet spot
Now I got her open on Ms. Jones scopin'
Time for pokin' and I know
I don't really want her this way
But Ms. Jones kept her from my clutches everyday
So I go, hey, it will never be the same
And I don't even know her mother-fuckin' name
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Hey you guys
Hey you guys
Chic-a chic-a dobe dobe dobe dobe
All the children went to heaven
Won’t be back 'til ten after eleven
Are you ready (ready)
Are you ready (ready)
First there was the weed sack, coppin' and chillin'
Then came the cocaine, robbin' and stealin' (stealin')
I said I dropped more pounds then maternity wards
And got the gold chain from the gudda awards Yup!
We like that trunk knockin'
Roll by them ladies jockin'
We blazin up the bad
We got them baggies in our pockets
Y'all know we drinkin somethin'
We know your thinkin somethin'
Makin your windows rattle
Turn the corner hear me comin'
[Hook]
Let’em know that you ain't nothing to be messed with
Bring the fire every time get that money don't quit
Grind off shine off make it happen
Get it get it
Lives large come hard
If you gonna spit it, spit it
(Repeat hook)
I rocked the living room the first day I started walkin'
Was rhymin spittin flames the first day I started talkin'
Had the class and the teacher bouncin in kindergarten
Then I slapped her on her ass she said I beg your pardon
I said get get get get get it girl
One of these days I’m gonna rock the world
Just give me a crayon and give me an A on
Everything I do with a ground to play on
We’re on a whole nother, no love for under covers
I had you suckered since I busted out my father’s rubber
Give me ball caps and sneakers, fresh in some jeans and t-shirt
Still got them children dance, lookin’ like they havin’ seizures
[Hook]
Kiss my acrobat my soda crack my B-u-t-t-y butty whack
Yo ma’, yo pa, yo gritty granny with her hose in a panty
And a big behind like Frankenstein rock the beat down Sesame Street
It’s your turn know let’s get it on
Rock that thing ‘til the break of dawn
Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi
Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi
Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi
Ya-ha-hi ya-ha-yi
High on coaine drunk drivin' in the rain
Goin' north in the southbound lane
Railroad crossing I out run the train
Holdin' pain golden grain Danno Malone's the name
In my chest gotta flame a collage of photos is in my brain
My temper is fire and propane
No shame no game no pain no gain
Hey that's insane should I bend over and let the world gang bagn
Or raise my neck and let the vampires position their fangs
or be a pussy that hangs from a beam and swang no thanks
I gotta an old truck I'm the king of touch luck from where ya
bluff you get your card
Plucked and get fucked up, ya get fucked up
C'mon c'mon c'mon c'mn c'mn
You wanna fight me?
You wanna try me?
You wanna fight me?
Hey, then kick my ass
I come forth abortin' babies beatin' seals wearin' a fur choppin' down
trees sprayin' aerosol cans ozone defficiency
Just wanna make sure everybody hates me
I am the anti whatever you are alien drunk at the bar Junkie misfit
conforming mics into unbiodigradable toxit shit and don't posses
no guilt about it rebel without a cause
Just to sever ya fuckin' claws and ya biblical laws
That really ain't got jack to do with Psalms
No officer I won't calm I won't vote
I won't participate in hands across America or any area in fact
It's all good fuck it
Naw fuck you the most brilliant thought you had today
I had when I was two bitch
C'mon c'mon c'mon c'mn c'mn
You wanna fight me?
You wanna try me?
You wanna fight me?
Hey, then kick my ass
Every bit of me's hostility and I'm rediculous got a knife let's see
if you're tickleish
I will pull yaw jaw completely out ya head
and when ya kick my ass make sure that I'm dead
C'mon c'mon c'mon c'mn c'mn
You wanna fight me?
You wanna try me?
You wanna fight me?
Da Da Da Da Da
Da Da Da
Da Da Da
Sittin' in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Tryin' to find somethin'
I guess it's back to Huffin paint and model glue
How I die when I look at you smilin'
Lovin' life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile
Who cares, I think I'll go to sleep for a while now
I'm barely livin' in my skin
Depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am headed
Trying to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lyin'
God, please, show me that silver linin'
'cause I've heard tell and I'm not well
My head's full of hell and this world's a jail, but
Chorus x2
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
'cause everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And as the pain begins to displace
Had it to ear level with this place
You see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually, I erase and find comfort in this sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room
To whom it may consume
Melting ensembles
Bleeding chellos running through bordellos
Drama like Othello
Hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the median
Fallin' apart like usual
Handin' out flyers to my funeral
And so they say that life's a play
And that all the world's a stage
And for another part I pray
This show ends the same way every day
And my heart carries the pain
of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane? Am I insane?
Chorus x2
And everything good is gone x3
And everything bad is here x3
It doesn't really matter now does it
Chorus x2
Yeah
It's hard to bear
And everything here's hard to bear x2
Nicoderm patch and a Marlboro red
Wild turkey out the bottle gauz covers where the wrists bled
Begged and pled and fled rockin' a hospital gown brain dead
Hitched a ride with a guy named Fred
Hey Fred, fuck that rehab shit
I don't know if I want peace that bad
Seems that I'm so comfortable, uncomfortable and sad
Everybody else seems to get mad
Objects in the mirror are closer than they apprear
I look half dead from here and I need bread for beer
There probably discovering my empty bed about now
No turning back, oh my God
I turn up the radio, rain smackin' the window
I'm the Mario inside the super Nintendo
Can't hide when your sick
And the chemicals are holding the joystick
Hey Fred, fuck that rehab shit
'Cause I don't know if I want peace that bad
Seems that I'm so comfortable, uncomfortable and sad
But everybody else gets so damn mad
Vegitation euforic hope, I'm graspin'
Walkin' out the mathadone clinic, fuck it, I'm relasin'
Geeked up on more snow than Aspen
Lookin' for fudge ripple I got my rig
Life is good, oh, how you fig, pump up my dose to tripple
Main line noddin' out fallin' on my spine
CC's and cheap wine back to the land of the blind
Rewind, opium dens knockin' out brain cells in the tens of thousands
Hookers and junkie hens and shitty housin'
How arousing, day siz in the desert on a horse with no name
Gradual suicide but whose to blame
I guess it's nobody's fault, I'm just lame
Nothin' stops cause if I'm headed back to Detox
I'm drinkin' Clorox
Hey Fred, fuck that rehab shit
'Cause I don't know if I want peace that bad
Seems that I'm so comfortable, uncomfortable and sad
But everybody else gets so damn mad
Quick Fred, floor it, I gotta get away
Hands me a J, said, "It'll be okay"
Like an old friend is the smell and the taste
You know Fred, I just couldn't take that place
Hey Fred, fuck that rehab shit
'Cause I don't know if I want peace that bad
Seems that I'm so comfortable, uncomfortable and sad
But everybody else gets so damn mad
Hey Fred
You know, they say hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
So vengeful and mother earth has been done wrong
And I think she's sick
Yo, she's pukin up lava
Her nerves tremble along fault lines ready to drop an entire city of filth
that's been forced upon her
We built these towers of Babel and feel remorse for nada
The momma divorce the father
The children are droppin blotter
The rich get richer, poverty's hot under the collar
Takin prayer outta schools and we're tryin to raise scholars
Creationism vs. the theory of evolution
Air, water, land, mind, body and soul pollution
Kids steppin on land mines from wars we're all losin
We're chasin false idols, erasing from our bibles the golden rule
the youth are becoming more suicidal
Who teaches them, you and I do
No wonder they want to fight you
Raised by hypocrites, you feel lied to.
[Hook:]
Graffiti the land with skyscrapers
Graffiti the sky with airplanes and satellites
Graffiti the minds of children with your man-made laws
Graffiti the world, I saw the writing on the wall
We've got ABC, NBC, MTV, TNT, the BBC, DVD, VHS, DSL, A and E, XTC, mp3, FCC, THC, NRA, GOP??.. ADD
The fight for free speech, lack of responsibility
Thieves in positions of power
Internet pornography
Guns in the home for fear that the next knock at the door could be death
The terrorists are in the White House and oversees
Racists, separatists, vicious militias
The Buddhists, the Hindus, the Muslims, the Christians
Could it be our biggest barrier is language
Or is oil that important that one would inflict anguish
So cars can deplete the ozone on highways
That stretch across the land where Indians once raised families
We're in denial, the world is afraid
And you say there's no more slaves
[Hook:]
Graffiti the land with skyscrapers
Graffiti the sky with airplanes and satellites
Graffiti the minds of children with your man-made laws
Graffiti the world, I saw the writing on the wall
We're addicted to planes, trains and automobiles
We're addicted to addiction
We dig livin in fiction
For money, power, respect, the Army's got to go kill
They're under contract so let the blood spill
Sorta morbid ain't it this picture that I just painted
It's an epiphany I had
I realized just how tainted our thinking really is
While in New York when I saw a teenager being arrested for taggin a fuckin wall.
[Hook:]
Graffiti the land with skyscrapers
Graffiti the sky with airplanes and satellites
Graffiti the minds of children with your man-made laws
Sittin' on the corner of 33rd and utter hell
You ain't killed nobody today, but I ain't well
Hangin' up on strippers, working on my 3rd bottle of liquor
You smellin' like cat litter, still bitter
Walk around the earth stressed
I've been buggin' since I fell out of my mothers dress
I guess, I'll have another panic attack
It's always darkest right before it's pitch black
World full of crazy people and I guess I'm one in the same
And I tell you man it's evil, but I don't know no other game
How did I get so dirty, you can see it on my face
But I ain't killed nobody today, just yet
So ya'll better give me some praise
I'm mood swingin' like a wreckin' ball
Knockin out a wall and I don't got a gun
So I'm shootin' birds at ya'll
And it piss me off more that you don't fall
I oughta take a ball of C4 to the mall
Lookin' out the window and the world calls me a chump
Smokin' a cig at the gas pump
Hey you wanta' bump
Excuse me sir, can you spare a buck of two
Fuck you mother fucker, I need liquor too
The worlds a cess pool and I'm a piece of shit
Stomach hangin' out my mouth when I'm blowin grits
I'm like a rat inside the wheel and it's played out
Drivin' off a cliff, smoke a spliff on the way down
Can't get a bitch, all of them are gay now
Hey pal, got the time? Does anybody really know?
Man, ya'll done lost ya'll mind
Well, so has everybody else
We're just cuttin' in line
World full of crazy people and I guess I'm one in the same
And I tell you man it's evil, but I don't know no other game
How did I get so dirty, you can see it on my face
But I ain't killed nobody today, just yet
So ya'll better give me some praise
And how am I suppose to walk
And how am I suppose to talk
And how am I suppose to live
When I ain't gotta damn thang to give
(Repeat)
Hey you wanna get a 50 piece, nah
Me neither
You ever wanna kill a cop, nah
Me neither
Ever contemplated suicide, nah
Me neither
You ever wanna run through a mall with an M16
Yellin' kill em all, nah
Me neither
You ever wanna swerve into the oncoming lane
Leavin' nothin' but body parts, wrecked cars and brains, nah
Well, me neither
World full of crazy people and I guess I'm on in the same
And I tell you man it's evil, but I don't know no other game
How did I get so dirty, you can see it on my face
But I ain't killed nobody today, just yet
I don't feel so good where am I
This is not where I laid down
Who are these people, who's home is this
Where's my clothes and where's my car
How did I get in the bathtub
Not again, Not again
The phone is off and I need a ride
None of these people are my friends
Fell off of the wagon coughin' and draggin' the vice boy
Door opened a magnum a nice boy turned shitty
Burnin' fiddy's of daddy's money on the top of a can
I said I'm coppin' the van he caught you poppin' a Adavan
Thought you had a gram what did ya do with it
check both pockets shit where's your wallet
Dumb alcoholic time for the panic
Sit around now waitin' on a chest pain
Lookin' for a sign right brain left brain
Something inside startin' to feel strange
Friends wonder where you been
Go take a vitamin, throw your cigarettes away
Clean up the beer cans, It's a beautiful day
Time you reported to your life
Yes I should have stayed in college no I was to cool for that
Cooking soft up into solid y'all know where to find me at
Seems too hard to get better what do I do after that
waitin' on an answer does anybody out there hear me
Take your ass home you ain't gon' last long
You're sick, tired, wired, you're dyin'
Look at them in the eyes and lyin'
Can't you tell your brain cells are fryin'
Don't go a chance in hell you're buyin'
Death by the bag yeah you grabbed his ass??
What are you runnin' from, take a bath
But before you do pass that grass
Sit around now waitin' on a chest pain
Lookin' for a sign right brain left brain
Something inside startin' to feel strange
Friends wonder where you been
Go take a vitamin, throw your cigarettes away
Clean up the beer cans, It's a beautiful day
Time you reported to your life
Why is everything so technical, got me thinkin' mechanical
Puffin' on those botanicals, every second so critical
Bored with the human language, pain beat on my mental
Messin' with chemicals, sick as the appetites of cannibals
Far away they shoot a laser from a computer
Ricochets off a satellite panel to a missile silo in Cuba
Eyes behold catastrophe, foreseen by Nostradamus
The prophets peep the millennium age of the broken promise
More religions than park pigeons, the poor envy the rich and
Monetary decisions make pessimistic the vision
It's like the whole planet went off the deep end While I was sleepin'
Men be leapin off ledges, when there women leave for the weekend. Why?
Sit around now waitin' on a chest pain
Lookin' for a sign right brain left brain
Something inside startin' to feel strange
Friends wonder where you been
Go take a vitamin, throw your cigarettes away
Clean up the beer cans, It's a beautiful day
Time you reported to your life
Go take a vitamin, Clean up the beer cans, Beautiful day
I think about
you know life and what it really means
I drink about it
I think i'm busting at the seems
Don't over think it
I think somebody told me that before
Yea whatever thats my attitude what can I say
Evidently I was raised to be this way
But incidently there's days I really want to change
If heaven sent me
Then why do I feel this crazy got a man down mayday mayday
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Down to my last roach
Here I am looking
Caught between tomorrow and yesterday
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and Stems
Will I ever change, guess it all depends, feels like nothin' ever went my way, tellin' myself it'll be okay
Broken-hearted, I've been listenin' to my head scream
Got it spark it
You hear that or is it just me
What's the matter are you feeling just like me
Has anybody seen my mind i cant find it
Life is flyin'
Somebody rewind it, were all dying
And just runnin' around buyin' it
I think we've gotten a little too open minded, got a man down, mayday, mayday
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Down to my last roach
Here i am lookin' caught between tomorrow and yesterday
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Will I ever change, guess it all depends
Feels like nothin ever went my way
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Broke and lonely
Chokin on dro can I borrow another tommorow dear lord
I'm scopin' hopin' some door can open
And my folks don't even know me no more
My kids are growin' and my age is showin
One of the seeds I sow gonna sprout i'm not sure
The doubt and the lure is a couch of valour
With a mirror and a blade and a pile of inpure
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Down to my last roach
Here I am lookin'
Caught between tomorrow and yesterday
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Will I ever change
Guess it all depends
Feels like nothin' ever went my way
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Down to my last roach
Here I am lookin'
Caught between tomorrow and yesterday
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Bottles and Cans
Seeds and stems
Will I ever change, guess it all depends
Feels like nothin' ever went my way
Tellin' myself it'll be okay
Bartender I really did it this time
Broke my parole to have a good time
When I got home it was 6 AM
The door was locked so I kicked it in
She was trippin on the bills
I think she was high on some pills
She threw my shit out into the yard
Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard
And in my drunken stupor
I did what I should have never done
and now I'm sittin here, talking to you
Drunk and on the run
I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart, in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
Crashed that piece of shit, then stepped away
u know moe I'll probably get ten years
So just give me beers till they get here
Yea I know the sun is comin up
And y'all are probably get ready for closin up
But I'm trying to drown my soul
I'm tired of this life on the dirt road
Everything that I love is gone
And I'm tired of hangin on
Shes got me
I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart, in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
And crashed that piece of shit, then stepped away
Rap:
Guess it was meant to be
Romance is misery
So much for memories
And now I am headed to the penitentiary
See me on TV
The next cop series
I am a danger
I guess I should've did something about my anger
But I never learn
Real things I don't concern
I pour kerosene on everything I love
And watch it burn
I know it's my fault
But I wasn't happy it was over
She threw a fit
So I crashed that piece of shit Nova
song:
And now I am going back again
Back to the pen to see my friends
When we all pile off that county van
they'll ask me where I've been
I've been at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart, in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
I Crashed that piece of shit then stepped away
Fades out:
Naaa naaaa na naa na na naaaa naaa naaa na na na naaaa
NA NA NA NA NAA NA NAA NA
well i'm sittin at a bar on the inside
And i'm waitin on ride on the outside
You know i crashed that piece of shit
then i stepped awaaaay
yeeaahhh
i stepped away
you know i crashed that piece of shit
then i stepped awaaaaaaayy
naaa
naaa naaaa na naa na na naaaa naaa naaa na na na naaaa
naaaa
Hey, there, pretty little girl (hey, man),
With your long brown sexy curls (uh, uh).
You're a hottie, body tight,
Good, god almighty.
Alright, son, hold up,
You need to slow your roll.
We've been talking for a while
Now she ain't no hoe.
She got class, style, pizzazz, and jazz,
Each smile as a matter of fact.
She has me twisted just like she did back then,
When the game of gab could be played among friends.
That's all it was about,
And now to represent.
We talked last night around 10.
And I told her.
Listen up, cause I love you, lady.
We go back, like, 1980.
Lord knows you're the one to change me,
You love me cause I'm so crazy.
You'll see, it'll be, you and me,
Always, always.
I told her look,
I know a lot of folks around town,
Probably been telling you that,
"Danny just a crook."
I definitely done some things that I shouldn't be proud of,
But we can do it by the book.
We've known each other for a long time,
I know you the strong kind of woman with the strong mind,
And that's what got me hooked.
I got some crazy homies,
Whatchu you talking about?
You got some crazy homies.
Yo, quit fronting and lolly gagging,
We can have a baby daughter,
Maybe call her Maggie.
We've known each other since the 9th grade,
We make each other laugh,
Best friends, let's do this the right way.
Listen up, cause I love you, lady.
We go back, like, 1980.
Lord knows you're the one to change me,
You love me cause I'm so crazy.
You'll see, it'll be, you and me,
Always, always.
Listen up, cause I love you, lady.
We go back, like, 1980.
Lord knows you're the one to change me,
You love me cause I'm so crazy.
You'll see, it'll be, you and me,
Always, always.
I know I'm still crazy,
But I've changed a lot.
and, I've cleaned up a little,
And you're still hot.
But if I ain't the one,
I hope you find true love.
And if not, I'm here when push comes to shove.
Just know if you walk down that aisle,
With another dude to take those vows,
How I'll react,
There ain't no telling.
I might bust in the back of the church and start yelling.
Listen up, cause I love you, lady.
We go back, like, 1980.
Lord knows you're the one to change me,
You love me cause I'm so crazy.
You'll see, it'll be, you and me,
Always, always.
Listen up, cause I love you, lady.
We go back, like, 1980.
Lord knows you're the one to change me,
You love me cause I'm so crazy.
You'll see, it'll be, you and me,
Always, always.
Always, always, always.
Today, we'd like to welcome you
to the funeral of wack motherfuckers worldwide
your days are numbered
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
we're the shit
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
so get down
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
bitch
I'm like an iced fifty, vanilla dirty bomb
iller than thirty cons
your life is outdated like word is born
can we get some more Korn please?
goddamn it you dorky rappers are like a motherfuckin' disease
they'll never play me on Urban, so fuck it
put guitars on my beats, call me a rock band and market me Suburban
either way my skills is ending up somewhere
maybe later on you'll notice, this kid is rhymin' over there
I don't care I bang heads till my knees bust
and look upon most of the human race in disgust
cheese balls and mini-malls
if I had a gun I'd shoot you in the balls
and watch you bleed all over your Birkenstocks
you fuckin' cock
you have a dildo stickin' in all six holes
get on all fours and hold your nose
and while your at it take your fat ho's and those gay clothes
and jump out of a fuckin' window
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
we're the shit
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
so get down
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
bitch
Rehab and they're snappin'
what the hell happened?
they flappin' they gums on some dumb drums
punks, son of a bums come undone
chumps run for cover from the upper
rechelant, feed your upper crust, slut come for supper
step beyond fresh
make a sucker wish his daddy wore a condom
don't admit like O.J. did when he hit that bitch in the kitchen
got MCs tellin' 5-0, yo I just slipped again
if my dick was where my mouth is and my nuts on my chin
you'd be french-kissin' me now and your knees wouldn't get scared
fuckin' bitch put on a berka, walk five steps behind me
I mean now!
I'll spill your teeth like Chiclets if you try me
these motherfuckin' punk boys fuckin' it up for real
motherfuckers the some company got me up in the butt
stayin' fucked up like herringbones with a kink
and my eyes are so red blood drips when I blink
am I fuckin' happy? what the fuck you think?
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
we're the shit
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
so get down
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
bitch
Ain't nobody checkin' for the way that we be bringin' it raw
I read needin' the stores that been a rippin'
your jaw out of the socket
got a gun? you better get it out of your pocket and cock it
before you hittin' the floor
seein' stars, and rock it, yo Brooks get the door
close it up and lock it, yo shoot ‘em if they knock
and I don't care if you're a millionaire, billionaire
off from here, keep your money, throw your skill in the air
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
we're the shit
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
so get down
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
bitch
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
we're the shit
And everybody wants to be there
but no one wants to stay around
so get down
'cause everybody feels defeated
every time we come around
My addiction makes me piss on floors
and go home with these scabby whores
i took to much LSD
now i'm in I C U at MRE
Cocaine and Coors come out my pores
Pukin in the kitchen down on all 4's
My heads an earthquake i sweat and shake
Ashes on a coke can ready to melt a cake
Spittin blood, Pickin sores, fuck cuttin the line
Stick the straw in the bag and do it all at one time
Fuckin chicken heads wearin house shoes and rollers
Tried to pawn a remote control as a motorola
Got it beat bop Pubu pull lip and tug
Pooky and snoop-snoop and some other thug
Blacked out in the crackhouse and wet my pants
I almost died, dove out the ambulance
My dads Jack Daniels kicked the cockerspaniels
First i did a bump off my high school annual
Gettin geeked hit the toilet for a quick jackoff
by the time i got a nut i rip my dickskin off
Punched a hole in the wall, i got crabs on my balls
and i'm lookin for a pepple in the carpet in the hall
Runnin from drug raids, my brains an arcade
MY FAMILY'S AFRAID I GOT AIDS
My addiction makes me piss on floors
and go home with these scabby whores
i took to much LSD
now i'm in I C U at MRE
My addiction
My addiction
My addiction
My addiction
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
Seen her at the corner shop
Sun dress dirty flip flops
Hand full of lollipops
Listenin' to hip hop
She knows everyone that comes around her grows
Waling down a dirt road
Blowin' open doors
And I know better but I keep getting heated
Jonsey want'a front
Don't want her baby getting treated
In the wrong way
But I gotta come along
Been a long day so put it in a song say
And I saw her at the fruit stand
And she smiled as if to say
I know that you are watching
When Ms. Jones jerked her away, my cutie
Waved from the car window
With one finger and a grin
And as the car got smaller all I could think about was sin
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
Even though I'm grown
Got it for this little bitty full blown
But Ms. Jones got her in the home
I'm alone
With her Polaroid in my hand
I try to hide the fact that I live in a trash can, man
How she got me in the zone
Called up to her house but somebody hung up the phone
Dial tone and I'm hinding in the grass
All up in her yard just to get a look at her ass dawn
I know she's too young for me
Yo, she asked me to the fair
I wish she would ignore me
Hard to pretend not to care
My friends all say she's skanky
But I dig her armpit hair
And when I get my license
I'm gonna ask her to a picnic, yeah
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
Innocence and beauty
Such a deadly combination
Innocence and beauty
Such a deadly combination
Finally pulled her from the gridlock
Climax to the plot
Took her to see Kid Rock
Touched her on her wet spot
Now I got her open no Ms. Jones scopin'
Time for pokin' and I know
I don't really want her this way
But Ms. Jones kept her from my clutches everyday
So I go, hey, it will never be the same
And I don't even know her mother-fuckin' name
Ms. Jones
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
Gotta pretty yellow bird that she be keepin' in a cage
Ms. Jones gotta yellow bird
But she don't want her pretty yellow bird to get laid
Get laid, get laid
But a B boy's gotta get paid
Get paid, get paid
[Chorus x2]
This town is my home, it's deep in my soul
Thats why I'm at home, even when im on the road
[Verse 1]
Grew up in the backdrop, of a small town
Nissan truck, dropped down
Volkswagon Rabbit, with the top down
Sittin on BBS's, how that sound
Yeah, yall remeber that dont ya
dont-da-da-dont-da-dont-da-dont-dont ya
Thats where I come from Houston county
No distance a tour bus can take me
To make me forget gettin my ass whipped
In the parking lot of Mazio's
Skippin church the first time I heard Planet Rock come out a boombox
That may be the day God saved my soul
So, I take a little bit of everything I ever learned with me anywhere on this globe I go
Nobody can take that, think back
Linda Mae gave me the name
Now Daddy Boone's in your radio
And for those that think that I changed, I did
The world out there took a naive kid
Scarred his heart and beat him down
And this songs me commin back around
From out the town, what up folks
[Chorus x2]
[Verse 2]
Northside High School Makin beats on the top of my desk
Whenever the techer left the room
Three years of ridin the bench wantin' to play
More than the last 13 seconds of the game, gotta get a name
Hangin with the hood that loves my girlfriend
Ended up doin everyone of em
None of them ever thought I knew, but I do
And it's cool cuz I used to do your boo too
Stealin cigarettes and malt liqour
Back of the Pep Rally in a cardigan sweater
Vowed that I would quit partyin, never
But now we got death and meth and nothin left
But questions in our minds
Do you really think this town is ever really gonna change in our time
It's in the sky, a mile high
It's on your table, that black label
It's in your locker, that bottle of vodka
Sardines, and pork & beans
[Chorus x2]
[Verse 3]
Sit on the trunk of a 66 Pontiac
Where the party at?
I'm askin my kinfolk as the sun gets low
Can I get a hit of your cognac?
Hell no, yall know
Aint nuthin but a corner left
Did you hear about Peanut? He nutted up
Four police cars, he was raisin hell
Took mace and a billy club to shut him up
Well, been sittin here by myself
Drinkin on Easy Jesus
With a dime to sell
Hangin low cuz I just got out of jail myself
One day I'm gonna leave this place
And yall might never ever see my face again
Friends been friends since we were little bitty
Dagnabbit I got the same bad habits my dad had as a
lad/ I get mad at myself sittin in the back of a cab
feelin wack as a whip on the back of a slave on a ship
back in the days at times waking up is slap in the
face/ but the passion of one whose flesh was torn away
by the cat of 9 tails an pierced by one spear and 3
nails/ has saved my soul but there's still times I get
weak and there's still times I get beat/ and sometimes
I write rhymes way to ill to repeat and I don't want
to be another hypocrite on a beat/ but sometimes when
the sun shines I wish I could sleep it away but today
I woke up with some strength counted a couple of
blessings and stepped out in the street/ and the sweet
smell of victory put my mind at ease and the breeze
told the tree's to whisper something to me/ and they
told me don't worry I told the devil u was with me.
Jesus loves me this I know
for the bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
They are weak but he is strong
Those who trespass allow me to forgive I wasn't dealt
the hand they got lives they got to live/ besides
they don't answer to me I'm not you and we've all made
mistakes and known not what to do/ it's true see if I
hurt you that hurts me I'm not entitled to the lord's
tender mercy/ till I drop down on my knee's and say
please put me into your solution and free me of this
disease/ I won't make it one more step unless u take
this load I tote with my soul I'll just break and
won't wait one second longer than I must or bond with
anyone stronger than this trust so/ the only thing to
do is lean on you and not be lead astray by what the
demon do.
Jesus loves me this I know
for the bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
They are weak but he is strong
Don't try to be the best man be the best that u can/
cause number 1 ain't nothing but the opinion of man and
man loves death, hate, crime, and pain/ his kids are
into theft, long lines of cane/ insanity profanity
ecstasy and blasphemy but as for me I'm just tryin to
maintain and it's a damn shame our brains have been
trained to crazy and lazy scared to make change in
these hard times I try to be a role model but I ain't
gonna lie y'all I still battle the bottle and that's my
biggest struggle/ I ain't the one to follow sometimes
I get the urge to leave a 12 pack hollow/ just writing
some inner-sentiments ain't none of us innocent from
mansions to tenements whether male or feminine all of
us are guilty of showing a little ignorance being
resentful, envious, and belligerent/ one day maybe we
can figure it out but till then I guess I'll just pull
this cigarette out pull up a chair and open a brew,
sit down on the porch and do what I do
Jesus loves me this I know
for the bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
Just walk away, just walk away
There's too much wrong for you to stay
Just walk away, Just walk away
Gonna get yourself in trouble, walk away
Now he was just your average everyday traffic jam competitor
With half a gram, walkin' in the club tryin' to set it off
She had two silicon weapons of mass distraction
Nipples like screw-in cleats, damn near blastin'
Through her skin tight blouse, she lookin' for some action
Said her hubby was out of town and started askin'
If he'd like to go to her house.
I think that's when he realized he couldn't do it
Looked at her finger, a diamond from her ring
Hit his eye, he couldn't linger
He started feelin' guilty for everything they were up to
He took a deep breath said, "you know what, I'd love to
But evidently there is already someone who loves you"
She looked at him like he insulted her and said, "fuck you
Look at your pupils, I know what that stuff do
Mr. Goody Twoshoes, Call me out, I'll call you out too."
Now he was weak as her, he had a ring too.
Just walk away, just walk away
There's too much wrong for you to stay
Just walk away, Just walk away
Gonna get yourself in trouble, walk away
Together in their deceitful ways embracing the lust
They got carried away like a dog chasin' a bus
They were back at her house in another man's bed
And gettin 'freaky deaky' while the husband sped home
To see his wife cause his job had got done early
Meanwhile they're wreckin' the room
And talkin' all dirty, and sweaty
The hubby stopped and got some flowers so pretty
And a bottle of wine to spend some time with his sweetie
Gets home, sees a car in the yard and he's thinkin' hmmm?
Walks up the driveway opens the door and goes numb
Just about the time he's gonna yell "honey I'm home"
A trail of clothes down the hall leading to passionate moans
Changed his tone, tip-toed to the gun cabinet
Grabbed a gun his daddy gave him that he used in Vietnam
Walk down the hall kicked in the door said "surprise"
Sat down on the bed with guns and roses and wine
Just walk away, just walk away
There's too much wrong for you to stay
Just walk away, Just walk away
Gonna get yourself in trouble, walk away
Hubby said "how you two love birds doing? You havin' fun?
Don't cover up your nakedness now, What's done's done"
He made his wife call her parents
Made the dude call his wife and daughter
And told them to come over, "let's talk about life"
And then hubby called the preacher 'cause you want God involved
When the victim of infidelity has got a revolver
and the guests straggled into the room one at a time
Realizing what was happening and then wishing they were blind
He told the preacher who had married them back in the day
That he was right 'the lord works in mysterious ways'
Then he addressed the room waving the gun carefree
Saying "ladies and gentlemen you've been called here to see
Two naked embarrassed humans in a bed that I bought
They were havin' great sex about the time they got caught"
Then he laid the gun down on the bed so relaxed
And said "I'm leaving' feel free to shoot me in the back"
Just walk away, just walk away
There's too much wrong for you to stay
Just walk away, Just walk away
And breathin's overrated
Stormchasin' and its gettin' later
I used to love her now I hate her shes a brain-raider
Fallin' in a crater
Of lost memories
I'm so out of hand
That I dont even fuck with me
I'm goin' trippin' drunk and slippin'
Sleepin' in ditches
Switchin prescriptions
Bangin' a random whore and itchin'
I dont give a flyin' feces
I ain't one with the human species
Slappin the nurse tryin' to up my CC's
I fall apart
Take all my pain turn it to art
Blowin' up a K-Mart and blame it all on Mozart
Fuck, I'm surprised I got a deal
Every two hours I take a pill
That's where I'm at,
It's all surreal
I got imaginary friends
An imaginary life,
An imaginary wife,
And a real knife
Outta here by next weekend
Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin'
And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery
I think im losin' my mind
I'm whacked out on Jack and blacked out
Trapped in a crackhouse full of d-d-d-d-d-doubt
I got guilt to the hilt
I fight tears and fears
Been out for 10 years
Hit a big bump up off the mirror
Find me at www dot
I came to trouble you dot
Come here mothafucka take your best shot
Suicidal, got a lot of demons to fight
I'll probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle
I feel abused to lose the blues
I'll bring my booze
I'm in the who's who's
And dope fees and floozies in the land
Preparin for news
These niggas are never choosy
The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to my forehead
And I'm barely here (here)
Look in the mirror every day and slowly dissappear
Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career
Riddles I fear
Staggered out in the street and fall off a pier, awww fuck it
And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery
My heartbeat is racin'
Even though I'm standin still I cant stop stormchasin'
I stole a shell casing
So close to overdose the light of day hurts my eyes
Wishin my death to be a surprise
My life should be more
Than four walls and a floor
But thats all that is mine
God give me a sign
Cause I'm tryin'and dyin' at the same time
I'm not hesitatin'
Just waitin'
Heck yeah comin' with a flurry
And like the spice up in you throat
I get you chokin' like that curry
Somethin' bout the police and them lights that get me worried
Made a lap up on that bastard in a hurry
Flyin' from the spirits so I got a story
The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray
It's all a can still its filled with no glory
Top the killer red out at 2: 30
And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
Some people live in luxury
I know it sounds real nice but baby that's not me
I got no mansion out in Beverley Hills
I'm lookin' sideways down I probably always will
But it don't mean nothin, nothin to me
cause I'll always find you where I need you to be
Some people want all the things that money can buy
I'm happy waitin' on the side they can all pass me by
I got enough in my pocket for this bottle of wine
'long as I got you hunny I'll be fine
My life is spinning like a great big wheel
fell off the winnin track and I'm not coming back
nobondy know exactally how I feel
but you're a friend of mine
you're always right on time
when my soul gets weary you've been there for me
gonna cast my troubles out over the sea
Some people want all the things that money can buy
I'm happy waitin' on the side they can all pass me by
I got enough in my pocket for this bottle of wine
'long as I got you hunny I'll be fine
Some people live in luxury
I know it sounds real nice livin in paradise
I got no mansion out in Beverley Hills
I'm lookin' sideways down I probably always will
But it don't mean nothin, nothin to me
cause I'll always find you where I need you to be
Some people want all the things that money can buy
I'm happy waitin' on the side they can all pass me by
I got enough in my pocket for this bottle of wine
'long as I got you hunny I'll be fine
Some people want all the things that money can buy
I'm happy waitin' on the side they can all pass me by
I got enough in my pocket for this bottle of wine
Because of what you have done
the heaven's have become a part of man's world
and as you talk to us from the Sea of Tranquility
it inspires us to bring peace and tranquility to Earth
you're go for landing, over
Coming down I put a hole in my soul
and I done heard 3 morning roosters crow
and I can't live this way no mo'
my brain's on the Autobahn, my body's slow
scared of me now, I've been mean and hateful
jealous, greedy and so ungrateful
if I be wise and I can't drive
it's hard to believe I'm still alive
skin is plastic, breath is death
a theft charge and that is all that's left
computer's glitched, all money's gone
and I don't even know my way back home
(Chorus)
And I've landed in a place I don't belong
this is wrong, this is my song
call someone, I need some help
can you save me from my self?
It started out good about 5 days ago
I was gonna have a few drinks, maybe stop after fo'
Long Island Iced Teas, take the me outta me
you can go ask my dad, it takes the him outta he
but something, caused me to malfunction
I dropped the drink and start huntin'
figuring better things, wantin'
something for my sinuses, something for my back pain
either one it's dope but give me Lortab and cocaine
off the chain, the next four days I'm handed
I'm sober and stranded, naked and cattle-branded
(Chorus)
Coming down I put a hole in my soul
and I done heard 3 morning roosters crow
and I can't live this way no mo'
my brain's on the Autobahn, my body's slow
scared of me now, I've been mean and hateful
jealous, greedy and so ungrateful
if I be wise and I can't drive
it's hard to believe I'm still alive
skin is plastic, breath is death
a theft charge and that is all that's left
computer's glitched, all money's gone
and I don't even know my way back home
(Chorus)
Hey, I'm sorry mama
Yeah, I was just a little boy
it hurts, it hurts so bad sometimes
feeling not many joy
And I've landed in a place I don't belong
this is wrong, this is my song
call someone, I need some help
can you save me from my self?
And I've landed in a place I don't belong
And I've landed in a place I don't belong
this is wrong, this is my song
call someone, I need some help
can you save me from my self?
Can you save me?
And I've landed in a place I don't belong
Can you save me from myself?
Can you save me from myself?
Can you save me?
Well it's just another lawn chair high
It's just another lawn chair high
And I'm sittin' in the carport
Lookin' down the driveway
Watchin' all the cars go by
And it's alright... it's alright
And it's alright... it's alright
Hey Reese, check this out
And while the world trippin'
I'm sippin'
I really don't give a flyin' parapalegic chicken
watchin' the cars
we don't need bars
we got a garage
a cooler full of beers
fuck an entourrage
my life is one big funny mirage
I slept all day
and I'm a sit and let the cd play
my wife is a thousand miles away
and I've got (X)anax all the way
no work, all play
my attitude is go away
I'm talkin' to people
I'm through with this episode
I'm workin' on a sequel
I take my iced coffee with 2 Equal
I'm too evil
at least that's what people think
you wonder why I drink
'cause I've done it all, seen it all
and it don't really matter
I might as well sit in the carport
talk shit and get fatter
It's just another lawnchair high
people rollin' by, "Hi"
look here, don't die
Well it's just another lawn chair high
It's just another lawn chair high
And I'm sittin' in the carport
Lookin' down the driveway
Watchin' all the cars go by
And it's alright... it's alright
And it's alright... it's alright
Hell yeah, got my boombox
this tune rocks
the boondocks
back as well
packin' the bag of the wacky tobacco
pack a bowl up
you can stack or fold up the lawnchair
I don't care
got a brew in the Igloo cooler, too
plus a barrage of puzzlein' thoughts
in my garage, guzzelin' Heinekin
my mind I cannot focus
'cause I'm blind again
so find a friend to tell it to
I'm tryin' to relax, dawg
I ain't tryin' to hear about
the guns, loot and cars
or one silicone titty, pity
done tootin', bars
I'm tryin' to catch the escalator
to the sun, moon and stars, bra
you gotta love it, whoo
like Jimmy Buffet, yeah
give me some stuff that I can handle
and fuck it
and please hold my calls
'cause I'm out for the night
mosquito bites and lightnin' bugs
got neon bars
you better recamuthafuckinize
give me that funnel and run along
youngins
Well it's just another lawn chair high
It's just another lawn chair high
And I'm sittin' in the carport
Lookin' down the driveway
Watchin' all the cars go by
And it's alright... it's alright
And it's alright... it's alright
Hell Yeah
I got it all goin', I know'n
and there ain't nothin' that you can
tell me in this moment
and I'm hopin' this evening
I'm leaving all my troubles inside
while I sit and get by
with what I really do best
and if I may suggest you do the same
which is nothing
and that ain't frontin'
I'm steady comin' with it
talkin' to myself and all else
it's gettin' figured out
as'n I gets further along
turn the right into wrong
change the words to this song
I know I ain't singin' along
but deep inside it feels on
so I'm a carry on
sippin', skippin'
every other idea that
that runs up in here
'cause it's clear, they multiply
fly back between both of my ears
and who cares?
I've got a minute if you're with it
we can get it
set it in the chair
somewhere in the front, out there
holler in the air
"WE THE SHIT OVER HERE!"
Well it's just another lawn chair high
It's just another lawn chair high
And I'm sittin' in the carport
Lookin' down the driveway
Watchin' all the cars go by
And it's alright... it's alright
We ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is right where you'll lay
I want to see your arm's movin' side to side
you want to win, then be on my side
we ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is where you'll lay
I want to see your arms movin' side to side
you want to win, be on my side
Hey, don't worry about me, I'm doin' fine
want to knock my head off, get in line
I'm on like grits and Dunkin' dime
couldn't be rap/rock 'cause we can't rhyme
this year, Rehab on the cover of Time
nineteen Grammys and a cold ad line
‘bout tired of ya'll retards not gettin' it
rhyme's so dope, it can't be bit
now every damn cousin' want to rap and shit
ask for rock licks and holla up in the mix
might get away with it on rock radio
but come ‘round here, get slapped with flow
I know you know I'll take your ho
I'm throwin' bottles, stumps and elbows
everytime I see a video, I think about titty, TV
I want to know where the dough go
I'm dirty southern skies, I'm undercover
errr! Hit it raw, no rubber
Brooks you're stupid, naw dawg I'm a genius
got a wide-load hanging down from my wee-wee
you're a food court rhymer up in the malls
I'm a world-wide phenomenon walkin' through walls
many been mangled or often angled
sister step down to puke the triangle
happy, happy, happy, naw
get into the pit, break a jaw
let off steam, fuck the scene
don't give a damn who keeps it clean
I don't feel love unless it bleeds
I don't want to mosh, I wanna stampede
Yeeahh, get up, get up, let's go, let's go, let's go
We ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is right where you'll lay
I want to see your arm's movin' side to side
you want to win, then be on my side
we ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is where you'll lay
I want to see your arms movin' side to side
you want to win, be on my side
I cannot make a mistake by being my fuckin' self
and if you ain't lookin' for me, you can settle for someone else
so punk, who's willin' to suck your dick and wipe your stinkin' ass
those clothes, money and hoe's don't give you a lick of class
I can't believe I've got myself into this fucked-up situation where
I don't know what you want from me and now I don't fuckin' care
if I gotta to wear Fubu and get a new ‘do to rock you
then fuck you and suck my cock too
‘cause phony is something I cannot do
that ain't my talent dumb-ass
you can drop me and three years from now this'll be the new shit
and if that's what you want then right now I'm teachin' you how to do shit
man, fuck a thug, fuck a lie, fuck a scheme
if you can't market the truth, then don't fuck with me
ya'll don't want to break new ground so call the lawyer
draw up the paper work, release me, forget it
or fuckin' blow me up, in which case, you still get the credit
We ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is right where you'll lay
I want to see your arm's movin' side to side
you want to win, then be on my side
we ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is where you'll lay
I want to see your arms movin' side to side
you want to win, be on my side
Get up or lay down, get up or lay down
get up or lay down, get up or lay down
get up or lay down, get up or lay down
get up or lay down
We ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is right where you'll lay
I want to see your arm's movin' side to side
you want to win, then be on my side
we ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is where you'll lay
I want to see your arms movin' side to side
you want to win, be on my side
We ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is right where you'll lay
I want to see your arm's movin' side to side
you want to win, then be on my side
we ain't come to play, get outta the way
or where you stand is where you'll lay
I want to see your arms movin' side to side
you want to win, be on my side
I can't catch up to you
You're already gone too far
And you don't remember
Who you are or who I am
I can't catch up with you
You're way up ahead of me
And you're getting harder see
Everyday as you run away
You're cutting lines out on a bible
Too busy dying to stop and live
You done gave up on survival
You gave all that you can give
And I sure wish you would come back home
Nothing else for you to prove
I know you try real hard to make your mark
But that world don't love you the way I do
I can't catch up to you
You're already gone too far
And you don't remember
Who you are or who I am
I can't catch up with you
You're way up ahead of me
And you're getting harder see
Everyday as you run away
There just ain't no coming down
When there ain't no one around
And your head still makes that sound
And I watch it drive you crazy
Your mama's saying prayers
Pleading with the man upstairs
You feel like no one cares
And I watch it drive you crazy
You run run run run hiding from the sun u un
And I know you wanna turn around
But there's nothing I can do
I can't catch up to you
You're already gone too far
And you don't remember
Who you are or who I am
I can't catch up with you
You're way up ahead of me
And you're getting harder see
Everyday as you run away
These demons behind their faces
You know the lies they tell are true
You paint yourself into a corner
And you chose the color blue
And you look for inspiration
In the dark where the sickness lives
And you're stumbling over your own two feet
And you're headed for the edge of a cliff
I can't catch up to you
You're already gone too far
And you don't remember
Who you are or who I am
I can't catch up with you
You're way up ahead of me
And you're getting harder see
Everyday as you run away
I watch you stumble watch you fall
And I just can't seem to help at all
And I feel...feel like I'm wasting my time with you
And I know the way you feel been there myself
And I just don't wanna see your plan
And I don't wanna see you go through hell
I know it hurts I know it stabs
And I know it makes you feel real bad
Feel those things that are going on
Inside your head and make your eyes
Bloody red and I sympathize
Cuz I know the way you are
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you and f**k you
State your religious background
I don't believe in shit
Life is hell
I'm wearing oven mits
When I'm rubbing the tits
Earth is a materialistic bitch
This whole totem-pole society's an oxymoron
Operation Clean Sweep better watch the few bomb
And while the coca really sits on me and starts the hooking
And while you legalize liquor, I'm drunk running down children
And shovin' cocaine in my nose to raise my self esteem
And think, God will koos the cream
F**k me, I'm ain't living the American dream
Wonder why so many fall to smuggeling
And taking off their clothes for higher funding
Work is based on economic status
Be a part of the cesspool
Beat your wife, ignore your kids
Make six figures and you're successful
Know nobility and poverty
CSPAN sends chills up my spine
You might as well not even exist
If you ain't got some gold around your wrists
And shit, I done slit mine
Life is not a blessing
It is detesting
Yo, even the Virgin Mary be undressing
To pay rent
Welcome to a democratic government
In God We Trust
To Hell we sent
I strike up a full sprint
When the day the planet turns to ashes
Breathing down my neck
Hellish degrees of Armageddon
Some are running with sleestax
With weed sacks
And get yours mentality
Suppress fear, grind gears
Weakness is opportunity
A dirty bitch pass
We don't wanna say scum
I'm a fruitcake
I want it all
To be a bag, a pound of product
Of Babylon
Flavor technology
Shaking of parts of incest and sodomy
inside of me
I gotta be normal
Can't, no chance
Be in confusion
Gotta romance
Pass the ambulance
Could be an omen
Don't believe in superstition
But I better look and listen
Hope it ain't a premonition
Chronically stricken with tension
Invention of evil
Deceitful people
Living regally
Got it illegally
But they gather beneath the steeple
Treat you like you're not equal
And I'm abnormal?
I wonder
Turmoil, anger, lightning, thunder
Life is not a blessing
It is the test
Yo, even the Virgin Mary be undressing
To pay rent
Welcome to a democratic government
In God We Trust
To Hell we sent
So I relinquish every optimistic
Discover our existence
And resist this
For every single mortal was serving a pitiless sin
Its gutless and all
So to will cry and sorta buy contentment
Confusing the awareness of a much more advanced station
With hope and inhalation
A self designed violation
Every and all generation
Is played, deteriate into dismay
But don't blame me for diagnosing the reality of human creatures
I defeat ya
To see your mental feature like a preacher
So get busy dying
Stop defying your morals by crying
While authenticity is inevitable since ev'er go
now, advise the world of this tribulation
And divert demonstration
The ill advised creed is in track
Falling in a confrontation
How can anything be over if it never started
The weak departed
In this genetic inherited from God
Karma in the lights of stars
Life is not a blessing
It is detesting
Yo, even the Virgin Mary be undressing
To pay rent
Welcome to a democratic government
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the exit'sign
to outside my mind
Everybody wants to talk
and I want peace
when I want to be alone
you call on me
and I'm tryin' to breathe
through Brillo pad lungs
when I want to go to sleep
that's when daylight comes
and I ain't ready for tomorrow
or is that today
you insisted that I borrow
then refused to let me pay
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the exit'sign
to outside my mind
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the way
to that neon garden
where I used to play
When I'm looking for an answer
you confuse me everytime
when I get off of probation
you go and do a crime
and I'm tryin' to see
through extremely blurry vision
when I start not to care
you start thinking with precision
when I'm stallin' for time
why do I live so fast
and you're hoping for a future
livin' in the past
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the exit'sign
to outside my mind
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the way
to that neon garden
where I used to play
All my childhood pictures
had sunny skies
and sparkling eyes
not being allowed to feel can kill
why do we let it get so real?
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the exit'sign
to outside my mind
And I'm runnin' for an earhole
looking for the way
to that neon garden
where I used to play
I was just a kid
I was just a kid
were you there?
were you there?
hey, were you there?
were you there?
(Brooks Buford) W-F-U-K AM 420 now interrupts your regular radio programming for broadcast of the One Duck County Demon game.
Chuck Janke (Brooks Buford): Hey pussies, and welcome to the first game of the new season. I'm Chuck Janke.
Wink Dinkerson (Danny Boone): And this is Wink Dinkerson. I tell ya, it was a rough year for our guys last season.
CJ: Sure was. Well, it started off good, but then just went to straight fecal matter thrown into a DC-10 engine, if ya know what I mean!
WD: Yeah, some real turd action.
CJ: Yeah, a shit-twister, if you will!
WD: Yeah, I heard Danny Boone had stomach surgery.
CJ: Sure did.
WD: Apparently his liver fell out in his Warner Robbins home.
CJ: God, what a dick.
WD: Really.
CJ: Yeah, Brooks Buford ended up in the ER with a hole in his nose.
WD: Yeah, and we all know what that was from.
CJ: We sure do. God, what an asshole.
WD: Who does he think he is? Darryl Strawberry? Geeze louise.
CJ: Yeah, he's a little Robert Downey, Jr. Yeah, well, it looks like they're about to come out on the field now.
WD: Well, folks, let's hope for a better season than the last. America -
CJ: Tell 'em Wink.
Ain't you from Georgia
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
(Brooks)
She tender like tender roni
suck the meat off the boney
you know that I'm feeling lonely
make me some macaroni
cook me a cheesesteak
sit with me by the lake
why bother with bein' fake
f**k it, let's mate
like rabbits and caribous
you know I don't care, boo
yeah, baby I care about you
bust a nut over you
all in the family room
lettin' the bass boom
you smilin' right now
but you'll be washin' your face soon
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
(Danny)
Okay, I'm in a GTO, a '66
with this dixie chick
lickin' Pixie Stix
all in my mix
can't beat these ho's off me
tricks and hicks all be kickin' digits at me
hollin' call me
shit, like I'm ballin'
hell and y'all all callin' me
Spaulding, Rawlins to my face
behind my back, pray I'm fallin'
I'm a lay the law then
I've been where y'all been
I ain't shamed
I've shared an eight ball with lame friends
but when does truth start
and where does the game end
I pushed on the door long enough
and it caved in
now you're on my ankles
holdin' on, stranglin'
my neck, no respect ho
I'm not your angle
I'm not gonna be able to pay your cable
I can't get you baby David on a label
so save it
if it was all gravy, maybe
"you done changed!"
yeah bitch, you used to hate me
that's alright, come by the house around 11: 30
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
(Killa Mike)
Now she's a ball juggler
a dick smuggler
she thinks I'm lovin' her
but, I'm just cuttin' her
so pimpish, wood grain in the parlor
golden ball, 24s
make these ho's holla
swalla
even make believe
and everything this weekend
gold's in my mouth
damn right, I'm from the South
lookin' like a million bucks
I did us on some Chucks
Brooks Buford, Danny Boone
crawlin' all up in your womb
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
and girl I aim to please
I want somebody now
to come lay down with me
I got that dirty South
Come on, come on, come on, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
You turn away when I come around
I ain't even looked at you
when I look at you, you look down
look crazy, tell me who are you?
I get this shit 'cause when I hear a sound
Brooks, "Kill everybody"
people talkin' in my head, I hear 'em screamin', want to shut 'em down
and everyday I run away
but I don't know where I'm goin'
end up back where I stay
givin' up, brain overflowin'
disarray, pain, dismay
I'm in a lot of pain, for sure
I call my momma but she told me take a Tegritol and go away
I write shit on the wall
but it doesn't make any sense
God's gonna kill you all
If you are, no he isn't
pop another Rispidol
or maybe I should take four
I put my head through a mirror and nobody seemed to care at all
back from another bender
but I don't know when I'm comin' off
threw the T.V. through the window
honey, can you turn it off?
ask my girl, "where's my fuckin' dinner?"
lucky I'm even here
she told me, "make it for yourself!"
and then she hit me with a blender
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
if you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
company, and I understand
I'm scared as you are and
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin' me
Chest tight, shallow breath, scared to death, cottonmouth
nervous, takin' sweaters and devils' inside me kickin' his way outta me
lie to me, tell me I'm normal and beggin' me
and now could it be the way I'm livin'
I got me thinkin' everybody's after me, so casually
these strangers be starin' when they passin' me
and I get the feeling they know I only work half the week
and I'm just waitin' for one of these sorry son of a bitches to laugh at me
so I can let the demon preceed and bleed
I've been geekin' 3 weeks and I need some peace
this razzamatazz and pizzazz, has like I'm Alcatraz
dire for getting me higher, shows like the wires on my tires
having a panic attack in the back of a Cadillac on crack
what's the fact, what the fuck, how to act
I'm feelin' stuck, what if it fades to black
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
if you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
company, and I understand
I'm scared as you are and
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin' me
But I really gotta wonder why
your head is in the way
no matter what I do I can't die
I'll try it anyway
no matter what I do I ain't high
speed, Special-K
so I'm coppin' me a bird and stick it in my mouth...bye, bye
Brookie, don't do that
that's what I'm shootin' for
or at least get it on that
record label whore
before you do that
just release the album
so we can make a million dollars off you just to buy a Cadillac
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
if you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
company, and I understand
I'm scared as you are and
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin' me
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
if you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
company, and I understand
I'm scared as you are man
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
killin' me, killin' me, killin' me, killin' me
Please release this fear from me
wherefore art thou sanity?
bleeding joy, I have no skin
turn off the noise, I'm cavin' in
I cry and pray, I lay awake
could someone please just make it go away
Just because you're paranoid does not mean the whole world ain't against you
if you had to stand alone I'd bet you'd bring a friend to keep you
company, and I understand
I'm scared as you are and
I swear to god my mind's workin' against me
Spinning into infinity
I drink my cup of mushroom tea
See the stars flirting 'round
My vision
Time for me to fly
This is my mission
Tonight
Can you tell me where my mind is?
Is is over there?
Is it over here?
Is it between my ear?
Is it in my beer?
I'm out of here...
She's got views and she's got opinions,
She went to school and she handles her business.
When she gets to trippin', when she gets to buggin',
Ain't no man gonna tell her nothin'.
It's her way or the highway,
Right or wrong.
If she hold back, its not for long.
Simply will not tolerate ignorance,
Quick to leave a party if she's not feelin it.
So I, just try, to make her laugh.
She just sits there starin' at a crooked window,
Tears in her eyes, with a glass of Kindle Jackson Cabernet Sauvignon.
And it really don't matter what I think,
She won't change for nobody.
Says I don't listen when she yada yada yada,
Crazy girl, crazy girl,
She says I'm outta my mind,
And shes my crazy girl.
She likes to watch TV in the dark,
Whether the car or the grocery cart,
She's gotta drive because she's got issues.
Corrects my speech whenever I misuse,
A word or get my verb tense screwed up,
3 times a week I pick Mexican food up.
Cheese dip fixes everything,
I'm just a court jester and she's my queen.
So I just try to make her laugh.
She just sits there starin' at a crooked window,
Tears in her eyes, with a glass of Kindle Jackson Cabernet Sauvignon.
And it really don't matter what I think,
She won't change for nobody.
Says I don't listen when she yada yada yada,
Crazy girl, crazy girl,
She says I'm outta my mind,
And shes my crazy girl.
I try to tell her everything is gonna be alright,
She says "I'm really really sorry that I'm so uptight."
I tell her "don't apologize, its just the way you are,
Some folks think about things too hard."
I'm like "Yo, look it here, listen, truth be known,
It's quite possible I have faults of my own.
Don't know of any yet but I'm sure there's some.
You probably can't tell,
But I bet there's one."
And I think, she just might, crack a smile."
She just sits there starin' at a crooked window,
Tears in her eyes, with a glass of Kindle Jackson Cabernet Sauvignon.
And it really don't matter what I think,
She won't change for nobody.
Says I don't listen when she yada yada yada,
Crazy girl, crazy girl,
She says I'm outta my mind,
Pour some liquor on my ulcer
I wanna talk about the pain
Come on friend let's sit down and suffer
Together man together man
I'm strangly angry unashamed deranged
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
Whatever don't care for drama
I slammed my boss man on his neck took my check
Kicked a dent in the pricks Benz bent the antenna
Once again I'm unemployed
But once I get up with my boys I'm copasetic
The past is too over to sweat it
Wifey told me to get sober
I told her to dead it I'm so firmly embeded
In my bullheaded ways going home I dread it
Feels Like I'm being pulled seven way I hate it
I'm jaded simply stated I'm faded ain't it a bitch
If I was paid they'd all swing from my dick
Wanna sing on my shit
Now care is the only thing the I'm eager to quit
Yeah I teeter a bit on the edge of sanity that say Danny
Be tripping cuz they hear my teeth as they grit
Pour some liquor on my ulcer
I wanna talk about the pain
Come on friend let's sit down and suffer
Together man together man
I'm strangly angry unashamed deranged
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
Whatever don't care for drama
So many people and opinions it drains my energy
I care about me exclusively
No apologies or excess baggage
To damage or slow my pursuit of max potential
Sick of advice clogging my noggin
Finding selfishness essential
I snap like a pencil past pissed
Pushing psychotic fist through sheet rock
Why the boundaries no more conscience attacks
That prove to be nonsense in fact
No more respect fuck what you feel
Far as I know my thoughts and visions
Are the only things real
I'm not an extra in a movie 'bout everyone else
I got a thousand fuck yous to give out
It's time to hit below the belt
And back stab with violent aggression
And spit in fucking faces
Pour some liquor on my ulcer
I wanna talk about the pain
Come on friend let's sit down and suffer
Together man together man
I'm strangly angry unashamed deranged
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
Whatever don't care for drama
I hear a roaring beast
I'm in the war for peace
The tears pour from these eyes
To store the heat rising inside of me
Anger bangs on my brain but
I manage not to do damage
What a planet we inhabit
It's sad but its true dammit
The dealer of bad habits
Is working his black magic
Imagine packing the gat that
You grab from your dad cabinet with
Nothing less than evil intention
Pour some liquor on my ulcer
I wanna talk about the pain
Come on friend let's sit down and suffer
Together man together man
I'm strangly angry unashamed deranged
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
My lady says I'm broke because I'm scared of change
(Hook:)
We live like there ain't no tomorrow
No regrets, no time for the sorrow
Keep movin one foot in front of the other
We all looking for something Hey, hey, hey
I'm in the center lane on a freeway
My radiator blown on a 100 degree day
And I'm more in a hurry than I was before
And once again the whole world is in my way
So this is earth and I'm stuck here
Where profanity pours from faces like mine
And the only thing that we're sure of is
Is we're runnin out of money, patience and time
One step forward and two steps back
And we're wishin for a future, reminiscing on a flashback
Chasin a dream, hopin it exists
And we're grittin our teeth and clinchin our fists
(Hook:)
We live like there ain't no tomorrow
No regrets, no time for the sorrow
Keep movin one foot in front of the other
We all looking for something Hey, hey, hey
Am I crazy, maybe. my brain be gravy
Insane the days we have witnessed lately
It pains my greatly someone could hate me
Maybe they were lied to as babies too
Can't see logic, we camouflage it
Technology allows us to dip and dodge it
Wit magic gadgets, wires and magnets
We're standin stagnant and thinking backwards
A whole of bunch of nothing is in our way?
(Hook:)
We live like there ain't no tomorrow
No regrets, no time for the sorrow
Keep movin one foot in front of the other
[Intro]
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
[Hook]
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
[Verse 1]
Everyday same old thing same routine waking up between
1 and 2 PM with cloudy thoughts and fully clothed
Smelling like the night before the rut I'm in has become a bore
Eyes bloodshot and my head is pounding don't ask me I don't know
Man all I know is I can't find my cell
I woke up on the couch with a Taco Bell
Crunch Wrap supreme smashed all in the cushions
Feeling like my teeth need a good pressure washing
Television on mute another ExtenZe
Commercial, left my car windows down again
[Pre-Hook]
And it's raining just no use to complain
That's par for the course just more of the same
[Hook]
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
[Verse 2]
Take a shower clean myself up
Drink my coffee and beat myself up
Shake it off and try to salvage the rest of the day
Hit a drive thru looking for the 99 cent menu of course the
Cashier looks like she just might be feeling the same way
Yep I got about three friends who owe me at least 10 bucks a piece
And I'm scraping up change to eat
My windshield's cracked from a fight with my sweetie
A dash full of trash so I can't find the speeding
Ticket that got last month I think
Or was it before that I'm up that creek
[Pre-Hook]
And it's raining just no use to complain
That's par for the course just more of the same
[Hook]
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
[Bridge]
One day I'll get it together
At least I sure hope I do
I know my mama worries bout me
I know father he does too
One day I'll get it together
At least I sure hope I do
I know my mama worries bout me
I know my father he does too
[Hook]
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
Why do I do what I do
Why do I feel like a fool
Will it ever be cool
Why is that isn't what it was
Will I ever be satisfied
Singing Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah
[Outro]
And time keeps ticking away
And I'm in the same old place
I'm sure you can tell by the look on my face
[Verse 1]
Why do I feel so claustrophobic?
My heart jumping like I done did aerobics
Three days past and I barely notice
Ice Ice Baby just can't control it
Hold it I don't think I've eaten either
Alcohol is gonna kill my liver
I'm scared to death how did I meth
Up my life and short of breath
Bad checks they bounce drain my account
Listen to the voice in my head announce
"Man quit this shit" Feeling down and out
Tired but I'm wired got fired about
A week ago punched the boss in the mouth
But I wasn't wrong I just wanna belong
And I gotta a pain in one of my lungs
Man what have done? Still up at the dawn
[Hook]
I've meth'd up royally
I'm the King of Tweakers and I'm sinking deeper
Ive meth'd up everything
I'm the King of Tweakers such an evil creature
[Verse 2]
Monkey on my back done become King Kong
Stopped at the pawn shop my ring's gone
Such a disappointment to mom and dad
My Skin itches crabs grabbing at my nads
I done become what I'd be laughing at back
When I was sober with a stack of cash
Take off the edge with bag of grass
Walk by the mirror look at the jackass
What did I miss sick of this abyss
Diagnosis terminal emptiness
Gritting my teeth and clinch my fists
Hard to love anything when you stay pissed
At yourself and your health deteriorates
Cause your face stays down on mirrors and plates
If I let a tear drop I get hysterical
I'm praying begging for a miracle
[Hook]
I've meth'd up royally
I'm the King of Tweakers and I'm sinking deeper
Ive meth'd up everything
I'm the King of Tweakers such an evil creature
[Hook]
I've meth'd up royally
I'm the King of Tweakers and I'm sinking deeper
Ive meth'd up everything
I'm the King of Tweakers such an evil creature
[Verse 3]
I really don't like this anymore
Why did it have to happen to Danny for?
I did it to myself I can't ignore
I'm beating myself up like a dirty whore
Help me I can't take it anymore
Thank God... I hocked my 44
Lordy Lordy my nervousness is vicious
Is this a sign? Is that was this is?
[Hook]
I've meth'd up royally
I'm the King of Tweakers and I'm sinking deeper
Ive meth'd up everything
I'm the King of Tweakers such an evil creature
[Hook]
I've meth'd up royally
I'm the King of Tweakers and I'm sinking deeper
Ive meth'd up everything
I want all the Evidence of everything
That's beautiful in this whole world
Like an old man dancing... out in the yard
To the laughter of a little girl
Why can't we just love life live life
We got a little bit of gratitude
Instead of a whole lot of attitude
This is us In God We Trust and then we lust
All of our neighbors paper the house the gold
I got a fashion statement to make, "Just wear clothes!"
We judge too much hold a grudge too much
I'm like a lot of us
I probably couldn't walk without the crutch I lean on
Ain't gonna lie seen a fiend on the streets
But for the grace of God there go I
The kids need opportunity stop the lunacy
Chop of the excess because greed is evil
We gotta treat people equal people
Life is a blessing without no sequel
I'm talking to the hooker on the street
And the preacher beneath the steeple people
I want all the Evidence of everything
That's beautiful in this whole world
Like an old man dancing... out in the yard
To the laughter of a little girl
On a windy gray October day
A country boy in this city noise
The frowning faces the dreamers schemers
Money chasers the Jags and Beamers
That I don't need deceit surrounds me
Bitter critters give me the jitters
It is amazing these things we take for
Granted the king is the man that make more
Money sunny days go unnoticed
Bloat us divide us I find it's so dis-
Heartening the divine art and things
In nature a world full of beautiful creatures
That over wager and plagiarize
Under paid teachers anger lies
Everybody looking for the way to make another person
Look inside the mind and feel what they feel
We fallen in love with things that ain't real
I want all the Evidence of everything
That's beautiful in this whole world
Like an old man dancing... out the yard
To the laughter of a little girl
On a windy gray October day
Or the simplicity of a smiling face
I wanna be Evidence of everything
That's beautiful in this whole world
Like an old man dancing... out the yard
To the laughter of a little girl
On a windy gray October day
(Danny)
We can drink liqour we can tell lies
We can make fun of each other and laugh till we cry
Sit and reminisce about that time
Isn't that what ole friends do
Isn't that what ole friends do
Come on over
Pick your poison
Grab me a twelve I'll pay for it all when you get here
Ain't no crowd
And we can get loud
But I'm too drunk to drive over to your house
We'll do it like we used to do
Sit around get high and act a fool
We'll do it like we used to
We can drink liqour we can tell lies
We can make fun of each other and laugh till we cry
Sit and reminisce about that time
Isn't that what ole friends do
Isn't that what ole friends do
Come on over I got that fire
I already have one road up when you get here
Man you ain't tired
So come on out
Cause I'm to dry to drive to your house
We'll do it like we used to do
Sit around get high and watch the tube
We'll do it like we used to
We can drink liqour we can tell lies
We can make fun of each other and laugh till we cry
Sit and reminisce about that time
Isn't that what ole friends do
Isn't that what ole friends do
The game is on eight
I got a freezer full of space
So grab your guitar
And bring your liver
Let's see how much noise we can make
Till the cops come
We can drink liqour we can tell lies
We can make fun of each other and laugh till we cry
Sit and reminisce about that time
Isn't that what ole friends do
Always schemin' to make real my dreamin'
Oh, since my conscience?
Run and hide, live a lie
Never cry, I got devil eyes
All I despise, quick to criticize
I want it all and I want it now
Solitude and sin
Calm my nerves with gin
Sleep, wake up, and do it all again
And damn all else, for the wealth
I'll be detrimental to myself
Mental justification, I got no patience
I want to give, so I guess it's time for takin'
(1) - If we're livin' in the land of milk and honey
Then gimme, gimme, gimme my money, money, money
And don't blame me cuz ain't a damn thing funny
And gimme, gimme, gimme my money, money, money
(Repeat 1)
(Rapping:)
I caught greed, visions of diamonds in my sleep
Blue streak, everything else lookin' bleak
Slither, slidin', ridin', hidin' from correction
Got ya detection, get in it like direction
Snake persona
So much heat around me, feels like a sauna
I wanna have the kinda loot it takes to bone Madonna
I get the discount, five finger always
Eyes glazed, hide from the sun rays
Decept a con, you won't see me comin' like the Clinton scandal
Can't hold a candle to what I've handled
I live beneath the earth's crust, next to the mantle
Feed my addiction, from other people's property
I have no choice in this democracy
Thieve, deceive, violate, accumulate, put all in real estate
Spend the rest on dope and vegetate
Cuz I'm already fuckin' jive and the maid
I want the goddamn cake
(Repeat 1)
(Repeat 1)
(Singing:)
Thievery has never been a novelty
Nothin' glamorous about poverty
Skinny guy licks his lips at the bakery
Frivolous ways make the poor man angry
And life's a battle, and life's a bitch
And there ain't one honest man that's rich
He gotta catch, he gotta hitch
The pretty package, the big-top with a sales pitch
And I fall for it everytime
And still that mutha-fucka wants mine
This whole system was made so I can make it better
I want to give, so I guess it's time for takin'
Paging Dr. Bender
Paging Dr. Bender
Paging Dr. Bender please
We gonna get up outta here now
Come on come on come on come on
Come on come on come on come on
There's a good nigga
Stop dat bitch
Stop
Damn right across damn look at her ass too
Oh forget it, come on come on
We gotta go
Follow me round the corner come on
Go go go go go go
When I get the mellows I'm gonna get me a fifty
Shh! Don't sing now man, come on we gotta go
Fuck that shit
You ain't got none a my shit
Alright she gone she gone
Go go go go go go go go go go
Bya bya bya bya bya bya bya
Hey run run run run run run run
We free we free we free we free we free we free we free
And the grass is always greener on the other side
Ummmâ¦And one is too many and a million just ain't enough
and I get high for the feeling or could it be the lack thereof
could it be the lack thereof
now this delirium with all the trimming
and I'm sure that I have every symptom
and it's livin' day for you now, to live like me and die like me
And it's so green outside my head
all the friends I've had are dead
and I'm waiting for an answer
as I lay here in my bed
I look for the lie, I'm true so why try
lookin' at the sky thinkin' why, oh why am I?
I felt like this for the most of my life
now all that's left is a pen and a mic
the pain in my chest is arrest from sadness
I dress for success, ended up a broke-ass
I fall to the floor with my head in my hands
last year I don't care and now I don't give a damn
And it's so green outside my head
all the friends I've had are dead
and I'm waiting for an answer
as I lay here in my bed
Am I crazy? maybe, so spacey lately in-
sane the days we have witnessed lately and it
pains me greatly someone could hate me but
maybe they were lied to as babies too
And it's so green outside my head
all the friends I've had are dead
and I'm waiting for an answer
as I lay here in my bed
And it's so green outside my head
all the friends I've had are dead
and I'm waiting for an answer
as I lay here in my bed
I look for the lie, I'm true so why try
lookin' at the sky thinkin' why, oh why am I?
I felt like this for the most of my life
now all that's left is a pen and a mic
And it's so green outside my head
all the friends I've had are dead
and I'm waiting for an answer
as I lay here in my bed
And it's so green outside my head
all the friends I've had are dead
and I'm waiting for an answer
as I lay here in my bed
So green outside my, green outside my
it's so green outside my head
1pm looking out the glass
Grey sky forecast
Cold with the wind chill
Thinking bout the past
Always thinking bout the past
When will I get over it
Why are the good days so easy to forget?
And the bad easy to remember
Must be the thinker
What's the real problem here
The drink or the drinker
Turn the lights off
Can't go to sleep
Turn the lights on
Make another beat
Get on the internet and read just to kill time
And start writing this exact rhyme
I'm all alone but I made it that way
She's the only one left to make the demons go away
Make the pain go away
That sickenin' feeling in my stomach
So many fears
That war zone between my ears
So many years
Freaked out
Like a broke somthin' in my brain and hell leaked out
I run from the sun
Fantasize about a warm gun
Don't remember what I wanted to be doin
Or the last time that I had fun
When was the last time I had fun
But when she smiles
When she smiles
It all goes away
It all goes away
It's a good thing that misery loves company
Otherwise I'd be all by myself
With this split personality
I put a record out
And did a few tours
Relapsed
Ran aground
And ran threw a few hours
Ended up in the hospital
Again
The doctor says I have an illness
The preacher calls it sin
Like god is even something you can comprehend
God is without and god is within
Like a fish tryin to see water it ain't happenin
So stay out of my path
And stop over reactin
The world ain't comin to an end
But you are
Might as well have fun before it all goes FOOBAR
Fucked up beyond all recognition
Find somebody to love and stop bitchin'
Because that's the only thing that seems to works for
I aint got nothin for you but hard dick and insanity
When she smiles
But when she smiles
It all goes away
I've gotta drinkin' problem man one mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
I'm feelin' that funny feelin' again within
Walkin' me to the kitchen for that early morning gin
Drink it in till my thoughts they become clear
Dress my naked hair and head the fuck up outta here
Fightin' traffic the hot sun be causin' havoc
Ass stuck to the seat window cracked can't see passed
The liquor store I just passed it lookin' back
I gotta turn around I can't stop thinkin' exactly that
U-turn, the past I leave behind
For the ill bumpin' two busted six by nines
And I feel this day to be a good one of plenty
Even if I'm thirsty and my pockets are empty
I've gotta drinkin' problem man
One mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie
Come from a long line of alcoholics
Livin' from toilet to toilet you call it
I'm callin' hotlines swervin' all over yellow lines
drinkin' moonshine
Damn was that a stop sign
I ain't doin' good but I'll be fine
Danno where's that cheap wine
Drunk since 9 guzzlin' boone's farm trying to stop my
shakin' arm
I'm here to stumble the earth and forewarn
7 weeks since I had had shower
I black out like you pulled the plug on Georgia Power
Southern discomfort baby
Seein' pink elephants on down the freeway the proof on
the bottle 180
Runnin' out of loochie
And I won't survive if you don't let me borrow another
five
I'm a do it anyway if I'm alive
I've gotta drinkin' problem man
One mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And yall don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie loochie
I spent my last money on a Pabst Blue Ribbon
I be gulpin never sippin cause I have to
Booted out the crib and that's cool long as I have brew
Face flush stare at a lush I might bust you in the gums
I gotta problem-o my life's too up tempo
But yo I'm just simple man whose mind is crippled man
It all started at a party and
I was only 15 now I can kill a fifth of Bacardi and
I drink and pass out wake up outside and start again
I been to AA but hey hey gimme the bottle
The 12 steppers actin like they never took a swallow
I've gotta drinkin' problem man
One mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
And ya'll don't understand I'm just a simple man
Doin' the best I can without no loochie loochie
I've gotta drinkin' problem man
One mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
I've gotta drinkin' problem man
One mouth and two hands
And an empty can I ain't got no loochie loochie
I'm doing the best I can
I'm a simple man
Empty can..
1, 2, 3, 4
Could someone help me comprehend?
How my wanting to have friends
Is now this monster that I feed
It's popularity I need
When people think that I'm the deal
It helps me feel like I am real
But I think I lost the need
Looking for the Star Machine
I don't want any part of it
Everything is here today
Gone tomorrow
Big Star Machine
Ricky Martin or Monudo
Big Star Machine
VH1, where are they followed
Big Star Machine
How could I have been so shallow?
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
Could someone help me comprehend?
How I came to judge my friends
On a scale of trendiness
And somehow I love them less
Not as hip as they could be
Through the eyes of Star Machine
It's a dumb philosophy
Judged by popularity
I don't want any part of it
Everything is here today
Gone tomorrow
Big Star Machine
Ricky Martin or Monudo
Big Star Machine
VH1, where are they followed
Big Star Machine
How could I have been so shallow?
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
Everything is here today
Gone Tomorrow
Big Star Machine
Ricky Martin or Monudo
Big Star Machine
VH1, where are they followed
Big Star Machine
How could I have been so shallow?
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
Big, Big Star Machine
(Brooks)
Yup, yup, yup... come on, come on...
What's Up?
Throw up those hands, we back again
Thought we gone with the wind
Where the lesbians?
The booze, and the broads and the mescaline
Born to win, born to sin, where we been?
Off in the drama like a thespian
Thought we might have fallen off, guess again
Walking through Hell with a pad, a pen and a fucking grin
I ain't scared of shit 'cause I've seen it all
Bounce this time like a basketball
Kill myself just to fuck wit'ch y'all
If you stay fitter than a booty call
Let's get this party started
Run knee deep in shit with a moron
Break a bong, sing a long, doing lines till the break of dawn
Fuckin' bring it all on till the money gone
Here come the demons
(Danny)
Welcome to my head
I'm elated that you made it
Excuse the mess, I'm mentally constipated
Agitated and aggravated
I know you're probably thinking
"What in the 665 demons, per brain cell, in Danny's skull is going on?"
Well, Hell, if you can't tell
When I open my eyes the lights come on
And I look out of these windows at Babylon
And try to pick me a road to travel on
But this digital gadget, he's sick, tragic
He's strict and kicked in the dick called earth
Acts to me like it's mad at me
And I'll kill a motherfucker if it gets much worse
I know I'm not the first to be cursed but it hurts, so
GET OUT OF HERE
Here come the demons
All of this shall pass away
But someone tell me I'm ok
I lock the door and I draw the shades
And pray to keep the voices at bay
Well, maybe that's the answer
To all the questions that I have
And it consumes me like a cancer
How in the hell did I choose this path?
Show me my purpose
Maybe I deserve this
I'm tired of being nervous
Well I won't back down
No, I won't back down
You could stand me up at the gates of hell
And I won't back down
I'm gonna stand my ground
Won't be turned around
And I'll keep this world from draggin' me down
Gonna stand my ground
And I won't back down
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won't back down
Well I know what's right
And I got just one life
In a world that keeps on pushin' me around
But I stand my ground
And I won't back down
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won't back down
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out
Hey, I, I won't back down
Hey baby, there ain't no easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won't back down
I tried to be cool, I tried to maintain
let you sit up in my head and rent space in my brain
I chilled to keep from bashin' car windows and crashin'
that's why you see me dashin', i hate to be lashin' out of fashion
besides i'd rather let it ride and take a cop car ride
i'm afraid of me, that's why i hide
but those days are done
i'm gettin' what i want and i don't need a gun
a lot of people gonna run the race
but i'ma be the one that went after the mushroom cloud
it's about what you say not how loud
i've dealt with you, now deal with me, standin' on top, see see see
if i say something to piss you off
or if the sight of me makes you wanna barf
it just may be that you can see
a little bit of you in me
cuz i've been runnin from this and that and those and them and him and her and
i'm not sure exactly what i'm gonna do but i
gotta make a decision this time
i woulda never though, i got what i sought
did a lot of dumb shit, but i ain't get caught
pants still saggin', back on the wagon
came back with a bloody nose, bleedin' and braggin'
i know you hoped i fell off
i know if you could, my organs you'd sell off
but it's cool, i ain't no fool, and nah, i can't let you push in my stool
so when you see me say hi
we can hang for a minute, but after that bye-bye
hit me on the 2-way for a three way and maybe i might pull off the freeway
so you say i'm a piece of shit
how 'bout you motherfuckin suck my dick
cuz it just may be that you can see
a little bit of you in me
cuz i've been runnin from this and that and those and them and him and her and
i'm not sure exactly what i'm gonna do but i
gotta make a decision this time
i'm my own ball and chain and all the blame always comes right back on me
i've lived with y'all for long enough, proved i'm tough now, y'all gotta live with me
cuz i've been runnin from this and that and those and them and him and her and
i'm not sure exactly what i'm gonna do but i
gotta make a decision this time
i'm my own ball and chain and all the blame always comes right back on me
i've lived with y'all for long enough, proved i'm tough now, y'all gotta live with me
I strike up a full sprint with the day the planet
turns to ashes breathing down my neck hellish degrees
and armageddon summer running with fhleestax with weed
stacks and the get yours mentality
suppress fear grind
gears weakness is opportunity
saditty bitch pass i
read her mind it says scum i'm a fruitcake i want it
all or be a vagabond a product of babylon
slave of
technology shakin off thoughts of incest and sodomy
inside of me i gotta be normal can't
no chance me and
confusion got a romance i pass an ambulance could be
an omen i don't believe in superstition but i better
look and listen
hope it ain't a premonition
chronically stricken with tension invention of evil
deceitful people living regally got it illegally but
they gather beneath the steeple treat your like your
not equal and i'm abnormal
i wonder turmoil anger
lightning thunder
(Hook:)
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all losing our minds
We are, We are, We are
99.9 percent deceptive is humanity
one becomes
deceptive when one becomes deceived be hyper
protective very selective
although it's easier to
hide behind weed i'm not blinded by greed part of a
dying breed
believe they got a bead on your seed the
web is very tangled i'm living strangled
lies from
every angle brainwashed like highschool coaches
i'm a
monkey among poachers bait, snares, and boobytraps my
mind is doing laps i need a map, maybe even a
destination perhaps
but the wild women and wine neon
dollar signs callin from the far reaches of my mind at
5 o'clock every payday-mayday, mayday- i take a swallow
then two by ten the false courage and pride have fully
kicked in
look at how the little mouse runs inside
the wheel i don't wanna feel the fear of failing
puff
the coffin nail and its impaling my lungs
(Hook:)
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all loosing our minds
We are, We are, We are
(Bridge:)
Are you scared to death and do you count your breath
what's really going don't got much time left
the next
second is now and now was just then
and i'll never
get that moment back again
(twice)
(Hook:)
We are running out of time
We are falling way behind
We are all loosing our minds
They try to tell me.
But i wouldnt listen.
Fall my wat to the bottom
of the pile.
I've been walking down the sound of this highway.
Just had to do it my way.
Held on to crutches.
Theres no one around for a million miles.
Tired of being lone and angry.
Looks like the sky is about to rise.
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
When am i going to change my ways.
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
Looking for ways to change.
There is no shelter from the rain.
Tried to tell me.
That i was stubborn.
Ain't no one going to break my style.
I've been walking down the side of this highway.
Don't what they may say.
I've lied to judges.
Hard to do it when their looking at your files.
Tired of being lone and angry.
Looks like the sky is about to rise
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
When am i going to change my ways.
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
Looking for ways to change.
There is no shelter from the rain.
They stare at my face.
I could sleep for taste.
I think they are crazy.
Can't stop my hands from shakeing.
They fill up all my skin.
Dark clouds rolling in.
The rain can't wash away where I've been
The rain can't wash away where I've been
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
When am i going to change my ways.
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
Looking for ways to change.
There is no shelter from the rain.
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
When am i going to change my ways.
Oh my.
Goodness greacous thanks a lot.
Looking for ways to change.
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Well, you can lick my ass and you can suck my balls
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Hey! Muthafuck you too!
Muthafucka I love to cuss!
85 more been riding too long
And I gotta take a shit
I told my man Brooks
"Yo, you gotta pull over at the next exit"
At the Exxon, pull down my pants
And I sit upon a pissed-on seat
Fucking with my dick, looked up at the wall
And I had to stop beating my meat
The wall said ...
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Well, you can lick my ass and you can suck my balls
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Hey! Muthafuck you too!
Muthafucka I love to cuss!
Cock to your mouth
Fuck you, fuck the south
Fuck your mom
Violate your whole daughter pussy-hole
With some pom-poms
Still demented
Freaky like tits being augmented
Plugging your bitch till her clits dented
Sticking an erection
To a cancerous ovarian section
Genetal warts up in the mid-section
And now I'm bloody
Looks like afterbirth mixed with Silly Puddy
85 more been riding too long
And I gotta take a shit
I told my man Brooks
"Yo, you gotta pull over at the next exit"
At the Exxon, pull down my pants
And I sit upon a pissed-on seat
Fucking with my dick, looked up at the wall
And I had to stop beating my meat
The wall said ...
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Well, you can lick my ass and you can suck my balls
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Hey! Muthafuck you too!
Muthafucka I love to cuss!
Ok, looks like Brooks farted on his balls again
Nurse Crocket!
We uptake the seratonin
I'm shot the fuck out
I puts a part of me, my girls snatch
And let my poodle eat it out
"Just let me take you home, I wanna feel you"
Ok, but first you gotta eat my doo-doo
Jerking my dick on a school bus
Everywhere I go they make a fuss
I guess 'cause
85 more been riding too long
And I gotta take a shit
I told my man Brooks
"Yo, you gotta pull over at the next exit"
At the Exxon, pull down my pants
And I sit upon a pissed-on seat
Fucking with my dick, looked up at the wall
And I had to stop beating my meat
The wall said ...
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Well, you can lick my ass and you can suck my balls
Muthafucka I love to cuss
Hey! Muthafuck you too!
Chuck Janke (Brooks Buford): Well, itâ? s been a hell of a game thus far, Wink.
Wink Dinkerson (Danny Boone): Yeah, it sure has Chuck. You know, Brooks Buford was a three-time white chip All-American at Alberta Baptist Technical School for the Blind.
CJ: Hmmm. Wow!
WD: Heâ? s like a nine-dicked weasel.
CJ: You know, also, Danny Boone, he got drafted straight outta Motherfuck U.
WD: Huh?
CJ: They said he majored in kickinâ? ass.
WD: Yeah! I heard he made the fiendâ? s list!
(Laughter)
CJ: Gosh darn it, Wink, you sure do crack yourself up, donâ? t â? cha? Well, for the halftime show we have a group called Rehab.
WD: Ahhh!
CJ: Apparently, theyâ? re gonna perform with the Dixie Demon marching band and the cheerleaders and some guy named â? Killerâ? something or another or something.
WD: Jumpinâ? jehosephat! Where does the school find these assholes?
CJ: Who knows, Wink, probably a used condom!
(Laughter)
Bar tender I really did it this time
Broke my parole to have a good time
When I got home it was 6 a.m.
The door was locked so I kicked it in
She was trippin' on the bills
I think she was high on some pills
She through my shit out into the yard
Then she called me a bum and slaped me real hard
And in my drunkin' stooper
I did what I should of never done
Now I'm sittin' here talking to you
Drunk and on the run
I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She broke my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her ------' car
Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away
You know mo I'll probably get ten years
So just give me beers til they get here
Yeah I know the sun is comin' up
And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up
But I'm trying to drown my soul
I'm tired of this life on a dirt road
And everythang that I love is gone
And I'm tired of hangin' on
She got me sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She stole my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her ------' car
Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away
I guess it's meant to be
Romance is misery
So much for memories
And now I'm headed to the Penitentary
See me on T.V.
The next cop series
I am a danger
I guess I shoul've done something about my anger
But I'll never learn
Real things I don't concern
I poor kerosene on everything I love and watch it burn
I know it's my fault
But I wasn't happy it was over
She through a fit so I crashed that piece a shit nova
And now I'm goin' back again
Back to the pen to see my friends
And when we all pile out that county van
They'll ask me where I've been
I've been at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She broke my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her ------' car
Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away
I lost it all, my brain, life, my balls for y'all
no more phone calls
I walk alone, along 'cross the long hauls
the alcohol stars the show
the strip-malls, the hos, the strippers and spit balls
and pit falls I done fell through
I went to hell for you
probably end up in Bellevue or jail for you
that'll be two for two, headed for I.C.U.
Blah!
No time to grieve it all changes so fast
and after all we're all gonna fall
no time to grieve, can't make the moment last
the dirt on the plains won't turn to grass and I ain't got no time to grieve
Live's are often mental and a lot of ways cyn' a little
complement the instrumental, detrimental
and gobblin' pistols for supper
upper rechelant & silly, pretty silicon titties
bitty's wantin' a wad and fifty's
not a hallmark and we ain't mad
what can I say? and so, I'm shitty, shiney, shotty
in my lap and makin' naughty
tappin' tha crap and mail and hiccup
and snappin' fell in da crap and only see laughin'
what's happened to my sanity?
what happened?
No time to grieve it all changes so fast
and after all we're all gonna fall
no time to grieve, can't make the moment last
the dirt on the plains won't turn to grass and I ain't got no time to grieve
Got a chip on my shoulder the size of Boulder, Colorado, colder
look in the mirror I'm gettin' older El Dorado soldier
off the off ramp off the wagon and on to braggin'
you got a mokey on your back? I got a dragon!
I'm in mourning every morning
hanging out with my dumbass should have a Surgeon General Warning
ashes to ashes, dust to dust
born too be wild and born too rust
I hear a roar in me, I'm in the war for peace
the tears pour from these eyes
the core in me tries to store the heat rising inside of me
anger bangs on my brain but I manage not to do damage
what a planet we inhabit the Sabbath is true dammit
the dealer of bad habits is workin his black magic
imagine packin' the gat that you grippin' you damn scabbin'
and stashin' it in the back and just blastin'
No time to grieve it all changes so fast
and after all we're all gonna fall
no time to grieve, can't make the moment last
the dirt on the plains won't turn to grass and I ain't got no time to grieve
It's hard too believe anything that you told
if a sin is a sin we've all killed before
one way or another we all stole a dollar
and after all we're gonna fall
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
I got baptized when I was nine
went to jail, got saved 'bout three more times
sorry to say, I done done it again
and Johnny Law, he never been my friend
no wonder, wrong word done did me in
got tips that I was comin' round the bend
flipped and whipped 'round 'bout a block from the house
mama's in the yard shoutin', "what's it all about?"
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
I told my mom 'sorry, I love you', threw the cell in the ditch
spun the GTO 'round and sped up outta that bitch
on my way to Alabama, left the coke at the crib
with my wife flyin' into Montgomery with the kids
took another swig, did another line
nobody gonna stop me from crossin' that state line
either I make it or I'm dyin', geeked up and cryin'
122(mph) on 85 South flyin'
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
Yeah, gettin' near on the train tracks
ridin' into the Sun
'bout end of, of the county line
I got nowhere else to run
I got nothing to lose
one more thing to prove
polish off the rest of the white whore
Why?
Aw shit! Road block!
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
Law dawg done run me outta town
got a hot case of Mickey's and the hammer down
if he get me, then he got me, didn't even kiss my mama
left that white girl in the house
Yeah!
Y'all ain't gonna take me alive
you ain't gonna take me alive
you will never take me and
you ain't never take me and
y'all ain't gonna take me alive
y'all ain't gonna take me alive
y'all ain't gonna take me alive
y'all ain't gonna take me a
y'all a never take me and
Man, what time is it?
Chico and The Man
blah, blah, blah
Holy shit!
Chico and The Man
blah, blah, blah
I shouldn't a drank all that shit last night
Chico and The Man
blah, blah, blah
Another day, same couch
rib cushions my feet
pop tart and milk
great 'fridge'
got nothing to eat
love left me for money
she's a ho anyway
gonna sip my 12 and get drunk all day
I sit and get high, make cocktail dry
love is a lie, and I am alive
it seems boring, number rolling
so I'll just sit here, light a cig upon the stove
and crack a beer and watch
Chico and The Man
I got my pony watchin'
Chico and The Man
I'm gettin' high watchin'
Chico and The Man
the time fly watchin'
Chico and The Man
don't got no job, watchin'
Chico and The Man
gettin' high watchin'
Chico and The Man
I got my beer watchin'
Chico and The Man
the time fly watchin'
Chico and The Man
don't got no job
Wakin' up, bogart
I'm might be dope, but I'm not fly
might as well die
or maybe I'll actually take my lazy, shitty ass and walk outside
iller than the neighbor's ignorate, judgemental wife in disgust, naw
I think I'll smoke one more cigarette, and watch the Spanish Channel and lust
maybe I'll glue my eyes closed, maybe I'll write Shakspearean prose in the nude
in search, ending up searching for strange focuses, while swallowing Quaaludes
"Hey dude!"
"What?"
I'm fuckin bored
My brain chemicals will allow no joy
I'm sick of decoys
So I lay under the covers one more beautiful sunny day and watch my stolen cable
"Why don't you enjoy life for what it is?"
I'm not able
and hey, who'd I wake up next to?
I don't remember you
"but Brooks, I'm your true love from high school...gimme a hug baby"
"hey, hey, hey, fuck you"
but anyway, back to the numbing sound of quality programming
I think I'll drink liquor, curse God and a watch Knots Landing
black out the windows 'cause the Sun's screwing up my reception, damn
and once again I'm watchin'
Chico and The Man
I got my beer watchin'
Chico and The Man
I'm gettin' high watchin'
Chico and The Man
ain't got no job, watchin'
Chico and The Man
the time fly watchin'
Chico and The Man
the time fly watchin'
Chico and The Man
I got my brew watchin'
Chico and The Man
I'm gettin' high watchin'
Chico and The Man
ain't doin' nothin'
I lost my job, my car battery dead
and I'm pissin' on the seat, can't get a trade to the head
how in the hell did it get this bad?
gonna wipe my ass with the want-ads
and I'm eatin' stale Pop-tarts and bustin' farts
done turned unemployment into an art
tell the whole world to leave me alone
don't knock on my door, don't call my phone
I ain't pleasing you but motherfucker I'm grown
and I'm lazy as hell but I'm on my own
cigarettes, empty bottles and dirty socks
underwear with skidmarks and a broken clock
my cigs piled high where the roaches roam
on a two-week old plate of chicken bones
diggin' in my ass and I grab the remote
switch on the Magnava
and guess what's on?
What's that?
Chico and The Man
I got my pony, watchin'
Chico and The Man
I'm gettin' high, watchin'
Chico and The Man
got a Pop-tart, eatin', watchin'
Chico and The Man
ain't doin' nothin', watchin'
Chico and The Man
ain't got no job, watchin'
Chico and The Man
I need a life, watchin'
Chico and The Man
can't get no pussy, watchin'
Chico and The Man
what's happenin' to me, watchin'
Chico and The Man
ain't got no job, watchin'
Chico and The Man
I need some money, watchin'
Chico and The Man
I need a woman, watchin'
Chico and The Man
I'm on my ass, watchin'
Chico and The Man
this life's a bore, watchin'
Chico and The Man
I'm all alone, watchin'
Chico and The Man
countin' the roaches, watchin'
Chico and The Man
need to get some jobs, watchin'
Chico and The Man
ain't doin' nothin', watchin'
Chico and The Man
and you know
Chico and The Man
blah, blah, blah
I don't give a fuck man, you know
my mom says I ain't got no responsibilites you know and all
You know maybe she was a hippie
from the 60's
and she just gave me some ill gene
you know what I mean?
blah, blah, blah
Everybody gather 'round, cuz you know we'a fin' to do this thang fo' reezy some ser'ous. Put ‘cha money in ya shoe and it won't get wet. Come on.
Here comes a man across the field, honey
Here comes a man across the field, babe
Here comes a man across the field,
He's kicking up dust like an automobile
Honey, oh, baby, mine
Get it up, girl down in Daisy Dukes
I want ya ass butt naked in a baby suit
Gonna keep on drinking till the tummy puke
Got a problem with that, well you can get the boot
Got shotgun pointed to the sky
Got smoke in the eyes, and I'm surely high
Waking, baking, till the noggin' fry
Naked, rolling round with a hog and I
Take from the rich and I give to me
One Escalade, two ecstacys
Perform on hoes right next to me
And I think I found serenity
Back up that punk, it's mine again
I jacked a truck of Heineken
Looks like it's time for a line again
And how about five Colonapins?
And I start to grin and start to dance
I'm speakin' in tongues, takin' off my pants
I'm blowing my whole hot damn advance
And we ain't gonna stop till the ambulance
Slow ride a hundred GMCs
Hooked up Crown Vics with DVDs
Got people down here you'll want to see
Half say there cuz's, say they're free
Start the bonfire
Drop the tailgate
Pass the Knob Creek
And we can drink it straight
And if the fire keeps burning
And the skies stay orange
We gon' be up in this motherfucker real late
Start the bonfire
Drop the tailgate
Pass the Knob Creek
And we can drink it straight
And if the fire keeps burning
And the skies stay orange
We gon' be up in this motherfucker real late
Better give me that bag of wacky tobacco
Them cracker's ain't takin' a damn thang
Drinkin' and smokin', stinkin' and pokin'
Bangin' these hoes, we profane
Getting' it up in the back of a truck
With a bitty with tittys and shakin' da butt
Call me retarded
But that's how we party
But lordy, good almighty y'all
Breakin' it down like it ain't been done
Straight jacked to the brain till I see the sun
You a punk motherfucker if you got a gun
Leave that at home and just bring your lungs, weed
Pimp swiggin‘, shindiggin', shit kickin', picknickin'
Brick dickin', thick chickens and a sicknin'
TMH? and smokin' dope in the open, no chokin', no joke
And I'm on a roll, and I'm locin', hopin' to leave a jaw broken
Soakin' in your blood, while I'm strokin' your ho in the wide open
With my folks scopin'
That bastard's crazy as hell!
That's how we do it down here in Georgia
It's on like a moth when the weather's gorgeous
Shit you N'street punks never seen on a TV screen
From radios to porches, to patios, let's torch it
Some bitch, I pour gas on it
Crunk?, Bet your ass on it!
Start the bonfire
Drop the tailgate
Pass the Knob Creek
And we can drink it straight
And if the fire keeps burning
And the skies stay orange
We gon' be up in this motherfucker real late
Start the bonfire
Drop the tailgate
Pass the Knob Creek
And we can drink it straight
And if the fire keeps burning
And the skies stay orange
We gon' be up in this motherfucker real late
That's why at 3: 30 I'm seein' shit
Screwin' three or four broads like a trail of piss
Takin' three or four rolls I ain't feelin' shit
Give me three or four mo' ‘bout real quick
Ain't nothin' down here but ‘trailer crank'
Poor man with a meth lab and a bama? stank
Man, y'all keep that dyin' shit
Motherfucker do I look like I'm tryin' to quit?
Moonshine in a Mason jar at noon-time, trippin'
Beer is for the guzzelin', this is for the sippin'
When the Sun go down, it sho' be goody good
In the dirty dirt, speakin' dirty words
They might be scarred but them boys ain't skerd
I don't know if you heard, you can't polish a turd
Yeah, my vision blurred, my speech a little slurred
But back off of me cracker ‘for your ass get hurt
“Oh my God! What are these blue turtles?
“I don't know dude, but every time I wave my cigarette around I get the trails?
Start the bonfire
Drop the tailgate
Pass the Knob Creek
And we can drink it straight
And if the fire keeps burning
And the skies stay orange
We gon' be up in this motherfucker real late
Start the bonfire
Drop the tailgate
Pass the Knob Creek
And we can drink it straight
And if the fire keeps burning
And the skies stay orange
We gon' be up in this motherfucker real late
To the window, to the walls
Feel the sweat runnin' off my balls
Till the shit runnin' out yo' draws
Skeet, skeet motherfuckers, skeet, skeet
Skeet, skeet motherfuckers, skeet, skeet
To the window, to the walls
Feel the sweat runnin' off my balls
Till the shit runnin' out yo' draws
Skeet, skeet motherfuckers, skeet, skeet
Falling in love, such sweet sorrow
Here's a little something from me
You know there's an old saying
If you love something, set it free
If it doesn't comes back, hunt it down and KILL IT
Ever since I seen you fucking my brother
I can't have a normal conversation with my mother
I wonder if your silly lies
Disguised by your bedroom eyes
All these phony alibis
Lost to Christ
Cross my heart I hope you die
I love you ...(die) forever
From credit cards to diamond rings
I just sit back here
They knew everything
And now I'm screaming
Smashing my head into seizures
Killing memories
It seems activities will lead ya
And thoughts to dedication
How stupid, I gave you two scriptures
And now I'm watching
Blood drip on me slowly
Onto your pictures
Think about how much you owe me
Sneaky little bitch
You can't love me and leave me lonely
I know you care
I'm aware
Deep down inside
I'm coming back for you baby
And everything'll be a'ight
(spoken simaltaneously)
(girl) Stop, I mean it! If you don't, I don't know what I'm gonnna do! =
Leave me alone, I mean it. Please, baby, leave me alone. Please!
(guy) What?! What?! Shut the fuck up! I swear to God I'm gonna kill =
you right fucking now! You owe me for every little fucking sperm that's =
in your mouth, or in your fucking gut, I want it back NOW!
I followed you to work
I followed you to school
I followed you home
Looked in your window
Saw you knew
I noticed right away
That you had rearranged the room
I love the things you do
You don't have a clue
I oughta crack your damn trachea
For squeezing in my life
Playing wife, stabbed in my back
With your diamond studded Rambo knife
What about the evil that women?
If I'm beating on a female best believe I got a reason to
So call Oprah
While I'm home, playing husband
My girl's fucking my cousin
So now I'm back on angel dust
And busting out her face
Four in the morning
Dragging wifey cross the asphalt
Heard she was ho-ing
It isn't my fault
Love is an illusion
Ain't nobody down for you so DIE
Never put your faith in humans
I'm up in Georgia Mental Health
With pictures of my boo's
Out there, fucking you
Talking about the evil that Brooks do
It's tragic, now I got a $100 medication habit
Laughing
Sucking on pills, thinking about riverrafting
I love you baby
Why don't you come visit me this Saturday?
We'll walk around the yard
I'll slice your throat and plead insanity, sweetie
I followed you to work
I followed you to school
I followed you home
Looked in your window
Saw you knew
I noticed right away
That you had rearranged the room
I love the things you do
You don't have a clue
I rethink it over and over
Stabbing pain in the abdomen
Abandoned
Betrayal is the sick
Sorry, psychotic
Bitch hypnotic
With the eroticism
Possessed
And I'm obsessed with this bloody ass
So what I cracked her rib and blacked her eye?
She lies a lot
Best thing that ever happened to me
Pushing me to the edge
Holding a butcher knife to the trachea
Of my once future wife
She's a maniac for making me react
This brutally
I yearn to watch her gurgle on her plasma
And lay six feet beneath a slab of marble
Left her in tears simultaneous
You better watch your back, bitch
Lover boy's watching, waiting
Contemplating
Your final inhalation of oxygen
You will catch a chill
I'm ill
I no longer care
Consequence is the least of my fears
Answer your phone
And let the beast you created whisper inside your ear
"You belong to me, dearie"
When you're asleep
Do your floors creak?
Do you remember me?
IS THIS YOUR SPARE KEY?
I followed you to work
I followed you to school
I followed you home
Looked in your window
Saw you knew
I noticed right away
That you had rearranged the room
I love the things you do
A history of stillness, a blood-line of mental illness
I'd rather be a fraud and be happy than be known as the realest
till the same dark day for my mother and my mother's mother
and Brooks; I can't get out of bed but I can write hooks
wife's a maniac but she's the only one that's still around
three in the afternoon on the sunny day layin' on the ground
I want to feel the way I felt when I was layin' with my dad
but I don't know if I want it that bad
I think about what I don't have
five days a week sad, other two just mad
six in the mornin' in the back of a cab
and I don't know if I want it that bad
It ain't non-stop to heaven there's a lay-over in hell
and I've been sittin' here for ten years talkin' and sayin' on the cell
you gotta be kiddin' me, I ain't signed up for this
and you wonder why Steaknife got scars on his wrist's
My heart got a black eye
sometime I get scared that I might cry
why do I pretend that I'm not shy
sometime all I can do is just stay high
I think about what I don't have
five days a week sad, other two just mad
six in the mornin' in the back of a cab
and I don't know if I want it that bad
what I've lost and what I've seen
all in order to fulfill my dreams
thought I had to be like my dad
but I don't know if I want it that bad
Water-fountains to the sidewalk, talk
can't to myself but I can't stop
the up and down and up and down, smilin' to a frown
town to town, same scenery, same sound
don't my know skank when I wake so I sleep late
everywhere I go I'm still there I can't shake
me and my mind L.I. Ice Teas and
three or four lines and now I'm fine
maybe not
my head in my hands again
you know where I've been
my head in my hands again
my head in my hands again
you know where I've been
my head in my hands again
my head in my hands again
do you know where I've been
I think about what I don't have
five days a week sad, other two just mad
six in the mornin' in the back of a cab
and I don't know if I want it that bad
Sun comin' up and I need some sleep
Eyes are red and I'm feeling weak
I can out do you and I can out do me
But all that I really want is peace
what I've lost and what I've seen
all in order to fulfill my dreams
thought I had to be like my dad
but I don't know if I want it that bad
but I don't know if I want it that bad
my head in my hands again
Two, Three
Don't try to be the best man, be the best that you can
'cause number one ain't nothing but the opinion of man
and a man loves death and hate crime and pain
and kids are into theft and long lines of 'caine
insanity, profanity, ecstacy and blasphemy
but as for me I'm just tryin' to maintain
and it's a damn shame our brains have been drained
to be crazy and lazy and scared to make change
and these hard time's I try to be a role model
but I ain't gonna lie y'all I still battle a bottle
and a that's my biggest struggle I ain't no one to follow
sometimes I get the urge to leave a twelve pack hollow
just writing something in a sentence
ain't none of us sentencing from mentchant's and tenemants
wheather male or feminine all of us are guilty of showing a little ignorance
being resentful, envious and beligerent
and one day maybe we can figure it out
but 'til then I guess I'll just pull this cigarette out
and pull up a chair and open another brew
and sit down on the porch and do what I do
because
Jesus loves me this I know
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
they are weak but he is strong
Jesus loves me this I know
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
they are weak but he is strong
And we people in fast cars talkin' on cellphones
and answering machines, tryin' to buy a better laptop
and hell and cigarettes and sellin' on the internet
and memories are simpler, days fade in the backdrop
it's like people ain't important no more, I'm in a store
and I'm scannin' my own groceries, takin' a man's job
and I'm feeling sick and guilty and filthy
'cause you can find me on Rehab dot com
I'm wrong I'm right, I'm right I'm wrong
and this song is so negative but it's tight as a bomb
we are liars who admire, hire liars and why?
'cause the truth is hard to swallow and we're scared to die
we're playin' with fire but ain't a prayer to fry
we're tryin' to get to heaven without the freedom to fly
'cause if we can't cheat 'em we wanna beat 'em in the eye
we get mad if the see our lie, I wonder why?
Jesus loves me this I know
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
they are weak but he is strong
I said Jesus loves me this I know
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
they are weak but he is so strong
You know I'm sittin here thinkin'
three in the morning the T.V. blinkin'
I'm all alone, on the brink
end of destruction from drinkin'
somebody must be lookin' out
'cause I shoulda died years ago
the demon, the ego, the overdose
the pit in my stomach emotional depot
my stock about to plummet here we go
I'm afraid to go to sleep 'cause maybe this time I ain't gonna wake up
but somehow I do sunshine and through my view
if I'm goin' to Hell I'm past due
Jesus loves me this I know
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
they are weak but he's so strong
Jesus loves me this I know
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to him belong
they are weak but he is strong
he is strong, he's so strong
you know he's so strong y'all
he's so strong y'all
you know he's strong he's strong he's strong he's strong
Ohhh... yeah, yeah... yea boy... look a here...
Man, I done ten more lines than Etch-A-Sketch in my time
better catch you fetchin' by nine; better blast your right mind
if soft makes you feel hard; hard makes you feel soft
got a fifty, a pack of cigarettes, a brew and a cough
and I've been doin' this stuff from often to off and on
I've been face down all alone in the rain in the early mornin'
next wife into alimony, it goes on and on and on it
dog-gone it I've been on it so long I'm my only opponent
should've know it, I know I had a ring but I had to pawn it
I had to hold it; I stole it off of the top of a toilet
from a friend, for my sins, fingerprints are in a folder
that the police holds; I get colder as I get older, y'all
I don't want to live and I don't want to die
I just have to laugh ‘cause I don't want to cry
My mother left me alone and I never met my dad
I've been abnormal since birth tryin' to wreck the pad
I've was raised by my Gramps since I was three years old
and all I ever wanted, was to be out of control
I made a clever disguise, became brilliant with lies
and pretended that I loved everything I despised
I worked hard to be liked and over did it at times
to much pressure to walk the line, so I committed some crimes
dropped out of school in the ninth; ran into cooler than I
had the weed, brews and pints and friends that love to fight
the fools that I beat-up and all the times that I got beat down
I got reputation always desired; now I'm tired
I don't want to live and I don't want to die
I just have to laugh ‘cause I don't want to cry
I'm always rhymin' on the break down; ‘cause all I do is break down
when nobody's lookin', tears runnin' like greyhounds
my remedy is to clown, laugh and talk garbage
‘cause what's really goin' on is the 18-wheeler of baggage
imagine a whole lineage of illiage, drug-addicts and idiots, mental patients,
my family tree is straight insidious like it was water with alcohol
but I wouldn't have it any other way; I love y'all!
I don't want to live and I don't want to die
I just have to laugh ‘cause I don't want to cry
I don't want to live and I don't want to die
I just have to laugh ‘cause I don't want to cry
I don't want to live and I don't want to die
I just have to laugh ‘cause I don't want to cry
I don't want to live and I don't want to die
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
I travel on rainy roads
and hydroplane through life
knife marks on my back
behind my eye's the strife
feel like the last domino in the row
when will I fall?
like "Knife", belly up to the bar
I don't care at all
try to stay between the ditches after last call
blurry sight
I'm not right
it's me I fight
might win, might not
might live, might rot
I float above kites 'cause it feels like the right spot
my brain is shot
all my circuits are shorted
all the blotter I dropped
the white girl that I snorted
when I could or couldn't afford it
my man said there was "no way out"
put a piece in his mouth
put a hole in his head to let his soul climb out
I can't go that route
I was born a fighter
symbolism is a bitch, ain't it?
it get's deeper
I had a dream about the Grim Reaper
he had a beeper
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
Surrounded by stripper and drunks
drug-addicts, geniuses and punks
and I'm the mental patient
been asleep for a month
see no good at all
find me in the house bumpin' classical music
starin' at the wall
winter, spring, summer or fall
all you have to do is call
but I ain't pickin' up the phone
no one else can say "goodbye" when I'm alone
he's a full-blown manic depressant with pain to kill
the only peace I've ever known was in a pill
so I say ill
suck it up
no one can feel me
if you tell me that you love me
I think that you want to kill me
so I change my name to "Mr. Apathy"
any why
'cause I don't want to deal with anything
I run from demons with medical names
sleep in the trenches of the nang?
and gang-bangin' my brain
while I'm changin' lanes
looks like it's to late
I don't deal with the depth I feel
I isolate
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
What am I to do in a world full of sin
inside bubblin', turmoil within
medicate self
the head starts to spin
was I born to lose
it seems I'll never win
I look around
I've lost all of my friends
looked down upon by all of my kin
can't smile
all I can give is half a grin
guess I'll drink and just play pretend
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
How come
everything good goes to bits
how come
everybody wantin' me to quit
any why
is it that only the good die
any why
do I gotta always get high
My addiction makes me piss on floors
and go home with these scabby whores
i took to much LSD
now i'm in I C U at MRE
Cocaine and Coors come out my pores
Pukin in the kitchen down on all 4's
My heads an earthquake i sweat and shake
Ashes on a coke can ready to melt a cake
Spittin blood, Pickin sores, fuck cuttin the line
Stick the straw in the bag and do it all at one time
Fuckin chicken heads wearin house shoes and rollers
Tried to pawn a remote control as a motorola
Got it beat bop Pubu pull lip and tug
Pooky and snoop-snoop and some other thug
Blacked out in the crackhouse and wet my pants
I almost died, dove out the ambulance
My dads Jack Daniels kicked the cockerspaniels
First i did a bump off my high school annual
Gettin geeked hit the toilet for a quick jackoff
by the time i got a nut i rip my dickskin off
Punched a hole in the wall, i got crabs on my balls
and i'm lookin for a pepple in the carpet in the hall
Runnin from drug raids, my brains an arcade
MY FAMILY'S AFRAID I GOT AIDS
My addiction makes me piss on floors
and go home with these scabby whores
i took to much LSD
now i'm in I C U at MRE
My addiction
My addiction
My addiction
Brooks: Let me see, when you talk when you talk into that
Little Girl: Uh huh?
Brooks: That thing right there
Little Girl: Um hmm.
Brooks: It makes your voice come out
Little Girl: Ohh.
Brooks: They can hear it in there
Little Girl: A Ohhh!
Brooks: Hee Hee Hee Hee
Little Girl: (Laughs)
Killa Mike: You are now witnessing the collaborative effort of Buford Highway's finest; Brooks Buford. My main man, Warner Robbins own Danny Boone. And me, I'm Killa kill from Atlasville, better known as Killa Mike. Ha ha. This's how we bring it. Heard?
I'm wild up in school, act a fool
it's over, I hate you Brooks, you suck. Cool
my DJs name Detail he's neat
your ass get beat all down the street
if you can't move to this then you ain't got feet
Ain't nobody that can pull it the way that I be bringin' it raw
stingin' it, singin' and rippin' your jaw
and bustin' rhymes all of the time follow the leader
be the MC if you ever try to get with the B-double O-N-E, uh
You talk about it, say what
the way we live it, yeah
you walk around it, say what
'cause Rehab give it, yeah
we're in the sky, say what
a mile high, yeah
flying the winds like a falcon and you ain't that fly
don't sing it bring it, don't front it run it
and don't be scared this is just what you wanted
and you have all woke up the giant
his name is Truth and he's crushin' all your lyin'
Yeah, I'm rollin' through the halls, one word... balls
I'm handling business, power lunches, conference calls
pulled up on the go-ped, sittin' on chrome three's
I smell disease, knockin' out MCs
my rhymes be jumpin' out bushes and trees
Hey, how in the hell are you doing out there in radio land?
this is Danny Boone many moons ago I started rippin' the microphone
and been doin' it ever since makin' mince meat of MCs that can't get with this
don't cross fence
You talk about it, say what
the way we live it, yeah
you walk around it, say what
'cause Rehab give it, yeah
we're in the sky, say what
a mile high, yeah
flying the winds like a falcon and you ain't that fly
don't sing it bring it, don't front it run it
and don't be scared this is just what you wanted
and you have all woke up the giant
his name is Truth and he's crushin' all your lyin'
One two, one two... it's murder
I'm thirteen, smokin' green
in a stolen Chevelle with the gangsta lean
dippin through the swas, cook jelly beans
crunk enough to be on methanphedemines
got a girl, sixteen, I'm court teens
so fresh so clean in my creased jeans
silk shirt, three finger ring gleeming
with a fifth of Jim Beam, I'm an A-town king
Hey, you just a hop, skip and a jump
from gettin' dropped in a d'emptsy dumpster
punk, you can not even handle the truth
so I bring it to you 'cause I know you have nothing to bring at me
I, I, I...
You talk about it, say what
the way we live it, yeah
you walk around it, say what
'cause Rehab give it, yeah
we're in the sky, say what
a mile high, yeah
flying the winds like a falcon and you ain't that fly
don't sing it bring it, don't front it run it
and don't be scared this is just what you wanted
and you have all woke up the giant
his name is Truth and he's crushin' all your lyin'
You talk about it, say what
the way we live it, yeah
you walk around it, say what
'cause Rehab give it, yeah
we're in the sky, say what
a mile high, yeah
flying the winds like a falcon and you ain't that fly
don't sing it bring it, don't front it run it
and don't be scared this is just what you wanted
and you have all woke up the giant
his name is Truth and he's crushin' all your lyin'
Cant believe that you want to walk away from me
Cant talk to me, put a restraining order, huh?, on my dog and me?
Why the third degree?
I know I threw the TV but you tried to leave
I was just hangin out and you runnin' your mouth
Talkin bout "you aint good enough for dirty south"
You know I tried to beat it down when Im in the house
You were the first girl that I ever called a spouse
Cancelled every other call but that aint good enough
'cause you aint satisfied 'less Im up your butt
But Im tellin' you now I can't live without you
You'll be the last that my heart goes out to
I been cut to many times to trust again, will I bust again
Will I rust within, our love must a been
Many tried to take me away from you, but I aint give in
You're my only friend, the one truly down
Won't you come around, I'm on shaky ground
I need you back in the crib, I need you back in the car
If you aint back in a minute then I'll be back in the bar
'cuz if Im ridin' alone I'm not ridin' at all
Another death from a broken heart and alcohol
Sittin' here staring at 'cha wedding gown
All broken down, won't you come around
Jamie wont you come around
And care enough to say all those words
Ever on this dream, God will it stay
Jamie if you come around
Heaven would fall upon the world
Ever on this dream, God do I pray
Back then when we met, you were stalking' me
Two days, telling me you were in love with me
Pluggin, rubbin and jumpin and huggin me
I still think you might a been drugging me
'cuz it had been a long time that I aint felt pain
I had the feeling I was gonna make you my main
Show you my brain, sharing my name
And let you enter the world of the most insane
But you were already there, not washing your hair
Takin' knives to your pale skin everywhere
Feeling lost 'cuz your ex-boyfriend took a sheet in the crib
To his neck, and hung his head in the air
You thought that you were to blame, I said, it wasn't your fault?
You said that God brought me here to you and to heal your heart
You said, I saved your life?, I said, I'm doin' my part?
You said, I'll be your wife?, I grabbed the shopping cart
And it was on, now you're gone and I need you more than ever
The days are long, the nights take forever
And even when the sun is out, it's still bad weather
People ask me how I'm doing, I lie; say, "never better"
But Im really scared to get out of the bed so I sleep
And jump out the sheets when my 2-way beeps
Hoping that it's you saying, "Brooks I was wrong, and I miss you
Baby-doll, Im comin' back next week"
(but it isnt)
Jamie wont you come around
And care enough to say all those words
Ever on this dream, God will it stay
Jamie if you come around
Heaven would fall upon the world
Ever on this dream, God do I pray
Jamie...
Won't you come around? wont you come around?
Jamie wont you come around
Come around
And care enough to say all those words
Ever on this dream, God will it stay
I pray it will stay
Jamie if you come around
Come around
Heaven would fall upon the world
Ever on this dream, God do I pray
Do I pray?
Jamie wont you come around
Come around
I care enough to say all those words
Ever on this dream, God will it stay
Jamie if you come around
Welcome home
Where the faucets drip at night
Welcome home
Where the screen door don't hang right
Welcome home
The only place you'll ever fight
Because you love
Over and over again
Chicken on the grill; hole in the wall where I got ill
Comin home late smellin like a still;
Mom waited up to get in my grill
I swear my dad caught me becomin a man
Came with the bail money; did the best he can
A cross on the wall; a bible on the table
Under a full moon, drinkin the black label
Standin on a screened-in porch that lean
Chiefin the good leaf; feelin the breeze
Momma said everyday hit your knees
And give thanks that you're alive
Oh, take it to the house
take it to the house; take it to the
take it to the
take it to the house
Welcome home
Where the faucets drip at night
Welcome home
Where the screen door don't hang right
Welcome home
The only place you'll ever fight
Because you love
Over and over again
Think about the years
Troubles of the world don't matter here
Talk about chevrolets over a beer
Don't gotta worry about what I hear
Because ya know its all said in love
Sometimes pushin comes to shove
And we forgive, but we don't forget
And its okay to be full of it
Cuz we all know who we messin with
Car in the yard over run by weeds
I remember when I used to climb that tree
When I was young and dumb
Oh, take it to the house
Take it to the house; take it to the
Take it to the; take it to the house
Welcome home
Where the faucets drip at night
Welcome home
Where the screen door don't hang right
Welcome home
The only place you'll ever fight
Because you love
Over and over again
What a beautiful day
Lookin back and thinkin bout the people that I'm missin
You can hear 'em in the breeze and the trees if ya listen
Some are in the ground and some are in prison
Now I remember momma hangin clothes on the line
Way back before I opened my mind
And got hip to the guilt, hard times, and fear
And I'm just damn glad to be here
Welcome home
Where the faucets drip at night
Welcome home
Where the screen door don't hang right
Welcome home
The only place you'll ever fight
Because you love
Take 75 North get off on Northside Drive
Take a left cross the bridge on the left side
We would watch the sun come up after a long night
Everything you need to make you feel like wrongs right
Blazing raising cain at the Days Inn
Room 221 getting it done
Going out our minds for a good time
We were high like HI living life on the run
Spending my money like nothing else mattered
When the folks rode by everybody scattered
It was dirty it was seedy
It was grimey it was gritty
They were stripping they were strapping
They were tripping they were trapping
There's a Waho by the Hoti
where they slang that bolo
And if you drive through you don't wanna go solo
Mouse Trap
or chicken melt plate and a good buzz
Good times baby a day cuz that's just what it was
Cuz that's just what it was oh that just what it was
That's just what it was
The sink and the bath tube both full of beers
There were empty cigarette packs everywhere
People coming people going everybody's celly ringing
Ain't nobody sleeping till you hear the birds singing
Taking everything that you can think of to the head
Just letting off steam some were popping off lead
And the honeys made their money with the oldest known profession
Unless you were holding cuz they all on a mission
We were ready to fight at the drop of a dime
Didn't never check the clock wasn't worried about the time
It was dirty it was seedy it was grimey it was gritty
They were stripping they were strapping
They were tripping they were trapping
There's a Waho by the Hoti where they slang that bolo
And if you drive through you don't wanna go solo
Mouse Trap or chicken melt plate and a good buzz
Good times baby a day cuz that's just what it was
Cuz that's just what it was oh that just what it was
That's just what it was
Yeah we were living for the moment
If they had it we was on it
Getting drunk and staying crunk until the morning
Talking junk and looking homeless
It was just the place your mama told you not to go
The kind of spot you're locked and loaded if your smart
But if you're not you're like I was when I was there
Stupid but the rooms were cheap
Food is inexpensive getting geeked until we went to sleep
Better hope you get a bed cuz those were sure some dirty floors
Had to look through the peep hole when people knocked for sure
There's a Waho by the Hoti where they slang that bolo
And if you drive through you don't wanna go solo
Mouse Trap or chicken melt plate and a good buzz
Good times baby a day cuz that's just what it was
Cuz that's just what it was oh that just what it was
That's just what it was
There's a Waho by the Hoti where they slang that bolo
And if you drive through you don't wanna go solo
Mouse Trap or chicken melt plate and a good buzz
Good times baby a day cuz that's just what it was
Cuz that's just what it was oh that just what it was
She got a body like a God almighty
Hot as a pistol, drinkin' liquor out the bottle
Got a friend named Crystal, done away with the past
She left it dead in the Chevy
My little runaway Whinnie
Got my back and she ready
Booty shorts in beetle, tramp stamp with Adidas
And I think she tryin' to bust my speakers
She grew up around the corner, father was a stoner
Mother been gone since shorty was around 10
Now she's 'bout 19, cussin' like a sailor
Smokin'
(A Capri)
And sippin' up on her Jager
Flippin' off the cops, tell her stop
But she don't care
Says she just want to have a little fun
No fair
Got her feet up on the dash
Laughin', smokin' up my stash
Says she don't care where we goin'
Just as long as we're goin' fast
And she knows I love her
And I'd do anything for her
She's my little rideout chick that I hideout with
12-pack right beside her
And when it all goes down, she'll still be around
Even if I don't wife her
My little rideout chick, tough little bitch
Swear she got it goin' on
Says I can take her 'bout anywhere with me
Just as long as I don't take her home
And we high, and she bumpin' T.I.
Ain't she somethin'
She fly, and she loves me
She says but she lies
And she steals, and she drinks like a man
She got moves
Watch her work it and drop it
Wiggle, jiggle and pop it
And she's kinda spacey, maybe little crazy
Throwin' beer cans at the speed limit signs
While we whippin' through the back roads
Young, but she acts old
Head out the window to let her long hair blow
Wants to go out to Vegas to make us some big dough
Pedal to the floor
Baby, careful what you ask for
Got her feet up on the dash
Laughin', smokin' up my stash
Says she don't care where we goin'
Just as long as we're goin' fast
And she knows I love her
And I'd do anything for her
She's my little rideout chick, that I hideout with
12-pack right beside her
And when it all goes down, she'll still be around
Even if I don't wife her
My little rideout chick, tough little bitch
Swear she got it goin' on
Says I can take her 'bout anywhere with me
Just as long as I don't take her home
We're like Mickey and Mallory
Whilin' out on the run
Hate it for whoever gotta
Clean up the mess when we're done
We're fuckin' shots at the moon
Tearin' up motel rooms
We set the night on fire
Just for the smell of the fumes
She got my back, I got hers
Her bond is left and not words
Livin' life on the edge
Fast as we can in a blur
She's my rideout chick
And the chick don't snitch
We gon' run it til the wheels fall off
In this bitch
And she knows I love her
And I'd do anything for her
She's my little rideout chick, that I hideout with
12-pack right beside her
And when it all goes down, she'll still be around
Even if I don't wife her
My little rideout chick, tough little bitch
Swear she got it goin' on
Says I can take her 'bout anywhere with me
Just as long as I don't take her home
She's my little rideout chick, that I hideout with
12-pack right beside her
And when it all goes down, she'll still be around
Even if I don't wife her
My little rideout chick, tough little bitch
Swear she got it goin' on
Says I can take her 'bout anywhere with me
We did it all. We did whatever we could get our hands on back in the seventies. We did fucking handfuls of mushrooms, pills, Ludes, coke. Whatever it was, we just fucking swallowed it, ok? That's what we did! People go, "Well why didn't you go into rehab?" We didn't have rehab back in the seventies. Back in the seventies rehab meant you'd stop doing coke, but you kept smoking pot and drinking for a couple more weeks. You know? "Yeah, give me a case of Budweiser and an ounce. I gotta slow down! Jesus Christ! I'm outta control. Look at the size of my pants for Christ's sake!"
Because that's the big thing now. Rehab is the big fucking secret now. Isn't it, huh? Yeah, you can do whatever you want. Just go into rehab and solve your problems. Isn't that the big celebrity thing? That's what I'm gonna do. Yeah, I'm gonna get famous. Then when my career starts to flag, I'm gonna go into three months fucking bender. Ok? Coke, and fucking pot, and smack, and fucking booze, and drive over people, and beat up my kids, go into therapy, go into rehab, come outta rehab, be on the cover of people magazine, "Sorry! I fucked up!" That's what they do, man. They go into rehab and they come out and they blame everybody except themselves. They blame their parents, right? That's the way. Everybody comes from a dysfunctional family all of the sudden, huh? Rosanne Barr comes from a dysfunctional family? Not Rosanne! She seems so normal to me! The Jacksons were dysfunctional!? Not the Jacksons! These people give each other new heads for Christmas for Christ's sake!
[Pace Won]
Who that smoked-out kid that do more drugs than a rock star?
Not far from bein' in the back seat of a cop car
Top dog that falls the fuck off, now he fiendin'
The need for drugs got his ass stealin'
He asks you for pocket change and cigarettes every time you see him
White shit around his lips; he got open sores, bleedin'
Kid blast more fast than Pete Rock could flip a remix
Hope he don't OD like River Phoenix
Hope his ass gets himself together and his people live to see it
All his felonies become misdemeanors
He shootin' up hot heroin, one dub, intravenous
Robbin' niggas cleaner than the cleaners
[Chorus: Pace Won]
Yo, some people fiend for it, spend some cream on it
They slip and get addicted, drop a G on it
Next thing, they trip and they think their house haunted
Niggas never should've got what they wanted
[Hook: Pace Won]
Yo, if you crack the fuck out you need rehab
Dope the fuck up you need rehab, rehabilitation
It's drug therapy for a patient
Kickin' cold turkey got them kooky niggas shakin'
[Az-Izz]
Az-Izz, ex-Mad Math wiz
Now I'm addicted to pills, hash, and acid
For denouncin' Jevohah, first time I got high, it was over
Got drunker than Grady off JD and Coca-Cola
I broke bread with dopehead [?] that broke legs for mopeds
Plus Axe fatter than the ass on Jennifer Lopez
Sniff lines with cokeheads and bring the Rawkus like Mos Def
[Nawshis]
Remember this; bad habits only get worser
When your lungs insert lye, they just tryin' to reach the first high
I used to smoke, drink mad brew straight
Still be sober, so I had to graduate
Nawshis; I'm addicted to gettin' lifted
Didn't know not to, havin' rap a role model
Until I heard Redman hit the rope
I heard Mobb Deep sniffed coke
Yo, Yo!
[Chorus]
[Hook]
[D.U.]
I'm the rehab specialist
Checkin' shit from testosterone to female estrogen
Stethoscope, check your pulse, detox shock treatment
No eavesdrop, it's top secret
Yo, Dr. Giggle; I jot down notes and start to scribble
I figured out the riddle; ain't shit wrong with you
(??????)I take acid with pain tablets
A strange habit but that shit keeps my brains blasted
Unbalanced chemicals bend the rules; break in lockers
Stealin' tennis shoes; back in the day you should've finished school
Was the man of the playground, now you're waist down
Here's a shot of redemption; go make some cake now
Come and have a drink with me
There's a place in Portobello where a man will talk to me
Here is a story of success
As he used to jam with Jimmy untill he was laid to rest
Ooh, he had to go and lose it
Ooh, if there's a chemical abuse it
Ooh oh he said
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had he had
No dont be swayed by his breath
The story on his face tells of a man who's cheated death
he said son, take a llok at me
I havn't been the same since that night in Seventy
Ooh, you don't have to go and lose it
Ooh, choose it and use it
Ooh oh, cos theres
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
You've got one life prove that you can use it, don't be a fool cos only fools abuse it
Live the life you love, the life you choose, don't be affraid
Live, the life you love, the life you choose
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
You've got one life prove that you can use it, don't be a fool cos only fools abuse it
A lot of fun, a lot of fun to be had, but over do it and end up in the rehab
Hello Hi Hi my name is Mary and I'm an addict
I've been sober now 4.............24 hours
I just have some issues
I jus took some benzedrine Percoset and codeine
dusted up smoked some weed candy flipped
and popped in Visine
so my timing may be off I vaporize 2 fuel the cough
adrenaline is pressuring Doctor bring the medicine
some ketamine Vicodin Xanax and anthrax
I'm hiding all my needle tracks I'm fighting off heart
attacks
nosebleeds cheap speed shitty weed all seed
gettin frisky dirty deeds sippin whiskey on my knees
about 2 burn out crooked mouth turned out on anotha
bout
I'm chillin in a glass house pourin anotha glass out
I'm goin in my stash now there's nothin I ain't usin
GHB LSD Valium and Ecstasy
Pop mescaline with Mexicans put ether in my napkin
I've got so many skeletons I'm a chemical reaction
I'm pissed off pissed on express addiction through this
song
half my memory is gone the X in me lets me belong
I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I
need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out
5 AM fully geeked sweat tricklin down my cheek
mouth bone dry can't even speak the cover girl 4 heroin
chic
the enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally
coke wench tweeker bitch cocktease
best friend park bench make the switch some of these
a few of them I wake up bent my money spent
how my gonna pay my rent
my sugar daddy mets the ends
my dealer is my new best friend
waking up in strangers' beds with these voices in my
head
drunk slut coke blunts junkie bitch bathroom bumps
homeless broken out of luck and really jus don't give a
fuck
uneffective unemployed unstable null and void
my vanity has been destroyed the famine keeps me
paranoid
blacked out white lines highballs crooked spine
comatose overdose took it 2 the borderline
sirens ambulance doctors cuttin off my pants
black & blue in ICU I've got a 50/50 chance
I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I
need help
filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out
fuckin fiend quarantine feed me caffeine nicotine
trade it 4 some Thorazine morphine or dopamine
itchy veins Novocaine stop these voices in my brain
as my muscles start 2 strain help me Lord am I insane
fix me quick suck my dick your counseling makes me sick
answer me where's my shit tell me what you did with it
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
I hate U all U fuckin bitch
I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I
need help
Are you in there anywhere?
Trapped inside your head
Is the you we knew alive
Or just better off dead?
One more pill, could it hurt?
The damage was done long before
Who’s counting after thousands?
What’s the harm in wanting more?
I don’t need rehab
I don’t need it that bad
I don’t need rehab
Oh, oh, where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Just another haven, another secret stash
What a little bro, way to go
Blowing all your cash
I think you’d be better off fucking your nose
Getting your shades with the tourniquet
And let the glory fade
Oh, oh, where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
I don’t need rehab
I don’t need it that bad
I don’t need rehab
Oh, oh, where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Down so low, where you gonna go?
Down so low, where you gonna go?
I don’t need rehab
I don’t need it that bad
I don’t need rehab
They tried to make me go to rehab but i said 'no, no, no'
Yes, I've been black but when i come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if mummy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but i won't go go go
I'd rather stay at home with Ray
I ain't got seventeen days
'Cause there's nothing,
There's nothing you can teach me
That i can't learn from Mr Hathaway
I don't get a lot in class
But i know it don't come in a shot glass
They tried to make me go to rehab but i said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when i come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if mummy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but i won't go go go
The man said 'why do you think you're here'
I said 'I got no idea
I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
so I always keep a bottle near'
She said 'I just think your depressed,
kiss me baby, and go rest'
They tried to make me go to rehab but i said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when i come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if mummy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but i won't go go go
I don't ever wanna drink again
I just ooh need a friend
I'm gonna spend ten weeks
have everyone think I'm on the mend
It's not just my pride
It's just til these tears have dried
They tried to make me go to rehab but i said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine