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Mark Kermode (born 2 July 1963) is an English film critic, musician and a member of the British Academy of Film and Television Arts. He contributes to Sight and Sound magazine, The Observer newspaper and BBC Radio 5 Live, where he presents Kermode and Mayo's Film Reviews with Simon Mayo on Friday afternoons. He also co-presents the BBC Two arts programme The Culture Show and discusses other branches of the arts for the BBC Two programme Newsnight Review. Kermode writes and presents a film-related video blog for the BBC.
Kermode, born Mark Fairey in Barnet, North London, England, attended Haberdashers' Aske's Boys' School, an independent boys' school in Elstree, a few years ahead of comedians Sacha Baron Cohen, Matt Lucas and David Baddiel and in the same year as actor Jason Isaacs. He was raised as a Methodist, and is now a member of the Church of England.
Mark Fairey's parents divorced when he was in his early 20s and he subsequently changed his surname to his GP mother's maiden name by deed poll. (Neither of them is related to the literary critic Frank Kermode.)
Cry without tears
See without sight
Night without day
And every day's black as the night
Fly without wings
Feel without touch
Touch without feel
And everywhere nothing is real
I wanna see from within
I wanna be where I've been
I know a truth from a lie
I wanna live 'fore I die
Life without death
World without end
Sleep without dreams
And nothing is quite what it seems
I want something
More than you'll know
Follow myself
And go where you can never go
And I see though my eyes are closed
I wanna see from within
I wanna be where I've been
I know a thruth from a lie
I wanna live 'fore I die
Inside you without your blessing
Inside me is me confessing
Outside you is outside me
And inside there is no guarantee, no
I wanna see from within
I wanna be where I've been
I know a truth from a lieI wanna live 'fore I die
Cry without tears
Yesterday with eyes away the breifness of a moment
As in a blinding flash of light the world came remade
Vauge my life, A distant shadow filtered through my mind
And dreamed my lovers kiss subdued the emptiness inside
I watch a thousand ships go by
From the cliffs abouve the helpless tide
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste Within
Pretending nothing's to take the place of our dissapearing words
Silence where the water flows and where our actions blur
So angels kiss the brows and lips and pull the strings inside
Waiting for the firelight to bring tomorrow home
I watch a thousand ships go by
From the cliffs abouve the raging tide
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste Within
(Barely audible)
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
I don't know if I want to flow for evermore
And I don't want to know how slow the time must flow
And I don't want to hear no cheap apologies
And I don't want to wish for anything more
Within myself I lost myself
It's not my mind that's in my head
Within my shell without my soul
It is my head but not my mind
You know your way around the fools' hall of fame
You say you're all for it, you're not in for the game
It is so hard to try not to look into the flame
It is so hard to keep all boogie nights at bay
Within myself I lost myself
It's not my mind that's in my head
Within my shell without my soul
It's not my mind in my head
Come and go and spin around
And throw it up and throw it down
And someone's always higher up than you
Within myself I lost myself
It's not my mind that's in my head
Within my shell without my soul
Yesterday with eyes away the breifness of a moment
As in a blinding flash of light the world came remade
Vauge my life, A distant shadow filtered through my mind
And dreamed my lovers kiss subdued the emptiness inside
I watch a thousand ships go by
From the cliffs abouve the helpless tide
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste Within
Pretending nothing's to take the place of our dissapearing words
Silence where the water flows and where our actions blur
So angels kiss the brows and lips and pull the strings inside
Waiting for the firelight to bring tomorrow home
I watch a thousand ships go by
From the cliffs abouve the raging tide
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste Within
(Barely audible)
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste
I raise my chin to the god within
As to carry fear with a failing grin
And blizzard rage fills every page
Fills every breath and every taste Within
The eyes can't hide
What's running through the mind
When love begins to die
It yields the tears we cry
Behind a smile
Could be a struggling lie
And though we try so hard
We just can't fake it
*But why do we allow
Somebody to step in?
Though they can't read
Between the lines
When we are hurting
**I don't want to cry aloud
I want him to be the one to know
That I'm in pain and
He's the one to blame
I want him to figure out
It's all about discerning what is real
What I trully feel
To see the meaning
Knowing what's within
He holds my hand
But never understands
Embracing me is coldness
He's too numb to feel
If I convey
The things I have to say
I thinks I'll only make a fool
Of myself
Repeat * & **
When he starts to see
These tears inside of me
Then I'll believe
That he perceives
Just what's within
There are so many things that I don't understand
There's a world within me that I cannot explain
Many rooms to explore, but the doors look the same
I am lost I can't even remember my name
I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Please tell me who I am
I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Please tell me who I am
There are so many things that I don't understand
There's a world within me that I cannot explain
Many rooms to explore, but the doors look the same
(Where are the thoughts to try to keep?)
I am lost I can't even remember my name
(Then I wonder why)
I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Please tell me who I am
I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Please tell me who I am
I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Please tell me who I am
I've been, for sometime, looking for someone
Fighting to know them
Feel the vibrating words of power
Magick the portal, language the key
As my journey within begins
Once again the gates stand open before me
Time has come for me to climb the tree of life
And sail the seas I know so well
I search the winding mazes of my mind
And travel through thoughts left behind
As the waves they carry my ship into the air
A way out, but not back, I must find
I can't go on living in this dead world
Crawling through this life I hate
I won't be thrown to the wolves again
I escape through magick as darkness it falls
But now the danger lurks within
Through my mind and beyond
My task is insane
And I don't know how my body will respond
But my ship is a strong on
It has carried me through storms worse than this
I can't go on living in this dead world
Crawling through the life I hate
I hear music and it guides me
On my quest to infinity
A harbor appears within the mist
It's lighthouse, a sunrise
For a soul starved of light
I try to focus my mind on it
But something is blocking the way
But one day this city I'll reach
I now return to balance again
As mind and body unites
And I close the temples of my mind
Lutis nitra
Find powers within
I feel the shivers running down my spine,
it wakes the powers of my undivine.
My mind betrays me I'm leaping back in time.
All those memories left behind,
In the torture chamber where I lived to be.
All my purity is left in greed.
Can't take control, my ego burns me out,
everything seems so faded now.
Chorus; I've seen it, believed it,
but deep inside I know that something is wrong.
I've been it, I've lived it but now I know -
my schizophrenia is gone.
Feels like I'm trapped between two worlds,
the doors are locked in either ways,
I can hear my echo but there are no walls.
A sick brain in a tortured host.
Chorus;
I've seen it, believed it,
but deep inside I know that something is wrong.
I've been it, I've lived it but now I know -
my schizophrenia is gone.
But I have kept talking,
not a soul is listening but me,
starving inside, dreaming of life.
Is my soul at a restingpoint?
And as the dragon rises
He stands so tall
Waiting for the daylight
To fly away
He'll never fall
Spreads his wings and flies away to Avalon
Guided by forgotten powers
He lifts up high
Into the dawn
Though some might feel
What no one knows:
The last of the dreams alive has left
Oh - his flame now fades
Oh - whithering away
Oh - daylight, night another day
Oh - alone so cold and alone so all alone
And as the flapping sound
Of majestic wings
Fades low
As dreams subside
within those left
Upon this crusty ball
The last one left.
He took with him
A warmin' spark
Of children's eyes
Now staying dark
With nothing to dream
Wave 'bye to him
You'll never reach the surface
Never reach the surface
Surfing underneath the goddamn truth
Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield within your mind
Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield within your mind
Within your mind
Within your mind
The truth is fading away
Will I ever get through?
No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain
If it's in vain
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if you get insane
You feel so fucking down
Don't you feel alive
You feel so fucking down
Don't you feel alive
You're just a time bomb
No matter if you're right or wrong
This is just your damn song
No matter if you're right or fucking wrong
No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain
If it's in vain
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain
If it's in vain
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if you get insane
No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane
No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain
If it's in vain
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if you get insane
No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain
If it's in vain
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
You would try your best
To ruin me, embarrass me, belittle me
I won't let go of those times.
If I wasn't such a selfish piece of shit,
I'd right my wrongs
And try to make things right again.
I cannot think,
I will not think
Of all those bullshit lies
That you would compromise.
If I look back
Then I'm sure I promised I would change.
I'll keep these promises the best I can.
I know that I can't change
But I'm doing my best to be the best that I can be.
What will it fucking take
Have you ever stopped to think
About these moments in between
Concerned not with life
While existence stands at the edge of a knife
We eat the lies, then drink and dance to the insect song
No promise of a better day as empty words get washed away
Can't stop the bleeding in my head
Can't stop the pain
Can't stop this world that we've deranged
Can't stop the burning from within
Ever stopped to think
Our one guarantee in life is death
Man made end in sight
Bite down, go without regrets
Can't stop the bleeding in my head
Can't stop the pain
Can't stop this world that we've deranged
Can't stop the burning from within
In a final moment, when a restless tide begins to turn
The ones will realize that the final lesson... can't be learned
Ever stopped to think
About these moments in between
Could you only make for one more
What the fuck would it be?
Can't stop the bleeding in my head
Can't stop the pain