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Ohhhhh
Ohhhhhhhhh
There is no short cut to a dream
But I am not afraid I'll take it all the way
I'm gunna give more than it takes
Work harder than the rest till I'm the very best
Ohh you think youv'e got it all figured out
You think ur so damn cool what's that all about
But I've got mime just watch this space
And you just wait
Hold up a mirror you should see yourself
You think your so much better than everybody else
But I've got time just watch this space
And you just wait
There's something deep inside my heart
Burns with a thousands flies
So relentess my desire
I see a future shine so bright
Beyond the finish line
I'm gunna make it mine
Ohh you think youv'e got it all figured out
You think ur so damn special what's that all about
But I've got mime yh watch this space
And you just wait
Hold up a mirror you should see yourself
You think that you wont stumble like everybody else
But I got time just watch this space
And you just wait
You bring your best
I'll be one step ahead
Your tears will fall
You'll be falling instead
Ohhhh you just wait
I'm not afraid
And I'm not backing down
Shut up your eyes
And it's coming around
Ohhhh you just wait
I wanna live like everyday
Is the last day, the last day of my life.
I wanna feel like I'm out on a ledge,
And I'm lovin' myself,
I wanna learn to fly.
I wanna stand on the edge of the world,
Throw myself off and be happy to fall.
Yeah
Why (why), why (why), why (why),
Don't you even try (try), try (try)
To open up your eyes!
Wake up! Wake up, live your life,
Wake up! Wake up, it'll be alright.
When you feel it, and you know it
Wanna shout it, wanna show it.
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!
I wanna feel like I'm running away,
And I can't stop, 'till I'm where I wanna be.
I wanna hurt, yeah, I wanna be scared,
I'll be freaking out, but that's alright with me.
I'll take a breath, like the world is out of oxygen,
And I'll use it just to laugh/why.
Why (why), why (why), why (why),
Don't you even try (try), try (try)
To open up your eyes!
Wake up! Wake up, live your life,
Wake up! Wake up, it'll be alright.
When you feel it, and you know it
Wanna shout it, wanna show it.
When you feel it, and you know it
Wanna shout it, wanna show it.
Wake up! Wake up! And live...
Now I know, where to go,
I'm not following a crowd but there's
So many faces staring at me!
I'm not going with the flow,
I gotta wave goodbye and say hello
To unfamiliar circumstances!
Oh, whoa,
I gotta start believing in myself,
It's up to me and no - one else!
I'm feeling...
This could be the start of something,
I can feel my heart it's jumping
Want to walk but can't stop running,
I can't stop running!
Good to be a part of something,
Once apon a time was nothing,
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good!
Life's a b****, life's a mess,
Trying to find your way it's not so easy,
It's not the way it looks on TV!
I'm fully clothed, but still undressed,
It's like I'm walking on the highest wire,
Without a saftey net below me!
Oh, whoa,
There's not another place I'd rather be,
Listen to the voice inside of me,
That's shouting...
This could be the start of something,
I can feel my heart it's jumping
Want to walk but can't stop running,
I can't stop running!
Good to be a part of something,
Once apon a time was nothing,
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good!
Good to be where I belong,
It's just so good to belong,
Maybe this time is the one, (time is the one)
Maybe this time is the one time I've been waiting for too long!
This could be the start of something,
I can feel my heart it's jumping
Want to walk but can't stop running,
I can't stop running!
Good to be a part of something,
Once apon a time was nothing,
This could be the start of something
Lauren: This is the night I've waited for so long,
I'm ready for a rhythm of my own,
You know that I'm gonna move ya,
Hey!
It's the night I've waited for a life,
I can see my dream materialize,
And I am ready to move ya,
Yeahh!
(Chorus)
All: When the lights shine, everything is set in motion,
Now it's just a question of time, I'm,
Running right into the hurricane
Whoa
And we'll be flying so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high!
Lauren: Ev'ry single beat comes down to this,
I can taste the future on my lips (I've got all I can be)
You know that I'm gonna move ya, (I've got all I can be)
Yeahh!
All: We came, we saw, we conquered it all, we're gonna be somebody standing 20 feet tall...
(Chorus)
All: When the lights shine, everything is set in motion,
Now it's just a question of time, I'm,
Running right into the hurricane
Whoa whoa!
When the lights shine, everything is set in motion,
And we'll be flying so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high, so high...
All of my life I have watched you
climbing mountains, chasing dreams
All of my life you gave me everything
but you don't have to give the world to me
Just say you love me as I am,
say you want me as I am,
say I'm someone in your eyes,
that's all I want it to be
Oh, just let me go, I know one day if I'm allowed,
if I'm allowed, one day I'll make you proud
All of your life you've taken chances
you've broke the rules time after time
All of your life you've gone your own way,
so give me this chance, and I'll go mine
Why can't you say you love me as I am,
say you want me as I am,
say I'm someone in your eyes,
that's all I want it to be
Oh, just let me go, I know one day if I'm allowed,
if I'm allowed, one day I'll make you proud
Oh, one day I'll make you proud
And trying to please you now, it's all I seem to do
I'm holding my dreams down, it's breaking me in two
I've got to be me now 'cause there's already one of you
I'm on my knees so help me please
Please don't shoot me down
Though you can't see it now
My mind is full of all i'm not
My heart reminds me of what I forgot
I try to change my point of view
I try to change my point of view
And we all have disappointments
And we all got things to learn
And we're picking up the pieces
And we're picking up the pieces
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
I can see the skies are slowly changing
I still hide behind the rain
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
And I'm picking up the pieces
And I'm picking up the pieces
And for a moment I was lost
And in a moment I was found again
And we all need second chances
Cause we all will make mistakes
And we're picking up the pieces
And we're picking up the pieces
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
I can see the skies are slowly changing
I still hide behind the rain
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
And I'm picking up the pieces
And I'm picking up the pieces
And I can make it better this time around
And nothings gonna stop me or break me down
I know i'm gettin closer I'm almost there
I know I know I know yeahhh
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
I can see the skies are slowly changing
I still hide behind the rain
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
And I'm picking up the pieces
And I'm picking up the pieces
I think it's gonna be alright
I think it's gonna be ok
I can see the skies are slowly changing
"Intro":
I've wanted this forever since I could remember, pictures of madonna make me wanna wanna, work a little harder go a little faster I'll do it for my mama aint talkin' to my father.
Bridge:
Let me take you to the after show.
Chorus:
I'm an overnight sensation,
I'm the darling of the nation,
Turn out to every occasion,
Got my backstage invitation,
Who needs work and dedication
Just give me the adoration
I'm an overnight sensation,
So love me now (love me now x7).
-Instrumental-
Chorus:
I'm an overnight sensation,
I'm the darling of the nation,
Turn out to every occasion,
Got my backstage invitation,
Who needs work and dedication
Just give me the adoration
I'm an overnight sensation,
So love me now (love me now ).
She's an overnight sensation,
She's the darling of the nation,
Turns out to every occasion,
Got her backstage invitation,
She's the TV generation
Sends the limo to the station
She's an overnight sensation
Oh, Why is there a gap
where you used to fall
It's like I don't even know
you at all
despite everything we've been through
you've departed
(Start Chorus)
I feel like something's broken
You're blind
blinded by the lights
It's time (time time time)
For the intervention
There's a missing person
(End Chorus)
You used to like red
and now you like blue
you used to come to us
Now you make us come to you
Take a look in to the mirror
Do you recognize the guy who's looking back at you?
You've died and someone
else is wearing your skin
We tried but you wandered
where the ice was too thin
Oh how will you find your way
back from the other side
(Chorus)
Calling Out, calling out
there's a missing person
calling out, calling out
there's a missing person
calling out, calling out
there's a missing person
Yeaaaaahhhhh.......
(Chorus)
There's a missing person
calling out, calling out
(X2)
Danny:
Now I know where to go,
I'm not following the crowd
But there's so many faces staring at me.
Lauren & Danny:
I'm not going with the flow,
I gotta wave goodbye and say hello,
To unfamiliar circumstances!
Jez:
Oh oh oh,
I'm gonna start believin' in myself.
It's up to me and no-one else.
I'm feelin'!
All: This could be
BB: The start of something
All: I can feel
BB: My heart is jumping
All: Want to walk
BB: But can't stop running
All: I can't stop running!
All: Good to be
Lola: A part of something
All: Once upon a
Lola: Time was nothing
All: This could be
Lola: The start of something
All: This could be the start of something good!
Jez:
I wanna live like every day is the last day, the last day of my life
I wanna feel like I'm out on a ledge and lovin' myself
I wanna learn to fly, I wanna stand on the edge of the world
Throw myself off and be happy to fall, yeah
Jez: Why?
Girls: Why?
Jez: Why?
Girls: Why?
Jez: Why?
Girls: Why?
Jez: Don't you even try?
Girls: Try
Jez: Try
Girls: Try
All: To open up your eyes!
Wake Up! Wake Up! Live your life
Wake Up! Wake Up! It'll be all right
When you feel it and you know it
Wanna shout it, wanna show it
Wake Up! Wake Up.
Jez:
Wake up...
All:
(Why! )
Danny:
Is there a gap where you used to fall?
It's like I don't even know you at all
Despite everything we've been through you've departed
All: I... !
Danny: Feel like something's broken
All: You're blind... !
Danny: Blinded by the lights
All: It's time
Danny: Time time time, for the intervention
There's a missing person
All:
You used to like red and now you like blue
You used to come to us, now you make us come to you
Take a look in to the mirror
Do you recognize the guy who's looking back at you?
Lauren:
It's the same old line and the same old chat
You can't do this, you can't do that
I don't wanna hear it anymore
I see that look that's in your eye
You judge by the cover not what's inside
I don't wanna see it anymore
Hope is coming round
I don't wanna let go
All: I don't wanna let go
Lauren: I'm not lettin' myself down
I don't wanna let go, whoa whoa
All: I don't wanna let go
Lauren" I've come too far to turn around
I don't wanna let go, whoa
'Cos this ain't someone else's dream
I don't wanna let go, whoa
I don't wanna say no, whoa
'Till you've seen the best of me
All:
Na na na na, na na na na
Na na na na, na na na na
Na na na na, na na na na
Na na na na, na na na na
Claudine:
You think you've got it all figured out
You think you're so damn cool what's that all about?
But I've got mine just watch this space
Yeah you just wait
Hold up a mirror you should see yourself
You think you think that you wont stumble like everybody else
But I got time just watch this space
And you just wait
Lauren & Claudine:
Stop breakin' your heart,
Your makin' it hard on you.
Don't drive in reverse,
You've been through the worst,
Put it behind you.
It's only growing pains don't you know.
The only way to live is letting go.
This is a song for the broke-hearted,
The disappointed ones.
If you hear me, then this one's for you.
Is it really worth holding on to.
Stop breakin' your heart,
Your makin' it hard on you.
Don't drive in reverse,
You've been through the worst,
Put it behind you.
It's only growing pains don't you know.
The only way to live is letting go.
This is a lifeline,
For hopes that are drowning,
When trust is a sinking stone.
If you hear me then this one's for you,
Cause it's only a memory your holding on to.
Stop breakin' your heart,
Your makin' it hard on you.
Don't drive in reverse,
You've been through the worst,
Put it all behind you.
It's only growing pains don't you know,
The only way to live is letting go.
It's only growing pains don't you know.
Stop what your doing now
I know your hurting now
Don't have to do this
ohhhh nooooo
~BB~
I wish that I could make
this feeling go away
I wish to God that
there could be another way
but there's a screaming in my mind
and there's no reason in this time
Never thought that it was
gonna be like this
Never thought you'd be the
one who'd take the hit
But they took you away now
And someone's gonna pay now
No silence
No comfort
Just panic
And Chaos
No logic
No meaning
No exit
No way out
No Way out
~Jez~
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
There's no Love
In a fight song
Only the sound of
your life breaking
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
There's no peace here
For no one
There's no Love
in a fight song
~BB~
My heart is hurting now
I have to do this now
My days are coming
I Know
There's no way out of here
There's nothing left to fear
No time for Loving
Oh No
~Jez~
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
There's no Love
In a fight song
Only the sound of
your life breaking
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
Are you really gonna
throw it all away
There's no peace here
For no one
There's no Love
Na na na na na x8
It's the same old line and the same old chat
You can't do this, you can't do that
I don't wanna hear it anymore
I see that look that's in your eye
You judge by the cover not what's inside
I dont wanna see it anymore
Hope is coming round
I don't wanna let go (I don't wanna let go)
I'm not lettin' myself down
I don't wanna let go, (I don't wanna let go) woah, woah
I've come too far to turn around
I don't wanna let go
'Cos this ain't someone else's dream
I don't wanna let go
I don't wanna say no
'Till you see the best of me
Na na na na na x4
'Till you see the best of me
Na na na na na x4
'Till you see the best of me
Na na na na na x4
I don't wanna let go (I don't wanna let go, yeah)
I'm not lettin' myself down
I don't wanna let go, woah, woah
I've come too far to turn around
I don't wanna let go
'Cos this ain't someone else's dream
I don't wanna let go
I don't wanna say no
"Intro"
Don't give up on us never ever!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah wooooohh.
Verse 1:
Did you see her, stepping out the ferrari she thinks she's the life and soul of the party Did u see her dressed in versace, acting like the bomb but she lookin' so nasty.
Bridge:
We used to hang together, she used to role with us. Now she's on another planet she doesn't understand it.
Chorus:
You need to get over yourself, get over yourself come back down to earth, get over yourself get over yourself, get out before your hurt.
Verse 2:
Did you see it her picture in the paper, Caught up in the hypertolic do yourself a favour. don't believe it, get some sugar from your neigbours, she's gunna' come down baby sooner or later.
Bridge:
We used to hang together, she used to role with us. Now she's on another planet she doesn't understand it.
Chorus:
You need to get over yourself, get over yourself come back down to earth, get over yourself get over yourself, get out before your hurt.
Insturmental Intro:
Hey hey hey hey!
Don't give up on us never ever!
Yeaayeayeayeayeayea woooh.
(Get over it)
Chorus:
You need to get over yourself, get over yourself come back down to earth, get over yourself get over yourself, get out before your hurt.
(Get over it)
Outro:
Oh my I just can't stop looking
The way she move's like, That across the floor
That (Hot)
Body looks kinda dealy
Just slide on over
And let me see some more
No it's not going down like that
Work a little harder boy
Gotta make a good impression now
Move up
Get closer
What you waiting for
Chorus:
I'm gonna drive you crazy
The way I shake it baby
Just bring your hip to my hip
Don't trip when I whip you up
Right up into a frenzy
Get body to body
Can we
Just do this Hip to the hip
Don't trip come and touch it's
Hot Hot Hot
Oh my god I think I love her
She's so on fire
I just got to know
Does that body travel
Hooome
Wont you bring it over here
Baby you look good to go
No it's not going down like that
You want me
Gotta show me
Gotta blow me away
Chorus:
I'm gonna drive you crazy
The way I shake it baby
Just bring your hip to my hip
Don't trip when I whip you up
Right up into a frenzy
Get body to body
Can we
Just do this Hip to the hip
Don't trip come and touch it's
Hot Hot Hot
Gonna drive you crazy
The way I shake it baby
Get you in a frenzy
Gotta get closer
Bring it over
Body to Body
No it's not going down like that
You want me
Gotta show me
Gotta blow me away
Chorus:
I'm gonna drive you crazy
The way I shake it baby
Just bring your hip to my hip
Don't trip when I whip you up
Right up into a frenzy
Get body to body
Can we
Just do this Hip to the hip
Don't trip come and touch it's
Hot Hot Hot
I'm gonna drive you crazy
The way I shake it baby
Just bring your hip to my hip
Don't trip when I whip you up
Right up into a frenzy
Get body to body
Can we
Just do this Hip to the hip
Don't trip come and touch it's
Hot Hot Hot
Heeeyyy Yeaahh,
Heeeyyy Yeaahh!
Thought I was, the kind who had to little to lose,
Thought I was, the man who'd seen the things he needed to,
But you're so,
Sweet now, So sweet Now,
Make Me think in different ways.
When I stepped outside, openened my eyes,
Saw a better view, Much finer Place!
It's Like Something brighter,
So Brand New,
It's like some kinda Fever,
I don't wanna loooose,
A New sensation, To settle My Blues,
Take A look at who I am...
You'll see the face of a changing man!
Heeey Heeeeey!
Heeey Yeaaah!
Ooowooh Ooowooh Ooowooh.
Maybe I've been,
Looking for the wrong kind of heart and soul,
Maybe I've Been,
Fighting too hard with my self control,
But You're So,
Free Now, So Free Now,
You Liberate those Lonely Days,
Oh when every time,
I'm lost outside,
You lead me back, to a warmer place
It's Like Something brighter,
So Brand New,
It's like some kinda Fever,
I don't wanna loooose,
It's a New sensation, To settle My Blues,
Take a look at who I am,
You'll hear the words of a changing man!
Yeah I'm a changin maaan!
Oooh oohh ooohh!
It's Like Something brighter,
So Brand New,
It's like some kinda Fever,
I don't wanna loose,
It's a new sensation
To settle my blues,
Take a look at, a look at, a look at...
It's Like Something brighter,
So Brand New,
It's like some kinda Fever,
I don't wanna looose,
It's a new sensation
To settle my blues, (whoa my blues)
When you're reaching out your hand,
You'll feel the touch of a changing man!
Wooah heeeey Yeah!
Wooah heeeey Yeah!
Wooah heeeey Yeah!
Yeah, you know just who I am,
Changing man,
When your reaching out your hand
Changing man,
(BB)
You see me playing with my headphones
Didn't see you coming in
Now you got me with my back turned
I don't even know where to begin (I don't even know where to begin)
So much to tell you, I haven't had the time to work it out
So I'll take this opportunity to lay it all down (Lay it all down)
(All)
You should know (You should know)
What I know (What I know)
Just can't hold (Just can't hold)
Back no more (Oh)
(Chorus)
So I whisper words I wanna say, I know you'll never hear it
You know every day I paint the way but never getting near it
Cause I'm just reminiscing don't listen to my confessions (Oh my confessions, yeah)
(BB)
When I listen on my headphones
And the rhythms on my mind
I send the lyrics through the air (Yeah)
And the meanings intertwined
Lost in the music, it's the only thing I wanna do
So I'll take this opportunity to tell you the truth (Yeah, yeah)
(All)
You should know (You should know)
What I know (What I know)
Just can't hold (Just can't hold)
Back no more (Oh)
(Chorus)
So I whisper words I wanna say, I know you'll never hear it
You know every day I paint the way but never getting near it
Cause I'm just reminiscing (Reminiscing) don't listen to my confessions (Oh my confessions, yeah)
(All)
Lay your headphones down (Headphones down) Listen to my
(Listen to my heart)
Your gonna get this, I'm taking to you (I'm talking to you)
Lay your headphones down, Lets go from the start
You're gonna feel it, I'm confessing to you
BB Rap
(All)
You should know (You should know)
What I know (What I know)
Just can't hold (Just can't hold)
Back no more (Oh)
(Chorus)
So I whisper words I wanna say, I know you'll never hear it
You know every day I paint the way but never getting near it
Oooh yeah
It's been the best year of my life
I want to hold this moment tight
And never let it go
And never let it go
Can someone help me understand
Why all good thing have to end
Cause I'll never know
No, I'll never know
Cause in my heart
We are so close
It's like I'm losing the one thing
I love the most
[CHORUS]
Tell me how I'm gonna wake up
Tell me what am I to do
Cause everything I've always wanted
Is everything I'm gonna lose
I don't really wanna wake up
If the dream I had ain't true
Oh can't you tell me
Tell me how I'm gonna wake up without you
Ooh ooh yeah
I never thought I'd find myself
Too much a part of someone else
But now I know
Oh now I know
How to be the best that I can be
To find the strength and self belief
And now I know
I'll never let it go
How can I turn away
Let the sun go down
And lose the thing that's only just been found
[CHORUS]
I wanna believe in now
Is there anybody listening
I need to hear the sounds
Hear the sound of your voice singing next to mine
I just can't be without you
Tell me that's the way you're feeling too
Oooh yeah
Tell me how I'm gonna wake up
Woah woah woah woah
Hope has gone
Hope has gone
Being apart is now the place where we belong
Oh we tried
Oh we tried
Our only future now is living separate lives
So what good is love
When it goes and takes its toll on us
Is anybody out there
Is anybody whatching us
Hope you know
I hope you know
In spite of everything this world has put us through
I loved you
What good is love
When it goes and takes its toll on us
Is anybody out there
Is anybody whatching us
Can anybody help us
Cos you could fight an army with just one son
Hope you know
I hope you know
In spite of everything this world has put us through
I loved you
When did I stop feeling the waight of the world
When did the world get so cold
Why did I have to break your heart
O o oooo
Suddenly my words are harder
Suddenly my nights are darker
Suddenly the situation is not so easy
Suddenly my mind is making
decisions I don't wanna be taking
And I don't know which way to go
I don't want the weight of the world
to fall on me
No, no
I'm gonna wake up tomorrow better a man
I'm gonna work out the things I don't understand
I've made some mistakes
I've been a fool
But when the sun goes down, I'm gonna make it up to you
It's what I'm gonna do
Suddenly the skies are brighter
Suddenly the days are lighter
Suddenly the complications are blowing over
Suddenly my eyes are seeing
That maybe with a little believing
We will know the way to go
Suddenly the skies are brighter
Suddenly the days are lighter
Suddenly the complications are blowing over
Suddenly my eyes are seeing
That maybe with a little believing
We will know the way to go
I don't want the weight of the world...
No, I don't want the weight of the world...
To fall on you
To fall on you
I have chosen
Smothering warmth no more
As I crater deep
Into the conflict laden
Blackness below
All hope is gone
While the backdrop of sense
In our conflict's fading
Blackest ideation
Eats me up alive
I am drowning
In fragile revelations
Twisting and turning
I cannot retain no more
As I crater deep
Into the conflict laden
Blackness below
All hope is gone
While the backdrop of sense
In our conflict's fading
Blackest ideation
Eats me up alive
I am drowning
In fragile revelations
I am too tired to cover
Sick and tired of giving myself away
You suck the life out of me
Too much confusion had forced me to rest
Burning my eyes and stabbing my chest
Guilt and response is a pain in my neck
Deepest depression had made me a wreck
No more prospects for me to take
I'm watching you
Through the glass in my hand
My bottle of treatment
I get on demand
For once I could speak to my inner voice
Unmasking your farce of offering me choice
Accepting the way I'd have to go
The way that deceived me so
In the glance of jealousy I stand
Tryin' to ease my grief
But I can't
When will you ever see the things I've seen
To be left alone
When will you ever feel the pain I feel
To be cast aside,
The root of my being
My soul I've behold
When you crossed my way
The secrets of all my demons unfold
I'm facing a passionate fool
An enemy worth to fight
This shallow weakness
And my demons to tame
I accept my burden
And from where it came
You can't cope with reality
To the border of insanity
Melancholy obsessin' me
Setting all the demons free
They multiply infinity
Daze me make me numb a doctrine becomes an ideal
I hang onto every word you mouth no doubt, no doubt
I'm stampeding with the crowd it makes me dull in a way
Relieve me from my reason I am collateral to the collective
To your wisdom I am worthless no doubt, no doubt
I'm stampeding with the crowd it makes me dull in a way
I will follow
Burn down what I've been before
I will follow you
Me fellows, my brothers
Through the illusion of war
Collapsing
So much pressure
It grinds you
It makes you weak
You are the soil
Every wave drags you out some more
Into the nothing
So much blood
On your hands
Tears in regret won't wash it away
Where did you go
Where have you been
You have control
Of this process you're in
You made mistakes
They cannot be solved in flames
Burning deep into your skin
Your skin
Is this your skin
Is this what you are
Does it itch when you try to sleep
When you lie awake
You wanna trade your itch
For pain
Go walk the earth
See the rivers recur
Behold my eyes
While I cut down the tree
Through my spine
A rush of doubt choking me
Choking me hard
Just once to be a man of no account
No frames to keep me down
No fences and walls
No sacred crown
Can make me yield my ground
What you say
What you will be
Remains to you
Behold my eyes
While I cut down the tree
Through my spine
A rush of doubt choking me
Choking me hard
Hard to be a man in misery
A privilege to own
My sunken cheeks and tired eyes
Got time to tell you so
Who I am
What I will be
Remains to me
You're like a splinter to my mind
Like a nail to my wrist
A dagger to my heart
Like needles through my soul
No bricks and steel
No concrete fields
No smothers and lies
No bullshit and flies
No backbone and guts
No stabs and cuts
Can take what I'm yearning for
All our lifes (sic)
Washed away instantly
I take my time
Your hands choking me
Everywhere is nowhere
Now where's the sense in that?
The inner me gets colder
While my skin can't hold more beads of sweat
With every mile I'm tumbling
My surface molds to fit
Lapsing from faith in you
Forever done
Done with denial
Forever done
Why king, why king, why
Is your kingdom overcome?
Why king, why king, why
Overgrown with moss and mold
His majesty is growing old
I feel my time expiring
From my wanderings I rest
Don't believe in my creator
But my disbelief I detest
I grasp onto the feeling
That I'm the only one
So I have given away my cover
So I bear my wounds to this world
Been carrying this pain around forever
I give in I can't walk no more
Been facing the throes of this world
How it shook me
Oh it shook me goddamn well
In my anger my misgiving
All I need is your distressful delusion
To kneel down to
And all I will be is living proof to the thrust
Of misguided feelings
We bless the broken!
We bless the broken!
We bless the broken!
Take your fucking souls
Pile 'em up high
Burn 'em down low
Cut deep into the flesh
Let it bleed
Let it heal
As I walk into a black room
I can feel the relieve (sic)
A million rays of light
Have worn out my skin
Oh and as I shut the door
Silence is veiling me
Veiling me finally
A room so dark
Couldn't tell if it's white
It's darker than the deepest shade of black night
Where's it to be found
Oh take me into the black
Where's it to be found
The black room
The road to ruin is paved
Oh crumbling crooks
I chase my decay
When you walk through minds
And up to the spirits you rise
When there is no sound
And you can feel the pull of time
Your body is a crook that must be
Left behind
Where's it to be found
The ghost it faints collecting the spores from the air
Feeding the growth with minimal cuts the body is nurtured
The spirit untouched a life led by pride
Rots from the inside a death wish uncomplied
Mirrors in his eyes
(Yrjölä)
En ekaa kertaa muista millään, myönnän sen
Olin kännissä ja Krista tsiigas vinoon
Kai jossain bileissä, ihan pimeessä
Kaikki oli vielä eessä ja päässä soi
Beatles For Sale...
Tunnen beatin rytkeen
mä ilman sitä koskaan elä en
Tunnen beatin rytkeen
mä oon epäsuomalaisen näköinen
Ja mä tiedän:
se vei mun sydämen
Aina niin vain kävi
vaikka toisin aioinkin
Olin kännissä ja Pia tsiigas vinoon
Jo siihen aikaan
mut vei toisiin sfääreihin
isku virvelin ja ääni joka kohos falsettiin
chorus
Ei vuodet tunnu multa mitään muuttaneen
Olen kännissä taas ja Nina tsiigaa vinoon
Mä muistan vielä meistä toisen sammuneen
ja kaiken yllä tuoksui norjalainen puu..
(K. Yrjölä - Outi Vainikka)
Moni taitaa internetin sinkkupalstaa käyttää
miltä mahtaa tämän päivän seuralainen näyttää?
Koskaan emme nähdä saa, arvailla vain kannattaa:
ehkä kanssasi mä voisin ryhtyy ihan mihin vaan
Livekontaktiin kanssas tahdoin niin
mul ois pari juttuu jotka pitäis selvittää
Alko pelottaa, kai voisin morsettaa
ääneni maailmaan et muut ei sitä kuulla saa
Kaverit ei diggaa kun mä aina nettii näppään
Yksin saavat pubiin mennä vetämään kai häppää
Mul on paljon hauskempaa jos sut ruudun ääreen saan
Ja koko ajan mietin miltä näytät oikeestaan
Livekontaktiin kanssas tahdoin niin
mul ois pari juttuu jotka pitäis selvittää
Alko pelottaa, kai voisin morsettaa
ääneni maailmaan et muut ei sitä kuulla saa
Livekontaktiin koskaan päästy ei
mut me vähän aikaa silti hauskaa pidettiin
Piti mennä mun kauas pois sun luota mut mä toivon
et mä vielä sinut saisin
(Yrjölä)
Neljä vuotta sitten sä luulit että kaikki olis oikein
Sä luulit et tää juttu ei ois vaikein, mut se on, joo se on
Yrittäisin auttaa, mut samaan aikaan eksyksissä kuljen
En koskaan pelkäis kertoo tätä sulle, nyt sen teen, joo sen teen
Ja kaikki päättyy aina kyyneliin
mut silti, hei mä elän sun vuokses
Hei, mä tein tän sun vuokses
Ehkä vielä joskus sun hymys vois olla tarkoitettu mulle
Kaiken jättäisin vuosien alle, ne katois pois, joo pois
Liian kova elää, on juurella tulivuoren
Kaiken kätkee se sisälle kuoren
kunnes se räjähtää...
Mitä silloin merkkaa joku Abbey Road?
Mut silti, hei mä elän sun vuokses
Hei mä tein tän sun vuokses
Hei mä elän sun vuokses
Hei mä tein tän sun vuokses
Hei mä elän sun vuokses
(K. Yrjölä)
En syytä selville saa
yksinäni mä vaan pääni sekasin paan
niin turhaan
Ihan kun ajais yksin tandemii
Veit multa poist totuuden
kun sut illalla hankin tiskiltä roskapankin
mä luulin
mut vilkaissut en puntariin
Sillon nään kauniin naisen
nuoren, punatukkaisen
Kuumat reidet kun iskee
muistan lehdestä sen...
Uskon horoskooppiin
Uskon horoskooppiin
Uskon horoskooppiin
joka päivä se mut pelastaa
Niin jälkeen tän keksinnön
että punatukkaiset, riettaat naiset
on parhaita nussii,
ei horoskooppi sivuun jää
Taas unen sen mä muistaa voin:
edessä sata leidii, taka-alalla kun Smilers soittaa
Täytyy vähän jäädä kelaamaan
Sillon nään kauniin naisen
nuoren, punatukkaisen
Kuumat reidet kun iskee
muistan lehdestä sen...
Uskon horoskooppiin
Uskon horoskooppiin
Uskon horoskooppiin
(K. Yrjölä)
Se vaikka loppui joo mä päätin kuitenkin
En mä aio luovuttaa, täytyy vähän tsiigaa mitä tapahtuu
Sen mies löys kirjeen jonka olin duunannu
siihen katkes yhteys, mutta hyvä yritys kuitenkin
Mult kusi hommat silti sitä ikävöin
ja kiviseinään pääni löin
Oo Alyson sä vaikka multa katosit
jäi jokaisesta lauseestas, ihan joka sanasta auki portti
Ja kännissä mä vielä postii lähetin, takas tuli vastaus
"Anti olla viimenen kortti!"
Nyt aina kun nään naisen hyvännäköisen
meinaan kysyy sen...
Et sä sattuis tarvitsemaan miestä
Oisin sattumalta vapaana
Et sä sattuis tarvii sulle miestä .... et kai
Mua oottaa enää baari ja baana
On ihan ihme juttu miten aika voi
rakkauden hävittää, kuoliaaksi kivittää arvaamatta
Oo Alyson se oli multa oikeeta, mut sä tahdoit pelata
jännitystä elämääsi hankit
Ja nyt mun täytyy jostain ettii ihminen
jolle sanon sen...
Et sä sattuis tarvitsemaan miestä
Oisin sattumalta vapaana
Et sä sattuis tarvii sulle miestä .... et kai
I got two pale hands up against the window pane
I'm shaking with the heat of my need again
It starts in my feet, reverbs up to my brain
There's nothing I can do to reverse the gain
I'm looking down to the street below
There's nothing in the way they move to show
They too, know what I knew
They too hunger for the beast below
Listening to the radio I feel so out of place
There's a certain something missing that the treble can't erase
I know you can tell just by looking at my face
A word about my weakness
I'm totally addicted to bass
Wow woah ho
Totally addicted to bass
Wow woah ho
(Wow woah ho)
There's nothing I can do to be cool
I don't sleep till I've had my fuel
It frustrates if I am deprived
A hunger that grates from deep inside
I feel like I'm doing time
Imprisoned by dependence on a rhythm sublime
In my mind I must overcome the need to define
The solitary silence of a faceless crime
Standing by the stereo I'm feeling so alone
My back against a speaker and I'm moving on my own
Surrounded by so many and they're staring at my face
They're picking up my problem
Totally addicted to bass
Wow woah ho
Totally addicted to bass
Wow woah ho
Your bassline is shooting up my spine
Wow woah ho
Your bassline has got me feeling fine
It's filling up my mind
Sunrise at my window, I look down on the street
People I see everywhere are tapping their feet
Suddenly I realise in a look that I was wrong
Everybody's groovin' to their own song
Down at the scene below
There's something in the way they move to show
They too, know what I know
They too hunger for the beast below
Rhythm's running over me to wash away my fears
The backbeat of humanity sweetens my tears
There's something that's connected us down throughout the years
No need to feel so lonely, everyone's addicted to bass
Wow woah ho
Everyone's addicted to bass
Wow woah ho
Your bassline is shooting up my spine
Your bassline
Your bassline has got me feeling fine
It's filling up my mind
Your bassline is shooting up my spine
Your bassline
Your bassline has got me feeling fine
Eve lives by the flower market
Where they work all through the night
And there's no dusk and there's no dawn
It's always light
She said you know I've grown to like this
To know the darkness will not come
The birds round here are always singing
To greet the sun
And some of us are born to shine
And some of us are not
Most of us we must accept
Whatever is our lot
Eve was talking to her boyfriend
He said I'll have to move away
He says I don't know how you stand it
No night from day
She laughed and said I'll tell you something
There's worse places I could be
At least I know it's not daybreak
Hope is a name that you give to a girl
Something she'll carry with her in this world
All of the things that you never had
All of the loves that you never loved
Hope is a name that we give to a girl
She'll wear it for dancing she'll sway and she'll swirl
She'll turn when she hears it in whispers and sighs
She'll smile as it crosses her first lover's lips
Oh still it goes on
Oh still it goes on
It's always been the same
You're no one until they give you a name
Hope is a name I would pass down to you
Part of the blueprint in all that you do
All of the things that I never did
D'you hear the one about
The one you're now without?
Did it make you smile?
D'you hear the one about
The one you filled with doubt?
Was it worth your while?
While you kick her life around
Deserving to be underground
What is this?
Joke
Is it some kind of joke?
Joke
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
D'you hear the one about
The one who fell from space?
One minute in the sky
Next minute on their face?
She says, "I don't know what to be
And does she look younger than me?"
What is this?
Explain
Joke
Is it some kind of joke?
Joke
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
For a fumble and something to do one night
You kick her life around
Oh...
For a tumble with someone you know at sight
D'you hear the one about
The one you're now without?
She says, "I don't know what to be
And does she look younger than me?
And does my make-up look all right?
Can you tell that I've been up all night?"
What is this?
Explain
Joke
Is it some kind of joke?
Joke
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
And what is this?
Explain
Joke
Is it some kind of joke?
Joke
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
I'm laughing (I'm laughing)
I'm laughing (I'm laughing)
Spinning further from the sun
Here's October in our lungs
Come outside up in the sky
The birds are leaving
Clouds of instinct fill the air
And whatever brought us here
Come next year will bring again
The birds are leaving
Tell me that a lover's touch
Is more than nature planting seeds
Or what am I to believe?
South of here the winter's kinder
So they leave to find fair weather
And how high our spirits rise
On their returning
Tell me that a lover's touch
Is more than nature passing genes
Or what am I to believe?
Heaven knows why you're not happy
And heaven knows why I can't make you
Look outside up in the sky
Staying on the seventh floor
Camperdown tower motel
Wind is howling round my door
Feels a little bit like hell
Could take a taxi into town
Or stay in here with these words
Perhaps I'll just go back to sleep
And none of this will ever be heard
Don't know what's wrong with you
Think I know what's wrong with me
All my stars20are upside down
Just a little too much geography
Today I saw a ten of clubs
Laying face up on the ground
I thought of you as the plane took off
Did you think of me as the wheels came down
Now I'm singing in this room
My mouth is dry and I'm alone
I don't want to say goodbye
But I need to get back home
Don't know what's wrong with you
Think I know what's wrong with me
All my stars are upside down
Just a little too much geography
Some things are holy
Some things profane
Don't know if I can go back there
Don't know if I can start again
Lying in bed with her
The first time I heard Graceland play
We've been so far since then
Come such a long, long way
Don't know what's wrong with you
Think I know what's wrong with me
All my stars are upside down
It's just a little too much
Don't know what's wrong with you
Think I know what's wrong with me
All my stars are upside down
The last time that I held you was
The gate at JFKI could not break the undertow
It would not let me stay
For you this is Thanksgiving
For me a working day
And I will lie awake tonight
And dream my life away The letters that you send here
You don't know what they bring
I only have to see your hand
My senses wing
Today may be Thanksgiving
For me no bells will ring
And I miss you more than I thought I Could miss any living thing And through each November as
I feel the summer die
I pull my coat around me hard
And will myself to fly
But there is no Thanksgiving
I know the winter's here
I'll lock the door and build a fire
I'm in a new place now
They don't know me next door
Though I can hear their footsteps fall
Every night around this time
Does he take her in his arms?
There'll be Django playing
As they waltz across the floor
And the loneliest sound of all
Is the sound of love through a stranger's wall
And when their laughter fades
When there are no more words
The silence breaks me most of all
And the loneliest sound of all
Is the sound of love through a stranger's wall
I'm in a new place now
They don't know me next door
From the top of the bus
She thought she saw him wave
She saw Tuesdays and forgetfulness
And a little money saved
Does she know - I don't know
But from here I can tell It would try the patience of angels
It would try the patience of angels And you know somthing's wrong
When the morning hurts your eyes
And the baby won't stop crying
You'll be waiting 'til you die
Would I be any good
And if I was would I find It would try the patience of angels
It would try the patience of angels There's a door in a wall
In a house in a street
In a town where no-one knows her name
She's the patience of angels Does she know, I don't know
But from here I can tell There's a door in a wall
In a house in a street
In a town where no-one knows her name
There's a door in a wall
In a house in a street
In a town where no-one knows her name
There's a door in a wall
In a house in a street
In a town where no-one knows her name
There's a door in a wall
In a house in a street
In a town where no-one knows her name She's the patience of angels
The patience of angels It would try the patience of angels
It would try the patience of angels
And so the year begins
A time for changing things
There are embers in the air
I will take the time
To sort yours from mine
Some things you can't share
Like you said
When nothing else remains
Love letters become paper planes
Now I can't understand
Words I hold in my hand
They won't make sense today
Can't hold them here inside
I'll throw the windows wide
And watch them sail away
Like you said
When nothing else remains
Love letters become paper planes
Take one now and fold it over
Let the corners meet together
Walk into the morning air
Flick your hand, it's gone forever
And watch them sail away
Like you said
When nothing else remains
Love letters become paper planes
Like you said
When nothing else remains
It would be good to see you again
Go back to the places we both knew then
Each of us are prisoners of time
The memory stays sweet on the vine
Once in a while I hear word of you
Where you are now, things you might do
I'm never sure if the years can be kind
The memory stays sweet on the vine
Sweet on the vine
Sweet on the vine
Let the memory stay
Sweet on the vine
Sweet on the vine
Let the memory stay
Sweet on the vine
What's in our nature that makes us want more?
Long for the taste that we knew before
I couldn't say, but sometimes you find
The sweeter the fruit, the sourer the wine
Sweet on the vine
Sweet on the vine
Let the memory stay
Sweet on the vine
Sweet on the vine
Let the memory stay
Sweet on the vine
It would be good to see you again
Go back to the places we both knew then
There can be love in leaving behind
Where the memory stays
never was too good at dancing
Somewhere I'd step out of line
But I knew that I had
Wings on my heels
When they played in three-quarter time The pride of the north-end would swagger
The blades from the south-side would shine
But I swear those boys
Would hold on for dear life
When they played in three-quarter time One by one
They pulled down those mirrored halls
One by one
The winters came forgetting names I never learned how to sweet talk
Those are the words I can't find
But I had a tongue of pure silver
When they played in three-quarter time One by one
They pulled down those mirrored halls
One by one
The winters came forgetting names Now money might slip through my fingers
And there won't be much to call mine
But I'll know that I had
Wings on my heels
And I know a game
Two of us can play
And there are no rules
You'd break them anyway
When I reach for you
And you turn away
That's murder in the dark
Did you turn out the light
So I can't see your eyes?
If I can't read your lips
Did you think that you could hide?
When you don't tell the truth
Without ever telling lies
That's murder in the dark
I know I never will again
I know, I know, I know
But the sun will rise
Sun will fall
Heaven spin and fool us all
I thought there'd be a change
I really should have known
Right before the dawn
All the party favours gone
It's a funny thing
But you can play alone
Somewhere out west you might find
Someone better than I am
If I ever leave your mind
You've been gone too long
My homesick son
In the land of Greyhound dreams
You must grab it while you can
Nothing's ever what it seems
Are you that strong
My homesick son?
And the ciphers you meet
On the roads and the rails
And the traces of love
In the clues and the trails
Even in your best disguise
I can tell there's something wrong
Hell is other people's lives
You knew all along
Don't know what I'm going to do
Everything is broken in two
I miss my wife, son and daughter
I can see you now
In the muddy water
Never underestimate
Those of us who dream and wait
I don't want to go but I think I ought to
You can get lost
In the muddy water
Who said anything about love?
We're animals after all and everything we feel can be
explained
Who said anything about time?
It's not yours and it's not mine
Just different ways of getting through the days
Did not do what I should
I nearly lost it good
But the CCTV camera never caught her
All that time in the muddy water
Who said anything about love?
We're animals after all and everything we feel can be
explained
Who said anything about time?
It's not yours and it's not mine
Just different ways of getting through the days
Don't know what I'm going to do
Everything is broken in two
I miss my wife, son and daughter
Going to leave you here
The blue around a morning moon
The colour of your eyes
I remember holding you
A fall through summer skies
You're everything that I've become
In every word I say
I need a bell, book and candle
To keep your ghost away White horses on a troubled sea
Your smile will flash through time
Up ahead a blackbird's wing
Your hair will come to mind
Every night I see your face
When I have to pray
I need a bell, book and candle
To keep your ghost away Keep your ghost away
Keep your ghost away
I need a bell, book and candle
To keep your ghost away Just before the thunder roars
I sense you next to me
And as I move through nature
I know where you will be
So I must keep myself apart
And here is where I'll stay
With a bell, book and candle