Plot
The End of December follows a rogue agent, 'Widow', as she is forced to enlist the help of an operative she betrayed years ago in order to save her son. She must mitigate his thirst for answers and revenge as they embark on a suicide mission against a much more powerful adversary. The story is one of redemption and manipulation as these highly trained operatives infiltrate a hostile stronghold while struggling to trust each other and keep their past behind them.
Plot
December witness the brutal murder of her Mother and brother as a child but escapes death. After another horrifying incident in college, she decides to seek revenge against her families killers but also decides to go on a personal crusade to rid the world of the evil that walks the streets at night as a woman of the night.
Plot
This is the tale of April's near-death experience as a pianist. She sits in a blank, empty, black-and-white room with only her piano, but she cannot play. She crashes her hands to the piano, and the sound of each crash generates three characters that fill the room - an artist named August, a cyclist named March, and a reporter named December. Her encounters with these characters help bring her to the place her soul desires to be.
Keywords: pianist, red, white-room
The tale of April's near-death experience as a pianist
Balthazar Getty ( /bælˈθeɪzər/) (born January 22, 1975) is an American film actor and member of the band Ringside. He is known for the roles of Thomas Grace on the American action drama Alias and Tommy Walker on the ABC drama Brothers & Sisters.
Getty was born Paul Balthazar Getty in Tarzana, California, and raised in San Francisco before being sent to private school in the United Kingdom, where he was enrolled at Gordonstoun School, a boarding school that has educated three generations of the British Royal Family. His great-grandfather was Jean Paul Getty, founder of the Getty Oil Company, and at one time one of the richest men in the world. His grandfather was Sir Paul Getty; his father was John Paul Getty III; his mother, Gisela (née Schmidt) is a professional photographer and documentary filmmaker. His parents divorced in 1993. He has a maternal half-sister, Anna (born 1972).
Getty began his career at age 14 in 1989. He auditioned for the lead role in the movie Lord of the Flies after being spotted by a talent scout in his art class at school. During the course of the 1990s and early 2000s, he appeared in films such as Young Guns II, Natural Born Killers, Judge Dredd, White Squall, Lost Highway, Big City Blues, The Center of the World, Deuces Wild, Ladder 49, Feast, and the television series Traffic.
Only love can ease the pain
Of a boy caught in the rain
Only hope will remember
Burning flames in December
Only love
Only love...
Only faith can bring to life
One who falls by the wayside
Only trust can inspire
A soggy nose to breathe fire
Only love
Only love...
It's only natural
The moon is just half full
We give our best away
We give our best away
Only love...
Only trust can inspire
A soggy nose to breathe fire
Only love
Only love...
Only love
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the tree tops glisten
And children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white.
Once upon a dream
Moonlit wings come into view
Winter casts her spell
And all the world is born anew
A child sees a star through a window
He knows with all his heart
That wonder is coming
Waiting, hoping, believing
Only in December
Are hearts so full
Or feel more alone
Could it be the same for everyone
Only in December
Can the broken heart feel so alive?
And the autumn ashes
Become the fires of December
Can I be inside
And out of the cold?
Still I know
December always leads me home
I still believe in magic
Always leads me home
And I still believe in miracles, yes
Still believe in Christmas
I'll take this chance to tell my friends what I'm thinking of.
On second thought I'll think some more and tell you later on.
She don't even care but I would die for her love.
My mind is full of several things resembling a thought.
I'll take this chance to tell my friends what I'm thinking of.
She don't even care but I would die for her love.
I've had this plan for many years but now I can't remember.
I wanted to assassinate December...
December come to me
I hope I can see
You not just in dreams
I will let you be
Why can't you believe
How much you really mean?
December won't you come
Back with snow, even some
Don't say that it's done
I will carry you home
Take you from the loneliest place
You have known
I will carry you home
Take me from the loneliest place
All my tears will dry away
All my tears will dry away
All my tears will dry away Words don't bother me no more
Black money falling to the floor
Flags out on the balconies
Black money washing to the seas
Oh my mind
What happened to the time
December
All my house got blown away
All my house got blown away
All my house and all my home
Walls of glass and walls of stone
Got blown away
Stations in the neon light
Your body strange as dynamite
Killers underneath our skins
Black mirrors black hyacinths
Oh my eyes
What happened to the skies
December
December
December starts on Sunday, next Sunday
Won't you feel happier then?
Turn your frown upside down, turn your down upside
Rumors have started that you are in love again
Rumors that are completely unsubstantaiting
Come on and say you're sorry, real sorry
For the trouble that you've caused
Can't you see all this love?
Can't you see all this love?
Come on and say you're sorry, real sorry
For the trouble that you've caused
Can't you see all this love?
Can't you see all this love?
We are not evacuatin' this house
We don't believe in you and your wrecking crew
We are not evacuatin' this house
We don't believe in you and your wrecking crew (2x)
i still feel the cold
of long past days
i knew my worth
put in my place
it's no surprise
i realized some time before
december
sun shines through haze
i put my thoughts
toward future days
it's no surprise
i close my eyes
and close the door
feeling so old
years pass like days
fastly changing
so many ways
my eyes perceive
Why drink the water
from my hand?
Contagious as you think I am
Just tilt my sun towards
your domain.
Your cup runneth over again.
Don't scream about
Don't think aloud
Turn your head now baby
Just spit me out
Don't worry about
Don't speak of doubt
Turn your head now baby
Just spit me out
Why follow me to higher ground?
Lost as you swear I am.
Don't throw away your basic needs,
Ambiance and vanity.
December promise you gave unto me
December whispers of treachery
December clouds are now covering me
Winter, put on your coat
They're expecting a cold one
Plenty of ice and snow
On the North Dakota plains
December, you killed a man
Trapped in his car for hours
He couldn't call for help
'Cause all of the lines were down
I found him in his car
Hands stuck to the steering wheel
Winter, I found it out
How you can be so cruel
Boy you just watch your back
'Cause one day I'll kill you too
They'll find you in your car
I'm not keepin' up your side of the bargain
As we all know, a woman's will can harden
You try and soften up the blow
Still I hate to see you go
I beg your pardon
A swimming pool that used to be a garden
Get it started
Bake someone a cake and fold my heart in
Drive around the lake and roll my car in
Roll my car in
Is it time to pull my chestnuts from the fire?
Oh my my
Should I diversify or keep my powder dry
It's early in the day
Still it's late enough to say you were a liar
And the truth becomes more clear as I get higher
Find a buyer
Claim yourself exempt and wear a wire
Sleep around until you're good and tired
Good and tired
Watch it bubble out of sight
Tell me psycho where's the knife
Set your watch to ruin my life
Yeah, tell yourself you're not my type
You're not keepin' up my side of the bargain
As we all know, a woman's will can harden
Try and soften up the blow
Still I hate to see you go
December is the cruelest month
but this time for once my cheeks are warm
After long years in the monkey-house
I am ready for the storm
Let them throw all their cannonballs
let all their strongmen come
I'm ready to go anywhere
through venom, sick and scum!
December isn't always cold
but this year she's mine and I know why
Somewhere a flower has to grow
for every flower that dies
I'm stricken with fever
but my heart is strong as steel
I'm ready to go anywhere!
I can believe, I can feel!December is a trusted friend
I always recognise her face
It's a plague of fool blown aside
forever by her soft and silent grace
She is reckless as a Mayday
gentle as a stone
And ready to go anywhere
to carry me back home!
December fell deep in the bleak
mid-winter time when Jesus Christ
Howled a baby saviour's howl
a primal truth as pure as ice
And though we crucified him on a cross
and dragged his name from payer to curse
He was able to go anywhere
he was almost one of us!
I can't believe its here
Cold December
It's getting colder everyday
I wish you were here
December comes around
It's been another year
It still feels like you are here
You're in the season
The memories won't disappear
You're in the season now
December comes around
It's been another year
December comes around
We don't want it here
And I still can't believe that you're gone now
It feels so surreal
The haunting feeling of it all
We knew this would come
It's colder than I've felt before
It wont go away
December comes around
It's been another year
It still feels like you are here
You're in the season
The memories won't disappear
You're in the season now
December comes around
It's been another year
December comes around
We don't want it here
And I still can't believe that you're gone now
It feels so surreal
God where, Where were you when we called out
A broken heart
a rosy stain... forgotten pain
just a picture that you're always repainting
after the rain
Don't tell me that it's so worth saving
Don't tell me that it's so worth thinking back
Don't tell me you can hear forever
cause in this silence I can hear...
The sighs of December
that make you remember
the time soft and tender
when the world went white and
the snow was falling in your eyes
Reading the past
then the future came
way too fast
Always feeling like the page you're turning
is second to last
So do you fall apart
at the glimpse of memories running by?
You take shame to heart and
everyday fall victim to
The sighs of December
that make you remember
regret in it's splendor
when the world was wet with
the tears falling from your eyes
I can hear the sighs...
and the tears in your eyes.
You are the one
Who must go on
Go and tell them
There could've been something better.
I don't have the answer
Beyond the wind
There lies a star
It's waiting for a world to start
No one can remember
We may not see December.
Are we enough
To end the sun?
Like my vision?
Ending in our self-destruction
Shattering our selfish prison.
What can we do?
History has taken over
The same mistake a million times
We're Buried in the dark forever
We may not see December.
There's blood beside the river,
There's murder in the minds of all of us
The sign has been delivered
There is no trust above
Only darkness in the things we love.
What can we do?
Now we have to start all over
The same mistake
A million times
And all the signs are moving so much closer
No one wants to live forever
The afternoon has settled long and heavy on my shoulders
The winter's light feels different on my skin
It doesn't seem to strike as far below the surface so
I have to conclude that shadow won't let it in
That shadow won't let it in, shadow won't let it in
December...
You've always been a problem child
December...
You run me down right restless and wild
And I remember when you used to be mine
December...
December...
The leaves are all still changing, the weather here is mild and vacant
A winter's blooming on Los Angeles
The artificial cold is more than I was hoping for
But not enough to consume the darkened state I'm in
The darkened state I'm in, the darkened state I'm in
December...
You've always been a problem child
December...
You run me down right restless and wild
But I remember when you used to be mine
December...
December...
Distill a whole year down into a day
Act like we all start over with a pristine slate
But to get yourself a new life you've got to give the other one away
And I'm starting to believe in the power of a name
Cause it can't be a mistake if I just call it change
December...
Can't turn around now
December...
Once upon a dream
Moonlit wings come into view
Winter casts her spell
And all the world is born anew
A child sees a star through a window
He knows with all his heart
That wonder is coming
Waiting
Hoping
Believing
Only in December
Are hearts so full
Or feel more alone
Could it be the same
For everyone
Only in December
Can the broken heart
Feel so alive
And the autumn ashes
Become the fires of December
Can I be inside
and out of the cold
Still I know
December always leads me home
I still believe in magic
Always leads me home
And I still believe in miracles, mmm yes
Still believe in Christmas
My money's been spent on an empty apartment
The wind seeps thru the cracks it crawls down the walls and creeps up my back
Ever since you in September decided you do better than cracks
I want you back my car won't go it's buried in snow I think
I lost my keys
The cracks are growing and I'm going to freeze
Ever since you in October
decided you were over
with cracks I want you back
I could fight the could
if I had you to hold
Without you I may crack
Last month you saw my walls
and you were appalled
My toilet won't flush I think all of the pipes have cracked from ice
Ever since this last November I couldn't conceal the cracks
I want you back I could fight the cold if I had you to hold
I need you 'cause I might snap
December is the coolest month
This time for once my cheeks are warm
After long years in the monkey house
I am ready for the storm
Let them throw all their cannonballs
Let all their strongmen come
I'm ready to go anywhere
Through venom, sick and scum
December isn't always cold
This year she's mine, I know why
Somewhere a flower has to grow
For every flower that dies
I'm stricken with fever
But my heart is strong as steel
I'm ready to go anywhere
I can believe, I can feel
December is a trusted friend
I always recognize her face
It's a plague of fool thrown aside forever
By her soft and silent grace
She is reckless as a Mayday
Gentle as a stone
She's ready to go anywhere
To carry me back home
December fell deep in the bleak
Winter time when Jesus Christ
Howled to save your baby's howl
Primal truth as pure as ice
And though we crucified him on a cross
And dragged his word from payer to curse
He was able to go anywhere
He was almost one of us
He was almost one of us
I may not see our July
I may not be near when the sun is warm in your sky...your sky
I may miss entire springtimes
But this promise is yours and it is strong as life
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember
I'll see you in December
I may not see Valentine
Share birthdays with a letter
But it's only time...only miles
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember
I'll see you in December
...and the snow will fall, the fires will warm
A heart that's full, true and calm
The snow will fall, the fires will warm
All I am, all I'll be is yours
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember, please remember
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember
I'll see you in December
The promise you made me, was nothing but another lie
The flowers you gave me, as artificial as your smile
I thought the world of you and more, without you I
would fall apart
And I would give it all to you, I lost it from the very
start
You came in December, in the winter cold you brought me
spring
I'll always remember how you changed my life and
everything would never be the same again
The letter you sent me, I never read a single word
The answers you wrote me, could never take away the
hurt
The world collapsed and you'd survived, I was the last
thing on your mind
You kept me dangling like a fool, you had your fun and
I was blind
You left in December, you were just another passerby
The dream has been shattered
You were gone and I still wonder why, I never call your
name again
You would see me, no more
You won't need me, no more
No more
I always thought that people like us, we could spend
our lives together
I always thought that we were special, this affair
could last forever
But it's alright and it's ok, you only took my pride
away
I'm sure I'm fine, I never mind, I only wanted you to
stay
Whenever December comes, she's in my heart and in my
soul
I'll never forget her, I can't shake it off, I lost
control
And I'm lost in December, she is there but I get no
reply
The answers, the cancer, you left behind inside my head
I can't shake it off, I lost control
So it was four or five of everything, as you are no good.
I saw it through the frame and through my face.
Covering my eyes, because we are nothing,
And never quite the same from a black and white summer.
With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades.
I think it cured my pain, again.
Promise you will go down my neck.
Just like those pills and your cigarette.
So as my fingers curl,
I move my lips just so you wont have to.
Damnit you clever girl,
Your style is keeping us from sleep.
It's one more and I'm free,
Oh we've been so lucky,
Yeah we've been so likely to lose.
So give in, let's give in.
It's all suicide if I hide.
Because you are everywhere I look and in my skin.
I taste your neck and lips just from breathing in.
Let's call it off kid.
But through the window you reach for the cold.
But the door is so much closer,
And the sun has sold itself to the land
And all over my skin. No! No!
Stop it, stop him.
So what, so what, we all were all afraid.
So this I swear I know, it's not the chemicals.
You are off my mind I finally got away.
You said it's such a life to remember,
So come on, and we'll sleep away December.
It was you, bringing your white company.
Bringing the night so it seemed.
And we will never sleep again.
So as you walk through the door,
And yell I'm never coming back here.
Should have seen this coming
You're way too good
For anyone but me
Think about it
Because we know
You do
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time September
Came too fast, too soon
You'll run out of lies
All options have run dry
'Cause you're alone
I hope you suffer
We know
That you know
That we miss
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time September
Came too soon
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time September
Came too soon
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time
We start in December
We'll end in November
This time September
Came too soon
the air is cold
i'm aware of you more than yesterday
autumn leaves on winter's ground
i'm aware of you more than yesterday
stars of light upon the sky
i'm aware of you more than yesterday
silence falls
i'm aware of you more than yesterday
(chorus:)
you are more beautiful today
and your offering of grace
is calling me away to you
i am not the same
you never change
i am drawn to you
i am drawn to you
who am i to you, where do we stand are you my man?
you told me you were through and you were leaving her for me.
but it doesn't seem that way, we made plans some time ago
keep putting me on hold.
and on top of all this mess
word is getting back to me
you never claimed me.
chorus
aint what i heard you said you loved me in december
it aint what i heard you said you loved me in
december i remember.
please come and save the day, say im the one you love
this all a big mistake, and i dont wanna play the fool of giving up alot of me
for youuu
how can you let this be?, how can you not defend me?
are my eyes deceiving me? nooo
is there a possibility, is it true what they saying, i wont believe it.
chorus
it aint what i heard you said you loved me in december ohhhh
it aint what i heard you said you loved me in december i remember
so it aint what i heard you said you loved me in december
oh it aint what i heard you said you loved me in december i remember.
(low voice)
who am i to
who am i to you
did i ever mean a thing?
(low voice)
i tried to stand you, i was such a fool
no you never meant one word you said
no i dont believe it, how could you erase me
all the promises that wasted time.
no i dont believe it, you said that you needed me then you turned right around and just left.
chorus x4
so it aint what i heard you said you loved me in december.
oh it aint what i heard you said you loved me in december, i remember
ohhhhh ohhhhh loved me in december
Frozen Eyes In A Day Of Winter
At The Gates Of Snowy Pathway
I Greet The Cold And (The) Ashen Sunrise
Wander In The Season Of The Past
Flying Back
The Lyric Of Storm
It's Growing Inside
"When The Angel Will Spread Her Black Wings
I Will Fly In Eternity With Her"
Crying Snow In A Day Of Winter
Tears Of Ice Fall Around My Throne
The Time Of Cold Has Brought The Silence
And My Soul Waits The Power To Come Back
Flying Proud
The Lyric Of Storm
It's Growing Inside
"When The Angel Will Spread Her Black Wings
I Will Fly In Eternity With Her"
You Grasp My Strong
Before My Death
I Have Only You
In My Great Surrender
And The Death Of Heart
And The Death Of Soul
My Desperation
In The Winter Find The Rest
December, December...
By My Eyes
Nothing Appears So Clear
Nothing Is Standing Still
December
I'm leaving this town
Heading back home
To where you are
December
I'm feeling the cold
Coming from you
As the weather drops
Lalalalala...
CHORUS:
December
Please just go
I know we're getting closer
But it feels like you're further than before
December
I don't know
How can we fix this up
Promises can't even save us anymore
December
I'm going insane
The moon stopped shining
Bringing my hopes down
December
The evenings are dull
The lights are all gone
I wish it was October
Outro:
We're breaking apart
We're fading slowly
LONELY FEELING IN MY HEART,
LIVING NIGHT AND DAY,
I DON'T WANT TO LET YOU FADE AWAY.
LITTLE FLOWER IN THE SUN,
DO YOU NEED SOME LOVE ?
I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU NOW ALONE.
THE ROAD TO DREAMLAND WAS SO EASY,
MY WILL TO LIVE WAS GETTING WEAKER,
I KNEW IT COULDN'T GO ON FOREVER
BUT THE BEST DAYS WERE COMING CLOSER.
I'M LOST IN DECEMBER DAYS,
MY TIME IS OVER NOW.
I'M LOST IN DECEMBER DAYS,
MY TIME IS OVER NOW.
The Hawk:
NOW IT'S GETTING DARK AGAIN,
IT'S A RAINY DAY,
I COULD NEVER TRY TO FLY AWAY.
December falls, I don't think I'm okay, not today. When dad came home, he told me go upstairs, I close my eyes. A tear falls down, as I drop onto my bed, not again. My anger hits, as I hear mom cry again. Things are confusing I don't know what I should turn to. Should I run away? Dad has gone crazy, the last time I think I might, put him in his place. I think I just might run away. December falls, and I forgot it's meaning, to look to Christ. I'll help you dad, I'll show you there's a meaning. I think I should look to my heart.
I touched the ink on my paper,
a permanant scar i'm gonna carry forever to remember your arms
and though your eyes were december when you had june in your heart
and now your hands are so restless,
I never knew how you felt
and now i'm crossing my fingers, cause nothing else helps,
and I don't want to forget you but I can't help myself
I want to hang on even though you're gone
and it wont be long 'til winter's gone again
oh, oh, I want to hang on even though you're gone
she fell from grace
since her tragedy came true
since then she's been running
not knowing what to do
you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the ones you love
december was a long year
still running from your pain
facades and walls, they find me
and i never felt the same
i'm riddled in these board games
but i'm bored with the game
you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the one you love
you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the one you love
and you fall
you fall
you fall away
fall away...
Just tell me you're doing okay
I can't help but think of you everyday
And I know that it's hard when I'm miles away
But I know we'll be together some day
Fall is gone
Winter is here
I spent all December just wanting you near
So I'm singing these words in the hope that you'll hear
You're the best thing that happened this year
I've fallen in love honestly
So I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
In the hope that these notes and the words that I sing make you see
You mean more than the world does to me
Let me be honest with you
When I said I loved you it was more than the truth
You see, with each lonely night and day that I must go through
Well they just bring me closer to you
I've fallen in love honestly
So I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
In the hope that these notes and the words that I sing make you see
You mean more than the world does to me
I've fallen in love honestly
So I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
In the hope that these notes and the words that I sing make you see
This was my dream as long as I know you no doubts at all, these times were
Over
This is my end, this sight was like a nightmare
I had the pictures in my head drawn by faith and trust, shaped by my
Conviction is this my blame
Can it be so simple
I never realized it
I see my visions melting down
Can not keep it in my hands
This is like a fuckin' dream
The drips of my future pulling me down
Encircled by reality, I'm diving in my past
This sight was a nightmare
This sight tattered my heart into rags
Open windows howling at me
I see my fears become reality
My lungs are filled by pain and sorrow
By tears and broken fuckin' aims
I hope one day we will see us again
Some day
Is this the end
And I ask myself
Would you look at me
Would you remember my face
Just look me in the eyes, one last time
Everthing faded to an ugly grey
Now, the time of the year
Is finally here
It's the time when I spend
All my hours in fear
Emptiness just comes and goes
Hopefully, it doesn't show
Voices calling my name
Deep inside of my brain
They don't stop 'cause
They're trying to drive me insane
I don't know why you went away
Ooh, the memories will never fade
December once again
December once again
December once again
Like the stars in the sky,
I can still see in your eyes
It's the same old pattern
That never dies
I can't seem to leave behind
This emptiness inside my mind
There's a mist in the air
And the feeling is bare,
Keeps me dreaming of you
It just isn't fair
I don't know why you went away
Ooh, the memories will never fade
December once again
December once again
December once again
(Memories will never fade)
Why'd you have to go away?
(All the times we used to share)
Why'd you have to go away?
(December feelings once again)
Why'd you have to go away?
(Memories will never fade)
Why'd you have to go away, go away?
INSTRUMENTAL INTERLUDE
Now, the time of the year
Is finally here
It's the time when I spend
All my hours in fear
I don't know why you went away
The memories will never fade
December once again
December once again
December once again
December once again
December once again
December once again
December once again
Don't speak unless you can improve
The silence of these summer nights
They've been calling us
It's progress to swear we will improve
I'm guessing that it's still the truth
It's still the truth
I've been waiting for the
Cold of December
It's hard to believe those days are gone
And it won't be long
Slow truths and lives that never change
Bring me back to this place, back to this place
Time takes it's toll on who we used to be (used to be)
Until we see the leaves that are falling
Looking out my window as I
Swear to make a change I'm seeing
Things through new eyes
And I'm scared
I'll never take the time to see
The things that life leaves incomplete
Through everything they'd have you believe
I'm sorry dear,
But life has destroyed me
My heart,
It's colder inside
I can be
No longer here for you
I have lost my strength
And My ability to feel
And I can not protect you anymore
I trust you will sorrow
I know you will hide for a time
But I believe
Yo will find your way
So forget me now and become everything
And when you're special and change the world
Remember me and the day I said
'Goodbye my love.'
Remember when you smiled
And became alive for the first time
For the first time
I close my eyes
And turn away
Not looking forward
Always look forward
Close your eyes
As I disappear
Now I walk away from this world,
A world that hates
In your sadness, you hide
It's your simpleness that defines you
It your dreaming that creates you
And it's your love
That will save this world
As it hates
And forget me still
So when you change the world
Remember still to remember me
And the day I fell
MONEY, LOVE I NEVER WANNA GIVE YOU UP
YOURE LIKE A MILLION DOLLAR RUSH
RUNNING MY BRAIN
WASTE AWAY, ON NIGHTS WE CANT REMEMBER
I FLOATED THROUGH DECEMBER
ON A DESOLATE WAVE
IM NOT ALONE, I HEAR A VOICE
IM NOT ALONE
ELEVATING HIGHER , THAN IVE EVER BEEN BEFORE
TRIPPING ON A WIRE, CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL
THE TEMTRESS, RESTING ON MY INNER STRENGTH
PUT MY LOVING TO THE TEST
DRIVES ME INSANE SHES NEVER ALONE
SHES GOT ME EVEN HIGHER
THAN IVE EVER BEEN BEFORE
TRIPPING ON A WIRE, CAN U CATCH ME WHEN I FALL
AND NOW A CROSSFIRE IS BURNING OUTTA MY SOUL
AND THIS DESIRE IS SPINNING OUTTA CONTROL
IM GOING DOWN, DOWN, DOWN
YOU MADE ME LOSE MYSELF
ELEVATING HIGHER, THAN IVE EVER BEEN BEFORE
TRIPPING ON A WIRE, CAN U CATCH ME WHEN I FALL
SHES GOT ME EVEN HIGHER,
THAN IVE EVER BEEN BEFORE
Frozen Eyes In A Day Of Winter
At The Gates Of Snowy Pathway
I Greet The Cold And (The) Ashen Sunrise
Wander In The Season Of The Past
Flying Back
The Lyric Of Storm
It's Growing Inside
"When The Angel Will Spread Her Black Wings
I Will Fly In Eternity With Her"
Crying Snow In A Day Of Winter
Tears Of Ice Fall Around My Throne
The Time Of Cold Has Brought The Silence
And My Soul Waits The Power To Come Back
Flying Proud
The Lyric Of Storm
It's Growing Inside
"When The Angel Will Spread Her Black Wings
I Will Fly In Eternity With Her"
You Grasp My Strong
Before My Death
I Have Only You
In My Great Surrender
And The Death Of Heart
And The Death Of Soul
My Desperation
In The Winter Find The Rest
December, December...
By My Eyes
Nothing Appears So Clear
Nothing Is Standing Still
Fall asleep and let me hold you one more time
I´ll be right here for you everything was just
Another step in time I'm counting on you now
Pray for silence and I hope you´re doing fine
Another sleepless night maybe we will find
A better place to stay that´s all that I can say
Apologize and let me save you
It's getting colder now
And I'll be fine and you´ll be broken
December turns to fall
Don't you know that it was already too late
Tonight we all fall down are you waiting for
The others to come back the water turns to black
Apologize and let me save you
It's getting colder now
And I'll be fine and you´ll be broken
December turns to fall
(In the) Darkened shroud of morning
Simplified in face and stature
Blessing in the storming
Sweetness of a subtle feature
Alone and safe inside
Without worry, with out knowing who's
Been cast aside
Twisted down, escape to rest
I will writhe in my December
These crafted understandings
Smother citadel defending
They'll miss a motive is cast together
(The) comfort, effort in the end
Alone and safe inside
Without worry
Who's been kept alive
Without knowing
I will writhe in my December
Learned, learned I love the air here
And I learned, learned I love the roar in my ears
I satiate this urge of mine; I substitute the urge to hide
Snowflakes falling decorate these ordered pristine streets
It seems the world is nodding off into hopeful winter's sleep
But I deny that peace can lie in happy dreams of spring
Now it seems that I'm alive despite the weather
Remember December in these dreams tonight
The cold hand of winter, the world dressed in white
Impatiently waiting for you to arrive
I'm remembering December tonight
I try to imagine how you'll look as I tightly close my eyes
And I can't wait to hold you in my arms for the first time
And every day brings us closer to the day when you'll arrive
I believe that these are moments we will treasure
I'm so in love
I can't say it loud enough
I want all the world to hear
As the day draws near
If you appear
So there we were it was cold mid December
The rain it makes me remember
Everything about that night
When I knew everything was right
Dear Samantha here's a song that I wrote fro you
I hope you know that Ill be true
All of the doubts that you may have
wash them away with your past
And there we were alone that night,
I wanted to tell you everything
Cause I felt that it was right.
And there we were alone that night
I wanted to tell you everything, to make you mine.
Don't call me crazy but it hasn't been a day
and I already miss your face
You'll never know just what I know
grab my hand and this Ill show
If the sun doesn't shine
I can look in your eyes
They could light up this town,
In this image you're standing so flawless so utterly perfect
Yet something is wrong that cannot be placed
A weapon are your words preaching to convert
The very ones that you claim to be trying to save
Passing judgement a blanket statement
Encompassing nothing exacting the strictest of penalty
If your will wasn't flawed would you be overcome by your pain
And is this bleeding ulcer still you faith
A token gesture a bloodless clot
Dragged underneath the swallowing ocean
Failed apparatus delaying the inevitable
The end of your world begins with your next breath
Will the weight of your soul drag it all
Down into the wasteland of the sky
Funeral pyres seeding the whole of the universe
Constantly breeding this arson
Coward accept your own judgement and take a step forward
Volunteering for the end
With this breath turn regret into bliss
And let the world fade away into decay
A token gesture a bloodless clot
Dragged underneath the swallowing ocean
Trapped on the surface cracks shining through
No action justifying the intentions paving the way
Faults in design now giving way without structure
The end plummets down living up to the old cliche
Won't be the last time you break standing chosen to fall
Contadiction of looking forward to a future that was not promised
It all sounds so sweet ad then you bleed buried it all in your mind
Digging the grave so it all begins again
Vertigo
You will be taken down right where you belong
Sign this is blood promise the world away
Open yourself to nothing
And as the end comes down nothing will live forever
Clouding the pool of blood loss
The poison has taken hold and it will reign eternal
Falling disaster crashing down upon creation that bows down the greet it
Encourage and welcome the new messiah buried it all in your mind
Digging the grave so it begins again
Vertigo
You will be taken down right where you belong
Where is this going somewhere nowhere just anywhere but here
A delinquency in your honesty
Blood was shed to pave your way two thousand years and nothing changed
So just stay there play dead longer and hope your instinct was right
Expect nothing so you'll deliver all of the promises broken and falling
Like poison raining down from the sky into the mouth of life
So just stay there play dead longer and hope your instinct was right
Nothing to show a bitter swallow
Need not be afraid everything is still the same
Anticipating this damnation it never comes
Invention of your blind faith in god in nothing
Poison raining down from the sky in to the mouth of life
Anticipating this damnation
Blood was shed to pave your way two thousand years and nothing's changed
So just stay there play dead longer and hope your instinct was right
Poison raining in to the mouth of life
The markings burned in leaving no doubt or question a permanent sign
The burden will not be thrown
The yoke will not break
The body the opposite all too fragile
Running in circles burrow in
The weight suffocating under the curses you bear
Suffer this debt with pride and foolish resolve
The tripwire noose that your wear so close to snapping
Start the end cycle on step away
Make your decision to last the rest of your days
Will you become host or disease
Alive or living buried or mourning
Drawing a lien in sand
Lacking the strength
Walking the fence long enough gravity calls
A simple decision left out of your hands
Accept or deny your place
It's insignificant
We're so small
Taking the low point dragging it down
The worst isn't over
Cauterized empyty sky
Probing your way through the barren landscape
Seasons without end
Holding onto every last breathe under its weight you fall
It's obvious it's over sterilize memories
Retching on promises never delivered life has given up
Common sense kills the notion of your savior
Dislocating the horizon no rapture to awaken
The faithless ties that bind control choking need
Running headlong into teh flood
No end in sight
Sureling this drought should end here and now
I'm still waiting
It's obvious it's over dislocating the horizon
Who will be the one to breathe earth from the sky and end it all
Life will fall below the surface
In this truth blood is made suffer existance
Waiting for judgement
Who will be the one to rip the earth from teh sky
Caked in dirt parched dying of thirst
With hands held aloft to witness the sky shedding skin
One million prayers washed away
Seperating before the eyes of those too tired to cry
No end in sight
Surely this drought should end here and now
Where is this going somewhere nowhere just anywhere but here
A delinquency in your honesty
Blood was she'd to pave your way two thousand years and nothing changed
So just stay there play dead longer and hope your instinct was right
Expect nothing so you'll deliver all of the promises broken and falling
Like poison raining down from the sky into the mouth of life
So just stay there play dead longer and hope your instinct was right
Nothing to show a bitter swallow
Need not be afraid everything is still the same
Anticipating this damnation it never comes
Invention of your blind faith in god in nothing
Poison raining down from the sky in to the mouth of life
Anticipating this damnation
Blood was she'd to pave your way two thousand years and nothing's changed
So just stay there play dead longer and hope your instinct was right
December, driving to Montclair
You drove us both ways through frozen pouring rain
And you drove me crazy, it's always been that way
Cause when you're at your best there's just not much I can say
But you've changed so much
That you can't measure up
You've changed so much that you can't measure up
To the memories I have of you
And I think that I miss winter the most
Right at home in the bitter cold
The temperature to match my soul
And you could tell me everything but I'd know
Its time to go
You look so much older
You've cut and dyed your hair
A couple of tattoo's
And some stars behind your ears
But you'll still drive me crazy
I guess some things never change
Even when you're not at your best
There's still not much I can say
But you've changed so much
That you can't measure up
You've changed so much that you can't measure up
To the memories I have of you
Decembers will never be the same way
So lets just forget I brought it up anyway
I'll wish the best of luck
Cause I've missed this so much
I wish I could have took those chances then
Fought off this regret and just hope for the best
And I fought for so long and I kept holding on
With the patients of a saint
And now all that remains
I remember it was mid-December
I was walking you home
And we stopped to make angels
in the snow
I remember the way the breath
erupted from your lips
I couldn't quite get up the nerve
This is not a test you can afford to fail or try to cheat your way through
To lose your cencentration opens the door to accusation
Trusth you cannot handle
Truth is your demise
It will bring you downCall upon your fathers adn the ghosts
You pray that they watch over you and keep your safe from
Wrong that you've inflicted
Wrong to believe the lies
That would have told that you've been told and wonder why
This is not a test there will be another
This is not a test if your not guilty you will be
No transfusion for a soul bled bone dry
Nothing left to save your trapped in a world you've given up on
World diseased
Don't bother acting surprised your failure's standing in front of you
This is not a test there will be another
This is not a test if your not guilty you will be
And where does your conscience reside somwhere that you no longer
Regard as a part of yourself wallow in the lifeyou waste
Your complacence completely staged
To distacne yourself form all your mistakes
This is not a test there will be another
A shadow of control that penetrates so deeply secretly
No glimmer of life in your sullen eyes unchanging condemning
Fixated upon the falling wish naively thrown skyward
A crown upon the head that's resting infinitely
Created the birth fear death and disease
Philosophize the truth away and then in kind this fear can still exist
Sleeping under control of the new abomination
The pawns all placed in seclusion motionless stalemated
A valiant effort your failure resigned to stagnation
Opposition-less thoughts over thrown
A king has fallen shame takes it's form
All the while curses return ten fold
The king left broken crown left in servitude serenity will not be found
Philosophize the truth away and then in kind this fear can still exist
Sleeping under control of the new abomination
Shame takes form
All eyes turn away in horror
I can see it still
Patience patience the sleeping throne will awake
Patience or suffer this alone it's your funeral
All the reverence unwanted still born
A crown upon the head that's resting infinitely
Created the birth fear death and disease
Serenity will not be found
The new abomination that plants the seed of atrocity
At the first sign it begins the terrible certainty the doubt consuming
This time it simply must be it seems impossible to turn away now
And it will hold on till the end
So lift another page another life another day
Just to escape the dreams you hold inside your mind
The waves that crush the life of everything
That you desire and leave you standing in blood
Once the fear awakens it seems impossible to turn away now
Into panic stricken it leaves you all alone
To contemplation of all the ways the end will come
Your eyes they will not save you now
And to the truth you turn a deaf ear
Swallowing anything to quell
Placebo savior on your tongue
To calm the pain falsely gave into self-invented death
And as the chasm fills with ulcered blood and cements in the fear until the
Next time
Your senses seem unclear only one thing appears the prison safety that is your
So claustrophobic hard to keep breathing and all at once hope fades into gray,
Shelter falls all around and you just save the face that you will not wear
You drag the waters and your soul forgets that it's alive
Shedding your blood just like diseased tears
And all for nothing can't cure what can't be saved
To give up ending life if only for one second
Your world is not benign drowning in the weight of life
Swallow yourself and choke
Simple resistance begins this hour your conjured opinion sure to mean nothing
Suffer for the moment fault you've won will it be the price of your pride
To give up ending life if only for one second
Your world is not benign drowing in the weight of life
Swallow yourself and choke
Hollowing the main artery that keeps your going
Filter the filth inside into one small bite
Take this away cannot bear the end
So simple not to breathe at all seems so simple to die
To give up ending life if only for one second
Your world is not benign drowing in the weight of life
Swallow yourself and choke
Inhale the excess toxic emmisions all just to extend another perfect day
Cannot stay any longer so farewell
Farewell to all the worthless products of your failign world
Broken words now silencing no more breath that's worth wasting
Screams inside cannot focus
Not enough to find exit
Forced into retreat life that once showed such promise
Dying without ceremony
No one mourns this silent grave
Ignore signs to the contrary and lay your head to sleep
It seems there are no answers no more than what you've seen
The implied safety falters and falls shattering
The vacuum left behind is all the proof you really need
And by example you bleed drop by drop you'll understand
Wiping away all the protest in an instant scatter the winds
The sky suffocates
Touch the sun and turn to dust justice served for ambition
Bowing to the fallen star
Forever chained by this failure
Ignore signs to the contrary and lay your head to sleep
It seems there are no answers no more than what you've seen
The implied safety falters and falls shattering
The vacuum left behind is all the proof you really need
Age comes like the night in winter
Just after we leave December
Days as bitter as they are short
Wrapped up inside our paper fort
We are only what we see
If that's true then we'll never be
Come and go without a purpose
She said she still remembers, what happened in December
I told her that, some things are much better left unsaid
I've been filed with regret, been trying to forget
But I just haven't yet and I don't think you knew
This is all I have
Now that my baby's gone
This is all I know
With my head up towards the sky I'll carry on
Old letter marked to sender, the feeling that it renders
Is one of which I don't want to be reminded of
It's killing me inside, man I've lost all my pride
How could I hit my bride, goddamn I wish I knew
When we're sober we're the neighborhood Jeckls
When we drink we're Mr. and Mrs. Hyde
Always starts with a biting remark
And shortly after your fists begin to fly
Usually I'm the one who surrenders
Black and blue, my white flag in the sky
You kept pushing, you kept pushing and I must've snapped
somewhere trough this we have lost our self
entranced by the forms which the night creates
and when the light will shine again
ever such strength we will regain
so silence your mouth no more
reaching out my heavens soul
realize what my heaven have seen
split it up for you and me
dance with me by heavens door
happy tunes for you and me
spiral forms i have never seen
dance with me and cry no more
we are in heaven as brothers
dancing in shadows will be no more
we are in december
we reach out hands for each other
trying to save our soul
I'll tell you, confidentially
I'll give you my word
Don't believe anything you have heard
December, December
Remember my name
Your ice and your sleet and my heart are the same
It's cold, cold, cold since my love has left me
December, December is my name
I'm not the same
And she's to blame
I can't just start over again
My heart stopped, in wintery chill
I nearly died
But my love keeps burning still
A promise will be broken, a lie becomes truth
Sinners become legends, disregard all the proof
Love's not so sacred where I'm coming from
What's working for someone's not working for some
I'll tell you, confidentially
I'll give you my word
Don't believe anything you have heard
December, December
Remember my name
Your ice and your sleet and my heart are the same
It's cold, cold, cold since my love has left me
December, December is my name
I'm not the same
And she's to blame
I can't just start over again
My heart stopped, in wintery chill
I nearly died
But my love keeps burning still
A promise will be broken, a lie becomes truth
Sinners become legends, disregard all the proof
Love's not so sacred where I'm coming from
I know we never thought that this could be,
but distance is the only thing I see
Cause we're treading deeper water,
trying harder just to breathe
And every single broken memory of everything we only used to be
Only makes it so much harder, now I'm fighting just to sleep
I'm breaking down
Now I'm waiting and now I'm standing all alone
Searching for my way to get away, there is no way you're gone
But when you're hurt remember who I've given everything to
Because I never felt so cold 'til I was left alone,
and the world is falling through
The air was dancing cold upon our lips,
imagining the thought of our first kiss
Still that cold December day we met, was not as cold as this
Do you remember the burning embers,
beside the lungs inside our chests that drew
the breath to break the rest, I'm breaking down
Look at the stars right where you are
You know I'm coming for you
Look at the sky and wonder why You know I'm coming for you
Look for my face, time can't erase You know I'm coming for you
Reach for my lips, our destined kiss
December why are you so strange
Your leaves fall, your face turns to gray
I don't like how you treat my brain
So when I wake up I'll be on my way
I don't mind if my feelings change
Maybe I'll control them some day
Darling if you you feel I've been strange
Would you just say so and help me find my way
I don't like that look on your face
Your ears close your eyes get so glazed
Well I've been blind but I can't turn away
There is not on thing about you that is plain
Well there's a whole lot of words that I should never speak
There's so many thoughts that I wish I'd never think
There's a joy in my bones that I cannot defeat
No matter how I try with my own techniques
And oh my God whereve you been of late
My tongue froze everytime I'd pray
But you're the theif that I cannot escape
No matter where I turn I still find your face, find your face
I've been blind but I can't turn away
Beautiful Mistake
she fell
from grace
since her tragedy came true
since then she's been running
not knowing what to do
you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the ones you love
december was a long year
still running from your pain
facades and walls, they find me
and i never felt the same
i'm riddled in these board games
but i'm bored with the game
you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the one you love
you fall away from me
you're always falling away
from the one you want to be
and the one you love
and you fall
you fall
you fall away
fall away...
Hark! how the bells
Sweet silver bells
All seem to say,
"Throw cares away."
Christmas is here
Bringing good cheer
To young and old
Meek and the bold
Ding, dong, ding, dong
That is their song
With joyful ring
All caroling
One seems to hear
Words of good cheer
From ev'rywhere
Filling the air
Oh how they pound,
Raising the sound,
O'er hill and dale,
Telling their tale,
Gaily they ring
While people sing
Songs of good cheer
Christmas is here
Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas
Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas
On, on they send
On without end
Their joyful tone
To ev'ry home
Ding, dong, ding, dong.
She's never been good at maintaining connections
Charming, but hollow, she hides her imperfections
Under the spotlight, she bleeds so they'll adore her
Desperately hoping that they won't just ignore her.
She is paradoxically a slave to and has no emotions
Scared to be lonely she's going through the social motions
She is paradoxically a slave to and has no emotions
Scared to be lonely she's going through the social motions
Twisted and broken she's lost in her obsessions
Searching for meaning in some stranger's affections
Friendless, she's lonely, and everyone who knows her
Just knows her image, there's no one left to hold her
She is paradoxically a slave to and has no emotions
Scared to be lonely she's going through the social motions
She is paradoxically a slave to and has no emotions
Scared to be lonely she's going through the social motions
She is paradoxically a slave to and has no emotions
Scared to be lonely she's going through the social motions
Telescreens for you, big machines for you
All the things that I made for you made me do
Submarines for you, diamond rings for you
All the dreams that I made for you made me do
Icebergs of chocolate, angels and misteltoe
Snowflakes and Jinglebells
Santa Claus comes to town
It`s December (It`s December) in the cityroom
Babydreams for you, liquid shots for you
All the things that I made for you made me do
Teddybears for you, Jesus Christ for you
All the things that I paint for you makes me do
Icebergs of chocolate, angels and misteltoe
Snowflakes and Jinglebells
Santa Claus comes to town
It`s December (It`s December) in the cityroom
A broken heart
A rosy stain... forgotten pain
Just a picture that you're always repainting
After the rain
Don't tell me that it's so worth saving
Don't tell me that it's so worth thinking back
Don't tell me you can hear forever
Cause in this silence I can hear...
The sighs of December
That make you remember
The time soft and tender
When the world went white and
The snow was falling in your eyes
Reading the past
Then the future came
Way too fast
Always feeling like the page you're turning
Is second to last
So do you fall apart
At the glimpse of memories running by?
You take shame to heart and
Everyday fall victim to
The sighs of December
That make you remember
Regret in it's splendor
When the world was wet with
The tears falling from your eyes
I can hear the sighs...
A broken heart
A rosy stain... forgotten pain
Just a picture that you're always repainting
After the rain
Don't tell me that it's so worth saving
Don't tell me that it's so worth thinking back
Don't tell me you can hear forever
Cause in this silence I can hear...
The sighs of December
That make you remember
The time soft and tender
When the world went white and
The snow was falling in your eyes
Reading the past
Then the future came
Way too fast
Always feeling like the page you're turning
Is second to last
So do you fall apart
At the glimpse of memories running by?
You take shame to heart and
Everyday fall victim to
The sighs of December
That make you remember
Regret in it's splendor
When the world was wet with
The tears falling from your eyes
I can hear the sighs...
I may not see our July
I may not be near when the sun is warm in your sky...
your sky
I may miss entire springtimes
But this promise is yours and it is strong as life
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember
I'll see you in December
I may not see Valentine
Share birthdays with a letter
But it's only time... only miles
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember
I'll see you in December
...and the snow will fall, the fires will warm
A heart that's full, true and calm
The snow will fall, the fires will warm
All I am, all I'll be is yours
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember, please remember
I'll be home when the snow is falling
When the fire turns to ember
Stranded, I am alone
The shadow of death, is breathing down my neck
How did I get here, how do I vanish
How can I leave this place?
As the sun sets, darkness prevails
Over the light, then death sets in
Spare me the pain, spare me the strife
My heart will beat, no more
In this fucking hell
Endless pain and suffering
I challenge the afterlife
You may have my body, but my soul still lives
Nothing can be done, to save my flesh
A frozen corpse, for an unforgiving world
Staring into another life, no heaven, no hell
Just free, free from, the misery
That was cast unto me
And endless amount of pain
No more
Long ago
We're not so far away
This is a piece
Of something I've made
You can't sell
Or you can't trade
But people just take and take and take
I'm not crying anymore
I'm keeping you
I'm not wishing anymore
I'm keeping you
Memories
In fallout way
Promises
Of a big mistake
Temples
Bring night and day
And me, I almost escaped that all the way
I'm not crying anymore
I'm keeping you
I'm not wishing anymore
I'm keeping you
Trying to remember
Recapture
Senses say
November
I'm keeping you
Don't speak unless you can improve
The silence of these summer nights
They've been calling us
It's progress to swear we will improve
I'm guessing that it's still the truth
It's still the truth
I've been waiting for the
Cold of December
It's hard to believe those days are gone
And it won't be long
Slow truths and lives that never change
Bring me back to this place, back to this place
Time takes it's toll on who we used to be (used to be)
Until we see the leaves that are falling
Looking out my window as I
Swear to make a change I'm seeing
Things through new eyes
And I'm scared
I'll never take the time to see
The things that life leaves incomplete
Through everything they'd have you believe
Oh little girl, where have you been?
I can see on your face that you have looked
On such a sordid scene
And it's not all what you've done
Broken hearts and silly tarts
I hope you've had your fun
Little girl, what did you see?
You wonder at the world
It's just another case of male mentality
Another notch on your post
The lies are getting taller
But the spies getting close
Oh so close
I'm sorry to tell ya
The spies have all seen ya
Yeah they got your number
That night in December
I tried to ignore ya
My face is like thunder
But I swear it I saw ya
That night in December
I'm sorry mate but there's something to say
Everyone's been holding back
But maybe it's better off this way
See something happened last night
These ... throw their dirty deeds (?)
And you just say 'alright'
You're not the first
And no, you won't be the last
Lock your sons up while your daughters
... have a tango with the lads (?)
Another notch on your post
The ... are getting taller (?)
But the spies getting close
Oh so close
I'm sorry to tell ya
The spies have all seen ya
Yeah they got your number
That night in December
I tried to ignore ya
My face is like thunder
But I swear it I saw ya
That night in December
She'll pull you down and push you under
She wants it (she wants it, she wants it, you know)
She don't mess around
She's only after the one thing
But why you got her dancing
... conspiring (?)
They're telling their tales
Of their wicked ways
And now comes a time
When the bitching ... (?)
And all the pieces have been put in place
I'm sorry to tell ya
The spies have all seen ya
Yeah they got your number
That night in December, oh
I can't count the ways
Times left in the shade
It brings me to today
But I remember
Last December
Looking outward
From down here
Night approaching
As I'm learning
Colors never change
The sky fell between my
Young and careless eyes
Braiding myself in
The red December sky
I remember
Last December
Memories never change