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Measuring ghosts

MEASURING GHOSTS
     A recent article in Science Translational Medicine asks the question "Can We Measure Autism ?" To my mind this begs the question, "is there really something called "autism" that we should be trying to measure ?". The authors Isaac S. Kohane and Alai Eran inadvertently make the case in the negative. They first of all note the controversy that recent changes in the "psychiatric Bible", the DSM, have provoked. To their credit they mention the "changes in funding" behind some of the debate, though they stop short of a robust criticism of the "mental illness complex" as a money making industry. They also mention how the DSM classifications "strike at the heart of our own identities as autonomous human beings" without going on to criticize the whole enterprise as a method whereby some people exercise power over others. Finally they admit the obvious, that mental health "diseases" simply don't have the "robust and definitive" criteria that is demanded in other fields of medicine.

     The authors, however, are reformers rather than abolitionists. They lay out a series of criteria for diagnosing autism spectrum disorder (the present fashionable name). These would include 1)agreement of the key features of a disorder/disease, 2)agreement on how such features are to measured clinically and 3)a pathway from such measurements to a clinical label that provides useful information on both prognosis and treatment, including estimates of the effectiveness of such treatment. They admit that, "Until recently, ASD diagnoses did not meet most of these criteria.".

     Are the more "recent" criteria any better ? The authors go on to honestly admit that even "expert" (let alone the way that autism is usually diagnosed) ways of diagnosing (labelling ?) autism are wildly variable, and they admit the possibility and even likelihood "do not impart sufficient diagnostic or prognostic accuracy to be clinically useful". Mind you these are the efforts of the recent experts. They also admit the "remarkable individual differences" in response to such interventions. Without, of course, ever invoking the need for evidence based medicine. What is the natural course of the so-called disease if people don't work on it and its carrier ? What is the natural rate of recovery ?

     The authors mention the large body of research in real scientific fields about the supposed causes of "autism", and they edge close to saying that supposed "co-morbidities" may in  fact reflect that autism is, in fact, many different things masquerading under a label that is-my opinion- financially convenient for a large number of "people manipulators". They also state that verifying such research will require a much larger data analysis than has been done to date. The authors have great hopes that the diagnosis of "autism" will be improved through a thorough analysis and combination of the objective signs being investigated (as opposed to the subjective way that the label is presently applied). Their hopes are that coming to a diagnostic decision about autism will more closely resemble real medicine like the diagnosis of heart disease where many lines of evidence are considered. They do, however, admit reality, that "the multimodal approach remains untested".

     Kohane and Eran end their editorial with their vision of a wide data connection net that might actually make autism diagnosis an objective and useful enterprise. They, as reformers, make their bows to the various institutions which presently profit from autism - "research, clinical care, school, home". After mentioning holy four they give an afterthought to "individuals, with their consent". The mind boggles at the thought of a child or adolescent facing such a gathering of power having enough will and guile to escape their kindly embrace without bringing down the inevitable punishment hidden behind the mask of caring. It is significant that they end their essay by calling for data sharing amongst the holy four. The "patient" is left out of the loop here.

     I have to admit that the reforms being proposed can seem quite attractive. They are, however, fitted into a mindset that accepts both the power of this branch of the psychiatric industry and some underlying reality to the label presently being used. While not being an expert I can read the studies being done and recognize some glaring problems with them. An historical scepticism seems in order. I have an old medical book from the 1930s in my library that parses out over 20 different forms of the mental disease called "masturbation". The idea that there was no such disease would have seemed perverse (pun !) to the author. Nowadays the author himself would be the perverse one.

     Psychology and psychiatry are not sciences in any non-ideological sense of the term beyond some rather basic findings. These are where real science is done in these disciples. The rest is very much smoke and mirrors, the smoke coming from the burning of huge piles of public money and small piles of private money spent by those who want to fill their time with useless and usually painful pursuits. The way I see it "autism" is very much like the label "schizophrenic". Both labels conceal a reality of many, many, many different real diseases under a useless generalization. I don't doubt that both schizophrenics and autistics contain large populations that do have legitimate diseases, but the popularity of a catch-all label impedes both diagnostic and therapeutic efforts to deal with these matters. For instance many labelled "autistic" may indeed have gastrointestinal upsets. BUT giving them a secondary diagnosis of autism means that the real problem remains unaddressed. The signs become the focus rather than the cause.

     Ignoring real diseases and "treating" things that are nothing but misplaced words is like putting problems down to demonic possession and imagining that rituals of exorcism are some sort of "treatment". There is finally the question of whether there is anything wrong at all in at least some cases. I'm not of the opinion that labels like autistic or schizophrenic don't disguise at least some real medical problems- many not one. There is, however, the example of masturbation that I mentioned above. In that case the whole intricate system of medical (and popular) superstition was utterly false. How much of what is now described by psychiatric labels is also totally imaginary ? How much is also much better dealt with by literature or philosophy rather than "medicine" ?

     That is the sort of question I would like to leave with the reader. That is why I think that attempts to reform a modern witchhunt by increased rigour are very much asking us to "measure ghosts".

Does anyone know who wrote this?

A friend in London is trying to find out who wrote the piece below called "On autistic levels of functioning". She thought it might have been written by me, but it wasn't, so to help boost the signal, so that it can be properly quoted and attributed, i'm reproducing it here. Did you write it, or do you recognise it from somewhere else?

(If you wrote it and object to it being reproduced here, let me know and i'll take it down and, if appropriate, replace it with a link or something.)

(I thought it could possibly have been written by Joel Smith, formerly of thiswayoflife.org, whose website seems to have totally disappeared, but that's just conjecture based on writing style. I'm also looking for another piece by him, called "Walking While Autistic", to use in a conference paper, so if Joel is reading this, or anyone else is who knows of a way to contact him, please let me know.)

On autistic levels of functioning We can all agree that to properly fight for our rights as autistic people, that we have to put forward out own perspective on what autism is and what it means to be autistic, one that challenges the notions put forward by the medical establishment. If we instead accept the medical ideas behind autism then we will end up agreeing, to a greater or lesser extent, to our continued marginalisation. One of the most important issues here is about levels of functioning - low-functioning versus high-functioning, and the related issue of Aspergers Syndrome versus 'classic' autism. Exploring this topic shows why it is so important to challenge conventional views of autism.

Conventional thought sees Aspergers Syndrome and 'classic' autism as related but different things. People with Aspergers are seen as having many autistic traits, but not the global learning and communication that people with 'classic' autism have (or rather supposedly have). In fact, Aspergers is frequently seen as implying high intelligence. Therefore, conventional thought sees the possibility that people with Aspergers could in most cases quite easily become part of society, and indeed may due to their intelligence and strong interests be particularly useful to society and develop useful specialist skills. On the other hand, people with 'classic' autism, whether deemed 'high-functioning' or 'low-functioning', are widely seen as being much more disabled, and having much less potential for independence or contributing to the world.

We'll leave aside the fact that all this stuff about measuring people in terms of how much they are able to 'contribute' as opposed to 'be a burden' is in itself deeply prejudiced. Instead, let's concentrate on the point that these divisions are actually artificial stereotypes - labels placed on people by the medical establishment to divide people up into those deemed 'less' or 'more' disabled. In accepting these, we are going to accept the argument put forward by, for example, Treating Autism and their allies, who argue that 'high-functioning' autistics and Aspies are not really that disabled and are therefore not 'really' autistic, as opposed to their 'low-functioning' children, who will need treatment in order to have a decent life.

In fact, there is no clear division between Aspergers and autism, and equally no clear division between high and low functioning. Autistics can be very high-functioning, or very low-functioning, it's true, but they can be simultaneously high and low functioning in different ways. There are cases of severely autistic people who have ended up, for instance, working for a university department (Amanda Baggs now at MIT on a p/t basis, Michelle Dawson on a regular and fully contributing (but unpaid?) basis, or on the governing board of organisations (Larry Bisonette at AutCom) demonstrating that the severity of the autism is not a barrier to being able to participate. Both individuals, incidentally, are firmly pro-neurodiversity in their outlook. Undoubtedly, autistic people have differing needs, with some being unable to talk and look after themselves, and others having no such difficulties. However, there is no point at which autism becomes too severe to be included in our movement.

Finally, another issue should also be considered. Of those labelled 'low-functioning' and whose ability to deal with the world appears to be genuinely compromised, how much of this is due to autism and how much to the way society reacts to it? If the reaction of society to a severely autistic person is to write them off and decide they have no capacity to develop, or worse, to pathologise whatever abilities they do have, it's very likely the end result will be a psychologically wrecked human being. We have all seen the pictures of the Romanian orphanages where unwanted children were dumped by their parents - some of these children showed clear signs of being deeply disabled, yet in many cases were only suffering from neglect. In our society, autistics frequently suffer depression, self-loathing, mental illness, behaviour problems e.g. aggression, and so on. These are not part of the autism itself, but the result of society's oppressive and discriminatory practices towards people on the spectrum. Prof. Rita Jordan, in a paper published on the AWARES website, argues that autistics should be said to have an Autistic Spectrum Condition, irrespective of severity, until they come into contact with a hostile society, at which point it becomes an Autistic Spectrum Disorder. I think this may be a much better, more 'liberationist' model to adopt than that of low and high functioning.
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Call for short stories by autistic authors

Once again, life events have prevented me from writing the "proper" blog posts that i have been intending to. This is getting seriously annoying. Hopefully, i will have some proper writing finished within the next couple of weeks. In the meantime, i thought some readers (if i still have any!) might find this interesting (I thought about entering it myself, with a humorous autistic take on Lovecraft-style cosmic horror, but i think the 3000 word limit may be an unsurmountable barrier for my long-winded writing style...):

Call for submissions – Autistic authors from around the world!

Help us revitalize the short story!

(Please send or re-post this for all interested parties)

Emila Murry Ramey and Jody John Ramey, authors of the book Autistics’ Guide to Dating, are proposing to edit a short-story collection for our publisher, containing short-stories written by Autistics from around the world. We are looking for talented, vibrant authors to be a part of this potential project through Jessica Kingsley.

You do not have to be a published author to participate. The value of this project is that it will provide evidence that culture has impact on Autistic people, and that culture cannot be separated from the Autistic person when making claims about that individual. This is a project by Autistics, for Autistics, and those who love them.

We plan to submit the book proposal to Jessica Kingsley as soon as we have a number of stories selected for the project. We would like people to submit work as soon as they are ready. An author may submit any number of short stories for consideration, but submitting work will not guarantee that it will be selected. This call for submissions will expire 31 March 2011. Extensions on this deadline may be made on a case by case basis.

Summary: Short-story, any genre, any subject, English language, less than 3,000 words, by authors on the autism spectrum.

Submit story in a file saved as a .doc, and attach to the email. Also include the text in the body of the email message. Send to autistory@gmail.com and include as much contact information as possible so we can locate you to sign a publication contract. Please include your country of origin and country of residence if that is different. If you are not residing in your country of origin, please give a brief bio telling us how long you have been there. Any questions or queries, just email us and let us know. We’ll try to get back to you as soon as we can.

Autscape 2011: Call for Proposals

Proper posts have been delayed by computer issues. In the meantime, i might as well reproduce the call for proposals for Autscape 2011 (closing date 18th February) here. Still not sure if i am going myself, although i might submit something loosely bas…

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I’m presenting my first academic paper!

(OK, it’s not 100% my paper – it’s a joint paper, which i’m half responsible for. I’m not sure if my co-writer/presenter wants hir name made public here, so will check and edit hir name in if ze is… also, my next post will be about naming, quoting …

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Call for papers: Critical Autism Seminar Day, 18th January 2011, Sheffield

Real posts coming soon. Yes, really. In the meantime, i thought this worth sharing:Call for Papers – * Critical Autism Seminar Day * Tuesday, 18th January 2011A free seminar day co-hosted by Sheffield Hallam University, Manchester Metropolitan Universi…

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One Way Friendships

(This is a slight reworking of a post i started writing about a year ago, but didn't get round to finishing at the time, but which i thought it would be somewhat appropriate to resurrect for the next Disability Blog Carnival, of which the theme is "Relationships".)

The opening line of Sarah Kane's groundbreaking and incredibly intense play about depression, identity and psychiatry 4:48 Psychosis (written shortly before her own suicide, and only first performed after her death) is "What do you offer your friends to make them so supportive?"

This is the question that I have always wanted to ask the neurotypical world, and not rhetorically but in honesty. (I still haven't worked out whether Kane's intention was rhetorical or to honestly ask a question to which she genuinely did not know the answer - but, well, 4:48 Psychosis is a work which has such a huge emotional impact on me I find it hard even to talk coherently about it - suffice to say that, when I saw it performed as a monologue by an incredibly charismatic amateur actress in a very small, intimate venue in... I think 2002... I rank that as one of the defining emotional experiences of my life, and Sarah Kane has the rank almost of a deity in my head.) In any case, that line struck such a chord in me, that resonated so powerfully, that I count it as one of the things that brought me out of my denial and onto the path that led me to self-definition and ultimately diagnosis as an autistic person (and my path to diagnosis is something I meant to write about very early on in this blog, but somehow never got round to... after clearing my current backlog of things I want to write about, perhaps I will...)

Part of why it resonated so hard is because of the frustrating path that so many of my friendships have taken. For me, friendship is something incredibly important, in fact quite possibly the central value of my life (I wanted to insert a quote here from a book which I read part of while staying over at a friend's house a few months ago, Valerie Lehr's Queer Family Values, but have been having trouble getting hold of a copy of my own - basically, it's something along the lines of friendship, as an (ideally) equal and reciprocal relationship, being the paradigmatic relationship of a truly liberatory "family values", as the opposite of the hierarchical, non-reciprocal relationships of the patriarchal nuclear family). A core personal principle for me is that I never want to have an intimate relationship with any being which is not as near as humanly possible to entirely equal and reciprocal (hence my not having or wanting either pets or children). Despite this, it deeply frustrates me that, in practice, the majority of my friendships seem to end up decidedly non-reciprocal...

The most obvious way that this manifests itself is that I nearly always seem to be the person always initiating contact in every friendship - I am always calling my friends, but it's very, very rare for any of my friends to call me. In a few cases, I know that that's because people have social anxiety or communication-initiating issues of their own that make it very hard for them to call people, even if they know them well, and that they are genuinely appreciative of me calling them. In a few others, I know that they are the same with everyone, or that they simply never credit their phones because phone conversation isn't very important for them. In others, it's simply that they are busier than I am - but I can't help end up feeling paranoid when in almost every friendship I have ever had, there has been an obvious imbalance in terms of it always being me calling them, with that almost never reciprocated.

(I am currently lucky enough to have a couple of very, very valued friends who do actually call me, in part because I have talked to them about these issues, and that's incredibly important to me - but I still find it hard to believe, due to experience, that any such state of affairs will last very long...)

I have lost many, many friends in my life through this - when I have tried to get through to them for weeks or even months on end, and not succeeded once, and sent texts and emails which have also gone unresponded to, I ultimately, perhaps inevitably, end up simply giving up - although this is harder the more valued a friend they are, as for me deciding not to bother trying to keep in touch with someone any more is a very final and irreversible thing for me. (I also permanently lost touch with quite a few friends when I had my phone stolen a couple of years ago, and didn't have any of my numbers written down elsewhere, despite the fact that I managed to get a new SIM card with the same number, simply because none of them called me, and I was unable to call them.)

The thing is, I have absolutely no idea what a neurotypical person would do in this sort of situation - and I am also half convinced that neurotypical people don't get into that kind of situation in the first place - from my perspective, it seems that there must be rules for obtaining and maintaining reciprocal, mutually supportive friendship which I was never taught, but which most other people must somehow know and follow instinctively. I have no idea, for example, how long it's "normal" to wait for your call to be returned after you have called someone and not got through before trying to call again - but I also strongly suspect that most neurotypical people don't face that dilemma in the first place, because they do get their calls returned - and I don't know why...

There's another form that this non-reciprocity takes, which is subtler and somewhat more difficult to write about. In those friendships which i do manage to maintain, i very often feel like they are unbalanced in a way that always leaves me feeling particularly guilty and self-hating; the direction of support within the friendship, which ideally should be an equal flow both ways, seems to become unilateral. What seems to happen is that either i talk to a particular friend about the worries and problems in my life, with the expectation that they will likewise talk about their worries and problems to me, but for some reason that reciprocity doesn't happen, and they simply don't tell me about theirs, leaving that aspect of the friendship as a one-way thing when that was never my intention, or, in the more insidious form of it, every conversation i have with a given friend seems to end up developing into a one-way advice-seeking session, in which my problems become the whole focus of the conversation and theirs do not even get mentioned - again, without me ever having intended that that happen. (I've even - more than once - had cases where the purpose of a meeting or a conversation was for me to try to be somehow useful or helpful with some difficult situation going on in a friend's life, and i brought up something from my life as a potentially-helpful parallel, and that ended up turning the conversation into one about my problems...)

It's hard for me to describe exactly how this role-switch happens, or even for me to verbally describe the "roles" themselves (except by analogies to "professional" relationships like counsellor/client, which is a train of thought i'm not particularly keen to follow), but it is always apparent to me, and always deeply frustrating, when it happens - but, once it has started happening, i seem bizarrely powerless to reverse or stop it without ending the whole conversation (and probably in doing so strengthening the impression that i am "the one with the problem").

The way this leaves me feeling is as if i am somehow an inherently "parasitic" person - one who is doomed to "take" but never "give" in every relationship - despite my strongest desire being to "give", to be "useful", to provide something of genuine value to a person who i am in a valued relationship with. This reminds me of what i have heard people - often those with vaguely spiritualist or "New Age" leanings - describe as "psychic (or "energy") vampirism" - and makes me wonder if many of the people so described - often in extremely damning terms, such as in this article (warning: don't read if you are allergic to woo) - are actually intentionally "draining energy" from others at all, but rather suffering from a clash-of-neurotypes communication problem. (I believe i've heard of people - possibly in the Goth subculture - actually self-identifying as "psychic vampires" - but couldn't find any first-person accounts from such people, although i'd be interested to.)

I'm left stumped as to why this happens - possibly due to non-verbal cues (that i'm in all probability not even aware of) being misinterpreted by the other person? or to some aspect of my verbal "style" (word choice, sentence structure, etc)? I think one part of a reason for it may be issues related to "empathy", as i wrote about here, but am not sure if that's particularly helpful in trying to lessen or avoid it. I think another reason for it might be that my need for social interaction in general seems to be a lot higher than many people's (including both autistic and neurotypical people) - to extend the vampire metaphor, it reminds me a bit of the recent film Daybreakers, which features vampires who remain fairly "human" as long as they get a steady supply of blood, but if deprived of it rapidly mutate into monstrous-looking, feral beings apparently lacking in human sentience, which resonates with me because of just how strongly i feel like i am falling away from humanity if deprived of contact and conversation with other people.

(There are also things i want to say here, that feel vaguely related to this post, about how a basic ethos of helping/serving others can very easily get twisted into something deeply unhelpful, and the probable influence of Christianity on that in my case, but i think i'll save that for another post.)

So... i'm kind of wondering if any other autistic people might experience this phenomenon, particularly in friendships with non-autistic (not necessarily neurotypical) people - and, if you do, if you have found any effective ways to deal with it. My active hope remains for fully equal and reciprocal friendships, and i have some which it would be reasonable for me to believe are such, but i think the nagging paranoia is always likely to remain that in all my friendships, i "take" and don't "give". Tentatively, i think that this sort of difficulty is less likely to develop in autistic/autistic friendships than in autistic/non-autistic ones - but then, i have sometimes encountered situations with other autistics where it feels like there is a double dose of communication barriers rather than a neutralising of such barriers...

Even more tentatively, i wonder if discussion among autistic people about how to deal with these sort of issues might eventually lead towards developing an entirely new "autistic model of friendship", which might function very differently from what most neurotypical people see as a functional relationship between friends. Posts like this one, and the kind of autistic communities that are slowly developing out of events like Autreat and Autscape, give me hope that such a radical remodelling is possible, but i'm still a long way from knowing what exactly it would look like. Possibly even the concepts of equality and reciprocity in friendships that seem so important to me might actually come from a neurotypical-centric set of values that does not take into account neurodiverse ways of relating to others.... i don't know. It's difficult for me to even speculate that far. Anyway, if anyone is reading this who has been frustrated by the non-reciprocity of my friendship, then i want you to know that this is very much unintentional, and any suggestions for how to make our friendship(s) more reciprocal would be very positively received.

Stunning New(ish) Jenny McCarthy Interview


See the blonde with the death toll to the right?——->

That’s Jenny McCarthy, ex-Playboy Bunny and campaigner against vaccinations for children. In this interview she gets well and truly sceptically pwnned.

Well OK, maybe that’s not actually Jenny McCarthy but then again her arguments aren’t really arguments. :D

Taking on the Triad

I’ve been meaning for a while to post about the changing “official” diagnostic criteria for autism. There are going to be some significant changes to how the autistic spectrum is going to be classified in the upcoming DSM-V, which i’m (probably) going …

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Link and debate request: the usage of “neurodiverse” and “neurotypical”

This is to point people to a comment thread elsewhere rather than to start one here, hence me setting comments to "off" on this post.

New blogger Option C (who says that i inspired hir to start blogging! w00t! :0 :) ) has a very interesting post about the terms "neurodiverse" and "neurotypical", which i think is an extremely important debate. I've replied to it there, so i won't say any more about my thoughts on it here, but i think ze raises some points very much in need of addressing about the ambiguous and potentially problematic nature of those terms.

I might well post on the issue myself once i've got my thoughts a bit more coherent about it (as, indeed, is true of most of the things Option C's posted so far...) Go check it out.