Age may refer to:
I'm gonna get myself together
Gonna get myself on track
Gonna find a way back
Take a bit of time to write
'Cause usually I don't try
But I'm running out of life
I've been wandering for ages
All good things in my life
I've been wandering to places in my soul, it's true
Coming on home to you
I've been wondering for ages, yeah, yeah, yeah
Gonna make it a real endeavor
Reflect on where I've been
I've been dragging my feet
I'll make a bit of time to do all the things that I want to do
Gonna to prove it all to you
I've been wandering for ages, all the good things in my life
I've been wandering to places in my soul it's true
Coming on home to you
I've been wandering for ages, yeah, yeah, yeah
Thank you God, For waking me up
Thank you Lord for getting me up
'Cause the older I get, the harder It get
I wanna make it easier
Thank you Lord for waking me up
I've been wandering for ages
All the good things in my life
I've been wandering to places in my soul, it's true
I've been wandering for ages
All the good things in my life
I've been wandering to places in my soul, it's true
I'm coming on home to you
I've been wandering for ages, yeah, yeah, yeah
15 years of precious time behind us
7 years before our child is gone
Everything precariously balanced
The slightest press can turn it upside down
And it took us ages
To create
And we fill up the pages
Take it down in a day
Take it down in a day
In a day you smell eternal summer
In a day the winter had begun
In a day I became your lover
In the morning all the rest will be gone
And it took us ages
To create
And we fill up the pages
Take it down in a day
Take it down in a day
15 years of precious time behind us
7 years before our child is gone
Everything precariously balanced
The slightest press can turn it upside down
And it took us ages
To create
And we fill up the pages
Take it down in a day
Repeating habits are locking up my insides,
and I keep getting this gut feeling for the worse.
I can't say it wont stop me, I never seem to be so happy.
Life keeps on changing, and everything still moves while I'm asleep.
Don't be so quick to throw me underneath the bus,
this is the life that I said I couldn't take.
And I still feel like I'm stuck lying there awake all night,
and if this does blow over in time I won't believe my own eyes.
Still to this day I can't feel alive.
I tried to forget and lost myself in the mix.
You drove your car off of a bridge
The 15 story fall was so much fun
The hood of your car was the first to hit the water
It's a beautiful day
Drown in the sun
And as your car filled up with water
You decided to smile
Thought about it, had a conversation
Broke out all the windows
The last pocket of air was filling up, up to the brim
The time had come to crawl out of the windows
Go for a swim
I guess I'll wait, until the summer I plan to make amends.
I can't wait until the seasonal depression comes to an end.
I'll try and think of the farthest distance away from here.
When you come looking for me, I hope you realize things like this never disappear.
I think I'll hold this grudge forever.
You're just taking away the night.
Now I'm starting to realize I'm living my own life,
and just to let you know the world spins without you.
It's not like I wanted it to be this, but believe me when I say,
Am I still what you're looking for?
All the questions, all the words you just threw out the door
For every good look, I'd exchange for bad
I thought there was no one like you
You're the worst to say I never had
I know you'd choose me instead
At least what you meant
Oh, how much I've missed you
I wished you'd wake up at 3 AM
It's so hard to sleep when my anxiety's got the best of me
I can't just let this go,
Would you please just answer your phone?
Giving up is the hardest part of life
especially with a torn apart mind
You're so obsessed with yourself
I really can't go out today.
How am I supposed to get through the day if I can't even stand up straight?
I feel like I'm in my own way.
Now I'm in race with myself, and I'm finally catching up.
This is just too much.
I just need some time to sleep this off.
The last thing that I need to do is talk.
And when I'm dreaming, I'll think of the few things I like in reality.
And you'd be right there next to me.
But you can't dream your whole life.
There's so many questions that I'll never for the answers,
but I can forget what I don't understand.
Still there's some things I can't seem to get past, and it turns my mind into broken glass.
I can't go on another day trying to hide from what I know is right in front of me.
Maybe if you saw my grave, you'd never forget my face and remember my name.
I can't get past the times I kept to myself when I needed you the most.
And now I'm in race with myself and I'm catching up.
Did you even see me?
My face doesn't burn half as bright as you used to think.
My soul’s been ripping at the seams.
Because of how empty I've been lately
It's the feeling, of being cheating, pushed to the side.
Stranded with no hope in anything, like it's written in my name.
I just can't stand the fact that you won't even talk to me.
I'd open my eyes but when I look there's no one around, everyone keeps leaving.
I can't help but watch burn down.
and I'm stuck with a pile of ashes.
Only in my dreams do you listen and when I wake it's all in my head.
It's just, for ages I've been here.
And I've felt so stuck for the past two years.
(Will it change?)
What's your excuse for all of this?
It's 12 o'clock and it's times like these I know for sure won't be missed
but for now, it'll always be raining in my mind
I can't take back what I said, words that go your way seem to disconnect
It's burning me inside and out, but yet my heart's so cold.
It's another night I have to face being all alone.
I never thought it was possible, but I'm seeing shades of grey.
This weight you left me, just gave you away.
I won't face today, all my thoughts keep bringing me down
Not a single sign of relief, I'm forever buried underneath your knees
Burned inside my head,
I'm done with you.
When we try to talk, you have nothing to lose.
This was all just one big game.
It's never made me feel so ashamed.
What's left for me to impress?
You just won't give in, my mind's a fucking mess.
Just to help you sleep you're a liar.
Minutes, hours, days, go by so fucking fast.
It's hard to keep track of time.
No time to look back, there's no time to waste.
I've got to make time, to buy more time.
I've got to make time, to live my life.
We're all living to be pacified, to have people tell us that it's normal,
I think I've had enough of someone telling me that I'll get over it.
I've never it more when I say:
Fuck growing up.
Maybe I should just turn around and start walking back home.
Fuck you, and fuck Story Road.
When's the part that you promised someday we all burn out and die away?
Did you think that I'd forget?
It's not my problem to remember the things that should have been,
but cut into my eyelids are the things that never happened.
Are you happy that you finally got your point across?
Why couldn't you have just sat down and listened?
My own space to be haunted and all the lights keep turning off.
I think I've finally fucking lost it.
Now I just cant take it,
and I will never see a point to change.
I think I've been here long enough, now I just fucking give up.
That will never ever change.
I don't care about finding my place.
I gave up long ago when I lost all faith,
and when I swore that I would never hold a promise again.
Fuck everyone.
Path one crossed of pains and ilusions
Morning o f dark of dark dawn
In the night of tomorrow
The wind that blows outside
Blous inside me
Clouds are like a veil
In sublime magic
With the air that inspires
In flight of eagles
A thunder comes
Announcing the arrival of a new age
Should last until the fall of dawning
Path one crossed of pains and ilusions
Morning o f dark of dark dawn
In the night of tomorrow
In the distance of the vastness
I discovered a new being
A being from tomorrow