You're off in your own place
And I'm stuck here
I get into my car
And I ride around
How was I to know?
It would be the last time
That I would be alive
And I am calling you
(Yeah)
(Verse)
The stinging of my wounds
Makes me forget
The pain I feel inside
That I have let, get me where I am
And make me lose myself
I'm screaming out your name
And I am calling for you
(Chorus)
And it's ringing but nobody answers
I'm trapped and I can't get out of here
I know I won't make it out alive
I'm screaming I just want to talk to you
(Bridge)
You won't be stressed out now
I won't be here for long
But I scream your name
The gas reaches flame
(Verse)
You open your eyes now
And wake up to the day
You pick up your phone
There's a voice mail to play
You listen while you cry
While I tell you good-bye
I can not stay awake
And I am crawling for you
It's ringing but nobody answers
I am trapped and I can't get out of here
I know I won't make it out alive
I'm fearing I just want to talk to you
This can't by your fate
Let you asphyxiate
Below here I've lost myself
Without you there is no one else
(Pre chorus)
This is all that I have
Never wanted to be unstable
(Chorus)
For this you can take back all the things you have said in your life
Until you're fine
(Verse)
Everyone seems so fake
Is this too much to take?
Alive and feeling more
Than I ever have felt before
(Pre chorus)
This is all that I have
We share our disease with love
(Chorus)
For this you can take back all the things you have said in your life
Until you're fine
(Bridge)
The feeling of this pail light feels nice
The meaning of words just don't seem right
Turn down and deny advice
Can you feel the love that's blinding my eyes?
Spin around I feel it burning
Inside out I know it's turning
Can you help me to appreciate?
Can you feel the love that's blinding my way?
(Chorus)
For this you can take back all the things you have said in your life
This can't be nothing
My insides twist in pain
And I focus on the pure things
That I try to make sustain
And I reach out like my father
And I let it eat me up
(Figure out)
(Pre-Chorus)
Take everything I own
I already gave my soul
(Chorus)
It hurts so much, I must get by
I am old enough to know wrong from right
The sight of you is inside of me
I can self-destruct but I'll just sleep
(Verse)
I'm over all these mind games
You make me think the wrong thing
And I try to release anger
Through the music and songs I sing
But the violence that you've brought us
For letting them fuck you
(Fade out)
(Pre Chorus)
Take everything I own
I already gave my soul
(Chorus)
It hurts so much, I must get by
I am old enough to know wrong from right
The sight of you is inside of me
I can self-destruct but I'll just sleep
(Outro)
You're out of this world and disastrous
Grown desire, sleeping is meaningless to me.
Father's words, were off key.
All you power, is taking my time away.
Blessed be the one, who takes me, who hates me.
I can't fake, happiness.
I still love her.
I can't let it go.
I will always miss her.
In the fall, I'm wearing the jacket bought by you.
Mother's words, are often jaded.
Spend the hour, playing moments.
Picture smiling back, facing the basement.
I can't fake happiness.
I love her.
I can't let it go.
I will miss her.
I can't fake happiness.
I will always love her.
I can't let it go.
I will miss her.
I lay around and I wonder
Is this really too much to figure out
I'm spilling under, but I'd like to
Take you out for a ride if I can
(Chorus)
I feel so low
But I'm better now
I don't feel that far from the bottom now
I sink below
But I'm under this
I don't feel that far from Leviathan
(Verse)
My lungs; collapsing, and I strain to
Take in another breath of life
The water flows in, replacing
The air that I use to get me by
(Chorus)
I feel so low
But I'm better now
I don't feel that far from the bottom now
I sink below
But I'm under this
Before I put this rope down
I proceed to tie you up
No one here is, fearful of this
The pain because they know
(Verse)
Will you scream and suffer
And lie to save your life
No one here is, fearful of this
This anger deep inside
(Chorus)
Love you to pass away, and I
(Bridge)
Bleed more bleed
Bleed more
You want love forever and so you take away
My freedom I'm screaming why are you hurting me
I feel your hard knuckles, but I'm to scared to run
Quit laughing, don't choke me, my body's going numb
(Verse)
Before I take this rope off
The child I stole away
It pierced me with the blade, I fear it's too late to be saved
(Chorus)
Love you to pass away, and I
You want love forever and so you take away
My freedom I'm screaming why are you hurting me
I feel your hard knuckles, but I'm to scared to run
Run Home
Here we are I am gone again
I missed you all how have you been
Let us never part because time is thin
Oh I'm scared
Don't want to leave now
(Chorus)
Listen to happy children cry
Don't let them make our family die
Out of sight out of mind alone
I'm tired and I want to go home
Run Home
(Verse)
Here we fall I am gone again
I'll miss you all brothers my friends
Hold you in my heart it won't forget
Oh I'm scared
Don't want to go now
(Chorus)
Listen to happy children cry
Don't let them make our family die
Out of sight out of mind alone
I'm tired and I want to go home
Listened to silenced children cry
Don't let them make our family die
(Bridge)
And if you send for me come I'll wait. And I'm falling faster
And if you send for me come I'll wait. I want you badly
And if you send for me come I'll wait, and open your arms
And if you send for me come I'll wait
(Outro)
They lock me up, I feel like a freak
And the binges are back in the south slide
Looking down straight I'm a pail motherfucker
Gonna, pop, pop, pop
Oh don't look down when you look down
You mother fuckers wanna come see how I am
Y'all really wanna back it up, stack it up now you wanna come and fuck it up
Here I am now standing right in front of you
Gonna pop you in the mouth one time bitch
They lock me up I feel like a freak
am I not enough
to keep you?
and I swear
to follow through on the promise you break
we've made up our minds
and we're sharin' our lives but
you threw it away again
I know what it is that I want right now
and this time I can't have what I want
choose a life of pain
and anger
convince me I'm a loser
I know
and I've tried
but you made up your mind
and you left me behind
all in the name of lies
I know what it is that I want right now
and this time I can't have what I want
goodnight, there, my sweet darlin'
do your choices make you happy?
in love, entranced, I'm wanderin'
I'm not whole and I will not be
I know what it is that I want right now
and this time I can't have my butterfly
goodnight there my sweet darlin'
do your choices make you happy?
in love, entranced, I'm wanderin'
I'm not whole and I will not be
You made this mess my angel
I believed you
what's this screaming?
you lied and I still love you
in my mind now
Just throw your arms around me
Our breath in a steam form
You shiver and I pull you next to me
A hidden feeling showing
Just touch but don't rewind
You run your lips across my face
And now I bleed
(Pre Chorus)
I want to bleed here with you
(Verse)
You ran your nails down my back
My arm constricting you
I feel your teeth upon my neck
As you bite down
Just knock me out of focus
A frost touch to make me blind
The ice will melt, the water comes and we will drown
(Pre Chorus)
We will, we'll drown
I want to freeze here with you
(Chorus)
And it feels like I'm perfect here tonight
To all of my useless fears good-bye
(Bridge)
(And I will never let go)
On the wings of angel's you will fly
The air has froze you
I kiss your lips now cold to survive
The air has froze you
You're lying still just hold your breath
The air has froze you
A moment I'm not too soon to forget
The air has froze you
(Has froze you)
(Chorus)
And it feels like I'm perfect here tonight
To all of my useless fears good-bye
And it feels like I'm perfect, feels like I'm perfect here tonight
The bubbles reach the surface of your watery new home
The pastel fragrance stains the room of where you made her moan
Evidence to take your air and force it through the pain
Evidence to hold your life and let it slip away
(Pre Chorus)
Made her cry
It cuts her nice
(Yeah)
I photographed and silenced you by sewing shut your mouth
And held a candle close enough to put the fire out
Evidence of what you did of what you never do
Evidence for pleasuring myself I torture you
(Yeah)
(Pre Chorus)
Made her cry
It cuts her nice
(Chorus)
Well I won your sinking in
Won't ever cross her path again
You're crying like her
I said your crying like her
(Bridge)
Scream for me
I want to hear you bleed
Like you made her
Scream for me
I want to hear you bleed
Like you made her
Made her cry
It cuts her nice
Well I won your sinking in
Won't ever cross her path again
You're crying like her
I said your crying like her yeah
I won your sinking in
Won't ever cross her path again
You're crying like her
I said your crying like her
(Verse)
Another night of showing my charm again and I wait for you
To drop your guard and let me in so I can stop making myself your fool
(And I hope your)
(Chorus)
Very entertained by this charade
And I'm not happy without
My costume for this masquerade
And I'm not happy without
(Verse)
Just pick me up so you can drop me down again
Along with all the smooth things that I should have said to you
(And I hope your)
(Chorus)
Very entertained by this charade
And I'm not happy without
My costume for this masquerade
And I'm not happy without
(Bridge)
Just tell me why you can not get it
I'm peeling off my skin, I'm naked
Do you feel it inside you, Still I can't find you
Just decide
Drop it down or pick it up
(And I hope your)
(Chorus)
Very entertained by this charade
And I'm not happy without
My costume for this masquerade
Open up your mind
The stinging comes free
A whole entire world of beings
This captivates and makes sense in the classroom
You can not scrub to try and free yourself
(Chorus)
They're free and walking live
They make the skin their own planet earth
The fear that paints our mind
Living beside, living inside, living beings on us
(Verse)
Feeling everything
Moving all at once
The body just a dead skin cell graveyard
I try to guess just when I'll feel this old cold chill
I count the noises and my breathing rate
(Chorus)
They're free and walking live
They make the skin their own planet earth
The fear that paints our mind
Living beside, living inside, living beings on us
(Bridge)
(I want this, I need this)
Did you get my letter?
I sent in good faith to you
Your crawling skin's not mental
When you feel it, it's just a spirit touching you
Moving in, let it rain
(Outro)
I want touch, I've lost us
this is all I have
and I give it to you and now I'm relieved
you believe lies
you will not believe my truth
you make life livable and movie-like
go get high
and I'll shove it away down inside
know the reason so that I wanna hide
you've been wrong and I plan to make it right
I'll take the fall
just so you can sleep at night
you make life livable and movie-like
friends will lie
but I'll shove it away down inside
know the reason so I don't wanna hide
Well I'm so pain inspired
may my lyrics grant me penance
for a rumor
that I tried
to load a pretty shell and put a bullet in your head
I never cared for blood but I love the color red
I made you cum so hard
(repeat)
That I load another shell and put a bullet in your head
I never cared for blood but I love the color red
(Spitting up blood!)
Wait I see it
A face in what I know
Smiling at the bullet
Watch it as I grow
(Chorus)
Spitting up blood and I can't love you like that
Oh I burn
(Verse)
I can see right through you
And the life you just can't take
Your skin grows pail, and lips turn blue
Your happiness that's fake
(Chorus)
Spitting up blood and I can't love you like that
Oh I Burn
(Bridge)
Wait you mother fuck what's up
I got a ball bat to send you out straight to that way
I got it, I need it, I want it, I feed it
Jumping out of my skin for your guilt trip diseases
Coming right back coming back, back for your back
Ripping out my pride so I'll never die
I'll never try to play that game
The way you come is the way you want to change
And you change
(Outro)
With life coming back slap you in the face
Bitch
Repel
The cold
Lest you forget your shame
I breathe Again
Whatever was done is done
Change
The lane
Rephrasing my thughts for gold
Ignore
The calm
As beautiful as the clouds are
Find me guidence
Dont square off
Im learning to laugh and trust again
I need silence from the frost
Im failing to hold onto myself
Myself
Myself
You care for you
Everyone else is last
Im done with you
No more will I be your toy
Your toy
Find me guidence dont square off
Im learning to laugh and tust again
I need silence from the frost
Im failing to hold onto my self
Myself
Myself
Find me guidence dont square off
Im learning to laugh and tust again
I need silence from the frost
Im failing to hold onto my self
Myself
Myself
Find me guidence
Dont square off
Im learning to laugh and love again
I need violence to get me off
Im failing to hold onto myself
My self
I rub my eyes in disbelief at what I see
You draw me in, It’s dangerous your dirt is clean
Must to surprise I've felt your eyes warm up to mine
You must have men till time will end I’ll stand in line
(Pre-Chorus)
I’m waiting for us to collide
I feel your touch from inside
(Chorus)
You’re so fly
You’re so
You’re so fly
Let’s roll
You’re so fly
You’re so
You’re so fly
(Verse)
You call me up from day to day out of the blue
Identified and realized I need to move
I never saw, no not at all how much you lied
I never cared cause I love you more than I could write
(Pre-Chorus)
It’s not like I came to beat you down
A letter that I never found
(Chorus)
You’re so fly
You’re so
You’re so fly
Let’s roll
You’re so fly
You’re so
You’re so fly
(Bridge)
I was nothing
I feel nothing
I have nothing
I love nothing
From a blind side it out of that
I take it out smooth with a sneak attack
And I let out air so hard I scream
In a strangle choke hold till you start to bleed
Back up you’ll never get it
Back up you’ll never get it
(Chorus)
Your so fly your so
You’re so
You’re so fly
Let’s roll
You’re so fly
You’re so
Tell you nothing
Odds are swimming
Open to your faith
Open to your faith
(chorus)
Times we fold for mercy's sake
And nothing is left for you to take
Lives are cold from learning late
And no one gains from this mistake
*a new life*
Falsify this
I can break you
Never give you back
Never give you back
(chorus)
Times we fold for mercy's sake
And nothing is left for you to take
Lives are cold from learning late
And no one gains from this mistake
*a new life*
(bridge)
I can't see over it
I can't look over it
I will live through sound
I have dreamed over it
I have drown over it
I will do no more
Do no more
(chorus)
Times we fold for mercy's sake
And nothing is left for you to take
Lives are cold from learning late
play nice
holy water wash away
the sins that tarnish me
unclean
'cause I'm a certified horrible dream
I'm everything
you'll ever need
I never wanna go running back
I've heard the lies
now I know the facts
I realized that I could fly today
with 80 days left out of 90
finally had enough of hell I hate your face
'cause there's no gold for second place
hello
I just called to hear you sigh
I know you wanna be
alone
'cause you're a certified horrible wreck
with fancy love marks on your neck
the thought of this is makin' me sick
how does it feel
to be an easy bitch?
I realized that I could fly today
with 80 left out of 90
finally
had enough of hell I hate your face
'cause there's no
gold for second place
(repeat)
Repel
The cold
Lest you forget your shame
I breathe Again
Whatever was done is done
Change
The lane
Rephrasing my thughts for gold
Ignore
The calm
As beautiful as the clouds are
Find me guidence
Dont square off
Im learning to laugh and trust again
I need silence from the frost
Im failing to hold onto myself
Myself
Myself
You care for you
Everyone else is last
Im done with you
No more will I be your toy
Your toy
Find me guidence dont square off
Im learning to laugh and tust again
I need silence from the frost
Im failing to hold onto my self
Myself
Myself
Find me guidence dont square off
Im learning to laugh and tust again
I need silence from the frost
Im failing to hold onto my self
Myself
Myself
Find me guidence
Dont square off
Im learning to laugh and love again
I need violence to get me off
Im failing to hold onto myself
My self