break down the fear
i got my animosity
i'm gonna breake it down
armageddon is coming so you better start running
cause the big wave is coming to the shore
no suprise that you see throu the lies
of the system that's rotten to the core
high tech survailance
paranoia and violence
keeping the city at a calm
break it down
tear it apart
the city's going off
like a bomb
break down the fear
i got my animosity
i'm gonna breake it down
helicopters coming down on me tonight
my brother selling cocaine he knows how to fight
hounded and arrassed in a power elite bought
sun ain't arise so i abite by my route
i remember a cold december when i heard the revolution rock
didnt hear what they were saying i ran thru the mayhem
of a police state on my block
high tech survailance
paranoia and violence
keeping the city at a calm
break it down
tear it apart
the city's going off
Niggas been hatin' since school, cause I'm a fool.
Polo down year round with twenties off the ground.
I go to clubs, niggas smug but I don't hear the sound.
Them niggas throw a line across but they won't get down.
Watch you could be wrong. Niggas trying to steal your soul.
Nigga broke in my car when I used to give em dough.
Talk about me when I pass through, smile when I stop.
So I strap down everyday cause I can't ride like Tupac.
You niggas want my force out my voice, I know.
You niggas want some niggas dead in that boat. Well let's go.
My mamma told me bout them niggas. Them niggas ain't your friends.
Who saw me stash my shit, you buggin me again.
We supposed to be kin. But your family hurt you too.
That dust and that gin got me thinkin a dirt'll do.
But hatin leads to brokeness and brokeness lead to hopeless.
And don't thank me nigga, I know it's you and your animosity.
[Chorus]
What kinda nigga call my mom and tell her her son got shot?
A pussy nigga who need that dick up in his thigh. Box.
I got rocks. Lotta niggas don't like that.
Like (... ?) I'll be right back. 'G' nights with my night cat.
Since the start of shit, I had haters back then.
Used to get my name in my day when I was 8, 9, and 10.
And these hoes runnin off, fuckin up my relationships.
I done had enough, don't know how much I can take this shit.
My baby mamma peep but they can't run it to the fullest.
It's because this dick got me runnin up them bullets.
I know you hate my twenties so I'm a get some more inches.
And I'm a get some Ks and have you runnin jumpin fences.
I'm lookin in the judge eyes, and he muggin me down.
Bad moves to red stick. There ain't no love in this town.
They hold a grudge in this town, They catchin slugs in this town.
Drunk skinhead with an attitude
Doing circles like a shark with his food
If someone tries to turn the other cheek
He disappears in a yellow streak
Animosity
Animosity
The only world I know is drowning in rage
I'm underwater from my dreams to the stage
In any language that you learn to speak
Love is listed and defined as weak
Animosity
Animosity
Animosity
Animosity and common hate
Feeds the hungry on an empty plate
A bitter taste and the promise of pain
Fills you up while the soul is drained
Animosity
Animosity
Animositisomina
Animositisomina
Animositisomina
[Instrumental]
My life would make you break down
My call can set you on time
But when you ask for my help I TURN AND WALK AWAY
Don't please me, ease me, shut the fuck up!
Act like a simple disgrace
That only makes it on TV
I make the rules it's my race
Publicity shaking me, making me
ANIMOSITY!
I am, I never would try
To catch a warning hint
Why?
This life would make you break down
A snap can set you on time
But when you ask for my help I TURN AND WALK AWAY
I never talk the talk straight
My ego ain't got a friend
And if on time is too late I WILL NOT HESITATE
I'm filling your head up with lies
You're thanking me patting my shoulder
Fucking you up when you try
To please me, ease me, get off my back
I AM NOT TO TRUST!
I'm never taking the blame for none
Bombs the theocracy
We rest the kings
Empires the crow the perch
Saints and sinners
Cupid the birth butter fly
Art of dying
Sick silent and wolves
Sever the loving
Wolves the fetish frame
The frost bite animals
Verses and wolves
Art the heaven shaped box
1- bullets
2- knives
3- gun
Cobwebs the wolves
Frostings the finite framed
Twisted and roots and breeders
I wish I could pull this off me,
The weight is dragging me down and it's getting exhausting.
Frozen in time but the clock keeps ticking.
I fear to look at my life and see that there is something I'm missing.
Each day, I lay awake.
Empty inside looking for the next break.
I am seeing and I am breathing
But I am looking for a goddamn reason.
As my jaw proceeds to separate off of my skull,
I wonder how to dig myself out of this hole.
I try so hard,
But I just can't win.
But here we go again.
The weeks pile up and I'm ascending downward,
Always looking for a plan for the next few hours.
I lock it all in and I shut myself up.
This is not normal, this is not me.
Isolated and alienated,
My foundation has been decimated.
Forlon and fucking war torn.
Problems of the world leave my face with a bitter scorn.
Please return my carnium.
And no has one fucking word to say
To elaborate on how everything is going to be OK.
Grief, despair, anger, animosity.
I feel hollow, but filled up with sorrow,
But I keep my head up for a better tomorrow.
Grinding my teeth down flat.
Morning comes along and my incisors are gone.
Lift the curse off of my face.
Relieve me of my burden,
So I can know my own name.
Take a deep breath and blow away the storming rain.
I want to reassume my body.
I want you to recognize my face.
If I could turn back time to a better day,
Stripped down, emptied, left with nothing
What the fuck did we work for? To be taken., castrated
I would give anything just to know your name
So I can have my part in your fall
I really just want to take back what's mine
But what goes around will come around to you.
As I walk into an empty room
Struck by an instant heart beat
I feel the impending sense of doom
Weigh down upon me
I need a name along with a face
To displace the outrage
When nobody knows a goddamn thing
Its time to realize we're fucked
It's hard when there's no solution
and we try to face the world with broken limbs
If and when you're found then you'll be the one
Then you will be the one to be left without a single fucking thing
I'm falling to the ground
And I'm feeling sick
But really we are the ones who have been taken for our everything
A barren sentiment of hopelessness attacks me
Caving in my brain amazed it happened to me
And the stress that follows is the part that really is tearing a hole inside of me
I try to look ahead for some sort of resolve, but while they are still breathing then the problem can never be solved
Defenseless, helpless can't stop thinking about taking my vengeances
Can't believe that we were the ones dealt this, numb to the world, feeling senseless
I guess I just accept the beating and try to forget this, and it not my fault but I still regret it
It's not about pity and aggression
Numb to the world and feeling senseless
When you break your fucking back for some asshole to walk off with your life
It is hard to see the fucking point I try to be productive but
I can't escape the animosity
Consumed with daydreams of cranial departure, I wan to smash your fucking face
So this is to whoever you are I hope that it was worth it
So this is to, whoever you are. I'll sleep with one eye open for you
Wake up, Fight back, open your eyes and see that we are under attack
Take it for granted and they will take it all right back
Right back is where we are going, regression to the Dark Age
Open up our present lives and it's another fucking black page
Read between the lines and it's another black page
Prepare for the oncoming storm, the shadows will plagues this world for years
Social apocalypse from fucked up politics, prepare to be ruled
Welcome to the hell you have created, not even your lord approves
I hope you are all happy, but I want change or I want out
The association with this addiction is far too shameful for me to just smile
Acceptance is castration
Apathy is too difficult when disgust boils my blood
Welcome to a world eradicated of love
Soon I am going to explode
The cultural divide breeds believers of the lies
No solution on either side, just waiting for a change of tide
Chaos, all I see is madness, how the hell could anyone let this happen?
Cause when it's all fucked up, maybe they will realize that they're all stuck
Soon we're going to crawl back to living in a cave
Face the consequences because you dug your own grave
The setback and atrocities will be the markers of our age
The next chapter of our lives is just another black page
So here I am screaming, tired and ugly
Get the fuck off me, you can't fucking touch me
Wake up, Fight back, open your eyes and see we that we are under attack
Terrorstorm!
There were lots of warnings,
But somehow they couldn't see it.
The facts don't add up and I'll never believe in
The spout of lies and deception.
Now we hand in our freedom for what they are calling protection.
A terrorized population and then look what happens to our administration.
Who benefits? Who benefits?
Who really benefits from the world ablaze?
Welcome to the new American century where Pearl harbor is right around the corner.
Even when airplanes are falling from the sky
They are counting on the fact that we will never ask why.
Ask why it has come to this.
So many lost.
Where was the most advanced line of defense in the world
Before the nation crashed down to the ground?
The war on terror is a hoax
And we are all being lied to.
Act courageously.
Fight the real enemy.
The greatest threat to our freedom is not terrorism,
But what our government does to counter it and cover it up.
The inhumanity is repulsive.
Go beyond the sound bytes and oversimplified official report
And open your eyes to a profit driven massacre.
Terrorstorm.
It has happened all through out history.
Cover-ups and false flags used to deceive
And mangle our hearts and minds into supporting war.
The time has come to stop using the flag as a blindfold,
To stop waving our guns and our gods at the world.
We must seek truth and justice.
Take a close look and see that we the people
Are the victims of a violent terrorstorm.
Drown me in your misery
Don't shroud your problems over me
I watched your presence fade away
Now you're gone and that's OK
False friendship never seems to stay
But true brotherhood always remains
Worthless life
Better off dead
Accusation lost
Hatred fed
I was down for you and you were down for me
I watched our friendship die, so clear to see
But for those of you who still remain
Our friendship will be unslain
Straight from my heart
I will never believe in you
Believe in what you say
Everything that comes
Out of your mouth
Is forced upon
Forced upon my name
I will never trust you
I will never have faith in you
I will never love you
Until I'm standing over your grave
I can't be saved
I cannot be saved
How can you give a fuck about me
But you don't know what I've been through
You don't know ten minutes of my life
So I wont waste my time with you
Your ways are too corrupt
A fucking book cannot break us
We don't want your afterlife
Animals after the aspirations
Bombs the caged bird theory
Confides and fire and ambition
Sinners and Forward
Step strings and ocean
Rat by your poison
Decomposing human kind
In road memory
End of affair
When silence breaks
Coaly lemon nose the cobwebs
Servant is heartless graveyard book
Desolation the fly risen the falls
Break the cycle us
And answers and hell and crucifies
Root the drifts akenaten
Deliver the fly hole
Pressures the lemon nose hinges
Fly to grace fox and wolves
Gaurdian the sound ocean
Casinos the fallen darkest
Surfacing the words
Where are we now?
And where are we going?
In an era of seeming defeat,
How do we find the strength to get back on our feet.
Because I know that we are never yet truly beat.
There has got to be hope.
Standing in the witch graveyard I have seen movement.
In the eye of a crumbling world where trust is nothing.
I search for hope for the ones that I love.
It's hard to look forward with each day collapsing.
I dig deep for the triumphant achievements in our history.
Or simply for the fact that no one in Salem
Was crushed to death with rocks today or burned alive.
Sometime,
I have to ask where is the light in this world of darkness?
Progress is hiding in the cracks
Even when looking ahead seems like a series of mistakes.
I can see the beauty of failure in that we have got a second chance.
Standing over the witch's grave,
I can see a change.
We have seen change.
In the eye of a crumbling world
Where trust is nothing.
It's hard
To look forward with each day collapsing.
Hopelessness is getting tired
And I want to come alive.
So I am going to strive for the best
Because dreams are what makes this world turn around.
Sometime,
I have to ask where is the light in this world of darkness?
Progress is hiding in the cracks
Even when looking ahead seems like a series of mistakes.
I can see the beauty of failure
In that we have got a second chance.
Standing over the witch's grave,
I can see...
Where are we now?
And where are we going?
In an era of seeming defeat,
The dream is dead and seldom lived
So there has to be a better way than just hoping to be rich
But I look around and what I see
Plutocracy
You're purose is to pollute me, to degrade me
Plutocracy
sign my name unwillingly agree to fucking slavery
I know it fucking sucks, but what can I do I've got to hold on, have to try to make it through
When we are left on our own to freeze, every man is the enemy
Spend my life to improve his
Toil while he is spoiled
It doesn't make sense
Everyday it kills me
But what can I do
To be a part of the system is to be ruled
No one is given a fair chance and at times life is a gamble
Brought it to existence born already wearing the capitalist shackles.
Push me to the bottom and crush me into the earth
HOw low I go or tall I stand traces back to my birth
Use it to defile my freedom and despoil my home
Desecrate my mind and my life as a whole
I know there is more to life than this, but I can't just forget
You want to feed yourself, then place your bet
The only true freedom from this shit is isolation
In a world just dying for a little bit of love,
Is this all really what we need?
The trampling, the rape, the deceit,
The deterioration, the weakening.
I would say that I refuse but now it's nearly
Impossible to defy
The stronghold that they have on us.
Malpractice becomes too common.
And since it costs less for them to feed us cancer,
Begin your goodbyes and prepare your will.
In the face of all life in decline
We give them tax cuts as punishment for their crimes.
Destroyer of worlds for the rest of time.
The corporation means the end of mankind.
I won't accept domination.
I won't accept livelihood and you blood.
I want to see you monsters fail,
But it's too hard to take on them all.
What the fuck have we done?
And they need your money now
Even if it means that a few thousand more starve
Or are grossly deformed or are born without eyes.
I look ahead on our path and all I see is fucking doom.
It's sick, operating from this ditch.
It boggles my mind
We still have to put up with this shit.
We have been dragging for years.
And if words mean nothing then why are we talking.
So many times I wish I had the strength to turn around walking.
It's beyond an injustice,
The way that we are trampled
And it still blows my mind.
Just save your sleepless nights of abuse
And binges for when I need you the most
So I can regret my faith in you.
Now my heart is pounding at the sight of your stupid glass eyes.
Can't see straight,
Can't walk straight,
Can't live straight.
You just spit in my face knowing that I'll be there tomorrow to drag you along.
You're a liar,
And you are taking years off my life.
Jaw clinched tight even long after you are out of sight.
Prove me wrong,
If prove me wrong
Then I would gladly forget all about this song.
But somehow you continue to surprise me.
How long can I sustain this?
Dysfunction leaving me brainless.
Scornful derision is the message your sending.
A throat full of curses is inevitably pending.
You can't hide shit from me, that's ridiculous.
Try to play it off you can't be serious.
I wish there was a way out.
Got to find a way to cure what's inside of you.
I am having dreams at night of my hands violently wrapped around your neck,
And I want to return the pain.
It's hard to believe where I have placed my priorities in life
Knowing who you really are.
I am just glad that I'm not you,
And I will never be like you.
I got my guard up for another let down,
And sadly enough it prefaces your name.
And here we are again.
You make it so hard to just be proud of my self,
Sooner than later I might just be somebody else.
Empires and worm
Animoscent these my art
Drifts and sinners
Flesh art in art dying
Rareform and beneath my sky
In loving affairm
Patterns and remember the day
Calloused and red flags the designs
Oblivion and nature verses
Common graves book the caged bird
Sea creatures
[Repeats Translation]
Letter by brain
Blackened heart by your stained
Holy stickers
Everything is fine did you really believe it
Sold to the nation, but just simply repeated
Could not imagine it was all their imagination
Indoctrination of a mere creation
Towering over the world
It's all for the safety of your family
But any further questions
Render you the new enemy
It's like war is peace
And freedom is slavery
Ignorance is strength and is treated as bravery
Payback for daddy
And all your buddies are happy
I won't believe the fucking lies
An Orwelian nightmare seems to be the times
I was marching in the streets because I saw the fucking signs
Of a worldwide onslaught to feed the fucking giant
I will not believe the fucking lies
I can't take any more news seeling a product
Try to keep me quiet, I won't be silent
They told me to soak it up fast and join the national brainwash hastily
Pop back your prescription and god bless us all as the world goes fucking crazy.
Pledge allegiance to the lies, and to the disguise
So we can dampen out the cries and let the bombs fly
To what ends must we contend?
Overpower, control in the name of defense
I don't know how the world is going to deal with it
Since we're struck with another four years of this shit
Now they found your man but when will we see the final cost
And in the end, how many lives were lost
Not yours, or any of your peers'
Tear our fucking families apart, and now for over a year
I would rather die, than kill for you
You fucking scumbag, FUCK YOU!!!
Sell it to the nation like it's the fucking superbowl
But I know not to play their role
I can't stomach another dose of their lies
"Kill for this! Die for this!" even though the truth is right in front of you eyes
Pressure is building I'm gonna explode
I can't escape this self destructive mode
Hang in there it will be OK
I promise there will be a better day
I won't let you turn your back
We will struggle through the days
I cant watch you check out
On all the promises that you've made
I'm there for you all the time
I wish I could stop you from this better Crime
(Suicide)
I forced myself in, I locked myself out
Now I'm just another face in the crowd
That's not true you're one of a kind
Don't let this world pull you behind
Time are rough
I think I had enough
I've got to break from from the world's hand cuffs
I want wait until the fucking end
If you wont do it, I'll put a bullet in my head
Grab my hand for my last breath
As my tortured soul creates death
Hang in there it will be OK
I promise there will be a better day
The tears in my eyes wont me see
What my own fucking mind is doing to me
I wish i could save you
This needs to stop right now
It takes two thousand years
To prove to ourselves we can
We can handle
But some things we just can't make
When will this hatred overcome
Every three billion souls
It counts on all of us
But it's not fair
Its just not fair
To the world and her innocence
We tear each other into pieces
One by one we fall
Bound back by leashes
How many thousand years will it take
To replace earths gift of life
I only think we have to win and we have to sacrifice
Innocence shed her blood for the evil to drink
Trapped in a society where guilt and greed reign
Our world totes hatred with only our brothers to blame
Thousands die, millions cry
Waiting in their homes to absorb the lies
Too far gone from our moral blood
We have run away
Pointing fingers, condescending yes
Who is to differentiate the enemy
Look inside yourself
(For what is right)
Look behind the scheming lies
No longer will I watch the lives
Of my beloved companions be sucked down the drain
When the fate of of a generation lies with morons
We are not playing games.
Where to turn when the whole world's at war
We will be smart but we won't be passive anymore
Our nation constantly instilling the fear
To prolong this war another ten years
But we won't give in to your fight
We'll fight for what is right
You look at what is
At what is going on
At what we have and you say, why?
But I look in my heart
In my dreams and say
Why not
Why can't we
Why can't we coexist
Because we are all terrorists
We talk with closed fists
Ready to fight
Ready for hate
You said love it, or leave it
How can we grow if we are living in the past?
Where progression is condemned and life is only just a path
To an unknown unreal existence
Better yet how can anyone believe it?
You told me that Jesus loves us all but you sleep on the streets
You pray to god every night but your family can't eat.
I know you aren't stupid, so what are you doing?
It is not just yourself its the fucking world that it's screwing
His eternal love has bred an epidemic of hate
Killed off our free will and replaced it with fate
Until our seeds are born unpoisoned and uncontaminated
Future generations will only know miseducation
It's a scary situation when it's captured most of the entire fucking nation
I wish more than anything for society to change. Stop killing!
Stop dying over religion an relying on a god to feed their children
Living life without feeling
It's a degradation to humanity, to believe that we all subserviently accept a life of disease and wage slavery and they continue to teach kids their lives are out of their reach
The cyclical onslaught leaves a bloody red chord in the name of the imaginary almighty lord
Everyone is killing each other because god loves us all
There's no hope for change unless this bullshit falls
There can be no peace until we murder the lord
Religion is a drain on society, and has held us back for centuries
Countless acts of violence and atrocities
Committed in the name of a supreme being
Evolution means anti-religion, and until we get there society is living in a fucking prison
Because of an unsightly regressive history decorated with war
Every day
I fall
Through the cracks
Deeper and deeper
Slipping
Straying to obliteration
(Please help me)
Self Destructive
Gray skies
Only one thing
To look for hope
From a state of confusion
To a reminiscent lonely depression
I fall
Like a bullet to the head
Thoughts shot full force
Overcoming, excluding
Existence frozen
Left searching for sanctity
Or at least a moment of truth
I can't clear my mind
I can't take a look inside
I don't know what the fuck to do
This could happen to you
Attempted Exodus
Nowhere to run
What the fuck
Petrified frozen
I can't believe it
I was wrong but what the fuck are they?
All 60 million of them
Remove my blindfold of optimism so I can feel the ignorance come alive
What is the appeal of deception and ignorance?
This is bigger than your front door, your gun
I cry for the work and every Fallujah that will ever happen in our future
To the rest of the work just know that we are sorry and that we care whether you live or die
Feels like I'm fighting against a brick wall and I can't help but feel like giving up
Come on... Wake up and see that there's some other shit going on!
It goes far beyond and unfortunately I learn that in this war I am just a pawn
There is no hope, seems like my only option is to not give a fuck an cope
Because when ignorance reigns it really rains blood in the rest of the world and at home we're still all fucked
Just take a look around, look at what we have become
I can't lie to myself I boil in disgust when confronted with what's real
And this time it was, but what about the rest of us, and those whole will die all because
So give in to the empire, let the bombs fly
I pledge allegiance to nothing
What is left to hope for?
When things continually get worse
And what is there to love, when I despise what I see happening I can't lie
To myself I can't love what I hate
I am sorry but you are failing me and you failed the entire fucking world
United they stand but divided we are
And on the day that I die,
Should it be soon...
Take this from me for clarification.
And when I come crashing,
And it could be too soon,
Just know that I lived for change.
Don't take this the wrong way.
Sell all my shit and give the money to my brother.
Make sure Milo has a good home and a hill to run.
For now I know,
That I could be next.
Just don't take this the wrong way.
I have not a death wish
But rather a less inaccurate understanding
Elements and sea wind fire
Designs to contempt
Sea to currents
Pearls to storm and memoir
Elementals the surface
Calls the storms and sinners
Silence breaks the distorts
Circle of implication
Waves of contempt the poison
Bombs over disarm the solitude sky
Consumed by your theory
The portals the revive
Isolation the bombs deodorant
Contempt is your poison
Break the silence
Letters the breathless
Cottage by the saw the circle
Letters by your cottage
Story starts stranger
Emploxing hot letter
Semplixings letter contempt
Letters by words
Names brains hot letter
Contempt the Emploxing
Circles your by hands
Animal your folder
Hands by the shore
Bombs the squares
Pay to theirs
Knifes the verses
Clock the compass
Flesh art of dying
Godless the boot
Liberty the death
Vices and virtue
The dissimulations the risen
Salt of the earth
Blackened waves
Sunset and sea
Sea wind fire
The sinners the follow
A crane the fly
Great faith in music died
Here cancer the consumer
Fathom the empires the mono carps
Warm evolve the ocean strings
Entite the portals
Cottage the voices
Distend
The here the wheels
What is the capacity of our lives?
How much shit can we fit to satisfy the fetish
Of material commodities
Possession, the ruler of happiness
I can't resist the overindulgence in this shit
In order to truly understand our ridiculousness
I would have to been stripped
Taken away from my ever growing mountain of bits
It's not just a disorder of the rich
It's nearly American to be stuck in this ditch
Even when the majority is living in the pits
At what fucking point can we agree that we really have enough?
As the mountain forges upward, we suffocate in an abundant heap of our own chattels
Assets like a drug, to satisfy
Sufficiency is a dream
The modern perception of adequacy is a fucking disgust
Desire is an infinite void with out borders that can never fulfill the eternal lust
If only we could see the boundaries
Perhaps we would be able to draw the line to separate what we truly need
Self-gratification seems to come wrapped in plastic
With a price tag on it and every fucking store seems to have it
We are told to soak it up
To keep a full cup
And this is considered a blessing
Disgusting,
These twisted priests.
I would smile
If every last parish, perished in a smoking blaze.
So let the bombs fly
Right into the heart of the holy city.
Because what more harm can they do to a child.
Next time eat his little heart.
Break into his will and tear his entire life apart.
It makes me sick,
A spiritual leader who can't even control his own dick.
To what extent
Does forgiveness reach?
If pedophilic abuse and rape
Is the lesson that they really teach.
And they continue to preach,
But my sermon is much more clear and simple...
You are the scum of the earth.
Hypocrites and robbers,
What more can they do to wrong the world?
Next time smash his brains out.
Psychologically fucked and there is never going to be a way out.
Take the family's money,
And their child's virginity.
So I say fuck that bastard Nazi pope,
There's been a dick down Benedict's holy throat.
Right under his nose, thousands are violated.
It is for you twisted creeps that I wish Hell
Actually existed so that by any and every means
Possible punishment for your ghastly abuse
Intrusion and the desecration
Will be shot right up your righteous assholes.
You make me fucking sick.
I say let the bombs fly,
Right into your houses of God
So you can know how it feels
To have your heart ripped right out.
Let the bombs fly.
Today I dreamt of life on earth
And I boarded a train ready for the world.
Descending on the streets where the sky is scraped
And the crowds collect.
Confused and alone I try to find my way.
My heart beat as I chased
My life through the street.
Walk with me.
Cold world,
Embrace me
Because I am lost in the chaos
And I feel all alone.
Nothing to call my own.
I fell in love today
And it was the best thing I ever felt.
No more confusion about who I am
Because this is who I want to be.
I woke up with a purpose
And I laughed back at the crowds
Drowning in modern bullshit.
I planted a tree in front of my home
And I can no longer see out of my window
But it makes me smile just to watch it grow.
And I opened my eyes
To the beautiful things that make my world spin around.
Today I heard that another hundred men were killed.
Many people joined me in dismay
And we crowded the streets.
Today everything was taken from me,
Stripped down to nothing but a bag of bones.
Today I ripped out my heart out
Of my chest and I stamped it into the earth.
My face turned to raw bone
And I danced with the stars.
And the pages stopped turning in my passionate journey.
Endless waste
Seething pain
Brought by greed
From the virtues of mans reign
Counting minutes to seconds
From the fingertips of the slain
Born to death, soldiers of pain
Soon will become now
As time disappears
No words left to be spoken
Just a planet of tears
We no longer wait for our pleasures to gain
But rather to be saved
What have we done
To deserve this cold and bleak domain
Instead of life we are born not to live
But for slavery
Born for slavery
Follow my path
Follow my path to the decline of humanity
Pressures of a hundred pounds
Crashing down in my life
Technicalities, realized fallacies
Fuel the fire of my strife
How do I know which path I'll walk?
Mental freedom, It's all I'll talk
So many possibilities
Yet my life has bee foreseen
How many fucking years?
Until I'm a real human being
Because every fucking movement
Is just a petty routine
Out of my reach
Out of m hands
I wake up everyday
Just to fill your demands
24 more just waiting for the next
Looking forward to something
Wasted, just like all the rest
Whose life do I live?
I want it back!
Your temporal passion
With your plastic reaction
Make me reconsider
My feelings for you
A heart made of gold
But obviously cold
It's all been sold
And there are more than just a few
So excited to see me
But I know the truth
Your phony behavior
Has no use
Materials are what your made of
It flows in your fake blood
As your Styrofoam heart
Pumps greed through your veins
Real people live in pain
Buried in the remains
Of a society with built on fame
I know it will never be the same
Fake blood
It is so fucking fake
If only you could take
A look at who you are
From a new point of view
I am not deceived
The beauty I believed was within a kind heart
I never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here I am.
And now I am tired and fucking ugly
And I hate it but it's all I can be.
Locked up,
Fucked up
But I know I'm not the only one.
I hear that life goes on,
But I guess just not for everyone.
Consumed by bliss that now all I do is miss.
The memories can make me happy but now I'm fucking pissed!
Hopeless.
Irrationally searching every single dimension
To find a way to bring me closer to you.
It's night like these when my jaw is being pried off
The sides of my face
And it feels as if somehow I swallowed a fucking shoe.
I want to tear out my throat
So just for a minute
I might be able to finally breathe.
What has happened to me?
Not a day goes by when I didn't wish
I were still living in September 2005.
I never wanted to live this way or to feel this pain.
And I can't stop asking why.
Now I see that life is just a game.
Sometimes everyday with out you,
Is another day I wish I didn't have to go through.
It still hits me like a brick everyday and it will never go away.
I never wanted you to go away.
I hang my head deep into my chest,
Tormented to realize that for now this is the best.
I want my life back,
I want your life back more than anything.
I never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here I am,
And to some degree I always feel like shit because your...Gone, forever.
Gone, taken from me.
Gone, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I used to think depression had nothing to do with me.
Now every day of my life I'm faced with despair and misery.
Because some dumb fucking asshole made some bad choices,
And he landed on you, and we all pay the price...
Fold the hand shit
Carnage in mislead
Recreate filth the carnage
Cephalic in contempt
Cycle cephalic the hot brain
The classic hot recreant
Desolation the theory
Forging self titled
Classics the cycle cephalic
Selfish the annihilation autopsy
Created to kill
Holographic in camera
We are low life motherfucking scum the epitome of human degradation fuck you we are all
headed for oblivion the end of every thing is the way it has to be this world shit unconscious
the apocalypse is the final consequence global terrorism us verses them mother fucking
mayhem. Exercise extreme predjudice and hate catastrophic campaign get out of our fucking
way bring them to their knees mark my fucking words No regrets, fuck them they got what they
deserved pummeling leveling every thing it's all or fucking nothing we will become infamous at
any cost you don't want to challenge us The end is fucking here mother fucker are you prepared
to settle the fucking score or just shut the fuck up they never seen it coming they fucking died with
no resistance our mind set is our message to this world kill be killed we have no fucking conscience,
total apathy one hundred fucking percent animosity no repention and no remorse the only way is
all out war to advance you must kill, our sole objective is the annihilation of you bring them to their
Why must we suffer in this life we live in?
Press forward for nothing
Destruction we gain
Endless confusion
Led by the system
Lets us lay helpless
In torment and pain
When will it end
I hate this world and all it has to offer
If I had a choice, I'd rather be dead
So much for living
This dark world, Misleading
Oh evil one take your bags and leave, you're not welcome here, get out of
here! You're recking families right before my eyes, and thats not okay with
me! Im taking chances (standing up for whats right), you wont destroy ever
last living thing in sight. Not as long as I am here, Not as long as I am
here.
My brothers are the most important thing to me. And when we tear you down
at the end of time, we will rejoice our god is good (OUR GOD IS GOOD)
Compose yourself. I want to make a difference. With this weight on my back!
Oh evil one take your bags and leave, you're not welcome here, get out of
here! You're recking families right before my eyes, and thats not okay with
me! Im taking chances (standing up for whats right), you wont destroy ever
last living thing in sight. Not as long as I am here, Not as long as I am
here.
This is my war, and i must fight it. You better hope, we never cross paths.
This is my war, and i must fight it. You better hope, we never cross paths.
Because if we do, Because if we do. There would never, be such a tremble.
Because if we do, if we do. There would never (THERE WOULD NEVER) There
would never be such a tremble!!
This is the way, the way to my heart. You fired me up, now its time to go!