[Instrumental]
All this love
Is all I am,
A ball is all I am.
I'm so new
Compared to you
And I am very small.
Warm glow,
Moon glow,
Always need a little more room.
Waiting here,
Seems like years,
Never see the light of day.
All around
I hear strange sounds
Come gurgling in my ear.
Red the light
And dark the night
I feel my dawn is near.
Warm glow,
Moon glow,
Always need a little more room.
Whisper low
Here I go,
so, a summer morning in 1983 my beloved mother always by my side
hey, smile at me just like you always do in the sunlit morning your expression distorted
mother's neck is choked as she hangs down from the heavens bye bye, mother
with silent tears and deep pain the flower, unable to bear it, is dying I am alone
Without a Face a gasping voice
Without a Face a distorted voice
so rape me until you're satisfied that I am yours, father
but see, mother is looking down on us from up above
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open
Deadly Sweet Mother in hatred I'll wait patiently, holding back my nausea while I'm raped
now, a winter evening in 1992 my despised father always by my side
hey, rape me again today just like you always do father's eyes wide open, burning into me
I thrust that thing I hid deeply, strongly, into his neck bye bye, Father
mother, naked, blooms in the snowy landscape crimson flowers, blooming, bloodstained I am
alone
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open
Deadly Sweet Mother in hatred the tears streaming down my cheeks dry up, as the season dries
My Sweet Mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open
Nothing has come of these
Enhancing hours
Of talking and talking
Without having said a thing
So I’ll be the one to masterfully
Break the ice again
It seems we’re getting closer
To falling in
We’re drowning with every word said
Can either of us
Distinguish fear from yearning
How clever we are to speak in a place such as this
Speaking of the end
Speaking on our bed
Do these sheets conceal you
Go ahead
And live your dreams
In your embryo sleep
Just gravitate towards me
Shut your mouth
Don’t you speak out loud
You’re spending all the time on chasing to homologize
Each other thoughts, each other empty minds
You’re lying on this Earth like ground zero ruins
Bewildered, unable to control your lives
I am not as
All you want
I’m alone among
The living dead
Your lives are flowing through the cracks of your
society
Behind a smile, behind your false morality
I don’t know if you don’t want or if you can’t reject
Are you so blind? Maybe too coward to regret
I was born naked
Your God forsaken me
No control on my head
I own ideas and desires
Nothing can dominate my thoughts
Or shape my dreadful soul
Eradicate my independence
From mankind
I can’t wake up every morning
And walk through these streets
So full of dying living
You’re stuffing all your minds with cheating and empty
lies
With louder laughs, it’s easier not to hear the cries
The only cure you need is a collective aphasia
To listen to your thoughts, to escape from apathy
I am not as
All you want
I’m alone among
The living dead
You are too stupid to realize
That you’re just spinning in the glance of your eyes
You are surviving like there wouldn’t be any way out
You’d better die; you’d better leave this void behind
No one comes to feed me
No one cares to heal me
No one needs to save me
No one dares to look into my eyes
I feel like a lost word
Trapped somewhere and somehow
In the blank pages of an unwritten book
Mankind looks at me
Just like a fool or a madman
But it doesn’t know that in my world all is full of
grace
Grace is in my arms
Trapped in this strait-jacket
Grace in this white room
Empty for your blind eyes but so crowded for my mind
Gray is your life
A perennial pursuit for a formal perfection
I can see deep through you
The nothingness of your souls
A black shroud on your emotions
Choked by your plastic goals
Finally your time has come
Now decadence and decay
Leave scars on your faces
And damage like a surgical blade
I feel like a lost word
Trapped somewhere and somehow
In the blank pages of an unwritten book
Mankind looks at me
Just like a fool or a madman
But it doesn’t know that in my world all is full of
grace
Grace is in my arms
Trapped in this strait-jacket
Grace in this white room
Empty for your blind eyes but so crowded for my mind
Gray is your life
A perennial pursuit for a formal perfection
No one (will) leave to feed
(I don’t) need anyone to save me
I took my decision
I don’t want to be part
Of this ridiculous
Circus of puppets
Trapped in a pathetic screenplay
Human race, your time has come
I hold your future in my blood-stained hands
You’ve grown and spread like a virus
Infecting this Earth
You thought to persist unpunished
‘till the end of your time
I will end what your Gods have forsaken
I’ll create what your nightmares imagined
This is (my) democratic mankind slaughter
You have no chance to tip the scale
In favor of your pathetic behaviors
You keep at crushing everything
You find on your way
Now you are ready to tear
Each other life away
I will end what your Gods have forsaken
I’ll create what your nightmares imagined
This is (my) democratic mankind slaughter
I’ll wait the descent of the darkness
To cover the ground with the remains of your bodies
I’ll let the blood spill from your hearts
And feed the Earth as it did so far
I won’t look at the color of your skin
Or the color of your souls
I don’t mind if you’re good (or) if you’re bad
(Or) if you’re anything else
I am the justice, not human or divine,
I don’t belong to wrong and right
I will end what your Gods have forsaken
I’ll complete what your nightmares created
Detachment from reality
Controls and eases my will of life
Penetrating me
Twisting all I see
Now I stand alone, lost in my thoughts
Consumed by my own soul
Caress of death reveal what I am
What lies inside my head
Penetrate in me
This fucking existence
Can you see my brain? Trapped in this reality
That you still call life
Crossed by terror and addicted to pain
I want to burn my world
Loneliness is giving me the
Strength to destroy my existence
Die!
So my time has come, I don't give a fuck of God
Life has been my holy cross
Goodbye to hell, take my disposable soul
And rape it if you want
Pain inside my head
Still penetrate in me
The inner weakness of human nature
Is to worry about the things it holds
Wasting time and borrowing future
To build richness for your family vaults
Lending your lives to escape troubles and fears
Make your pain rising and increase your tears
We were all born without any fears
But the decisions we took changed our (point of) view
I’m not afraid even if death is near
You sweat and tremble even (if) someone cries wolf
Lending your lives to escape troubles and fears
Make your pain rising and increase your tears
Fear’s invention … pain!
You are obsessed by jealousy and greed
And they became the source of your pain
You think that life is gain and not breathe
I’m not like you and that is to blame
Lending your lives to escape troubles and fears
Make your pain rising and increase your tears
The inner weakness of human nature
Is to worry about the things it holds
Wasting time and borrowing future
People look at the world as a place of glowing feasts
The fair of luxury, an exhibition of bliss
Creatures of God, the flatterer of indifference
He made this world and left it to its wane
Aware of the direction (that) society would (have)
taken
He left the clues of his wicked plan
The haze is vanishing to let us know the way
To a wretched future, our shattered legacy
Creatures of God, the flatterer of indifference
He made this world and left it to its wane
The human lunacy is withering the earth
Too late to apologize and repent
The narrow minds have prevailed
The eerie omens have turn into reality
Our humbled lives are quickly slipping out into remorse
and regret
Nothing will last
The shades of being puppets in a bleak play
Cling our minds and lead us to hate
Creatures of God, the flatterer of indifference
He made this world and left it to its wane
Aware of the direction (that) society would (have)
taken
He left the clues of his wicked plan
He created the illusions (that) we commonly know as
lives
We bore our sufferings in his game…
You hid from the neon lights
The embrace of darkness was your only mate
You lie in the cameras’ eyes (now)
The downgrade of humanity between your thighs
“Why is he doing it to me?”
“How can man be so mean?”
You try to protect your mind
Changing your body into an empty doll
But his eyes
Penetrate the intimacy of your world
“Why don’t you let my dreams live on?”
“Why do you want to fray my soul?”
“God damned, when will I give my deliverance?”
Condemned, you hope to die to heal the suffering
One way left, the throbbing vein crossing his dirty
neck
Bite, don’t slacken your hold
And then bite again until his blood fulfill your rage
Your rage
You, now, (look) deep into his eyes
And find yourself alive despite his will to kill you
He lies helpless and dead
Inanimate puppet on your blood-stained chest
“God, was he one of your sons?”
He can see the lies
Deep into your beliefs
He knows your mind
And all the fears within
You can’t avoid the control
Of your guardian scarecrow
You can’t escape, he lies (on you)
From the day of your birth
He lies in wait to celebrate
The failure of your life
He laughs and smiles while
You shed tears and desperately cry
You can feel him next
To you in disgrace
You don’t understand
Why he’s always so close (to you)
You can’t avoid the control
Of your guardian scarecrow
You can’t escape, he lies (on you)
From the day of your birth
He lies in wait to celebrate
The failure of your life
He laughs and smiles while
You shed tears and desperately cry
You’re falling down
And searching for an
Helping hand
You’re screaming loud
To exorcise the fear
To die alone
He’s watching you
With his scary eyes
You lie paralyzed
The life is leaving you
Now you can see his smile
Forged to heal the joy
You can’t avoid the control
Of your guardian scarecrow
You can’t escape, he lies (on you)
From the day of your birth
He lies in wait to celebrate
The failure of your life
He laughs and smiles while
Condemned to eternal pain
I forged my soul in hate
Reaction to injustice
Evil lust of blood
Voices, screaming, crying
I'll change your tears
Into my inhuman anger
You know the reason why
I'll smash your useless lives
I spread around my death
You're now my sacrificial lambs
Have no fear, enjoy the pain, cut your veins
Lucidity leaves your mind and your actions
Voices, screamings, crying
I'll change your tears
I always thought (that) there was something in me
I didn’t know what but I couldn’t release
The quest for blood seems to all so bizarre
The time went on and I wanted to touch
The cold and darkness of a wicked heart
The heat when I tear it apart
The razor blade shines through the night
I need to see the death in your eyes
In my eyes
I searched for the meaning and for someone like me
I’ve got to pretend and to hide to resist
In a world where I can’t find my place
Adrenaline is my only revenge
I do the job that no one dares to do
I clean the streets from rapists and thieves
I am a hero of modern times
(But) I’ve got to hide until I’ll find the reason why
The reason why
Flashbacks in my head
Of a broken past
My mother butchered
Everywhere (there) was blood
I was just a child
But I was not alone
Then (was) born the dark
Passenger of my soul
Then (was) born the dark
Passenger of my soul
Enigma revealed through the sands of time
I belong to violence not to poor mankind
I closed the circle I know who I am
(I’ve got to) keep on pretending to protect myself
I always thought (that) there was something in me
Now I know what (is) but I still couldn’t release it
People are not ready to meet the real me
I do the right but they’re too hypocrites
I do the job that no one dares to do
I clean the world from rapists and thieves
I am a hero of modern times
All the time I thought
That life was a familiar favor
All the time so far
That I opened my eyes to the truth
All the reasons to be
Grant for such a divine gift
Have changed into the shameful doubt
That I’m the fruit from a demon seed
I recognized my fate
Demonic signs
The scars and wounds
Won’t be divine again
I have learned to use
My mind to look through the world
Free from all divine
Influences into my life
That’s the reason why
You have turned your back to my stare
Afraid to see in my eyes
The emptiness of your religious minds
I recognized my fate
Demonic signs
The scars and wounds
Won’t be divine again
Lies
You tell me lies everyday
Every moment of my life
Was filled with hypocritical
Lies
The time has come to lead my life
Into a different way
I took my existence in my hands
And I want to be the owner of my fate
I’m not the devil
But I won’t be any God slave
Finally I know
Who I have to thank for this pain
I’m not who you thought
Who you wished to lead to
Your merciful God
Waiting for my blind devotion
I will die alone
And nothing will receive me after death
I realized my choice
Atheistic mind
My flesh and bones
Look at the world we live
Religions don't stop to kill
The hatred for what you don't know
Increases the pain they brought
Mankind is still so blind
It still don't realize
Kill your gods, tear 'em apart
Kill your gods, be the one
Ain't no god, ain't no saviour
Ain't no shelter in god's behavior
Children cannot know
That you have lost control
You buy peace with a gun
You rape in the name of Allah
Illusion to do the right thing
Excuses to make a bloodshed
Kill your gods, tear 'em apart
Kill your gods, be the one
Kill, kill
And they don't know why
I want to choose my fate
And you don't even try to blame me
You're puppets on blood stained hands
Who lead you to the bomb men
You think you will live forever
But you don't know that there's no heaven
Kill your gods, tear 'em apart
Kill your gods, be the one
Ain't no god, ain't no saviour
Ain't no shelter in god's behavior
Moral decay
Values decline
This is my life surrounded and blinded
By what you want for me
Indoctrinated to follow all your patterns
To be one of the most
My life has been ruled by schemes that I can't bear
By chains for my mind
I can see now clear into my mind
What's left to do to satisfy
The need of living that for years
You made me give up
I don't need no sorcery 'cause what
You made me it's not a spell but just
A fuckin' try to annihilate my personality
Youth corruption
Mental rapes
It's time to release what lies inside of me
No more a slave
Erasing you and all you forced me to be
Spreading your blood
Dressed in blood
I see your blood
Flowing out of you and then
Cover me
Hot and red
Through my hands is spilling out
In your eyes
Fear shines bright
Lightening in me the rage
For your life
Consciousness
Leaves your minds
And increases in me the hate
For the time
I have wasted
And the things I left behind
For you
Smashing you
With my hands
I can feel adrenaline
Flow in me, flowing in me
Lies!
Desecrate you, exasperate you
Hanging you on a rising tree
You can't escape me, closer to me
You can't find my truth
Now I am free from your influence
I can live my life
Following what I find it's right for me
I lived my life as an immutable equilibrium
But I forgot to close my soul from things that I could
hear
Years passed by and things went on without giving a
damn
But in my heart anger still grew and now the time is
come for me
To let the rage flow in my veins and gather all the
hatred that
Was sleeping in my mind and now it's ready to explode
I've been blind for too long and simulate that
everything was good
But now the time is over and I am sick and tired of it
My eyes (are) now opened
I want to see the truth
A great illusion is
What lies behind my hate
False illusions and unfulfilled promises
I want to crumble all these walls that you had made to
Hide the truth and all the things that you have done
To keep me from knowing how life really is
I am ready to make my own fate
I am ready to break this shroud of false
I am free to do what I want to do
I am safe from lies that you still tell me
My eyes (are) now opened
I want to see the truth
A great illusion is
What lies behind my hate
I lived my life as an immutable equilibrium
But I forgot to close my soul from things that I could
hear
Years passed by and things went on without giving a
damn
But in my heart anger still grew and now the time is
come for me
To let the rage flow in my veins and gather all the
hatred that
Was sleeping in my mind and now it's ready to explode
I've been blind for too long and simulate that
everything was good
But now the time is over and I am sick and tired of it
My eyes (are) now opened
I want to see the truth
A great illusion is
What lies behind my hate
I wake up in this fuckin’ morning
Tryin’ to find if there is something new
I’m still trapped in this useless world
That it seems to me like a little four walls room
With no windows and no doors
I see changes growing near
Your failure is so close
And your shame is now real
If you’re not ready for me
I’ll crawl like death into your lives
You won’t forget me
Too late to pray for heaven’s hand
Wait for me
Condemned to sacrifice your dreams
And disappear into the fire
A dynasty to blame
And completely eradicate
You’re in a corner, trapped
Lost to yourselves
You pray for turning back
You’d like to breath the air
And gaze at the sky
Prepare to join the ground
I see the terror in the depths of your eyes
Your hopes and smiles smashed by sad reality
Kneel and pray if you think it would be useful
But I can’t think that your prayers will come true
‘cause you’re nothing else than dust
You have to drown into your tears
You’re sentencing for your lust
Twenty-first century, countdown has just begun
I'm looking forward to nuclear holocaust
Nuclear healing, to erase all human forms
Nuclear healing
Lords of nations will be blown up with lands and seas
Atomic winds and radioactivity
Will cross the mountains to destroy what men have built
Now Earth is ready to regain supremacy
Nuclear healing, to erase all human forms
Nuclear healing
Nuclear healing, to erase all human forms
Nuclear healing
A new beginning is the only thing we need
To hope that future could us bring the hate for greed
Corruption, religions, obsessions
Can't case all the pain that we've got in
Our souls, in our brains and in our veins
None of the creatures can't avoid this dying fate
And we can't do nothing because it's too late
I'm the witness of the end of the world
I'm the madman that has pushed the red button
Nuclear healing, to erase all human forms
Nuclear healing
Nuclear healing, to erase all human forms
Nuclear healing
Twenty-first century, countdown has just begun
I saw your eyes in the dark of the night
I saw your eyes full of tears fading in the emptiness
of their minds
Your eyes has turned into a bitter laugh
I can see the pain that you've felt that night
You ask for peace and endless oblivion
No one can heal and let you turn back
No turning back my darling
You look at me to realize your suicide
You look at me to complete your last desire
Disturbing the silence
Echoes of an insane violence
You were alone and you didn't know how the world goes
A waste of flesh was your fate, that's what they
decided
They were sweating, they were spitting on your
innocence
They seemed a thousand, a thousand to blame
You're looking at me to realize your suicide
Still looking at me to complete your last desire
You're crying (crying)
The day is dying with your smile
I can't hold you like I used to do
I'll keep the promise, I'll do
Disturbing the silence
Echoes of an insane violence
I'll take your lives
I'll give you what you have taken to me
I'm closing the circle, I'll set her free
Breakin' the silence to leave her be
I won't see her suffer no more
The hour has come
To take my revenge
It's been long time ago when
You've written your end
I swore: "I'll watch you die"
Your pain is now my lust
Watching you die
Blood to fulfill my desire
You broke my happiness
When you tortured my bride
You torn her body
After annihilating her mind
I swore: "I'll watch you die"
Your pain is now my lust
Watching you die
I cut your skin and I break your bones
Slowly I watch your blood spill from your eyes
You scream in pain and my laughs are growin'
You curse my name like I did for my whole life
Die (Fuckin' bastard)
Die (And suffer like I did)
Burn (To beat my revenge)
Relish (Your funeral rite)
I swore: "I'll watch you die"
Your pain is now my lust
I'll watch you die
I'm watching you die
You're dying
Forever I'll search the meaning of my disease
The answer is not closer, my heart won't stop to bleed
Foresee the past and analyze the future
I see flashes through my brain
Tryin' to release the pain that chokes my mind
And now runs through my veins
'Cause I can't breathe without this selfish greed
A new life will rise from ruins
Awakening of a new consciousness
The eve of a new inner age
My chaotic age
No matters when sadness will take control on Earth
I'm waiting the hour when power will mean reason to be
killed
Foresee the past and analyze the future
I see flashes through my brain
Tryin' to release the pain that chokes my mind
And now runs through my veins
'Cause I can't breathe without this selfish greed
A new life will rise from ruins
Awakening of a new consciousness
The eve of a new inner age
My chaotic age
Forever I'll search the meaning of my disease
All my life I've listened to some fuckin' words
That you only used to utter to fill up your mouth
Justice and redemption
Forgiveness and mercy
Honesty and family
For the eternal life
Words of ancient wisdom
Words of ancient wisdom
I must do what you tell me to do and don't look what
(you) do
You're the greatest preacher but you have to learn to
practice
What you spit on me every fuckin' day
I'll torn you your mask and (I'll) show what you
(really) are
Cowards and servants
Of a golden God
Hidden in the darkness
Of a shining cross
Slavery and money
Power and corruption
Control of the brains
All you want is gain
Words of modern wisdom
Words of modern wisdom
You are used to frighten to get rich and to cheat the
weak
Offering for prayers that is what you'll barter me
I don't want your answers, I don't need your questions
