I'm hurt to think that you lied to me hurt way down deep inside of me
You said you loved me and we'd never part
Now you found someone new and it breaks my heart
Hurt much more than you'll ever know hurt because I still love you so
Even though you've hurt me like no one else can do I could never know never hurt you
[ guitar ]
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I hurt myself today
To see
if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
On my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
I focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,
The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything,
(Chorus)
what have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end,
and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,
beneath the stains of time,
the feelings dissapear,
you are someone else,
I am still right here,
What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end,
and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
if I could start again,
a million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way,
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
Hurt inside, reaching out
Sadly rejected, feelings cast aside
No one to turn to, all I do is cry
I'm so hurt
to think that you, you could lied to me
I'm really do
way down deep inside of me
You said, he said her love was true
And we'll never, never ever part
But Now you wants someone new
And it breaks my heart
I'm just so hurt
much more, much more than you could ever know
So I'm so hurt
Because God knows I still love you so
Even though you hurt me
Like nobody else could ever do
Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, ba
You pussy niggas finna make me kill one a y'all
Ain't a damn thang change
I still keep that thang right up under my shirt
Betta tell 'em I ain't playin'
because it's all fun and games until somebody get hurt
Ain't a damn thang change
I still keep thang right up under my shirt
Run up on him where he hangin', BANG!
cause it's all fun and games until somebody get hurt
Boy you finna get hurt, murked, put him in the dirt
boy you betta catch me first
Boy you finna get hurt, murked, put him in the dirt
boy you betta catch me first
Boy you finna get hurt, murked, put him in the dirt
boy you betta catch me first
Boy you finna get hurt, murked, put him in the dirt
boy you betta catch me first
Alota pussy niggas talk like broads love runnin' they mouth
But then turn and run in they house
Put the gun in they mouth, tell a nigga talk shit now
You think you think you know the go POW
I ain't scared of the law
naw I'm about to go to war what it is nigga win lose or draw
I'll never get caught murkin' y'all cuz it ain't what you do
It's what cha near and who saw
Shawty I'm way too raw
Catch me any day you want you could think I'm a play if you want
But the fact still remain if I got a AK and you don't
Well then playa you gone
Don't get me wrong there's some niggas wanna kill me too (Well where they at?)
But they ain't sayin' bout shit because they very well know where I'm at
They could catch me in the booth right if it really like that
Naw nigga that they hoe get him in the whole shit, the 44 spit they holla oh shit
Protectin' her and you both hit
You betta check ya girl or you be so sick
If the choppa leave you with no dick
Or a plastic bag holdin' yo' shit
Leave 6 in you, a couple more in ya bitch
And I don't miss 'cause I'm focused nigga
I got you tip
I'm finna ride homie
Fuck niggas might talk loud act real, but they don't really want this here
Pussy niggas betta act right, lay low we know where ya family live
Trust me you don't want me up in ya crib with a ski mask on duck tapin ya kids
You can pray all you want but I don't forgive
Ya shoulda been doin' that before ya did whatcha did
I ain't gotta spell it out pimp you know what it is
I'll rest you case to ya real man you know what it is
Plus I got a hundred goons with me, dressed in black
Fifty at the front door, 50 at the back
Half got K's, half got Macks
Bring 'em out, bring em out, show me where he at
We can do him right here, we could catch him in trap
Run up on his 'lac put a hole in his hat
With his brain on the dash, and his thoughts in his lap
and dump 50 more on him and tell him to hold that
Lights out, no hasta manana, hasta la vista, senora
Y tu no tomorrow, no remorse and no sorrow
And the next one a y'all niggas try me like that
I swear to God man I'm really gon' snap
Right now I'ma give you somethin' that a make a nigga beg please
When a bullet in his mind I could feel a little breeze
Drop to ya knees, see the big barrel of the chrome
fifth triple grip handle in the squeeze
I keep a couple of those for the niggaz who talk shit
when I go to Jacob and cop that ring
If you try to see me I'ma cock that thang
And I'ma lock that thang, and the shots gon' stain (really?)
The nigga ride inside the truck with me (and) for the most part the nigga
stuck with me And tell you somethin' if you really were smart and you knew
better people probably tell ya don't fuck with me
Front if want motherfucka you can catch it
Smile on my face even though I got a ratchet
Pop off (police) pull me over believe I got a compartment if I gotta stash it
Must I just remind y'all niggaz when I come through
Know that I'ma find y'all niggaz take two
Bust so many shots gun powder probably blind y'all niggaz now (Ok, ok let's go)
See you don't know really wanna feel that Mossberg blow (naw)
Clap up a nigga then I cap up a nigga
When I finish it'll turn into an absurd show (listen)
Then you better observe yo
Feel the sizzle from the bullet of the glock burn slow (ssss)
Shit probably twist you up just a little
and have your body leanin' lookin' like a quarter past four
Stay down betta (lay down)
Checkin' for a nigga, come and put your body in the dirt
I don't play bitch you, really need to go the other way
I walked to the window, turned out the light
Looked at the city, went back through the night
Yeah, I stood in the darkness, stood all alone
Thank God for California, thank God, I'm going home
That's right, you hurt me, baby, hurt me good
Hurt me like no one else ever could
Cut down the middle, face down in the dirt
And we both know it's too late to save it
Betcha feel proud about it, baby
You taught me how to hurt, that's right
DC10, 10:45
Halfway to L.A., red in the eyes
You might be the devil, might just be his friend
It don't make no difference, you ain't gettin' me again
That's right, you hurt me, baby, hurt me good
Hurt me like no one else ever could
Cut down the middle, face down in the dirt
And we both know it's too late to save it
Betcha feel proud about it, baby
You taught me how to hurt, that's right
(Crane/Jacobs)
I’m hurt
to think that you lied to me
I’m hurt
Way down deep inside of me
You said
Our love was true
And we’d never part
And now
You want someone new
And it breaks my heart
I’m hurt
Much more than you’ll ever know
I’m hurt
Because I still love you so
But even though you hurt me
Like nobody else could do
I walked to the window turned out the light
Looked at the city went back through the night
Yeah, I stood in the darkness, stood all alone
Thank God for California, thank God I'm going home
That's right you hurt me, baby, hurt me good
Hurt me like no one else ever could
Cut down the middle, face down in the dirt
And we both know it's too late to save it
Bet ya feel proud about it, baby
You taught me how to hurt
DC 10, 10:45
Half way to L.A. red in the eyes
Might be the devil, might just be his friend
It don't make no difference, you ain't gettin' me again
That's right you hurt me, baby, hurt me good
Hurt me like no one else ever could
Cut down the middle, face down in the dirt
And we both know it's too late to save it
Bet ya feel proud about it, baby
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
The girl that I love
Doesn't love me too
I'm singing oh I'm hurt
Drown my sorrows in a bar
A man came from the dark and hit me
Oh, I'm hurt
Everything's wrong, everything's bad
Everything happens to me
Everything's down
since I came to this town
I used to be so happy
Home wasn't far
but someone stole my car
I'm singing oh I'm hurt
By now I was getting bugged
And soon I was getting mugged
(One, two, three, four)
I am for you can enjoy I can give you
(Give me, give me, give me)
It's a time we love to hate, I can give you
I am for you will enjoy I can give you
(Give me, give me, give me)
This is the time you'd love to hate, I will take you
I'm quite determined and there will be
No more mistakes, no more talking
I'll bet you hate this
Oh, I am for you will enjoy, I can take you
(Give me, give me, give me)
This is the law and you...
I'm quite determined and there will be
Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide
Drop the ball, watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath
The undertow creeps in slow
Everyone owns a gun deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide
Bridge:
Help me help you, they won't be there
Help me help you, they won't see
Chorus:
And it hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts
Drop the switch, scratch the itch, watch it glow
Inch by inch the cutting board
Watch it swing to and fro
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide
Wash it off, take the loss, let it go
Take it in, drink it up, we can just take it slow
Everyone carries one deep inside
It's just a matter of how much you let it slide
Bridge:
Help me help you, they won't be there
Help me help you, they won't see
Chorus (2x):
And it hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts
And it hurts when you're lonely
And I'm standin' right beside you there
And it hurt when you told me
That you'll try this on your own
Hope you never hurt
Hope you never cry
Hope you never lose your way tonight
Hope you never crumble
Hope you never fall
Hope you never throw away it
Drop the ball watch it fall far below
Suck you in, hold your breath, watch it swing
Yeah, yeah
Chorus(2x):
And it hurts when you need me
And I can't break your fall
It hurts when you can't see
And it hurts
And it hurts, and it hurts
And it hurts, and it hurts
And it hurts, and it hurts
You're not alone in this world
when you think you are
I'll show you that you're not
I'll share the pain
when it weights heavy on your heart
when you are hurting
And if your world falls down around you,
I'll be there
Don't ever think
that no one needs you or feels you
Cuz I do, I do, I care
When you hurt, I hurt
When you cry, I cry
We're both made of the same blood
We're the same inside
When you break, I break
I feel everything you feel
When you hurt, it hurts me
You're not alone in this world
Cuz I'm here for you
I'll show you that I am
Every emotion you feel I am feeling too
I understand you
And if hard times fall hard upon you,
I'll be there
Don't ever think
that no one needs you or feels you
Cuz I do, I do, I swear
When you hurt, I hurt
When you cry, I cry
We're both made of the same blood
We're the same inside
When you break, I break
I feel everything you feel
When you hurt, it hurts me
And when you're down,
it gets me down
I wanna see you smiling
you're not alone and you need to know that I care
When you hurt, I hurt
When you cry, I cry
We're both made of the same blood
We're the same inside
When you break, I break
I feel everything you feel
[leona lewis]
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become
my sweetest friend
everyone i know goes away
in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become
my sweetest friend
everyone i know goes away
in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away, goes away
In the end.
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
And I would let you down
The girl that I love
Doesn't love me too
I'm singing oh I'm hurt
Drown my sorrows in a bar
A man came from the dark and hit me
Oh, I'm hurt
Everything's wrong, everything's bad
Everything happens to me
Everything's down
since I came to this town
I used to be so happy
Home wasn't far
but someone stole my car
I'm singing oh I'm hurt
By now I was getting bugged
And soon I was getting mugged
Singing oh I'm hurt
Don't talk to me about living a lie
Misery is more than just a tear in the eye
Because you don't feel anything that can't be explained
By shallow mined people that you've chosen to blame
Don't rely on sympathy to carry it through
Because they don't believe it more than I believe you
You don't feel anything you don't see anything
It's up to you to change
But here you go again
You don't feel the hurt like I do
You don't feel betrayed the way I do
You don't feel the hurt like I do
So don't say to me you've been there too.
Don't scream at me as if you're losing your hold
You won't mess with anyone that can't be controlled
Modesty was never such a weakness in you
I've never seen it figure in the things that you do
You won't take the side losing its pride
Never heard from anyone that you can be kind
You don't know anything you can't touch anything
It's up to you to see
But now you come to me
You don't feel the hurt like I do
You don't feel betrayed the way I do
You don't feel the hurt like I do
So don't say to me you've been there too.
Of all the people there could be you had to tell your
lies to me
Of all the people there could be it had to be you.
You don't feel the hurt like I do
You don't feel betrayed the way I do
You don't feel the hurt like I do
So don't say to me you've been there too.
Don't talk to me about living a lie
If you want something broke,
You better give it to me.
Got a way to disappoint
That you wouldn't believe.
I can take a good intention, turn it
I can make you pray to god
And wish we never met.
Nobody knows where this razor has been,
If you want something broken, better give it to me.
Cause I can make you hurt,
I can take you down so low,
I'll make you wanna cry,
I can make you say goodbye.
I can make you hurt,
I can take you down so low,
And then you'll know that, maybe,
You'd be better off when I'm not around.
You'd be better off with somebody else,
So put me back on the shelf.
See I'm the kind of person
Who can barely be loved.
Now that I love you,
I'm afraid it's too late.
If you get too close,
I'll only push you away.
Cause I can make you hurt,
I can take you down so low,
I'll make you wanna cry,
I can make you say goodbye.
I can make you hurt,
I can take you down so low,
And then you'll know that, maybe,
You'd be better off when I'm not around.
I was better lost before I was found,
I've got a history of misery
So baby listen to me,
Put me back on the shelf
And give this pain to somebody else.
Cause I can make you hurt,
I can take you down so low,
I'll make you wanna cry,
I can make you say goodbye.
I can make you hurt,
I can take you down so low,
And then you'll know that, maybe,
If I woulda called you up and told you I was feelin you.
If I didn't hold it in then maybe you wouldn't be with him.
If I wasted so much time, wonderin if we coulda ever been.
Now it's too late for that, baby if I could go back.
I woulda grabbed your hand or something,
But I just let you walk on by.
And now I see him kissing on you,
Let me tell you now I feel it.
Why does it hurt so bad?
You were never mine from the start.
Why does it hurt so bad?
It feels like an arrow going through my heart.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Like you and me was meant to be.
Why does it hurt so bad?
I don't know that's why it hurts so bad (bad).
And now, I don't wanna eat don't wanna sleep, girl what's wrong with me.
And now, I gotta spend my life knowing that you won't be loving me.
And now, I gotta hold it down and act like I did the day before.
Your with some other guy, if I could turn back the time.
I woulda grabbed your hand or something,
Then everything would be alright.
And now I see him kissing on you,
Let me tell you now I feel it.
Why does it hurt so bad?
You were never mine from the start.
Why does it hurt so bad?
It feels like an arrow going through my heart.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Like you and me was meant to be.
Why does it hurt so bad?
I don't know that's why it hurts so bad (bad).
Girl I can't be mad at you.
You didn't know the way I felt till now.
It's hurting me so, but I know I got to let it go.
Why does it hurt so bad?
You were never mine from the start.
Why does it hurt so bad?
It feels like an arrow going through my heart.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Like you and me was meant to be.
Why does it hurt so bad?
All depending on the future of a conflict
Your open-minded muscles never wanted anyone who could deliver such a blow into the system
Part of you thinks it's over now
But part of you knows that you're no quitter
You've got yours and I got mine
You've got yours and I've got mind
You've bought yours and I got time
You lost yours and you want mine now
Then you start to ask me why
It's an offer that I mind
And you start to ask me twice
As you say your memory's fine
And it's something I should try
But you should try to live your life
While the days are passing by...
You want me to get high with you?
You want me to get loded
You want me to get by with you?
You want me to get loded
So I called a friend, an ear to lend
Who said "what is what?"
And one day tried to get me high
That I don't mind
But I know a man should understand
What is weight, decisions made
Can often change your mind
Until you get high...
Life is hinging on the shoulders of a convict
You did your time
Then the judge decided you were fine
But when the choice arises
You decided death from life again
You've got yours and I got mine
You've got yours and I've got mind
You've bought yours and I got time
You lost yours and you want mine now
If you want to hate me, fine.
Have a superficial time
As the center in you dies
You were searching for that high
When the poison burned your mind
You were warned a million times
Still you wanted to get me high
You want me to get high with you?
You want me to get loded
You want me to get high like you?
You want me to get loded
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me to get high with you?
A ten ton brick is making me sick
Breaking my bones with the weight of it
Weight would grow with each new soul
Buried fine lies make big black holes
Who am I supposed to be?
Not like you give a fuck about me but
Who am I supposedly
When I'm finally done
Cause I'm finally done
With the decisions of
My former thoughts and all that I'm made of
Yet I'm finally done with the description, oh
And I don't mind saying
I'm to blame
When Atlas slipped I lost my grip
Yet I didn't think it could turn into this but
I was told by two sweet crows
Nobody feels what nobody knows and
Who am I supposed to be?
If everything good was taken from me and
Who am I supposed to be
I was overcome
But I'm finally done
With the divisions of
My former thorns with who I may have loved
I'm finally done
With the dissension oh
And I don't mind saying
Don't mind saying
I'm to blame
Oh this ten ton brick
Would treat me like shit
This little piggy licked all those lips, yeah
And so defined
Who threw aside but won't encumber me
Cause I'm finally done
With the position of
My former thorns
And all that it may have cost
I'm finally done
With the decisions, love
Now I don't mind saying
I don't mind saying
You're to blame
When you move, you move me.
You move, you move me. Yeah.
Nothing comes from nothing
Must mean something in the end
Justify the means
I need to break you
Need to hate you
Need to take this back but
Taking is like giving
If you're at the other end
I won't pretend to know your feelings
I could never break the chain
You want him you need him,
He's so hard to please him,
You just don't dare.
And inside you're burning,
With some secret yearning,
You must not care,
Still won't you help me,
I'm flawed, desperate angry with God
‘Cause he just won't care.
Oh excuse me you're mourning,
How callused, how boring,
I brush your hair.
And see your face.
Empty smile.
Touched that place.
All the while....
Then I made an excuse to confuse the issue.
What makes you think that I care about you?
Just stay on the ground ‘till I say that I'm through.
And I do what I do and I do it to you.
And all the while, I'm abusing you.
Yes all the while, I'm abusing you.
It finally dawned on me yesterday morning,
I just can't stare,
And follow the words that your hero's perverted,
On what we share.
I'll kill him, I'll beat him,
The cycle's repeating, I hold thin air....
Still won't you hold him and trust him,
You love him so much and he still won't care....
To see your face,
With an empty smile,
As I touch that place,
And all the while.
I can see your face,
With an empty smile,
As I touch that place,
All the while....
So you made an excuse to confuse the issue,
What makes you think that he cares about you?
As you lay on the ground ‘till he tells you he's through.
And he makes up your mind that that's what you should do.
And all the while, he's been using you,
Yes all the while, he's been using you
He hurts, you mistreats you,
Your own mind misleads you,
You just don't care.
When holes in your face,
Can't be covered with makeup,
I've seen the way you look at me
I've seen you waiting patiently
I'm fine... well, I lied
If what we are is feeling low
I'd fear this if I had a soul
But you're still mine
I was afraid of being chained
I thought a woman who could mend and bend
Would learn my deepest depths and thoughts
And it's just one more round, one more
One more round and I'm done
So you need assurance that everything's gonna be fine
'Cause you're just a woman who's everything good in my life
And though we've been over, weeping over
Our last goodbyes
Well, I learned to live with these fatal gifts
And still you're mine
So I...
And so I wrote you this song
But you won't sing along to me
To sing la dan da do da la dai-ee-i-ee-ay
La dan da do da la dai-ee-i-ee-ay-ee-ay-ee-ayay
The memories that used to be
Are carved into a sweet gum tree
Outside my place
Where I touched your face
And it was...
One more round, one more
One more round, than I'd loved for.
Still you need assurance that everything's gonna be fine
You're just the woman who's everything good in my life
And though we've been over, weeping over
Our last goodbyes
well I've learned to live with these fatal gifts
And still your mine
So I...
So I wrote you this song
You're not here to sing along to me
To sing la dan da do da la dai-ee-i-ee-ay
Those things you thought that were obscene,
will quickly become your routine,
And he invited you over.
An addict quickly gets undressed,
With something to get off her chest.
You made a trade ‘cause you're sober.
It stings to remind you of all that's behind you,
But I don't wanna lose you right now.
‘Cause they say it gets better,
Before it gets worse.
You know it gets better,
so of course it gets worse.
Your body's made of dollar bills,
You'd spend them all on some cheap thrills.
But what when you're older?
You stuck a point into your arm,
but did you contemplate the harm?
As it moves up your shoulder.
Did it make you feel better,
right before it got worse.
It used to make you feel better,
but now it just hurts.
There's no hope,
‘Cause I'm in love with you.
and I cannot cope,
‘cause I'm addicted too.
You keep on coming over me. (You're killing me)
I keep on crying over you. (You're killing me)
It shows me what it's come to be, (You're killing me)
It shows me what I mean to you. (You're killing me)
You keep on coming over me, (You're killing me)
I keep on crying over you. (You're killing me)
It shows me what it's come to be, (You're killing me)
It shows me what I mean to you. (You're killing me)
And after all you would think it my fault,
You're watching the cars,
Movies and stars
They are your lifetime
Yet all that I am is
Half what we are
Maybe some other time
I'll get it right I'll get it right
Oh sweet voice on the phone
You sound so alone
'Cause you couldn't be wasted
To you I am
I'm less than a man
That slowly changes out of phase
And I don't know why it is
It's an ever-changing simple thing
That I miss
While watching TV
Take in what you say
So you're death is painless
When all that I ever was
Returns again
I'm all that I am
And I'll get it right
When I get it right
'Cause I'll get it right
When I get it right
But I'm slowly changing out of phase
And I don't know why it is
It's an ever-changing simple thing that I know
But don't know why it is
That I'm longing for
Our love was wasted, face it
When I try to let it go
Should've known what you do to me
The place is vacant when you're gone
Miss, you'll be the death of me
I'll play along
Something's wrong cause
I feel it in your overtones
I try to sing along, sit alone
To get away from me
But I still taste the way...
You swore that you'd die
If you'd leave me
So why are you still
Breathing
Mother I'm alone
(I'm alone in the water)
I've got to be alone
(Cause there's blood in the water)
I've got to carry on
(Blood is thicker than water)
Baby is alone
(Cause there's blood in the water)
Well if apathy could be a friend of mine
The matches made could burn
The sands of time
You swore that you'd die
If you'd leave me
So why are you still
Breathing
You swore that you'd die
If you'd leave me
So why are you still
Breathing
Cause you swore that you'd die
If you leave me
So what, so what
So did I...
So what, so when
So what, so when
On a bridge across the Severn on a Saturday night,
Suzie meets the man of her dreams.
He says that he got in trouble and if she doesn't mind
He doesn't want the company !
But there's something in the air
They share a look in silence and everything is understood
Suzie grabs her man and puts a grip on his hand as the rain puts a tear in his eye.
SHE SAYS:
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
Driving through the city to the temple station,
Cries into the leather seat
And Suzie knows the baby was a family man,
But the world has got him down on his knees
So she throws him at the wall and kisses burn like fire,
And suddenly he starts to believe
He takes her in his arms and he doesn't know why,
But he thinks that he begins to see
SHE SAYS:
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
SHE SAYS:
Don't let go
Never give up
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
wonderful life, wonderful life, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful life
wonderful life, wonderful life, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful life
Don't let go
Bitter sweet sleep, summer street
Looks at me and then she bleats out a streak
This just means she got her weed
But not a bong, who's tired?
Don't we all just want a little piece of release?
Comfort me and cum for me again
I think she just might be the one
Now we sleep deep under sheets
With what's going underneath
Who was she, or who was he?
Who reaped the benefit of love this time?
What's it all?
Since I could neither fuck it, or cover it
I'd rather smother it
To come to where it goes
Cause it'll come to where it goes
And when it comes to where it goes
Well then it goes away
If it looks just like it, it smells just like it, it felt just like it
Well, then, it might just be the one
Well, if it looked just like it, it felt just like it, you melt just like
And, then, it just might be the one
(She just might be the one,
She just might be the one,
She just might be the one,
Just might be the one)
It comes just like echoes,
It goes just like echoes,
It goes just like echoes,
It goes just like a ghost
Cause then she comes to where it goes
Cause it will come to where it goes
And when it comes to where it goes
Well then it comes just like it's told
Sally slipped again in deep with them
There was not a thing of you to love
You lied all this time you were alone
Sleeping ghosts in the end
Now we are both...
But now it's time... delivers in the memories
I've got the medicine.
To looks just like it
Smells just like it
It felt just like it
You might just buy it
If it looks just like it
It sucks just like it
It fucks just like it
Well then is got to be the one
You know me... here
You own me... here
She takes these pills,
And she moves along
She takes these pills,
And its better
It really doesn't matter to me
To live in your life and your own routine
A product from ecology it seems
She looks at him like he's a machine
And lives with him 'cause he's a bill machine
That brings it closer where she swears it needs
So she takes the pills
And she moves along
She takes the pills
And its better
He pays the bills
And he moves along
She takes the pills
And its better
It really doesn't matter to me
When you're living your life in your own medicated dream
How bad could sobriety really be?
I know you couldn't even recognize me
I wonder if she knows that her own family
Is waiting and praying in the hopes that she would leave
She nods her head as she moves along
She takes the pills and its better
She lies in bed 'till noons along
She takes these pills and its better
She takes these pills as she moves along
She takes these pills and its better
He nods his head and they move along
She takes these pills 'cause its better
Well it doesn't really matter to me
You know it really doesn't matter to me
It really doesn't matter to me
Now he takes these pills and he moves along
He takes these pills and its better
He bobs his head as he moves along
He takes these pills and its better
Now we take these pills and we move along
We take these pills and its better
We shake our hands as we move along
We take these pills cause its better
You know it really doesn't matter to me
You know it really doesn't matter to me
It really doesn't matter to me
(wispering)
Theres no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me, too tired
Theres no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me
OOOOHHHH
Theres no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me, too tired
Theres no safe place for me to hide
Theres no safe place for me...
It always hurts when it's someone you love
Wont you rise above
Wont you rise above
Theres a price in love
Theres no safe place for me to hide
Theres no place left for me,i'm too tired (i'm so tired)
Theres no safe place for me to hide
Theres no place left for me
I'm tired
So tell me a story about your life
I don't mind, I don't mind
Wont you tell me?- that will be just fine.
I don't mind, ilde mind.
Singin' songs about the 'ald lang zine'
I don't mind, I don't mind
Just take me back to another time
I don't mind, ilde mind
FOREVER
(Wont you lend me your sins against you
For every thing I understand
One thousand more won't comprehend ((FOREVER))
It always hurts when its someone you love
Wont you rise, rise above)
FOREVER
(It always hurts when it's someone you love
Wont you rise, rise above)
It always hurts when its someone you love
Wont you rise above
Wont you rise above
Theres a price in blood
I see the car that your mom keeps sending, when I breathe it feels just like my life is ending. Think
of the one that I most respected and all the words that I'm now regretting.
Id hold them now, but i'm bruised and beaten and I'm alone and I've barely eaten.
And it seems just like the way it goes that down the road we may have known about the love in both of us
we push and shove, betray the trust, don't let this make a fool of us i'm tired hungry broke and just
wish I could come back home
FOREVER
(Calling you out I called your bluff
But "that just wasn't good enough"
You split my face and spilled my blood
Then tears ran down the face I loved)
FOREVER
(It always hurts when its someone you love
Wont you rise, rise above?)
FOREVER
(It always hurts when its someone you love
Wont you rise, rise above?)
(wispering)
Said you want to be this way. When there is no love, you put yourself down
Well if you wanna be this way, there is no love, you put yourself out
But you feel it around. And you're calling me back with the sound of the
Feeling aroused. You will get...
Said you wanna be this way. There is no love, You put yourself out.
I didn't wanna be this way. You hook yourself up. I'll show you just how.
As you feel it around
It comes from the back of your mouth
You're the steel from the chains
Two ropes around your waist
What do you want me to say?
You give yourself away (as you feel it around)
You give yourself away (as you feel it around)
You give yourself away (as you feel it around)
It astounds me.
Look around me. All you'll see is pain
And broke machines and hopes and your dreams
Where there's pain in me
There's this place, one place
That's calling me a back to the house
Where I don't wanna live at all
But I feel them around
And they're calling me back with the sound.
So if you wanna be this way
There is no love
You're just cuffed
You give yourself away. So I'll see you around
You give yourself away. Just call and go back to the house
You give yourself away. You confound me, just take a look around please,
And go back home where you're safe
Oh, she was wonderful, oh,
Well it's a shame she's insanely wonderful,
I feel alive in links to my body whole,
Like Mr. Jones I just want somebody who's
By the campfire light in the summer time,
Good times with friends,
What's yours is mine,
My life is yours,
'Cause you are, mine
So we're waiting by the shoals on the wave we've been looking for,
To lie awake at night and make love,
Touch me, the way your touch
Made me alive
Well I consider enough all the things I've done,
A pretty little thing - don't let this thing just run away!
I know I think too much,
Cold on the inside In phases my lights die Staring through ardent eyes I love you, but I lied, yeah...
Cold on the inside In faces a smile dies Staring through ardent eyes I loathe you, but I lied
But "it should be okay," they said "Just forget the pain," they said Well, I could always, Lie And yeah
the doctor said I'll be just fine Yeah the whitecoat said I'll live until I'm Cold on the
inside of me I'm cold on the inside of me
Cold on the inside In me the male child Holds thoughts that I hide Dead though I seem alive
But "it should be okay," they said "just forget the pain," they said Well, I could always, Lie Yeah,
the doctor said I'll be just fine Yeah, the whitecoat said I'll live until I'm
Cold on the inside In me the lights die Staring through ardent eyes As tears drop like moist flies
But "it should be okay," they said "just forget the pain," they said Well, I could always...
Yeah, the doctor said I'll be just fine Yeah, they call me well, but I might live Too long to
To find the strength to carry on.
You put marks into your body;
You talk at length how you’re alone,
And bitch at all the famous parties;
Such a vision of pure loneliness!
What an image you profess!
Don’t’cha turn and walk away ‘cuz,
You’re getting me depressed.
In hopes you’d never be alone,
You bore your cross around your body;
It was in bad taste
Immolent and gaudy;
Boy, are you familiar?
You’re a vision of the loneliness,
Add an image to the press:
Ya turn and walk away,
‘cuz you’re happily depressed;
Inventing your own love loss,
You invent your own success;
I’m giving you a name boy,
You’re poor Role Martyr-x;
You’re a vision of our loneliness,
Like the one that predecessed;
Return in other ways,
Unlimited in lowliness,
You’re a ringer for success,
I hope you find your pain boy,
Our poor Role Martyr-X:
Get your gun, get it?
Get your gun, get it!
Get your gun, get it??
Get your gun and get away from me!
One takes one, get it?
One makes one.
Is it one hates one,
Is it, one eats one to make a way for me;
You are just like me,
Just get away from me,
To make a way for me
So were the visions of your loneliness,
From an image on TV;
Don’t turn and walk away,
Your depressed so happily,
Inventing your own love lost, envisioning success;
I hope you die of pain, our
Poor Role Martyr-X:
In a visionarial loneliness,
There’s a pattern that repeats;
I really hate to say but,
There’s a similarity;
Pontificating loves lost,
He bitches when he’s blessed;
Your living is in vain boy,
(Our poor Role Martyr-X);
When the sun is gone it's surely not forgotten
It's surely not forgotten by the likes of me.
Though the leaves may die and a tree survives to blossom
So why does this way of life want more from me
So why does it have to hurt when it's...
So when the season comes to pray that
God take Mother to her grave
In an endless frigid bitter boiling sea.
I know what kind of son hopes someone
With a gun puts a bullet through her brain
'Cause I'm that bitch's bitter hateful seed
That's me
Why does it have to hurt when it's cold?
Why does it have to hurt when it's cold?
Why does the skin burn off it's bones?
Why does it have to hurt when it's cold?
So then I started losing days around November
And then I fold into the grey winter's coat
'Cause the things that hurt the worst that I remember
They seem to only show their face when it is cold
And then I start to bleed
Because it's up to me
And then I start to believe
That I don't wanna be anymore
So why does it have to hurt when it's cold?
Why does it have to hurt when it's cold?
Why does the skin burn off it's bones?
Why does it have to hurt when it's home?
Why couldn't we stay in church like we were told?
Show me a smile on your silly face.
'Cause I'm getting tired of this human race,
My darling...
The eyes of a child as I went away,
And how many heroes have we killed today?
I can fly higher than an aeroplane,
And I have the voice of a thousand hurricanes,
My darling...
Men of destruction reap iniquity.
When heroes of courage die with dignity.
How many weapons did I help create?
How many lives will it devastate?
My darling...
I think of all the days in my life,
Where I could have done something more.
Yes I remember the days in my life,
Where I could have done something more.
There is never a day that goes by,
That's a good day to die.
Please open your eyes,
To the millions of lives,
That will senselessly die in our wars.
I think of all the days in my life,
Where I could have done something more.
Ya, I remember the days in my life,
Where I should have done something more.
I think of all the days in my life,
Where I could have done something more.
Yes, I remember the days in my life,
Where I should have done something more.
There was never a day that goes by,
That's a good day to die.
Please open your eyes, Oh.
There was never a day that went by,
That's a good day to die.
Won't you please close your eyes?
For the millions of lives...
A perfect cancer was spreading and twisting
You start explaining and I'll stop pretending
That all of my actions are for you
And all of my heartache is from...
All that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
All that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're unkind
You gave your body to all who were willing
And took these pleasures that I wasn't filling
And everything sacred to me
Just adds to the heaving when I breathe.
So all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
And all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're unkind
To me you're unkind
To me... (and now we come clean)
Even though you had been used before I saved myself for you
But the contents of my stomach fell when I was told the truth
After one last desperation I begged you for some time
God damn it all
I loved you and you were unkind
She said all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
And all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all!
Damn it all!
But your un...
So, all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
yeah all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're unkind
So all that I needed was a life
Cause all that I found in you was a lie
yeah all that I asked for was some time
Damn it all I love you
But, you're....
Your unkind to me..
To, me..
If only, I was not a clown.
You're no good; they say to me
I'll show them that I'm not aroused.
But you're no good, if you're not proud
And put your feet back on the ground.
I had to find my way around.
I held together and made you proud.
But tell that to them,
Could be the greatest gift...
Or burden.
If you bleed and say it's all right;
You scream and tear at your poor eyes.
And you say it's all right, even when it's not,
And you say it's all right, even when it's not.
When it's not, when it's not, even when it's not (etc.)
I'm so lonely,
Scared when your around.
You're no good for me, I think.
'Cuz I'm only a stranger in this town.
You're still good if you're not proud,
So set your head back in the clouds.
I had to fight my way around
I held together, now who's your clown?
Because you bleed and say it's all right.
You scream and tear at your poor eyes.
And you say it's all right, even when it's not,
And you say it's all right, even when it's not.
And you say it's so, so I guess it's so.
And you bleed and say it's all right.
You scream and tear at your poor eyes.
And you say it's all right, even when it's not,
And you say it's all right, so I guess it's not.
You'd have to see it with my eyes, cause it sure was quite a sight, just
The way she looked with men like me surrounding... Like needle in the eye
At the party the other night, when she looked at me, I knew it'd be a good
Night.
Intervene us. Have you seen her like I have? Have you seen her? Have you
Looked at what I have?
If this is the chosen way, there's the thing to say, there goes a good
Friends alibi. Something is out of place in her drive way, you know it's me
So good night. Goodnight.
As you intervene us. Have you seen her like I have? Have you seen her? Have
You looked at what I have? She makes you feel just like a man, and that's
The only thing I have! I am the seer. I am the seer.
So if this is his chosen way, to cure heartache. You cleaned up a needle
With fire and told me Goodbye, Goodbye.
Goodnight! Goodbye!
Goodnight! Goodbye!
Goodnight! Goodbye!
As you intervene this. Have you seen her like I have? Did you reach it?
Have you looked at what I have?
As you intervene this. Have you seen her like I have? Oh, Have you seen it?
Have you looked at what I have? She makes you feel just like a man like
That's the only thing I have, I am the seer. I am the seer.
There's a place where people dance
While holding hands
To light of the moon
Sing to me tunes
And I'm not ugly
And loved ones that died still survive with no pain
And I'd lose if it went away
Just how do I begin to explain
By the way, your way or my way's okay
Cuz either way you don't have a name
It's when she loved me
The taste of the dew and the music in you
It's the moment that don't let you down
The place you go when there's no one around
The taste you know when the tears touch your mouth
Would you think?
Would you seek?
Would you find?
And know that it's always around
Yeah know that it's always around
I know you tend to complicate
every choice you make
Oh please don't lose something so beautiful
It's very lovely
But who am I to stay in this world that I made
And I knew when you went, went away
Yeah I knew cuz you whispered my name
And said you loved me
But how could I ever explain such a thing
It's the moment you open your eyes
While you think that you're all still alive
Til the taste of the tears will remind
What you feel
What you'd feared
What you'd find
It's the moment that won't let you down
It's your scream when you can't make a sound
It's all you see with the tears rolling down
It's what you think
What you fear
But you know you will find
And know that it's always around
Know that it's always around
And I know it's always around
The children will sing
A song in the streets
Sounds like the 23rd psalm
To music of 21 guns
The flowers are dead
In a vase by the bed
On the place where the old woman died
It's the same place she started her life
Papers will all say her name
And probably print the wrong date
The day that you die,
'Cause we're all gonna die
Cute little puppies and bunnies and birds
People who sing when they don't know the words
You will die
'Cause we're all gonna die
It's just part of life
All men, women, children, hermaphrodites too
Animals, aliens and certainly you
You will die
'Cause we're all gonna die
'Cause everyone dies
And all that was ever
And all that will be
Single celled creatures
And anything green
You will die
'Cause we're all gonna die
Start saying goodbye
From the moment you start up this miserable life
You should know that it's only a matter of time
'Till you die
'Cause we're all gonna die
Start saying goodbye
And the morons at labels who think they know tunes
The army of lawyers that threaten to sue
The hookers that blow them when I just want food
And the asshats that download and never buy tunes
You should die
'Cause we're all gonna die
I can't wait 'till you die
All protestants, catholics and orthadox jews
You dumb scientologists
And guys who bend spoons
And buddhists, sort of
And athiests too
All you wackjob believers
Nobody's immune
You will die
'Cause we're all gonna die
Kiss your ass goodbye
And sarcastic song writers
Guys with tattoos, drummers and bassists and engineers too
And every last person that sang in this room
They will die
'Cause we're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
'Cause we're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
Mother is busy, she won't even miss me
And so busy praying and wouldn't see me waiting
I hate all your reasons they just point to Jesus
You can't be awakened if you're not mistaken
And i hate your voice and that fucked up noise
And your cliches and the things that you'd say to me
Where they burned me then, it still seers today
Embedded in a memory that won't change
How can you talk to God [3x]
When you won't talk to me? [repeat]
So i begged you just for a word
That through the day you might have heard and...
She wouldn't listen to my words
Always i'll remember some good times,
Some winters in times when i wasn't too dirty for mud.
When you'd hit your boys in that fucked up voice
On your black days, oh! the things that you'd say
To me when they burned me, yeah they burned me
Oh they burned me, yeah they burned me
So how can you talk to God [3x]
When you won't talk to me?
I know every little word
Of all the things that I have heard
So how can you talk to God
When you won't talk to me?
When he won't talk to me
Someday you will be better than me [2x]
In the life of the wrong a love lingered on,
Love lingered on to frustration.
And if our love is so wrong, what should we do alone?
Or am I just a picture in a photograph?
Why are we stuck in this pantomime fearing a god who died?
One who would not deny lovers?
And I don't care what they say, if what you need is your faith,
Then take a look at my face and know
That till your rapture falls to pieces
Until your rapture falls to pieces
Find in me the room to breathe,
Simple things like suffering
Life had gone this way
Life is gone this way
Still in the life of the wrong we all moved along
Another life evolved to gestation
And so she made her way with the mistake we made
But she was still a picture from a photograph
So she walked in the baby's room
Knowing what she should do leaves me in
Absolute horror
She put her hands on its lips and gave it
One last kiss
And sang some tune that went
Until your rapture falls to pieces
Till your rapture falls to pieces
Find in me, the room to breathe,
Simple things like suffering
And I would and I would destroy your god
Yes I would if I could destroy your god
Because you're born again
Until you're worn again,
Until your rapture falls to pieces
Till your rapture falls to pieces
Find in me the room to breathe,
Sinful things are suffering
Till your rapture falls to pieces
Till your rapture falls to pieces
But, this must be, then burn with me
Anything
Just don't leave
So find in me room to breathe
Sinful things like suffering
Till your rapture falls to pieces
She swore she heard the voice of Jesus
Telling her it was wrong to keep it
And one more thing, it looked like me
Back when it breathed
Rest in peace
I'll take one, 'cause I needed to feel it so much
I had an emotional crutch, but
I'm feeling bored so I'll take some more
Cause nothing is happening
And once you told me that you loved me so much
I foolishly began to trust, but
Now I'm ignored and I'm taking more, till
Something is happening.
I'll take one 'cause I needed to feel it so much
I needed that thing we call fun, but
Now I'm ignored and I'll take some more, till
Something is happening
Cause once I thought you were right here with me, so
Maybe I'll take two or three
Until I believe what I have seen is really happening.
Morpheus! How could you leave me when I had need of your love?
Stop holding back!
Give me one reason to think you're decent
When I am alone
Don't you ever try to bring me back
With this one I needed to feel you so much,
I wantingly longed for your touch, but
Now I'm ignored and I'm feeling bored
'till something is happening.
Cause once I thought you were right here with me, so
Maybe I'll take two or three
Until I believe what I have seen is really happening.
With this one I needed to feel you so much
I needed that thing we call fun.
Now I'm ignored and I'm taking more, till
Something is happening
Cause once I thought you were right here with me, so
Maybe I'll take two or three
Until I believe what I have seen is really happening.
No no more!
God Morpheus why did you leave me when I had need of your love?
No holding back now!
Give me the real thing!
I've got a reason
When I am alone
I asked it where it had been
Then we started arguing
I'm just like the other ones
But I don't believe you think I'm dumb
And where did all the money go?
Did jesus come and no one know?
Sugar, spice and insulin
Hold me 'til you're back again
'Cause it feels like I'm losing you
When it feels like I'm losing you
We can try to laugh it off, I guess
Claiming blissful listlessness
But I miss, how it used to be
She only looks like you
When it's using me
Her silver spoon oblivion
Paints her blue and back again
While I hear...
I love you
I need you
I'm still here
Then I fear that I'm losing you
When it feels like I'm losing you
When it feels like I'm losing you
Then it feels like I'm losing you
So do you do what you do for the love of it ?
Or do you do what you do with the thought of this?
Tell me my love, am I enough...
So I was still trying and fighting
And pushing in vein
And all that I did just to stop it
Would add to it's strength
Because a juggernaut will not stop even with you in the way
When it's given the choice of its life or to lose
I'm not so sure just which one you will choose
But I'm losing you
It feels like I'm losing you
When it feels like I'm losing you
then I fear that I'm losing you
So do you do what you do for the love of it
Or do you do what you do with the thought of this
Tell me my loves
how we end up alone by hurtthere's no more use in lying
yeah, there's no more use in lying
to tell the truth i don't care what you'll do
there's no more use in lying
there's no more use in trying
when there's no more use denying
i gave you the proof
i don't care what you'll do
we act in bitterness
and then we scream our very souls free
i would react but then my mask would slip and you'd see me
i hate him, you love me
together we are nothing
i'm fucking scared to be alone
then you'll see from my way
because you will see from my way
that's how we end up alone
there's no more use in trying
there was no more use denying
if you paid your dues
i don't care it just proves
that's how we end up alone
there was no more use in crying
if there no more use in hiding
you do what you do
i don't care it just proves.
nobody seems to care
cause nobody's ever here
nobody wants to listen
cause nobody's even there
so we end up alone
if you fear for my way,
well then, you'd see it from my way
'cause when you see it from my way
well then, you see it from my way
you will see it from my way
because you will see things my way
i gave her my youth just to make me the proof
that's how we end up alone
that's how we end up alone
because no one seems to care
Our mistake was the love we made I didn't deliberate But I never meant you wrong No I didn't mean it
If you've ever lost a loved one I pray for you, I really do If you've ever lost a loved one I pray for
you...
'Cause there s a sad and lonely comfort In the hollow of your eyes But don't you let it take you over
'Cause it will eat you up inside
I heard you're married to a house carpenter And your love will never be mine...
If you're not breathing why am I Left alone in this ship If you're not breathing Why am I left alone?
With a sad and lonely comfort Of the hollow in your eyes But don't you let it take me under 'Cause it
will eat me up inside
I'm sure you're married to your house carpenter And your love will never be mine ... All the pain and
the way it was All of the shame and the hate, because I was in love with the way it was All that I do I
do for you
All the pain and the way it was All of the shame and the hate, because I was in love with the way it was
All that I do I do for you If you're not breathing Why am I? left alone in this shit. If you're not
breathing Why am I left alone?
With a sad and lonely comfort Of the hollow in your eyes But won't let it take me over 'Cause it will
eat me up inside
I'm sure you're buried with your house carpenter And your face I'll never see no more Your face I'll
never see no more Your face Your face Your face Your face...
With a sad and lonely comfort Of the hollow in your eyes But I won't let it take me under 'Cause it will
eat me up inside
Yeah I heard your married to a house carpenter And your love will never me mine No, your love will never
If I don't get outta here, I'm gonna kill someone
I've gotta single fear; I think someone will come
Just to put me away, into a cage
Where I never would see the sun
If you don't get out of here, I'm gonna kill someone
I think he's been in your room for way too damn long
I want him out of here before I kill someone
So he never could never see the sun
On a full moon night everything was goin fine
I was doin' me some lines until I gripped my knife
Then I wanted his eyes more than she wanted his eyes
So he never could see the sun
Then all I could see
Was someone other than me holding you
(I think I got jealous, I think I got jealous)
Then you my love could be enough to prove
(I think I got jealous)
it's the worst thing I'd ever do
'Cause I knew his face before he ran away
(I think I got jealous)
Another full moon night, everything was goin' fine
I was doin' me some lines and then I took a little ride
And with a hominiod reason I dragged me into believin'
I should finish what I'd begun
Now all I could see
Is someone else but me holding you (I think I
got jealous, I think I got jealous)
When all I can see, all I could see
Was someone holding you, holding you
(I think I got jealous)
it's the worst thing that I could do
(I think I got jealous)
'Cause I knew
(I think I got jealous)
I knew
(I think you got jealous)
That he's holding you
(I think I got jealous)
it's the worst thing that you could do
(I think I got jealous)
'Cause you knew
(I think I got jealous)
You knew
(I think I got jealous)
Will you let me know if you let me go, my love, my love
So will you let me know when you let me go my love, my love
Will you let me know when you let me go my love oh my love
How will you let me know when you let me go my love, my love
Hey you,(I think I got jealous) you're everything to me
Oh you,(I think I got jealous) you're everything to me
Yeah you,(I think I got jealous) worth everything in me
Yeah you,(I think I got jealous) you're everything to me
Yeah you,(I think I got jealous) you're everything to me
Yeah you,(I think I got jealous) mean everything to me
Oh will you let me know(I think I got jealous) if you let me go
(I think I got jealous), my love
(I think I got jealous)
I messed up again when I tried
You spend all your money and die
And, oh! By the way,
With all you did nothing has changed
So lie like a waste by the side
As everything just falls apart
'Cause everything just fell apart for me
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart
And I don't feel the need to go on
I was happier singing along the way
I had things, I need to say
But now it's like a swallowed tape
That holds up my face from inside
As everything just falls apart
'Cause everything just fell apart for me
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart
So woe is me, yeah
Woe is me, yeah
Woe is me, yeah
It all fell apart
When cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart
And the hell of it is what we are
We finish and wish we could start again
Our skin tears away
As our memories fade with age
And we don't even know 'til it's gone?
Gone, Gone...
But everything just fell apart
'Cause everything just falls apart for me
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart
So woe is me,
It all falls apart you see
So woe it me, yeah
It all fell apart
When I cracked my head and broke my
When I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart
And Everything just comes down
It falls around
'Cause, well...
Everything just falls uhhhh
So woe is me
It all falls apart you see
Woe is me, Yeah
It all fell apart
When I cracked my head and broke my
When I cracked my head and broke my
All of my life I've tried to be like the man in the pictures with outstretched hands
Wearing purple around his neck and he's saying words that I cant forget.
Wont you tell me just who made you judge and ruler over me?
Little girl, can you tell just who made you
so very god damned holy?
Cause I tried to be the best I could
And I did the best my frail mind could
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be enough
To make things new
'Cause one n a million is all the same
I've taken aspirin for my pain
Empty bottles just seem to say
I cannot make this go away
Hey you, tell me just who made this judge and ruler over me
I can tell what I want just to make it
So very goddamn holy.
Cause I tried to be the best I could
And I did the best my frail mind could
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be enough
To make things new
To make things new inside so I could be like...
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be it
And I did the best a boy could do
And I did the best my frail mind could
I'd trade it all just for one touch
I'd give it all to be enough
To make things new inside
To make things new
So I could be like you
I tried so hard to make things
Hold onto me please
Don't you let go of me
Come on over
Roll on over
I just need to feel you breathe
Hold onto me please
Don't you let go of me
Think on over
Roll on over
I just need to feel you breathe....
Into my head is out of my mind
Then I become a day behind
And I can't help but wonder why that some days are the very worst case
When I cannot believe that I'm living this way
Kismet tell me its okay and I'll guess it's just a twist of the fate
There's a tiny dancer in my bed
And she never has too much to say
She reminds me of the Danse' Russe
When my emotions are wounded
Her motions and movements chase the ghosts from me
Hold on to me please
Don't you let go of me
Come on over
Roll on over
I just need to feel you breathe
Hold on to me please
Don't you let go of me
Come on over
Think it over
I just need to feel you...
Quietly while you sleep
Whispering the sweetest things
Close those eyes and start the dream
'Cause all of this is what you mean to me
Come over and I'll show you
Shamrocks are an eight-leaf clover
Won't you reach up and touch my shoulder
And sing to me heavenly
Yes, sing for the life of me
About a tiny dancer in my bed
When she never has too much to say
She reminds me of the Danse' Russe
When my emotions are wounded
Her motions and movements chase the ghosts from me
'Cause there's a tiny dancer in my bed
And she never has too much to say
She reminds me of the Danse' Russe
When my emotions are wounded
Her motions and movements ...
Won't you chase my ghost from me...
So much emotion, so much in motion
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I should stay
You'd see the lines if you look in my eyes
But you people don't relate
And all I found when you want to be down
Is that you found where you should stay
You don't know what else I'm knowing
Just won't care anyway
Later in the evening, when I lie awake in bed
I would find myself caught in the rain again
It was later in the evening, when I've been wide awake for days
When I'd find myself caught in the rain again
I live down at the bottom, of a toilet with a lovely name
Where you cheated, lied to, extorted, fined a policeman sure just dick me
Over.
I hope you drown in the river that is found at the centre called L.A.
So you go swimming around with the other piece of brown
And you future doesn't gray
Later in the evening, when you lie awake in bed
You can find yourself caught in the rain again
It was later in the evening, when I've been wide awake for days
Then I would find myself caught in the rain again
Again, again, again
So later in the evening, when I lie awake in bed
I would find myself caught in the rain again.
It was later in the evening, when I've been wide awake for days
That I would find myself caught in the rain again
I don't know, I don't care,
'Cause all of you are the same,
All my pain could wash away
This endless rain, don't end this way, tonight
So when it's later in the evening and I would lie awake in bed
That I would find myself caught in the rain again
Yeah, when it's was later in the evening, and I've been wide awake for days
It's 'cause I'm looking to hide that I was caught in the rain again
Ever since the dawning age
All our very lives were shaped
And worshiped to our Lord
Well, heaven helped
Heaven held
Helped himself just
Helped themselves
Do what the hell they want
Until we reach the age of reason
If God is here
And God is love
Was he there when I got touched?
While I was calling out his name?
I call it real tough love
Unless you love to pick your bodies up
And tow them to the graves
Although it really isn't likely
That you exist at all
I'm asking most politely
To the one who made it all
Would you want me to
Do unto you
What we do
To you too
If what we do
Still want to
Everyday billions pray
To all of your different names
"Shelter me from harm"
Well, your earthquakes make tidal waves
Hurricanes will batter people till they starve
Yet there is no eternal reason
The wars are waged
Women raped
Children in your very shape
Stripped and sold for porn
I guess disease means love
That's why you don't pick them bodies up
The bodies that you made
So what really is the answer
Presume that it's your own
Because I'm asking most politely
To the one who made it up
Would you want me to
Do unto you
What we do
To you too
If what we do
Still want to you
What we do
Why, Adonai?
Turned aside
So would you want me to
Do unto you
What we do
Would you want me to
Do unto you
What we do
Why, Adonai?
Feel, damn you, feel like you're alive again
Take ten broken limbs and make it all right for them
I needed you more, more than you'll ever notice
But i need to do more if you're to ever know this
And you won't care et al
No you won't care et al
Feel, damn you, feel are you alive again?
I needed to know, meaning i'm needing a show of hands for it.
We couldn't be sure 'cause we see alot of them.
But i traded it all
Did i make a difference et al?
Dance puppetboy if you do a good job
Then they'll want you again, give it all that you got
Show them the joy and the pain and the ending
And then do it again and we'll all start pretending
To pay more attention to what's aforementioned
And you bob your head 'cause you're not even listening.
A very small few of you even get meanings
But laugh, clownboy, laugh 'cause it's always so pleasing
Feel, damn you, feel like you're alive again
I needed to know, i'm needing a show of hands for it
We couldn't be sure 'cause we see alot of them
But i traded it all did i make a difference et al?
I met a woman; she was wonderful
Everything perfect, we both had the world
But i filled up my senses with thoughts from the ghosts
And i spent our life savings, left no room for both of us
Crying and trying and screaming aloud
I barely can see her, tumultuous crowds
Are careful to hide her and sing much too loud,
So they don't even know what i'm talking about
Feel, damn you, feel like you're alive again
I needed you more than you would ever notice et al
I couldn't be sure that you would ever know
This but i gave it my all did i make a difference et al?
And you won't care at all
I'm so hurt
To things that you lied to me
I'm hurt
Way down deep inside me
You said your love was true
And we'd never, ever part
Now wants someone new
And it breaks, it breaks my heart
I'm hurt
Much more than you'll ever know
Darling, I'm so hurt
Because I still love you so
But... but, even... even though you hurt me
Like nobody else could ever do
Oh, she was wonderful, oh,
Well it's a shame she is insanely wonderful,
I feel alive in links to my body whole,
Like Mr. Jones I just want somebody who's
Sitting by the campfire light in the summer time,
Good times with friends,
What's yours is mine,
My life is yours,
'Cause you are, mine
So we're waiting by the shoals on the wave we've been looking for,
To lie awake at night and make love,
Touch me, the way you touch me,
Made me alive
Well I consider enough all the things I've done,
A pretty little thing - don't let this thing just run away
I know I think too much,
I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss
And the darkness would surround me
What could I've been? What should've been?
Pain
And with the state of affairs and the way that I was
I took a pistol from the closet
I loaded a round, opened my mouth
Closed my eyes, said goodbye
And ‘click'
I would find
Another way
Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell
And the guilt was overwhelming
Oh how could I do something to you
Like that which had been done to me?
I'm guessing either I'm dead or I'm lucky instead
And the shame of this will haunt me
These strange voices start to make noises
Out of something void
Then I made my choice to
Find
Another way
Yes, I would
Find
Another way, yeah
'Cause I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but...
"Well, Well"
Yeah, I can barely eat
And I can barely sleep
And I can barely think of anything but...
"Well, Well, Well"
Because the weight of the world was amusing to some
We would sign a record contract
And then you heard of me
Said kind words to me
And brought supplies when I was sick
Now I'm dirty, in doubt and I'm empty as hell
I knew better from the onset
Of a party in a limousine
With faces from a magazine
A stripper's sitting next to me
Just begging me to let her go and
Find
Another way
Won't you find
Another way, yeah
'Cause I can never eat
And I can never sleep
And I can never think of anything but...
"Well, Well"
Yeah, I can never eat
And I can barely breathe
And I can barely speak of anything but...
"Well, Well, Well"
Because no one
Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever should
Yeah, no one
Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Ever would
No one
Ever
Really
Could love me
No one
Ever would
Yeah, no one
Ever
Really
Should love me
No one
Like the others say
I can know your pain, but I couldn't get used to it
As another bird has gone, Its like seven years alone
I just couldn't get used to it
And I believe in what I see in your eyes
And I believe in what I see, here in your eyes
I believe in what is real
The only thing is pain, and it's so real
And I thank you for listening to how I feel
'Cause it's just what I needed
Like the pain that made it real
And I finally found out how
Because you finally showed me how
Its feels to be you,
And to be me
And to be me
And to be
Fast forward yesterday
To the things I wouldn't say
'Cause I couldn't get used to it
Guess everyhing's my fault,
And I shouldn't do nothin' at all
'Cause I couldn't get used to it
'Cause I believe in what I see here in your eyes
I believe in what I see
'Cause I believe in what is real
If only the only thing is pain
Then it's so real
And I thank you for listening to how I feel
'Cause its just what I needed
Like the pain that made it real
And I finally found out how,
because you finally showed me how
It feels to be you,
And to be me
And to be me
And to be
If I could, I would,
I'd do anything to take back the hurt, frustration and the pain it brings
Some of those times you sat alone and realized,
"Fuck!"
That's not the way you should have wanted it
If all of my actions show
It was good to be you,
And to be me again.
If all of my actions show,
Then all of the truth be told
Once there was an old ocean
Where anyone who saw it
Grew old with the sea
So we were terrified of water
And of all the sons and daughters
No one dared to see
On the banks of the coastline
I tracked a bleeding loved one
His blood was mingling
And the saltiest of waters
'cause apparently they faltered
Never again to be seen
So i cry, i tried
I cried, i scry
This old warship has wounds and
It won't sail for nothin'
An old sailor said to me
And i was foolish not to listen
And paid such close conscription
All the lies i believed
"but if you lend me some more labor
And put your name on paper
We just might catch a breeze"
I know now he was not a captain
And because of all my actions
I grow alone with the sea
I have strangely become immune
To the thought of seeing you
And the smell of cheap perfume
With all the liquor i've consumed
There's no more beauty in this world
There's no more beauty in this world
Because i've strangely become immune
To the thought of seeing you
And the smell of cheap perfume
With all the liquor i've consumed
There's no more beauty in this
There's no more beauty in this
There's no more beauty in this world
Because i've strangely become immune
To the thought of seeing you
And the smell of cheap perfume
Is just a ring around the moon
There's no more beauty in this
There's no more beauty in this
There's no more beauty in this world
I try, i cried
I tried, i scry
There's no more beauty in this
There's no more beauty in this
There's no more beauty in this world
Theres no more beauty in this... (x2)
Theres no more beauty in this world
(repeat)
I try
I cry
I tried
As eyes cry
Theres no more beauty in this... (x2)
If I had known it is the only time
I would see your face
Then we'd celebrate
When I'm alone, living is only time
But I see your face
Though it's not today
When I'm alone, it is the only time
I would see your face
When I'm desperate
Now I'm alone, living my holy shrine
Where I'll see your face
And then contemplate
If everything that's new is a lie
It's that same damn morning
And the same damn sky
All I do brings me close to you
Whatever you'd ask me to
I can't take back what's taken from me
All I see becomes a part of me
Even if you don't believe
I'll see you where the river meets us
I'm fighting the tide that takes me home
Only dreaming of the day
When the world will go away
A world that's full of pain
We fight the fight so that we might
Know the fear of our mortality
If you breathe between the waves,
You will end up in a lake
All I do brings me close to you
Whatever you'd ask me to
I can't take back what's taken from me
All I see becomes a part of me
Even if you don't believe
I'll see you where the river takes me.
And everything that's new is a lie
It's that same damn sun and the same damn sky
And everything you thought you knew is a lie
God bless you son, at least you tried
All I do brings me close to you
Whatever you'd ask me to
So I can't take back what's taken from me
All I see becomes a part of me
Even if you won't believe
I'll see you where the river takes me.
All I do [brings me close to you]
You were all I'd see [becomes a part of me]
And all I do [brings me close to you]
On a sunny day
That I wake
I doubt that I'll get better tomorrow
Maintained by the reasonable thing that I wish
Underneath my eyelids
So much hate and violence
What it took to build me
Wasn't enough to kill me
Oooooooh, let me lie some more
I really needed a friend
Who'll listen till the end
Such a pleading case that I made
Convinced them that we could do again
What we did back then but even better tomorrow
Just another number
Dropped for better value
To nothing but build me
Wasn't enough to kill me
Ooooooh, let me lie some more
I really needed a friend
At least until the end
Would you give me life support?
It never has to end
These are the numbers
Let me look at the numbers
Now, what will be, will be, will be, kills me
Ooooooh, let me lie some more
It never has to end
But look what we began
You gave me life support
And never let it end
And listened till the end
Cuz you, you were my support
When I really needed a friend
Just look at the numbers
Yeah, I could go outside today but I won't' cause I won't.
Yeah, I could look alive today but I won't cause I won't.
But somewhere on the radio could you hear me? Can you heal me?
Somewhere on the radio can you hear me 'cause I'm Screamin' screamin'...
When I don't want to miss you anymore.
No, I don't want to miss you anymore.
Or the lines on your face or the things I can't change
No I don't want to miss them anymore
'Cause today is the first time, the first in a long time, where I've felt the need to hold on.
And I'll be damned if you take this, this day that I've made, and make it where I shouldn't be strong.
I would have murdered for it
I'll put words to this when it hurts a bit
Then I thank god for this...
Yeah, I could go to town today
But I won't, cause I won't
Yeah, I could play the clown today,
But I won't, cause I won't
When somewhere in the place I love
Does he hold you? like I used to?
As you stare at his microphone do you choke and then call out my name?
Screamin'...
And somewhere on the radio can you hear me? Could you heal me?
And somewhere on the radio did you hear me? Can you heal me?
Yes, somewhere on the radio can you hear me? Can you heal me?
A sugar pop dropped down the delivery slot
Cause he loaded it up
when I was there to buy some strings
I'm finding times like these
Would mean everything to me
Tommy looked up at his novelty clock
He stopped and locked up the shop to play a piece
He turned and talked to me
Till I would have to leave
He said "young boy, you gotta let it fly
There's a song in your lung and a dream in your eye
Don't you beg for bread when there's so much more
You can dream the whole damn store
There'll be many a night when you can't find food
From the long road home to the hotel room
But don't forget that I always believed in you"
Good on you boy
Good on me
Good on you
A cigarette shock to the marigold pot
As they wished me good luck
I shut the door and crossed the street
Every couple weeks
I would check in just to see
Till Bishop in a shock
Picked the telephone up
Heard my cigarette cough
And said "oh man it's good to hear from you"
And not believe
That Tommy had to leave
Hey there boy go ahead and fly
Say hello to your mom in the midnight sky
I won't forget that you always believed in me
Though there's many a night where I can't find food
Take a look at me now man I'm playing my tunes
I won't forget you
Cause you were good to me
Good on you, boy
Hell, good on me
You'll always have my love,
Even though you loved with nothing
'Cause I was dumb enough
To let you slip right through
You touched and you moved me
But don't care about me
I feel so, so dirty
Don't touch me
I'm unclean again
And I will hold a grudge
For the ones that left me broken hearted
When I was stupid enough
That I believed in you
You touched and you moved me
But don't care about me
I feel so, so dirty
Don't touch me
I'm unclean again
And I wish you would remember when
I wish you would remember when
I said I-
And I wish you would remember when
I wish you would remember when
I said I-
Tell me all your needs
Give me all your needs
Show me on your knees
Suck it down to size
You touched and you moved me
But don't care about me
I feel so, so dirty
Don't touch me
I'm unclean again
And I wish you would remember when
I wish you would remember when
I said I-
And I wish you would remember when
I wish you would remember when
the children will sing
a song in the streets
it sounds like the 23rd psalm
to the music of 21 guns
the flowers are dead
in a vase by the bed
the place where the old woman died
it's the place where she started her life
the papers will all say her name
but probably print the wrong date
the day that she died
cause we're all gonna die
cute little puppies, and bunnies, and birds
people who sing when they don't know the words,
you will die
cause we're all gonna die
it's just part of life
all men, women, children
hermaphrodites too
animals, aliens, and certainly you
you will die
cause we're all gonna die
cause everyone dies
and all that was ever and all that will be
single celled creatures anything green
you will die
cause we're all gonna die
start saying goodbye!
from the moment you start up the miserable life
you should know that it's only a matter of time
'til you die
cause we're all gonna die
start saying goodbye
and the morons at labels who think they know tunes
the army of lawyers that threaten to sue
the hookers that blow them when I just want food
and the asshats that download and never bought tunes
you should die
cause we're all gonna die
i can't wait til you die
all protestants, catholics, and orthodox jews
you dumb scientologists
and guys who bend spoons
well buddhists, err... sort of
and atheist's too
all you wackjob believers
nobody's immune
you will die
cause we're all gonna die
KISS YOUR ASS GOODBYE
and sarcastic songwriters
guys with tattoos
drummers and bassists
and engineers too
and every last person that sang in this room
they will die
cause we're all gonna die
yeah we're all gonna die
cause we're all gonna die
yeah we're all gonna die
Sweet Delilah, come inside
And won't you mend my broken bones
The more that I get thrust aside
The more I beg you not to go
I'm building up a wall
And I can't get over it
I slip into the false again
And I said oh, no, I know I've been a fool
And I said whoa, no, I fell in love with you
And I said oh, no, I know I've been a fool when I said
Sweet Delilah, can't deny
That she was happy long ago
Twenty-five and full of life
The more I begged her not to know
White paint up on the walls
Pretty pictures of the day
I slipped into the false again
I said woah, no, I know I've been a fool
And I said whoa, no, I fell in love with you
And I said whoa, no, I know I've been a fool when I said
Oh, yeah
And I said whoa, no, I know I've been a fool
And I said whoa, no, 'cause I fell in love with you
And I said whoa, no, well I know I've been a fool and I said
Oh, no, I know I've been a fool
And I said, Lord knows that I fell in love with you
I said oh, no, well I know I've been a fool and I said
Somebody take me,
away from the darkness,
somebody take this from me.
If anyones out there?
If anyone hears me?
Somebody take this from me?
I was beginning to think
i had lost my mind.
Fell upon it hard
and fell upon my hardest times.
But the way she lit the room at night
cast shadows to their gloom.
And i still dream of your perfume. I would do anything to be with you.
Edelweiss,
angel why?
Comfort me, From so far away.
angel white dream of mine
Come for me, From so far away.
Angel eyes sweet love of mine.
Come back to me,
though so far away
Please don't cry
Theres still time
I wont change.
So far away
Please don't cry
On a prayerless place in time
The sun would shine
Her pretty face was waiting there
Where he would swear to catch you if you'd fall
We will leave the world behind
To find another comfort in that sanctuary's
Garden dressed in garments made of white
It was the only time
That Eden wasn't far away from me
It was the only time
Believing wasn't hard for me because I found you near me
Now, we'll leave the world behind
I drink the foul to comfort in that sanctuary
Cemeteries always build beside
It's like a needle in the eye
The thought about the gardens very
Vision's where these thorns are buried
Deep inside my... mind
But it's the only time
That Eden wasn't far away from me.
It was the only time
That believing wasn't hard for me because I found you near me
Do what you take
When your heart aches.
Hope that we catch you when you fall.
But when you do
What do we do
To see that all around you?
So, now it's only time...
So, now it's only time!
Now it's the only time
That Eden wasn't far away from me, from me
I know it's only time
But believing's just the hardest thing to do
All depending on the future of a conflict
Your open-minded muscles never wanted anyone who would deliver such a blow into the system,
Part of you thinks it's over now, but part of you knows that you're a quitter.
You've got yours and I got mine
You got yours and I've got mind
You bought yours and I've got time
You lost yours and you want mine now.
Then you start to ask me why
It's an offer that I mind
And you start to ask me twice
As you say your memory's fine
And it's something I should try
But you should try to live your life
When the days keep passing by...
You want me to get high with you
You want me to get loaded
You want me to get by with you
You want me to get loaded
So I called a friend an ear to lend
Who said "what is what?"
And one day tried to get me high
That I don't mind
But I know a man should understand
What is weight, decisions made?
Can often change your mind
Until you get high
Life is hinging on the shoulders of a convict
You did your time and then the judge decided
You were fine
But when the choice arises you decided death from life again
You got yours and I got mine
You got yours and I've got mind
You want yours now I've got time
You lost yours and you want mine now
If you want to hate me, fine!
Have a superficial time
As the center in you dies
You were searching for that high
When the poison burned your mind
You were warned a million times
Still you wanted to get me high
You want to me to get high with you?
You want me to get loaded
You want me to get high like you?
You want me to get loaded
You want me, you want me, you want me
You warned me you want me, you want me
The world just ain't right,
It keeps me up at night,
A good man paralyzed; He's everything to me
Hell, what else could he be?
He payed for all we'd do,
He payed for all we'd get;
Let's try not to forget,
If it hasn't happened yet.
A gambler pays his dues,
A gambler pays his debts,
Placed on a bet;
A brand new red Corvette,
But he just lost Juliet.
He payed for all he'd do,
He payed for all he get;
And how can I forget,
When it hasn't happened yet?
Would you show me the meaning of love,
So it doesn't affect me much?
(With) what you'd do unto us,
I never expected all my hopes and dreams,
To fall apart at the seams,
To all fall apart at the seams...
The kindest man I knew,
The kindest man I'd soon;
Was tied to a machine,
The kind that makes you breathe...
So could you show me the meaning of love,
‘Cause it doesn't affect me much?
What you'd do unto us,
(I) never expected all my hopes and dreams,
To fall apart at the seams,
To all fall apart at the seams...
World that just ain't right,
(that) keeps me up at night,
I try to be satisfied;
But I'm still in love with you,
Oooooh
He says I'd like to turn myself, as he stares into the windowpane
And if only I could be myself, but I'm sure you'd do the same to me
I was only a guest that she wanted, it was more than that that he flaunted
It's a way to you,
Away, to you
So he pleaded, she needed to be herself
And he dipped into his wishing well
At any moment, any moment the sounds of the midnight train
Could be the mating call of his whippoorwill
Should he wait cause his father had drinks too much
Had his paint thinner laced with his sleeping pills
He'll find a way, to you
away, to you
So he dreamed away
Away
And from these small streets
And to where they lead
And the holes that bleed
From where he beats me
Cause of these stained sheets
Where she dreamed away
And from her small tower
Every hour seemed to take the day
And so she dreamed away
Oh, baby don't you that you're good enough?
Baby, don't you think that you're bright enough?
Baby, don't you think that you're good enough?
Baby, don't you think that you're good enough?
Oh, he loved to hear her moan
And when he'd come around
he'd hope that she's alone
cause the window makes a sound
It's alright she says
Come inside she says
Come inside
Well that snow-coloured skin beneath the moonlight
Was a vision of a better time
When you and I had different lives
Is something the matter?
No, she bowed into the finish line
Saying you will learn in due time
She shook and moaned and spread her thighs
Oh it's alright she said
Come inside she said
Come inside
This is...
How hope is gone
This is...
How hope was lost
Now hope is gone
Well you know, that thing before that bothered me
The man who holds me rightfully
has quite a hefty policy
Well accidents happen
So, with an implication in the air
I turned and bolted out of there
She followed and made me aware
I'll get what I want
If you don't, I'll tell you how my story goes
You broke into the window
With me in just like any clothes
You made me undress, then...
You came inside she said
Get back inside she said
Get back inside
So this is...
How hope is gone
Now I know...
I know
Lie to me say you were wrong
Like you have too many times
And I'll believe it's not my fault
Like i have too much time
So hear me now boy
Stay alive 'cause that's the way it should go
Would your maker have opened your eyes
If he'd preferred them closed?
To feel the weight of summers lost
I'd love to have you here
And all the times we've ever crossed
It was just to keep you here
To try to be something you are not
Like i have for you and promised too
I know we'll get through this and won't
Let you do it, so stop!
And make believe that i'm not wrong
'cause if i was
We'd all be gone!
Nights without end seem to bleed into days
Try to forget that it turned out this way
I wear the mark of the permanent stain
Not accidentally, i cursed god's good name
I am still mortified yet believed in a way
That when my days are done
We'll be in the same plane
With winters mean brimstone i set sail for Euphrates
All I can say is it's a god damned shame
Just to feel the pain of summer's loss i'd love to have new years
And all the times i've missed my loss
It's just to keep you
Just to keep you
[Lyrics by Dmitry Basik, Alex Vertel, Alena Gornyh]
I hide my shame in dusk of night,
That shelters me so lonely.
Why take me to the rays of light?
You know it hurts.
You cradle me in your embrace,
But I'm still cold and scared.
By demons of the past I'm chased
And they still hurt.
[Chorus:]
And I've lost the key from the real me,
Me that down I've trod.
Now it's me that screams and hurts.
Now it's me I hide down deep inside.
Me I would retain, real me that I have slain.
The me I've slain...
Why strip me just to see the scars?
You want to cut your own?
You want new day to come for us
To see me hurt?
Say you love me, say you will.
Lie to me, but say
'Bout love that I no longer feel.
And let it hurt.
[Chorus.]
And I don't believe that it will hurt when sun is shining.
And I just believe that hurt will go with raise of dawn.
I'll take your love, your love that I am still denying.
It will not hurt, it won't really be so wrong.
I don't want to fall in love anymore
I just want to avoid the pain
I don't want to be fooled again
I just want to avoid the pain
Stiff in my grasp through the endless embrace
Stroy goes on with no endless grace
Dark on my side, light is what I denied
Thank you for your body
Wasted time
Thank you for your secret
A new feeling grows inside me
Can't take away the black sky
I'm too afraid to use new colors
Wave the older man goobye
I was drowning in the ocean
I couldn't keep my head up
No one ever helped me fighting
No one ever seemed to mind
Close your eyes don't be shy
There's no need to shut the light
Just try to leave it all behind
If you're ok I'll be fine
You know there's something for me
It just needs to be found
It hurts to know I'm crawling
Why do I feel so betrayed
Tell me when the sky stops falling
Will there be another day
Close your eyes don't be shy
There's no need to shut the light
Just try to leave it all behind
If you're ok I'll be fine
You know there's something for me
It just needs to be found
Needs to be found
Needs to be found
Close your eyes don't be shy
There's no need to shut the light
Just try to leave it all behind
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that’s real.
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything.
What have I become my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar’s chair. Full of broken thoughts that I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear. You are someone else. I am still right here.
What have I become my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself. I would find a way.
I know I've seen some bad days
But I never thought it got that bad
It's only love that's been changed
But I never thought you'd light the match
I need you every time that I'm alone
I feel you please don't go
And I know you lied to hurt me
Say that I'm not worthy
I pop another pill and
I take another hit
So let's do it again
And I know you lied to hurt me
Say that I'm not worthy
I pop another pill and
I take another hit
So let's do it again
And now we go our separate ways
In a story that seems so sad
Am I distant memory
Like a stranger you never even met
I need you every time that I'm alone
I feel you please don't go
And I know you lied to hurt me
Say that I'm not worthy
I pop another pill
and I take another hit
So let's do it again
And i know you lied to hurt me
say that im not worthy
i pop another pill and
take another hit
so lets do it again
And I know you lied to hurt me
Say that I'm not worthy
I pop another pill and I take another hit
So let's do it again
And I know you lied to hurt me
Say that I'm not worthy
I pop another pill and I take another hit
So let's do it again
I know you lied to hurt me
I know you lied to hurt me
I pop another pill
I take another hit
I'm hurt
To think that you lied to me
I'm hurt
Way down deep inside of me
You said
Our love was true
And we'd never ever part
And now
You want someone new
And it breaks my heart
I'm hurt
Much more than you'll ever know
I'm hurt
Because I still love you so
But even though you've hurt me
Like nobody else could do
I would never, never hurt you
But even though you've hurt me
Like nobody else could ever do
When the hurt has come and left you broken
And you hold faith with trembling hands
I hear the question as your heartache turns to heartbreak
Am I a God who understands?
But I've walked in your shoes,
And I've got the scars to prove
Chorus:
Every single tear you cry, I've cried
Every single dark and lonely night,
I've been there, I've been scared, you're not alone
I feel your hurt
You pray for freedom from this suff'ring
You pray relief from all this pain
And if you find no easy answer, just remember
There was a night I prayed the same
Yeah, I've walked in your shoes,
And I've got the scars to prove
Chorus:
Every single tear you cry, I've cried
Every single dark and lonely night,
I've been there, I've been scared, you're not alone
I feel your hurt
In the middle of your night, just call
You can run to me, I've felt it all
I've been there, I've been scared, you're not alone
Take a look at my scars,
See the wound in my side, it's real
So wherever you are, I am never too far to feel
Every single you cry
Every single lonely night
I've been there, I've scared, you're not alone
In the middle of your night, just call
You can run to me, I've felt it all
I've been there, I've been scared, you're not alone
I feel your hurt
I feel your hurt
Voy a gastar todo mi amor contigo
Voy a seguir tus pasos hasta el infinito
Porque vivir al lado tuyo es mi destino
Saber que existo para ti, y que eres mía
Voy a gastar todo mi amor contigo
Porque llenarte de placer es mi delirio
Hasta morir de amor contigo si es preciso
Porque eres tu tan solo tu en quien confío
Ahora, ahora, ahora hazme sentir, ahora
ahora que mi piel esta de arde
Ahora que de mi tú te adueñaste
Ahora, ahora, ahora hazme sentir, ahora
Ahora, que me cuerpo esta en tus manos
Ahora ahora
Voy apostar todo mi amor a ti
Aunque me cueste el universo, voy contigo
Y es que mi cuerpo sin tu piel no sabe a nada
Y necesita de tu amor, hasta al hastío
Ahora, ahora, ahora hazme sentir, ahora
ahora que mi piel esta de arde
Ahora que de mi tu te adueñaste
Ahora, ahora, ahora hazme sentir, ahora
Ahora, que me cuerpo esta en tus manos
(Crane/Jacobs)
I'm hurt
to think that you lied to me
I'm hurt
Way down deep inside of me
You said
Our love was true
And we'd never part
And now
You want someone new
And it breaks my heart
I'm hurt
Much more than you'll ever know
I'm hurt
Because I still love you so
But even though you hurt me
Like nobody else could do
Sara ganeun iyuga geude igieye
Na mameul damaseo,
Hana doolshik dameun aryeonhan
Gieokdeuri jeonhaejigireul.
Naega georeun
igil geu ggeuteseo manna,
heorok dwen i girae.
Daman neol saranghago,
deo saranghan na bakke,
namji anhattneunde.
Nae sarangi,
da tago nameun geon,
gidarida jichin sangcheo bbuninde.
Neoran saram,
itji mothaneun najahna,
nunmulman heure jahna.
Nae sarangi,
da ssitgyeo beorimyeon,
eoneu sae geuriwoon sangcheoman namaseo.
Jal jinaeraneun mal,
ajik namaseo,
itji mothae geudae.
Haneul haneul jineun,
ggeot ipeul ddaraga,
Geudaereul mannamyeon.
Ijen da malhalttende,
deo geuriweo geuriweo,
itji mothaetago.
Nae sarangi,
da tago nameun geon,
gidarida jichin sangcheo bbuninde.
Neoran saram,
itji mothaneun najahna,
nunmulman heure jahna.
Nae sarangi,
da ssitgyeo beorimyeon,
eoneu sae geuriwoon sangcheoman namaseo.
Jal jinaeraneun mal,
ajik namaseo,
itji mothae geudae.
La la la la la la la la la la,
La la la la la la la la la,
La la la la la la la la la la,
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
You made a promise
And you broke it
He could never love you like I do
Ooh, I feel so bad
Hurt, to think
That you lied to me
Hurt, way down
Deep inside of me
You said your love was true
And we'd never part
Now, you've found someone new
And it breaks my heart
I'm hurt
Hurt, much more
Than you'll ever know
Hurt, because
I still love you so
But even though you hurt me
Like no one else could do
I would never, never hurt you
Even though you've taken
Your love from me
Baby, I want you back
I'll never hurt you
I'll never hurt you
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I'll never hurt you
"Love is killing me so sweet, like tortured and a need for my way back home. Hurt me when I'm close to you, tell me lies and not the truth, carv your arms in my skin....Yeah
Love destroy my chroming soul, see the gas sheeps of the chrome to another world. Hurt me when I'm close to you, tell me lies and not the truth, carv your arms in my skin....Yeah
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will leak you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I'm so hurt to think that you would you'd lie to me
I'm hurt way down deep inside of me
You said our love was true we would never ever part
Now you want someone new and it breaks my heart
Hurt so much more than you'll ever know
Yes darling I'm so hurt because I still love you so
But even though you hurt me like nobody else would ever do
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
{ From: }
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Mitasare nai nara kowashite mae subete wo
Yume wo mita no sa totemo kirei na mabushikute yasashi sugite
Eranda no sa kowareru koto (Three, Two, One, Break...)
Aishi aisareta hibi yo
Todokanai hikari nomukou
Osoreta no sa kowareru koto (Three, Two, One, Break...)
Aishi aisareta hibi yo
Todokanai hikari no mukou
Aishi aisareta hibi yo
Subarashii hikari no mukou
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything
[Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here
[Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt
I'm so hurt to think that you lied to me
I'm hurt way down deep inside of me
You said our love was true
And we'll never, never part
Now you've got someone new
And it breaks my heart
I'm hurt, much more than you'll ever know
Yes darling, I'm so hurt
Because I still love you so
Even though you hurt me
Like nobody else could ever do
you're waiting for something
to erase the sting of yesterday
they want you today
they build you up to throw away
you can laugh, you can try
to put me off and step aside
holding close to open doors
to catch you before
you run away,
runaway
run away
let me in,
left me out
yet get in line
you steal some time
you'll see there's nothing left to us
you say you want something
you just take all you take
one more day
plays the same
pretty faces dull the pain
signs of dusk
chill the bones
with nothing left but
to run away,
runaway
run away
let me in,
left me out
stood standing, arms folded
an empty corridor
such a disgrace;
turn away
the new prey, collected
another feast to fall
another face,
run away
run away
runaway
run away
let me in,
Oh yeah, oh yeah
How do you sleep through the night
Where do you go when you hide
Waiting for the truth to call
I don't fear you anymore
How do you think I'm alright
It's the way I wait
It's the way you've changed
And I like the way you hurt inside
Always waiting for the worst, to get me by
And I like the way you hurt
Does it really come
Does it really come as a surprise
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
From all the years that went by
You held your chin up, survived
You would have thought I had died
But I made it out alive
How do you sleep through the night
It's the lies you gave
Now the rules have changed
And I like the way you hurt inside
Always waiting for the worst, to get me by
And I like the way you hurt
Does it really come
Does it really come as a surprise
It's no surprise
It's no surprise
It's the lies you gave
Now the rules have changed
And I like the way you hurt inside
Always waiting for the worst, to get me by
And I like the way you hurt
After all you've done, look what I've become
And I like the way you hurt inside
Always waiting for the worst, to get me by
And I like the way you hurt
Does it really come
