You've been
Chorus
Torn away
With every breath I seem to fade away
Reliving failed attempts of yesterday
This madness darkening the faith in myself
Chasing the grave just to see if it's real
Don't break the seal
Tearing away from the way from the ones that you love
So far above
Using the pain as another excuse
For more abuse
I won't listen to your lies
I'll decide this Hell
Demons rise
Deceiving pleasure leaves destruction and death
A dying breath
Breaking the mind hiding all that is real
It's hard to feel
Filled with suffering there's no chance for you to escape
Cast down all your doubts you know where you are now
Losing hope
You've been
Chorus
I ask you one more time if this is the life you wanted
Chorus
I ask you one more time if this is the life you wanted
I ask you one more time if this is the life you want
Living as prey to disease that kills
Losing your will
Longing the day where there's nothing to lose
No one to use
You can't save me from myself
It's up to me
Destruction feeds on the mind that is blind
So far behind
Filled with suffering there's no chance for you to escape
Cast down all your doubts you know where you are now
Falling down, falling deeper
Falling down, falling deeper down
I can't deny
You've been deceived
I've lost my hold
Forever torn away
I ask you one more time if this is the life you wanted
Chorus
I ask you one more time if this is the life you wanted
feeding this rage light meets its end
heaven shall speak to the ignored once again
all is not lost when nothing can be
time distortion leaves impurity
consciousness is only a dream
endless decay of eternal beam
all speak of life this speaks of death
craving the end and your last breath
on our way down we are forced down
not stopping now we are forced down
endlessly transcending ...
on our way down we are forced down
pull me under
be with the pleasure
pull me under
beneath desire
pull me under
be with the pleasure
pull me under
beneath desire
stars of serpents blinding open eyes
thought provoked by a distance gaze
the violated womb shall bare a life
a life to only fight and die
only fight and die
corpse of vega is rotting forever
yet for her it seems that time stops
haunted always by a ghost of the past
in the blacken depths of the sky
pull me under
be with the pleasure
pull me under
beneath desire
pull me under
be with the pleasure
pull me under
beneath desire
the ways of the sure
dead
the ways that are told
the ways of the sure
dead
fall - take this time away
dead - erase the memory
fall - transcend this in me
dead - not alone
we all connect within
a human common ground
it all embraces us
we never,we never cease to be
no death it all begins
into a realm within
it all embraces us
we never,we never say good-bye
no space or time within
a realm inside i breathe again
self and demise is gone
i am no more and never from
dead and gone my life subsides
into a realm of eternal cries
freezing dark my world dies
freezing dark my world dies
as my hand grasps our fatal lie
no space or time all is gone
to witness it is all or none
all or nothing two paths must choose
judgment comes
with no escape
we lay them down
this hellish day
lose all after time
you thats always been
embrace your existence
name is now nothing
to see is not to believe you exist
closer to becoming more than myself
self dead
who am i ?
and what is this
embrace the lie
could this be it ?
lose all after time
you thats always been
embrace your existence
name is now nothing
to see is not to believe you exist
closer to becoming more than myself
self dead
we die to self we start to live
darkness killing the light now
no perception of life
chest tight cant breathe cant move
living in this personal fight
control let it go get thought
is it real is it fake do i die ?
get advice take pills sit still
living proof its all bullshit lie...
looking back i wonder how
i went this far into my head
forcing me to feel this now
wonder if im better off dead
chemical propaganda
making money off our strain
find the answers within
alone by myself and with out ...pain
fall...
against my self ...theres something else
i fall away ...
years have gone by
friends have passed away
but we remain
here for the pain
locked inside of me
conceived in fit of passion had no choice but to take
my first breath
unjust never asked for never wanted,never wanted to
live
fallen far away from innocents that i had as a child
blood pumps heart heart is racing uncontrollably i
expect to die
thoughts raped
amplifies my fears
thoughts raped
you were never here
i feel it vibrating below the surface of reality
transcend manifesting haunts and fears through and
across the void
bleed from
eternal wounds of torment
bleed from
eternal wounds of judgment
i'm broken into pieces bloodshot eyes stare through and
into black
in this box of darkness dreams are nightmares i am full
of rage
thoughts raped
amplifies my fears
thoughts raped
you were never here
so long, to the end we all come from
say goodbye,say its over
to the life that we've always known
i'm left all alone..
fly away from this pain you've always known
i cant see past tomorrow past the darkness with my life
in tact
demons fucked addictions broken promise leads me to
death
bleed from
eternal wounds of torment
bleed from
eternal wounds of judgment
to the end we all come from
say goodbye,say its over i'm left all alone
fly away from this pain you've always known
i've fallen deeper into the abyss
further than i care to go
no hope no return
all i have is nothing
conclusion bringing an end to my life
no reminiscing now
no thoughts no control
i've spent all my life
demons inside sending to the grave
hopelessly lost out of control
how can i ever be saved
forced to live in pain never wanted
i never asked for this
longing inside always alive
yet closer to the dead
forced into locked for life
i live inside this lifetime
never wanted never asked for
never wanted to breathe and feel all of this pain
im breaking away
you have nothing to say
im breaking away
from you...
death pain rage and hate
giving me strength speaking to me inside
i fall away never again will i see the light
burning my eyes haunting my thoughts
gripping my soul with fear
under my skin blood running thin
weakness has taken hold
forced into locked for life
i live inside this lifetime
never wanted to breathe and feel all of this pain
im breaking away
you have nothing to say
im breaking away
from you...
the moment approaching to detach my self
from all of life's uncertainties
to find a truth for my self
in every point of time
break away...
separate,break it away
shades of orange light fill the sky
procyon 77 sets upon the soul
walking on the path of rotting corpse
i push on
take the shame from me now
sun sets in a pool of blood
light is gone
cold and dark start to fill the soul
9000 souls marching on eternal
take the blame from me now
bring to an end
the silent wait
take the shame away from me
the blame away from me
the pain away from me
there are no answers now
the shame away from me
the blame away from me
the pain away from me
there are no answers now
final destinations draws near
time is gone
all i've ever had to show for
i've become the path that i marched on
release me
take the pain from me ow
bring to an end
the silent wait
bring to an end
the silent wait
take the shame away from me
the blame away from me
the pain away from me
there are no answers now
the shame away from me
the blame away from me
the pain away from me
scarring disgrace shame fill all of my being
i cant escape the words you left me bleeding
revealing all from another place in time
our lives collide mortality leaves us
close your eyes
for the last
no more lies
for the last
time..
psychotic rages burns in and pumps through my veins
destroying hope i guess that i'm to blame
revealing all from another place in time
our lives collide mortality leaves us
close your eyes
for the last
no more lies
for the last
time..
through it all your realize
its all-meaningless in this life
beating pleading sending your life
to eternal rest
welcome you are to this world of deceit
locked in addiction that makes you complete
descending deception upon you all
tortured with pleasure left only to fail
vision of ecstasy a painful delight
failed again was your last attempt to make everything
right
longing for the one thing that will set you free
only deceived again by false security
two pieces
i have become
two pieces
i lost myself into the darkness
where am i when i have felt this
pain
unending eternal nightmare dismay
in this,the darkness it pulls you away
control the end ! control all !
looking back watching your dreams dissolve
two pieces
i have become
two pieces
i lost myself into the darkness
where am i when i have felt this
pain
fuck off
you give your demons to me
and i take them from you
your pain is washed away
your life is taken from you
i will never be what you saw in me
tell your lies now
i'm the one you hate
that i beat you down
you dont decide my fate
forced into your game
you suffocate me
hide your nameless shame
why wont you ever let it be ?
long i await
to feel your pain
i was never what you thought i was
no one will ever know
the lie you told her
keep it in your heart
and never show her
the truth inside
you know you caused me
a pain to hide
why wont you ever set me free ?
move on
forget the past
move on nothing ever lasts
