Sunday, Monday, Happy Days,
Tuesday, Wednesday, Happy Days,
Thursday, Friday, Happy Days,
Saturday, what a day,
Rockin all week with you.
This day is ours
Won't you be mine. (Oh Happy Days)
This day is ours (Oh Happy Days)
Oh please be mine.
Hello sunshine, goodbye rain,
She's wearing my high school ring on her chain.
She's my steady, I'm her man,
I'm gonna love her all I can.
(Chorus)
Gonna cruise her round the town,
Show everybody what I've found
Rock'n'roll with all my friends
Hopin' the music never ends.
These Happy Days are yours and mine (oh Happy Days)
These Happy Days are yours and mine (oh Happy Days)
These Happy Days are yours and mine, Happy Days.
(Brian Wilson)
New Executive Music BMI
Dark days were plenty
Never ending sorrow
Only the past with
Uncertain tomorrow
Oh God the pain
That I’ve been going through
Raining in my heart
To my emotional rescue
I used to be
So far from life
No one could help me
Not even my wife
Oh God the pain
That I’ve been going through
Raining in my heart
To my emotional rescue
Happy days are here again
The sky is blue and clear again
Everybody I talk to
Says, man, you’re looking cool
Nature oh nature is slow to heal
Nature oh nature please let me feel
When he was?
Oh my gosh happy days are here again
I can see the twinkle in the people’s eyes
Goodbye blues, happy days are here again
you take your chances, you play the game
walk like a man and you talk the same
i met a girl, she mentioned your name
keep on smiling, she's still your friend
i'm happy that you come down here to see me
you always make me smile
happy that you come down here to see me
you know i like your style
do you believe in everything you hear
when they're talking about me
nobody is to blame, i'd do the same again
at the time i was so afraid
i'm happy........
the green green grass is dancing with the breeze
the green green grass is dancing with the breeze
and it makes me feel so good
it makes me feel so good
i can hear you call my name
and i know things will never be the same
Sunday, Monday, Happy Days,
Tuesday, Wednesday, Happy Days,
Thursday, Friday, Happy Days,
Saturday, what a day,
Rockin all week with you.
This day is ours
Won't you be mine. (Oh Happy Days)
This day is ours (Oh Happy Days)
Oh please be mine.
Hello sunshine, goodbye rain,
She's wearing my high school ring on her chain.
She's my steady, I'm her man,
I'm gonna love her all I can.
(Chorus)
Gonna cruise her round the town,
Show everybody what I've found
Rock'n'roll with all my friends
Hopin' the music never ends.
These Happy Days are yours and mine (oh Happy Days)
These Happy Days are yours and mine (oh Happy Days)
Monday - my day of rest
Tuesday - I do my best
Wednesday - I wander round the town
Thursday - I get depressed
Friday - my hair's a mess
But then the weekend comes around
Yeah, I'll borrow ten bucks and go out drinking
There's a party going on and I've been thinking
We'll grab a case of beer and go down there and see what it's all about
Gonna get myself wiped out
Then Julie phoned and this is what she said
She said ain't had a holiday in the past five years
Working my fingers to the bone
Forget that grease and grime, for now it's party time
Come and leave that nine to five alone
Yeah, I'll borrow a car, we'll go out speedin'
There's a party going on and I've been needin'
Have a drink and talk with you to see what you're all about
Come and get yourself wiped out
Five days a week in the workforce is just enough to drive anyone mad
But stick with me Julie baby
It's more fun being poor than sad
(Gotta get in, gotta get out and lose some skin)
Yeah, borrow ten buck...
Party going on...
Drink some beer...
And see what it's all about
Gonna get myself
Gonna get myself
Gonna get myself wiped out
Words & Music: Stevie Plunder
Tim Freedman: vocals, piano
Stevie Plunder: guitar, vocals
Andy Lewis: bass, backing vocals
Recorded live 18th March 1993 at Skyhigh
you take your chances, you play the game
walk like a man and you talk the same
i met a girl, she mentioned your name
keep on smiling, she's still your friend
i'm happy that you come down here to see me
you always make me smile
happy that you come down here to see me
you know i like your style
do you believe in everything you hear
when they're talking about me
nobody is to blame, i'd do the same again
at the time i was so afraid
i'm happy........
the green green grass is dancing with the breeze
the green green grass is dancing with the breeze
and it makes me feel so good
it makes me feel so good
i can hear you call my name
and i know things will never be the same
i'm happy.......
Your sex is got it goin' on
Your sex is got it goin' on, here we go
Your sex is got it goin' on, don't you know
Your sex is got it goin' on, I told you so
I want your body, tell me you want mine too
There's so many nasty things I wanna do to you
Lick you up and down and a runnin' around
But a lovely mind could never ever be found
Now you see me and baby, now you don't
Come fast upon me girl
Just give me what I want
Lick you real good till the very last drop
Ah, no, no, no, no, honey, don't you ever, ever, stop
Happy days are here again
Looks like this love of ours will never ever end
Happy days are here again
Looks like this love of ours will never ever end
Hold me tight, baby, don't you let me go
Oh, come on, sugar, you know I love you so
Make you feel like you never did me wrong
Here's the key, baby, now open up the door
Now you see me and baby, now you don't
Come on, honey, just give me what I want
I love you, tell you, I feel so good inside
You may try to run but you just can't hide
Happy days are here again
I don't think they'll help me, baby
I don't think they'll help me see, ah come on
Happy days are here again
Baby, looks like this love of ours will never ever end
Happy days are here again
Come on, baby, come on, sugar
Happy days are here again
Come on, honey
Another jam, happy days when it's too dull
Lookin'a makin'a takin'a time to see what you women are all about
I still don't get it, slap it and grab it
Makin' life worth it 'cause a bitch gotta have it
Soon can make you sweat
When you're alone in your home
'Cause her back is pretty strong
And your sex got it goin' on
My man, Will, can make the groove sweat
Your big G and little G
Hey, I'll give you nothing but happy days
Happy days are here again
Come on, honey
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, baby
Happy days are here again
Come on, baby
Come on, honey
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, baby
Happy days are here again
Why won't you let me
Come on, give it to me, baby
Put it right in, put it right in for me, baby
Happy days are here again
I'll lick it real good, yeah
I'll lick it real good
I'll lick it real good, you, you, you, baby
Come on, baby
Come on, honey
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, baby
Come on, baby, I want your love
You gonna give it to me, no
Happy days are here again
No, no, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no, baby
Happy days are here again
Feel real good, it feels real good
Feel real good
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
First there was Arnold then Al
He made me French Fries cause he was my pal
Don’t forget Marrion and Mr. C
Here comes Ralph Malph and Potsie
And these are such Happy Days
I said nah nah nah Happy Days
Pinky Tuscadero was hot
Her sister Leather was not
Pinky tried to jump some cars with her bike
Arthur Fonzarelli was the guy she liked
And these are such Happy Days
Ayo, this one is goin out to my man, Shaw
In other words, silly y'all
Yeah, we still husslin' overtime, baby
Yeah, you know it's been a long time, mighty long time
But happy days are here again, y'all, listen up
People say I'm the life of the party
Because I live the way that I do
But they don't know what it's like to be Bobby
The pressure has me so confuse
I live my life the way I want
'Cause God has given me that choice
But I had to find out the hard way
That nothing for nothing leaves nothing
But there's just one thing I gotta say
It's a brand new day
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Yeah, come on
Now that things are so much better
I have found out life is worth so much more
And you can't take life for granted
'Cause you don't know what life has in store
But there's just one thing I gotta say
It's a brand new day
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Aight y'all come on, yeah
You are now listenin' to the sounds
Of the mad Mob and Bobby Brown y'all
Yeah come on
It feels good, don't it?
It feels good, don't it?
Aight y'all, come on
Happy days
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Happy days are here again
Ayo, do me a favor
Happy as it gets, no shit I get lick
Oh, look it here another B.Brown platinum hit
You didn't think he was coming back
But yet, still keep comin' back with the real
Son, keep the mic, so ball with the Brown
Or get that ass outta town
(Yeah, kid y'all know how we doin' it for the 90's)
Sunday, Monday, Happy Days
Tuesday, Wednesday, Happy Days
Thursday, Friday, Happy Days
Saturday, what a day
Rockin' all week with you
This day is ours
Won't you be mine
This day is ours
Oh, please be mine
Hello sunshine, goodbye rain
She's wearing my high school ring on her chain
She's my steady, I'm her man
I'm gonna love her all I can
Gonna cruise her round the town
Show everybody what I've found
Rock'n'roll with all my friends
Hopin' the music never ends
These Happy Days are yours and mine
These Happy Days are yours and mine
These Happy Days are yours and mine
Hello sunshine, goodbye rain
She's wearing my high school ring on her chain
She's my steady, I'm her man
I'm gonna love her all I can
These Happy Days are yours and mine
These Happy Days are yours and mine
HAPPY DAYS
Happy days to all those that we love
Happy days to all those that love us
Happy days to all those that love them that love those
Chudi Saji Hai Haathon Mein
Haathon Mein Haathon Mein
Phir Se Baji Shehnayi Hai
Chudi Saji Hai Haathon Mein
Haathon Mein Haathon Mein
Phir Se Baji Shehnayi Hai
Mehendi Rachi Hai Pehron Mein
Pehron Mein Pehron Mein
Dekho Khushi Ghar Aayi Hai
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Kabhi Na Kabhi Haan Karte Karte Meri Jaan
Dekho Na Apni To Ho Gayi Shaadi
Mehbooba Mehbooba Kal Tak Teri Thi Mehbooba
Bangayi Dekho Aaj Meri Bhabhi
Koyi Na Koyi To Mil Jaaye Kahin Rab Sab Ki Banta Hai Jodiyan
Kahin Na Kahin To Yaaro Kabhi Na Kabhi Mit Jaaye Dilo Ki Dooriyan
Aayi Dekho Aayi Mere Ghar Ki Laxmi Ghar Ko Swarg Banane
Mere Sapno Ka Mere Khushiyon Ka Jhilmil Sansar Basane
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Yeh Dua Yeh Dua Yeh Hai Maa Ki Dua
Na Kabhi Ab Saath Yeh Chute
Na Lage Na Lage Is Ghar Ko Nazar
Humse Na Ab Kabhi Rab Roothe
Humko Kasam Hai Yeh Humko Kasam Hai Mamta Pe Teri Sab Waar De
Dekh Ke Hum Ko Duniya Jale Ek Duje Ko Itna Pyaar De
Koyi Kuch Bole Ab Koyi Kuch Bole Hum Maanenge Tera Kehna
Wada Kiya Yeh Wada Kiya Humme Saath Saath Hai Rehna
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Days Are Here Again
I hate my father for what he did to her that night
I hate my mother for what she let out of her body
I hate them for what they created
I hate life, you hate life
You hate being here, you hate being one of us
Another weak mind, stuck to the decease called love
Stuck in it's poisonous, safe arms, you're decieved
You hate life, i hate life
After nine months it was too late
I entered, with open eyes I inhaled the filth called air
Hand in hand with my lungs they kept me alive
I hate life, you hate life
With dead eyes you watched her smile
It brought you life, she died
Isn't it beautiful?
I Know It's better deep down in the ground
Then to stand here and listen to your hurtful
Sounds. Why would you ever leave me on this
Cold floor to bleed away everything we stood
For. You were my last great hope...
Now I ask you, why?
I thought you were my only friend but now
That we have reached our lonely end. Now
I see the dagger is in my back and I didn't
See it coming. The times I've bled don't you
Remember when the snow turned red back in
December. I loved you more than any other
I would have given my life for you but it
Seems that you have taken it from me...
Why my friend? How did we end this?
Answer me my friend, why?
The darkness sets so as I say my last words.
They won't be ones of hate, when you see
My corpse you will realize your mistake, don't
Withered weed in a base
Old wooden table
Remembers
The days of fame
Cold is the way
Paying with pain
Like thousands
Of useless coins
That rings in my pocket
Morning rises
And i dream to have ability
To keep my eyes closed
Just when sun stops
Hating all my dark dreams
Withered weeds in a base
I remember those days
When the smell of fresh flowers
Was you hair
Those moments
All to give back
With tears and destruction
Of a flesh
I smell the evening
Feeling cutting through me
As the red light on
Heart broken. cut me till my
Wounds reopen. Hate me till
Your heart turns black. Love me
For the piece of shit scum I am.
Let this circle of rage grow within
You. I want you to hate me. I
Want to be unwanted. Seems
Like that's all I ever receive from
This disgusting human fucking race.
All you humans are the same. All
Talk but cant walk. Your hatred
Is my remedy. It's what still keeps
Me alive. It's only benefiting me
More and more. This whole world
Is shit. You will never know what
It feels to be unloved. You will
Never know! You are nothing.
We are nothing. Your family
Is nothing. Your thoughts are
Together we stay,
Together we die,
For there is no tomorrow,
No sunrise that will shine.
These days seem cold,
Feeling lifeless,
Felling hopeless...
Please,
Just take me away.
Take me away,
Take me away...
All I've done is suffer,
And fell the knife of life,
Stab me on my back.
Making it's mark on my skin.
There's no reason for me
To be here. So please, just
Take me away.
Take me away.
A torture chamber.....
Slow and painful.....
I scream and scream some more....
But no one hears.....
Isolated in a cold chamber.....
These steel rusty bars drenched in my own blood...
I am the disease that kills life...
I see a black hole moving towards me.....
Is it my time?
I see my uselesss rotten body from afar...
Its finally over....
And still these emotions follow me...
My Suffering continues...
I see things i once loved.....
Not caring of my non existing soul.....
I see someone moving on.....
Not even shedding a single tear....
Of my death....
I see another person.....
Being the better person.....
Comforting the other.....
making that person forget.....
Who once brought happiness.....
Open these bleeding valves
Devour this world with my filth
Pollute the air you breathe
Pollute your eyes so you can see,
The reality of what this world has
Become, this is the last sunrise.
So enjoy this false happiness,
Because the is no tomorrow.
No tomorrow, Slit your final
Vein, close your eyes, this is your
Last day, make the most of it.
Don't be scared, don't be sad.
You were at your peak and you
Lived your life. You served your
Purpose. Death is calling your name
Let me lead you, just follow me.
I'm the voice in your head that's
Telling you...
Down again!
Here alone,the hidden wounds
No more here,i am gone
Down Im Again
Lost,Gray and Cold
Im suffering, waiting you..
Embracing the false hope.
Fuck you, i am gone
There is no way to came out
Absolute suffering
Deep in my Heart
I am lost, lost in blood
I wander alone,wishpering unto you
Night that wept, and returns again
My fallen, specimen
No, not you!
Any feeling is gone, Now!
Traveling on endless tunnels
Im lost in every corner
Down! False!
How i wish you were here.
Returning and returning to nowhere
Watch me, and touch me, and feel the cold skin
Now! i failed again, i am bloodsoaked
For i have lost my mind
Alone and Cold
Here i am, really?
All is dead, ther´s only breathing wounds
Night returns again, and take my hand
Leading to salvation,
Salvation trough pain
Everything seems so distant!
Why?
So i am alone now,
but thats not something new
Since i have failed, my skin is dead
Once again....im left alone to rot...
This will never change...
I find myself lost in a world of pain...
I have become beyond depressed...
Beyond anger....
Beyond emotions....
Beyond everything....
Almost to the point of numbness....
Ccreaming myself to sleep each night...
Unable to think straight anymore....
Hating this life more and more...
Wanting it to be over already....
I lost everything i had...
I lost the will to live...
I lost myself in Depression...
I lost my emotions...
They are running wild...
I cannot control myself...
Trying to find a gun....
A razorblade wont work....
Iet me put an end to this..
Once and for all...
Why continue on Contemplating..
Wether to live or die...
Why not just end it already..
Why not just waste this pathetic life..
That was already wasted to begin with..
The gun is ready to kill..
I walk up to the one person who once cared for me...
Who once thought i was important....
Who once said that i was their everything...
Who once told me that i was something special...
But those words seem useless now that she has moved
on...
With someone else...
Were they lies?
Or was there actual meaning and pure emotion behind
it...
Either way..it doesnt matter anymore...
It is over...
The one person I once had in my arms...
Is now at the bear hands of life....
I point the gun towards my head..
Staring straight into her eyes...
Tears falling down my face...
Bleeding all over...
And with my last breath...
I say to you...
This emptiness I feel inside,
This void I cannot fill,
What do you do when everything is lost,
When the one thing that mattered is gone,
Everyday gets slower,
Just pull the trigger on the gun,
Stab the knife into my heart,
Why suffer any longer?
Why prolong the pain?
Truth is as long as I know there's a chance,
Even in the slightest...
That one thought,
That one hope of being in your arms again,
Is what keeps me going,
It's me clinging onto this worthless life,
Clingig onto a chance of happiness,
A chance at feeling like in something,
After everything....It still doesnt matter...
After all of my sacrifices....It still doesnt change....
Time just repeats itself....
Or At least it feels like it....
You can try to make things perfect.....
But youre better off climbing the endless staircase....
Things that are meant to be broken.....can never be
fixed....
The more time you waste...the more it hurts....
But instead you keep going.....
The indenial stage can be very powerful....
As powerful as any drug that causes conflict to the
mind....
It's finally over....
Nothing left to live for...
Staring at the pool of razorblades....
As it invites you more and more towards it......
Our time has come. This is were time stops.
This is where everything turns black.
Where everything ends, and everything
begins. I know I wont be missed.
I know, I know...
Don't pretend that you will.
I'm tired of all these lies, I'm tired of
my helpless cries, so don't try to stop me
from pulling this trigger. Let me have this
one moment, to have rejuvinate myself and
get rid of the dirty stench that I placed
on this earth (Me). No bullet can
accomplish this task, I never trusted
the weapons that were created by man.
Ther is no life after death. But before I go,
Let me watch look through the infinite trees.
Let me dance to the snowstorm and sing along
with the winds as i reach for the sky. My
tears can't stop flowing, everyone says to let
go of the past, so I jumped off the mountain
that I once stood still on, watching myself fall
Let me close my Eyes and never wake up. I am
finally letting go, I am finally going to stop
breathing. Hearing his voice in my head saying.
Let it go, let it go, you have lost it all, you
have done it all, this journy is finally over.
All that I can hear are my own screams....
But no one listens.....
I slit my wrists.....
a cry for help....
But no one cares.....
Feeling alone with nothing to hold onto....
No shoulder to cry on.....
No one to run to....
These endless tears continue to shed......
To a point where nothing but blood descends from my
eyelids.....
I still wait for my death to finally come....
I cant breathe...
This overwhelming depression that i hold....
Will never leave me....
It will forever huant me with my temporary states of
Euphoria...
These days seem to go by slower and slower...
Darkness all around,
Not able to foresee,
The torture and bleak future,
That awaits me,
No one to care for you,
No one wanting you,
Like trash,
We all get disposed of,
If not now then later,
The path I'm on has no end,
Countless beatings,
Countless catastrophes,
So much blood,
Make it stop,
Even after all the wars I've fought,
I am unable to wash my hands,
For this stain,
Will always remain,
In my life,
Wich is full of strife,
Take a look, In my eyes, Take a walk in my shoes, And see Why I am this way,
Watch as your life starts to fall apart, Watch as your life begins to decay, This forest was once full of life, Flames begin to ignite, Watch it all get destroyed, What was once beautiful has become ugly, This is my world, And I cant get out...
A familiar house I enter, Viewing a staircase... That leads to a tragic scene, A room thats lit by unseen stars,
Peaking through an a jared door, A heavy head being supported by soft hands, Reliving the moment of them caressing my scars
Feeling the illusion of rejuvenation, Seeing the tears that I used to dry from your face, Falling..
He enters... Makes her forget the past, As a lifetime of sinful lust pours onto her, Two bodies become one, Witnessing every breath taking moment, Never ending...
Heavy breathing, This numbing feeling, Choking from a dry throat, Accompanied by tears my world is crashing down... Dying from within...
Defeated by life, that's what I am
It's something more than just being the loser,
It's looking more at your target, at life
Through a bulletproof glass
Your efforts to break it are all vain
And forever will be.
Hitting you enemy so hard, until your fist bleed
But nothing will change
As soon as you entered the competition,
You already knew that everything is worthless
All your strength and efforts thrown away
While a bitter laugh is echoing in your head.
And there is nothing you could do to stop it
And this is the supposed great circle of life?
I think not!
Motionless, hopeless
Apathy is your god now
Sometimes you love and praise it
Sometimes you're afraid of it
But when daylight is reaching you tired body
Again
Ghosts disappear, just for a second
You're feeling competitive and full of strength
While you blind eyes are ready to observe another defeat
We live
We Die
Its all part of life
This is our reality
That we cannot deny
Why does it have tobe this way.
Is there no light in darkness?
Every breath i take.
Pollutes and posions my lung
This decrepit air.
Is there no escape to this?
Its so thick
I cant breathe..
Please make it stop..
I dont want tosuffer anymore..
I just want to be left alone...
To Die....
Because thats the truth about life..
We are Born alone...
I thought you were everything, I thought you were the one... But once again I'm still blind, By the fake mask of life. Again I felt for its trap, ...
[Verse 1]
I was thinking back on yesterday
it was you that was on my mind
took me back to one particular day
it was the day that you caught my eye
and i saw you for the first time
and for the first time you saw me
and all these thoughts ran through my mind
how you might be the man for me
and the sunlight was shinin and the moon did glow
on your face you were smiling cuz i didn't say no
[Chorus]
Cuz boy you know you bring me happy days
and i don't want this feeling to go away
cuz boy you know you bring me happy days
and i hope and pray that these feelings will never change
[Verse 2]
And every time i think about when we first met
i know it was our season
it's hard to believe that our love is still strong
i feel like God has placed you in my life for a reason
and with him in our lives our love will never go wrong
and from that day now you've turned my world upside down
and i just can't figure out
how you always seem to make me smile
[Chorus]
Cuz boy you know you bring me happy days
and i don't care about what people say
you know you'll always be my baby
cuz boy you know you bring me happy days, happy days
boy you know you cannot be replaced
and i don't care about what people say
you know you'll always be my baby
Those happy days are gone
Goodbye, my love
Looks like we're moving along
It's time we sang a new song
Those happy days are gone
I hope you find better ways
To spend your precious time
Than wasting it
On a cad like me
Whose misery
Is only bringing you down
Pulling you under to drown
Those happy days have passed since you left
Me out in the cold.
Growing frail and old
Those happy days annulled
I hope you find better ways
To spend your precious time
Than wasting it
On a cad like me
Whose misery
Is only bringing you down
Pulling you under to drown
I hope you find better ways
To spend your precious time
Than wasting it
On a cad like me
Whose misery
Is only bringing you down
Pulling you under to drown
Those happy days
Oh, those happy days
Those happy days
This bullet to the head didn't work...
What the fuck happened?
Laying on the cold stretcher.
In a white room.
Strapped down...
Faced down...
Losing the joy of movement...
Struggling physically and mentally...
Trying to break the chains that bind me...
My cries for help go unheard (as always)
As it echoes through the black halls...
But evryone else has passed their expiration date...
The broken home on this street Haunts me, It always hurts to see, For this is where I began to bleed,
Never did I understand why it happens, The Horrid nights, The infinite cries, With no end in sight, The heavy touch, The rose stained floors,
Never have I felt, Such emotional pain, That brought along physical torture, Asking myself why, Without Reason, Without feeling,
A foul scent, That permeates the air, Revisiting a familiar scene, To shame a life, Removing their only seed, Never been fed, Disposed by loved ones, Left for dead...
Breathing in, This so called air, Living, Is something I cant bare, Repeating routines, Life is unfair, Viewing the obscene, That cant be repaired,
Having to conform in order to survive, As it becomes painful to stay alive, Losing the will to continue to strive, Hoping that my end will soon arrive,
Tell Me How Worthless I Am... I Need To Know... Because...You Were All That Mattered.. For filth is what we turn too... Once the world..finally comes to an end... You took it all from me...
There I was...
Breathing in the pain,
Even before birth
I was long dead,
I entered this world with a void in my heart,
A void that could never be filled,
So many broken promises,
Accompanied by hurtful memories,
Never to feel the tears of relief,
And so Begins, Another battle, Between life and death, Struggling to stray away, From the Temptation, Will this night be another separation? Trembling from this confliction. Will there be nothing left?
Feeling more and more lifeless during each session, Trapped by my own fixation, The addicting overdose injection, I remember everything...
Cut me, Reopen my wounds, Pour your salty touch, Watch me scream, I beg you to stop,
Your words cut me Slashing my skin And crushing my bones Until I am nothing Beneath you Reduced to Dust,
You said you always cared, But when i looked back, You where never there, Just a gun and a knife, Giving me a warming stare,
The savior enters the room, And promises serenity for all eternity, Where this will take you, you shall no longer feel, I Promise you...
The illusion of safety, masked by the gloves of healing, I hold the key to your well being, Trust in me, Believe in me, I will save you...
An unknown entity welcoming itself to me, Re locks the shackles of pain, My heart is numb, My mind is clear, You saved me...
It holds you with cold arms, Losing sight of all that is real, Without even noticing, Without even caring, I don't want this to end...
My tears... That flow through my face
My scars... That bleed endlessly...
Down my skin...
Infected...
By the compost heat...
Called life...
Remembering.
All those.
Times where things seems OK.
People always say you cant dwell on the past...
But yet they don't realize.
That the past makes you who you are now.
The suns rays that newer seem to get cold.
As it burns and pierces through my.
Open wounds.
That never seem to heal...
Over these years I've come to realize
That there is no heaven
There is no hell...
There is no spiritual thing that can save me from myself...
Its so easy to lie yourself.
And say that life is good...
Until you finally open your eyes
And see the total destruction...
Happening before you...
The great depression...
The great pain...
The everyone suffers from sooner or later.
Each day passes by slower and slower, Rotting little by little, Agony and suffering is all I know, Am I meant to commit suicide? The more and more i realize, In the end nothing really matters, You can have a happy life with nothing wrong, Sounds more of like a Fantasy to me, Happiness doesn't last, Depression and Negativity will always triumph,
