Victim of Desire (1995)

Actors

• Brad Blaisdell (actor)
• Burton Gilliam (actor)
• Ernest Harden Jr. (actor)
• Wings Hauser (actor)
• Arthur Horst (actor)
• Ace Mask (actor)
• Jay Richardson (actor)
• Marc Singer (actor)
• Peter Spellos (actor)
• Johnny Williams (actor)
• Diane Robbin (actress)
• Julie Strain (actress)
• Shannon Tweed (actress)
• Debbie Lynn Waters (actress)
• Ashok Amritraj (actor)

Genres

• Thriller

Taglines:

Some women are desirable... others are deadly.

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Clovers - Allred
• Bittersweet - Allred
• Autumn - Allred
• Tomb - Allred
• WHEN YOU FALL - Allred
• Out Of Reach - Allred
• Waiting - Allred
• There She Goes - Allred
• The Shade Moves - Allred
• Summer Is Over - Allred
• Some Place New - Allred
• Promise - Allred
• Prince Of Pain - Allred
• One Step Away - Allred
• One More Day - Allred
• Miss Me - Allred
• Lucky Stars - Allred
• Lost In July - Allred
• Just Remember - Allred
• If I Died Tonight - Allred
• I Can't Wait - Allred
• Home - Allred
• Golden - Allred
• Forgiven - Allred
• Feeling's Gone - Allred
• Fall Back Down - Allred
• Crack One More Smile - Allred

I'll miss the conversations
I'll miss the way you looked at me
I'll miss the complications
I'll miss the way things used to be
Guess what I came back for
So break me down and build me up
Cause it's killing me and I've had enough
And I said I would be there when you call
I'll miss the contradictions
I can remember falling short
I can recall depictions
Of places I've never been before
And you've got a hold on me
You've got a hold on me
So break me down and build me up
Cause it's killing me and I've had enough
And I said I would be there when you call
And I'm starting all over
Shrugging my shoulders from all of this weight
I'm starting all over with a pocket of clovers
In a wolrd that won't wait

Bittersweet night, spent lying on my back.
Bitter tired mind, thoughts running through my head.
Life spent searching for the next always wondering.
(Always, always)
Have I wasted all my time? Have I wasted all my life thinking of you.
Don't want to spend another day.
Don't want to see this love decay.
I know the truth.

I'm waiting here but I'm out of breath
Another reason to just forget
I'll be alright
I couldn't find a better time or place
To see the words written on your face
I'll be alright
And the leaves are on the ground and I keep falling down
It's getting colder, I'm getting older
And autumn isn't what it used to be
Stretching my arms across the sky I'll be alright
I wanted someone to make me see, there's more to life that the one I lead
I'll be alright
And the leaves are on the ground, and I keep falling down
It's getting colder, I'm getting older
And autumn isn't what it used to be
And I'm still changing, I hope your hanging on every single word that I sing
And if you're broken from the words I've spoken
This is what the colder season will bring
And the leaves are on the ground, and I keep falling down
It's getting colder, I'm getting older

I woke up such a mess today
so alone and so afraid
but all the mistakes I have made
they follow me back to this place
and all these faded memories
they still haunt me in my sleep
excuse me for the way I look at you
you remind me of someone I thought I knew
and I loved her so
but she left me in this tomb
so why does it always end this way
a million things we never say
cause if our hearts were meant to break
then why is there so much we can take
excuse me for the way I look at you
you remind me of someone I swore I knew
and I loved her so

Say your prayers and cross your fingers
I know it's hard to trust someone you hardly know
Don't be ashamed to be untrusting
I want to earn it. I don't want to learn it
By taking it slow
And I'll be, right behind you, holding you, catching you when you fall
Close your eyes, did you feel that?
It's something we could only know and can't find the words for
So stay right there, and I'll come back for you
To make things right I'm here tonight
I'm at your door.
And I'll be right behind you, holding you, catching you when you fall
And if I died right now, I'd die happy, I'd die happy
But I want to take you with me, when I go

And I'm sorry for the days
That I never got to say "I love you"
And I'm sorry you believed
That everyone but me would pull through
And it's not suppose to be this way
If all I love and all I need
Is lying next to me
Why is all I want and all my dreams
So far out of reach
And I never thought I'd see
The love inside you leave,
So easy
I've never been so scared
Never been so unprepared
I'm leaving
And it's not suppose to be this way
If all I love and all I need
Is lying next to me
Why is all I want and all my dreams
So far out of reach
And don't take it for granted
Don't take it for granted
All that you have
Don't take it for granted
All you've been handed
Cause all it will be is all you have
If all I love and all I need
Is lying next to me
Why is all I want and all I dreamed
So far out of reach
If all I love and all I need
Is lying next to me
Why is all I want and all I dreamed
So far out reach
Don't take it for granted (if all I love and all I need)
Don't take it for granted (is lying next to me)
All that you have (why is all I want and all I dreamed)

I'm waiting and hoping it will be perfect this time.
The moon and the stars they'd align, when you're standing right in front of me.
And all that I wanted had suddenly fell into place.
My shadow it outlines your face, when it's all that I want to see.
And if I'm all wrong, somebody stop me.
So I'll wait around til no one is listening.
And it's taking forever to say, what I want to say, but nothing comes out right.
And the sidewalk we walk on, the moonlight has paved out for us, and I'll be the one you can trust.
I'm taking you away from here.
And the symphony's playing and I'll be the one out of key cause you got the best of me and we're bring in the year.
And if I'm all wrong, somebody stop me.
So I'll wait around til no one is listening.
And it's taking forever to say what I want to say.
But nothing comes out right.
So I'll wait around til no one is listening and it's taking forever to say, waht I want to say

If you could just take these words away,
I was hoping that they'd be better off replaced.
I'll be waiting over there holding back the tears you made me cry.
I remember when you said you'd never leave.
I guess that's something that you made yourself believe.
If everything will change I hope I stayed the same all the time.
And there she goes, breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend, I can barely smile.
If you could just hold it all inside for a moment, be glad to be alive.
And think of the times when there was laughter in your heart.
What did you expect me to say? To tell you please don't go away.
I hope there's a reason for the way some people are.
And there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend, I can barely smile.
And there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend I saw the end all the while.
Who's going to be there when you're sleeping watching out for you?
Who's going to tell you when you thought you knew the truth.
When you're falling on the floor outside the door everyone else ignores you, I'd be there for you, I'd always be there for you.
And there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend, I can barely smile, and there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.

The shade moves from green to red
On this cold autumn morning I lay in my bed
And it's so hard to feel
When the air has grown cold
And some wounds never heal
So I keep waiting for this
Moment to end when another was missed
And it's always sad to see
That no one is waiting for me
As memories go down the drain
I'm walking on water till the temperature changed
And it's so hard for me
To get up each morning and continue to breathe
So I keep waiting for this
Moment to end when another was missed
And it's always sad to see
That no one is waiting for me
These clothes never seem to fit
I'm wasting away and I'm losing my grip
And it's so hard to change

I wish sometimes that I could stare back at the sun
Cause I'm afraid when I'm alone down here
When all these days, just seem to blend back into one
And Growing old is the only thing we fear
And time won't wait for you, so please make up your mind.
If summer is over.
I won't forget the way the colors in your eyes
Remind me of how these nights could last forever
It took too long just for us to realize
That time was all we had for worse or better
And time won't wait for you. So please make up your mind.
If summer is over
Than I won't wait for you to kiss me one more time.
Cause it's almost over.
When the night's are getting longer, and the feelings getting stronger when I'm looking at a silouette of you.
And there's so much I could say, but all this time I've kept quiet. I've been saving all my words for you.
And time won't wait for you. so please make up your mind.
Cause summer is over.
Than I won't wait for you to kiss me one more time

Well now I'm in control
I'm grabbing a hold of everything
If it's too much to carry
I hope I don't bury myself
And this room, this room is too cold
These words get so old
But they're all that I have
You're watching each one
And I have begun to be someone else
And it's not what I wanted
But that's what I needed
When I was high I was still low
You said you were sure but you didn't know
And I won't play your games
You might say that I lost it all
Well I take the blame, it's all my fault
And it's too late to lock up the gate
These words got out
And it's time, time to move on
And all my old friends I know they're gone
Cause I made a choice, of wasting my voice
They can't hear me now
It's not what I wanted
But that's what I needed
When I was high I was still low
You said you were sure but you didn't know
And I won't play your games
When I was up, you'd pull me down
You thought that you could just spin me around
With a move of your hand. you'd make me land
Some place New
And now it's my turn to move
And everything's spinning around
I've got too much to lose
When I was high I was still low
You said you were sure but you didn't know
And I won't play, play your games
When I was up, you'd pull me down
You thought that you could just spin me around
With the move of your hand, you'd make me land

I never thought that I would see the person hiding underneath myself.
And everything I thought I'd need I ended up leaving on the shelf.
Cause life turned out different than we planned.
Wherever we will go, we'll take it nice and slow.
Just hold me when the lights go out.
You're picking up the phone, I know that you're alone.
And I'm sorry I'm not there.
The clouds are creeping in, I know you're sleeping in.
And I wish that you were here.
But life turned out different than we planned.
Wherever we will go, we'll take it nice and slow.
Just hold me when the lights go out.
Whatever this will be, promise me, you'll hold me when the lights go out.
My feelings, will stay the same.
Forever, oh, so promise me, promise me, wherever we will go, we'll take it nice and slow, just hold me when the lights go out.

Well how could I forget
The years that I regret
Of letting you break me
You used love as an excuse
To conquer and abuse
And overtake me
I need to leave
There's times that I had felt like I had never dealt
With the things that were killing me
I'd find a place to hide, to leave my fears behind
But they seem to always find me
I need to leave
Don't leave the light on, I'll be long gone
I'm no longer the Prince Of Pain
Don't leave the light on, you were so wrong
And I'll never turn around again
And all these wasted days
Could never find a way
To leave this God forsaken town
But I've found a way this time
To leave the lights behind
Til I find a way to turn them down, again
Don't leave the light on, cause I'll be long gone
I'm no longer the Prince Of Pain
Don't leave the light on you were so wrong
And I'll never turn around again
I'm trading in my crown. This time I won't look down
I'll keep on looking straight ahead this time
I'm trading in my crown, this time I won't turn around
Til I take what's mine
Don't leave the light on, cause I'll be long gone
I'm no longer the Prince Of Pain
Don't leave the light on you were so wrong

Take it away, the pain I felt for days. The one you said would fade, if I was sorry.
And I'd be amazed if you'd see right through this.
I'd be amazed if you'd see this through.
And I'm on the ground and I will be one step away to where I find my place in this world.
Is there a way?
To see these seasons change, without feeling so misplaced in the colors that are changing.
And I'd be amazed if you'd see right through this.
And I'd be amazed if you'd see this through and I'm on the ground and I will be one step away to where I find my place in this world.
I'm on the ground and nothing here will seperate the love I have for you in this world.
Why can't you see, that all I ever wanted was to be all that you need.
And not just another space between your heart and me. I can't stay here, forever.
And I'm on the ground and I will be one step away to whre I find my place in this world.
I'm on the ground and nothing here will seperate the love I have for you in this world.

Our sunny days have gone away.
And the gray from my eyes match the sky today.
And misery is just a word that fits so perfectly.
And I'll call this home for the last time.
If there's nothing I could say to keep this together, could we stay together one more day?
I think it's safe to say. That I'm bruised and broken.
And I've awoken from some nightmares, but this is much more frightening.
And I'll call this home for the last time.
If there's nothing I could say, to keep this together could we stay together.
One more day.
If there's nothing I could say, to keep this together, it's like changing the weather.
One more day. Just know, it's not your fault. Just know, it's not your fault.
If there's nothing I could say to keep this together could we stay together one more day?

Your words are like the sand tonight.
They're slipping through my fingers and.
I've tried so hard to keep this one.
I've been doing all I can and I've been wondering where you are.
Have you fallen apart because you miss me.
And I guess it's how we are. we're thinking too hard and we're not listening.
And if I kept the truth from you.
Would I still end up empty handed and if you walked away from this just know that I would understand and I've been wondering where you are. have you fallen apart because you miss me?
And I guess it's how we are. we're thinking too hard and we're not listening.
So take a little piece of me.

You're walking away again
I'm watching my old best friend
Turn their back on me
Growing up wasn't easy
And all that I was before
It fell through a slamming door.
You're still pulling me under, with you
And I still believe that everything will turn out right
And all that was said and done
I know I'm the lucky one
Cause you never stopped trying
Even though I've been lying, to myself
And I still believe that everything will turn out right
And I have counted all the cars
From these interstate backyards
That always find me among faces I don't know
And I'll be wondering where you are
Lying underneath the stars
That always remind me, that I am still alone
I'm still alone

It's gonna take a while just to feel this sunlight on my skin
Cause I've been hiding in the darkness
Behind a door that no one gets to come in
And I'm not sleeping
It's gonna take a while just to notice
This empty space by my side
Cause I've been dwelling on something
And struggling to find some air to keep alive
And I'm not sleeping cause of you
I've been dying to know what's on your mind
And I've been dying to hear your voice.
It's gonna take a while just to take it in.
Cause everything's moving so fast
It's gonna take a while just to break you in
And I've been hoping that this love was built to last
And I'm not sleeping cause of you
I've been dying to know what's on your mind
I've been dying to hear your voice
And if I had a choice, I'd make some noise so the world could hear me
Could they hear me now that my feet are on the ground?
And I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake tonight

I would like to believe that I'd stay the same
So take my picture when I come around again
I guess we will see if I had changed
I may look different but I stayed the same within
Keep smiling
Just remember when the sun goes down
I'm coming home to you
There is so much to see
So much to learn
Time wasted but there's so much left to live
And you can believe what you want to
Just know we're getting to the same place in the end
Keep smiling
Just remember when the sun goes down
I'm coming home to you
Just remember when it all goes down
I'm holding on to you
So stay right where I can see you

Another night I've tried to fall asleep, but your words keep on ringing in
my ears
My faith is gone and I can barely speak. And this is the way it stayed
so many years
If I died tonight, would you regret those words you said to me
That you thought were right
If I died tonight would you just forget everything you said and hold it
deep inside
I just can't seem to find my way to bed
And all these passing hours, they repeat
And knowing how you feel, and what's been said
It's time to pack my bags again and leave
If I died tonight would you regret those words you said to me
That you thought were right
If I died tonight would you just forget everything you said and hold it
deep inside
On and on I fall. and I can't seem to win at all
Knock me down and I'll still crawl.
You will never call.
If I died tonight would you regret those words you said to me
That you thought were right if
If I died tonight would you just forget everything you said and hold it

As we pass through the hallways, both from seperate sides
My heart drops and words from my mouth do the same as you pass me by
And I stare back and wonder will I breathe when you're gone
I couldn't stay there frozen forever, I'd never wait that long
Cause you see through me
I can't wait til tomorrow takes you away
Will I run out of words when I say
That I need you, that I want you
Now it's time to go back now to my empty bed
Where I make up one more excuse why it's him and not me instead
And I stare at the ceiling with glowing plastic stars
I'll go to sleep and be rest assured that tomorrow's a brand new start
Cause you see through me
I can't wait til tomorrow takes you away
Will I run out of words when I say
That I need you, that I want you
Another place, another name, an empty space, it's all the same.
Another day goes by
Another face, another name, there never seemed to be a change
I can't let another pass me by
I can't wait til tomorrow takes you away
Will I run out of words when I say

I've fallen down I can't get up again
I've lost myself, I'm losing everything
I wish I could change the world, I'll find a way
All we ever wanted was a place to call home and not to feel alone
When the sun went down
We should never change the way that we are
Cause we've come too far to turn back
How could you just walk away from me?
I'm not asking for your sympathy, just love me
I wish I could change the wolrd, I'll find a way
All we ever wanted was a place to call home and to not feel alone
When the sun went down
We should never cahnge the way that we are
Cause we've come too far to turn back now
And time goes on with or without us
So don't linger on what you can't change
All we ever wanted was a place to call home and to not feel alone
When the sun went down
We should never change the way that we are

I was uncertain about everything.
And there in the sky was an opening.
That could take me away from this place, and all of this.
Would they even notice, would there be a change if I was gone, for hundreds of days?
And this is the reason why, there's some people I won't miss.
Cause I'm so tired of feeling alone, we could have been golden.
We could have been something, we could have been eerything that we wanted.
But we were too fragile, we could be broken. And we could be bought.
The suns still going down on me, I'm waiting for you.
I'm up to my knees, and I can't make a move without there being something I could lose.
And could there be something better than this? could I find a meaning to happiness?
Could a smile be an expression I could use.
Cause I'm still tired of feeling alone, we could have been golden.
We could have been something. We could have been everything that we wanted.
But we were too fragile, we could be broken. And we could be bought.
If this is the last time I'm going to say this, I loved you more than anything and I still do.
And I still do. I still think of you when I close my ees, with your face stuck in my mind.

I've never felt so burnt out before
And I wonder what I've become and I forgot all the things I promised you
Cause you left me like a setting sun
And someone stole you from me
With all the things I wanted to be
And now I've come undone
And you're not around to see it cause you're gone
If you ever find a way, let me know if I'm forgiven
Cause if you never find a way, my life won't be worth living
I've never felt so burnt out before and I wonder what I've become
And I forgot all the things I promised you
Cause you left me like a setting sun
Someone stole you from me with all the things I wanted to be
And now I've come undone
And you're not around to see it cause you're gone
If you ever find a way to let me know if I'm forgiven
Cause if you never find a way, my life won't be worth living
What's in the past is in the past
I just wish sometimes it would last
For one more day
What's in the past is in the past
I just wish sometimes it would last
Cause I've got more to say
If you ever find a way let me know if I'm forgiven

I think I'm gonna lay it on the line
I'm wasting time waithing here for you
So I guess that I'll be moving on
All hope is gone
Now there's nothing I can do
So where you gonna go now that it's over?
Now that it's over, I don't know
The nights are long, and the feeling's gone
I don't wanna be waiting here in line
I'll just fall behind
I wish you weren't so far away
I thought that you were one of a kind
'Til you changed your mind
I guess you're more just like the same
So where you gonna go now that it's over?
Now that it's over, I don't know
The nights are long, and the feeling's gone
I just wanna fall in love and have that be enough
And it'll never, ever change
I just wanna fall in love and have that be enough
But with the pleasure comes the pain
So where you gonna go now that it's over?
Now that it's over, I don't know
The nights are long, and the feeling's gone
The feeling's gone
So where you gonna go now that it's over?
Now that it's over, I don't know
The nights are long, and the feeling's gone
So where you gonna go?

You fall down twenty times a day and say the road camp up and tripped you.
I found a drink you threw away you said it's something someone slipped you.
And oh I could be like that
Oh you didn't know that I could be like that
I will make the same mistake over and again I'll fall back down
You said there's nothing more to say, you're one week late no one to talk to
I'll find a place where you can stay, I'll be the face you can talk to
And oh I could be that
Oh you didn't know that I could be like that

I wish I was in your soul where you could feel me
And you know I'd always be apart of you
And everything I'd feel and everything I'd be would always start with you
If there were prices to pay
Would you give it away?
This world is so ugly and I've seen enough
Sometimes I'd rather be blind or deaf
But I would keep the sweet sounds of your unmistakable voice
That keeps doing rounds in my head
If there were prices to pay
Would you give it away
We were posing for pictures that were never taken
And I couldn't crack one more smile without breaking down
Without breaking down
Surviving on my second chances
I'm still scraping by on my memories
And I will leave with you embellished words
And fragmented dreams of these things
When there were prices to pay
Would you give it away
We were posing for pictures that were never taken
And I couldn't crack one more smile without breaking down
Without breaking down
Cause I'm lost in photographs with you
Would you give yourself away
We were posing for pictures that were never taken
And I couldn't crack one more smile without breaking down