Avedon, Jay Filmography

• Muscle Car Club 2
  2005, role: actor
• Passions of War Chapter 3: Celebration
  2005, role: actor

Avedon, Loren Filmography

• Risk Factor
  2013, role: actor , character name: Rick D'Angelo
• Circuit 3: The Street Monk
  2006, role: actor , character name: Det. Sykes
• Into the Heat
  2003, role: actor
• The Circuit
  2002, role: actor , character name: Det. Sykes
• The Silent Force
  2001, role: producer
• The Silent Force
  2001, role: actor , character name: Frank Stevens
• Tiger Claws III
  2000, role: actor , character name: Stryker
• Manhattan Chase
  2000, role: actor , character name: Jason
• Deadly Ransom
  1998, role: actor , character name: Max Lightener
• Deadly Ransom
  1998, role: producer
• Deadly Ransom
  1998, role: writer
• Carjack
  1996, role: actor , character name: Nick
• Safety Zone
  1996, role: actor , character name: Cooper
• Virtual Combat
  1995, role: actor , character name: Parness
• Encyclopedia of Martial Arts: Hollywood Celebrities
  1995, role: actor , character name: Himself
• Operation Golden Phoenix
  1994, role: actor , character name: Ivan Jones
• Fighting Spirit
  1992, role: actor , character name: David Carster
• No Retreat, No Surrender 3: Blood Brothers
  1990, role: actor , character name: Will Alexander
• The King of the Kickboxers
  1990, role: actor , character name: Jake Donahue
• No Retreat, No Surrender 2: Raging Thunder
  1987, role: actor , character name: Scott Wylde
• Survival
  1985, role: actor , character name: Cole
• Los Angeles Streetfighter
  1985, role: actor , character name: Chan's Gang
• Furious
  1984, role: actor , character name: Fighter

Avedon, Al Filmography

• Rapture
  2006, role: actor

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Joey Fatone - Joey Fatone
• The Autumn Of The Withered Roses - Evadne
• No One Of Them - Evadne
• A Decadent Puppet - Evadne
• I Will Place Them - Evadne
• Follow In The Loveless - Evadne
• Wounds That Time Is Unable To Close - Evadne
• Awaiting - Evadne
• All I Will Leave Behind - Evadne
• Dreams In Monochrome - Evadne
• Gloomy Garden - Evadne
• No Place For Hope - Evadne
• Bleak Rememberance - Evadne
• This Complete Solitude - Evadne
• At The Edge Of The Cliff - Evadne
• Further Away The Light - Evadne
• One Last Dress For One Last Journey - Evadne
• Torn Cry - Evadne

I can't explain
Whenever your eyes meet mine
My heart spins in circles
And I lose all space and time
And now that we're standing face to face
Somethin' tells me, it's gonna be okay
And I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Ready to hold my heart open wide
I can't promise forever but baby, I'll try
Yes, I'm ready to fall in love tonight
I know you've been watching
Choosin' your moment
I've been dreaming of that day
No one before you has gotten to me this way
And now that we're standing face to face
There's something that I need to say
And I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Ready to hold my heart open wide
I can't promise forever but baby, I'll try
Yes, I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Nothing is certain, this I know
Wherever we're headed I'm ready to go
I can't promise forever but baby, I'll try
Yes, I'm ready to fall in love tonight
Yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight

The autumn comes, dies the summer
My garden is all what I have
A gathering of withered roses
A gathering to end my wreath
They are all my life, the happiness for my eyes
I'll never see again my flowers
You break my heart once again
Let my eyes without them, without nothing
You stole the smell of life, smell of dead
For a dream letarged
All for me was your sight every day and every night
I wish you´d be with me always
You know, since I am alone
You are the only thing that plenty my heart
Now, at the threshold of my death
I feel sadness but isn't for me…
Endlessly please remember me !
The autumn comes, dies the summer
I know my life is near to expire
Almighty came the autumn, impassive my die
Sadness, despair for see my garden rotten
The last time, the last goodbye
My flowers, my Eden friends, I want to rest near you
Eternally
My flowers, my Eden friends one last thing I pray you
A wish for the next spring, let me grow together you
Rotten roses on my foot, I feel the incoming of dead
Is the time to my sleep, is the time to made my wreath
My last breath, your last scent, I feel the incoming of
dead

No one of them mercy deserve
To endless torments they will be condemned
Nailed in crosses redeem their sin
And their restless shadows eternally will roam.
By the cross of the sword your end will arrive
Your poisoned doctrine will go away from this land.
For the centuries they have prayed
The sacred icons that you decided to raise
Accept them in your glory.
Give them your grace eternal
Announcing them your fall!
By the cross of the sword your end will arrive
Your poisoned doctrine will go away from this land.
The holocaust that you has created to us
Will turn against you
All of you will disappear in the silence.
Eternally will roam
And to your eyes
Centuries of darkness
And to your souls

Real as the shadows to my nightmares
You came to me as an angel of darkness
And I am completely charmed for you
You´re my owner, I´m your slave
The slave of your fantasies
Into the dark maze of pain
I lost myself looking for your beautiful eyes
I´ve forgotten my past an my future yearnings
Here I am at the mercy of your will
And my desires will be fulfilled with you tonight
To be your puppet this night again
You are my world in darkness
I am the pleasure for your flesh
You are my worst obsession
You´re my owner I'm your... slave
And you´ll see in my eyes fear, horror and desire
And you´ll understand that I'm for you
I´m crazy to hear it
How you with a whisper dominate me
I´m hopeless to feel you again in my arms
Cover me with pain
Enslave me with the deepest whims of your mind
Humble me, show me absence of mankind
Mistreat me for the rest of this night

When the night and day quarrel
The reign of a same sky
I will place them to be baptized for the dew
To be withered by the time
As the loneliness is withering me
I will place them
Over your tomb and I will cry
For you I'm crying
For the wishes we had to leave behind
There´s no comfort to me, only a cruel grief
In the solitude of the night
I will descent to the hell
To steal the cloak of the death
I want to cover the firmament with it
From the mourning that covers my heart
For you I´m crying
For you caress, cause you were all my life
There´s no comfort to me, nothing in what believe
Remembering times already past
Face to face, desires and pain
Facing to the death
And I will cry
While of knees screaming I will beg
A new chance to be on your candy arms, again
Over your tomb I will place them
In memory of time already past
The cloak of dead
Is covering me

In the fire, you should burn
In the resentful fire where dwells your curse
No one could escape from this ethereal flame
From this ethereal world, where dying is the hope
Is full of sentiments that will never be fulfilled.
Sacrifice all for what you´ve fought
Surrender to the evidence... you´re alone!
Everlasting tales will fill you of suffering
The life, seen from your own eyes
Is antagonistic to what you had desired
The paradise is closed for your descendants
And for us, the paradise is a bleak and ruthless place
Sacrifice all for what you´ve fought and loss
Surrender, the evidence is that you´re no one
You are nothing, following in the attempt

You are weary, for each turn that the world gives
Growns in you the certainty that you´re nothing
Unhappy, your life is a tragedy that every day
Gives you more reasons to escape.
And nobody knows that your fight dwell inside.
Every night the demons awaits you on the darkness
All your dreams outcome in angels burning in the paradise
No one for you will hold his hand
I´m not dreaming, is the cruel life.
At the beginning you thought that all your wounds
Could be closed by the time
You believed in the lie of the happiness
Then understand that the life will hurt us until the end
Misfortune real of the every day
You are weary, for each turn that the world gives
Growns in you the certainty that you´re nothing
Distressed your life is a tragedy that every day
Gives you more reasons to cry!
Cry! Search for relief in the cry trying to heal
The wounds that time is unable to close
All this wasted time searching for the happiness
As them showed you a cry of mankind lost in the void of the innocence
No one helps no one
No one for you will hold his hand
You´re not dreaming, is the cruel life
That will hurt you until the end
Why sustains the pain, for what maintain the life?
Is not the sense you want to feel, and cry
For the sunset of your heart
Will the stars shine in the sky, and cry
The serenity of peace be reached

And it is true, now is too late to be alive
Is so cruel the lover wait...
And here I am behind the curtains of solitude
Beyond the veil of my absent gaze
Trying to forget the traces
That you absence leave in me.
Thwart and deceived I am, bitter tears run my checks
I can´t forget you ephemeral words of farewell
Awaiting the beloved who goes in the cold of the night
I don´t have her warm
Every day agonise my love for her
Now no more sadness tears
No more disillusion, she is not going to return.
Constantly in my head resound
Hopeful words that you said,
To made me trust in you, and you lie.
Liar, for you absence I will die
My innards twist inside I´m desperate
Lies, for you lies I want to die
Understand it, without you I´ve lost the sense of life.
Awaiting the beloved who goes
Into my frozen heart no rest place to
All the pain that afflict to my poor heart
Now no more sadness tears no more distress
The desperation comes to take me far away
How can I live without your love?
How t olive without hope? That´s my secret...
Every morning rise the sun
Rise for me perhaps for one last time
And the hope is almost lost
The same last hope deceived for your words
Words that hurt up to die
The death, way to escape and find
Go to sky and find your place to rest alone,
Alone... awaiting
A place to rest where I can remember that I am...
Finally the pain is over my strength and my courage
I want to take my last path
Is better the death is better to die
Forget the ends of my despair
Lighten the penumbra of my heart
But now is too late I'm convinced
That there´s no other way to scape
A place to rest where I can remember that I am

The cold proceeds this time of death
Nothing ties me to this world, but i have one more
things to beg for
That the soil swallows us together, is the last beg of
my life
Excuse me parents and friends, but this is my sad
farewell
Nothing ties me to this world and nothing else remains
to say
Please let me die in solitude, please leave me alone
The cold precedes this time of death
My world is falling down, tonight i will be dead
Why do i have to continue living
Why bearing this suffering,
Why am i condemned
For what i see a new sunrise
«i hope that you'll understand that all your affection.
will never be able to compare with a
Second by her side. i don't want you to accompany me in
this feeling i only want that you
Understand that my place is together with her,
sincerely yours»
I abandon this world as i came to it, crying
All i will leave behind will come with me forever
Few have been the tears of happiness and many those
that ruined me
I'm crying thinking about all i will leave behind
All alone with your remains
All alone with my time arriving to the end

Endless days of gloom and suffering, obscure threshold to
my incoming hell
Endless nights of gloom and loneliness, obscure threshold
of my daily jail,
Into this darkness i lie. into this nightmare that is the
uncertainty
Every night in my dream i lay barren hopes in a new dawn,
Into this nightmares in monochrome, that show me why i am
succumbing to the
Disenchantment and why i have this bitter taste of self-
destruction that you leave in my heart
You still are by my side, and i'm alone
Why, i don't know why i am succumbing to the
disenchantment and why i have this bitter
Taste of self-destruction that you leave in my heart
You still are by my side, and i'm alone
I am lost in this cold silence, good time will never
return
I am lost in this cold darkness, now my hearth turns
into...
Ash, my yearning turns into ashes
Pure suffering has become my nightmares and all my dreams
Is useless try to escape from this jail where your
remembrance

Now, i'm here alone, wandering across the lands where
everything ends
I walking alone looking for my lover, looking for you
It hovers on me the night of the times
The shortest way to meet you under my feet has begun,
The white light is blinding me but let me get closer to
Against the light i can't see clearly
The white light is blinding me
The same light dazzles my heart
Beyond the light i'm sure that you're there
It hovers on me the night of the times
The shortest way to meet you again
This white light. against the light i can't see clearly
This white light. beyond the light i'm sure that you are
Gloomy place full of light. souls are dancing and
laughing around me
Gloomy place empty of life. they are whispering me that i
wasted my life
In this gloomy garden i'm searching what i've loved most
In this gloomy garden i have lost all
Is just a dream
Is just an illusion
A broken dream

My soul slides towards death because your fire slowly
burns out
Stay with me, please feel my hand. don't go alone beyond
the light
Because my existence will fuse in black if your heart
breaks as a fragile glass
The death surrounds you, and in its breathless is
sheltered my hope
Now there is no place for hope
Come with me, please take my hand. let's go together to
eternity
We will cross together the threshold of this world and
what we find behind doesn't mind
Don't let me behind in this sorrowful world
Because my existence will fuse in black if your way will

The moon turns off; the sun will never shine
The star are remains and is quiet the land
In the mirror of the time I couldn’t see your reflex
I only see my despair, my own desperate
The end of your life has marked me as a fire
You condemned me to life against my own desire
Wherever you are I always be by your side
Better than this I only know the die
Dreaming in the past time when you're all
I can't believe the end of your life
Since you not are I used to cry
Every night, the end of your life
Only I can know how strong is the pain
Only you from the other side how much I love you
Now see in this endemic fire
How destiny has broken our biblic paradise
Becoming in a bleak desert of silence
With no point of reference for me
Unforgiving remains saying what couldn’t be
Whispers the moon, you are not for me
I can't believe this cruel reality
I can 't believe why you aren’t for me
Believe in my promise, I’ll be on your side
Eternally with you
Feeling the wind I use to cry I can’t believe
That destiny decide to me this bleak remembrance
Each night I cry alone as you
The end of your life
How sad is my existence without you
I forget where’s my path
Your remembrance corrode me
I don't need to be alive
Can you remember all my promise?
Can you remember that
Our souls will be eternal

And i'm alone in this sad instant of my life. alone in
this cold and restless ocean of tears
Without you i am like autumn leaves, falling into the
depths of pain
In your memories i retreat, into this hell
In this complete solitude, without you i'll fall down
Into the abyss of the loneliness, i'll tail down
A sheet in white
Deprived of your sweet mouths
Gone aground in a sea of regrets
In this complete solitude without you i will fall into
the abyss of distress
A naked space
Missing memories, lacking emotions. gone aground, yes i
A sheet, in immaculate white
Fragile as the light of a candle
Dying, in the moment of expiration
In this complete solitude like a floe of cold ice
I melt without you, i fall apart
Because i am as the autumn leaves falling into the depths
of pain
In your memories i retreat, into this hell
"e vaja jo los sepulcres cercant interrogant ànimes
infernades
E respondían car no són companyades d'altre que mi en son

After a long path,
There's a hope in the reality of my own
On the top of a hill at the edge of a cliff
When sorrow pass and tenderness never came
My destiny is near nearer than you
I'm crying for you
Hearing to my heart I have no pride to life
Thinking in our love, my salvation is the die
Our time has lost
And never come back
Now I'm here at the edge of this cliff
Sorrow in my thoughts, I passed all this time
Searching something who can close my eyes
Finally the search to the end arrives
I'm feeling the fear of my heart emanate
Thinking on you my remains are sad
You were the best of all my life
Fear, sorrow, madness
Too much things presents to end my life
Ruins, I dream
At the edge of my broken desires
My own desires
Hope in my eyes oblivion
Lost in the time of what I was
Since you not are I'm burning
In the closure of myself
My salvation finally arrives
At the edge of this cliff
Jump in to the arms of dead

World of shades, wait for me
Pale paradise, welcome me in your arms
And slowly arrives this pain
Is an enormous void of cold silence
As a black veil that falls over me to wrap me for the
rest of the eternity
World of shades, accept me. pale paradise, shelter me in
your arms
Carry me as soon as you can, carry me to her side
No way to return, i will sleep in dark arms
The promised light turns into shades. the pleasure
promised, unbearable pain
Comes to help me to die how has it been my will to leave
this world, to leave it behind
Carry me as soon as you can. carry me soon to her side
No way to return, i will sleep in darkness arms
I long that you are waiting for me

Whole alone waiting for your last breath, waiting for
your last signal of life
Your soul is going apart from me
My soul has gone descended into hell
I will never see you again
You are so beautiful dressed in white, you're like a
bride in the altar waiting for your love
You are so beautiful dressed in white, even angels have
cried on having. known that...
The bells toll now for you
I haven't got the chance to give you a kiss of farewell
And you have condemned me to this miserable life
We deliver you to the soil with the eyes full of tears
and with the barren hope of your return
That the flowers and my tears gone with you in your last
journey
My dreams blur just as blood in water

All in me flow to misery
Drop to drop spill my tears
Because I am the victim of your worst thoughts
Of your darkest desires
My cry, whisper torn in silence
Wounded are my spirit an my heart
Replete of hate against you
The misery floats in the atmosphere
And for me is not a relied to cry
The loathing feed by my agony
Makes that my hate becomes in phobia
Becomes in a torn cry!
Beyond the veil of hope, nothing is real
My cry your last mistake
Please, save me to fall into this one
Cold and cruel world
Where born was not my choice
From my grieved soul flow the tears of my rage
From the hidden place of my spite emerge a tear cry
Beyond the veil of hope, nothing is real
Beyond the veil of my innocence, broken dreams
I am a fallen angel
The atonement of your sins
You are my nightmares demon