Nobody wants you to know this about December 21, 2012! If you feel ready to become a more confident and magnetic version of you, Join The 21 Day Confidence Love Challenge here: ➡️ https://bit.ly/Confidence-Love Back in December 21st of 2012, I thought that we were gonna ascend into a higher level of consciousness. I thought, literally, we were going to ascend and then not be here anymore, all right? That's literally what I believed, okay? I went through an awakening in 2012, and then shortly after that, I got in an online community and was reading about all this stuff. And there was people like David Wilcock and some other people that I looked up to that was talking about this. And I ended up believing in this. And what ended up happening is actually some pretty funny things with how far I ended up taking this. So first off, I was at the time, working at Nordstrom's in women's shoes, many of you guys probably know the story. And I was working there, and I believed this so much. And one of the main problems I had was I would go to work every day, and every Sunday, there were these global meditations for ascending to the higher level of consciousness. And I would leave Nordstrom's in Vegas, and I'd walk across the street to the Trump Hotel and I would meditate in the grass there at 11:11, whatever time it was. And because work was getting in the way of those global meditations of ascension, I was like, okay, this isn't really working anymore. And what ended up happening is I went into work, and I didn't even put in my two weeks, I literally went into work and I was like, "We're gonna ascend on December 21st, 2012. It doesn't matter." So I literally just went into work one day and I said, "I'm not coming in tomorrow." And that's literally what happened, all right? And then I was living with my mom and my brothers and sisters at the time. And I was just planning for December 21st, 2012, we're not gonna be here. Another thing that I did is I had an Acura TL at the time, it was a car I actually really liked. It was a 2006 and this is back in 2012, and that was my car that I drove around. And funny enough, I owed, I think, I owed $4,000 left on the loan, and I was just so unaware and so in my own bubble that I let the car get repossessed, and the car was worth $10,000. So I could have literally sold the car, pocketed the 6K, I could've lived it up even more in 2012, but it didn't matter to me because we're gonna ascend, all right? So these are all different things that I did. Another thing that I did is I wrote letters to all my family members. I wrote letters and I put it inside my stuff, because when I ascend, I want them to know what happened to me. So I like, mom, dad, I know that you didn't see this coming. And like, this is what happened. And the funny thing is I look back at this, and I'm like, what did I think would happen? Like, on December 21st, I'd go to bed and then I'd wake up and just be in this higher reality? It's different time everywhere on the planet, you know what I mean? So I'm not sure even what the thought process was. But that was all a part of it. I remember an interesting thing, I eventually at one point told my dad about this. And I remember it very clearly like it was yesterday. I went in, told my dad, and actually, I told my grandma about it 'cause she was living at my dad's house. And I told her about this ascension and how we're gonna ascend in a couple months and stuff like that. My grandma's like, "You have to tell your dad this." She had no idea what to do. So then I go and I tell my dad, and I'm like, "Okay, dad, I need to talk to you." And he's like, "Whoa, okay." I take him to the backyard, and I could totally tell that my dad thought I was gonna tell him that I was gay. There's nothing wrong with that. But I could just tell, that's what my dad was bracing himself. I could just tell. So I go into the backyard and he's got his hand on my back and he is like, "What's going on?" And I'm like, "There's this government conspiracy going on. There's the fiat system and all this stuff going on. There's inter-dimensional travel and all these Pleiadians." And I start telling him all this stuff that was just so outta there for him. And he had no idea how to react. He was just confused. And I wanted to express myself. I wanted to help them maybe wake up a little bit. And it got sad a little bit later. I went there a week later and he was like, "What happened to my son?" He was calling my friends. He thought I was on drugs or something like that. 'Cause at that time, too, I went vegan and I started losing a lot of weight and stuff. So he's like, "Oh you must be on drugs." And I go back a week later and he's like, "What happened to my son?" And he was crying and I had never really saw my dad cry at that point. And it was just so emotional for me.

• published: 01 Jun 2022
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