-"sneaky!"
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared,
I'm scared, so scared.
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared,
As the years roll away,
And the price that I paid
And the straws slip away.
You don't have to suffer,
It is what it is.
No bell book or candle
Can get you out of this, oh no!
I'm scarred, I'm scarred, I'm scarred,
I'm scarred, oh no.
I'm scarred, I'm scarred, I'm scarred,
Ev'ry day of my life,
I just manage to survive,
I just wanna stay alive.
You don't have to worry
In heaven or hell.
Just dance to the music,
You do it so well, well, well!
Hatred and jealousy, gonna be the death of me,
I guess I knew it right from the start.
Sing out about love and peace,
Don't wanna see the red raw meat,
The green eyed goddamn straight from your heart.
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of being so alone.
No place to call my home,
Like a rolling stone.
Stand even!
Wow!
ho ho ho
ho ho ho
look at me yeah
but I don't look at you
but that's the same
hm but never spoken
oh oh oh oh
you think I'm hail
we set you rude
your sweet are kid of bizarre
your sweet never come
down the road again
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm looking for some
more then literary
come a bit closer
we got nothing to hide
mine dosn't
something to ride
do it
well allright now
oh oh
oh (several times, like the guitar-solo)
Ma what's going on
We sitting here man
Digging on each other I'm feeling the shit out of you
You feeling the shit out of me
What you scared don't be scared
It was around 11:30 when I realized I miss you,
sitting at home all alone thinking what did I
just do, feeling was strong coming on and I knew I wanted you,
something inside me held me back,
boy you got me scared of you.
You got me afraid to let my love go.
Is it my heart that I should follow.
Got me afraid to let myself go.
Got me scared of you.
See,see what what it's like it's like we got to get over this hump ma
until we get over this hump, it's going to be fucked up!
If I let go I don't know if my heart will remain strong
cause you the type that just might give
right and get me strong I couldn't be just a girl
that your're seeing once a month cause if it
goes down better believe I'm gonna be your only one
Should I let it go,
Should I let it go no no no no
Should I let it go,
Should I let it go no no
no no no no
What's the problem ma,
I can see it in ya eyes you want me just how I want you, you still
scared, you still scared it's cool though,
I'll be scared too fuckin' with a nigga like me, I'll
Your way of life does not interest me
You claim you're proud, but in fact you're weak
The pride you have is fucking false
It's your insecurity behind a mask
You're scared
Alone
You're scared
Of yourself
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm scared, so scared
I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
As the years roll away
And the price that I paid
And the straws slips away
You don't have to suffer
It is what it is
No bell, book or candle
Can get you out of this, oh, no
I'm scarred, I'm scarred, I'm scarred
I'm scarred, uh, huh
I'm scarred, I'm scarred, I'm scarred
Every day of my life
I just manage to survive
I just wanna stay alive
You don't have to worry
In Heaven or Hell
Just dance to the music
You do it so well, well, well
Hatred and jealousy, gonna be the death of me
I guess, I knew it right from the start
Sing out about love and peace
Don't wanna see the red, raw meat
The green eyed, goddamn straight from your heart
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired
Of being so alone
No place to call my own
Like a rollin' stone
I could make you scared if I want me to
I'm not prepared, but if I have to
He said I can make you scared
It's kinda what I do
If you are prepared to
Here is what I propose to do
Your in Russia
And more than a million works of
Are wisked out to the woods
When the Nazis find the hole place dark
They'd think god's
Left the museum for good
I make you scared, if that's what I do
If you're prepared , if I have to
If I make you scared and you pay me to
If that's the deal
Now here's what I can do for you
Now there's a focus group that can prove
That is all nothing but cold calculations
Tests have shown that suspicious or hostile
Their lives need not be shortened
Truth be told
They can live a long,long wile
Tickled to death by their importance
If you make me scared
If that's what you do
If I'm unclear can I get out of this thing
With me and you
If you feel scared or a bit confused
I gotta say This sounds a little beyond anything I am used to
Now there a precious few
That can prove that at the root
That is all nothing but cold calculations
Clearly entranced you're leaning back now
Defanged destroyer limps into the bay
Down at the beach it's attracting quite a crowd
As kids wade through blood out to it and play
OK you make me scared you did what you set out to do
I'm not prepared , you really had me going there for a minute or two
He said, you make me scared too,
I wasn't through I was getting through
Mother
War is coming
Disease
??? revelation
??? the master plan
i am not suave i am not bare there's seven pair of pants and stuff in my hair are you scared of me sitting under the tree i strike a striking pose while i'm wiping my nose you say not to leave i don't see why i should but i end up doing it cause i know that i could are you scared of me sitting under the tree i strike a striking pose when i'm wiping my nose there's a fever pitch brewing in the club there's a deck of cards sitting in a tub i'm wearing #5 dresser drawers burning up but not on the dance floor cause the people are screaming for more and the singers so lovely talking about war
Sometimes I feel like an idiot, everybody's in the water.
But I fall short, I'm dry.
Such a knot to untie.
Even when I was such a snot nosed kid,
These monsters of reality in my head keep buggin' me.
I really wanna fly.
(chorus)
Wanna kill the monsters in my head.
Wanna kill them so I wont be scared.
Sometimes they call me a virgin and sometimes they never call.
But ever since the 80's I don't have sex at all.
I'm telling you it's too hard to justify.
Time will tell the difference,
When it's going through our minds that,
I'll show you yours and you'll show me mine.
Somebody just said something bout the devil
and I looked into your eyes
Honey, I think I saw a demon wink
right through your thin disguise
Well, that's okay, I could run away and that'd be the end of that
except I think I felt one inside me too
right behind where I'm hidin' at, and
I'm scared
Honey, I'm scared
A stronger man might not be
maybe a strong man would stay cool
but I'm not so sure that strong man wouldn't just be a fool
Now, babe, listen up. I ain't sayin' that you're any worse off than me
I'm just askin' you to consider the possibility
that both of us are bound for hell
I don't want to say this too loud
Because I know I'll get an argument
from the thick surrounding crowd, but
Hear me babe this ain't no joke that I'm talkin' about
I really think there could be a problem that needs some straightening out
And if there is, it ain't just about guilt and shame
It's a matter of eternity
What's your favourite scary movie?
I've walked the jungle, fought a lion with bare hands.
The prince of darkness I'm a far better man.
I've walked the dessert never feared for my own.
Where lightning strikes I'll always go.
Eye of the tiger not afraid to attack, like Frankenstein, flat on my back.
That Witch's magic took nothing from me.
Cos you're the one whose gotta spell over me.
If you're looking for danger here I come, you'd better look out it's just begun.
There's something that I want you to know.
One thing that I'm scared of is losing hold of you.
Get these shivers down my spine, feel my body turning blue.
The feeling is so frightening it's driving me insane.
One thing that I'm scared of
Is losing hold of you
The terminator said he will be back, fight fire with fire that's a natural fact.
Tell me your nightmare, I'll give you my dream.
I will protect you whenever you scream.
If you're looking for danger here I come, you'd better look out, it's just begun.
There's something that I want you to know.
One thing that I'm scared of is losing hold of you.
Get these shivers down my spine, feel my body turning blue.
The feeling is so frightening it's driving me insane.
One thing that I'm scared of
Is losing hold of you.
(I could've swore I heard her screaming)
Because you're always there, to let me know.
Sometimes we all get scared, I'm telling you I can't let you go oh!.
I can feel it in the air and my fever's going down.
There's a chill across the town, uh-oh-ooh-hoh!
One thing that I'm scared of is losing hold of you.
I get these shivers down my spine, feel my body turning blue.
The feeling is so frightening it's driving me insane.
One thing that I'm scared of
i could make you scared if you want me to i'm not prepared, but if i have to he said, i can make you scared, it's kinda what i do
if you're prepared, here's what I can put you through you're in russia and more than a million works of art are whicked out to the
woods so when nazis find the whole place dark they'd think god's left the museum for good
i make you scared, if that's what I do if you're prepared, if i have to if i make you scared and you pay me to if that's the deal
now here's what i can do for you
now there's a focus group that can prove this is all nothing but cold calculation
tests have shown that suspicious or hostile their lives need not be shortened truth be told they can live a long, long while tickled
to death by their importance
if you make me scared, if that's what you do if i'm unclear can i get out of this thing with me and you if you feel scared, a bit
confused, i gotta say this sounds a little beyond anything i'm used to
now there's a precious few that can prove that at the root this is all nothing but a cold calculation
clearly entranced, you're leaning back now defanged destroyer limps into the bay down at the beach it's attracting quite a
crowd as kids wade through blood out to it to play
ok you made me scared, you did what you set out to do i'm not prepared, really had me going there for a minute or two he
said, you made me scare too, i wasn't sure i was getting through i gotta go, it's been a pleasure doing business with you
Them Have Them House
And Them Have Them Car
Their Lives Are Safe
And Secure
Even Have A Penny
For The Poor
But Against Themselves
Them Ah Fight A War
They Put A Number
On Every Arm
Of Every Baby That's
Just Been Born
And When We Have To Go
They Put That Same
Number On Your Toe
[Bridge:]
Because Them Scared
You Know Them Scared
I Said Them Scared
You Know Them Scared
I Said Them Scared
You Know Them Scared
This Is So Weird
[Chorus:]
And Again, Again, Yeah, Again
And Again, Again, Again, Yeah Again
And Again, Again, Again, Yeah Again
And Again, Again, Again
Them Have Them Rules
And Them Have Them Laws
For Every Itch
They've Got
An Extra Cloth
How Can Airplanes
Crush A Dream
Things Aren't Quite
What They Seem To Be
But Who's There
To Take The Blame, Yeah
When This World
Goes Up In Flames
He Who Is God Fearing
Will Remain
Well, I Say Rain, Rain
Let's Pray For Rain
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
We're Scared Of
What We Don't Know
Scared Of Every Breeze
And Change That Blows
We Have Our Ways And
We Have Our Roads
Feel Save As Long As
Our Hearts Are Closed
But We've Gotta Move On
Move On
Move On Off
Where Your Fear
You Fear
You Put Your Love
Love
[Chorus x2]
Boom
I feel Your presence when I'm on my knees
Asking for forgiveness, Lord, hear my cries and pleas
I know You're there Lord, I knowyou care
I know you set me free, but I'm still scared
I know You're there, but I'm still scared...
Through prayer, Lord I see the works You've done in my life
Even when the times get hard You lift me up in Your light...
I know You're there Lord, I know You care
Being scared is what keeps you alive
As there is nothing left after the chance to die
'Cause your every breath
Is scared to death
'Cause your every breath
Is scared to death
'Cause your every breath
Is scared to death
'Cause your every breath
Is scared to death
'Cause your every breath
Can't sleep at night
All I hear is an endless fight
A woman's cry, all is destroyed
Can't sleep at night
All I hear is an endless fight
Call the police to make it calm
The sound fades away
But still it's there
In our memories
Life isn't fair
What can I do
Want to be more like You
I want to be brave
But I'm scared and broken too
Still my heart is trying, trying to survive
I know the colors, I am not blind
But now Your hands are reaching, reaching out to save
Come my child, you shall be free
The sound fades away
But still it's there
In our memories
Life isn't fair
The sound fades away
And we close our eyes
Pretend it wasn't there
It's easier this way
What can I do
Want to be more like You
I want to be brave
But I'm scared and broken too
What can I do
Want to be more like You
I want to be brave
But I'm scared and broken too
Oh... What can I do
Want to be more like You
I want to be brave
I feel, I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel so sad
I feel so sad
I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel so sad
I feel so sad
I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel so sad
I feel so sad
I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel, I feel so scared
I feel, I feel so sad
I feel so sad
I feel, I feel so scared
(Hinkel)
Mother can you tell me why I feel so scared
Can you tell me why you're leavin'
At the moment when I needed you so bad
I can't get through my head
At night I hear it creeping
At night I feel it move
I’ll never sleep here anymore
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming
It’s all because of you
So real these voices in my head
When it comes back you won’t be
Scared and lonely
You won’t be scared, you won’t be
You won’t be scared and lonely
You won’t be scared you won’t be lonely
I know there’s something out there
I think I hear it move
I’ve never felt like this before
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming
It’s all because of you
So real these voices in my head
When it comes back you won’t be
Scared and lonely
You won’t be scared, you won’t be
You won’t be scared and lonely
You won’t be scared you won’t be lonely
Its all because of you
I wish you never told me
I wake up screaming now
So real these voices in my head
So real these voices in my head
I wake up screaming now
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
Scared and lonely
You won’t be scared, you won’t be
You won’t be scared and lonely
You won’t be scared you won’t be lonely
Scared and lonely
You won’t be scared, you won’t be
You won’t be scared and lonely
You know that something inside of you
Still plays a part in what i do, always
I'm here for you
I think that if we were all we had
That's more than most people ever have, anyway
Oh anyway, you can stay here
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared
I'm here if you're scared to go through
Anything just reach out in front of you, always
Won't you stay near
So close we played it as if we cared
Don't stop now that we're almost there, anyway
Oh i'm here for you
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared that you'll lose everything
I sleep on a thin drowning rope
To burn inside the fragile sea
I saw you fall many days
My nights were cruel - windless boughs
To you I wrote fevered rhymes
Oppressive sounds inspired me
I am...
...scared of a moment that won't come
...scared of a landscape draped with clouds
...scared of a wilted envelope
Yeah, who is the man in the white vest?
I'm getting nervous, becoming a mess
Is he the doctor's man to take me away?
Or the same damn demon from yesterday?
Waking up is virtually impossible
Something in this story won't let me go
You know I'm shaking and I'm feeling sick
Guess, I'm gonna need a vodka quick
Momma's lace and whiskey on the top shelf
Somehow they got caught up in my dream
Monsters on my right and cobwebs on my left
Scary man standin' right in front of me
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Tomorrow, if I get my strength
I'll put my Daddy's gun to use
I hate it, I hate it, feels like I'm drowning
The man's tied me up and I think he's frowning
Black widow is his favorite bite
Why does the creature cling so tight?
Makes her crawl on my face and neck
God, the man drives me a nervous wreck
Why am I starting to like this?
You know he hasn't hurt me yet
But it's different now, just a whim
Maybe I'm becoming his pet
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Man I really, really think, really think that I think
I like being scared
Momma's lace and whiskey on the top shelf
Somehow they got caught up in my dream
Monsters on my right and cobwebs on my left
Scary man standin' right in front of me
Why am I starting to like this?
You know he hasn't hurt me yet
But it's different now, just a whim
Maybe I'm becoming his pet
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Man I really, really think, really think that I think
I like being scared
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Man I really, really think, really think that I think
I like being scared
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Man I really, really think, really think that I think
I like being scared
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Man I really, really think, really think that I think
I like being scared
Hey man, I think I like being scared
An' I wish you all were there
Man I really, really think, really think that I think
now i dont care about it
just be about it love
wont do with out you
i love you boo
hook-i aint scared to
love you,i aint scared to touch you
i aint scared to be with you
just tell me if you scared of this too. 2x
sometimes we fight on the phone
i hang up with you then im all alone
just feel what im saying im not complaining
i love you boo
hook-2x
bridge- strong love is all i need to be with you
be my man and im your girl yea yea yea.
I don’t know what I’m doing here, what’s happened to my self esteem.
Did you take it, did you act in vain, did you see what you did to me?
If you think all the mean things you say would make me change my mind and stay.
If you say that I’ve made this choice to hurt you, you know that you are wrong.
I would like to be your friend, but I’m scared like I can’t tell you.
I know that I need help, I know that you need help too.
If I was untrue to you I wish I could go back.
I’m a puppet in you hands and I just close my eyes and swallow.
I’m grateful for the time we spent and the love that I felt from you.
And the love that I still feel for you just keeps on getting stronger.
If I did so completely wrong, I am sorry but I can’t regret it.
I believed in every word I said and I wanted so hard to believe.
I would like to be your friend…
Give me a reason why you act like this. I will retreat and I will surrender.
Pablo was so afraid of you when he walked these empty streets tonight.
I thought that you would hit and run, I thought that you would kill me.
Did you something to my car, will I survive my way back home?
Hiding emotions, concealing the truth.
-Understand, understand-
I'm scared of you
There's nothing I can do
No sense in wasting time
I want you out of my mind
You make me feel unhappy
I wish you weren't real
You only make me unhappy
And I can't deal with it
I never wanted you
But I'm afraid it's true
You're gonna catch me by surprise
I hope there's time to realize
You make me feel unhappy
I wish you weren't real
You only make me unhappy
(Music & Words by A. Belov)
(Verse 1:)
Hold me if you can
Hold me like a child
Cure me with your touch
Don't push me back in to exile
Gambling with the fate
Sucked my soul dry
Sow me like a seed
And I will grow into the sky
(Verse 2:)
Tell me if you can
If there is a way
Cut the ties to all the weight
Of things I used to say
Number on a scales
Counting me in
When I'm rolling down
In to the throat of a slot machine
(Chorus:)
Playing once again
I'm scared
Betting once again
I'm scared
(Verse 3:)
Help me if you can
Roll the dice for me
Following accross the desert
Like a tumbleweed
Faces move arround me
Craving for a spin
Round after round
I know this game is not to win
(Chorus)
(Guitar/organ solo)
(Chorus)
You know that something inside of you
Still plays a part in what I do always, I'm here for you
I think that if we were all we had
That's more than most people ever have
Anyway, oh, anyway, you can stay here
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared
I'm here if you're scared to go through
Anything, just reach out in front of you, always, won't you stay near?
So close, we played it as if we cared
Don't stop, now that we're almost there, anyway, oh, I'm here for you
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everything
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everybody
I know you're still there because you're scared
That you'll lose everything
So i'm alone again
raising my clock to get home again
and you're likeable and memoreble
all at once
just drive to find my place
making my way out of this mess
as I'm waiting, watching time goes by
and I'm scared the morningpaper
tells me you're gone
and you were there
behind the sun
and over the moon
I'll be with you soon
But I'm here and you're there
whats this fase
someone set it wrong place
I wait to join
watching the flipside of this coin
well, you're miserable, controlable and changeable
all at once
And still I wait to run
Maybe this time I'll come and done
as I'm waiting, watching time goes by
and I'm scared the morningpaper
tells me you're gone
and you were there
behind the sun
and over the moon
I'll be with you soon
But I'm here and you're there
whats this face
I speak but you wont here
as I try but you wont see
I wait for you to show
I miss you when you're near
cause I'm here
the morningpaper
tells me that you're gone
and you were there
behind the sun
all over the moon
cause im scaaaaaaaaaaaared
so scaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaared
and I'm scared the morningpaper
tells me you're gone
and you were there
behind the sun
and over the moon
I'll be with you soon
But I'm here and you're there
whats this fase
someone set the wrong place
so im alone again
raising the clock to get home again
and you're likeable and memorerable
I'm getting crazy; I can't stand this anymore [x4]
Regrets, regrets,
so many demons spinning in my head
How can I live? How can I live with myself?
I'm getting crazy, I can't stand this anymore
"-You are nothing but a f**king looser-" [x4]
Betray, betray, is this the world that I'm building
everyday?
How can I live...how can I live with this pain?
somebody help me, I'll never go out
The devil stands behind my door, waiting in the dark
This is it, my life is gone, I can feel it coming,
i can fell it coming...no please no!!!
I'm scared, scared and confused, so many demons
spinning in my head
I'm scared, scared and confused, I'm getting crazy, I
can't stand this anymore
I'm scared, scared of myself, so many demons spinning
in my head
I'm scared, scared of my self, the evil one is
possessing my dreams...
How can I live? How can I live with this pain?
Somebody help me, I can't stand this anymore
Regrets, regrets, so many demons spinning in my head
How can I live? how can I live with this pain?
Somebody help me, I'll never go out
You never said you'd love me like you do
You said you'd never hurt me like you do
You can't seem to decide
If you're in love with me
Scared
You say you're losing your identity
You say you've sacrificed your freedom to me
You won't commit to me
'Til I submit to you
Scared
You're not the only one who feels confused
Sooner or later you will have to choose
I can't make up my mind
Where I will draw the line
Scared
She loves you - she loves you not
She's only scared
Forget me - forget me not
I am scared, I'm afraid
Mercy me with Your grace
My heart said in brokenness
I want to see Your face
Don't You hide, don't You leave
Don't You turn away from me
?Cause if You go I'll be forsaken
Who will be my soul?s salvation?
Lord, hear my cry, hear my heart
Here I come to where You are
I'll be there for You, You'll be there for me
Lord, though I'm weak, You are strong
So I'll go back where I belong
You'll be there for me, I'll be there for You
You'll be there for me
Answer me in my place
You told me to seek Your face
My heart spoke with heaviness
Your face I will seek
Don't give up, don't forget
Remember me and I won't quit
What good am I if I'm not taken?
And who am I without salvation?
Lord, hear my cry, hear my heart
Here I come to where You are
I'll be there for You, You'll be there for me
Lord, though I'm weak, You are strong
So I'll go back where I belong
You'll be there for me and I'll be there for You
You'll be there for me
Lord, hear my cry, hear my heart
Here I come to where You are
You'll be there for me, I'll be there for You
Baby, do you understand,
That I have to say goodbye to you my friend,
Please don't think it's easy for me to do.
Youre my best friend and I still love you too.
Into the night I cry, can anybody tell me why,
Ive got to leave before my heart will die
Im so scared (2x)
Im scared of what the future will bring
Im scared of almost everything,
Help me...
Baby, am I making a big mistake,
Am I chasing a dream, is it better for me to wait.
But I can't ignore it, I keep feeling blue.
The world invites me to find love that's true.
Into the night I cry, can anybody tell me why,
Ive got to leave before my heart will die.
Im so scared (2x)
Im scared of what the future will bring,
Im scared of almost everything,
Help me...
Who am I
Who am I now
Who am I, here will I go
Who am I, who wants you, I do
Im so... (2x)
Im so, so, so, so scared
Im so scared (2x)
Im scared of what the future will bring,
Im scared of almost everything, help me...
Im scared of what the world might give,
Im scared to lose the life that we live,
Im scared to make a big mistake,
Im scared, just wanna feel this faith,
Im scared (2x)
Im scared of what the future will bring,
Standing outside, looking out for me
I know I've done nothing wrong
There's plenty of time for us to see
Start cleaning up the mess we've done
We keep on living our lives
with stupidity
As if we've got something to lose
So much selfish tranquility
Just for the sake
of trying nothing new
And I
Think I
Should be the one
to make a stand,
because
Everybody is scared (4x)
Everybody is scared sometimes (2x)
Time goes by and it seems to me
It's easy just to come and go
Well, turns out nothing comes for free
Our children live the seeds we sow
Pretend now
The fire burned out,
now it's you and me
Still we've got nothing to lose
So much selfish tranquility
Just for the sake
of trying nothing new
And I
Think I
Should be the one
to make a stand, because
Everybody is scared (4x)
Everybody is scared sometimes (2x)
Every time I close my eyes
This pain is killing me
And I try to take it down
Put my feet back on the ground
Just to know you're still with me
Just remember girl
Although it's easier to say goodbye
Feels like a bullet in my heart
To know we're throwing away the good times, because
Everybody is scared sometimes (2x)
Sit all alone here in the middle of my room I count the last days that I have before my doom
When will it be over ? When will he appear ?
It started two weeks ago when I felt really down I saw no light ahead I tried to leave somehow
BridgeI Find no way out My heart´s beating very fast Get me out of here I want you to
BridgeII Take my life That I can leave it all behind Accidental death Will blow my life away
Chorus I´m so scared That my time to die has come I´m so scared I see your shadows all around
The new love I found makes me see the light again But I paid the bill of death no way to escape my fate
Where are you ? Can´t you hear me calling ?
Just like a rat I hide in holes beneath the rubbish Give me a chance to enjoy my life again
BridgeI It drives me mad I´m on the way to lose control I´ll lose the best I´ve ever had I´m begging you
BridgeII Save my soul Keep your taxes that I paid Keep me alive I know you´re somewhere out there
Chorus
Solo
Chorus
Scared of myself
Like a riddle in my head
My imagination is so fucked up
I can't stand up
Want to feel the action
Want to know it know
Don't know where it comes from
Want to hear no sound
Crawling in my head
Rather be dead
Scared of myself
Like a lunatic
It's like a dream
But It seems so real
It's in my head, It's in my head
It's not a joke
My head is full smoke
Flying dead birds in the sky
Tried to run but I'm standing in sinking sand
Eaten up inside
No one to blame
I am so fucked up
I am getting insane
Want to feel the action
Want to know it know
Don't know where it comes from
Want to hear no sound
Crawling in my head
Rather be dead
Scared of myself
Like a lunatic
It's like a dream
But It seems so real
It's in my head, It's in my head
It's not a joke
My head is full smoke
I am scared...
Crawling in my head
Rather be dead
Scared of myself
Like a lunatic
It's like a dream
But It seems so real
It's in my head, It's in my head
It's not a joke
Summer has gone
And all that's left is sun.
It's hanging from my wall,
Though how it pictures epitome.
It's drifting in above,
Away, but without love.
Deranged of some my heartache,
Keep falling one by one.
Now you're gone. x4
Now you're gone. x4
Broken.
(Bridge) x 2
I'm scared of the dark,
I can't tell you apart,
You're mine forever
Or lost in never.
If my heart is to blame,
When you puzzle up the same,
Then I surrender,
To broken weather.
I'm scared of the dark.
I know it's crazy but I'm here again and I need to see
your smile
It's such a long time ago and I just want to know who
you turned out to be
Please don't be afraid, I'm really not the same as I
was before
I'm so happy to see you ... ok ... we will meet us the
same place after all
But now that I see you, you've lost the child in your
eyes
Something bad has happened, I'm begging you to realize
Who scares your soul? What happens in your life?
Go away from what is killing you
Save your dreams! Your husband must be blind to see
He takes everything from you
I try to remember in the things you've done and the
things that you believe
And somehow I knew that we meet again and I won't miss
the chnce
Your emotional world, I couldn't believe, was rotten to
the core
I think of the past, the way you smiles to me
Yes, the way you smiled was free
Can't you see the light? You got to leave this all
behind
I knew the time was right. New solutions you will find
Pain scares your soul. A shadow in your life
Go away from what is killing you
Save your dreams! Your husband must be blind to see
[Intro: Blueprint - talking]
You know what time it is (you know what time it is)
Yeah (yeah)
[Verse: Blueprint]
Bad Italian chick, loud mouth, kind of thick
Timid in the sack and experienced, scared of the dick
Still she got juice like Tony Soprano
So when I touch down in her town, she scoop me up pronto
Cracked the bottle on some boojie shit I couldn't pronounce
In a restaurant she walked up in just like it's a house
Sit back, crackin jokes with the waiters in their native language
Tippin extra big, I didn't get a chance to pay it
My eyes sold a thing 'cause I ain't have to say it
She lookin like a model, make you want to take it home and spank it
Kool-Aid smiles, every time I seen her naked
Fun to kick it with, but her lifestyle was dangerous ('style was dangerous)
I chilled at her spot when I wasn't on tour
Had to keep her on a chain 'cause she kept it so raw (so raw)
She didn't have to tell me what she did for a living
She had two different apartments in the same building (same building)
I'm there chillin, eatin Pop Tarts watching "The Love Boat"
In my drawers, half asleep (half asleep), she deep in her blunt smoke
Heard a knock at her door, I thought it might be her folks
She grabbed a burner, right then some brothers kicked in a deadbolt (deadbolt)
Ski masks and block hoodies, all that I saw
That saw me, but didn't see my shorty down on the floor
I played dumb, homie snatched me up and asked "where the coke at? "
His face exploded, shorty a surgeon with the gat [gun shot]
He dropped, body stiff, blood splattered my shit
I dipped behind the kitchen counter, not tryin to get hit
Two other dudes still standin, one got a shotty
Other one a twenty-two, that ain't hurtin nobody
He started runnin right past me, forgot I was there
So I trip him up, she grab him, put the gat to his ear
Tell his man to drop the burner or his boy gettin sprayed
But he ran, so she popped his boy anyway [gun shot]
I'm throwin up like a little bitch, there's blood everywhere
She dropped dude's dead body in a La-Z-Boy chair
Lit a square, call the cops, told 'em "get over here! " (get over here)
I'm shook until she tell me "ain't no work up in here" (work up in here)
Cops get there with ambulances, she got all the perfect answers
Totally prepared for what the 5-0 was askin us
I'm panicked but it's obvious this chick is a pro
File a report, told 'em everything they wanted to know (they wanted to know)
She hella calm for a chick sittin on so much blow
She smile, flirted, then walked 'em out to the door
Couldn't ignore how shorty looked like she seen it before
Gangsta (gangsta), not worried about a thing from the law
I had to ask her a question on some serious shit (serious shit)
These dudes kicked in your door and you ain't even flinch
You just caught two bodies, made another one dip
I was taught, never show your feelings
That's why it's so hard for me to talk to you
Girl I know, you're having a hard time dealing
Not sure what to say or what to do
When you reach for me, you're grasping at air
You tell me that you love me, but I'm not really there
Chorus:
I'm scared of falling in love, there I said it
I'm scared of falling in love, I might regret it
I'm scared of falling in love, but if I do
I pray to God it's with you
You gave your heart but I pushed it right away
No words will come, despite how hard I try
I never gave us a chance, yet I begged for you to stay
With no good reason, no reason why
My bags are too heavy, they're weighing me down
I can't see the beauty of the treasure I've found
Chorus
And I'm standing on the edge, if I don't jump I'll never fly
But baby if I fall will you stay or say goodbye
Chorus
I don't know if I'm ever gonna fall in love
But, if I do, I pray to God it's with you
I pray to God it's with you
Scared, I'm scared, I'm scared, so scared
You go on without me I'll hold right here.
That gleam in your eyes, it still fills me with fear.
The more you see that I'm not like the others
the harder you try to take my hand in yours.
Cold grey and callous, reaching out for me.
Whatever's over that that hill, it scares the fuck out of me.
Still you step closer, so that our eyes can meet.
Tell me no one knows me, like you do.
And then you say that I can't play this game forever.
No, you are the king of killers.
I've seen what you do.
Carving through the hearts
and souls of many with cloven hoofs you stomp the dreams of men,
of men far greater that me.
You don't want to know what's up with me
Don't want to know what's goin on in my head
You better never feel my breath on your skin (your
skin)
My breath on your neck
Something's deep inside, I can't control it
Obscuring my mind
[Refrain:]
I'm scared - I'm drowning in a bed of blood
I'm scared - Don't let it be true, make it stop
I locked up the door, protect me from the world
Protect the world from me
One room no window, there's no way out
There's no chance to flee
Something's deep inside, I can't control it
Obscuring my mind
[Refrain:]
I'm scared - I'm drowning in a bed of blood
I'm scared - Don't let it be true, make it stop
[Solo: Lohmann / Lucking]
Something's deep inside, I can't control it
Obscuring my mind
[Refrain:]
I'm scared I'm drowning in a bed of blood
I'm scared don't let it be true, make it stop
Scared I'm drowning in a bed of blood
