[Instrumental]
Welcome to the land of misery
Where my delivery strikes with madness
Hearts explode from a touch of the 44 blastin (Party)
By the killas from the Midwest
You can scream all you want but there's no help
As I see your destiny into the hands of me
Black talons rippin through yo body
The sight of a blood scene
Murder is what I fiend
For I saw the darkest hour
The clock ticks well
You feel the wrath of my power
What you gon do when all these niggas collide?
I got so many mentalities
I'll show you outside (Deadly)
Clever kill is my fourtay
Cuttin off victim's nipples
My murder is foreplay
Can't even fuck with mine
I'mma crazier than Dahmer Charlie Manson combined (One of a kind)
Diabolic
Shimbolic
Face the infernal
Evil demon
And I can make you eternal
Brain I'mma
Inflictin pain on a
Liqour with homa
Side'll shit me whole persona
Nervous
Lyrics at yo, service
You heard us
Murderous
Demons they comma
Which choosin like the chrome llama
Brain I'mma
Inflictin pain on a
Liqour with homa
Side'll shit me whole persona
Nervous
Lyrics at yo, service
You heard us
Murderous
Demons they comma
Which choosin like the chrome llama
BLAH!!
An introduction to my murderous plot
I got so many wicked ways
And they start on yo block
(One)
Label you my bitch
(Two)
I let you know
(Three)
Execution
Drag you out yo do'
Nobody to witness
I call it have it
You call it a verbal sickness
Damagin with a quickness
Describe the feelin while I rip you apart
I get evil when the day but even worse after dark
(Murda)
(Murda)
Killin
It just don't stop (Homocidal)
The 12 gauge left you up and down
But another victim called the D-E-A-D
Listen to that underground massacre terror
Seize the streets
Feel my heat (WHOOO!)
The N9ne amira
Killa
Got me goin
Like Donald Owens
The cannabis
Got me deep like the abyss
So I sit back relax
Warm it up like cris
A bruised the fist
The fury
When step into me
I 8-1-6 that mothafuckin ass in Missouri
Or should I say the land of misery
Where life's fucked up
Disguise like yo shadow when I buck ya (BLAH! BLAH!)
Brain I'mma
Inflictin pain on a
Liqour with homa
Side'll shit me whole persona
Nervous
Lyrics at yo, service
You heard us
Murderous
Demons they comma
Which choosin like the chrome llama
Brain I'mma
Inflictin pain on a
Liqour with homa
Side'll shit me whole persona
Nervous
Lyrics at yo, service
You heard us
Murderous
Demons they comma
Which choosin like the chrome llama
BLAH!!
Ammit, ammit!
Trauma, trauma!
You's a gonna gonna
Tecca Nina like vaginas
I bring trauma
Make niggas swing on a
Ding-a-ling gonna flunda
Irritable
Formitable
Right now hit em in the middle of Rogue Dawg straight showed y'all
When I'll be game
Anyone wanna know what's the deal?
The simple fact is that
I'll flip ya
Flip ya for real
I'm a jeah
But when I get rhymer block
I need some ginacock
Right after that fact I'm like a bull in a China shop
Six pluses believe it I'll be the bomb one day
If my shit was droppin in a week today is bomb Sunday
One week to get to necrosis
Get to focus on music like
Mr. Holland's Opus
Notice
Still kickin hocus pocus
Witch craft
Whiplash
Kick ass
Rhyme flows
Sign up the timed shows
So I'm not behind hoes
Devine souls
Plottin to kill all the demons
In the killa many killins plenty seperable pillins
These rappers now (I'll swallow yo soul, I'll swallow yo soul)
This underground (I gotta explode, gotta be cold)
Nina's bold
They couldn't kill me if they sent Dahmer (Why?)
Demons they comma when tha shoots in the chrome llamma
Brain I'mma
Inflictin pain on a
Liqour with homa
Side'll shit me whole persona
Nervous
Lyrics at yo, service
You heard us
Murderous
Demons they comma
Which choosin like the chrome llama
Brain I'mma
Inflictin pain on a
Liqour with homa
Side'll shit me whole persona
Nervous
Lyrics at yo, service
You heard us
Murderous
Demons they comma
Which choosin like the chrome llama
[M: Petrozza/Gosdzik/Fioretti/Reil ú L: Petrozza ú c Dark Wings]
[I gave this song a new title since it is the first version of "Winter Martyium", only available on the "Renewal" demo. Listening to the song today I wonder why it did not make it onto the album. Especially the lyrics are cool since they deal with the typical autumn/winter depression I have to go through every year of my life. The drumming is amaz-ing, respect to Ventor at this point.]
Passing of perception unforseen reaction
Staring out the window into the ice cold air
Memories of summer causing my depression
Through concentrated death and rainfall of despair
Visionary eden turns to hell
Winter martyrium
Freezing me from inside
Pastlife delirium
As my tears turn to ice
Snow the white empress, frost the ice cold forest
At mountains of dead bodies I drank the sweetest wine
Spring awaits lust for the autumn dominatress
Life remains a dream within a dream visionary symbols
ancient shine
Summer's gotta come bringing back the sun
Zero to none, winter awaits us all
Mystic awareness
With God conversing wide awake in your sleep
Shining discovery mankind martyrium
Planets of terror, hatred and deceit
To live it means to suffer to die to live forever
I'm left here with the others we could not die together
And as I saw them dying I knew it had begun
Emotional massacre
A visionary kingdom come
kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou yowakatta jibun to ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii
jikan nante mono wa totemo toki toshite zankoku de
demo sono zankokusa yue ni ima ga tsukurarete
hito wo motome yamanai no wa isshun no kaihou ga
yagate otozureru kyoufu ni katte iru kara
ashimoto de yurete iru hana ni sae ki zukanai mama de
toorisugite kita watashi wa kagami ni mukaenaku natte iru
kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu to kyou fukaku hiraita kuzu wo
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii
ataerareta jibun dake no shouki to kyouki ga atte
sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni sonzai suru nara
muda na mono afurete shimatta mono yaku tatanai mono mo
mayowazu ni erabu yo sou watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni ne
shiawase no kijun wa itsumo jibun no mono sashi de kimete kita kara
kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu ga kyou hirakidashita toshitemo
They say most of your brain shuts down in cryosleep
All but the primitive side, the animal side
No wonder I am still awake
Confront me one last time
to tell me all your lies
I wish I had the power
to make this anger go...
Lost something on the way
Something precicus, thought I'd stray...
Beneath my kingdom,so they say,
sleeping dogs protect the way
And furthermore, I know I'll suffer
from all the losses back on earth
And Surely Kain had known it better
if he had heard my story end
Careful, but still avoiding
I feel your noble skin
These creatures you call human
have treated me like a schismatic
Please feed me wiht some truth
I hunger for your bitter words
Injured, but still standing
Mitnichten beginnt die Tat nicht allein mit der Handlung.
Vielmehr reißt das Vorfeld den Umriß der Tat.
Noch weißt die Skizze verschobene Perspektiven auf,
doch entwickeln sich die Linien weiter bis hin zur Vollendung.
Die Tat an sich ist nur die Summe der Überlegungen,
die uns die Handlungsweise als logisch erscheinen läßt.
In diesem Augenblick, der keiner ist, verlassen wir die Wurzeln,
um in die Peripherie des Absoluten zu gleiten,
ohne in lachenden Gefühlen ertrinken zu müssen.
Die kurze Suche ist beendet, ohne bemerkt zu haben,
wieviele Zeit benötigt wurde, um den Vorgang gültig abzuschließen.
Jetzt beginnt und endet der Zeitpunkt der Tat.
We're going through a tough period now
Facing problems new to us
Growing stronger dealing with the past
Nothing to be frightened of
On the border line of silence
Trauma setting in
And the loneliness is killing me
So you got to accept my apology
Every struggle will unveil ourself
No one's gonna mourn alone
And we managed through a troubled sleep
On the road to the unknown
On the border line of silence
Trauma setting in
And the loneliness is killing me
So you got to accept my apology
'Cause the loneliness is killing me
It'll all become a catastrophe
On the border line of silence
Trauma setting in
And the loneliness is killing me
So you got to accept my apology
Difficult enough to tell the truth
I seek shelter on your side
Never knowing if misunderstood
Seinen Atem zeigt es vielen
Schon oft gehört, hat es wieder einen mehr
Keine Frage, es wird siegen
Keine Angst haben Sieger
Deine Vision nur ein lächerlicher Traum
Es geht weiter immer wieder
Doch du merkst es kaum
Hundert mal hast du geschworen
Du starker Worte Feind
Hoch den Mut und nie verloren
Wird_s nicht immer sein
Alarm, dein Schema bricht inzwei
Die Dunkelheit dein Freund
Du siehst, was du nie gekannt
Egal, was nützt dir deine Zeit
Die Nacht hält den Platz für dich frei
Verlier den Verstand
Dein Gefühl ist jetzt die Ohnmacht
Deine Helden existieren nun nicht mehr
Spür du dein Auge wenn es zumacht
All die Sieger haben verloren
In deinem Kopf eine Masse grauer Brei
In deine Seele wird es bohren
Geht das nie vorbei?
Hundert mal hast du geschworen
Du starker Worte Feind
Hoch den Mut und nie verloren
Wird_s nicht immer sein
Alarm, dein Schema bricht inzwei
Die Dunkelheit dein Freund
Du siehst, was du nie gekannt
Egal, was nützt dir deine Zeit
Die Nacht hält den Platz für dich frei
Verlier den Verstand
Alarm, dein Schema bricht inzwei
Die Dunkelheit dein Freund
Du siehst, was du nie gekannt
Sieh da, dann bist du plötzlich frei
Und gelernt hast du nur still zu sein
wandernde seelen
toben im blut
trauern mich in die sucht
quälender zauber
tödliche kraft
besinnungslos einsame bucht
wo wirst du sein
wo siegt das leben
nie mehr allein
den traum wird es geben
weiss wie kalk, kalt wie schnee
herzverloren tief im see
gefangen im trauma
trauernde blumen
spuren im klee
gedankenverloren die fee
es rufen die elfen
ein hecht zieht vorbei
und du bist für immer frei
Trauma Was My Premonition
This Can't Be Real, Why Me
Faced With This Awakening
What Is This Suppose To Be
I Lost My Innocence
Framed Is This Conspiracy
As I Saw My Child, Lifeless On The Floor
Shattered Dreams, Oblivious
Where Am I
Why Am I Still Here
Since You Taken All Of Me
Trauma
Searching For Answers That I Will Never Know
Can't Stand The Truth
When This Life Is Gone
Will You Be There For Me
Eternal Pain Begun
Trauma
What Ifs & But Why's
Run Through My Mind
Nothing Can Ease My Insanity
No Drugs Will Sedate Me
My Only Salvation
Stay Alive Stay Alive
When I Can't Live For Now
Don't Tell Me Time Will Heal
There Is Nothing Left Behind But
Dry Ashes Mountain Of Tears
Dry Ashes Mountain Of Tears
Dry Ashes Mountain Of Tears
Dry Ashes Mountain Of Tears
What Ifs & But Why's Run Through My Mind
azad:
beats schlagen auf meine trommelfelle während ich auf die schnelle grelle sätze zu 'ner lyrischen schelle erstelle
verfälle ich meine verfehle selten mein ziel bin agil im spiel denn time keeps on slippin' wie seal
wieviel zeit es auch kosten mag ich bin bereit es zu zahlen
rappe nicht nur um zu prahlen goldketten tragen oder 'n fetten wagen zu fahr'nfür mich ist die musik wie wasser für 'n fisch
mein element ohne das ich elend verende wie pflanzen ohne licht
schreib rhymes in tagschrift kiff bis ich wegdrift
mit 'm stift gefährlicher als die terroristen auf 'm steckbrief
check beats und weed von dem letzten cash was ich hab
geb 's euch am mic an den turntables und der mpc und zwar nicht zu knapp
mit komplexen tracks und texten die zeichen setzen
lass ich mode mc 's erbleichen wie tote in leichensäcken
bleib bei dem echten und meide den rest denn
ich hab keine zeit für pfeifen die mit ihren billigen scheiben das reine verpesten
vom reimen besessen überschreit' ich grenzen und verbreite entsetzen
bei phonies die nur scheisse schwätzen und immer biten und blenden
es ist zeit für 'ne wende macht euch bereit wenn ich komm' um alles zu burnen denn ich bin heiss ohne ende
zerreisse opponenten mit feinsten talenten die mit überschall knall'n
und harten taten, dass nach zwei takten die kinnladen fall'n
ihr könnt mich nicht seh`n aber kriegt mich trotzdem zu fühlen wenn ich bomb
wie tarnkappenflieger mach ich mit verbalen attacken die packen
all die schlappen rapper attrappen nieder
chorus:check das wannabe rap ist keine comedy
fake mcs get out the rapgame
check das wannabe rap ist keine comedy fake mcs take it personal
illmat!c:
ich rapp' und schone nicht weil viele labern viel aber sie flow'n nicht
bin schon dicht und tret deinen arsch hinaus aus der ozonschicht
aber droh nicht dein ganzer style basiert auf kleptomanie
ich schlag punani pamela anderson mcs härter als thommy lee
ich burn deinen körper wie 'n gestörter musst du wundbrand heilen
und bin allein schon so fantastisch, dass die vier daheim in stuttgart bleiben
denn wenn ich reim gibt’s für dich packung wie von fango
zerquetsch deinen sack wie mango und tanz auf deinen eiern tango
bin rambo und kein kommando hindert mich vom auftrag
weil ich 's drauf hab und mein beitrag auf jedem allstar track hinausragt
ich einschlag wie 'n meteor wenn ich kick
wenn rap die nba ist wär ich no. one draft pick
ihr schräg blickt und gern so böse wärt wie marilyn manson
ich battle euch sogar über den beat von mmbop von hanson
raps prickelnd wie kohlensäure dadurch die ohren säubere
dir deine poren erneuere weil ich aus vollen rohren feuere
meine raps sind scharf wie ein in tabasco getunkter taco
beherrsche die kunst zu reimen wie bruce lee sein nun chaku
also muchacho schluss ist siesta jetzt ist game over
mach deine stadt platt wie 'n bulldozer und du bist zeuge wie jehova
jeder poser hat angst vor mir weil mein flow so böse ist
mein style ist perverser als der sadist der deiner freundin an die möse pisst
döse nicht denn irgendwann tust du auch alles für den plattendeal
Trauma at the side of the highway
I rode right by it, I rode right by it
There's glass in the candy, baby
but I still like it, yeah I still like it
And I don't wanna be afraid
and I don't wanna shy away
Shy away from a little scratch or shy away from the
pain
Sirens keeps sounding out my name
But I don't mind it, I don't mind it
And the fire keeps blowing smoke my way
But I rode by it, I rode right by it
And I don't wanna be afraid
and I don't wanna shy away
Shy away from a little scratch or shy away from the
pain
Ohhh
The pain
It's aching again, my love
It's bruising again, my love
But that's why we're all out (?)
Cruising for, looking for the pain
It's aching again, my love
It's bruising again, my love
But that's what we're all about
Cruising for...
[Instrumental]
Poision keeps flowing through my veins
But I don't fight it, no I don't fight it
And the stain on my heart keeps bleeding
But I don't dry it, no no
And I don't wanna be afraid
and I don't wanna shy away
Shy away from a little scratch or shy away from the
pain
Shy away from a little scratch or shy away from the
pain
Accept and follow and do not engage
In lust and envy, In lust and envy,
Greed and wrath,
Your life is planned
And moves are traced out,
And moves are traced out
Why should I to follow the rules of light?
Listen and accept the determination right?
In spite of determination
I would like to act
To evolve and flourish
In every aspect of my life
I don't care about religion
I don't care about money
I don't care about the influences
And inherent others
Why should I to follow...
The borrowed impressions lust and dust
Means all the same for you
The ten dommandments
For humans choosing
Endless death and pain
I would like to hint
At the nonsense of common laws
Because every man and every woman
All people are unique
And a pinch of self-admiration
In these strange times
Is better than self-mortification
Why should I to follow...
Bizarre and twisted strange values
In this sick world, In this sick world
There is no place for
A moment of satisfaction
For a minute of musings
For normal life
Frozen in chaos
In thousands of events
In milliards of beings
Unending train
Reason - Result
Action - Reaction
Stagnation?
In the bull's eye,
I'm surrounded by the silence
With the eyes which are lost,
I'm looking for the world,
The world that is dead for me
I'm a frozen god
The vortex of disease
That's consuming the world
Who is strong enough to chance it?
Where is the author of that sad comedy?
It's not my world
I'm a frozen god
Stagnation
In act of depression
Out of control
To be the close to damnation
You - creator of gods and thoughts!
Where are you?
"Opus dei" - a derisive slogan
Milliards of cloven atoms
Joined again, without the aim?
In this devilish composition
I'm a frozen god
Hund on nothingness
I'm going with the stream of chaos
Without thousands of events
Without milliards of beings
I've found my own dimension
In every moment of your life
You were trying to fulfill
To satisfy conditions
And all known and unknown
Were only make demands
Were only make demands
On the wings of frustration
I reach the highest point
I reach the highest point
On my destiny
Desolation of my relations
In th circle of close f(r)iends
Felicity is my camouflage
But in reality
I'm waiting for the moment of attention
I'm flaying on the wings of frustration
On my destiny
But I know it's the right time
To show me to all surrounding
That jester is dead
I'll jeopardize
Blind man ask me forgiveness
I won't deny myself
Disrespect you have given
Your suffering's my wealth
I feed off pain, force fed to love it
And now I swallow whole
I'll never live in the past
Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast
Burn my fist to the concrete
My fear is my strength
Power, rage unbound because
Been pounded by the streets
Cyanide blood burns down the skyline
Hatred is purity
The bullet connects at last
Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast
Scarred
Pour the salt in the wound
I'm quietly waiting
For long awaited death
No sisters of mercy
Nor fucking priest
Could give me a moment
Of silence and peace
Could give me a moment
Of relief
All these hypocrites
Morons with Juda's face
No-one understands
How long they'll stay
So profundly certain
They are right
With every morphine breath
I can see more and more
Positive points of
Long awaited death
Happiness of ending existence
And immortality as punishment
Many years, many moments
I was waiting
My exhausted body
Personal fragments of life
Emotionally dead and alive
It's inside me
It makes me weak, it paralyzes, grows
Turns me into flesh
Without a soul
Another prick and lack of signal
Horror or indifference?
Horror or indifference?
The solitude remains
Poisoned or sensitive?
I absorb the pain without the control
Lack of acceptance, lack of pleasure
Degeneracy
Awareness
No agreement in the inside fight
Solitude
The organism which has benn badly designed
Constantly modified
Experiment, lottery,
Experiment, calamity
Divine mirror of vanity
In a sinusoid of life
We are distinguished by two values
Zero and One - the code of our creator
A new bible of the future
I can see death in me - Paranoia
The Fractal of life
I am trying to defend myself
Against the whirl of destination
Against the whirl of domination
escaping from pain into pain again
Never ending
A constant revision of imperfection
Like a verdict - Frustration
Like a verdict - Depression
Awaiting for the final act
An act of providence
I can see death in me - Paranoia
The Fractal of life
I am trying to defend myself
Against the whirl of destination
Against the whirl of domination
Beuond time, in nonentity
I am being punished
By non - existence in loneliness
Pain - a friend
Pain - a sickness
I don't know something more different
An act of providence
Waiting for the final act
Election of power
To find own way
To nowhere?
Like a verdict - Frustration
Like a verdict - Depression
Awaiting for the final act
We are enslaved by the vision of minds
Hunger of blood leads us to authority
Consuming world - an impulse to our development
"Kill or be killed" - the rightist law in the sick times
We are sick - The elegy for doom
We are wicked - The elegy for doom
No-one - will be saved, No-one - will be sacred
No-one - will be reminded, We are insane
Empty words flows to the millions of deaf ears
Blind eyes can't see the kingdom of greed and misery
Internal war - convulse sickness and perplexed thoughts
Hate gave us tools to destroying of equilibrium
We are insane, No-one - will be saved
No-one - will be sacred, No-one - will be reminded
This is a countdown to our desolation
Still waiting for the beast's descending
God forsook us and your inheritance
From man to god - a great metamorphosis
We are condemned in the world of god
We are lost in the world of lies
No-one - will be saved, No-one - will be sacred
The world is sunk in a fire
Like an oil shaft
It blows with the fire
Which is bigger and bigger, higher
Towards the very sky
Until the last spark
Burns eyes of existence
Laments can't help now
Confessionals have already burnt
And hearts won't help
This is a day which ends with ashes
Light!
Day!
Thoughts!
Contradictions
Testaments will remain in cinders
For the new unknown
Maybe better losers
Despised with the curse
Everything has already glittered
All the flame has already put out
The ashes of the sin
Time stands still as if it dodn't exist
Sleepwalking souls are awaking before dawn
And drift into the strange world of illusion
Which can't be understood
That's impossible
Shadows on the wall are alive
This house is deranged
Everything whirls and sways
Like in a wild dance
We're possessed!
We may all be there!
The cavalcade of light and shade
And swarming thoughts at the bottom of reason
Lunacy discovered every night
The cup of misery filled up to the brim
Cry that bares pain
Hell in the shapes of Earth
Hell in each and everyone
This will last forever
We're possessed!
What is the truth? What is the faith?
Hypocrisy and filth
Lie hidden in these words.
They rule us. and we
Meek marionettes bow to them.
Superpowers,
Churches prepare this poison for us to drink it in the
dark
And then die in torments and hunger
And when the seven bells ring
The time for deep hunting will come
Pure and extatic murder of hypocrisy and falsehood
Gore will drench the altars. Dogs will drag the carcass
And our souls. clean. will flow down to the black soul
What is the truth? what is the faith?
Our lust like tank mechanism
Revolves ardously and slays our true words.
Like fierce armanda we splash our own consciousness
And it falls into the abyss of oblivion.
Still we search for the sense of our own self
Our self was poisoned by hypocrisy and money
Now we are robots.
Will we ever find the truth?
Will it be given to us to fell the faith?
Nothing is the faith and truth!
Those symbols does not exist. they are only memories.
so far memories, even gods don't remember its meaning.
Never will they rebirth
As they were tranished with blood and hypocrisy.
Nothing exists!
I lost paradise of gods
I don’t believe myself now
I escape into the shadow
The depth of despair surrounds me
I’ll die in loneliness
Waiting for your sign
I build the wall I will hide my sorrow behind
Hopelessly I penetrate the forest of memories
From the past
This is your voice, These are your words I pronounce
When I scream sleeping in the cage
I’m your eyes, I’m a guide
Pray for help to
Escape into the shadow
I step on the new paths
Feeling my psychic pain
Thou was born in agonal pain
Fear and anguish were the only acompany to thee
Ther is no mercy in thy eyes
And a great cosmic power lurks in thy hands
Thy life is drawn by blood and fire
And eyes closed create the image of paradies
Thou are the part of this chaos
Tabula rasa – the charter written in blood
Tabula rasa – the enlightenment myth
Thou are the image of this world
World full of trepidation and genocide
World made by people similare to you
Innocent but afterwards beasts
Anguish, sorrow, scream
Is thy food. thou find in it
The pleasure of rape and devotion to this world
This world begot thee and gave thee away
To pathological angels
Tabula rasa – the charter written in blood
Tabula rasa – the enlightenment myth
Tabula rasa...
Tabula rasa...
The time goes by peolpe die. Towns empty
Superpowers create the annihilation machines
And thou are this strange scarlet charter
Of murder and extatic delight
I am at ruin
Always lead nowhere
When I cross the next day's threshold
There's nothing
There's only a fear of day and night
An indifferent time everything so strange
The centre of dullness evasts end
Mazes of existence covered by moss
Cold walls side by side
I feel dead icy coolness
Cobwebs hanging in darkness
If there's no way out
I fly into a whirl of unknown madness
Swollen with a fright in slow dying
We run away to a silence that is a shout
To a light that is darkness
Shadows broken on an edge of light
Forgotten shapes deprived colours
If there is no way out
The shadow falls on a horizon of hope
And there is nothing else
Through the loneliness to sorrow
Something emerges from my back
Trying to humanize my feelings
Doing its best to help me out
Of the chasm of negative emotions
Whoever it is
It seems to modify
Remove imperfectly working elements
Burst fetters binding the soul
Jealousy tangles hair like a mouth
Envy twists fingers
Anger in clenched fists
Hatred in bloodshot eyes
Anger in clenched fists
Hatred in bloodshot eyes
I gave vent to fatal impulses
On account of which I suffer now
So many burnt bridges around
Almost improbable to step forwards
I can observe a slow change
I am ot anxious to punish the guilty
I don't hold the blind in contempt
I shake off the infected skin
Anger in clenched fists
Hatred in bloodshot eyes
Anger in clenched fists
I am the one and only. i am the faith
I stand on the firnament of the celestial sphere
Your hypocrisy rests in my hands
I am the mighty. i am the chosen
In my eyes burns the fire of my own glory
Under my feet writhes your gos
Thy name is truth
Thy name is war
Thy name is you!
I walk the left hand path
It leads me towards the truth
Enclosed in my soul
Never will my soul and flesh
Succumb your hypocritical words
Your god is an illusion. i am the truth
Thy name is truth
Thy name is war
There's a deep scar inside me
I was hurt twenty one years ago
I know the time heals scar...
I know that one can forget...
I know the time heals scar
I know that one can forget many things
But I can't
I steel feel the same
Deep scar
Deep scar
Various cases are out of control
On callings for you with a desperate voice
I'm falling on my knees
The situation has just appeared
And there's confusion in it
Little pieces stick in my heart
The faith's hesitating
Moments of doubt are coming back to me
Deep scar
Deep scar
The bitterness is the bread
The ope died a long time ago
Where are those
Who took away from me?
Abnormality of all our reality
Woke up the instincts hidden in me
I felt hate reborn in bitterness
To the world I've existed till today
From the dream to the consciousness
I wake up but close my eyes again
From the darkness to the glow
Non-entity grasps my imagination
The pain I'll cause you like you caused me
Feel the fear
Children of sin
Living puppets
Sink the sorrow in depths of alcohol
Scoundrel souls bastard embryos
Scream and despering corruption of the world
Can I still trust myself
Life became a trap created by people reaching
aims at any price
My world based on the belief in man was crushed
by the lack of human dignity
Our world fall in blood and fear
Ruined are the civilizations of thousand years
After them came another cradles of holocaust
In them was the faith. but genocide
Of ravenous herds cut of the umbilical cord hope
The world is demented. this world is devastated
In it the bugs and breed
Which gnaw at millions of minds
And cause insane devastation
Let's turn away from it all
Raise our swords
And cut us off to find the truth
And the dreams of the eternal ones
Fight! let your mind defeat the gangerne
Let your muscles explode with the power of cosmic
rights
Proud with open visor
You will stand at the edge of the world
Which is on the decline over the ocean of innocents'
blood.
With arms spread widely you will fall into the abyss
To cleave the skull of bugs
With the sword of stars and the power of the eternal
ones.
And then create a new era.
Fight, you are the angel of fate
Fight, you are the demon of prophecy
Fight, you are the architect of thoughts.
The era will bring the faith that cures the minds
And gives the mother strenght.
The mother will give the live to those
Who stand at gods feet
And proudly they raise their hands.
Where deeds and thoughts of new era glitter.
Fight, you are the angel of fate
Fight, you are the demon of prophecy
Fight, you are the architect of thoughts.
Welcome to the freak show
Here everyone is an actor and a spectator
And the scene is our world
Here are the bizzare arts on the church altar
And the abstract acts of the political arena
So many things unite us
We are the community of falulous colours of rainbow
Floating in the slime
Our souls are rotting. rolled in the putrid slime
It makes us loose our individuality
And the authentic faith
Welcome to the show...
We're just puppies here
Welcome!
This art is real.
But at the same time so grotesque and full of horror
Here are the monstrous creations of our own progress
Here we became masters of evil and lies.
The stage is fabulous kaleidoscope of colours
Where we can see things we want to see
Ha! how poor and depraved are we
Larves of vanity and indifference gnawls at us
We desire only power and strenght
Which will lead us to the emperor's throne
Of Depravation and stench
Welcome to the show. welcome to the stage
Here we are rotting flesh without a soul
Here is our wordl. we die in agony.
It is our punishment and our end.
Slime in the colour of rainbow
The theater of degeneration
Agony. Fear. Madness
The image of mordern intoxicated world
Here our existence is written off
Our faith lost
And thoughts directed to murder
The altars of insanity
A world splashed with gore
It flows at our children
But yet they are creations of illness and blasphemy
Here is our dying and wormy world
The altars of insanity
The fire incinerates ancient gods
For the new forms of genocide and hypocisy will be born
The altars of insanity...
On them we are born and we die
Our bodies decompose in illness of fatal virus
Lust for blood and flesh consumes the brain
Like undead zombies we follow
The instincts of manslaughter, rape and sadism.
Savage lust stifle our kollow hearts
And the black blood intoxicates the awareness of
existence
The altars of insanity bathed in blood.
Here we bow to false gods.
The altars of insanity strip our souls.
Here we became puppets.
The world died. mankind reached the apogee of
disintegration
We become ashes dispressed by winds of future.
The world dies. insanity and death
Opened the gates without return
Nothing exists behind them!
We are the last. the race of degenerates.
I've not been able, to heal myself yet
Of street-prophets sentences
My lips are throwing but curses
My laughter is the cry of despair
For a moment too much
For longer to little
It is also dangerous
To forget one's name
In what purpose, the end is left
The way in its way is confused
For everybody good
Glory to fucking benefactors!
I'm taking in my hands
The act of depression
Which one can get from notary public
to forget one's name?
violated thought about the test of the new
I'm asking a lame beggar for advice
To forget one's name?
You can smell this stench
You can almost see this paralysing fear. so unknown to
Death and contagion all around you
You are a vulgar creation of mass destruction
(annihilation)
Extra terrestrial tentacles lurk in you
Enormous so they reach the star frontier
Black blood flows down to you
There is no mercy in you
You are created to bring the message of murder
Your hands and eyes are testimony
And deed of bloody carnage
You were born to kill
You were born in death's chamber
Carnage... is policy. Carnage... is superpower.
Carnage... is me!
Annihilatioin sweeps across the world
Viruses, tentacles of war, famine
Cover the world with shroud of prodigality
Where you are the commandements
Your eyes will never cover with tears
Neither will your souls scream in despair
You are the creation of architects
You are a sick war machine
Carnage... is me! carnage... is superpower.
Carnage... is policy.
Like degenerated priest of extermination
You carry the message of genocide and sadism.
War grows inside you
And transmits at your innocent generations
As they become the end of your existence!
Oh! you are the lord of decay. paralytic stench
– This arena for lords and slaves.
Carnage... is me! carnage... is me! carnage... is me!
My life is a real paranoia
I exist in immense hopelessness
Closed in narrow cage
Among baseness filling me with disgust
The fear leaks through my hands
Covering the face of weakness and sadness
I feel someone’s hand
Fingers tightened on my neck
I try to understand anything
Though everything makes no sense
My scream echoes from walls
Pressing me down to the ground
I’m afraid of the minds
Which bother me incessantly
I’m still looking for an exit
Bit it surpasses my strength
No hope
I crawl through the fog of last sanity
Unconsciously I transform from night
Into wrong
Because all around is the false
I slowly sink into the deadness of existence
I ramble through desert of suffering
And disquietude
No hope
Nothing absorbs my mind
I wouldn't believe
(If I didn't know you)
That you can fall so low
When satisfying your animal instincts
Becomes the very goal
Every man is a master of himself
Is respomsible for his own life
So when you loose your soul
There's no one to blame but yourself
What has remained (when I look at you)
Is a walking carrion
Decaying flesh on human frame
Walking carrion - hard to identify
You have destroyed your body and mind
Is masochism unrestricted?
Slave to the foolishness
The life you ruin just ain't your own
But those of your loved ones as well
Expected no mercy
It was your fucking choise
It was your fucking choise
For which you're gonna pay
The suffering that you caused
Is difficult to express
So the moment you pass away
Will be my moment of bliss
My existence
Life - mixed up with death
Obvious union
As is the first into the second
A fist pressing in...
I am only
The unuseful garbage here
>From the day of my birth
As if I have a sewage
I let everything
Go through myself
Unable to react
Unable to react
Fixed to a place
Far away from the noise
Of the civilization
I suppress hate in myself
The hate to everything
That moves on
Unable to react
I am something not important
Apart from all the norms
I continue to exist
In the only world
Unable to react
Unable to react
Unable to react
False looks
Every more calculated
Lie is the point of reference
Accomplishment through tricks
Is always justified
We keep on looking for different ways
To harm each other
Tools of mutral harm
Unconscious damage
The only stimulus to act
Is money and vision of power
Endlessly absorbed
In the obsession of possession
Further and further we blunder
Into the alley, drawn asunder
Lies, frauds
False, tricks
We all sink
In our own shin
Reference - lies
References - frauds
References - false
References - tricks
Tools of mutral harm
Could I kill my brother?
How is it to take someone's life?
What does the victim feel then?
Do these questions make sense?
Swallow the murder
We slay for ages
Kill each others
Justified by authorities
By the alleged rightness of the case
Slay the unborn
Slay for pleasure
Slay for money
Slay naturally
Taking someone's life
Is like swallowing your own saliva
Crusades were once lead
Now wars are daily bread
Fanatics level off
These followers of violence
Another shot is fired
Just around the corner
Yet another manslaughter
Swallow the murder
Suffocated in slumber
I won't manage to return to the living
Floating suspended in a void
Detached fom reality
Dull light comes through the window-panes
Any contact is impossible
I can't distinguish between night and day
I am the outcast
Faces are more and more distant
Objects consumed by their own outlines
Depression grows around
Tightening persistently on my neck
If you know my destiny
Let me guess
How many days are left
Before I burn like waste
Suffocated in slumber
Suffocated...
I once believed in the rubbish
Fostered by dignitaries
I let them lead me like a child
Here I am but I ceased to be
Suffocated in slumber
Suffocated in slumber
Suffocated...
When the light disappears
And all the brightness ends
A daybreak won't be the oracle
...and the last
Of the lasts
The time'll raze to dust...
The filthy word
Shouted out by the sick mind
It'll stick in shapelessness
Like your breath washed out
By the contempt
I don't want to wait for it
So kill me
Through I don't want to die
But kill me
I hide my face in palms
And sin in dirty conscience
I want look any more
I no more look with blasphemy
Gruesome display of victims
Of the age of extermination
Testimonies of eyewithnesses
Skeletonized bodies
Get to know the truth
Believe in bloody totalitarianism -
- Sickness of the times
In which we are to live
Feel the taste of T.N.T. -
- A synonym of power
Of demented kings, of this world
Hundreds of thousands suffering
Unjust deaths
Bursting arteries of bodies burnt alive
The scream is almost heard
A groan of tormented souls
Heading for nowhere
Avoiding their assassins
A gruesome display
A gruesome display
There are heads hanging on the walls
The bones crunch under your feet
Great is the force of memory
Punishing the guilty for their deeds
Posthumously vindicating
(Punishing for deeds)
Touch the truth
Open the hidden tombs for the world
Open your eyes to the past
Touch the truth
I live in
A coffin of humanity
Among thruths
Out of robes
Praying to many gods
But they didn't help us
Am I to believe
Reality speaks for itself
Me a plain man
See unstoppable evil
Unhalted madness
The greed took us to
Even I such a wicked creature know
Time has come for
Human race
Worms conceived out of lust
Fed by milk of unwanted them bitches
Despising morality multifaces
Think hoe to bequile
Speak how to trust
Do what they want
They live happy and I
Slowly exist
March to eternity
I hide my own self
Deviation. Hate. Agression
Struggle for life
What's our mind like
What's hidden inside
Hidden recesses
The fold
They carry the grain of blood
Stuffed with world's carcass
We feed our worm
Which gnaws at our entrails
Abnormally we lap our victims blood
We gain new sensations which cause
cortex deformation
Deviation. Hate. Agression
Stench of rotten brain
It is our food. like ravenous woodworms
We penetrate our minds crust
To find the stench and rot.
So we relish the pain and ectasy of this deed.
How much pleasure sadism gicves us.
Masochism in its perverse wear
How much bliss is in our victims screams.
These deeds drives us to erection.
Deviation. Hate. Agression
Stench of evaporating bowels
We cannot resist this theater of grotesque and atrocity
Where main part play marquess and marchioness de sade!
Let's bow to the audience and tear their sweet throats
Let's sink our mouth in the steamy scarlet sea
Deviation...
Desensitizied by the values of life
Maligned and despaired by government lies
Revenge is so strong
I taste it on my tongue
My gun will be
Your angel of mercy
Dislocated by the eyes of disdain
Abused beyond recognition
I cant cope with
The madness abounding
Blasts in my head
Of gunfire resounding
Firing relentless
Killing the senses
Ive got no more goddamn regrets
Ive got no more goddamn respect
I am the thorn
In your eye
I am the thorn
In your eye (x2)
Repeat second verse
Ive got no more goddamn regrets
In the darkness
In the longest night
I set free the most dangerous
Part of my being
Hunter, hangman
Night stalker
Carnal desires
Twisted bodies
Madness in the eyes
But I just wanted
To catch your dream
Symmetrical life
Schizophenic mind
Rake as thousand other
Delusion on invisibillity
I would like to catch you
My permanent hunger
Speed me up
Your sweet blood is
My only acceptable fuel
My only acceptable fuel
The loneliest
And the most complicated
The loneliest
In the world of simple-minded
People, common creatures
Self-abasement is the sign
Of every existence
But in my world
I, the one who creates the rule
The loneliest madman
The loneliest madman
The loneliest
And the most complicated
The loneliest
In the world of simple-minded
The loneliest
And the most complicated
The loneliest
Dream while you’re still awake there’s no need for
sleeping
Crawl where you wanna walk and don’t look behind
Watch with your eyes closed till you get the feeling
You can sense it, your perpetual mind
You get it from your mama
You get it from your father, I know
It’s hard to take the trauma
Take back your blindfold and just view the scenery
Open the windows, it’s a natural high
Feel the wind blow and just keep believin
You create it, your perpetual mind
You get it from your mama
You get it from your father, I know
Flaming skies above in sight
flaming dome extracts away
Haunted Jackals brought the night
haunted castles turned to clay
served decline direction falls
I, to die in shroudless grave
waves descend from the mount of roaring darkness
stars extend till the moment of total blackness
Senseless illusions, observing my mind
End of conclusions, for now I shall fly...
Death oh! My Shelter, embrace me and sigh
Dimensions
of last devoiced vengeance
Columns of storm that clashes
Turns my wings to ashes
Trauma
At last now defined
Flee the soil underneath my claws
Weep the trees that stood to fall
Ages of insanity across the endless ocean of days
Reflection of my life of no existence
inception for this life of no Resistance
waves descend from the mount of roaring darkness
stars extend till the moment of total blackness
Falling sky above entwined
falling doom is here to stay
Hunting demons won the fight
Holding past in one-word say
servants in lines to fall in hole
A window and a room
it's all i have and all i need
babies now in bloom
and no one whispers softly
i don't know
why i care
i guess i should
and here we are
right back where we started
can't break what's ours
even if we don't want it now
though we try so hard
just to make it painless
there is always blood
a figure and a girl
august years will remind me
of those once forward views
i guess we learn to live with dying
it all comes down
to sex or love
i hate to choose
and here we are
right back where we started
can't break what's ours
even if we don't want it now
though we try so hard
just to make it painless
there is always blood
here's a lie
i confess
every time i gave less
how else could you love me
with every part in between
stuck along blood red seams
a lifetime of smoke screen
the feeling comes again
and i don't want to look
it's on and it's over
KRU/KRU
Tiada lagi air mata
Bisa ku tangiskan lagi
Tiada lagi guna bermadah
Tempatku bukannya di sini
Sepuluh tahun ku menghambar padamu
Tak ku pinta lebih daripada tulus cinta
Namun kau menoda
Berkecai mahligai kita
Tidak pernahkah kau terfikir
Kemungkinan yang berakhir
Tidak pernahkah tersingkap di minda
Wajah kita sekeluarga
Sekelip mata berubah segalanya
Tiba-tiba dunia daku gelap gelita
Tak menentu hala
Teringat kau bersamanya
Trauma yang melanda
Menikam-nikan jiwa
Selemah ku lemah daku berserah
Trauma yang ku rasakan
Hanya padamu tuhan
Yang memahami
Pedih di hati
Tiada pengubat bisa merawat luka
Ku dalam trauma
Walau seribu pujuk rayu
Tak mengubah pendirianku
Sekali kau menduakan ku
Selamanya tertutup pintu
Biar daku membawa diri ini
Pergi jauh takkan kembali
Ku mencari ketenangan hati
Cuba lenyapka trauma ini
Late night: we feel alright but things aren't quite the same
He's face down; he's not passed out but his breathing's getting weak
You look cute after a few but now's not the time or place
Just hurry up and get me a cup and a blanket to keep him safe
Or this scene will live in infamy
We've got a life to save
And you're just getting in the way
We've got a life to save
But you're making a big mistake
Take his arms and go (whoa)
Keep him in your hold (whoa)
Just like an enemy
Get off of his lifeline baby, cause you're a suspect now
I've got my reasons to ignore your twists, turns, screams and shouts
We're in the devil's dance, he's gone into relapse
Well if you want a fake romance just leave
We've got a life to save
And you're just getting in the way
We've got a life to save
But you're making a big mistake
Take his arms and go (whoa)
Keep him in your hold (whoa)
Just like an enemy
Do you see what you're doing to me?
GUITARZ~*
(Mike)
We've got a life to save
We've got a life to save
We've got a life to save tonight
We've got a life to save
And you're just getting in the way
We've got a life to save
But you're making a big mistake
Take his arms and go (whoa)
Keep him in your hold (whoa)
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