• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Far and in Between - Diffuser
• Avoid the Friction - Diffuser
• 35 - Diffuser
• Losers of the Year - Diffuser
• Wide Eyes (Photograph So Well) - Diffuser
• Why - Diffuser
• The Way That I Feel - Diffuser
• She's All Mine - Diffuser
• Nothing Left To Say - Diffuser
• New High - Diffuser
• Karma - Diffuser
• I Wonder - Diffuser
• Here's To You - Diffuser
• Tell Her This - Diffuser
• Only In The Movies - Diffuser
• Breakaway - Diffuser
• Tidal - Diffuser
• Leaving With A California Tilt - Diffuser
• Last Time I Saw Memphis - Diffuser
• I Don't Have The Nerve - Diffuser
• I Am - Diffuser
• Get It On - Diffuser
• Long way from home - Diffuser
• Open Shaft To Lunacy - Deviser
• Oneiric Aphasia - Deviser
• Under The Lunar Skies - Deviser
• Descend Among The Damned - Deviser
• When Nightmares Begin - Deviser
• I Am In Awe - Deviser
• Stand & Deliver - Deviser
• Signals From Another World - Deviser
• The Shadow Where Evil Stands Still - Deviser
• Transcendent Beauty - Deviser
• Dangers Of A Real & Concrete Nature - Deviser
• The Dark Mood Gathered - Deviser
• The Rape Of Holiness - Deviser
• Transmission To Chaos - Deviser
• From The Starry Voids - Deviser
• Consumed By Darkness - Deviser
• Bemused Minds - Deviser
• Sailed By Night - Deviser
• A Story Of The Wind - Deviser
• Deamonolatreia - Deviser
• Liber Animus - Deviser
• She Who Is To Come - Deviser
• In The Horror Field - Deviser
• Threnody - Deviser
• Satyr Hail! - Deviser
• Darkness Incarnate - Deviser
• The Fire Burning Bright - Deviser

L.A. lady, drive me crazy
I must confide what's on my mind
I've been watching I've been waiting
I see the signs you always lie
You wouldn't make it tough
You told me you told me
You wouldn't break it off
You told me, you told me
You wanna fall in lover
You told me you told me
You told me what I wanted to hear
Every morning is a different story
I smell the sex all on your breath
I've been down some with my bourbon
Make no mistake my heart will break
You wouldn't make it tough
You told me, you told me
You wouldn't break it off
You told me, you told me
You wanna fall in lover
You told me you told me
You told me what I wanted to hear
Far, far, far and in between
Far, far, far and in between
You wouldn't make it tough
You wouldn't break it off
You told me, you told me
You wanna fall in lover
You told me, you told me
You told me what I wanted to hear
You told me what I wanted to hear
You told me, you told me
You wanna fall in love

My generation as nation has a reputation
For looking out for themselves
Obnoxious and self-righteous
I realize the warning sings are so alive since I heard
Your friends have been talking shit
And now you bite your lip
Don't tell me to avoid the friction
I'm one step closer to infliction
Why are your actions contradictive
Of the words that you say
I've seen your kind a million times
And still I find the one thing
That you could never get around
The repercussion turns you out
Your ignorance and arrogance ignite a tolerance
That pushes me to react
I think your better watch your back
Don't tell me to avoid the friction
I'm one step closer to infliction
Why are your actions contradictive
Of the words that you say
So typical to say the words you say
Then shuffle around the blame
I think you better walk away
Before I get in your face
I think your better watch your back
Don't tell me to avoid the friction
I'm one step closer to infliction
Why are your actions contradictive
Of the words that you say
Don't tell me to avoid the friction
I'm one step closer to infliction
Why are your actions contradictive

Momma holds my dreary head
When a splinter digs my skin
Money ain't tight when the money's gone
She right me when I'm wrong
All alone
On your own
Now You're 35
All alone
Cold as stone
Now you're 35
Crafty words dripped through the screen
But I know she loves me better
Jealous of a rich boy in the mud
Your liquor is thicker than blood
All alone
On your own
Now you're 35
All alone
Cold as stone
Now you're 35
All alone
On your own
Now you're 35
All alone
Cold as stone

Tell the kids today, I'm not afraid
I got a hand full of dust
And a mouth full of pain
Want out¡­
We all want out
(repeat 2x)
Made some bad mistakes
Those are the breaks
I got a patriot high
With some symbolic quakes
Can't see the sun spots, through the domestic haze
Can't hide the makeup, cause you never can see, never can breathe
Want out¡­
We all want out
(repeat 2x)
Replace the name on your designer jeans with a flame
Income taxes for the youth
Intellect is all we know
And I believe this time that it's an uphill climb
You have to hold on tight
The weight's too heavy now
Want out¡­
We all want out

10 years wasted
Passing time at quarterback
Seeing this lined up
For their new young photographs
10 years passing
I got fooled around someone to save
Leaping forward
I guess this is what they all became
Went from their lives of your satisfy
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Feeling awkward now I got the chance to be the man
your face changed so
Would I recognize you pretend your stare
Went from their lives of your satisfy
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photographs so well
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Went from their lives of your satisfy
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes
Photograph so well
Years wasted as well
Fools now on a wide eyes

No one could ever just
Take a chance on their lives
No one could ever just say
The words on their minds
Breakdown the bulletproof lonely stare
You give whenever you're dreaming
Angels are tired of living life
Watching the way you've been treated
Six days since you were in Michigan
Hoping for someone to tell you
Those thoughtless questions
That you need to know
Don't ask me why my mouth is dry
Can't find the words I must confide
Don't ask me why my tongue is tied
Without you here I can't survive
She read the Robert Frost
Paperback in July
He wrote that sorry is so hard to say
When you're right
Breakdown the bulletproof lonely stare
You give whenever you're dreaming
Angels are tired of living life
Watching the way you've been treated
Six days since you were in Michigan
Hoping for someone to tell you
Those thoughtless questions
That you need to know
Don't ask me why my mouth is dry
Can't find the words I must confide
Don't ask me why my tongue is tied
Without you here I can't survive, [Incomprehensible]
Don't ask me why my mouth is dry
Can't find the words I must confide
Don't ask me why my tongue is tied
Without you here I can't survive
Don't ask me why?

There's a crack in the stack when you find that you're on your own
Raising stakes in the race, selling out so you don't get sold
Something for nothing hasn't been left for me
Tear away everything and I'm wearing memories
Take a chance on a chance, try leapfrog with a unicorn
Figure out when to shout when you sit on a corporate thorn
I bet you sleep tight every night wondering
If the one you've become is what you hated
The more I gave, the more you take
Why can't you stay? What should I do?
Now that we're through
One thing is true
The way that I feel
YEA! Have a drink on the fink 'till we kill off the disco fad
Fuzzy dice mixed with ice, give it up for the other man
I'm getting cold shakes from the state that I'm in
Your getting colder, I'm getting older
Stop the landslide
The more I gave, the more you take
Why can't you stay? What should I do? Now that we're through
One thing is true
The way that I feel
I'm pulling hair in despair
Cracker Jacks for the funeral
Pull a shade, so I can break the walls around me
What should I do? Now that we're through
One thing is true

When the sky is dark enough
You can see her glowing like an angel does
She comes and goes with the flow
She comes and goes without a worry in the world
She's all mine
I never thought love could come back around again
I'm in too deep, I can't retreat
She makes me feel just like I'm a kid again
She's all mine
I can't remember what it's like
Living day to day without her in my life
She comes and goes with the flow
She comes and goes without a worry in the world
She's all mine
I never thought love could come back around again
I'm in too deep, I can't retreat
She makes me feel just like I'm a kid again
She's all mine
She fell into a hole inside my heart
I have to be the luckiest by far
I know that she is all I'll ever want
And all I'll ever need
She's all mine
I never thought love could come back around again
I'm in too deep, I can't retreat
She makes me feel just like I'm a kid again
She's all mine

Stand up and put some weight in your backbone
Stuck in the middle of an emotional overload
Your feeling lost in a breakdown
Driving in circles till you never gain control
So this is how you remind me
Of what I said to you before it all fell apart
It's not the end of moment
We never had a start
I don't wanna end up this way
There is nothing left to say
Echoes disappear and fade
I've made up my mind
I'm leaving tonight
It's tough to make it what it cannot be
Polish a penny but it never shines like true gold
I'd be a fool to believe you
I know the story but the phases have not been told
The colors already faded
You paint it black and white with traces of blue and gray
You gave it up for the big man

My life is fading
Sick and tired of wasting time
And my back is breaking
Underneath all this lies
This feels like second best I'm trapped in false content
My cup is half empty and dripping with envy
Right now I'm feeling that no one's gonna
Help me but myself
I'm looking for a new high, new high
I don't wanna get left behind
I'm looking for a new high, new high
Trying just to get the feeling right
No motivation
Elevation is hard to find
I'm not impatient
But everyday is a common grind
My head is spinning round I need to straighten out
My cup is half empty but that don't upset me
Right now I'm feeling that no one's gonna
Help me but myself
I'm looking for a new high, new high
I don't wanna get left behind
I'm looking for a new high, new high
Trying just to get the feeling right
Too much of the same routine has held me up
(Too much of the same routine has held me up)
But I'm willing to leave the past within the past
(I'm willing to leave it all behind)
I have to believe I've finally had enough
(I need to feel I've got enough)
The first step is the hardest one to make
I'm looking for a new high, new high
I don't wanna get left behind
I'm looking for a new high, new high
Trying just to get the feeling right
I'm looking for a new high, new high
I'm looking for a new high, new high
I'm looking for a new high, new high
Trying just to get the feeling right

Started from the end
The worst is the best thing that I ever knew
Moses is my friend
Since I'm playing second fiddle in duet
I'm paying what I am regretting
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you need, but you're always gonna get what you deserve
It's all about what you want
If you can get what you need
You're always gonna get what...
Elvis isn't dead
He's just on vacation with Jim Morrison
Sold my soul again
While I was whistling Dixie in a panic
Powers above was clapping frantically
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you need
But you're always gonna get what you deserve
It's all about what you want
If you can get what you need
You're always gonna get what...
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you need
But you're always gonna get what you deserve
It's all about what you want
If you can get what you need
You're always gonna get what...
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you need
But you're always gonna get what you deserve
It's all about what you want
If you can get what you need
You're always gonna get what you deserve
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you need
But you're always gonna get what you deserve

And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore
And I wonder if you ever think about me when your bored
And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hangin' in New York
And I wonder if you still think Bono writes his songs for you
And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue
And I wonder if you give him more excuses than the ones I got from you
Because girl you mean so much to me
I wish that we could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
Still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six a.m. and I cannot give up
And I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred
Took my drunken self-confession sober up your bleeding heart
I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still I feel so far
Because girl you mean so much to me
I wish that we could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
Still I'm staring in my coffee cup at six a.m. and I cannot give up
Girl you mean so much to me
I wish that we could start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies, anymore
Girl you mean so much to me
I wish that we could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy
I just want you here with me
With me, oh

Here's to you and all your loving thoughts
Here's to you, you're such a fuckin' whore
Here's to you for bringing me down
Here's to you, I'm glad you're gone now
Ain't it true what comes 'round goes around
Here's to you
Pulled me in and then you led me on
Used me up to get just what you want
Shards of sweat will cut you tenfold
When you realize you are all alone
Here's to you for bringing me down
Here's to you, I'm glad you're gone now
Ain't it true what comes 'round goes around
Here's to you
I always thought
I was number one to you
But looking back
I never even was your number two
Here's to you for bringing me down
(Here's to you)
Here's to you, I'm glad you're gone now
(Here's to you)
Ain't it true what comes around goes around
Here's to you
(What comes 'round goes around)
Here's to you
(I'm glad you're gone now)
Ain't it true what comes 'round goes around

Tell her this
I don't like the kiss
I know that it's something I'll miss
Tell her that
I'll never be raid
As long as she'll be there to wait for me
Tell her this
I don't dare to twist
I ran through a confident fist
Tell her that
The gypsy was real
December is what makes the toe crams and stomachache
Hard to heal
And it don't mean a thing
If you can't try to be
But you're always expecting from me
Tell her this
I'll never be rich
And Christmas was always a bitch
Tell her that I still feel the same
For in between me and you we see things better
And it don't mean a thing
If you can't try to be
But you're always expecting from me
Tell her this
I don't like the kiss
I know that it's something I'll miss
And it don't mean a thing
If you can't try to be
But you're always expecting from me
Though it don't mean a thing
If you can't try to be

She's burning out on apathy, unsure of where she wants to be
If she could change the world, I think she'd rather sleep
18 and feeling out of place, frustrated that she can't relate
Knee deep in disillusion of her mental state
In time you will learn to stand upon your feet
'Cause only in the movies can you replay every scene
Until it comes out clean
Move to a lower east side dorm, she's got no friends to call her own
Still can't get used to living far away from home
So bored to death of being bored, ambition seems to go ignored
Her disposition is decaying at the core
In time you will learn to stand upon your feet
'Cause only in the movies can you replay every scene
Until it comes out clean
All things are good and some are bad, it's a really what you make of it
You're locked inside a world that's planned out just for you
She's burning out on apathy, unsure of where she wants to be
If she could change the world, I think she'd rather sleep
In time you will learn to stand upon your feet
'Cause only in the movies can you replay every scene
(Until it comes out clean)
Just wait some time, you will learn to stand upon your feet
'Cause only in the movies can you replay every scene

Another birthday passed me by
I think I finally see
It's time to move out and move on
To bigger and better things
All the stars shine so bright
Maybe I should pack my things
And fly into the sky
I just gotta breakaway
I just wanna breakaway
I've fallen face down in the mud
I never even slipped
Maybe I'm too old to know
I'm more than just a kid
All the starts shine so bright
Maybe I should pack my things
And fly into the sky
I just gotta breakaway
I just wanna breakaway
I just gotta breakaway
And get back on my feet
A little everyday
Came to a fork stuck in the road
My mind is crystal clear
I know exactly where to go
Anywhere but here
All the stars shine so bright
Maybe I should pack my things
And fly into the sky
I just gotta breakaway
I just wanna breakaway
I just gotta breakaway
And get back on my feet
A little everyday
I just gotta breakaway
I just gotta breakaway
I just gotta breakaway
And get back on my feet

Drink me like a Dixie cup
And throw me out with all the used love
You think you might finally had enough
I don't think you're ordinary
Hopefully not temporary
Quicksand is the water I am treading
Here come the shakes
Nothing is faded
Another Tidal Wave of love has crashed on me
It's not the same
Something's changing
And you're the tidal wave of love that's crashed on me.
Swimming in a raincoat sleeve
I think I know you're just what I need
There is nothing left for you to leave
Pull back, and fade to black
Woke up spitting seaweed off of my face
Here come the shakes
Nothing is faded
And you're the tidal wave of love that's crashed on me
It's not the same
Something's changing
And you're the tidal wave of love that's crashed on me.
Staring for days
In limbo too late to travel that road
Squint your eyes

I never thought the day would come when she would say goodbye
She's leaving with a California tilt to live her life
Instead, I'm getting tired of holding back the words I want to say
I ran myself into the ground just hoping you would say
She left¡­
On her own through twisted roads
She left on her own again
(repeat 2x)
Everything has got to end, but good things never leave
A Southern man once told me that love isn't what it means
She left¡­
On her own through distant roads
She left on her own again
(repeat 2x)

And the sparks are stacked
For a southern girl
She raised her popcorn bag
To the blue suede world
Should I take you back? Should I stay? Let's just wave
Say goodbye
(repeat 3x)
Lipstick to the mud
Chewing up old times
I can't forget enough
For the rest of my life
Should I take you back? Should I stay? Lets just wave
Say goodbye (repeat 3x)
I walk in the space between the Jesus freaks and velvet geeks
Around myself and back again
Hoping to find myself but
But all we are is all we'll ever be

Forget all you know of the nameless revolution
They can hear all the things you said
I don't have the nerve
I don't have the nerve
I don't have the words to say
I don't have the nerve
It's alright to know the television owns you
Clone yourself, then fuck yourself
I don't have the nerve
I don't have the nerve
I don't have the words to say

Take what you can when you can
Cuz the life you have will pass you by
I never should have left all my trust in some one
Who would leave me hangin by a thread, watch me as I hang
I am faith, I am hate
I am no one but me
I am rage, I am shame
I am someone to blame
Home is on top of the world
But my broken fingers couldn't reach
A superhero came through a cloud
Preching how all my darkest visions never had a shadow of a doubt
I am faith, I am pain
I am no one but me
I am shame, I am rage
I am some one to blame
Coming faces might be different
But they all look the same
Heaven save us from the shameless choices we have to change
Faces that never cry will always stay the same

I think I'll be okay another diss, another day
Left me standing like a stranger without a face
I think I lost control, I feel my head is in slow mo'
Infatuation leads right to emotion overload
Temptation, frustration
I know everybody wants you, it's not a temporary issue
Just once I think I'd like to see you, get it on with me
I know everybody wants you, it's not a temporary issue
Just once I think I'd like to see you get it on with me
Get it on with me
The methods that you used, just make me more and more confused
Anxiety has got me tiptoeing around the fuse
I'm trying not to bend, I'm playing like I'm hard to get
With all this pressure I will wind up snapping in the end
Temptation, frustration
I know everybody wants you, it's not a temporary issue
Just once I think I'd like to see you, get it on with me
I know everybody wants you, it's not a temporary issue
Just once I think I'd like to see you get it on with me
I'm in control but you don't know
Where do we go, go, go?
I know everybody wants you, it's not a temporary issue
Just once I think I'd like to see you, get it on with me
I know everybody wants you, it's not a temporary issue
This time I think I'm gonna see you get it on with me

This one is the one that I envy
Take a look in his eyes and
You'll see the sea
We were young, having fun
Till you broke down
Holding on by a thread dangling face down
Run to leave
Run to leave
Do you know where to go
When you get there
Through the haze, you can see
Only cold stares
Take all you can, wrong or right
Take all you can, roll the dice
Of your life
Run to leave
Run to leave
Didn't say much
He took the wrong bus
Heading nowhere
Danny is a long way from home
He don't care what they say
It doesn't matter anyway
Twenty years from today
Danny is a long way from home
Could've been so much more than they're asking
Living up to someone's expectations
Didn't say much
He took the wrong bus
Heading nowhere
Danny is a long way from home
Didn't say much
He took the wrong bus
Heading nowhere
Danny is a long way from home
He don't care what they say
It doesn't matter anyway
Twenty years from today
Danny is a long way from home
Danny is a long way from home
Danny is a long way from home
Home, Danny is a long way from home

Crawling under the fullmoon
Blotting out the stars
Drown the rasp of a breath
Gasping and sobbing on the wet grass
My eyes burned with a hellish glow
Heart pounded beyond desire
Drown the thunder of a heartbeat
In tune with the infinite
Expose yourself and jerking on a suburban lawn
A wretched degenerate
Unlock the cageful of insane desires
And wipe the blood from my lips
Dreading seperation
Like captive serpent
The red wings of a butterfly

Good night, my foolish love
Hear me now...
Sleep your singular sleep and die
With a nice bright gleam in your eyes
A crescendo of the dream
Going deeper into dubious realms
Into post-dream projections
Going Deeper
The dream begins into post-dream projections
Can't imagine your reaction to this psycho tale
To the all-around astral uncanniness
Awfully weird areas
Ultramental hinterlands
It was after midnight and you dread going to sleep
And have another of those nightmares
I could save you from this fate
If only I could find it in my heart to do so...
I hear you pray to end the dream
And beseech me to release you from my spell
Illusions on a mental screen
Images projected
Zones of deception and pain
Spirits brave enough
Awakened you to a stratosphere
Of uncanny terror
A crescendo of the dream
Going deeper into dubious realms

The ghost moon, a world of half-light
In which great upthrusts of primeval rock
Showed as black velvet blobs
Against a cream-colored background
The moon's hidden face
Through the lunar night
The scarred face of the moon
Like the shoals of old that had snagged the ships
Of unwary mariners
Licking smoothly as the beads of mist
Under the hellish retrofire
Of the circular eye of Mare Crisium
And the Marsh of Sleep
The flat bed of the sea of Tranquility
Under retrofire
The distant domes of the Sinus Medii
Like small silver blobs
Against the grayish mantle
Where lay the dread Ocean of Storms
(filled with) muted sounds
That echoed and reechoed until they filled the air
With a steady whisper
Reminded of the rustle of leaves in an autumn wind
A bizarre forest of rock
That lay naked an raw
Under the lunar skies
A scene since the beginning of time

I see ghosts dancing
On burning ice
Speechless and motionless
The realm of longing
Tear all crosses from their stalks
Nothing to be seen
I rise and smile at the ascending moon
Greenish cold blackened lake
Like an eye
Staring up into the sky
The lake just begins to freeze
The woods were like a poisonous spring
For pagans who danced around the fire
Like wicked dark creatures
All through the night it raged
Those hellish festivities
Descend among the damned
Bring fiends all over hell
Still alive but never to die again

She was walking to the chosen place
Where the mass would be celebrated
Where the way would be opened
May eve
She wore a simple white gown
She walked through a dark forest
She could smell rotting mold
And wet wood
Her cunt tingled with electricity
Her belly and thighs glowed
Her legs wantonly wide
In the flickering torchlight
Shy glows red
Through budding branches
Evening is coming on

Toward gray snow-clad peaks
The sun was descending
A gleam of white god embedded in a sky of cloudless azure
Into haze over the mountains
A crimson eye whose heatless rays bathed the wide plain
As if with blood
Far to the north rose enormous snowy peaks
Red tinged in a wan light like cold thrones
The shadow
Beneath the pale light of stars and a waxing moon
Longing for release and redemption from the matter
To taste of providing revelations
That they carry from the big mind in universes and dimensions
They are raised above by their same nature
To develop unused powers
The awakening of inner lethargical powers
The frozen ones, real estates
Cloudless nights the harsh grate of the sky
Gaze at its thousand winking eyes
Gaze and think and listen
Wait for a whisper
From beyond the blaze of lights
From beyond the gulfs of darkness
A deluge of flaring light rise majestic and undecayed
Piercing the sky and blaze all red and gold in a flame
Frantic, with an impulse to rush out into the night

All evil spirits roam through the world
Seeking the ruin and destruction of souls
Into a hell that exists here and now
On a different level of perception
Glimpsed by men in dreams
With certain heathenish mental disciplines
Infernal beauty of desire
Sexual intercourse with the devil's child
The constellations have turned to
The right position
The stars are right
To burn people at the stake
Spawned a plague of witchcraft
In the sixteenth century
Festered for two hundred years
Timing was wrong
...Failed
Unleash hell on earth
Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live
Exiled to another world, to the fourth dimension
Thou art neither hot nor cold
The confessions extracted from witches
Peasants cavorting in the woods
Breeches down, mocking the village priest
The apparatus of witchcraft

Crossover into another world
A world beyond ordinary experience
Where the pale wash of starlight threw shadows
Beyond both ends of the known visible spectrum
This is a new beginning
In the mysterious world beyond mortal eyes
The next dimension of living
From the invisible realms of life
Death is the end of one phase of life
And the beginning of another
All pain and sorrow are gone
Astral travel, journeys in the levitation
Hold me close in your thoughts
For one last embrace
There are cycles to be completed

The walls of an ancient stone chamber
Had witnessed many fearsome rites
The whole place reeked of evil
An intense bitterness surged through your mind
They perform an involved magical ceremony
To heal the wounds at the far end of the crypts
The curtains embroidered with the goat of Mendes
And the woman with the seven breasts
Upon the altar slab
The chalice and the book still reposed
The broken crucifix badly nailed
To retrieve some malignant unseen force
The terror inspired by the loathsome horrors
Of the pit would make you pale
For such Satan could drive men mad
Or strike them dead
As had proved the case with Crowley and Manson
Teutonic Existence Records
Recorded by Solon Zenetzh at Studio Zenetzh in april 1994

The edge of the moorlands
Purple sea of heath
From somewhere on the horizon
There poured a shaft of flaring light
Crimson and malefic
Transcedent beauty
There were vague flickerings of an inner fire
Ito an alien dimension
Which shines so strangely in the dimness of light
The twisting fabric of space and time
Sniffing the night air
Dowsing for darkness
Howling in appaling manner

Those who attend respectable spiritualist
Many can be easily intrigued by a promise
The obtaining of power
For the real secrets
Starts like a rather intriguing affair
The thin end of the wedge
Promised revelations of higher mysteries
Hypnotized and dominated
A few ones survive to achieve the rank
And used only for obscenities
They soon degenerate into physical
And moral wrecks
Many of them end up as suicides
And all those who are rescued

Stars seemingly visible in the sky
So dark by late afternoon
Armed with a script for tranquilizers
On frequences of chaos and squalor
A storm was imminent
Scenes of a dream drama
Shivering in the stillness
Upon a row of curbside trees
Sensitive to a certain kind of portentous mood
Were the little leaves
A whole galaxy of constellations
Contributing their light
Like eyes, shining in the white darkness

An ungainly bird struggling
Light pouring from all windows
No warmth, no love
Leading deeper into the damp woods
To someone who could be spoken of only as
The dark man
The black goat
The execution of the sentence
In the ancient crypt of Abel Hopkins
Dressed in a hideous mask
And a coarse animal skin
Delicacy and tenderness
Sledgehammer
Wish to die
On the crude altar in the woods
Choking on thy own vomit

My gate will transport you
Into another world
Far away from the reality
Where you come to feel insane delight
The key to enter through the gateway
Into those realms beyond
Taking you from the sane
Into an eldritch primal world
Sounds from beyond
Where rules the crawling chaos
A swirling of colours
That belong to unknown spectrums
The beginning of an immence passage
Through the endless gulfs of space
Drug-induced deleriums
Unearthly spirits

Like the formless fears of nightmare
The cold stars gleamed down
Under the slim horns of a crescent moon
Wave a magic wand and bring order out of chaos
Sakkuth the king - Sakkuth, king of night
The star-god
Cursed by the ancient prophets
Worshipped by sorcerers
And savages and demons
The seed of Kaiwan, the star-god
Descended from the sky
Long before mankind arose
From the dark planet which circles the goat-star
For countless aeons
Served by countless demon-spawn
And waiting to spawn again
Before dawn
When the eye of Taurus and the Goat star are rising
Open the gate to Harag-Kolath
And perform the rite
Open the gate to thy world
Great mother
Witness this rite to the glory

When I scattered the pieces to father
Darkness was falling rapidly
Down beyond the hills
Waiting for the knowledge of immortality
Strange contact of a creator unknown
Allowances for the usual exaggeration
Long limbs grew rigid
In the most evil reputation
I reacted to the touch of the crucifix
I struggled and blasphemed
In my morbid state of mind
Wishing it remained
I seek distraction in the social life of the chapel
Half tearful and half defiant
The chapel rotten and alive with maggots

Whispers of the stealthy attendants
Voices rising in the brooding darkness
In times of massive death and disaster
When souls wrenched from this world into the next
Men of broader intellect
In realms apart from the visible world
When the silver and sable of late twilights
Burned state
In the distance lay the still waters
Of a vast lake with the smooth
Glittered cruelly in the cloudless heavens
The incantation for opening the way
Fragmentary race memories
A veritable paroxysm of feverish activity
Lifted in shining grandeur towards the heavens
Inverted reflection in the waters of sun (glittering rivers)
That flowed between banks of crysoberyl and porphyry
That come from some earlier life
Bemused minds

As the gold of the sky lighten the green of the hills
Distincly floated the tinkle of a bell
Of those who dwell in the Abyss
Across the clear mountain air
Tales of dancing lights in the dark of the moon
Misty dreams of shrill sounds
Sunless secrets and picture sights
The shadowy moving forms into the wide plain
Airy beings in white under the fullmoon
Ancient and solemn ceremonial dance
Fantastic formations beyond the pale of nature
Misty dreams of shrill sounds

Strange beliefs in a sharp and frosty air
An impulse of fear possesses me
Hysterical screaming cries so shocking
I lay on the ground hands over my eyes
When the wind is howling
Freezing night - Hades beating
A crash like thunder
Angels upon me
A pale moon casts some slight illumination
On the dismal scene
The gate opens at my touch
A stream of nightmares descend the path
I'm alone - no signs
Nothing that reveals the cause of my insanity
I'm obsessed - dangerously obsessed
A rebirth in utter blasphemy
Testimony to be believed

The knowledge has been life long
Make it ligitimate in the eyes of the almighty
New prophecies and new flesh
Rent the fabric of reality
Fly on the wings of a raven
Let my love fly to you on swift wings
You and I are true spirits
Beyond time and space
My blackest love like the night
Skin like alabaster
Reflecting the stars of the universe
The promise of more than earthly joys
Mutual oaths of pleasure and pain
Learn the secrets of ecstacy
The blessed warmth of the womb
Polymorphous perversity
Eternal is my promise
And the promise is fulfilment
Forever and through endless changing

On a journey into the sea of consciousness
Into its volume and into its depths
Awakening spiritual realisation of divine forces
Of inner power and strength
Standing in beautiful sandy cove
With high rocks and cliffs
The kingdom of the heavenly realm
Of seven immense energy fields
The vision of the seven spirits
Seven flames of fire burning
Singing under the moonlight
And blowing wisps of swirling
The lap of the black sea upon the golden sand
The whisper of the breeze in the palm trees beyond
The golden light, a reflection of the moon
Dark upon the waters
Follow me down through the unlight-filled depths of this ocean to the sea-bed
As we descend we submerge ourselves in the deep unconscious
Full of illusions, full of discovers
Full of illusions

Where the shadows lie thick
Like layer after layer of dust of darkness
Settled over generations
Lost in the immensity of the cold
Unearthly landscape
Black crags cleft with chasms
A vast cult of wizards
Bound to the worship of the premier divinity of this world
New sense of unreality
Harassments of the self
To relieve its cosmic ennui
Paraphernalia
The goat
So carefully curried and groomed
The pentagram
The five pointed star
Ekei opou to skotadi agkaliazei tis xamenes psyxes
Parmenes mesa apo anieres praxeis stin pragmatiki zoi
Synthesi kai aposynthesi kosmwn kai ontwn
Nekra tis texnis symbola
There where dark embraces the lost souls
Taken from unholy acts in real life
Composition and decomposition of worlds and beings
Dead symbols of art
The mighty mother smiles
Over her fleeing, her star-scattered brood
As nigh falls over Yaddith at the end
We hurtle through the frigid gloom of space
To Zaoth or Shaggai or Kythamil
Leaving behind the ruin of a world
And little hope have we to long survive
The awful doom of Yaddith we evade
Will soon be snuffling at our heels again
When fires blaze forth on the skies
When the black goat appeareth before men
There be those who will help the lean and ravenous ones
The minions of ye black goat

A gust of wind flattening the tall grass
The noise around rose to a roar
As something gripped me around the waist
Pressing me until my ribs cracked
And a cold clast of air whispered...
Goddess of night
Lead me to your pleasuredome
Of debauchery
Where sunlight turns to darkness
Where the sun loses its power
And the wind changes
Bringing the icy currents down
Oh Hecate, rape me with malice
On the snow on top of the mountains
On my knees I pray
As the stars black out
And the forest shines under the moonlight

There were mountains
Like jagged black fangs
Against an icy dark sky
Where darkness always reigns
Nostalgia in icy winds
In the forest, signs call
There were lakes of eternal fire
That broke apart
In a million little diamonds

Walks at night and follows the dark
Showed signs of eagerness to come
(kindled) The flames of an anger equally beastlike
Gone temporarily insane
A pair of fantastic incidents
Occured in my flight
Incidents of no significance
Satyr, Hail!
Stampede and terrified animal
The fear-stricken beast which lies beneath 'us all
Demoniac in hideousness

Battening on the fruits of evil
Abjure the ancient crypt of master
Forswear Satan now
Relying for all eternity
Lights flickered
And wisps of smoke curled up
Voodoo drums, horrid laughter
Recite the lords prayer
I sign a pact making myself
Over to him
Deny the Christian god and leave me
Free to fight
Bats squeaked and pigs grunted
Tongues of flame, betray the master
Snarling pandemonium
For those who are not prepared to serve
As light penetrates the semi-darkness
And the sound of chains are beyond all nightmares
Oh lord, defend us

Lays on her back on a stone table
May eve of Walpurgis night
An obscene convocation Sabbat
With the power of moonlight
The figures contorting themselves
Some of them wear grotesque headdresses
Draped with the hides of animals
Still worship the mighty races
Degraded below the level of the beasts