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Choke is a 2008 American black comedy film directed by Clark Gregg. The film stars Sam Rockwell and Anjelica Huston. Production took place in New Jersey in 2007. It premiered at the 2008 Sundance Film Festival and was purchased by Fox Searchlight Pictures for distribution. The film was released on September 26, 2008 and the DVD was released on February 17, 2009.
The film is based on the 2001 novel of the same name by Chuck Palahniuk. It tells the story of a man who works in a colonial theme park, attends sexual addiction recovery meetings, and intentionally chokes on food in upscale restaurants so his "rescuers" would give him money out of sympathy and thus cover his mother's Alzheimer's disease hospital bills.
Victor Mancini (Rockwell) is a sex addict who works as a reenactor of life in Colonial America. He works with his best friend, Denny (Brad William Henke), who is also a reformed sex addict. To support his hospitalized mother (Huston), Victor cons others by intentionally choking at restaurants to get money from his rescuers.
Lyrics: Andreas Kisser; Music: Andreas Kisser / Igor Cavalera
Pray for another life
Pay, regain your pride
See your brain / Choke
Watch it drain / Choke
See your greed / Choke
Watch it breed / Choke
Fake, you're falling down
Choke, your neck is broken
See your brain / Choke
Watch it drain / Choke
See your greed / Choke
Watch it breed / Choke
Victim in conflict, the ambush of fear
My doubt, my limit, the pulse of my war
See your brain / Choke
Watch it drain / Choke
See your greed / Choke
Watch it breed / Choke
Choke choke pride
Still I could only wait for you to decide
Tear it all apart
You break my heart
Why don't you follow through
Follow through
And the day ends
A so called friend
A drunken bed
How could you with...
Why would you...
All of them
No one owns you
Just keep me hanging here
Tell me you need me dear
Tell me you're sure I souldn't fear
Lies lies lies
Choke choke please
Have another drink on me
My love humiliation
I gave you every chance to leave
And you stayed just long enough
To bury me
As I understand wath no one can see
I stop
And all these words seem selfish
And anger you
And none of it is true
But all of them confess until I choke...
I tough I knew a true love
I used to think you really cared
I used to think I knew true innocence
I though that you were that
I know you to well when you lie
I hope you choke on them
And see for me
For me
And all these words seem selfish and
Anger you
And you were always true
She likes big boats, big yachts, designer throws
She likes big blokes, body oil, sex that chokes
Her mother left her when she was fifteen
Out of the nest into the vacuum flow
She got a job working shifts at Sainsbury's
Packed her bags and left for Monaco
Choke, choke, choke, choke
You're the only pill I take
Lift me up to where the clouds are snow
Cause you're the only thrill I feed
Ease the pressure let the whole thing flow
She likes Belgo, fashion heads, Saville Row
She likes the cheap sex, private jets, the Paris glow
Her mother left her when she was fifteen
Out of the nest into the vacuum flow
Choke, choke, choke, choke
You're the only pill I take
Lift me up to where the clouds are snow
Cause you're the only thrill I feed
Ease the pressure let the waters flow
You're the only pill I take
Lift me up to where the clouds are snow
Snow, snow, snow
Choke, choke, choke, choke
You're the only pill I take
Lift me up to where the clouds are snow
You're the only thrill I feed
Ease the pressure let the whole thing flow
Cause you're the only pill I take
Lift me up to where the clouds are snow
You're the only thrill I feed
Just because you choked on it ,
It doesn't mean that you have to go .
I can't recieve sms and I just wanted you to know.
I smoked alot of cigaretttes, but did that stop us from being friends?
Could've guessed your lies on it but did we get there? I hope we got there in the end.
Yesterday we cruised on automatic , tall grass is ready to roll
Where were you when it got all dramatic? Hiding away in your hole.
Pretty please don't cry on me ,because I don't think I got the strength.
If I could've cried outside in the rain. But did we get there?
I know we got there in the end.
Yesterday we cruised on automatic , tall grass is ready to roll
Where were you when it got all dramatic? Hiding away in your hole.
Maybe on another Sunday, pick another time and we fight looking over your shoulder
Maybe on another Sunday, pick another fight and no one is right now your feelings are gone.
Just because you're soaked in it, does that mean that you have to go?
I smoke all of your cigarettes, but it meant nothing , it meant nothing in the end.
Yesterday we cruised on automatic , tall grass is ready to roll
Words: Sveningsson
Music: Svensson
A common line
I close my eyes
but couldn't let it go
the perfect time
I dropped my guard
and lost but won somehow
It's rather sad
it feels like we've never
made it together sinceOne word ahead
and you'd be dead
I held you in my throat
I stumble by
attached to you
I couldn't let it go
It's rather sad
it's really sad
it feels like we've never
made it together since
We'll never have the guts
to discover
we'll choke on it and die...
A common line
I close my eyes
but couldn't let it go
the perfect time
I dropped my guard
and lost but won somehow
It's rather sad
it feels like we've never
made it together since
One word ahead
and you'd be dead
I held you in my throat
I stumble by
attached to you
I couldn't let it go
It's rather sad
it's really sad
it feels like we've never
made it together since
We'll never have the guts
to discover
You're Hidden By Your Good Looks, Your Fake Smile
I Loved You But It Took Me A Long While
To Realize You Don't Even Care.
All The Feelings, You Had None.
There's Only One Word To Describe You,
And Thats A Hypocrite.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, You Fucking Pedophile.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, PEDOPHILE!
SEDUCTION! TIED DOWN!
DECAPITATION!
LISTEN! OHHHHH!
YOU HYPOCRITE!
THIS IS THE END! SUCK IT!
My Eyes Are Never Dry.
Its All Done.
It Wasnt Real And All But It Was Fun.
Was I Not Good Enough For You King?
I Guess Not.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, You Fucking Pedophile.
I Looked Over You, I Looked Over Me.
Look At You And Smile, PEDOPHILE!
SEDUCTION! TIED DOWN!
DECAPITATION!
LISTEN! OHHHHH!
YOU HYPOCRITE THIS IS THE END! SUCK IT!
YOUR NOT THE KINGYOU NEVER WILL FIND.
DON'T YOU SEE IT'S ALL IN MY MIND! (x3)
YOUR NOT THE KING YOU NEVER WILL FIND...
Yeah... CHOKE! I feel your breath upon my neck you're bleedin'
Desperate to see you in my rage
Love, hate, lust, it's all the same when you go down
I wanna... I wanna... I wanna... CHOKE YOU!
Choke, choke, I choke you
Choke, choke, I choke you
Choke, choke, I choke you
Angry grip around your neck, you feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck, as I choke you
Innocence fuels my foolish mind
____ ____ ____ everything inside
Love, hate, lust it's all the same as you go down
I wanna... I wanna... I wanna... CHOKE YOU!
Choke, choke, I choke you
Choke, choke, I choke you
Choke, choke, I choke you
Angry grip around your neck, you feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck, as I choke you
Devious intentions drip down your spine
Blue babe's gasping, revenge is mine
Love, hate, lust, it's all the same when you fall down.
I wanna... I wanna... I wanna... CHOKE YOU!
Choke, choke, I choke you
Choke, choke, I choke you
Choke, choke, I choke you
Angry grip around your neck, you feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck, as I choke you
CHOKE!
Rev high
Bend low and free the dead word
When I stand up and feel the head burst
WHen i stand out i'll hold it under
When I stand down I won't be down for long
Remember why you're not along
You choke
You take the dive and wonder why
You never elevated
You swallow
Your sky is dry
You're passing time alive
And medicated
A sublime death dream
Time gets to you like a lover
A broad side, full on dread
Gets to the one alone
It grabs you by the bone and swings
You up and all around
You choke
You take the dive and wonder why
You never elevated
You swallow
Your sky is dry
You're passing time alive
And medicated
You've run away from something sure
When you own your fear, feel undead
Feel undead and unlike anyone
Don't let it air out
Some will take it on the chin
I will meditate and know other lifetimes while the sum
Of almost every sorry will always find a way
Home and the way I long to love long and matter... live long in you
Writing in love you swear
what you feel is real
Bending your every illusion
You fake it all too well
Numbing the mind rest inside
that hate left unspoken
Tasting the truth it's shy
afraid to be broken, broken
And it's humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it's stuttering
These words that I must try
Seeing the unheard you know
that it cannot heal
Breaking the bonds you swear
that you swear to feel (that you swear to feel)
Can you awake from sleep downed
you allow me to steal
Gagging on selfish hide
when you crawl to kneel, as you kneel
And it's humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it's stuttering
These words that I must try
And it’s humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it’s stuttering
These words that I must try
And I'm choking on love
I made you feel
And I’m choking on love
I made you feel
And it’s humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it’s stuttering
These words that I must try
And it’s humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it’s stuttering
These words that I must try
And it’s humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it’s stuttering
These words that I must try
And I’m choking on love
I made you feel
Vision awake
I'll try someday, vision, is okay.....
V.O.D., for all my boys
V.O.D., for all my friends,
V.O.D., for the enemies,
you shall fall.
Time and time again, you've respected me,
time and time again, you've rejected me,
time and time again, with consistency,
time and time again...
So stand for yourself,
one time in your life just stand for yourself.
Vision of Disorder coming straight for your face,
straight for your face...
what didn't kill me
left me cold enough to live this lie
now i drift desensitized reality has
had it's way with this time
confidence now lost in comfort
of familiar habits
i know it's destructive
but i can not get past this barricade
i boiled up inside too high
i've got to pull out of numbing phase
hold down this fear
push back self doubt
i'm most afraid that i will fall to failure
so much to say can't get it out
it's all a waste chaste
forced to indignant taste
self propelled rejection
it's more than i can take (right now)
so sick of hiding from what i can't face
so sick of hiding from what i can't face
i must get through this wall of insecurity
the thought of rejection more than
i can take and i've got to get out of this numb phase
nothing changes in my life
another day, wasted day now
can i get far from this place
amuse myself with all these games
what a lie what a shame now
there is no more to erase
can i let go
it must seem i'm lost in despair
no one beside me all i need is myself
discretion means nothing when i'm happy this way
i don't want to be a part on your world anyway
take in everything, a simple view it explains you
a comfy chair with no one there it's safe
so i have myself a simple mind to me that's fine
a slower pace i think that that's the case
it's nothing
my mind's not melting i think it's helping
to fit the crime
it's what i need to get me through these days
This prolonged suffocation is out of hand prostrate to pressure rise a silence that's never silent inconsistent state of helplessness the end is not the answer it's defeat against your mind to get by release fists of untied anxiety for your sake and for mine weave dead end completion i don't want to feel the way i've been. I'm waiting to begin
falling behind
on days that seem like nothing fits
there's a crack in the floor
where you're pacing, a track worn
as the walls are caving in
perception's clearly out of focus
this is all that you are
nothing more you could ask for
as you're tracing your mistakes
last stop you leave dishonest
this trap that you laid out
i read into deceiving eyes
stories that seem ironic
one point of view
with two opposing sides
demise
trailing behind
you pull the weight that anchors you
drop the key on the floor
feel the grains where your feet were
now the lighting starts to dim
perception's clearly out of focus
this is all that you are
nothing more you could ask for
as your tracing your mistakes
fallout leader
your charade's been detected
it's not what you wanted
the train's hit a dead end
it's nnot what you wanted
at the end of a gun
there's still defiance
at the end of the run
Standing still for now
Still up for rhymes and reasons
This atmosphere is airtight
For a while this rest was decent
Far too long to sit complacent
Numb phase
Replaced
Unscathed
Trace rewind
Standing up for now
Don't feel the need to defend
My alibi is airtight
For a while this rest was decent
Far too long to sit complacent
Numb phase
Replaced
Unscathed
Trace rewind
I'm not awake enough to relieved
I'll nod and wave but probably won't engage
Mutted reflex
Sharpens over time
And I can't escape
Moderate
Too long to sit complacent
I need some results
It's been so long
This pattern insults
It's been so long
It's been so long
I'm not awake enough to relieved
I'll nod and wave but probably won't engage
Mutted reflex
Sharpens over time
And I can't escape
Moderate
The longer it takes fewer breaks the fall escalate through dissension sense the deceit rootfor precedent save the lies before you hands are tied force the issue bullshit with a grin i'll see straight through your motives at it again who really cashes in vague response no mistakes ensure where i stand take banck one chance create the boundaries it's gone too far kingpins takes the fall never trust you kingpin takes the fall closure.
stagnant lives
all kept in place
by those who say
9-5 makes them stronger
they say the same shit everyday
they don't even know their names
forgotten in false promises of reaching so much more
silent cries
drowned inside
conditional minds
bent on profits of the day
seems all will has been erased
by the rules they will not break
they're taught to expect an empty life
can you blame them
blinders blocking out all other direction
their shattered dreams are kept in place
by the certainty the routine keep always makes them
follow through with full intent on keeping up
with those ahead
trade their lives for endless races
awaiting the time their oppression will end
One day
You said breathing would come easy
One day
You said i'd reconcile
Ingrained pressures maintain shallow comfort
You said one day
I'd reconcile
Call it will
But I can't seem to
Formulate these words I'm told
Will help me to escape
This state
It sways the way I overcompensate
For fear of getting overwhelmed
I'm getting overwhelmed
Smaller now
So I can't reach the expectations
Placed on me
This brace will sway
And break in time
This common scene
That mocks my inability
To follow through
Breathing won't come easy
One day you said
Breathing would come easy
One day you said
I'd reconcile
Ingrained pressures maintain shallow comfort
You said one day
I'd reconcile
Transfer
These troubles outward
They're stood their ground
Now I should stand mine
So I explore
Measures to restore
Impressions that I
Want to leave now
So I transfer
These troubles outward
They're stood their ground
Now I should stand mine
This I know
Breathing won't come easy
one day you said
Breathing would come easy
One day you said
I'd reconcile
Ingrained pressures maintain shallow comfort
You said one day
I'd reconcile
So hard to unwind
What's locked inside
Too long to reconcile
Standing still for now
Still up for rhymes and reasons
This atmosphere is airtight
For a while this rest was decent
Far too long to sit complacent
Numb phase
Replaced
Unscathed
Trace rewind
Standing up for now
Don't feel the need to defend
My alibi is airtight
For a while this rest was decent
Far too long to sit complacent
Numb phase
Replaced
Unscathed
Trace rewind
I'm not awake enough to relieved
I'll nod and wave but probably won't engage
Mutted reflex
Sharpens over time
And I can't escape
Moderate
Too long to sit complacent
I need some results
It's been so long
This pattern insults
It's been so long
It's been so long
I'm not awake enough to relieved
I'll nod and wave but probably won't engage
Mutted reflex
Sharpens over time
And I can't escape
Tone-deaf conversations
A tavern seat
And enough of a reason
Washes down another uncertainty
Somehow it feels wrong this time
It feels wrong this time
Drowning days not keeping moments wrong this time
Moderation seldom comes by
Tone-deaf conversations
A tavern seat
And enough of a reason
Passion lies under this uncertainty
Somehow he felt strong this time
Dusting off familiar focus
Strong this time
Moderation soon to come by
Somehow he felt strong this time
so i find my way home again
the streets all mine another night
of searching for a truth
in our lies wasting precious time
forcing impossible of convincing myself
it'll work out tomorrow
try to follow the outline of what should come
to be only to find
i'm overcome by fatigue
an empty routine created for show
has become just another escape from the world
fabricating our mock progress
faking smiles
no one has to know the bleakness face to face
with our undying will to make it just scraping
gathering all pieces to complete
the picture still hoping for comfirmation
that this will never end respond to accusations
from my thoughts in need of answers
for where we are submerged into diluted
efforts can't manage to pull out
i've told myself
break it down to me
you really think it's all that easy
you shouldn't even waste your time
and don't you
feed the lines with all your shit cause
ignorance makes easy critics
media with wrong direction
is more than we're asking for
you write us off
false authority is fine but it's all for the narrow minded
you don't understand
the position that you really so far off
another biased view
judging all our true intentions
somehow it looks to me
you don't seem to call the shots that fair
i give it everything
no compromise for what you say it's all the same
how can you meant to say
is different from the way that it's supposed to be
stare at me and talk down
you think you're better and it shows
built yourself a plastic life
for perfect living
let yourself into my world
then condemn my different views
understand nothing of me
surrounded by expenses for nothing
expenses to shows that life's worth your time
exterior reaffirm
your perfect throne
you're better than ever
you've got more to show
that life's worth your time
fearing that poverty
will force feed you to realize
building a concrete moat
to keep scum from your side
not thinking
you're so wrong misery
there's a rise in the pressure
no support from possessions
now convinced with your credit
you'll find a way to buy yourself
some time disaligned in need of protection
from yourself humanity's
one step away now locked
from your show home perfect world
you don't know me
you just sit the stunt
you've seen all before
still you don't say a thing
the left out with no doubt
your pocket away
you've seen all before still you don't say a thing
seen in your face
no time to explain
nothing won't ever change your ways
and now you're see a thing you're never thought you see this
the sting you thought you came out
you cheat so quick from you to tick your feelings
forcing wasn't meant
you'll break the bend that
holds
why the strain
why the stall for no reason
landing on the steep
the flat is where you scorn
buckling steady breathing
weed your thoughts
there's something missing
yield to you
why the strain
sour taste with every word
at loss for meaning
now to risk it all
moments of moments
tarnished reasoning when I
feel
worn, full glass of doubts
needs to be washed out
constant breathing
open the gates
to remember this feeling
the rest of your life
is right in front of you
you left a sour taste
i cannot take
loss of meaning
loss of count
false start i've disowned
step back, this drop in position
is hitting hard
deadline, this week's lost its meaning
been going on for a while
push hard, focus inconsistent
regresss to start
shift this phrase
just to take this weight
from my arms
rejected stability from the start
setting up again
try to ensure progression's kept
shift this phase
just to take this weight
from my arms
pushing on
and it feels like sunday
it's not worth forcing
just go with it
losing days, freezing this time
all i know is that pressure remains
keeps me up
'till i can't read what's real
afraid that i've
framed up this shot
in poor light
throw me up
and spit me out to fate
seems like i've been
pulled throough this mud
a few times
setting off, the streets unwind
this concrete timeline
clears my mind and sight
trading off the routine i walk
for open roads
and unforeseen challenge
and the seam will come undone
settle in at highway speed
i'd rather face unknows
behind the wheel
combing out the tangled thoughts
a realease is only natural
it holds me up
comb out
tangled thoughts we store
trace out
what's to come
bring it on
lost all sense of time
(will it rewind the time for us)
a hundred miles away
keeping track of days
through scenery passing me by
living comfortably
(the scenery marks the time for us)
the warmth of a cold floor
a hundred miles away
yet somehow it still feels like home
count down where I've been
escape rewards me now
translate what I've seen
rewards banish doubts
I'm living well these days
feel comfort in this rolling home
a feeling like I've never know exists
keep pushing on
i start to think a lot about what i did
but not what i would say
my friend, it's not what they told me
had allot of shit go down but in the final stage
you wanted me just to say, i've done my all
now i'm stable
now that the cards are on the table
well all was said in decent taste
all i needed was some distance and space, a mess
a lesson is learned
alot of people knocked it but what they'd see was
different from what you'd say
you'd say i can't understand why you don't come to visit
get on with your life, you can't understand...
that i'm doin' fine this time, i don't really care
what you say no more now that i see
what was distant from me, not going to wake up
doing fine this time
that could be why you are here no more
things for you went wrong this time
you want it more than i do
something changed along these lines
miss integrity your face is turning red again now
something no one needs to see
so if you follow through with your intertions
all your fretting can all get washed away
right before your eyes
don't realize
understanding all depends
knowing if you're winning
keep up to the pace
so if you meet it less at your discretion
all your fretting will all get harder to deal with than
i ever thought that it would be on you
if you're going to sleep it off it's not my style
why the sudden change
you're neglecting everything built complex
your doubt of honesty has all been self inspired
stronger than you make yourself to be
rejected is how you feel this time
all's the same needless to say
shrug it off before all gained respect
eighteen years old, did what you're told
you've gone on with all your parents wishes
fancy degree thought that was the key
but now you're stuck washing dishes
it's still so distant from you
the life that you wanted
your dreams are lost behind you
forget it start over
five filty plus tips putting up with shit
this can't be all that there is
four years in the books and all your time it took
and you end up with nothing but this
i can't believe you now
all that time wasted
you thought you had it all worked out
it seems so simple
now that you are on your own, so devastated
you wish you had all the time back
now that you've had a sample
you face that fear
force yourself another meaning
you're lost but not forgotten
challenged by another side
search for clarity
denied, your will's been broken
your words mean more not spoken
maybe it ought to be said
fractured unity
made a break now you are untied
settled downs
constant images
rushing through
and it's so hard
every goal replaced
this crushing blow
set it up
another scene
the angle seems legitimate
record stop
stop skipping
not equipped to stor this ear full
blocking signal
record stop
stop skipping
leads to subconscious downplay
not equipped to store this blocked signal
there's not much reason for you to see this
through
i know it's too much for you to shoulder
erase my work
deface my words
this is the last time that you will
record stop
stop skipping
Feeling for a spot taking all I've got
Reach out in despair grabbing into air
You took it all too far
And all this leaving scars
Looking in my hands my piece isn't fair
Nothing ever is I no longer care
You took it all too far
And all this leaving scars
Say give it all away
The end singing to my friends
[Chorus]
Waiting for my turn its just passed on by
Nothing here to learn birth, mid-life then die
Hold me up and say somethings in the way
Say give it all away
The end singing to my friends
[Repeat Chorus]
Nothing here to learn birth, mid-life then
stagnant lives
all kept in place
by those who say
9-5 makes them stronger
they say the same shit everyday
they don't even know their names
forgotten in false promises of reaching so much more
silent cries
drowned inside
conditional minds
bent on profits of the day
seems all will has been erased
by the rules they will not break
they're taught to expect an empty life
can you blame them
blinders blocking out all other direction
their shattered dreams are kept in place
by the certainty the routine keep always makes them
follow through with full intent on keeping up
with those ahead
trade their lives for endless races
my girl sits so close
i squeal my tires just for show
and cruise the strip until the red rooster is closed
get some offsales to go fuck shit up
hey, don't you even try to look at me
hey goof, what did you just say
hop in my truck
find someone to fuck up
punks, fags, geeks, wimps, traveling frak show in a motorhome
a pacifist you say
maybe i'dunderstand you if i'd made it through grade 8
hey goof what did you just say
your days are spent thinking of ways
to create confrontations with someone
trying to understand just can't comprehend
your turd mentality
in time you may free yourself
put your dickmode in a bucket
and run over it with your truck
you don't need to prove yourself to me
today i felt the weight compelling
not the first it's not the best i've been
no thoughts come out worth saying
self tension has limited
what am i committing myself to
resistance is going no where
it still counts to you more than anything
when you're around pocket all of my attention
filter out you
fault touches no one, it just happens, no one wins
i guess it all depends
tomorrow i'll feel the weight times ten
no thoughts to speak, no self expression
complacency is all i need
insight of what's important to me
you don't know me, just pretend to
important to me isn't to you
why i seal off all connections
forcing wasn't meant
you'll break the menace that holds
why the strain
why the stall for no reason
landing on the steep
the flat is where you scorn
buckling, steadu breathing
weed your thoughts
there's something missing
yielded to you
why the strain
sour taste with every word
at loss for meaning now to risk it all
moments of moments
tarnished reasoning when i feel
worn, full glass of doubts
needs to be washed out
constant breathing
open the gates to remember this feeling
the rest of your life
it's right in front of you
you left a sour taste i cannot take
loss of meaning
loss of count
false start i've disowned
maybe something you'll be something
but i know i can make it
no regrets until this day, life couldn't get better for me
no way
fold up now from what you speak
i know you think it's all a waste
i won't turn back' cause nothing else is true
i try convincing
all you know is your own way
so you rule me out in assumptions
go on and say the things you do
it's comforting to you
i've got everything i need
i am complete, your lifestyle does nothing for me
difference of opinions
tradition is concrete in your mind
you ride it
common interest
still such difference
between how we live our lives
you ride it out, you're missing out
i'm trying hard to have a mark
i missed again
i can' give up
it's what i am
it's where i'm at
i give it all
i still get pushed back
at least try
the things i've seen
i can't complain about the way it's been
up 'till now
i recognize me
still you seem blind
to what's inside, you don't realize
up 'till now
what you're missing
maybe someday i'll be something
I chase these days in short strides
I shade this state until next tide
Turning leaves cross highway lines
Northern lights that cleanse my mind
Spotted glass reflects the hours
Signal strong
Why these questions loom unanswered
With no resolve
Why these questions loom unanswered
I chase these days in short strides
I shade this state until next tide
I won't be leaving
This ship will sail for days
To settle the storm
I'll set course and drift on through
Read beyond the shift in these days
Saving face means more each night
Patterned thought results in the same
Falling short brings more insight
Bought another day through this failing grace
These words consistently lead nowhere
But my focus keeps me growing
With every chord
This ship will sail for days
For days and weeks through
Read beyond the shift these days
Saving face means more each night
Patterned thought results in the same
Falling short brings more insight
Bought another day through this failing grace
These words consistently lead nowhere
But my focus keeps me growing
With every chord
I won't be leaving
This ship will sail for days
This night's drone
Eased me into submission
Not speaking new assumptions
This downpour
It washes my ambition
And strains my tired vision
I'll fold right now
If I don't find a place to think
More than relief
Threat's unsettling
I'm past the line
Of keeping nervously discrete
I want right now
More than relief
Lifeless eyes and tired smiles
Representing all the things
I'm keeping down
Lifeless eyes and tired smiles
Representing all the things
Somehow right now
Patience wore thin
And I don't want to resolve
I just want an overview
And although I know
Will has weakened
A temporary step down
To refuel
This forced hour
Brings delicate decisions
With unsound intuition
This road worn
With fragile inhibitions
Has seldom been efficient
I'll fold right now
If I don't find a place to think
More than relief
Threat's unsettling
I'm past the line
Of keeping nervously discrete
I want right now
More than relief
Lifeless eyes
Tired smiles
I can't hide
These endless strides
Impatient sighs
Wear me down
Lifeless eyes
Tired smiles
I can't hide
These endless strides
Impatient sighs
Undone
Somehow right now
Patience wore thin
And I don't want to resolve
I just want an overview
And although I know
Will has weakened
A temporary step down
something stronger fans this flame for me
it's not for sale
solid platform built on unity
and it's for real
i'll scream these thoughts
'till my throat is swollen
won't bend in
'till this slate is broken
listen, i won't defend i won't take upon me
the hardest things to see
are always in front of me
simple lines only speak in context
i place myself in your sight's for scrutiny
listen, i won't defend
i won't take this role
not an open door for dishonesty
the policy seems fake
not a spokesman for
your tired scheme
to mold youth into place
it's clear you'll never know
the hardest things to see are on display
i won't have your shame dumped on me
crowded space is what I'm used to
rearrange, i have not use to
something stronger fans this flame for me
and it's for real
state my place, hold my head high
Forced now
Proceed with these actions I could do without
Suffer the pace just for the meantime
Step into place and shoulder these high hopes
It's all I know
I'm down and out
Shaken and broken
Can I unthink
More doubts
Restrain all these pressures I could do without
Sustain resonates throughout in real time
And this step is made to defend these high hopes
I'm down and out
Shaken and broken
Can I unthink
These awkward moments
Static remains
I won't forget
Those years are etched in place
Static remains
I'm down and out
Shaken broken
Can I unthink
These awkward moments
Abort to rediscover reason
Forgotten ground
Static remains
Abort to rediscover reason
Forgotten ground
And the best thing right now
Is the fact that I'm picking it up again
Despite random thoughts of the end of it
Shallow comfort
That relieves me of doubt
And suppresses the lure of security
Sedating the call of reality
Shelved intentions
Seldom mentioned
Can I stay put for now
So the mess is now piling up again
And I shovel it under the rug again
Shallow comfort
'till the stress starts to show
And I'll struggle under the scrutiny
Of what I thought was infinity
Shelved intentions
Back in question
But it's the best thing for now
And the best thing right now
Is the fact that I'm picking it up again
Despite random thoughts of the end of it
Shallow comfort
That relieves me of doubt
And I'll struggle under the scrutiny
Of what I thought was infinity
Shelved intentions
Back in question
But it's the best thing for now
And I won't
Count days
Slow fade
This living is sound
And I trust
There's ways
To maintain
These truths that I know
laid awake all night preoccupied
rummaging through
stacks of dreams that have been pushed aside
so it seems in every case all that i find
is expired aspirations built to lies
so i complain
again another miss, i never gain
i've waiting for so long
i push to follow through, it never seems to show that way
in myself, tired of this slow pace
promised everything
force fed shit that i will eat
i'll be na¯ve
just this last time
stuffed in my face
wake up every day
find myself int he same place
my hope defaced
it serves me right
everyday i'm fed the same
cannot complete
what's in the way
why can't i sleep
cannot be optimistic
what will it take
cannot complete
everyday i feel the sand
wheels keep turning over time
this doesn't sit so good
a constant filth remains in seed not getting out
(still lapping) bend of bind,
panic of doubt stilled ambition greed's
isolation imprints sleeve keep your receipt,
these shoes are wearing thin
molded bearings feeble stance
it's all in what you ball inside
the degree you bind
maintained before the presence of defeat
sets your trailed distinctions a pace
refined to you
bend to how you feel
carve what is real
all moments met in your life will
bend tight to you,
clutching you through,
dismissing luggage settled foes
take time to read yourself up
clean spin back vice from hold
take time to repossess your needs
you have and are what you're searching for
worn out start looking around
you're feeling the same as you portray to be
complaining a disease that you won't pass to me
your timing is never just set up and done
your carving distinctions the pace
you refine molded distinctions degree of bind
hard time had by all some long
some not so keep filling shoes keep signature
Suddenly, another weak breath, endless to ways to reenact the conflict within yours tmpers flare they seem to go unnoticed for the last time hold on tight sorry crossed my mind fearless it always seem so selfish faint refleciotn fallen from my eye takes a war to bring you down try to search for resistance fragile content unforeseen attenuation held together by my voice tearing through the crowd silent stare i'd always tell you to move forward confident to push broken glass aside it's hard for you to see i will always be close by hear me breating understand my attention change each moment who'S to blame who's to say what'S right and i will nothing feels this true in anguish accept our faults one last time patience expired fearless when we always seem to learn the hard way drop all pretentiousness takes a war to bring you down understanding before this gets too far -I start to see thing clearly now instead of on my own keeping things consistant a barrier broken though
Every glimpse starts to flicker
Feeling sorry never changed
This blinding pain
Narrow-sighted, I scour
As the pieces chip away
Long faces break
They break
This flame it burns stronger
The warmth it provides
Forget the past as
Burnt pages
They smolder
Lost sense of all time
A need to rewind
Gears turning inside
Turn over and over
And I ponder for hours
Everything means more these days
Good friends remain
Fuel the will to recover
Tears that slowly dissipate
I'll bear this weight
No more
Strained chords
Heard from miles away
Distort
Distorted waves change phase
I'll endure
Momentary relapse is delayed
Passed forth
Through the slow decay
Rebuilt
Built from travesties
I'll endure
Momentary relapse is delayed
Desperate breaths
Will alleviate
This flame it burns stronger
The warmth it provides
Forget the past as
Burnt pages
They smolder
Lost sense of all time
A need to rewind
Gears turning inside
Turn over
Strained chords
Heard from miles away
Distort
Distorted waves change phase
I'll endure
Momentary relapse is delayed
Passed forth
Through the slow decay
Rebuilt
Built from travesties
I'll endure
Momentary relapse is delayed
Desperate breaths
Will alleviate
When I fall
When I break
Come undone
Before I defeat this
I need a remix
I don't want to miss this distance
I don't want to diss this
Is this fall from grace a necessity?
Dissatisfied with this present state
Could this page reveal a casualty?
It's not just you who's losing sleep these days
I don't want to miss this distance
I don't want to diss this
Persistent scouring
Distorts this design
Insist on salvaging
Persistent scouring
Distorts this design
Insists, it sways
It pulls in ways I'll never define
Am I up for what it takes?
Breathing shorts out
And through all this
you've found another reason
for you to keep on stalling
it seems to make no difference
when you are your best interest
back yourself with the lies you spread
in the end there's no truth to defend
now you're watching out over your shoulder
cause everyday the past gets closer
you've been running
hiding from the truth too long
now another day goes by and you stand there
looking down on those who carried you so far
now another day you say that it's not fair
until this big revue
i thought i'd figured out
no release from the pressure
growing strong
confirmation from outside is a luxury
but without i have to dig for the reasons
found to live inject my life with meaning
suffering from pains
i needed a cure placed my attention
in what could make a difference
in my life all i wished for before
was a reason to go on
found in a tune hollow existence
a grim prospect secured a distance
and without i'm nothing
sometimes i picture a life
a picture i can't have denied
it with this therapy
i use to define identity
what's lost in me
to where i realize has how been refined
security's no option
invested all i had against recourse
accepted rejection by decisions
to ignore average life
i was always so sure
that the answer lay beyond the prescribed path
refused admission to my escape
provided the stage
remember we'd confide without a second guess
the feeling now a loss or maybe less
emptiness a feeling self regret
something i will never ever forget
the faces you have stepped on have been broken down
understand your motivation
guilt lies on
knowing you were desecrating
friendships gone
you threw it all away
something you should have known
we both were wrong
was left unsaid and it weights on me
it's just like you to be setting for less than nothing
you're making assumptions
my views mean nothing to you
remain half a step away without
mending the trust that has been torn apart
misunderstanding has left this all for naught
swallow your pride and let's slavage what we both knew
take down your guard
it's not for me but it's far from gone
still follows me and it feels like
it's all a waste
still smothers me and I can't escape
this simulated nation
lining streets with perfected style
pulling weeds but it seems your design has flaws
artificial scenes that I can't erase
dissimulated feelings
that brought me up
another hit for sale from a sorry thief
fed a mouthful
so far from true
longing for a distance where the billboards
don't clutter my mind
the captions I read
are creating substandards
that can't be reached
false imagery that's designed to breed
countless imitations
it's not for me but it's far from gone
still follows me and it feels like it's all a waste
artificial scenes that i can't erase
dissimulated feelings
take me out
fall into place
my own
so I try to cope with
your plastic ideas
8 weeks now that we've been gone
An awkward lag in place of conversation
Our frame of reference is skewed beyond distance
You don't ask but I still tell
Deflated tales of this week's latest thrills
My running obsession that you never question
No common ground except this space
You're beaten down & I am trying to relate
What sounds like indifference, adjustment of mind set
You live in life, I live in dreams
Coasting on this distorted idea of reality
You see pure intentions so you never question
In this booth distance grows
With this call's broken flow
I'd call it off for you
All would not be the same
If I had to choose
Just don't ask me too
Part of me
Would erase a part of you
I'd call it off for you
I would change it but
Some resentment might show through
Just don't ask me too
Part of me
Would erase a part of you
I could be faceless there with you
If you could face me there half full
I'd call it off for you
All would not be the same
If I had to choose
Just don't ask me too
Part of me
Would erase a part of you
I'd call it off for you
I would change but
Some resentment might show through
Just don't ask me too
Part of me
The longer it takes fewer breaks the fall escalate through dissension sense the deceit rootfor precedent save the lies before you hands are tied force the issue bullshit with a grin i'll see straight through your motives at it again who really cashes in vague response no mistakes ensure where i stand take banck one chance create the boundaries it's gone too far kingpins takes the fall never trust you kingpin takes the fall closure.
take this down and make sure that
you remember that what you think
what appears is not always the case
still you're talking shit all for no reason
you try competing with the words i speak
i feel the tension
you're blown away
i'm taking you down
options are still in reach
there's no peace in this discomfort
don't know why i fell so hard
now all your opinions are going sour
such strong opinions but not your own...
and just when things started going for me
i don't need this, still receive it
and now you're talking shit
and it blows me away
don't talk any more and it's making me think
more than i want to settle the score
what is it for, it sets you back
another minute into this position
not so strong spiral down
doesn't seem to be a reason
not to fold let go,
release the hold on vanity
you're not just killing time
staring at the faces betraying your own basis
can't sleep when discouragement's withdrawn
from all conscious remedies
stop pushing accept what you've been given
seems like you're trying for nothing
should know it won't work out always chasing
a distraction all your efforts
no reaction afraid to shed disguise
to reveal your fragile lies
you're caught in the promise that everything's alright
but not convinced that standards will be recognized
sifting through the doubting hoping
step back, this drop in position
is hitting hard
deadline, this week's lost its meaning
been going on for a while
push hard, focus inconsistent
regresss to start
shift this phrase
just to take this weight
from my arms
rejected stability from the start
setting up again
try to ensure progression's kept
shift this phase
just to take this weight
from my arms
pushing on
and it feels like sunday
it's not worth forcing
just go with it
losing days, freezing this time
all i know is that pressure remains
keeps me up
'till i can't read what's real
afraid that i've
framed up this shot
in poor light
throw me up
and spit me out to fate
seems like i've been
pulled throough this mud
fully fused with this frustration
sits undermined
redefined thoughts
a change of direction
this structure's old
scatered fragments of inconsistent alibi
reconsedered pathetic reasoning
jos to find
this structure's old
fourteen days since these realizations
through all pathetic reasoning
how was i to focus on my
aspirations under veil
at this pace it's unreal
frayed laces rake lines onto the tile
i'll circle this four walled room
but my fate's one step ahead
an arrangement and it changes
as the day fades
can't trace these thoughts
dissolve all the rust
worn gears turn slow
a chain reaction
fall's somber, it's gripping cold embrace
split water will find its way
through the cracks and freeze again
and the rain shifts, undetermined
on swollon ground
bridge gaps, move on
I'm running straight through
these are things that you,ll never know
I'm staring straight through
these are things that you'll never know
and forget to learn
the sky turns darker than shades of grey
Run down
Position's bending how we think
Walled in distant grieving
Hold out
And put your bet in on something
A different way to gauge this
Fall down
Spent your credit on nothing
Thoughts insist on seeping
Through your protections torn
Hold out
And put your bet in on something
A different way to gauge this
I know
Anticipate
The better days and brace yourself for this load
And know that
There's so much to build on, reform
Remember
You've fallen short for a good reason
Anticipate
The better days and brace yourself for this load
Run down
Position's bending how we think
Walked in distant grieving
Hold out
And out your bet on something
A different way to gauge this
I know
Your body's aching
Footholds are breaking
The dark of night hides
Forgotten bright eyes
Always straining
Performance gauging
Position folds
Anticipate
The better days and brace yourself for this load
And know that
There's so much to build on, reform
Remember
You've fallen short for good reason
Anticipate
Look into my eyes,
I am the one,
Who you despise.
‘Cause i exposed your lies,
But it's my turn,
To watch you burn.
(To watch you burn)
I hope you choke,
On the letters that your wrote,
Telling me that you would be here ‘till the end.
You'll never see a different side to me,
A side that you just did not ever understand.
Sing like last time.
With every line, ends with a rhyme.
You'll get great reviews,
But i refuse,
To be reused.
(To be reused.)
I hope you choke on the promises you broke,
Telling me that you would always be my friend.
You'll never see a different side to me,
A side that you just did not ever understand.
I hope you choke (On the letters that you wrote)
I hope you'll choke (On the promises you broke)
I know you'll choke (On the letters that you wrote)
I know you'll choke (I hope you'll choke)
I hope you choke on the promises you broke,
Telling me that you would always be my friend.
You'll never see a different side to me,
A side that you just did not ever understand.
I hope you choke (On the letters that you wrote)
I hope you'll choke (On the promises you broke)
I know you'll choke (On the letters that you wrote)
Scraping away at a wall that
I thought was built so, so strong
But I guess we put our masks on
And carved a smile
And carved a smile
Confusion
Disintegrating emotions
Thought ever so strong
But roots give away to saturation
We put our masks on
And carved a smile
We put our masks on
And carved a smile
I'm left with empty feelings of...
Where did I go...
My heart is choking, gasping for air
Where did I go...
I'm left with empty feelings of...
Where did I go wrong?
When does trust slip away
And not even matter any more
respect loss
How can we rebuild
What's been broken before
What's been broken before
What's been broken before
What's been broken before
Broken before
Broken before
Broken before
On barren blames withstand hunger pains, learn that poison fruit is
their only advantage in this game. Breathe it in - it is your last
chance and it will come like a knife to your throat. Let sweat stand
with tears to greet the blade while you choke. Set up for defeat,
they pray on the weak. Addiction is admission to defeat. Breathe it
in - it is your last chance and it will come like a knife to your
throat. Let sweat stand with tears to greet the blade while you
choke! Strike the blade make it light the room, make it blind my
eyes - I do not want to watch you die. Let the sound ring out with
I don't think you understand
I do not think you comprehend
What's in my mind
I don't know if you realize
The consequences of your lies
And in the end
I don't think you realize
There's got to be a light in the end
No one can tell if it was planned
You understand
There's got to be a light in the end
I don't want to be involved
I've never asked to be a part of this
There's got to be a light in the end
No one can tell me
Saw a blind man the other day.
Stole his pencils and ran away.
Saw a man dieing in the street.
Said, “Go to hell if you can’t take the heat.”
Give up, I don’t know why you try.
Give up, you know you going to die.
Give up, it’s all a stupid joke.
Give up, I want to see you CHOKE!!!
Get a job for the man.
Blow his brains out if you can.
Tell the judge you didn’t like his face.
There’s no garbage like the human race.
Give up, I don’t know why you try.
Give up, you know you going to die.
Give up, it’s all a stupid joke.
Give up, I want to see you CHOKE!!!
Mushroom cloud in the sky.
I see battles, see the city fry.
You bought the gun put it to your head.
You pull the trigger and your better off dead.
Give up, I don’t know why you try.
Give up, you know you going to die.
Give up, it’s all a stupid joke.
Not long ago
I was inside
your downward spiral
dying slow
distracted life
keep it all down
deserted, not another soul around
fair weathered friends
covenienece wins
Keep it, keep all of your madness
drown in all your sadness
Choke on all your pain
cause I don't want to
You had me pinned
under your thumb
my mind divided
for protection
illusion with
mirrors and screens
black and white
dragging through the in between
Farewell my friends
survival wins
Keep it, Keep all of your madness
drown in all your sadness
Choke on all your pain
cause I don't want to
Keep it, keep all of your sorrow
suffer through tomorrow
choke on all your shame
Keep it, keep all of your darkness
don't forget to mark this
bitter holiday
CHOKE!
You asked 1000 times
please write a song that's mine
well this is what I have to say to you
You drank yourself half blind
I lived inside your lie
When I was 17, there was no in-between
I left my heart in magazines and TV screens
I walked a lonely road where only beds would go
I watched the bombs explode from the comfort of my home
We left our families, walked out to shores of seas
We felt the waves crash on, felt the salt upon our knees
And when we came to breathe the air between the trees
It opened up our eyes, didn't ask what it might mean
When I was 17, we were no king or queen
We lived for nicotine, obscenity, caffeine
And we walked along the road where lonely kids all go
And watched the bombs explode so many years ago
We walked on home, asleep before we'd even know
that we were high on nothing but our own egos -
We'd tell the stories to our friends,
and pour the liquor down our throats,
and it tastes so sweet to me I feel like I might choke
When I was 17, I didn't know what quit could mean
We never thought someone would ask us to come clean
And we walked along the road, our thumbs stuck out you know
Hitchhiking home and probably stunting all our growth
We walked on home, asleep before we'd even know
that we were high on nothing but our own egos -
We'd tell the stories to our friends,
and pour the liquor down our throats,
Writhing in love you swear
what you feel is real
Bending your every illusion
You fake it all too well
Numbing the mind rest inside
that hate left unspoken
Tasting the truth it's shy
afraid to be broken
And it's humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it's stuttering
These words that I must try
Seeing the unheard you know
that it cannot heal
Breaking the bonds you swear
that you swear to feel
Can you awake from sleep downed
you allow me to steal
Gagging on selfish hide
when you crawl to kneel
And it's humbling
This pain you feel inside
And it's stuttering
These words that I must try
And I'm choking on love
Do you remember when you said this would be ok?
When i bought your words and the lies that you fed me.
If you would just shut up,
Then maybe you would see that you don't know it all as
you'd like to believe.
As you go, let me say this as you're walking out the
door.
Everything i've always felt, but never had the nerve to
say before.
Like how i hate you and i hope you choke on this.
I hope that you choke on this.
And i still can't believe that you could be so wrong.
Without so long, you just left me dead.
There's just one more thing, in case you haven't heard.
I just called to say, “what wrong” tonight
But it’s the same thing as every time
You’re pissed, saying I’m a prick
And a liar and a fake
For crying
Out loud
It’s so sad
That you can’t
Keep my name out of your mouth
And if you don’t have anything nice to say
Just hold it all in and choke
And maybe even suffocate
On every half truth you’ve told
You say you’re better off without me in your life
And I guess I’ll take it this time
Because truth be told
You were never there from the start
For crying
Out loud
It’s so sad
That you can’t
Seem to figure this one out
And if you don’t have anything nice to say
Just hold it all in and choke
And maybe even suffocate
On every half truth you’ve told
Cause what goes around
Comes around and
Everybody knows
No matter what you say
You’re just a two-faced, half-done
Kind of person
A less impressive version
Of everything we are
And if you don’t have anything nice to say
Just hold it all in and choke
And maybe even suffocate
On every half truth you’ve told
There's nothing that I can say,
To make you want to stay here with me forever.
There's nothing that I can do,
To make you want me like I need you to,
I need you to.
Just give me one last chance to say this.
Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind,
And I will get it right.
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time.
But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long.
Have you ever tried to scream underwater?
You'll choke, you'll choke.
You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song.
Well, I save my soft voice for the things I really mean.
You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind.
Well, here it goes:
I hate you for what you've done to me.
Just give me one last chance to say this.
Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind,
And I will get it right.
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time.
But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long.
Have you ever tried to scream underwater?
You'll choke, you'll choke.
When the last word's been said and the last tear's been shed,
I will miss you, miss you my friend.
And I can't tell you lies,
You wouldn't believe
So why did you run?
You couldn't deceive
So you ch-ch-ch-choked,
You ch-ch-ch-choked,
You chooooooooked
Your scent was clean
Your eyes spoke differently
It's not your fault, you just needed to choke
You needed to choke
You just needed to choke
So don't miss me while you're losing sleep with another line
Another lie
This isn't goodbye
Just make up your mind!
You woke up again with the sleep in your eyes
We're wondering why you looked hypnotized
Eyes can't lie, but your eyes did lie
Cigarettos all over the ground, a smiling frown
Oh, you let yourself win
You let yourself lose
Which one will you choose?
So don't miss me while you're losing sleep with another line
Another lie
This isn't goodbye
So don't miss me while you're losing sleep
Another line
Another lie
Another lie!
So take your ashes and your doubt
Don't except the easy way out
You thought that we were so naļve
You wore your heart right on your sleeve
Maybe after this, you'll finally breathe
There's nothing that I can say to make you want
To stay here with me forever
There's nothing I can do make you want me
Like I need you to, I need you to
Just give me one last chance to say this
Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind
And I will get it right
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment (Moment of your time)
But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long
Have you ever tried to scream underwater? You'll choke
You said I always sang to loud to sing you a love song
Well I saved my soft voice for the things I really mean
You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind
Well here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me
Just give me one last chance to say this
Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind
And I will get it right
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment (Moment of your time)
But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long
Have you ever tried to scream underwater? You'll choke
You'll choke
When the last word's been said and the last tear's been shed
I will miss you, miss you my friend
And I can't tell you lies
Choke on myself for you
I spoke on my need for you
My fire for you
And now I Choke on my knees for you.
I'll be a saviour
I'll fight these demons till they drop
I choke on my knees for you
It's pulling me hard
Bleeding we are
But it's never too far
I don't get it (choke)
I can't take this
I wont make it far
I can't breathe
I choke
Choke on myself for you
I spoke on my need for you
My fire for you
And now I choke on my knees for you
Falling faster
Burnt my wings
Can't get these bruning wings to stop
I want you
It's pulling me hard
Bleeding we are
But it's never too far
I don't get it (choke)
I can't take this
I wont make it far
I can't breathe
I choke
I can't breathe (repeats)
I choke on my need for you
Choke on my life for you I
Choke on my knees for you
Choke on my life for you I
I don't get it (choke)
I can't take this
I wont make it far
I can't breathe
Leave all your clothes buried in the sand
Who knows when we'll be coming back again
Come on in, the water's getting cold
See if you sink or swim or float
When the tide came in, we tried to act surprised
What could the ocean want with the things that we left behind
Swimming back to land and I realized
It was the only time that year I felt alive
We booked a one way going overseas
Feels like I'm living someone else's dream
I tried my best to keep from turning back
I'm scared you may have been my better half
I'm on the edge about to choke
About to choke, about to choke
I'm on the edge about to choke
About to choke, about to choke
The story ends the same as it began
I never know when I'll be coming around again
Staring at the sand I realized
It was the only time that year that I felt alive
I'm on the edge about to choke
About to choke, about to choke
I'm on the edge about to choke
I will choke your life out
Feel your life force draining
Beneath my own cold hands
Into total nothing
Words of your betrayal
Caught on drooling blue lips
Cannot face the hard truth
Of my lasting hatred
I do not feel guilt
There is no remorse left
Gave birth to my hatred
You could never see it
I will choke your life out
Your skin bleeds
You can't help but cry
At your lost beliefs, you
Say goodbye
Tread the ocean, part the sea
I can't believe what you ask of me
Tear the skin until it screams
And cries
Your fingernails are broken
Your wheelbarrows full
Nothings left but the wind through the door
When we reconvene, I'm still unable
Your lips are pouring poetry
Tread the ocean, part the sea
I can't believe what you ask of me
Tear the skin until it screams
And cries
Why are you so cold
Why are you so cold
Why are you so golden
So golden
So you transcend
You can't self prepare
Your parents understand
Don't hold your breath
Don't hold your breath
Or you might choke
Choke
So this is the end
Thought it might have come late
You are cursed, you're protected, you're significant
So you transcend
You can't prepare yourself
Don't hold your breath
You might choke
Choke
You stop to wait and wonder
Wonder what got you here
I know exactly what it was
You blink and your choice is gone
Choices you made before
Can't choose the right from the wrong
I forgive you girl
Feel the heat behind your name
You break but you never
were the same the same
A different light surrounds you
o crown of thorns on you head
faded memories are still embeded
break your spine if you had one
gutless in all you do
cowardness is stilll the only thing you've proved
I forgive you girl
Feel the heat behind your name
You break but you never
were the same the same
You hurt me
You break me
I trusted
You break me (break)
I take control
I take my heart
I push you away
cracking my skull on the stars
I forgive you girl
The only name I hear is mine
What you do now is not doing to me
I hope you understand why . . .
you understand