"Time won't heal, it just buries the pain, and slowly changes form..." (Swallow The Sun - Night Will Forgive Us) - These lines were my biggest inspiration for the name of this song... Before other details, I would like to explain few things: In time when I was working on "You Are Nothing But a Star," I came into very strong feeling that my whole present life is based on a stupid illusion of my absurd visions of better future. I spent 2 whole months in this mood and result is that I have changed the whole point of view about my life. Before I started to make my music publicly, I was quiet numb but music gave me a little seed of hope, something to stand up for and something where I finally got some respect from the others...I immediately caught this piece of hope and sacrificed all of my presence only to make as much art as possible, all of the ideas that never stops to originate... I was very happy from those few compliments I got and I have built entirely new dreams not only in musical space but mainly in my personal future... But after 2 years of a constant work...I realized my works, but mainly life, are in terribly strong stereotype and I suddenly felt an absolute carelessness for my music with very strong taste of contempt of my own work because I suddenly felt like I have lost 2 years of my life...of course I don't regret works I made, but I realized I MUST NOT continue this way because I'd spend my whole life in illusion and in constant dreaming... And now we are almost at the point. I remember the exact day when this theme was made -- 25th of June 2013. I'd say that day was the summit of these thoughts because that day I finally said to myself "enough" - enough of this bullshit I must wake up from this dream... I was working on this song the whole summer and since that day, I've changed more than ever before in my life... Now my dream world is something where I can find a direction, but only to lead my real life, not to replace it... And these thoughts are the main motive for this work -- time sometimes heals only seemingly...until some crack of your vulnerable world shatter your safety and you realize you are suddenly terribly weak in the real world... You'll have to find another shelter... And this is what this song is about - the contrast between our heals in the real world and hopes in our dream worlds... That's why verse and chorus are in quiet different moods. It's about contrast. I also have a very clear idea of how an official video to this track should look like...but that still needs a lot of time... I hope you haven't got bored by my speech and mainly by the song and that you'll like it...I know it's quiet a mess, I'm always experimenting, and this song is definitely a new horizon, because I finally engaged drums in my serious song...until now, the most of upcoming works will contain drums... All of my songs are clearly what just came out of me, I'm not trying to make unnecessarily long or exaggerated pieces I just do how I feel it. That's why I couldn't work only in this genre and later I'll make also something much heavier and darker because I need to express also my darker feelings...I have a stormy mind and I really miss anger in my music... Thank You all who supports me in doing my art, I am so happy to have people who listen to this... Music is Copyrighted by © Dalibor Krigovský

• published: 03 Oct 2013
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