I know you well.
you are a part of me.
I know you better than I know myself.
I know you best,
better than anyone.
I know you better than I know myself.
You don't judge.
You can't speak.
You can't leave.
You can't hurt me.
You're just here for me to use.
I know you best,
better than one might think.
I know you better than I know myself.
It's time for you
to make a sacrifice.
It's time to die a little.
Give it up.
Well I can't believe what I've done
Unlock the door to my secret place
thrust onto me with arrows to my heart
the inevitable, my soul's ripped apart
Fascination once again controls me
It's like a wish, a dream, a nightmare-before me
The fears of the joy torture my emotion
Why can't this bliss last forever more?
And I, can't stand the thought of life
spent without your wicked eyes
spent without our precious fights
spent without your tainted lies
spent without a restless night
I dwell upon the moment when you beg for a kiss
hesitaion...I know what it is
It runs in circles in my mind
Which man to blame in me? I'll never find...
And I, can't stand the thought of life
spent without your wicked eyes
spent without our precious fights
spent without your tainted lies
spent without a restless night
spent without your love in mine...
I made up those lies
I could not deny
I made Mary cry
She wants him to die
You said you don't care
You said life was fair
You said you don't blame
You said I should say
I said not to cry
I said not to lie
I said not to show
I said not to go
I wanted to go
You wouldn't say no
You left when I'm down
I hate being in hell
You said you'll be fine
You said you'll be mine
You said I'll be fine
You said you would please
I know I prefer to hurt
it seems to comfort me and burn
I never asked for it - question
I never wanted it to end
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates...
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
(Oh My Goth!)
I crawl in my black box to hide
I welcome misery with pride
take turns in whipping me, I bleed
enjoy the fantasy and greed
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates...
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in your hurt
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in my hurt
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates in pain....
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates....
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in your hurt
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in my hurt
I've kept it bottled up inside
This pain ⦠unforgivng
The imperfection is much too shy
To dominate me, control me
I see it's much too late
I bitch from head to toe about this sweet embrace
And how it faltered
The wickedness that followed as the 'we' turned 'I'
Finally overflowed
Taking the time to call out the tears
Waiting for it to fall, all the years
Pushing for me to leave it all behind
Forcing me to believe I'll never find
Painting over your name in blood
To set the permanence free
Though I cut the scars to mask the scars you left behind
It still lingers
Taking the time to call out the tears
Waiting for it to fall, all the years
Pushing for me to leave it all behind
Come on and lay with me
Come on and lie to me
Tell me you love me
Say I'm the only one
Experiences have a lasting impression
But words once spoken
Don't mean a lot now
Belief is the way
The way of the innocent
And when I say innocent
I should say naive
So lie to me
But do it with sincerity
Make me listen
Just for a minute
Make me think
There's some truth in it
Come on and lay with me
Come on and lie to me
Tell me you love me
Say I'm the only one
Promises made for convenience
Aren't necessarily
What we need
Truth is a word
That's lost its meaning
The truth has become
Merely half-truth
So lie to me
Like they do it in the factory
Make me think
That at the end of the day
Some great reward
Will be coming my way
Come on and lay with me
Come on and lie to me
Tell me you love me
I'd like to put you in a trance
If I take you from behind
Push myself into your mind
When you least expect it
Will you try and reject it
If I'm in charge and I treat you like a child
Will you let yourself go wild
Let my mouth go where it wants to
Give it up, do as I say
Give it up and let me have my way
I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck
I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to ...
I'd like to put you in a trance, all over
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body (repeat twice)
Erotic, erotic
Once you put your hand in the flame
You can never be the same
There's a certain satisfaction
In a little bit of pain
I can see you understand
I can tell that you're the same
If you're afraid, well rise above
I only hurt the ones I love
Give it up, do as I say
Give it up and let me have my way
I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck
I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to ...
(Suck, carress, suck, swallow)
I'd like to put you in a trance, all over
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body (repeat twice)
Erotic, erotic
Erotica, romance
I'd like to put you in a trance
Erotica, romance
Put your hands all over my body
I don't think you know what pain is
I don't think you've gone that way
I could bring you so much pleasure
I'll come to you when you say
I know you want me
I'm not gonna hurt you
I'm not gonna hurt you, just close your eyes
Erotic, erotic (repeat several times)
Put your hands all over my body
All over me, all over me
Erotica, [give it up, give it up] romance
I'd like to put you in a trance
Erotica, [give it up, give it up] romance
I like to do a different kind of
Erotica, [give it up, give it up] romance
I'd like to put you in a trance
Erotica, romance
Put your hands all over my body
Only the one that hurts you can make you feel better
Only the one that inflicts pain can take it away
I see the way that you're undressing me
The evil in your eyes
Had no idea that you'd ever be
Insane enough to take on me
A closet full of tools to hurt you
Even some that aren't meant to please you
You say you know' but your innocence left
When you stared at me and bit your bottom pouty lip
You throw yourself on the floor for me
Waiting for me to ride
Even tie yourself up to the chains
That the bitch before sucked, fucked, and used me
Climax with the thought of my skin wrapped against your skin
In repetition
Still then you have no idea what you've jumped into
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
Won't try to tame intentions
It ain't no use
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
I've been abused and used
Don't you think I'll Damage You
Mie sui ta sasoi kara
Sei o mukeru no
Watashi ga hoshii mono
Chi tsute iru deshou
Anata no naka no yami sae
Meiro subete nomi toshite
Konya ha hanare nai de
Anata ga hoshii
(The temptation for deeper matters comes from your lucid charm
Don't I turn towards your comfort?
It's the reason that I want you
But thoughts keep coming between us, right?
In the middle of the darkness, you're the only thing that I need
There's nothing else to help me through this labyrinth
Tonight, I won't distance myself from your intentions
You're the one that I need.)
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
Won't try to tame intentions
It ain't no use
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
I've been abused and used
My memories told me
In a dream once
That you've spent a quiet night in our past
A past still bleeding with questions
The answers too often ignored
⦠my torture.
I let the stars
Witness the honesty
I am true to the lie
That I'll never be â¦
I'll take a breath
To breathe you into me
I won't ever let it go
'til you come back to me
I lied when you asked me what I wanted
A fateful blow to my own heart
I didn't know
A tap on the shoulder just a shadow
Delusions far too much to bear upon you
I let the stars
Witness the honesty
I am true to the lie
That I'll never be â¦
I'll take a breath
To breathe you into me
I won't ever let it go
Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The shameless kiss of vanity
The soft and the black and the velvety
Up tight against the side of me
And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
And run in thickening streams of greed
As bit by bit it starts the need
To just let go
My party piece
Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The aching kiss before I feed
The stench of a love for a younger meat
And the sound that it makes
When it cuts in deep
The holding up on bended knees
The addiction of duplicities
As bit by bit it starts the need
To just let go
My party piece
But I never said I would stay to the end
So I leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs
Pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet and
Stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When we both us knew
How the ending would be...
So it's all come back round to breaking apart again
Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
Making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again
Cut in deep to the heart of the bone again
Round and round and round
And it's coming apart again
Over and over and over
Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
I'll pull out my heart
And I'll feed it to anyone
Crying for sympathy
Crocodiles cry for the love of the crowd
And the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky
Through the glass of the roof
Through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye
Through the eye of the needle
Quiet, I'm thinking it's kind of difficult
I can't hold up the conversation
it's difficult to sympathize
my need to resuscitate intensifies
the bolt thrust sharp right between my eyes
inside I crumble, perishing, intentionally, explicitly
there's nothing I can do
there's nothing I can do
nothing I can do
4, 3, 2, 1, boom explosions
deep inside my head
it feels as if a tank just fucking tore apart my insides
sometimes I wish that I was dead
it's me who's ping ponging back and forth
across this empty space
I'd rather be slammed by two
than to take anymore
so what's the use
so what's the use
(so what's the use?)
I never said I'd take you down there
never said I'd see it through
yet shit just happens
I'll never know what fucking hell has put me through
I guess that I deserve the beating
the kind that's not intentional
why must I do only things that please me
there's definately no escape
I'm caught
Oh No!
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh No!
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh Oh No!
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh No!
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh Oh No!
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh No
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh No!
[I'm caught, Caught in the middle]
Oh Oh No!
it builds up inside
intensifies
contained within never not i
anxiety
ready to explode
i shiver failing to hold it back
reality
drifting away
from conscience on my back
it's payback time
i'm punished for my life
hurt by the stone
suffocate my mind
cast by all i've ever met
why must this happen all at once?
i feel, i feel i wanna
i can't handle it
die, go away
why must this happen all at once?
surrendering inside
peel away my skin
ready to say goodbye
pounding at me all at once
feels as if...if i had a gun
pushing me
i was told once before
i know i'd reach the end of forever
deserve the hell i'm in
i know i got what's coming to me
I pray
every ounce
of faith
I bleed
I burn
ritualize
please help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
I'm careful
not to break
tripped
out of my mind
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
Whatcha say?
You're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
You're better off without me!
One simple thing
is all I ask
stop this
why won't you sympathize?
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
Whatcha say?
You're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
Weak Child
Cries Never Heard
Deep Pain
The Kind That's Easily Ignored
Can't get my thoughts across to tell you
Torture intensifying inside
Dense liquid pain fills my prison cell
This overflow's my personal hell
Institutions
Forever Haunting
As the sword thrusts through my chest
I direct, inject for pleasure
Don't know why self immolation
Tempts me, it's something I can't explain
As I step out to the edge
This overflow's up to my head
The dark comes dressed
In a lavish winter gown
Laced with the rays of the sun
Shined with the glaze of the moon
Taketh hand in hand
Escort the fluid to your land
My pleasure awaits temporary escape
My cell will fill once again
Feel like jumping when you set the plank like I'll dive
right down to hell
Feel like jumping when you tighten the noose, slip
anyway, ring a bell?
Feel the pressure as the monkey mounts and he's fed
along the way
Feel the absence, the void, the hurt, but I still
decide to stay
I have the answer, I have the cure
I have the remedy, I will endure
Don't mind choking when you're gripping tight and the
only thing left is me
Don't mind hanging when tonite aint right, did it as
many times as I've breathed
Don't mind putting my neck on the line to feed him and
not to see you bleed
Don't mind taking my punishment even though I'm not
guilty
Why do you scream with all your might when your
screaming to nothing
Why do you fear when I turn out the light when its not
out of reach
Why do you rave about stupid lies when there's no truth
left in these
Why do you cum before I start I'm not even in your
Your lies have brought me to extinction
your lies have brought me endless pain
why live off misunderstanding
Fight hard, creature's approaching
to pick out the chosen, wipe out the few
Shake off, the breath of the breathless
the needle is poking, promises left untrue
Beat off, the shields are down
take cover and lurch low, down on the ground
Stay hare, provisions in mind
reality present, fantasy to find
NO BULLSHIT
Searching for the kismet in my life
It's time, I've the right to gain
Searching for the kismet in my life
It's time, I've the right to pain
Case for the broke and the broken
So rich its defined and no payment is due
Weak law is left unspoken
If lost I'll break, I've got nothing left to lose
Strip down, confess your sins
Cleanse your soul, make room for more
Leave it to me I'll fill it in
Somebody's knocking, I'll open the door
I see the way that you're undressing me
The evil in your eyes
Had no idea that you'd ever be
Insane enough to take on me
A closet full of tools to hurt you
Even some that aren't meant to please you
You say you know' but your innocence left
When you stared at me and bit your bottom pouty lip
You throw yourself on the floor for me
Waiting for me to ride
Even tie yourself up to the chains
That the bitch before sucked, fucked, and used me
Climax with the thought of my skin wrapped against your skin
In repetition
Still then you have no idea what you've jumped into
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
Won't try to tame intentions
It ain't no use
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
I've been abused and used
Don't you think I'll Damage You
Mie sui ta sasoi kara
Sei o mukeru no
Watashi ga hoshii mono
Chi tsute iru deshou
Anata no naka no yami sae
Meiro subete nomi toshite
Konya ha hanare nai de
Anata ga hoshii
(The temptation for deeper matters comes from your lucid charm
Don't I turn towards your comfort?
It's the reason that I want you
But thoughts keep coming between us, right?
In the middle of the darkness, you're the only thing that I need
There's nothing else to help me through this labyrinth
Tonight, I won't distance myself from your intentions
You're the one that I need.)
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
Won't try to tame intentions
It ain't no use
Inflict the worst of pleasures
To make it all feel better
I've been abused and used
Don't you think I'll Damage You
I know I prefer to hurt
it seems to comfort me and burn
I never asked for it - question
I never wanted it to end
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates...
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
(Oh My Goth!)
I crawl in my black box to hide
I welcome misery with pride
take turns in whipping me, I bleed
enjoy the fantasy and greed
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates...
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
you're such a part of me
I can't believe it's real
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in your hurt
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in my hurt
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates in pain....
I know that I die gracefully in vain
I know inside deteriorates....
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in your hurt
Oh my Goth!
Subject to your world
Oh my Goth!
Take pleasure in my hurt
Oh my Goth!
You give me the reason.
You give me control.
I gave you my Purity.
My Purity you stole.
Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise.
Am I just too stupid to realize.
Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
You give me the anger.
You give me the nerve.
Carry out my sentence.
While I get what I deserve.
I'm just an effigy to be disgraced.
To be defaced.
Your need for me has been replaced.
And if I can't have everything well then just give me a
taste.
It comes down to this.
Your kiss.
Your fist.
And your strain.
It get's under my skin.
Within.
Take in the extent of my sin
I wake to a wasteland
I try to understand
hates me everyone
Satan's got a gun
left with everything
I'm skinned by my own thoughts
raped by every god
feeling so lonely
I feel so alone
I'm haunted every time
I fucking close my eyes
eat at my rotten corpse
I feel the evil force
crumble and decay
I break down in dismay
worst of this monstrosity
this nightmare's draining me inside
is that this is fucking reality
Wake me up or I'll lose my mind
this nightmare makes me wanna die
terrified to close my eyes
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
I wake in boiling sweat
dream will I forget
actions I do regret
erase then smear with shit
I flee from nothing there
possessed by if I care
attempt to run away
manage to burn and pray
I fall in endless pit
and loving every bit
further that I go
smashed down on ten foot spikes
escape this hell I know
shoved deeper with her might
I bleed cold in despair
Wake me up or I'll lose my mind
yet she doesn't fucking care
this nightmare's draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
Demons among us
awake upon a
heartfelt emotion
painful erosion
Obsessed beyond addiction no where to hide
the spiritual afflicition the stupid kind
decisions of the flesh prick morality
remains imprisioned
Sacred injustice
ruled by the book
a blank existance
born by a fool
Obsessed beyond addiction no where to hide
the spiritual afflicition the stupid kind
decisions of the flesh prick morality
remains imprisioned
they were never meant to hear
As the angels fail to sing
as I'm on my knees in fear
and the prayers fail to bring
The former being
has sewn it shut
we are divided
is that enough?
the spiritual afflicition the stupid kind
Obsessed beyond addiction no where to hide
decisions of the flesh prick morality
remains imprisioned
As the angels fail to sing
and the prayers fail to bring
they were never meant to hear
as I'm on my knees in fear
They were never meant to hear
as I'm on my knees in fear
As the angels fail to sing
they were never meant to hear
as I'm on my knees in fear
and the prayers fail to bring
they were never meant to hear
U say that I ?
Am the one that you lust
The U aim 2 please
The one you?ll take a beating
Get down on your knees
The one you?re shy to trust
Though allowed to do it all
Your prince of theives
You beg and you crawl
? U say that I
U say that I ?
Your aphrodeia
Subject of self-pleasure
Force you subconsciousness to hide
? U say that I
bring out the beast within
the porn star deep inside
bring out the stripper, pimp, ho, slut
? U say that I
It?s like you?re cast under a spell
I?ve place upon you
Unlike you?ve ever been before
Tell me ? Am I 2 Blame?
U say that I ?
The one that U say
Drown innocence away
Transform the meek to sensual slaves
U say that I ?
The one you call master
The one I make quiver
The one you beg you?re desperate in need
And I crawl away
As I fall (for you)
TELEVISION, RELIGION
SOCIAL DESTRUCTION
SEX AND DRUGS
VIOLENT SEDUCTION
CRYSTAL DAWN
ECSTATIC EXPLOSION
PARENTAL ADVICE LEADS TO MENTAL EROSION
STRONGER THAN NEVER EVER BEFORE, KMFDM IS A DRUG AGAINST
LINE AFTER LINE
ROUNND AFTER ROUND
EMPTY SHELLS FALL TO THE GROUND
FASTER THAN LIGHTNING
HIGH AS A KITE
SONIC BOMBARDMENT
BRIGHTER THAN SUNLIGHT
NO NEED FOR NEEDLES
NO INJECTION
THE SUBSTANCE SUBSTITUTES LOVE AND AFFECTION
TOTAL SEDATION OF LONGING DESIRE
Freak out
And give in
Doesnt matter what you believe in
Stay cool
And be somebodys fool this year
cause they know
Who is righteous, what is bold
So Im told
Who wants honey
As long as theres some money
Who wants that honey?
Hipsters unite
Come align for the big fight to rock for you
But beware
All those angels with their wings glued on
cause deep down
We are frightened and were scared
If you dont stare
Who wants honey
As long as theres some money
Who wants that honey?
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Tell me all of your secrets
Cannot help but believe this is true
Tell me all of your secrets
I know, I know, I know
Should have listened when I was told
Who wants honey
As long as there is some money
Who wants that honey?
Let me out
Let me out
Let me out
Alone inside my mind
Across the room I catch your eye ?
Then you wander in my direction
My left you sit beside
So hot you make me want to hide,
Hide from my own fragile torture
I can feel you now
I can taste it now
Overcome that I?m your temptation
I never dreamed it true
I?m crushed with just the thought that I made you blush
The lust inside I cry
Without the tears running down my eyes
On your knees you beg for weakness
Temptation close at hand
Falling for you I didn?t plan
Pleasure seekers taking over
I can feel you now
I can taste it now
Overcome that I?m your temptation
I never dreamed it true
Letting things go when all [unidentifiable name] needs is some attention
always saying no when all he needs is some affection
loosing my mind over the way everything in my life is run
taking the blame when I suffer all that was done
Just let it go (Don't come for me, Just stay away
I pray
dig
every ounce
of faith
I bleed
I burn
ritualize
please help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
I'm careful
not to break
tripped
out of my mind
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
Whatcha say?
You're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
You're better off without me!
One simple thing
is all I ask
stop this
why won't you sympathize?
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
It's come to the point where you've lost me
I've got no more inside
Whatcha say?
You're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
you're better off without me
Dealing out the agony within
Charging hard and no one's gonna give in
Living on your knees, conformity
Or dying on your feet for honesty
Inbred, our bodies work as one
Bloody, but never cry submission
Following our instinct not a trend
Go against the grain until the end
Blood will follow blood
Dying time is here
Damage Incorporated
Slamming through, don't f*@k with razorback
Stepping out? You'll feel our hell on your back
Blood follows blood and we make sure
Life ain't for you and we're the cure
Honesty is my only excuse
Try to rob us of it, but it's no use
Steamroller action crushing all
Victim is your name and you shall fall
Blood will follow blood
Dying time is here
Damage Incorporated
We chew and spit you out
We laugh, you scream and shout
All flee, with fear you run
You'll know just where we come from
Damage Incorporated
Damage jackals ripping right through you
Sight and smell of this, it gets me goin'
Know just how to get just what we want
Tear it from your soul in nightly hunt
F*ck it all and fucking no regrets
Never happy ending on these dark sets
All's fair for Damage Inc. you see
Step a little closer if you please
Blood will follow blood
Dying time is here
(Cyberium, Cyberium)
Feel like jumping when you set the plank like I'll dive right down to hell
Feel like jumping when you tighten the noose, slip anyway, ring a bell?
Feel the pressure as the monkey mounts and he's fed along the way
Feel the absence, the void, the hurt, but I still decide to stay
I have the answer, I have the cure
I have the remedy, I will endure
Cyberium!(x2)
Don't mind choking when you're gripping tight and the only thing left is me
Don't mind hanging when tonite aint right, did it as many times as I've breathed
Don't mind putting my neck on the line to feed him and not to see you bleed
Don't mind taking my punishment even though I'm not guilty
Why do you scream with all your might when your screaming to nothing
Why do you fear when I turn out the light when its not out of reach
Why do you rave about stupid lies when there's no truth left in these
Why do you cum before I start I'm not even in your panties
(i Have the remedy, I have the cure)
(Cyberium, cyberium)
i've changed
i've forgotten problems animosity enraging
i've tried
control was never my possession
to live the way that you do
i was raped of my mind
foward futures doomed in my eyes
it was ready, ready to break
i'm racing against time
guided like a puppet on a thread
burning inside my weakness counting the times
emotions stronger, stronger than ever before
repetition starving
i've suffered long enough
out of line i've had enough
out of line i've had enough
i'm wasting all my time
i've suffered long enough
hey, if you hear me, listen to my words
i've taken just abou everything
meet me in my lust lair
i'm a slave at your request
your dress, my dress i will tear
tie me down i'm helpless
you know you're with the best
tie me down i'm helpless
blindfolded and gagged
force the blade against my throat
lick the blood against the edge
i'll gladly lick you down there
scratch wells upon your back
i burn you with black candles
claw as i attack
i'm broken - possessed
empowered - undressed
i worship you
i thrust your dripping heaven
cry out while i preform
plunge in through the back side
as you quiver and squirm
ride me and i'll help you
get rid of your despair
strangle me i want to
breathe you into resurrect
i'm broken - possessed
empowered - undressed
I deceive you- innocently
I receive you- patiently
Who do you think I am?
Is Billy Boy really a man?
First impressions taunt the air
the truth within unfolds despair.
I'm weakening
as always just some more
don't know what to do about this dead man on the floor
leave on the mask and scream inside
I thought I heard a cry
I guess I'll play along with this game
I've got nothing left to hide
Feel my world has gone astray You should've known.
Fear the love won't go away You should've known.
I command you- to set me free
I demand you- to let me be
Freedom security lies
Who'd think I wouldn't open thine eyes
Pressure builds as I begin to tie
Everyday I live in pain,
this whole situation has gone insane
Exit stage left when the way is clear,
but nothing's right and no one's near
As my soul creeps towards the flame of the unholy.
Oh, what a shame!
The black gets darker, the world gets bluer,
my peace of mind gets fucking greyer.
You breathe not air but the scent of the kill,
if follows you ass like a shadow of guilt.
Truth lies with whatever you find,
yet clouds you vision like you are blind.
You fell to your knees as you wept
tears unworthy of being kept.
Confusion: the only state of mind to live by
I made up those lies
I could not deny
I made Mary cry
She wants him to die
You said you don't care
You said life was fair
You said you don't blame
You said I should say
I said not to cry
I said not to lie
I said not to show
I said not to go
I wanted to go
You wouldn't say no
You left when I'm down
I hate being in hell
You said you'll be fine
You said you'll be mine
You said I'll be fine
You said you would please
I'm down on my knees
take this, you know what i want
you take what you need
i'll give whatever it takes to get you off
you live with no direction
the chains that hold you to the life
orgasmic constant pleasure
i can grant you the addiction
beg to your master
from fucking pain
flee from reality
let me dominate you
fantasy and hardcore relief
don't let that motherfucker rape you blind
take control of every avenue
leave it all behind
this is what you deserve
beg for me i give you what you need
this is what you deserve
cut and bleed rituals come hither creed
break away pleasure awaits your heart
rush inside before it tears you apart
right now degeneracy takes control of your mind
immortal thoughts encompass all that you'll find
just follow your emotions
fall into my world
let the rest take direction
crawl into my world
crawl into my world
Take my lust, heat, love, pain
my sin, abuse, force, gain
Sick in your eyes
this is love
sensual heat
take the blade and
cut me deep
boiling blood
watch me weep
all's determined
I exist for copulation of your mind
I exist for confirmation of the beast inside
dirty thoughts for deviation of truth and lies
fantasies from realities with me you'll find
Lick my tongue, jewel, joy
drench my affection
my inner thoughts
stimulate me
I crawl in desperation
Attack my beast, devour
rape me on request
fuel my desire
kiss every inch of my skin
fulfill the emptiness within
dirty thoughts for deviation of truth and lies
I exist for copulation of your mind
I exist for confirmation of the beast inside
fantasies from realities with me you'll find
my fetish you are
Leave me obsessed
let my sweat drip upon you
caressed
I'll take the blame
for my demise
didn't say you were gonna lead me
I exist for copulation of your mind
big suprise
dirty thoughts for deviation of truth and lies
I exist for confirmation of the beast inside
fantasies from realities with me you'll find
I exist for copulation of your mind
I exist for confirmation of the beast inside
dirty thoughts for deviation of truth and lies
Letting things go when all [unidentifiable name] needs is some attention
always saying no when all he needs is some affection
loosing my mind over the way everything in my life is run
taking the blame when I suffer all that was done
You give me the reason.
You give me control.
I gave you my Purity.
My Purity you stole.
Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise.
Am I just too stupid to realize.
Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
You give me the anger.
You give me the nerve.
Carry out my sentence.
While I get what I deserve.
I'm just an effigy to be disgraced.
To be defaced.
Your need for me has been replaced.
And if I can't have everything well then just give me a
taste.
It comes down to this.
Your kiss.
Your fist.
And your strain.
It get's under my skin.
Within.
Feeling the kiss
Enchanted by pain
Burned by the touch
Immortal by flame
Out of control
Released of the fear
Tempted by thought
Invoked by the fear
Painted with the eyes of gloom
Glorified with fate and doom
Masked behind the idol Christ
Blackened thoughts beyond our sight
Injected with poison
Craving for more
Induced by the body
Evening the score
Wet by emotion
Slippery in vain
Joy in destruction
Happiness in pain
Sensitivity extreme with lust
Accepting every inch
Penetrate we must
Eternal thoughts prevail
Deep inside my head
You said I hurt you
The pain I feel still burns
You said I neglect you let things by with no concern
You said that I don't care
What the hell do you want from me
You said I ruined you
Don't you see what you've done to me
You said I wasted
These years gone down unjust
You fucking tasted
And left me in the dust
You said you hate me
You should have left me behind
The fact is you've mistook me
Now there's nothing left to find
When I fill you up, I cheat myself
When I start you up, I beat myself
When I let you go, I kill myself
Can you rip me from this hell
I long to understand you
Complexities: simply a virtue
Of your existence taking hold of me
I dwell upon a thought
That starts as just a thought
Then grows to thoughts of killing me
before the truth's revealed to me
There Goes My Head
There Goes My Head
Who'd ever think I would've done
Who'd ever think it
There Goes My Head
There Goes My Head
Who'd ever think I would've done
What I did to me
I've taken bits and pieces
Of words your lips got rid of feces
Believe me, I don't know what's real
"It wasn't meant to harm," you said
too late bitch your words left me for dead
you know my conscience is always beating me
Please understand tensions building within me
Please understand, just understand
Forgive me
There Goes My Head
There Goes My Head
Who'd ever think I would've done
Who'd ever think it
There Goes My Head
There Goes My Head
Who'd ever think I would've done
I need a reason to be wrong
I need a reason to believe
Compassion for the choices made has dithered
ItÂs time to let the senseless pass
Time to prick this psychopath
End this hang-man game of resolution
You said that it was just for now
The wait is far too long
Why canÂt we bring things back
Just like they were before
As days go by Â
I wonder
Which thoughts collide about me
ItÂs time to face the consequence
Time to see this through
Terminate the silence that youÂre bound to
You said that it was just for now
The wait is far too long
Why canÂt we bring things back
Just like they were before
Welcome to where time stands still
no one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
that dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
can't they see it's why my brain says Rage
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
but violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tired, it makes him well
he's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
but they think this saves us from our Hell
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Fear of living on
natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly WORLD
seems the only way
She waits
Silently
Patiently
For the key to his mind
A dream he won't let go
His heart too barren for more
And then she wants to take it
To ride it, unlock the door
Open the gate, to his soul, never to bare
Never more
Her fate is kept captive
Among the few that control the floor
Her desire imprisoned, locked
Though comfort sets in the arms of more
With her destiny
Full of despair
Delirium
With destruction
Yet whirling, crushing in her mind
Yet no to wake to find
To capture this
Her dreams are endless
Her darkest light never allowed to glow
To capture this
Her dreams are endless
Im a rolling thunder, a pouring rain
Im comin on like a hurricane
My lightnings flashing across the sky
Youre only young but youre gonna die
I wont take no prisoners, wont spare no lives
Nobodys putting up a fight
I got my bell, Im gonna take you to hell
Im gonna get you, satan get you
Chorus:
Hells bells
Yeah, hells bells
You got me ringing hells bells
My temperatures high, hells bells
Ill give you black sensations up and down your spine
If youre into evil youre a friend of mine
See my white light flashing as I split the night
cause if goods on the left, then Im stickin to the
right
I wont take no prisoners, wont spare no lives
Nobodys puttin up a fight
I got my bell, Im gonna take you to hell
Im gonna get you, satan get you
Chorus
Yeow
Hells bells, satans comin to you
Hells bells, hes ringing them now
Hells bells, the temperatures high
Hells bells, across the sky
Hells bells, theyre takin you down
Hells bells, theyre draggin you around
Hells bells, gonna split the night
Hells bells, theres no way to fight, yeah
Ow, ow, ow, ow
Sex jibe husband murders wife
Bomb blast victim fights for life
Girl thirteen attacked with knife
Princess Di is wearing a new dress
Jet airliner shot from sky
Famine horror millions die
Earthquake terror figures rise
Princess Di is wearing a new dress
You can't change the world
But you can change the facts
And when you change the facts
You change points of view
If you change points of view
You may change a vote
And when you change a vote
You may change the world
In black townships fires blaze
Prospects better premier says
Within sight are golden days
Princess Di is wearing a new dress
she's mass destruction
forces induction
no repercussions
she's got to have one
through repetition
brings joy by friction
she never wanted
she never wanted
she rules desire
by force of fire
this violent mind
this violent mind
no conversation
just pure deception
pure lust defined
pure lust defined
sharp execution
extreme exertion
never exhaustion
just pure addition
no confrontation
no blank permission
she can't control
she can't control
her exhibition
raw as it could be
her deprivation
I never could believe
this malediction
no where to run
the painful truth is that
it exists in everyone
can't find the escape
search for the outbreak
no way to terminate
no way to terminate
too overwhelming
too overpowering
desecrate, violate
Feel the rush
feel the pain
feel the thrust
Power..
Take my blow
take my slay
take my lust
Power..
Use you fear
use your pain
use your hate
Power..
Fight with just
fight with trust
fight with force
Power..
I can feel the power in me flow
Force so strong my will wont let it go
Pain is driving through my veins as though
Echoes in my head ready to blow!
Purify
Magify
Glorify
Power..
Suffocate
Immolate
Strangulate
Mutilate
Copulate