The imperfections of earthly beauty mean nothing to me as I am swallowed by my art
Posthumous, and thus greater will be your beauty
I will expose the masterpiece within your reviled form
A delicate tracery of red...
...as I inflict upon you carvings of arcane design
Convulutions of lacerated tissue
I will shape a cruel and permanent smile on those sweetly curved lips
Renderings of utmost lucidity
With a loving violence the blade lingers over your skin
A delicate tracery of red...
...I will release the beauty trapped beneath your skin
Once you must have smiled so sweetly
The world endless before your eyes
I miss you though I've never known you
But I can and will tell the end of your story
In the intracacies of these lines
The cut of your features
Smeared beneath my fingertips
My breath coming quicker
Aroused by the revelations of my incisions line
Agonized, the line of your brow
I relieve its tension by a cut of a tendon
Beautific in darkest repose
I delineate the course of your sorrows
Incarnidine convolutions and conflicting strokes of carnelian
Rich, trailing behind the sharpened edge
Fluid welling up like some purified crimson wine
I exalt you by my atrocities
A delicate tracery of red...
...with your tortured flesh I aspire to approach the sublime through...
...a delicate tracery of red
Overcome by a great and sinister joy
In this, my most tender of cruelties
Forms of perfected aspect exposed from within
Animate is my medium, you writhing as my canvas
I revel in your soiled femininity
As the razors dance in your deepest and most secret place
Your screams were the purest of melodies
The low moans you emit arouse my disgust
You would never sing for me so sweetly
No matter how I sought your tainted embrace
Your kind reckons my touch, you can no longer repulse my demands
Whirls and lines cover your torso, a hint of eternal mysteries revealed
The peeling of pale and tender flesh
I strip from your form your transient veneer
I expose the ugliness of your kind
I inscribe your shame of your skin
Bleeding spirals on your breasts
As I follow the lines of natures greatest folly
Runnels scored in your limbs, so smooth and tempting a canvas
I move my scalpel towards your eyes
Still, they hold your expression and something of you beneath their glaze
With a slice I open your pupils
For you to better gaze upon the darkness you must see
With a loving violence the blade lingers over your skin
I will release the beauty trapped under your skin
A delicate tracery of red...
...fueled by the deepest of hatreds
Perfection of the most elevated and torturous kind...
...I will release the beauty trapped beneath your skin
So beautiful is your naivete...
...angelic...pathetic...
I'll break your fucking wings!
The breast of fruitful dreams, be pierced and let them bleed
What foul, endearments bring...when seraphim shall sing
Black spined and alone, my bitter thorns adorn your grief
Of what dark, is a heart, that beats inside of me...
Inside of me
I am love, I am hate, I am love...know no god
nothing more i've wanted, i was so naive
nothing more to pray for, now i have belief
a curse of silence, i couldn't undo
my only reason to live, it died with you...
with you in my heart, there's no reaon to need
but it's feeling more like hell inside of me
you took my everything, you left me bare
except for disillusion, i never felt so scared..
...you destroy me...
if i knew the right words to kill the pain
i'd say them forever and i'd say them again
you took my everything, you left me bare
except for disillusion, i never felt so scared..
kiss the blood off your hands, i know its mine, i feel it seething
deny me your rapture, don't let me die alone
killed by the dagger of your rejection...born godlessness is pure godlessness
pure godlessness, alone such as this...
nothing so cold as i'm crawling to your arms
nothing so cold as i lie at your feet
hold me forever, i'm something you could love
born godlessness, alone such as this
nothing so cold as im' banished from your arms
nothing so cold as i die at your feet
bleed me forever, i'm something that you hate
born godlessness is pure godlessness
pure godlessness, alone such as this..
in dirt, i lay, abandoned, and left astray..
naked, bleeding, spit on, and beaten
you would die for me?
you died alone...you died alone!
why do i feel alive, when i am so alone
i let you go for a moment
that moment drew on for days
i spend my time just hoping
that you're not too close nor far away
for years i've claimed this bastardization
how could i blame it ait on you
those scars we left are my possessions
but if i could i'd give some back to you
feeling paralyzed...i don't want to know, i don't want to see
how it was, you've killed the best of me
and i don't want to feel, feeling so surreal
you're gone so long...just walk away...from me
now do you walk away from me, everything...
now i'll never, ever know... for years i've claimed this bastardization
i could not blame it all on you
those scars we left are my possessions and if i could, i'd give some back to you
i get dreamburn, when i wish myself away, every time...i get dreamburn, when i wish them all away, from my life...i get dreamburn, when i wish you all away, every time...
ifs raining here...it's always raining here
watch with my cold black stare...it's coming out!
i tried so hard to bring you down with me
to bring you down with me...it's coming out!
it's coming... the place inside, where i would run and hide
cracks forming, cracks in the wall...it's coming out!
i tried so hard to bring you down with me
to bring you down with me...it's coming out!
you are the fool who suffers
you could not understand
the mirror is breathing and its so revealing
the fool was always me
anticipation, the exhilaration
the storm before the calm
the trauma created, let it rain catharsis
Evail to me, your endeavor, was it soilently lustful?
Confess to me, your endeavor, was it graced with spite?
Origins are grey, foul rains, hail not in essence
Cast my heart a veil and revelate such nothingness...
Mother...
Blood not yours, not mine, but from a heart, broken
Menstruate such a fate and I suffer for your sins
Your love obscene, yes it seemed so painless
Your love obscene to the fact I died that day...
Father...
Lifeless...worthless...existance
You have obtained life from me...I am dead..
Blood not yours, not mine, but from a heart, broken
Menstruate such a fate and I suffer for your sins
Your love obscene, yes it seemed so painless
Your love obscene to the fact I died that day...
...In your arms, in your embrace, still life scorned in me
I only bleed, Im human
Found wings sail into withering....
Alive?
Evail to me, your endeavor, was it soilently lustful?
Confess to me, your endeavor, was it graced with spite?
Origins are grey, foul rains, hail not in essence
Cast my heart a veil and revelate such bitterness...
Suffer
Dark Shapes approach my eyes, no human form discernable
Erotic in their deformity, I tremble with lust at what is to come
The scents of lavender and blood lie at your throat
Pale and slender, awaiting razor-edged kisses
Shedding limbs in the ecstacy of your ardor
Skin peeled back to expose the beauty of raw muscle
Consumed by my desires...
Obsessed by sickening revels...
Dance with me beyond the veils
Where pain and pleasure blend as one
I opened the door to macabre delights
Now I am bound helpless to the hunger for flesh
A tapestry of morbid desire
Eros looks on with a blind and jaundiced eye
Bleeding cunt reduced to slashed and gaping maw
Carve in her new vertical smile
The old and the young all join us
Penetrate screaming infants ripping virgin orifice
The extreme of fleshly desire
That I have forsaken morality to achieve
"I'm showing you my love..you stupid worthless bitch!"
Posthumous coitus copulation with carnage
Moonlight lies placid on the dull gleam of bloodied bone
Delicate pink coils of intestine hanging
Pendulous, between her breasts
Her lovely and pallid contenance offers up to me the thorax's delights
Lips ground from her face betwixt our teeth
I raise her perfect and screaming mouth to my own
Copulating with feminine viscera
The parts are greater than the sum of the whole
Acts of pleasure with expressions of pain....
coil broken...perchance to leave a soul, perchance to sleep
when i awakened i found it, it was lying next to me
i feel it crawling, under my skin it's trying to break me
i feel no more pain, tears dried before they hit my eyes
and the one i cant save in this life, forever haunting me..
alone, grey home, right here..a shattered man is inside looking out
burning his reflection, yet his heart can still be found
i feel it crawling, under my skin it's trying to break me
i feel no more pain, tears dried before they hit my eyes
and the one i cant save in this life, forever haunting me..
disappear...i cant make them disappear, they only fade
ashes scatter, their ashes scatter, burn them all away!
i feel it crawling, under my skin it was trying to break me
i feel no more pain, tears dried before they hit my eyes
Your name sang a most elegant choir...
The sound of angels, how I wish it's possession
Your arms, an ocean, that I'd drown in
Love's a soul, enchanting, yet so forlorn
My adore.......fornevermore...
How I would've died for you..
Your name across my wrist
Now how the earth will glamour you
My heart once fell in decadence, for my all I've been alone
Until the night brought life unto the dead, and her name was mine, unknown
She wore the awe of moonlight, her haunting air, I breathed in deep
At night we danced in the silhouette - of eternity...
...Soul fire burning...
Just kill me now!
The torch in my blood, burned in her hands
I fell to her feet, and bled for her love
She ripped out my heart, and gave it to me
I'd die in her arms, but she was never there...
Anastasia...my beautiful grave...
My heart once fell in decadence, for my all I've been alone
And I curse your world, and I curse your sun...for in your ivory world, I am no one
And I left my soul, where the sleeping shadows lie...and I find my soul where forgotten shadows die
So empty here, in my usurperous awakening...so empty here, in this life I am forsaking
The light is burnt and bereaving, upon the shore, grieving..
An ocean black beneath me, my endless sea of evening
Life is burned before me...in an endless sea of eve
Ash of darklit serenity...in an endless sea of eve
Lies wash over me...in an endless sea of eve
Lies watch over me...in an endless sea of eve
Veil of atrocity...in an endless sea of eve
Hides my face, it hides my heart...in an endless sea of eve
Oblivion deliver me...in an endless sea of eve
To the father of all dark...in an endless sea of eve
Falling from the clouds, and crying celestial tears
I will come to scorn them all...those who manifest my spirit
And I curse your world, and I curse your sun...for in your ivory world, I am no one