i once had a boyfriend,
he wasnt true to me,
when he toar me up inside
i thought it couldnt be,
chorus
so why, why do you tear me up,
why dont you keep my trust,
why dont you love me much
so whys the pain,
the pain is so deep inside
its so very hard to hide,
i thought it couldnt be
but now i see
you never really love me,
you never really cared,
so why should i even try,
to think of the things we shared,
chorus
what more do you want from me,
i gave you all the things i owed
i gave you all my heart and soul,
i gave you everything i wanted too
chorus
but now i see
What's your name, my name is Pain
Where do you live, I live anyplace
Where were you born, in the state of fear
How old are you, nineteen hundred and ninety four years
What's your plan, my plan is pain
When will you leave, I'll never go away
How will you breathe, you'll give me life
How will you see, sitting in the temple right between your eyes
My name is Pain, you belong to me
You're all I wanted, I'm all you'll ever be
From the beginning in a world without end
I am the air, I am Pain
Pain is love, Pain is pure
Pain is sickness, Pain is the cure
Pain is death, Pain is religion
Pain is life, Pain is television
Pain walks, Pain crawls
Pain is peace, Pain is war
Where were you born, in the state of fear
How old are you, nineteen hundred and ninety four years
My name is Pain, you belong to me
You're all I ever wanted, I'm all you'll ever be
From the beginning in a world without end
f/ Stretch
* only appears on the vinyl and cassette versions
[voice sample from Star Trek V]
I couldn't help but notice your pain
[My pain?]
It runs deep
Share it with me!
They'll never take me alive, I'm gettin' high with my four-five
Cocked on these suckas, time to die
Even as a youngster causin' ruckus on the back of the bus
i was a fool all through high school kickin' up dust
But now I'm labelled as a trouble maker who can you blame?
Smokin' weed helped me take away the pain
So I'm hopeless rollin' down the freeway swervin, don't worry
I'm about to crash up on the curb cause my visions blurry
Maybe if they tried to understand me, what should I do?
I had to feed my fuckin' family, what else could I do
but be a thug
out slangin' with the homies
fuck hangin' with them phonies in the club
got my mind on danger
never been a stranger to homicide
my cities full of gang bangers and drive bys
why do we die at an early age
he was so young
but still a victim of the 12 gauge
my memories of a corpse
mind full of sick thoughts
and I ain't goin back to court
so fuck what you thought I'm drinkin' hennessey
runnin from my enemies will I live to be 23
there's so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
years and years of that rough life
runnin crazed and wild as a kid and growin tough with a knife
and livin trifed on the regular
bokin out competitors
see them take a move and take them down like a fuckin predator
get in trouble everyday in school
act a fool
and you know I had to break every rule
showin off for the bitches cause I had the mad rep
so I had to watch my back when it was time to step
[????] with love for me
pop, pop, pop
and send a chuckle up above for me
Aiyyo currency kept passing me by, but I didn't cry
broke and head off with the pack and started sellin coke
And now the money's looking lovely
Pop the drop top and now the bitches wanna rub me
Kick 'em the game
it's all the same
i kick it back yo
Give 'em slack yo
and now they label me the mack yo
people check it
get disrespected if you front the the birdman
you heard man
catch a couple shots from the glock in my hand
Damn! At least I'm realistic with my biscuit
you know you get your ass twisted so run for cover
me and my man got a plan kickin' major dust
so if your on nigga look for the gauge to bust
a lot of pressure with the street fame
it's a deep game
and my mama always cryin'
yo there's so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhhh...
Ohhhh...
They got me mobbin like I'm
loc'ed and ready to get my slug on
i load my clip and slip my motherfuckin' gloves on
i ain't scared to blast on these suckas if they test me
Trust, I got my glock cocked playa if they press me
Bust on motherfuckers with a - paaassion
Better duck cause I ain't lookin when I'm - blaaastin
I'm a nuttin drinkin Hennessey and gettin' high
On the lookout for my enemies, don't wanna die
Tell me why cause this stress is gettin' major
A buck-fifty across the face with my razor
what can I do but be a thug until I'm dead and gone
keep my brain on the game and stay head strong
these sorry bastards
want to kill me in my sleep but will they can I see
and everyday it just a struggle
steady thuggin' in the streets
and i'll be ballin' loc
don't let 'em make you worry
keep swingin' at these suckas till you buried
i was born to raise hell, a nigga from the gutta,
with a mother on drugs
I'm kickin dust up
ready to bust
I'm on the scene steady muggin' mean
until they kill me
i'll be livin this life
i know you feel me
there's so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhhhhh....
Ft. Bird man
[Voice sample from Star Trek V]
I couldn't help but notice your pain
[My pain?]
It runs deep
Share it with me!
[Tupac:]
They'll never take me alive
I'm gettin' high with my four-five,
Cocked on these suckas, time to die
Even as a youngsta cause a ruckus on the back of the bus,
I was a fool all through high school kickin' up dust,
But now I'm labelled as a trouble maker, who can you blame?
Smokin' weed helped me take away the pain,
So I'm hopeless,
Rollin' down the freeway swervin, don't worry,
I'm ‘bout to crash up on the curb, 'cause my visions blurry
Maybe if they tried to understand me,
What should I do?
I had to feed my fuckin' family,
What else could I do?
But be a thug,
Out slangin' with the homies,
Fuck hangin' with them phonies in the clubs,
Got my mind on danger,
Never been a stranger to homicide,
My city's full of gang bangers and drive-bys,
Why do we die at an early age?
He was so young,
But still a victim of the 12 gauge,
My memories of a corpse,
Mind full of sick thoughts,
And I ain't goin' back to court,
So fuck what you thought,
I'm drinkin' Hennessey,
runnin from my enemies,
Will I live to be 23?
There's so much pain.
(Chorus)
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
[Bird man:]
Years and years of that rough life,
Runnin' crazed and wild as a kid and growin' tough with a knife,
And livin' trife on the regular,
Buckin' down competitors,
See ‘em fake a move and chase em down like the fuckin' predator,
Get in trouble everyday in school,
Act a fool,
And you know I had to break every rule,
Showin' off for the bitches, 'cause I had the mad rep',
So I had to watch my back when it was time to step,
But my grimiest grimeys with love for me,
Oh pop, pop
And send a chuckle up above for me,
And yo, currency kept passin' me by,
But I didn't cry,
Broke, I head off with the pack and started sellin' coke,
And now the money's lookin' lovely,
Hop the drop top and now the bitches wanna rub me,
Kick’n me game,
It's all the same,
I kick it back yo,
Give 'em slack yo,
And now they label me the mack yo,
People check it,
Get disrespected if you front on the Birdman,
You heard man,
Catch a couple shots from the glock in my hand,
Damn! At least I'm realistic, with my biscuit,
You know you get your ass twisted,
So run for cover,
Me and my man got a plan kickin' major dust,
So if your on nigga look for the gauge to bust,
A lot of pressure with the street fame,
It's a deep game,
And my mama always cryin',
Yo there's so much pain,
(Chorus)
Ohhhh...
Ohhhh...
[Tupac:]
They got me mobbin' like I'm,
Loc'ed and ready to get my slug on,
I load my clip and slip my motherfuckin' gloves on,
I ain't scared to blast on these suckas if they test me,
Trust, I got my glock cocked playa if they press me,
Bust on mothafucka’s with a - paaassion,
Better duck cause I ain't lookin when I'm - blaaastin',
I'm a nuttin, drinkin' Hennessey and gettin' high,
On the lookout for my enemies,
Don't wanna die,
Tell me why, cause the stress gettin' major,
A buck-fifty across the face with my razor,
What can I do but be a thug until I'm dead and gone,
Keep my brain on the game and stay head strong,
These sorry bastards,
Want to kill me in my sleep but will they can I see,
And everyday it's just a struggle,
Steady thuggin' on the streets,
And I'll be ballin' look,
Don't let 'em make you worry,
Keep swingin' at these suckas till you buried,
I was born to raise hell,
A nigga from the gutta,
Word to mutha I'm tough,
I'm kickin dust up,
Ready to bust,
I'm on the scene steady muggin' mean,
Until they kill me,
I'll be livin this life,
I know you feel me,
In so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
I'm hidden in the scream when the virgin dies
I'm the ache in the belly when your baby cries
And I'm the burnin sensation when the convict fries
I'm pain
I'm your pain
Unspeakable pain
I'm your private pain
And I'm the compound fracture in the twisted car
And I'm the lines on the face of the tramp at the bar
And I'm the reds by the bed of the suicide star
You know me - I'm pain
I'm your pain
Your own private pain
Unfathomable pain
And it's a compliment to me
To hear you screamin through the night
All night
Tonight
I'm the holes in your arm when you're feeling the shakes
I'm the lump on your head when you step on the rake
And I'm the loudest one laughing at the saddest wake
Yes I'm pain
I'm just pain
Dear old pain
You need your pain
And I'm the loudest one laughing at the saddest wake
I'm the salt in the sweat on the cuts of the slaves
I was the wound in the side while Jesus prayed
I was the filthiest word at the vandalized grave
Yes, pain
Do you love me pain
I love my pain
I'm your pain
It's a compliment to me
To hear you screamin through the night
All night
Passion....pain....pleasure
It hurts when I laugh sometimes, feels good when I cry
Tell me when you looking at me
Can you see the pain in my eyes
As the stars shine deep in the night sky
As the sun sits way above the clouds
As the world spins time and time again
Look at myself wondering where I've been
City to city and girl with you one nights all i got to give
You don't know me no matter how I might appear
Will I ever know why do I feel so alone?
Since a child i was told, all that glitters aint gold
Got lost in the moment, tryna find what i wanted
So i'm drowning in regret, and i'll never forget
[Fabolous]
I'm old enough to know better, young enough to not give a f-ck
Rather hold my high and die then live and duck
If you're cool being taken down and giving up
Your lifestyle's a blow job, the way you're living sucks!
I done felt pain, waited but no help came
Went through some crazy shit still kept myself sane
You ever been dying of thirst and smelt rain
Ever been told "go to hell" and felt flames
The water's to your neck and only gets deeper
It's all down hill and it only gets steeper
Gotta get over it, be a hurdle leaper
It cost to be the boss, it aint get no cheaper
But there's a man above that we all under bro
No bread truck but he work wonders though!
After you wake up, everything is wonderful
You can overcome anything you undergo
As an artist I'm just tryna paint the perfect picture
But see where tryna wait for somebody that's perfect gets you
That usually lead to nothing like virgin kisses
And I be tryna cut, surgeon bitches
Dreams of splurging riches, pretty but curvy misses
Chef to serve the dishes, driving to swerve the ditches
I'm just another kid on the purple wishes?
And the streets is tough, on the verge of viscious
So I sold weed and crack, business
That white girl helped a nigga, Fergalicious
But getting money bring jealousy and verbal disses
So when you killin' shit watch out for the murder witness
An old head told me, let nothing disturb your business
Beef is only good when you in the burger business
So I chilled, but loaded up the steal
Like I wish a nigga would, But I know a nigga will
But for real you loaded up to kill
Cause soon as a nigga could the sooner a nigga will
And I don't owe these niggas nothing
Pain, my middle name
Lord please have mercy on my soul, I can't maintain
Pain, my middle name
Lord please have mercy on my
[Z-Ro]
I haven't smoked a sherm in 27 days
When I'm under pressure, I feel it's necessary to blaze
Looking at my life as if I wasn't here, why the fuck that picture be so clear
Since my nigga died, I done slowed down on drank
But I'm right back heavy on beer
Stained finger tips and lips, cause smoking come with murders
Fiending for heaven but I wonder, if I'm worthy
Please God forgive your servant, and your man child
But the fact that he got Jordans, and a nigga like me
Grow po' wings was bullshit, so I ran wild
Wasn't I good enough, to get some shit like that
It was only a grade, you know I didn't deserve to get hit like that
My life my life, falls under the wicked and shife
I gotta pay my rent, therefor my partnas might be targets tonight
Even though I'm grown fucked up childhood, keep fucking my dome
Fuck around and front, like I'm gon
Buy your work, and straight leave on your song
If a nigga take me out it's all good, cause I've been fiending to leave
My life is fucked up, and I'm tired of having to drink to a G
[Chorus]
Pain, my middle name
I must learn to live again, but existing in such a strain
Pain, my middle name
Lord please have mercy on my soul, I can't maintain
[Z-Ro]
Now I done had pistols to my head befo'
Woke up with a dead body, in a bed befo'
Don't ask me why, only talk to Z-Ro
I'm noid, never trust friends they don't love us
They front like they your homies, but they bury motherfuckers
Dog I'm going through it daily, fiending for a killa to take me out
What am I living for, nothing but a record label huh break me out
I'm so sick and tired Lord knows, I'm sick and tired of this pain
But steady keeping the world, I'm no preaching through the rap game
The most evilest niggas nightmares, of my fondest dream
Cause death rules everything around me and the cream, is a cup of lean
Having a case of flashbacks, of the good time
But then I remember, it wasn't no good time
Just poverty stricken, and kicking it in the hood time
24 and I still can't think, from Guerilla Maab to Point Blank
To Big Moe to Z-Ro, and still no bank
I gotta be paying dues, for my niggas that lost they life in the game
Cause the more I struggle for happiness, nothing but pain
[Chorus]
[Z-Ro]
Dorothy Marie or mama, I've been stressed, learning to live
A life of misfortune, my feet have been so swollen from my quest
I'd like to find the meaning of sick and tired
Plus I can't determine between a bitch and right
Even my friends are fake, that's why I'm quick to ride
I'm the shit bitch, I know you smell the odor
Them other two niggas ain't bitches, and it's had a chip on my shoulder
I love my cousin and my brother mayn, but see it ain't nothing but drama
When you live in a slum, across the street from the gutter mayn
I'm 'pose to be a rap star, dig these blues a nigga ain't
Seen the states in two months, I'm in the kitchen as a crack star
What a wonderful way, to spend my fucking album release
A promotional show, and I must get do' nigga I got ounces to cheese
Ounces of green, I got mouths to feed so I need G's
Plus my own shit the T.V. in the living room, is Mexican D's
Gotta be paying dues, for my niggas that lost they life in the game
Pain -
Ripping through your senses
Screaming in torment
Waiting to die
Mental strangulation -
Choking all belief
Psychic execution -
Razor sharp relief
Pain -
Tearing through your mind
Electro insanity
Chemically blind
Hypodermic hell -
Surgery through veins
Intravenous madness -
Fucking with your brain -
Tranquilise-neutralise
Anaesthetise-paralyse
Pain -
No one hears your scream
Surgical murder
Halothane dream
Stainless nightmare-bed of steel
By dissection-cause revealed
Slient protest-laid to bare
There's times in my life where I just
I just wanna run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullsh*t
Mad as f**k, a nigga had enough
From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain
One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
Twenty-three years, three when it happened
Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
Then my mood switch, thinkin' about this sheisty b*tch
Kinda funny 'cause they fake it when they callin' you 'honey'
On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
That's when I sh*t, 'cause I know you f**k with me for my money
Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin' the grief
Baby moms starts sexin', my so-called beef
Don't give a f**k if they Marked me 'For death like Steven'
Or relievin' your breathin', long as I'm,
Even 'fore I'm leavin' pain
I wish this pain, would go away
(We're talkin' about the kind of pain that)
I wish this pain would go away
(Just gets all up in your heart and in your soul)
I wish this pain would go away
(The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more)
I wish this pain would go away
(The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone)
I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate?
Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
'Cause of a f**kin chain on?
Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
And I'm hopin' I don't know the cat with the dagger
Penetratin' my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames and multiple pains
Now it seems like I'm goin' insane
For the love of you and hip-hop, I expand the news
But before my sh*t drops, I stand accused
Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
One for all, it's pain to see your people
When they all can't ball the pain
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
I don't wanna give no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
I don't wanna receive no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
God, please take the pain away
I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin'
On my knees cryin' and prayin', then I said
"God why? Got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die, please don't let my nigga be dead"
But it was too late, California sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now, f**k making songs now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a f**k, f**k it why should I?
That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me"
He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
Make hits continuous, this is what we do
I know it might be strenuous and times is hard
Just keep the faith 'cause now we rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
I'm tellin' you man
Now don't let these motherf**kers f**k your sh*t up God
I don't give a f**k who it is
Don't let 'em f**k yo' paper man, please Big
Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
Man f**k these niggaz man, f**k these niggaz man
And I'ma tell the same thing to you
When you get your sh*t done, watch your money
And hopefully, I pray for you, you be the sh*t
And soon motherf**kers start screamin' your name out
Like they screamin' all these other, so-called hot niggaz
Never take your eyes off that sh*t yo
Try to get everything you can out of these motherf**kers yo
Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain would go away
Deuce,deuce revolver was my problem solver
Had a def girl,really didn't wanna involve her
In the life of a gangster,use to rob bankster
But now I'm locked up,I'm just a punk low rankster
Jail cells know me too damn well
Seems like I've built on earth my own personal hell
No matter how high I climbed,somehow I always fell
I guess a lot of players got this story to tell
No matter how cold you roll you simply cannot win
It's always fun in the beginning
But pain in the end
Pain
Organized crimer,big trouble finder
In and out of institutions ever since I was a minor
But now I'm on the bricks,deep in the mix
Crime smarts searching hard for some new street tricks
I think I'll join a gang,sling a little cane
Put a beeper on my belt and get myself a name
Fresh sneakers,silk shirts,24/7 work
Nine to five to survive,you gotta be a jerki
I clock two grand a day,yet I was born to play
Who me at micky dee's?It wouldn't work,no way
I'm a big money haver but not the last laugher
For me infamy makes me no autographer
Custody haunts my dreams,nightmares of capture
Paranoid of surveillance,phobia of cameras
My banks bigger,but so are my fears
Past records proved players live limited years
But I'm unlike the rest,know to be the best
Fast money,true wealth my eternal quest
I hustle all night long,there ain't no gain in rest
12 gauge close range,bloods on my chest
I looked into his face,I thought he was my friend
My boy had me set up,this wound would never mend
No matter who you trust,you simply cannot win
It's always fun in the beginning
But it's pain in the end
Pain
Gold rope wearer,neighborhood terror
Can't hang around my mother 'cause she says I scare her
Got a light sunburn from too much pool-side sittin'
Coroless phone keeps me on 'cause there ain't no quittin'
Mind's in a money mode,seems like it should explode
Girlies on my jammie,got a female overload
Young street messiah,professional liar
19 gotta Benz,21 I'll retire
Crazy money it ain't funny,suckers lovin' my jock
But there's some people at my door that didn't even knock
Task force boomin',doggin' my crib out,can't shout
F.B.I. got a gun in my mouth!
Threw me on the floor,called my girl a whore
Pulled ten G's out my mattress and was lookin' for more
Cracked my safe with an axe,then illed out to the max
When they seem my money kickin' it in twenty G stacks
Booked me on ten counts,with bails of different amounts
The charges stuck like glue,some that I couldn't pronounce
They threw my ass the book,my life wa surely took
And then they gave my girl
Ten years for hangin' out with a crook
She played the game herself,fast lane quick wealth
No respect for the law or the city's health
The sweat of hustlers greed is not reserved for men
It's always fun in the beginning
But it's pain in the end
Revisit over and over in your mind
Bitterness the root that feeds the poisoned lie
Replaying what would you do if you could
Repayment for all the hurt they caused you
(Chorus)
Pain is not pain unless you breed it like you do
Pain will be pain until you learn to let it go
Meditate, would I be happy if you died
Recreate a thousand deaths to make me smile
Suffocate the good intentions left inside
Desecrate all that is holy in my life
[Chorus: Keyshia Cole]
See, ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Verse 1: The Game]
I swear to God, it feel like every day is my birthday
Let the top down, California's my birthplace
So I'ma take you there like B.I.G took niggaz to New York
"Juicy" had us feeling like we was from New York
And that's real shit blazed the Philly
It's summertime shout out to Will Smith
'cause who didn't wanna be the Fresh Prince
Flat top, gold chain and some fresh kicks?
My nigga Nas told me money make the world go round
And Uncle Luke showed me how to make my girl go down
I've been around Hip Hop since '85
She had her ups and downs but she stayed alive
I used to think LL stood for Love LA
He from Queens, how the fuck he put that with Cool J?
Red Kangol hat, red sweatsuit to match
Red Adidas, nigga, Game is back
[Chorus]
And ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Verse 2]
Public Enemy and N.W.A is on my boombox, had to say
Yoday was a good day, had the hood buzzin'
Ice Cube my favorite rapper, y'all niggaz can't tell me nothin'
Everybody's first bootleg was Boyz 'n the Hood
Whoever thought gangsta rap would make noise in the hood
When the cars ride by with the boomin' system
Two door Mustang and the roof was missing
Every girl at ya school had the new extensions
Even gangstaz was dancin' like New Edition
'cause the house parties stayed rockin' all night
Niggas came through and shot it up but it was alright
'cause after the cops left, it was a party then
You down with OPP, then bring Naughty in
They say it never rain in southern California, Tony Toni lied
Sit back, watch Game throw his money in the sky
[Chorus]
And ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Verse 3]
Cash rules everything around me, C.R.E.A.M get the money
In the back, I relax with all the hunnies
DJ bring it back, let it go
Mix it in with Black Rob, make 'em say WHOA!
Every thing full circle, Game livin' major
Girls on my hip like a Skytel pager
Now I'm on the top, let the champagne pop
Throw ya hands in the sky 'cause The Game don't stop
Just a little more change, gotta Benz and the Range
Every rap metaphor always ends in my name:
The Kool Hercs, DJ Red Alerts
Before I was born they was talking 'bout The Game
Ask a Jay-Z fan 'bout Big Daddy Kane
Don't know him, Game gonna show 'em
Just like they showed me, my lyrics is O.G
When it's all said and done, you niggas gon' quote me
[Chorus]
And ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Outro: Keyshia Cole]
See, Mary J. I want you to understand you paved the way (for me)
I'm givin' homage (to you)
I finally moved out my momma house
Got a happy home
Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (Gone forever man)
Listen up this is real shit (Real shit)
It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (Fucked up)
Give my last so my grandma can see me now (See me now)
Smilin tellin everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)
T-Lady hold on all I got is you (Mama)
It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through
What's happenin Ivory I know you lookin down watchin me
Everyday I got yo kids fresh from head to feet (All of em)
Wish I can put u in the bentley with the brown [? ]
I wish we never would've went out to that club
On the road to riches mane lost a flock of niggas
[? ] a whole block of niggas
Niggas bite the hand that feed em I done seen it all
Jus got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin dawg
I never thought this pain last this many years
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
I lost my daddy in a heartbeat
Real talk eyes turnin right in front me
Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me
Pray for me cause I shake in my fuckin sleep
Wish [? ]
I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him nigga
I told [? ] way back stop ridin with ya pack
He ain't listen
And now my nigga right back in penitentury he don't listen
I lost Ivory and it fucked me up
My whole life changed
Nigga put me up in beast mode
My heart cold
And as the years role
I wish that he could have everything I got
And a lil mo'
Yo kids love me nigga
My kids and yo kids call each other sistera and brothers
You forever my lil hustler
Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot nigga and a tear dropped nigga
I never thought this pain last this many years
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Seem like it was yesterday
The mo money I get this shit hurt
I thought that would take the stress away
To see u smilin with yo chain countin money nigga
When Trina pulled you on stage you was stuntin nigga
But through it all mane you kno how we rock nigga
From the yo to the block to the hospital
Never again would I have another big dawg
But ya mama and kids I got em all but I
I never thought this pain last this many years
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
When i saw you, I was not even looking
I heard you scream without raising you voice
will I run or let you have your fun
I feel like I ain't got no choice.
But maybe I ask too much or walk in the wrong direction
All those thoughts drive me insane
and i wonder how long I fell this.
Pain, is not really what it is
no, it's something different with a different name
and you, you never tell me damn thing
I hope someday I'll learn to play this game.
Fear, of course I fear the unknown
because the unknown is a stranger to me
but if you erase the pj's
then what could a stranger be
that remains to be seen.
Life goes on, it's just the same every day.
Welcome to my little world...completely self-contained, yeah
Your problems they will soon be gone (we soak up lots of pain), yeah
If life is a reflecting pool--then we are like a sponge, yeah
Absorbing the good with the bad--we soak up...soak it up
So give me all your troubled thoughts
And baggage you can't handle, no
We'll gladly take it off your back (we soak up lots of pain), yeah
(Chorus)
Is it any wonder now-everybody goes insane
Everybody locks the door to keep out any strangers
Everybody's all pent up--everybody's got short fuse
Getting ready to blow up, we live in so much danger
Boys and girls in a line -- Come and get your big reward
Your're not too late Just in time
Put your hand on mine you're mine you're mine
When everybody has gone to bed--and children are asleep, yeah
I sit up late and watch t.v. (and soak up lots of pain), yeah
Little junior on the bus--his notebook by his side, yeah
He hardly ever makes a fuss--he soaks up so much pain
We've traveled far this monkey and me--by airplane boat and train, yeah
We're here to eat up all your sins (and soak up all your pain), yeah
(Chorus)
Boys and girls of every creed--religion and persuasion, nooo
It's time to get up off your knees...we soak up...soak it up
So open the door and let me in--don't question who I am, no
I don't feel the way I've ever felt
I know
I'm gonna smile and not get worried
I try but it shows
Anyone can make what I have built
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, a kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
It takes my pain away
Never mind these are hurried times
Oh oh, I can't let it bother me
I never thought I'd walk away from you
I did
But it's a false sense of accomplishment
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw
It isn't hard
Anyone can say they're above this all
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, a kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
It takes my pain away
Never mind these are hurried times
Oh oh, I can't let it bother me
I can't let it bother me
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, a kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
It takes my pain away
Never mind these are hurried times
Oh oh, I can't let it bother me
It takes my pain
It takes my pain
It takes my pain
Wake of the flood, laughing water, forty-nine,
Get out the pans, don't just stand there dreamin'
Get out of the way, get out of the way,
Here comes sunshine, here comes sunshine.
Line up a long shot maybe try it two times, maybe more,
Good to know you got shoes to wear when you find the floor,
Why hold out for more?
Here comes sunshine, here comes sunshine.
Askin' you nice, now, keep the mother rollin'
One more time, been down before,
You just don't have to go no more, no more.
Here comes sunshine, here comes sunshine.
Well, I believe in magic
Ain't it kinda tragic
When you find out
Angels can be devils
You were never on the level
With me, babe, at all
Pain, pain, pain
I got this pain, pain
Sittin' on a midnight train
Well now, winners can be losers
Beggars can be choosers
I'll get over you somehow
It's gonna take a little time
To put you to the back
Of my mind forever
Pain, pain
Shootin' down the length of my brain
I got this pain
Nothin' is the same, yeah
Love is a victim
Love is a victim of pain
Ain't no doubt about it, girl
Love is a victim of pain
I'm lonely, I don't know what to do
About you, babe
I'm lonely and I don't know what to
I don't know what to do
About you, babe
Loneliness is such a drag
[Incomprehensible]
Pain, pain
Shootin' down the length of my brain
I got this pain
No one is to blame
Love is a victim
Love is a victim of pain
Ain't no doubt about it
Love is a victim
Again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
Ain't no doubt about it
Pain, pain, pain
(Love is a victim of pain)
Pain, pain, pain
(Love is a victim of pain)
Pain, pain, pain
Pain, pain, pain
(Love is a victim, love is a victim of pain)
Pain, pain, pain
Pain, pain, pain
There's times in my life where I just
I just wanna run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit
Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough
From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain
One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
Twenty-three years, three when it happened
Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch
Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey
On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money
Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief
Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef
Don't give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven
or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin
Pain...
I wish this pain, would go away
We're talkin about the kind of pain that
I wish this pain, would go away
just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
I wish this pain, would go away
The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more
I wish this pain, would go away
The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone
I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate
Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
Cause of a fuckin chain on?
Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger
Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains
Now it seems like I'm goin insane
For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news
But before my shit drops, I stand accused
Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball
The pain..
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
I don't wanna give no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
I don't wanna receive no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
God, please take the pain away
I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin
on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said
"God why? Got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die, please don't let my nigga be dead"
But it was too late, California sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a fuck, fuck it why should I?
That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
with platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me"
He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
Make hits continuous, this is what we do
I know it might be strenous and times is hard
Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
I'm tellin you man
now don't let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up God
I don't give a fuck WHO it is
Don't let em fuck yo' paper man, please Big
Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
man fuck these niggaz man
Fuck these niggaz man
And I'ma tell the same thing to you
When you get your shit done, watch your money, and
hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit
And soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out
like they screamin all these other, so-called hot niggaz
Never take your eyes off that shit yo
Try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo
Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year...
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
Puh..P,P,Pain Give Me
Pain
Gimme Sympathy
Pain Gimme
yeah..
Pain
Gimme Sympathy
Oh, Pain Gimme Me
Yeah..
Deep Down In My Heart
There's a Feeling
Like a Burning Explosion
And a Hundred Emotion
Over you..
Over You..
Pain, Gimme
Sympathy
Pain Gimme
Yeah..
Pain
Gimme Sympathy
Oh, Pain Gimme
WoOoh..
Deep Down In My Heart
There's a Feeling
Like a Burning Explosion
And a Hundred Emotion
Over you..
[Chorus: unknown singer]
I've been goin through so much pain
Can't no motherfucker feel my pain
My life is real nigga, I'm gon' ride
For my homies on the block that died
It's dedicated to my niggaz that's locked
Who's OT on the run from the cops
We straight G's and we never gon' stop
For my street niggaz gotta keep your head up
Gotta keep your head uuuuuuuuuup
[Verse One]
Where the fuck is your love, y'all in the club poppin bub
Somebody told me that the block need a hug
Ain't nobody tell y'all that slap need a hug
That's the reason I'm out here huggin the block
Same reason I'm out here thuggin the block
But niggaz won't notice until a motherfucker get shot
And stretched out on the block, and the shit won't hit 'em
'til they like "God damn, I was just now with him"
Now you missin a man that you used to call your man
Cause you didn't notice your man was fucked up in a jam
And your plan that you had for your man, you shoulda brought it to him sooner
Now he fucked up with his back all chewed up
21 gun salute up, to all the G's feelin pain
like Fame; niggaz fucked up in the game
Niggaz try to maintain, even if nobody showed you
that they noticin what a nigga been goin through... nigga
[Chorus]
[Billy Danze]
Yeah, every day what we deal, we tend to blame it on the realness
Haters never cater to a 'Ville nigga feeling
Mixed up in the past and the present
A lot of shit, went down in the town am I destined, to win or not
That's the question, you can always count on Bill
to reveal the message, when givin a confession
In other words there's a blessing in the lesson
You ain't gotta stick to the script to catch it (catch it)
We had a whole platoon of goons to rep
Then it was like... BOOM, there's 7 of us left
Some got knocked and locked inside cages
A few got popped and stopped at young ages
Enables me to rock hip-hop with these rages
And boomerang pain through Fame when on stages
It's dark and it's bold
I keep a heater cause I'm smart and it's cold
[Chorus]
[Lil' Fame]
I'm holdin on to thin air! (Look around homey)
Nobody there! (Look around homey)
Nobody care! (I bet you know now homey)
But life is still beautiful, that's what you do it for
Couldn't feel my pain; God forbid you had
to feel my pain I wouldn't wish that on nobody
Never ask why me? That's a stupid-ass question
Cause if not me, nigga then who?
We all deal with pain, and mine ain't no harder than yours
It's really all about how you deal with it
So a nigga can't judge me; I can't tell you how
to deal with yours, but don't kill me [words fade]
[Billy Danze]
(We're amongst these O.G.'s and rebels) the coppertops will (never)
If money war (we steppin in) please (understand it)
For always we (reppin it) and y'all ain't (touchin it)
The ghetto steel (blessin 'em) man
(alvina eileen sy)
The thoughts I have of you I treasure
The good times and the bad
We'll share forever more
Somehow, you've changed
We just didn't make it through
But I believe that one day
You'll have to know
That I'm still in love with you
At times we couldn't understand each other
And though we tried we couldn't keep from fallin'
Somehow, somewhere our love had lost it's way
And now I feel it's over, it's hard to say
But I love you just the same
Refrain:
Oh, it's been so long
Since I had you by my side
I don't even know what to say or do
I tried so hard to get you off my mind
But I love you still try to understand
When I'm all alone...
I still can feel the pain you've left behind
The thoughts I have of you I treasure
The good times and the bad
We'll share forever more
Somehow, you've changed
We just didn't make it through
But I believe that one day
You'll have to know
That I'm still in love with you
At times we couldn't understand each other
And though we tried we couldn't keep from fallin'
Somehow, somewhere our love had lost it's way
And now I feel it's over, it's hard to say
But I love you just the same
Oh, it's been so long
Since I had you by my side
I don't even know what to say or do
I tried so hard to get you off my mind
But I love you please try to understand
When I'm all alone...
I still can feel the pain you've left behind
The thoughts I have of you I'll always treasure
The good times and the bad
We'll share forever more
Somehow, somewhere our love will find a way
And I believe that one day
I'll hear you'll say that you love me all the way
All the way, ohhh
Love me all the way...
Love me, love me all the way
Love me all the way, baby
Pap-pap-pap-para-rap-pap-pap
Love me, love me all the way...
Love me, hear you say you love me
All the way...
All the way...
I believe that one day
I will hear you say
Agony - Inside my head
Making me wish - wish that I was dead
For all the dues in life that I have paid
I've been caught
locked in a world of rage
I look inside myself,
I see a great big blank
I look around me
and there is no one to thank
I think about the crazy shit
that I have done
This game of life - can it be won?
Pain
Pain - feel my agony
as it turns into my rage
in life full of anguish
can't you see I live in
Hell - becomes misery
metamorphasizing hate
I contemplate my demise
can't you feel my pain?
Searching for a better way
In a world with it's eyes closed
On the t.v. or in the news
on the front page you can choose
you know someone someone strong
you know someone doing something wrong
pain
pain
it's reflecting in the mud
are there circles in your blood?
even warm days have to rain
but that fast horse has a slippery mane
pain I know it isn't easypain when all your friends are sleazy
when no one around would come down
arms only enough to reach down
pain
pain
pain
pain
I wake up in the morning
in a cold sweat
when I think of your loving
you're holding back
I know I'm waiting
but it's all in vain
I sit here dying
just to breathe again
can't go on
can't get enough
when I miss you
I'm so alone
without you, without you
I'm walking on the border
of wrong and right
screaming for you baby
to ease my mind
no one is here who can get me through
all I need is a word from you
I know I'm waiting
but it's all in vain
I sit here dying to feel love again
can't go on
can't get enough
when I miss you
I'm so alone
In pain
time and time again
it's running through my veins
oh take away this pain
the darkness in my heart
let me breathe again
take away this pain
I'm talking to the shadow
on the wall
waiting for an answer
before I fall
am I dreaming
or are you near
were you calling
just to ease my fear
Am I waiting all in vain
I sit here dying
to feel loved again
I can't go on
can't get enough
cos' I miss you
I miss your love
I'm in pain
time and time again
it's running through my veins
oh can you free my heart
the darkness in my head
let me breathe again
take away this pain
Agony and ecstacy
Your cries of pain my pleasure
To know my machine internally
Your torment I treasure
Lifeblood combines with semen
Your screaming my laughter
The compressor is running smoothly
'Tis vengeance I am after
PainBegging becomes your lovesong
You're dying
I masturbate
For the crime of burning me
I give to thee
Jackhammerape
Hatred obsessing me
Hatred possessing me
Anger burning me
Anger turning me
Into someone I don't know
Rage shaking me
Rage making me
Into someone I don't know
I'll kill you tonight
* different from the song of the same title on _No Way Out_
[Puff Daddy In Child's Voice]
Uncle Puffy?
Can you read us a bedtime story, please?
Huh? Please?
[Puff Daddy]
Alright check this out right here
Woke up smoked up, broked up
What I had left and rolled up, lit it
Had a shorty that I brought home, hit it
Sent her on her way, I got no time today
(Yo, I'mma call you next week, aight?)
With all this work I got no time to play (OK)
Cash come and go, and I want mine to stay
Alot of these fake cats won't mind the day
I get an unfair play, then the stairway
That's why I'm like TWA, the airway
Niggas wantin' to believe what they heard through hear-say
Hopin', but forget it
Check the mail, it's a letter from jail, from Hoboken
I open and I read it, it said
[G-Dep]
What da deal son?
It's ya nigga Teals in the field, and it's real son
I'mma have to steal one
Caught up on the run with a gun
Can't walk with it down then you can't conceal one
What to do?
I dont' know if ya knew, that kid, True?
Up in 1-2-2, he plottin' to get you
I hear he's due
You just do what need doin'
Let's not forget these niggas could bleed too , one
[Puffy]
OK, good
Those cats don't keep it real as they should
Heard they don't pay good
Stand around all day wishin' they could
But this green fufills they dreams
They ain't a team
Answering machine on screen
Phone rings, it was Arlene from Queens
Head was mean, had a head for schemes
Told her she get head to see me
But she play her hand proper, nothin' can stop her
[Female]
Hey yo, what up Playboy?
I'm out in Saint Croix
With sun cats that say they real
But they toys
I heard ya doin' it though
And you in the flow
Some niggas wanna ruin ya show?
What up, yo?
Whathchu want a rich shot up on his block?
Or I could leave him in his bed dead, with his dick robbed
[Puffy]
Na Boo, I'mma show you how I do
Just hit me when you get up top
But come on through (Aight)
Now I'm doin' inventory
Guns, clips, vest, bullets
So when I pull it, it's the end of story
Leadin' my men to glory
Then get shorty to hold a pound for me
I know she down for me
Yeah, sneak up on 'em like a car thief
These niggas mad cause it's my party
And my Benz is wide-bodied
Despise me, like the feds despise Ghotti
That I kill for a hobby and lay in your lobby
So try me, go 'head and take a bite
Might as well say good night
Try to put me in the dark, I don't take it light
Now if it's wrong, make it right
Not tommorow, tonight
They barkin', I know the bite
Jumped in the B-N-Z
Niggas gonna see the E-N-D fuckin' with me
See, I knew he was a snake out the ground
Make me wanna call my man rock and break out the hounds
Take it to the pier where you can't make out the sounds
Thoughts in my head goin' 'round, it's goin' down
Pull up to his block, I'mma put it to his knock
But, I don't see him, wouldn't wanna be in town
Ride around for a minute
Thinkin' 'bout the pain that Hell brings
Interrupted by a cell ring
Yeah yeah
[Female] Hey Boo come and get me, I'm here
[Puffy] Where?
[Female] Teterboro
Give me a few
It was like I flew
But it felt kinda strange, it was like I knew
Pulled up around 2, late like I do
With the urge to bug
She gave me a nervous hug
And when I heard the slugs
What I saw in the blur was thugs
Tryin' to soak my fur with blood
Dropped to the curb and ducked
Pulled out the fifth, duck behind a car
Like "How I'm gon' get out this shit?"
These niggas don't know what they about to get
A one way ticket to Hell in my gun jail
Bust my gun at three and one fell
The other two, waitin' to see what I'mma do
[G-Dep]
Hope you brought your arms
Cuz you're gonna need 'em to hold me
[Puffy]
Peeped around the car slowly
Then I let 'em have the whole wheat
Man there's six million ways to die
And you chose me, but I'm an OG
And in the distance is police
I'm still bustin', tryin' to kill something
And I can't hide the fact that I peeled something
I feel this thing, like in a minute I won't feel a thing
The two cats jumped in the blue Ac'
I fired one shot, they fired two back
They murked off in the night
I get them fools back, man they ain't seen the last of me
But I'm bleeding rapidly
Shot up in the stomach and that wasn't how it had to be
Heartbeat failin', car alarm wailin'
Couldn't walk straight then the firearm failed
Now I'm thinkin' how this bitch played me
Then I faded
locked in a still position
swaying back and forth
needles in my arms
broken inside
my chest rips open
and blood runs on the floor
sealing my heart
gazing at a wall
in some dark corner
somewhere in time
try to make sense
relation unknown
alone, alone, alone
in pain, and pain, in pain
fear is here
bleeding inside
oh, you will remind
the anger all lost in fear
i never lied to you
you always lied to me
what the fuck is the difference?
i'm sitting here bleeding inside, inside, inside
it's no big deal
it's no big deal
wrapped in lies
close your eyes
see the pain
locked inside
ripped open for a fucking dollar
a green piece of paper shatters my life
twisted up until i scream
let me go, release me
release me, release me, release me
crying out, hearing sounds
but the feeling got lost away
in some forgotten song
they said, they said
to close my eyes and dream away
dream away, but the pain
the pain didn't go away
it never goes away, it didn't go away
it never goes away
i'm lying in sound
oh, and you, and dream
i'm breaking down
a thousand years, and all the tears
and feelings locked inside, locked inside
tide of emotion
blood, rain, and tears
ruined all the years, ruined all the years
they told me that i was never here
Before the summer fell I already knew
She said I was more than dead
I already knew
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again
I miss my best friend, a growing fear
A lot to sacrifice
Or draw to an end
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again, again, again, again, again, again
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes
A vicious, vicious, vicious pain
Pain, here it comes
Pain, here it comes
Play the record...
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
Boy I thought that we'd last forever, I could see it in your eyes
Threw my hand and lead me blindly, to believe in all your lies
But now the truth is in the open, and it's all on you (all on you, all on you)
You leave me so heartbroken, can't you see that you're killing me
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (crazy over you) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (crazy...) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (baby you drive me crazy) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
You know I wish that you wouldn't lie to me
But some wishes don't come true (don't come true)
Time to put the past behind, say goodbye and start anew
Move on, be gone, it's over... uh
Now you're all alone (baby)
And I know that you wished that you were here with me...
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (going, going out my mind) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (you bring me so much pain) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain (I can't bare to be with you no more) pain, pain
Sup with you, you know it's not fair
You pay me no attention, when I'm standing right there
Baby it's all good, and it's all right
You're gonna regret this for the rest of your life
Cause I'm going on tour, I'm about to blow up
When you see me on TV, and know you messed up
So remember this song and remember my name
It's Ashley and Dream and we changed the game
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain
(Said to give you my heart and you broke it babe)
Boy you crazy, pain, pain
(Because of you I'm going crazy)
All you do is bring me pain
(I just can't take it no more)
Boy you crazy, pain, pain
(Turn around, walk out the door)
Uh..., uh, uh (pain, pain)
Uh..., uh, uh (pain, pain)
Uh..., uh, uh (pain, pain)
Uh..., uh, uh (boy you crazy...)
Said to give you my heart and you broke it babe
Because of you I'm going crazy (pain, pain)
I just can't take it no more
Turn around, walk out the door (pain, pain)
Said to give you my heart and you broke it babe
Because of you I'm going crazy (pain, pain)
I just can't take it no more
Turn around, walk out the door (pain, pain)
Fade away
So you don’t make a scene
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you
Learn to close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
You made your point
You don’t know what to say
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
You never come so close
You never got this far
You close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
So cry bad day
Grey clouds, black haze
So sure the sun could collapse your ways
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
[X2]
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
Pain
Keep your mouth closed [x6]
Give me a choice between pleasure and pain
I choose pain
Another day without a heartbeat
How can your heart beat
If they've taken it away
For the first time, just don't think about it
Take the water and wash your face with pain
You can take away the power
Your finest hour
It's when you laugh in their faces
For the first time just forget about it
Take a hammer and pound yourself with pain
Bury my bones on the moon
If they never should find me it would be too soon
Give me a choice between power and pain
I choose pain
Oh, bury my bones on moon
If they never should find me it would be too soon
For the first time just forget about
Take the water and wash your face with pain
Pain
Oh just forget about pain
Forget about the pain
Speak up, you know what is up
Code of silence, who set you up?
Some shit so wrong in this world
All fucked up, now you're gone
Speak up, you know what went on
How could you let it go?
It's murder you covered up
Stained blood on your soul
Down on my knees
Hands stretched to Heaven above
Christ, this pain is hard to live with
Don't fill my heart with love
Engulf my heart with vengeance
You need to see our pain
Don't fill this heart with love
The truth needs to be told
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
Fuck you!
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
Somewhere between the lies and truths, borderlines get shady.
Somewhere between the yeses and nos you can find a maybe.
Somewhere between the highs and lows you can spot the middle.
Somewhere between the questions and clues you can solve the riddle
Somewhere along the road you might need a place to stay.
Somewhere along the line you're gonna have to pass away.
And somewhere in space you still remind me of a reason.
And summertime you still smell like my favorite season.
And it feels like pain...
It's just like pain...
Love is like pain...
Some people like pain...
Somewhere between the mountain and sea a river is flowing
Somewhere between the earth and the sky, the winds of change are blowing
Somewhere between the two of us a space is growing
Somewhere between suspicion and trust are the things worth knowing.
Somewhere along the road you might want to hitch a ride
Somewhere along the line you're gonna have to swallow your pride
Somewhere inside you still remind me of a feeling
Somewhere deeper still are wounds that are not healing.
Put your nails in my hand....Pain
Fill my eyes up with sand...Pain
Papercuts on my tongue...Pain
We're right now where we begun...Pain
Somehow I only hurt the ones who really mattered
Somehow she played her role although her soul was battered
Someday soon I know my ashes will be scattered
Fade away
So you don’t make a scene
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you
Learn to close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
You made your point
You don’t know what to say
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
You never come so close
You never got this far
You close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
So cry bad day
Grey clouds, black haze
So sure the sun could collapse your ways
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
Pain
Have you ever seen a child die?
Did you even know that it exists?
Did you know people outside your walls are starving to death?
So what would you do if it was up to you?
Would you even care?
I bet you would look another way and think of better things
Oh no, it's better to look away
You better close your eyes
Oh no, you don't wanna see anyone die
You just want to live your pretty life
Why won't we do anything?
Build up a wall around you so you don't have to see
Don't wanna preach but just think again
Oh no, it's better to look away
You better close your eyes
Oh no, you don't wanna see anyone die
You just want to live your pretty life
Why won't we do anything?
Build up a wall around you so you don't have to see
My little girl
Drive anywhere
Do what you want
I don't care
Tonight
I'm in the hands of fate
I hand myself
Over on a plate
Oh little girl
There are times when I feel
I rather not be
The one behind the wheel
Come
Pull my strings
Watch me move
I do anything
Please
Sweet little girl
I prefer
You behind the wheel
And me the passenger
Drive
I'm yours to keep
Do what you want
I'm going cheap
Tonight
I don't believe in love
I love the way it tastes
Please don't expect too much
'cause I don't wanna be involved
I had my share of women
Even some marriage too
And every time I end up with my pants down
Looking like a fool
I'm such a fool...
The older you are, the wiser you get
Just listen to me
When life gets though and you know it will
Then have a drink on me
The alcohol never talks back to me
It never tells me when it's time to go home
It's been my friend for over 25 years
And she has never cut me low
Don't cut me low
The older you are, the wiser you get
Just listen to me
When life gets though and you know it will
Then have a drink on me
Too many women, too little time
And not enough whiskey
Not enough booze for me
I rather lose my liver than to lose my pride
And when I'm dead and buried
Then just have a drink on me
I don't believe in love
So don't expect too much
The older you are, the wiser you get
Just listen to me
When life gets though and you know it will
Then have a drink on me
The older you are, the wiser you get
Just listen to me
When life gets though and you know it will
Then have a drink on me
My dreams are always the same, I see you
Fear is my best friend it keeps me alive
What is it I got that triggers you to follow me day and night?
I can smell your stench all around
I don't know what your demons are telling you
But it ain't me you're looking for
Why? Why won't you leave me alone
It drives me insane
Why? Why won't you just let me go
Stay out of my way
Never sleep with your enemies,
They'll steal all that you got
Framed by the lust
You spin out of controll
I don't know what your demons are telling you
But it ain't me you're looking for
Why? Why won't you leave me alone
It drives me insane
Why? Why won't you just let me go
Stay out of my way
Don't mess with my head
What triggers you I don't understand
Why? why won't you leave me alone
It drives me insane
Why? Why won't you just let me go
I, I never really meant to hurt you bad
I, I just sent a computer error
I, I just want to control your whole life
I, I just keep you hooked up to my line
Hey, little bitch
Don't you know it's supposed to work
Hey, little bitch
Your my supersonic bitch
Now I'm hooked back up
I got you on my screen
All I can do is press and turn
And you spread your legs in the screen
I know I've explored
Every inch of your naked body
And then you start to bore me
I press delete and search for a new target
Hey, little bitch
Don't you know it's supposed to work
Hey, little bitch
Why can't you come here and give me a kiss
Hey, little bitch
You will always get what you deserve
Hey, little bitch
Your my supersonic bitch
Hey, little bitch
Don't you know it's supposed to work
Hey, little bitch
Why can't you come here and give me a kiss
Hey, little bitch
You will always get what you deserve
Hey, little bitch
Computerized technology
Wipes out all your enemies
Digital world controls
A dying analogue blasphemy
Distorted codes in your DNA
Passwords running through the veins
Our brain cells overwon
By the zeros and by the ones
This is the end of humanity - thrill me, kill me
Computer god is the enemy - deceive me, delete me
There is no lord that will set us free - thrill me, kill me
The computer god is the enemy - deceive me, delete me
Computerized technology
Wipes out all your enemies
Digital world controls
A dying analogue blasphemy
Acid dreams and hate patrols
Anarchy put the wold on hold
Cyber love, my only love
Never complains, she's under my thumb
This is the end of humanity - thrill me, kill me
Computer god is the enemy - deceive me, delete me
There is no lord that will set us free - thrill me, kill me
Alone in the dark, [incomprehensible] for the fish
Waiting the sun to show it's fate
Will this be my final day or has it already gone
So then I just keep away into dreamland
Dark fields of pain are running
Is it me whose wanted?
Shadows of death are calling
Am I, am I, am I dying?
Shoot me up with the smack
Shoot me down with a bullet
It's all the same game
I cannot hide from my needs
My only Saviour is the rush
It will keep my body from bleeding
Dark fields of pain are running
Is it me whose wanted?
Shadows of death are calling
Am I, am I, am I dying?
Dark fields of pain are running
Is it me whose wanted?
Shadows of death are calling
Am I, am I, am I dying?
Dark fields of pain are running
Is it me whose wanted?
Shadows of death are calling
Am I, am I, am I dying?
Dark fields of pain are running
Is it me whose wanted?
Shadows of death are calling
Am I, am I, am I dying?
Pushing forty, cracks on her skin
Needs to get out, she's ready for sin
All dressed up and no one to blow...
She's so low
Silicon tits and silicon lips
Grammy awards and playing your tricks
Let the champagne flow
And powder your nose
Walking the white line of fantasy
Glamorous life is all you seek
Living in Hollywood make believe
Lost in the clouds of ecstasy
Silicon tits and silicon lips
Grammy awards and playing your tricks
Let the champagne flow
And powder your nose
Walking the white line of fantasy
Glamorous life is all you seek
Living in Hollywood make believe
Lost in the clouds of ecstasy
Feel it, it's knocking on your door
The parasite is ready to strike
Digging for gold
Walking the white line of fantasy
Glamorous life is all you seek
Living in Hollywood make believe
Time, I cannot turn back
I'm not living in the past
Air, it's not my first breath
Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane
I'm having my own revolution
I'm the first in line to see the light
The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me
You got to feed the monster
Time, I cannot turn back
I'm not living in the past
Air, it's not my first breath
Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane
I'm having my own revolution
I'm the first in line to see the light
The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me
Life, I'm not the one that's on trial
Stop, I have not time to fuck around
Life, you cannot be what you wanna be
Why, I am what I am and I stand where I stand
Feed my monster
The docter's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
I'm stressed out of my mind
I can't seem to find what's up and down
I'm frustrated and short for time
Life's a misery, won#t you agree with me?
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
I don't believe in that anymore
Reach out and regret
Run for your life
I feel it's pushing me to the edge
The puzzle I try to complete
Is getting short on parts and I don't know why
One step forward
Two steps back
I'm marching backwards
I'm marching on a thin line
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
I don't believe in that anymore
Reach out and regret
Run for your life
I feel it's pushing me to the edge
Reach out and regret
Run for your life
The dreams you crushed, I'll never forget
Should I sweat over these things that's out of my hand
Should I really care, am I a boy or a fucking man
Should I care about the things that's out of my hand
Why is that?
How does it feel to get kicked
When you're down and out?
I said, "How does it feel to get pushed off the edge
And just fall fall to the ground?"
The more that you do, the less you get
Why can't see you you're going down?
You're on your knees, you're begging me please
Can't get away from the needle's chill
You're taking a ride in endless time
Injected paradise
Silence roll up like walls of noise
You're getting numb and deaf
Things are getting out of control
You're out of control
The more that you do, the less you get
The poison rushing through your dying veins
The more that you take, the more you loose
Time is taking its toll
You're on your knees, you're begging me please
Can't get away from the needle's chill
You're taking a ride in endless time
Injected paradise
The more that you do, the less you get
The poison rushing through your dying veins
The more that you take, the more you loose
Time is taking its toll
You're on your knees, you're begging me please
Can't get away from the needle's chill
You're taking a ride in endless time
Hey you, I know you don't like me
But the feeling is mutual
Pardon my French, slimy bitch
Do I care? Of course, I wrote this song for you
Save your prayers cause I don't care
Your tongue is digging your own grave
We are born with our conscience clear
By the time you're 15 your life is full of misery
The frames of lies you cannot escape
It's calling your name
Mistakes of your past you can't erase
It's coming back to you
Why don't you stop cause you're nothing
I don't care cause you're nothing
Why don't you leave cause you're nothing
Disappear cause you're nothing
Save your prayers cause I don't care
Your tongue is digging your own grave
We are born with our conscience clear
By the time you're 15 your life is full of misery
The frames of lies you cannot escape
It's calling your name
Mistakes of your past you can't erase
Some people's love is other's hate
Depression, jealousy of other's faith
Some seems just to have it all
But in their shadows
There's a dark life and a broken heart
You need to break away from the chain
No more fears
And set the rules in your own lonely game
Than you only live twice, you only live twice
Shake your money maker
It's time to work
She's got mouths to feed
Dancing with one foot in the dirt
For some it's strugle, for others hell
When the addiction grabs onto you you're under it's spell
You need to break away from the chain
No more fears
And set the rules in your own lonely game
Than you only live twice, you only live twice
Do we all deserve a second chance? Do we care?
Did you fear the devil's hand when you made the deal?
Don't you wanna live twice?
Who took Botus picture? Botu wants it back
He never gave permission, so hand it over, Jack!
Whoever took it: shame! You should have known not to
You have done an awful thing and disrespected Botu
Just picture all your teeth upon a necklace for his wife
Just think about your skin pulled tight,
Slapped silly by your drumstick bones
Bagpipe lungs monkeys from Djibouti & a white man's tongue
You've taken Botu's soul,
You've taken Botu's soul
Your evil camera snatched it up & now there's just a hole!
Who took Botu's picture? Botu wants it back,
He's never been so insulted in all his life
He?s packin' his face in mud, He's dyin' his hair with blood
Don't mean to push, whoever-you-are, but you know what you did, right? Right?
His name is Botu & you know he's superstitious,
Now you've got to get that Polaroid away
His name is Botu & you know he's superstitious,
Now you've got to get that Polaroid away
You've taken Botu's soul,
You've taken Botu's soul
Your evil camera snatched it up & now there's just a hole!
You've taken Botu's soul,
You've taken Botu's soul
Your evil camera snatched it up & now there's just a hole!
You've taken Botu's soul,
You've taken Botu's soul
Your evil camera snatched it up & now there's just a hole!
You've taken Botu's soul,
You've taken Botu's soul
Your evil camera snatched it up & now there's just a hole!
You've taken Botu's soul,
You've taken Botu's soul
Your evil camera snatched it up & now there's just a hole!
There it is, get it!
All the crap I've seen and how you're running things
I'm not surprised
You're reading for an early grave
And with a smile we lower you down
And now we see the industry is losing it's grip
It's a dog eat dog world in this magical wild world of the web
Step into the game
Generation of the past
Rejected from the fame
We will see how long you'll last
Don't blame your misery on me
You're the on that's out of touch
It's time to change the history
'cause you want too much
You know all the good things must come to an end
You've been riding high on your lies
And now you're going down with the burning ship
Step into the game
Generation of the past
Rejected from the fame
We will see how long you'll last
Step into the game
Generation of the past
Rejected from the fame
We will see how long you'll last
The rise of new technology
That kills the economy
It's an infectious disease
Don't blame your misery on me
You're the one that's out of touch
It's time to change the history
You know all the good things must come to an end
We're all disposable players in the wild world of the web
Step into the game
Generation of the past
Rejected from the fame
We will see how long you'll last
Step into the game
Generation of the past
Rejected from the fame
Does it really matter anyway?
You have to feel real bad
Before you can feel good again
Drown before you can breathe the air
Blinded by hate
Until you can't open your eyes to see
That it takes more than a knife to make you bleed
Does it really matter anyway
That we won't get what we're searching for
We slave through life to stay alive
To get a piece of the pie
Does it really matter anyway
That we cannot reach our goals
The more we work, the more we earn
The more we live, the more we burn
With money we think we're god
With success we think we can do whatever we want
But when your star starts to fade
You crawl back to a nothing, into your shell
Does it really matter anyway
Regrets from your past
Makes your future collapse
Insecured by failure
Anxiety attacks
Your heart's still pumping
While your veins are running dry
The clock is ticking
But the time stands still
Does it really matter anyway
That we won't get what we're searching for
We slave through life to stay alive
To get a piece of the pie
Does it really matter anyway
That we cannot reach our goals
The more we work, the more we earn
The more we live, the more we burn
I just fell of the sky it's been a hell of a rain
I'm back again
things were looking good when i was on the move
until i met you
so we loose in sky gonna smile an angel
come here and spread your wings
I guess you're dirty all man try to bray your game
I set your angel fire
she locks me down
I man for a count
I'm going dooown
Oh dirty woman
she drinks you in her smile
more dirty woman
she seems for kill... killing me
Oh needs
Oh life
Not afraid to show what's on her mind
i never listen to world where people said
just stay away from you
'cause i don't need a woman to slow me down
don't wanna single blues
she locks me down
I man for a count
I'm going dooown, doown dooown
Oh dirty woman
she drinks you in her smile
more dirty woman
she seems for kill... killing me
Oh dirty woman
she drinks you in her smile
more dirty woman
she seems for kill... killing me
My gun is pumping you're down on your knees
A closer step to death
I think I'm coming, are you ready to receive?
I spray you full with my killer disease
I'll come inside, I'll break you down
Your end of your life
I'll steal your soul, I'm in control
I just made you mine
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
How could this be
Face the enemy and meet reality
How could you be so blind
Now you're tasting death it controls your mind
Suffering years ahead
I came inside, I have broke you down
I ended your life
I stole your soul, I was in control
And I made you mine
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
It's not what it supposed to be
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
How could this be
How could you be so tough?
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
It's not what it supposed to be
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
How could this be
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
It's not what it supposed to be
It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
Time, I cannot turn back
I'm not living in the past
Air, it's not my first breath
Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane
I'm having my own revolution
I'm the first in line to see the light
The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me
You got to feed the monster
Time, I cannot turn back
I'm not living in the past
Air, it's not my first breath
Why didn't anyone tell me I'm insane
I'm having my own revolution
I'm the first in line to see the light
The doctor's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
The monster's tamed inside of me
Life, I'm not the one that's on trial
Stop, I have not time to fuck around
Life, you cannot be what you wanna be
Why, I am what I am and I stand where I stand
Feed my monster
The docter's giving me new medication
And I'm flying high again
Now I'm taking a permanent vacation
I don't wanna touch what I can't feel
I don't wanna look when I can't see
Things are flying through my head
All the fucking lies that I can't stand
Someone wake me up from this nightmare
Before I'm gonna wake up dead
Every little thing that I can't control
Like a missile, seek and destroy
Cracking, breaking, I won't take it
Triggers my insanity
Trying to find the answers in my life
My mind is empty, my eyes are blind
Don't need your sympathy
Don't want you to stare at me
Drowning in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die
Aiming for the things that I can't have
Aiming high and no one cares
Turning up and tuning in
My own battles I can't win
when will I be next in line
To trigger my soul so I can stay alive
Don't need your sympathy, don't want you to stare at me
Downing in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die
I don't want your gratitude, I was never good for you, shape of the emptiness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It burns inside, don't be afraid
Don't need your sympathy, don't want you to stare at me
Drowning in my hollowness
Scratch the surface, you will find, dead man searching suicide
It's a good day to die
I don't want your gratitude, I was never good for you
Shape of the emptiness
There's something coming crawling
'Round the corner of your mind
Oh... your funeral has just begun
Buried alive, it will be over in no time
The date is set for tonight
VIP at the dead man's ball
Come and die with the zombies in the moonlight
They become alive when you die, you cannot fool them
You got to slam with the dead and let it go now
See a thousand hallowed eyes stare into the night
The sun goes down and the dead head minds,
They start to resurrect
Under the velvet sky and thirsty for your flesh
Steals your soul and you will lose control
And turns your tears into dust
You're fool that will never learn
Play with fire and you will get your fingers burned
Come and die with the zombies in the moonlight
They become alive when you die, you cannot fool them
You got to slam with the dead and let it go now
See a thousand hallowed eyes stare into the night
It's getting dark so prepare to die
They're coming after you
It's getting dark and you can't get away
They're coming after you
Come and die with the zombies in the moonlight
They become alive when you die, you cannot fool them
You got to slam with the dead and let it go now
You're welcome to my world
Dark side of the universe
I'll take you for a spin
Let the mayhem begin
The media mouth is feeding and chemical youth is screaming
The circus starts to roll
There's no turning back
You think it's right you made your mind
I've seen so many cross that line
I've seen them come
I've seen them go
Time will never change
It's the same old song
The same old song
That's playing again
The same old song
Your soul is burning bright
High hopes of future in sight
Beyond the horizon lays a world that's so black
They try to shape your mind
And make you walk the line
Don't let them steal your dreams
It's all that you've got
You start to doubt
You changed your mind
I've seen so many cross that line
I've seen them come
I've seen them go
Times will never change
It's the same old song
The same old song
That's playing again
The same old song
Don't wanna hear it no more
Time to do this
Time to do that
I've got an offer
You can't refuse it
Just stick with me
And I'll push you
All the way to the stars
Can't take it no more
The same old song
It's playing again
The same old song
Don't wanna hear it no mor
The same old song
It's playing again
And again and again
They have destoyed your whole life
Ever since you were born they've
Dragged you down
They have decided that you wont
Have a chance in this shitty world
not knowing what's on the outside
Can't understand right or wrong
Breathe in the poisoned air
"I just wanna die"
burning eyes filled with dead tears
The world is dying on you
And you just turning your back
not knowing what's on the outside
Poisoning our brainwashed mind
They have decided that you will die
A painful death
Breathe the death
our dying race
Breathe the death
Dying race
These visions in my head
The friendly faces
I don't know maybe it's me
It feels like they're in my mind
And feasting of my brain
Uuuh don't you feel the same?
No one knows what I know when I know that I'm done
No one knows what I know when I know that I'm done
I'm trapped in my DNA
No time to waste
Spies are in my closet and under my bed
I'm losing this scary game
Crack me like the whip
Please crack me sane
No one knows what I know when I know that I'm done
No one knows what I know when I know that I'm done
No one knows what I know when I know that I'm done
Life doesn't work out as planned
Visions of happiness are burning
Dreams that turn into madness
I feel the end is closing in
I can feel my soul leaving me
To dwell in nothing and forever disappear
Trying to breathe but there's no air
My heart is bleeding why am I here
Taste the last drops of life
That vanish into the black sun
I must fight this feeling
Of sorrow slowly killing me
Try to breathe but there's no air
My heart is bleeding why am I here
Taste the last drops of life
I cannot breathe suffocating slow
I need to come up for Air
The monster's in my head they won't leave me be
I've told them thousand times, just stay away from me
A constant battle within, a battle I can't win
It triggers the fear of failure
Stereotype society you better think like others think
Remote control human disaster
World turns dead right before me
I can't hide in the past, I need to break away from me
Life burns black, no sanctuary
I did my time so let me out
Like a broken record, it repeats itself
Like a wheel.. and round and round and round it goes
It's like we're on a path, on a path to nowhere
Running out of time, running out of passion
Once created times, now a storm of nails
Razor sharp and it won't stop yet
World turns dead right before me
I can't hide in the past, I need to break away from me
Life burns black, no sanctuary
I did my time so let me out
Running out of ways to run, it's a dead end street
Been taking all the turns.. They all turn back to me
World turns dead right before me
I can't hide in the past, I need to break away from me
Life burns black, no sanctuary
Here is the news
Coming to you every hour on the hour
(Here is the news)
The weather's fine but there may be a meteor shower.
Here is the news
A cure's been found for good old rocket lag
(Here is the news)
Someone left their life behind in a plastic bag.
Here is the news
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Here is the news.
("Spaceworkers dispute in London today.
A lightning strike by air shuttle officers
led to over 2,000 passengers being held up
for up to 10 hours to board flights...")
("Ten Eurotechnicians were today sentenced
by the justice computer to be banished for life
to the prison satellite Penal One...")
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Another action filled adventure
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All the worst from the world convention.
Here is the news (the very latest)
Here is the news
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("... shares of Roboko Development are now climbing...")
("... a very great friend of mine...")
("... our regular scheduled programs...")
("... the latest report from the people down there...")
("... a tiny little detail...")
("... I'd like to say hello to everybody...")
Here is the news
I wanna go home, I want my baby back
(Here is the news)
I wanna go back!
Here is the news
Somebody has broken out of Satellite Two
(Here is the news....)
Look very carefully, it may be you, you, you, you...
("... the energy counsel today announced...")
("... the archbishop is waving to the crowds...")
("... the World Broadcasting Authority today announced...")
("... I think that's going to be alright, you'll have to wait & see...")
("... I'll call you back later...")
So how many times do I have to pick myself up
When you're just crushing my life?
So I can carry on
Fill my soul so hollow
I've been down the drain
And washed away
And still I come back for more
I keep my head up high
Always try to walk the line
I'm not like you
My life flashes before my eyes
No, I'm not like you
The truth turns me upside down
Here it comes again
Pain is calling me
And I don't understand
It's just like walking on glass
Here we go again
And I can't turn it off
It's been following my past
It's just like walking on glass
Life's too short but I don't give a fuck
Why try to think like you
I have my own free will
Life is built on sorrow
Fields of burning lies is getting clearer by age
Soon we start to realize
Born and raised in a cage
I'm not like you
My life flashes before my eyes
No, I'm not like you
The truth turns me upside down
Here it comes again
Pain is calling me
And I don't understand
It's just like walking on glass
Here we go again
And I can't turn it off
It's been following my past
It's just like walking on glass
Walk with me
It's getting dark
Walk with me
We'll try to save our broken souls
Here it comes again
Pain is calling me
And I don't understand
It's just like walking on glass
Here we go again
And I can't turn it off
It's been following my past
You cannot run or hide
From the pain that lives inside
Taking everything you own
As we speak it's taking your soul
It will never wait
It anticipates
Every move you make
Sends you out of control
Now?
The rage inside, you can feel it grow
The knife in your heart, it begins to show
You run and you run but can't get away
From the agony of the pain
You cannot stop it now
Every nerve in your body growls
Mind craves spirit unrest
Here's to the curse that now lay at rest
It will never wait
It anticipates
Every move you make
Sends you out of control
Now?
The rage inside, you can feel it grow
A knife in the heart, it begins to show
I run and I run but can?t get away
Since I was a kid I see greedy people
Just grabbing all they could take
I promised myself I'd never become like them
I can feel they're closing up on me
Closer than I ever thought
How could I have been so dumb
Didn't I see it, feel it, smell it, taste it
It's only them coming from all directions
Walking all over me again and again
They're feeding of your kindness
Squeezing life right out of you
Like a vampire sucks you dry
You cannot run and hide
If you give them a helping hand
They will take your whole life without thinking twice
The only thing they want is
More and more and more
Now I got a parasite into my life
I didn't see it coming
'Til it almost broke me down
It's only them, you don't give, you're a taker
It's a matter of the size of your wallet
And the money that you're making
It's only them and nothing is sacred
They don't care if you break your neck
As long as they'll make it
It's only them coming from all directions
Walking all over me again and again
A tattoo burned on my skin
A disease without a cure
Like a blind man running in circles
On a dead end street
Now I got a parasite into my life
I didn't see it coming
'Til it almost broke me down
It's only them, you don't give, you're a taker
It's a matter of the size of your wallet
And the money that you're making
It's only them and nothing is sacred
They don't care if you break your neck
As long as they'll make it
It's only them
Creeping and Cracking
Baby don't look back, no one goes home tonight
The evil we see and the evil we do
Brings out the beast in me and you
Waking up from screaming
You think it's all in your head
My my, it's a bad day to be alive
It's crawling under your skin and feeds of your hate
Just close your eyes and wait till the sun goes down
You better stay awake
The dark comes knocking so you better start running
Fear the demon in me, Fear the demon in you
Hear the voices calling you
Shadow's tongue licking your flesh
Rips the clothes clean of your body
Strip you clean straight down to the bones
You can't stay awake, You can't fall asleep
He's coming for your life
Don't wanna wake up dead, you know you're over your head
There ain't no turning back
You better stay awake
The dark comes knocking so you better start running
Fear the demon in me, Fear the demon in you
Laying in sweet tears
Dreams are turning into a living hell
The nightmares you see and the terror you feel
Takes a turn for the worse and becomes real
You better stay awake
The dark comes knocking so you better start running
Use me as I use you, pull my strings
My money says that you will, that's what I pay you for
Got me served on a plate, do what you want
Show me you care, you're the one in control
The harder you pull my strings, the harder I get
Just a question of time before I lose my mind
It's the game that you play with my head and I can't get enough
Triple sex, almost death, twisted love, the game I cannot bluff
It's the game that you play with my head and I won't get enough
Can't walk away, got to play it all the way
Tight up in this game, this game that I can't quit
Pleasure I get in pain, the pain will keep me sane
Feed my twisted mind, touch my skin with your razor blade
Strip me down to the bone, I'll do anything
The harder you pull my strings, the harder I get
Just a question of time before I lose my mind
The harder you tighten the rope, the harder I get
A slave to my burning desire, a taste of death
It's the game that you play with my head and I can't get enough
Triple sex, almost death, twisted love, the game I cannot bluff
It's the game that you play with my head and I won't get enough
Yeah! Go!
The touch of magic that you thought you once had
Was wiped out with that smile you forced on your face
You hide your horns and try to bury things in your hate
There's no give and take in your ugly race
Lie after lie
Through the same mistakes again
It's always the same
Time after time
Trying to save us from ourselves
But you're always too late
I'm not gonna take this shit and I'm not gonna drown
Again and again you set the rules for us to lay it down
Suits and ties decide your destiny from dollar signs
And when the goddamn boat starts to sink they don't
care who's left behind
World domination
Tries to save us
Death our savior
Termination
Step right up people and vote for your favorite
disaster
They're all corrupted so it doesn't really matter
At night their limos pulling up to the clubs
Expensive dinners whores on government's credit cards
They've done this for years then they get busted in
their act
Then you sit and cry in court and say you'll pay it
back
Lie after lie
Through the same mistakes again
It's always the same
Time after time
Trying to save us from ourselves
But you're always too late
I'm not gonna take this shit and I'm not gonna drown
Again and again you set the rules for us to lay it down
Suits and ties decide your destiny from dollar signs
And when the goddamn boat starts to sink they don't
care who's left behind
I'm not gonna take this shit
I'm not gonna drown
I'm not gonna take this shit
Good luck has never been my friend
I've always been the fool
Please don't follow shadows of mine
'cause the time is running out for me
I walk in the path of a misfits blood
No compass can stare my way
No light at the end of the tunnel
And time is running out for me
No gold at the end of the rainbow
No high hopes, dreams deceive
Follow me
The trouble seems to always wanna
Follow me
It has let me down so far so why don't you
Follow me
The trouble seems to always wanna
Follow me
It has let me down so far so why don't you
Follow me
I walk in the path of a misfits blood
No compass can stare my way
No light at the end of the tunnel
And time is running out for me
No gold at the end of the rainbow
No high hopes, dreams deceive
Follow me
The trouble seems to always wanna
Follow me
It has let me down so far so why don't you
Follow me
The trouble seems to always wanna
Follow me
It has let me down so far so why don't you
Follow me
Follow me
The trouble seems to always wanna
Follow me
It has let me down so far so why don't you
Follow me
The trouble seems to always wanna
Follow me
It has let me down so far so why don't you
The nature's abuser
The creature takes what it wants
We have no future, All hope is gone
Just crush the weak, the winner takes it all
Money makes them breathe, but not for long
How can I smile again, when it's all gonna end?
Another smoke screen, another toxic dream
We cannot change 'cause this is what we are
I want more, you want more, he wants more, she wants more
Time is ticking and we all will fall
Another oil spill, another black dream
It's not enough to live in this filthy world
I want more, you want more, he wants more, she wants more
Time is ticking and we all will fall. We will fall..
When it's all been crushed, then the winner has lost it all
The nature's abuser
The creature takes what it wants
We have no future, All hope is gone
I can not smile again cause I know it's gonna end
Another smoke screen, another toxic dream
We cannot change 'cause this is what we are
I want more, you want more, he wants more, she wants more
Time is ticking and we all will fall
Another oil spill, another black dream
It's not enough to live in this filthy world
I want more, you want more, he wants more, she wants more
I've been driving down the dark and strange highways
And I've lived it all, it's all a part of my life
I sold my soul to the devil
A desperate man in desperate times
Too blind to see
Living on the lies that feed me illusions
I keep falling
Falling into selfish bliss, crashing down
I am crawling
Crawling through remains of bitterness
We've all been going through hell
It doesn't matter who you are
You come out a stronger man
You used to see the world in gray
(?) Burn on and cold in bed (?)
Now you're too old to give a damn
Too blind to see
Living on the lies that feed me illusions
(?) Pretend to live (?), kills my enemies
I keep falling
Falling into selfish bliss, crashing down
I am crawling
Crawling through remains of bitterness
Unseen, is there anybody out there?
Unheard, can you hear me screaming?
I keep falling
Falling into selfishness, crashing down
I am crawling
Crawling through remains of bitterness
I am falling
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Eleanor Rigby, picks up the rice in the church
Where a wedding has been, lives in a dream
Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps
In a jar by the door, who is it for?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Father McKenzie writing the words of a sermon
That no one will hear, no one comes near
Look at him working, darning his socks in the night
When there's nobody there, what does he care?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Eleanor Rigby, died in the church
And was buried along with her name, nobody came
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands
As he walks from the grave, no one was saved
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people
Look at all the people
Look at all the people
Look at all the people
I've become one with the universe [Incomprehensible]
I'm controlling the power of cosmos
Hoping to drive in space, space
Acid in space
It takes me to another dimension
Relieving from reality
Living in a world of delusions
These drugs keep me sane
The world will discover
It's not all me exposing the life that you breath
Feeling lighter is all I [Incomprehensible]
Reflecting the truth to delusions and dreams
Lost in my empty feelings
It's better there, pronounce me dead
Promise I'd live like fire in the sun
I can't see through the cloud that surrounds me
Painted pictures are not like the way you think
By having the answers in my eyes
In my mind, in my soul
I'm losing control, the sky keeps falling on me
Exposing the life that you breath
Reflecting the truth to delusions and dreams
Feeling lighter is about like the heavenly seed
Why is this happening to me?
Never trusted by my inner feeling
It's better to be dead than to be alive
Painted pictures are not like the way you think
By having the answers in my eyes
In my mind, in my soul
I'm losing control the sky keeps falling on me
Exposing the life that you breath
Reflecting the truth to delusions and dreams
Feeling lighter is about like the heavenly seed
Time is running out, can't you understand?
The end is coming near, we gotta wake up fast
I don't wanna fall, all because of someone else
Decided your fate, they'll fuck you in
Burn above the line
Destroy your suffering life, we cannot hide
Well, I guess that the walls are closing in
You cannot breathe, there we can't [Incomprehensible]
No cure when you bleed, no cure when you breathe
I've been to hell and back again, confronted Lucifer's heir
I threw him aside, I chose the side
The end of Jesus Christ, how pathetic and out framed
[Incomprehensible] revenge of the devil
I've seen the angels falling
I feel the pain is coming closing in
I hear the dead are crying
I see the devil, he's smiling
Of all the power of the mighty flames
I am the only one that rules now
He's got your soul, you'll lose your mind
It's outta control, you're gonna die
I've seen the angels falling
I feel the pain is coming closing in
I hear the dead are crying
I see the devil, he's smiling
The devil's got your soul
The devil's got your soul
The devil's got your soul
The devil's got your soul
I've seen the angels falling
I feel the pain is coming closing in
I hear the dead are crying
I see the devil, he's smiling
[Incomprehensible]
I can feel the energy
Feels like I've been up on an experiment on ecstasy
I feel it kicking in again [Incomprehensible]
Your only motive, you're alive you never die
Searching for those sleepless prayers of your life
Come to find out that you been living a lie
Realities reflect the shadows in the night
Did you ever realize how I know
Like nowhere riding around with a gun
Ride around the storm will never stop
[Incomprehensible]
[Incomprehensible]
When all the lucky ones get by
Re-entering a pain called life
Pain is life, life is pain
Searching for those sleepless prayers of your life
Come to find out that you been living a lie
Realities reflect the shadows in the night
Did you ever realize how I know
Like nowhere riding around with a gun
Ride around the storm will never stop
Searching for those sleepless prayers of your life
Come to find out that you been living a lie
Realities reflect the shadows in the night
Did you ever realize how I know
Like nowhere riding around with a gun
I'm going for a ride
And I hope I'll never ever get back here again
Numbing my body with drugs and lies
Try to find a place where
I can finally die
Walk with me on the other side
and I show what life is all about
The rush I get from death
It's all that eggs me to die
Every dream must die
As I try to drag you down in the dirt
Why is life worth living
When we all just life to suffer and Sacrifice
Life is like a wheel
You can run and run and you will never get there
Spinning faster then you could
Understand
You're on your knees again
Why do we have to live in fear?
The future's looking dark
No one seems to care
It's a shame, it keeps pounding my head
I feel sick, is there someone to blame?
Now where do we go
When there's nowhere to turn?
It's starting to show
Will we ever learn?
Countdown to extinction
It has only begun
We're heading for extinction
To be one with the sun
The sun is burning through our skin the blood is boiling hot
Cancer's spreading out
I see the end is closing in
The world is turning black, acid rain
It's a shame, it keeps pounding my head
I feel sick, is there someone to blame?
Now where do we go
When there's nowhere to turn?
It's starting to show
Will we ever learn?
Do you feel ready to die?
Or have you changed your mind?
Countdown to extinction
It has only begun
We're heading for extinction
To be one with the sun
Now where do we go
When there's nowhere to turn?
It's starting to show
Press my face in this dirt
See how long I can hold my breath
Pour some salt in my wounds
I am just someone who doesn't fit in your world
How can I smile with your gun to my head?
How can I reach out when you're holding me back?
I am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me
Just save yourself
Fade away
I wanna fade away
You give me your hand, I don't want it
I'll rather drown on my own
You try to give me relief, I don't need it
I'll rather put the gun to my head
Bitterness is calling inside
I am already damned
The fire in my soul is slowly dying
You know my destiny calls my name
Fade away
I wanna fade away
Fade away
I gotta think of something
to make you think less
of me, that I am nothing
to hold on to, cause we are through
I dislike you
I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
just get me off your mind
if the bitch would have a son
then I would be the one
so hate me
geese, flying from the winter
that's what I should do, do, do
or become a sprinter
and run away
cause we are through
I dislike you
I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
just get me off your mind
if the bitch would have a son
then I would be the one
I am being mean
like no one's ever been
just hate me...
I wish that you could hate me
then things would be so easy
We came with nothing and with nothing we'll leave
The wheels of fortune has stopped and it bleeds
The burning angel and hungry crows
They're black eyes that drill holes in our souls
The tortured souls that won't find its peace
The endless screams that echo on
Lay down with the dead, the funeral has begun
No one comes to pay respect, lay to rest
The night is still yours
When you're sleeping with the dead
And he smiles at you as he takes your life
It burns inside of you
It burns when you die
How sweet and calm, buried six feet under
Ashes to ashes and dust to dus
The time has come to pay the price
When you're left to ro
Close your eyes and rest in pain
The endless screams that echo on
Lay down with the dead, the funeral has begun
No one comes to pay respect, lay to rest
The night is still yours
When you're sleeping with the dead
When you sleep with the dead it burns
Lay down with the dead, the funeral has begun
No one comes to pay respect, lay to rest
The night is still yours
I feel you breathing down my neck
Nowhere to hide
I thought I could get away
But it's a good day to die
My time has come
But I don't think I am ready yet
I've lost the game
I thought I played so very well
No, I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go
No, I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna die, I got more to give
Here I stand, the accused
With a rope around my neck
Just wait for the final call
Then I'll be gone
Never got the chance to say goodbye
Never got the chance to take the time to enjoy my life
No, I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go
No, I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna die, I got more to give
Don't take my life away now
No, I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna go
No, I don't wanna go now
I don't wanna die, I got more to give
No, I don't wanna go now
Speeding through hell and the devil will set your soul
I'm living your life I'll control your face smashed against the wall
Starting the day with a drink and a fat white line
Their pumping you up with drugs and fame and lies
Breathing in breathing out
I look through the dirt six feet under ground
Buried alive let me out
I'll take my last breath lost my heart then I'll die
Chemicals run through your eyes saving you from going insane
The more that you snort the more you fry your brain
Breathing in breathing out
I look through the dirt six feet under ground
Buried alive let me out
Learn how to live
Learn how to breathe
Learn how to kill
Learn how to die
Raped by my own life
Suffocated by my own lungs
Murdered by my own hands
Dead by my own death
Stuck in my own nightmare
I can't understand
What did I do wrong
To deserve this pain
PAIN!!!
Dealing with my own hate
all I get is pain
Shadows hunting me
All I do is freak
Insanity is getting closer now
How long can I survive
The greed I get from this world
Is sucking me dry
Learn how to live
Learn how to breathe
Learn how to kill
Choked by your own lies
God blessed no one
Controlled by your brainwashed mind
A vision of salvation nowhere to be found
Your religion makes me sick
Will your god forgive you for all your sins
Mine will after I rip your fucking head off
I'm my own god
I live my life on my own term
Don't need to tell me what to do
Your whole life has been about kissing ass
Burn in paradise
There is no pearly gate
Burn in paradise
You stick your hands out, I'll cut 'em off
You build it up, I'll make it fall
you wont get any sympathy from me
I'm my own god
I live my life on my own term
Your god can't help you now
Where is your salvation
There is no god
Burn in paradise
There is no pearly gate
Burn in paradise
Choke on your lies
I never do it for nothing
It's never been for free
I never cared about nothing
Unless it satisfied me
My only game is surviving
And try to stay alive
I'm struggling in the underworld
That suffocates my life
Suicide machine
Locked up in this cage
Suicide machine
I don't understand
They tried to shut me up
They tried to shut me down
They tried to throw me away, I'll never give it up
I'm never gonna stop, I will fight to the end
I'll stand tall, I'll break bones
I'll give them hell
No bullshit and I'm still here
You better catch me dead
Suicide machine
Locked up in this cage
Suicide machine
I don't understand
You have always tried to crush
And break me down
But I will never ever give up
Without a fight
I am the man
And it will always be me
Dreaming of a life in peace
But it was never meant for me
Suicide machine
Locked up in this cage
Suicide machine
I don't understand
Suicide machine
I don't understand
Suicide machine
this is an ambient instrumental piece..
Creeping and Cracking
Baby don't look back, no one goes home tonight
The evil we see and the evil we do
Brings out the beast in me and you
Waking up from screaming
You think it's all in your head
My my, it's a bad day to be alive
It's crawling under your skin and feeds of your hate
Just close your eyes and wait till the sun goes down
You better stay awake
The dark comes knocking so you better start running
Fear the demon in me, Fear the demon in you
Hear the voices calling you
Shadow's tongue licking your flesh
Rips the clothes clean of your body
Strip you clean straight down to the bones
You can't stay awake, You can't fall asleep
He's coming for your life
Don't wanna wake up dead, you know you're over your head
There ain't no turning back
You better stay awake
The dark comes knocking so you better start running
Fear the demon in me, Fear the demon in you
Laying in sweet tears
Dreams are turning into a living hell
The nightmares you see and the terror you feel
Takes a turn for the worse and becomes real
You better stay awake
The dark comes knocking so you better start running
Now I've got something to say
So just get out of my way
I won't take shit from you or anyone that stands in my way
I've been quiet too long and now it's out of control
I've had it up to here and nothing's gonna stop me now
I don't believe in god or destiny
I always lived my life with one foot into the grave
The world is cruel and filled with enemies
I take my chances cause I know my life won't go anywhere
We're searching, we're burning out
It's hard to find when both feet are nailed to the ground
We're stranded, we're all tied up
We're hammered down with both feet are nailed to the ground
Nothing in life is for free, everything has price
You start to pay when you're born until the day you die
They turn you into a machine and keep you in the line
If you fall out of their path they will come after you
I don't believe in god or destiny
I always lived my life with one foot into the grave
We're searching, we're burning out
It's hard to find when both feet are nailed to the ground
We're stranded, we're all tied up
We're hammered down with both feet are nailed to the ground
Ah, I won't go down on my knees
They won't stop until I hit rock bottom
No.... I won't go down on my knees
In this government controlled society
NO NO NO... I won't go down...
We're searching, we're burning out
It's hard to find when both feet are nailed to the ground
We're stranded, we're all tied up
Woke up this morning
with my head in the dirt
Master of disaster has raped my soul again
I feel like shit and my body hurts
What did I do?
Can't remember a thing
Not a thing
It's constant battle
And the bottle always wins
I wanna go all the way
Down the bottle's nest
I'm gonna go all the way
Why pretend?
I'm falling
Another day
Another party
Another toast
I slam the drink
And I almost fall
And the madness is ready to choke my throat
It doesn't matter
It won't hurt at all
Not at all
I've stopped fighting the bottle
'Cause the bottle always wins
I wanna go all the way
Down the bottle's nest
I'm gonna go all the way
Why pretend?
Pour me another drink
Oh how I need it bad
Pour me another drink
Pour it down my throat
I wanna go all the way
Down the bottle's nest
I'm gonna go all the way
Destroy Society, Erase your enemy
for trying to break you down
Shut down, Shut up, Give in, Give up
The only thing that exists in their poisoned mind
I'm not gonna take it anymore
This is my life, I wanna have control
I'm gonna make history
As I'm going on a crusade with my '44
Greed feel the greed
Greed taste the greed
He feeds of the other people's misery
The power is his greed
He's trying to play god with your life
But we all can see through
A lot of people have been suffering
And that gives him a kick
Push him against the wall
And let him taste your fist
Greed feel the greed
Greed taste the greed
For how long can a man hold his position
Do anything and still get away with it
What makes him so fucking special
A corrupted man with power as his only friend
Execution is the only justice
Justice...
Greed feel the greed
You can bitch all you want cause I don't care
It's a real fine line between being good and being bad
Might as well crash and burn cause we never ever gonna learn
I rather stick to being a bad boy than being real burned
Now I got your attention
I need to ease my mind
You think you are the main attraction
I am your great pretender
The hero and you savior
I am your great pretender
The alien you surrender to
Now when our future is dark
And it's hard to predict
Can someone please, please tell me, who am I supposed to be
I just keep on rolling till someone stops me
Don't wanna live in the past, I just wanna be me
Now I got your full attention
I need to ease my mind
You think you are the main attraction
I am your great pretender
The hero and you savior
I am your great pretender
The alien you surrender to
Reach for the sky, and I'll be there
Step into the light I'll pull you trough
Just close your eyes and take my pills
I am your great pretender
The hero and you savior
I am your great pretender
The alien you surrender to
Waking up from this dream
Got a feeling that something is wrong
There's blood in the bodies everywhere
What the hell have I done
Was I walking in my sleep or is it just a conspiracy
All I know that I'm in too deep
Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
How am I supposed leave
I lost my family, lost my jobs and my friends
There's nothing left for me to live in this hell
All I remember is there was said goodnight
And on my life is living hell
Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
How am I supposed leave
Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
Where the hell did I do wrong
Where I go wrong
I need the pictures in my dreams
Where in every deposit is
Then I'm ever gonna be dream
I can't erase your memory
Save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
How am I supposed leave
save me
Please wake me up from this dream
Save me
Where the hell did I do Wrong
Save me
Where I go wrong
The only thing I ever wanted, the only thing I ever needed
is my own way - I gotta have it all
I don't want your opinion, I don't need your ideas
stay the fuck out of my face, stay away from me
I am my own god - I do as I please
just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth
I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around
my mind is playing tricks on me
I am not as stable as I used to be
pushed and shoved, you know you're going too far
I will not break my back for you no more, I am gonna go my
I am gonna take control
time to wake up and dig myself out of this hell
just wipe your own ass and - shut your mouth
I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around - shut your mouth
You're getting what your ego deserves - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around - shut your mouth
shut your mouth
I had enough and you're going down - shut your mouth
what comes around you know goes around
shut your mouth
shut your mouth
Never done a hard day's work
In your whole life
Born with a silver spoon
Shoved down your throat
I don't care, I don't care, no
I don't care, I don't care about you
So you think
You're better than me
No matter how much money you got
You still bleed
I don't care, I don't care, no
I don't care, I don't care about you
I don't care, I don't care, no
I don't care, I don't care about you
Not everything is for sale
Can't buy yourself happiness
Taste it, want it, need it, give me
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who's the richest motherfucker of them all?
I don't care, I don't care, no
I don't care, I don't care about you
I don't care, I don't care, no
We all are crying for the life we can not get
The mystery of mankinds complex DNA
We're running out of meaning
We're running out of being alive
We have no purpose breathing
Might as well just spit and die
Live fast, die young
Who cares about the world when it soon will be gone
Burn fast, die hard
There is no future and there's nowhere to run
I won't support the lies of saving our world
We're already out of time and soon we all gonna burn
The climate is big business, everyone is trying to make a dime
We have no purpose breathing
Might as well just spit and die...
Live fast, die young
Who cares about the world when it soon will be gone
Burn fast, die hard
There is no future and there's nowhere to run
The floods and hurricanes harvest lives
It's just a taste of cynic paradise... we're all gonna die
Live fast, die young
Who cares about the world when it soon will be gone
Burn fast, die hard
Trapped in a nightmare called life
With no sign of exit I am gonna die
My soul is filled with hate
Can't see through my anger
My selfconfidence has been dead for years
How can I live this life
I've been destroyed a thousand times
Still try to stand tall
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck
You get feed of my misery
Stabbing the knife deep in my back
I can't run and hide from myself
Selfdestructive schizophrenic behaviour
Can't run away form myself
There's no way to escape
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck
Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
Watch the madman float away
But not knowing it's killing me
Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
Im slippin´ away as it's
He was a drunk
He was a punk-ass useless slob and he didn't even wanna get a job.
He'd forgotten how to be himself.
They say the world is a stage and every man must play his part,
but he didn't make the call-back list.
He had a five o'clock shadow on his heart.
He was so weak he couldn't even make a fist to punch himself.
She came along, and right away he felt a little less wrong, subsequently just a little more strong - This anomaly flipped his lid.
He checked his hair, and smoothed out the ruffles in his shirt because he suddenly remembered how to flirt.
He took a Tic-Tac (he knew it wouldn't hurt!), he put his lips on yellow alert, and he said 'Hello, how are you?' and he shook her little hand. (Whoa!)
These days he don't know that muhc about much but here's his summary: God is great, the devil is bad, and somewhere in the middle there's you and me...
In the wreckage and the ruin (standing side by side) and they know what they're doin'.
In fact he feels like he is finally pulling away from the devil since he met her.
His strength is coming right back like a prodigal son, like a prodigal son.
He checked his couch, and his pockets, and his car's ashtray, and he found enough dinero to pay for things from the Goodwill Store like soap and Listerine to make him fresh and clean, and a pretty decent old black comb (he found it on the street on his way home).
He borrowed some SpeedStick from the guy in the apartment behind him.
He didn't tell him, though I hope he doesn't mind him, he really shouldn't leave his door unlocked, because he also took a pair of his socks, and a Falco tape, I'm sure he didn't play it anymore. (Whoa!)
Shaved face, smooth as onion, dressed in out-of-fashion clothes, ready for their secret tryst about which everybody knows....
And that's perfectly cool.
He's always been a big fool.
But thanks to her, he thinks he's finally pulling away from the devil, he's just begun;
His strength is coming right back like a prodigal son, like a prodigal son.
(breakdown:)
One step forward, two back. (Plastic loser falling behind)
One step forward, two back. (No dice, he chose the moves that he made)
And the moves that he made led him away, away from the game.
Same old same old, but further away...
And he still finds life perplexing but he submits his thesis humbly: God is great, the devil is bad, and somewhere in the middle there's you and me...
In the wreckage and ruin (standing side by side) and they know what they're doin'.
She is the oil can to his tin man, the extra stuffing to his scarecrow, the gamma rays to his Incredible Hulk (though that sounds crude)
And he feels like he is finally pulling away from the devil since he met her.
Hangman, Is it me your looking for
I don't think I'm ready to leave
Crushed by society, I don't understand
Victim of reality, I crawl back in my shell
Nobody lives forever
Everything begins where it ends
Confusion in my own desperation
I'm the chosen one to suffer
Are you really gonna leave me crying
Are you really gonna leave me drowning
Are you really gonna leave medying
Are you really gonna let me down
I am a perfect death
I'm on the edge
I am the freak
And no one cares
Are you really gonna leave me crying
Are you really gonna leave me drowning
Are you really gonna leave medying
Darling stop confusing me
With your wishful thinking
Hopeful embraces
Don't you understand?
I have to go through this
I belong to here, where
No one cares and no one loves
No light no air to live in
A place called hate
The city of fear
I play dead
It stops the hurting
I play dead
And hurting stops
It's sometimes just like sleeping
Curling up inside my private tortures
I nestle into pain
Hug suffering
Caress ever ache
I play dead
