Spoleto (Latin Spoletium) is an ancient city in the Italian province of Perugia in east central Umbria on a foothill of the Apennines. It is 20 km (12 mi) S. of Trevi, 29 km (18 mi) N. of Terni, 63 km (39 mi) SE of Perugia; 212 km (132 mi) SE of Florence; and 126 km (78 mi) N of Rome.
Spoleto was situated on the eastern branch of the Via Flaminia, which forked into two roads at Narni and rejoined at Forum Flaminii, near Foligno. An ancient road also ran hence to Nursia. The Ponte Sanguinario of the 1st century BCE still exists. The Forum lies under today's marketplace.
Located at the head of a large, broad valley, surrounded by mountains, Spoleto has long occupied a strategic geographical position. It appears to have been an important town to the original Umbri tribes, who built walls around their settlement in the 5th century BC, some of which are visible today.
The first historical mention of Spoletium is the notice of the foundation of a colony there in 241 BC; and it was still, according to Cicerocolonia latina in primis firma et illustris: a Latin colony in 95 BC. After the Battle of Lake Trasimene (217 BC) Spoletium was attacked by Hannibal, who was repulsed by the inhabitants During the Second Punic War the city was a useful ally to Rome. It suffered greatly during the civil wars of Gaius Marius and Sulla. The latter, after his victory over Crassus, confiscated the territory of Spoletium (82 BC). From this time forth it was a municipium.
Plot
Leon Bernstein is New York's best news photographer in 1942, equally at home with cops or crooks. The pictures are often of death and pain, but they are the ones the others wish they had got. Then glamorous Kay Levitz turns to him when the Mob seem to be muscling in on the club she owns due to some arrangement with her late husband. Bernstein, none too successful with women, agrees to help, saying there may be some good photos in it for him. In fact, he is falling in love with Kay.
Keywords: 1940s, black-market, blackmail, camera, cigar-smoking, cigarette-smoking, crime-scene, freelance-journalist, gas-rationing, gun-shooting
Murder. Scandal. Crime. No matter what he was shooting, "The Great Bernzini" never took sides, he only took pictures... Except once.
No matter what he was shooting, he never got involved -- except once.
Kay Levitz: It doesn't matter what people say unless you believe them.
Leon (Bernzy) Bernstein: Nobody does what I do. Nobody.
Leon (Bernzy) Bernstein: Everybody loves to have their picture took. Everybody.
we spend so much time together you would think that we could talk about it you would think that we could try to work together just one time all of my accusations don't add up to anything not to mention all of yours a string of unrelated words step back on the el-train i am alone this city's mine step back from the window tonight this city is all mine the revolution's almost here i think it's almost here we're both so fucking unhappy being together and i've never understood why it's never been that good is my existence just a force of habit maybe you're superfluous a crutch maybe i should kick you like a drug step back on the el-train i am alone this city's mine step back from the window tonight this city is all mine the revolution's almost here i think it's almost here and make no mistake i know it's a lost cause it's bad situation for everyone i try it ry like a ctacher in the rye but my arms are not big enough to catch you when you're falling i've done my part to maek this whole thing unbearable but if you really want to know how i feel before you go all that i know for sure is that i love you with all of my hear i know that i will miss you 'til the day i die step back on the green line i am alone this city's mine step back from the window tonight this fucking city's mine the revolution's almost here i think it's almost hereand make no mistake i know it's a lost cause it's a bad situation for everyone i try i try like a catcher in the rye but my arms are not big enough to catch you when you're falling no communication we're falling away is it self-preservation or reality i try i try like a catcher in the rye but i can't stop either one of us from destroyinig ourselves do you hear that the sine will rise for yoiu do you feel it the sin is rising for you do you feel it a blood red sun warming you do you do you feel it a beautiful sun watching over you do you
Featuring: Jay-Z, RZA, Swizz Beatz, Cyhi the Prince
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Two hands in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, I mean ridiculous
It's like that sometimes, this shit ridiculous
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Middle finger in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, man, ridiculous
Life can be sometimes ridiculous
I'm so appalled, Spalding ball
Balding Donald Trump taking dollars from y'all
Baby you're fired, your girlfriend hired
But if you don't mind I'ma keep you on call
We above the law, we don't give a fuck 'bout y'all
I got dogs that'll chew a fucking hole through the wall
But since they all love us, I need more rubbers
And If I don't use rubbers, need more covers
Housekeeping, I mean goddamn
One time, let it be a bad bitch sweeping
That know we get O's like Cheerios
That know because they seen us in the videos
That know the day that you play me
Will be the same day MTV play videos
That was a little joke, voila
Praises due to the most high, Allah
Praises due to the most fly, Prada
Baby, I'm magic, ta-dah
Address me as your highness, high as United
Thirty thousand feet up and you are not invited
Niggas be writing bullshit like they gotta work
Niggas is going through real shit, man they outta work
That's why another goddamn dance track gotta hurt
That's why I rather spit something that gotta purp'
Champagne wishes, thirty white bitches
I mean this shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
I mean this shit is fucking ridiculous
Five star dishes, different exotic fishes
Man, this shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
How should I begin this? I'm just so offended
How am I even mentioned by all these fuckin' beginners?
I'm so appalled, I might buy the mall
Just to show niggas how much more I have installed
I'm fresher than you all, so I don't have to pause
All of y'all can suck my balls through my drawers
Dark Knight feeling, die, you be a hero
Or live long enough to see yourself become a villain
I went from the favorite to the most hated
But would you rather be underpaid or overrated?
Moral victories is for minor league coaches
And 'Ye already told you we major, you cockroaches
Show me where the boats is, Ferrari Testarossa's
The Hammer went and broke so you know I'm more focused
I lost thirty mil' so I spent another thirty
'Cause unlike hammer thirty million can't hurt me
Fucking insane, the fuck am I saying?
Not only am I fly, I'm fucking not playing
All these little bitches too big for they britches
Burning their little bridges, fucking ridiculous
Champagne wishes, thirty white bitches
I mean this shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
I mean this shit is fucking ridiculous
Five star dishes, different exotic fishes
Man, this shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
Success is what you make it, take it how it come
A half a mil' in twenties like a billion where I'm from
An arrogant drug dealer, the legend I've become
CNN said I'll be dead by twenty-one
Blackjack, I just pulled an ace
You looking at the king in his face
Everything I dream, motherfuckers, I'm watching it take shape
While to you I'm just a young rich nigga that lacks faith
Range Rove, leather roof, love war, fuck a truce
Still move a bird like I'm in bed with mother goose
Them ho's coming in a baker's dozen
Claiming they was with me when they know they really wasn't
I keep the city's best never said she was the brightest
So if you had her too it don't effect me in the slightest
I never met a bitch that didn't need a little guidance
So I dismiss her past until she disappoints your highness
I speak the gospel, hostile
Tony doing time for what he did to nostrils
Paranoid mind I'm still under the watchful
Eye of the law, aspire for more
Them kilo's came we gave you Bobby Brown jaw
Flaws ain't flaws when it's you that makes the call
Flow similar to the legends of the falls
Spill it, I own you all, yeah
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Two hands in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, I mean ridiculous
It's like that sometimes, this shit ridiculous
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Middle finger in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, man, ridiculous
Life can be sometimes ridiculous
I am so outrageous
I wear my pride on my sleeve like a bracelet
If god had a iPod, I'd be on his playlist
My phrases amazing, the faces and places, the favorite
My cup overruneth with hundreds
Dummy, damn it's hard not for me to waste it
The new commandment: thou should not hate, kid
My movement is like the Civil Rights, I'm Ralph David
Abernathy, so call my lady Rosa Parks
I am nothin' like them niggas, baby, those are marks
I met this girl on Valentine's Day, fucked her in May
She found out about April so she chose to march
Damn, another broken heart
I keep bitches by the two's nigga, Noah's ark
I got a seven on me, I call my dro Lamar
Plus a Trojan in my pocket, Matt Leinart
G-A-T in the path finder
'Cause you haters got PhD's
Y'all just some major haters and some math minors
Tiger Woods, don't make me grab iron
Hey yo, champagne wishes and thirty white bitches
You know this shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
You know this shit is fucking ridiculous
Cars for the misses and furs for the mistress
You know that shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
You know this shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Two hands in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, I mean ridiculous
It's like that sometimes, this shit ridiculous
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Middle finger in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, man, ridiculous
There are so many sides to every story
And this is mine
A dirty pair of hands sometimes has to come clean
And now is the time
I just couldn't see love's great defection
Now it's flourishing in one dimension
Love went over the wall
Was it pushed or did it fall?
The official story was a 60/40 split
Cut with a knife
But now that I'm ghostwriting your autobiography
This ought to be your life
You wouldn't have to be a great detective
To see the things you do to me are self-reflexive
They bounce right back from me
Cos I'm a human trampoline
Seem now, it's so hard to take
Heart to hearts that were heart for heart's sake
Now Cupid only watches darts
Love is just the sum of its parts
Together we were a perfect circle
I think that we should get back again
I'll hold you close and we'll roll all the way
Down to Lover's Lane
We're just two sides of a vulgar fraction
Waiting for a little love interaction
When the borderline will fall
Without you I mean half of nothing at all
Looking back it seems like fake
Heart to hearts that were heart for hearts sake
I should have known right from the start
I want you know, I want the fake
I learnt the laws and found it's just give and take
(You give and I take)
I've got the guts, I will restart
And love is only the sum of its parts
Love is the sum of its parts
Yes it is.
Spoiled children soon to fall
Freedom is the lie we live
We will wait for tragedy
And scatter helpless to the fire
Sorry for ourselves
Sorry for the things we've seen
No one cries for help
Waiting for the fire
When all our toys are burning
All these empty urges must be satisfied
Acted outside
Precious strength to turn the game to history
Giving up, I'm blown away
He said all I had to say
The final days have come and gone
Safe inside; there's nothing wrong
Nothing in these words
Sorry force of habit
Could it be way over my head?
Helpless to describe it
Could it be way over my head?
Helpless to describe it
Could it be way over my head?
Helpless to describe it
Dumb & cruel
Cut before it's grown
Lies so forced in bored control
You were there, when I needed a place to crash,
I had no money, you gave me all your cash.
You're my burning sun in my darkest hour,
you're the problems I can't solve.
Soaking up all your radiation, it's around you I revolve.
You cleanse my soul when you mop my brow.
Your sweet flesh is what I need ..
I cut myself and see you bleed.
For your love I have a greed,
I cut myself and see you bleed (on the razors edge).
It's dark and I'm desperate, I'm broke and I'm hungry.
It's cold and I'm freezing, It's hot and I'm sweating.
You don't get pity in a cut throat world,
go and live in the city and find yourself a girl.
Make sure she's pretty and you like her curves,
but you don't pity in a cut throat world.
You've picked me up every time I've fallen down,
mended my bones when they've cracked .. without a sound.
You balance my scales when they start to tip, if the level ever drops.
Filling my head with point blank advice,
You've been identified
You've been exemplified
I see you standing there playing with your hair
I'm talking to you but you don't even care
I talk to people but most don't listen
They have a hard time dealing just with themselves
most people are just narcissistic
or they're just temporarily disconnected
These people got lots to say
but they don't have much to hear...Split! Split!
This girl had a sign on her face
I get worse just ad beer.
You've been identified
You've been exemplified
I see you standing there playing with your hair
I'm talking to you but you don't even care
I don't have time for your vanity
Just how much do you think you can change?
Don't want to see you on just sunny days
and I'd never want to buy your lunch again
Don't want to hear how fat you are
when you're as skinny as you can be
Don't want to hear you asking
"Is she cuter than me?"
I'm getting on my way
'cause I can see that it's not your day
I'm getting on my way from you...
You've been identified
You've been exemplified
I see you standing there playing with your hair
I'm talking to you but you don't even care
I talk to people but most don't listen
They have a hard time dealing just with themselves
most people are self-centristic
or they're just temporarily disconnected
I don't think in any situation
I could help you veer from your destination
I don't think in any situation
I could hang with you without frustration.
I'm getting on my way
'cause I can see that it's not your day
I could walk a million miles. Suffer freezing rain and failure. It's familiar. This time you have gone too far. Stole my memories and teardrops. Now it all stops. Old truths have taken shape. They form themselves inside your landscape. And now I'm a million miles from home. I don't know. Still, I can see so clearly. I don't care. Suffer sacrifice in vain. Seems like endless pain inside me. It's colliding. Still, you've got no choice at all. Make a choice before your world stops. Before your smile drops. You've made the same mistake again. Did you think I'd really buy it? You shouldn't try it. There's no one here in your defense. They know you lie and don't make sense. Are you getting tense?
I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself
I've never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don't know what I left you for
See I thought that I could replace you
He can't love me the way you do
'Till now I never knew
Baby
I'm spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What's the point it's just a waste of time
I'm spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to fight
Don't want to live without you in my life
I'm spoiled
I tried to tell myself that I'd be over you in a week or two
But baby that was 'bout a year ago
I've never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can't let go, oh no
Spoil me
And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there's room for someone else in my heart
There ain't no way I'm getting over you
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
I'm hopeless, helpless when it comes to you
When I look into your big brown eyes
I see no one there I can despise
When I see deep in your soul
I feel so safe just holding on
But they tell me that it- okay
That theyâ-e raping lots of women every single day
Bolwing away all the children
If they were yours what would you do?
I want to know
Why are you so spoilt
I want to know
Why are you so spoilt
Painfully I watch the sunspots fade
My home is gone my body decayed
IŽ seconds away from all of you
When we meet again what will you do?
Our eyes are burnt now we can˜ see
Our hands are scorched we cannot feel
The war is ours and now you know weâ-e all to blame
It- such a shame
I want to know
Why are you so spoilt
I want to know
Why are you so spoilt
Never seen a war in my country
Never watched my sisters die
Never felt a burn of Nepalm
Never lost my hair to a flame of destiny
Don˜ drink the milk it- spoiled
Don˜ breathe the air it- spoiled
And don˜ step on the grass, Sam, it- spoiled!
In the red red acid rain
And in and out of our remains - spoiled
IŽ once removed, IŽ twice removed
IŽ so removed from the pain
So I remain spoiled spoiled
So I stay wrapped in your womb
So safe so safe inside your room
Holding on and holding on and holding on and on and on
I want to know
Why are you so
I want to know
Why are you so
I want to know
Why are you so
I want to know
Why are you so
Spoiled!
[Chorus:]
I got my heat up high and my windows low... gekked I don't kno which way to go baby I'm so blow'd... blow'd blow'd
And if it's just me and my dogs we jus ridin through the town checkin our traps makin our rounds... gettin blow'd blow'd blow'd
[Verse 1:]
I wake up every mornin with money on mind, gucci on my body diamonds on my time, on the phone transcating heard that u ain't wasting mine.
My time I hit the trap and get back on my grind.
For a duce and a sprite in a stirofoam cup, purple cushin in my blunt smoke my newport to the but, wat u know,
Wat you know bout dat ridin round smokin traxs while I'm droppin off them packs, gettin money in the streets man that's is not an obsticle, 007 Mr. mission impossible
Man I got a vato whos got blocks of the blanco... and get em by the quatro but get em off pronto.
I got my head up high and my windows low... gekked I don't kno which way to go baby I'm so blow'd... blow'd
And if it's just me and my dogs we jus ridin through the town checkin our traps makin our rounds... gettin blow'd blow'd blow'd
[Verse 2:]
Everyday I'm hustlin like the damn song, geeked up like look which planet should I land on, money don't grow on trees but shawty lumble on, mr cut the check man u don't see the numbers off.
I hear everytime they see I be sittin up high shades on my eyes everytime I ride by so blow'd blow'd...
Hood like blik I ain't got shit else to do but get blow'd n get money til my face turn blue... yea the lawyers paid off where da case went to. I got a bitch on my side where her face went to...
[Chorus:]
I got my head up high and my windows low... gekked I don't kno which way to go baby I'm so blow'd... blow'd blow'd
This day something happens and of course you're there
This day or another you are always near
Mingling incognito - always claiming your share
Gimme gimme something - best pals I swear
This day or another you would never care
This place or another you are everywhere
Chit-chat small talk - guess who's there
Go get a life - get the fuck out of here
Numb in your mind - in your head
It must stop
It must come to an end
Dumb inside your head
Time to stop
You have come to reach the end
You're like a bad habit
Never left behind
No getting rid of
Like things you can't deny
guess it all started in your apartment (x5)
you were in europe, she was your sublet
and i thought that she looked like an angel
i put my mouth up against her halo
after your party in front of your roommates
we walked out the doorway and got on the subway
we went two at a time through the turnstile
we went two at a time through the turnstile
and i got your postcard, it was from the pantheon
it was the first peek at greece that i'd had in weeks
and i thank you, wanna say i'm sorry that i got your
sublet
and i lit her cigarette
and she smoked and i made some progress
we've all got our little secrets
angel have you ever seen the way these city slickers look
I think they look incredible (x3)
angel have you ever seen the way that coney island looks
In silence I see and praise the empty
As sunlight splits through naked trees
Nothing that feels invisible exists
You may believe in me
But I won't let you go with my soul
It's all around me
The season of red green and gold
The cold wind steals your memory
Fresh out of my mind
The sky will fix the broken
Emotion in my eyes
I find support in the air
I find support anywhere
I find support in the floods
I find support in the love
You may believe in me
But my heart is staying here with me
Dancing like the dying leaves
As they spiral on the breeze
For I must learn to live
No longer as a fugitive
And I will endure bravely
All the forsaken beings expect us to fill the void
With the new faith.
When it also proves inefficient, they turn against us...
Sheep in wolves' skin
Crave for the road signs on the lost highway
Assume the position!
Kneel! Kneel! Kneel!
I am the new salesman of salvation
Accept the victorious drug
For the emotionally crippled.
Addicted to believing
Ready for bleeding
Whatever the cause
Whichever the cross
Angry dark-ornate faces
Yield for a forgiving father
If not holy then black instead
Just another blind guardian of wicked destiny
From one altar to the other
New life every new call
Catching on many straws
Getting high on your own fall
I am the new dealer of faith
New Salesman of Salvation
Of the hardest drug ever known
When you die I'm gonna roll around and laugh on the floor
I'll party like we never had a party before
When you fall I'm gonna be there just to raise up a glass
All dreams fulfilled of putting boots in your ass
You know there's something inside me
Like an animal that's gotta get out
You know there's something inside me
That makes me wanna put my fist in your mouth
When I die I'm gonna come back and haunt you for fun
Slam doors, move books, make you pee while you run
When I'm done I'm gonna celebrate my ghostly success
With my invisible penis watching ladies undress
You know there's something inside me
Like an animal that's gotta get out
You know there's something inside me
But it's not me
You know there's something inside me
Like an animal that's gotta get out
You know there's something inside me
That makes me wanna put my fist in your mouth
[Music & words: Saikkonen]
Never wanted to let you go
Out of my reach
I saw you flying into my dreams
I got to bring you down
You spilled the water
Spilled the water so deadly calm
I was reborn, was reborn
I felt my blood
You sucked my blood
You tempt me to unleash the wicked one
A motion so unreal
You?ll take me somewhere
You force me to reveal
[Swizz Beatz:]
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Two hands in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes I mean ridiculous
It's like that sometimes shit's ridiculous
One hand in the air if you don't really care
Middle finger in the air if you don't really care
It's like that sometimes, man ridiculous
Life can be sometimes ridiculous
[Kanye West:]
I'm so appalled
Spalding balled,
Balled in and Donald Trump taking dollars from ya'll
Baby your fire and your girlfriend hired
And if you don't mind, I'm a keep you on call
We above the law, we don't give a fuck by ya'll
I got dogs that chew a fuckin' hole through the wall
But since they all lovers
I need more rubbers
And if I don't use rubbers, need more covers
House keeping, I mean gawd damn one time
Let it be a bad bitch sweeping
That know we get O's like Cheerios
That know cause they seen us in the videos
That know, the day that you play me
Will be the same day MTV play videos
That was a little joke, Voila!
Praises due to the most high, Allah
Praises due to the most fly, Prada
Baby I'm magic, Tadah!
Address me as your highness
High as United, 30, 000 feet up and you are not invited
Niggas be writin' bullshit like they gotta work
Niggas going through real shit, man they outta work
That's why I never gawd damn dance track, gotta hurt
That's why I rather spit something that gotta perch
Champagne wishes, 30 white bitches
I mean the shit is, fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous, I mean the shit is
Fucking ridiculous
[Pusha T:]
5 star dishes, different exotic fishes
Man this shit is, fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
[Jay-Z:]
How should I begin this
I'm just so offended
How am I even mentioned by all these fucking beginners?
I'm so appalled I might buy the mall
Just to show niggas how much more I have in stall
I'm fresher than you all
So I don't have to pause
All of y'all can suck my balls through my draws
Dark knight feeling, diary of hero
Or live long enough to see yourself become a villain
I went from the favourite to the most hated
Or would you rather be underpaid or over-rated
More victories is for minor league coaches
And 'Ye already told you we made it you cockroaches
Show me where the boats is, Ferrari testarossa's
The hammer went broke so you know I'm more focused
I lost thirty mill so I spent another 30
Cause unlike hammer 30 mill can't hurt me
Fucking insane, the fuck am I sayin'
Not only am I fly, I'm fucking not playing
All these little bitches too big for their britches
Buring their little bridges
Fucking ridiculous
[Kanye West:]
Champagne wishes, thirty white bitches
I mean the shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
I mean the shit is fucking ridiculous
[Pusha T:]
5 star dishes, different exotic fishes
Man this shit is, fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
[Pusha T:]
Success is what you make it
Take it how it comes
A half a mill in twenties is like a bill where I'm from
An arrogant drug dealer the legend I've become
CNN said I'd be dead by 21
Black jack I just pulled an ace
You looking at the king in his face
Everything I dream ma'fuckers I'm watching it take shape
While to you I'm just a young rich nigga that lacks faith
Range Rove leather roof
Love war fuck a truce
Still move a bird like I'm in bed with mother goose
Them hoes come in a bakers dozen
Claiming they was with me when they know they really wasn't
I keep the city's best never said she was the brightest
So if you had it too, it don't affect me in the slightest
I never met a bitch that didn't need a little guidance
So I dismiss her past until she dissappoint your highness
I speak the gospel hostel
Tony doing time for what he did to nostrils
Paranoid mind I'm still under the watchful
Eye of the law, aspire for more
Them kilo's came we gave you bobby brown jaw
Flaws ain't flaws when it's you that makes the call
Flow similar to the legend of the falls
Spillin' I own you all, yeah
[Kanye West:]
Champagne wishes, thirty white bitches
I mean the shit is fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
I mean the shit is fucking ridiculous
[Pusha T:]
5 star dishes, different exotic fishes
Man this shit is, fucking ridiculous
Fucking ridiculous
[CyHi Da Prynce:]
I am so outrageous,
I wear my pride on my sleeve like a bracelet
If God had an iPod, I'd be on his playlist
My phrases amazes the faces in places
The favourite, huh
My cup over runneth with hundreds
Dummy, dammit, not like for me to waste it
The new commandment, thou shall not hate kid
My movement is like the civil rights I'm Ral Davis
[? ] so call my lady Rosa Parks
I am nothing like them niggas baby those are marks
I met this girl on Valentines day fucked her in May
Colour me in kindness,
Cover me with love.
I am blessed.
You're burying your father,
You're burying your son.
You are dead.
I know nothing of real pain,
I'm a child and i am spoiled.
I hate myself for my complaints,
I'm pathetic and i'm bored.
I cry simply at the thought.
I crumble at the sight.
If i ever had to feel, i
I would fall to my knees
And pray for god to save me.
I have never been in love,
I pretend to care.
Convince myself that it's enough,
I was never there.
I am hiding in the dust,
Sweep me underneath the chair.
I have never been in love.
I keep on giving,
What, what if this comes stressfully
Climb up some throats easing
Thoughs of falling on not so bright
Bones of inherited sons of light
What is this pain climbed fierce fully
Up your throat alienating
Those who relate not so tighty
To slaves to the stars
Where no one takes wives
Oh the eye will come out
When I push it in deep I always
Inhale and suffocate as it's cutting me open
Only in it for the poon...
I need xl fist to shove
Down your throat
I know you'll like it too
Cuz I fucked you
You know that I just can't be wrong
And all you know is delirious
Lets pierce this all at once
You all circle round
But no one sees why
Oh the eye will come out
When I push it in deep I always
Inhale and suffocate as it's cutting me open
And what if all three of them eyes
Come fold back again
They all sure as hell lightened no fucking pain
Let it be hereby
Acknowledged
Tell me what if these seizures told me to
React on ground level towaros you
And all my rage just can't be wrong
What if it told me to slaughter
What if?
What if I fart like you when I talk?
I can't take it
To kill, cast asdie and dismiss is ok
Bend while you take it
Down, down, down...
Down, down, down...
Down, down, down...
we cannot see around it there is just no point to fight
even though the government tells us just to stand behind
thats the way they try to bind us tie a rope and then
remind us
even though the government doesn't even stand behind
and now you want me I don't think so
you say you need me I don't think so
you're so blind I don't think so
can you touch me? I don't think so
everyday they try to hide it
all they do is lie and slight us
they can't even get it straight
years ago watergate
sometime we just roll our eyes up pull the shades down
they despise us
My mind has a conscious in black
Feeling overwhelmed is a feeling I lack
Staring out at night to a blacken sky
Every little thing is in my eye
You can look but you will not find me
All my ends I've left out behind me
I breathe nothing but black smoke
Your attempts to find me is a fucking joke
I was trapped like a renegade then I found a saw blade
My escape has been made my sanity beginning to fade
When I live my life by one blade
I've joined the criminal mind
You all should have seen the signs
This is my blood thirsty curse
My condition just keeps getting worse
God can you help us?
Oh my god
God can you help us! ?
This is everything I never wanted to be
This is everything looks like it's just you and me
In a strange way
I feel so fucking free
In a strange way I feel so fucking free
I cross the great divide but I can't get over
I reach my hand out to touch but I get burned
I won't I won't I won't I won't accept myself
I won't I won't I won't I won't accept myself
You look at me sideways and I feel so small
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
I cross the great divide but I can't get over
I reach my hand out to touch but I get burned
I won't I won't I won't I won't accept myself
I won't I won't I won't I won't accept myself
You look at me sideways and I feel so small
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Split
You make me want to Ah
Your shallow approach for all is crushing me into a trillion shreds
I refuse to become a side-effect, so take what's yours and go...
Why can't I be of same false soul?
Why can't I be the beast behind those enthralling eyes?
Whore... you lift me up in to charms of dyonesia, and tear me
down at the threshold of my ultimate, glamorous peak
"Frustration is the outstanding emotion as I curse my pitiful fate"
Redeemed? Maybe not, but I still recognize myself
despite the scenes you built to lure me
Redeemed! At last a time to reconstruct myself
But what's the use for redemption if the outcome is this:
"Aggressive creature, a fiend to all, even my shadow, it hates..."
What's the use for redemption if the outcome is this:
"Forefront bitterness, a fiend to all..."