I can't remember feeling so alone
Day and night I sit here on my own
The promise of forever was our dream
But no one said forever was only me
So I keep holding on
It's you that keeps me strong, yeah
It's Been So Long since I touched you
There's no one else I can turn to
It's Been So Long since I held you close to me
I'm finding it hard to let go
'Cause the sound of your heart still echoes
It's Been So Long without you here, without you
I feel your fingers through my hair (I feel your fingers through my hair)
I open my eyes, but baby you're not there
But I keep holding on (I keep holding on)
It's you that keeps me strong, yeah (it's you that keeps me going strong)
It's Been So Long since I touched you
There's no one else I can turn to
It's Been So Long since I held you close to me, yeah
I'm finding it hard to let go
'Cause the sound of your heart still echoes
It's Been So Long without you here (Living without you)
Don't tell me it's over (Don't tell me it's over)
I don't want to know (I don't want to know)
How can I run away from it?
There's now way I can escape from this
Tell me I'm wrong
Are you really gone?
I can't believe I lost the best part of me
So is this the way it ends for us?
But I keep holding on (I keep holding on)
It's you that keeps me strong, yeah (it's you that keeps me going strong)
It's Been So Long since I touched you
There's no one else I can turn to
It's Been So Long since I held you close to me, yeah
I'm finding it hard to let go
'Cause the sound of your heart still echoes
It's Been So Long without you here, without you
I'm finding it hard to let you go
The sound of your heart still echoes
I'm finding it hard 'cause I'm still here, without you
(I'm finding it hard to let go,
'Cause the sound of your heart still echoes
I'm finding it hard 'cause I'm still here, without you)
A smack in the face
A knife in my back
I wanna go under again
The day so fast and the
Night so short
How could this be my only friend?
Now I know what's right
And I know what's wrong
Don't need some hypocrite tellin' me that
But if I lived my life by my own rules
I'd have a beer in my hand
On my back
They try to warn you
And try to fuck shit up
Then they try to tame you
They they do it again
Take another boot to the brain
All your problems will remain
Ya hit the ground and call it a day
Ricky had a will
Ricky had a way
Ricky was a stubborn kid
He showed it every day
But he didn't yell
And he didn't fight
Instead of starting arguments
Ricky would take flight
Oh - He hasn't done is yet but he just might
Hey - Ricky takes flight tonight
Escape - Time to get away
Take leave from his fears
And now he's in the clear
Bitten by the belt
And lashed by the tongue
But through all his problems
He looks out for number one
When he doesn't like
Whatever's going on
He knows that he can just walk off
Do you remember Mike's party we had a grand ol' time
Kids defying the rules and society doing what we want
You went upstairs and I kinda followed you
Next thing I know we're making out on his dad's bed while he's in Africa
You said that you just wanna fall in love
So how long has it been since we started caring for each other
I never could read your mind
I could never make the move
Somehow or another fate always works out for the best
And I can't wait for the day when I can say I love you
You and me can't you see we're meant to be
'Cause what I see in front of me is the most beautiful girl
Can't you see I'm happy
This could be the best time of our lives
Where we would fall in love and watch the stars spell out your name
Then we'd buy some gas and go to Virginia Beach
Where we lay in the sun
Well, I've been shunned of girls all my life
Attractions never satisfaction
Today's the day when I tell you
How much I love you
You don't know how it feels to finally have a girl who cares for me
Someone who won't screw me over in the next few days
'Cause when you understand me we bond more everyday
Can't you see I'm happy
What we talked about last night touched me in the heart
It means a lot to me when you are honest with me
Sorry I got angry
She's a wrecking ball
Like a fever I burn faster
She she, She's gone faster
Her machine will make you weary
She she, she's gone faster
Her high-speed mind is what I'm fearing
Hold on to your heart
Hold on to your heart
Ready get set
Tear this place apart
Oh my god she's a wrecking machine
She burned my motor on my engine clean
Quit playin' dirty tricks single picks
She does it all
She's a wrecking ball
She's going down low to the fire
She she, she's gone faster
And I don't give a damn if it takes me higher
If she don't care bout elimination
She she, she's gone faster
Then I don't give a fuck its my bad reputation
Hold on to your heart
Hold on to your heart
Ready get set
Tear this place apart
Oh my god she's a wrecking machine
She burned my motor on my engine clean
Quit playin' dirty tricks single picks
She does it all
She's a wrecking ball
Wrecking ball
She's my wrecking ball
Oh my god she's a wrecking machine
She burned my motor on my engine clean
Quit playin' dirty tricks single picks
She does it all
Oh my god she's a wrecking machine
She burned my motor on my engine clean
Quit playin' dirty tricks single picks
She does it all
She's a wrecking ball
YEA! I've seen the worst I've seen the best
Time is runnin out once again for me
I please so hard just to try so hard to pay the rent
I try so hard just to make a dent
Believe it or not its killing me
Lets get blinded by the light
Kick one back and take it out
Hell bent whiskey suicide ohh yea!
Lets get blinded by the light
Chace it down and take it out
Oh my god I see the light
Paybacks comin round the bend
Now its time to take revenge
For all the Fuckin shit that they've been givin' YEA!
Give me fire or give me death
Light that fuckin cigarete
You're right, I should fight
And jump around tonight
But got no will left, this place took it all
Win, lose, take a walk in my shoes
Tell me, which side would you end up on?
Gather round - won't let 'em stomp us to the ground
It's just another fantasy - gather round
Gather round - ya better get up or stand down
It's just another fantasy - gather round
Don't you even try to tell me
What's goin' on around me
I got my own eyes I can see
No time for discrimination
No racial segregation
No right, no wrong, just you and me
Been tryin' to find a reason to live my life
It's only gettin' harder now just to get by.
But I know if we gather round it'll be all right
You see the only way to get things done
The only way to do it is to act as one
So get up now!
Ok lets go...
Cops try to stall me
People wanna brawl me
Tough stay outta my way
Shes such a different girl in the middle of the world
But i love her anyway
It doesnt't make a difference
Make a difference what they say
'cause in the very end im fuckin loaded every day
Im fucking loaded
But i still love the way we fight
Because i know it
She sent a letter out tonight
Because i like it
The stars are shinin out so bright
Don't tell us where to die
Rock stars don't get cought
Its ok 'cause shell make you part of her plan
Run, shoot, steal the loot
? american skin
Hey hey keep her in the pit
Be careful what you say
Here I am a soldier, slowly sinkin' in the
Quicksand of the past
Got no recipe. Muffins won't rise
And the margarine's goin' fast
My walls are blue
Colors won't with the red door still in sight
I think of you
The sky caves in and my eyes are stabbed with light
Hurt me
Hate me
Help me
Who's gonna save me?
Walk a thousand paths and Babylon itches
With the shifting of the social scale
Like a castaway
Rabbit yells back and the register rings "no sale."
Don't nail the lid
I'm still breathin' and my heartbeat's goin' fast
Not givin' in
Maybe I'll get lucky and I'll find
Inner peace at last
What's my destiny
Whoa no that can't be
Just look and you'll see
Want self sufficiency
Whoa no that can't be
What's my destiny
Slavin' to the grind, workin' overtime
Under suburbia the energy flows
Into the night slowly the city goes
I know you're out there are thinking of me
Take away my troubles make me see clearly
Don't wanna look the future straight in the eye
Time passes by, I just up and die
Life plays a game that I know I can't win
Deadlines, commitments they keep comin' back again.
Runaway - Is there really any hope
Runaway - my life is goin' up in smoke
Apathy - Gotta get out of the city
The days pass by like a rush hour day
There's still no sign, I keep pluggin' away
Pushed to the point of a breakdown again
Kicked in and dented but somehow still standin'
And in the end sometimes the
Words come out wrong
My mind is saying I've been gone too long.
Life plays a game that I know I can't win
I could use a little help
Getting back my guts
These past two years have run me down
To the ground
When I got the nerve just to break it all
Wide open
Seems the further I go, the farther back I get
Can't you see we're
Conditioned - To believe a "truth".
Connection - To perceive it's you
Domination - Weakened to the point where I'm dead.
Tranquilize my insides
Till I just up and turn to meat
Surely you and your friends
Could have a feast
Take a trip to yesterday
'Cause today the sun ain't shinin'
Wish I had more than nothin' to believe in.
They I don't need no one
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
Havin' fun in my padded cell tonight
Havin' fun in my grey motel tonight
Gotta lot to say, and I wanna know if it's right
'Cause when the system shuts down
There will be nothing left to do but fight
But I gotta plan
To take a stand
And do it all over again
Just the system of education
Proud crowd owns the fate of the nation
I can't live up to their expectations
I'm on a permanent vacation
I see my shadow shinin' in the blue patrol car light
It seems like every time I gotta go out, I gotta get in a fight
Rolled up in the gutter and the blood red fills my eyes
Travel long on this dusty road just to find another lost dead end
Whiskey fueled on another load
On this trip there aint no time for games
Kick one back if you cant attack
Aint a thing that I've regret over tears
I got no fear cuz im sitting here
And there's nothin like a riot when its kickin into gear
We are American rock n' roll, here we go
I bleed this disease down in my soul
Oh i know
And if you say its bad for me take your money and your feet
Everybody's gotta feel it low
And if you aint comin in with the shots and pivit
Then well take it on down to paradise city
I wanna ride down a different side
It's been too long to give up now
Walk this way on a crazy train
I aint too old to play it loud
Time is right till the death i fight
Ain't no tellin when the time is near
I bleed this disease down in my soul
Here we go
YEA! Wanna tell you a story
About a friend of mine in the pen
When the gavel fell and the lock down cell
He swore he'd have his revenge
I aint taking about killing no
He aint the killing kind
Just big ass racks and mosh stacks
Beer, fire, whiskey and wine
AIR RAID
The city's on flame with the rock n roll
AIR RAID
The next day they decided
That getting out was the way
With a big cigar he took his guitar
And dug his way to the stage
? and the ace of spades
They try dragging him down
But no one knew what he was gonna do
I heard she's thinking bout taking my life
She's got the guy killer eyes in her sights
It wouldn't take long for this one to tire
A desperate man sought to a?
Oh I know you played straight
How long I gotta wait for you
To pull the trigger and leave
But can't you stop
Stop and see that
That's what love is for
Its ok life is crazy
Livin six feet under aint to bad anyways
Its all right just a good night
If you see me in sight
Just remember
Aim high
Another letter arrived later day
Its never opened cause there's no looking back
She made him ride a twelve-hour train
Only to find he'd been stabbed in the back
Oh I know you played straight
How long I gotta wait for you
To pull the trigger and leave
But just for now
Maybe you could
Point your gun at someone other than me
Its ok life is crazy
Livin six feet under aint to bad anyways
It's all right just a good night
If you see me in sight
Just remember
She makes him listen hard
Since she don't wanna talk about it
So I gotta guess on my own
She lives her life in silence
That'll be waitin for the violence
That'll be playin the next sad song
She'll never know the feeling
Of a love that's so revealing so she'll
Never take that chance
And late at night the song comes on
He's waiting for the telephone
And this time there's no romance
Its ok life is crazy
Livin six feet under aint so bad anyways
It's all right just a good night
Livin six feet under in the candlelight
Its ok life is crazy
Livin six feet under aint to bad anyways
It's all right just a good night
If you see me in sight
Just remember
Hitman, hitman, where ya been?
Gotta magical mystery plan?
You're goin' round town breaking all the rules
But you're the king of fools
I'll just point and shoot
And no one will see me now
I'll just point and shoot
'Cause I work for the system now
Hitman, hitman, draw the line
I see you're out of time
Assassination done
The system's got him under control
The Divided States of America
Is a playground for kingpins and hypocrites
In a country woven from outdated cloth
And the fabric won't take much more of this
We feed the world while our children starve
And our soldiers forced to carry empty guns
We preach about life and liberty
While our mothers kill their unwanted sons.
You draw your battle lines
You see you're outta time
It's just another excuse
For what you people might call war
You think you're tolerant
You prove your ignorance
Kelly's got a problem yeah she's dyin' every day
She sits all by herself and hope that it will go away
She's got everything a girl could want
Got money and a car
When your mind is sickly spinning
It won't get you very far
Sleeping pills and alcohol
One more time she'll take a fall
Sleeping pills and alcohol, gonna have a ball
Everybody cries for the Homecoming Queen
Everybody cries for the Homecoming Queen
You've got high school popularity defining
Your self worth
But it doesn't really matter when they sink you in the dirt
When Jesse lost his will to live
They said it was a shame
But when Kelly drains her artery
It'll rocket her to fame
Get escape - is what you need
Someone planted on jealousy
Get escape - is what you need
I believe in revolution.
I believe in silent power.
Coming down with the institution,
In the witching hour.
Hey!
My dreams, they can't be always what I see,
They can't be always what I believe,
They can't be all just another dream.
But I believe.
I BELIEVE IN REVOLUTION.
I BELIEVE IN SILENT POWER.
COMING DOWN WITH THE INSTITUTION,
IN THE WITCHING HOUR.
I've seen, that what I thought was real to me,
Was just a daily tragedy.
Stare at the sun in times of need.
I still believe.
I BELIEVE IN REVOLUTION.
I BELIEVE IN SILENT POWER.
COMING DOWN WITH THE INSTITUTION,
IN THE WITCHING HOUR.
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in Revolution.
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in silent power.
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
Coming down with the institution,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
I believe in,
In the witching hour.
I BELIEVE IN REVOLUTION.
I BELIEVE IN SILENT POWER.
COMING DOWN WITH THE INSTITUTION,
IN THE WITCHING HOUR.
Hey!
We've all got problems - that's a fact
Don't sit there and act like you're so damn perfect
We gotta make a living - you and me
But the green's got you so blinded, that you just can't see
Clocked in at six in the morning
And didn't clock out till six at night
Yeah, a life spent under the impression
That you ain't never worth a dime unless you work all your life
But he still got nothing done...
If I work all day, I should get paid for somethin'
But I work all day, and still get nothin'
No purpose, but to fill his prophecy
I won't be stuttering
I'm not gonna let 'em eat me
Gotta go wherever my gut leads me
Dad says go to work just to be like him
But a future like his looks way too dim
Hey dad, don't forget what's important
I think it's time we stopped
Worrying about the future
In due time we'll all blow up
But it makes no difference to me
One day I ran into a man
Who served his time
Got purple hearts, wounded in Vietnam
He said war was made for the buck
And I believe every word he said:
"They'll offer you the country
And you're expendable what's more
That's what they call fighting.
What do you think world peace is for?"
War - look around, make yourself at home
The world's in hibernation - let's have a war
War - blow up the this town, I've been waitin' for too long
The world's in hibernation - let's have a war
There's a struggle that's goin' on
And there's pressure to stay on top
When the economy starts to drop
War will bring the money in
A war is beautiful for all the money
A war is beautiful for overpopulation too
Bombs exploding, cannons loading
We'll make the world a frying pan
We'll all be playin' on the beach with
No, I don't wanna be
Part of just another conspiracy
There's people in high places
Who say it's all a lie
And the rest of us have gotta know
Before we up and die, and say goodbye
They deny everything
They talk a lot but still don't say a fuckin' thing
The lies are bought and sold
On the newsstands every day
And when we get the answers, the headlines
On the papers will say:
Surprise, surprise, we saw through the lies
What was that I saw flyin' through the desert sky?
Surprise, surprise, they're from outer space
It's not a movie or a story, it's another race
You think you know everything
Can't open your mind to the possibility
That somewhere far away in our unknown galaxy
There exist another form of life
This girl is smooth as day old whiskey
As tough as day old bread
A 2 ton tire tread
Someday I know that she'll be leaving
And I'll sit here believing
I'll see those eyes again
But I'm gonna go insane right now if I don't talk to her
If she's not coming back this time I swear
She's my heroine
My heiroine
She's my heroine
Got high on the 50 yard line
Cops showed up and got fined
They chased us round the bend
We sat on the hill at nighttime
Just looking at the sky line
I'm a hard working man, yeah I'm down on my luck
With a broom and a dustpan, just tryin' to raise a buck
It's not the fact that I don't wanna work
I'm just not gonna take it anymore
Spillin' my guts out every night
For a bunch of blank stares just looking for a fight
It's not that the fact that I don't wanna work
But we're screamin' for change once again.
Voices cry out deep in the night
The streets are empty again
But what's the explanation for just putting up a fight
When San Diego's burning within.
Yeah, nobody here wants to do it
Unless somebody else does it first
Take a look around, watch it burn into the ground
The condition's gone from bad to worse
Time is running out, and the future's full of doubt
Are the good times really over? We can make the good times now
A neurotic, self conscious, superficial wasteland
Is what I would call my town
I try to think back to other times
I try to remember when
What's the explanation for just putting up a fight
When everybody's trying to win
I get the feelin' we've been left in the dark
About mysterious lights in the sky
The magnetic poles start to shift
The world is chargin' at the speed of light
It's got somn' to do with an attitude
Not carin' if we live or die
Crowds start runnin', breathin,
Starin' at the sky
One more death means one more lie
Red Alert
Red Alert
Red Alert
Red Alert
Red Alert
Better take cover
Now that I'm much older
I can see a lot is over
And a lot has passed me by
I try to see the sun comin' over the hill
On a dark and dusty night
I wanna feel the way I used to
Guess the secret lies inside
But if you want the truth
Better hide tonight
One more death means one more lie
This is a call to all of those that I've been missin'
This is a call to all of those I used to know
I get so jaded and my blood begins to thicken
Down so low
Let it go
And somewhere in the night I find a place and listen
I've seen the faces fading as the years go by
The search for answers still lives on but I can't grip them
Still I try
I don't know why
Now I know I've been right here before
But I call on yesterday
Aint no clouds in the sky
Still I can smell the rain
I don't know why the darkness comes
I don't know why it's in my blood
You see dawn and I see dusk
I was raised by wolves
I don't know why the darkness comes
I don't know why it's in my blood
You see dawn and I see dusk
I was raised by wolves
And so the road is long
And filled with many questions
I look ahead with open arms to the unknown
This is the time
This is the place for us to listen
Let them know
Let them know
Now I know I've been right here before
But I call on yesterday
Aint no clouds in the sky
Still I can smell the rain
I don't know why the darkness comes
I don't know why it's in my blood
You see dawn and I see dusk
I was raised by wolves
I don't know why the darkness comes
I don't know why it's in my blood
You see dawn and I see dusk
Back in the days when I burned out
I wondered to myself just why I never got it figured out
I'm a hero on a mission in a protoplasmic sphere
In another couple minutes I'll up and disappear
Naivete is the key to getting caught up
In a side of life that brings you up and tries to keep you down
In an effort to suppress the most ecclesiastical of beings in
the modern town
We used to be the ones who said:
No way, No way, I'm never gonna take that
No way, No way, I'm never gonna touch that
No way, No way, I'm never gonna do that
Finally one day you'll give in then you'll be a burnout waste of
(fucking) time.
My time is up, my mind is spun
Sitting without direction and I can't get nothing done.
With a zero facing upwards and imaginary friends
On a downward moving sidewalk on a street that never ends.
Got no time for thinking, no time for reasoning
I'm just a screaming siren in a world that has no sound.
My feeble mind is set on autopilot
With a socket wrench with which to pound me right into the ground.
Syncopated and serrated, go a ride-accelerated,
Got it right in front of me, right in front of me.
Work hard every day - because I've got to eat
And every day the politicians recline in the seat
Of the government corruption and the
Political waste. The fruits of my labor
I never get to taste
Let the blood of the pigs run red down the Capital steps
Left me with nothin'
Politicians gettin' fat and I can't even pay my rent
Left me with nothin'
While the cold war wages on
In the houses of government
Civil servants sitting so high on the hog
While the rest of us are forced to fight for
Scraps like a dog
In the Cabinet right were they told us before
Why in this place do I feel like such a whore?
Let the blood of the pigs run red down the Capital steps
Cold war in the city states
Elected officials still get paid
For runnin' a system that doesn't have
Tragic was the memory
A sacrifice of broken dreams
It turned the sky a fiery red
And dropped this curse onto my head
For forty days and forty nights
I slept all day, I worked all night
With a burnin' hunger I said goodbye
To every victim that caught my eye
I have no mercy
I tell no lies
I kiss the strangers
And then watch them die
By the light of the moon
I feel a strange desire
By the light of the moon
I hear the devils choir
Oh I am I said
The queen of the dead
By the light of the moon
I bring the kiss of death
Now the sun is fallin'
Soon the night will be callin' me, be callin' me
With a bloody hunter inside my chest
I lift my head above this mess
I walk the streets all through the night
To quench my thirst before the morning light
There is no witness
No alibis
This is the nightmare you will
Not survive
Chorus
I have no mercy
I tell no lies
I kiss the strangers
And I watch them die
By the light of the moon
I feel a strange desire
By the light of the moon
I hear the devil's choir
By the light of the moon
I feel a strange desire
By the light of the moon
I hear the devils choir
Oh I am I said
The queen of the dead
By the light of the moon
Its kinda like murder
It's kinda like a murder
Only how much does it hurt
I don't understand this pain
Something's wrong but I cannot?
I don't wanna deal with this
Every days a waste
It seems like such a pretty face
I can't keep the image in
You can't control what you cannot admit
Depression is all in vein
The pressure is building in my head
There's no way to bleed myself of this
She drives the vampire blade through my heart
Leave it up to fate and try to kill off thoughts of hate
The voices are creeping in
If I don't then my minds?
I'm loading the gun again
The pressure is building in my head
There's no way to bleed myself of this
She drives the vampire blade through my heart
Its kinda like murder
Through my heart
Its kinda like murder
This one's for the girl who's always spending.
This one's for the girl who never showed up to her wedding.
6, 000 miles away my heart is mending.
I rolled this dice, I payed the price and that's my happy ending.
I've been waiting for so long,
doctor tell me what went wrong,
as the dating, always waiting, once again,
and doctor said "You're in love with the devil."
I'm in love with the devil,
You're in love with the devil,
I'm in love with the devil,
I believe she's a devil,
You're in love with the devil.
You're the devil's go.
Today I made a breakfast in bed.
She smiled at me then she showed to me the 2 horns on her head.
I'd kiss her but she's hot to the touch.
I'd phone her but a call to tell just cost too damn much.
I've been waiting for so long,
doctor tell me what went wrong,
as the dating, always waiting, once again,
and doctor said "You're in love with the devil."
I'm in love with the devil,
You're in love with the devil,
I'm in love with the devil,
I believe she's a devil,
You're in love with the devil.
You're the devil's go.
2 horns, big smile, red lips, she's hipnotized with you again!
I've been waiting for so long,
doctor tell me what went wrong,
as the dating, always waiting, once again,
and doctor said "You're in love with the devil."
I'm in love with the devil,
You're in love with the devil,
I'm in love with the devil,
I believe she's a devil,
You're in love with the devil.
My mind is flyin' round, still pulsing from the sound, oh yeah
Forgot to lock the gate, close the book and seal my fate, oh yeah
Gotta get back to that one place within my mind
Inject the vein and count to ten and die
And just forget that I'm alive
I'm not going anywhere
I may look a little worse for the wear
But I'm not going anywhere
Didn't mean to set things back, felt the pressure made me crack, oh
yeah
The blood flow just grinds to a screeching halt
Gimme, gimme shock treatment and first degree assault
Why don't you tell me it's my fault?
Our minds are still blank, dying from the heat
It hypnotizes, tranquilizes, carryin' the beat
The lines sound too rehearsed, they're jumping on the train
Sixteen and waitin' on the corner
Watchin' all the people go by
Thinkin' of how directed that they all must be
As a tear rolls from his eye
Stuck down in another rut
He swears that he's forever fucked
Livin' on the streets ain't fun
Wishin' he had a place to stay
To keep him dry on rainy days
Now there's nowhere he can run
And nobody's gonna change his mind or his broken heart
Waitin' down in Bellevue park in position
Waitin' for another real friend
To keep him warm inside the next home of delusion
You freeze, melt, live, die, panic, run
Then break and bend
The pain he feels inside is endless
Lives a life alone and friendless
All there's left to do is start
Countin' the days, now it's the years
Building up these pointless fears
The both of them are torn apart
I'm still wondering why you're sitting here with me
And all the dumb things I do doesn't seem to matter to you
And I love how everything I say's is not stupid to you
And I love how you love me even thought I goof around
And when you wear your hair down you look so beautiful
I don't know what to do
I think what I"m trying to say is that I love you
And I will never let you go
Don't deserve this, never will
But you seem to think different than I do
I'm still trying to understand why
This could be happening to a guy like me
And I will be the stupid boy who writes stupid songs in his room
On the guitar only to sing his guts out singing about you
I love just staring at you
Your eyes they make me feel different inside
And I wish you could be the same
But I know I'm not much to look at
I know I'm not the best guy around
But you make me feel so damn special
And every time you're near me it's a dream come true
I see the sorrow on your face
The tears start crushing down upon me
I don't know what to do
And it gets harder every day
To make the decision and be ok
Why is love so blind
Then I figure out that I don't belong
Then I wonder why I dream so wrong
And I don't wanna be the one who never finds love and dies unhappy
And I don't wanna be the one who stays at home all day and plays backgammon
Don't be gone too long, my dreams are all I have
Now I'm stuck with nothing but clothes on my back
You say life will come again I think not
I already missed my chance and now I'm dead
Don't you ever underestimate my luck
One of these days I'm gonna make you see me
Then life will be so grand deep in a fairytale
Along with my poison apple
And I don't want your sympathy
I don't need your sympathy
I don't belong in this dream world
Happy Sweet 16 the candle light was just right and the night was going just fine
Under the hot blue moon we ate some fruit and we jumped in the pool
After you got out your body looked so great I just had to have a touch
Then I fucked it up with my stupid clumsy hands
And you said don't worry about it, it happens all the time it's just something you've gotta learn
And I said I love you but I'm not the kinda guy who likes to fail at anything
And I don't want you to feel obligated to do things you don't want to do
Just want you by my side and watch the clouds roll by
Just love me for how I am not what I want or what I'll be
Just want you laying next to me, I'm walking on fire
I'm always depressed and you always seem to want to work it out with me
I know you get mad sometimes when I just don't wanna change
Why do you even stick around when everything I do is just put shit down on you
I'm glad you do 'cuase if you didn't I would never see the day
Just take my hand we'll walk along the beach
I'm walking on fire, baby, it burns for you
I don't know what to say or do when I'm around
You make me feel so happy, so happy I never want to go
You're brilliant what more can I say
Only known you for one day
Now it seems like I've found the one
To share my secrets with
Hope I'm not getting ahead of myself
Will you hold my hand
And you stare deep into my eyes
Makes my heart turn around
Could my search be over
It seems to good to be true
Finally found someone I can relate to
But I don't know how she feels
Say no don't go
Do I have a chance
By an angel I've fallen in love
Say no don't go
Do you understand
You're a wonderful lady, my Katy
What can I do with a girl like you
What can I say to bring you my way
I'm just a nobody without a past
I wanna be with you
You brought me on the dance
I couldn't say no you told me so
What makes my day
Is you calling me when I have nothing to do
What makes my day
Is hearing your angelic voice all day
What makes my day
Can you figure it out
What makes my day
Just show me your face and it will be ok enough for me
One thing before I go I just want you to know
That you're the most beautiful girl
Your the only one that can touch me
In the heart and get away with it
Don't take me selfish when I say,
I want you every day.
What makes my day
Are your bright eyes
What makes my day
Are them staring into mine
What makes my day
Is you telling me how sweet I am
Hey you come here I've got some things to tell you
About my life that I want you to know
And you can learn these things that i've learned
But I'll never learn
Those things you do, you did, you've done
You've won this time but love never lasts
When you're hiding me in your past
I can't say that I'm sorry
I can't say that I care
I can't believe I was never there
Sorry, I'll be you'll be for me
You'll see why I'm never around to be found
And why I'm never coming back
Well, you're six feet under, hey I'm only three
I'm on my way down, you will see
And when i get there we'll walk together
We'll walk together through time
Well time is fine
I don't have the time to walk these lines
that i crossed to get here
I crossed the line to get here
You're afraid, you're scared, you're wearing down
You gave the whole world the run around
And it ran around you
But it's times like these when we look back and we wonder why
We drank and we smoked and we drank and used coke
When we met, I didn't know about those things that you do
But I know that I'd better start to change my mind
Because you leave me behind
And all these things I hear of you have got to be a lie
Because I know that you're to sweet to sleep with all those guys
Well I don't know if I'm going home tonight
It'll probably just start a fight
And I don't know where I'm gonna sleep tonight
So I'll just stick around and talk to you if you like
But I don't have that much to say and less to say to you
Anyway I look at it I lose
Well we don't like the card we're delt so we fold
And we've got problems with athority we're told
But let me tell you so I can say that you were told
Were you sorry I was gone
I made a sacrifice of all that was nice
Now I haven't got the one I want
But can't you see, can't you see it wasn't me
I never knew what I was going to do
Or what it'd do to you
Well now I know that I wanted you to be with me
But I was stupid, I was foolish, I was young and didn't know what I was doing to you
You started crying, I broke down, I thought you didn't care but now I want you again
I don't know why I left, but I know I'm alone
What I see, what I know over there, why'd you go? I don't want to know
You're talking to someone who's not me and I don't like it cause I don't have to
You moved on so quickly, you didn't seem to cry, when I saw you going by
You didn't give me a second chance everyone needs one
To see what we did wrong, I can't learn from us when I'm gone
But I don't know what I'm going to do
I don't know were you came from
I don't care where you been, or where you're going to
I've been farther and wider than you'll ever be
But what do you have to show for all your time and money
The respect of no one else except maybe you, and maybe me
So why wont somebody please tell me where I'm going today
And how come nobody ever told me it would turn out this way
I'm sorry I never asked where you wanted to go
I'm sorry I never thought you should have known
Nobody ever told me where I'm going to, nobody ever warned me about you
Was at a party, I was feelin' good
Then I looked at her and I new that I should
Go start talking and pretend I was cool
But with my luck she'd see right through me
We started talking and the party was lame
But when you're lonely then anyone is fair game
She started walking away, I thought that maybe today would be my day
I'm old enough to know better than to want a girl that's better than me
But I'll change the world see what been seen just to find a girl
That would say just what she means about these things
We started walking and I copped a feel
Like all my fantacies it felt surreal well
She played along and we had a little fun
That's when she said "babe, I gotta run"
Well as it turned out she wasn't alone
She had a boyfriend, I should've know better
I went inside and got a little drunk
Alive and Breathing on a Sunday afternoon
I start to wonder why I feel this good
So you ask why
Well I don't knoow what to tell you, you make me feel good
And life's starting to feel alot more like it should
It's all in the way the things you say, that make me wanna stay
It's all in the way the things you say love, that makes me wanna stick around
You say what you can't remember can't hurt you now
Well I'd beg to differ, but I can't remember how
The last thing I don't remember was sleeping with you
I never said that I regret what we do
But could you tell me why I
Feel I need to live before I die
Break
For the longest time I never knew what I had
Never came never went always felt bad
Sometimes it's hard to find a person that'll listen to you
And wont judge the stupid things I always do
Sometimes it's hard to convince yourself you're who you want to be
And when you're living a lie then you're never free
Break From Break
Somethings change when you, give them a chance
I started drinking despite myself
I'm tired of doing things for everyone else
Why can't I just learn to just say no
Turn my check and turn to go
Do you wanna say up all night long and talk to me
We could sit around this town and see what there is to see
I started smoking despite myself
I'm tired of being there for everyone else
How can you just do this to me
Every time you go by
Break
I'm tired of being tired of life
And everybody always picking on me
Everyone that should be helping me get up
I'm getting tired, I'm giving up
So your boyfriend blew you off again
And you come crawling back to me
It's so simple why can't you see that he
Would let you down again
Break
I'm tired of being tired of life
People just use me to have a good time
I'm a loser in my own cool world, I got no friends and I got no girls
So here the time comes again when I can't see you for awhile
And it hurts everyday when I'm away
How will I know when I'm in love with you
Just ask the stars and they'll tell me some day
'Cause you're what I think about when I see heaven, it's you...
All of these things have gone wrong in winter
And I just can't wait for summer to come back again
All the good things and experiences I had with you
Is there something that I'm missing, could it be I'm not thinking about anything other than you
You mean more and more to me Sara, you're like a dream come true
And I fall asleep every night, with your eyes staring at me from beneath the sheets
Shows me that you care and I just wanna lay here and talk for hours with you
So here it comes, the year and season of autumn's fall
And how it can make everything seem worth your while
Your eyes are grand auroras in my sky
I never want to leave night or day
So pluck this night from the sky and you will see that it's my lucky star
Now put it in your hair and carry me with you till the end of time
So come a little closer only to feel the warm breeze through your hair
