Now I'm living life without you
And I'm waiting to hear you grasp for air
June lies hidden in those ruins of your eyes
Have you seen me stumble in this demented world ?
June you've lost your colour
Could one stray under your wings
Liberty, a word I read once in a book
Frozen roses, as a gift to your content
I figured I could risk this stupid absolution
O` disillusioned, I'm face to face with silence
Your quivering breath, too weak to survive
What a shame, we never spoke a word
Liberty, a word I read once in a book
Frozen roses, as a gift to your content
Icicle-rain pounding on my head
Images demand to take a smile for granted
Tomorrow is always the first day of
June arrives, rumored days
Days of willing it to be
In the nest futures hatch
It's such a lovely thing to see
Oh my God
Like an angel wound
What fortune
Like a child in a field
So it goes, so it yields
June is here
There is love
In the background constantly
From the west
Lights go out
It's such a lonely thing to see
Oh my Lord
Talk of devil's food
What fortune
Lock the fruit
In a seed
So it grows
So it needs
Oh my soul
Soul like her cocoon
Long gone June
Her dark sides
Her bare fields
Whitethorn blossom just comes floating down
Down on the June breeze
Like summer snow on the ground
Long grass sways from side to side
The creatures are coming in here
They're coming in from far and wide
Here where everything changes and grows
Here where everything changes and grows
Here where everything changes and grows
They come to see the seasons different shows
Ah but June, I love the way you pull me in
June, I love your heat upon my skin
June, I love the way you pull me in
To your midsummer feeling
I hear the long grass shuffling in the June breeze
Smell the lavender and the catmint leaves
Everything comes and goes like the tides
Everything comes and goes like the tides
Everything comes and goes like the tides
Life is celebrations and goodbyes
Ah but June, I love the way you pull me in
June, I love your heat upon my skin
June, I love the way you pull me in
To your midsummer feeling
Wild rose and the foxglove side by side
Opening up to welcome butterflies
June
June
June
Came upon us much too soon
Then was gone
Gone
Like the mountains of the moon
At dawn
Then the sun came up on a sleepy day
And never went down at night
And the crowd kept on singin' Waste Away
but it just didn't feel right
And the prince and the drummer and the fire girls
Couldn't get our guitars in tune
And I knew it was over when the sound man said
"I wish we were still in June"
June
Telephones in private rooms
Hot bath
Bathe
In the smell of the buzz' perfume
Man, I want to go back
CHORUS
And I knew
It couldn't be true
It wasn't free
It wasn't for me
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah etc.
June
Came upon us much too soon
Then was gone
CHORUS
And we knew
It couldn't be true
Je crois que je respire
Et mes doigts que j'inspire
J'avale et je recrache
Je me remplis et me vide
De mon âge...
Je me fais que du bien
Et je me fais que du sale c'est normal
J'adore donner mon sang
Et j'en donne toujours le plus souvent...
Pourquoi j'en donne aussi souvent
Que j'adore autant que ça me fait mal
Tu vois comment
A l'intérieur... de moi
Je me sens
Personne ne voit
Et ne s'aperçoit de ce qui m'attend
Pour Ô moi
Je ne suis qu'une fille qui s'éteint
J'essaye et j'essaye mais je n'y arrive pas
Mais ne m'oubliez pas
Je mange et je m'ennuie
De ma vie j'anorexie
Si je bois ce poison
Qui sait si je grandirai
Dans la nuit
Je ne rêve plus à rien
Je sens que je me profane
Ô mon âme...
Maman j'ai peur de tout ce que j'ai à l'intérieur
O maman pourquoi j'ai si peur que tout commence
Et que tout m'écoeure
Tu vois comment
A l'intérieur... de moi
Je me sens
Personne ne voit
Et ne s'aperçoit de ce qui m'attend
Pourquoi Ô moi
Je ne suis qu'une fille qui s'éteint
Je ne suis qu'une fille qui s'éteint
june was tender
you can still see her
swinging in the moon-scythe
like spirits or ghosts
that nobody sees
that nobody believes in
june was tender
you can still see her
if the red-skin had been of flesh
he wouldn't have spent so many years
listening to june in the waves
if the red-skin had been of flesh
he wouldn't have spent so many years
listening to the voice that there wasn't
june would like to be
under the earth
like a beautiful stone-hand
white open
with the streched palm
on wich falling asleep
or at least
Light flickers in my room
Planes flying by
Dropping down perfume
Blanket out the sky
Wander through the smoke
Grabbing for food
Choking on the air
Might pass out soon
Why do I assume these things are
Bad, bad, burnt down, burnt down?
Bad, bad, burnt down, burnt down?
Why must all those pretty things be
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sheep trip over the fence
Scared animals trample over the bed (Sheep trip over the fence)
Siphoning out my will
And it might turn out just like they said (Sheep trip over the fence)
And it might be even worse in here
Why do I assume these things are
Bad, bad, burnt down, burnt down?
Bad, bad, burnt down, burnt down?
Why must all those pretty things be
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow? (It's up to the trees with the firestorm)
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow? (It's up to the trees with the firestorm)
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow? (It's up to the trees with the firestorm)
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow?
Sad, sad, somehow, somehow? (It's up to the trees with the firestorm)
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
Up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
It's up to the trees with the firestorm
Even now
Even now
Even now
Even now, now
Even now, now
Even now, now, now
Even now, now, now
Pots and pans are indestructible.
How do you respect your room?
If you hadn’t gone tomorrow,
You could have stayed on ‘til June.
It’s alright if I was older,
It’s ok to lose your age,
And I, want to follow you,
I do, I do.
It’s another I could trust you,
It’s another thing to swear,
I’m ok with all the others,
It’s just her I cannot stand,
I’m old enough to feel the way I do
And I know that you are true,
it’s just a part of my genes.
And I want you to know,
it’s hard to wait on,
I’ll swallow you whole,
Wait kindly in the next room.
And you have stayed,
A mile away from me,
And you will stay a mile away from me
If you know what’s good for you,
Words fly at me your so spiteful
i feel hate at the same time
you love the position i have
or is it the power i have on you
You echo gestures my shadow cowers
from grip marks on my wrist reminders
of my search for solitude
A mountain of weight bares
down and i'm suffocating
My defiance of you higher power
your pushing me away from this family
and ached to be so tight knit
I've got a trace of the scent
Get a hold of yourself, but I wanna
Can't get a hold of this
This is temptation at its very best
Tempting every time she looks back
One glance is all it had to take
An advance of a girl no the lust
With the dress in black
Oh, this is terrible
But I'm loving every minute of it
Oh, this is terrible
The stage you set is not as perfect
Clothes on the floor with the bedroom locked
It's all the same, I'm always following this trend
An advance from this game in my life
This has to end
Oh, this is terrible
But I'm loving every minute of it
Oh, this is terrible
The stage you set is not as perfect
Oh, I can't help myself it's true
Hey, tell me every time she looks back
Scheming the scandal, this sin means I'm in
Hey, tell me every time she looks back
I've got a trace of the scent
Get a hold of yourself, but I wanna
I've got a trace of the scent
Get a hold of yourself
Oh, this is terrible
But I'm loving every minute of it
Oh, this is terrible
The stage you set is not as perfect
Scheming the scandal, this sin means I'm in
I've got a trace of the scent
Oh, this is terrible
Please get a hold of it
Oh, I can't help myself it's true
Get over yourself.
You'll find me under your skin
This is you being selfish...
This is you feeling sorry for yourself,
And if not, you're kidding yourself
It started off from the get go.
I'll kill to remember and you'll drink to forget.
But it's just your tongue you'll choke on,
If you speak any faster!
It's just as easy to rip a piece off.
I'll write all your lies off
And I don't really care what you wear on your sleeve.
Did you really think
(That you had hidden the pillow)
That covered the weapon,
(The knife that cut?)
I'm still in hiding
(And you're still kidding yourself.)
Speak up. Speak up.
Am I you're easy way out?
You must be kidding yourself. You must be kidding,
Just as easy as to rip out this sliver from under your skin,
It's just your tongue you'll choke on.
(You will always drink to forget.)
We're driving home from the city and I made a promise
I promised not to look away
Why did you hit the brake?
A little game we used to play with
But I never look away
Cause falling is worse than hitting the ground
I hope you don't mind I made you stay over that night
We found a station you said you love to make love to
We're in too deep but we're young and new
Cause falling is worse than hitting the ground
This was the start of an obsession
And I'm starting to get a little desperate for
I live for always knowing I want more
Lift me up, lift me up cause I'll be coming down
Drag me to the tallest building
The tallest building in town
Cause falling is worse than hitting the ground
We're driving home from the city and you know what I'm thinking
We've become the things we hope and do
Let's take on the night
I wanna make this last a lifetime
I'll never look away from you
Lift me up, lift me up cause I'll be coming down
Drag me to the tallest building
The tallest building in town
Cause falling is worse than hitting the ground
Lift me up, lift me up cause I'll be coming down
Drag me to the tallest building
The tallest building in town
Cause falling is worse than hitting the ground
These are just a few mistakes
I would love to make, I would love
Take so close to home
Your body's right to feel
Toss them so unreal
But it isn't close to home
Come downside, I'd never forget
Just how official this may be
Counting all the waves, counting down the days
Till you'll be coming down
I'm still counting down
Don't you remember when
I was in your doorway?
Right where I said I'd be
Right where
I hope you remember this
Forever and always
Right where I said I'd be
Right where
I'm trembling from what you've done to me
Can't wait to flee, can't wait to finally
Make this hit so close to home
(Hit so close to home)
Make this hit so close to home
(Hit so close to home)
Sometimes I can feel the loud
Sometimes I can feel more than death
It's like a game to me
Counting down the days
Till you'll be coming down
I'm still counting down
Don't you remember when
I was in your doorway?
Right where I said I'd be
Right where
I hope you remember this
Forever and always
Right where I said I'd be
Right where
Right where I said I'd be
right where
Kiss me back, and burn, coming down
I'll just crash and burn, I'm coming down
I'll just crash and burn, I'm coming down
It's your touch that knocks me down
And your body that keeps me there
I'll just crash and burn, I'm coming down
It's your touch that knocks me down
And your body that keeps me there
Don't you remember when
I was in your doorway?
Right where I said I'd be
Right where
I hope you remember this
Forever and always
Right where I said I'd be
Right where
These are just a few mistakes
I would love to make, I would take
So they're so close to home
They're so close to home
She'll cut the rope
To lead you on
(So tell me) how's it feel when he's watching you sleep
Would it be any better
With a storm outside of your window
Make the trees feel like they're still trying
[Chorus]
He'll take his time as he...
(You don't know what's going on) [x2]
You can't stop him now
(Your voice is drowned out) by these cries
(Pull back the hammer)
Fingers on the trigger
As he makes his way down to your house
Talking
Hey love,
Times have changed, things are different now
Feelings have been lost, I've found someone new
Someone who's better than you
Sorry, Goodbye
I bet he's by your window
While the sheets cover your face
(You look so innocent girl)
I bet he's by your window
(Now this barrel is pointed at you)
While the sheets cover your face
(So wake up)
(Stop crying)
You look so innocent girl
(So only get what you deserve) [x2]
You'll get what you deserve
This barrel is pointed
(Stop crying)
Stop looking so innocent
Is this what you wanted?
With your match to catch and burn me down
with your type of answers?
It's just how you say it
Patrick, well is it time?
He'll watch from the window
Is this what you wanted?
(Is this what you wanted?)
It started off like this.
(I know you know)
Will you go when it's time?
I know you can light the match
(I know you know)
(Patrick, you'll go when it's time)
to burn me down
I know you know what.
I'll fold, I'll forget.
Will you?
Is this what you wanted
Now and again through your ears I'm listening.
It's just impossible to get your attention.
And it always comes down to just how you say it.
Come home.
When I promise
let down
but would you let me go if the time was right
(We will leave this option for you)
It started off like this
Will you go when it's time?
(I know you know)
I know you can light the match
(I know you know)
Will you go when it's time
to burn me down
I know you know what.
I'll fold, I'll forget.
Will you?
(to burn me down)
I won't come home but
I know you know what
I'll fold, I'll forget
Will you?
Would you go if the time was right?
(burn me down don't forget to)
Would you go just say you would want to take me.
take me, please take me, please take me
(This fire is almost out)
Would you go if the time was right?
(this time we fall)
Would you go?
Just say you want to take me.
take me, please take me.
And burn me down
I know you know what.
I'll fold, I'll forget.
Will you?
I won't come home but
I know you know what.
I'll fold, I'll forget.
Will you?
The skin dragged on the floor that night
your reasons and alibis lights off
and a knock at the door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are.
Knock down the door
you don't know but they are.
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
At the scene of the crime
hear the victims and the echoes
of the stories they told
when they said ready set go
(let this book be read).
The bodies have been found
with a note the door
you can still hear their cries out.
We climbed up the stairs
it wasn't long until they
found us keep quiet
they'll hear us now let's keep our heads down. Take us by surprise
this pact that we made.
We won't go alive.
This act of the story
these unjustified endings
lead us to the front door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are coming
knock down the door
you don't know but they are
(Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept)
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
This is our escape run for the structure.
Five hundred feet above the end of our story
the fastest way is down we have no choice but to.
Clenching the ledge as we balance on the edge this is the act the jump to save our lives.
Water hits our skin fills our lungs
and we are done.
We'll hide forever in this river
as we drift away.
Change your mind so I don't have to
is your target in position
am I in position cause I
& I won't surrender until I'm surrounded
am I surrounded?
One foot in the door
one foot in your grave
you're the one that started this
you're the one they thought they couldn't save
so tell me one thing can you
live up to what you had in mind
I choose to follow the tracks
to study the facts the acts that
you've left behind
when you turn your back to me
this is what you deserve
and on my count one two wait for:
Hesitate to pull your trigger
(hesitate you'll hesitate to
when you're down and out
you'll forget who I really am)
my head to fill your crosshairs
your head to fill my crosshairs
and I'll take it all the way
this is what I'll say
you're down that's what you want head towards
a friend to see if I'm lying
this isn't what your (I'm) thinking
Get up to see me walking
and head for your weapon
when you're down and out
(when you're down and out)
get up to see you walking
and head for my weapon
Hesitate to pull your trigger
(hesitate you'll hesitate to
when you're down and out
you'll forget who I really am)
my head to fill your crosshairs
your head to fill my crosshairs
Change your mind so I don't have to
is your target in position
am I in position cause I
& I won't surrender until I'm surrounded
am I surrounded?
Hesitate to pull your trigger
my head to fill your crosshairs
your head to fill my crosshairs
and I'll take it all the way
take it all away
I've got your invitation to be disappointed,
Well I'd love to hear you out.
I'm just having trouble finding reasons.
It always seemed to be, your voice that kept them awake,
It always seemed to me.
I've got your invitation to be disappointed,
Well I'd love to duck and cover, or just hide behind regret.
I'm just having trouble finding reasons.
It always seemed to be, your voice that kept them awake,
It always seemed to me.
You've hid this all inside
(No matter how hard you tried)
You always hid behind your best disguise.
You must have misunderstood this,
When did you become so good at making me feel like I'm wrong?
I can hear it in your voice,
(But I'm blocking the words out)
I guess I don't have to make a choice.
(Your cards are out on the table now)
I know this conversation,
It's the tone in your voice that always gives you away.
Or are you still unhappy about the weather?
I was never able to tell.
Just to get this through to you.
I'll stutter on my words and never second guess my phrases.
I guess that's why you're learning how to fake this.
I guess that's why I've grown to hate this.
Isn't it tragic?
Isn't it something?
I'm starting to forget how it feels to be alone
A bedroom that could break
Every risk that I'm willing to take
But don't, don't you dare try to
Try to make sense
Don't, don't you dare try to
Try to make sense out of me
Spend your day lonely, being alone
Don't try to make sense out of me
Spend your day lonely, being alone
Don't try to make sense out of me
Isn't it tragic?
Isn't it something?
I'm starting to regret the way I used to be now
I'm finding that I'll take
Every risk that just might come my way
But don't, don't you dare try to
Try to make sense out of me
Spend your day lonely, being alone
Don't try to make sense out of me
Spend your day lonely, being alone
Don't try to make sense out of me
I'm better off without this
Don't believe every word that I mean
I'm better off without this
Don't try to make sense out of me
Spend your day lonely, being alone
Don't try to make sense out of me
Spend your day lonely, being alone
Don't try to make sense out of me
I'm better off without this
Don't believe every word that I mean
I'm better off without this
Don't try to make sense out of me
Keep excuses to yourself.
I'll come from the back door, I'll catch you off guard.
Did you really think you were all by yourself?
I'll catch you off guard.
Sit down somewhere in your room.
Will I get you? Will I get you?
Will you still send all your letters when I'm not home?
Will you still write them?
And I am the reason you're always complaining.
This is my side of the story, but she always knows it,
And I already know what I've been missing.
Your well kept secrets you kept to yourself.
Don't want to hear it. Where is your argument?
"You can't hate me for this." I'll keep you right where I want you.(I'll Keep You Right Where I Want You.)
She said, "Stop running your mouth off."
Sit down somewhere in your room.
Will I get you? Will I get you?
Will you still send all your letters when I'm not home?
Will you still write them?
And I am the reason you're always complaining.
This is my side of the story, but she always knows it,
And I already know what I've been missing,
Been missing.
No, no, no, you won't regret, 'cause I'm just your selfish little kid.
I'll sit in your apartment as I bide my time.
You won't have to think about me now.
So just start to tune me out.
It will make you think you're all alone.
So keep excuses to yourself.
I'll come from the back door
I'll catch you off guard.
Did you really think you were all by yourself?
'Cause I am the reason you're always complaining.
This is my side of the story, but she always knows it,
And I already know what I've been missing.
And I am the reason you're always complaining.
This is my side of the story, but she always knows it,
And I already know what I've been missing.
So slit your feelings with apathy
And get your thrills from the last line
While you sit there and disagree
We're moving ahead,
We are moving beyond this machine
(Woah)
We're moving ahead...
Build a world inside your head
Try to make what you can't be
The silver lining is now dark red
We are moving ahead,
We are moving beyond this machine
We can make this right for the first time
(We're moving ahead)
We are close to the end of your line
(You'll follow instead)
So ideal, won't work his will
As it seemed to be
So naive, you'll find that I
Come to be very interesting
So ideal, won't work his will
As it seemed to be
So naive, you'll find that I
Come to be very interesting
So slit your feelings with apathy
And get your thrills from the last line
The silver lining is now...
Moving ahead,
We are moving
Beyond this machine
Its all your fault...
You've lost it all...
We can make this right for the first time
(We're moving ahead)
We are close to the end of your line
(You'll follow instead)
[x2]
We can make this right for the first time
(Its all your fault)
(We're moving ahead)
We are close to the end of your line
(You've lost it all)
(You'll follow instead)
[x2]
It's been pulling since I chose this heavy weight
There's only one thing that I'm missing these days
I can hope it wasn't a lie when every night I hear you'd wait forever for me
California has its time but it's always keeping you from my side
New York is nothing like your bedroom
And outside oh I could hear you screaming
You are not alone
So hold on and don't let go
You are not alone
I see your course you can't control
I can feel your face in front of me
Please don't let this get the best of me
And I lay back down cause we're coming home tonight
(We're coming home tonight, we're coming home tonight)
California has its time but it's always keeping you from my side
New York is nothing like your bedroom
And outside oh I could hear you screaming
You are not alone
So hold on tight and don't let go
You are not alone
I see your course you can't control
I'm still striving for everything and anything
I'm still starving for you (starving for you)
I'm still striving for everything and anything, baby
I'm still starving for you (starving for you)
We can make it out this time
We won't stop until our lives are...
We can make it out this time
We won't stop
It's been pulling since I chose this heavy weight
Getting closer to the day until we can have our way
We can have our way
And California has its time but it's always keeping you from my side
You are not alone
So hold on tight and don't let go
You are not alone
I see your course you can't control
You are not alone
So hold on tight and don't let go
You are not alone
I see your course you can't control
Well here I am
I'm looking at your face
The setting of this room is dark
But the light from the window
has captured all your beauty
lets take this for mourning
Let's take this for memory
But when he looks back
upon his life he spent with her
he feels like she's still there
feels like she's still at home
but reality sinks in
as he screams in silence
Now I know
the queen is position
placed with precision
check mate and the reaper wins again
(Take your pieces back to the board)
my respects have been paid
So please don't take this out on me
I'm sorry
Well I'm sorry
But when he looks back
upon his life he spent with her
he feels like she's still there
feels like she's still at home
but reality sinks in
as he screams in silence
And enter this lonely room
to see the face of a stranger
Well don't let her see you cry
just make it to the backroom
Now you see him its time to die
And all those things that run through your head
take this time out
when he looks back
upon his life he spent with her
he feels like she's still there
feels like she's still at home
but reality sinks in
as he screams in silence
This room is dark
but your shadow is cast
this day you rest we won't forget...
I'm just an entry that you keep to yourself.
(Better just to write it all out in your words)
To keep to yourself.
(I'm just a liar) I'm just a liar.
Won't you just keep it under your breath
to just show off your confidence?
It's worse that you think when you feel nothing.
[Chorus:]
You can't tell me this is over. Enough is enough.
Why didn't you tell me what you had in store?
I'll tell you when it's done, I'll tell you when it's over.
I'm just a little too tired for this. She says,
"Why don't you write another line about it to sing to yourself?
But this time hold your melody out."
I've got the time if you have the argument,
But it's not hard to carry on with a lie.
She said it's worse than you think when you feel nothing,
Even when you can't stop writing about it.
I know she'll write less in time and I can go on with this lie.
There are some things I just won't get out of you.
Now a look brings a tear to my eye
I can feel, can remember the time
We got locked up, forgot about breaking down
We remained to sew it together
I talk outside,
the drinks are held throughout our minds
At twenty-two thinking,
realize its all worthwhile
Would you run away?
Would you come with me?
Maybe...
To feel alive again?
Wait, wait, wait
The cold hits us in the face
I say lets disappear till the morning
Lets take it all in,
Forget when the night began
Your hair is wet,
Glistening in the moonlight
We're rising, is it ready, you're sure?
I'm the one below with life alone
I don't know why but I wish
That maybe I can lose myself
I don't know why I lost the drive
I let it drift apart
Gotta get back to place
Not thinking what I say from the start
Would you run away?
Would you come with me?
Maybe...
To feel alive again?
So what do you say?
Would you follow me baby?
Let's feel alive again
I'm overcome with the sayings
My head's lifting and your's agrees
Well this is right,
You know its right
Let's make this work tonight
I don't know why but I wish
That maybe I could lose myself
I don't know why I lost the drive
I let it drift apart
Gotta get back to place
Not thinking what I say from the start
Would you run away?
Would you come with me?
Maybe...
To feel alive again?
So what do you say?
Would you follow me baby?
Let's feel alive again.
This is about the story that never ends.
But this pen won't run out, but the pages always end up on the floor.
[Chorus:]
You like to keep me awake. Is there something that you wanted?
No, don't apologize; just hold your breath.
Try not to freeze before the morning,
â'Cause I am the winter; this sickness will break out.
I am contagious and this illness is what you want.
So I'll stand by your door.
Lay in your bed now, because this is your grave.
Now and burn all your clothes (off) I can tell that your fever is rising.
Why is it so much colder on your side of town?
Would it make things any easier if something comes up and I'm not around?
You can say this is all my fault at the time when you're painting your finger.
It's funny 'cause I can still hear the voice
My head is spinning round (spinning round)
Cross my heart and hope to die
In hopes of keeping my luck
All systems read go
(All systems read go)
Don't stop the fire as it takes us both alive
Let it scorch our bodies
[Chorus]
Please wake from your slumber
(Please wake from your slumber)
(Toss and turn)
Tell me what she is dreaming
(Are you blind)
Just standing here screaming
(Wake up)
Wake up from your nightmares
(from you nightmares)
I never thought that this could be
What is it you see in me?
So would this change any of our minds
Being nervous, in touch with our loaded smiles
And an exit clip for our regrets
So don't stop the fire as it takes us both alive
Let it scorch our bodies
[Chorus x2]
Can this be real?
Is she really laying next to me?
The city speaks through her window singing me to sleep
I feel like I'm getting into this too deep
So
I've got your voice
Singing in my head
Always find a way, a way to pull me in too
But I can't have you
You've got his eyes
Burning in your mood
He looks at you and you fall apart on cue
I lay without you
I can't take this anymore here, you're winning
Always coming back to push for more
I'm pushing
Can this be real?
Is she really laying next to me?
The city speaks through her window singing me to sleep
I feel like I'm getting into this too deep
So
Like you intentionally
Pull me off my feet
Always looked my way oh it's safe to say that
"Now I need you"
Then I come in close
I see you look exposed
Get to thinking about the situation you're in now
You're often wanted
I can't take this anymore, you're waiting
Always coming back wanting to push for more
I'm pushing
Start pushing
Can this be real?
Is she really laying next to me?
The city speaks through her window singing me to sleep
I feel like I'm getting into this too deep
So
I begin to feel your head as you lay it on my chest
You say you feel safe but baby so do all the rest
So how do I know this isn't just a test, no?
How do you sway?
Don't you know I would rather let it suffocate?
This constant feeling I'm finished enough to take
I'm too stupid I know
I'd like to keep the losing short
Gotta stop struggling for nothing
Please set me free, from me
Can this be real?
Is she really laying next to me?
The city speaks through her window singing me to sleep
I feel like I'm getting into this too deep
So
I begin to feel your head as you lay it on my chest
You say you feel safe but baby so do all the rest
So how do I know this isn't just a test, no?
How do you sway?
Don't you know I would rather let it suffocate?
This constant feeling unfinished rough to take
How do you sway?
Don't you know I would rather let it suffocate?
This constant feeling unfinished rough to take
Didn't think to get an answer
I'll say what you wanna hear
You know that I am better than that
But the silence is awkward
And I've been, I've been just fine
How about you?
Start a little conversation
I'm sorry, I'm going up are you going down?
Or are you in or out?
Well have to wait and see now,
I got a question, but I didn't mean to interrupt
Tried to figure you out, not cut you off
I'm sorry, I will wait, I'm sorry, I will
Can you really think just how this feels?
All I wanted all i wanted was your time
Can you really think just how this feels?
Can you really think just how this feels?
All I wanted was your time
Cause I know you got an answer set aside
Didn't think to get what you want
Say what you have to say,
Keep it together, you know I didn't mean to interrupt
But I can fill you with the lies
And you know, you know, how I keep this conversation going on and on
And I know that your starving for more
But your foot's out the door
Or are you in or out?
Well just have to wait and see now
I got a question but I didn't mean to interrupt
Tried to figure you out not cut you off
I'm sorry, I will wait, I'm sorry, I will
Can you really think just how this feels?
All I wanted all I wanted was your time
Can you really think just how this feels?
Can you really think just how this feels?
All I wanted was your time
Cause I know you got an answer set aside
Try to figure you out
I can, I can,
When you always ask for more
I can, I can,
Try to figure you out
(All I wanted was your time)
I can, I can,
When you always ask for more
(All I wanted was your time)
I can, I can,
I got a question but I didn't mean to interrupt
(Can you really think just how this feels)
Tried to figure you out, not cut you off
(Can you really think just how this feels)
I'm sorry, I will wait, I'm sorry, I will
All I wanted, all I wanted was your time
Can you really think just how this feels?
Can you really think just how this feels?
All I wanted was your time
Cause I know you got an answer set aside
Maybe it's possible to see a bond destroyed once more
You're too scared of getting closer
It's getting too hard to ignore
I ask, "How do you live?"
"Will you ever walk away from it?"
Watching the lines all disappear
And don't consider it severe
I'll make this turn out the way it has to be
So
So think of your last move and I'll make my plans
See, I leave you behind me
So now I've got to fix, got to fix all this
Fix what's holding me back
Fix what you've become
And now I'm turning into, what you want in me
As you're watching the lines disappear
So
So you make your last move and I'll make my plans
See, I leave you behind me
It's time to go
It seems so intriguing but I built this myself
See, I leave you behind me
So listen to me now, try to follow my lead
When I close my eyes comfort carries over me
Cause I can feel inside a sense of a waking dream
Can you admit that you were wrong again?
Can you admit to the fact that you can't answer now and then?
I'll make this turn out the way it has to be
So you make your last move and I'll make my plans
See, I leave you behind me
It's time to go
It seems so intriguing but I built this myself
See, I leave you behind me
Try to understand
That nothing is going as planned
And now its all so clear to me
I've lost all control
And it's already too late
It's already far too late
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
I can see a change
Just assume I'll go away
Where was your purity?
How about your honesty?
Turns out that I told you that you got it right
Full of pride but you're bothering, turn out the light
It's what you planned on
Got it (you got it) you got it
Just a taste, just a taste on the tip of your tongue
Make sure to tell all your friends
I'm not giving into this
I've tried and tried and tried to block the thought
You're such a shameless accident
No, I will not give into this
I'm not giving into this
I've tried and tried and tried to block the thought
You're such a shameless accident
No, I will not give into this
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Can't forget about it
Welcome the scenery
The place you're meant to be
Consider I tried to adjust
It was just that it must be my luck
I wish you'd see me now
Don't you ever assume that I will turn back
I will never turn back
Just a taste, just a taste on the tip of your tongue
Make sure to tell all your friends
I'm not giving into this
I've tried and tried and tried to block the thought
You're such a shameless accident
No, I will not give into this
I'm not giving into this
I've tried and tried and tried to block the thought
You're such a shameless accident
No, I will not give into this
I'm not giving into this
Cause I've tried and I've tried
No more reason to persist
Cause I've tried and I've tried
It's just a shameless mistake
So tell me your story's straight
It's not a shameless mistake
I'm not giving into this
I've tried and tried and tried to block the thought
You're such a shameless accident
No, I will not give into this
I'm not giving into this
I've tried and tried and tried to block the thought
You're such a shameless accident
No, I will not give into this
I'm gonna let the city take her
And wouldn't you like to know if I could change any of this?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
You hold on, it's just another day
If you could, would you try to take it back and forget all about it?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you
Change any of this in any other way?
If you could, would you?
The things I do to go back to you
would you fix what you put me through?
I'm just not ready, not ready, it's so true
Would you know that this is over?
And it tears me apart to know that I won't get over this
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
It's hard but she's to be okay
If you could, would you take back the taste of wanting to want this?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
If you could, would you?
I'm gonna let the city take her
And wouldn't you like to know?
If you could, would you?
The things I do to go back to you
Would you fix what you put me through?
I'm just not ready, not ready, it's so true
Was it worth it?
Tell me, was it worth it?
The things I do to go back to you
Was it worth it?
Tell me, was it worth it?
And now, and now you got what you wanted a fresh, fresh taste of temptation
So tell me (if you could, would you? If you could, would you?)
So tell me
Do you have, do you know you get what you deserve the next best thing to temptation
So tell me (if you could, would you? If you could, would you?)
So tell me
(If you could, would you)
Change any of this in any other way? (Any other way)
Change any of this in any other way? (Any other way)
And if you could, would you?
The things I do to go back to you
Would you fix what you put me through?
I'm just not ready, not ready, it's so true
Was it worth it?
Tell me, was it worth it?
The things I do to go back to you
Was it worth it?
Tell me, was it worth it?
If you could, would you?
The things I do to go back to you
Would you fix what you put me through?
I'm just not ready, not ready, it's so true
Was it worth it?
Tell me, was it worth it?
The things I do to go back to you
Was it worth it?
Tell me, was it worth it?
Weeks seem longer without the comfort of you
(Comfort of you)
And I don't wanna sound vulnerable
But you know that I miss you
[Pre-Chorus]
It seemed easier September as for now
The cold that's locked in our heads
Is held in with the loneliness
The loneliness
[Chorus]
This last incision has left me weak
(And left you strong)
And now my guts fall to the floor
(And only to gasp) to get enough air
(To open my eyes) open my eyes
(And see how happy you are) how happy you are
And tell yourself it's better not to show
Cuz this time we fall
It's better not to say
(It's better off this way
It's better not to say)
She said...
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
(We always say)
You look so much better with your eyes closed
(God damn you're so unpredictable)
I wish I was so unpredictable
(We always say)
You look so much better with your eyes closed anyways
(Yeah, sleeping something like that)
And I'll keep my eyes closed
For the colder half of these months
(No I won't let go this time)
With everything I've held onto
(It seemed like you) won't blame this on yourself
Believe I try to see your eyes and understand it
It comes a time when babe I will call you mine
Oh, maybe one day
But until that day
I try and try to turn away from my own take
But another day, another minor mistake
One day, I'm just waiting
Your shadow, your shadow
Makes me feel within
The room begins to spin
I've got to leave, I have to
I just can't shake it
This feeling overwhelming covers my skin
These words are true
The city would not lose its view or forget the scents of me and you
But I've got to quit
I've got to quit
Oh, I admit I just can't hold on to any thought of
Your shadow, your shadow
Makes me feel within
The room begins to spin
I've got to leave, I have to
I just can't shake it
This feeling overwhelming covers my skin
I hear you coming, hear you coming, you walk inside
The room goes dark and our eyes collide
My drink is spilled and my body feels numbness
I can't stand it, I don't know why
Another minute
Another minute of not having you
This I had to refuse
Your shadow, your shadow
Makes me feel within
The room begins to spin
I've got to leave, I have to
I just can't shake it
This feeling overwhelming covers my skin
I can see it in your eyes
this time you're hardly breathing
But don't be alarmed girl
this time we don't go up for air
I love it when you're nervous
(this time we don't go up for air)
your arson will keep us here
Think of your way out
cause it's about time
for you to follow or its
Dead or alive
you'll give up or survive
these lungs weren't made for breathing
And the lock on the door
keeps your head to the floor
as the flames dance up the walls
you start to feel the heat against your back
Find the hall
make the call
save the girl
or let her fall to her creation
You will see
I'll turn the tables back around
in this penitentiary
find a nice spot in this room where you can
Dig yourself much deeper in
you're giving up on getting out
when your hell begins to win
This is exactly what you wanted
this ending that you started
your attempt was so half hearted:
are you listening
Well think of your way out
it's down to every man for himself
hey it's about time for you to follow
Maybe cause you're dead
I'm alive
you gave up
I'll survive
your lungs gave up on breathing
And the lock on the door
keeps your head to the floor
as the flames dance up the walls
you start to feel the heat against your back
Find the hall
make the call
save the girl
or let her fall to her creation
You will see
I'll turn the tables back around
in this penitentiary
find a nice spot in this room where you can
You almost thought that you had won
dead or alive
is that what you had in mind listen up
call your bluff
close your eyes
I recommend you take my advice
Save your air
this room is like your lungs
once were save your tears
evacuation slim to none
the flicker of the lights
through the thick of the smoke
And now you wish you'd make it out:
Find the hall
make the call
save the girl
or let her fall to her creation
You will see
I'll turn the tables back around
in this penitentiary
find a nice spot in this room where you can
This story keeps on growing
All my weaknesses are showing
I hope it's something to hold on to
I'm on to you
I keep on writing down
These words you never knew about
I hope it's something you'll hold on to
Just as soon as you think you figured it all out
You try it again
Just as soon as you think you figured it all out
She turns to you and says
"You say that I'm a fool cause I just keep on hanging on
But I promise to you, you don't know what you've got until it's gone"
This story keeps on growing
I have waited, now it's showing
I hope it's something to hold on to
I'm on to you
I keep on writing down
These words that you just heard about
I hope it's something you'll hold on to
Just as soon as you think you figured it all out
You try it again
Just as soon as you think you figured it all out
She turns to you and says
"You say that I'm a fool cause I just keep on hanging on
But I promise to you, you don't know what you've got until it's gone"
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(This story keeps on growing, I have waited, now it's showing)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(I hope it's something to hold on to, I'm on to you)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(I keep on writing down, these words that you just heard about)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(I hope it's something to hold on to)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(This story keeps on growing, I have waited, now it's showing)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(I hope it's something to hold on to, I'm on to you)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(I keep on writing down, these words that you just heard about)
Bend me baby
Come on baby break me
(I hope it's something to hold on to)
This is one thing that just could
Make you pull over
(Please pull over, I can't stop shaking)
While your head's toward the window looking down
(And I can walk home from here)
Just stop the car
(Just stop blame this on me)
As the car drives away and you're gone
My heels are hurting
But I'll keep on walking
(And as I take your picture out
The rain has warped your face)
But your eyes still show
(Had it been an hour, oh)
No, just half past twelve
[Pre-Chorus]
Burn these bridges we cross
Girl this bend will take you off
And this overpass won't sleep
[Chorus]
(Still light shines on 1426
His disguise is broken by
His lit cigarette and)
These thoughts he has been thinking of
This side of your room (is almost close enough)
(If we checked your insides)
Would there be all black inside
(Coated with the ashes of despair)
But your alive
One bullet or survive
(And she cries)
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
Let that windshield break your fall
we'll count how many times
you roll on the asphalt
but when you're unconscious girl
fill that gut up with sorrow
and leave those eyes for catching
And prior to this accident
your error
your execution
this plague is now over
you've gone and slept your fever away
your execution is
your only way out
this act of treason
has led the jury to its verdict
sentenced to death
let the windshield break your fall
count how many times you roll on the asphalt
Glass rips like a knife to your thigh
leave your ghost behind
are you afraid yet
don't bother to try to open your eyes
once this is over
are you afraid yet
Nightfall
the stoplight before your house
the beginning of it all
We'll keep you guessing on the outcome
how come you're scared is it maybe
because our hook might catch
Glass rips like a knife to your thigh
leave your ghost behind
are you afraid yet
don't bother to try to open your eyes
once this is over
are you afraid yet
This is trial and error
but your mistakes have been made
(this is what you wanted and the jury agrees
this is your sentence)
These sheets won't touch the floor tonight
because she's wearing that shirt that cuts from the shoulders
She's better off with a dress that drags
(better off with a dress that drags)
from the small of your back/to the bedroom
After this you'll keep me guessing once again
After this, you're better off with the dress that drags
(She's better off with the dress that drags) to the small of your back
I forgot this is not where I left you
I'm going to get to the bottom of this (the bottom)
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out
You're always into getting me started (started)
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out
You're always into getting me started (started again)
This is your desperate attempt at keeping promises
Your motive is your weakness
She's still self-conscious about her pale skin
That's why she's feeling/this is your mistake
After this you'll keep me guessing once again (once again)
Better off and you're still self-conscious
After this wish you were better off and you wish you were better than this
I forgot this is not where I left you
I'm going to get to the bottom of this (the bottom)
And I forgot this is not where I left you
I'm going to get to the bottom of this (the bottom)
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out
You're always into getting me started (started)
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out
You're always into getting me started (started again)
You're always good at getting started
I was always so much better at talking myself out of this
These feet won't touch the floor tonight
Just make sure you lock the door
She fell asleep with TV on
The liquors there just to keep you warm
You are my struggle
You're always good at getting started
I was always so much better at talking myself out of this
(She's wearing that shirt that cuts from the shoulders)
She's better off with the dress that cuts from her back
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out/you are
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out
You're always into getting me started (started)
Get me out/you are, you are always into get me out
(You're always good at getting started
I was always so much better at talking myself out of this)
You're always into getting me started (started again)
Well I've got plans for you.
If you were afraid of this constant drama
Then I have a place for you.
Did you hear what I said, or would you like me to say it again?
I'm taking you down with me.
Was I wrong or right, or does it even really matter anymore?
Does this shit even really matter anymore?
Have you made up you mind yet?
I gave up on you a while ago.
You know I never wanted you to aim high, you hit low.
I gave up on you a while ago.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
Are you through? It seems like this follows the same old pattern.
I'm begging you for something new.
Want me to choose a side? We'll decide. Or should I say it again?
I'm taking you down with me.
Was I wrong or right, or does it even really matter anymore?
Does it even really matter anymore?
Do you still lay awake when everybody leaves?
Was it me who helped you to sleep?
No, I'm just being naïve.
You know I never really wanted you to leave.
Have you made up you mind yet?
I gave up on you a while ago.
You know I never wanted you to aim high, you hit low.
I gave up on you a while ago.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
It's often draining to think back on what we used to be.
Can you please, can you please?
Do you still lay awake when everybody leaves?
Was it me who helped you to sleep?
No, I'm just being naïve. (Can you please, can you please?)
Have you made up you mind yet?
I gave up on you a while ago.
You know I never wanted you to aim high, you hit low.
I gave up on you a while ago.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
You know I never wanted you to leave.
June, what you gonna do without me?
Soon, you're gonna have to move around me,
It's never what you wanted but it's been a while
coming,
Oh June, what you gonna do?
Throw your stones, if you need to take it out on me,
Don't you know, that's the way it's always gotta be,
There's no room, in the end your little fantasy,
Won't come true, that's so you,
June
June, I love the hats you wear to meet me,
But soon, you're gonna have to chose between me
And everything you wanted, girl you knew you had it
coming,
Oh June, I said what you gonna do?
Throw your stones, if you need to take it out on me,
Don't you know, that's the way it's always gotta be,
There's no room, in the end your little fantasy,
Won't come true, that's so you,
She screams and she cries and nobody cares,
She's never alone, she needs everyone there,
But she's not gonna get a reaction from me 'cause I let
And it's so hard to go,
Throw your stones, if you need to take it out on me,
Don't you know, that's the way it's always gotta be,
There's no room, in the end your little fantasy,
Won't come true, that's so you,
June
June
Are you weary of the lengthening days?
Do you secretly wish for November's rain?
And the harvest moon top reign in the sky (now that it's June)
There is nothing in this world more bitter than Spring
Now I wrote you this letter
Because the clothes were hung on the line
And the crows flew out of the field
And up into the sky
I'm lying here in the station
Stretching out on the tracks
For all the possible places that I might arrive
There is nothing in this world more bitter than love
In all those long days of June
Bring me the long, brown grass now that it's dry
i'm just like anybody else so let's start this once again
if i thought this to an end
it meant that nothing was ever meant
i meant that you have never been my friend
how can you dance when my legs are bleeding
how can you whisper when i feel like screaming
this is the perfect tragedy
sugar coated madness dear
and if you never realize me it doesn't matter anyway
i tried my relevelation now and you'll try your one then
yes you really had your chance to win something right here
crashed girl goodbye baby bye-bye
don't want you
don't need you
Somber girl
You paint your fingernails blue
at the deep end of the pool
Waiting on June
Waiting on the colors to...
Bloom (You're an optimistic girl)
Smiling only inside
Why you so surprised
when summer dies?
Don't you know it will rise and rise again and...
June
There's no mystery surrounding you
You love everything about you
And until then you've got June gloom
Solemn girl
You're like the sound of the notes
as I am playing on my piano
Makes you weep on the snow
and wish the cold would go
Soon ( You're a tragic figure )
Fighting until the end
I'm happy to be your boyfriend
and you're my whirlwind
Blowing in, blowing in...
June
There's no mystery surrounding you
You love everything about you
I heard you crying all through the night
You're feeling down and that is all right
Cuz she's gone, oh yeah, she's gone
Your brothers home and he won't get a job
30 messages left from your mom
saying come home soon, now that she's gone
And it feels like winter in the middle of June
Your baby went and left you sing another tune
When you know that you're done for but you won't be through
Your baby went and left you to the weeping blues
Your boss is angry, tired of the work
Your temper rises you call him a jerk
And you're fired, oh yeah, you're fired
So now you're living back with your mom
Sleeping on a couch that does your back wrong
And you hurt, oh yeah, it hurts
And it feels like winter in the middle of June
Your baby went and left you sing another tune
When you know that you're done for but you won't be through
Your baby went and left you to the weeping blues
No wonder you feel so alone
In this house in this home
Beyond all the differences go
Outside in the sun
ItÂ's june I swear it feels so good
ItÂ's june
I care if sunÂ's too hot for you
ItÂ's june come on and let it groove
So put on a jacket and come
I drive you in my car
I show you how different they are
Just look through the sun
ItÂ's june I swear it feels so good
ItÂ's june
I care if sunÂ's too hot for you
I washed myself
With pants that were not mine
I washed myself
With [pain] she'd made soap
My name is June
And I'm doing fine
But people call me March
I want to make
The same noise as a running horse
I want to hear the same noise as a landing plane
My name is June
And i'm doing fine
But people call me March
I'm feeling down
Own a store
I gave you a book
you burned it down
and reading lights
I could save
I try to look at what would be my grave
I'm feeling down
Own a store
I gave you a book
You burned it down
And reading lights
I could save
I try to look at what would be my grave
This space starts out empty and I know it can't hurt more than it already does
And it all falls down around me and hits me in the face and falls onto the ground
And I wish that I could understand why I'm so upset to see these things I'll never have
My hands shake with anger and my eyes fill up with tears that taste like salt
And it's hard to get up; too hard to pick myself up off the ground
Laughing at me, if I could
Wondering by myself, if I could
I was lost at sea and you let me drown
To walk for miles, let the rain soak me until I smile
It's getting late, but I don't mind
I'm holding onto hands as drenched as mine and for the first time in my life
I want to cry and laugh at the same time
And I'm happy because this space has been filled by her
All packed up with no where to go, a thousand miles with
only one show and just enough gas to get us nowhere My
expectations were simple and few--next year
I think I'll spend a day in June with you-I know we all
think differently--different reams for different reasons
but I think it should be alright for friends to disagree
everybody's telling me what I ought to do-next year
I think I'll spend a day in June with you--I've made so
many friends along the way
I told you all about them on the phone today.
My back is sticking to the seat my heart is sticking to
my dreams I guess I'm just gonna sit back and try to
enjoy the ride--My eyes are on the road--my mind is
somewhere else sometimes
I'd rather spend some days all by myself--in a crowded
room with no one to talk to--next year
The night that you left
The sky started crying
The moon's face was hiding
Just like mine
When I was thirsty and lost
Like a true heaven's daughter
Darlin', you brought me water for my soul
There will never be another one for me
I know someday I will see you again
But the love you gave me will last until then
I never thought I'd lose you
Or that you'd go ahead of me
But now you rode instead of me
On their angel wings
Did the Lord call your name
And did you take His hand
To join that family band
Once again
There will never be another one for me
I know someday I will see you again
But the love that you gave me
Will last until then
On a night, in May
All the sky cried for June
And an eclipse of the moon
The sun shines on my pillow as the dawn is breaking through
The birds are singing merrily but I'm forever blue
Blue for you
It's June outside my window November in my heart
If only we could try again and make a brand new start
'Cause I'm tired of feeling lonely so tired of feeling blue
Can't face another morning just can't go on without you
I've told you that I'm sorry
I've tried to understand
For your love I'd do everything
Your wish is my command
I've told you I will follow
Anytime and anywhere
I'll beg and steal and borrow
Just to show how much I care
I've told you that I love you
And my love goes on and on
I will love you true forever
'Til the day of Kingdome come
But oh why did you go
Leaving me sore wondering
Oh why did you go
Leaving me sore wondering why
Music: Anders Rosen, Hans Rosen, Michael Ohlsson.
[Verse One]
[Copywrite]
RJD2 drop that shit so I can drop my thoughts
Driftin' away and depress all within listening range
Nah, but for real I got so much shit on my mind
From fake motherfuckers to my future I'm trying to get in line
And doing Hip Hop in this life and time
Ain't all nice and fine
At times I feel like my whole life's a rhyme
Full of punchlines and jokes
Fuck-ups and punch-ins
It's like I just can't get shit right
The first time or somethin'
When no one knows your name
And your vinyl's still in stores
Once you get a little life
Through arguing over who feels it more
We got sixteen-year-old net-heads buying garbage
Wanting to keep you for their personal private artist
We don't do shit for the clubs -
It's for us 45's go RJZ archaeologist diggin 'em up
And I'm the saint sent {Saint-Saens}
To vinyl when it gets set to bash
And it's for life until my final mic check is cashed
[Verse Two]
I can't fully become my mother's guiding light
Till my dad returns to tell me what the other side is like
I keep the things you taught trapped in mind
I know you cared even though you weren't here half the time
But who am I to blame
I'd probably do the same in your shoes
I never held that against you
Complained or assumed
You never went through what I'm living
Hell who am I kidding?
Depression is practically
A part of family tradition
So I keep the time we shared close
It sucks to lose
It also sucks we had to share the month of june
I woulda shared eternal time before I left
Each year I celebrate my birth
I can't help it
I like it by myself
And if I can't help it
I'll turn into someone else
Ask me a question
The answer should be yes or no
But I'm looking at the air around me
And it's clutter with maybes and who knows
It's these obsessions that get to me
They take up all the room in my head
I have all the time in the world for you dear
Umm could you repeat what you said?
I have two sides
And one of them's always wrong
And I can't help it
Not knowing which side I'm on
I thought I heard someone coming
I said "Hello, is anyone there?"
I didn't notice I was by myself
Actually, I guess I was more than aware
So set two plates at the table dear
That's right, set two on my side
We'll try to be pleasant, not argue
And confess all the feelings we hide
I've got these notions
Of competing inside my head
I guess my emotions
Are better straightening
The light is on
In the dark
The rain is in waiting in line
When you're hiding and driving
Everything in between the clouded sky
My eyes are seeing visions of June
The tears are falling flowing too soon
When you know there's nothing stop the pain
There's nothing stop the pain again
The enemies of June
Walking across the surface
Coming close to you
Driving itself in your space
Fighting for June
Fighting for you
Enemies, enemies of June is in you
in you, you, you, you, you
When you know
That you're there
Almost drowning in your own tears
Just remember I was standing right where you were
There's nothing stop the June inside
The enemies of June
Walking across the surface
Coming close to you
Driving itself in your space
Fighting for June
Fighting for you
Enemies, enemies of June is you
Enemies of June
Walking across the surface
Coming close, coming close to you
* RJD2 drop that shit so I can drop my thoughts
Driftin away, and depress all within listening range
Nah but for real I got so much shit on my mind
From fake motherfuckers to my future I'm trying to get in line
And doing hip hop in this life in time ain't all nice and fine
At times I feel like my whole life's a rhyme
Full of punchlines and jokes
Fuck ups and punches
It's like I can't get shit right the first time or something
When no one knows your name, your vinyl's still in stores
Once you get a little light through arguing over who feels it more
We got sixteen year old dead heads buying garbage
Wanting to keep you from their personal private artists
We don't do shit for the clubs
It's for our forty fives,
go RJ the archaeologist diggin them up
And I'm the same cent,
To vinyl that gets sent to bash
June
Came upon us much too soon
Then was gone
Gone
Like the mountains of the moon
At dawn
Then the sun came up on a sleepy day
And never went down at night
And the crowd kept on singin' Waste Away
but it just didn't feel right
And the prince and the drummer and the fire girls
Couldn't get our guitars in tune
And I knew it was over when the sound man said
"I wish we were still in June"
June
Telephones in private rooms
Hot bath
Bathe
In the smell of the buzz' perfume
Man, I want to go back
CHORUS
And I knew
It couldn't be true
It wasn't free
It wasn't for me
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah etc.
June
Came upon us much too soon
Then was gone
CHORUS
And we knew
this space starts out empty
and i know it cant hurt more
than it already does
and it all falls down around me
and it hits me in the face
i fall onto the ground
and i wish that i could understand
why im so upset to see
these things ill never have
my hands shake with anger
but my eyes fill up with tears (taste like salt)
and its all your fault
till i can pick myself up off the ground
(groaning..)
to walk for miles
let the rain soak me until i smile
its getting late but i dont mind
im holding onto hands as drenched as mine
and for the first time in my life
i want to cry and laugh at the same time
because this is supposed to be happy
When your heart strings tug on mine
Let's sit down, please, for another glass of wine
And maybe we'll hold hands
As I look into your eyes
A romance overseas is not opposed by any means
Just please one more kiss
On my face and on my lips
Is all I need
I never knew that love could ever happen quite like this
Have I told you 'bout my lover?
She's twice my age;
A well-renowned performer of film and stage
Oh, please, please, please, call my name
We walked about the country, side by side
Neither one revealed what they felt inside, but oh
You are a woman but I am a full-grown boy
As we start to sail away, I begin to doubt myself
We will never be the same again
We will never be the same
We've packed up our belongings and said 'Fare ye well'
Will we meet again? Oh, I cannot tell
But I will not forget your face
I just received your message, it made me smile
It lightened up my heavy heart for just a while
But oh, I'll see you in my dreams
When I return to home
As we start to sail away, I begin to doubt myself
We will never be the same again
I walked out
Onto wet and empty streets
With no one around
But the nightingale's sweet sound
And I thought all about
Summer days in June
The way you looked at me
When I looked at you
It's all gone now
You're not around
I know you'd say it's too cliche
For me to write a song about those summer days
I still see you
Looking up at me
The pushing back your hair
As you fall asleep
You were so
Beautiful
I know you'd say it's too cliche
For me to write a song about those summer days
But I can never love the way
You look with the sun on your face
I still hear your voice saying I'll be home soon
And I still feel you like the warmest day in June
I know you'd say it's too cliche
For me to write a song about those summer days
But I can never love the way
