I can't know what you feel inside.
But your face can't hide your foolish pride.
Keep in mind all you left behind
Was in chains that bind: is that a sign?
I can't read what you keep inside your mind,
Protecting what I find within your walls.
Things I feel that I know just can't be real.
Trick and try to steal my life away.
Cold deception goes both ways.
Watch yourself or you'll get bathed.
In the darkness that is light.
As your spirit dies tonight.
I'll tell you something- I know I must be strong.
For your giving me something- That I know is wrong.
I can't know what you feel inside,
But your face can't hide your foolish pride.
Keep in mind all you left behind
Was in chains that bind: is that a sign?
Your intentions become clear.
All deceptions disappear.
The inception of your plan.
Marks the end of modern man.
I'll tell you something- I know I must be strong.
If your instinct's always right.
How about I step aside?
And let you do your thing again.
And if there's nothing that can fool you.
How come you're all alone?
Anything can happen now.
And when you close your little eyes,
They will plunder all your dreams
And take away your teddy bear...
I guess you fucked it up.
I guess you fucked it up this time...
Monkey see and monkey do.
Now what a fool are you
To do just what they told you to?
And now you know how roles can change.
You used to be so out of range
From anything that brought you down.
Now every time you go to sleep,
You get to feel how this runs so deep.
Makes nightmares out of pretty dreams.
I guess you fucked it up.
I guess you fucked it up this time.
I just wish there was something
That you could say
That could make me care again.
Something that would make me want to get you out of this,
But there is really nothing left of anything we had.
So now you're on your own.
So now you're all alone.
Just like you always wanted it to be.
No one to tell you how to think.
No one to tell you when to stop.
No one to tell you when to think about the fact that you fucked up.
That you fucked up.
About the fact that you fucked up...
That you fucked up.
About the fact that you fucked up...
That you fucked up again...
They're in control now
I can't breathe when you're with me, I can't even think
I swallow every promise you can never keep
Now that I see you for what it is that you are
I know there's nothing that you can do anymore
Don't take this wrong, no
Your never wrong
But I'll tell you something
You mean nothing
I'll tell you something
You mean nothing to me now
As I wander through this joke that I call a life
I wonder why I even tried to make it mine
Don't take this wrong, no
Your never wrong
But I'll tell you something
You mean nothing
I'll tell you something
You mean nothing to me now
As you can see I already can feel no more
Ignorance is good when you've found there's nothing left
But I'll tell you something
You mean nothing
I'll tell you something
She takes my hand
Far away from my home
I take my head
Wonder why I can't speak
And I wonder why I can't
Keep my tongue inside my head
They killed my soul
I grow old in this hole
I want to stay
Here I lay go away
Life in my hands
Falls away from my grasp
I take my hands
Wring them out, tear them down
They killed my soul
I grow old in this hole
I want to stay
Here I lay go away
And I'll never be like you, I'd rather change
I won't rot until I'm through, I'd rather change
Stagnate far away from me, I'd rather change
Treachery is all I see, I'd rather change
They take my eyes
Pluck them out, cut them up
I tell them no
But their ears would not hear
And I wonder why I can't
Speak in tongues with you no more
They killed my soul
I grow old in this hole
I want to stay
Here I lay go away
And I'll never be like you, I'd rather change
I won't rot until I'm through, I'd rather change
Stagnate far away from me, I'd rather change
Slowly he settles down
To give them what they want
He tries to keep himself together
I would slam my head in the ground
Before i tell you this
He turns his head to the floor
As it falls away
I'm a product of your hate
Just the one that you'd create
Is anybody listening to a word I say?
I hate today
You tought me everything you know
The blame will surely show
I tried to keep it down forever
The days have taken years
To conquer all my fears
I stand before you now
Sickened and cut down
I'm a product of your hate
Just the one that you'd create
Is anybody listening to a word I say?
Wishing on planes that I thought were just stars.
I stretched my hopes from near to far.
I crashed my plane into mountains of sand.
This boy will never be a man.
Take me.
I want to forget my name.
Break me.
Let me be the one to serve you.
I'll tell the man that lives inside my head.
I want to be like you instead.
Keeping the promise that I made before.
Just one more hit, I'll be your whore.
Take me.
I want to forget my name.
Break me.
What am I supposed to do?
Now that everything's been said
I don't even stand a chance
Now I'm sinking
Thought those words would set me free
But the chains remained attached
To the places I recall
Had always been there
You can't even say my name
I'll try not to cry for long
Everything comes back to haunt me
For I've become my worst enemy
As I search to find the truth
I won't have to look for long
For the answer stares at me
Broken mirror
I can't even look at my face
As the knife begins to cut
Everything comes back to haunt me
So I've become my worst enemy
Everything comes back to haunt me
So I've become my worst enemy
Everything comes back to haunt me
And as I crawl through the sewer of life
I feel the wall growing shards like a knife
No time to think as the suffering begins
The icy hand holds me close to the edge
I feel the wind as I'm pushed off the ledge
I know my mind will forever be enslaved
I don't really want to see
I don't
I don't really want to know
I don't
Before the sun kills my life and my soul
I travel down to the depths of my hole
I feel the breath of the world begin to change
I don't really want to see
I don't
I don't really want to know
I don't
I take the mud and the sand and the dirt
Rip off my skin before I feel the hurt
I turn to you as I watch your face explode
The more I know the more it kills me
The more I know the more it kills me
The more I know the more it kills me
You, you can try to keep me down,
hold me under, watch me drown,
given half a chance to breath,
I know I can break this tragedy
(Chorus)
Nothing you can say, nothing you can do,
gotta get away, get away from you, as I look to the sky,
I'm trapped in your lies, you pushed me too far this time,
I've opened up my eyes, I see your demise through your disguise this time,
I'm breaking down your lies
Now, now you try to set me free,
let your guilt wash over me,
given half a chance to see,
I know this is just concessionary
Nothing you can say, nothing you can do,
gotta get away, get away from you,
as I look to the sky,
I'm trapped in your lies, you pushed me too far this time,
I've opened up my eyes, I see your demise through your disguise this time,
I'm breaking down your lies
I'm trapped in your lies, you pushed me too far this time,
I've opened up my eyes, I see your demise through your disguise this time,
I'm breaking down your lies
I'm trapped in your lies, you pushed me too far this time,
I've opened up my eyes, I see your demise through your disguise this time,
Come to me
Kill for me
Worship me
Follow everything I do
As you bow before me
I'm the one they told you
Would come again
Let me show you all the signs
To bring about the end
I'll take you down
To a hole where you
Will always be alone
I'll turn you out
On a world that doesn't
Care if you belong
I'll push you off
Of the throne that
You erected for yourself
You will be tossed
On a pile of all the
Filth that you created
I watched you take the power
In your hands and
Throw it all away
I knew you would
Fall down again someday
Come on now
You know I won't hurt you
Come on now
I'm here to protect you
Come on now I'll
Lead you to shelter
Come on now you know
I'll take you down
To a hole where you
Will always be alone
I'll turn you out
On a world that doesn't
Care if you belong
I'll push you off
Of the throne that
You erected for yourself
You will be tossed
On a pile of all the
Filth that you created
I'll take you down
To a hole where you
Will always be alone
I'll turn you out
On a world that doesn't
Care if you belong
I'll push you off
Of the throne that you
Erected for yourself
You will be tossed
On a pile of all the
Don’t go over there
That vulture’s gonna get you
Come and bathe in my protective neon glow
Plug into my machine
Perfect and so clean
Plastic lives are all that’s left so get in line
Tell me all your problems
I’ve got just the thing to fix it
Sell it to you for this bargain basement price
I’ll protect you from yourself and
All the trouble that surrounds you
Didn’t you know that this World’s not very nice
I sell society
You won’t hear lies from me
I’ll tell you everything you want to hear
I bring prosperity
I’ll suck you into me
I’ll sell you everything you wanna buy
Your world has spikes on his back
And he wants to lay down on you
Don’t like what I say
You best not go away
Take a look into my bag of wonders
I’ll pull out something
Special just for you
Don’t tell anyone
It’ll be our secret
A weak and tainted soul
I stole from you know who
You want to buy it back
I’ll have to charge you for two
I sell society
You won’t hear lies from me
I’ll tell you everything you want to hear
I bring prosperity
I’ll suck you into me
I’ll sell you everything you want to buy
I sell society
You won’t hear lies from me
I’ll tell you everything you want to hear
I bring prosperity
I’ll suck you into me
I’ll sell you everything you want to buy
I sell society
I’ll tell you everything you want to hear
I sell society
You've got to wake up, no time to make up
The life you wasted and everything that broke apart
Don't disregard me, or this emergency
You are the one that has started this atrocity
I've got a feeling inside that you've got something to hide
And that's what I'm waiting for
There's no apology for your hypocrisy
I'm coming down on you with all of my ferocity
I feel the hate in me awakening (can't stop remembering)
I hide my face to stop my suffering (can't stop remembering)
I feel the hatred, from every word you said
Consume until I'm driven to my death bed
Now you're inside of me, you'll never let me be
I see the terror of all your inhumanity
I feel the hate in me awakening (can't stop remembering)
I hide my face to stop my suffering (can't stop remembering)
I can't believe the fear and doubt you bring (can't stop remembering)
You made me what I am it's sickening
I feel the hate in me awakening (can't stop remembering)
I hide my face to stop my suffering (can't stop remembering)
I can't believe the fear and doubt you bring (can't stop remembering)
I am, I am
I am, I am
I am, I am
I live in your mind
You've seen me before
Can't leave me behind
I'll haunt evermore
Created by you
Your failures and fears
Remembered by few
Always in your tears
For I am, I am
I am, I am
I am, I am the one you hate
The one you hate
There is nothing real
For you to see
Your life's so surreal
That's why you have me
For I am, I am
I am, I am
I am, I am the one you hate
The one you hate
You run from me
But you can't see
You created me
You'll never be free
You run from me
But you can't see
You created me
You'll never be free
For I am, I am
I am, I am
I am, I am the one you hate
The one you hate
I am, I am
I am, I am
Take away...
You take away what you have made.
I don't know you.
I don't know why you've betrayed.
I don't know you anyway.
I don't know you anyway.
Hand me something I can hold on to
That is something I don't have from you.
Hand me something
I can hold on to right now.
I don't need this.
I don't need the run around.
I don't need this anyway.
I don't need this anyway.
Hand me something I can hold on to
That is something I don't have from you.
You can't feel me.
You can block away my life.
This is madness.
This is poverty and strife.
You don't love me anyway.
You don't love me anyway.
Hand me something I can hold on to
I've got nothing to penetrate
And I've got nothing to elevate
I can't seem to concentrate
Cause I've got nothing to consecrate.
I wouldn't know the solution.
Cause this ain't my revolution.
I practice my prostitution
And spread the people's pollution.
I've got nothing to mediate
And I've got nothing to dedicate
I can't seem to separate
Cause I've got nothing to liberate.
I wouldn't know the solution.
Cause this ain't my revolution.
I practice my prostitution
And spread the people's pollution.
I've got no one to aggravate
And I've got no one to emulate
You want me to assimilate
Equally distant
From the path I've chosen for myself
And the alleyway that I must navigate my body through
As I watch you drain yourself
Of the life that you've been dealt
As you fall away
Distort my reason
Distort my view
This is the torture
I get from you
Equally wretched
Are the feelings that you've given me
And the knowledge that I'll never be at peace within myself
As I watch you drain yourself
Of the life that you've been dealt
Never knowing of my pain
Never feeling my disdain
As you fall away
Distort my reason
Distort my view
This is the torture
I get from you
Distort my reason
Distort my view
This is the torture
You've ignored me for the last time
Tried to shut me out but I found a way through
Now I'm standing right in front of you
And there's no one here to tell you what to do
You can't keep me down forever in your shadow
You can't keep me down forever locked away
You locked the door to all reality
Forever living in this world of your design
Losing sign of all morality
Blind to all we see collapsing in your mind
You can't keep me down forever in your shadow
You can't keep me down forever locked away
You can't keep me down, I'll bite and leave you hollow
You can't keep me down, I'll scratch and crawl away
Only one thing makes me happy
And it's not what I get from you
As I sit in my lonely room
I break through
You can't keep me down forever in your shadow
You can't keep me down forever locked away
You can't keep me down, I'll bite and leave you hollow
You can't keep me down, I'll scratch and crawl away
Creeping up again
Lost myself and it's too late
Killing time again
Waiting for my only fate
Trapped within the cage
That I've built with my own hands
Can't release the rage
Shattered life and broken plans
If I knew myself
I wouldn't keep on doing this
But I trick myself
And believe with just one kiss
I can't believe the things I do
All for the sake of pleasing you
In the dark again
Afraid to move but can't sit still
Killed my heart again
To myself I give this pill
If I was myself
I'd find strength to push away
But I hurt myself
And I weaken more each day
I can't believe the things I do
All for the sake of pleasing you
As I come to know you
My disgust grows a new
As you tighten your grip
My worn throat is slowly slit
I can't believe the things I do
All for the sake of pleasing you
I should just stop and let you know
You're never satisfied with what I want to be.
You're never satisfied with how you control me.
You're never satisfied with anything you see,
And you'll never let it be.
Forever taking what was never given out.
You never thought of those that had to do without.
You were the chosen one you had to take that route,
And you make the martyrs shout.
And I don't know what you mean
When you say that I'm unclean,
And I don't know why you hate
Everything that made you great.
Forever looking down on what you used to be.
Forever criticizing all humanity.
Forever holding us from ever being free.
You have killed the God in me.
And I don't know what you mean
When you say that I'm unclean,
And I don't know why you hate
I want to be overcome
But I can't. I am numb
I want to see what's become
Close my eyes bite my tongue
If you'll believe in me
I'll try not to die
If work keeps me living
It's got to start giving me life
Not strife
I'm so tired of living here
I'm so tired of giving here
I want to run and be free
But I can't I am so weak
I want to hold you again
In my arms, my old friend
I have just one more chance to feel
What's real
I can't keep going on
I feel my mind slowing
My heart's torn apart
I'm so tired of living here
You have no place yet to be
I have not seen what you see
Live through hell you've never known
You will know what you've been shown
Take what you can from this place
Watch all the freaks fall from grace
As the world dies in your eyes
You will be shown all it's lies
Standing where I should not be
Seeing all the horor before my mind was free
Beyond what I could see
Standing where I should not be
Watch them melt into the sand
Drip and twist into your hand
Scratch, pick the flesh from your face
Your head, gone without a trace
Standing where I should not be
Seeing all the horor before my mind was free
Beyond what I could see
Don't you take me from this place
And don't you ever leave it
I'd forever stay in here
If only I'd believe it
Never mind what's come to pass
All of that is over
As I watch you walk away
And my life is over
And my life is over
There you go again (Nothing saves me from anything)
Take from me my hope and direction (can you see me?)
There you go again (My mind is numb to everything)
Give to me your pain and despair
Take the knife that's in your hand
Close your eyes and thrust it
As I walk within your reach
I know I can trust it
Your betrayal is complete
The final blow you dealt it
Your revenge has been so sweet
Even if I helped it
Even if I helped it
There you go again (Nothing saves me from anything)
Take from me my hope and direction (can you see me?)
There you go again (My mind is numb to everything)
Give to me your pain and despair
I shallow grave awaits for me
Far beyond another
Only time is left to see
If you killed my brother
And you killed my brother
There you go again (Nothing saves me from anything)
Take from me my hope and direction (can you see me?)
There you go again (My mind is numb to everything)
I can stand although my bones are breaking
Prop me up and see my soul is aching
Take the dirt upon the ground around me
Bury me inside the grave I built for you
Walk into the room - Feel my stare of doom
Scars that line my face - Lies cannot replace
I can see through you
And I'll tell you
All my life I've heard a thousand lies
Seen myself through someone else's eyes
Kill you with my words - Get what you deserve
I can see through you
And I'll tell you
All my life I've heard a thousand lies
Seen myself through someone else's eyes
Remember what you did to me?
For you know I won't forget
Now you've broken everything
Is your heart filled with regret?
All my life I've heard a thousand lies
Seen myself through someone else's eyes
All my life I've heard a thousand lies
Seen myself through someone else's eyes
Remember what you did to me?
The great demise
Another life I’ll never reach anything I want to
To bend the time
I pine away behind the mask of mandatory joy
Can’t keep on running away
Do you see, this is my destiny
I want to be like you
I want live off the things that you always do
I want to be renewed
I want to know what it’s like to be just like you
I wait in line
I walk the shallow empty halls
A terror in my mind
Waiting for you
I start to realize
That you’re standing where I should have been
Can’t keep from falling apart
Do you see, it’s my catastrophe
I want to be like you
I want live off the things that you always do
I want to be renewed
I want to know what it’s like to be just like you
I’ll take your place
Look for my face
Inside your nightmares tonight
I want to be like you
I want live off the things that you always do
I want to be renewed
I want to know what it’s like to be just like you
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you
I could be like everything you want
Give you everything I've got inside
Take me to the place where I can never be free
Rip my last hope right out of me
Don't you think that you're special
You could be anyone
Take the place of another
Cycle of delirium
Just give me away
I betray, I'm useless anyway
Just give me away
I pray that everyday will be my last
Just give me away
I could turn myself into a miracle man
Bow before the things you hold sacred
Sparkling example of the one that you want
Leaving your existence mine to haunt
Don't you think this is unreal
You could be anyone
Take the place of another
End it all with a gun
Just give me away
I betray, I'm useless anyway
Just give me away
I pray that everyday will be my last
Just give me away
And it feels the same with anyone
And I know this has been overdone
Now it feels the same with everyone
As I burn into oblivion
Just give me away
I betray, I'm useless anyway
Just give me away
I pray that everyday will be my last
Just give me away
Now you see your time is done
Fill your space with anyone
Now you see your time is done
Save me from myself
Turn me into someone else
I answer to no one
You won't speak for me
I answer to no one
I will never be a someone
I will always be alone
Take me to where I'll like it
Give me the strength to find it
I answer to no one
You won't speak for me
I answer to no one
I will never be a someone
I will always be alone
Show me the way to some where
Help me away from nowhere
I answer to no one
You won't speak for me
I answer to no one
I will never be a someone
Keep away from me now
I know how to kill myself
Live behind the iron wall
That you've built around yourself
My dismay was complete
When you wrote your master plan
Now I live filled with hate
That I hold within my hand
Thank you for doing this to me
I'd never know it for myself
Thank you for doing this to me
I'd never find out for myself
Take the hate in me now
Fill it up within your veins
Mind the stray thoughts of life
They grow dimmer every day
Thank you for doing this to me
I'd never know it for myself
Thank you for doing this to me
I'd never find out for myself
Thank you for doing this to me
I'd never know it for myself
Thank you for doing this to me
I wouldn't waste my time with anyone but you.
But wasting time is all I do.
Holding on to self control
Gets harder every day.
Torture me no more or go away.
I wait for you
To see the truth.
I'll tell myself you'll learn the answer.
I'll count the days
I've suffered through
To see if they add up to you.
I never look into your eyes to see the truth.
I know I'll never become you.
Tell me why your conscience lies.
And all your guilt is gone.
Don't you feel you ever could be wrong?
I wait for you to learn the answer.
I'll count the days
I've suffered through
To see if they add up to you.
It never pays
To struggle through
Standing in the back of the line
I feel the others try to push me
Down and keep it away from me, yea
Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine
Can't you see me with my head to the floor?
Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation
Valued sentimental pieces of the life
I thought I held in my hands
Why do I always try
To better what I am?
Can't I realize
That I've always been sinking?
Failing everyday
It only helps to aggravate
The sickenin' feeling
Inside that won't go away
Fall down
Pick yourself up and fall down
Do wait for my cup and fall down
This is what it's like to be me, me
Can't you see what I see?
Why do I always try
To better what I am?
Can't I realize
That I've always been sinking?
Why do I always try
To better what I am?
Can't I realize
That I've always been sinking?
What I am is what I feel
But what I feel is nothing real
What I know is all I want
Is to be saved from this spot
To be saved from this spot
Is to be saved from this spot
Why do I always try
To better what I am?
Can't I realize
That I've always been sinking?
Why do I always try
To better what I am?
Can't I realize
Can you feel me now?
There is no way out
Can you tell what's on my mind?
I control you now
You can feel my power
Lick my wounds they'll set you free
I will take you now
Where your mind will sour
You can rest your head
Take my peace instead
There's no pain in here
There's no death to fear
Lick my wounds they'll bring you here
I will take you now
Where your mind will sour
You can eat your head
Take my pain instead
Come inside, take the ride, losing time
All is well, in my hell, take your life
Watch my hand, destroy man, and your world
You search for me in places
Where you'll never find me
I've seen the empty faces
I leave them all behind me
Reaching out for something
That's beyond my grasp
Coming back with nothing
Hoping this won't last
The victim and the fall
I suffer through it all
There's nothing more
I have no more
I am a whore
There's nothing more
I find within your ruins
Only death and dust
Looking through your sewage
My bones begin to rust
I feel the need for something
That's beyond my grasp
Reaching out for nothing
Knowing this won't last
The victim and the fall
I suffer through it all
There's nothing more
I have no more
I am a whore
So much for you.
I can't take this life.
To be with you
Only pushes me, deeper down.
Guilt pain and sorrow.
Are what haunt me still
Waking tomorrow
Will I feel the same?
Memories breaking me.
Kill what I used to be.
Wandering on,
I know misery
Alone in silence.
All I had before, gone from me.
Look to the past
For any comforting.
Happiness lasts
Only when your dead.
Memories breaking me.
Kill what I used to be.
Can I feel again...
Emotions that have brought me here.
Lost somewhere in time.
Never to return again.
Memories breaking me.
Kill what I used to be.
Falling back on myself.
I'm no reaching into you
Everything you do
Leads to my disgrace
Show me your face
I can see myself inside of you
I can see myself inside of you
What's beneath your flesh
Hate you can't express
I can trick myself
Like everybody else
I see myself inside of you
I can see myself inside of you
Look inside my head
Imbedded with the knowledge
Deep with in my skin
That I will never know where to begin
Your image is above me
Far and beyond my reach
I stand alone and wait for you to teach
I'm obsessed with everything you do
I won't stop till you say it's through
I can see my self inside of you
Feel the hate from my
Misery surround you
As you watch me fall;
As you watch me die.
Slowly I decay
From the world around me.
Slowly I decline
As you hear me lie that I live...
Lie that I live.
Feel the cold from my
Icy hands around you
As you slowly fall;
As you slowly die.
Never to return
To the world you know of.
Fear you will know well
As you hear me lie that I live...
Lie that I live.
You have not known pain
'Til you've lived as I do.
You will never know
'Til you hear me lie that I live...
Lie that I live...
Lie that I live...
Never knew there was
An ordinary way
Never even seen the light of day
Holding back from what
I thought would bring me pain
Only now I see was wrong again
I'm forever lost in
Yhoughts within myself
Never giving time to anyone else
You take the only thing
I hold to myself dear
Now I see my future's crystal clear
Crossed the path of
What was undetermined lives
Killed the road to their salvation
Now I hear them in the darkness
As they cry I will
Never feel elation
Rid the past of all the wrong that
I have made Or I'll take
These actions to the grave
Please forgive me all
I wanted was to live
Remorse is now the only thing
I can give Crossed the
Path of what was undetermined
Lives Killed the road to their salvation
Now I hear them in the darkness
If you'd listen to what I have to say to you
You would never be the same again, You're like porcelain
Close your eyes, feel inside
You wonder why i brought you here
If you'd open up just once and hear my words
I would say no more
I would say no more, and you'd feel the same
Dream like I do,It's killing every part of you
Dream like I do, No matter what they think of you
All this time, your surrounded by the ones who lie
Close to you, and they held you from there ugly truth
I'd do anything to reach inside of you
Make you understand
That the answer to your question lies in front of you
Dream like I do,It's killing every part of you
Dream like I do, No matter what they think of you
I would say no more
I would say no more, and you'd feel the same
Dream like I do,It's killing every part of you
(See the way your heart is dying all around your world)
Dream like I do, No matter what they think of you
I've fallen in far to deep
There's no fear of losing sleep
I'll never feel peace again in life
There's no turning back this time
It's too late to change my mind
I'm trapped in this box of paranoia
Close my blind eye
To what you've done to me
You've deconstructed me
So I will bleed your sickened life dry
I'm killing your world outside
The walls you have fortified
Are crumbling down with your self pride
I'm taking the words you said
Repeating them in my head
Destroying your lies is my salvation
Close my blind eye
To what you've done to me
You've deconstructed me
So I will bleed your sickened life dry
Close my blind eye
To what you've done to me
You've deconstructed me
So I will bleed your sickened life dry
Close my blind eye
To what you've done to me
You've deconstructed me
Pick away at my bones, There's nothing left to see
I've been forever drowning in what you want to be
The soonest I'd be leaving isn't quick enough for me
I don't need a reason to be free
Breathe my life untill you see
There's nothing left for me
I've wasted far too long
Feel nothing after a time
Don't know why, down my spine
Grieving is unrefined
Can't cross the line
I look for a sign
Can you conceal the way you feel
And what you steal from what is real and
Breathe my life untill you see
There's nothing left for me
I've wasted far too long
wasted far to long
Breathe my life untill you see
There's nothing left for me
When everything is gone and no one's left to carry on
Look through the ashes of what was to be
I wear the badge of the dispossessed and the label that don't belong
I feel the stab in the dark and all that was mine is taken away
I am. I was. Everything you see.
I am. I was. Never meant to be.
When everything is bare and no one's left to even care
Look for me at the end of all existence
I wear the brand of the insurrection that took a lifetime of pain to kill
I feel the stab in the dark and all that was mine is taken away
I am. I was. Everything you see
I am. I was. Never meant to be
No one burns me like you do, they all just fade away
No one burns me like you do, they all just fade away
We are (I am) We were (I was) Everything you see
We are (I am) We were (I was) Never meant to be
No one burns me like you do, they all just fade away
No one burns me like you do, they all just fade away
Dixie Bomb- My phillie she's a real live dixie bomb, Wish i was her cousin i
could get me some, She comes from the holler boy tell you what, Her pussy's
like a catfish going to swallow you up, Butter them 'uns up on the river bank,
Well the fish don't bite if the bait don't stink, She can make me howl and roll
in shit, I'd eat my own chaw just to fetch her stick, (Dixie Bomb), My phillie
she's a god damn dixie bomb, Going to be a notch on her daddy's gun, Rolling my
I don't believe you when you say
That you don't know what you are.
I try to understand why you.
Are never happy?
You live your life in fantasy,
And glass cathedrals.
Why don't you come down from your cloud
And face reality?
I want, I love, I need, I breathe,
I lust, I trust, I cheat, I bleed...
Behind the walls they built for you.
You live your orchestrated life
Inside your heart you know it's wrong.
But you can't stop it.
Your soul it longs for something more.
But never finds it.
And so you blame me for it all
And choose another.
I want, I love, I need, I breathe,
I wish I was free now
You drive me into a place
Where I barely can hide from you
Moments at a time
You know I never sleep
To keep myself away from you
I'm always turning around
To see you standing on my back
Sometimes I find that my
Delivery is all the same
And when I look at you
I instinctively start the game
i never see what you mean when you
Start to weep and scream at me
Oh no, the ringing in my head again
Oh no,you're ripping off my face again
You know I never sleep
To keep myself away from you
I'm always turning around
To see you standing on my back
you're just a pretty face
You're just a pretty face
You know I never sleep
To keep myself away from you
I'm always turning around
See me dead before you
take my mind
I can make you understand
I have tried to help them
Tried to speak
Wasted effort makes me weak
And I want a breakdown
So I can be unbound
I want to be anybody else right now
They'll use this against me
Try to take
All the progress that I'd make
Don't you turn against me
Try to run
Undo damage you have done
And I want a breakdown
So I can be unbound
I want to be anybody else right now
They don't try to break me
They just cut and rape me
I want to be anybody else right now
And I want a breakdown
So I can be unbound
I want to be anybody else right now
They don't try to break me
They just cut and rape me
She waits- patiently
Holding- time for me
Tells me- about herself
She writes- everything
Up and down for me
Keeps it- inside herself
As the deception reveals itself
My morality
A slave to gravity
My sanity has turned to agony
She hides- me away
Can't speak- or convey
Secrets- about herself
She holds- all the things
That keep her- lingering
I take her- inside myself
My morality
A slave to gravity
I'm trapped inside
The world you sell
A product in your
Plastic, perfect Hell
Compressed beside your head
Just wishing I was dead
Break my mind
Break my will
Break my soul
I crumble as I
Watch you take control
Sell me on all
The points you make
Take from me all
The bones you break
Forever in your pain
Break my mind
Break my will
Break my soul
I crumble as I watch
You take control
Give me the life
I can't endure
Your world is
Anything but pure
Forever my torture
Break my mind
Break my will
Break my soul
My will to live has
Fallen down your hole
Break my mind
Break my will
Break my soul
I crumble as I
I feel you rot
I see you fall
I hear you say
I turn away
I see you retch
I feel no less
Though I don't believe your words
I understand your pain
I have felt to many times
The grip of hate and shame
A smile turns to sorrow
A spark to flame inside
Your words are only echoes
Shadows in your mind
Though I don't believe your words
I understand your pain
I have felt to many times
Under here
There's no light
Take from me my sight
I don't need it anymore
You came here
With your fire
Burned out my desire
Took the whisper from the flame
I never wanted
I never knew
It was you
I stood there helpless
Far and away
Nothing left to say
And it feels the same that it did before
Only without you
And I cry the same that I did before
Only without you
I failed to see the light that was for me
Can't you see there's nothing left to do
Nothing left to say
Memories of you
Never fade away
Deception from the start
A hole inside my heart
Sanity is through
Now I ask you
What are you? Where are you? Who are you? What are you?
As I see them rotting far within
The saint mixes with sin
Mixing very well
Heading straight to hell
What are you? Where are you? Who are you? What are you?
You want to lift me up so I can't run to save myself
You want to push me down so I can't run to save myself
Can't you see the game of lies you play
Makes me rot away
Killing me with you
Now I ask you
What are you? Where are you? Who are you? What are you?
You want to lift me up so I can't run to save myself
I never give what I could take.
I always steal what I could make.
I always cross the thin blue line.
Just look me up, I've done my time.
I see the world outside my door.
I take from it you ask what for.
It's made me what I am that's true.
I say to you.
Stay in your place.
Don't cut your face.
I'll crush your plan
If I can.
Your my disgrace.
I know just what to say to you
To make you weak and destroy you.
I'll break you down and kick you out.
Show you what life is all about.
And when you try to run away.
I'll say sweet words to make you stay.
And when your back to serving me.
Here's what I'll say.
Stay in your place.
Don't cut your face.
I'll crush your plan
If I can.
Your my disgrace.
Stay in your place.
Don't cut your face.
I'll crush your plan
If I can.
Eleanor Rigby Picks up the
Rice in the church
Where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream Waits at the
Window Wearing the face that
She keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Father McKenzie Writing the
Words of a sermon that no one
Will hear No one comes near
Look at him working Darning
His socks in the night when
There's nobody there
What does he care?
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Ah, look at all
The lonely people
Ah, look at all
The lonely people
Eleanor Rigby Died in the
Church and was buried along
With her name Nobody came
Father McKenzie Wiping the
Dirt from his hands as he walks
From the grave No one was saved
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Ah, look at all
The lonely people
Ah, look at all
