[Words and Music by: Julianne Tarroja]
[VERSE 1]
I've been in and out of the light
Struggling from the fight
Vaguely tracing your footsteps
On the sand
[VERSE 2]
Blinded by the things
I thought that life could bring
Lost in expectations
Unfulfilled
[REFRAIN]
I know that life is a choice we make
Right or wrong
Give or take
It's only either way
But to choose the Lord is all that
Matters to me
And oh, He promises serenity
For those who
[CHORUS]
Choose to love
Choose to live
Choose to forgive
Wipe away my eyes
So I can see the way
You paved for me
Breathe choose to sing
And all of the beauty that You bring
But most of all
I choose to believe
[VERSE 3]
I've been searching in
All the wrong places
When all of the answers
Were right in front of me
[VERSE 4]
I needed my tears to see You clearly
I needed my pain to feel You near me
Rescue me
Jimmy Ray McGee, used to lean on his old Corvette
Light up a cigarette
And ask, why I hadn't loved him yet
Jimmy Ray McGee was the first-string quarterback
A real player and that's a fact
But I wasn't having none of that
Can't remember all the times on a Saturday night on my parents couch
Had the house to ourselves sittin' through a movie and making out
He said, I had something that he couldn't live without it
And I can't say, I didn't think about it
Jimmy Ray McGee asked me to the senior prom
But I went on another boy's arm
Heard he made someone else a mom
Oh, Jimmy Ray McGee disappeared from our hometown
Another daddy out running around
Doing everything but settling down
Oh, yeah
When I was seventeen thought, I thought too much 'bout the choices I made
From the clothes I wore, to the friends I picked, to the boys I'd date
I guess in the end it was worth all the worry
Though it hurts to wait, it can hurt worse to hurry
Jimmy Ray McGee used to lean on his old Corvette
Light up a cigarette
We could spend the day maybe melt away
On some romantic coast, out in the tropics
Oh baby, we could disappear
Wintertime is almost here
You'll stay warm with your hands inside my pockets
Nobody says we've gotta stick around
Sometimes you've gotta look inside
And find your own way out
Somewhere you'll find an answer you can use
But if it were me, I'd just be with you
You find it hard to sleep
You fight the dark and try to keep some distant light
To hold it all together
Turning circles on your Ferris wheel
Aren't you tired of climbing that hill?
I could be the rain falling in your desert
Oh baby, we could run away
Search the world for a better place
But me, I'll always wanna stay with you
Well, she started with a margarita
Then she went to straight tequila
And before the night was over, oh
Her little secret was between us
But she laughed, I cried
And she said, "I'll be fine."
Now she's barely walking and I'm thinking
Wonder how long she's been drinking, like this
She looks me in the eye and says, "I swear I'm quitting."
I almost believed it
Then she cried but she lies
'Cause that's what she said last Saturday night
How am I suppose to help
Somebody when they tell you
That they don't need help
How am I suppose to reach a soul
That doesn't know they need to save themselves
My friend, I've done all I can do
You've got to
Help me, help you
Oh, I get home from work
I turn the TV on
The telephone's a ringing
Her little girl is crying
Says, "I can't wake mama up from sleeping."
Well, I burned that road
Opened up the door, she says,
"Leave me alone."
It's been 4 years and now I stand
In the back of the room
She said, "I started with a margarita
Then I went to straight tequila."
12 steps, 4 years, and 27 days
And now I stand before you
So you met him at Shoney's and he gave you his card
And you said you'd go out Friday night
Well, he's a total stranger but he's tall and he's cute
Girl, am I getting this right?
Now didn't we cover all this ground last week?
When the last loser left you alone
Now here we are havin' the same conversation
And I'm wonderin' if there's anybody home
Hello?
Are you listening?
Have you even heard a single word I said?
Hello, wake up and smell his cheap cologne
How can I get it through your fairytale head?
Clue phone's ringing
Girl, it's for you, hello
It seems like you're always falling for the same guy
You just change the face and the name
But if you're gonna keep fishing in a pool of shallow water
You can't give the fish all the blame
Yeah, this is how it is, I'm your friend and I love you
And I hate to see you hurting all the time
Now don't you put me on hold 'cause your call waiting's saying
That your Mr. Wrong is on the other line
Ever since I was a little girl
You couldn't dare tell me a thing
I was as stubborn as they come
I was such a drama queen
Thought I was right and I could do no wrong
Some could've beens a few dead ends
Some bumps along the way
Some never should've been boyfriends
That ended in heartache
But I still try to see the brighter side
What goes up, don't always come back down
What goes around, don't always come around
I've been down on my knees just a' beggin' the Lord
The Devils been knocking at my door
I've been in the dark but I've always found the light
Oh, I've been up and down this road before
I keep on coming back for more
And I still haven't figured a dang thing out about life
Ooh, about life
I've lived and learned and I've been burned
But it's all apart of me
I've got bars around my heart
But I still believe
There's someone out there with the key
But I still dream and I won't give up the fight
And who knows if I'll ever get it right
What goes up, don't always come back down
What goes around, don't always come around
I'm gonna keep on, keepin' on
I've been in the dark but I've always found the light
Oh, I've been up and down this road before
I keep on coming back for more
And I still haven't figured a dang thing out about life
And I still haven't figured a dang thing out about life
I could catch just like a candle
Melt myself down to an end
And I have no way of ever coming back 'round here again
Or I could glow just like an amber
Rising out of an autumn fire
Drifting toward the heavens floating higher and higher
You better hide your matches boy
'Cause I could spark like thin white paper
Wrapped tight 'round some cigarette
And leave nothing but the smell of smoke and the bitter taste of regret
Or I could get hot like them coals that turn the water into steam
And fall down around you like some misty morning
You better hide your matches boy
You better hide your matches boy
Oh, 'cause I'm bound to lose all I am right here in your arms
And it ain't gonna take much
And it ain't gonna take long
So you best turn your eyes if you're not ready tonight
To watch me burn like this
You better hide your matches
'Cause I can't afford to let you go
I'm afraid to draw you near
'Cause I could get so lost in you that I might disappear
And the words are on the tip of my tongue
But you won't hear a sound
'Cause once that fire gets going there's no way to slow it down
You better hide your matches boy
You better hide your matches boy
You better hide your matches boy
Oh, yeah
Look at me, I can't believe I finally made it here
Feeling like I'm where I belong singing my hallelujah song
Hard to find, took some time but I think that I might be hittin'
On what's been missin' all along singing my hallelujah song
It's a highway sliding through a Sunday afternoon
It's a snapshot, smilin' like we ain't got nothing to lose
It's the peace in knowin' that love is gonna be gone someday
That you only get more when you give it away
Look at me, can't believe I finally made it here
Feeling like I'm where I belong, singing my hallelujah song
Hard to find, took some time but I think that I might be hittin'
On what's been missin' all along singing my hallelujah song
(Hallelujah)
(Hallelujah)
(Hallelujah)
It's a sweet prayer knowing someone's up there hearing me
Divine punchlines take a little time but I'm getting it
Life is more than just how many breaths you take
And the moments that take your breath away
Baby, take my breath away
Look at me, can't believe I finally made it here
Feeling like I'm where I belong singing my hallelujah song
Hard to find, took some time but I never would've found myself
There were angels helpin' me all along singing my hallelujah song
(Hallelujah)
My hallelujah
(Hallelujah)
My hallelujah
(Hallelujah)
Singing my hallelujah song
(Hallelujah)
Oh yeah
(Hallelujah)
Oh yeah
(Hallelujah)
(Hallelujah)
I’ve been thinking about, thinking about, thinking about, giving you a call
I’ve been holding it in, holding it in, holding it in, for so long
I’ve been running it through, running it through, in my mind
Well I don’t care anymore, I just don’t care anymore.
Doesn’t everybody just want to feel somebody
Just wanna hold someone to fill that empty space
When your missing that rush and a friends not enough
I just can’t deal
No tonight I just don’t wanna be alone, tell me, Is that so wrong?
Baby, close your lips, only a kiss, only a kiss don’t say a word
You can let it go, loose control, and I promise it wont hurt
I just wanna get lost, wanna get lost in your arms
So throw on the floor, I just can’t wait anymore
Doesn’t everybody just want to feel somebody
Just wanna hold someone to fill that empty space
When your missing that rush and a friends not enough
I just can’t deal
No tonight I just don’t wanna be alone, tell me, is that wrong?
Is that so wrong?
Is that so bad?
Am I only the one who feels like that?
Is it so much, to just want love?
To just want love?
Doesn’t everybody just want to feel somebody
Just wanna hold someone to fill that empty space
When your missing that rush and a friends not enough
I just cant deal
No, tonight I just don’t wanna be alone, tell me, Is that so wrong?
Take a chance, a leap of faith, leave the nest
I guess that's how we've learned to fly
We spread our wings and rode the wind
You've chased your rainbows, I've chased mine
It's not always easy being this far apart
But don't you get the feeling we're connected at the heart
And we're dreaming under the same moon, under the same stars
I close my eyes wishin' I'm gonna see you soon
When I see that night sky glowin' there's a peace I get from knowin'
That we're dreaming under the same moon, under the same stars tonight
Here I am and there you are I admit there are times I wish I was home
Then I hear your voice on the line makes me realize I'm never alone
We've been working so hard tryin' to make it all come true
What I want for me, well that's what I want for you
And we're dreaming under the same moon, under the same stars
I close my eyes wishin' I'm gonna see you soon
When I see that night sky glowin' there's a peace I get from knowin'
That we're dreaming under the same moon, under the same stars
I close my eyes wishin' I'm gonna see you soon, I'm gonna see you soon
When I see that night sky glowin' there's a peace I get from knowin'
That we're dreaming under the same stars
Oh baby, we're dreaming under the same moon tonight, tonight
Take a chance, a leap of faith, leave the nest
I guess that's how
Yeah, we're dreaming under the same moon
Here I am and there you are
I admit there are times
VERSE 1:
We’ve been going down this road for some time
And I don’t know where this is going
Even though I’ve been watching all the signs
I don’t know where this is leading
Wondering why it’s been taking so long
And I’ve been feeling kind of low
But You tell me that I need to hold on
To Your promise, that You’re in control
CHORUS:
We are in better Hands
Than our own
Than our own
We don’t need to see
Before we
Before we believe
VERSE 2:
I look outside the window anticipating
the coming of a new day
You said it’s coming
I know it’s on its way
Wondering what is in store for the both of us
And if it’s what we’re hoping for
Then You remind me that I don’t have to be afraid
[Words & Music by: Julianne Tarroja]
[VERSE 1]
Watching you across the room
Hoping you would catch my eye
Don't you know it's to you
I wanna give this smile to
[VERSE 2]
You go to and fro
And it amazes me
How your mere pressence here
Awakens something inside of me
[Refrain]
Still I keep it to myself
Hesitating
But I can't help but wonder
What all this could bring
Holding on the my seat
As I watch it all begin
Might be falling head over heels
Again
[Chorus]
Coz you bring out the queen in me
When your around
Don't wanna be scared of the
Possibility that
Something beautiful
Could be found
[VERSE 3]
Coz I've been waiting for somebody like you
To come my way
And I've been on my knees
Asking if this is all ok
[VERSE 4]
I don't wanna get ahead
Of myself again
Throwing too much in the air
Making sure that He puts
The pieces together
Coz I know I'm being prepared
[Words and Music by: Julianne Tarroja]
[VERSE 1:]
Do I have to lose you now
So I can gain you some other time
Do I have to take a bow
End the show before the curtain call
[VERSE 2:]
Do I have to look the other way
Coz we just got too much to say
Did it even have to be like this
For you and I, I wanna know why
[Refrain:]
Even if I know what I've been told
To let go means to surrender my control
But it isn't easy to have loved and not survive
Was is for the wrong reason?
Or maybe the wrong season
[CHORUS:]
Coz I wanted this love to grow
I wanted to see it soar
I wanted to give a chance for the Sun
To kiss our eyes
So maybe we could see the light
Behind our hearts desires
[VERSE 3:]
Do I have to be broken one last time
So I can be made whole again
Do I have to be chastised
To be saved and rescued from the fire
[VERSE 4:]
Do I have to be reminded of all this
That I didn't even own a thing to begin with
No right to claim
No right to put the blame
On anyone or anything
[VERSE 5:]
Do I have to watch you go ahead
Leaving me with out a word said
Do I even get the opportunity to say my plea
I hope now you're hearing me
[OUTRO:]
I wanted to see the light
I wanted you to see the light
I wanted us to see the light
... Open up your eyes time
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paggising sa umaga, ikaw ang nasa isip...
tulog sa gabi, laman ng panaginip...
mahal ba kita? o ano..? ewan ko!
hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa iyo.
simula nang makilala di maipinta,
ngiti sa mata!
magdamag ang kwentuhan, kulitan, tawanan...
'di ko maintindihan, bakit ngayon lang,
kung kelan ang puso ko ay maselan?
hindi mo lang alam,
takot lang akong masaktan.
iniingatan lang aking puso.
kung maiibibigay ko lang ang sinasabi mo,
'di na sana tayo nagkakaganito.
pasensya ka na kung hanggang dito muna tayo.
'di ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa iyo.
paikot-ikot lang, nalilito, oh ba't ganito?
urong-sulong yan ang paborito.
lilitaw, lulubog, 'tanong mo kahit sino!
pakisabi na lang,
ano ba talaga'ng gusto mong gawin ko?
hindi mo lang alam,
takot lang akong masaktan.
iniingatan lang aking puso.
kung maiibibigay ko lang ang sinasabi mo,
'di na sana tayo nagkakaganito.
pasensya ka na kung hanggang dito muna tayo.
pakiusap lang,
wag mo na akong tignan nang ganyan...
nakakatunaw ang iyong tingin!
hinay-hinay ka lang,
mahina ang kalaban.
baka 'di na maiwasang
mahulog nang tuluyan!
hindi mo lang alam,
takot lang akong masaktan.
iniingatan lang aking puso.
kung maiibibigay ko lang ang sinasabi mo,
'di na sana tayo nagkakagulo-gulo!
pasensya ka na kung hanggang dito muna tayo.
hanggang dito na lang,
hanggang dito na lang!
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[Words by: Julianne Tarroja & Rj Manese]
[VERSE 1]
Baby look into my eyes
Can you see what I see
If you look and try to find
Then you'll know what I mean
Baby listen to the song
Let me make you feel
What you make me feel inside
[VERSE 2]
Darling to you realize
What you've been to me
Coz you truly satisfy
All my needs and more
Every beat of my heart
Calls for you
You're the rhythm
In the song of my heart
[CHORUS]
And I wanna say thank you
Coz no one has ever loved me this way
Thank you
Coz you turn my night into day
Thank you
For every sweet memory
That we've been through
Thank you
[VERSE 3]
Honey you've always tried
To make everything right
Just one of your smiles
Can make everything tight
Oh how I love it
When you tell me how you love me baby
With this I'm A ok
[VERSE4]
Sugar you're so fine
You make everything rhyme
Like L-O-V-E
You and me
Forever I know
This is gonna be
Boy your sublime
VERSE 1
Tumila na ang ulan
Hinihintay ka na nga pagsikat ng buwan
Hawak nya pangarap mo
Abot kamay ibibigay sayo
CHORUS
Maririnig
Madarama
Aawitin musika ng buhay mo
Maririnig
Madarama
Aawitin musiko ng buhay mo
VERSE 2
Di mo napansin yakap ka ng kalangitan
Bawat sulyap saakin
Nakabantay lang
Humayo ka
Kasama mo ako
Wag kang matatakot dala ko ang puso mo
VERSE 3
Lakad na kahit pikit mata
Kapit lang wag kang mag-alala
Samama ka lang wag ka nang magtanong
Hindi kita iiwan
[Words and Music by: Julianne Tarroja]
[VERSE 1:]
Quiet afternoon
In the middle of this june
I'm watching raindrops
Trickling down
Creating mirrors on the ground
Reflecting memories
I have to be reminded of
I used to celebrate this season with your hand in mine
We danced
We laughed
Now I stare blankly in the air
I'm drenched and I don't care
Waiting for my sorrow to be washed away
[REFRAIN:]
But I don't expect to see
The moon tonight at all
With these skies so gray
So heavy any second it may fall
[CHORUS:]
Coz when it rains
It pours
It rains It pours
So let it rain
Let it pour
What will remain
Is yours
I am yours
[VERSE 2:]
Some things
Are better left unsaid
So I close my eyes
And surrender instead
And as I stand still
Only the rain conceal my tears
I know the thunder and the lightning
Know my fears
I'm waiting for
The promise of Your rainbow
Your love
Your embrace
Only the sight of Your face
The sound of Your voice
Will be enough to calm my storm
[REFRAIN:]
But I don't expect to see
The moon tonight at all
With these skies so gray
So heavy any second it may fall
[CHORUS:]
Coz when it rains
It pours
It rains It pours
So let it rain
Let it pour
What will remain
Is yours
VERSE 1
This seems impossible for me
I don't know how its gonna be with me
Lately its hard to keep
from struggling from within
I try to hold on
keep my knees from giving in
REFRAIN
And You know it gets confusing
When fear starts knocking on my door
And You know I'm scared of losing
There is war within my soul
CHORUS
Coz You are the giver of all good things
You are my Father, the King of kings
And its foolishness I know
Why so downcast oh my soul?
I will put my Hope in You
Even if I can't see
Hold me fast
HOld me still
Hold me steady
VERSE 2
All my hopes and dreams
Just seem so far away
Maybe just maybe
I've been wanting my own way
I've been so so scared of
being wrong about all this
But the truth is
I dont' really know any better anyway
REFRAIN 2
And You know it gets frustratin
I know only You can make me whole
And i'm tired of even trying
[Words by: Jonmarc De Guzman & Julianne Tarroja]
[VERSE 1]
Don't like no more empty stares
And lingering smiles
Plague me with unrest
I'm weary and tired
From this unintentional test
[VERSE 2]
Tell me what it is that
You're trying to portray
If you're short on words
The longer are the things to say
Let me walk out of your world
Allow me not to see
Your eyes that sting
Lips that sing
No tune no melody
Yet still inviting me
[Refrain]
Obscure and clear confusing day by day
Exclude me from this selfish game you play
Hear me out and listen
To what I have to say
[Chorus]
You don't know me
You don't own me
Don't even think you can control me
I don't need this mortal feeling
Walk away as I am healing
[VERSE 3]
Time has past and
I'm no longer weak and tired
My former self has died
And now I am aspired
Now your empty stared
And lingering smiles
I welcome as a guest
Coz at this foolish game we play
I am the best
[VERSE 4]
Not because I'm numb
Or have become like you
But rising from my false demise
I've learned to know who's true
Within myself apart from you
You'll see you'll realize
Along this line you'll read the signs
[Words by: Julianne Tarroja]
[VERSE 1]
I'm stronger than before
Stronger than I'll ever be
And I raise my eyes to the One
The One who made me see
All what I thought was lost
But now is found
And I'm grateful
[VERSE 2]
Grateful for the day
You called my name
Ever since You walked into the door
It's never been the same
Mornings are brighter now
I'm not afraid
And I wake up each day
With a smile on my face
[REFRAIN]
Coz I've been in places
Where I couldn't even see
The light of day
And then You came
[CHORUS]
I'm grateful
You showed me the way back to my beautiful
[VERSE 3]
Everything seems different now
Things are turned inside out
With a new pair of senses to go with around
It doesn't even matter
If I'm up or down
[VERSE 4]
Blues are bluer
Smiles are brighter
It draws a tear whenever
I watch the sunsets paint the sky
I don't even mind walking under the rain
I never laughed like this before
[Words by: Julianne Tarroja & Carrise Escueta]
[VERSE 1]
There were moments
That I wanted you around
Moments I wanted you
To pick me off the ground
Was is something I said
I did or did not do
A detail left out
Of the list of my being with you
[REFRAIN]
Do you know coz I don’t understand
Can you tell me coz I can’t comprehend
Always thought that you were on my side
Now you’re walking away
Walking away
Leaving me behind?
[CHORUS]
Now all I see are empty chairs I have to fill
Makes me think about all what you said
What lies ahead
Am I capable of living my life still
Now that you’re not by my side
And I remembered
That was your empty chair to fill
[VERSE 2]
Here I am
With my final role to play
Left to finish what we
Started on that fateful day
There I was your girl
Your star your best friend
Now empty handed
Are you telling me
This is how the story ends?
[BRIDGE]
I’m telling you things
You shouldn’t known right from the start
When all I ever asked of you
Was to be there
I could’ve swallowed all my pride
For all I care
But you kept taking more that I could give
Can't believe he took the coward's way out
And did it over the phone
If you ask me when it comes to him
You're better off alone
I hate to see my best friend
Feeling like a dead end
Thinking she was born to lose
I wish you could love yourself
Oh, I wish you could love yourself
The way that I do
He never really knew the side of you
That your friends all love
You gotta be who you are 'cuz who you are
Is more than enough
There isn't any doubt
Inside and out
Your beauty comes shining through
Oh, I wish you could love yourself
Yeah, I wish you could see you
The way that I see you
I wish you could love yourself
Oh, I wish you could see you
The way that I see you
You were hanging your feet off
The tailgate of Billy Don's Ford
I grew up in this little bitty town
Never seen you before
You were swaying in the moonlight
While the radio played
And I've,
I've had that song in my head all day, yeah
It was a sweet southern soulful thing
That got me down deep
You caught me staring at you
But you smiled back at me
You started slinging that air guitar
Man, you sure can play
And I've,
I've had that song in my head all day
I don't know who sings it
I keep searchin' the radio
I just wanna hear it
So I can watch that video
I got in my head of the blue-eyed boy
Dancing in the bed of the two-tone Ford
Oh, Lord, is it love,
I just can't say, But I've,
I've had that song in my head all day
I said, "How 'bout an autograph
For your, your biggest fan."
You wrote your name and your number
In the palm of my hand
My heart and that big bass speaker
Were thumping away
And I,
I've had that song in my head all day
I remember the shirt I was wearing
And the way I was starin' when I saw your face
And how I felt as unstable as the patio table that September day
And Madonna was playing from a car that was waiting for the light to turn
And it only took a minute for love to have me in it and a fire began to burn
It's insane, sane, sane
But I'd stand in front of a train, train, train
Just to hold your hand in the pourin' rain, rain, rain
Yeah, I'd jump off a cliff, cliff, cliff
Just to kiss your pretty lips, lips, lips
I'd do anything that I gotta do just to be with you, you, you
Well, I'd seen you before a couple times or more
I even called your friend
But when the stars where ready
You were always going steady up there on the fence
And when love came around my guard was never down
I was quick on my feet
And I never would have thought
That I'd ever get caught
With my heart on my sleeve
Yeah, I know it's insane, sane, sane
But I'd stand in front of a train, train, train
Just to water your flowers in the pourin' rain, rain, rain
Yeah, I'd jump off a cliff, cliff, cliff
Just to kiss your pretty lips, lips, lips
I'd do anything that I gotta do just to be with you, you, yeah, you
Well, I would run every stop sign and I don't care
I will always be the first one there
Just to see that look in your eyes
When you know that you'll never have to ask, ask me twice
It's insane, sane, sane
But I'd stand in front of a train, train, train
Just to wash your car in the pourin' rain, rain, rain
Yeah, I'd jump off a cliff, cliff, cliff
Just to kiss your pretty lips, lips, lips
I'd do anything that I gotta do just to be with you, you, you
Just to hold your hand
Water your flowers
Comment pourrais je un jour oublier qu'elle est là
Me séparer de celle qui fait partie de moi
J'ai dû m'enfermer pour ne pas craquer
J'ai fumé la dernière hier,
Je dois résister
Je suis une vraie toxico du frigo
Nul ne peut m'arracher à mon gâteau choco
J'ai persisté pour lutter contre ce fléan
Mais je l'ai dans la peau, oh
Il faut ma dose, ma dose de glucose
Il faut que je m'expose, tant pis si demain j'explose
Seul solution les agrumes, et même si j'assume
Je me sens comme une enclume
On a tous été un jour dépendant
Sans réaliser, même à nos dépens
On a tous pêché, dans cette existence
Même la volonté n'est pas si souvent
Là pour nous aider
{Refrain:}
Je me confesse car j'ai pêché
Sans homme je me sens délaissée
Les autres me reprochent la vie que je mène
Mais sans leur avis, il n'y aurait pas de problèmes
J'ai pas de mal à avouer tous mes torts
Ma seule faiblesse est qu'il soit fort,
Qu'il soit grand, qu'il soit beau
Qu'il ait tout ce qu'il faut, là où il faut
Obligé de prendre le numéro
J'ai tout essayé pour ne plus être enchaînée
La tentation est plus forte que ma volonté
Je pourrais tout donner, pour en allumer une,
J'ai juré de ne plus fumer, je dois résister
{au Refrain}
J'ai pris de bonnes résolutions,
Mes amies m'ont dit qu'il fallait faire attention
A chaque fois, j'ai le choix,
Je prends sur moi, je cède à la tentation
C'est comme une obsession
Je fais ma révolution contre la boulimie,
Les calories mes ennemies, aucun écart n'est admis,
Ca y est, c'est décidé, promis, juré, la bouffe c'est terminé
Je cherche une solution mais je n'en vois pas la fin
J'aimerais oublier toutes ces nuits sans lendemain
Comment tirer un trait sur ces ébats
Un seul ne me suffit pas
Je rêve tellement de trouver en moi,
Le courage de résister seule enfin
{au Refrain}
{Refrain:}
Grâce à elle je suis
Elle est tout pour moi
Je n'peux l'imaginer hors de ma vie
J'ai gardé l'espoir
Attendant, calmement que mon heure arrive
Au-delà des peines
J'ai tout donné pour arrivez jusqu'ici
A présent je fais
Un pas de plus pour réaliser mes rêves
Plus... d'une fois, la musique
M'a laissé sans voix
Elle est là dès que je suis triste
C'est ma seule échappatoire
Elle me guérit, me donne l'énergie
Je m'évade quand elle me parle
Elle est ma devise dans la vie
Je puise dans mon passé et mes connaissances
J'ai trouvé comment échanger
Mes idées, mes expériences
Et quand j'écris, que j'exorcise
Mes peurs, mes erreurs
{au Refrain}
Elle pourrait s'écouter
Quant aux circonstances
A tout âge, elle nous fait vibrer
Elle nous met parfois en transe
C'est dans la nuit, oh qu'elle nous séduit
Elle est là, dans nos ébats
Pour que l'harmonie se dessine
Certaines ont le pouvoir
D'éveiller les consciences
D'autres font parti de l'histoire
Au-delà des différences
Elle nous unit, nous épanouit
C'est elle qui nous guide
{au Refrain}
La musique fait battre mon cœur
Une voix qui vient de l'intérieur
Je suis après elle à toute heure
C'est mon âme sœur
{au Refrain, x2}
J'en ai marre
Je passe mon temps
A mentir, faire semblant
Je me cache derière un visage
Qui ne me ressemble pas
A l'inverse de ce qu'ils croient
Je ne suis qu'une fille d' en-bàs
Je n'ai ni hommes ni argent
Ce qui me différencie de ces gens
Laisse moi me dire un instant que j'ai de la chance
M'éloigner loin des regrets
Laisse moi réver un moment à tant d'opulence
Oublier mes peines
Laisse moi réver au présent et mener la danse
M'envoler j'en ai le souhait
Ma vie n'a plus aucun sens
C'est pourquoi je ments
J'en ai marre je veux tous plaquer
Mais comment m'éloigner
Je n'ai pas le courage d'avouer
Peur d'être un jour délaissée
Je les vois, je les envies
De ne pas avoir d'ennuies
Ils n'ont pas connu le quart
De ma souffrance ni le sentiment d'être mise à l'écart
Pour un peu de joie, un peu de paix
Elle a regnié son passé
Et les gens qui l'entouraient
Elle a fait le choix de s'en aller
Loin de la réalité
Et les temps où rien allait
Bien dans sa vie
Laisse moi me dire un instant que j'ai de la chance
M'éloigner loin des regrets
Laisse moi réver un moment à tant d'opulence
Oublier mes peines
Laisse moi réver au présent et mener la danse
M'envoler j'en ai le souhait
Ma vie n'a plus aucun sens
C'est pourquoi je ments
Peur de se voir démunie
Elle veut se mettre à l'abri
Des galères et des soucis
Au diable elle donnera sa vie
Laisse moi me dire un instant que j'ai de la chance
M'éloigner loin des regrets
Laisse moi réver un moment à tant d'opulence
Oublier mes peines
Laisse moi réver au présent et mener la danse
M'envoler j'en ai le souhait
Ma vie n'a plus aucun sens
C'est pourquoi je ments
Laisse moi me dire un instant que j'ai de la chance
M'éloigner loin des regrets
Laisse moi réver un moment à tant d'opulence
Oublier mes peines
Laisse moi réver au présent et mener la danse
M'envoler j'en ai le souhait
Ma vie n'a plus aucun sens
C'est pourquoi je ments.
Femmes d'avenir qui n'ont pas envie de suivre
Nos mères esclaves de l'histoire,
Mais veulent se donner le choix.
Combatives et non soumises à ne créer que la vie
Parcourir un chemin de glace, laisser derrière une trace.
Elles veulent avant tout goûter à l'égalité
Bâtir désormais leurs propres respects
Volonté de s'assumer, même abandonner
Mener leurs projets
Etre aussi mère.
{Refrain:}
Cette fois je sais où avancer, juger le mieux pour moi
Après tout c'est mon choix.
Mais trop donner pour exister.
Simplement être moi à mon tour d'être aimer.
Femmes de courage qui ont su changer d'images.
Imposer leurs identités cette fois c'est bien mérité
Effacer les plais du cœur.
Abolir enfin les mœurs,
Que certains hommes ont refusé peur d'être un jour dépassé !
Selon les mentalités, ils ont partagé les joies et les peines.
Enlever enfin les chaînes.
Tant d'années se sont passées pour réaliser et rester les mêmes.
{au Refrain}
Femmes si sévères, au fond elles se cachent un cœur d'or.
Rien ne pourra changer ça.
{au Refrain, {x4}}
Sur ma peau je veux te sentir,
Sur ma taille, tes mains d'homme
Vont me faire chavirer,
Partons pour ailleurs
Le premier vol va bientôt s'en aller
Partons ailleurs, décollons du sol, n'aie pas peur
Viens si ça te tente,
Fais glisser tes mains depuis ma taille
Longue est la descente
Quand la chaleur de la nuit s'installe
Plus de mots, à fond, tous les deux
Sur ma taille, tes mains donnent,
Un sens à tout ce que tu fais
Lentement, sans jamais t'arrêter,
Donne moi chaud
Viens si ça te tente
Fais glisser tes mains depuis ma taille
Longue est la descente
Quand la chaleur de la nuit s'installe
Descendre et ensuite remonter,
C'est si bon de te serrer si fort
Mon bébé, je veux tout de toi
Viens si ça te tente
Fais glisser tes mains depuis ma taille
Longue est la descente
Quand la chaleur de la nuit s'installe.
J'ai vu dans ses yeux la haine
Qu'il essayait de cacher,
N'acceptait pas l'idée,
D'un tout premier bébé
Ce n'était pas d'être grand-père
Qui l'avait terrorisé,
Mais sa couleur métissée
Lui posait problème
La couleur de l'enfant qui le gêne
Ne changera pas le sang qui s'écoule dans ses veines
Et ses rancoeurs,
Font d'elle une étrangère
Mais n'auront pas d'influences,
En l'amour que peut porter une mère
Il n'a fit que nous éviter,
Elle était pour lui si différence, j'ai fini par m'en aller
Sachant les conséquences,
J'ai tout fait pour la faire changer
Mais il ne voulait rien entendre, aveuglé de préjugés
C'était perdu d'avance
La couleur de l'enfant qui le gêne
Ne changera pas le sang qui s'écoule dans ses veines
Et ses rancoeurs, font d'elle une étrangère
Mais n'auront pas d'influences,
En l'amour que peut porter une mère
Sur les chemins du coeur, oublie les erreurs
Et tu découvriras qu'au-delà des couleurs,
Cette petite fleur ne demande qu'à être aimée,
Elle est ma vie, à tout jamais
La couleur de l'enfant qui le gêne,
Ne changera pas le sang qui s'écoule dans ses veines,
Et ses rancoeurs font d'elle une étrangère
Mais n'auront pas d'influences,
En l'amour que peut porter une mère
Allongée, je sens mon corps embrasé
J'ai encore rêvé de lui,
Il est le fantôme de mes nuits
En secret, je l'attends depuis toujours
J'ai le mal d'amour, qui me rend amer
Je vais le chercher, pour aimer et être aimée
Il sera le fruit, comblera tous mes désirs
Qui saura m'enlacer en douceur
Me laisser entrer dans son coeur,
Me donner l'espoir
Qui saura être mon âme soeur
Ressentir en moi la chaleur,
Tout le réocnfort, auquel j'ai droit
Corps à corps, remplie d'illusions perdues,
J'ai dû panser mes blessures,
Oublier tous ceux qui ont joué
Ce ne sont pas mes envies
Je veux trouver l'harmonie,
Vieillir auprès de lui à vie, sans en avoir peur,
Je vais le chercher pour aimer et être aimée,
Il sera le fruit, il comblera tous mes désirs
Qui saura m'enlacer en douceur,
Me laisser entrer dans son coeur,
Me donner l'espoir
Qui saura être mn âme soeur,
Ressentir en moi la chaleur,
Tout le réconfort auquel j'ai droit.
{Refrain:}
Elle voulait sortir
On lui interdit
Mais rien ne l'arrête
Elle n'en ferait toujours qu'à sa tête
Cet homme l'ensorcelle
Et lui donne des ailes
Ils voulaient s'unir
Prouver leur amour toute la nuit
Elle était si impatiente
Attendant que le heures défilent
Elle avait tout prévu d'avance
S'évader toute la nuit
Restait naturelle pour n'éveiller aucun soupçon
Dans la rue d'à côté se trouvait
Celui pour qui elle perdait la raison
{au Refrain}
Elle réussit à s'enfuir
Sans aucun bruit derrière elle
Excitée d'être enfin chez lui
Ses sens étaient en éveil
C'était la première fois
Qu'elle donnait sa virginité
Elle était enlacé dans ses bras
Qu'elle en oublia le moment de rentrer
{au Refrain}
Elle se réveilla
Trop tard en panique
Elle se voyait, oh
Déjà attrapée
Son père l'attendrait sûrement à la porte
Ne regretterait pas sa conduite il en valait la peine
{au Refrain}
{Refrain:}
Oublie cet homme là, j'essaie
Il n'est pas pour toi, c'est vrai
Il se joue de toi, je sais
Alors, je n'veux pas y croire
J'ai beau te dire, te prévenir, de quoi
Tu ne vis que pour lui
Tous mes conseils sont inutiles
Un coup tu pleures, un coup tu ris
Un coup tu sombres dans la folie et tu déprimes
Et là tu perds le fil, je perds le fil
Je t'en prie réagis
C'est facile à dire
Mais dès que je suis loin de lui
Mon cœur me fait trop mal, trop mal
je me retrouve sans arme
J'ai tenté de l'oublier
Mais plongée dans ses bras, plongée dans ses bras
Le passé ne compte pas
{au Refrain}
Hier encore je l'ai aperçu, où ça
Dans cette soirée privée
Monsieur était accompagné
Il était tellement occupé
Qu'il n'avait pas remarqué que j'étais à côté
Cette fille tu l'as connais, dis-moi qui c'est
Je n'en ai pas le cœur
Je vois j'ai compris c'est cette fille qu'il aimait
Je croyais le connaître, je sais
Il avait l'air sincère
Egaré et possédé
Il ne pensait qu'à elle, ne pensait qu'à elle
Je n'ai jamais compté
{au Refrain}
J'ai vu l'étau se resserrer dans les ghettos
Où les jeunes se déchiraient
J'ai vu des guerres et des tensions
Pour un conflit de religion
J'ai vu cette femme donner son corps
Donner son âme
Pour un peu de luxe et de confort
J'ai vu des gens si attachés
Pour de l'argent se séparer
Je pleure de voir mes frères mourir
J'aimerais tout arrêter
Etablir enfin la paix
Je veux revoir mes sœurs sourire
Que la folie disparaisse
Que l'on enterre le passé
{Refrain:}
Chacun cherche son bonheur
Au point d'en arriver à faire la guerre
Mais où le monde
Si les gens continuent à briser les barrières
J'ai vue cet homme tout délaisser pour de l'alcool
Se ruiner pour s'enivrer
J'ai vu cette mère abandonner
Son enfant sans se retourner
J'ai vu ce gosse traîner dehors, jouer le boss
Fumer, s'éloigner de son sort
J'ai vue des gens se menacer
Pour de l'argent se séparer
Je pleure de voir mes frères mourir
J'aimerais tout arrêter
Etablir enfin la paix
Je veux revoir mes sœurs sourire
Que la folie disparaisse
Que l'on enterre le passé
{au Refrain}
Mais où va le monde, j' me l' demande bien
A base de mendiants, de bandits et de pantins
A base de mères en pleurs, de frères en sang,
De cœur en pierre
A foncer de s'dire qu'on a rien à faire ensemble
On creuse le fossé qui mène à notre perte
Un sur deux d'entre nous ne connaît pas son père
Et combien sont contraints à ce faire
J'ai mal, j'mène une vie de bohème entre
Fille perdue et business de BM et puis
Honnêtement le monde est fou, l'homme est fourbe
On ne voit que par les sous et en plus la femme est sourde
C'est que je meurs de voir mes sœurs malmenées
J'ai peur de n'pas savoir où ça va nous mener
Il est temps grand temps de stopper le massacre
D'arrêter d'envier les stars, et qu'au bonheur on s'consacre
Fère, sœurs, pères, mères
Entends mon cœur, y'a rien de plus sincère
{au Refrain}
Jeg har tjekket dig ud hele natten
Og vi har snakket en del ind' på chatten
Jeg har tjekket dig ud hele natten
Jeg har set du har smilet til mig
Vi har snakket en del inde på chatten
Sagt "Hva så?" "Hvordan går det?" og "Hej hej"
Nu står jeg her i baren med en Breezer
Og jeg håber at du ikke siger nej
Club'en lukker - det er snart forbi så
Jeg må heller' ta' mig sammen og spørge dig:
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med med med mig hjem?"
("Vil du med mig hjem?")
Jeg har tjekket dig ud hele natten
Jeg har set du har kigget på mig
Og vi har snakket en del ind' på chatten
Sagt "Hva så?" "Hvordan går det?" og "Hej hej"
Jeg går hurtigt ind på dansegulvet
Tar' din hånd og du smiler sødt til mig
Jeg kan se' det ikke gør noget
For vi kysser og jeg sir' til dig:
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med med med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Vil du med mig hjem?"
"Ta nu med med med mig hjem?"
("Ta nu med med med mig hjem?")
("Vil du med mig hjem?")
("Vil du med mig hjem?")
I've been in love before
I thought I would no more
Manage to hit the ceiling
Still, strange as it seems to me
You brought it back to me
That old feeling
I don't know what you do
You make me think that you
Possibly could release me
I think you'll be able to
Make all my dreams come true
And you ease me
You thrill me, you delight me
You please me, you excite me
You're something I'd been pleading
for I love you, I adore you
I lay my life before you
I'll have you want me more and more
And finally it seems my lonely days
are through
I've been waiting for you
I'm gonna make you mine
You're gonna feel so fine
You'll never want to leave me
I feel you belong to me
Someday you will agree
Please, believe me
You thrill me, you delight me
You please me, you excite me
You're something I'd been
pleading for I love you, I adore you
I lay my life before you
I'll have you want me more
and more
And finally it seems my lonely
days are through
I've been waiting for you
Oh, I've been waiting for you
Verse 1
Oh ey bang bang to ya head.J running to ya brain.cause this shit got me in this
point on.I'am like i dont know what to say.Road help me push this Bitch!!the bitch
got Aids,
but I'am shore that she didnt get that from me.This day everythings getting harder
then Harder.I'am quick yo my bubbybitches still waiting for me to take that shit out
of them yeah return in the battle, return for the real Niggaz who's ride realy good
and dont give a fuck and so what if the get me.Jayelen always find a way.0ne for j
two for the side i believe.Three for Deathside players you all wanna get on with uhh
try me.
chorus
When it comes to hiphop Iam the Best.
Jay's Block,J Rocks,J even got a real
name in this shit.So you better go back
where you belongs.I dont give a fuck, say shit you will loose your legs.
Verse 2
My Niggaz my bitches my loose made girls.
My Team Motherfucker DS bitch.We got the key to your soul man dont say none shut
your mouth.By the way i fuckt your girl, thats why she knows my name.Hate me if you
want i dont care.Bomb your mothenfucken back, when you turn your back on me.You's a
cawword fuck you.Trying to disapoint me.Iam the one smooking weed to fly high.No
games, this is real ayo.You dont hier me doo..
Smack that rock and fucken roll.We in here now.My team is here now dont forget
360Boss.
Chorus
When it comes to hiphop Iam the Best.
Jay's Block,J Rocks,J even got a real
name in this shit.So you better go back
where you belongs.I dont give a fuck, say shit you will loose your legs.
Poss that Sucker down man Deferoman and let me talk to this Motherfuckers.For the
Last time.Come On.
I want you to know that Jayelen is here.There will be nomore looking me that Fucken
Way.Suckers get shoot.I got Glocks on my side by the way why yo Act like this.
Keep on talking i slep you with my real Gangsters.When we come they gotta go men
they are scared nomore steping back.Arbonclang hold the mic i rap my rhymes.Still
keeping it hot for the Babys.Real style,real things jayelens World.Hide everything
before i come in.Which means i bang bang to the Clubs until i go home with girls to
Fuck with.Hustlers dont wanna see me high, even my own manager dont wanna see me get
rich.
Refrain
Bang Bang On Deathside!(x8)
The World of Jayelen ah the world of Jayelen
Oh put on get on fuck it.
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
(pero no no no volvere)
para hacerte una cancion
necesite del ayer
para hablarte del amor
necesito una razon
para volverte a creer
sera volver a nacer
dicen por ahi
que toda historia tiene su fin
dicen que de amor
nunca se llega a morir
y a mi me paso
porque yo
CORO
te mentiria si te digo que ya te olvide
(ya te olvide ya te olvide)
pero tambien te mentiria
si te digo que yo volvere
te mentiria si te digo que nunca te ame
(nunca te ame nunca te ame)
pero tambien te mentiria
si te digo que es igual que ayer
el tiempo da lo que sembre
y en tu querer no encontre mas
y en tu querer no encontre mas
dicen por ahi
que toda historia tiene fin
dicen que de amor
nunca se llega a morir
y a mi me paso
porque yo
CORO
el tiempo da lo que sembre
y en tu querer no encontre mas
y en tu querer
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
no encontre mas
(pero no no no volvere)
en tu querer no encontre mas
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
pero yo no volvere
(pero no no no volvere)
no no no no no regreso
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
(pero no no no volvere)
no volvere no volvere
(yo si te ame yo si te ame)
(pero no no no volvere)
(yo si te ame)
CORO
te mentiria si te digo que nunca llore
(nunca llore nunca llore)
pero prefiero mentirte
Now is the time, it`s x-mas
all over the world
and all the children are
happy in their homes
Do you remember, last year
a present for you and for me
and all the people
were singing at the x-mas-tree
But I know there are many people
in the world
they fight and die every day
I don't know about the reason
but I know it is so wrong
and the message of my heart
is just this song
Darling can you feel it's x-mas-time
all the bells are ringing in the night
thousand angels in the air
wishes everywhere
that's the time for love at all
Darling can you feel it's x-mas-time
all the bells are ringing in the night
shining stars are in the air
lights are everywhere
that's the feeling of this time.
Open your eyes for the good
and bad things in the world
don't ignore and look what can we do
that's the chance for all the people
and the chance for you and me
that's the message of this song
hope we agree
