A crutch, that's easy to find in me
Too much, the muse is not kind these days
well don't be alarmed for now
the past wont change it seems
the hurt from here and now
it wont be your everything
to each his own
to each his own
there's a better time
To sort out the truth from the lies
Lost touch, with what's called reality
Enough, cant keep up with promises made
don't be alarmed for now
the past wont change it seems
the hurt from here and now
it wont be your everything
to each his own
To each his own
There's a better time
To sort out the truth from the lies
To each his own
To each his own
There's a better time
To sort out the truth from the lies
To each his own
To each his own
There's a better time
To sort out the truth from the lies.
To each his own
To each his own
I’ve had enough of this red light
I’ve been waiting here for so long
Driving on like reruns and feeling nothing new
Time has stopped
Resting some for this town it’s comforting to know nothing new
If I could only make a sound
Holding the stars like paintings we are
Pull one down for me
Colors alive like radiance
Swimming back to your sea
I can’t explain this feeling that’s been grounding me for so long
Keeping faith
I move on
Praying for something soon
How long must I scream to the guards to let me out
Here I am all alone
Situations overwhelming again
Be strong
I tell myself but I fall right back again
Hold on
I think I just realized something
Here I am right in your hands
There I am letting you take what you can
I won’t let this happen again
I’m too strong to fall again
A light of hope fading more each time I breathe
Decide
Right or wrong, too many roads, a wounded soul in need
Hold on
Consumed by this greedy disposition
I give no thanks for all that's been given to me
See I'm so concerned with selfish ambition
I see what I want and look past what I need
It's time
To forget myself
It's time
To forget myself
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Impatience takes its toll
It's such a hefty fair for me to pay
Indifference takes control
I guess I'll keep that outside at bay
'Cause I don't care
If I ever change
No I don't care
If I ever change
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Somewhere here
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
Tell me where to find shelter
Somewhere here
'Cause I don't care
If I ever change
No I don't care
Can you hear me not so loud a whisper
It seems as though it fades away before you hear what I have to say
Words can’t offer you agreement
They’re injustice to the songs you sing undermining your best intentions
Silence speaks louder than words sometimes but not everybody listens
It be known to all who’d only shut their mouth
Can you hear me now that I am screaming
I can’t tell a difference made with that blank stare on your face
How do I explain what I am feeling
Just open up the cage today
It’s a small price to pay
Although there may be indiscretion, remind yourself to play along
No one can hear all that’s been said
You’re feeding me useless lines of nothingness
Let me run away
Don’t keep me here
I can’t stay around and take this fear
Is everything I want to be a disgrace to my identity
I don’t mind
Just give me my indifference, stop questioning my reason
I don’t mind
Uncomfortably clear
All is the same now
I’m adapting to this
No I’m not afraid now
Let me run away
You can’t keep me here
Broken down, this place seems to have no face
There’s no one moving forward now they’re just drowning in it all
Walking around in circles with a never changing view
As hopeless as this seems there’s a reason for everything
Trust me I know
I’ve been the same places and seen the same faces that come and go
You’re left wondering now
Can you resist somehow
But you’ve fallen behind again
Not knowing where you’ve been
Just where did you begin
And again, your faces blank like they’ve always been
Ignoring everything that matters just following behind
Always pointing fingers now, no you’re never the one to blame
I know you don’t want to feel responsible for all that is real
Hold me inside
This asylum speaks of home that’s so far away
Through the window I see people scurry from the rain
Before the current there overcomes this certain faith that’s swept away
Replacing trust
Now it’s hardly in your grasp as the picture fades
It’s not too late to reach your hand to spare a drowning man
And even if you decide a place to hide
Your shadow stays always at your side
Tonight you’re harmless in the distance
Describing pain
Although this all seems small it’s all I know
Still I run
And nothing is there and no one is left to blame
I can’t help you now
You’re none of my concern
You only fueled the fire
You don’t see
You never have, you never will
What do you believe
These images are unforgiving
Jealousy always running through your veins
You cannot breathe
Here’s your witness everything’s not right
Where did you go
You forgot about all you’ve left behind
It’s all on the table
And you wonder why you can’t hurt any more
Your emotions just can’t be seen in light
You’re lost in here
You just disappear
You deny the pain that overcomes deep inside
You’ve kept it there too long
Grayest skies, answers bleeding through
Is anyone else awake
Deaf ears on these words must fall
Dodging friendly fire
Marksmanship inspires
The end that is never the end
There’s no difference between foe or friend
Blanks in the chamber, they’ll have you believe
Faces so sober, trusting souls deceived
Mouth less children, still promises they feed
Bullets softer now, still we bleed
The megaphone speaks still pulses race and scream
Imagine no daylight only the moon as your guide
When ours is to darkness what forgotten sun is too bright
Eyes wide open now taking it all in stride
I can see your eyes when the stars hang low
Like a crown the moon wears a dim halo
And to all my regret I fair thee well
You came around to slowly as I fell
My screams can only echo off the walls
I see nothing left to break my fall
To bear the slings and arrows, my chances narrow
Just roll with the punches now, bruises can heal
Soften the blow cause I don’t want to feel anymore
drunk on fears and past tense love
is this what ive been dreaming of
eyes that will not give me rest
from the things i cannot hide
dont temp me dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
fragile hands to hold me up
what have my nightmares become
guilty conscience has no shame
to occupy your every day
dont temp me dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me no dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me dont tempt me no dont
walking on the fault lines
a shaking of our waking life
keeping distance from the rest
of those who know themselves the best
dont temp me dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me no dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
dont temp me no dont tempt me dont
ive got my finger on the trigger
So far away not knowing how to handle
The distance between
Avoiding situations that will show
That this is not the same
Try to see through my window
I can't but I will sustain you as long as I can bear
The thought of humbly keeping Silence is my answer
I will remain here
Quietly seething
As the crowd moves in roaring to carry me away
I've always kept this push from shoving
The edge closer now
It's true enough
I have nothing left to say
Try to see through my window
I can't but I will sustain you as long as I can bear
The thought of humbly keeping Silence is my answer
I will remain here
Quietly seething
As the crowd moves in roaring to carry me away
I can't, but I will
No I can't, but I will
I will sustain you
As long as I can bear
The thought of humbly keeping
Silence is my answer
And I will remain here
Quietly seething
As the crowd moves in roaring to
Carry me away
Carry me away
And I will sustain you
I will sustain you
I will remain ehre
Quietly seething
As the crowd moves in roaring
Time goes by
as the day moves slow
And I cant let these feelings go
I never thought I wouldn’t be so sad to see you go
I think Its far too soon to feel this old
Well see me now
I’m searching for my home
And help me now I feel so alone
chorus
I have no ground to hold and if only I could settle for
What would happen now
Regardless where I’ve been
Is there more or am I not so helpless
Or have I no control
Like a feather in the wind yeah
Like a feather in the wind
High hopes I have and no forms I take
I’d be so ashamed of my mistakes
The story without a face
life’s so out of place
Well excuse me for my haste
I’ve got so much time to waste
Well tell me now what to do
And show me how to be as happy a you
I have no ground to hold and if only I could settle for
What would happen now
Regardless where I’ve been
Is there more or am I not so helpless
Have I no control
Like a feather in the wind yeah
Where am I
But where I am
One last look
Just one last look
And where am I
But where I am
But one last look
I have no ground to hold and if only I could settle for
What would happen now
Regardless where I’ve been
Is there more or am I not so helpless
Have I no control
Like a feather in the wind
I have no ground to hold and if only I could settle for
What would happen now
Regardless where I’ve been
Is there more or am I not so helpless
Have I no control
It's 4 am
And I feel dead
Thoughts of you all in my head
They don't help to ease the pain
They're only driving me insane
I don't care what might have been
We've gt to live with what we're given
You complain when I try to help
Too few years under your belt
Take the time to hear me out
And understand what I'm talking about
Do you ever hear the things I say
You're taking it the wrong way
I've found Peace of Mind
And I shared it with you for some time
We never meshed as one
And I've got this feeling that we're done
You mean so much to me
I couldn't help to let this be
I tried all that I could
But you never understood
I don't believe that I'm the man
To take your life into my hands
If I was I wouldn't have left
And I believe it was for the best
So live your life as each day comes
And I believe when it's all done
I will always be your friend
From this day to the very end
You've found peace of mind
That I believe once was mine
Let's do this all over again
Break down all the walls that you made
and let go of all the reasons that you gave
The past is only what you make
and oh how i've tried i've tried
to give you a love that you can borrow
not a lonely afterglow
draw me a line that i can follow
straight to the end of you and i
you and i
It's my nature to take the blame
and my pain relives my past
only to kill another day
ill try to bend please dont make me break oh
the more i give the more you take away
ill give you a love that you can borrow
not a lonely afterglow
draw me a line that i can follow
straight to the end of you and i
you and i, you and i
its taking all this time
please tell me why
ill give you a love that you can borrow
not a lonely afterglow
draw me a line that i can follow
straight to the end of you and i
ill give you some time
so you can figure out if what you need is you and i
is this the end of you and i
I had a drink and it got me to drinking
How many more till im on my back
I had a thought and it got me to thinking
It seems im rolling right off the tracks
I see you walking across the room
I like the line that you're selling
My razorblade wants a taste of you
Come a little closer darlin
Now i see the knife that cuts me in
Im counting on a letdown
cant see that ill never be back again
Now i see it
Now i see the knife that cuts me in
im counting on a letdown
cant see that ill never be back again
come on g-g-g-give me some more
she was someone only seen on the weekends
and now im calling on her every day
her voice is in my head and shes screaming
you know you cant ever turn me away
me and you we should leave the room
come see the line that im working
i know you've got nothing better to do
and the night is only started
now i see the knife that cuts me in
im counting on a letdown
i cant say that ill never be back again
and now i see it
now i see the knife that cuts me in
im counting on a letdown
i cant say that ill never be back again
g-g-g-give me some more
g-g-g-give me some more
now i need the knife that cuts me in
i know there'll be a let down
i told you that i would be back again, oh
g-g-g-give me some more
now i see the knife that cuts me in
im counting on a letdown
i cant say that ill never be back again
and now i see it
now i see the knife that cuts me in
im counting on a letdown
i cant say that ill never be back again
g-g-g-give me some more
g-g-g-give me some more
Your anger beads me
Your impatience, it kills me
Your action spawned from your immaturity
I can't take this no more
I gave you everything I had
And you can't take advantage of me no more
All the time I've spent, mending my wounds
I could've spent loving you
No I can't let you deceive
You ripped my heart out and spit on my name
And I don't think that I'll ever change
But I'll forgive and I'll forget this time
In your words I will put pass me again this time
I'm hold'n on, I'm hold'n on this time
I still feel your words
You wonder what i'm worth
Why don't you tap these veins for all they're worth?
But I won't play your game
I'm too strong to be ashamed
I think I've found out who's to blame
But I'll forgive and I'll forget this time
In your words I will put pass me again this time
I'm hold'n on, I'm hold'n on this time
Who do you think you are?
Just what do you want from me?
I gave you everything.....I had
I've been hold'n on
I've been hold'n on for so long
I've lost my grip.....lost my....grip
Oh and yeah I'll forgive and I'll forget this time
In your words I put past me again this time
I'm hold'n on, I'm hold'n on this time
No I wont forgive and I wont forget this time
In your words I will put past me again this time
When life is caving in
Say goodbye to everything that you want
When I saw your face
You were holding on to tears of yesterday
You'd be the first, you'd be the first to say
You were hiding out so afraid
When life is caving in
Say goodbye to everything that you want
Cause your heart, your soul, and your grace
Is all you ever need to find your way
If you're alone where would you go
If you walked out again
And you know all that you loved you'll want back again,
again.
Turn off your head
Turn off your head and feel
Your heart beating so brave
When life is caving in
Say goodbye to everything that you want
Cause your heart, your soul, and your grace
Are all you'll ever need to find your way
Turn off your head
Turn off your head and feel
Your heart beating so brave
Your heart, your soul, and your grace
Played the fool today
And I
Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
Is it picking at you day and night?
Do you stare through the emptiness?
Do the days fly by like the wind blows
Leaving you breathless
You've done it now
You've tied your noose
You've got no reason trying anymore
Because it's no use
Do you wake up to the sun that never shines on you?
Do you pray for better days to this god who's never smiled on you?
Do you wish each day was your last?
This too shall pass
Don't get buried by your past
When it comes back around
Just leave your ghosts
Leave them sleeping
Don't take the sunrise for granted
Don't let frustration pull you down
Turn away from that rearview mirror
Look straight ahead
Don't throw your life away
Swirl 360---Okay
She sat me down and took me by the hand
She said I'll try to make this painless if I can
She was sorry and then she began to cry
Couldn't look me in the eye
I said baby let me just save you the time
I can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a game we almost played
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
Well I thought we were that perfect match
It's so hard to say that now without a laugh
There was never ever such a thing
Not as far as I can see
Now that all of love such misery
You can see where this going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a game we almost played
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
We gonna be ok
I can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a chance we almost take
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
As for me I'll be ok
As for me I'll be ok
I'll be Ok
I don't believe in anything she says to me
And I don't believe that she cares for me
Is it me that she loves
Or is it someone else
Cause I've got to know before I leave
Is it the warmth in her touch
Or the sweetness that's in her kiss
My heart's telling me never let go of this
Is it the look in her eyes
Or the brightness that's in her smile
I'd walk the world for her
She couldn't walk me a mile
She couldn't walk me a mile
All the days go past
And the time sleeps away
It happened all so fast
I couldn't make her stay
And all the memories she left
Well they rest in my head
Sometimes I feel that I'd be better of dead
I'd be better off dead
Is it the warmth in her touch
Or the sweetness that's in her kiss
My heart's telling me, never let go of this
Is it the look in her eyes
Or the brightness that's in her smile
I'd walk the world for her
She couldn't walk me a mile
She couldn't walk me a mile
Is it the warmth in her touch
Or the sweetness that's in her kiss
My heart's telling me, never let go of this
Is it the look in her eyes
Or the brightness that's in her smile
I'd walk the world for her
She couldn't walk me a mile
She couldn't walk me a mile
Pull me from the wreck
or watch and stand serene
shards of broken glass
shattered like the innocence we lost so long ago
See me empty
and fill me with a false sense of warmth and cold, so cold
I don't owe you anything
purge this skin of feeling
left me cold and trembling
I don't owe you anything
Am I afraid of
how much sense this makes
do I deny
and tempt the inevitable
can I restrain this flood
from rising rising rising...
I get carried away
It's 4 am
And I feel dead
Thoughts of you all in my head
They don't help to ease the pain
They're only driving me insane
I don't care what might have been
We've gt to live with what we're given
You complain when I try to help
Too few years under your belt
Take the time to hear me out
And understand what I'm talking about
Do you ever hear the things I say
You're taking it the wrong way
I've found Peace of Mind
And I shared it with you for some time
We never meshed as one
And I've got this feeling that we're done
You mean so much to me
I couldn't help to let this be
I tried all that I could
But you never understood
I don't believe that I'm the man
To take your life into my hands
If I was I wouldn't have left
And I believe it was for the best
So live your life as each day comes
And I believe when it's all done
I will always be your friend
From this day to the very end
You've found peace of mind
That I believe once was mine
Let's do this all over again
My passage to darkness
With closed eyes towards infinity
The following openings of truth are not sufficient
Constant hunger impressions pushes forward
Why does not my sight reach for enough
Come with me, my friend
I wanna show You the End
I'll take you to the edge of feelings
For you from the stream of the truth
To take the strength for the further way
Come and I'll show you the land of withering flowers
Where sadness covers the earth
You'll see a troadden rose
On which the cold rain falls every day
To devoid her of the rest of her life
Come with me my friend
And you'll be given years
No experience will we gain together
But you'll see a place with no way out
You'll feel the gust of death
Inhale the dirty air
And lay to the grave with covered face
Cause finally you'll know the direction
... Listen to what the others say
Even to fools and ignorants
They also have their own story ...
[Desiderata]
In suffering and pain
Your idea borns
Among the bustle and cry
You create the new thought
(...)
Your lips utter the words
And every following carries the burthen of the previous
Crystallized and once said
Stops being dependent on your will
And even
You are trying to arrange the song from your words
That it could heal you from your suffering
The song filled with beautyfull thoughts
Rich in the most hidden dreams
But the vision of harmony
Will go up in eternal flames
That waste every sign of change
And doesn't let the truth sprout
And even
The vision of dying hope
That dared to be born at the bottom of brain
Is not able to fight the fire
And keep the given words
(...)
So sign your song you fools
That are to change the world
In a while you will see your words
ight I see in your eyes
When I go on paths of life
Oblivitions bitter taste
Returns again
Still to title of your body
To understand the mystery
To find sense and truth
Though for a moment
I always find in you
Warmth of night, moon's glare
That surrounds our hearts
And protects us
With you I can wander
To stream of evil and good
To recognize our souls
What sleeps inside them
I feel your despair
With all my body being in you
I feel your tendemess
With all myself when you leave
Let there be I where you will be
Among the night you'll be found by me
Let the love still light in us
And moon light our way
Let the blackness guest inside us
In our soul and fire them
Look the night comes
Emerges from the depths of evil
>From the abyss I call my friends
I want to feel your taste
Look the darkness surrounds us
Hugh with it's coat
And protects you from influence of lie
When you sing her
The song of love
And bird of doom
Rises it's wings to fly away
And the expanse becomes infinity
You will touch her heart and body
That have been dozing on the snowy-white bed
Without aftertaste of sweat
And you will wake her up
And she will open her overslept eyes
You will see it's azure
And darkness
And brightness
And flame
And you will be lost
As soon as you sing her
Test this day
Last but one sunbeam
Is just falling down on your face
Test this day
The last friend
Has broken the given word
And the sound of your's beloved roice
Doesn't want to ring in your heart anymore
Test this day
It apperas that the path you have chosen
Leads to nowhere
You want come in time to reach
The top of pleasure
In hands which used to caress
The life is missing
You want manage to
Arrange the lost thoughts
Confusion has inraded the silence of dreams
With its renom it has inoculated the treason
Test this day
When love
Dies in your eyes
C'est le ciel clair de tes yeux
Qui les gêne
Mais que j'aime tellement
Et mon teint brun dans tes yeux
Ca dérange, mais tu l'aimes tellement
Même si tu ne me le dis pas
Je sais qu'ils jouent avec ta tête en te disant
Que c'est pour ton bien à Toi
Qu'il te faudrait peut-être un autre
Moins différent
Mais t'inquiètes, je leur dirai tous que c'est:
{Refrain:}
(écoute ça)
Ton ivoire, coïncidence
Moi je préfère ce qu'il couvre si bien
Ma peau noire quelle importance
Juste une belle peau, c'est deux fois rien
En plus, elle te va si bien
Ca vaut la peine
Car c'est avec Toi et moi que les temps changent
Ca vaut vraiment la peine
Demain les hommes feront tout ce qui aujourd'hui semble étange
Mais avant qu'ils comprennent
Je leur dis que c'est
{Refrain2}
Toi, Toi
Toi et non pas une autre
Que je vois, Toi
Et cela peut importe
Que tu sois, ou pas, de ma couleur
Mais d'une autre
Ce sera Toi et moi ensemble
Que le monde veuille ou pas
Toi, Toi
Toi et non pas une autre
C'est mon choix, Toi
Et cela peut importe
Que je sois, ou pas, de ta couleur
Mais d'une autre
Ce sera Toi et moi ensemble
Que le monde veuille ou pas
'y en a qu'une comme Toi, c'est Toi
{Bridge: x2}
C'est parce qu'on s'aime
Que je les oublie
Encore moins parce qu'on s'aime
Que tu les trahis
On sait d'où on vient, ça ne change pas
Mais cela n'a rien à avoir avec Toi et moi
