You break me- I want my peices badly
You take me- I want myself back madly
You fight me- I want a nice peace tready
You light me- I want the darkness completely
Tape my wing down
Hold my blue toe to the ground
Take my senses
But you can't take my license to thrill
You can't mold me- I'll take the clay and make a snake
You can't hold me- I can't be anything that's fake
take my life
But don't take my license to thrill
I wonder- why I ever bothered
You can't see- I've been plenty fathered
And sometimes- I can see straight through your blue eyes
You're so blind- you can't see when someone else crys
I guess it's not so bad
You gaurd me and hold my hand
You just can't strip away
My quirkiness today
I guess it's not so bad
I only wish for snow to fall
On the palm trees in the dirt
But here the sun will always shine (It'll always shine)
Even if with the clouds it flirts
For Shngri-LA is always dry
It doesn't cry like me
In Hell-LA the sun is always there ( it's always there)
Scalding the deep green sea
I'll never be a snowflake
And waltz to earth so gently
To form a perfect blanket
For someone else to walk on
I've lost my mind in wanderlust
My heart cannot be found
My body yearns for the warmth of snow
But the sun keep pouring down
These streets have signs that point somewhere
But there I don't belong
And there's no more use
To curl your hair
When your innocence is gone
I only wish for snow to fall
On the palm trees in the dirt
But here the sun will always shine (always shine)
Wearing inside-out underwear and an outside-in smile
I'm just waiting for my heart attack but it could take a while
It's too early for the day to break and too late to try again
My make-up makes a different face but the mirror's not my friend
Oh I'm aware that it ain't rocket science and we all make mistakes
We are chemists sent from something high to save the human race
Oh I fall asleep to pornography and want to hate you still
But mercy's been relayed to me
Life's so fair I could kill
My wisdom teeth are coming in so I know what to do
I'll fall asleep to pornography
But it's of me and you
When I forgive your mistakes you won't have a clue
Cause we've grown up in earthquakes where the second chance is few
But each day-break we'll wake up and look at things so new
Cause really you are good for me and I am good for you
Oh I'm aware that it ain't rocket science and we all make mistakes.
We are chemists sent from something high to save the human race
I'll fall asleep to pornography and want to hate you still
But mercy's been relayed to me
Life's so fair I could kill
My wisdom teeth are coming in so I know what to do
I'll fall asleep to pornography but it's of me and you
I'm sure I'll screw up something too
But then again
It's true we both flew fast to meet
for being just human
So things are gonna get bumpy, baby, but even mountains do
Through everything your good for me and I'm too good for you
Oh I'm aware that it ain't rocket science and we all make mistakes
We are chemists sent from something high to save the human race
Oh I fall asleep to pornography and want to hate you still
But mercy's been relayed to me
Life's so fair I could kill
My wisdom teeth are coming in so I know what to do
I'll fall asleep to pornography
But it's of me and you
Oh I'm aware that it ain't rocket science and we all make mistakes
We are chemists sent from something high to save the human race
Oh I fall asleep to pornography and want to hate you still
But mercy's been relayed to me
Life's so fair I could kill
My wisdom teeth are coming in so I know what to do
I'll fall asleep to pornography
Outta bed at the crack of noon
Blare the music and have a swoon
I can't stop thinkin of your face
La la lee la lee loo lace
I'm six feet under the Bhodi Tree
With my crap new-age philosophy
Diamonds where there once were stars
I'm sittin in Jayne Mansfeild's car
Yea yea-a I'm independence
Yea yea-a I'm borderline
Yea yea-a I'm California
My minds all screwed and upside down
But my heart's on overdrive (yea my heart's on overdrive)
I need to take a shower when I look at you
Ya sting and hurt like a bad tattoo
I wish you'd change my point of view
I cruise the canyon to get a breeze
With Hidden Treasures up my sleeve
I like the light and hate the heat
But I'll lick the blood right off your street
Yea yea-a I'm cherry cola
Yea yea-a I'm candy-eyed
Yea yea-a I'm California
My mind's all screwed and upside down
But my heart's on over drive
They all come here to find a scene
But end up girls on methadrine
Naked on a TV screen
The dreams that fall beneath my feet
Make my footsteps feel so sweet
But your kisses are my fait accompli
YEA YEA- A
I'm independence
Yea-a I'm borderline
Yea-a I'm California
My mind's all screwed and upsidedown
But my heart's on overdrive
Lose track
Lose track of your mind
And leave me behind
Dont look back
Take a picture of me for baby to see
In a while
Dont hurt your soul it just makes you whole
Dont hurt your soul its in your control
Fare thee well
The way outs before you so to yourself be true
Goodbye to hell
I love you forever through every endeavor
Dont hurt your soul it just makes you whole
Dont hurt your soul its in your control
Lay down your wounds
We'll erase all the pain
In the palm of your hand
There we land
And before you cry
Sing this lullabye
Breath out
Your baby wounds can always be free
Dont pout
Ill fly to your side and together we'll hide
Dont hurt your soul it just makes you whole
Dont hurt your soul its in your control
Bye bye old friends
Make amends at the end
Of this road I've been told
That each day
Is my first
And before you cry
Sing this lullabye
Lost at the bar
Counting stars
And you cannot let go
Of the past in your heart you are a part
And before you cry
They've clipped my wings again
Tore them apart and then
Left me
No use to fly away to
My yesterday
Of freedom
My eyes died back that day
Seeing the hurt I may have done
Beat me instead of them
Pain is my only zen
Of fun
I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by
So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think i even want to try
You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly
Down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without
A frown
And starving hurts the soul
When you're hungry for
Some love
So if I close my eyes
I can really fly
Above
I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by
So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think I even want to
Tryyy- tryyyy- tryyyyyy
Drugs stopped working when I was born
But all the fairy dust I breathe
Is doing nothing to relieve
The strife of broken Autumn leaves in the sand
I'm still high on the music
As my inner child cries
For she may lose it
And the incense in my eyes
Can't save the sin between your thighs
Because you stabbed me with your lies
You're not the only one that's broken
Whore, fuck your drugs
I introduced you anyway
You're a slave
Spun undone, I met you in an alleyway
And I'm never okay
Cos I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together
I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together
My bones are scratched and so forlorn
And all the Prozac that I take
Is only lulling me to make up
This forced smile that is fake for all the doctors
But I'll get by
For the music
Stand as an object
So they can use it
So go snort your loved white powder
I'll just play my music louder
And get my drugs from the counter at the pharmacy
Whore, fuck your drugs
I introduced you anyway
You're a slave
Spun undone, I met you in an alleyway
And I'm never okay
Cos I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together
Oh, I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together
Oh, I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together
Oh, I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together
You can close you're eyes and tell me
That you are a visionary
And maybe you're a little scarey
But you take my breath away
When you say you'l always be there
It paints such a lovely picture
But no matter how you frame it
It's still pornography
Nobody seems to hear
Till I scream and shout
Evan if you tie me down
And you blow my candle out
I'll still glow
I'll still glow
I'll be the perfict someone that you'll never know
I'll still glow
I see this girl with so much anger
Pacified by holding starngers
Making peace with all her danger
By looking in the mirror
The pureness in my name is gone now
You've taken it too far but somehow
I'll lick my wounds and take the last bow
And hold my cold left hand
There's so many things
That you rant about
The only thing I know for sure
If you blow my candle out
I'll still glow
I'll still glow
I'll be the perfict someone
That you'll never know
I'll still glow
I'll still glow
I'll still glow
I'll be the pertfict someone
That you'll- that you'll never know
I'll still glow
I'll still glow
I'll be the perfict someone that you'll never know
I left kisses on your front stoop
So you could find them on your way home
And wear them at a party where I'd be your guest
With your soul spinning langfuidly in the warmth
of your chest
You try to remember the sparkle in my eyes
I try to forget the shit and the lies
So here's your December
My kisses in a box
Eat them for dinner
and put them in your sauce
I told secrets to your bedspred
So it could wrap you in it's sonnet
And whisper my longings to the back of your hair
And tell you my story as if i was still there
You try to remember the sparkles in my eyes
I try to forget the shit and the lies
So here's your December
My kisses in a box
Eat them for dinner
and put them in your sauce
OO So here's your December
My kisses in a box
Eat the for dinner
I throw myself into the rain
As we run down these old train
Tracks again
The moon is naked in the sky
So maybe you and I could fly
Or pretend
As the stars fall from grace
And light your glowing face
I'm teachin' myself to dream
I'm holding' my breath to scream
I;m teachin' myself to belive in the world
And it goes around in the sky so blue
That's what dreamers do
Can't say what day it is or year
But thou shalt have no fear
For I know your name
You can't believe what I did
And maybe I'm just a kid
But the we're both the same
I watch the hours through the glass
And now the time will finally pass
I'm teachin' myself to dream
I'm learnin' what love can be
I'm teachin' myself to
Belive in the things I don't understand
I don't even know if they're true
That's what dreamers do
Stapled eyes can't open until waking
And all your lies will be your undertaking
I let my mind dance and flow
We'll magic and I'll know
As the lilacs slowly grow
The medication makes my heart beat fast
The stubborn nothing shit has come at last
So would it seem I've gotten all I've asked
For from my heart its so so hostile past
My weakness seeps into my stomach
I don't
I don't feel dirty but I don't feel right
(Feel right)
When dark clouds from the day into the night
(The rain)
The rain won't hurt me but my hand just might
Either way this is a losing fight
The clouds look like they're nothing as they roam
Over my hopenless broken home
And rainbow leisure lead clean into tone
For lack of reliving this safety zone
But now I find myself not quite so
Proud
I don't
I don't feel dirty but I don't feel right
(Feel right)
When dark clouds from the day into the night
(The rain)
The rain won't hurt me but my hand just might
Either way this is a losing fight
I don't
I don't feel dirty but I don't feel right
(Feel right)
When dark clouds from the day into the night
(The rain)
The rain won't hurt me but my hand just might
It's in the way she talks
And how she stares
At someone when nothing is there
The way she sits
The way she stares
And never really seems to care
That nobody is ever there
Nobody is ever there
Rosemary (everybody says she's insane)
Everyone says she's insane (rosemary's my middle name)
Rosemary (that's my middle name)
That is my middle name
She's in the ground so deep
But doesn't mind
At least she has a place to sleep
I'm six feet under
And oh
Never really been this cheap
Hopefully she never weeps
Rosemary (everybody says she's insane)
Everyone says she's insane (rosemary's my middle name)
Rosemary (that's my middle name)
That is my middle name
Rosemary (she lives in the garden alone)
Lives in a garden alone
And wherever she is
That is her home
I wanna go home
Doo doo doo do doo
Doo Do doo do doo
Feeling the time is never near
It's clear the clocks are very wrong here
Shadow people come and disappear
Try not to be so all alone
It's hard to hear my stomach when it groans
'Cause as much as it's filled with stone
And my heart just beats in monotone
Doo doo do do doo
Pretty little stupid girl
Pretty little cupid face
Crowded like her mother's pearls
Lonely like her grandma's lace
This feels like another world
And she's just another day
This feels like another world
No reason for the music played
Told me she was clean today
Do the math?
I know how she likes to play
Sylvia Plath
Love is over romanticized
It's the red stuff in your eyes
It's every tear she cries
It is suicide
And no one would ever know
How inside she could of shined
As much she may try to glow
There is darkness in her spine
Told me she was clean today
Do the math?
I know how she likes to play
Sylvia Plath
Love is over romanticized
It's the red stuff in your eyes
It's every tear she cries
It is suicide
Love is suicide
Oh I don't need an education
Just a microphone's intoxication
And I can't deal with concentration
Give me tongues and stimulation
Who are you to know my story
Who are you to read my book
I don't think you know how crazy,
People say I am
"You're running in the deep end, Katy. Why don't you give a damn?"
I've lost all sense of navigation,
But got my Cali-fornication
Don't give me words of hard degration,
I only accept infatuation
I'm a fragile kind of glass
I won't wear your stupid mask
I still hold hands with my creation
But cross my eyes at it's elation
And if I miss my graduation
Another day
Alone in my skin
Waiting for war to end
And love to win
But everybody near
Left like waves from the shore
I'd die if looks could kill
I don't know what I'm dancing for
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what I'm dancing for
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what I'm dancing for
It is the end
Start to begin
I won't pretend
Don't care if I win
But everybody near
Left like waves from the shore
I'd die if looks could kill
I don't know what I'm dancing for
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what I'm dancing for
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
This song is called cool whip
I don't know why
I'm building you some bridges
So you can come and see me sometime
Trying to save the music
With peace and wine
So we'll make love and abuse it
It'll be better this time
Fridges filled with spilled milk
From the 99
Oh I never thought that I'd write a love song
But I guess I just wrote one
Never thought I was that kind of person
Well never been so wrong
Cause when I'm tired oh baby
You're my cocaine
And when I'm hot oh you
You are my rain
The days I'm crazy
Oh you make me sane
And when I'm crippled
You're my cane
Well I never thought I'd write a love song
But I guess I just wrote one
Never thought I was that kind of person
I've never been so wrong
Never thought I'd write a love song
Ooo yeah
I think I just wrote one
Never really considered myself that kind of person
Mine is a slow race
I'm losing fast with no mask on my face
Say this in a masquerade place
My last dance is alone
Love was a waste
Here with my lace
But I am a woman one chased
Bitter taste of blame
Blame me for your own sake
There's reason behind this
Rewind to the first kiss and wonder lust
Look back as we all must
And almost cry out pixie dust
As I keep dreaming
Of lost days when my spirit was robust
Back then I was stirring
But I've learned all silver one day rusts
My heart was the music
And you were off beat
Sado masochistic
Storms pounding on my like sleet
Six feet
Beneath the ground can't be beat
I sleep
With the guilt and failure for my sheets and
There's reason behind this
Rewind to the first kiss and wonder lust
Look back as we all must
And almost cry out pixie dust
As I keep dreaming
Of lost days when my spirit was robust
Back then I was stirring
But I've learned all silver one day rusts
Mine is a slow race
Losing fast with no mask on my face
Say I'm masquarade place
My last dance is alone
Love was a waste
Here with my lace
But i am a woman one chased
The bitter taste of blame blame
Blame me for your own sake
There's reason behind this
Rewind to the first kiss and wonderlust
Look back as we all must
And almost cry out pixie dust
As I keep dreaming
Of lost days when my spirit was robust
Back then I was stirring
I broke my crown while kissing little flowers
I floated up the stairs and fell through the tower
You drew the sparkle back into my eyes
With your colored pencil
Tracing the years of my hunger like a
Plastic stencil
I'm still enchanted
You're still implanted in me
I'm still enchanted
The clouds carressed my sky and smoke
Dried my tears up
My viens are sweetly singing while
Blood drains from my cup
I blink my eyes and I am so
So enchanted
There's so much beauty that we take for
Granted
I'm still enchanted
You're still implanted in me
I wanna live before I die
So don't say I have to cry on
One more freezing floor
I ask you to open the door
And see how things could have gone
The reason that it took so long
Before you could figure out
That for so long I was about to break
And there were no arms to keep me
From harming me and now I'm searchin back to see
How I never tried to ask for some sympathy
'cause no- nobody wants to ride with me too far
'cause I might trip away
But in your arms I'd rather stay
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I li-li-li-li-li-li-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
You might just turn into something I
Want to dream about
Something I can't live withouit
My foot is in your hand
I want you to understand
How I could be confused
Right after being used
But still your here in spite
When I close my eyes to dream at night
I've gotta keep my pants on
I gotta check my pulse before I've gone too far away
To hurt so i think I'll stay around to hear ya breath
Saying all those words to me
Unraveling my fantasy while I drink
My oleander tea
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I li-li-li-li-li-li-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
You might just turn into something I liii.... Yea-yea-ea-ea-ea-aa
You might just tur into something I like
You might just turn into something I like
I keep on looking through the looking glass
And I want to fall on through
Out of the real world to a happy day
Out of the wreckage that I do
I keep on dreamin because I can even though my eyes don't close
I keep on trippin because its free to a place I only know
I keep on dreamin because I can even though my eyes don't close
I keep on slippin out of this life
Still my hand won't go to the other side
My boney fingers stay locked here
The glass is cold when I touch my face
But I can taste my salty tears
I keep on dreamin because I can even though my eyes don't close
I keep on trippin because its free to a place I only know
I keep on dreamin because I can even though my eyes don't close
I keep on slippin out of this life waiting for the drapes to close
Mirror mirror won't you kiss my cheek
And tell me I'll be oK
And warm my spirit with your sugar lips
I think that we're all starving
Getting broke with no warning
Spent it all on new heart strings
Oh I don't know how I'll eat today
Every option's looking grey
Won't somebody throw me away?
It's all about who we fool
We splash in the swimming pool
We flash at the carpool at school
Pain is inevitable
Suffering is optional
I can't go back that's the wrong way
But the truth is I can't stay
This mess left too many stains
I'm out-numbered but driven
So it's time I keep on living
It must be worth something
It's all about who we fool
We splash in the swimming pool
We flash at the carpool at school
Pain is inevitable
I wish there was a photograph that showed me here with you
And I could kiss the photograph and make my wish come true
I wish I was a humming dove so I could sing so sweet
I wish that I could steal the moon and kiss it with my feet
I wish I was a remedy that you wanted to take
A product of a recipe that no one had to bake
I wish I could forget the day the hurting in my heart
And wash our mouths with listerine to make a brand new start
Watching the rain fall down
Watching the rain
Watching the rain
Watching the rain fall down
Watching the rain
Watching the rain fall down
I wish there was a fairytale that turned into my life
So I could kiss Prince Charming man and be his princess wife
I wish the voices in my head would leave my ears alone
So my eyes could stop their water bleeding and I could find a home
I wish there was a ruby rose where I spread my wings and flew
So I could inhale the perfume and be the morning dew
I wish the raindrops on the glass would let me join their dance
I'd spin and twirl and laugh with them and drown my thoughts per-chance
Woa woa I kinda like it
Woa woa
Woa woa I kinda like it this way
Watchin the rain
Watchin the rain
You hold me like a puppet in your clammy hands
Breathing your soft inuendoes
I can feel the music through your eyes
So much pain it hurts my soul
Take me where oleander grow
Show me all the things that I don't know
I'm outside
Let me in
I'm still shedding my original skin
Show me where I've never been
I'm still shedding my original skin
I am not afraid all I have to fear is myself
Me or I
My curls have twisted themselves into knots
Twist and turn me inside out
Show me what bliss is about
I'm outside
Let me in
I'm still shedding my original skin
Show me where I've never been
I'm still shedding my original skin
If I wait to run away
I'll be trapped another day
I'm still shedding my original skin
Show me where I've never been
I'm still shedding my original skin
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalala
She swims into a room full of floating people
She glides into a space full of laughing creatures
Swimming floating
Laughing about the water
She's diving falling and crying
She glides into a room full of broken lava-lamps
She lays down on the ceramic floor
Gliding swimming floating about the water
She falling racing and broken
The seaweed is always greener underwater
Down there she cannot hear the rain
Her eyes won't stain with run mascara anymore
'cause she's a mermaid jane
She soars into a bright white clouds
She plunges into the deep green sea
She's diving flying plunging into the wetness
She's free now gone now but happy
In time I'll run
In time I'll feel the sun
Yea she's a mermaid jane
Lost my 18 dollars
The robbers were right
It's there as if the ...
Holding it tight
I cleaned out the door
Like a spy ...
Lost my mind
Lost my mind last night
Woke up smiling something wasn't right
Sang a song in a major key
Something was wrong
My mind was gone
I was
Happy
Crazy
Always thought I knew how
Tall my smile would stand
Turns out who I was not
Is now who I am
All the lights were on
And this song is worse than caroling
Lost my mind
Lost my mind last night
Woke up smiling something wasn't right
Sang a song in a major key
Something was wrong
My mind was gone
I was
Happy
Crazy
Just because
I have tea and green leaves
Doesn't mean I'm a crackhead anymore
Lost my mind
Lost my mind last night
Woke up smiling something wasn't right
Sang a song in a major key
Something was wrong
My mind was gone
I was
Happy
Crazy
Happy
I wonder why it always feels like rain
My life is like some cheap champagne
The answers don't always seem to fit
My glass is full, but it tastes like shit
I need a quick decision
And a cheap reward
I'm in my last revision
Hey- hey-hey-hey
So I'll cry just a little bit longer
And I'll stay two seconds more
And I'll try to be stronger
And I'll see if you catch my fall
I can't say if what I did was right
But you let me go like your sister's kite
I can't say if what I did was wronge
Still you followed me like a sing-along
I need a quick decision
And a cheap reward
I'm in my last revision
Hey-hey-hey-hey
So I'll cry just a little bit longer
And I'll stay two seconds more
And I'll try to be stronger
And I'll see if you catch my fall
Yea yea yeaaaaa
Yea yea yeaaaaa
Yea yea yeaaaaaaaaaaaa
I've made my last decision
And got some cheap reward
I need no man's premision
So I'll cry just a little bit longer
And I'll stay two seconds more
And I'll try to be stronger
And I'll see if you catch my fall
If you catch my fall
Catch my fall
Ya cath my fall
I wanna live before I die
so don't say I have to cry on
one more freezing floor
I ask you to open the door
and see how things could have gone
The reason that it took so long
before you could figure out
that for so long I was about to break
and there were no arms to keep me
from harming me and now I'm searchin back to see
how I never tried to ask for some sympathy
'cause no- nobody wants to ride with me too far
'cause I might trip away
but in your arms I'd rather stay
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I li-li-li-li-li-li-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
You might just turn into something I
Want to dream about
Something I can't live withouit
My foot is in your hand
I want you to understand
how I could be confused
right after being used
but still your here in spite
when I close my eyes to dream at night
I've gotta keep my pants on
I gotta check my pulse before I've gone too far away
to hurt so i think I'll stay around to hear ya breath
saying all those words to me
unraveling my fantasy while I drink
my oleander tea
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I like
You might just turn into something I li-li-li-li-li-li-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
You might just turn into something I liii.... Yea-yea-ea-ea-ea-aa
You might just tur into something I like
You might just turn into something I like
Doo doo doo do doo [x4]
Doo Do doo do doo
Feeling the time is never near
It's clear the clocks are very wrong here
Shadow people come and disappear
Try not to be so all alone
It's hard to hear my stomach when it groans
'Cause as much as it's filled with stone
And my heart just beats in monotone
Doo doo do do doo [x4]
Sweat drenched skin covered in white lace
devilish accomplice in lingerie
tonight, tonight revenge has a face
and she's gonna have her way
open windows, unlocked doors
secrets left on bedroom floors
we'll stay in here under these sheets
playing this game of twisted hide and seek
[Pre-Chorus:]
Don't try to run she'll find you
Don't make this hurt more than it has to
Just a kiss her taste could cure me
I need a fix for my sweet tooth craving
[Chorus:]
I'm doing this purely for revenge
loathe every moan and creak in the bed
I've gotta say I'm quite impressed
how fast she fell out of that dress
every dirty word she whispered
and every sick thing she screamed
I hope they echo off your walls
I hope they haunt your every dream
Deep breaths with the cruelest intentions
a motive we're not gonna mention
revenge, revenge is a girl I know
and she can't just let this go
through the keyholes off the walls
echoes chasing down the halls
evidence spread all around
patiently waiting, waiting to be found
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
your every dream
your every dream
I won't just stab your back
I've got blueprints for attack
and it won't be quick, I'll tell you this
I think you know me better than that
With surgical precision
I'll make a small incision
directly to the side of your spine
I'm taking back what's mine
[x2]
[Chorus x2]
your every dream
Tear me open at the seams.
Take everything you need.
Take my heart if you like the beat,
take my lungs if it's hard to breathe, to breathe.
"I'm not cold," she said,
but she's shaking as she's lying next to me naked.
Pulled the hair back from her face to let that smile heat this place.
And this feels so far from real.
I'm lost and I love it.
I can't take it, if you're waiting.
I am ready to tell the world about a girl
who showed me love again for the first time.
And it's everything I dreamed of.
Tell me what you thought about when you were breathing oh so loud,
screaming oh so loud.
Tell me if this is real.
I need to know before I get too close.
So here we lie in this beautiful mess of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
With my heart in your hand and my neck in the other,
should I be scared or should I come closer?
But it's still beating and I'm still breathing.
You haven't hurt me yet.
I can't take it, if you're waiting.
I am ready to tell the world about a girl
who showed me love again for the first time.
And it's everything I dreamed of.
Tell me what you thought about when you were breathing oh so loud,
screaming oh so loud.
Tell me if this is real.
I need to know before I get too close.
Morning always comes too quick when you're around, when you're around.
You leave me lying here so they don't find us out, they'll find us out.
Tear me open at the seams, take everything you need.
Take my heart if you like the beat,
take my lungs if it's hard to breathe.
I can't take it, if you're waiting.
I am ready to tell the world about a girl
who showed me love again for the first time.
And it's everything I dreamed of.
I can't take it, if you're waiting.
I am ready to tell the world about a girl
Are you loathsome tonight
Chasing hours with wine
If it's drama you wanted you know darling you got it
It's what we do best always dressed to impress
Try to cover it in make up but there's no hiding this mess
Remember love and how we used to be in it
She said she won't she's trying hard to forget it
Remember lust and how a touch gave us shivers
I can't get close to you your skin gives me slivers
You don't care enough to cry
There's nothing real left in your eyes
No fairy tales no lullabies
I'm only asking this of you one time
May I have this dance before the moment's past
I hate this song but I hope that it lasts
I'll sing in your ear off time and out of key
But you're just not happy being miserable with me
The mirror ball fell to the floor between us
So we can see how pathetic we look in a thousand little pieces
So watch your step for the next three minutes
I'm not giving up on you until this song is finished
Remember love and all the ways that we'd make it
We lost the passion when did you start to fake it
Remember lust and how a touch gave us shivers
I can't get close to you your skin gives me slivers
The way you look tonight
The way you can't look me right in the eye
I've never seen a smile so wide
I've never seen a smile so contrived
I know that you would rather be anywhere but here with me
May I have this dance because the moments passing
I hate this song and it's just not lasting
I'll scream in your ear off time and out of tune
If this is a game,I don't want to play.
This means too much to me and you're so far away.
But I will wait for you.
We can see this through.
Now it's up to you.
Please tell me, you feel the same way too.
A simple touch, the look in your eye, the sound of your voice.
They do something to me I've never felt but I don't ever want to leave.
Looks like it's happened to me once again.
Things are over before they started, another goodbye,
unless you wanna...try and I'll promise you I'll try.
If this is a game,I don't want to play.
This means too much to me and you're so far away.
But I will wait for you.
We can see this through.
Now it's up to you.
Please tell me, you feel the same way too.
A warm embrace;
it's been a while since I've seen your pretty face.
If you would let me, I don't think I would ever leave this place.
Every shared night just feels so right
when I wake up with you in my arms, staring into my eyes.
Try and I'll promise you I'll try.
If this is a game,I don't want to play.
This means too much to me and you're so far away.
But I will wait for you.
We can see this through.
Now it's up to you.
Please tell me, you feel the same way too.
Try and I'll promise you I'll try.
If this is a game,I don't want to play.
This means too much to me and you're so far away.
But I will wait for you.
We can see this through.
Now it's up to you.
(Did you know you’re my favourite..
...Did you know you’re my favourite patient!)
Did you know you’re my favourite…
Did you know you’re my favourite patient here?
Did you know that I need you…
Did you know that I need this treatment more than you do?
When you find it hard to breathe
And your heart has skipped a beat
We’ll rush you to intensive care
And declare emergency (..emergency)
Well I’m not gonna lie to you
This is gonna hurt
Like nothing that you’ve ever felt
This is gonna hurt like hell (..emergency)
And if it takes us through the night
I'll sleep when you are alright,
I'll sleep when you're fine
When you regain all vital signs
Do you remember love…
Do you remember love for the first time?
I'm sorry to say
I'm sorry it'll never be like that again.
When you find it hard to breathe
And your heart has skipped a beat
We’ll rush you to intensive care
And declare emergency (..emergency)
Well I’m not gonna lie to you
This is gonna hurt
Like nothing that you’ve ever felt
This is gonna hurt like hell (..emergency)
And if it takes us through the night
I'll sleep when you are alright,
I'll sleep when you're fine
When you regain all vital signs
Don't panic, grin and bare it.
It will all end soon I promise you.
Don't panic, grin and bare it.
It will all end soon I swear to you.
Did you know that you’re favourite…
Just know that you’re my favourite patient (…my favourite patient)
Well I’m not gonna lie to you
This is gonna hurt
Like nothing that you’ve ever felt
This is gonna hurt like hell (..emergency)
And if it takes us through the night
I'll sleep when you are alright,
I'll sleep when you're fine
I still miss you, I still care, sometimes I swear you're still here.
Do you miss me?
Do you care?
Does it hurt that I'm not there?
Told me you need something better.
What is better than love?
Told me you need something new.
All I need is you to feel the way you make me feel.
I never meant to hurt you, never meant to say those things,
never meant to write them down in a song about the way it used to be.
It used to be so good.
You used to be, my everything.
I just want you to know that I'm just fine on my own.
Do you want me to know that you hate being alone?
Did you think I would fall for this over again we're repeating.
Did you think I would crawl back,
crawl back one more time to feel the way I feel.
I never meant to hurt you, never meant to say those things,
never meant to write them down in a song about the way it used to be.
It used to be so good.
You used to be, my everything.
How's your hand?
My eyes healed nicely.
How's the time pass by without me?
I hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine?
How's your hand?
My eyes healed nicely.
How's the time pass by without me?
I hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine?
Told me you need something better.
What is better than love?
Told me you need something new.
All I need is you to feel the way you make me feel.
Did you think I would fall for this over again we're repeating.
Did you think I would crawl back,
crawl back one more time to feel the way I feel.
I never meant to hurt you, never meant to say those things,
never meant to write them down in a song about the way it used to be.
It used to be so good.
Time will tell I'm not well
Take me to the attic
Lock me up show me hell
Just let me have it
You are the sweetest thing
You're always taking care of me
It took the softest hands
To put me back together again
She loves to dance in the rain
It's the sound of it that makes her wet
She melts when I say her name
Pin her to the wall and say
Use me baby
Abuse me maybe tie me to the bed post
And leave for a few days
Tell me you love me
As you torture and taunt me
Make me hurt so bad
That it has to feel good when you stop
Show me all don't you hide
Tell me all your secrets
It's ok don't be shy
We're all a little twisted
You are the cutest thing
You're always looking out for me
It took the greenest eyes
To make me see the beauty again
And if you really love me
You would do all this to show me
This might be the only way
That I can feel again
You are the sweetest thing I have ever known
Whisper me your secrets I won't tell, they'll never know
You are the cutest thing I have ever seen
Tell me all your dreams
God I love that sound
You know it drives me wild
How I need your laugh
Addicted to your smile
Now I crave those lips
And the way that they kiss
You give me something to miss
Pull me in close
Don't let me go
I'll try to run cause it's all I know
But here I am show me how
Whatever this is don't stop it now
Tell me this will always feel brand new
Again and again like a beautiful flower in bloom
Tell me this will always feel like this
Over and over don't blink cause you might miss
With the softest touch
You got me shiverin'
Tease me with your skin
Come on let me in
Shut the bedroom door
Take me on the floor
You got me begging for more
I'm not sure what this is
But I think I like it
I really think I like this
Whatever this is don't stop it now
I can taste it
As the sweat falls from your neck
And the perfume leaves a sting I won't forget
As you're sliding back into your dress
I become a nervous wreck
Cause I'm waiting patiently to see
If you'll be leaving me
Pour another drink for me
I like it better when I'm numb
Something's gotta give
These conversations make me dumb
You look so good when your scared
It turns me on when you fear for your life
I couldn't love you any better
You've turned me into a killer
And I'm sorry but you're all outta luck tonight
Baby your time is up
Something's gotta hold of me, doesn't want you to breathe
Stands over YOU and watch you BLEED, I'll be the last thing you see
Go ahead I dare you to scream
The words can live with me
Pleading wont take you anywhere
Decided not to care
Don't waste another breathe on me
Your gonna need every one
Don't waste your time with this
Your dying moments almost done
There is no time for last words
Your life should be flashing right about now
I couldn't love you any better
You've turned me into a killer
And im sorry but you're all outta luck tonight
Baby your time is up
Something's gotta hold of me, doesn't want you to breathe
Stands over you and watch you BLEED, I'll be the last thing you see
Go ahead I dare you to scream
The words can live with me
Pleading wont take you anywhere
Decided not to care
I've decided not to care
I've decided not to care
I've decided not to care
Like Romeo and Juliet were dying in the end
We never loved each other, at least I never did
And if you did you had a sick way of showing it
Star crossed lovers and the blackest of skies
Had a dream about the 2 of us, one of us died
I'm sorry you had to die like this tonight
I couldn't love you any better
(I couldn't love you any better)
You've turned me into a killer
(You've turned me into a killer)
And I'm sorry but you're all outta luck tonight
You're all outta luck tonight
Baby your time is up
Something's gotta hold of me, DOESN'T WANT you to breathe
Stands over you and watch you BLEED, I'll be the last thing you see
Go ahead I dare you to scream
The words can live with me
Pleading wont take you anywhere
There's nothing that I can say,
To make you want to stay here with me forever.
There's nothing that I can do,
To make you want me like I need you to,
I need you to.
Just give me one last chance to say this.
Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind,
And I will get it right.
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time.
But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long.
Have you ever tried to scream underwater?
You'll choke, you'll choke.
You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song.
Well, I save my soft voice for the things I really mean.
You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind.
Well, here it goes:
I hate you for what you've done to me.
Just give me one last chance to say this.
Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind,
And I will get it right.
If I could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time.
But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long.
Have you ever tried to scream underwater?
You'll choke, you'll choke.
When the last word's been said and the last tear's been shed,
I will miss you, miss you my friend.
And I can't tell you lies,
Beautiful LIKE the dress I laid out for you
Let your hair down the way you always used to
The tile's cold,
The tap is dripping
As I go to rinse my hands of you,
And watch the pieces one by one wash away down the drain
(Bridge:)
I'll fake this morning at your funeral
Dressed in black and trying not to laugh
(Chorus:)
Sleep tight my dear
This WILL be your last night here
Breathing among the living
I've got some plans for you
Sweet dreams my love
It'll all be over soon
We're just waiting for the poison in your blood
To reach your heart
So cold and pale laid out before me
So weak and frail quiet as can be
Peacefully sleeping for all of eternity
No one will ever suspect me
Fingerprints and DNA won't give me away
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
I brought your favorite flowers
Your mother said you would have loved them
I'll read your favorite poem out loud
And I'll break down,
I'll break down
You said THAT I don't feel
That's why you could not LIVE with me
I don't feel the least bit sad right now,
How's that for irony?
I FAKED this morning at your funeral
Dressed in black and trying not to laughâ¦
â¦I can't help but laugh
Don't flinch,
Don't move
Don't make a sound
Take a deep breath
It might be a while
'til the next time we can breathe again
I know you're hurt
But don't say a word
You need to save your strength
It's gonna be a long night waiting for the cure.
[Chorus:]
Who will find us here
All alone my dear
The angels or the ambulance
Which will save us now
All the pills we've downed
Miracles or medicine
The cold damp air
The glass in your hair
The Smell of perfume mixed with gasoline
I think I might be sick
As the radio
Plays a song we know
Through a static frequency
I hear it freely
The blood and makeup on your face
It's hard to see
You're hard to see
But you're beautiful
And I've told you so
Maybe not enough but you need to know
That I meant it
That I meant it everytime
[Chorus x2]
Your eyes look like glass
As tears freeze on their lashes
Your lips won't stop shaking as time quickly passes
Outlines in dark red of angels where you lay
The epitome of all beauty is dying slowly
Right in front of me
Send flashing lights
Distress calls in the night
Where's the heroes
When you need them the most
Send anything
I don't care anymore
Where's the miracles when you're all out of hope
Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day.
Night falls and the search begins for something better than this.
A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die.
You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch him go running after you
I'm running after you (after you).
Helpless, cause my hands are tied.
Eyelids pinned back so they're open wide.
In a theatre, all alone in the front row,
to watch something beautiful die.
A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die.
You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch him go running after you
I'm running after you (after you).
What happened to the things we used to do?
You said it's all the same and that you needed a change.
You left without goodbye and now I'm wondering why.
But I don't think I want to know all the things he does better
how the past just doesn't matter.
You left me once but this time will be the last time.
You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch him go running after you
I'm running after you (I'm running after you).
Look for the feeling that we lost.
Where did you have it last?
Maybe if we retrace our steps.
But we can't find the path that led us here to where we stand.
Face to face to watch this bitter end.
Standing on my doorstep in the rain.
Make up running down your face.
You look so good right now.
It's bittersweet that you run to me.
I need you, I bleed you, I would give up breathing for you,
if you would take my breath and hold it in.
I need to be inside of you.
Show me where it hurts.
Show me what love's done to you.
Don't try to move, you'll only make it worse than it is already.
You had to be so strong and I had to be so useless.
I'm always fuckin' useless, useless without you.
Tears ran down your face like rain on the window you were looking out.
What were you looking for?
I won't ask tonight.
I need this, just one kiss, a gentle touch, your sweet caress.
My heart will break my ribs if I hold this in.
I must confess.
I hate myself for needing this.
I love our twisted little mess.
I know it's wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight.
Show me where it hurts.
Show me what love's done to you.
Don't try to move, you'll only make it worse than it is already.
You had to be so strong and I had to be so useless.
I'm always fuckin' useless, useless without you.
I'm scared as hell.
It's about time that I tell you all the things that you should know.
All the things I'm too scared to show.
I need you, I bleed you, I would give up breathing for you,
if you would take my breath and hold it in.
I hate myself for needing this.
I love our twisted little mess.
I know it's wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight.
Show me where it hurts.
Show me what love's done to you.
Don't try to move, you'll only make it worse than it is already.
You had to be so strong and I had to be so useless.
What started out as desire turned into a lover's tryst
Who knew a moth and a flame could ever spawn a love like this
Now you need something to taste
something just a little bit more sweet
But I am sour and more sour
Everytime that our lips meet
If you're a butterfly I'm suicide by insecticide
If I am kerosene then your a spark
Just begging to ignite
You'll wish you never met me
(Butterfly) Butterfly, float on by me
Never meant to cut so deep (Just enough to bleed)
Feel the sting as you get closer (Closer and closer to me)
Don't let me hold something so delicate (I'll shatter it with a word)
Don't say a thing as we get closer and closer
Damn, this is gonna hurt
The ghost of a pathetic past is haunting me here more and more
The skeletons are laughing at me
Through the closet door
And now past lovers share these covers
Sleeping with my enemies
Thoughts of others come between us
Trigger fits of jealousy
If you're a butterfly I'm suicide by insecticide
If I am kerosene then your a spark
Just begging to ignite
You're wishing you never met me
(Butterfly) Butterfly, float on by me
Never meant to cut so deep (Just enough to bleed)
Feel the sting as you get closer (Closer and closer to me)
Don't let me hold something so delicate (I'll shatter it with a word)
Don't say a thing as we get closer and closer
Damn, this is gonna hurt
You can paint me pretty colors
And dress me how you like
I'm just an ugly moth in love
In a butterfly disquise
And I've been thinking about leaving since the day that we met
If I don't get close when it's all over I'll just forget
'Cause I have seen the end so many times I've played it in my mind
And I am scared to death I never want to see your dark side
If you're a butterfly I'm suicide by insecticide
If I am kerosene then your a spark
Just begging to ignite
You're wishing you never met me
(Butterfly) Butterfly, float on by me
Never meant to cut so deep (Just enough to bleed)
Feel the sting as you get closer (Closer and closer to me)
Don't let me hold something so delicate (I'll shatter it with a word)
Don't say a thing as we get closer and closer
Damn, this is gonna hurt
Never meant to cut so deep (Just enough to bleed)
Don't say a thing as we get closer and closer
It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.
Being strong means being heartless.
Tell me, how do the scars feel after the wounds heal?
Did it burn when they cauterized?
Did it show that you were hiding the hurt inside?
Do your eyes still shine as bright as they did the days when you were at your best?
If you run away from me, I'm not running after you.
(Cause I'm so tired)
If you turn away from this, don't look back.
(Cause I'll be gone)
If you go, then I'll forget you.
When you're gone, I won't miss you.
I'm sorry, that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart.
If you go, then I'll forget you.
When you're gone, I won't miss you.
I'm sorry, that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart'
And broken promises.
It's been a long time since I've seen you and longer since we've talked,
And the last thing that I said was I had nothing to say.
Now I'm choking on my words,
All the things I didn't say that could have made it all ok.
Now that you're all alone and feeling sorry for yourself,
Did it make sense to lie to me and deceive me like you did?
And if you run away from me, I'm not running after you.
(Cause I'm so tired)
If you turn away from this, don't look back.
(Cause I'll be gone)
If you run away from me, I'm not running after you.
(Cause I'm so tired)
If you turn away from this, don't look back.
(Cause I'll be gone)
If you go, then I'll forget you.
When you're gone, I won't miss you.
I'm sorry, that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart.
If you go, then I'll forget you.
When you're gone, I won't miss you.
I'm sorry, that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart'
And broken promises.
Tell me, how do the scars feel after the wounds heal?
Did it burn when they cauterized?
Did it show that you were hiding the hurt inside?
Do your eyes still shine as bright as they did the days when you were at your best?
How do the scars feel after the wounds heal?
Did it burn when they cauterized?
(Tremble, tremble, tremble)
(Tremble, tremble, tremble)
My lips they tremble from this silence
But I'd rather chew on razor blades
Then speak the words I want to say
Don't tell me you are sorry
I see this thing all too clearly now
We're past apologies
I just want you to bleed like me
I (Tremble)
Should have known (Tremble)
But I never thought you'd do this to me (Tremble)
It (Tremble)
Hurts to laugh (Tremble)
Now that I know the joke was on me (Tremble)
And it makes me sick to think
About all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would of made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry
But the lies you hide are rotting your insides
(Tremble, tremble, tremble)
My stomach's got this aching feeling
Thinkings got the best of me
Brought out the worst for all to see
This feels like everybody knows a secret I don't
These malicious grins and whispering
A vicious plot to kill what's left of me
And it makes me sick to think
About all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would of made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry
But the lies you hide are rotting your insides
They'll never know
'Cause we'll never tell
Your secret's safe with me
I'll never let it out (And they'll never know)
(And they'll never know)
(And they'll never know)
(And they'll never know)
(And they'll never know)
(And they'll never know)
(And they'll never know)
Your secret's safe with me (And they'll never know)
I'll never let it out (My lips they tremble from this silence)
(Silence, silence, silence)
I (Tremble)
Should have known (Tremble)
But I never thought you'd do this to me (Tremble)
It (Tremble)
Hurts to laugh (Tremble)
Now that I know the joke was on me (Tremble)
And it makes me sick to think
About all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would of made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry
But the lies you hide are rotting your insides
And it makes me sick to think
About all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would of made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry
But the lies you hide are rotting your insides
(My lips they tremble from this silence)
sat up for hours
thoughts of a lover
i'll probably never get a chance to hold again
all of my days spent waiting for a night with her again (again)
and I'm sharing a drink with a memory
and a laugh with an empty seat
do you still look the same?
will you still look at me the same
'cause I know that I don't
i've gotten so old in these last few years
and I'd rather be fighting with you than sleeping here next to her
don't let me fall
i'll break
what a mess I'd make
pathetic pieces on your floor
cut your feet forever more
you're porcelain
such a fragile skin
just let me hold you
i'll be gentle
i wont drop you
this time I'll be
careful
forget for just one second
that this is not alright
lets drink to feeling nothing
at least just for tonight
stay for one more
pass out on the floor like we used to do
it got so hot in your room
don't let me fall
i'll break
what a mess I'd make
pathetic pieces on your floor
cut your feet forever more
you're porcelain
such a fragile skin
just let me hold you
i'll be gentle
i wont drop you
this time I'll be
careful
and I can't let it go
the fits of pain I'm feeling
and the hurt won't leave me alone
and I'm tired of sleeping with ghosts
fell asleep with your ghost
woke up with a headache
from the cure that's only temporary
when the morning always fails me
don't let me fall
i'll break
what a mess I'd make
pathetic pieces on your floor
cut your feet forever more
you're porcelain
such a fragile skin
just let me hold you
i'll be gentle
i wont drop you
this time I'll be
Would it be alright if I was to say to you please stay tonight
We can talk for hours underneath the moon
I'd tell you how I feel if only I could get it right
I wonder what you're dreaming of when you got that smile on your face
I hope that it is me 'cause lately I've been having that dream of you
I hope this night will never end
'Cause I don't want to wake up from my dreams
I hope this night will never end, never end
Caught up in a moment and I hope it never lets me go
I feel at home
Somewhere else does not exist right now
Gotta stay awake, I need to see you sleep
I wonder what you're dreaming of when you got that smile on your face
I hope that it is me 'cause lately I've been having that dream of you
I hope this night will never end
'Cause I don't want to wake up from my dreams
I hope this night will never end, never end
Please don't say you have to go (Have to go)
I need this more than you will ever know (You will ever know)
Please don't say you have to go (Have to go)
this gloomy weather doesnt break here any, break here anymore
the sun abandonded us for blue skies somewhere,
blue skies somewhere warm
the world outside my window is scratching at my door
there's only stories of what life was like before
(take me away) Where the skies aren't
(shades of grey) Baby, let's make
(our escape)To a place where
(we can) wake to sun again
board the windows up, it's cold as hell
it's cold as hell out there
light some candles, need to shed some light
to shed some light in here
the streets are cold and damp
the trees are dark and bare
this dead season it seems to last right through the year
(take me away) Where the skies aren't
(shades of grey) Baby, let's make
(our escape)To a place where
(we can) wake to sun again
let's leave it all behind us
find a nice little island
we can live like a story
that ends like a fairy tale
leave all of your possessions
forget all that you thought you knew
so we can live like a movie
that ends like we want it to
and I wanna go (now, now, now, now)
and I wanna go (now, now, now, now)
and I wanna go (now, now, now, now)
and I wanna go
let's leave it all behind us (and I wanna go)
find a nice little island (and I wanna go)
where we can live like a story (and I wanna go)
that ends like a fairy tale (and I wanna go)
(take me away) where the skies aren't
(shades of grey) baby, let's make
(our escape)to a place where
(we can) wake to sun again
(take me away) where the skies aren't
(shades of grey) baby, let's make
(our escape) to a place where
(we can) wake to sun again
I wonder where you are.
Please don't come around tonight
'cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight.
Gimme one more drink and I swear
I think I'll be ready to make the same mistakes again with you.
I finally figured out that you're not coming back
and I'm not going anywhere.
You were the one with all the faith how did you let it slip away? That's right, I'm blaming this all on you
and the little things you didn't do.
We both knew that you were stronger,
could have fought a little longer.
You didn't hold it tight enough.
You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers.
No more sleepless nights alone.
This bed is better without you.
No more waiting up for calls.
I've got nothing left to say to you.
Tell me again about those better days.
This silence hurts me more than anything you could say.
Broken knuckles, broken heart.
I fell in love then fell apart.
You tried to run, I tried to hide, still we managed to collide.
Fell so hard, matching scars.
Held you close, felt so far.
Hearts beating out of time.
You're screaming with no reason and no rhyme.
So I will save this last breath for words that I won't scream.
I don't feel like dying, but you're killing me.
Just when the wounds start healing
you're there to break me open.
Watch the blood spill. I'm getting used to this.
I'll clean it in the morning.
I wonder where you are.
Please don't come around tonight
'cause I can't stand to see you and I don't want to fight.
Gimme one more drink
