Riverside

Cast

• Madeleine Martin
• Ida Linnertorp
• Anthon Gyllensten
• Shvan Aladin
• Jonas Bane
• Frida Bagri
• Jonas Sundh
• Anette Sevreus
• Fredrik Dolk
• Ingvar Örner
• Fortesa Hoti
• Johan Nordahl
• Ulrik Munther

• Season 1
• Episode 1: (#1.1)
  Sweden:7 September 2009...
• Episode 2: (#1.2)
  Sweden:14 September 2009...
• Episode 3: (#1.3)
  Sweden:21 September 2009...
• Episode 4: (#1.4)
  Sweden:28 September 2009...
• Episode 5: (#1.5)
  Sweden:14 October 2009...
• Episode 6: (#1.6)
  Sweden:11 October 2009...
• Episode 7: (#1.7)
  Sweden:18 October 2009...
• Episode 8: (#1.8)
  Sweden:25 October 2009...
• Episode 9: (#1.9)
  Sweden:1 November 2009...
• Episode 10: (#1.10)
  Sweden:8 November 2009...
• Episode 11: (#1.11)
  Sweden:15 November 2009...
• Episode 12: (#1.12)
  Sweden:22 November 2009...
• Episode 13: (#1.13)
  Sweden:29 November 2009...
• Episode 14: (#1.14)
  Sweden:6 December 2009...
• Episode 15: (#1.15)
  Sweden:13 December 2009...
• Episode 16: (#1.16)
  Sweden:20 December 2009...

• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Riverside - America
• Riverside - Status Quo
• Riverside - Kirk Franklin
• Riverside - The Blue Dogs
• Riverside - Culture
• Riverside - Poison The Well
• Riverside - Transit
• Riverside - Kenny Wayne Shepherd
• The Time I Was Daydreaming - Riverside
• The Curtain Falls - Riverside
• Loose Heart - Riverside
• Reality Dream III - Riverside
• Reality Dream II - Riverside
• Reality Dream - Riverside
• Out Of Myself (Live) - Riverside
• Loose Heart (Live) - Riverside
• Before - Riverside
• After - Riverside
• Acronym Love - Riverside
• 02 Panic Room - Riverside
• Deprived (irretrievably Lost Imagination) - Riverside
• Conceiving You - Riverside
• The Same River - Riverside
• I Believe (Live) - Riverside
• In Two Minds - Riverside
• Stuck Between - Riverside
• Volte-Face - Riverside
• Us - Riverside
• Forgotten Land - Riverside
• Goodbye Sweet Innocence - Riverside
• Celebrity Touch - Riverside
• Coda - Riverside
• Feel Like Falling - Riverside
• New Generation Slave - Riverside
• Escalator Shrine - Riverside
• We Got Used To Us - Riverside
• Waterfall - Riverside
• Out Of Myself - Riverside
• Left Out - Riverside
• O.K. - Riverside
• I Turned You Down - Riverside
• I Believe - Riverside
• Hyperactive - Riverside
• Artificial Smile - Riverside
• Parasomnia - Riverside
• Ultimate Trip - Riverside
• Through The Other Side - Riverside
• Second Life Syndrome - Riverside
• Schizophrenic Prayer - Riverside
• Rainbow Box - Riverside
• Radioactive Toy - Riverside
• Hybrid Times - Riverside
• Embryonic - Riverside
• Egoist Hedonist - Riverside
• Driven To Destruction - Riverside
• Dna Ts. Rednum Or F. Raf - Riverside
• Dance With The Shadow - Riverside
• Cybernetic Pillow - Riverside
• Beyond The Eyelids - Riverside
• The Depth Of Self-delusion - Riverside
• Riverside - Riverside
• Living In The Past - Riverside
• Riverside - Daryll-ann
• Riverside - Zebra
• Riverside - With The Punches
• Riverside - Heroes
• Riverside - Kid Harpoon
• Riverside - Agnes Obel
• Riverside - Blue Dogs
• Riverside - Mike Mcclure

Living on the riverside taking it all in my stride
Living on the riverside, I'm taking life like a big long ride
You stay on your side and I'll stay on mine
You take what you want and I'll take the sunshine
I said, "The world don't owe me no living"
I said, "The world don't owe me no living"
I said, "The world don't owe me no living"

( Rossi / Frost )
She left me cold and hungry by the riverside
She left me so downhearted there and I really cried
About mistakes I'd made and it's a crying shame
I can't believ the way they start all over again
She left me cold and hungry by the riverside
Without a word or a note, so I couldn't find
A reason for to stay where I wanted to stay
There didn't seem to me to be anyway
I got away to the city from the riverside
And it was oh, such a pity 'cos I really tried
It didn't make me feel how I wanted to feel
I turned around to be where I wanted to be
I got away to the city from the riverside
And it was all nitty gritty there, however I tried
I didn't wait to feel how I knew I would feel
I had to turn around, 'cos I wouldn't be found
Don't blame me or point your finger at me
I'm not blind and I see, don't point your finger at me
Don't you do it, don't you do it to me
Don't point your finger my way
Don't put the blame all my wayShe found me so light-hearted by the riverside
She didn't cry or try and I didn't mind
'Cos I just had to stay wher I wanted to stay
And the mistakes I made, I made them anyway
She left me cold and hungry by the riverside
And it was oh, such a pity 'cos I really tried
It didn't make me feel how I wanted to feel
I turned around to be where I wanted to be
Don't blame me or point your finger at me
I'm not blind and I see, don't point your finger at me
Don't you do it, don't you do it to me
Don't point your finger my way
Don't put the blame all my way
She left me cold and hungry by the riverside
And it was oh, such a pity 'cos I really tried
It didn't make me feel how I wanted to feel
I turned around to be where I wanted to be
She left me cold and hungry by the riverside
Riverside, riverside, riverside
Riverside, riverside, riverside
Riverside, riverside, riverside
Riverside, riverside, riverside
Riverside, riverside, riverside
Riverside...........

It's Friday and my bills are due
My 3 month old baby need some shoes
Can't you feel I'm going through
Clock on the wall keeps tickin' tockin'
No stoppin' and somebody's knockin'
On the door, tellin' me to go
Brotha, I can't take no more
So with my knees, I hit the floor
And say help me Jesus, help me Jesus
Let's go down by the riverside
Leave your problems all behind
You can rest troubled minds
Down by the riverside
If I concentrate on all the bad
And all the things I wish I had
How can the dark clouds ever pass
Weeping may endure for a night
But joy comes in the morning light
God, he keeps me right
So no matter what the people say
Ain't nobody takin' this joy away
In spite of all I've been through, I can say
Thank You Jesus, thank You Jesus, thank You Jesus
Let's go down by the riverside
Leave your problems all behind
You can rest troubled minds
Down by
Let's go down by the riverside
Leave your problems all behind
You can rest troubled minds
Down by
Let's go down by the riverside
Leave your problems all behind
You can rest troubled minds
Down by
Let's go down by the riverside
Leave your problems all behind
You can rest troubled minds
Down by the riverside
Well, well, well
There's a blessin' in the water y'all
By the riverside, say what now
There's a healin' in the water y'all
By the riverside, say what now
There's a blessin' in the water y'all
By the riverside, say what now
There's a healin' in the water y'all
By the riverside, say what now
There's a blessin' in the water y'all
By the riverside, say what now
There's a healin' in the water y'all
By the riverside, say what now

Yonder goes Jimmy
He's got a new ride
See him winding on down Highway 5
Heading straight for the drive in
He's got Susie by his side
Later we'll all meet by the riverside
I can't help myself
I wanna testify
I wanna take you there
Down by the riverside
Down on the river
We got gators runnin wild
Mama said you better not go down there child
But I got a crazy feeling
And I like your style
Later let's head on down and walk a while
Chorus 3x

Where is the love to be found, oh People?
Nowhere around...
For I woke on Saturday morning
Feeling sticky and dirty after work
Took a walk down a riverside
I roll a little spliff
Sat down on a stone and start to cool off
With my burden down a riverside
For I check around the youths
And I try to teach the truth
Lay their burden on the riverside
I walk through every corner
Try to find someone to talk to but I have to
Lay their burden on the riverside
For I walk and I talk
And I linger and I search
Lay their burden on the riverside
And I walk, I met the youthman pocket
And I try to search around them
Lay their burden on the riverside
And I sat down quietly
Watch the fishes circle around the little stones
Lay their burden on the riverside
I cup my ears and I heard the little birds
Whistling in the tree like so
Lay their burden on the riverside
Live good among your neighbor
Like sister and brother and
Come with me a riverside
All you need is pray to Jah, quality
You see secret shall be revealed
Lay their burden on the riverside
(solo)
Jah provides for the birds in the air
And the fishes in the sea so what about me
Lay their burden on the riverside
Look at the crow they toil not neither do they spin
Yet father provide far them
Lay their burden on the riverside
Let us walk and talk
And pray quietly in search
Lay their burden on the riverside
Look at the color of those clothes, oh Jah
Make each and every one individually
Lay their burden on the riverside
Where is the love?
Where is the togetherness too?
Lay their burden on the riverside
I can't take the war and I can't take the shooting
Neither the looting, just
Lay their burden on the riverside
I tried around Rema
Even in The Jungle
To find a quiet rest
Round there in a Nannyville
My heart come to a trail
Lay their burden on the riverside
And I knock, and I search
And I whisper and I preach
Lay their burden on the riverside
Where is the quietness
And the love to be found in some corner?
Lay their burden on the riverside
Let us walk, let us search
Let us examine and let us see

Trading Back and forth our voice
Is something disputed here?
Focusing behind me you look white
Are you looking at something through the other side?
Nowadays you get more
difficult to understand,
Incoherently speaking of your last days
How you'll spend them
finding the blades of grass you'll lay in
Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?
Do you hear...
Slowly your hands fade to your skull
Constantly complaining
of your discomfort
you don't look well anymore
Nowadays you get more
difficult to understand,
Incoherently speaking of your last days
How you'll spend them
finding the blades of grass you'll lay in
Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?
Do you hear...
Feel them crawling
Feel them penetrate
One day I'll get your sight back to you
I thought we were supposed

Walking outside the gates of winter cemetery.
I wonder when my time will be spent beneath the dirt and leaves.
As uplifting as that sounds, I'm not about to lay down and die.
Still my heart beats to the tune of my uncertainty.
So I try to make the most of my short time here.
These run down side streets are dead ends of my insecurities.
So I try to make the most my short time here.
Our headstones won't tell the story.
They'll just engrave the ending.
(The end of you and me)
What difference will it make.
(Still my heart beats.)
What will become of us.
(Still my heart beats.)
What difference will it make.
(Still my heart beats.)
What will come of us.
Walking outside of the gates of winter cemetery.
I wonder when my time will be to sleep beneath the dirt and leaves.
As uplifting as that sounds, I'm not about to lay down and die.
Just keep your eyes on the door.
I'll have an ear to the ground.
(I'm not about to lay down and die.)
(I'm not about to settle now.)
Just keep your eyes on the door.
I'll have an ear to the ground and

Seen her get up, seen her go down
Down to the riverside
Seen her jump into the river and drown
Down to the riverside
People do just what they will
Don't matter to the river, it's running still
Sun come up, sun go down
Down to the riverside
Sun jump into the river and drown
Down to the riverside
Every day just like the last
We sit and watch the water pass
Came a day the built a bridge
Down to the riverside
Over the way, on top of the ridge
Down to the riverside
Built a bridge for people to cross
But every other day, someone jumping off
You might think some boys they got it made
Down to the riverside
They got the money and the women and a place in the shade
Down to the riverside
That ain't no way to ease the pain

Sky above my head
Open mind
And I try to think
Think of all these words
Should have said
Didn't want to escape
From this dream
Where I want to be
And the thing that I feel
You'll never know
I am really afraid of telling the truth
And the thing that I feel
You'll never know
I am really afraid of losing you
Wish you knew how much
I've been wanting to talk to you
Still carry me
Nothing's changed
Sky above my head
For the first time
Since I lost your smile
And the thing that I feel
You'll never know
I am really afraid of telling the truth
And the thing that I feel
You'll never know
I am really afraid of losing you

I know what I'm really like...
I'm bleeding...
I don't mind...
That was very foolish of me
I can do nothing now
Light shines in the darkness
I don't wanna go
Wish I could turn back time
Oh my Guardian Angel
Take me away from here
I think I'm ready now
But still can't make up my mind
Memories of yesterday
Hopes left behind
I have to fade away now
There's no other way out

Raise me up
Don't let me fall
Cause I don't get myself
I feel like I felt before
But can't find my way
All those feelings went away
I may not be what you think I am
Think we ought to find ourselves
Think we ought to find ourselves
Again...
Raise me up
Don't let me fall
Cause it's getting so hard
I feel like I felt before
Maybe I only try?
All those feelings went away
I may not be what you think I am
Think we ought to find ourselves
Think we ought to find ourselves again
All those questions never asked
All those days are coming back to me now
Dreams that can't be realised
All those nights are coming back to me now
And I know there're coming back to you
Raise me up

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I don't feel quite myself
I think I'm losing heart
I'm sick and tired of all those words
Voices in my head
I think I have become
Another suffering of my soul
You ask me how I'm feeling
Looking in my eyes
Hearing only what you want to hear
I'm holding my breath
Holding my time
I wish you knew how I was hurt
I'm really scared of getting lost in real life
So please stop asking me for more
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
I need a place to be alone
I need a place to be
I need a breath to take
Don't wanna scream with my mouth shut
It leads us nowhere
Stop looking at me like that
This is not what I had in mind
I'm really scared of getting lost in real life
So please stop asking me for more
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
I need a place to be alone
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
Let me go
You've just helped to get me out of myself

Raise me up
Don't let me fall
Cause I don't get myself
I feel like I felt before
But can't find my way
All those feelings went away
I may not be what you think I am
Think we ought to find ourselves
Think we ought to find ourselves
Again...
Raise me up
Don't let me fall
Cause it's getting so hard
I feel like I felt before
Maybe I only try?
All those feelings went away
I may not be what you think I am
Think we ought to find ourselves
Think we ought to find ourselves again
All those questions never asked
All those days are coming back to me now
Dreams that can't be realised
All those nights are coming back to me now
And I know there're coming back to you
Raise me up
Raise me up, don't let me fall

I've become resistant to myself
To my weaknesses and pain
I've become the one who wants to live
and just feel alive again
I've changed myself
I've become addicted to being strong
Started out my second life
And the remnants of your tears and smiles
Shift deleted from my mind
Without knowing how it hurts…
I feel safe
Without knowing how it hurts…
I feel safe
Is this
What I
Really

I can't take anymore
I can't breathe
I'm sick of this goddamn darkness,
Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day
Together with last night's dinner
I have lost myself completely
I have convinced myself I am someone else
For God's sake,
I need to be real
I need touch
I need… people?
I have to turn my life around…

There's a place where I feel you
And I know you mean more to me
Still waiting
Still holding time
There's a place where I feel you
And I know I mean more to you
Still waiting
Still holding time
3. Dna ts. Rednum or F.Raf
Follow my name
Follow my sin
Wearing my mask
Cover my fear
All of my blame
All in my place
Wearing my mask
Cover my shame
We're so far from understand

Used to be my Panic Room
The other side of me
Where I slept and woke by turns
And nothing seemed real
I was feeding on your life
Peering through the hole
And it scared me out
Someday
You would knock on my door
Sweet shelter of mine
I’m freezing without
Sweet shelter of mine
I’m dying without
Cover up my twisted thoughts
Shattered all around
Muffled sounds
Recurring dreams
Melatonin smile
Used to be my 302
The other side of light
Trap of my own
That helped me deal
With what I lost inside
Sweet shelter of mine
I’m freezing without
Sweet shelter of mine
I’m dying without
Sweet shelter of mine
I’ve tried to make self-portraits before
But they always turn out so contrived
I’ve spent too much time
Correcting light and shade
Hiding wrinkles
Blurring scars
I’ve tried to make self-portraits before
Through my eyes
Just see myself
Now I know
I’m not in denial
That I need someone else

I live surrounded by cherished memories
I have a weakness for collecting them
Alphabetize
As far as I recall my childish rituals
Icons of that world
Always filled my shelves and heart
Now I shelter from the rain
Hole up in my cage
You don't have to think too much today
They filled in for your brain
Curled up
Deprived
Curled up
Deprived
I shut away
In a world of synonyms
And handwritten notes
My own puppet performances
Endless bedtime stories
I could touch the moon
And switch off the sun
I could have my dreams
And dream about better times
Now I shelter from the rain
Hole up in my cage
You don't have to think too much today
They filled in for your brain
Curled up
Deprived
Curled up
Deprived
I shut away

I've been watching you
Not waiting for the right moment to make the first move
Do you want to know
Why I keep avoiding your eyes
And why I'm running away?
It's crazy, I know
I've been conceiving you for too long
Or maybe I'm destined to be alone?
Or maybe there's someone who will understand
That I'm not able to share my world?
I'm still running away
It's crazy, I know
I've been conceiving you for too long
If only I could change all things around
Still conceiving you all along…
I've been conceiving you for too long
If only I could change all things around
I've been conceiving you for too long
I've grown used to that

Part I (instrumental)
Part II (instrumental)
Part III (Again)
/she/
I stay... I swear... I am... I can...
Please take a walk with me
Let me know - Am I to blame?
As you know
I've always loved you and I know I will always love...
Part IV (I am)
I am your fear, hope
I am your grief, joy
I am your deed, word
I am your hate, love

I learn to understand
Getting harder to pretend is ok with me
In this moment I believe
And I want it so much
In spite of everything
You make me so real
I don't have to shut myself in this cage of me
I see what I haven't seen
I wanna share my place to hide
My place to feel
With You
In this moment I believe
And I want it so much
In spite of everything
I learn to understand
If only I was worth waiting for...

Another day of talking
And I'm in two minds
I think I have to tell you
I finally realised
I know you'll never really get inside of me
But I don't mean to hurt you
Just let me disappear
We used to like it
Used to be
In the sunset time of our dream
For all these things we cannot change
We cannot be
We cannot stay
But if you lose your faith
Know that I am still your friend
And if the sky falls down

I'm stuck between myself and me
Pretty sure at this time
The more I see the less I feel
But I don't want it to stop
Read my fortune
Now I can
Know you forever will be there
I'm arising
I will stay for you
And I know I will CARE
Please tell me why I still recall
Know it has to be good
It wouldn't be so hard if I
Were not so frightened for you
Read my fortune
Now I can
Know you forever will be there
I'm arising
I will stay for you

I have spent all my previous life
Waiting for something else to start
Now I see that I have felt so numb
To everything that passed me by
Need to go land on my own two feet
Need to change my life this way
Need to free my mind of memories
Watch them how they screw my brain
The time that has come
Convinced what I feel inside
In darkness I float
How far is the light?
Inside – fearland
Don't want you to know
Outside – fearless
I do want you to watch
Do you mind?
Would you step aside
Make way for me
Can't you see I'm dead set on doing this
Enough of dreamless nights
Enough of sleepless nights
I'm the way I am
Get out of my sight
DO YOU MIND?
You can put me in the lion's cage
You can take my soul
Give a second name
But I don't intend to stop my fight
And I'm not afraid

There's a place where I feel you
And I know you mean more to me
Still waiting
Still holding time
There's a place where I feel you
And I know I mean more to you
Still waiting

Look at this field my son
Deserted, empty place
Where the dead silence feeds on lost whispers
There was a Kingdom here
A city full of life
Songs of its praise were being sung by the mountains
Oh, listen to them now
People felt strong and powerful
Proud of their wealth
All of them believed they were kings of the whole world
They started to take more
And crossed the borderlines
Called themselves gods above everything and everyone
Oh, listen to them now
Faster and faster
Higher and higher
Great temples of gold grew taller and glittered in the sun
Gods, too sure of themselves
Never lost their pride
Even when the altars and monuments started to collapse
Oh, how quickly they died
Oh, how quickly they turned into
The dust of the forgotten land
Listen intently
Souls are crying

I'm covered in dust
Lying next to you
Waiting for my judgement day
Feel the warmth of the heart
Your kiss of destiny
Cure for pain and misery
When something ends
Something else begins
We are moving on
Life happened to us
We are not the same
But we've managed to survive
Stuck at the crossroads of time
Between future and past
Diverse worlds under the same sky
And when something ends
Something else begins
So let me silently fade away
Forget us in the flame
I know it hurts
The sky is falling down
I know it hurts
Flowers have died back
I know it hurts
But look at the sun
It's about to rise again
'Cause when something ends
Something else begins
So let me siletly fade away

I can't afford to be silent
I can't afford to lose my stand
What matters is to be in view
I am seen therefore I am
I can satisfy my hunger
I can satisfy my thirst
What about the feeling of importance
Now I've got my chance
This is just what I need
To be in everyone's eyes
To be hard-wired to all brains
And control all their minds
In the center of attention
Glossy magazines
My private life is public
I sell everything
Days are getting shorter
They'll forget about me soon
So I jump on the bandwagon
With no taboos
This is just what I need
To be in everyone's eyes
To be hard-wired to all brains
And control all their minds
But what if we start to talk
Not only say out loud
What if we sift the babble
From what really counts
What if we disappear
Go deeply underground
What if we hide away
From being stupefied
You and I

Night outside grows white
I lie faceup in my shell
Open my eyes
Don't feel like falling into blank space
Had allowed that life to drift
For I've chosen a different trail
When darkness fades
Don't feel like falling into blank space
Want to be your light
Illuminate your smiles
Want to be your cure
Bridge between self and us
Want to be your prayer
Wipe the tears from your eyes
When the night returns
I won't collapse

Day outside grows black
I lie faceup in my shell
Squeeze my eyes shut
And feel like falling into blank space
Had allowed that life to drift
For I've chosen a different trail
When light fades
I feel like falling into blank space
So you realized
Ingested real life
Grew up in the time of
Pushing through the crowds
So you realized
Chose unreal life
Settled in the mobile
Handy pocket size
Wanted to be your light
Illuminate your smiles
Wanted to be your cure
Bridge between self and us
Wanted to be your prayer
Wipe the tears from your eyes
But I turned my back
Could have been a tree of dawn
Rooted deeply in the ground
Bearing fruits
Far away from falling into blank space
But I took refuge from myself
In the crowded solitude
Now I dash
And feel like falling into blank space
Wanted to be your light
Illuminate your smiles
Wanted to be your cure
Bridge between self and us
Wanted to be your prayer
Wipe the tears from your eyes
But I turned my back

Into this world I came
Filled with fear, crying all the time
I guess my birth left a great scar
on my heart and mind
Now I hand-pick cotton and struggle to sing
"I am happy and I do what I like"
But my voice breaks, and I start to hate
my singing and simply everyone
Mama told me be good,
work hard, and love Mr. God
Every Sunday, I lie,
trying to realize why
Ain't nothing more to say, Your Honor
Don't look at me like that
The truth is, I am a free man,
but I can't enjoy my life
I came to a standstill
with lies and hopes inside my head
Always seemed too late to turn
and too soon to understand
No, I don't have a stomachache
It's just my face
I got stuck, I ran aground
I got used to spewing bile
I wonder whether all those years
hadn't been a waste of time
So how am I doing?
Oh, I can complain
Smoke too many cigarettes,
but I don't care
Into this world I came

We are escalator walkers
In the brand new temple
Came to reshape identities
Shed our skins
Be reborn
And feel the same
Feel the same
That no one here is real
We are moving standees
In the shrine of choices
Incarcerated between floors of
Hope and disappointment
We feel the same
Feel the same
That no one here is real
We feel the same
Feel the same
That nothing here is still
We are stairway drifters
Made by cyper paper
Google boys and wiki girls
Children of the self care
We come to pray every single training day
Looking for a chance to survive
Buying reduced price illusions
Floating into another light
Melting into another lonely crowd
We feel the same
Feel the same
That no one here is real
We feel the same
Feel the same
That nothing here is still
Used to have our love
And now
Disposable needs
Used to have our souls
And now refined new skins
Take
Throw away
Forget
Dragging our feet
Tired and deceived
Slowly moving on
Bracing shake legs
Against all those wasted years
We roll the boulders of sins
Up hill of new days
In the arms of the setting sun
Our burdens cast shadows over fiery ground
Catching final rays
We try to reach the journey's end
Before the sun will die
We sense we're almost there
But the night comes too soon
And we crawl in the dark
Not ready to face up
To unknowing lies
We ache to go back
But we can't stop

When I scroll back through our recent days
Try to understand how we could forget
We made a promise to one another
that nothing would ever break what we had
Now we never talk when we fall apart
We never talk when we fall apart
We pretend we're OK, surrounding ourselves
with one-way friendships and so-called friends
I know we got used to new us,
and I don't want to be there
I don't want to be there where we are
I know we got used to new life,
and I don't want to be there
No, I don't want to be there where we are
Silence fallen between
All the doors are locked,
all the words unsaid,
and we're still afraid of time
Started to keep ourselves
at a distance that we could control
Not too close
Not too far
Now we never talk when we fall apart
We just never talk when we fall apart
We pretend we're OK by filling up our inner space
with little hates and so-called love
I know we got used to new us,
and I don't want to be there
I don't want to be there where we are
I know we got used to new life,
and I don't want to be there
No, I don't want to be there where we are
I know we got used to new us,
and I don't want to be there
I don't want to be there where we are
I don't want to be there
I don't want to be there where we are

following every time
after she slowly waves
she doens't seem so shy
perhaps it's love she saves
consider memories
well am i ready for this?
consider everything
like a hedonist
like a hedonist
i saw something there
that i can't figure out
a waterfall, the waterfall
upon the hardwood floor
where the walls are white
still you can't be sure
of everything you write
under a quiet gaze
between out silly laugs
i've walked a hundred ways
amongst the garden paths
amongst the garden paths
i saw something...
along the riverside
hearing a summer breeze
there's nowhere to hide
beyond our empty needs
remember what you've found
maybe you'd rather crawl
i'll take the slow way down
like a waterfall

I don't feel quite myself
I think I'm losing heart
I'm sick and tired of all those words
Voices in my head
I think I have become
Another suffering of my soul
You ask me how I'm feeling
Looking in my eyes
Hearing only what you want to hear
I'm holding my breath
Holding my time
I wish you knew how I was hurt
I'm really scared of getting lost in real life
So please stop asking me for more
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
I need a place to be alone
I need a place to be
I need a breath to take
Don't wanna scream with my mouth shut
It leads us nowhere
Stop looking at me like that
This is not what I had in mind
I'm really scared of getting lost in real life
So please stop asking me for more
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
I need a place to be alone
Let me get this straight
Let me get this right
Let me go

Huddled in the corner
Disillusioned
My lifeless stare is fixed
On your silhouettes
You’re disregarding me
Passing me by
Like I’m not even here
Maybe I’m not
Maybe I’m somewhere else
I used to be one of you
With the same spark in my eyes
And now I don’t belong to this place
It’s a matter of merciless time
I wholly vanish
The candle guttered out
The beauty elapsed
Could’ve been so wonderful
One day we could’ve met
And believed
We might live that way
Far away from the din
Envious looks
And chase for the prize
We would have remained ourselves
Without killing our feelings
Slowly
Day by day
One day we could’ve won
Without taking away
Someone else’s pride
We would have become strong
Walking through our life side by side
We could’ve missed another day
Not knowing how to talk
Where to go
We could’ve missed another night
Only... For what?
The dream went away
And you came
With your dark hair loose
Ruthless cold reality
Oh, how I hate your truth
Don’t turn your back this time
Just look at my eyes
I won’t break down

Need to stay right here
I don't care if there is a better place
I must try it myself
Again
My broken sleep will never be the same
I'm only hanging on
And waiting for another night
There's sadness in my mind - ok
There's darkness in my mind - ok
What has come over me?
Can't believe, but your tears leave me cold
I'm walking through the dark
Again
And I am not afraid to be alone
Anymore
There's sadness in my mind - ok
There's darkness in my mind - ok
Thoughts echoing in my mind - ok