You and me
Think we are perfect
You hit me
And said that I deserved it
Feel me
Wear me
Use me
You and me
Spent our lives learning
How to be and what to be
Was it all worth it?
Feel me
Wear me
Use me
Hurt me
Can't see
I'm tired, again
You and me
Think we are perfect
You said you'd kill
You'd kill for me
And swear that I'm most worth it
Do you really wanna know?
Feel me
Wear me
Use me
Hurt me
Can't see
She won't mind, she's got bills to pay
She won't mind, because I come today
Its feels so wrong to be right
She sits tight, in a different way
Pulls my eyes with the words she say
To be is all that she desired
But they didn't love you in our time
Nobody wants you in your life
Bleed and they'll serve you, alive
Words confessed from a memory
I feel them at last when I sing of what used to be
And I sing along like a choir
If I say goodbye to love will it go away
If I say goodbye to love because its here today
And it feels so strong tonight
For the rest of our lives
Fearing the way that will keep us alive
I put my hands to the sky
Pray for a sign if I believed in a god
We lay with our hearts to the floor
Feel from the ground of the earth keep us warm
I put my hands onto your head
As I
Say goodbye to love
I Say goodbye to love
I Say goodbye to love
I Say goodbye to love
They didn't hold you
I cried
Nobody wants you in your life
During her ambition
He would hardly listen
Wouldn't even make a sound
Now he's out to listen
Cause it's open season
Better off more lost than found
Now it's pushed upon me
It might not breathe
But it might harm me, stuck inside
My brains blown out again
Trust is dead
People love confession
And they choose their fashion
Some hard to tell
Some show it well
Oh, he's so dishonest
Broke a silent promise
Didn't care who finds him out
Now it's pushed upon me
It might not breathe
But it might harm me, stuck inside
My brains blown out again
Trust is dead
Now we reek
Of emotion
When we speak
Angry thoughts hurting so deep
We forget about our sign
It's a cheap
Ceremony
And we keep
Up all morning 'til we sleep
For another night
Heard I broke your heart now
It's a brand new start now
Time to rearrange your mood
Time to loosen up now
Show you're not so tough now
Maybe then you'll be alright
Now it's pushed upon me
It might not breathe
But it might harm me, stuck inside
My brains blown out again
Trust is dead
It's dead...
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
We didn't know
We didn't know
There were times I betrayed what was sacred to myself and lost.
Over lines I'm ashamed of the things that I had done and crossed.
I was so fast to run when doubt had come
So fast to run, so fast to run.
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
We didn't know
We didn't know
So many times when I gave I was faking and I felt so lone.
I'm a munster, I´m an adict, I'm a danger to myself, I know.
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
Can we take another round?
Can we take another round of love..
Without the guns?
Can we take another round?
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
I'm willing to listen
I'm willing to say
I'm willing to try or throw it all away
Do we throw it all behind?
Throw it
On a dime life can change
Everything that you once loved you've lost
I'll tell you why I'm afraid with the symptoms
I've been making up
We didn't know
We didn't know
We want love
We want love
Willing and now
Willing and now
We want love
We want love
Can we take another round?
can we take another round of love..
Without the gun?
pressure fried the coldest head
bent to the side wishing he was dead
and i would still defend
i would still defend
i give up on it all
i give up on the greed
i give up on the ones
who give up on me
held up by the poor somewhere
there're unaware but i know we are scared
if i was to give in
the fight would soon begin
so i give up on it all
i give up on the greed
i'll give up on the ones
who'll give up on me
sometimes sunshines
sunshine
sometimes the sun shines
sunshine
did you give up on it all
did you give up on the greed
did you give up on the ones
Yesterday's sorrow
Not forgotten tomorrow
Stolen just like a baby
In a world full of maybes
For the thought of a dollar
And taught hate of a color
Born two days 'til we play the routine
Of a game that's so old and obscene
Today all the troubles exceed
As the media helps destroy dreams
With a duke and a reverend it seems
We can't find the mean between extremes
Then go
I've heard too many white boys
Talk of nights with a black toy
And they return to work the next day
And they think in a different way
They talk of a less man
Of a cheap and oppressed man
Funny how it seems that some never even see
What's been built and been taught to believe
Is it thought that some races don't bleed?
Or that pain is just something for me?
If you think that, then brother you'll see
The blood will just spill to eternity
Is it thought that some races don't bleed?
Or that pain is just something for me?
With a duke and a reverend it seems
We can't find the mean between extremes
And the government said it'll be fine
But the people say we've gone to far this time
They keep on showing me signs
They've taken my family now they're taking over
They've taken hearts and sold them
They'll take your child and mold him
Fill him with with rage
Rage turns to pain
And then he starts hurting someone
Not thinking about time
Not thinking about life
And I don't know how, they take someone from us
But leave us with the pain
There's something tearing me apart
Telling me to stop this hate I've known so long
Till something makes me change my mind
I'll be at the point where there is nothing
But to do what I feel
Right now I feel pain
So make them feel my
Make them feel my pain
I feel hatred, they see a lover
I feel hatred towards another
I feel hatred they see a lover
I feel hatred...
There's something tearing me apart
Telling me to stop this hate I've known so long
Till something makes me change my mind
I'll be at the point where there is nothing
But to do with ideal
And right now I feel pain
So make them feel my
Make them feel my pain
My pain
Make them feel my
Make them feel my
Make them feel my pain
And the government says it'll be fine
But they say we've gone to far this time
They keep on showing me signs
He's so mean, he's like a girl
He needs it, but never learns
Run faster you might
Feel it tonight
She's amused, she rolls her eyes
He'll beat her and act like he's blind
Run faster tonight
Feel it you might
Feel it tonight
You'll find your wife
He rolls his eyes
Then he turned white
I trusted and lusted
It was my only one
And now it is gone again
Complaining, I hate him
I am the lonely one
Cause now he is gone again
Look, look at her eyes
Why can't she smile, why can't she smile?
Run faster tonight
Feel it you might
Feel it tonight
You'll find your wife
I trusted, and lusted
It was my only one
But now it is gone again
Complaining, I hate him
I am the lonely one
Cause now he is gone again
Again
Again
Did you know?
Your eyes have a glow that send mine down to the pavement
Mine down to the pavement
Since you're gone
The words have all come
And we sing like it's contagious
Sing like it's contagious
I feel like I'm living
I feel like a baby
And I feel everything for the first time in my life
If the sun was aching for soul
It would light up when you wake and find us in a daze
With the words all wrong
We still sing along
I feel like I'm living
I feel like a baby
And I feel everything for the first time in my life
I realize I'm slipping
I realize I'm crazy
And I feel everything for the first time in my life
I hear a saint down the hall
He sings to us all
And it rings out loud
I feel like I'm living
I feel like a baby
And I feel evrything for the first time in my life
So we'll leave the ones whove hated
And we'll grieve the ones who didn't make it
And we'll breathe from what's created
On the day you were born
The sun filled my eyes
I fell within the wars that rise
What were you here for?
What will you find?
Could I save your life, like you saved mine?
Wait until the morning comes around
Wait for something beautiful
Wait to see if worry turns around
Wait, please wait
I tried to keep you from
Everything that was
So difficult for me
But it makes you strong
When you hurt so long
I'll put it all in faith that you won't leave
And I'll wait until the morning comes around
Wait for something beautiful
Wait to see if worry turns around
Wait, I'll wait
Looking up now you see that
Everyone seems so happy
The crooked somehow keep breathing
When you couldn't be so happy
Maybe they just don't know
Maybe we just don't know
Maybe we just don't know
So I'll wake every morning
Wake with the sun
Were the worst things always
The first things to come?
Find a way to move on and a way to be strong
Because somethings do change...
Some things come that make
The worst things beautiful
Wait until the morning comes around
Wait for something beautiful
Wait to see if worry tuurns around
Pray, i don't know if it's sacred, or not
you say, that we can fall apart at anytime
breathe for the whole world...we can't fight
they starve for the love...that we supply
feed from their eyes, dream you're alive, and feel feel
the beast flies tonight, and the world he describes
suffer...suffer
Afraid, i don't know if we're heading for a fall
you jump into the front to say you're apart of it all
feed from their eyes, dream your alive, and feel feel
the beast flies tonight, and the world he describes
suffer...suffer
if we feed from their eyes, dream we're alive to feel
the beast flies tonight, the world he describes
suffer...suffer
Jimmy Gnecco
A little man down by the parking lot he said
"I think the world is out to get me"
Stole my money can't see my way
And left me here with nothing, nothing
Well he left me here with nothing, nothing
Some old jackets wore color all time
Walking around looking for roaches all the time
He says beware of the CIA
Framing you with something
Something
Framing you with something
Something
Father is gone
Mother is gone
They left before I told them it
It hurts in my heart
That they'll never know my pain
That they'll never feel my shame
That they'll never see me again
Now that Bill's become my friend
He's alright
I think he knows the meaning of a friend
Open your mind
And there you will find
Nothing to hide
No reason to run
Father is gone
Mother is gone
They left before I told them it
It hurts in my heart
That they'll never know my pain
That they'll never feel my shame
Tied down to the things that we can't let go of
Realized too many dreams we can't recover
We layed down in our sleep and began to choke
Life doesn't have any meaning everything's a joke
Been eating out of your hands, with never anything to show
We tried to get off clean, but we would never grow
Prison can't be worse than living with the pain of knowing
Murder, murder, murder, murder
We fight about the things we never even had control of
In and out of thoughts so many different people bought
Self serving ramblings in your favorite journal
Won't bring you peace until you learn to read yourself
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder
Bow down to the things you can't let go of
Eating out of dog's hands with never anything to show
Even if it hurt to love you couldn't leave it slowly
Slipping from you core as you're waiting for your dream to come
Murder, murder
Give in the things you bought with
Give in the things you bought with
Give in the things you bought with
Give in the things you bought with
Murder
Give in the things you bought with
Murder
Give in the things you bought with
Murder
Give in the things you bought with
Murder
Out of the pan into the fire
Out of her hands into a liar
It would be better
If everyone gave what they wanted
And they said what they won't
It would be better
It would be better
Hate on the left of me
Pain on the right side
Theyre taking the best of me
Wait for the right time
But stay out of the sun
Stay out of the sun
You fell from her hands into your sight
Felt everything
And wished you went blind
It will be better
It will be better
Out of the way
Out of the way
Out of the way
Hate on the left of me
Pain on the right side
Theyre taking the best of me
Wait for the right time
But stay out of the sun
Stay out of the sun
Stay out of the sun
Theres a glare there in the sun
That will tear through the ones
That were there and called when no one else was there
They carried you home
Is it true a moth dies flying to the light
Stay out of the way
Out of the way
Into the calm and stay
Out ouf the
Out of the way
Out of the way
Out of the way
It will be better into the womb
On the heels of her letter
Into the womb
If we forget
christ, your head. what's it become?
while the whole world's out having fun
i'm in a cloud, it's pulling me down, breaking me down
i'm in a cloud, it feels like a crowd of a hundred, it's five degrees here
nobody sees, somebody please, save me
this is the sound of my miseryhead
choke on the taste of my miseryhead
dance to the words of my miseryhead
this is the sound of my miseryhead
i'm in a cloud, it's pulling me down, breaking me down
turn around
what's that sound?
i'm in your head
i thought i heard him say, he'd rather be dead, than
In his heart he's thinking that he's Ours
Teach him to be Ours
In his heart he couldn't ever find
'cause he might take his life
Teach him to be Ours
We went blind
Waiting for a sign, just waiting for a sign
Couldn't see and dying
Waiting for a sign, just waiting for a sign
It's hard pretending that it's not
Still we're reaching
What do we want?
We went blind
Waiting for a sign, just waiting for a sign
Could'nt sleep and dying
Waiting for a sign, just waiting for a sign
Mercy for the meek
Mercy for the meek
Mercy for the meek
Mercy for the meek, i won't let you go...
I'm paralyzed from head down
Realized pushing their doubts
I'm burned by all the fire
Thats spread within my house
You put them there so you can put them out
When courage strikes we'll come out
And wait around with our heads down
Turn me to the sky, turn me upside down
A way to feel alive, a life thats mine
Cause I am like a big strong cable
I am like a girl so soft inside
Finally today I'm able
To put you in the ground
I'll meet you in the ground
The mirror fell and I
I may as well have been blind
The days passing like cars
I'll meet you in the tower
If they can dream then
Oh why can't I?
I've finally stablized
Wake me up wise by morning
I want to breath the day
This is my final warning
Keep all the clouds away
We've taken, medication
So we can run away from
Another day
I feel alive, I'm falling
We dance until the morning closed our eyes
I would love to stay here and never have to go
And no one in the world would ever know
We will never, never know, never know
I feel the dream is real, watch it go, go
I blink and then another day is gone
I feel the dream that we've been hiding from
We've taken, medication
So we can run away from
I warned you to leave him
I told you, "Don't believe him"
And now you come to me
Is this just beginning?
I'm hurt, so now you're winning
How could you come to me
And say it's just a wound?
Young child, i feel your numbness
In a while you'll get sick from this
Then i'll purge your words tomorrow
Then i'll throw you away
I want to believe him
I want to hold him and i want to
Believe him
I'll tell her i need her
Open her mind and feed her
What i believe to be the things she's got to know
Like a child i feel your numbness
In a while you'll get sick from this
Then i'll purge my words tomorrow
Then i'll throw you away
Listen to me
Why am I crying? Why am I dying?
I am not your ladder
You seem to be
Writing a song
Lighting a bomb
But nothing you say matters
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
It's like a wake it comes in the dark
Shows you your heart
Throws you up and down for
another day
I am the cause, I am the gauze, I am your collateral
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
Turn in your girls, they'll bring you pain
Either way you feel the same
It's true
Even if you do
Give them your life
They will find other ways to bleed you
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
Where, where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love you sold to me?
It comes like a bomb
Sounds like a song
Where is the love?
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
All of the time I lost
It's bad if I come home
And it's good if I run from
It's bad if I stumble
And it's good if I'm afraid
So it's good if I'm afraid
Of the past, of the lies, of the ways that we tried
The cuts are gonna make you forget years
You married someones carrying your tears
But you sleep with the ones that keep you from all that
You're sad yourself you can't afford to feel
So live again
Live again
The carousel goes down through hell and fear
Forgive yourself and then you're gonna heal
Live again
Live again
Live again
Live again
Now you see that when we were young there was truth and all
That came with
The cuts just leave us there blessing for those
Repeating all of our past
'Till all of its gone
All if it's gone
Again
Live again
Live again
Live again
Now you see that when were young there was truth and all
That came with
The cuts just leave us there bleeding for those
Repeating all of our past
All of it's gone
All love it's gone
I’ll open my eyes and a new day will come
I’ll see red colored stars in the sky and in your eyes
Fast away the ugly, just one more bill to pay
All the past will be moon dust that flies, from where we lay
I can feel it, I can feel
Red colored stars in my hands were the stones that were cast
They left us scars, reminders
There’s a wall in my way, there’s a war in my way
Tales of love that consumed me
Hide from the light
I’m a slave in my head, I’m awake in my bed
Tell the worms they can soon eat tonight, eat tonight
I can feel red colored stars in my hands were the stones that were cast
They left us scars, reminders
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Sleep. There’s a wall in my way. There’s a war in my way
Sleep. There’s a wall in my way. There’s a war in my head
Start our cars and be around
There’s room enough for you and me
When the sun comes up, we’ll leave them down and stare into the dream
I can feel red colored stars in my hands were the stones that were cast
They left us scars, reminders
And we might just walk in circles
And your eyes try to observe me
And your hands a desert play thing
Just to try to make your words seem
Plant my roots before they're dry
Give to me in time a life
And give me a little bit of the norm
A little bit of the norm
A little bit of the norm
Now the bitch is right before you
And the smell just might absorb you
But a bitch is what you made it
Here's a chance to rearrange it
Make the face of one who cares
Enter drunk but still be there
Just give me a little bit of the norm
A little bit of the norm
A little bit of the norm
A little bit of the norm
Feel me but don't lean on me
It's soothing, it's a real wet dream
Sleazy and sometimes obscene
Learn what is meant to be
Evil face but pleasant thoughts
Scared before but now it's gone
A little bit of the norm
A little bit of the norm
Anytime, anyplace, come around, go away
There's a sound then it fades, turn it down make it stay
If I could get off the phone I'd deliver the song
But too much is in my way
Like a dog to the bone, a leash to the throne, a laugh within my face
Taking too much air, taking too much air
This is how you care
When you realize you're down, when you realize you're
Down on the floor with a radio song, you're crawling, you're crawling
Down on the floor with a radio song, Oh
We spent our days in a coma, believing it's over
Outside there's too much hate
Tried to stay on the ball believe in it all, but it bounces in our face
Now we're beginning to crawl, by leaving it all, there's nothing in our way
Breathing out again, breathing out again
When it seems like you can, then you realize you're down
You realize you're
Down on the floor with a radio song, you're crawling, you're crawling
Down on the floor with a radio song, Oh
When you realize you're down, when you realize you're down
From taking too much air, taking oxygen
We all want love and we all fall
Down on the floor with a radio song, you're crawling, you're crawling
Flowers for a girl who was placed in the dark
Flowers from a world that had taken her heart
They looked so pretty, but the blood stained them
If flowers turn
Throw them away, throw them away
If flowers turn
Throw them away, throw them away
Pull the braids, untie the pain from your hair
Don’t let the buzzards try or they’ll take what’s been there
Signs appear, and the worst you fear
If flowers turn
Throw them away, throw them away
If flowers turn
Throw them away, throw them away
Don’t look to the dark, all the pain that you want is here
Uncover your heart so the feeling can disappear
The worst winds are calling, they need you they want you
I’m in the dark and I can’t see a thing for miles
If flowers turn
Throw them away, throw them away
If flowers turn
Throw them away, throw them away
I know I’ve seen the pain in your heart
No one wants to decide the final say?
In my face, in the thought I can't dismay
And we're taught that the ones that fall betrayed
I change but the world is still the same
On the screen, there are roles of sex and pain
And it's true we are taught that's not the way they play
In between contradictions of what we crave
"But the world still revolves" is
What I say
What I say
Call the thieves outside when friends betray
What's a friend but an ache within my pain?
What's a pain but some glass within a frame?
And the frame of my mind is not the same
On the screen, there are roles of sex and pain
And it's true we are taught that's not the way they play
In between contradictions of what we crave
"But the world still revolves" is
What I say
What I say
You're the lord
Feel desire
Feel the lord
Use desire
See your lord
Take you higher
Steal my soul
His eyes caught fire
See your lord
Feel the lord
Taste your lord
And I'll take you higher
Feel your lord
Feel your lord
On the screen, there are roles of sex and pain
And it's true we are taught that's not the way they play
In between contradictions of what we crave
"But the world still revolves" is
What I say
What I say
On the screen, there are roles of sex and pain
And it's true we are taught that's not the way they play
In between contradictions of what we crave
"But the world still revolves" is
The deepest repent is coming tonight, I turn off the light
Don't leave yet... repeated
A pale colored boy, and sister are cheated
The needle will bite and sting
When we will arrive, we'll bring...
Peace in this evening, I turned on the light and everyone's grieving
Here is the light Oh let it shine through me
Here is the light Oh let it burn and burn
The needle will bite and sting
When we will arrive, we'll bring...
The needle will bite and sting
When we will arrive, we'll bring
This torturous cycle to burn, burn, burn
Can you see?
God only wants you to
God only wants you to be
God only wants you
Can you feel?
God only wants you to
God only wants you to dream
God only wants you
Forever, Forever, Forever, Forever, Forever, Forever came and it seemed so hopeless
Can't you see
I only wanted you?
I only wanted you for me
I only want me
Could it be
If I was the only?
If I was the only for you
If I wasn't all in me
Forever, Forever, Forever, Forever, Forever, Forever came and it seemed so hopeless
Can you see?
God only wants you to
God only wants you to be
Get up
Stop breathing yourself up
These are the things that you know will just hurt
Don't let em
Weaken your heart
You've been here before and you swore that you would
Get up
Begin to start
These are the things that you want to remember
Remember
Tell me why
Must I wait around to find out that I'm dying
By wasting time
Man you should have seen her
Man you should have come
Maybe when you wake you'll sleep because
Get up
Get up
Stop breathing yourself up
These are the things that you know will just hurt
Don't let em
Weaken your heart
You've been here before and you swore that you would
Get up
Begin to start
These are the things that you want to remember
Remember
Remember
Get up
Man you should have seen her
The weight rolled off her back
Gave so much love
Without even trying
Man you should have seen her
Was beautiful like rain
To weather all the world
And stay the same
Stay the same
Man you would have loved
Man you would have loved
Get up
Lies judge when you see him
His thoughts aren't safe
Start once you to besiege him
It seems too easy
I'm an emotional -I'm alright
Don't light a fire 'cause the leaves are dry
I'm all right, no headlights
I'm an emotional wreck sometimes
Twice hardly believes it
Far far too great
Sees himself as a hero
Gods forgotten pain
I'm an emotional -I'm all right
Don't light a fire 'cause the leaves are dry
I'm alright, No headlights
I'm an emotional wreck sometimes
It's a bit of me
passing on the leaf
pressure disagrees
makes me wanna sleep tight...away the time
Thoughts that cannot be
picking off your tree
too much thoughts of me
Where is sublime
A world sublime
Sublime...
I'm an emotional -I'm alright
Don't light a fire 'cause the leaves are dry
I'm all right, No headlights
Oh it sounds like a fire in store
Holding down while the tides are strong
I survive a wave but now I'm gone
How am I to change the damage done?
Maybe today, today we die
Give us and take away the cries
Baby today we die
There's a fire in the wind and the oxygen
Brings a round of a .........
And I gave you the rain you claimed the sun
When I took it away you came undone
Even the rain can take the sun
Take it away and file into the light
Where everyone just waits to find
Another thing to steal that's mine
It's unbelievable human kind
It's unbelievable
It's like a pain
Pain..now
How come everybody's doing different then they've said
Complaining that their living and they'd rather be dead
Always part of the ......
So many things that he don't know
Baby today, today we die
Forgive us and take away the cries
Baby today we'll die
I've had hard time thinking
I've had the hardest fall
I'm drowning and now I'm sinking into it all
Remember the words of someone
Someone I used to know
Love everyone but keep them
She looks like a doll of Dracula's bride
Doesn't dare say hello, wouldn't dare say goodbye
Couldn't care for the joys and don't stand for the lies
Friends holding judges to look at the part
But don't get close enough to be that on her mind
She can't get close enough, so they left with the tide
Obviously, she's got it together so nicely
Obviously, a living legend that might not breathe here
Except for her hair, she's slim figured and fair
And the neck you would lick only given the chance
She's a cult porno queen in a mainstream romance
She's a dainty young lass, she's a bite on the head
All mixed up in a view of you two in her bed
That she's a cult porno queen that's been pulled from this dream
Obviously, she's got it together so nicely
Obviously, a living legend you might not believe here
Except for her hair, she's slim figured and fair
And the neck you would lick only given the chance
She's a cult porno queen in a mainstream romance
She's a dainty young lass, she's a bite on the head
All mixed up in a view of you two in her bed
That she's a cult porno queen that's been pulled from this dream
Obviously, she's got it together so nicely
Obviously, a living legend you might not believe
Obviously, she's got it together so nicely
Lately I’ve been thinking about what you said
Time is growing old and I am getting colder
Hunger’s just a pain that won’t be fed
I’ll be working for the ghost until I’m dead and done
Disaster in a halo
Nothing even matters, nothing even matters, nothing even matters
Nothing even matters, nothing even matters, nothing even matters
Somewhere there’s a girl with thoughts of him
She makes wishes in a well then fears them caving in on her, around, on her
Disaster in a halo
Nothing even matters, nothing even matters, nothing even matters
Nothing even matters, nothing even matters, nothing even matters
‘Cause in the well, plans will come and plans will go undone
I know, I know
And you can’t tell, I will come and I will go and I know, I know
But why would I?
But why would I?
Disaster in a halo
Nothing even matters, nothing even matters, nothing even matters
It's not your fault
They pushed you too far
And all of your thoughts
Came apart within so
They pushed you too hard
They pushed you too far
Fate comes, and fate heals all the worst of our debts
There's a broken man inside
There's a broken man inside
He'll break
The styles are gonna change
Time will go away
The styles are gonna change, but I won't
If I could find a way
I'd suffer all of your pain
Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head, pulled my
trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh, I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
Nothing really matters, Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
So many lives I've confessed
So many lives made a mess
Pushed it all into something
Pushed it all
You turned and everything went black
You turned and everything went black
Wouldn't have tried to compete
Wouldn't have lied but to keep
Something told me it hurt me
Somethings hold
Back
You turned and everything went black
Turned and everything went black
You pushed it all so you'd never see it
You pushed it all...
Laughing and
You're pulling strings
Dancing on the souls of the weak
And you're so pretty
You are.
You're so pretty
You turned and everything went black
Turned and everything went black
You turned and everything went black
You turned and everything went black
I never sought power for power's sake
'cause power in the hands of a dangerous man
Is power in the hands of an enemy
...an enemy of yours an and enemy of mine
Who manipulates kindness
For his own personal highs
And he's counting lines, counting numbers
Counting lines, counting lines, counting numbers
...so don't look at me and sneer
'cause I am nothing like you
The difference is clear
I'm your nigger you build with fear
And I hope I live to see the day
When your ideals go crashing away
To show you that your reflection is as cold
And as black
As the organs that pump blood to your veins
Because, you see...
I never wanted to own you or
Really anything
Just me
But you pushed
Pushed and pushed me
You pushed
Pushed and pushed me...
Pushed it all into something
As I wander at the bottom of the sand
The fish tonight swim in melody
Oh these people, we've got to love these people
Cause if we don't they will go away..away
Tell everyone don't be afraid to die
We watch them
Tell everyone don't be afraid to die
Try tracing tear it all apart, go back dear
The water face said
"I could never be like you"
I don't want to steal
Jeopardize the things I've got for now
I don't want to feel
Demolition, a generation
So revelation so one relation
If they hear some mother scream out
Help me with my child
Help me cause he's bleeding
And his head is ripped apart
I'm not racist
I'm prejudiced, it sounds like you are too
But even they said
Well I used to be that way too, yeah
Yeah
I thought that they would feel
I thought that they would listen to me then
I thought that they would see
Slow down, relax
Take the world off your shoulders
Time slips away
Now you're another day older, another day older
Another day older
Another day older
Another day
Demolition, a generation
So revelation so one relation
And you hear some mother screaming
Help me with my child
Help me cause he's bleeding
I guess that's all they know
I guess that's all they
I guess that's all they
I guess that's all they
All they
Past love died, as she cried, I saw beauty
Girls wished for boys and scared them away
As I saw beauty
Alright, alright
My feet keep on taking me back, back, back to those places
Alright, alright
My knees keep on shaking from fright, fright, fright
Scared and cold, now you're old
Time thaws, but you'll break
There's a hole in my soul
How much more will it take?
Alright, alright
My feet keep on taking me back, back, back to those places
Alright, alright
My knees keep on shaking from fright, fright, fright
I saw, I saw
And it moved all of the gray aside
I saw, I saw
It moved all of the gray aside
Alright, alright
My feet keep on taking me back, back, back to those places
Alright, alright
Oh no feels like I'm falling
Away from myself
Outside feels like it's calling
Am I a bad guy?
Am I a bad soul?
My eyes roll backward
My head fell forward
We want the vampires
They want the daylight
Undecided if we will feel it
All the lies and fantasies I picked to deny what is right
as the lawyers lie down to the sound of a broken man clinging
to the legs of a butterfly.
We live to see our children die,
turn to the bright to describe what we never will find,
I'm a monster singing through the side of a left eye
And I will pay for, and I will pay for,
I couldn't have her,I couldn't save her,
If I could grab on, I'd pull the ......
All the lies and fantasies I picked to deny what is right
as the lawyers lie down to the sound of a broken man clinging
to the legs of a butterfly, of a butterfly
We live to see our children die,
turn to the light to describe what we never will find,
I'm a vampire clinging to the sounds for a fast high.
All the lies and fantasies I picked to describe what is right
as the lawyers lie down to the sound of a broken man clinging
to the legs of a butterfly.
I live to see our children die,
turn to the bright to describe what we never will find,
Here she comes, you better watch your step
She's going to break your heart in two, it's true
It's not hard to realize
Just look into her false colored eyes
She builds you up to just put you down, down
Cause everybody knows
(She's a femme fatale)
The things she does to please
(She's a femme fatale)
She's just a little tease
(She's a femme fatale)
See the way she walks
Hear the way she talks
Little boy, she's from the street
Before you start, you're already beat
She's gonna play you for a fool, yes it's true
Cause everybody knows
(She's a femme fatale)
The things she does to please
(She's a femme fatale)
She's just a little tease
(She's a femme fatale)
See the way she walks
We ran
We starved the things
That feel
Outback
The drunken waters steal from me
If we beat him down, will he stay?
He's a little dizzy
I feel it starting to take me
Where did everybody go?
I need them now
To save me
We fell, when they choked the things that feed
How come... we hurt the one's we need?
Lay down, and stretch upon the sea
If we beat him down, will he stay?
He's a little dizzy
I feel it starting to take me
Where did everybody go?
I need them now
Waking from his eyes ......
He's just a child we'll have to try
I was just kidding all the time
How can I have really died
And why am I dancing, dancing alone?
We'll go out tonight
Still searching
For ways to get high
And I've got mine
I can't feel my hands
I was just kidding all the time
How can I, have really died
And why am I dancing, dancing alone?
Time moves slowly through these walls
Still took years to find
Lost in a world of our own we'll find
With hope in our eyes
They pissed around me and tried to drown me
They wake in panic to a poisoned attic
They wake in panic
The pigs around me will try to drown me
When they teach us, they lead us to doom
Oh Mother don't leave us to bloom
Holy Father those kids have been through
The deepest and meanest of truths
They preached wrong habits and brought us havoc
With their hands around me they fall on one knee to pray
We can't help finally, we can't tell any
By the time they find me I'll be frying
When they teach us, they lead us to doom
Oh Mother don't leave us to bloom
Holy Father those kids have been through
The deepest and meanest of truths
I just fear one day we'll all lose sight of the things that we have in life
That money just can't buy
And we'll try day after day we'll lose our pride, until we're left
With nothing but their Garbage, Garbage
When they teach us they lead us to doom
Oh Mother don't leave us to bloom
Holy Father those kids have been through
The deepest and the meanest
Like fire in the wind it comes around, like dirt in your soul it's gonna come around
I see the morning paper, I crumble it to bits
Cause it's bad again
How long will it take us?
To find out that this is it
Until it's bad again?
The leaves are falling
The leaves are falling
Turning over and over the leaves are turning over
Getting colder and colder, the leaves are turning over
Why do so many races, fight while our children play?
Will we melt away?
Try and they'll take your best friend
Try and they'll take your head
For caring about, for caring about
Turning over and over, the leaves are turning over
Getting colder and colder, the leaves are turning over
Will we care again?
Will we care again?
Everyone passes on and believes in what they want to
If we heal, we can feel something that we didn't want to
There's a sign for the time, you can read it if you want to
Or everyone will become, Numb
The sky was screaming I lost you
I tried, but me what could I do?
Get out the bad undo your head Think about what you say
Kill the band
Kill the band
I was caught dreaming of wealth and What I was taught was creeping in again
They get ahead you get so mad
Why do you care? It's only money
Get out the bad undo your head Think about what you say
Kill the band
If then it rains, I'll cover your eyes
The past has a way of running our lives
Learning to say the words that we hide
Kill the band
Pressure's coming, I feel it coming down
Would you stand up for me?
So I can see everything
What's making you scream?
Are you breathing?
Is it what you're seeing?
Come on
Don't spend your whole life waiting for your whole life
Thinking that it's over
...are you breathing?
When you gave up on me
Were you happy?
Could you ever be?
Was is making you mean?
It's just a dream...
Just a dream
Don't spend your whole life waiting for your whole life
Thinking that it's over
...are you breathing?
Sometimes I get so lost and I can't fight but who i trust and
What's life or a dream?
What's life or a dream?
I ran away to tell the world
And everyday, everyday, everyday...
I ran away to tell the world
That I'm lonely
Come on
Don't spend your whole life waiting for your whole life
Thinking that it's over
You went and spent your whole life waiting for your whole life
Thinking that it's
Come on
Don't spend your whole life waiting for your whole
Thinking that it's alright
Waiting for you whole life
You can spend your whole life
Waiting for youre whole life
Thinking that it's over, over
Broken
NEMESEA
Every memory
Every angry thought of you
Makes me certain
What you took away from me
Every moment
Every happy thought you stole
I've not forgotten
What you did to me
Every harsh word
Every cruel trick that you played
Makes me wonder
What I'll do to you
Cause by breaking me
You have made a stronger person
You will see!
Today is the day to take a hold
This is the truth that I have found
For those who tore my life apart
Are gonna find what comes around
Every dark day
Every painful second spent
Made me discover
What to do for me
Cause by breaking me
You have made a stronger person
You will see!
Today is the day to take a hold
This is the truth that I have found
For those who tore my life apart
Are gonna find what comes around
Diamonds only shine when held in the light
You could never treasure me
Now I've made my choice
Every small step
Every link I have to break
Leads me further
Away from you
Today is the day to take a hold
This is the truth that I have found
For those who tore my life apart
I can be just like the others
I can act just like your brother
I can dress just like your mother
I can be but I don't bother
In a minute, In a minute
I can be these things
In a minute don't you get it
Don't you get it
If I was to be as cruel as I could be
Would you like to still give all of your life to me?
In a minute, In a minute
I can be these things
In a minute don't you get it
Don't you get it
I can be just like the others
I can act just like your brother
I can dress just like your mother
I can be but I don't bother
In a minute, In a minute
I can be these things
In a minute don't you get it