Well there's a whole lot of hurting being going on
Well I've been wounded wounded wounded
This ain't no way to be carrying on
You see me wounded wounded wounded
I'm taken like a stone
that you've thown in the deep blue sea
Giving me the scars that will never heal
Wounded wounded wounded
I remember the day when you came up to me
almost breaking on your knees
Said you needed me more than anything else
You really took me in
But it'd make you feel good to know
I'd do anything you say
Well forget that line 'cause I ain't gonna play
You, the walking wounded
You, the hopeless victim
You, who craved new feelings
Risked it all to get them
I thought you may be stronger
Thought your fight was greater
When I watched you falling
How I pitied what you were
I could have made you whole
instead you gave in
Now I'll leave you lying pale and wounded
Thought you may be worthy
I thought your soul was brighter
Hoped we'd share forever
Dreamt of flying with you
I saw you had some spirit
Saw the spark of fire
Tasted only water
Left you drowning on the floor
Barely walking wounded
Barely walking wounded
Wounds of apathy and
Wounds that should have healed
I have loved you briefly
I have given freely
You denied me your trust
Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin
So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up
I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see
But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me
So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
'cause I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me
To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I can't tell you why
The struggle to survive
Falling so hard
And all my senses lie
I can't believe my eyes
Keep on moving
With all the blood that i can give
I choose to live
[Chorus]
Tell me why we bother
Hurting one another
With nothing left to gain
How do you explain
Striking down my brother
Lying to a lover
Left with what remains
We are wounded
We are wounded
I can not disguise
The weight i feel inside
Some great ocean
But if love could be blind
With no more compromise
What might happen
Could you make the choice to live
Or to forgive
[Chorus]
We are wounded
With all the blood that I can give
With all the blood that I can give
I chose to live
[Chorus]
We are wounded
We're wounded but walking, dumbstruck but talking still
And I don't think we've made it, don't think we ever will
We're radio rental, so accidental too
And I don't think we've made it don't care if we ever do
Smashed in, crashed out
Spun around, messed about
Can't get up for falling down
Heh come and join the zoo
Shell shocked, red raw
Punch drunk, saddle sore
Forest Gump at heaven's door
Just looking for a clue
We're wounded but walking, dumbstruck but talking still
And I don't think we've made it, don't think we ever will
We're radio rental, so accidental too
And I don't think we've made it don't care if we ever do
Love bite, bee sting
Heavy heart, broken string
Never mind, cos everything
Yeah everything is alright now
We're wounded but walking, dumbstruck but talking still
And I don't think we've made it, don't think we ever will
We're radio rental, so accidental too
Why since You've wound my heart
Don't you heal it? Why don't You heal?
And why since You've stolen my heart
Do You leave it so? Oh, this heart of stone
Why don't You carry away my heart?
You have stolen and left here broken
Why don't You carry away my heart already taken?
Awaken
The dawning of a new heart
Where stone begins to bleed
For the arrow of God that runs through me
Leaves me in need, here in need
Why don't You carry away my heart?
You have stolen and left here broken
Why don't You carry away my heart already taken?
Awaken
How long? How long? How long?
And how long? How long? How long?
Why don't You carry away my heart?
You have stolen and left here broken
Why don't You carry away my heart already taken?
Awaken
Why don't You carry away my heart?
You have stolen and left here broken
Why don't You carry away my heart already taken?
The guy who put his hands on you
Has got nothing to do with me
And the bruises that you feel will heal
And I hope you'll come around
'Cause we're missing you
And you used to speak so easy
Now you're afraid to talk to me
It's like walking with the wounded
Carrying that weight way too far
The concrete pulled you down so hard
Out there with the wounded
Missing you
Well I never claimed to understand what happens after dark
But my fingers catch sparks at the thought of touching you
When you're wounded
Let me break it down 'till I force the issue
We miss your face and you know I wish you
Would come back down the the Dalva Bar
You tell 'em, that's just my battle scar
I want to kiss you
And knock 'em down like we used to
You're the marigold
Till you're walking down shaking that ass again
And then you walk on, baby walk on, you walk on, on and on
You're an angel in the pit with her hands in the air
And we're missing you
Now it's fall, and your shoulders get tighter
Nervous flicks on the lighter, boots
Your pissed off poets, your women's groups
And the friends with you, we should have known this fool
Well I guess we missed the mark
Still my fingers catch the sparks at the thought of them touching you
Now you're wounded
Let me break it down 'till I force the issue
You never come around, and you know we miss you
Well nobody took your pride away
I said, that's something people say
Back down the bully to the back of the bus
'Cause it's time for them to be scared of us
'Till you're yelling, how we living cause you got the ball
Then you rock on baby, rock on, you rock on, on and on
You're a summer time hottie with her socks in the air
You're screaming I don't care baby I don't care
You say you don't know
You say you can't grow
All I know is we're missing you
You say you don't know
You say you can't grow
All I know is we're missing you
Show up, show up wounded
You plowed over me like a tractor
You used me up and put me out to pasture
I'm left to eat your dust
Guess you're thinkin' that we must be done
You said you got my back every minute
Well you do
You've got it there to put your dagger in it
And knowing what i need
Still you stood and watched me bleed
Wounded, I'm wounded
I'm battered and broken and bruised
Wounded, I'm wounded
All tore up inside over you
Wonderin' why you do me like you do
I feel betrayed and so manipulated
I call a spade a spade, you call me jaded
Well, what do you expect
You give me no respect
And this monkey on my back
The guy who put his hands on you
Has got nothing to do with me
And the bruises that you feel will heal
And I hope you'll come around
'Cuz we're missing you
And you used to speak so easy
Now you're afraid to talk to me
It's like walking with the wounded
Carrying that weight way too far
The concrete pulled you down so hard
Out there with the wounded
We're missing you
And I never claimed to understand
What happens after dark
But my fingers catch the sparks
At the thought of touching you
When you're wounded
Pour it out boys
Let me break it down to revise the issue
We miss your face and you know I wish you
Would come back down to the Dalva Bar
You tell them, "That's just my battle scar"
I want to kiss you
And knock 'em down like we used to
You're the marigold
Well you walking down shaking that thing all day
And then you walk on baby, walk on, you walk on
On and on
You're an angel in the pit
With her hands in the air
And we're missing you
Now it's fall and your shoulders get tighter
Nervous flicks on the lighter, boots
Your pissed off poets, and your women's groups
And the friends with you, we should've known this fool
Well, I guess we missed the mark
Still my fingers catch the sparks
At the thought of them touching you
And now you're wounded
Let me break it down to revise the issue
You never come around and you know we miss you
Well nobody took your pride away
You tell 'em, "That's just what people say"
Back down the bully to the end of the bus
It's time for them to be scared of us
Till you're yelling, how we living?
'Cuz you got the ball
Then you rock on baby, rock on, you rock on
You're a summertime hottie
With her feet in the air
You're singing, "I don't care, I don't care "
I heard some noice, it was pounding on my door
And then came voices, told me I will see some more
I close my eyes now, hoping all was just a dream
I am alright now, but then came all the chanting screams
What have we done
We forgot to love the world
And the souls from beyond
Banished us from the earth
What have we done
Well, we must solve this, in a good way or another
If we go on this way, we'll be the one's without the color
So make your stand now, you can't be the on who hides
Be the man who leads us, through all the waters we will fight
What have we done
We forgot to love the world
And the souls from beyond
Banished us from the earth
the rain impinges upon the earth again blissfully
the trees sigh in the wind and sway with distilled purity
stench of relevance permeates the talk of love
cloudless skies of blue,anaemic now, think of you
curve of your neck is beautiful
shape of your face is elegant
gaze but poignant still
but memories stings
second stain of consequence
fruit is rotting and then
the crowd turns around to go back home
views so empty
but sane proceeds on its way to the grave
curve of your neck is beautiful
shape of your face is elegant
gaze but poignant still
but memories stings a
second stain of consequence
oh consequence
this is consequence
this is consequence
Everything closer, all memories are there
Your point of view, what sin, who cares
Nothing is sacred, we play by your rules
Faster instinct, you're dead , you fool
Brothers of mercy, what do you say
pray to heaven, your laughter stays
cry out for freedom, break through the walls
no one is listening to uncertain calls
You'll always pretend this
It's like an unholy kingdom
You're dreaming
they want you
come fear my enemy
Yes, i'm wounded
The heart of the haunted
Takin' me away
Yes, i'm wounded
The heart of the haunted
Will the scars remain
Any time, any where
any encounter the future beware
ever wanted to be my friend
never met you, self defend
do you hear me, do you know
master plan, tears of sorrow
will you ever believe in me
but i will never set you free
can't sleep with the memories
they're always right behind me
when can i forget you
We try so hard to hold the pain
It goes away but it comes back again
I remember the night
Everything was so right
It's hard to know when to give or take
But I learn each day by each mistake
When your love is gone
You never need anyone, I remember
I'll never know, it keeps me guessing
Love's made another change
But you'll never know 'cause love is believing
And you've thrown faith away
Wounded, shot through the heart
And it just can't be the same
Wounded, shot down again
Wounded, shot through the heart
And I just can't take the pain
Wounded, shot down again
We try so hard to hold back the tears
Memories bring back those years
When your love is gone
You never needed anyone, I remember
Do you feel the pain the way I do
Is there something missing in you too
'Cause bye, love is gone and I ain't got no one
Is there anybody out there
I'll never know, it keeps me guessing
Love's made another change
But you'll never know 'cause love is believing
And you've thrown faith away
Wounded, shot through the heart
And it just can't be the same
Wounded, shot down again
Wounded, shot through the heart
And I just can't take the pain
Wounded, shot down again
I'll never know, it keeps me guessing
Love's made another change
But you'll never know 'cause love is believing
And you've thrown faith away
Wounded, shot through the heart
And it just can't be the same
Wounded, shot down again
Wounded, shot through the heart
And I just can't take the pain
Wounded, shot down again
Wounded, shot through the heart
And I just can't take the pain
all along put the blame on you devil in the mirror
don't know who i am
hardened by time a little less than you
detrimental fear you were once to me
just the one now it's split in two
tell me don't you feel it
are you wounded too
wonder are you wounded too
thinking about all that was said i went mad and burned you out
hardened by time a little less than you
and now i finally see it
just the one now it's split in two
tell me don't you see it
and all along all i wanted was you
tell me don't you feel it
was the one that i wanted in you
tell me don't you feel it
all along all i wanted was you
wonder are you wounded too
hardened by time a little less than you
Garland
In this godforsaken bitterness,
I rest with my hands on your hands,
As I am mislead.
Now I dream of dreams everlasting,
Of an uncursed world with dreamland sky.
How I bleed in this social wilderness,
I grow old without the promised beauty.
I grow old without the live that I dreamed of.
Hold me tight,
I don't want to leave.
Pull me tight,
I don't want to die
It's raining now isn't it.
Dark wet rain,.. forever.
The sun is gone isn't it,
It burnt out together with you.
Your hand is gone isn't it.
Gone from me.
The deed is done isn't it.
Done with me and my heart...
So fuck it, let it wither away,
Those days mean nothing to me now.
So fuck it, let it die away,
Leave me alone with my dreams, you frail bitch.
You stepped away, didn't you,
Away from the passion flames.
Your soul is gone isn't it.
It moved away with the games you've played
In This.., A farewell poem.
Frail hearts made bleed another.
But then again I spoke to me.
Oh, paralysed me... I'm free.
So fuck it, let it wither away,
Your names mean nothing to me now.
So fuck it, let it die away,
Leave me alone with my life, you frail bitch.
(Cupido's lie)
Over there they've died,
Our valentine angels.
Aggressive souls chasing every heart,
And to starve it beat by beat.
Now, there they lay with broken wings.
Never to fly again...
Fallen..... fallen.....
We threat romance for wounds,
And wounds for scars.
And we will remember these wounds,
As wars we will never forget.
Day Of Joy
What are these dark and wicked things you always show me?
Cutting deep inside the blind part of my overloaded mind.
Spinning on to become a gentle yet a foul and elusive thought.
I create, but I cannot decipher that what's in my head.
I hide.
I see we have a fight once more, how they never pass me by.
It's unbelievable how they always arrive on time.
Tranquillize me with aggressive drugs, yet awake I see they never left my
sleeping head.
I'm running out of time, were running out of time.
I'm running out of time, were running out of time.
I have lost my sense on a bitter day,
Yet I lay my trust in your bleeding hands.
Hoping that my faith will never die.
Were running out of time.
Chaos Spectacle
Oh night deceive the day with your fabulous whores.
Don't leave us here for one day more.
Send me your greatest sons of war.
To bury me.
As I dreamed of a world forever dark,
And city's burn through brutal wars.
Where our gods turned out the evening light.
And forever banished us.
On this stage where they hung our beloved pride.
Where the faces of morality have died.
A hall where sons of harlots dance.
On hallowed songs.
You can sing your tunes and hymns of war.
Spread the hate and connect the pain.
As we will sever it again
As I walk through the valley of life and death,
It's only one thing that I regret,
It's the way that the gods have left us all.
Left stranded...
There is nothing here but pain and hate,
And a little spark that we call god,
But it's just for keeping us from not going under.
Black Heart
I feel standing, remarkable.
Blessed again, it's to late.
A dark incision, I'm flammable.
The darkest years,
Scattered dreams.
The night she's calling.
Freezing.
The thing we started will get us back.
Watch the moon falling.
It will draw me a name.
A face of black hate.
Black star, let them bleed.
Shivering flames.
Black heart, sacred fiction.
Shrivelling my flames with rain.
To see the point and look what's falling.
Stumbling expecting, I look strange.
Remedy, luxury, tragedy,
Made me free.
I seek your eyes, to excuse you in dreams to come.
Fail to me, and become undone
Billet Doux
Yet once beloved silencers, came to perish.
To enamoured hearts of eachother.
With darkness and night in their wings.
They bring silver tears in the eyes of lovers.
And on that sickly quiet evening,
The devil came to kiss his face.
Deceived him with a terrible presentiment.
And wrapped his heart in lace
How their hearts were one.
How they deranged eachother, with seductive flames.
They made sacred songs out of heathen deeds.
A forever legend bares their names.
It's so cold without you near me.
I'm so alone when your not here
As I long for my beloved angel,
Release me from my solitary fear.
Atlantic
I've walked away,
For another day to join a dance for a better world
To express the anguish for the hate today of a new generation's rise.
I've watched them build a cage around the world
To save the sky for the human mind.
I break down and cry,
And wish for more drugs,
To let me dance through other, safer worlds.
Take this cry from me,
The sense of all the sanity keeps falling from my hands,
I cannot see the sun anymore.
I have to hold my head still.
Dead still.
Real still.
Take this file away.
The burning of the Atlantic sea
And its beautiful cry for death.
I saw angels tear of their own wings,
I have to keep them from falling, falling, falling
I have to keep them from falling
Before you preach and rape our thoughts.
Hear our appeal against all gods.
On this stage to many wounds were delivered
By tragedy players in lovelorn flesh bound.
Brought forth a tragedienne with bleeding wrists,
Desperately seeking for wounds not yet found.
Bought forth now an angel, crusader of light.
A dark bearing knight for heaven to fight.
This infinite soul, wrapped deep in his grief,
Yet he gave up his Christian belief
Oh come forward men of religious lies,
Show us your face, remove your disguise,
Not to heaven but to those on earth.
Against all gods, against your word.
Our sons have died in your Christian wars,
To bring bible words onto foreign shores.
Not wine as blood, but blood as wine,
Now the Catholics fall, our souls will shine.
Oh god hear our cries, and stop these wars,
There are humans who have lost their faith... in you.
There are children who have lost their lives... for you.
There are angels who have lost their wings... for you.
And what have you,.. in return,.. for them.
And now the time has come for you,
To make things right...
Here on earth...
For us...
Dark Moon Generation
Hate in unknown eyes,
Executing my trust.
Your humiliating words suffocate me,
Remove me and kill me.
Dark wars enslave us.
Nothing peaceful for us no more.
As we stand here, like always.
All alone.
Spirits stop tell these lies,
Give us our wars.
Don't leave us herewith nothing, useless.
We lift our hands up for something peaceful.
So don't leave us here.
Lent to me your heart.
Met me bare your pain.
I'm your saviour today, trust me.
Now insecurity takes over.
Without a word of hope they have left us here.
Fallen... dying.
18 Carat Dust
I am disposable, I know.
About the way I look, how laughable, I know.
But what I really am you will never ever know,
Who I really am I will never ever show.
What I am my friend that's what I choose to be.
You say I'm stupid, but stupidity is bliss.
That only the things I know are all I'm gonna miss.
The ones I for are all I want to know.
You can put your jokes on me, that's all you ever see.
I'm glad that I'm the one for your self-confidence to grow.
Anyway we are heading to the same.
You will end in a grave, like I will to.
You will end in dust my friend, the same dust that I am.
And when you end in time, how laughable I am.
When we end in time how laughable we are.
When we end in time how hilarious we'll be.
A Dance With The Insane
It was night in my head and they were coming.
To reming me of the sin that I am.
I was glad and my head felt funny.
I was glad cause you died in my heart.
Al the things that I sad and I did and I felt.
It was all because of you.
It doesn't surprise me that you don't understand me.
But don't laugh about me cause I'm sane and I'm here.
My vicious mind is melting.
Cause I can't swallow this terrible hate.
Cause I see you laugh about me.
Don't you fucking laugh about me.
Be the one, be the hate that I wear.
And remind me of it every day.
Cause I will swallow this destructive knowledge.
I'm your trust, I'm your life, I'm your god.
It's the pain that I don't want anymore.
It's in every second I live
And I feel so black inside.
Cause I'm glad that someone died.
(Cause I am glad that you fucking died)
Child
As I see you here a sleep,
Arms wide open your eyes a little weird.
And a shivering on the rhythm,
Of the deeds of a very old man.
I want to heal this life in which you have been,
To wash away the things you should not have seen.
To shoot the bastards in your head.
As I forgot that you are already dead.
Your Roses Will Burn
I admit...
I've walked with sunrise consumers,
Destroyers of beautiful dreams.
A rose selling class,.. banishes,
Breed fear amongst the frail.
Burning,.. the flames will burn your altitude.
They murder pride for money and even souls for more,
They who call funeral visits a time wasting whore.....
I regret...
Souls being stabbed with my knifes of a kind not yet banished.
Invisible, yet not invincible.
Still awake I was put to sleep.
Greenhouse salesmen made my heart weep deep,
And made of me an evil angel who eats your frailty for greed.
When revolutions are calling, you'll be the first ones hanging.
Yet awoken I bring flames upon you in your nightmares.
Upon you a storm for you and your kind.
Fuck you, and your kin,
For they are also damned by blindness.
Fuck you, and your class,
Seek for thyself another life for we are eating it.
We'll eat it away.
(Our marriage?
You promised me warmth, peace and Harmony,
And what do I get instead of the wars and the lies.
Everyday since you spoke of leaving, taking the kids.
Oh, may god forgive my comparisment of you as a Harlot.
Till death did do us part?
You will never see me again, I'm gone, goodbye)
Oh, matrimonial gods of romance,
I took refuge to your throne.
Deceived by the light of your heavens,
I passed my bridal days.
And I collapsed in a forlorn paradise.
Through forgotten fields of remembrance
As the moments of harmony die,
We cry with Ebony hearts of grief.
(They spoke of loyalty before god.
But not gods appearance could bless their lie.
The stars in number, the day's they cried.
Alone at birth, alone they died.)
I move through a murdered Eden,
Under a forsaken sky.
Where our mothers enjoyed our birth,
While they should have cried.
I revolve from need into passion,.. Hurting.
Hurting stubborn passion.
Enamoured spirits dance,
They suffer eachothers enthralment,
In a forever lost existence.
They tear our souls into disharmony.
Tragedy and tears are kings in this world
Day by day... We live to leave.
We Are Darker
And in this tragedy play,
You pray with holy names.
You preach that your are dark.
Then again we are darker.
We fly into your lifes.
We will come to fight your lies.
To turn your world in flames,
To burn your godless names.
And in your evil heart,
We found a stinging dart.
It must be weakening you.
As I see your hidden you.
We breed inside your fate.
We breed our god of hate.
We came to stop, the games
The games you have played with all the others.
From the tears in our eyes the pain will grow
The children we were, we forgot to grow.
Because you brought us pain when you started the war, with a bitter shame.
You've abused us into us.
I know within my heart,
That your love will be a dart so painful, I could never ease to bear.
And in your dark and hateful eyes, is something as dead as ice.
Were so delighted, we may remove ourselves from you.
We are darker, Darker then you will ever be.
We are darker, Darker then your darkest face.
We are darker, Dark we paint your soulless sea.
We are darker, Darker then you will ever be.
We are darker, Darker then a moonless night.
We are darker, Dark the sound within our mind.
We are darker, To hate we use our liberty
We are darker, Fuck with us and you will see.
"C'mon death I challenge thee for once more."
Yet once beloved silencers, came to perish.
To undo enamoured hearts of eachother.
With darkness and night in their wings,
They bring silver tears in the eyes of lovers.
And on that sickly Quiet evening,
The devil came to kiss his face.
Deceived him with a terrible presentiment.
And wrapped his heart in lace.
How their hearts were one.
How they deranged eachother, with seductive flames.
They made sacred songs out of heathen deeds.
A forever legend bares there names.
Its so cold without you near me.
I'm so alone when your not here.
I long for my beloved angel,
Please release me from my solitary fear.
In Silence...
In that night I slipped away
To a land beyond our dreams
Where nothing will ever wither
Where nothing ever dies
When I heard you ask me where I was
If I could still see you alive
But believe me I see you still
I feel you still
Through the flowers and the trees
Up to the hills where you can see
The light of eternal peace
I've never knew for sure
If we should live after we die
But here I am in this land of magic
Here I am
All those moments when you are hurt so much
I wish I could talk to you
Standing next to you like a shade
In that second before I died
I knew we would meet again
And until that day we'll be alright
While I'm waiting for you in these heavens
I'll be alright. I'll be alright. I'll be okay
I'll be alright
The Real
Take your instruments of war.
Burn down your stars.
And create a whole new sky.
Before everyone discovers your lie.
All the fuckers that cast their spell.
And wished for me a bitter hell.
I wish to thank you for your words.
There is nothing more to hurt.
Not your evil and your wicked heart.
Could kill the truth in my honest art.
Nothing else can strike me dead.
Only the creativity in my head.
When the fire is at your feet.
Not a knife thrown yet and you already bleed.
Preachers of reality,
It is all but real I see.
Oh watch over my head,
Cause the bitch of live went mad.
The Art Of Grief
Oh life, forgive the tears that I spend for them,
Fire runs through me as I find myself cursed with you.
These uncontrolled emotions rest upon my shoulders.
When evil human beings turn their views at me.
My shade,
I am in pain
They have banished me,
So I'll banish them....
(Death, the liberator)
I mourn about.....
As I see people move away from life, hand in hand with light.
Serene emotions, the beauty of death.
As the monarch of silence invites me,
Every form of silence becomes sound.
(Me, a visitor from the other side)
Greet me as I visit silently.
I, immortal with a dead heart.
I have become your kingdom.
I haunt to become your sound.
I am not lost.
I'm just no more around.....
Running On Empty
Looking at the face of a child who had died so young.
I'll be shooting on the killers that I want to become undone.
That my soul will be the reflection of all that I have done.
Yet I'll be grateful standing in the line with a shotgun.
I'm sorry but I think that my sense is running away.
Looking at the animals brutalised day by day.
I'll be here in my head fleeing from the world again
Cutting in the faces of the ones who have wronged again.
There was a man at the top with the devil that was kissing his face.
With the world at his feet he will be spitting on the graves of peace.
With blood on his hands and a hole in his blackened soul.
I'm afraid that he will be weak enough to handle the gun once
For once more.
I run away.
I'll keep on running.
Away from here.
Red
Leave me alone, as I gather my pride.
And see the holes that I forever hide.
I think I've seen you in your darkest disguise,
For I am blinded.
I hate the light of your brutal eyes.
I hate the mask on your face that never cries.
I want to burn your face.
I feel the dragon that lives under your skin.
I feel the frost on your heart of sin.
You sucked my hope an dispatched my fate.
So immoral.
A celebration for the separated.
A wicked kiss for the love that died.
As on the cross of disgust I paint,
With my blood our lie.
Once I thought you where sended from our apathetic gods.
Yet now I know that a much darker kin grew your shade.
But be that as it may,
I love you still with my darkest hate.
Northern Lights
Sorrow sunrise carve your strength into my veins.
And make me change.
Make me change.
My hands they shake the hope away,
Oh go away, please go away.
My restless consciousness awaken.
It burns my soul away.
The electric storm that kills my brain.
Stay the fuck away.
And all the damn poetry I spoke of.
Well cut the crap, Im not flying in space.
I'm here on a bench, sitting in my gloom, doing time.
And I will be here again and again.
As I did so many times before.
And free are the souls again, fleeing day by day.
Joining others soul by soul.
Because they know they cannot stay.
Easy to see them dead when you feel nothing.
Easy to bear when they're not yours.
Yet bitter is the hurt that hits you.
When those who died were loved by you.
Heading on towards the madness.
Killing others life by life.
With fright we look at our perspective.
When you loose green you will be blue.
I feel like a child crying for nothing,
Yet my heart is dying for real.
Something has left me once again.
And I cannot hide my tears.
I hide for nothing at all.
But I'm running out of strength.
And though I have not a wish for death.
I will be free when I am removed.
Nothing strange about the fact that rats can die.
Strange dead rats become, who make you cry.
Dead dogs and rats who make you cry.
Little man that died and made us cry.
Monument
Its not a dream, from witch I fell.
But I know I'm here.
I know why I'm here.
Not a dream, Liberty.
I have one soul, or maybe more.
A million thoughts,
Are flashing through my mind.
And the energy is killing me.
I cannot breathe.
And there's nothing to hold on to,
But you won't have to.
To where we fly,
To the end of reality.
Here I am,
Here with you all.
I know we all died,
But I can feel your warmth.
Now take my hands and see,
All the things you should have seen.
To forgive the bitter sins,
With all these bitter tears.
Not far away from me,
Closer and closer it gets.
The pain you feel, Is the pain you wear...
No more we shall cry,
In the lap of our own disguise.
Who will perish from this earth.
But never from our hearts.
For only they have won,
Who are named on this monument of peace.
"What I want I have,
Heaven
I am heaven as you are mine.
I am god as you are mine,
You are my god,
I am yours..."
Hollow World
From out of devils dance I came.
To bless you all with hazy shame.
I bleed for all of you, so nothing saves me here.
For all who ever breathed fear.
I'm with angels flying near.
I'm also humanized with a sorrowed heart of ice.
I know I'm running through these weeds.
Tripping in one of my secret dreams.
I think I'm dancing were others danced before.
As I see transparent stinging flies.
Keeping me here in my own mind.
I must be searching for others of my kind.
They spin me round in a rotting womb.
They let me see inside this tomb.
That I am bittered and I'm nothing that they like.
But I have plans yet still untold.
To buy me in a land of old.
A beautiful grave to hide my dreary soul, inside.
Let us prey for better gods.
And let us live in better worlds.
That we may dance tonight in heaven with our dead.
Mother of all that we are longing for.
Bring us on to heavens shore.
And build a cross with us, for all that we have lost.
When your death would bring a newborn star to burn
Day would gloriously dance for night will never return.
Grace... Murder... Divine
I'm breaking down, I'm feeling down, feeling down.
Take it out, take it out, burn me down.
Murder my face, and kill my soul, just let me go.
And mark my name on this monument of grace.
Forget the tears, forget the years, I'm going down.
I'm out of control, a burning soul, all alone.
I'm in here I can't get out, I'm all alone
Murder my face, let me go, let me go.
Forget the tears, forget the years, I'm going down.
Take me out, get me out, take it out.
Murder my thoughts, clean my soul, let it go.
Mark my shame on the monument
For those who died in flames.
I'm sick of seeing people cry before my eyes.
When explosions make them die before our eyes.
When children die before our eyes.
All their homes, blown away, before their eyes.
Your words are filled with honesty,
The kind I breathe, the kind that cuts me deep,
And I am grasping for air, I'm grasping for air now.
Yesterday feels like a fresh wound still I insist it's just a flesh wound,
This is my reply for all you've put me through.
Don't count on me,
(Don't count on me)
Don't count on me for anything,
Don't count on me,
(Don't count on me)
Don't count on me for anything.
Looking back at all the words I sent you,
I'm doing my best to forget you,
But still it remains, your name,
The bitter taste on my tongue,
I can't forget your kiss, or the venom on your lips,
This is gonna leave a scar, I am wounded.
Don't count on me,
(Don't count on me)
Don't count on me for anything,
Don't count on me,
(Don't count on me)
This is the end
A screaming silence in my head
Like I was dead
I walk the streets unseeing
Crawling inside
The beast within me tears me apart
The words that you spoke
As a knife right through my heart
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Shutting you out
Stepping away from our past
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Shutting you out
Stepping away from our past
You ripped out my heart and
threw it on the wall of pain
There's no ending, no start
A pounding feeling that want's out
The screaming inside
Echoes from a past so far away
The tears that I cried
Pouring down into my wound
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Shutting you out
Stepping away from our past
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Shutting you out
Stepping away from our past
Your turned our love into pain
You lied, denied, so now, goodbye
I will never trust you again
You lied, denied, why?
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Shutting you out
Stepping away from our past
Let it all out, I'm wounded
Shutting you out
Verse 1
I see the tear stains on your eyes
I know your hiding away from life
You can't break away
It's holding you so tight
I see the pain you've held inside
And you're believing all the lies
It's destroying you inside
Chorus
Take back your life
Don't give it up
Take back your dreams
Don't waste them
Take back your faith
You'll find it there
Take back your right to live alive
Verse 2
I see you fade away from me
I know you're struggling just to breathe
You're so wounded turn around
It's time to come alive
Think of memories long ago
Think of the life we used to know
I'd give up everything to bring you back
Chorus
Take back your life
Don't give it up
Take back your dreams
Don't waste them
Take back your faith
You'll find it there
He was wounded for my transgressions
He was bruised for my iniquities
The chastisement of our peace
Was upon him
And with His stripes
We are healed hallelujah
Wounded for me
I'm so glad tonight
He was wounded for me
At Calvary, He died there for me
Wounded
I'm glad He was wounded
Wounded for me
Wounded for me (choir) sop
Wounded for me (choir) sop
Wounded for me (choir) sop/altos/tenors
Wounded for me (choir) sop/altos/tenors
Wounded for me (choir) sop/altos/tenors
Wounded for me (choir) sop/altos/tenors
At Calvary (At Calvary)
He died for me (Died for me)
He was wounded (Wounded)
Wounded (Wounded)
He was wounded (Wounded for me)
Wounded for me
Wounded for me
Wounded for me
Wounded for me
At Calvary (At Calvalry)
I'm glad He died (Died there for me)
Wounded ( Wounded)
Aren't you glad that He was wounded (I'm glad)
My my my my my Jesus wounded (Wounded for me)
It was Calvary
Where he died for me
Calvary, He gave me victory
It was Calvary
He shed his blood for me
I once was blind, but now I see
It was Calvary
Where He died for me
Hey, Calvary
He shed His blood for me
It was Calvary
Where He died for me
I once was blind
But now I see
(It was Calvary) Calvary
(Where he died for me) Calvary
(Calvary) He gave me victory
(Gave me victory) It was Calvary
(Calvary) He shed his blood for me
(Shed His blood for me) I once was blind
(I once was blind ) But now I see
(But now I see) It was Calvary
(It was Calvary) When he died for me
(When He died for me) Calvary
(Calvary) He gave me victory
(Gave me victory) It was Calvary
( It was Calvary) He shed his blood for me
(Shed His blood for me) I once was blind
(I once was blind) But now I see
(But now I see)
(Wounded)
(Wounded)
(Wounded for me)
At Calvary
He died for me
He was wounded
Wounded
Wounded for me
At Calvary
At Calvary
At Calvary
At Calvary
At Calvary
He died there for me
Wounded
Wounded
Know how
Jaaaaahaaa
Oh jah
(...) Jah
Babylon trips (...) will fall
Listen up
Listen all
As Babylon's rooted children come
Oh jah
Oh jah
What
(...) ohhh
Oh jah
That
Oh jah
Then I know how
Oh jah
To fight for provocation
Oh jah
Then I know how
Oh jah
To bring up some adventure
Oh jah
Then I know how
Oh jah
To fight provoacation
Oh jah
Then I know how
Oh jah
To bring up some adventure
Oh Jah
Adventure
(...) Jah
Babylon trips (...) will fall
Listen up
Listen all
As Babylon's rooted children come
Somehow the power to (...)
Your words are filled with honesty.
The kind I breathe, the kind that cuts me deep.
And I am grasping for air, I'm gasping for air now.
Yesterday feels like a fresh wound,
still I insist it's just a flesh wound.
This is my reply for all the pain you've put me through.
Don't count on me.
(Don't count on me)
Don't count on me for anything.
Don't count on me.
(Don't count on me)
Don't count on me for anything.
Looking back at all the words I sent you.
I'm doing my best to forget you.
But it still remains, your name.
The bitter taste on my tongue.
I can't forget your kiss, or the venom on your lips.
This is gonna leave a scar, I am wounded.
Don't count on me.
(Don't count on me)
Don't count on me for anything.
Don't count on me.
(Don't count on me)
I guess you're still all I've got (got!)
I'm left without, without a thought (thought!)
A bullet hole, you made no mark (mark!)
I guess I'll never see you standing there again
Say something x6
You're just standing still!
La da, la da da da da!
This gummy hole is all I've got (got!)
I'm left without, without a thought (thought!)
A bullet hole, without a shot (shot!)
I guess I'll never see you standing there again
Say something x6
You're just standing still!
