Beaten, torn by the invisible, the face of all disdain
Jaws of hate around my spine and i die once again
We colour our lives with useless lies and end up in misery
Always hungry we scream for more and stumble on our greed
Harvester of pain
Bring us light again
A rotten smile on a sickening faceinside this fruitless game
Always want what we can't have the things we can't gain
Intolerance instead ofsecond chance we beat the ones who bleed
We turn our backs and close our eyes to fulfull our needs
Harverster of pain
Bring us light again
Faces will lie the truth be denied
This world is fading away
Never a smile that comes from inside
It is more painful
We should not fear the end
The end, the end, the end
Thinking can be terrible
It's terrible thinking in end
You can not change what was written
The end will come when the time is
The end, the end, the end
It is more painful
We should not fear the end
The end, the end, the end
Think of good things
It may be better
It may be better
Disappointed in things that are sad
Bad things
It is more painful
We should not fear the end
The end, the end, the end
Everything we have done
All pledges
It deserves to be thought
And passed
Will never be forgotten
Remember
It is more painful
We should not fear the end
The end, the end, the end
We must never lower our heads and simply say
So I'm fucked up inside more dead than alive
Never followed the norm where I've been no one goes
I kill myself for what it's worth mediocrity is sin
I wipe my ass with moral standards I follow what's within
Always held your head high beaten up going down
So you're caged in your soul keep on digging that hole
Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught
I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low
Always willing to bleed to regain what I need
I won't follow the blind I have faith in my mind
I spit my hate into your face you're caged inside your soul
I race the demons in my head eager to let go
So you fear for your life why don't you step aside
Beaten up going down eating shit from the ground
Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught
I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low
Life won't give you anything
Except the pain you feel
Now it's finally closing in
It's time to bleed
Fuck this life it's all just bullshit
We kill ourselves just to exist
All the pain and all this sorrow
I feel the heat from the flames
I'm dying the essence of pain
This bitter life has come to an end
My mind is tired my heart is bleeding
I can feel the taste from the nectars of Eden
Never again shall I face the pain of living
In a world of shame
When my yellow dies under velvet thoughts
I feel no pain within
I've kissed the crystals of Eden
Out of the fire I leave this bitter pain
My only desire get away from this world of shame
Come take me higher save me from the flames
The essence of power a jester's sweet charade
I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind
I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind
Never again. No more pain
I feel the taste from the nectars of Eden
I am leaving this world of utopia
No more sadness cause I'm on my way
In a state unacquainted to nausea
In the Garden of Eden I stay
I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind
I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind
Out of the fire I leave this bitter pain
My only desire get away from this world of shame
Come take me higher save me from the flames
Dim the light of human sight cause I fail to see the meaning
My own thoughts are choking me when I try to breathe
I can't control the wicked things planted inside my head
Trapped inside the black tunnel that used to be my soul
I cannot hide from the sweltering fear etched inside my body
I can't control the subliminal thoughts that grow inside my mind
Day by day I'm drifting further and further away
From the man I used to be not much left of the real me
The pain grows stronger everyday and my soul is turning black
Left alone with useless thoughts and a life beginning to crack
If you could see inside of me and taste my bitter life
You would see an empty soul drowned in misery
In the moonlight dancing madly backwards
In the cold light no pain will touch my soul
In the moonlight surrounded by darkness
It feels so right I'm burning I'm burning until sunrise
I drown in the darkness I'm fading away
Nothing can stop me now
Another dimension is opening for me
My eyes are closed but I still see the light
Take me higher show me the way
I'm lost beyond pain
In the moonlight dancing madly backwards
In the cold light no pain will touch my soul
In the moonlight surrounded by darkness
It feels so right I'm burning I'm burning
In the moonlight dancing madly backwards
Relentless - grief is thy name
Innocence and beauty but the song remains the same
Hatred builds pressure, I'm scorned by the flame
All our scars we hide inside
To fit the puzzle we must lie
Leave your innocence behind
Deny
Screaming - but there's no one to blame
You're the one attached to all that is insane
Why keep pretending only you can stop this game
All our scars we hide inside
To fit the puzzle we must lie
Leave your innocence behind
We keep falling lust turns to apathy
Where are we going when grey insaturate our need
With closed eyes I greet the fallen
Joy denied autums calling
Withering beauty scornful madness
My redemption
A sanctuary from a year of failures
A home for the broken
Time to rest my weary bones
To ease my heart I drop the stone
In solitude I feel no pain
And for a moment I am sane
Organized from the chaos
All intact I face the rain
Wasted beauty owned by liars
True deception
Count me in as one of the cowards
I'm no exception
Time to rest my weary bones
To ease my heart I drop the stone
In solitude I feel no pain
And for a moment I am sane
With a handful of nothing
And scars in my soul
With a handful of nothing
I walk through the door
Spawned of chaos I'm blessed with no pride
666 is my mission in life
Possessed by the demon that lives in my soul
I'll slow down when I'm six feet below
I'm determined I'll never give in
When I'm through you will wallow in sin
You feed me with hatred you trigger my mind
Perversion deluxe is the truth of mankind
Now just let it burn
Drenched in fire
This world shall turn
So I let you bleed
Only your own blood
Will make you see
Intrusive I burn through your soul
I'm taking you out down you shall go
Your mind is infected you'll rot from within
Satan will laugh unfolding his grin
No way out still you deny
Truth of mankind is built on a lie
Hatred corruption denial and greed
Basic ingredients of true human breed
Mankind turn dehumanized
A quantum leap of evilsize
Chaos reigns you've lost it all
Like low life dogs you'll face the fall
Obey life ends right now
Like a ton of bricks I crush you down
Scorn you held your head high so how low will you go?
Now death is awaiting cause I run this show
Pisspour and soaked from the blood you bleed
You're ending your life like a dog on a leash
Disillusioned and fucked up you'll finally know
Apathy this life is plain boredom
No will to live and I couldn't care the fuck less
It raped all my dreams and distorted my visions
Replaced my joy with sorrow
I'm drained on emotions no longer inspired
This life has no tomorrow
The confusion, what really happened inside my head
No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead
Break me down just reap what I have sown
One last try before the final dawn
I reach down inside I take hold of myself
To leave this private hell
And when everything fails I seek trust in denial
Cause life had taught me well
Still confusion, what really happened inside my head
No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead
Dehumanized, Broken
More dead than alive, I let go of this world
Fucked up inside cause the cuts are to deep
Deprived of my life I'm a negative creep
Depression had conquered the resistance inside
The pain is unreal yet I'm faking a smile
Still confusion, what really happened inside my head
No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead
Dehumanized, Broken
More dead than alive, I let go of this world
Worn down - dehumanized - no more strength - broken
Defected perfection another truth so full of lies
Corrosive laughter is all that's left inside my mind
I follow my instincts, I try so hard to understand
No more choices. Now I'm stuck what a shame
I know there's no meaning to carry on but still I try
Involuntary existence life sucks then you die
Looking at the world with sewn shut eyes
Bouncing against walls but I'm still alive
Trapped within myself I'm lost somehow
Tired of it all
My eyes won't tell you nothing
My eyes will burn through you
My eyes won't tell you nothing
My eyes are true
I believe you people lost your sense of humor
Cause you don't laugh when I bleed
But I find it somewhat peculiar. You call me cynical
While you get fucked by reality
I'm intransigent I don't care your words are non existant
So I find it peculiar you calling me cynical
While you get fucked by reality
Get out of my way. Got nothing to say to you anyway
Leave me alnoe. You're full of it
Don't say a word I read your mind you're left behind
Get out of my way blind leads blind
Looking at the world with sewn shut eyes
Bouncing against walls but I'm still alive
Trapped within myself I'm lost somehow
Tired of it all
My eyes won't tell you nothing
My eyes will burn through you
My eyes won't tell you nothing
My eyes...
So you choose to stay imprisoned? Cause the walls will never speak
But as the hands of doom consumes your mind they will watch you bleed
So you turned away for ever? Left your dreams locked up inside
Life has given scars so deep from reality you hide
Pain breed inside hate rules your mind
Life all time low down the way it goes
Drowning all your sorrows turning present into past
Suicide with alcohol was like going nowhere fast
Your mind was never empty but your soul was oh so bleak
And when the needle touched your tender flesh you knew it all would peak
Pain breed inside hate rules your mind
Life all time low down the way it goes
Waste no time... kill your mind...
Let it go... cleanse your soul...
More than one way to go six feet under below
We all die still we try
To achieve immortality
Pain breed inside hate rules your mind
Life all time low down the way it goes
Waste no time... kill your mind...
Let it go... cleanse your soul...
More than one way to go six feet under below
Shiny like tomorrow but dead as yesterday
Moulded thoughts drowned in human day
Hand of claustrophobia tears my soul apart
Depression seems to be my only friend
Trapped in human patterns like a sculpture made of stone
Millions of people but I'm still alone
Silence surrounds me I can't communicate at all
Talking to me is like talking to a wall
Without tears it's hard to cry
Too numb to be alive
In a world shaded grey
For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself
I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all
You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy
Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all
I've been embraced by the nails of fate
Years and years of pain my life's been coloured grey
Pain and misery no more agony
I'm nailed to your cross I hear your laughter inside of me
Trapped in a pose that's gone too far like Jesus I bleed
Without tears it's hard to cry
Too numb to be alive
In a world shaded grey
For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself
I hide I hide inside my soul I'm a riddle for you all
You want to see me bleed but I'm not the enemy
Alone I'm hanging here. Alone crucified for you all
Forever, we're lost beyond a day
Tomorrow will bring bitternes and fragments of hate
Our sickening lives, will die behind
Silhouettes of evergrey and scars from yesterday
The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by
And when truth becomes a lie we all die
The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake
Reality will quake and we all bleed... we will bleed
Sadness the joy that I lack are traded for
A meathook, buried in my back
Nothing can ease your pain, dancing on the edge
Soon to go insane
Downwards we go
I'm fading for sure
Downwards we all go
Evergrey
Time passes us by, and each day we die
Side by side, slowly we die
Dying we're dying
Piece by piece we're fading away season of decay
Fading we're fading
Nothingness takes our last breath, we're soon to be no more
Forever lost beyond our lives, never to return
Life is pain
In the evergrey
Life is pain
In the evergrey
The dreams we keep inside, will surely pass us by
And when truth becomes a lie we all die
The remains of yesterday, will keep us all awake
Reality will quake and we all bleed
Downwards we go
I'm fading for sure
Downwards we all go
Out of chaos etched inside
New way of thinking state of sublime
Renewal, redemption this life is yours to form
Revalue, and question abhor the common norms
New mind, new life
Break away from standard thinking step outside the common norms
Break down deconstruct what's on the inside
Redesign what you dislike
Fall down when you reach the lowest point
You see the world through different eyes
Erase your old life redeem your soul
Come undone just let it grow
Don't waste it, consume it, convert reality
Give a life a facelift to fit your needs
New mind, new life
Break away from standard thinking step outside the common norms
Break down deconstruct what's on the inside
Redesign what you dislike
Fall down when you reach the lowest point
You see the world through different eyes
This is the way it feels
Not what it used to be
Abhor common norms
Crying I cannot believe the world that I see
Is not for me
Praying please take me home
I'm here all alone and slowly I fade
If you could see my misery
Would you believe in opacity?
The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaught
Caused by reality
21 long years of pain is more than I can take
I'm sick and tired of your moral standards
This world is built on fake
Cause I can see the truth, behind your every lie
I swallowed them so many times that I'm almost dead inside
I'm dreaming away from this world I hate
I'm building my own religion
Can't look back cause I'm so afraid that I will end up, just like you
You might call me suicidal, but I'm not the one to blame
I hate the way you look at me I'm not a part of this game
If you could see the truth behind each and every lie
If you could see the agony I'm building up inside
Pain is my friend
Life's just a game
Take me away from here
I push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fate
I replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hate
I run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mind
I'm living in the opacity you left me behind
Heal my wounds. Burn all my sorrow
Make me smile. After tomorrow
I hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look inside
And pain is what you'll find
All alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like home
Nothing can hurt me
Heal my wounds
Burn all my sorrow
I saw your ugly face again and I despise the way you crawl
You reek of lies and hypocrisy and all your values are so dismal
Always the same you passing judgment and blame cause you're afraid of what you oppose
I'm an error in your perfection cause my soul can not be bought
Take a look in my eyes
And now you realize
I won't step aside
Now you know I'm for real
So what's the god damn deal?
Are you afraid to die?
Learned my ways from past mistakes but you are surely sinking low
With your well designed lies and a fake smile you sell your ass to be a part of the show
So you're taken me for an imbecile I swear I'll break your fucking bones
Spreading your shit behind my back just give us 5 minutes alone
Take a look in my eyes
And now you realize
I won't step aside
Now you know I'm for real
So what's the god damn deal?
Are you afraid to die?
You play the game so face the pain there's no escape
So you believe you're more than me? You're god damn wrong
In lead... no fucking god is over me
Strength, hate... your god damn norms won't set me straight
Eye for an eye I won't step aside there's no use you keep denying
Depression is calling
Its face has been shown
Direction nowhere
A world painted black
And when I reach the highest point
It finally crushes me down
All my dreams are now withdrawn
As it slowly infects my soul
I feel no desire
My lust is gone
Hatred and denial
Is burning my soul
And when I reach the highest point
It finally crushes me down
All my dreams are now withdrawn
As it slowly infects my soul
When depression speaks through me
My soul i shut, sealed
When depression speaks through me
I bleed
I'm going down for real
World keeps spinning round my head
Vague rejections will transcend
Truthful faith for the worlds inside
This fairyland can't be denied
Embrace me in secrecy
This world's for real not a dream
Right in my hands the fairyland
No truth can spoil my beliefs
Thoughts colliding against wonderwall
Trough the silver haze I hear your call
Truthful faith for the worlds inside
This fairyland can't be denied
Embrace me in secrecy
This world's for real not a dream
Right in my hands the fairyland
No truth can spoil my beliefs
Lost in fairyland
Burning... A nauseating taste
Pointles... Your life is such a waste
Bouncing and battering the beast in my skin
Aggression has come to grow
Forcing my feelings to step out of me
Relentless to the bone
Vengence dwells inside
Fearless I feast on your life
Screaming... My body connect with pain
Outrageous... In havoc I shall remain
Raping the cradle a life filled with sin
Forces below I adore
Your soul might be clean but this game you can't win
I'm back into the core
Vengence dwells inside
Fearless I feast on your life
Into inferno
In this mournful sadness, I feel right at home. I hide my face
From your eyes. I try to carry on
My soul is burned and I've been burned for the last time
Never again will I face the pain, I won't open myself again
Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again
Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again
I fall apart but you put me back together, my heart is still broken
And a broken heart won't heal
You saturate my body, with liquid of disgust
I made love to the devil's daughter
She buried a thorn in my trust
Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again
Everytime it's just the same left on the outside
With tears in my eyes, and a heart still aching
In sadness I hide, to get back on my feet again
So many times, I felt this pain before
I'm not a part of this human race, all I can do is ignore
You're all dying to live
You're all dying to live but I'm living to die
I'm hollow on the inside, nothing left but a shell
But I carry on, I carry on until the end
I'm not afraid of dying, anymore
Alone on the outside looking at the inside
Alone on the outside don't wanna be inside
I respect the world you live in but I don't believe in it
I respect the world you live in but I don't believe in it
Falling, I fall in spirals of fire, losing all control
Please put me back together, help me
I'm on my way, but there's no light in this tunnel
I feel no pain, her hand embraces my soul
Emptiness, the silence has spoken
So much wait, for this voyage
Sorrow is all that remains, left on the outside again
All the pain is mine leave your guilt behind
I'm not dying for you
All my wounds are real and my scars won't heal
A world drenched in blood
Burn my eyes, I see the world without them
Terrified, you feel my pain
Slit open the sky, and let out my stars
Look inside, it'll make you drown
Take me now, burn with your lips
Lick me free, from grey reality
My scars are whispers of... need
And shaded eyes are filled with grief
I feel you burning through my veins
Make love to me then shove me down the drain
I will never fear again... never
Come crucify me, come and nail me down
Just crucify me, all the pain is mine
I feel her roaring through my soul
She got ways to make me crawl
My scars are whispers of... need
And shaded eyes are filled with grief
I feel you burning through my veins
I wreck your monuments of life I destroy the dreams you build
I twist my arms around your spine 'til your pathetic blood is spilled
Life is not forever but you gave me all your trust
As a friend I gave you my own heaven so now your bones must turn to dust
I pull the trigger to ease your mind
I give you heaven instead of boredom
I deliver death sublime
I took your life but I gave you freedom
I fill you with deceitful lies and you fall on your own greed
Mankind reeks stupidity that's why I love to watch you bleed
Nothing is forever a fact you don't believe
Life got its ugly price, your soul belongs to me
I pull the trigger to ease your mind
I give you heaven instead of boredom
I deliver death sublime
I took your life but I gave you freedom
What god has sown I must reap
I ease the pain I set you free
Nothing is forever
Only death is certain
We all try to catch the beauty, in a world that's mouldering
And we dream of tomorrow, anything to ease this pain
Can you deal with the truth, can you deal with life itself
Or will you hide behind, retouch the picture and play the game
I try to see the real me, but there's someone else in here
Open your eyes you coward, now it's time to confront yourself
Take a look inside, go on just face the pain
Can you deal with yourself, can you see what's really you?
Or will you close your eyes, and hide behind another lie
I'd like to see the real me. But I'm afraid to look inside
I am fear, the lord of pain. I'll break you down, with my bare hands
I'm your conscience, deep inside. I feed your mind, you're full of lies
Plunge into oceans of hate restrained by, the anger you create
Falling, from the stairs inside your mind, crawling helpless like a child
When you try to see things clearly, shattered pictures erase your mind
You hear voices on the inside, then your mind goes blank
Trapped inside your inner self forced to see the truth
There's no use to run cause the doors are closed
No more excuses the truth you cannot bend
It's hard to deal with life when you're used to pretend
A psychotic mind erases and deconstructs to improve
It'll leave you blinded with a hallucinating truth
No more excuses the truth you cannot bend
It's hard to deal wiht life when you're used to pretend
If I'd only known the answer
Life will be easier when you see who you are
No more fear no more lies se the truth with new eyes
Killer instinct you face the pain
Nothing will ever stop you
Killer instinct play the game
New eyes no longer afraid
You'll never hide again
New eyes no longer blind
Execute the face of fear inside for real exercise your demons
Lose control
Behind the doors of sanity, Take a trip to were
No one goes
Down and out filled with doubt I saw the truth
Through a bottle of alcohol
Several rides to hell and back, but I always
Wake up cold
Life will fade away, demons rising
Kill me again cause I don't wanna stay
Step inside the demon ride the only place
Were no one seems to win
It crushes down deletes the mind
And takes a bite of what's within
Never again but always the same insanity
You're heading for the fall
It pours down inside cripples the pride
And on my knees I always crawl
Life will fade away, demons rising
Kill me again cause I don't wanna stay
Head to the ground, nailed to the floor, broken again
Always the same, never the less, down on my knees
Fallen
Head to the ground, nailed to the floor, broken again
Always the same, never the less, down on my knees
Fallen
I bleed with such grace
I silently wait
As it kills from inside
The bottom is reached
I see with new eyes
Renewal complete
Fail, I let the demons take my mind
Pain, washed out from inside
Cold, all dead inside, end complete, life denied
