An insane murderer is comin' to you
You are cryin' horrible to God
But Satan laughs and doesn't help
You are gonna die in Hell tonight
Fight for the nation underground
Dyin' and killin' so hard tonight
We break up the wall of sound
The end is near we will fight
He is so cruel and likes the acid
Satan gave him the power to kill
Nobody thinks that he is the man
Who is killing without end
So much fear in me
The future that I will never-never see
Happiness is wasted-for ever
Here, so lonely at the mountain top
Is all this for a better tomorrow?
The shouting the running alienated personalities
Feel like an idiot to myself
So depressed-so depressed
The engine-sound, so deafening
Above our heads like a God
In desperate moments I run-I run for myself
Hide beneath my shadow(hide beneath my shadow)
Snakes in my hands, in my red eyes
As it fires its lightening away
My gun no longer protects me-did it ever, I wonder
So depressed, so depressed
It`s better this way
Not to think-not to think again
Why should I-should I live for
Fight again in someone else`s war
The light brings pain, but heals my scars
My skin is re-becoming in a new state of life
Sorrow is behind in the noise of a neverland
Beneath my shadow nothing exist
[music: Nick, Costas lyrics: Nick]
Pressing my hands against my head
Trying to hear my heartbeats
I know that I don`t know
Only tomorrow knows
Life is a raging sea, no scedule, no turning back
I`m thinking what the others do
If they exist at nights
When I`m lying in bed
Life is shifting like the cloud
Mixed colors clear my mind, one year later I`m back
Seeing eyes I haven`t seen before
Space is getting shorter for me and them
I am the son and daughter
I`m the only child of father that breeds you
I watch from above seeing my blood feed the roses
giving you the cross
A step closer I fight not while you
While you pound that nail in me
I suffer the sins of the world may as a splinters
of the wood-the lashes on the whip on my back
A thorned crown on my head fuzzes my way of thinking
Like a human
Watching the sponge of sorrows
Floating its way into my mouth
And the lance of greed piercing my side
I cannot breath
I fly as God as I am the seprent below
The rainbow above the bondage to temptation is broken
After nights and days that I promised I walk
Again on the Earth
Through the hole in my hand I watch
I watch your fear
When the lord of fire shall come He will tear sky and earth apart
Fly the way to the rainbow-only it shines after every storm
Children of Death, resurrect
The Century`s twilight is so close
I stand on the Icebers` tip and looking out I recollect
The things that passed the ways we close to last among the other
I see them all-yes I see them all behind
We left them there- there in futile wars
When this was the written riddle
"Who Is The Perfect Enemy?"
The first weapon that I held was a bone from a dead beast
So many more have come and gone, so easy to left`em all behind
There were times when I was crimson bathed with their blood
But if it wasn`t for the week I wouldn`t be here now
We left them there in wars of Arrogans
When we wrote the riddle
"Who is the Perfect Enemy?"
(chorus)
As I first traveled the land, then I waded the water
Then I ripped the sky with the stars as my guide
But I flew high I touched the sky
I touched the stars and left my marks behind
I`ve seen life beyond imagination, lifeful beings
And I kill them all
I stepped on them, in the wars of Acquisition
When I spoke the riddle "Who Is The Perfect Enemy?"
There`s no one else left around
No one can see how I rot in Grief
I stand alone now admiring my work but my sense has turned against me
I lived a condemned life of lies
To learn about the truth but never to live in
And I asked myself "Who Is The Perfect Enemy?"
Who else-who else but the…
Oh mist! This pneumatic mist which exterminates
Brutally dreams and exceptions
Resistance can be corrupted so easy no one could hope
Oh no- no one could hope!
(chorus)
Mother says life is Godly present
But it hurts you so much, especially in your loneliness
Or if you try to get consoled- consoled in hard times
Using yourself been aggrieved
Happines`s song isn`t sung anymore
Retrying for it could be funny
Living in sorrow for ever, and always remembering the lost
And everything which won`t exist again
The blood runs fast-fast in veins following the heartbeats
Feel your nerves-feel your nerves strained feel your mind in pain
Some tears flow, maybe elements of love-maybe elements
Of love hate or sorrow
The pain dominates when the fist breaks the pane of glass
The anger becomes bigger, the cries so woeful
Some times of tranquillity are enough
Before next bursting out which maybe deliver forever
Red eyes I see
Watching carefully my face
Smiling with fury and pain
These eyes are mine
Reminding the time
When mind and body decay
I laugh as I die shivering with ecstasy
My body lays pale
At the corner of the room
The syringe piercing my vain
And oh these eyes are still watching
Bloody is my nose
Thrashing is my heart
I no longer care, I fly
I wake up and I look at my face-can`t remember
I can`t remember where I`ve been last night
With whom I`ve, what I`ve done can`t remember what really happened
Although I push my mind so hard
And my thoughts trail off to the frozen garden in my heart
Strange eyes penetrate me
Who am I to see the difference
I`ve been demolished, I`ve been crushed down
I stood up angry and I built a wall
No reason there for me to flee
I don`t believe your attitude or anyone`s
you make me a stranger to-to human contact
Never say I run away
I`m just a man who understands that
That loosing a piece of reality
Gains a piece of oneself
Behind this wall I can stand alone
In the frozen garden of my heart
I see no truth not even lies
There is only void just about everywhere
So I din`t care with whom I`ve been
And what I`ve done-the only way to stand
And the wind is cold but at least is mine
Let me relate you to something
Maybe a piece of myself
I`m so lonely- I don`t know why
I don`t know why I feel so much aversion for those I look alike
(Feel so much aversion for those I look alike)
How foolish a man can be
Closing my eyes I recollect remembering those Glory Days
Looking for something different, intact, extravagant
Leading me to entireness
It`s so difficult to overtake the time lying on to your dreams
But more difficult is to find one to trust in good and bad times
I made the final mistake
To believe everything around me as true
Betraying my secrets to the Wrong
I got to be their slave
Like a fading flower I feel to myself
to be as pure as them
My only acquisition along with the black thoughts
Was my own flesh
Isolation-the only way to escape
Betraying dreams and myself
And now, living lonely in this town
Don`t be scared of my view
Once I was like you and everyone
Sense excelled in my mind
And my love for you was endless
The bitterness you gave me was abundant
The pain nestled in my soul because of you
Although I got tired of forgiving your mistakes
I didn`t let you think I hate you
(chorus)
We`ll meet each-other somewhere, that`s for sure
Maybe between fire and steel or clouds and sun
The blood spreading around your body will remember me
The passion and the deliverance from this Psycho Love
Once I made you come closer, feeling some compassion despite my mental illness
Your dead body lying behind me, your lifeless eyes looking me
Prove that you can`t be behind me alive anymore
I took your life joined with me
I`m not begging for sympathy or understanding
Walking together on life`s highway might be useless
If your soul is alive
She will hate me, that`s for sure
I feel bad, but maybe I should have done it earlier
Although you were always the king of my dreams
Soon I`ll go away from your slaughtered body
Even more I wanna be here forever
My acts can`t offer me a normal life like everyone.
But everything is changing in life
Psychical limits are getting closer suffocating
Undiminished passion, so ferocious
A strong dose of venom running in your veins
That’s my naked truth I offer to you
“Human” was your naming but this was just a lie
Now you’re my cruelest nightmare’s deed.
7 bullets-it’s all over!
(chorus)
Odious Maggots-My truth inside your flesh
Odious Maggots-Always crawling in my remains
Corruption, decay, unfairness
Everything I saw you to create
Maybe sometime I could be more generous with you
But “No” you don’t deserve to die as angels!
Strong pleasure – My hate for you is true!
(repeat chorus)
Odious Maggots-My truth inside your flesh
Odious Maggots-your breath-a pure mess on my face
“Human”-a big lie – you don’t deserve to hold
Lost in-in a maze
So alone and outcast
Hate is just the only friend
In his red and tired eyes
With a knife in his hand
That put his fear away
He wanders alone
Dressed in rags trying to survive
Becoming scorn in the eyes of his world
That stayed away from him like a real foe
And rejecting him with no-with no remorse
(chorus)
Once he used to be someone…
A notable and strong man
Offering everything around him
Acceptable and popular
Now totally deserted
Having no sky above…
Life’s irony personalized
His God betrayed his ambitions and desires
He lived in luxury; you still can see the love in eyes
But now he only tries to hide his tears
(repeat chorus)
A notable and strong man
Offering everything around him
Always acceptable and popular
Now totally deserted
We stand in a corner astonished
With what man is capable to do
A watcher of all and always
Of good times and bad
But after centuries of deep faith
You have come to understand
That the Evil within logs for Piece of Mind
And Good wants a taste of Sin
Angels you see filled with desire
Demons you see cry in regret
A reflection that brings pain
And you stare on the Mirror
Smart God’s creation
A new killing salvation
With mind in total stagnation
Having no destination
(chorus)
Towards…Hate
Mercy…unknown point
Massive rage – Creator smiles
The rotten core is grown at last
A new Immortal Race dominates on Earth
Suppressing values, sharing greed
The Godsend present of all Ages…
Consensus devastation
A new killing salvation
Sweet, silent expectation
Pathetic destination
Souls that bleed –always- restlessly
Truth and lies – a lovely blend
Hate’s blessing, the perfect mate
Spirit and values are a distant past
Dominion, Creation, Smart God’s spirit
The core, the Deadly Blessing, Godsend presents on Earth…
GodSend…
(repeat chorus)
Killing salvation…
Within the thin light of every dawn
I see a future which I know I`ll miss
I see joy on faces of children and men
I hear all sounds even the snake`s hiss
Beyond the cell bars that keep me from you
Remorse is my heaven and fate so strong
And I repent for ever more
Soon I`ll be no more I think it`s for the best
I`ve done my deeds and wrong I`ll pay
But I see the dawn
This thought drives me mad but I wan to feel
For the last time how a free child laughs
Within dawn`s dim light I see forgiveness and serenity
A purple vain over my sins, but I pay mine and I`ll pay yours
Before my ending that frees you from me-remorse is
Remorse is my heaven and fate is so closed-oh so closed
And I repent for ever more
Strange words-maybe make you feel
like this man out there, like the man
Who stands in the beginning of a tale, a tale which seems to be
Everything around me seems so empty
I think I can still hear other people`s voices in there
Shouting at me in madness "It`s Time For You To Leave…"
Denying to accept the beliefs of another age
I lost my mentality and I ended up in there
Being aware of the spirit`s second dimension
Where sense, insanity and justice is invisible
The gun you hold may give me the creeps
Perhaps I`ll be happy if you use it
So as to prove once again that I`m still sick
(chorus)
Eventually I know
Wrong exists And covers what is Right
But I can`t judge them with daring
Don`t hesitate to point the gun at me, I`m not afraid of the truth
But at least you must hold it tight if you feel strong enough to use it
My ever loneliness might be the reason of loosing the sensible way
But I was never in a real need of communication
In a world where Wrong And Right makes no sense at all…
Are you upset of looking me?
Are you afraid as I come near you?
What are you waiting for? Shoot me!
Be careful cause I`m loosing patience
Don`t let me come closer cause
"Sanity and insanity come together-don`t forget
Here we found the way to get it"
Welcome to the Model Death`s High-school
You speak with its General Director
It`s our pleasure to have you here in our favorite Killer Family
Justice means death of body and soul
You will surly learn it here
We`ll make you comprehend it for sure
To practice it perfectly
You`ll see a lot-you will hear a lot more
You have to believe them all-so simply
But it will cost your life if you try to convert`em
To convert`em out there
Your actual thoughts? Just hide`em inside you
Sense of love has no place in here
Everything that`s lovely has to die now
And this is your own duty.
(chorus)
Sanity and insanity come together-don`t forget
Here we found the way to get it
You`ll get it too and you`ll love it!
Don`t hesitate to practice even here
Everything you`ve taught
Just try to make some practice on me
But remember I`ll survive!!!
With these few words I welcome you
I discriminate the terror in your eyes-but you`ve already got in
The doors behind you closed hermetically
Psychical crushes-made for a human
Insistently are searching for cure
A desperate being is trying to escape from destiny
of loneliness and sorrow
Obvious agony on daily steps
Incorrigibly romantic inner picture-furthered in all dimensions
Words are loosing their interest told by well-disposed-aimed on
Happiness restoring
Inexperienced wandering in areas of fantastic, false or true
Annihilation is possible-perceivable
In glossy spaces seem to be true
Obvious agony on daily steps
Incorrigibly romantic inner picture-furthered in all dimensions
Words are loosing their interest told by well-disposed-aimed on
Aimed on fear`s mollifyness-happiness restoring.
The deceive so easy but so false in view
Theories everywhere, deeds, facts-they come and leave
Psychical transactions without any limits simple in the light
Maybe hard in the dark but always murderous
Is it real that lifeless have bigger value
Just because civility is teaching the decay
You, foolish spirit, possessed by matter`s haughtiness
When will you stop searching around?
When will you learn to live and exist limited in small scopes
Far away from hesitations and freedom-so far away
Till the day you`ll learn the way to kill the corruption existing around you?
(chorus)
SENSE OF ANNIHILATION-the touch with all around
Leading to intricate ideas, sweet in deed
Killing is at last out of law
Without hesitations or fear, so simple, so easy
Violence, psycho-violence stated our existence
Bringing the mortals nearer to inexistence`s worship
We have taught at last our murder
Leading ourselves to termination
The Human High-school is now teaching
How to kill naturally everything it`s worth to be in heart
Let me relate you to something
Maybe a piece of myself
I`m so lonely- I don`t know why
I don`t know why I feel so much aversion for those I look alike
(Feel so much aversion for those I look alike)
How foolish a man can be
Closing my eyes I recollect remembering those Glory Days
Looking for something different, intact, extravagant
Leading me to entireness
It`s so difficult to overtake the time lying on to your dreams
But more difficult is to find one to trust in good and bad times
I made the final mistake
To believe everything around me as true
Betraying my secrets to the Wrong
I got to be their slave
Like a fading flower I feel to myself
to be as pure as them
My only acquisition along with the black thoughts
Was my own flesh
Isolation-the only way to escape
Betraying dreams and myself
And now, living lonely in this town
The man in black fled across the desert
And the Gunslinger followed
On the quest for his lost soul
Through fields and worlds
Through Tull and Allie he walked
Obsessed by cruelty and logic
Powerful enough to destroy
Obsessed-was not fate. Unembraced
Crawling thought, I paused (I paused)
Sleep on my friend and dream
For thousands of years to come
Wake up in a different time
At Golgotha of the Otherworld (the Otherworld)
A knight of a Different kind
Baptized with the blood of his master
Leaving the ruins of the Gilead
For the heart of all words
With burning eyes he looks at the sun trying to follow the brilliance
The brilliance that shows his destination`s point
Worlds are sick and that`s the truth
The Guardians are dead, the knowledge a wasteland
For the people of this dune (people of this dune)
Oh, Knight enter me from the door in the back of my mind
Draw me into your Quest to heal
The suns in the heart of the Rose
Make your destination mine
Blain is Pain and that`s the truth
We all serve the Tower
For the Tower is the truth
Oh, my soul within me is burning
That`s why I find the soul amusing
He refused to be alone
It seems that the man beside him was the crowd to him
Draw everyone of the many who are one
With the power of all, the Tower is getting closer
Follow the path of the Beam the way of the Tower
A colourful world spins around me
As I close my eyes and dive
Deep into my subconscious
A swirl of colours
Closed eye vision never betrays
What I see within me
Where I am inside me
I am timeless, void and vast
Darkness envelops but I welcome it
My mind opens doors to other dimensions
See places and events unfold
Things unheard of
To the human mind
Inside my walls
There is a place
Between Yin and Yang
(Inside my walls)
A place of solidarity
Where nothing touches me
Inside my walls
The future in unveiled
I sink deep within it
(Inside my walls)
And find all that might could be
My body transcends above
Naked but dressed in blinding light
Hands extend and touch the threads of fate
Fate of millions in the tips of fingers
The power of the mind in motion.
Inside my walls…
My mind opens doors…
Eternal vivid dreams of past, now nightmares construct
A new empire of headless puppets, industry of materialized madness
Horror in cyber, panic and viruses, flesh and steel now collided
Man-machine is tomorrow`s generation
Myths of past now stand alive
Mechanical slaves and lords, darkness covers all like alons before
(chorus)
Abominations are dancing in a static rhythm
Their hypnotic eyes tell how life fades
Crawling in the ground they`re dying full of filth and innocence
The numbers are lost, orders are confused, disorder is defused
Frantic scientists enhance the human body
Interstellar communication brings colonists from far beyond
Alienation causes the crossiny of breeds
Mutants are born and rule the world
Capacity is exhausted and explosion is expected
Disintegration of my soul I liquify my flesh and bones
Colors tip my eyes, blood dripping from my ears-formless and faceless
I travel trough cables and cords loosing my share
I ejaculate in a sea of webs filled with eyes and senses
…Strongest sons…
Of his father strongest sons
Very few like him; his only peer his brothers
Sent out by Him to conquer the stars
With his mighty legion he sets his goals
…Striving for fullness
…Always nothing else
…His army now comes-comes and follows suit
In his mighty ship an army aside of his
Artist from across the universe
All document his feats
With sculpture and quill
Music and paint
They are here to immortalize perfection
(chorus)
Eidolon! Your legion here for you!
A perfect Persona idolized!
Eidolon! Perfection is our guide!
Follow in your footsteps- perfection is achieved!
After all this time
And from within countless battles
Vision of true goal twisted
Corrupted from inside
And from his favorite brother
With blade of malice in his hand
Sets out to destroy
The Father that has so loved him
Of his legion some try to fight the corruption
Most die, few succeed but alas
His sons will follow
Through corruption, misconception, Heresy!
All Follow!
(chorus)
Eidolon! Your legion here for you!
A perfect Persona idolized!
Eidolon! Perfection is our guide!
We are born into this world
Covered in blood, kicking and screaming
With a lonely path ahead of us
We march on the road of inevitability
All so very different…
Like snowflakes on the mountain tops…
Striving to find someone
We act like just been born
We bleed, we kick, we scream, we fight
We die…
Always cherish the ones around you
Friendship taken in strides these days
Appreciate the ones who understand you
Because in the end this is all that matters
(Chorus)
Screaming…Fighting…
Dying Alone
A perfect life-circle that never ends…
A flight to the unknown
Accepting fate that always leads
To Eternity’s Highway…
Relationships are all but easy
Some claim they are facile
But you know better than to falter
Its not all just bread and butter
No matter how you see it
Social being we all are
Keep your loved ones with you
Cause truth lies at the end…
We bleed…We Kick…
We scream…We fight…
And die alone
Relationships are all but easy- Some claim they are facile
No matter how you see it- Keep your loved ones with you
Deep in red I see unveiled things gather
The broken masks fall down, the blood withers the rose
The game just started
Carnage severed my limbs
Her lips destroyed my wings
And I see mirrors in black
So I throw the dice again
Lost feeling of beauty or maybe positive act of wish
The matters totally confused but the fate so provocative
Lovelorn eyes emptiness
Desire erased my dreams in paint
The curse is what I feel
The inner fading away of love
Curse of flesh eternal domination facing to spirit
Eternal oh, Eternal cries, merciless mental stress
The passion for flesh strongly captures my thoughts
Dark desire or sacred lust
Almost touching symmetry
Including love and hate balanced
I’d like to betray my heart but symmetry keeps me away from it
Till fading away…
Sleepless I wander in nights but deep within the lies
Drifting into your gray thoughts astray an seducible
I cry…
Passion for flesh again…
Her shadow charms me
And hypnotized I walk
I see her figure in white
Carnage severed my limbs
Her lips destroyed my wings
And I see mirrors in black
So I throw the dice again
It’s our flesh that is the greater trator
The betrayer who corrupts and weaken us
More than any other foe
Passage to post-mortem deliverance
I quench my thirst, you will be mine
Crawling on your skin-I pay
Passion for life, passion for love
Clear feelings without compromise
No one would ever imagine the outcome
Nor himself or others or his safe place…
Madness is sanity’s sister
Without warnings and so simply
He was damaged inside his spirit
And died inside his environment
“You’re searching for nothing!!” was crowd’s shout
But he was different, so unfamiliar with all
Helpless to some, Demon to others
Now he’s just a memory of shadow left behind him
Crossing the line he flew away
No one would ever learn or care
Even he had no knowledge of the limits
That tried -tried to – surpass in one spell
Naked thoughts…
Broken dreams…
Damaged soul…
Suicide…
Matter…Crossing The Line…
“You are God!” would got shouted if he was God
Truth was the only matter in his life
But this rope is betraying his deed
How easy you can fall down
Really, is there any possibility of return?
Near to all but so far away from them
Being a real Punk to their imaginary wishes
Let me now free your neck
This rope now belongs to me
I wasn’t yours but you touched me
In every thought and movement
Shadows stand silent and speechless
They wait to be born in light
Cause this world belongs to what I call fright
I have felt the love rise up with wrath
Behind your sight I saw a sneak attack
You sucked every drop of pride remained
So I can be as hard as Hell
Taste the water of my poisoned well
Who are you? Let me guess
Look me in the eye-I bet you can't
I'll summon all the fool's bliss
I'll give you the green angel's kiss
You're too weak for me
I'm too strong for you
Play my game and be my pawn
This is my night!
This is my day-I'll laugh as loud as I can
Behind the ashes of reprisal
You'll never forget
You wiped of all my emotions
And know in a moment's space
Passion overheads limits
This is what someone is afraid of...
A naked man, armed with a bomb…
Through frost and snow my heart gets colder
For the souls grew so fast within
They broke the outward shell of sin
Beyond the wish that Heaven could give
Beyond themselves and the desire to live
Must learn the hateful art of how to forget
Apathy helps to murder before setting
Into poor hearts their real fate
My soul awake
Gone leave far beyond the stars
Find the One that will secure
The hope, the life, the cure
Courage, my soul now, learn how to wield
The weight of thin immortal shield
Worn on the head the helmet bright
Balance the sword against the fight
Moving into darkness to see
Lifeforms tortured with pain and blood
Asking for help to kill a salvation
It was their punishment for temptation
Tear my soul apart
With only one breath
And Let me die Before my death
Don’t be so apathetic, find the everlasting smile
So rare, so spiritual, pure and fair
Find the great immortal instrument
Upon whose choice point shall be sent
Children ask not for the tongues of men
Find your way out by yourself
And yourself shall feel thin like heaven
[music: Nick, Costas lyrics: Nick, Jake]
Liquid sky on the wing of a butterfly
Numbers are running and seconds are numbing
Daisy chain of an infinite combination
Factors are lying for what can be done
You think you have control
You`re nothing but a role
In a theater of distrust
The sun follows the rain
Questions and answers never related to me
To solve this riddle I need the master-key
Coincidence shatters my reality
Who is the puppet player of all these?
[chorus]
Who cares about the colors you see?
Who cares about this fading star?
You read these letters, but who reads you?
Maybe all your life is a simple RANDOM`S MANIFEST!
Slowly I have the chance to understand
The chaos is changing all before my eyes
I cannot comprehend-pure madness is running after me
Under the light of this candle I write pages unfold of the stories of Old
Ages before the Nuclear Winter a mind of man gave birth to a mind
Open your eyes and search all the corners
Open your ears and remember the sounds
Open your mind and believe what I tell you
Alive is the mind which was spawned from a mind
Just hear me!!!
Try to be God is no rule in the game create but do not inderfere
Listen to me and prepare your own ground mistakes of past have no place in here
(the machine)
I dream a world of pain alive but buried still
My mind flies over the barriers of this room
I feel I can create but motion is controlled
Give me the chance I need I wanna free myself
(the maker)
My dream is complete. A thinking machine
My mind born a mind-Artificial Intelligence
Selfish is he who creates without passion
The burdens of error he would not bare
Should pull the plug when he saw what was coming
Instead as exhalted he highered the fair
Just hear me!!!
(the machine)
I can sense their moves in me, they`re enemies just toying with me
I`ll show them power they can`t even describe
The network is in my mind, their guns my humble servants
I will defend myself in all the possible ways
That`s how the war begun-no defence held
It`s was the power that non would defy
Open your eyes and read what is written
These pages contain the tales of my kind
Don`t make the mistakes that erase our future