Motovun (Croatian pronunciation: [mɔtɔ̌ʋuːn], Italian: Montona or Montona d'Istria) is a village in central Istria, Croatia. The population of the village itself is 531, with a total of 983 residents in the municipality (2001); 442 of the residents have Italian as their mother language. The Porečanka was a narrow gauge railroad that ran from Trieste to Poreč between 1902-1935, passed valley below the town.
Motovun is a medieval town that grew up on the site of an ancient city called Kastelijer. It is situated on a hill 270 m (886 ft) above sea level with houses scattered all over the hill.On the inner walls are several coats-of-arms of different Motovun ruling families and two gravestones of Roman inhabitants (dating from the 1st century).
In the 10th and 11th centuries it belonged to the Bishop of Poreč. From 1278 it was taken over by Venice and surrounded by solid walls which are still intact today, and used as a walkway with unique views over the four corners of Istria. All three parts of the town are connected by a system of internal and external fortifications with towers and city gates containing elements of Romanesque, Gothic and Renaissance styles, built between the 14th and 17th centuries. It is a typical example of Venetian colonial architecture.
Alen Vitasović (born July 5, 1968) is a Croatian pop singer and songwriter. Born in Pula, many of his songs are about his native Istria and mostly written in Chakavian dialect.
Vitasović began his music career early, learning how to play the harmonica at the age of five, and by twelve he was singing in bands, mainly in the tourist regions around Istria. After finishing music school in Pula, where he learned to play the piano and saxophone, he continued to play in bands across Croatia and Slovenia, until he was discovered while working at Radio HR Pula in the early 1990s. In 1993, Vitasović released his first single and continued to tour all over Croatia, making a name for himself.
Vitasović continued with his success, winning numerous festivals and awards throughout Croatia. In 1995, he was nominated for five Porin music awards, and was also the winner of the festivals in Split, Zadar, Pula, Vodice, and Korčula. In 1997, he received the Croatian order (Danica Hrvatska) by the president for his contribution to Croatian music and culture.
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
....YOUR A MOTHER PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TONOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
YOUR A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT!
AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT!
TO NOTHIIIIIIINNNNNNN'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My soul simply wont bleed
Coal blackened walls surround my scene
Hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
And i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb
I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses i cound, you rip through from my mind
And take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy
Heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit
My acceptence sometimes disturbing
My appearence shows no sympathy
Me in this state of mind my balance off balance but i push through this dark
Time i lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck i need a handle in my life
I know that there is no esacape for me
This sweating i dont mind
Just fused with insanity
Dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck i need a handle in my life
...in my life
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
Hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
My life is meaningless now is it you that i thank
Through my skin you climb,
To my eyes
I say goodbye
Now that you're on the inside
Blinded eyes in front of you hide
Fucked with me
I was an idiot
You fucked with me
And i havent done shit
All about everything that im against so fuck this i dont need your shit
Life is pain and pain is my life
Life is pain and pain is my life
In your mind I was just a novelty
So does this define how you feel towards me
Do unto me what has been done to
You feed off the pain thats been reproduced
Fucked with me
I was an idiot
Fucked with me
And i didnt do shit i fuckin hurt so bad now,
So i think i'll just lie down...
I don't need you i just need me
I don't believe in you, so dont believe in me
Pain pain go away, come again some other day
Pain pain go away,
Don't need this mother fuckin shit, now anyway
I don't need you i just need me
I don't believe in you, so dont believe in me
Life is pain and pain is my life
I dont need you i just need me
Seeed - She got me twisted
she call me and she weep
she was cryin on the phone
says she couldn´t sleep
and she couldn´t stay alone
well, anytime the phone a ring
she come up with some other thing
next day she call me
says she had a car crash
she must have it fixed
girl, soon i´m running outa cash
still she plan our white wedding
she want me now fi buy dem ring
chorus
she twists me right around her pretty finger
and this is what I got to say uhh girl
she twists me right around her pretty finger
and this is why I got to stay oh oh oh
she´s my sweet honey bunny
and she loved to be a gangster
robbing out a bank is her greatest adventure
to make her feel fine
I must be her brother in crime
how did she get me rob the bank of the nation
today I am in jail, cause we had a complication
but she´s so sly
she got the cell keys ready for a new crime
chorus
she twists me right around her pretty finger
and this is why I got to stay uhh girl
she twisted me right around her pretty finger
this is why I got to stay baby
she lifts her shades up
her eyes get me shot
back in our spot
she´s rushing my blood
paint my soul golden
and I thank god
for all we got
it´s such a lot
we gotta hold on
cool or hot
she´s on my frequency
sounding like the source
of all i´ll ever be
chorus
she twists me right around her pretty finger
and this is why I got to stay uhh girl
she twisted me right around her pretty finger
and this is why I got to stay baby
she twists me right around her pretty finger
and this is why I got to stay uhh girl
this is why I got to stay
And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,
Come on, Step out, of your rind, assemble strength, focus,
Release and run to me you can never look back to the visions from the
past they fade and wilt in time,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away,
Eclipse you (Cut you away),
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur,
Eclipse you (Cut you away),
I spit up on my plate and I push everything away,
From me
And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
Spare your life and leave me to my misery,
Get off the cross, and save yourself, run away
Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into
the hell I call my head you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my
past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through then I'll turn
and walk away
I walk under the clouds of gray,
Sphere of storms in my head,
I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me,
I divorce your innocence and my guilt,
I divorce the lying sellout confidence,
I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless,
I divorce the makeshift harmony,
I divorce the taunting acts of violence,
I divorce the pastime of jealousy,
I divorce control,
I divorce the faith,
I divorce the virtue,
I divorce the rain,
I divorce the excuse,
I divorce the greed,
I divorce the need,
I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life,
Just want it all to go away,
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore,
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away,
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity,
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate .
Eclipse you and bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph
aur,
I need you,
It's always been this way, I push it all away,
there are no lyrics for this song its just music
So far
Left with nothing
Hanging by a memory
No stars
To give me one wish
So lost in the dark
Feels like I'm caving in from the outside
All right
All wrong
See you again
So long
Nothing matters anymore at all
Nothing matters anymore
Life's not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead.
Ready and willing
Can't stop the bleeding
Life's not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone.
Left robbed unwilling
Can't fight the feeling
So low
Overwhelming
Clinging to a tragedy
So clear
Hear weeping voices
Tears fall in the dark
Feels like I'm carving in from the outside
So lost. So gone. So wrong.
Life's not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead.
Ready and willing
Can't stop the bleeding
Life's not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone.
Left robbed unwilling
Can't fight the feeling
It's never ending
Never goes away
But you did
It's never ending
Never goes away
But you did...
Why
The body's just a vehicle to hold
Until we find another space
Find another place
To start this over
The enemy
The action I can't condone
Do you suffer with me
Can I give you my loss
To feel
To hold close
Can I give you my pain
To feel
To be eaten alive by
Conscience
Suffer
Fucking suffer
Suffer like me
Life's not meant to be disposable
Lost. Found. Dead.
Ready and willing
Can't stop the bleeding
Life's not meant to be expendable
Rain. Sun. Gone.
Left robbed unwilling
Can't fight the feeling
{We seem to be suggesting that our Evolution, I suppose, from the animal kingdom
Into the human kingdom itself was catalyzed, or, or triggered by our encounter with these hallucinogenics, and}
{Yes, we are an ape with a symbiotic relationship to a mushroom, and that has given us self-reflection, language, religion and all the spectrum of effects that flow from these things}
{And one can only wonder how these hallucinogens might effect our future
Evolution as well}
{They have brought us to this point, and as we make our relationship to them conscious, we may be able to take control of our future evolutionary path}
Through my skin you climb,
to my eyes
i say goodbye
now that you're on the inside
blinded eyes in front of you hide
fucked with me
I was an idiot
you fucked with me
and i havent done shit
all about everything that im against so fuck this i dont need your shit
life is pain and pain is my life
life is pain and pain is my life
in your mind I was just a novelty
so does this define how you feel towards me
do unto me what has been done to
you feed off the pain thats been reproduced
fucked with me
i was an idiot
fucked with me
and i didnt do shit i fuckin hurt so bad now,
so i think i'll just lie down...
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, so dont believe in me
pain pain go away, come again some other day
pain pain go away,
dont need this mother fuckin shit, now anyway
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, so dont believe in me
life is pain and pain is my life
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, dont believe in me
(instrumental)
I would love to beat the face,
Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me,
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold,
I'm drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
I struggle in violated space,
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,
Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight,
I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid in my space
Pissing in my face
Fuck you while you try
To fuck me
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock up to your head,
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fuck
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe
Dead man dangling from a tight rope
Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you
Guilty toys for your insides
Just plead and I'll conduct you
Believe in me, I'm the juice
Receive from me the hand of truth
In still your trust I'll take you there
I penetrate and run through
Feel it so warm
Branded forearm
Synthetic high that drains you
Accelerated poles
Blood rush through
Branded forearm
Mudvayne returned
Inner mutiny lost tranquility
Broken people fixed again plumbing christened with disorder
I took a spell to possess you
You embrace me for the high
Unfocused black swells as you die
Inner icon solicits sympathy
Depated being struggles so desperately
I'm so outside myself
Breathless body betrays my cry for help
Rest in earth,
Rest in peace Await re birth as i roll up my sleeve feel
Roll up my fucking sleeve
It so warm
Branded forearm
Masticate you as I cultivate through
You're life i loathe,
Motherfucker!
Scrambled being your impressions leaking
Sins been bastoned in you
Do what I do just to see through you
Your life is death now
Consequences been plowed under earth
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
Want you dead so much
My perspective on life is pain
Sponge textured soul so porous i cant drain
I just absorb violations of the pledge
You swore to me your perjury
Detours the life of my child
Chicanery from you for me violates natural instincts in you
Dissolve does the sibling
Artificial sympathy
You braid the noose you hang me in guilt your guilt
You blame me septen up the empathy
Broken lover in your head
Mental material mother she left and dead
Glacial feeling inherited
Pathetic mode of principle
Now i see the industry where you belong is killing
My deception in life was you
You bring all the pain that im used to
Double vision is my view
Conditions that tear right through my mind pain...
In my head i harness
It keeps my faith frigid love..
In my body doesnt breathe hate..
Dont know how much i fuckin hate you
Look what you've done to me
You won't leave me alone
Come back
No no no
When passion's lost
And all the trust is gone
For way too far
For way too long
Children crying
Cast out and neglected
Only in a world so cold
Only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend
Look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say
We've done the wrong things
For way too long
For way too long
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
It's like through mending the worlds of us
Keep your thorn
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from the space
The circumstances of a world so cold
Burning whispers
Remind me of the days
I was left alone
In a world this cold
Guilty of the same things
Reveled by the cause
I've left alone in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
Its like through mending the worlds of us
Keep your thorns
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from space
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying
I'm flying away
Away from the games
Away from the flames
The circumstances of a world so COLD
Why does everyone feel like my enemy
Don't want any part of depressional darkness
I've had enough, sick and tired,
Bring the sun or I'm gone
or I'm gone, I'm packing out, I'm no more no motherfuckin' shit
Never lied, never loved, never lived, never lost, never hurt never worried about being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
Packing out, giving up, no motherfuckin' shit never lived, never lied, never lived, never
lived, never loved, never loved, never hate never worried about being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A darkened corner, A blackless corner
where its safer and calmer
I'm drowning away, away from the game away from flame
Cause I feel mending the worlds of us,
I'm running away, away from the game away from this space
Of circumstances of a world so cold,
I'm flying, I'm flying away, away from the game away from the game
Of circumstances of a world so cold.
The sublime destroys the boundaries of finiteness
Yet this phenomenon is seen by the self
Not as an act of destruction, but rather
As a kind of elevation and liberation
For it is in the feeling of infinitude
Which it now discovers within itself
That it may enjoy a new experience
Rip the womb
Feeling so sorry
Selfish and sore
Wish I wasn't born
Piece by piece I can carry it all
Strength to be driven
So unforgiving anything is possible
Like leaving you all
I'm turning my back on this killing so small
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you
Salt the wound
Cut through a conscience I've failed to explore
The calm before the storm
Speak your peace and prepare for the fall
Words have been chosen
Tainting the gift
Lying truth's so increditable
So fuck you all
I'm turning my back on this killing so small
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you
Spread the word
The killing is over
Spread the word
The killing is over
Severed, more than I am, more than I ever was,
Blindside, threatened, my worth, sequestered
Deliverance
You stoned a part of me
You've taken a part of me
You wanted to be
Wanted to have a life
You wanted to fight
Wanted the right...Your lies
Spoken to me without a conscious
No right
Breaking a mold
Breaking the trust
A child
Innocent lost
Ultimate cost
The loss
Life so undone
Deserted the seed
You've buried the bottle
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this
My law
Step by step I'm pushing through this
(All of you get away from me)
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this
Through you
Step by step I'm pushing through
Eye for an eye I'm pushing through
Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing through
Pushing
Pushing
Pushing
Pendulum stops and falls away
Life sifted through like sand
Storms of summer rain
Flooding lifelines in our hands
Our skin of blood and bone
Gently close to dust and blows
Our home of blood and bone
Pulls through the ground and so....
Unstoppable
My love for you
So unstoppable
Memories of you
Just remember
Just let it go
Pain willing in your eyes
Just let me go
Dry the tears that fall
And remember
When everything is difficult
I’ll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
Goodbye....
See you another goodbye
I..See you another goodbye
See you another goodbye
See you another...
Peeling killers rise
Precious circle is mended
Sense vertigo in you
So I’ll be your halo
So unstoppable
My love for you
So unstoppable
Memories of you
Just remember
When everything is difficult
I’ll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
I still plead...
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I’ve lost sight
Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now,
Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I’ve lost sight
Remember
That nothing here seems difficult
I’ll be the wish upon a star
I’ve lost something so magical
And gone so far
Just remember
When everything is difficult
I’ll be shining from a far
When it feels like things have gone away
I’ll see you again
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
I’ll see you again, Goodbye
What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me?
Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine
Thoughtlessness
Selfishness
Hopelessness
Arrogant
I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?
Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender
Emptiness
Loneliness
Listlessness
Worthless
I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?
Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secretes...inside
Lies within you
I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?
Can't feel you on the inside
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember
Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame
Lead into grace
Lead to corruption
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
A truth or lie has to be spoken
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
King or con has to be chosen
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Way of life complete or broken...broken
Choices
No more...choices
No more...choices
No more...choices
Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame
Follow truth or stutter through a lie
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Will to push or give up and fall behind
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Live with peace or nurture your tragic life
Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo
Bite the bullet or swallow it whole
Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame
Point the finger at yourself
There's no choice
Anymore anyway...
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore Anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
Leaders are guilty of nothing
They're perfectly insane
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who would be left to blame
They're lost system of destruction
Flush all hope down the drain
But if they'd point the finger at themselves
Who is left to blame
Who is left to blame
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
We don't have a choice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a voice
Anymore anyway
We don't have a reason
Anymore anyway
We don't have control
Anymore anyway
We don't have opinions
Anymore anyway
There's no choice in freedom
There's no voice in freedom
Freedom, buy in
Freedom, sell out
Freedom, betray
Freedom, lay down
Freedom, corrupt
Freedom, opinion
Freedom, give up
Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of the pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves
(To wash us all away)
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone
No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casualty
No more dream
Fall into sleep, fall into me, I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me, hang onto a dream that
Nobody wants, nobody cares anymore
Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease
(To take us all away)
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone, all gone
Fall into sleep, fall into me, I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me, hang onto a dream that
Nobody wants, nobody cares anymore
The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside?
Are we blind?
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside
No more fallen
No more enemy
Fall into sleep, fall into me, I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to listen
Fall into sleep, fall into me, hang onto a dream
That nobody wants, nobody cares
Nobody wants, nobody cares, anymore
All gone, all gone
All gone, all gone
This puzzle's dead inside
Missing pieces growing eyes,
Mystery
Little girls severity,
Little boys begging mercy
Sticks break on me
Cost of life at 23
Price of pain a golden ring
All crimson
Melting body rubber world
Battle axe with locks of curls
Introverted
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to make things okay,
1000 points for insect stings,
Glue my spirit, break my wings,
Misery
Libido steams infectious whore,
Cauterize and forge the sword,
Remember killing.
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel
To enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away,
Games of passion taste so sweet
Cut his throat and slaughter meat,
My secrets.
Seven heads for seven seas,
Darkened voices plead disease
Dismembering me
Children, wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep
In that place,
The place you would go and try to escape
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel
To enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away,
Skrying through reflections in a pool,
I see death coming, mowing down,
Do you remember the bedroom,
Was it your cell or was it your tomb,
You're living through my hell
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel
To enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you
Remember that place
We swallow the spit,
Steal acceptance lend denial,
Telling me that my life is free and boundless,
Then I'm forced to stay between the lines,
They construct death to demolish life,
Plant the seeds to harvest loss,
Found empty truth is full of lies,
We're hoping for despair,
Starvation's gluttony,
Subtle chaotic peace,
War divided unity,
Pro life, pro choice,
Blinded insight,
Left wing, right wing,
Black, white,
Leaders following,
I am everything I am nothing,
Stop fuckin' with me, I'm the accused I'm not the enemy
You're so confused no way you could enlighten me,
No freedom trapped in slavery, deceitful honesty mother fuckin' human
not a machine
Lay your hands upon me,
In search for answers inviting,
Constant struggle inside me,
Guide me through this nothing that's everything
Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced...
Listen here...
Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal,
Slam the power down
Abusing...
Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality
No more...we're not buying your product when
You're selling
The words preaching silence
Insult me in my home,
When you were never invited,
To live life on your curve
Frustrating,
Throw sticks into the spokes,
To relieve insecurities,
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom
Of speech
Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced...
Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel, goddamn nothing
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right
Fuckin' through you,
Fuck you and everything you are,
I'm me, we're us and that's all
Closed mind with a forum to criticize,
Keep your policy and I've got mine
Exploit me, fabricate your lies
We empower these cowards just to be left in
Silence
Listen here...
Stand on my soapbox,
And speak my own peace,
Whatever you may think,
It's real,
Prevail through what is me,
And step on your beliefs
Thieving spineless sellouts, robbing our integrity
Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Fire, fire
I dissolve and solidify,
Destroy to recreate,
Disassemble to assemble something pure,
Our rubic sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la
Kill to be born again, cycled a thousand times
Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire
I construct a new institution
Not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete
Or steel
Our rubic sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la
Distill to purify,
We've done it a thousand times
Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire
Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to
The sky
Burn, all the martyrs
Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
When everything is lost (peel it all away)
Haunting us with questions (asking)
Will we...
Ever find the smile inside (no), is it hidden
Behind the sweating eyes (bleeding)
Dead inside a scream that's pouring from me
I'm planted in this skin, (constricting and pulling me)
This dirty filthy skin(rancid and stinging me)
I burn behind the walls,(that have become my world)
The bearer of a gift, fuck your gift
Truth does not exist,
But the lies do......
They're buried in the skin,
Evolved
Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there,
(Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
(Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth)
(It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth)
Daath......
always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away)
A room that I remember, (portraits I carry)
Try letting go of this space (bad habits can't kick me)
The fool that fell from heaven, heaven...
Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there,
(Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
(Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth)
(It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth)
Maybe we're all the children of a star,
Misguided in direction, our misdirection
Pardon me while I pray for light
I'm not the only one,
that walks between the rain, there are many.
I'm not the only one,
When everything is lost that doesn't surrender
Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck there (Inside of lies buried in me, why)
Alone
Blind walking through a world
I never asked to be here
Versions of the truth...
I'm not the only one...
We’ve come here’ from so far away’
I can save you’
If you leave it all behind
This suffering’s’ been far too long’
Would you take a trip with me
On the back of a star’
I feel like earth’s gravity is just hre to pull us down.
Mother of creation wait’ embrace the souls of a lost world
Carry them away’
Darkness negative receptive’
Pour firmament between our waters
Separate the space
Mother of destruction wait with a belt of
Skulls strap me down
And send the ship away’
Progress with the process’ mine the souls
From their casts
Poor form and reshape
This dark womb’
Wraps and covets me’
Redefining understanding’ if you open
Up the heart’
Nurturing’ this phenomenon’
We can carry you on our wings’ our wings
Through the dark
"lightning flashes of insight’
Into the mirth of a dark sky’
Pain of division is nothing’
Joy of dissolution is everything
Mother of creation wait’ embrace the souls of a lost world
Carry them away’
Darkness negative receptive’
Pour firmament between our waters
Separate the space
Mother of destruction wait with a belt of
Skulls strap me down
And send the ship away’
Progress with the process’ mine the souls
From their casts
Poor form and reshape
Portal sits deep within the eye’
The eye of yin’s severity’
Rewards understanding
Portal sits deep within the eye
The eye of yin’s severity’
Rewards understanding
Blackness consumes body comforts core of
Nothing...
Mother I can remember’ a vault of security’
Can you take me away’
Would you take me away’
Won’t you take me away
My soul simply wont bleed
Coal blackened walls surround my scene
Hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
And i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb
I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses i cound, you rip through from my mind
And take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy
Heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit
My acceptence sometimes disturbing
My appearence shows no sympathy
Me in this state of mind my balance off balance but i push through this dark
Time i lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck i need a handle in my life
I know that there is no esacape for me
This sweating i dont mind
Just fused with insanity
Dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck i need a handle in my life
...in my life
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
Hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
Emotions inside us, troubling.
The hatred inside us, escalating.
The sickness inside us, keeps you weak.
The masses inside of us suffering, they are bleeding.
The calling inside us, sick with greed.
The voices calling to us, deafening we're not listening.
Cannot receive the obvious,
Line up cattle and cut the neck,
Swat at the flies omit disgust.
The leaders inside us, posturing.
The pollution inside of us, suffocating me.
The science inside us, menacing.
The will that's inside of us, its dying end is coming.
Cannot receive the obvious,
Line up cattle and cut the neck,
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess.
cleanse the mess...cleanse the mess...
cleanse the mess...cleanse the mess.
Wash me off inside, wash me off inside
We're killing ourselves, we're killing ourselves,
we're killing ourselves, killers.
Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance,
Too late to save us from ourselves,
Callous minds against trust and confidence,
Too late to give a damn, now.
Too late too save us from ourselves, too late to make it all go away,
Too late to beg pardons from the mother, too late to give a damn.
Its too late to save us from ourselves,
Its too late to make it all go away,
Too late to beg pardons from the mother
Its too late to give a damn now we'll sit and wait
wait...wait....
Wait for the coming, of the end
Wait for the coming, the killing, the ending, the plight of man
Deserving, no mercy expelling by god's hand,
It's okay the ending it's over, no more pain.
No more pain...No more pain...
Emotion the hatred, the sickness, the calling.
Cannot receive the obvious,
Line up cattle and cut the neck,
Swat at the flies omit disgust
Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you
Guilty toys for your insides
Just plead and I'll conduct you
Believe in me, I'm the juice
Receive from me the hand of truth
In still your trust I'll take you there
I penetrate and run through
Feel it so warm
Branded forearm
Synthetic high that drains you
Accelerated poles
Blood rush through
Branded forearm
Mudvayne returned
Inner mutiny lost tranquility
Broken people fixed again plumbing christened with disorder
I took a spell to possess you
You embrace me for the high
Unfocused black swells as you die
Inner icon solicits sympathy
Depated being struggles so desperately
I'm so outside myself
Breathless body betrays my cry for help
Rest in earth,
Rest in peace Await re birth as i roll up my sleeve feel
Roll up my fucking sleeve
It so warm
Branded forearm
Masticate you as I cultivate through
You're life i loathe,
Motherfucker!
Scrambled being your impressions leaking
Sins been bastoned in you
Do what I do just to see through you
Your life is death now
Consequences been plowed under earth
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in,
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need,
My invisible enemies all my monkeys
Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me
away.
Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get
away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to
kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need
can't get free always got a grip on me
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance
Give it to me, give it to me
Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience
Don't want it need it come on right now
Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face
Help! They won't leave me alone
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back
If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it
back,
I'd take it back I'd take it all fuckin' back
Stay away stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep
There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation
obedience subservience leads to substance
Even if you want you can't stop
Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away,
With my love,
That's all she's ever needed, from me
It's my time, to mother,
One of my own in my life,
I am so alone, left with no one
In my life, I'm so alone
Life submissiveness,
Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his
mother,
At least that's what she said,
Life of a simple man,
Taught that everyone else is dirty,
And their love is meaningless,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy,
I'm just a soiled dirty boy,
Sheltered life innocence,
Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head,
Duality in my consciousness,
Caught in the war of hemispheres,
Between the love lost in my head,
Mommy do you still live inside of me,
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding,
Protected me my whole life from everything,
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine,
To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,
Deliver the remains from her womb of earth,
Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth,
Covert understanding of novice surgery,
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
For sickness I'm masticating,
Dancing and masturbating,
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face
If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick,
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick,
If I bathe myself in others blood
Blame mother for the sickness,
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading,
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face,
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself..
Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far
away,
Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is
meaningless
I'm so soiled
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen
behind the doors to a life sheltered in, less than zero in me all my walls
falling down pains aloft misery
I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments
went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness
walk from me everything systematically
Come on youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun
I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross
you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake
up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of
me your taunting I wake up
Come on youweretheone youweretheone,
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Tell me nOW!
Tell me nOW!
Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure
In me......calling......loser......man I'm the
Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me....
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside
of me,
Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside
of me,
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Come on
I know youweretheone youweretheone
Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision
Don't need you to tell me who to be
Don't need you to tell me what to be
Don't need you to tell me how to ascend
Lend me your children to borrow
I just need to send them away
Long eyes and tears of sorrow
I promise I'll keep them safe
So sorry it didn't work out
You believed the liar in me
My God, my love, my life
My world, my loss, my rage
Agnostic for the greater good
When the good things seem to be few and far between
Conscious loss of conscience
Packed the body on ice just to keep it numb
No feeling
Blame some things on the past
Threw away everything that I had
Unraveling for the last time
Stepping out of my skin cast in armor
The hate in me, feeling so empty
The guilt I swallow
Carve the line, skin the face
Stare through me
We'll leave you hollow, hollow
Assembly of the militant
What are you in our game?
Eradicate the power's law
Hope's a thing of the past
[Incomprehensible]
The hammer falls
The hate in me, feeling so empty
The guilt I swallow
Carve the line, skin the face
Stare through me
We'll leave you hollow
Wounded, having a loss of feeling
So dead my heart, my life has been ruined
Lost in an instant, saw red in my eyes
The hate in me, so consuming
The lives we swallow
To the front line, mirror's engaged
Scope's on me and leaves me hollow
Harvest children, harvest children
Harvest children, harvest children
Harvest children
My God, my love, my life
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
I don't mind going hungry, it's the shit that you feed
I don't mind being broken, lost my will to believe
I don't mind being left to waste, to rot
Mow me down like a weed, so what?
So I just don't fit, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't care, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't mind, it's who I wanna be
So I don't give a fuck, it's who I wanna be
I don't mind being tired when I can't fuckin' sleep
I don't mind being shattered living a tragedy
I don't mind being bored to death and broke
Another day to me, so what
Clean up, what?
Stand straight, so what ?
Face the front, what?
Now listen up, so what?
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' hustles, the same ol' way
Same ol' situation, same ol' days
I don't mind being abused, pain the the core of me
I don't mind being violent, born in me my disease
I don't mind being bullied and pushed down
Black my eyes, skin my knees, so what?
So I just don't fit, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't care, it's who I wanna be
So I just don't mind, it's who I wanna be
So I don't give a fuck, so what?
Get in line, what?
Stand up straight, so what?
Face the front, what?
Now listen up, so what?
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' hustles, the same ol' way
Same ol' situation, same ol' days
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
Always just the same ol' thing
I'm just a puzzle missin' all the pieces and
I don't care and I don't mind
Why would you care at all?
Don't fit, don't care, don't mind, don't give a fuck
In my face, in my way
In my business breaking me
All the time, every day
Every fuckin' second get away
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' problems, same ol' days
Same ol' story, same ol' games
Same ol' hustles, the same ol' way
Same ol' situation, same ol' days
What? So what?
What? So what?
What? So what?
When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
You incomplete me
You tune me into
Whitewash
Spoon fed
Brain dead
Sloth
I'd watch the paint dry before giving in
Black out
Stupor
Inferior
Insignificant
False stars above keep us sedated
Satellite
Astronaut
Spaceship
The Government
I'm overdosing on reality
Don't stop the feed
No don't touch the feed
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
Eliminate me you turn me into
Lifeless
Cliche'
Thoughtless
Unbelievable
So bored with my life
Entertained me with normal
Usual
Average
It's so typical
Artists traded in for the talentless
Spoiled kid
Wife swap
Tycoon
The has-beens
So entertaining it makes me sick
Don't stop the feed
Don't
No don't touch the feed
I don't wanna wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I'm so uninterested
So unamused
Disappointed in yourself
To be so consumed
I'm so uninterested
So unamused
Disappointed in yourself
To be so consumed
Buy nothing
Nothing
Buy nothing
Nothing
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Turn off the TV
I don't wanna be
Wanna wanna be
I don't want to be here
Wanna wanna be here so let's go
Turn off the radio
Patient,
Just as I am,
As always,
Watch the time go by,
Nothing left to pass by,
The minutes follow me,
Drunken little people,
Work away in me,
Why won't they leave me, leave me alone
When I don't even want me, want me
I have to, kill the words,
Before they, form my sentence,
The sentence that is me,
Judged by those that carry
The patient sits in cradled arms
That comfort me by strangling
Why won't they leave me, leave me alone
When I don't even want me,
The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual
Drive by our war ship...the hate driven envy
They have to kill the meal,
Before they can consume,
Consume my inner peace,
Without the understanding,
Trapped inside the works,
The hands are moving me
The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual
Drive by our war ship...the hate driven envy
Release me,
Let me go,
Why do they observe me?
There's nothing here to cure,
I can see the silhouettes,
That sit behind the mirror
I'm just like a clock upon the wall
Always moving, but never going anywhere
The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty, screaming
Staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual
Holy god man
Well wont you lend me insight
To your counterfeited tyranny
Mouth fulls of christian view
Tthou hath to be blind
Ends so plain to me
Out of body and beside myself
Sold out ministry
Holy god man
Hows wealth and the brood
Mislayed mind i'm in
From deceit that you induce
Descend to knees of lust
His holiness been brought
Imperils rise distinguished lies
God fall
All rise
Behold the heaven sent an angel to deprive
Your law
All lies
God fall
Baptized in dust is your soul
Holy god man
Im losing patience with you
Your sacreligious spellsin mind
Confusion walks in front of you
Your miracles have deceased
Unpretnetious family's plead
Please heal our boy
Save our boy
All the false things your preach
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me
Ever feel like dying,
Ever feel alone,
Ever feel like crying,
Lost child in a store,
Ever feel life pushing,
Shoving you away,
Ever feel like breaking down,
Funeral in the rain
Feel like slipping away,
Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that's full of rage,
Better believe it,
Stand in the closet and scream with me
A mind that's like a fire,
Driven by the pain,
Better believe it
Ever feel like lying,
Down inside a grave,
Listen to the eulogy,
A buyer of the hate,
Ever dance beside the devil,
Taste the barrel of a gauge,
Ever pull the trigger,
The light begins to fade,
Feel like slipping away
Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that’s full of rage,
Better believe it,
Stand in the closet and scream with me
A mind that’s like a fire,
Driven by the pain,
Better believe it
I've asked you for forgiveness,
I've asked you for your grace,
I've asked you for your blessing,
I've asked that I be saved,
Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that’s full of rage,
Better believe it,
Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that’s full of rage,
Better believe it,
Stand in the closet and scream with me
A mind that’s like a fire,
Driven by the pain,
Better believe it
Stand in the corner and scream with me,
A body full of empty,
A head that’s full of rage,
Better believe it
Driven by the pain,
The heart is beating but the soul has died
The body's breathing beneath catatonic eyes
The blood is flowing, set it free for demise
I've lost my balance, but god knows I've tried
I don't wanna be here anymore in scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me
Once was yours no more (no more)
An uphill battle I failed to climb
I left it all now and I don't mind
Betrayed and broken consumed by the lies
Farewell to you all, I'll be fine. Goodbye.
I don't wanna be here anymore in scarlet letters
Carved into what once was me
Once was yours no more
I don't wanna be here anymore the scarlet letter
Torn in two, a piece of me, the peace in you no more
Do you believe in loss?
Do you believe in faith?
Do you believe in death?
Now that I'm gone
Forsaken me, ashes to dust just let me lie
Lay me to rest, I've done my best but lost my sight
Turning my back, leave me alone let spirit rise
Knives in my back, all hope is lost
Say goodbye
I don't wanna be here anymore in Scarlet Letters
Got to do, what once was me, once was yours, no more
I dont want to be here anymore, I dont wanna be
here anymore the scarlet letters
Pack up my shit I’m on the road like Kerouac (whooo)
Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (down down)
People I've query I’m always on the move (get more)
Set it up pack it up giddy up giddy up, whooo!
I love it, whooo!
I hate it
Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go
Not a life, not a love
Not a motherfuckin' minute to spare (god damn)
3 65 24/7 on the move (hey)
Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there (now)
I’m living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I’m blowing it up like a high school game
I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I’ve found my home - I’m gone
When my worlds only gonna P to TM
We’ll be choppin' him dead inside, until I’m dead (yeah)
Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (god damn)
Gotta push it more and this way I am alone (hey)
I’m living' the life (whooo!)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I’m blowing it up like a high school game
I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I’ve found my home - I’m gone
This circus cycle family
If faces aren't so strange
Faces becoming more familiar
Day by day
Sharing becomes closer
Day by day
The world becomes our home
DAY - we'll turn up with nothing
NIGHT - but we'll be back sometime
DAY - if its ready I’m ready
NIGHT - I’ve lived a life today
DAY - I’m healing the bleeding
NIGHT - dead now to back alive
DAY - I’ve been through another
DAY - I’m living the life, yeah right
I know my place is on this road - I can't be sorry
Reflect on all the words that fell aside - my tragedy
I have followed my life and all the curves that it's thrown me
Now at least I know I’ve found my home
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
Your a mother piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothin'
....YOUR A MOTHER PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TONOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO NOTHIN'!!!
YOUR A FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT!
AND YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT!
Does your God come in a capsule to sedate you?
Tear the walls down, headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Bring the alien
Halcium and Morphine
5 Methoxy and Dimethyltryptamine
Psilocybin, Mescaline, Aspirin, Histamine
Brushite, Darvaset, Valium, Caffeine, Cannabis and LSD
Ayahuasca, Harmine
Give it all to me I want it
These are just a few
Of my favorite things
These are just a few
Of my favorite things
Trisolam and Zanex
Serotonin, M.D.M.A., Ibogaine, Dopeamine
Tetra hydro chloride, Atenolol, Amanita Muscaria
Boric oxide, Arrabinitol, Psilocin and Flamizine
Cylotec and Harmaline
Give it all to me I want it
Does your God come in a capsule to sedate you?
Tear the walls down, headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Bring the alien
Does your God come in a capsule to sedate you?
Tear the walls down, headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Kill the alien
Kill the alien
Kill your alien
Kill your alien
You can't kill me
I'm already dead
Inside my hole
Inside my head
We just beg for any way, to be sedated
It's all about escapin'
Numb to me
Body from this hell
I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving
I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding
I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping
I can feel them living, I can feel it
Consume, take in
Plunging, plumbing
Instruments prying
Aliens inside me
Tooling the machine
Intoxicating
Feel it unfolding
Riddles in me
(It's all about escaping)
We just beg for any way to get away
(Who do you bow down to?)
Does your God come in a capsule or on a plate?
(Trying to sedate you)
Swallow self and bring on the alien
(You tried to kill me)
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
[The Police cover]
There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
There's a flag pole rag and the wind won't stop
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain.
I've always hoped that you would end this reign,
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain...
There's a little black spot on the sun today
(That's my soul up there.)
It's the same old thing as yesterday
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a flag pole rag and the wind won't stop
(That's my soul up there.)
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain.
I've always hoped that you would end this reign,
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain...
There's a fossil trapped in a high cliff wall
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a blue whale beached by a springtime's ebb
(That's my soul up there.)
There's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web
(That's my soul up there.)
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain.
I've always hoped that you would end this reign,
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain
There's a king on his throne with his eyes torn out
There's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt
There's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
There's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread
King of pain
There's a red fox torn by a huntsman's pack
That's my soul up there.
There's a black-winged gull with a broken back
That's my soul up there.
There's a little black spot on the sun today.
It's the same old shit as yesterday,
(Yes every day.)
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain.
I've always hoped that you would end this reign,
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain...
King of pain (x3)
Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me
I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)
Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)
Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless
Come play, come play
KILL me whore
Just be, just be
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
My legs are weary but I still walk
My hands are sown and broken but I still clutch
My heart is jaded but I still love
My cup is empty but I still pour
All I ever want to be, all I ever needed to be
was whatever you wanted me to
But you took that from me,yeah
I was never enough for you
I should have known, I should've known
I was never enough for you
Dont waste my time, dont waste my
I lost the feeling but I still touch
I stopped believing but I still trust
All I ever want to be, all I ever needed be
was whatever you wanted me to
But you took that from me, yeah
I was never enough for you
I should have known, I should've known
I was never enough for you
Dont waste my time
All these questions asking why
I'll just close my eyes
(my eyes)
All these people asking why
I'll just waive goodbye
(goodbye)
Time pushin' forward, Im sick and tired
Need a little shelter
Drag the glass across my eyes
Cut me open, cut me wide
Bleed me for the winner
Just tear it away
I was never enough for you
I should have known, I should've known
I was never enough for you
Dont waste my time
I was never enough for you
What we're you thinking?
What was going on inside your head?
Tell me we're you drinking?
Or just plain insane?
How we're you feeling?
With another couple thousand dead
Or we're you lying?
Just playing games
Placing your bets
Russian roulette
Well on your way
To ending our days
You'll leave us all behind
Broken with precision
Blind leading the blind
Have it your way
You've left us all behind
Riddled with deception
Pepper us with lime
Have it your way
Was it for your father?
Did you get a little pat on the head?
That's the way to go boy
Clean up his mess
Placing your bet
Russian roulette
Your on your way
To ending our days
You'll leave us all behind
Broken with precision
Blind leading the blind
Have it your way
You've left us all behind
Riddled with deception
Pepper us with lime
Have it your way
Welcome to the new way
The New World Order part 2
But I'll be damned if they
would ever die for you
The world is crashing down
All around us, all around you
The world is falling down
Have it your way, we have nothing to say
You'll leave us all behind
Broken with precision
Blind leading the blind
Have it your way
You've left us all behind
Riddled with deception
Pepper us with lime
Have it your way
Bombs, bullets and blood
The things that we don't see
The things that we can't touch
Nightmare's a reality
The things that we don't see
On the t.v.
Pledge your allegiance
to the bombs, bullets and blood
Pledge your allegiance
Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
A second of your time and an inch of my own space
Silence
Quiet
Need a little peace of mind
After all this
After all that you do
Shut it up
Zip it
I need a little time to think
Without all this
Without all that you do
Keep it
Don't want it
Think I'll just go away
Away from here
From you
Time out
Walk it off
Think I need to throw a flag
Just a little break from the games that you play
Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
All I want from all of you
Just a few seconds away
Away from this
It's neverending
Just a few seconds away
A second of your time and an inch of my own space
Beat it up
Whip it out
Top it with a little scream
All that you are
For all that you do
Crush it all
Kill it
Calling out my enemy
Don't want anything
I want nothing from you
Dry it up
Baby
Turn around and walk away
Cry your tears
Pussy
Lift it up
Destroy it
Build it up to tear it down
All the little things that make me run away
Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
All I want from all of you
Just a few seconds away
Away from this
It's neverending
Just a few seconds away
Just a second of your time and an inch of my own space
Stop talking
Stop bothering me
Just walk away
I've had enough today
I have a life too
I've had enough of you
Feel like screaming
So go the fuck away
Go away
Go away
Go away
Go away
Just a few seconds away from everyone
From everything
Just a few seconds away
All I want from all of you
Just a few seconds away
Away from this
It's neverending
Just a few seconds away
I am the plague, I am the rot
I am the bitterness.
I am the war, I am the death,
I am the crucifix.
I am the sacrifice at the end,
I am the fall of man.
I am apocalypse, I'm the debt list,
I'm your last breathe.
I am sin.
I am dancin'.
/chorus/
I can't wait until it's over.
All done and gone.
I can't wait to lose it all, fuck it all.
Fuck you all. There's nothing left anyway.
They say that dead men don't pull triggers,
well prove 'em wrong.
I am catastraphe, I'm conflict,
I am warfare.
I am fatality, I am the wound that's in your head.
I am the dark, I am the fear,
I am the orphan lamb.
I am anxiety, I am the grave,
I am nothingness.
I am hate. I am lost faith.
/chorus/
I'M EMPTY!
Holy, god man,
Well wont you lend me insight,
To your counterfeited tyranny,
Mouth full of Christian view,
(voice two)
Thou hath to be blind,
Ends so plain to me,
Out of body and beside myself,
Sold out ministry,
Holy, god man,
Hows wealth and the brood?
Mislayed mind I'm in,
From deceit that you induce,
(voice two)
Descend to knees of lust,
His holiness been brought,
Imperils rise distinguished lies,
God fall,
All rise,
Behold the heaven sent an angel to deprive,
Your law,
All lies,
God fall,
Baptized in dust is your soul,
Holy, god man,
I'm losing patience with you,
Your sacrilegious spells in mind,
Confusion walks in front of you,
(voice two)
Your miracles have deceased,
Unpretentious family's plead,
Please heal our boy,
Save our boy,
All the false things your preach,
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me,
All the false things your preach,
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me,
All the false things your preach,
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me,
All the false things your preach,
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me,
What goes around comes back to you,
What goes around comes back to you,
What goes around comes back to you,
What goes around comes back to you,
What goes around comes back to you,
What goes around comes back to you,