❝ boy your eyes betray what burns inside you. ❞ AHAHAH FUCK EVERYTHING FUCKING FUCK MY EMOTIONS. I hate everything about this fandom in a way that makes me crave it like air. Each ship has its own fucking unique perfect complex dynamic and they all break me really bad. Okay so like I used a bit of AAE in this, that claw curling up at 0:21 I animated that in AAE in a one-time maneuver. I tried to repeat the experiment and AAE really fucked up and I rashly quit it. SO THAT IS MY ONE AND ONLY AE LEGACY. Everything else is FCP X. Oh except for that tinnnny little section from like 0:53-0:55 that was edited by wanderluft (Tiara) 'cuz thats what happens when we send each other preivews or something. So this is like 2% a collab. Is that even legal. IDK. YOLO. TYBBY. IT LOOKS AMAZING. *bows* This has a like bird theme and i DONT EVEN KNOW BUT UHHH THE BRIDS ARE FREE LIKE THE CHARACTERS AREN'T OR SOMETHING TROLOl ok fuck this entire fandom. I put the upside down cross on Bertholdt because it's the symbol of unholiness and martyrdom and like well self explanatory *cries over bert* sakjf;alskjdfa;lksjfa;lskdjf;lskjdfl;ksjdf SOME OF YOU GUYS SAW ME LIVESTREAM EDITING THIS EXCEPT I DIDNT GET MUCH EDITING DONE AND LIKE I JUST RAMBLED TO YOU ABOUT SNK AND SHIT. BUT SHOUTOUT TO YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE WHO JOINED ME AND MADE ME LAUGH. THANK YOU. IT WAS FUN. [spoilers here proceed with caution] LIKE WTF REINER SEPARATING HIMSELF INTO SOLDIER AND WARRIOR AND THEN BERTHOLDT BEING CONCERNED FOR HIM WHAT THE FUCK SNK. WHY YOU BREAK ME SO.SPLIT PERSONALITIES WHY fuck. idek what to say. everything just hurts so bad. *gross sobbing* and dichotomy is like the difference between two things of opposite natures. so like pretty fitting *sobs more* a;kfjd fTHIS FUCKING SHOW IM SO DONE AS MY FRIEND /KINDLY/ POINTED OUT BERTHOLDT IS SO CUTE AND AWKWARDLY ADORABLE AND THEN HE /IS/ THE DARK SIDE OF HUMANITY. YEAH LET THAT FUCKING SINK IN. Complimentary tissues included. Limited supply only. D E D I C A T E D. TO MY BUDDY EMMA. FOR SUGGESTING THE IDEA WHEN I TOLD HER TO GIVE ME A THING TO EDIT AND ITS TOTALLY AMAZING. TYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Emma: you knpw the recon bell that means they're coming home the use of it there Kai: shhh SHHH Emma: as bertholdt is asking Kai: shhhhh Emma: reiner to return to himself Kai: FUCK YOU SAD YET??!?!?!?!?! IM SAD. Also this song is fucking creepy with its noises I LURV ITTTT. OKAY ON A SIDE NOTE. HAVE YOU GUYS LEGITIMATELY LISTENED TO RELUCTANT HEROES FROM THE SNK OST. BECAUSE OKAY YEAH. IT'S ALL EPIC AND YOU KNOW BADASS. EREN AND LEVI'S THEME WHEN THEY COME IN AND BOSS SHIT UP AND STUFF. AND SOME LYRICS ABOUT NIGHTMARES AND NOT WANTING TO DIE TOO FAST RIGHT. OKAY. WELL LET'S INSPECT THIS CLOSER. Here are the lyrics: http://erruuu.blogspot.ca/2013/06/lyric-reluctant-heroes-shingeki-no.html It contains such a STRONG REINCARNATION MESSAGE? LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I NEVER NOTICED THIS BEFORE AND THEN IT HIT ME AT 2 AM AND I STARTED CRYING A LITTLE BIT OKAY. Like okay. "It was like a nightmare It's painful for me" and then "Now it's strange for me I could see your face I could hear your voice" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IT'S LIKE EREN OR LEVI DIED AND THEN EVENTUALLY BOTH WERE REINCARNATED AND THEY FOUND EACH OTHER AGAIN AND THEY STILL HAVE THEIR FUCKING MEMORIES AS DREAMS/? ? FALKSJDF IM SO FUCKING DONE OKAY AND THEN ITS LIKE "Remember the day we met It's painful for me" "Don't you know? Forgotten is the life we led The peaceful times have made us blind" Nnggndklsjfdsf "But you left the wall Out side the gate" ?!??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JEISoJFKDSJFLSKJDF:OSJKJDSFj someone send help bc i can't anymore. EVERYTIME I LISTEN TO THE SONG NOW I GET A LITTLE WATERY EYED. "Remember a day we dreamt It's painful for me I could see your face I could hear your voice" ILL JUST BE OVER HERE CRYING OR SOMETHING. "It's time after time Once again I'm hiding in my room The peaceful times have made us blind so you can't fly if you never try You told me,,,Oh, long ago" FUCK. IM SO DONE. I NEED TO STOP. WHAT IS LIFE. okay and then it gets worse because I have a fucking piano version of this song and its like so fucking bittersweet and its like eren and levi reincarnated seeing each other for the first time in the street and its raining or something and they both recognize and remember each other and its like "i finally found you" and like shit im so done. im going to shut up. for real. im going to bed. or not. but whatever. : (((((( also i start uni on tuesday why. why. whyy. why. whyyyy. All details are in the beginning. All art belongs to its respective artists.

• published: 30 Aug 2013
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