Paint
Me in your own way
Colour my eyes
See what feelings I hide
No-one knows why
No one can forgive
Second thought
Why do I care?
I'll hide from subtleties while
I try to face my kind
And you call this feeling
It's not enough
Come again another day
Now that my world feels at least
I'll follow you home
Wake me with a bottle 'cross the head
I'll sleep 'til it's over and I'm sober again
Safe
Well I don't feel so safe here
Imagine that everything's affected by a cause
In this game you call luck
(There's nowhere to go)
Well I don't feel so lucky, no
(Lie to yourself)
And just when I think I've worked it out
These pieces move and I'm back to the start
Wake me with a bottle 'cross the head
I'll sleep 'til it's over and I'm sober again
It's nothing that you'd understand
I promised you maybe
Always
Do you think it matters?
(Here I will stand)
Do you think at all?
(Here I will fall)
Do we complicate it?
(Organised recovery)
Do we know it all?
(I'll always go)
I don't want to
(Here I will stand)
I just have to
(Here I will fall)
I don't need it
(Organised recovery)
I just want it
(I'll always go)
And lay this troubled sinner
With a gun in your hand
Now you live for no-one
Knowing what you held in your arm
Wasted promise
Set in stone and blood
Hold your promise
Calm down now baby
The end of the journey’s in sight
You’ve travelled so far love
Now all of the stars are aligned
Say goodbye (I don’t want to)
Don’t you fight (I don’t want to)
Leaving your life’s no easy ride
All the grief you gave
All the love you made
All your yesterdays
Everything you were
Will fade
This is the only way
All the things you thought
you came here for
Everything you thought
you knew for sure
No meandering
No more wondering
Everything is true
All the things you thought you had to say
Everyone you left along the way
So you gather how
Nothing matters now that your time is through
See what I get
When the medicine wears off
You're moving fast
Try a little, see if I can make
The moment last
You'll burn the night up like a star
You'll break this heart, you know
When you're coming 'round, you're
Taken by wonder of it all
Where are you now?
Longing for the state of mind
Oh, I remember why we started blocking all we said
See what I get
When the medicine wears off
See what I get
Ask a question
Are the answers loaded like this one?
You better pull yourself along
Time is precious and you must act
This isn't inevitable
I still stand
I won't get back in my cell
I will not let a saviour define my freedom
I'm going out now
No-one is gonna save us from this
We should have known better not to taste this wine we
swallow
For all and more, we set our recourse for tomorrow
Now we could mend, we will awake this snake and follow
Shatter the hourglass and what do you see
Memories like grains of sand are blowing away
Is this who you are? A product of fear
The shell of a man who lost his innocence
Hold your nerve
Keep your focus
There's something peculiar about the way you pay to
save your soul
You forfeit your dream
Just let it go
We should have known better not to drink this wine we
swallow
For all and more, we set our recourse for tomorrow
Now here we stand, we will embrace it or be defiant
For the moment, taken by these chemicals you can't
control
Ask the question
Ask the question
Ask the question
We should have known better not to drink this wine we
swallow
For all and more, we set our recourse for tomorrow
Now we could mend, we will embrace it or be defiant
Silent moment, induced by these chemicals you can't
control
(Where's your God?
Where's your God at? Alone)
(Where's your God?
Where's your God at? Alone)
(Where's your God?
Where's your God at? Alone)
(Where's your God?
Is it possible to know if I'm telling a lie?
It's treading with a piece
A piece that I can not hide
It's running with a smile
It's better than the last time that I tried
So sing it with your soul
It's coming and it's never late
when I come home
Egotistical, Egotistical, Ego Fall
Egotistical, Egotistical, Ego Fall Below
Egotistical, we know, we know, we know
Is it possible to know if I'm dead or alive?
It's treading with a piece, a piece that I can not hide
It's running with a smile
It's better than the last time that I tried
So sing it without soul
And it's coming it's never late
when I come home
Leave no light on for me
Leave no light on, this war, it rages in me
Leave no light on, this war, it rages in me
Leave no light on, this war, I fear it won't end
Leave no light on, this war, rages
It's running with a smile
It's better than the last time that I tried
So sing it with your soul
And it's coming it's never late
when I
It's running with a smile
It's better than the last time that I tried
So sing it with your soul
And it's coming it's never late
when I come home
Don't stand so close
Don't stand so close
Don't stand so close
It's just some more of the same
Same...(echo)
Say man into the mind, the place that you know
The feelings so fast, your stripped to the bone
Taken the time to learn what's within
The feelings so fast, I can't give in
Listen to me i'll tell you a song
Within your vowels are stripped to the bone
Taking the time to learn whats at heart
I've given it up, I'm giving you a chance
Its just some more of the same, you
It's just some more of a shame
Just give me someone to blame, you
Say let's have some more
Same...(echo)
Say man into the mind, the place that you know
The feelings so fast, your stripped to the bone
Taken the time to learn what you know
The feelings so fast, I can't let go
Listen to me I'll tell you a song
Within your vowels are stripped to the bone
Taking the time to learn whats within
I've given it up, I'm giving you a name
It's just some more of the same, you
It's just some more of a shame
Just give me someone to blame, you
Say let's have some more
Say whats on in your mind, just to fake it away
Just to show I'm inside, just to turn up today
So you laugh and you learn, yeh you take what you take
Up and down in this world, rip it up in vain
I'm listening as you fall, I'm running away from you,
yes I am
I see that stare in your own fly, I see that stare in
your own eye
A message left for you
Yes I am the thats gonna let you go
Yes I am the thats gonna let me go
Yes I am the thats gonna let you go
Yes I am the thats coming back for you
This is why I'm here with what I have to say
This is why I'm here with what I have to say
This is why i'm here for you
I'm high above the world
Why should I feel pain
Or feel alone
To be protected like a simple boy
If I choose to let you down
Begin to know
You're free to go
You're free to go
I will fight until there's nothing left
Cross the world together from this sinking ship
Or drown alone
Off the coast
Facing nothingness
Drawn to feel the emptiness
Oh help me now
Describe the scene
You're free to go
(We'll face these things some other day)
You're free to go
(I won't leave you you're not ok)
You're free to go
(We'll face these things some other day)
You're free to go
(I won't leave you you're not ok)
Simple boy, stay here
Simple boy, don't wander
Simple boy, you're safe here
Simple boy, simple boy
So when did we lose the plot
Were running against the clock
Don't hesitate
Or you will never know
Simple boy, you're free to go
Don't wander, you're free to go
Simple boy, you're free to go
You're safe here, you're free to go
You're free to go
You're free to go
My simple boy, my simple boy
I don't know what's wrong but I'm on fire,
it seers through my hands, leaving skin on the wire
Awake in this womb with a crown sting in my self
When I listen, the same cry plays on.
We're slaves
In this medicated cage
make a decision to face this - change.
The rules they don't explain
So why do we obey?
Politics, religion, your vision's the same
You played us, as both a cancer and a cure
Which reminds me that it's just a game
You're alibi - a sales pitch
Your pretty boy, pretty face dolled up again
A star for us to adore
And you man you've got to be more
Cause this effects all.
It's nice to know you're with us today
I've seen you in the fall along the way.
I spit in the mouth of your god
who whispers in the minds of our children
You've been sold again.
Set fire to the hive as you flee
It's fiction, a faceless illusion
You've been had again.
You swing this wrecking ball
A violent pendulum
to hypnotise them all.
The writing on the wall,
That we keep missing
A structure built to fall
Still we all obey.
It's nice to know you're with us today
I've seen you in the fog along the way.
I spit in the mouth of your god
who whispers in the minds of our children
You've been sold again
Set fire to the hive as you flee
It's fiction, a faceless illusion
You've been had again.
There's no second chances here
There's no second chances here
How did they find me?
How did they know?
This misconception of fate,
I'm about to let go.
Awake in a new light, I'm alone in this room
Heavy at heart, it may be a lie
You will not see me
It's a new day
(Why did they follow me home?)
It's a new day
One more step
It's here waiting for you
Now go slow, take your time
Leave no mark
You lost your way
I hope you're watching me
One more step
It's here waiting for you
Now go slow, take your time
Subtle breakdown, for the one so free
You lost your way
No one held you back from me
How do you all speak with a lying tongue?
How do we all sleep with a dying sun?
Sit down, lighten your load
This storm is coming, you should've stayed home
But I feel warm
Hey, let's get lost in a crowd while searching for
something worth holding
Hey let's get lost in a crowd
I'll show you so much more, much more
So much more, so much more
Are we waiting for a saviour?
Someone to heal this or erase us.
How did they find me?
How did they know?
This misconception of fate, I'm about to let go.
Awake in a new light, I'm alone in this room.
Heavy at heart, it may be a lie
You will not see me
It's a new day
It's a new day
It's a new day
Are we waiting for a saviour?
I'm so sick of waiting
I've been waiting my whole life
This is a new day
This is a new day
Don't listen
Don't even hear a sound they make, it breaks you
Unspoken
Words that taunt you when you listen
Forgotten
Words that haunt you while you're sleeping
You seem afraid, don't be alarmed
It's only the face of things to come
Servant to the sun, we are beings, we become as one
Lighting every cell, every shape we will never form
And is it relevant?
Our fears, our faults
As foolish as it sounds
So lead us on (Only one way left)
Through the world of false promise
It's one thing to be forgiven (Only one way left)
Only you could learn how to let it go
So we are
Servant to the sun, let us see, we are still as one
Here lie my fault
I'd give up everything
To see what you see
And dream on
Why can't we dream on?
Don't listen
Don't even hear a sound they make, it breaks you
These words won't help
To save you
Servant to the sun, we are beings, we become as one
Lighting every cell, every shape we will never form
These words won't help
To save you
Servants of the sun, let us see, we are still as one
You seem afraid, don't be alarmed
For what it's worth, I feel it slip away, I've become
immune... woke up in a daze... show me what you
mean.....
take away from me... everything I have...
everything I need... suck me dry.
You don't come, you don't write, you listen...
I'm a messenger sent and I know it's in my head,
my mind's wasted.
For the last time please pull me under,
I can take anything and I know it's my.... It's rising.
So now it seems that you push me away,
further than I've been..... but not too far to stay,
here where I belong.... where my soul can rest...
I need time to heal.... I need time to see...
You've sucked me dry.
You don't come, you don't write, you don't listen,
I'm a messenger sent and I know it's in my head,
my mind's wasted.
For the last time please pull me under,
I can take anything and I know it's my.... It's rising.
And so you emerge.... like a butterfly....
but so dangerously are you.....BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT, DROWN
ME IN THE SHADOWS WON'T YOU???!?
YOU WALK AWAY, I LOOK AWAY.
Lift me up I want to see,
then drag me down from everything,
In this I cannot see the end,
and I will only be your friend???!?!!?
TEARS DROP AND MY EYES CLOSE.
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM?
YOU'RE THE PROBLEM NOW.
You don't come, you don't write, you don't listen,
I'm a messenger sent and I know it's in my head,
my mind's wasted.
You don't come, you don't write, you don't listen,
I'm a messenger sent and I know it's in my head,
my mind's wasted.
For the last time please pull me under,
I want you
I've seen your ways
Show yourself
Better than what you make believe
All I hear
Is the sound of sleep
Deafening
Comfort in the arms of sweet dreams
Now, this won't take long
We'll rise up again
And rewrite these wrongs
I won't do it
I've rushed you
Patiently
Guarding the life that you deceived
I've crawled for you
Or so they say
We rise to it
Fall again into the same dream
You won't have to wait long
They'll show up again
Make way for the fall
Wake up
There's blood in your sweat when you wake up
Cower, bloodsucking liar
Who you gonna call when you wake up?
See now
What you gonna see when you wake up?
Beg, you little fucking liar
Your head on this chopping board
If this is entertaining
I hope you enjoy the view
Wide awake
And still asleep
I'm failing this riddle in my head, I
I'm failing to get it
Can you say?
Honestly?
Wide awake
And still asleep
Don't leave this too long
(It won't take long)
Tomorrow will come
(Hang around)
You won't have to wait long
(We'll rise up again)
It's your day in the sun
They've shown up again
They've shown up again
They've shown up again
They've shown up again
Please wake up!!
Down with the heavy drift feel the undertow,
And then the pulling away from something you hold,
All this shit has gotta stop,
All poppin off inside my brain!
Watch again and you will see to,
I’m taking back what’s mine and yours,
What you can and you deny
This pain is instinct.
No stepping back,
no stepping back,
no stepping back in the real world.
C’mon bring it back,
C’mon then give it back,
No takin back in the real world.
Tell me that you’re pleased to jump
I’m the lyrical wizard, ripping up this pad.
What you say is nothing meaning
I’m the cop, the saint, the primate
I’m illicit to come and change you
But you take it, but you won’t break this pain
But what you can and you deny
The pain is instinct
No stepping back,
Your stepping back,
Your stepping back in the real world
C’mon and give it back,
Just bring it back,
You’re stepping back in the real world.
I’m the only, yes the only
I’m the only taste for your cruel mouth
I’m the only, yes the only
I’m the only taste for your cruel mouth
For reach I stay inside
Would you walk away, don’t hide
To reach I stay inside
But now I’m feeling you
I don’t come around, anymore because of you.
Mama tell me why I’ve been, upset to this point in.
Mama tell me why, Mama tell me why,
Mama tell me why, Mama tell me why,
Swear you!
Somebody yell, where there’s problem I know it’s true
So you lie and I stare, who gave you my space in?
I don’t need this shit it’s not alright,
When you walk away and you find,
I don’t need this shit it’s not alright,
When you walk away, yes you walk away yeah.
Tell em all not to get inside.
You are always gonna be in my constant sight
You are always gonna be in my constant sight
You are always gonna be in my constant sight.
Changing the tone
Changing my mind
Changing the weather
I feel it at first
A blow from the dark
Take it for better
Still I remind myself
How I define myself
Blacker the bruise
Coming up clear
Vow to get better
Blessed with a curse
Hoping not far
The deeper, the better
I needed
I needed to know
I needed
I needed to know, why
Oh no
This can't be happening
Oh no
This can't be happening
Hate
Is a door
A fever burning for more
A red light
In your mind
That I feed on
You must've been so surprised to see
That you were staring back at me
Caught in a web, now
Out on your own
You've got nothing to stay for
Or so you keep saying
This year it's coming
And guess what we're running from
Too late for running
The stitches are coming undone
Grab your belongings
The exit is near
Making your way through
Indecisiveness
I needed
I needed to know
I needed
I needed to know, why
Oh no
This can't be happening
Oh no
This can't be happening
This myth is meant to die
You're coming blind in this madness
I'll bide all of my time for your love
Come on, crooked man you'll die
Like excuses pouring out a child
Sing: "S.O.S. you saint"
But make room for laughter
No man tried here
This water's dark and cold
God's not where you hoped
In this moment come and gone
It's too late, mayday
Call out: "Mayday!"
While I'm still alive
Hey, no matter
I don't want this to end
I don't want this to end
I don't want this to end
I don't think this will end well
There goes my love again
No-one's
Coming now
Out on my own again
Fading face
Broken frown
I guess I'm fucked up again
No-one
Will find out
Stare at your feet again
Don't say
You don't know
This water's dark and cold
God's not where you hoped
In this moment come and gone
It's time we all moved on
It's time we all moved on
It's time we all moved on
Away!!!
Still I remind myself
How I define myself
Still I remind myself
(I needed to know)
How I define myself
(I needed to know)
I needed to know
I needed
I needed to know
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
["Change (Part 1)" (Re-recorded)]
So if you like the sound of
The glass that breaks against the wall
I'd trade it all for several
Pieces of your anger
I am the interest of your heart
Say: "This would wash away"
I'm climbing this rope, I feel God
Would I care to stare you down?
What's on your mind i dare to ask
The feeling within we try to mask
Broken again, the stars
Those steel pins, they part
Now you realize what just passed you by
You want some?
Even now I pray for you
It's so soft and safe
And life regains
The gift they took from you
Say too late, I've become what i most fear
To change could make my view seem so clear
The pain
Why you wanna step through me
What will go out, she'll see
Nothin left here but the replica
The replica exists here
Say too late, I've become what i most fear
To change could make my view seem so clear
The pain
Why you wanna step through me
What will go out, she'll see
Nothin left here but the replica
The replica exists here
Stop heading coz your never gona touch me
Stop heading coz your never gona touch this
Stop heading coz your never gona touch me
Stop heading coz your never see...
He'll see, reality escapes
From what I've found
This is not for me to say
Go your way, find yourself
Go your way, let this be my shelf
So come taste this
Now come taste it
So come taste this
Now come taste it
So come taste this
Now come taste this
So come taste this
Now come taste this
Hey...
Who am I to stand here before
Who am I to stand here before
A question that raised
You better just answer
You think you fast, you think your better
Who am I to stand alone
Who am I to stand alone
Their all burning, take control
I want it back, the life you stole
The pain
Why you wanna step through me
What will go out, she'll see
Nothin left here but the replica
The replica exists here
Stop heading coz your never gonna touch me
Stop heading coz your never gonna touch this
Stop heading coz your never gonna touch me
Stop heading coz your never see...
He'll see, reality escapes
From what I've found
This is not for me to say
Go your way, find yourself
Are you willing to choose what I have in my mind?
Say it loud, with a voice of no reason in mind
I suppose this question will be answered
And I suppose the answers are here to save us
Have you heard have you listened lately?
Single word, single vowel, yet nothing frustrates me
Now I don't think you like me now
Now I don't think you like me now
Have you heard, its a silent dream
It chooses the weather, of your soul stream
So drop me down, let me feel this either way
Face me inside, with a broken view,
A broken heart, disappear
Now I don't think you like me now
Now I don't think you're like me now
Hold it, Hold it
I won't leave you
Now hold it down, please
Ahhh ohhh, ahhh ohhh
Sing alone, sing aloud, to be alive, its so good to
feel you near
Swim alone, live a dream, see me drown,
All this in apathy
Be still for a moment
So you can face this world, you face it all for a moment
So you can face this world, you face this world
Hold it, Hold it
I won't leave you
This is my sense of reality
This is proof of my coming of age
This is truth in captivity
This is loosing a theology, I
I'm a soul taker
I'm a cruel, witted mind
This is my sense of reality
This is proof of my coming of age
I'm a soul taker
I'm a cruel witted mind
Are you with me?
Are you of my mind?
Are you with me?
Are you of my mind?
Waking, falling, free of gravity
We just severed these umbilical wires
This is more than just affinity
We're moving further through an endless desire
I'm a soul taker
I'm a cruel witted mind
Come again, I feel a breakdown
Let's go higher
This is the sound of your
Reason to wake
Have we forgotten now?
Can we relate?
It's backwards, it makes no sense
So real that we can't pretend
It's backwards, it makes no sense
It's harder to just pretend
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
Are you with me?
(Can we relate?)
Are you of my mind?
Are you with me?
(Can we relate?)
Are you off my mind?
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
Of all I know
Say it once more
Say it again
That this is the end
You want to chase, this rabbit down a hole
You start to slide and lose grip of control
Make haste, it's time, to ruin or reward
You say give in then you beg for more
You'll bury this, slow down
It's all this system breeds
You'll bury this, slow down, it's time to make amends
Save your eyes for this place where I define you
Myth or desire
When it's true love you held dear, feel it rising
So cut me, to size, I'm losing shape through all this
You call me sublime
You know that's such a waste of energy.
Will I change, your mind if I could show you my way?
A black stain on your heart
You know that's not what i wanna see.
You'll bury this, slow down, it's time to make amends
(always in vain now)
Save your eyes for this place where I define you
Myth or desire
When it's true love, you held dear, fear your horizons
You want to chase, this rabbit down a hole
You start to slide and lose grip of control
Make haste, it's time to ruin or reward
You say give in and then you beg for more
You'll bury this, slow down, it's time to make amends
I crave you
Set your eyes on this place where I define you
Myth or desire
When it's true love, you feel
Save your eyes for, this place where I define you
Myth or desire
When it's true love you feel here.
So if you like the sound of
The glass that breaks against the wall
I'd trade it all for several
Pieces of your anger
I am the interest of your heart
Say this will wash away
I'm climbing this rope I feel God
Would you care to stare me down
Leave me alone
I'm seething
I search for the truth and love in your eyes
Help me to feel I'm needed
I search for the truth to find you mine
Bust myself back into pieces,
I pull at the seam as you start to tear
Lead myself back to my coma shell
No better face left to bare
I see more than you
And I feel more than you
Your spinning me out
It's a better room now, it's a better place
I would beg you to scream at me
The voices cry, the fashion mould
They want the truth, not what it seems
Bust myself back into pieces,
I pull at the seam as you start to tear
Lead myself back to my coma shell
No better face left to bare
I see more than you
And I feel more than you
Your spinning me out
Speak to me now
With guided tongue
See through me now
Look what you've done
I see more than you
And I feel more than you
Scrape me from the ceiling
These suckers want more
I feel the pressure belonging to all
Put fear in to my mind
I'm open to everything
I feel the strength of you
Give me this feeling I need yeah
It's a better room now, it's a better place
I'm touching you and tearing back
And dreaming of your life
I wanted to be hurting
Shallow eyes
Not to mention I'm falling, dreaming
What is wrong with silencing my thoughts?
You were there,
And you weren't designed for what they're selling
Slow down, take time, let it heal
Hide your face from mine
I'd follow you entwined
My bleeding eyes are sewn blind
Fade away, if you reach this in two minds
Not to mention I'm dreaming, falling short
Sell me away that this is real
Saving me, settle down, and I will fall upon thee
In this happiness I'm so damn lonely
Slow down, take time, let it heal
Hide your face from mine
Slow down, take time, let it heal
Hide your face from mine
It's too late to find, body and mind,
Another reason holds you there,
Spit it out, cause I feel this love has gone astray
Darling you'll have to promise me that you won't turn
around
Just as well I'm burning down
Run within us, run with spite
Set your eyes upon it
With you agrieved, I see through your eyes, I need
I will not be the fallen
From this moses basket
I should have felt something
I should have done something, after I fall
Will you be there?
Run within us, run with sight
Set your eyes upon it
So breathe in silently, fade all colour from my skin
To reflect from within
From this moses basket
I should have felt something
I should have done something, after I fall
Will you be there?
Shall I free it
Shall I be it?
Sometimes I miss you
I feel it
Reflect from within
So come down, breathe in, die slow
I should have felt something in my own mind
I should have felt something
So come down, see them die slow
In the end it will surely break you
Show me power and I'll show you being
In the end it all amounts to nothing
Step in this room where I wanna be
Surely you mean this something
You're bringing me down to a silent breath
when it's the truth that I wanna see
Search myself for the reason
The ever loving greed
I am put off slighty
So what am I to see.. oh my love
In the sensory serenity
So pull the pin inside
Baby let it ride
Never knowin' I'm the next to see
With the fire sign
Never make it mine
Never knowin' I'm the next to be
I am learning slowly
So what am I to see
Every twist and turning
Through my hypocrisy
It's so good to see
This world is alive
It's so good to see
This world is a lie
Like a knot it binds, suffocating minds
Never knowing, I'm in the next to see
With the fire sign
Never make it mine
Never knowin' I'm the next to bleed
I am learning slowly
So what am I to see
Every twist and turning
Through my hypocrisy
Search myself for the reason
Forever loving greed
I am bored of silence
So what am I to see?
It's so good to see
This world is alive
It's so good to see
This world is a lie
Lie awake, still, as I try to breathe
Surely you mean this is something
You're bringing me down to a silent breath
and it's the truth that I wanna see
In the sensory, serenity
could it be, that I'm the next to see?
In the sensory, serenity
could it be, that I'm the next to see?
In the sensory, serenity
could it be, that I'm the next to see?
In the sensory, serenity
could it be, that I'm in ecstasy
It's so good to see
This world is alive
It's so good to see
This world isn't mine
It's So good to see
This world I'm in loves me..
You relate through just the bloodline
When i can never take anything that you give
Always wanting to relate through me
I go watch you slowly slip away
You're wanting to put your trust in
When I can feel this remedy kickin on
Just to taste it, just to want it
And I can say it's not my fault
Say it's alright
When i'm coming down
Not again it's so lifelike
Come make it alright
When I'm coming down
Not again I'm fragile
Would you choose me or just abuse me?
When I can never take anything that you give
Always wanting to relate through me
I go watch you slowly slip away
You're wanting to put your trust in
When I can see this remedy kickin on
Just to taste it, just to want it
And I can me say it's not my fault
Say it's alright
When i'm coming down
Not again it's so lifelike
Come make it alright
When I'm coming down
Not again I'm fragile
You see I'll be the one in your darkest time
Should I begin to erase myself?
I'm caught in this picture of you
Should I begin to assess myself?
Tell me it's over
It comes from above with these feelings
It takes you away and it buries your soul again
Your now blessed by ignorance
'cause you want to
So run with me if you must follow
I'll take you away to this place where we can be free
A place I call ecstasy
Now you lie alone
Your chance to stop and stare
God, I kiss your bones
And say it's not my fault
Say it's alright
When I'm coming down
Not again it's so lifelike
Come make it alright
When i'm coming down
Not again i'm fragile
Well you say it's alright
When i'm coming down
Not again it's so lifelike
Come make it alright
When i'm coming down
In your own state of mind
All you fear now is won
A concious world will spin you in and out of time
Lend your breath to broken sail
Hands up in my blunted nail
Rolling water, suck her free
Surely I can make you feel
What I'm feeling, falling in
Comfort bleeds a swollen mend
In the secrecy that is to lie
Knowing in failure, will I forge the wrong sound?
Soon I see what they mean
Living this fallacy
Promised heaven, I concede
Dead, what I'm feeling, falling in
Comfort bleeds a swollen mend
In the secrecy that is to lie
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your eyes
With you in mind, with you in time
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your head
Dead, what I'm feeling, falling in
Comfort bleeds a swollen mend
In the secrecy that it's to lie
That is to lie
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your eyes
With you in mind, with you in time
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your head
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your eyes
With you in mind, with you in time
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your head
Stare blind at the sun, feel the warmth in your eyes
With you in mind, yeah with you in time
I couldn't hide my face to claim my innocence;
I wouldn't have the sense to keep going on.
Maybe I'm just too proud to stand in your defense?
Still I feel the pull of hidden wires.
I'm never gonna try, I lie, I dared to speak my mind,
When all the old changes made before
Don't seem to make a change at all.
Are you real?
I wouldn't find my place with this poor disguise.
Why can't I face myself without these lies?
I couldn't find my path without knowing it.
I've been around every turn; I know what's left is right.
I never let it die, I tried,
I dared to free my mind.
And all the same changes as before
Don't seem to change a thing at all.
I'm never gonna try, I know that I won't go back.
It started with a smile, I know, but it won't come back.
This is real.
Should've seen it coming,
'Cause now I'm free for nothing.
Always taking me far beneath the middle.
I'm never gonna try, I know that I won't go back.
If we live to see another year
Well it didn't make much room for it
So they say
No, it wouldn't change a single thing
We live every other day like every other day
And I said
Can I be honest?
Will I be here to stay?
But we can't despair with our heads in your hands
We might as well walk away
Another!
Put another blot of color on the scenery
'Cause you're no visionary
Just a blot on the scenery
You're my design
All things aside
We're almost out of time
One more day to see through
Now we've learned that things are not okay
We will all say goodbye
We're almost out of time
In this hopeless cold divide
Something new this time
And I swear it's under my skin
I've gotta get out of the way
(Don't want you to stay!)
Another!
Put another blot of color on the scenery
You're no visionary
Just a blot on the scenery
You're my design
And if it matters to you,
Don't waste time
Just be ready
'Cause we're leaving you with nothing
If it matters to you
Make your peace or drown in decay
Not ever
No never
Not ever will the know this love
What they wanted was a sign
That they could hear everlasting
I ain they sing aloud to
All we want
Is just enough to get by
We all pretend to understand it
To give us the feeling like
We won't allow it
Forever
And ever
Forever will they know this light
Cornered enough to make a sound
Hear it everlasting
We ain they're not allowed to
Have enough
Just enough to get by
The freedoms
We're ever chasing
Just when the feeling strikes
We're not around it
Cornered enough to make a sound
Just to hear them leaving
They'll ain they sing aloud to
Just enough to get by
Just enough to get by
Just enough to get by
I know there's something wrong stop making it up
We're too proud to see we've lost more than our trust
And now there's nothing left, well's dead and dried up
Its disease has left a foul taste in our cup
It just keeps on flowing
And we drift on knowing
It just keeps on flowing
This babble from our mouth
Who we are I fear most of the time
Carry on shuffling in order and in line
Who we are I fear most of the time
Carry on whipping boy, stare into the light
Stare into the light
And it feels familiar for good reason
I want us to break the case we're in
With one of the tools of this catatonic skin
Remove all the parts
I want us to face the shape we're in
A world of confusion awaits our sons and kin
Lets reset it all
Lets reset it all
Well it stings and it hurts, is this how it's meant to be
Well it stings and it hurts, is this how it's meant to be
Well it stings and it hurts, a small price to pay to be
In control and rebirth what our future's meant to be
Who we are I fear most of the time
So carry on whipping boy, stare into the light
I want us to face the shape we're in
A world of confusion awaits our sons and kin
Let's reset it all (we are, we are, we are)
Let's reset it all (we are, we are, we are)
These words of wisdom come with lack of vision
This is the first day I've ever had to stand and witness
These words of wisdom come with lack of vision
This is the first day I've ever had to stand and witness
These words of wisdom come with lack of vision
WE ARE A BROKEN WRECK
WE'VE BOTH GOT PILES OF REGRETS
There ain't nothin' you can say or prove
I held the rope that let you down
As we crash into the waves and drown
This is impossible
So if there's any doubt
I will throw you a line
Excuses, excuses
Don't ever remind me
How it is and always will be
There ain't nothin' you can say or prove
That I held the rope that let you down
As we crash into the waves and drown
This is impossible
You've been this way before
Shadows here all know you
I don't know what you've heard
Or what it is inside you
We are all around you
We are all around you
We are all around you
If love comes first
Maybe our lives will dissolve
Young fruit, still not bruised
Hey, maybe, just maybe,
We all made our moves
And mine could've helped you
I could've helped you
WE ARE A BROKEN WRECK
WE'VE BOTH GOT PILES OF REGRETS
WE ARE A BROKEN WRECK
WE'VE BOTH GOT PILES OF REGRETS
There ain't nothing you can say to prove
That I held the rope that let you down
As we crash into the waves and drown
This is impossible!
I keep staring at the sky
I've been waiting for some time
So out of touch
So out of mind
I can feel you there, I won't lie
We're all just kids
We're all good liars
Good liars...
Please try to understand
There is no great plan
We have no idea
What lies beyond our reach
Try to understand
There is no great plan
We will cross the line
With an open mind
Show me what it is
Hush my desires
Set me on fire
Please try to understand
There is no great plan
We have cast our lies
To the open skies
Try to understand
We've another plan
We have crossed the line
With an open mind
We have crossed that line
You're new to me
And I believe
You have to be
The one we need
Soon you will see it with all
Our reasons for trying to justify
We hold the fate of the world
The dearly departed
They won't make a sound
They won't make a sound
You are the same as us all
Blood running in our veins
Few have the heart of a brave,
Now will you run or stay?
We hide away our vicious things
Don't let them out
Even the ones that we don't see
Who are always there
You are the salt of all
You are the salt of the same blood running in our veins
Few have the heart of the brave
Now, will you run or stay?
We hide away our vicious things
Don't let them out
Even the ones that we don't see
Who are always there
You're new to me
And I believe
You have to be
The one we need
Take me with you on your sky machine
(Please try to understand, there is no great plan)
I'm dying to know
(We have cast our lies to the open skies)
Way out far from what it is we see
(Try to understand, we've another plan
We have crossed the line with an open mind)
Soon you will see it with all
Our reasons for trying to justify
We hold the fate of the world
The dearly departed
They won't make a sound
Hopeless in deep space
You made us wait like you used to
I was an utter disgrace
You made us sing "hallelujah"
And now it's all gone
Every time we tried
We cannot pity, we cannot stand around
Nervous for the hope we ache to find
Every time we tried
Which one are you?
Two sides of a coin
Taking pride in plenty of good advice
Win or lose our minds
In a picture, perfect
Every time we've tried
Nervous for the hope we ache to find
(I pity, we cannot stand around)
Every time we tried
(Every time we tried)
(Every time we tried)
We've got to say
All feelings aside
Every new life rises
We all build together
(We all see your call)
Win or lose our minds
Win or lose our minds
In a picture, perfect
Every time I tried
Break the mold
Let's shake the ground
Wreak havoc
We all strike a match
And burn this ordinary life
When the sun rises high
You'd best pray you're the better man
We've all gotta take to the wall soon
Or break free or burn it to the ground
Some of you will get out alive
Don't move at all because
I promised you all your scars
Will be worth all your loss
We've taken the fall
To save your skin
We've stymied them all
These precious nailed sins
They sting 'cause we are...
We are strong
The freedom comes when this anthem is sung
And the fates come undone
'Cause we have switched the lights on
We've exposed their friends-in-arms
Now we stand as one at the end
If we are the last few,
Who will be the first one to lead us?
If we are the last few
Will I feel alive?
Once chance to prove there's some things that can lead us
To new life, new life!
That alone I can lead us
New life, new life!
New life, new life!
If we are the last few,
Now we're alone and can need it
If we are the last few
New life, new life!
I think there's a pulse,
But I don't remember feeling
Anything close to this,
And I don't know if it's worthwhile.
But I hope so,
'Cause I don't feel so well
I don't feel so well
I've got to keep a grip on this,
Or the rising tide could still
Pull us underneath
And leave us to the ocean.
Either way,
I'm starting to feel there's something wrong
With this poison
'Cause in my veins it's burning.
And I hope you hold a place for us,
Far enough away,
From all the flames they like to tell us about.
And I hope you hold a way for us,
'Cause I don't really know you
I don't really know you
Why the hell did I seek the truth?
All I've seen [is? / in?] its reflection
Still part of me regrets it.
And I just wanted to see (the truth).
Now it's clear,
We're alone in this.
It's your funeral;
It's your dying day.
So make amends,
Before the end
Will leave us nothing.
It's your funeral;
It's your dying day.
So make amends,
For one last stand,
Then leave with nothing.
Will I breathe again?
Will my lungs fill with fire?
When I breathe again,
I hope it's okay.
Will I see again?
When the smoke clears,
Who will still remain here?
When I see again,
I hope it's okay.
Chemical fires will signal we're dead
Chemical fires will signal we're dead, gone
Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home
But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of
I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
You relate through the bloodline
When you can never take anything that I give
Always wanting to relate through me
I go, watch you slowly slip away
You're wanting to put your trust in
When I can feel this remedy kickin' on
Just to taste it, just to want it
And I can say it's not my fault
Say it's all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, it's so lifelike
Come make it all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, I'm fragile
Would you choose me or just abuse me?
When I can never take anything that you give
Always wanting to relate through me
I go, watch you slowly slip away
You're wanting to put your trust in
When I can feel this remedy kickin, on
Just to taste it, just to want it
And I can say it's not my fault
Say it's all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, it's so lifelike
Come make it all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, I'm fragile
You see, I'll be the one in your darkest time...
(It's not my fault!)
Should I begin to erase myself?
I'm caught in this picture of you
Should I begin to assess myself?
Tell me it's over...
It comes from above with these feelings
It takes you away and it buries your soul again
You're now blessed by ignorance
'Cause you want to
So run with me if you must follow
I'll take you away to this place where we can be free
A place I call ecstasy
Now you lie alone
Your chance to stop and stare
God, I kiss your bones...
And say it's not my fault
Say it's all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, it's so lifelike
Come make it all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, I'm fragile
Well, you say it's all right
When I'm coming down
Not again, it's so lifelike
Come make it all right
When I'm coming down
I blame you for the moonlit night and the dream that died where the eagles fly
I blame you for the moonlit night when I wander why are the seas still dry
Don't blame this sleeping satellite
did we fly to the moon to soon, did we squander the chance in the rush of the rays the reasons as we chase the last good romance
and still we try to justify the waste for the taste of a mans greatest invention oh
I blame you for the moonlit sky and the dream that died where the eagles fly
I blame you for the moonlit nights when I wander why are the seas still dry
don't blame this sleeping satellite
have we got what it takes to advance did we speak to soon if the world is so green then why does it scream under a blue moon
we wander why the earths sacrifice for the price of its greatest invention oh
I blame you for the moonlit sky and the dream that died where the eagles fly
You said just show me what you want to be
I will never stand in your way
Take it back and then you say again
Tell me what you want to be?
I will never stand in your way
You know I sat here thinking just the other day
What it was you said to make me snap?
You were always gonna be my friend
You're not the enemy
I will never stand in your way
Yeah, but in my mind I see clearer
Take me back into the other day
When I was so proud to hear myself
You will slap me and I know this sucks
You're just the enemy
I will never stand in your way
Yeah, but in my mind I see clearer
Now that I've found somewhere to rest my head
In time, I guess this will all fade
In time, I guess this will all fade
You said just show me what you want to be
I will never stand in your way
Take it back and then you say again
Tell me what you want to be
I will never stand in your way
Yeah, but in my mind I see clearer
Now that I've found somewhere to rest my head
In time, I guess this will all fade
In time, I guess this will all fade
In time, I guess this will all fade
In time, I guess this will all fade
(In time, I guess this will all fade)
Slap me up again, just slap me up again
Slap me up again, just slap slap me up again
(In time, I guess this will all fade)
Slap me up again, just slap me up again
Slap me up again, just slap slap me up again
In time, I guess this will all fade
Leave me alone
I'm seething
I search for the truth and love in your eyes
Help me to feel I'm needed
I search for the truth to find you mine
Bust myself back into pieces,
I pull at the seam as you start to tear
Lead myself back to my coma shell
No better face left to bare
I see more than you
And I feel more than you
Your spinning me out
It's a better room now, it's a better place
I would beg you to scream at me
The voices cry, the fashion mould
They want the truth, not what it seems
Bust myself back into pieces,
I pull at the seam as you start to tear
Lead myself back to my coma shell
No better face left to bare
I see more than you
And I feel more than you
Your spinning me out
Speak to me now
With guided tongue
See through me now
Look what you've done
I see more than you
And I feel more than you
Scrape me from the ceiling
These suckers want more
I feel the pressure belonging to all
Put fear in to my mind
I'm open to everything
I feel the strength of you
Give me this feeling I need yeah
It's a better room now, it's a better place
Subtle waves in motion
Shaping spirals are underground
Where it lies it goes
Stuck in weak old forms
Here we go our minds recall
Out of control in this spinning wheel
Starting to face what we feed and what we can't ignore
Starting to swell
this is bigger than you
Thought it could be something beautiful
It's beginning to feel like we're part of something real
When I shift
to signal that some days it's
Phoenix come fracture my sleep
Now this shaking sky
needs a show to start in
We wait to carry away
On the promises
I fear it taking over
and I fear taking over
I'm feeling opaque as
our colours all fade to grey
here in the light of my darkest day
Its Silent
I settle my thoughts so maybe
I can relax into to my sigh
My minds always window shopping
but I can't afford the payment
I feel like I've wasted my last chance
to try
Wait
I'm here in this moment
A pivotal moment
Its taken me over
It's starting to swell
This is bigger than you
Thought it could be something beautiful